Eating only my fear foods for a day whilst ALL IN *intense | ED recovery

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  • @wallmemaybe
    @wallmemaybe 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

    The fact that you cried over a biscuit and still ate them shows that you're so determined and capable of this and much more!!!!!!

    • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
      @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I know poor abi😭❤

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      That’s a beautiful perspective, thank you💖💖💖

  • @alisarose2851
    @alisarose2851 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    As a former ED girl, I can say to you that it’s so much worth it. I‘m honest, it’s gonna be hard and needs time but you’re doing great…try to distract yourself or talk to someone close when anorexia gets loud ❤

  • @eiliyana
    @eiliyana 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    The way you were conversating with yourself and telling yourself you can do it cause in your mind ED was telling you something else, that was so amazing to watch it was so encouraging to me omg. I need to try that more. You’re so strong Abi your videos have helped me just the last few weeks. I can relate to this video soooooooo fricking much with every thing you were saying it’s crazy

  • @er-ha
    @er-ha 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    your hair looks so nice!! also you cried over a biscuit but i cried over you crying over a biscuit hahah! honestly it’s so inspiring to see you fighting for yourself and for your health back. wishing you all the best :)

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Awhhh you’ve all honestly made me feel good about my hair, thank you so much!!! That just shows what a kind and empathetic person you are

  • @amymariee
    @amymariee 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    also this shows that fear foods are so individual to people because i was never afraid of avocados i would eat 2 sometimes but for everyone fear foods are different !!

  • @lic60
    @lic60 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You’re so strong and I’m soooo proud of you!! ❤️

  • @Naphinel
    @Naphinel 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    14:18 - it's so hearth-breaking :( (and familiar from my recovery-journey...), but you ate them. :)
    I'm so proud of you. :)

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      It’s the sad and unglamorous reality of an eating disorder but I hope you no longer have to experience it in all of its intensity. I wish you the best 💓. Thank you so much 🥰

  • @TDR-g5u
    @TDR-g5u 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You’re doing soooo well! Makes me emotional to see that so many others have the same struggle and that we’re not alone❤

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You are most definitely not alone ! We can all find freedom again. Thank you for your kind words 💕💕

  • @Kleigh8484
    @Kleigh8484 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    WOW! Sooooooooo proud of you Abi! You are very so brave for pushing through all those pesky thoughts in your head! Hope you are as proud of yourself as we all are of you!

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!! You are all so brave too and I’m proud of every single one of you. I am thank you 💕🫶🏻

  • @bruisedviolets
    @bruisedviolets 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    im so proud of you for pushing through, its so hard but you will be free of the torment and be happy if you keep going

    • @jeannestein5448
      @jeannestein5448 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I could never eat that amount of food ; not afraid of calories,, just the amount !

    • @bruisedviolets
      @bruisedviolets หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@jeannestein5448 didn’t ask tbh

    • @imaans1397
      @imaans1397 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@jeannestein5448 Omg looks like someone just realized people have different bodies and different appetites!!! What a fucking revelation! Proud of you babes ❤

  • @CheyenneHutchison-r5n
    @CheyenneHutchison-r5n 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I’ve recently went all in,and your videos have saved my life! I watch one of your videos every day, and they keep me going! I’m so proud of you! Keep going,recovery will be worth it! Your videos are saving lives! Thank you

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Wow. I just want to say, thank you for fighting every day- you are so incredibly strong. I am so grateful that these videos have helped you in such an immense way, truly. Your comment has given me another reason to keep pushing through. I’m proud of you too

    • @CheyenneHutchison-r5n
      @CheyenneHutchison-r5n 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@abisianjones 🤍🤍🤍

  • @hannahhace
    @hannahhace 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    abi i'm so incredibly proud of you!! i honestly know how hard it is going all in and challenging your ed. initially, it's absolutely terrifying! but i promise you, the more you challenge yourself the easier recovery will get and the quieter your thoughts will become. when you stop controlling food, it stops controlling you. gaining freedom is the most amazing feeling and i can't wait for you to experience life once again. i'm always here for anything💕💕

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hannah, you are truly the best! Thank you so much for your wisdom and support. I’m here should you need anything too but thank you deeply for everything ❤️❤️❤️

  • @LenaChandika
    @LenaChandika 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    It is a sign of healing when you feel uncomfortable with the food you eat! To eat it anyway is the only way to freedom ❤

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Yes! We can gain the control back that the eating disorder took away. We can do it

  • @rhianalexandra
    @rhianalexandra 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    This was my favourite video ever!!! At last, she fed herself properly!!!!! Well done Abi!!! This was Amazing❤My sister is incredible!!

  • @danaliebegutierrez1304
    @danaliebegutierrez1304 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I’m so incredibly proud of you beautiful Abi! You are officially one step closer to food freedom and I hope you remember to celebrate all the little and big accomplishments along the way on this journey!!💕🎉 You always say such wise words and reminders that many of us need to hear. I’ve been struggling a bit lately but after a nice appointment today and this video I feel so inspired to keep pushing through and not letting the ED thoughts get in the way of my freedom💖💖

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Awhh that means the world to me, thank you for your lovely comment. I’m here if you ever need to talk, I know it can be such a struggle but you truly can do this. You are stronger than you will ever recognise. I’m truly grateful that this video has inspired you to keep going. You deserve to recover! You deserve happiness! You deserve FREEDOM ❤️❤️❤️

  • @alisonpotts4570
    @alisonpotts4570 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    You are such a beautiful person, Abi, and so strong, even though you may not feel it. Keep going - you deserve to be well and to enjoy and feel comfortable being your wonderful self, without these irrational intrusive fears. I totally believe in you.

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Your words have truly touched my heart. You deserve the happiest of lives because you’re so lovely !!! Thank you so much for your words, support and belief

  • @Demiproudman
    @Demiproudman 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This is inspiring me to go challenge my fears too, your doing amazing & also loveeeee the nike jumper 🩷 keep going girl !!! x

    • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
      @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Omggg demi hi ❤

    • @Demiproudman
      @Demiproudman 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@ChloeSinclair-jt5kj heyyyy 🫶🏻

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You can definitely do it! It was hard but I’m already eating my fear foods on a daily basis now. It takes that one really hard push and you’re a huge step closer to freedom. Keep going, I’m here if you need support. Also, thank you for the jumper compliment! You’re so kind 💖💖💖

    • @Demiproudman
      @Demiproudman 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@abisianjones so proud of you honestly, you have really given me so much motivation. Thankyou so much too and the same goes for you too always here!! We can do this 🩷🩷

  • @BernadetteTohme
    @BernadetteTohme 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    You are strong person

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You are so kind !

  • @sxmplyyhannah5890
    @sxmplyyhannah5890 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    That pasta dish looks so yummy 😋 I’m so proud of you for pushing through the fear!

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      It was delicious!!! Thank you for your support! I hope you’re doing well 🤍

  • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
    @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    First of all I love your hair and I am so so proud of you girl this is the first time youve really pushed yourself I know it's not easy.👏❤

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! Everyday is another push towards freedom❤️

  • @gracie1x
    @gracie1x 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    love your hair abi! well done for challenging your fear foods ❤

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Awhh thank you so much Gracie, you’re so kind 💖

  • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
    @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    No abi don't cry I hate seeing you so sad I felt emotional watching you cry I feel your pain sending you lots of love Beautifull.❤❤❤

    • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
      @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I actually cried too 😭

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Awhhh I’m sending love and hugs back !! Thank you for being so empathetic. Tears around food will be short lived 🫶🏻❤️🫶🏻

  • @NorrCath19
    @NorrCath19 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    SOOOO proud wooooo!!! xx 🥰

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You’re the sweetest!! xxx 🥰

    • @NorrCath19
      @NorrCath19 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You really can do this & you will!! ♥@@abisianjones

  • @katieturner1922
    @katieturner1922 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Oh Abi, I am so proud of you! Your a rockstar girl!! You keeo smashing the ED! You show it who's boss!! :) Well done lovely xx

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Thank you for always being there and supporting me Katie. YOU can do this too, just know that I’m proud of you and here for you!! I appreciate your lovely words 💜xx

    • @katieturner1922
      @katieturner1922 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@abisianjones

  • @Oceanicwonderland98
    @Oceanicwonderland98 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You are so so strong. If food is causing you to literally cry though, have you considered possibly getting more help...? Like a therapist? It seems your ED has spiraled a bit 😢 hang in there Abi.

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Thank you so much lovely. I have been on a waiting list for 6 months now so I’m just waiting to get further help. Until then, I’ll keep trying my best on my own. I hope you are well 💕

    • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
      @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      You don't deserve to wait , those stupid doctors don't get it

  • @mirchen01
    @mirchen01 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Yess girl, proud ❤❤❤of you

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Awhh thank you so much Milly x❣️

  • @serenalicata6252
    @serenalicata6252 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I also suggest you to try the avocado and hummus combo

  • @carolking4124
    @carolking4124 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I love the Nike sweatshirt, Thanks for the tips and you always give me confidence to keep going too, plus some good ideas of blueberry muffins and toast with avo and sandwich with white bread to try, 🙂Thanks!

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you so much!! I’m really glad that I can do that for you. You’ve got this!!! I definitely recommend incorporating some of these into your day, especially blueberry muffins 😋xx

  • @dariajestem777
    @dariajestem777 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    the video shows actual progress and acutal more accurate eating!

  • @AslyaLP
    @AslyaLP 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I dort know "Pastina". 6 eggs, how much rice (you have a special sort??) A cube chicken stock and how much water? Would love a receipe because I never heard of this

  • @katherinebrown4692
    @katherinebrown4692 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Keep cooking Abi❤

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I need this on a tshirt hehehe ❤️

    • @katherinebrown4692
      @katherinebrown4692 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@abisianjones yeah that,d be cool,ha ha

  • @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj
    @ChloeSinclair-jt5kj 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I have a question in the past has your sister ever been effected around your anorexia? ❤

  • @actgirl1234567
    @actgirl1234567 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

  • @kathleenhargest418
    @kathleenhargest418 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Those yubi bars are only 99 calories..

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      So are most chocolate bars, I’m not going to restrict myself from what I want because of that

  • @nellijune
    @nellijune 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    It was so heartwarming to see you to eating regularly six times a day. ❤️🫶 Calories will disappear from your head if you refuse to check and count them. One day calories mean nothing to you 😊

    • @abisianjones
      @abisianjones  7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Thank you so much, you’re so sweet! I can’t wait for that day ❤️

    • @nellijune
      @nellijune 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@abisianjones that day will come if you keep on doing what you are doing now. Be brave, I promise that anorexia recovery is so worth it!❤️