I thought I did a long time ago..but it turns out im just lonely. But then i realized that im masking all my pain with fake smiles and laughter...so I don't know anymore.
_"You're all on your own and you lost all your friends. You told yourself that it's not you, it's them."_ -Crybaby; Melanie Martinez ↑↑↑↑My life before _"I'll be just fine pretending I'm not. I'm far from lonely, and it's all that I've got."_ -All I've got; the used ↑↑↑↑ My life now
Told my mom I could have depression and she said “no you don’t” now I’m suddenly the happiest person alive and totally not wanting my life to end 😀✨😋✌🏻
@Lizzie Malfoy I’m sorry that you’re mom doesn’t take depression or mental illness seriously. Please consult with a doctor. Groups online are also helpful to those who can’t get to the doctor but you’d at least need to be diagnosed. These days you can meet with doctors online and it’s much cheaper as well. Best wishes to you! 🥰❤️
@@rissamrquz8426 Lol I just stay in my bed reading Wattpad sorry if I can't understand you I guess I have motivation for something (wait for AoT season 4 release😏)
I’ve seen a lot of comments saying you shouldn’t self diagnose how come? Only reason I’m asking is because I’m to embarrassed to tell my mum how I feel and I’m sure she won’t take me to therapy and I’m not sure if I want to self diagnose or not
Maisha Ahmed it’s nice to find someone who knows how it feels but I guess it’s not so nice that there are more than one person who feels this horrible Seriously why is it bad to self diagnose?
I am depressed but my situation is different from what they said in this video . I don’t have any motivation, I think I’m useless , I’m tired even when I don’t do anything , I feel hollow inside , I don’t feel like talking , I have difficulty in expressing myself , I’m isolating myself , I cut off all my friends, my family thinks I’m lazy , I like to stay alone but not lonely . Depression can come in many forms .
That is like mine it is called Major Depression because I have 9/9 symptoms. Look for video By dr Tracy called Major vs minor depression. What you described is exactly what took me out.
i literally told my friend i have deppression she said it's something serious hum... am i laughing.?? she thought I'm one of those people that think it's a trend
I spend the whole night crying to sleep reflecting on my life. Just know that it is okay you feel this way. You are special just by going through it even tho the world doesnt care you can get through it
Depression: You could always die... Anxiety: yeah but what would happen if you did... Edit: Wowee so many lies and replies. This is worrying, I hope you're all doing OK. Go get help :)
to you who is reading this, yes you. i’m proud of you and think you are doing amazing. i wish you could see the amazing part you add to this world like those do who are able to witness your contribution to this world. stay strong, you are strong for those who forgot how to stay strong. keep on fighting. you help others without even knowing it. you have helped myself. thank you 💚
A friend told me that the more you learn about depression, the more you think you're depressed... That may true but, I feel like I have no real purpose in life, I don't mind if I disappear one day, yet I don't want to end my life by myself. So I keep living, and day by day, I'm more tired.
Hey, it's okay Please consider talking to someone you trust and love who listens to you If you don't have one, please just contact a therapist or something like that...❤️ I hope you all will feel better soon, and please know that a quarter of this earth is with you.
@@someone5535 hey, I see there are people that feel the same about what I've written down. As you said, I've seen a therapist for months because it was really difficult. At first, I barely spoke because I lack social skills to speak to strangers. After a few attempts, I managed to talk about my struggles and some inner feelings. But due to quarantine I couldn't continue. I felt better in the long run, but right now, I feel empty and worthless again... I feel sad for no apparent reason
@@alixvapp I really hope you can improve and feel better about yourself and your situation. I don't know if you are religious or not, but I believe everyone has a purpose. Please don't give up on yourself.
It is probably your brain trying to tell itself your fine to make yourself feel better by hiding itself from its emotions. Try to get help if you are questioning it, I only know so much
Me: I'm sad all the time and feel like crap Brain: okay, we should act happy around family and friends so they don't get worried Me: I think I'm depressed Brain: but you're so happy and cheerful when talking to your family
My emotions and mind - Cry bro cry this is the time when you should cry and express your pain! Me to my mind - please.. please smile until I'm with people around me! Faking a smile is easier than explaining why you are sad or depressed 💔
@Pinecone Pressure don't compare you're problems to others. Just because you have an issue and other people you know seem to have it harder than you doesn't mean you might not have a problem either. Stay strong, I wish you have a good day fellow stranger :)
@Pinecone Pressure I have a lack of sleep too... It's rlly hard for me to sleep, although, I don't think I have depression, maybe the fact that I may have a disorder called "BPD", aswell referring to Bipolar Disorder, I don't rlly let that affect me much, neither my past... It's probably nothing.
“the slightest things that sets you off” is so true dude. even if im not sad i cry sometimes bc its so hard to control. if i just think of one scenario to actually make as a vid i litterally start tearing up a little tear just bc its dramatic
1. you keep yourself busy. 2. youre hurting everywhere. 3. youve either gained or lost a lot of weight. 4. you cant seem to make up your mind. 5. youre glued to your phone or computer. 6. The slightest things set you off. i got all of them. i think im depressed. been super sad lately for the past to 2 weeks and have undergone counselling. praying and running really helps me a lot
Joshua Lewandowski thats what my mom does. I told her I might have anxiety and she said to snap out of it. thats why I’m terrified to bring up depression to her
I'm scared to bring this up with my mom because she ignores the fact that I feel down a lot and doesn't care. She also has a lot on her plate and I don't want to bother her.
1. You keep yourself crazy busy 0:35 2. You're hurting everywhere 1:25 3. You've either gained or lost a lot of weight 2:06 4. You can't seem to make up your mind 2:41 5. You're glued to your phone or computer 3:14 6. The slightest things set you off 3:54
Yeah I am crying so hard at rhis verry moment because of stress, the only reason I hate when this happends is when I am done my hiccups last what feel like years
That is how I feel except I don’t have friends and the only thing keeping me happy is my own jokes and my family beats me and hurts me and insults me. Sorry if it sounds like I am complaining. I hope you have a nice day.
I'm not depressed but my parents say that I should get away from my phone and open my windows but they had no idea that my phone is the only thing that keeps me happy and I close my windows and curtains because I don't want to interact with anyone or want anyone to see me
@@triggermato I have a friend that has depression and he asked “do you have depression too?” I told him “Yes I do” I lied to him because I don’t want him to feel left out and don’t want him to feel like he’s the only person that is suffering from it. am I a bad person?
Everyone came here overthinking that you have depression, well guess what I really have depression,BUT the worse part is no one knows except my besty. I am not telling my parents, because even if I try to tell them the would say "stop talking nonsense you just 14 , and you just overreacting "
I don’t have the nerve to tell anybody except random strangers online, like this video. I feel like they wouldn’t even care, and just be like “oof” (prbly what my- kindaaaaa best friend would say??) my parents would say I’m overreacting and using it just so I can skip school to play roblox. no. I wanna skip school bcuz some days my depression tells me I need a break so I don’t go crazy and stress out enough to self harm myself. the sad part is I’m only 10 and have this level of stress.
i have depression "stop acting" "you just want attention" "attention seeker" "stop being a drama queen" "you are weird" "stop faking" "stop talking to yourself it's weird" i have a friend who jokes about depression Edit: im so srry to the people who experienced depression before and wanted to commit su1cide take care of yourself and be happy :)))
Look at me now. I am still that person; empty, sad and always feel like something is wrong regardless if I had an amazing day or not I used to constantly cry a lot and wet my pillow, but now I can’t even cry. If I do it’s just a few years and that’s it. And at this point I feel numb. I am still sad and feel like something is wrong but my mind takes me off of it and ignores it. It leaves the “something is wrong” and “sad” feeling there.. I don’t want to self diagnose, but I want to know, do I have depression or is it just sadness?
My friends say “how are you so happy all the time?” Then I say “I’m not , I just try.” That is the most hurtful lie I have said to myself because I can’t trust people anymore.
Girl,I know. I turned depressed a month now ;-; I don't actlike it around most people and im going through things.. like seeing if I want to follow God or not,or tell my parents that I'm bi.. I hate it so much..for real I'm balling my eyes out when my parents go outside or something like that and I been through a LOT,so my grandpa died a year ago and I haven't seen my sister. Almost 3 or4 years now. And I have really strict parents that's really mean to me without knowing and I try to show my parents something and thay just don't care ;-;
same dude,the thing about me is I feel like im extremely narcissistic just because I just don’t like talking about it,especially on how I’m neglecting my emotions as shown that I have not cried in a long time as well as on how I feel like I hardly care about what people tell me.I’m kind of a burden tbh.
I know how it feels.Today I had a bad day.I said I was ok with most things.but when i went to bed, i cried and got angry.Anybody who reads this should know, that you should express what you think.Somthing that is hard for me...so dont make the same mistakes i did.
me too.. my feet randomly went weak then I just feel all weak and my stomach starts hurting every weekend. then bc i feel sick and weak, I use it as an advantage for when my depression says I need a break so I can calm down and not go to the edge of thoughts where I wanna kill myself.
To the people who mock people who self diagnose. Not all of us have the resources or situation to be diagnosed. That's why we search up these videos to try see why we don't have the motivation to do anything, tired all the time and upset 24/7. Also, don't assume that we are just faking it or don't have depression if we don't fit the stereotype of people who have depression. It hurts, okay. It especially hurts when people who are supposed to understand us don't.
Yesss Im too scared to ask anyone about depression because they will say like attention seeker and its not a joke IK ITS NOT A JOKE THATS WHY IM ASKING I NEED TO KNOW IF I HAVE IT
My family doesn't really care they think I'm just overly emotional and I for this for attention... They make me feel like I don't belong that I'm a mistake I've felt like this since I was a child
Depression is no joke. Everyone around you judge you for having depression and thinking its not a big deal and they do not believe you. I think that's why people having depression is having a hard time to talk to somebody because they are afraid to speak.
Do you have a facebook account? Or messenger? Twitter? I can spare my time. My name on facebook is Clare Sophia Ignacio. I'll be gladly to help you out.
Okay. Even if you don't know me, its okay to open up to your parents. Nothing is going to happen if you don't open up with them. If they judged you for having that, they should't react that way. Like I said, depression is serious and it may lead you to suicidal thoughts. Just keep in contact if you have good friends to spare time
Yeah the last few years I’ve been feeling down and i harmed myself for a few years and I want to commit something and when I think back it really hurts me. And people that I know make fun of it and I’m done with it because they don’t know how I feel.
the thing is, having depression at such young age is hard. you’d try to open up to adults to seek for help, but they’d just make fun of your suffering, and say “you’re too young to be depressed” and many more.
Agreed, I’m being called manipulative because I try to tell them how I feel and they don’t listen. I try writing down my feelings but it’s just for attention ig
Someone asked me at school if I’m depressed I didn’t answer immediately and someone else today at my table said he’s not depressed I just saw him laugh. All I could think about is unhappy people can have happy moments
No one cares until you succeed. No one cares until you care for them. No one cares until your perfect. No one cares until they can benefit from you. No one cares...until you had enough and was crazy for vengeance Haha...everyone cares once you make your final breath.
I once told my mom that I have depression but she didn’t believe and scolded me and my brother thought it was some sick joke so I don’t trust my family anymore and it hurts
" I have depression... " Replies to it: " Shut up, you're faking " " Drama queen " " You're just sad " " You mentioned you wanted to be an actress " " You're a faker " " Quit faking " To all the people with depression out there, tell the people you are closest to. It doesn't have to be family, it could be a friend. It could be a pet. It could be your best friend. But more importantly, tell yourself that you are you, no matter what
I’m sorry if I sound rude, but seeing this many people say “I have depression” or something like that makes me think that most of these comments are fake...Most people with real depression don’t say a word about it...
IT HURTS WHEN U KNOW U ARE DEPRESSED BUT NO ONE CARES AND WHEN U WANNA CRY THEY SAY BOYS DONT CRY I KNEW I WAS NOT LAZY BUT DEPRESSED BUT THOUGHT I WAS OVERTHINKING BUT YEAH I WAS NOT
"youre fine" "you have been going outside, you arent depressed" "i get it" "get off your ipad youre always on it" "do something" "youre so lazy" "why are you crying" "why do you always have a moody face" "why are you so mad suddenly, nothing is wrong" No you dont get it, you never have
i dont want to self diagnose but i just need help, everything is nostalgic for some reason, ive lost my appetite, days are going by so slow and im getting easily annoyed
I have got bad head aches, neck pain, insomnia, low self esteem, loneliness, ingrown toenails, constantly hurting stomach, and have lots of cuts on my lips, Yet i still dont believe i have depression lmao
I've literally gotten used to crying usually which is probably very bad because I'm pretty young in my opinion. If you don't believe that I'm kinda young then just listen to my voice in my first video.
Teenagers: *depressed and crying* School, which forces them to sleep for 3 hours a day and not have any free time because of homework: *yeah kids these days never leave their phones that’s why they don’t sleep*
It's true I'm still in primary school (That's what we call it in South Africa it's from Grade1 to Grade 7)and I got depressed in grade 3 but it's still here and I'm in Grade 7 now. It's so stressful and they think now that we at home they can give more work and tests
Grace Wood didn’t know South Africa called it primary school and are called grades it’s like a mix of America and British schools but anyway it’s great to know a lot of people come out of that alive but it’s sad for people who don’t
I cry whenever the slightest thing piss me off, or when I am a little stressed. Edit: Jesus, did not expect that much likes and replies, this is the most liked comment I have ever had. xD
"Why are you crying?" "Just smile stupid" "Don't let them see you cry" "You're useless" "You're weird...." "Just talk well!" "People have it worse than you!" "At least you have a family that cares!" "Stop getting mad at me!" "Why do you talk to yourself.... You're crazy.." ... I'm crying because nobody understands me... I smile and thanks for the compliment! They shouldn't see me cry.... Or they'll see my weak side... I know I am useless but...I wanna be worth something.. I'm weird because nobody will understand what I really feel.. How can I talk well if nobody listens to me? Do people feel useless and have those negative thoughts all the time?... My family doesn't pay a lot attention to me.. I'm not mad.....I just want to get my negative emotions out.... *I talk to myself because nobody else cares about what I say than myself..*
Im not sure if this is good but when i was 4-5 i wanted depression or some sort of mental illness to help people but now that i have the karma is like "you dont know if ya have b**ch"
Someone: I'm depressed... "Attention seeker!" "You have a perfect life!" "Everybody loves you!" "You're always smiling and happy!" "You have many money!" But inside...it justs hurts more and more...
It happen to me before .. all my friends call me attention seeker:) im alone ... i feel really sad + stress about it ... i almost go to mental hospital because of it:(
Thank you for watching, we're glad you were able to learn something new. I am sorry, however, to hear you may have depression. It's definitely not easy and I understand the struggles you are going through. Have you considered going to a professional for further insights?
No offense but the reason why she doesn’t believe you is because ur self diagnosed. Not saying ur faking it or anything but if u want her to believe you should go to a therapist or go to your doctor
*4:19* _"You may notice that you're crying more easily than usual,,_ Me: **bursts into tears for no reason** wtf i got noticed uhh uhh how do i react um . thankssss
Junnie Cake I LOVE quarantine, never a better time to be alone and bop to juice or x or trippie or melly and be alone watching every movie on the shelf, with nothing to worry about but school work you’re ignoring and if the ice cream is melting. I can’t remember I time I’ve ever felt so alive, when I’m acting so dead. I love this, finally I can just sit and wallow in my feelings for once, this is fantastic. I’ve stopped all the bad stuff I once did, cause now I have the time to live again. All I needed to fix myself was time and this is it right here. My teeth look whiter, my stomach fuller, my body less skinny, my eyes less dull, my face has feeling, my brain is making feelings again. I love feeling things again, I hope this doesn’t end soon.
*Sad fact :* Depression can happen to everyone. Even if that person has a perfect life. *Another sad fact :* Bro, you are never too young to have depression. Depression is a Mental Illness, not only a thing that happens when you have a horrible life. According to studies, a fetus can suffer from depression. Making him not wanting to come out of the womb.
• ღ Gigix ღ • ooooo my friend said you have sooo many friend and here I believe there all fake 🙃 But all the f*ck you have to do is fake it like ya I have a lot of friend 😄 what about you do you have much my friend:no Me:well you have me!!! 😀 my head:was that good hopefully do he can be happy has has me as a friend 😕 yah know more facts I barely smile!!! Ooo more facts I stay up until like 4 am oo how bout more! No? Alright 😁😢😁😢😁😢😁😢 #pefectlive 😕
After this vid and reading some of the comments i realized I am depressed.... The thing is that when I was younger I would never have thought i would be depressed... Back then I thought it was simple but it's not. I just want help but idk how and I feel like it's to late to turn back...I'm not that good with friends because I live in Sweden and i am Indian. I was In an English school and then switched to a swedish school at the age of 7 and was alone. Then i switched schools again to this school where I'm going to stay. My class had "groups" and i didn't fit in. I would often tell my teacher after school and cry. The teacher was great. Then next year I got friends. The new kid who used to be in a English school and a girl in my old class because everyone got new classes. Sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy or I'm annoying and now i don't even know what friends are....I feel helpless and bored. I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel like I'm rude but my friends say im not...I don't like how I look and i barely see my friend from my first school who really understands me. Sometimes I like to pretend I'm not depressed. Sometimes I like to pretend I'm happy in front of everyone. Some people underestimate me. I have a weird life. Sometimes I lie to myself......
Here is a diagram of my life for the past year: "Stop crying" "You're over reacting" "cop on" "You do nothing" "Crybaby" "Stop putting on a act" "You know better" "You're acting like a baby" "With everything we do for you this is what we get in return?" "You're fine" "All you do is cry in your room" "Stop watching that crap on TH-cam" "Stop being so dramatic" "Get over it" "You're just a child" ...
Thanks a lot for making a Video about this I know I am struggeling with Depression but having people understanding Depression through your Videos helps me not feeling that alone. I know that sounds really weird sorry But I really love your Videos The Style makes many things seem more happy and encouraging
Same here. I’ve been suffering from depression for awhile and I’ve been showing a lot of symptoms such as being extremely tired to the point I immediately fall asleep when I get home from school and have a lose of appetite and tons of stress and work to where I consider myself a failure who won’t meet anyone’s expectations but knowing that millions of people may have had or are currently feeling the same way as me makes me happy a bit.
@@dinnermeats2 absolutely the same here. I also am extremely tired all the time and if I come home from school I need to stay at least five foot away from my bed unless I want to sleep all day. The Depression becomes stronger over time or goes away for a while and when I least exspect it it crushes me into the ground. Thanks for your Comment Hopefully you'll be able to overcome the harmful thinking over time. I know it's really hard to fight. Remind yourself of the good things you've done as many times as possible for example. I hope I helped at least a bit. Have a nice day
Aw, anytime Charlett! Winter can be a really hard time, especially for those of us with depression. I personally struggle with SAD and March is one of the hardest months fo rme to go through, but I thank you for your support and your kind, encouraging words. We hope we can continue offering support to you. You are definitely not alone and I applaud you for getting through all of your bad days. You are so strong. ♥
@@Psych2go Thank you so much ❤️ This really made my day Thanks again and I hope that you'll get through your struggles too, that even when it seems dark you will be able to see the light. I am definetly supporting your work and am thankful that one can support another. Have an awesome day
many people(and also me) only express it online so noone irl sees that side and just see the happy mask.... Wow never expected that such a depressing comment would be my most liked comment... I appreciate all the likes tho
I have every symptom of depression but I still am not ready to believe that I am in depression I clicked this video cuz I think I am in, because I recently stopped eating a lot and whenever I am eating its mostly junk food, and then I feel guilty about eating junk food, I am oversleeping A LOT, since last week, I generally wake up by 8 but now i am sleeping till 10 WHICH IS HUGE SUDDEN CHANGE FOR ME like never in my life I have slept this late, I am crying over small little things, and oh boy I am NOT doing my school work AT ALL and just glued to my laptop watching Netflix whole day I thought I am not doing my work cuz of lack of motivation but I don't know now, yesterday my head was paining today my shoulders and lower back, and I am 16 but thankfully my skin has never break out I just had 3 to 4 pimples not more than that but I am suddenly breaking out too like I really don't know wuts happening with me but still I refuse to believe I am in depression. edit: do ya'll think if i am in depression?
'' How are you depressed? You have a good family. " " Lazy " " You don't look depressed " "Ugh, me too man. lol " " Do ____ " " Ur just sad, not depressed. " " It is just stress. " when my best friend said this to me idk anymore imma just head out now see yall
Don’t forget of: 1) Being stuck on the past mistakes and present negative effects of the same while not being able on deciding methods to improve your future. 2) The inability to empathize with others due to the fact of excessive focus on own problems and inability to consider others’. 3) The lack of genuine amusement and feeling of joy even in situations that call for these feelings to be felt.
@@SuicideRedemption I'm empathetic too, but in many cases I find myself selfish and doing anything I want to do just to improve my mood status instead of considering those around me.
@twisted Psychology is not as an exact science as mathematics or physics. It may be possible that your level of depression is not so severe and you can keep an open mindset towards others’ feelings. However, the deeper the depression is, the more disconnected people become towards others. Among the most severe outcomes are the suicidal tendencies whereby extremely depressed people don’t even sufficiently consider the unbearable emotional distress and the disruption of the lives they would cause to their beloved ones by terminating their own lives. I wish you manage to find a way out. One thought that has helped me a lot is “Life is too important to be taken seriously”. I rediscovered the child in me and succeed to look at life with playfulness and joy. All the best.
My mom (Yeah, I’m pretty young) told me that I haven’t got depression, that it’s a period of teenage rebellion, while she knows I’m cutting, I told her about my suicidal thoughts, I even have a therapist. The thing is, I’m not sure about myself anymore. Am I really depressed? I noticed that I eat less AND more everyday, like on the beginning of the week I barely eat, in the end I’m eating non-stop. That’s why I’m cutting, that’s because I don’t like the way I eat, the way I look, my weight, my body. She told me also, “There’s worse than you, it’s really nothing. Teens always have these kind of problems, it can be harder to go through for some of them but you’re fine.”, and I don’t know if that’s true or not. Sometimes I feel down, I feel like I want to end my life - which is really great, I have a loving family, good grades, friends, and sometimes I’m happy, I sincerely laugh and smile, I forget about cutting, pain, sadness and suicide, but it always come back at night. Is it really depression? Is it normal for someone like me? To be so sad? Unhappy about her appearance? Can someone please tell me what I’ve been wanting to know for so long? What am I?
You are you. Don't let others define or push you down a rabbit hole that you know is going to make you hurt even more. I may get what you are saying but I am not in your shoes to feel how you feel but regardless, try writing down your thoughts down or talking it out because no matter what, there will always be somebody that will listen to you. Personally, due to personal reasons I feel so tired that my emotional state has burnt out literally and the feeling is horrible, but even then, you are having a lot of troubles but you should see the big picture and try to carve your own self of who you want to be. Not who anybody else wants you to be. If you are depressed then nobody can say "no you aren't" and then make you feel instantly better but I believe you can do this! I'm not entirely sure what for but I'm sure you'll find precious things that you don't want to let go of... For me it's the colors of everything outside, but at some point it started to unfaze me but when I found somebody random to talk to, I could finally see the colors I liked again. For you, try to find something you like, no matter how small, big, ugly, or beautiful it is because one day it may be your own little candle that will always be there for you. I hope this didn't discourage you. I just wanted to speak my mind when I saw this and meant in no way to hurt you, I actually wanted to try to make you feel a little bit better
Sign 1: He's sitting on my bed. Sign 2: He's wearing my clothes. Sign 3: He has my face. Sign 4: He doesn't do things he used to love. Sign 5: He prefers being alone. Sign 6: He's me.
@@gunshycakegt4428 wtf just because someone else got it worse doesn’t mean your own situation doesn’t matter. It’s like saying “stop crying about your missing arm” to someone because someone else got both legs amputated.
This was in my recommended... *I swear TH-cam knows everything about me* Edit: Da frick who knew people would like your comment because you had depression.
"Stop saying you're depressed" "Why are you so moody?" "Get off your iPad" "Jeez , stop being so rude all of sudden" "You're fine! Just drink water" "You're not depressed you're just tired" "Stop pretending that you're depressed! You just want attention!" "Those cuts aren't real!" "Stop being so indecisive , it's not that hard" "Why are you so skinny?" "Why are you so ugly" "You're just harsh on yourself" I'm told this everyday
I don’t know how it is to have depression but I’ll let you be, all I want is for you to stop self-harming, (the “those cuts aren’t real one”) depression can be cured with therapy n that shit, but suicide.. so if you ever even think about doing it please reconsider, I bet there are many people that love you and that will literally kill themselves for you. Sorry if I just seemed dumb the whole time, I have no clue how depression’s like, literally the only time I intentionally hurt myself was when I was bored so I made a few lines on my wrist with a knife that were not even as deep as a cat scratch-
*I tell myself this everyday* “Why am I here?” “Why am I alive?” “Is my life tested the whole time?” “Am I dead?” “Why am I doing this?” “I want to die...” “But what will happen when I am dead?” *And more deeper questions*
My brain keeps messing with me and giving me these thoughts that my family members that i hold dearest to me will die when im with then and i just start having mental breakdowns.
I feel as if something is mentally wrong with me whether it's depression or some other mental disorder, I really have trouble expressing how I feel to someone and on the rare occasions that I do talk about it with someone, I end up regretting it later or I make the situation worse. I've been this way for a couple of years and I've never felt so emotionally lost...
That's how I person felt for a long normal to feel like that. Start express yourself through writing notes down and listening to music that fits your mood to be in sync with your own head!
HaterOf Passwords if you don’t believe me go ahead that what they all say but you don’t even have a clue I have been through a lot I was fucking raped dammit DONT BELIEVE I don’t care anymore ITS NOT WORTH WASTING YOUR TIME ON SOMEONE AW WORTHLESS AS ME go ahead and life your life I’ll just suffer
I am depressed but at my school its a 'joke' to say you are depressed, I also joke about it. I do it because when I am sad I try and be happy but joking about the sad stuff. *I sound crazy.*
@@mochivin5143 yeah, my ex said something like "I don't wanna talk to you because you keep asking sad but then joke about it.", we still talked after that, *but I broke up with her BC other reasonsss.*
We also recently did a video on 7 signs of depression here: th-cam.com/video/o3rGwIOvUZQ/w-d-xo.html
What's the best way do kill myself? Please tell Me!
Uhm can you do like signs that a teenager has deppresion? It would rlly help me😊
Cyan Henry wut is u problem boi
@@rxdafx5545 I have the big sad
Cyan Henry the BiG sad? xD is that really how u say it
I thought I did a long time ago..but it turns out im just lonely. But then i realized that im masking all my pain with fake smiles and laughter...so I don't know anymore.
_"You're all on your own and you lost all your friends. You told yourself that it's not you, it's them."_
-Crybaby; Melanie Martinez
↑↑↑↑My life before
_"I'll be just fine pretending I'm not. I'm far from lonely, and it's all that I've got."_
-All I've got; the used
↑↑↑↑ My life now
Same here. All alone and dead alive.
Haha or maybe u play too much fortnite, go for a jog or do sth else would help, good luck buddy , I hope you feel better
So what's the difference between depression and lonely
This is the biggest mood wow
Depression is like living with a body that fights to survive and a mind that wants to die
I felt that
Exactly how I'm feeling rn
Yep
So right
felt that 😕
But the worst thing about depression is no one believes you
They think we are joking.
Ella Gamble Mhmm..
Leselita Aranda Yea
Yeah! Like do we ever do that to them?!? No right? Ahh SO ANNOYING
I know right and I always remember when someone is feeling down or moody someone would shout he or she have depression
Told my mom I could have depression and she said “no you don’t” now I’m suddenly the happiest person alive and totally not wanting my life to end 😀✨😋✌🏻
Dont but if you wanna just think that sometimes you can- bc thats same with me just dont think that all the time or you can die earlier then you think
Thats what im scared my mom would say
@@carolinemoonwolfie5249 go to a doctor if u think u have depression
Yee ikr (:
@Lizzie Malfoy I’m sorry that you’re mom doesn’t take depression or mental illness seriously. Please consult with a doctor. Groups online are also helpful to those who can’t get to the doctor but you’d at least need to be diagnosed. These days you can meet with doctors online and it’s much cheaper as well. Best wishes to you! 🥰❤️
Your brain may say "You dont have depression"
But have you asked your heart?
No hate, but I don't think your heart is a trained professional, or a doctor.
@@Fluteloops6269 best reply i've ever seen
F3rìn_FøXツ I know that’s true but it can also be wrong (no hate)
@@whiterose2248
Tru.
@@amanimango
Thanks u mr/ms. Dino.
i hate how my parents say I’m “lazy” I’m always in bed all day I’m just so unmotivated to do anything. You feel so drained.
I think thats just being lazy🙄
@@rissamrquz8426 Lol I just stay in my bed reading Wattpad sorry if I can't understand you I guess I have motivation for something (wait for AoT season 4 release😏)
Same here bro
@Galactic- -Tears sasha will die levei will die and eren will free all the eldians hehe
@@reisushi3459 Why you have to be such a douchebag😠
Did you really needed to mention my fav character Leve like that😭
When you relate to all these things
*..but you don’t wanna self diagnose*
it’s been a year since i posted this, i have been diagnosed with depression.
Yep me XD
Same
..
I’ve seen a lot of comments saying you shouldn’t self diagnose how come?
Only reason I’m asking is because I’m to embarrassed to tell my mum how I feel and I’m sure she won’t take me to therapy and I’m not sure if I want to self diagnose or not
@@tanbegum5002 I feel ya xx
Maisha Ahmed it’s nice to find someone who knows how it feels but I guess it’s not so nice that there are more than one person who feels this horrible
Seriously why is it bad to self diagnose?
I am depressed but my situation is different from what they said in this video . I don’t have any motivation, I think I’m useless , I’m tired even when I don’t do anything , I feel hollow inside , I don’t feel like talking , I have difficulty in expressing myself , I’m isolating myself , I cut off all my friends, my family thinks I’m lazy , I like to stay alone but not lonely . Depression can come in many forms .
Bro I feel you my friends never realize that I'm actually hiding all my pain and I'm not even sure if their real friends
That is like mine it is called Major Depression because I have 9/9 symptoms. Look for video By dr Tracy called Major vs minor depression.
What you described is exactly what took me out.
Me: I think im depressed...
My Brain: No youre not, youre just overreacting
...we are on the same side
i literally told my friend i have deppression she said it's something serious hum... am i laughing.?? she thought I'm one of those people that think it's a trend
Same
Ikr
@@vagnerokabe9859 Yes gurl
I never talk about it, but I never seem to truly get happy
Sucks to feel that way all the time
It's the same thing for me, too. And it does suck.
Yeah same for me....
It really does
Same dude, my friend always force me to tell them, what happens to me.
This.
Me: "I am depressed"
Mom: "Don't be depressed"
Me: "Okay thanks mom"
Well, sometimes it's an emotion. There's a difference between the mental disorder and the emotion.
So easy to be not depressed!
Kenneth Pettersen That’s accurate 👌🏻
It's cuss of that damn phone
Yea people think saying that helps
My depression is like I have no energy at morning but at night I'm just up crying
Same like :(
Hope things have changed for you.
I spend the whole night crying to sleep reflecting on my life. Just know that it is okay you feel this way. You are special just by going through it even tho the world doesnt care you can get through it
Same dude, you're not alone.
i feel the same way ever day now
When you’re trying to control your tears from falling but then suddenly someone asks, “are you okay?” and your tears would just instantly fall.
*clap clap* RELATABLE!
Exactly!
Yeah exactly
sleepaholic C Y SO TRUEEEEEE
das me
No one:
TH-cam recommendations:
*Y O U H A V E D E P R E S S I O N*
Lmfao
I actually got recommended this
Me to
Ikr
@@fluffy6025 same
Depression: You could always die...
Anxiety: yeah but what would happen if you did...
Edit: Wowee so many lies and replies. This is worrying, I hope you're all doing OK. Go get help :)
"I caRriEd yoU foR 9 MonTHs in The wOmb, StoP cOMmittiNg sUicIde!!!"
Prince Reyes
Here let me auto correct that
Princess meyes
@Sherry Robalino It's quite damaging, hope you get through it!!
Depression:coward!
Anxiety:that's what they all think.
OH SHIT THATS WHY
to you who is reading this, yes you. i’m proud of you and think you are doing amazing. i wish you could see the amazing part you add to this world like those do who are able to witness your contribution to this world. stay strong, you are strong for those who forgot how to stay strong. keep on fighting. you help others without even knowing it. you have helped myself. thank you 💚
I cried
Thanks. I needed this because I found out I had depression earlier today. You really are a good person.
A friend told me that the more you learn about depression, the more you think you're depressed... That may true but, I feel like I have no real purpose in life, I don't mind if I disappear one day, yet I don't want to end my life by myself.
So I keep living, and day by day, I'm more tired.
Same..
Me too........
Hey, it's okay
Please consider talking to someone you trust and love who listens to you
If you don't have one, please just contact a therapist or something like that...❤️
I hope you all will feel better soon, and please know that a quarter of this earth is with you.
@@someone5535 hey, I see there are people that feel the same about what I've written down. As you said, I've seen a therapist for months because it was really difficult. At first, I barely spoke because I lack social skills to speak to strangers. After a few attempts, I managed to talk about my struggles and some inner feelings. But due to quarantine I couldn't continue. I felt better in the long run, but right now, I feel empty and worthless again... I feel sad for no apparent reason
@@alixvapp I really hope you can improve and feel better about yourself and your situation. I don't know if you are religious or not, but I believe everyone has a purpose. Please don't give up on yourself.
Me: *Im depressed*
My brain: *No your not you laughed yesterday*
Right that's why I'm so confused
It is probably your brain trying to tell itself your fine to make yourself feel better by hiding itself from its emotions. Try to get help if you are questioning it, I only know so much
It does Not work like that l wish lt wes
Me: I'm sad all the time and feel like crap
Brain: okay, we should act happy around family and friends so they don't get worried
Me: I think I'm depressed
Brain: but you're so happy and cheerful when talking to your family
@@hiddendraco2607 Relatable
“you’re more teary”
*starts sobbing*
th-cam.com/video/47tPJAUrc6k/w-d-xo.html
EXACTLY
Yep
😞😞😨😥
My emotions and mind - Cry bro cry this is the time when you should cry and express your pain!
Me to my mind - please.. please smile until I'm with people around me! Faking a smile is easier than explaining why you are sad or depressed 💔
“You’re glued to your computer or phone “
Me : guess we all have depression
"You're glued to your computer or phone"
Me: I guess I HAVE DEPRESSION!
You’re* :)
I never get off my fucking iPad and I listen to music
*that's life*
that should be a meme
Anxiety: People hates you
Depression: No one is close enough with you to hate you
@Pinecone Pressure don't compare you're problems to others. Just because you have an issue and other people you know seem to have it harder than you doesn't mean you might not have a problem either. Stay strong, I wish you have a good day fellow stranger :)
@Pinecone Pressure I have a lack of sleep too... It's rlly hard for me to sleep, although, I don't think I have depression, maybe the fact that I may have a disorder called "BPD", aswell referring to Bipolar Disorder, I don't rlly let that affect me much, neither my past... It's probably nothing.
Xarrin Nloy` *Extreme panic attack*
Funny. People still hate me either way :'D
Pinecone Pressure this is just so me
Depression: **exist**
Meme: Not today my friend, not today.
I wish😂
*Slaps whiteboard aggressively *
M E M E S !!!!
The 21pilots song not today is perfict for That comment
Emma Is my name the only cure for sadness
@Lalalalalalalala Technically it's a meme now 😂
“the slightest things that sets you off” is so true dude. even if im not sad i cry sometimes bc its so hard to control. if i just think of one scenario to actually make as a vid i litterally start tearing up a little tear just bc its dramatic
1. you keep yourself busy.
2. youre hurting everywhere.
3. youve either gained or lost a lot of weight.
4. you cant seem to make up your mind.
5. youre glued to your phone or computer.
6. The slightest things set you off.
i got all of them. i think im depressed. been super sad lately for the past to 2 weeks and have undergone counselling. praying and running really helps me a lot
I relate at 6,5,41 and sometimes I’m not really hungry so I don’t really eat
i hope u get better so soon💙
@@aubrey5577 lol this brings back memories of me punching the pillow lol
Same but I’m to scared to tell my mom/talk to someone
I went back to my religion and I'm feeling much better than before
"Mom I might have depression"
"No you dont, stop lying"
"Oh ok"
Joshua Lewandowski thats what my mom does. I told her I might have anxiety and she said to snap out of it. thats why I’m terrified to bring up depression to her
I'm scared to bring this up with my mom because she ignores the fact that I feel down a lot and doesn't care. She also has a lot on her plate and I don't want to bother her.
Ify qwq
My parents would call me a crazy and a very dramatic person. I mean, im telling the truth :/
Thanks mom, wait, I didn't know you were a psychiatrist.
Then thats kinda when you go to a therapist to get diagnosed
4:19
“you may notice that you’re crying a lot more easily than usual”
Me: *bursts into tears*
based on true events
same. i suddenly cried the moment i played this video
I love you and its okay !♥ Everything will be okay ♥Have faith and keep going you deserve better♥
Yeah when I was 5 I used to never able to cry on purpos but know I cry at a memory that would not make me cry when I was 5
1. You keep yourself crazy busy 0:35
2. You're hurting everywhere 1:25
3. You've either gained or lost a lot of weight 2:06
4. You can't seem to make up your mind 2:41
5. You're glued to your phone or computer 3:14
6. The slightest things set you off 3:54
''you may have problems controling your tears"
me , crying during the video : *oh no*
Ikr
Yeah I am crying so hard at rhis verry moment because of stress, the only reason I hate when this happends is when I am done my hiccups last what feel like years
I can’t cry like a tear can’t physically come out my of eye socket
@@corruptedpineapple6386 I used to be l ik ke that too!
SAME
Me: **Tells mom Im depressed.**
Mom: Oh shut up! Its all in your head.
I showed my mom something about Depression but she just said "no you don't have depression!" And I nervously laughed and went to my room to cry...
My step dad told me that
Izuku Midoriya d-deku?
I'm literally scared to ask my mom I have depression cuz I know I'm almost on crying modw
I cried everyday after steve dies
When you act so bubbly around your friends to try and fit the role of funny. But really your extremely depressed and don't know what to do.
That is how I feel except I don’t have friends and the only thing keeping me happy is my own jokes and my family beats me and hurts me and insults me. Sorry if it sounds like I am complaining. I hope you have a nice day.
@@mrpoop2129 I'm so sorry to hear that I hope that you can find help and get out of this situation.
@@mrpoop2129 No one deserves to be beaten up. Except for the ones who beat up others.
@@82915 It is usually my siblings doing something wrong like hurting each other and me getting punished
@@isabellaharmon3624 Thank you
Depression :
Peace is lost,
Happiness still searching ,
Dull days...
Nothing good happening😥
me: mom, i think im depressed.
mom: *wtf i told you to get off your phone!*
Little do they know it's your only way out.
I feel like if I told my mum I'm depressed she would say the same thing I'm just worthless
I'm not depressed but my parents say that I should get away from my phone and open my windows but they had no idea that my phone is the only thing that keeps me happy and I close my windows and curtains because I don't want to interact with anyone or want anyone to see me
@@afailedabortion i feel you 🤧
@@faerydaebujo3828 thank you 😞😞
Me: “I think I have depression”
My friends: “haha, same”
Worst responses🙄🙄
@@nel7441 ik sometimes I feel like my friends fake having depression because they think it's cool or something
@@triggermato yeah thats so annoying🙄 they think it makes them cool and different🤦♀️
@@nel7441 exactly 😔
@@triggermato I have a friend that has depression and he asked “do you have depression too?” I told him “Yes I do” I lied to him because I don’t want him to feel left out and don’t want him to feel like he’s the only person that is suffering from it. am I a bad person?
"You're glued to your phone or computer"
Oh god were starting off strong
Everyone came here overthinking that you have depression, well guess what I really have depression,BUT the worse part is no one knows except my besty. I am not telling my parents, because even if I try to tell them the would say "stop talking nonsense you just 14 , and you just overreacting "
I don’t have the nerve to tell anybody except random strangers online, like this video. I feel like they wouldn’t even care, and just be like “oof” (prbly what my- kindaaaaa best friend would say??) my parents would say I’m overreacting and using it just so I can skip school to play roblox. no. I wanna skip school bcuz some days my depression tells me I need a break so I don’t go crazy and stress out enough to self harm myself. the sad part is I’m only 10 and have this level of stress.
i have depression
"stop acting"
"you just want attention"
"attention seeker"
"stop being a drama queen"
"you are weird"
"stop faking"
"stop talking to yourself it's weird"
i have a friend who jokes about depression
Edit: im so srry to the people who experienced depression before and wanted to commit su1cide take care of yourself and be happy :)))
I felt this on another level
"I Never Said I Have Depression Yet Again This Is What I'm Told Most Of The Time"
Hello fellow yoongi stan 😛
@@wallflower._ dont make me sad :(
Don't forget the
"okay"
*left on read*
"Wow I really totally beleive someone like you is depressed"
"Oh sorry"
For me, I feel like I want to cry, but I can't, and I just feel empty.
me the two of them yeahhhh
Same HA- klol. Um
Same, but now I usually laugh when I'm supposed to cry 💀
Look at me now. I am still that person; empty, sad and always feel like something is wrong regardless if I had an amazing day or not
I used to constantly cry a lot and wet my pillow, but now I can’t even cry. If I do it’s just a few years and that’s it. And at this point I feel numb. I am still sad and feel like something is wrong but my mind takes me off of it and ignores it. It leaves the “something is wrong” and “sad” feeling there..
I don’t want to self diagnose, but I want to know, do I have depression or is it just sadness?
I feel empty two but I can’t cry for some reason anymore only when I need to cry
My friends say “how are you so happy all the time?” Then I say “I’m not , I just try.” That is the most hurtful lie I have said to myself because I can’t trust people anymore.
Girl,I know. I turned depressed a month now ;-; I don't actlike it around most people and im going through things.. like seeing if I want to follow God or not,or tell my parents that I'm bi.. I hate it so much..for real I'm balling my eyes out when my parents go outside or something like that and I been through a LOT,so my grandpa died a year ago and I haven't seen my sister. Almost 3 or4 years now. And I have really strict parents
that's really mean to me without knowing and I try to show my parents something and thay just don't care ;-;
same dude,the thing about me is I feel like im extremely narcissistic just because I just don’t like talking about it,especially on how I’m neglecting my emotions as shown that I have not cried in a long time as well as on how I feel like I hardly care about what people tell me.I’m kind of a burden tbh.
I know how it feels.Today I had a bad day.I said I was ok with most things.but when i went to bed, i cried and got angry.Anybody who reads this should know, that you should express what you think.Somthing that is hard for me...so dont make the same mistakes i did.
I’m always happy but when everyone is asleep I start crying and not sleeping and not even trying to smile
I no longer have best friends except for a clay figure I made😂😤😣😆😵😔😖
I have feelings of sadness that are unexplained and been having a lot a pain in my back and around my shoulders + random headaches.
me too.. my feet randomly went weak then I just feel all weak and my stomach starts hurting every weekend. then bc i feel sick and weak, I use it as an advantage for when my depression says I need a break so I can calm down and not go to the edge of thoughts where I wanna kill myself.
To the people who mock people who self diagnose.
Not all of us have the resources or situation to be diagnosed. That's why we search up these videos to try see why we don't have the motivation to do anything, tired all the time and upset 24/7.
Also, don't assume that we are just faking it or don't have depression if we don't fit the stereotype of people who have depression.
It hurts, okay. It especially hurts when people who are supposed to understand us don't.
Yesss Im too scared to ask anyone about depression because they will say like attention seeker and its not a joke
IK ITS NOT A JOKE THATS WHY IM ASKING I NEED TO KNOW IF I HAVE IT
I don't think the internet will understand you. If you need help, go to your friends and relatives.
Veriox22 2 they dont belive me
Ya I agree my mom doesn't support me when I first said I was depressed she got mad and ask what do you want from me
Huh the only reason I self diagnosed is because I'm too scared to ask my parents and see their reactions or them just laugh at me
"Mom I think I'm depressed"
"Your fine, it's a phase."
"Ok"
I hate when my mom always says this
Pancakes Chocolate
Yes! They think the internet is tearing us apart but they are one who is tearing us apart!
Exactly what my mom would say
I am or have
My family doesn't really care they think I'm just overly emotional and I for this for attention... They make me feel like I don't belong that I'm a mistake I've felt like this since I was a child
Depression is no joke. Everyone around you judge you for having depression and thinking its not a big deal and they do not believe you. I think that's why people having depression is having a hard time to talk to somebody because they are afraid to speak.
Do you have a facebook account? Or messenger? Twitter? I can spare my time. My name on facebook is Clare Sophia Ignacio. I'll be gladly to help you out.
Okay. Even if you don't know me, its okay to open up to your parents. Nothing is going to happen if you don't open up with them. If they judged you for having that, they should't react that way. Like I said, depression is serious and it may lead you to suicidal thoughts. Just keep in contact if you have good friends to spare time
@@claresophia8109 hi
Man life is harddddd
Srsly tho my life SUCKS :(
Yeah the last few years I’ve been feeling down and i harmed myself for a few years and I want to commit something and when I think back it really hurts me. And people that I know make fun of it and I’m done with it because they don’t know how I feel.
the thing is, having depression at such young age is hard. you’d try to open up to adults to seek for help, but they’d just make fun of your suffering, and say “you’re too young to be depressed” and many more.
Agreed, I’m being called manipulative because I try to tell them how I feel and they don’t listen. I try writing down my feelings but it’s just for attention ig
*I edited this comment and say: "Now the reply makes no sense." bcs thts wht people do these days*
Unknown unknown that super deep
I'm 14 and that's deep
ok boomer
@@discver6660 stop joking.This is a problem many people face with.do you think this is a joke???
Rosa Garcia r/im14andthisisdeep
Depression: * exist *
Schools: *IS ThAT daM PhoNe*
*everyone: iTs tHaT dAm dAm pHoNe
We all do apparently \_(ッ)_/
@FlowerPetalo Ah frick ya got me ;w;
Parents*
Moms** not schools
My teacher: * talks to me*
Me: * crys for no reason*
Class: de freak..
I did this yesterday. Been feeling embarrassed ever since that I'm considering hanging myself
Jessica Y. How bout no?
Jessica Y. Don’t
1. Thanks for the likes.. 2. You people dont be lonely cuz you matter UvU 3. I dont know why I commented because nobody cares :,>
@WolfAtMidnight 1001 10 thank you it makes me a lil better I guess despite being an emotional wreck :v
Someone asked me at school if I’m depressed I didn’t answer immediately and someone else today at my table said he’s not depressed I just saw him laugh. All I could think about is unhappy people can have happy moments
Also me trying to hold my tears when talking in front of the class
same
BRO ME NOW
Same
My mom and sister didn't cry when they were depressed
I'm not crying now
Same
I dont have real friends,
*But my electronics will always be my real ones* Also the slightest things do make me mad..
Same
Same
Same
@xXGachaXxCookiesxX yeah me to im practically on this thing all day everyday..
Same
Video: 5 your glued to your phone or computer
Me: watches this on my phone
* begins to sweat*
me.
me: *reads this on my phone*
begins to sweat blood
Me too:))
JDL lmao
Me: 😨😨😨😨😨😨uuuuuuhhhhhhh
“Excessive weight gain”
“Glued to a device”
“The slightest things set you off”
Heh- guess I better go to a doctor..
"No ones cares, until you're gone.. "
No one cares until you succeed.
No one cares until you care for them.
No one cares until your perfect.
No one cares until they can benefit from you.
No one cares...until you had enough and was crazy for vengeance
Haha...everyone cares once you make your final breath.
@@SingularPhasmid yeah..
no will ever care about me even when i die except just some will be dramatic
@@yashvipatil6853 :(
No one cares even if your gone
past me edited it for no reason so sorry i forget the original don’t attack me
IM DEAD-
"DAMN BRAT I'LL SUE"
...
It’s true though. I spend 5 hours on electronics everyday *almost and I have depression.
This is serious not something to joke about or make a meme grow up
"Mom I think I have depression"
"I have so many problems yet I'm not depressed, stop being dramatic"
..
SAMEEE
Same😞
Sameeee
It’s like saying “oh you’re blind? Yeah my eyes are small but I can still see, stop being so dramatic”
@@kirbitchor-robloxandmore2177 you described it perfectly
I once told my mom that I have depression but she didn’t believe and scolded me and my brother thought it was some sick joke so I don’t trust my family anymore and it hurts
" I have depression... "
Replies to it:
" Shut up, you're faking "
" Drama queen "
" You're just sad "
" You mentioned you wanted to be an actress "
" You're a faker "
" Quit faking "
To all the people with depression out there, tell the people you are closest to. It doesn't have to be family, it could be a friend. It could be a pet.
It could be your best friend.
But more importantly, tell yourself that you are you, no matter what
Or a comment section in youtube...
I FREAKING LOVE YOU RN
Im too freaking scared to say anything tho still 🤐
i tell my bff she knows me and knows why
@Kaylinn Root pffffttt hahahhaha omg no way they said that nooo wayy they said that im not even a teen and i have depression
I’m sorry if I sound rude, but seeing this many people say “I have depression” or something like that makes me think that most of these comments are fake...Most people with real depression don’t say a word about it...
“Your glued to your phone or computer”
Me: *Awwww heck*
OMG THANK YOU!! I NEVER HAD THIS MANY LIKES BEFORE :DD
Me too
Copied :[ I have depression... But my friends laugh at me and say: "Hahahahaha, that's just PATHETIC!"
@@gachatea5836 I'm sorry for u I hope that u will feel better soon...good luck
@@winterdog2670 Thanks you... My best friend is getting bullied too..!
@@gachatea5836 hope that it stops soon .. good luck to your friend to
The voice in the video sounds like they are the person in the ad who lists side effects of medicine
hello there fellow default
Oh shit your right
Go fuck yourself.
Weird flex but okay 👌
Warrior Voices you’re* :)
IT HURTS WHEN U KNOW U ARE DEPRESSED BUT NO ONE CARES
AND WHEN U WANNA CRY THEY SAY
BOYS DONT CRY
I KNEW I WAS NOT LAZY BUT DEPRESSED BUT THOUGHT I WAS OVERTHINKING BUT YEAH I WAS NOT
"youre fine"
"you have been going outside, you arent depressed"
"i get it"
"get off your ipad youre always on it"
"do something"
"youre so lazy"
"why are you crying"
"why do you always have a moody face"
"why are you so mad suddenly, nothing is wrong"
No you dont get it, you never have
I. Kk ow
I get you😊
Same
True
I feel and
when she mentioned tears my eyes immediately started watering
Ikr same
That’s what my are doing rn😢
yo glad to know i’m not the only one :)
fr same
Just think that you're not crying your eyes are just sweating
My mom once said to me, “you have a perfect life, stop acting so dramatic” 👌
You ok?
Loads of Mums say that
Or the classic “there’s people that are going through worse things than you”
This really hits home-
"You're not grateful." "I am giving you all I have, and this is what you tell me?"
i dont want to self diagnose but i just need help, everything is nostalgic for some reason, ive lost my appetite, days are going by so slow and im getting easily annoyed
It'd depression:(
*You're hurting everywhere*
Me : *low self esteem, head ache, insomia, neck pain etc.* Oh sh--
Is it bad that I have most of these
Jeez I really had to ask mentally or physically when she said that then I realized that it woukdnt matter since i have both
I have neck pain and more to
I have got bad head aches, neck pain, insomnia, low self esteem, loneliness, ingrown toenails, constantly hurting stomach, and have lots of cuts on my lips,
Yet i still dont believe i have depression lmao
@@envor_ I got them all too and I still think I fake it to draw attention so that's like self hatred but idk about ingrown toenails.
My friend: “starts crying”
Me: trying to hold in my tears all day everyday
Also me: oh I never cry
Didn’t want to feel called out but okay
I hold it for much time then find some place where i am alone and then cry
I've literally gotten used to crying usually which is probably very bad because I'm pretty young in my opinion. If you don't believe that I'm kinda young then just listen to my voice in my first video.
yup
The fact that I can cry on cue says something about my mental health.
Teenagers: *depressed and crying*
School, which forces them to sleep for 3 hours a day and not have any free time because of homework: *yeah kids these days never leave their phones that’s why they don’t sleep*
Literally a kid from my school is in hospital rn because of the virus and they still have to do work
@@bigmanchungie8685 whattt😭😭😭😭
Jessica Lakra yeah he’s fine now but he had to do work which we didn’t get told what to do
It's true I'm still in primary school (That's what we call it in South Africa it's from Grade1 to Grade 7)and I got depressed in grade 3 but it's still here and I'm in Grade 7 now. It's so stressful and they think now that we at home they can give more work and tests
Grace Wood didn’t know South Africa called it primary school and are called grades it’s like a mix of America and British schools but anyway it’s great to know a lot of people come out of that alive but it’s sad for people who don’t
I can relate to these comments so much. I CRIED reading each one of these.
I cry whenever the slightest thing piss me off, or when I am a little stressed.
Edit: Jesus, did not expect that much likes and replies, this is the most liked comment I have ever had. xD
Freeshit post perhaps you’re just really hormonal like me
Me too shit
Yeah same I dont know I try not to cry but my body just makes me cry
Ricarda Rodriguez i literally dropped a spoon once and burst into tears
@@aperson1309 same idk why like I try to hold them on but my body just doesnt cooperate
"Why are you crying?"
"Just smile stupid"
"Don't let them see you cry"
"You're useless"
"You're weird...."
"Just talk well!"
"People have it worse than you!"
"At least you have a family that cares!"
"Stop getting mad at me!"
"Why do you talk to yourself.... You're crazy.."
...
I'm crying because nobody understands me...
I smile and thanks for the compliment!
They shouldn't see me cry.... Or they'll see my weak side...
I know I am useless but...I wanna be worth something..
I'm weird because nobody will understand what I really feel..
How can I talk well if nobody listens to me?
Do people feel useless and have those negative thoughts all the time?...
My family doesn't pay a lot attention to me..
I'm not mad.....I just want to get my negative emotions out....
*I talk to myself because nobody else cares about what I say than myself..*
I'm sorry to hear that... You have just explained me in just a minute nobody understands me so I just talk to myself and cry to bed😢
Hey, I can relate...
@@hanaflick2675 thinking that I was the only one who felt this...
Im not sure if this is good but when i was 4-5 i wanted depression or some sort of mental illness to help people but now that i have the karma is like "you dont know if ya have b**ch"
The very last one hit me hard :-(
Me: Mom... I've been feeling kinda depressed lately
Mom: ItS ThAT DaMN PhONe !
yup
*R E L A T A B L E*
Lol
The moms have to understand that the eletronics are keeping depressing kids alive
NIKITAH #CGG moms be like:
it's even worse when your family says that you don't have a reason to be depressed for
Someone: I'm depressed...
"Attention seeker!"
"You have a perfect life!"
"Everybody loves you!"
"You're always smiling and happy!"
"You have many money!"
But inside...it justs hurts more and more...
lol, like if you have money, you can buy some happiness or sth
@@cristinacamelia984 Ikr, like money isn't always the cure for everything
It happen to me before .. all my friends call me attention seeker:) im alone ... i feel really sad + stress about it ... i almost go to mental hospital because of it:(
@@iftynurannyesa3780 I know how it feels, they think we seek attention by telling them but we just want to talk to someone.
@LordZeno Medicine can't revive a dead person, now can it?
I just looked at the notification and clicked it. I just looked at the title. The more I watch I relate to it
Thank you for watching, we're glad you were able to learn something new. I am sorry, however, to hear you may have depression. It's definitely not easy and I understand the struggles you are going through. Have you considered going to a professional for further insights?
i’m scared with how much i relate to this
I told my mom that I believe that i have moderate to severe depression and she said “no you don’t” suddenly am happy and have a sense to live 😍🥰❤️
“you’re fine, don’t worry” suddenly i don’t understand why i’ve ever been sad
No offense but the reason why she doesn’t believe you is because ur self diagnosed. Not saying ur faking it or anything but if u want her to believe you should go to a therapist or go to your doctor
@@l0ver526 That’s the thing.. i’ve been asking her to take me but she tells me “Good i’ll take you so they can lock you up with crazy ppl”
@@taestytoez9615 oh I’m sorry :(( it took me a while to convince my mom to take me to therapy.
@@taestytoez9615 and that happened to me too my mom told me she would take me to my mental asylum
4:23 that explains why I cry every single day and have mental break downs once every 2 weeks
*4:19*
_"You may notice that you're crying more easily than usual,,_
Me: **bursts into tears for no reason**
wtf i got noticed uhh uhh how do i react um . thankssss
Omg same tho
My eyes were kinda getting watery
Or you could be on your perios
Lihtsalt Aleksandra thats me with nearly everything
Me too
the problem is how do I tell my Asian parents, I tried once and guess what...all of my devices was gone for a week..bruh ;_;
i wanna tell my parents too but i’m afraid that they won’t understand. i’ve been very gloomy all quarantine so i’m concerned about myself..
Junnie Cake I LOVE quarantine, never a better time to be alone and bop to juice or x or trippie or melly and be alone watching every movie on the shelf, with nothing to worry about but school work you’re ignoring and if the ice cream is melting. I can’t remember I time I’ve ever felt so alive, when I’m acting so dead. I love this, finally I can just sit and wallow in my feelings for once, this is fantastic. I’ve stopped all the bad stuff I once did, cause now I have the time to live again. All I needed to fix myself was time and this is it right here. My teeth look whiter, my stomach fuller, my body less skinny, my eyes less dull, my face has feeling, my brain is making feelings again. I love feeling things again, I hope this doesn’t end soon.
LofiWackPainting I very happy for you
Himiko Toga thanks I forgot I was even sad ever :)
My dad wont understand
*Sad fact :*
Depression can happen to everyone. Even if that person has a perfect life.
*Another sad fact :*
Bro, you are never too young to have depression. Depression is a Mental Illness, not only a thing that happens when you have a horrible life. According to studies, a fetus can suffer from depression. Making him not wanting to come out of the womb.
The mom : just go out! You are so hardd
Fetus : n o
Very true, underrated comment
• ღ Gigix ღ • ooooo my friend said you have sooo many friend and here I believe there all fake 🙃 But all the f*ck you have to do is fake it like ya I have a lot of friend 😄 what about you do you have much my friend:no Me:well you have me!!! 😀 my head:was that good hopefully do he can be happy has has me as a friend 😕 yah know more facts I barely smile!!! Ooo more facts I stay up until like 4 am oo how bout more! No? Alright 😁😢😁😢😁😢😁😢 #pefectlive 😕
@@meganjudy47 ,
I sincerely don't understand what you are trying to say-
• ღ Gigix ღ • lol Megan Judy has been drinking again......🤭😂
After this vid and reading some of the comments i realized I am depressed....
The thing is that when I was younger I would never have thought i would be depressed...
Back then I thought it was simple but it's not.
I just want help but idk how and I feel like it's to late to turn back...I'm not that good with friends because I live in Sweden and i am Indian. I was In an English school and then switched to a swedish school at the age of 7 and was alone. Then i switched schools again to this school where I'm going to stay. My class had "groups" and i didn't fit in. I would often tell my teacher after school and cry. The teacher was great. Then next year I got friends. The new kid who used to be in a English school and a girl in my old class because everyone got new classes. Sometimes I feel like I'm not worthy or I'm annoying and now i don't even know what friends are....I feel helpless and bored. I feel like I'm not good enough. I feel like I'm rude but my friends say im not...I don't like how I look and i barely see my friend from my first school who really understands me. Sometimes I like to pretend I'm not depressed. Sometimes I like to pretend I'm happy in front of everyone. Some people underestimate me. I have a weird life.
Sometimes I lie to myself......
Here is a diagram of my life for the past year:
"Stop crying"
"You're over reacting"
"cop on"
"You do nothing"
"Crybaby"
"Stop putting on a act"
"You know better"
"You're acting like a baby"
"With everything we do for you this is what we get in return?"
"You're fine"
"All you do is cry in your room"
"Stop watching that crap on TH-cam"
"Stop being so dramatic"
"Get over it"
"You're just a child"
...
@Narin Ibar - Elev Fridlevstadskolan 5 ❤
Me too...
My sister called me a crybaby and it hit me so hard...
Same people always tell me this even my parents..
@@clc729 You'll get through it ❤️ You aren't alone.
@@notkatiefarnan awee Thanks
Thanks a lot for making a Video about this
I know I am struggeling with Depression but having people understanding Depression through your Videos helps me not feeling that alone. I know that sounds really weird sorry
But I really love your Videos
The Style makes many things seem more happy and encouraging
Charlett Sophine oh same thought but I don't want be in the medication.
Same here. I’ve been suffering from depression for awhile and I’ve been showing a lot of symptoms such as being extremely tired to the point I immediately fall asleep when I get home from school and have a lose of appetite and tons of stress and work to where I consider myself a failure who won’t meet anyone’s expectations but knowing that millions of people may have had or are currently feeling the same way as me makes me happy a bit.
@@dinnermeats2 absolutely the same here. I also am extremely tired all the time and if I come home from school I need to stay at least five foot away from my bed unless I want to sleep all day.
The Depression becomes stronger over time or goes away for a while and when I least exspect it it crushes me into the ground. Thanks for your Comment
Hopefully you'll be able to overcome the harmful thinking over time. I know it's really hard to fight. Remind yourself of the good things you've done as many times as possible for example. I hope I helped at least a bit. Have a nice day
Aw, anytime Charlett! Winter can be a really hard time, especially for those of us with depression. I personally struggle with SAD and March is one of the hardest months fo rme to go through, but I thank you for your support and your kind, encouraging words. We hope we can continue offering support to you. You are definitely not alone and I applaud you for getting through all of your bad days. You are so strong. ♥
@@Psych2go Thank you so much ❤️ This really made my day Thanks again and I hope that you'll get through your struggles too, that even when it seems dark you will be able to see the light. I am definetly supporting your work and am thankful that one can support another. Have an awesome day
"You're more teary"
Me bawling while watching this because I'm unable to sleep
same
Why did I start crying when she said that being glued to your phone may be depression
I see so many deppressed people online but i never spot one in real life everyone just seems too happy😕 I always feel that i'm the only weird one😟😟
same :(
@Hey Gurl omg same :( at least we are not alone and have each other. that's why i'm thankful that internet exists.
@Hey Gurl we'll get through it, stay strong love 💜
many people(and also me) only express it online so noone irl sees that side and just see the happy mask....
Wow never expected that such a depressing comment would be my most liked comment... I appreciate all the likes tho
Hey Gurl
That's the most accurate explanation
Me: "I think I might have depression."
Video: "1: you keep yourself super buisy."
Me: "K nevermind."
This is underrated. You just READ MY MIND
I'm just here thinking about how I want to lie in bed all day and use my phone-
Same
I can relate
#Rara
No one:
Not even one soul:
TH-cam recommendations: *hi you may be depressed*
TH-cam may be r/ihadastroke d
Ikr tho
I got da 69 like 😎😎😎😎
I have every symptom of depression but I still am not ready to believe that I am in depression
I clicked this video cuz I think I am in, because I recently stopped eating a lot and whenever I am eating its mostly junk food, and then I feel guilty about eating junk food, I am oversleeping A LOT, since last week, I generally wake up by 8 but now i am sleeping till 10 WHICH IS HUGE SUDDEN CHANGE FOR ME like never in my life I have slept this late, I am crying over small little things, and oh boy I am NOT doing my school work AT ALL and just glued to my laptop watching Netflix whole day I thought I am not doing my work cuz of lack of motivation but I don't know now, yesterday my head was paining today my shoulders and lower back, and I am 16 but thankfully my skin has never break out I just had 3 to 4 pimples not more than that but I am suddenly breaking out too like I really don't know wuts happening with me but still I refuse to believe I am in depression.
edit: do ya'll think if i am in depression?
'' How are you depressed? You have a good family. "
" Lazy "
" You don't look depressed "
"Ugh, me too man. lol "
" Do ____ "
" Ur just sad, not depressed. "
" It is just stress. "
when my best friend said this to me idk anymore imma just head out now see yall
Do you mean “head out” as in suicide or just taking a break from social media or something? I hope your doing better, even just a little bit.
@@KaiLally9009 just head out as just going to leave social media for the day
The „Ugh me too man. lol“
What is wrong with themmm??
They are so cringe
I’m dropping tf outta them
What best friend
Don’t forget of:
1) Being stuck on the past mistakes and present negative effects of the same while not being able on deciding methods to improve your future.
2) The inability to empathize with others due to the fact of excessive focus on own problems and inability to consider others’.
3) The lack of genuine amusement and feeling of joy even in situations that call for these feelings to be felt.
2 isn't always true for everyone. I am diagnosed from a Profesional with depression and I am extremely empathic towards people.
@@SuicideRedemption I'm empathetic too, but in many cases I find myself selfish and doing anything I want to do just to improve my mood status instead of considering those around me.
@twisted Psychology is not as an exact science as mathematics or physics. It may be possible that your level of depression is not so severe and you can keep an open mindset towards others’ feelings. However, the deeper the depression is, the more disconnected people become towards others. Among the most severe outcomes are the suicidal tendencies whereby extremely depressed people don’t even sufficiently consider the unbearable emotional distress and the disruption of the lives they would cause to their beloved ones by terminating their own lives.
I wish you manage to find a way out. One thought that has helped me a lot is “Life is too important to be taken seriously”. I rediscovered the child in me and succeed to look at life with playfulness and joy.
All the best.
Now, everyone, will auto diagnose themselves with depression, yaaaaay
Self diagnosis is never a good thing, but developing self-awareness to what you may be going through is :)
I think i have it but i have never once said "i have depression"
@@elliottpenick8118 u should have yourself checked out, know for sure :)! hopefully it's not too serious 💝.
Yea it's much better to give somebody a bunch of money to tell you what you already know.
@@TomFromTH-cam medication.
My mom (Yeah, I’m pretty young) told me that I haven’t got depression, that it’s a period of teenage rebellion, while she knows I’m cutting, I told her about my suicidal thoughts, I even have a therapist. The thing is, I’m not sure about myself anymore. Am I really depressed? I noticed that I eat less AND more everyday, like on the beginning of the week I barely eat, in the end I’m eating non-stop. That’s why I’m cutting, that’s because I don’t like the way I eat, the way I look, my weight, my body. She told me also, “There’s worse than you, it’s really nothing. Teens always have these kind of problems, it can be harder to go through for some of them but you’re fine.”, and I don’t know if that’s true or not. Sometimes I feel down, I feel like I want to end my life - which is really great, I have a loving family, good grades, friends, and sometimes I’m happy, I sincerely laugh and smile, I forget about cutting, pain, sadness and suicide, but it always come back at night. Is it really depression? Is it normal for someone like me? To be so sad? Unhappy about her appearance?
Can someone please tell me what I’ve been wanting to know for so long? What am I?
You are you. Don't let others define or push you down a rabbit hole that you know is going to make you hurt even more. I may get what you are saying but I am not in your shoes to feel how you feel but regardless, try writing down your thoughts down or talking it out because no matter what, there will always be somebody that will listen to you. Personally, due to personal reasons I feel so tired that my emotional state has burnt out literally and the feeling is horrible, but even then, you are having a lot of troubles but you should see the big picture and try to carve your own self of who you want to be. Not who anybody else wants you to be. If you are depressed then nobody can say "no you aren't" and then make you feel instantly better but I believe you can do this! I'm not entirely sure what for but I'm sure you'll find precious things that you don't want to let go of... For me it's the colors of everything outside, but at some point it started to unfaze me but when I found somebody random to talk to, I could finally see the colors I liked again. For you, try to find something you like, no matter how small, big, ugly, or beautiful it is because one day it may be your own little candle that will always be there for you. I hope this didn't discourage you. I just wanted to speak my mind when I saw this and meant in no way to hurt you, I actually wanted to try to make you feel a little bit better
I did not mean to make a whole essay while writing that...
Sign 1: He's sitting on my bed.
Sign 2: He's wearing my clothes.
Sign 3: He has my face.
Sign 4: He doesn't do things he used to love.
Sign 5: He prefers being alone.
Sign 6: He's me.
Man i feel u
So true
have u tried surviving a cancer?
survive a poverty?
dead parents?
tried to work to pay debts?
or you just cry because no one gives u attention??
@@gunshycakegt4428 wtf just because someone else got it worse doesn’t mean your own situation doesn’t matter. It’s like saying “stop crying about your missing arm” to someone because someone else got both legs amputated.
@@gunshycakegt4428 damn that’s kinda heartless dude I know I be acting heartless all the times but damn dude go get some mental help 😬
This was in my recommended...
*I swear TH-cam knows everything about me*
Edit: Da frick who knew people would like your comment because you had depression.
Same ;-;
Haha
Me : A-Are they watching me ;-;
TH-cam :heheh yes >:3
Me- oh dear god ... ;-;
Me: *Has depression*
TH-cam: *Recommended at me*
Me: Holy cow how did u know?
_ P I X I I _ that’s what I was thinking ;-;
"Stop saying you're depressed"
"Why are you so moody?"
"Get off your iPad"
"Jeez , stop being so rude all of sudden"
"You're fine! Just drink water"
"You're not depressed you're just tired"
"Stop pretending that you're depressed! You just want attention!"
"Those cuts aren't real!"
"Stop being so indecisive , it's not that hard"
"Why are you so skinny?"
"Why are you so ugly"
"You're just harsh on yourself"
I'm told this everyday
I tell this to myself every day.
And I tell myself even more bad stuff.
r those the words that go to ur mind and thats a sign of depression dam im so dum
I don’t know how it is to have depression but I’ll let you be, all I want is for you to stop self-harming, (the “those cuts aren’t real one”) depression can be cured with therapy n that shit, but suicide.. so if you ever even think about doing it please reconsider, I bet there are many people that love you and that will literally kill themselves for you.
Sorry if I just seemed dumb the whole time, I have no clue how depression’s like, literally the only time I intentionally hurt myself was when I was bored so I made a few lines on my wrist with a knife that were not even as deep as a cat scratch-
I know how it feels mate. My family keeps saying "your lazy" every day. Every MOTHER F*CKING day. Please don't do self-harm :(
/\/\/\
*I tell myself this everyday*
“Why am I here?”
“Why am I alive?”
“Is my life tested the whole time?”
“Am I dead?”
“Why am I doing this?”
“I want to die...”
“But what will happen when I am dead?”
*And more deeper questions*
My brain keeps messing with me and giving me these thoughts that my family members that i hold dearest to me will die when im with then and i just start having mental breakdowns.
I feel as if something is mentally wrong with me whether it's depression or some other mental disorder, I really have trouble expressing how I feel to someone and on the rare occasions that I do talk about it with someone, I end up regretting it later or I make the situation worse. I've been this way for a couple of years and I've never felt so emotionally lost...
Jennifer C. Maybe you have Alexithymia? Sorry, I am just a clueless person 😓
@@katielamborghini3551 that's a possibility but who knows just wish I had someone I could trust
I feel the same way :(
I hope you feel better soon 💕
I feel exactly the same ;-;
That's how I person felt for a long normal to feel like that. Start express yourself through writing notes down and listening to music that fits your mood to be in sync with your own head!
"I'm depressed."
"no YoU arEn'T, itS jUsT a PhASe!"
*depression lasts more than just a year.*
I used to have Deppression, that comment literally explains my sister's insensitivity, Sorry..
@HaterOf Passwords its not really supposed to be known as a phase if you ask me, the people I know had for so many years. They're fine now.
I have had depression for two years life sucks heh....
HaterOf Passwords if you don’t believe me go ahead that what they all say but you don’t even have a clue I have been through a lot I was fucking raped dammit DONT BELIEVE I don’t care anymore ITS NOT WORTH WASTING YOUR TIME ON SOMEONE AW WORTHLESS AS ME go ahead and life your life I’ll just suffer
@@sweetlyfox8355 i mean im not saying you arent but who the fuck jus tells sm1 they dont know that they were raped thats personal
14 - 16 nondepressed girls: My pain is far more greater than yours
Depressed people: **don't even talk about there depression**
I am depressed but at my school its a 'joke' to say you are depressed, I also joke about it. I do it because when I am sad I try and be happy but joking about the sad stuff.
*I sound crazy.*
@@froggybuggy you good fam?
@@froggybuggy dude same every one at school say their depressed and their pain is worse the others then I'm just sitting here acting like im happy.
@@mochivin5143 yeah, my ex said something like "I don't wanna talk to you because you keep asking sad but then joke about it.", we still talked after that, *but I broke up with her BC other reasonsss.*
@@mochivin5143 I feel you...