Healing from trauma is complex and hard, you’ll still have bad days, but they won’t hold you down as much as they have been. Sending all the love on your healing 💚
I don’t know a better way of putting this but,, nobody is more important than you. The community, the streams, the music… none of it is more important than you. If you’re not okay, take the time to focus on yourself. Not only have you built a community that is patient, but we KNOW and UNDERSTAND that we aren’t ENTITLED to you. We’re not entitled to your time, your energy, none of it. If going live helps, do it. If reaching out to ppl helps, do it. If not, stay irl. It’s up to you. Just keep your head high and your mind open… chlorine dream 💙💙
dont sell urself short. what u did n have done was meaningful for so many people. for someone who seems like not often ur effort n energy bein rewarded i bet streaming became that source of self - purpose/ self - loathing bc ppl love what u do n u hate to not provide that for them. somethings ive learned to understand: jus because effort/energy is rewarded doesnt mean its the right path, however the opposite is true too. no one can tell u what u need besides urself, trust urself n ur decisions above all. emotions are information, not directions. u have more control than u think. its been an extremely turbulent, transformative, excruciatingly frustrating time to be alive, especially a young adult. give urself time to heal. u deserve it. - Alec
We appreciate you for this man your not alone keep grinding and working on yourself My ex has Cptsd and pushed me away but i understand it Patience is key stressed it with her all the time love that women to death staying focused healing the right parts of you will bring you peace . Love You always Brother 💕💕 Nagi
Thanks for sharing Pool! It’s super hard to be honest with ourselves about weight of grief and pain in our lives, but it’s even harder to be honest with others about it. Thanks for having the bravery to talk about all of it in the open. Sometimes the path back to our idealized selves is a lumpy one and inherently incomplete. I hope you remain gentle and understanding and forgiving of yourself in the process. Always rooting for you!
Care for you so much pool!!! Things be a lot and people have their things to deal with yanno. Always wishing well for you and I appreciate you speaking up about this. Bottling stuff up really don't help w going through the emotions. Hurt be hurting and I get that with it all coming back up it's so much to experience. Hear you so much man. It ain't a pity party to be real about what's going on. You make a lot of sense. It's wild how much I understand. So proud of you for being upfront with all this. First steps are so important. You've a very thoughtful/wonderful soul. It doesn't seem like a bunch of complaining. Trauma is a lot to process. I believe in you so much!!! Good luck to you, your recovery and your endeavors!!! 🍀🍀🍀
Don't be sorry. Everything will be okay. You have made an amazing community, we all love you, and will support you in any way possible. Don't apologize because you got things going on. It's normal if bad things happen. I'm sorry for your uncle too. I really am. I didn't know that before. I don't know what it feels like to lose a family member, but all I am hoping for you is that you'd recover from this and just take your time to make things better! You ain't alone, we all here for you!
we all go through stuff in life brother its ok to hurt for if there is not hurt pain and sadness there is no bright side to life this is just a chapter of your life and you will get through it! just keep pushing thru and working on yourself. your story still has so many more chapters to follow.
I feel you A lot self healing wit actions once somebody shows love and it opens u up the pain all comes back I feel like I’m at this point and I’m trying to fix that about myself so I feel you
Recognize that if we're still watching, we accept you for who you are, flaws and all. It's all good and just keep doing what's best for you. The pace at which you interact with the larger audience is what it is, and no one is going to fault you for it. Keep progressing, 2 steps forward, 1 step back. It's ok to feel like you've missed a step, so long as you get back up and keep putting the next foot forward.
You kept it real, this is my first time seeing your video. Congrats to both of us. You, you gained a new subscriber, as well as my respect. And 2. I’ve gained interest in you and your channel. Much love ❤
hey pool, i hope this message finds you well, and if it doesn't find you at all, i hope the energy i put into it can still somehow reach you. we love you, man. while i havent been around for too long, ever since my homie sent one of my songs in and you really enjoyed my verse, ive been such a huge fan and try to make it to every stream i can. i may not have advice, or any ideas on how to make anything better, but you're going through a lot and you need support during your time of healing. you're one of the most genuine souls ive ever been able to come in contact with and its a damn shame you have to go through shit that most people cant even begin to think of as possible. we're here for you, man. keep your head up and stay strong. ❤❤
squingus here. I know like i just come in and shitpost but genuinely i wish you luck on this journey. it takes time, energy, courage.... it takes a lot. things are rough for you now but im so happy you are making the efforts to heal. you're a bright dude. good on you for being transparent. ❤
hey man, i’ve known you for a very long time & i cherish every moment, memory & adventure we’ve ever been on - i admire your courage & tenacity to never give in, always work, be kind & treat others with respect through all of the pain. it’s not gonna be an easy journey but it’s a journey that you won’t have to do alone & i promise we’ll make it to the other side. i love you 💙
I hope making and uploading this video helped you and will keep helping you heal. You are one of the coolest and realest people I have met on the internet and I love you.
Thank you all for the support. I’m trying to get better at accepting love and kindness but just know I really appreciate it.
we dont just know it homie, we can feel it. we're glad you are who you are, its only up from here man 💙
Healing from trauma is complex and hard, you’ll still have bad days, but they won’t hold you down as much as they have been. Sending all the love on your healing 💚
I don’t know a better way of putting this but,, nobody is more important than you. The community, the streams, the music… none of it is more important than you. If you’re not okay, take the time to focus on yourself. Not only have you built a community that is patient, but we KNOW and UNDERSTAND that we aren’t ENTITLED to you. We’re not entitled to your time, your energy, none of it. If going live helps, do it. If reaching out to ppl helps, do it. If not, stay irl. It’s up to you. Just keep your head high and your mind open… chlorine dream 💙💙
Keep lacing them timbs up Poolie. Love you homie 🧡
dont sell urself short. what u did n have done was meaningful for so many people. for someone who seems like not often ur effort n energy bein rewarded i bet streaming became that source of self - purpose/ self - loathing bc ppl love what u do n u hate to not provide that for them. somethings ive learned to understand: jus because effort/energy is rewarded doesnt mean its the right path, however the opposite is true too. no one can tell u what u need besides urself, trust urself n ur decisions above all. emotions are information, not directions. u have more control than u think. its been an extremely turbulent, transformative, excruciatingly frustrating time to be alive, especially a young adult. give urself time to heal. u deserve it.
- Alec
Hank here just wanted to say you’ve had a hugely positive impact on my life even though i don’t know you personally keep your head up
Thanks for being open and vulnerable big homie. Just remember to be patient with yourself through your growth 🫶🏾
We appreciate you for this man your not alone keep grinding and working on yourself
My ex has Cptsd and pushed me away but i understand it
Patience is key stressed it with her all the time love that women to death
staying focused healing the right parts of you will bring you peace . Love You always Brother 💕💕 Nagi
Thanks for sharing Pool! It’s super hard to be honest with ourselves about weight of grief and pain in our lives, but it’s even harder to be honest with others about it.
Thanks for having the bravery to talk about all of it in the open.
Sometimes the path back to our idealized selves is a lumpy one and inherently incomplete. I hope you remain gentle and understanding and forgiving of yourself in the process.
Always rooting for you!
Care for you so much pool!!! Things be a lot and people have their things to deal with yanno. Always wishing well for you and I appreciate you speaking up about this. Bottling stuff up really don't help w going through the emotions. Hurt be hurting and I get that with it all coming back up it's so much to experience. Hear you so much man. It ain't a pity party to be real about what's going on. You make a lot of sense. It's wild how much I understand. So proud of you for being upfront with all this. First steps are so important. You've a very thoughtful/wonderful soul. It doesn't seem like a bunch of complaining. Trauma is a lot to process. I believe in you so much!!! Good luck to you, your recovery and your endeavors!!! 🍀🍀🍀
Don't be sorry. Everything will be okay. You have made an amazing community, we all love you, and will support you in any way possible. Don't apologize because you got things going on. It's normal if bad things happen. I'm sorry for your uncle too. I really am. I didn't know that before. I don't know what it feels like to lose a family member, but all I am hoping for you is that you'd recover from this and just take your time to make things better! You ain't alone, we all here for you!
we all go through stuff in life brother its ok to hurt for if there is not hurt pain and sadness there is no bright side to life this is just a chapter of your life and you will get through it! just keep pushing thru and working on yourself. your story still has so many more chapters to follow.
I feel you A lot self healing wit actions once somebody shows love and it opens u up the pain all comes back I feel like I’m at this point and I’m trying to fix that about myself so I feel you
you are wise beyond your years brother. it’s the first step to acknowledge. you got this
Saying that there’s someone thats had worse, invalidates your feelings. Your feelings matter bro, plz remember that 💙
We love you bro, u got this 💙
We hear you and we here for you bro ❤
much love man
Recognize that if we're still watching, we accept you for who you are, flaws and all. It's all good and just keep doing what's best for you. The pace at which you interact with the larger audience is what it is, and no one is going to fault you for it. Keep progressing, 2 steps forward, 1 step back. It's ok to feel like you've missed a step, so long as you get back up and keep putting the next foot forward.
You kept it real, this is my first time seeing your video. Congrats to both of us. You, you gained a new subscriber, as well as my respect. And 2. I’ve gained interest in you and your channel. Much love ❤
Bro sme it happened to me and I’ve had many mental breakdowns even on my own streams so dis hit different with me cl 🥺🥺🥺
love you poolboy
take you time bro, we are here for you ans the best thing for you is to heal.
hey pool, i hope this message finds you well, and if it doesn't find you at all, i hope the energy i put into it can still somehow reach you. we love you, man. while i havent been around for too long, ever since my homie sent one of my songs in and you really enjoyed my verse, ive been such a huge fan and try to make it to every stream i can. i may not have advice, or any ideas on how to make anything better, but you're going through a lot and you need support during your time of healing. you're one of the most genuine souls ive ever been able to come in contact with and its a damn shame you have to go through shit that most people cant even begin to think of as possible. we're here for you, man. keep your head up and stay strong. ❤❤
Much love Pool. Always here if you ever need 🖤
squingus here. I know like i just come in and shitpost but genuinely i wish you luck on this journey. it takes time, energy, courage.... it takes a lot. things are rough for you now but im so happy you are making the efforts to heal. you're a bright dude. good on you for being transparent. ❤
hey man, i’ve known you for a very long time & i cherish every moment, memory & adventure we’ve ever been on - i admire your courage & tenacity to never give in, always work, be kind & treat others with respect through all of the pain. it’s not gonna be an easy journey but it’s a journey that you won’t have to do alone & i promise we’ll make it to the other side. i love you 💙
I pushed away my two best friends. I’m with you
take care and never give up bro
Much love brodie ✊🏽❤
So brave of you to open up!👏👏
Rooting for u dawg
Pearl here, much love pool, there is not any right way to deal with stuff, everyone does it there own way, as you said, chlorine dream,
I'll pray for you in good hands
I hope making and uploading this video helped you and will keep helping you heal. You are one of the coolest and realest people I have met on the internet and I love you.
Love you brother
Love you pooly pool 🤍
Love ya brother 🖤
proud of you
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we love you poolboy ❤
first guy 2 eva raid me! W streamer u aint neva falloff brutha u owe yaself to take mental breaks
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I’m pooping while watching this