For all who saw Carissa take out that bottle baby, it had died and she was taking it out. I didn’t even notice when I was editing, we actually lost one that day, and another the next day. And both were last minute saves from mamas that weren’t feeding them. They just never got strong enough to get on machine.
Hey Sandi I just wanted to share my 13yr old daughter's perspective on Star Gazer, yes she gave the deformed lamb a name. Annie has scoliosis n will need a full spinal fusion soon. She's also a animal lover and thinks most can be saved(most is the key word). So first she made some jokes about it just wanted to look at the Xmas lights but then she got serious. Annie compared how you can't tell she has a 50 degrees S curve in her spine but she's frequently in pain, she can express when it hurts, n even if Star Gazer lived it had to be in pain. My optimistic(very smart) kiddo went on about how the ewe rejected n so many ppl have good intentions but would it be a good life? Annie said she hopes you would do the kindest thing for the lamb n you did.
There is NO QUESTION that deformed lamb was suffering. You made the difficult decision and did the BEST for that lamb. Don't let the trolls get you down, Sandi. We love you.
Dear Sandi, I know it broke your heart. It was the right and kind thing to do. I am so sorry that happened to your baby. Now I know why God did not make me a Shepherd. We know you love them! Your lambs are treated like loved pets. Thank you for caring for them in their lives.
I knew when she posted about the little excited soul, that it was not going to have a happy ending. I am so sorry Sandi, alot of us know you would go to great lenghts to save any of your sheep! She needed more then you or most anyone could give her and she still might have made it. I totally agree with Mark! You know what you need to do for your sheep. And even more so, it is ultimately you that has to live with your choices! So please keep living true to you! I saw a post yesterday that said...that everything may have several ways to accomplish it, but only my way is the right way (for me).....well in this case for you. Love you and your channel! Sending you blessing as always to you and yours!
I wholeheartedly agree. That lamb would've just kept suffering, so putting it down was the best decision, and anybody who doesn't understand that probably shouldn't have animals, in my opinion.
I'm a Senior Certified Veterinary Technician and a Licensed Animal Control Officer and you did the GOOD, RIGHT thing for the deformed lamb. Hang in there! Lots of love from Minnesota! ❤ 🐑 ❄
Not a senior Veterinarian but full doctorate and can only imagine how hard that decision was.Especially cause with me if it's breathing and eating you want to give it a chance to thrive.But it also couldn't walk and its neck would never straighten completely so this was a hard decision but a good one(which your great at because you have an amazing heart).Thanks for sharing and Thankyou as a Senior Vet Tech and all your service towards loving and saving animals.We all stick together like family
I am sorry you had to do this. However, pain is something that is hard for anyone & anything. This lamb went with dignity rather than the pain of starvation. Thank you for trusting your gut. Grace & wisdom walk with you.
I'm not a license certified veterinarian but I also believe you made the right call.... I would not want to live not being able to walk or hold my head up so from Baltimore Maryland good job he's in heaven thanking you he's running around doing everything you wanted him to do.....
There was no helping that lamb, but still, Sandi tried and gave him a shot, which is more than most people would do. Thank you Sandi for being in this little one's corner. ❤
Sandy the lamb was atrophied from the position it laid inside the womb probably from a couple of months before birth. It could not be corrected and would forever be the same as it was. As hard as it was you most definitely did make the correct heartbreaking decision. 💔
Totally agree the hardest decisions are always the right decisions, i believe when your gut tells you what your intuition already knows, so I believe you did right by the baby lamb, love and hugs.
With a heart so soft, kind,and motherly. It had to be so very hard for you. But you knoweth it didn't have a chance of a good life. But you did the right thing for that little baby. Great job. You work so hard at giving the babies every chance. 🐑
Thank you for preventing the newborn from suffering. It is an extremely unforeseen circumstance, and we are glad you handled it properly. It is never easy.
Sandi. Thank you for being transparent with us and showing us the ugly side of farming and for giving that lamb a warm send off. To those that might disagree with your choice I want them to know that there are farmers that would have thrown him in the trash heap and let it suffer for hours and never give it a second thought. I have a bit of a problem when those farmers say it's business. You have a kind heart and we appreciate all that you do for your animals.
You're absolutely right. Sandi definitely knows her flock & cares for it very well. No little lamb should suffer & Sandi did everything she could for it. Rest in peace sweet little one. 🕊🙏
So right. It is hard emotionally to make the call to euthanize with these cute lambs, but that ended it’s suffering. With the deformities we saw on the outside of the lamb, who knows how it was deformed on the inside. Definitely the right decision! Poor sweet baby.
You did the right thing and I could tell it broke your heart. Nature can be cruel, but it can always outweigh with the precious and loving times. I have been with you through so many lambing’s now over the years and I always love watching you be the best Shepard of your flock. You never disappoint Sandi! Much love and blessings ❤❤❤
Hi Sandy. Coming to you from the lambing barn in southern Alberta. I’m currently waiting on a ewe to lamb. I spent the last two days with a premature lamb in the warm box tubing and feeding it with the small hope it might survive knowing full well it wasn’t going to make it. We do this job because we love the life and truly care for our animals. Don’t ever listen to the haters. This is also a business and sometimes we have to make the hard decisions. I give you major respect for putting yourself out there for the world to see. Keep doing what you do! Cheers.
Couldn’t have said this better myself. I get upset about animals in factory farms that are not cared for individually or valued for what they give us. But Sandi, you treat all of your animals with the best possible care knowing that they are not pets, but farm animals. If I was a lamb, I would want to enter life in YOUR barn.
Absolutely. The same people who think Sandi should be able to care for this (most likely) Cache Valley lamb are the same ones who insist a woman should not have autonomy over her own reproductive health. They insist an ectopic pregnancy must reach it's natural conclusion without intervention. Or a Zika fetus must be kept because it has a heart beat. In reality a successful chance at life requires much more than just ensuring it reaches full term and gasps a few breaths. This lamb faced zero chance at any quality of life. Sandi would have to hand raise it, nurse it and deal with all the health challenges of an animal that cannot even feed or stand to relieve itself.
You did the right thing Sandy, the last act of kindness is never easy, you gave the little lamb a full tummy, kept it warm and comfortable then helped it go to sleep peacefully, it was a very lucky lamb to be born in your barn ❤
Lesley, I was a hospice nurse many years ago. Even I had to cry when letting a person spiritually 'go' while trying to be a 'rock' for the family and loved ones. Life's decisions are never easy, yet Sandi plows ahead and tries to find out what happened. I applaud her and pray she is blessed beyond measure!
Sandi, I am the most soft-hearted veterinarian I know. You made me incredibly happy when you fed the deformed lamb then took the lamb in for the night. It was clear from this video that the lamb had deteriorated as evidenced by its inability/refusal to eat. As hard as it is, you treated that sweet baby right and that lamb’s Creator has healed what you couldn’t. He knows what’s best and you seem to hear His voice. I love watching your videos so keep up the good work❤️❤️❤️
I think as a dog breeder you have to make those decisions. I was a little bit surprised that you did not put the deformed lamb down right away. But you sure know what you did.
I was raised on a farm for 13 years. You are a very hard working, compassionate breeder. I support your efforts and I'm also proud of you as a woman running your sheep business. BRAVO.....
Being that most very deformed animals they usually are FTT ~ Failure To Thrive. It was the best and act of kindness to relieve its suffering before things get harder and worse for lambs. I had a vet once crying when we had a very sick cat put down that we rescued, and I said "it is a shame people can't receive the same ending." I worked as nurse and have done my share of palliative care. I am glad people are starting to be able to have the choice. Having to live your last days unable to breathe because the pain medication does you in at the end. Rest assured you did the "last act of kindness." God love you and your family. ;-)
Sandy, you don’t have to explain about the little deformed lamb. I was crying myself before you even made this video, knowing you really had no choice but end this little lamb’s suffering. Thank you for sharing all you do with us. You are a pleasure to watch. I love following along on your daily adventures. God bless you.
@@jeanettewilson3195 Very nicely put ✌️ And the little lamb was loved before she went to the big field in the sky❣️. She was warm & fed. You gave it your all & THAT'S why I watch you Sandi 💞❤️
You , as always , are right. Sorry for your distress. Do not worry about negative comments from people who have probably never be responsible for some many animals. You carry on, chin up . Love and hugs from a old farm girl in Texas.
The little lamb was so determined to live trying to suck right out of. The womb. It was so kind to warm it up and feed her and give her a chance. But then that hard decision comes and though it’s painful you need to do what’s the biggest kindness to them. I used to foster multiple newborn kittens for the shelter who were abandoned. Some were very sick to begin with. Sometimes the extra care they got would be successful. But there always are those who just are too sick or deformed to live any kind of life. Always painful but was thankful they didn’t linger.😊😊
Giving that little lamb the final act of kindness was both courageous and brave. Thinking that others will judge you for it is not necessary. Your true followers know your love and compassion for your flock and understand your tough decisions. We love watching how you and Carissa tend to all your babies and enjoy your openness with your videos. Hope you and your family have a great holiday season.
Take comfort in your action for the deformed lamb. It made the decision for itself when it refused to eat. It had sucked the bottle the night of its birth, so refusing the next morning was its way of telling you it was letting go. You simply saved it further misery of a slow death. You always do your best as long as the lamb shows any interest in living. We love you, Sandi. Keep up your good work. You always make my day with your vlogs.
You fed her last night and kept her warm and safe. And the fact that you continued to try other ways to feed her shows how much you love them- there’s no doubt you made a hard tough call- which was a kindness. I truly appreciate you doing all that you could. Rest In Peace sweet bunny 🐰
I completely agree 100 % part of loving your animals is knowing when to make that heart reaching call It takes love and strength To put the wellbeing of the animals before your feelings your heart is in the right place
Sandi - Mark is right. Trust your instincts. You know best. Ignore all the "armchair quarterbacks." This is your flock. You have so much compassion for all the animals. Keep doing what you're doing. We love you and appreciate you sharing your flock, your family, and your life with us ❤❤
I'm sure I speak for the majority of your fans, when I say, we are heartbroken for the outcome of that baby's short life, BUT WE UNDERSTAND! You are the most compassionate person to your lambs...No one does it better than you Sandi🥰
Absolutely. You always will have people who are so miserable that they just can’t help themselves from being negative. It takes great empathy and love to be able to stop the suffering of an animal. And then there are those who like to think their way is the only way. Just know that this isn’t your first rodeo and your gut will always guide you. Just started watching you but can tell you’re very knowledgeable and are doing all you can in doing and researching and communicating with experts. Every situation is different and everyone has a little different way of doing things. You have to do what works for you. Other farm creators have the same problem of negative people. Just try not to let that negativity bother you. It’s really hard when you’re doing things that work and then nasty people have to comment. A lot of people who watch do not have a clue as to what all this takes. It’s a lot more than a full time job.❤❤❤
Absolutely - trust yourself! - I remember when it was born the mom did not even lick it off - 'she' sensed there was something wrong - out in nature the mom would have left the lamb. Do not be hard on yourself you did exactly the right thing - as mentioned above it would have just died.
Thanks Mark, plus you know her better than anyone, therefore you can get through to her better then anyone. She has a huge heart but she will always try to save them all and she will always blame herself for the still born one even though we all know its not her fault😊
Your videos give me a whole new respect for farmers. You put literal blood, sweat, and tears into your animals and crops. The manual labour and researching you do to make sure your sheep are all healthy and happy is inspiring. Your kindness and love for your sheep are shown in every video, keep up your good work! ❤❤❤😊
Mark is absolutely right, I can tell everytime something happens to a lamb, you take it hard. After all it is your farm and flock. The expressions you have over your lambs, the care you take with them, even the way you talk to them, is just one of the reasons I love your channel.
I agree that Mark is right. I'm glad that Mark is so supportive, even being willing to be a little bit firm with Sandi when it benefits her. That's true love...
You are ultimately a farmer and that profession ain't for the faint hearted. Well done to Mark for having your back and keeping you motivated. You guys are a power couple! Don't let anyone that has no clue about farming make you feel inferior. You go girl!! 🏆
Exactly you do your best and try to keep emotions out of it but you have to do the job and it's not always easy but like he said you know your barn like no one else and need to trust yourself. 💗
My neighbors herd collapsed last year and there were orphans everywhere...I tried saving every single one...and my days were filled with a lot of tears. My wife finally sat me down and had the circle of life talk with me....the circle sucks.❤️
Your commitment to transparency is courageous and admirable. Cheers to Mark for his loving but stern coaching! Well done you Sandi! I think that you’re extraordinary!
You know your sheep and their lambs and what is best for them. NO farmer enjoys putting an animal down. People think farmers have no feelings for their animals, but you DO. It hurts you and its right to say, you hide your feelings/emotions too well. I used to help on my sister in laws, late father's farm, and I understand that now. Thank you for what you are doing. You're doing an awesome job with the newborns.
Quality of life comes before quantity. Giving a dignified death is always better than slowly suffering and starving to death. Well done Sandi!! Poor lamby died with you caring about it, loved for a short time ❤
I'm glad you let us know what happened with that little lamb. When I saw it born, I felt so bad for you because I knew you were going to have to make a very difficult decision. 😔 I was definitely glad that I was not a farmer at that point. On a happier note, I know that your sheep love you but I am both amused and happy to see them stomp their foot when you come near their lambs. Sign of good Mama/Baby bonding. 💖
Heart breaking- I love how much you love your flock. I respect your professional expertise and whole heartedly support every decision you make. The last ten years or so of hard work to build the flock and turn it into a viable business. Thanks Mark for being a solid partner. Many hugs
Thank you for loving that lamb in its short life the way you did...and for inviting us be witness to your struggle. Your kind heart is beyond evident. 💓
Awww…so sorry, Sandi! We understand the pain and disappointment that comes when you know it is better for the little creature to be put down! It’s always heartbreaking but know it’s the humane thing to do.😢 You are one of the most caring individuals we have seen, Sandi! Thank you for sharing your love and educating so many! You are such an inspiration! Blessings to you from your fellow TH-cam friends from Kansas!
Your kindness and compassion shines through in all the decisions you make. This was the kindest decision you could have made, and the right decision. Mark is so right, he knows you inside out and he had you. Look at all the beautiful lambs you have saved, they would have been lost without your decisions.
Right on! Mark knows that you know what to do. You call your vet when you aren't sure about what you should do. But!!, your brain is full of "what to do when...". Don't doubt your internal library of knowledge.
You are so kind and really shows how much your sheep means to you. My granddaughter who will be two in January won't talk she loves your videos on my phone. She grabbed my phone I asked her what she wants to watch she's goes Sheep! We all were amazed and excited. Thanks so much her first word was for your sheep!
Your barn, your decisions, your consequences. Don’t let the “Monday morning quarterbacks” get you down. It’s abundantly clear that you don’t take these hard decisions lightly. If anyone thinks that, they haven’t watched enough. Merry Christmas to you and yours.
You have a very wise husband Sandi. That's awesome that you have someone who knows you, trusts your judgement, respect you so much and on whose judgement you can lean on in moments of doubt. That's a rare gift and I admire you both for that! I hope you have to reach those hard decisions as infrequently as possible. 🥰
I am a new watcher, the lamb video showed on my home page and I wanted you to try and save her, and I'm here for the follow up, and I understand that her story is not everyone else's story, just because those other lambs survived does not mean this one would have and people should accept your KNOWLEDGE and YOUR decision in this matter. Glad she is no longer suffering. Every one comes in our life for one reason or another, baby lambs and all😘
I noticed during the last birthing on today's video your dog was in the fed bunk and instead of her normal "everywhere" activity she sensed that calm was needed and laid down. What a good friend you have!
Ok, just came here to say, on Monday I had a major health incident. As they were assessing me, my only thought was, "No! I can't check out now, right in the middle of lambing!" Please know that every decision you make is a good one, and is the best for you and your farm. Mark is right, and you're doing something right for you and the lambies to be first on my thoughts. Love to all y'all!
I think those of you who open your lives and hearts to the world of social media need to be reminded of what we tell our kids - don’t let others define you - you define you! There are too many naysayers, doubters, hacks and plain a$$holes who think they know better. I’m so proud of your transparency, strength, commitment and will to teach - so ignore the fools and do what you do best! B
I love the way people who have never dealt with lambs in any way suddenly become online 'experts'. Then, proceed to take YOU to task? You did the right thing. It was humane. And it sometimes happens.
As so many have already said, you always make the right decisions for your lambs and the flock as a whole. I hate having to make that decision myself when it comes to my pets at the end of their lives and can only imagine that as a farmer having to make that decision multiple times a year how it wears on you at times. Thank you for caring for the deformed lamb and keeping it comfy until it was time for it to put to sleep. Take care and know you have all the love and support of your TH-cam family.
I wouldn't dream of trying to second guess you, the actual sheperd of your flock, on how to best handle the lambs and the mamas. I enjoy your videos because you are such a wonderful person, and such a joy to watch and listen to. Getting to see all the lambs and moms is a BONUS!! There was no way that little deformed lamb could have lived; you did the right thing. God bless!!
You did all you could for the lamb, you tried to feed it and keep it warm and that is so precious. But it was suffering, and by letting it go you did the best thing for it. ❤
Making hard decisions is part of being a responsible farmer. You have no worries my dear your compassion and caring for your animals shines through with all the decisions you have to make. People who have never been on a farm just don't know. We love you Sandy!
1- you did the poor lamb a huge favor and ended it’s suffering. Your heart is so big. 2- your double-sided editing where it’s two of you per screen is AWESOME. Your editing skills are 💯💯💯
I did see her take the lamb out and I immediately thought it must have died. You and Carissa care so very much and ALWAYS try to do the very best for your lambs. We celebrate all of the lambs with you!! Hugs to you both when you have to make the tough decisions!! I know absolutely nothing about farming or raising sheep, but I so enjoy being part of your extended TH-cam family.
Mark is correct you can NOT listen to haters. Having been a breeder I know the pain you feel when you lose an animal whether it's a dog, sheep, or whatever there are things that go wrong beyond what you can do. You take care of your animals better than most so take heart you do the best you can we all see that even the haters. I bet they're just jealous of you.
❤ to you. As a farm woman myself, necessary is not always with the absence of difficult. It was the merciful thing, which I know you know. You are not alone and I admire your tenacity and strength to educate and share your life online. Your value in this world is huge without YT or other o line vehicles. However, I’m glad you are here. I just found your channel and it is a life savor for me. See, I am going through a life crisis of my own with an aging parent and dementia and an adult child in a life threatening situation and your channel (and others) keeps out the negativity of politics, TV/internet drama, etc. People that tell you what to do with your husbandry need to stay in their lane. They need to learn boundaries. People like that only want to sabotage your psyche. They are energy vampires. They are NOT the man in the arena having to fight the fight. They sit on their bums and bleed their toxic vitriol into others and then feed on it. Mark is right. YOU know this. You know your barn and your animals. Naysayers are not honest critics.
@Thelma D you definitely hit the nail on the head. The negativity in the world today is outrageous and out of control. With the internet those “ keyboard warriors “ get to hide in their house and spread their meanness and hate without anyone knowing them. So brave.
Oh Sandi, you've show us so much of yourself and the compassion and love you have for your animals. I KNOW you don't take any losses lightly, especially when you have to take action to help them move along (put them down). It's part of why I love your channel so much. You show us that farmers truly DO care about their animals. ❤💕
Sandi, folks have to realize that sometimes the kindest thing we can do for our animals is to put them down. I'm glad you made that decision for that baby.
Sandi, growing up on a farm, we had baby pigs that didn't make after they were born. This is a part of life. Be sad for the lambs for twenty-four hour. Thank God for His trust in you to care for them. And then, celebrate the ones that have brought you joy. Thank you for your videos. Love from U.S.
I love how you just reached out to boop the lamb’s nose while you were recordkeeping with your tablet, and then reached across the aisle to boop the other lamb’s nose. A simple gesture but you show such love to those babies. ❤ they are in your care for a short time but they get all of you. ❤
Sandy... you are AMAZING and AWESOME!! HAPPY that you have a husband as wonderful as Mark who never lets you forget how hard you work, how you work to make your flock better and better and how you LOVE each and every animal that you care for. Thank you Mark for never letting her forget all that. You deserve that entire box of ADVENTS!!!!
Dear lady....please remember most critical comments come from non farmers. Your experience is the best guide. Always trust yourself and your trusted advisors. Love to you.
Sometimes our intuition isn't as loud as the internet. Our hearts aren't as strong as our nature demands, and we personalize things because of empathy. Your sensitivity does you credit, as does your determination to do right by all you touch. Good on you for your resiliency and grit.
Especially when it comes to raising livestock, sometimes there’s nothing you can do for the animal besides putting them down so they don’t have to suffer any more
Oh Sandi. Your sensitive heart makes you an incredible livestock steward but at the same time can make you feel so deeply what nasty things people say. Consider what kind of people feel the need to do that. They are not happy people and feel that because they can remain anonymous they can be unkind and feel superior. I have been watching you for years now. I love your lambing operation and think you do an incredible job. Incredible! And to put out a daily vlog while going through lambing? All that editing is so time consuming and difficult. What gorgeous lambs and healthy stock! This viewer just adores and appreciates all your hard work. Merry Christmas season you lovely woman!
I have told you this a few times. And I’m glad to hear Mark coaching you the same!! “Trust your gut”! He was suffering! With the joys - smiles, with sad comes the tears. Trust me I’m caught in this tidal wave with raising my very personable hens and rabbits and quail! Together we rejoice in the happy moments and cry with you in sad times! Love you girl!
Your compassion speaks volumes. Don’t let anyone ever try to convince you differently. I grew up on a farm. It’s never an easy decision. You are amazing!
Sandy take a deep breath. Then know the love it took to do what was right for that deformed lamb WAS RIGHT! It feels bad but you know the struggles it would face, you are one of the kindest people i know because you love them and work for what is best for everyone of your sheep and lambs. Keep your chin up you got this! Much love from Ohio! ❤💚❤💚❤💚
. . . I hope the voices that say you don't do enough can be drowned out in all the love blasting your way, Sandi! You have 100 times the energy and perseverance than I can imagine rolling on a daily basis. That little lamb was a very loved lamb, and the way she took a tiny chunk of you with her is a sign of how enormous your heart is. You rock it through life being a b*tch with too few easy decisions. Also, love your channel!!
I just want to add my voice to the group in support of your decision. I praised you for not abandoning that poor baby in yesterday's comments, but that didn't mean I assumed you would (or thought you should) keep it alive at all costs. Your choice for that little one was made with all the kindness in your very kind heart. Thank you for sharing it all - the worst things and the best things, the losses and the victories. You are, as always, an inspiration in your resilience and perseverance. Keep going! PS - as much as I was rooting for little Twister, it's important to remember that the lamb, though it may have wanted to live, can't understand why it is suffering. Compassion (and ending suffering) is a gift of love.
While you have a mixed audience, you ALWAYS do everything in your power to save any of those animals and you ALWAYS show respect to your audience. I think there are some in your audience that should try a bit harder to at least have more understanding for what you do. You are a sheep farmer. You have hundreds of animals to care for. When one is born like that poor little creature, you know and most of us know there is not going to be any kind of quality of life for it. You did the kindest thing you could do for that little lamb. In fact, I think you waited longer than alot of us would have just to give it a chance. That speaks volumes to the kind of person you are! Sandy, your heart is HUGE and you are so refreshing to the soul. Your explanations of everything are wonderful. You are real and raw and I respect the heck out of you and what your doing!!! Thank you for sharing your life and experiences with us!!
The first time I found Sandi was a few days after the storm. It took me a little while to figure out the situation. I'm amazed at how well she came through that mess.
I just found your channel not too long ago, but I can already tell, you really care for these sheep (and all the animals you have!) The fact that you tried to put it in the warm box and tried to feed it says a lot about how far you will go for even the worst of cases. It's wonderful that you share this with us and I've been enjoying seeing the process of a world I never new existed. So thank you for being so honest and open with us
Sandi, I’ve never seen anyone who has more compassion for their animals. You are so loving and tender to your charges. I/we know your heart and support you, and cry, and pray with you over your precious flock. We see only bits and pieces of the many trials you face each day. God give you strength! ♥️🐑♥️
I know what Sandi needs this year is a group of elfs to come and help out during delivery time. Carrissa and Sandi do just a good job keeping up. But everyone needs a break. 🐑🐑☺
Sign me up too. It went to school for my animal behavioral science degree but couldn't pass zoology I can't dissect anything but I can handle pretty much everything else so I'd love to come help looks like a good time I love seeing babies.
Speaking as a farmer with a MUCH smaller flock, there is no way I would have strangers taking over at kidding time. Except maybe to prepare meals or do laundry. 😜
@@kthearcher3357 It's a nice thought, I understand the sentiment, but this is her business. She's not running a rescue. I'm sure experienced, skillful hands would not be turned away if they were needed.
I have been watching your videos for a while now and it is clear that you are very compassionate and professional. I have never doubted your decisions concerning your flock. People can be so quick to criticize. Remember, Sandi, you are the one who is there and you have all the facts. Don't let nay-sayers bring you down. You are doing a great job and I am so grateful that you are sharing your life with the lambs and working the farm. I have learned so much and have a greater appreciation for the hard work of shepherds and farmers.
So sorry about that little deformed lamb. 💔 And you owe us nothing. We have no idea what it's like to be in your shoes, but we're (hopefully) all smart enough to realize your decision could not have been an easy one.
Sometimes you feel such relief when a lamb has passed on its own. When you have to take natures course you KNOW its the right decision. Its not easy, it will never be easy but you know its the right decision. 💕 Tears are ok. 💕 Anger is ok 💕 Harsh words are ok 💕 You are doing perfect! Better than many for your animals in fact. From one farmer (small time) to another, I admire you so much!
I've never seen a sheep or a lamb up close and personal in my life. Who am I to tell you what to do for your animals? You give 150% and are compassionate and knowledgeable. You do you Boo!
You knew in your gut about the deformed lamb. I knew and I wasn't there. Don't let anyone tell you different. You know your barn and your know better than anyone. It shows how much you care. That poor lamb only had more suffering to go before it was going to shutdown. Much love to you and your barn. Xo
Sandi - You have the biggest heart and have moved mountains to save babies so for anyone who questions or doubts your decision on putting that deformed baby down, they are just wrong. It was hard to watch that one and without a doubt it was suffering. You did the most compassionate thing that could have been done. You are amazing and I love you for all you do! God Bless
The fact that you tried to feed this lamb after it was born was so sweet and the fact that you even considered giving it a chance was sweet because I feel like most would have probably not even bothered to do anything with it .... You did your best and that's all that matters
To be a good, great shepherdess is to have empathy for your sheep and lambs. Yes you have to make hard decisions and it sucks. If that part ever becomes easy then and only then is it time to find another line of work. Don’t ever think because of that decision it somehow takes away from you. It DOSE NOT! It makes you the shepherdess every flock should be lucky enough to have! ❤
So sorry you had to put down the lamb. It's a difficult decision but one that must always be made. Thank you for keeping it real. Praying for you as you deal with your losses and rejoicing with you in all the wonderful babies and their mama's. 💖💞
No one has more time, energy, care and concern for these animals than you - you will always be the right person to decide - like my dad told me when I needed to put my first dog down - you’re the human, so you make the choice - it’s hard being the adult sometimes but as an empath too- I do care immensely - love you Sandi. ❤️❤️❤️🐑🐑🐑❤❤️❤️
Farming is tough all the way around. It doesn't always work out the way we want it to, but thankfully we are able to do the best for the animals no matter how hard it is for us! 💕 Hugs to you! And kudos to Mark for reminding you to listen to your gut!
I’ve been anxiously waiting to hear about this little one. It’s so frustrating when they just have no chance, even when they’ve got the will to live. You did the right thing. Thank you for all you do!
Oh Sandi, don't be so hard on yourself. We all see how much you love all your wool babies. Anyone that sees how much time and energy and pain you put in a day for these sheep sees and feels the love you have for them. That baby truly had no chance of a normal sheep life. You did what had to be done to keep it from suffering. It would have been more troubling to have just left it to suffer. God Bless you and we love you.
Listen to your husband, he knows you better than anyone. Always follow your gut or your own intuition, you know what you're doing, you've got this Sandi. And a huge thank you for bringing us all along for the ride, be that the highs and lows. Love from Austrakia
I’m SO with Mark! I love that you share lambing with us, the fun and the difficult. Mark knows you and LOVES you (remember he chose YOU), so believe him when he tells you those sheep couldn’t have a more compassionate farmer than you. Listen to your “gut”. Your sheep get better care than some folks give their house pets. Believe Mark! Merry Christmas to your family and Carissa! 🎄💙
I totally agree with you! Sandi and the clan give more love to their animals than many people give to their CHILDREN, let alone their pets!! Unfortunately I have seen this first-hand, so I know what I’m talking about!! Bless you Sandi, Mark and Carissa, have a wonderful and peaceful Christmas!❤❤❤ Love and best wishes from Norfolk, UK 🇬🇧
Everytime I see a new vlogmas video I get into the Christmas spirit! 🎄 I love seeing all of the babies!!! Sadly the deformed lamb couldn't recover, but it's part of nature..
That is why this action is called " the last act of kindness". What else could you do for this lamb ? Anything else would have been cruel. I've watched you care for your sheep for a long time now. You have always been kind, considerate, and very tender towards all your animals. This situation has been no different.
I am so sorry Sandi. I’m crying, but thankful that you were able to make the loving, caring decision to not let the little one suffer. I am praying for you and Charissa that God will give you comfort. Thank you for sharing it all, good, bad, difficult. Oh NO THE roof!
Sometimes things just happen. It doesn't always have a reason. You did what you could to make that little one comfortable and give it a chance to see if anything worked itself out. Sometimes there's not a reason for stillborn, it just nature and happens sometimes. You always go above and beyond to save any lamb or the rest of the sheep who require a little extra care. Much respect Sandi! 🥰
Respect to Sandi for knowing and understanding the plight of that lamb and doing what is best. Sometimes they just don't thrive, sure they might be alive. But thriving is different and I don't see how a crook-necked Lambie that could walk thrive. It was the kindest thing Sandi could do. She let it feel warmth, love and a full belly, then let them go. Love you Sandi, keep on trucking.
For all who saw Carissa take out that bottle baby, it had died and she was taking it out. I didn’t even notice when I was editing, we actually lost one that day, and another the next day. And both were last minute saves from mamas that weren’t feeding them. They just never got strong enough to get on machine.
Sorry for your loss(es). You and Carissa do an amazing job. 🥰
That is so sad, but life is fragile, isnt it? Carissa is a Godsend for you & such a delightful young lady.
These lambs that pass will just be there for the other lambs in spirit who need extra snuggles!
So they didn't or wouldn't drink from the bottle? At least until they got a little stronger?
Hey Sandi I just wanted to share my 13yr old daughter's perspective on Star Gazer, yes she gave the deformed lamb a name. Annie has scoliosis n will need a full spinal fusion soon. She's also a animal lover and thinks most can be saved(most is the key word). So first she made some jokes about it just wanted to look at the Xmas lights but then she got serious. Annie compared how you can't tell she has a 50 degrees S curve in her spine but she's frequently in pain, she can express when it hurts, n even if Star Gazer lived it had to be in pain. My optimistic(very smart) kiddo went on about how the ewe rejected n so many ppl have good intentions but would it be a good life? Annie said she hopes you would do the kindest thing for the lamb n you did.
There is NO QUESTION that deformed lamb was suffering. You made the difficult decision and did the BEST for that lamb. Don't let the trolls get you down, Sandi. We love you.
Dear Sandi, I know it broke your heart. It was the right and kind thing to do. I am so sorry that happened to your baby. Now I know why God did not make me a Shepherd. We know you love them! Your lambs are treated like loved pets. Thank you for caring for them in their lives.
I knew when she posted about the little excited soul, that it was not going to have a happy ending. I am so sorry Sandi, alot of us know you would go to great lenghts to save any of your sheep! She needed more then you or most anyone could give her and she still might have made it. I totally agree with Mark! You know what you need to do for your sheep. And even more so, it is ultimately you that has to live with your choices! So please keep living true to you! I saw a post yesterday that said...that everything may have several ways to accomplish it, but only my way is the right way (for me).....well in this case for you.
Love you and your channel! Sending you blessing as always to you and yours!
So sorry the lamb was so deformed and alive. Watching it suffer was really hard. We know you did what was best.
I wholeheartedly agree. That lamb would've just kept suffering, so putting it down was the best decision, and anybody who doesn't understand that probably shouldn't have animals, in my opinion.
i totally agree
I'm a Senior Certified Veterinary Technician and a Licensed Animal Control Officer and you did the GOOD, RIGHT thing for the deformed lamb. Hang in there! Lots of love from Minnesota! ❤ 🐑 ❄
TY doctor for sharing. I am so glad she is doing what is best for that precious lamb. Peace 2 u all.
Not a senior Veterinarian but full doctorate and can only imagine how hard that decision was.Especially cause with me if it's breathing and eating you want to give it a chance to thrive.But it also couldn't walk and its neck would never straighten completely so this was a hard decision but a good one(which your great at because you have an amazing heart).Thanks for sharing and Thankyou as a Senior Vet Tech and all your service towards loving and saving animals.We all stick together like family
I am sorry you had to do this. However, pain is something that is hard for anyone & anything. This lamb went with dignity rather than the pain of starvation. Thank you for trusting your gut. Grace & wisdom walk with you.
@@corinataylor5297 not a doctor , she is a veterinary TECHNICIAN. THeres a big difference
I'm not a license certified veterinarian but I also believe you made the right call.... I would not want to live not being able to walk or hold my head up so from Baltimore Maryland good job he's in heaven thanking you he's running around doing everything you wanted him to do.....
You can’t let your TH-cam audience run your farm. You are the invested expert. You make the best decisions, we don’t.
This should be the top comment! Well said.
💯 this!
There was no helping that lamb, but still, Sandi tried and gave him a shot, which is more than most people would do. Thank you Sandi for being in this little one's corner. ❤
There is a time when we all have to make a very hard decision. You did the right move in allowing that little precious lamb to rest.
So well said…😢❤
I agree!❤
Sandy the lamb was atrophied from the position it laid inside the womb probably from a couple of months before birth. It could not be corrected and would forever be the same as it was. As hard as it was you most definitely did make the correct heartbreaking decision. 💔
Totally agree the hardest decisions are always the right decisions, i believe when your gut tells you what your intuition already knows, so I believe you did right by the baby lamb, love and hugs.
With a heart so soft, kind,and motherly. It had to be so very hard for you. But you knoweth it didn't have a chance of a good life. But you did the right thing for that little baby. Great job. You work so hard at giving the babies every chance. 🐑
Thank you for preventing the newborn from suffering. It is an extremely unforeseen circumstance, and we are glad you handled it properly. It is never easy.
Sandi. Thank you for being transparent with us and showing us the ugly side of farming and for giving that lamb a warm send off. To those that might disagree with your choice I want them to know that there are farmers that would have thrown him in the trash heap and let it suffer for hours and never give it a second thought. I have a bit of a problem when those farmers say it's business. You have a kind heart and we appreciate all that you do for your animals.
Hear! Hear! Amen! You go the extra mile. You are humane. Bless you. Merry Christmas 🤶 🎄 🎅
ALWAYS trust your gut!! That lamb needed the last act of kindness. We love you and you saved that lamb from suffering.
You're absolutely right. Sandi definitely knows her flock & cares for it very well. No little lamb should suffer & Sandi did everything she could for it. Rest in peace sweet little one. 🕊🙏
So right. It is hard emotionally to make the call to euthanize with these cute lambs, but that ended it’s suffering. With the deformities we saw on the outside of the lamb, who knows how it was deformed on the inside. Definitely the right decision! Poor sweet baby.
@@Ladygreencrochet that's a very important point. And the fact she was crying isn't good. 🙏🕊
You did the right thing and I could tell it broke your heart. Nature can be cruel, but it can always outweigh with the precious and loving times. I have been with you through so many lambing’s now over the years and I always love watching you be the best Shepard of your flock. You never disappoint Sandi! Much love and blessings ❤❤❤
I have had to take a few of my pets in to be euthanized and I ALWAYS made them a meal and a bath before I let them go.
Hi Sandy. Coming to you from the lambing barn in southern Alberta. I’m currently waiting on a ewe to lamb. I spent the last two days with a premature lamb in the warm box tubing and feeding it with the small hope it might survive knowing full well it wasn’t going to make it. We do this job because we love the life and truly care for our animals. Don’t ever listen to the haters. This is also a business and sometimes we have to make the hard decisions. I give you major respect for putting yourself out there for the world to see. Keep doing what you do! Cheers.
Couldn’t have said this better myself. I get upset about animals in factory farms that are not cared for individually or valued for what they give us. But Sandi, you treat all of your animals with the best possible care knowing that they are not pets, but farm animals. If I was a lamb, I would want to enter life in YOUR barn.
Hats off to you Lady...you know exactly where Sandi is coming from...Blessings to you both ..
Absolutely. The same people who think Sandi should be able to care for this (most likely) Cache Valley lamb are the same ones who insist a woman should not have autonomy over her own reproductive health. They insist an ectopic pregnancy must reach it's natural conclusion without intervention. Or a Zika fetus must be kept because it has a heart beat. In reality a successful chance at life requires much more than just ensuring it reaches full term and gasps a few breaths. This lamb faced zero chance at any quality of life. Sandi would have to hand raise it, nurse it and deal with all the health challenges of an animal that cannot even feed or stand to relieve itself.
You did the right thing Sandy, the last act of kindness is never easy, you gave the little lamb a full tummy, kept it warm and comfortable then helped it go to sleep peacefully, it was a very lucky lamb to be born in your barn ❤
Lesley, I was a hospice nurse many years ago. Even I had to cry when letting a person spiritually 'go' while trying to be a 'rock' for the family and loved ones. Life's decisions are never easy, yet Sandi plows ahead and tries to find out what happened. I applaud her and pray she is blessed beyond measure!
Sandi, I am the most soft-hearted veterinarian I know. You made me incredibly happy when you fed the deformed lamb then took the lamb in for the night. It was clear from this video that the lamb had deteriorated as evidenced by its inability/refusal to eat. As hard as it is, you treated that sweet baby right and that lamb’s Creator has healed what you couldn’t. He knows what’s best and you seem to hear His voice. I love watching your videos so keep up the good work❤️❤️❤️
So true. She is just the best
I think as a dog breeder you have to make those decisions. I was a little bit surprised that you did not put the deformed lamb down right away. But you sure know what you did.
We need more vets like you!💗💗💗💗
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Beautiful words💜
I was raised on a farm for 13 years. You are a very hard working, compassionate breeder. I support your efforts and I'm also proud of you as a woman running your sheep business. BRAVO.....
🙏 You don't have to defend yourself. It is clear how much you love your animals.💖
Being that most very deformed animals they usually are FTT ~ Failure To Thrive. It was the best and act of kindness to relieve its suffering before things get harder and worse for lambs. I had a vet once crying when we had a very sick cat put down that we rescued, and I said "it is a shame people can't receive the same ending." I worked as nurse and have done my share of palliative care. I am glad people are starting to be able to have the choice. Having to live your last days unable to breathe because the pain medication does you in at the end. Rest assured you did the "last act of kindness." God love you and your family. ;-)
Sandy, you don’t have to explain about the little deformed lamb. I was crying myself before you even made this video, knowing you really had no choice but end this little lamb’s suffering. Thank you for sharing all you do with us. You are a pleasure to watch. I love following along on your daily adventures. God bless you.
I don't call it end the little lamb suffering I call it releasing its soul to be free
@@jeanettewilson3195 Very nicely put ✌️ And the little lamb was loved before she went to the big field in the sky❣️. She was warm & fed. You gave it your all & THAT'S why I watch you Sandi 💞❤️
You , as always , are right. Sorry for your distress. Do not worry about negative comments from people who have probably never be responsible for some many animals. You carry on, chin up . Love and hugs from a old farm girl in Texas.
The little lamb was so determined to live trying to suck right out of. The womb. It was so kind to warm it up and feed her and give her a chance. But then that hard decision comes and though it’s painful you need to do what’s the biggest kindness to them. I used to foster multiple newborn kittens for the shelter who were abandoned. Some were very sick to begin with. Sometimes the extra care they got would be successful. But there always are those who just are too sick or deformed to live any kind of life. Always painful but was thankful they didn’t linger.😊😊
Giving that little lamb the final act of kindness was both courageous and brave. Thinking that others will judge you for it is not necessary. Your true followers know your love and compassion for your flock and understand your tough decisions. We love watching how you and Carissa tend to all your babies and enjoy your openness with your videos. Hope you and your family have a great holiday season.
Take comfort in your action for the deformed lamb. It made the decision for itself when it refused to eat. It had sucked the bottle the night of its birth, so refusing the next morning was its way of telling you it was letting go. You simply saved it further misery of a slow death. You always do your best as long as the lamb shows any interest in living. We love you, Sandi. Keep up your good work. You always make my day with your vlogs.
You fed her last night and kept her warm and safe. And the fact that you continued to try other ways to feed her shows how much you love them- there’s no doubt you made a hard tough call- which was a kindness. I truly appreciate you doing all that you could. Rest In Peace sweet bunny 🐰
I completely agree 100 % part of loving your animals is knowing when to make that heart reaching call
It takes love and strength
To put the wellbeing of the animals before your feelings your heart is in the right place
Sandi - Mark is right. Trust your instincts. You know best. Ignore all the "armchair quarterbacks." This is your flock. You have so much compassion for all the animals. Keep doing what you're doing. We love you and appreciate you sharing your flock, your family, and your life with us ❤❤
That was an absolute kindness for that poor little malformed lamb. 💔
I'm sure I speak for the majority of your fans, when I say, we are heartbroken for the outcome of that baby's short life, BUT WE UNDERSTAND! You are the most compassionate person to your lambs...No one does it better than you Sandi🥰
Thank you Mark for telling Sandi to trust herself.
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Absolutely. You always will have people who are so miserable that they just can’t help themselves from being negative. It takes great empathy and love to be able to stop the suffering of an animal.
And then there are those who like to think their way is the only way. Just know that this isn’t your first rodeo and your gut will always guide you. Just started watching you but can tell you’re very knowledgeable and are doing all you can in doing and researching and communicating with experts. Every situation is different and everyone has a little different way of doing things. You have to do what works for you. Other farm creators have the same problem of negative people. Just try not to let that negativity bother you. It’s really hard when you’re doing things that work and then nasty people have to comment. A lot of people who watch do not have a clue as to what all this takes. It’s a lot more than a full time job.❤❤❤
Amen‼️. That Mark is a smart guy😉 and a keeper Sandi ❣️✌️❤️😘
Absolutely - trust yourself! - I remember when it was born the mom did not even lick it off - 'she' sensed there was something wrong - out in nature the mom would have left the lamb. Do not be hard on yourself you did exactly the right thing - as mentioned above it would have just died.
Thanks Mark, plus you know her better than anyone, therefore you can get through to her better then anyone. She has a huge heart but she will always try to save them all and she will always blame herself for the still born one even though we all know its not her fault😊
Your videos give me a whole new respect for farmers. You put literal blood, sweat, and tears into your animals and crops. The manual labour and researching you do to make sure your sheep are all healthy and happy is inspiring. Your kindness and love for your sheep are shown in every video, keep up your good work! ❤❤❤😊
Mark is absolutely right, I can tell everytime something happens to a lamb, you take it hard. After all it is your farm and flock. The expressions you have over your lambs, the care you take with them, even the way you talk to them, is just one of the reasons I love your channel.
Same here! She really cares for them and it's so nice to see
I couldn't have said it better! We love you sandy! ❤
I agree that Mark is right. I'm glad that Mark is so supportive, even being willing to be a little bit firm with Sandi when it benefits her. That's true love...
You are ultimately a farmer and that profession ain't for the faint hearted. Well done to Mark for having your back and keeping you motivated. You guys are a power couple! Don't let anyone that has no clue about farming make you feel inferior. You go girl!! 🏆
Exactly you do your best and try to keep emotions out of it but you have to do the job and it's not always easy but like he said you know your barn like no one else and need to trust yourself. 💗
My neighbors herd collapsed last year and there were orphans everywhere...I tried saving every single one...and my days were filled with a lot of tears. My wife finally sat me down and had the circle of life talk with me....the circle sucks.❤️
what caused that? how upsetting, really feel for you and your neighbor
@@michellelyman7092 he's an elderly gentleman and they had multiplied to an unhealthy number and he didn't give them routine care.
@@Ink_farm_art that must have been so hard for him getting older and not being able to handle it. You did so good. What a very difficult job!
Your commitment to transparency is courageous and admirable. Cheers to Mark for his loving but stern coaching! Well done you Sandi! I think that you’re extraordinary!
Hard decisions are needed but are never easy on the heart and body ❤❤❤
You know your sheep and their lambs and what is best for them. NO farmer enjoys putting an animal down. People think farmers have no feelings for their animals, but you DO. It hurts you and its right to say, you hide your feelings/emotions too well. I used to help on my sister in laws, late father's farm, and I understand that now. Thank you for what you are doing. You're doing an awesome job with the newborns.
Quality of life comes before quantity. Giving a dignified death is always better than slowly suffering and starving to death. Well done Sandi!! Poor lamby died with you caring about it, loved for a short time ❤
Sometimes we have to do hard things even when we don’t want to. ❤️🎄🎄🎄🎄🎄💚🙃
I'm glad you let us know what happened with that little lamb. When I saw it born, I felt so bad for you because I knew you were going to have to make a very difficult decision. 😔 I was definitely glad that I was not a farmer at that point.
On a happier note, I know that your sheep love you but I am both amused and happy to see them stomp their foot when you come near their lambs. Sign of good Mama/Baby bonding. 💖
Heart breaking- I love how much you love your flock. I respect your professional expertise and whole heartedly support every decision you make. The last ten years or so of hard work to build the flock and turn it into a viable business.
Thanks Mark for being a solid partner.
Many hugs
Thank you for loving that lamb in its short life the way you did...and for inviting us be witness to your struggle. Your kind heart is beyond evident. 💓
Love when those babies start hopping, running, & doing their "happy dances!"
Oh so do I …. Literally brings a big goofy grin on my face. Hubby will see me and say, ‘your watching that sheep lady again aren’t you?’ 😂
Awww…so sorry, Sandi! We understand the pain and disappointment that comes when you know it is better for the little creature to be put down! It’s always heartbreaking but know it’s the humane thing to do.😢 You are one of the most caring individuals we have seen, Sandi! Thank you for sharing your love and educating so many! You are such an inspiration! Blessings to you from your fellow TH-cam friends from Kansas!
I so agree with you.
Doing the right thing often isn’t easy.
Love and support to you Sandi❤️🩹
Your kindness and compassion shines through in all the decisions you make. This was the kindest decision you could have made, and the right decision. Mark is so right, he knows you inside out and he had you. Look at all the beautiful lambs you have saved, they would have been lost without your decisions.
Right on!
Mark knows that you know what to do. You call your vet when you aren't sure about what you should do.
But!!, your brain is full of "what to do when...".
Don't doubt your internal library of knowledge.
You are blessed to have Mark, who knows that you weigh every decision thoroughly, will support you and be honest.
You are so kind and really shows how much your sheep means to you. My granddaughter who will be two in January won't talk she loves your videos on my phone. She grabbed my phone I asked her what she wants to watch she's goes Sheep! We all were amazed and excited. Thanks so much her first word was for your sheep!
Your barn, your decisions, your consequences. Don’t let the “Monday morning quarterbacks” get you down. It’s abundantly clear that you don’t take these hard decisions lightly. If anyone thinks that, they haven’t watched enough. Merry Christmas to you and yours.
You have a very wise husband Sandi. That's awesome that you have someone who knows you, trusts your judgement, respect you so much and on whose judgement you can lean on in moments of doubt. That's a rare gift and I admire you both for that! I hope you have to reach those hard decisions as infrequently as possible. 🥰
I am a new watcher, the lamb video showed on my home page and I wanted you to try and save her, and I'm here for the follow up, and I understand that her story is not everyone else's story, just because those other lambs survived does not mean this one would have and people should accept your KNOWLEDGE and YOUR decision in this matter. Glad she is no longer suffering. Every one comes in our life for one reason or another, baby lambs and all😘
I noticed during the last birthing on today's video your dog was in the fed bunk and instead of her normal "everywhere" activity she sensed that calm was needed and laid down. What a good friend you have!
Ok, just came here to say, on Monday I had a major health incident. As they were assessing me, my only thought was, "No! I can't check out now, right in the middle of lambing!" Please know that every decision you make is a good one, and is the best for you and your farm. Mark is right, and you're doing something right for you and the lambies to be first on my thoughts. Love to all y'all!
I hope you're doing better than you were. Last time I was in the hospital I was watching lambing and it helped me a lot.
Sending prayers for your recovery Wild West Rosie.
Get well soon!
I hope you are healing and on your way to enjoy a peaceful joyful holiday season.
I think those of you who open your lives and hearts to the world of social media need to be reminded of what we tell our kids - don’t let others define you - you define you! There are too many naysayers, doubters, hacks and plain a$$holes who think they know better. I’m so proud of your transparency, strength, commitment and will to teach - so ignore the fools and do what you do best! B
I love the way people who have never dealt with lambs in any way suddenly become online 'experts'. Then, proceed to take YOU to task? You did the right thing. It was humane. And it sometimes happens.
As so many have already said, you always make the right decisions for your lambs and the flock as a whole. I hate having to make that decision myself when it comes to my pets at the end of their lives and can only imagine that as a farmer having to make that decision multiple times a year how it wears on you at times. Thank you for caring for the deformed lamb and keeping it comfy until it was time for it to put to sleep. Take care and know you have all the love and support of your TH-cam family.
I wouldn't dream of trying to second guess you, the actual sheperd of your flock, on how to best handle the lambs and the mamas. I enjoy your videos because you are such a wonderful person, and such a joy to watch and listen to. Getting to see all the lambs and moms is a BONUS!! There was no way that little deformed lamb could have lived; you did the right thing. God bless!!
You did all you could for the lamb, you tried to feed it and keep it warm and that is so precious. But it was suffering, and by letting it go you did the best thing for it. ❤
Making hard decisions is part of being a responsible farmer. You have no worries my dear your compassion and caring for your animals shines through with all the decisions you have to make. People who have never been on a farm just don't know. We love you Sandy!
Mark’s advice sounds like he knows you know, and that’s what matters for your sheep🐑🐏🐺❤️
I'm glad you helped the little lamb feeding and warming her up, you did the right thing and she's being cared for by God.
1- you did the poor lamb a huge favor and ended it’s suffering. Your heart is so big.
2- your double-sided editing where it’s two of you per screen is AWESOME. Your editing skills are 💯💯💯
But it's really hard on us with vertigo or at least I have to fast foward or stop watching.
I did see her take the lamb out and I immediately thought it must have died. You and Carissa care so very much and ALWAYS try to do the very best for your lambs. We celebrate all of the lambs with you!! Hugs to you both when you have to make the tough decisions!! I know absolutely nothing about farming or raising sheep, but I so enjoy being part of your extended TH-cam family.
Mark is correct you can NOT listen to haters. Having been a breeder I know the pain you feel when you lose an animal whether it's a dog, sheep, or whatever there are things that go wrong beyond what you can do. You take care of your animals better than most so take heart you do the best you can we all see that even the haters. I bet they're just jealous of you.
❤ to you. As a farm woman myself, necessary is not always with the absence of difficult. It was the merciful thing, which I know you know. You are not alone and I admire your tenacity and strength to educate and share your life online.
Your value in this world is huge without YT or other o line vehicles.
However, I’m glad you are here. I just found your channel and it is a life savor for me. See, I am going through a life crisis of my own with an aging parent and dementia and an adult child in a life threatening situation and your channel (and others) keeps out the negativity of politics, TV/internet drama, etc.
People that tell you what to do with your husbandry need to stay in their lane. They need to learn boundaries. People like that only want to sabotage your psyche. They are energy vampires. They are NOT the man in the arena having to fight the fight. They sit on their bums and bleed their toxic vitriol into others and then feed on it. Mark is right. YOU know this. You know your barn and your animals. Naysayers are not honest critics.
@Thelma D you definitely hit the nail on the head. The negativity in the world today is outrageous and out of control. With the internet those “ keyboard warriors “ get to hide in their house and spread their meanness and hate without anyone knowing them. So brave.
Sending you good vibes! ❤
Oh Sandi, you've show us so much of yourself and the compassion and love you have for your animals. I KNOW you don't take any losses lightly, especially when you have to take action to help them move along (put them down). It's part of why I love your channel so much. You show us that farmers truly DO care about their animals. ❤💕
Sandi, folks have to realize that sometimes the kindest thing we can do for our animals is to put them down. I'm glad you made that decision for that baby.
Sandi, growing up on a farm, we had baby pigs that didn't make after they were born. This is a part of life. Be sad for the lambs for twenty-four hour. Thank God for His trust in you to care for them. And then, celebrate the ones that have brought you joy. Thank you for your videos. Love from U.S.
I love how your dog was taking care of that little lamb licking it and everything you know.
I love how you just reached out to boop the lamb’s nose while you were recordkeeping with your tablet, and then reached across the aisle to boop the other lamb’s nose. A simple gesture but you show such love to those babies. ❤ they are in your care for a short time but they get all of you. ❤
A hard decision, but kindest for the lamb.
Sandy... you are AMAZING and AWESOME!! HAPPY that you have a husband as wonderful as Mark who never lets you forget how hard you work, how you work to make your flock better and better and how you LOVE each and every animal that you care for. Thank you Mark for never letting her forget all that. You deserve that entire box of ADVENTS!!!!
Dear lady....please remember most critical comments come from non farmers. Your experience is the best guide. Always trust yourself and your trusted advisors. Love to you.
Sometimes our intuition isn't as loud as the internet. Our hearts aren't as strong as our nature demands, and we personalize things because of empathy. Your sensitivity does you credit, as does your determination to do right by all you touch. Good on you for your resiliency and grit.
I admire the way you handle the deformed/sickly lambs with such tenderness. Hard decisions are often part of raising animals.❤️
Yaaaa husband!
Especially when it comes to raising livestock, sometimes there’s nothing you can do for the animal besides putting them down so they don’t have to suffer any more
Beautifully said
Oh Sandi. Your sensitive heart makes you an incredible livestock steward but at the same time can make you feel so deeply what nasty things people say. Consider what kind of people feel the need to do that. They are not happy people and feel that because they can remain anonymous they can be unkind and feel superior. I have been watching you for years now. I love your lambing operation and think you do an incredible job. Incredible! And to put out a daily vlog while going through lambing? All that editing is so time consuming and difficult. What gorgeous lambs and healthy stock! This viewer just adores and appreciates all your hard work. Merry Christmas season you lovely woman!
I have told you this a few times. And I’m glad to hear Mark coaching you the same!! “Trust your gut”! He was suffering! With the joys - smiles, with sad comes the tears. Trust me I’m caught in this tidal wave with raising my very personable hens and rabbits and quail! Together we rejoice in the happy moments and cry with you in sad times! Love you girl!
Your compassion speaks volumes. Don’t let anyone ever try to convince you differently. I grew up on a farm. It’s never an easy decision. You are amazing!
Sandy take a deep breath. Then know the love it took to do what was right for that deformed lamb WAS RIGHT! It feels bad but you know the struggles it would face, you are one of the kindest people i know because you love them and work for what is best for everyone of your sheep and lambs. Keep your chin up you got this! Much love from Ohio! ❤💚❤💚❤💚
. . . I hope the voices that say you don't do enough can be drowned out in all the love blasting your way, Sandi! You have 100 times the energy and perseverance than I can imagine rolling on a daily basis. That little lamb was a very loved lamb, and the way she took a tiny chunk of you with her is a sign of how enormous your heart is. You rock it through life being a b*tch with too few easy decisions. Also, love your channel!!
I just want to add my voice to the group in support of your decision. I praised you for not abandoning that poor baby in yesterday's comments, but that didn't mean I assumed you would (or thought you should) keep it alive at all costs. Your choice for that little one was made with all the kindness in your very kind heart. Thank you for sharing it all - the worst things and the best things, the losses and the victories. You are, as always, an inspiration in your resilience and perseverance. Keep going!
PS - as much as I was rooting for little Twister, it's important to remember that the lamb, though it may have wanted to live, can't understand why it is suffering. Compassion (and ending suffering) is a gift of love.
While you have a mixed audience, you ALWAYS do everything in your power to save any of those animals and you ALWAYS show respect to your audience. I think there are some in your audience that should try a bit harder to at least have more understanding for what you do. You are a sheep farmer. You have hundreds of animals to care for. When one is born like that poor little creature, you know and most of us know there is not going to be any kind of quality of life for it. You did the kindest thing you could do for that little lamb. In fact, I think you waited longer than alot of us would have just to give it a chance. That speaks volumes to the kind of person you are!
Sandy, your heart is HUGE and you are so refreshing to the soul. Your explanations of everything are wonderful. You are real and raw and I respect the heck out of you and what your doing!!! Thank you for sharing your life and experiences with us!!
The first time I found Sandi was a few days after the storm. It took me a little while to figure out the situation. I'm amazed at how well she came through that mess.
Not even in person the little bleating of that poor baby made me just wanna bawl! Thank you for ending her suffering ❤❤❤❤❤
I just found your channel not too long ago, but I can already tell, you really care for these sheep (and all the animals you have!) The fact that you tried to put it in the warm box and tried to feed it says a lot about how far you will go for even the worst of cases. It's wonderful that you share this with us and I've been enjoying seeing the process of a world I never new existed. So thank you for being so honest and open with us
Sandi, I’ve never seen anyone who has more compassion for their animals. You are so loving and tender to your charges. I/we know your heart and support you, and cry, and pray with you over your precious flock. We see only bits and pieces of the many trials you face each day. God give you strength! ♥️🐑♥️
I know what Sandi needs this year is a group of elfs to come and help out during delivery time. Carrissa and Sandi do just a good job keeping up. But everyone needs a break. 🐑🐑☺
Sign me up!
Sign me up too. It went to school for my animal behavioral science degree but couldn't pass zoology I can't dissect anything but I can handle pretty much everything else so I'd love to come help looks like a good time I love seeing babies.
Speaking as a farmer with a MUCH smaller flock, there is no way I would have strangers taking over at kidding time. Except maybe to prepare meals or do laundry. 😜
Seriously, another set of hands for the bottle lambies.
@@kthearcher3357 It's a nice thought, I understand the sentiment, but this is her business. She's not running a rescue. I'm sure experienced, skillful hands would not be turned away if they were needed.
I have been watching your videos for a while now and it is clear that you are very compassionate and professional. I have never doubted your decisions concerning your flock. People can be so quick to criticize. Remember, Sandi, you are the one who is there and you have all the facts. Don't let nay-sayers bring you down. You are doing a great job and I am so grateful that you are sharing your life with the lambs and working the farm. I have learned so much and have a greater appreciation for the hard work of shepherds and farmers.
You did the best thing for the deformed lamb. I have watched you for about a year and you do everything you can to save the lambs!
So sorry about that little deformed lamb. 💔 And you owe us nothing. We have no idea what it's like to be in your shoes, but we're (hopefully) all smart enough to realize your decision could not have been an easy one.
So right. I always feel privileged that these brave people are putting themselves and farms out there for the rest of to share and learn.
Sometimes you feel such relief when a lamb has passed on its own. When you have to take natures course you KNOW its the right decision. Its not easy, it will never be easy but you know its the right decision.
💕 Tears are ok.
💕 Anger is ok
💕 Harsh words are ok
💕 You are doing perfect! Better than many for your animals in fact.
From one farmer (small time) to another, I admire you so much!
I felt the that “oh no” when she found it alive the next morning. I’ve been there. It’s not fun
I've never seen a sheep or a lamb up close and personal in my life. Who am I to tell you what to do for your animals? You give 150% and are compassionate and knowledgeable. You do you Boo!
You knew in your gut about the deformed lamb. I knew and I wasn't there. Don't let anyone tell you different. You know your barn and your know better than anyone. It shows how much you care. That poor lamb only had more suffering to go before it was going to shutdown. Much love to you and your barn. Xo
Sandi - You have the biggest heart and have moved mountains to save babies so for anyone who questions or doubts your decision on putting that deformed baby down, they are just wrong. It was hard to watch that one and without a doubt it was suffering. You did the most compassionate thing that could have been done. You are amazing and I love you for all you do! God Bless
The fact that you tried to feed this lamb after it was born was so sweet and the fact that you even considered giving it a chance was sweet because I feel like most would have probably not even bothered to do anything with it .... You did your best and that's all that matters
To be a good, great shepherdess is to have empathy for your sheep and lambs. Yes you have to make hard decisions and it sucks. If that part ever becomes easy then and only then is it time to find another line of work. Don’t ever think because of that decision it somehow takes away from you. It DOSE NOT! It makes you the shepherdess every flock should be lucky enough to have! ❤
Well said. As Mark said, listen to your instincts. You have so much compassion for your sheep. ❤️🎄🐑🎄❤️
So sorry you had to put down the lamb. It's a difficult decision but one that must always be made. Thank you for keeping it real. Praying for you as you deal with your losses and rejoicing with you in all the wonderful babies and their mama's. 💖💞
No one has more time, energy, care and concern for these animals than you - you will always be the right person to decide - like my dad told me when I needed to put my first dog down - you’re the human, so you make the choice - it’s hard being the adult sometimes but as an empath too- I do care immensely - love you Sandi. ❤️❤️❤️🐑🐑🐑❤❤️❤️
Farming is tough all the way around. It doesn't always work out the way we want it to, but thankfully we are able to do the best for the animals no matter how hard it is for us! 💕 Hugs to you! And kudos to Mark for reminding you to listen to your gut!
Pre vet student here. You did great Sandi, the odds of him having a good quiality of life was slim
I’ve been anxiously waiting to hear about this little one. It’s so frustrating when they just have no chance, even when they’ve got the will to live. You did the right thing. Thank you for all you do!
Oh Sandi, don't be so hard on yourself. We all see how much you love all your wool babies. Anyone that sees how much time and energy and pain you put in a day for these sheep sees and feels the love you have for them. That baby truly had no chance of a normal sheep life. You did what had to be done to keep it from suffering. It would have been more troubling to have just left it to suffer. God Bless you and we love you.
Listen to your husband, he knows you better than anyone. Always follow your gut or your own intuition, you know what you're doing, you've got this Sandi. And a huge thank you for bringing us all along for the ride, be that the highs and lows.
Love from Austrakia
I’m SO with Mark! I love that you share lambing with us, the fun and the difficult.
Mark knows you and LOVES you (remember he chose YOU), so believe him when he tells you those sheep couldn’t have a more compassionate farmer than you. Listen to your “gut”. Your sheep get better care than some folks give their house pets.
Believe Mark!
Merry Christmas to your family and Carissa! 🎄💙
I totally agree with you! Sandi and the clan give more love to their animals than many people give to their CHILDREN, let alone their pets!! Unfortunately I have seen this first-hand, so I know what I’m talking about!!
Bless you Sandi, Mark and Carissa, have a wonderful and peaceful Christmas!❤❤❤
Love and best wishes from Norfolk, UK 🇬🇧
Everytime I see a new vlogmas video I get into the Christmas spirit! 🎄 I love seeing all of the babies!!! Sadly the deformed lamb couldn't recover, but it's part of nature..
im so sorry about the lamb. i think you did the right thing, hes probebly living the time of his life now in heaven
That is why this action is called " the last act of kindness". What else could you do for this lamb ? Anything else would have been cruel. I've watched you care for your sheep for a long time now. You have always been kind, considerate, and very tender towards all your animals. This situation has been no different.
I am so sorry Sandi. I’m crying, but thankful that you were able to make the loving, caring decision to not let the little one suffer. I am praying for you and Charissa that God will give you comfort. Thank you for sharing it all, good, bad, difficult. Oh NO THE roof!
Sometimes things just happen. It doesn't always have a reason. You did what you could to make that little one comfortable and give it a chance to see if anything worked itself out. Sometimes there's not a reason for stillborn, it just nature and happens sometimes. You always go above and beyond to save any lamb or the rest of the sheep who require a little extra care. Much respect Sandi! 🥰
Respect to Sandi for knowing and understanding the plight of that lamb and doing what is best. Sometimes they just don't thrive, sure they might be alive. But thriving is different and I don't see how a crook-necked Lambie that could walk thrive. It was the kindest thing Sandi could do. She let it feel warmth, love and a full belly, then let them go. Love you Sandi, keep on trucking.