I have autism so alot of the time during this video "o a mouse on her head, that is dancing left to right." "Wow! that mouse has a very fluffy tail going left and right repeatedly."
I had to Skip around because I have seven things to do right now but at the same time I need a break however I can't watch the entire thing cuz I will forget the seven things I need to do.
34:08 The only problem I have with my ADHD meds is that without them, I feel tired and can sleep through an entire day waking up to eat, drink, and bathroom
"Ah, I had a mild break down in this social interaction. Was that my ADHD and autism, or was that just me not being able to deal with that day?" That's the fun part, it can be both!
I was diagnosed as a kid but never taught what it really was. I did too good in school to get put in special needs classes but I still needed accommodations that annoyed some of my teachers. We really need mental health classes and neurodiversity education throughout public schools. Special needs classes seem like a good idea but they kinda isolate people in those classes from some socialization with other students and neurotypical people should also be getting educated on neurodivergent issues with and how often neurodiverse people get put in normal classes because of their ability to mask. Also because a lot of neurotypical people don’t have much empathy towards neurodivergent people because of lack of public education on the subject. I have learned more online than anywhere else and that comes with downsides with how the internet is a lot of the time.
Omg this is the most relatable thing I’ve ever heard. I was diagnosed at 7 and expected to be a baby genius cuz I’m the “higher functioning” type, and it was A NIGHTMARE. My dad did ZERO research, my mom was in denial, my grandma made it my whole personality, and I only had TWO teachers who were good to me in elementary school. And then it got worse by middle school until I was finally pulled out and homeschooled.
I was diagnosed with ADHD in 3rd grade, but NO ONE TOLD ME THAT. After elementary, I stopped taking meds and went from a straight A student to a B-C clinger. I only found out about my diagnosis in FREAHMAN YEAR of high school. It was only after I graduated high school that I finally got back on medication.
As someone who struggled a lot in highschool, I find college so much better. If you’re worried ,don’t be scared to accommodate yourself. Personally I can focus better with only 3 classes at a time and then just do summer classes as well. I Also recommended to go to your campus disabilities office to see what accommodations they offer for adhd, like a silent room for tests, headphone access, or different late policies etc. As an art major it is a little easier and kind of just naturally more integrated for adhd students, so I can’t speak for other majors, but college can be a great way to make connections with people who will help you get where you want to be and also just learn about things you love . As great as an an experience I’ve had with college , just know it is also far from the only option as well. My best advice I can give you is to work backwards. Look up job posting for what you want to be as if you were applying to it right now. Look at all the requirements in terms of education or experience and it’ll give a better insight to which path to take to get where you want to be. Take my advice with a grain of salt, these are just things I wish people had told me when I was scared about college and I wish you the best!
My own neurodivergency skews to the ASD side of things, so my whole "wait, this is what being more normal is like?!" experience came when I first started taking medication for anxiety and depression, because I ALSO have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Dysthymia (aka Persistent Depressive Disorder) which are more common in people with ASD. It's amazing how life is so much less difficult with better emotional stability and not getting constantly sick from stress. A shame I didn't even get any of those diagnoses until I was already in college and didn't even try medication until about a decade after that because I was scared of how the meds would affect me... mostly drowsiness it turns out.
The truest irony is watching a reaction video about adhd while procrastinating my a** off not doing the thing i really need to while i'm like 2 steps away from it.
I've had few issues with ADHD side effects compared to the advantages I've had. Ritalin and Adderall-based treatments worked well for me. The main issue I've encountered is my ability to build up a resistance to stimulants and feeling like crap if I skip a day. I had some suppressed appetite, but the ability to think straight was so much more significant. Different people will react differently to different drugs. I have no personal experience with Xaggitin, but you might be able to try a different treatment if you ask. I'm not familiar with the English healthcare system, but they need to have a few options.
Doodling is like my partial stim cause like - If i'm bored. I draw. I'm trying to sleep. I wanna draw. I need to do painting/other art work? I wanna doodle. Wanna doodle? Dunno what
19:53 me trying to watch anime I prefer watching things fully engaged, im constantly told that most anime need time to actually watch. So i made the excuse of, "wait until you have more free time", and in my head, free time is the time that you have where you have nothing else to do, which in a family as big as mine, thats not exactly possible. Hell i started watching Naruto last month on the bus to school and back because, at that point, I don't have anything else to do. And i cant enjoy it properly because there are other people on the bus and i don't know what they're thinking... ...This turned into a rant, im sorry about that. I really needed to get this of my chest
That's what free time is. Time where you're "free from your responsibilities" to do what you want. If you're deadset on this whole "needing time to watch anime" thing, then just take a nap or something. Do your homework. Something that passes the time, I don't know.
@@abnormality3345 I physically can't sleep unless I'm completely tired and/or comfortable And, surprisingly, I haven't had to do homework homework at all Also school is out for the summer, and I'm planning to get a summer job
Also i really hope this video does well for you to react to more jayden videos. I recommend the video with " the glass of water with (A KNIFE!!!) " also known as "Jayden's issues with water".
5:50: So, what you just described is literally something I said yesterday. I had JUST made and posted a new video and came across another song I wanted to animate. My boyfriend made a joke about me 'having the animation itch' again, because the previous, aforementioned, video kept me up until a little past 2:30 am before I decided to turn it before I pulled an all nighter, only to wake up again 5 hours later and get right back to work. I laughed along and said 'yeah, it's been a while so I don't want to lose it'......and the moment I acknowledged that I lost it. I downloaded the song I wanted to animate, but the moment I opened my program to get to work, my brain was like. "Yyyyeeeeeeeaaah, nooooooooo."
Also, you used drawing to Stim, so when you weren't drawing, you felt the need to fidget. Been there.....not diagnosed yet cause the cost of seeing a doctor in the US is.......Yeeeeeahh, I'm a bit too low on the tax bracket for that, lol. But Tiktok seems to agree with me, and multiple friends and family members were not at ALL surprised when I told them my suspicions. Drawing was how I stimmed as a kid and that, combined with my habit of maladaptive daydreaming meant I didn't do well in school, but I was easily able to write MULTIPLE NOVELS WORTH of fanfics and original stories, that I would draw out starting at the age of 6. No joke, I drew my first 'picture book' with a fully plotted out backstory, powerset and appearence in mind for the main character. It wasn't good, obviously, but as I grew and learned I got better. To the point my freakin' PENMANSHIP improved because of how much I was drawing and writing. My own mother didn't recognize it at first when I had her read one of my stories. Sorry, went off on a tanget there: TLDR, I used drawing and writing to stim when I was younger, that just grew up with me because I have an animation channel. Lol. My works aren't anything super amazing, but I am proud of them and I can only get better with time.....I'm gonna shut up now.
As a kid, I was diagnosed as just ADD. No hyperactivity, but I certainly have those hyperfixations. And the isolation thing is too relatable, along with everything else. I see that I'm doing the isolation, now. Though, that's because of one of those annoying time things. The "I have to do X at Y time, so Z may take too long" annoyance.
ADHD and Autism are strongly linked with poor gut health, so I'm not surprised your identical twin has different or no symptoms. Although they may have the same genes, the epigenetics caused by differences in your gut bacteria may be activating those genes in you, and not in your twin.
I gotta say it, I was tested twice in my childhood for both adhd and anxiety, and both texts for each diagnosis was negative, the only reason I was tested is cause I was friends with adhd people more than "normal" people, doesn't mean I have symptoms of it, I do, it's just I didn't have enough for the doctors to say "you fukin have adhd and anxiety"
lol im procrastinating watching a video about someone playing a game by watching someone making a reaction about an animator being diagnosed..... isnt life grand
I lost my car keys for 3 weeks, I only found them when I looped back around to wearing the same dress pants and found them just sitting in my pocket. I have no idea how I managed to search my whole house every other day for 3 weeks without thinking to check the pocket of my pants I wore the day I lost my keys. also can confirm the Adderall thing, if it works, it works. for some people it does some crazy shit, for others it does basically nothing. I got both, it fucking sucks rn, adderall was a fucking magic pill for doing anything, until about a month ago when it just... stopped. I have spent a month falling back down to where I was, failing college again trying to salvage it by not sleeping for days so I can spend half my time adhd goofing off and still get a days worth of work in. My doc is also suddenly pulling a similar 180, being so gung ho about getting me meds immedieately, hes now like "try coping without meds" and adhd isnt something I need to refer you to a psychologist over. fucking dick gives me the "turn your life around meds" and then suddenly acts like he doesnt believe me.
*The 3rd section has venting about serious topics with trauma and abuse* 19:45 ...Ooh fuck. This in particular is how my day is going right now. I don't think I really relate to the other stuff up to this time. But heres what happens. So I want to start a TH-cam gaming channel. I have 1 video finished and am almost done with the 2nd. But it took me months to get to even this point. So I don't know how I'm going to do this. Its not even something I have to do so I try to tell myself "Do you want to be stuck working in the Amazon warehouse"?? But it doesn't work. Also, I always do everything really slow. I draw really slow, I edit really slow, I finish the glass art thing with the gout and gluing glass to the wooden board when I was in high school slow and had to stay after school to finish it because it was at the end of the school year and I did want it done because it looks cool. Heres how my day goes: I get up and either eat cereal right away or I get distracted looking at stuff on TH-cam. I eat cereal while watching TH-cam, usually end up watching random videos, or want to play Osu for a little bit, maybe play Tetris(side note: I get irritated at myself while playing. Because I see it as a failure if I'm not able to have a fast reaction time. I think I'm too slow and insult myself. Having a fast reaction time feels useful.). SO THEN, its been 1-2 hours and I think "Well, now I'm more likely to get hungry soon so I have to eat again before I start editing". Just take this: watch videos, sometimes play a game, I think its been too long since eating so i have to eat again before doing the task/editing, and repeat it for the whole day. Its been really bad right now and its frustrating. I think its overwhelming thinking that doing TH-cam to me, is my only escape from being in a miserable job. When I get up in the morning, it starts with me whispering insults either because I slept in, simply am annoyed about putting the blanket back in place, or it just feels like a habit. I literally wake up annoyed. If I get toothpaste foam on my mouth and it doesn't stay in my mouth, it pisses me off and I insult myself. Instead of wiping it off, I scratch my nails across it to get it off and claw/scratch my nails against the towel to get it off my fingers. I'm irritated all the time. I can't get myself to do anything, I hate myself. Even though work at Amazon isn't stressful, I sometimes feels anxious about going. Maybe because the day goes by so slow and is 10 1/2 hours long and I rely on Uber for transportation. I live with my Mom who is verbally abused by her "boyfriend" and she has trauma and her own problems. She has been venting her problems to me like I'm a therapist and asking me for advice about her childhood, family, and her boyfriend since I was 16. Its more stressful if its about her boyfriend since we live with him. I had a 6 month phase when I was 16 where I had these "sadistic" like urges of wanting to hurt people and it would've been bad if those feelings didn't fade. I'm sure those feelings could be provoked, theres no way its just gone. You know how I react at the age of 24 when she vents to me? I just get annoyed. She'll be crying about whatever drama that happened when they went out to the bar and how her boyfriend is mad and locked her out the bedroom, said sleep on the couch, and called her a bitch. Or about how her Dad had a peep hole to watch them in the bathroom during her childhood. But I've been hearing all these stories of her past and her venting about current problems for years so I mainly just get mad that I have to listen to it again. But of course it stresses me out at the same time. But for some reason, I don't have the motivation to figure my shit out and move out. I still don't drive, I have a hard time with it. I feel like I'm too stupid to drive. I most likely have dermatillomania/skin picking disorder, blood gets on my clothes, I really like wearing bright clothes so I always have to spot clean them, I usually have a pile of 6-8 shirts and then I finally spot clean them. My heart rate has been racing the whole time I've been writing this, but its not making me sad. Thank you very much if anyone reads this.
Since you play Warcraft. i'm going to recommend Barny64. His warcraft videos are hilarious. he has 10 videos. his 5 part 1-60 adventures. 4 part scarab lord adventures. and his latest End of Classic video
No actually you are pretty lucky I had the pill ever since i was a kid What happens is that over the years you need a bigger and bigger dose Since the pill gets less and less effective Im wanting to get off it by using caffeine but even that is temporary
Ya, but what happens if you were misdiagnosed with ADHD first and later found out you had Autism. "what a minute you said Artism, did you get distracted by randomly making art? (Other people: o no they are a artist they are not going to get any done.)" Any way, could you still have ADHD as well dispite that?
Well if all this problem started when you leaved your family... maybe it means that you need some one to choke you into obedience and motivation c: life doesn't have to be hard xD
I have autism so alot of the time during this video "o a mouse on her head, that is dancing left to right." "Wow! that mouse has a very fluffy tail going left and right repeatedly."
I had to Skip around because I have seven things to do right now but at the same time I need a break however I can't watch the entire thing cuz I will forget the seven things I need to do.
21:15 Even better!
2:48 keep in mind that Jaiden has a whole team to make vids like this
34:08 The only problem I have with my ADHD meds is that without them, I feel tired and can sleep through an entire day waking up to eat, drink, and bathroom
"Ah, I had a mild break down in this social interaction. Was that my ADHD and autism, or was that just me not being able to deal with that day?"
That's the fun part, it can be both!
there's different kinds of ADHD medicine and some work for some people and some don't, it's not just about the dosage
Psst the same is ture for autism medicine.
Same is true for epilepsy. My doctor had to switch the brand (and dose!) a bunch of times just to keep it in check.
I was diagnosed as a kid but never taught what it really was. I did too good in school to get put in special needs classes but I still needed accommodations that annoyed some of my teachers. We really need mental health classes and neurodiversity education throughout public schools. Special needs classes seem like a good idea but they kinda isolate people in those classes from some socialization with other students and neurotypical people should also be getting educated on neurodivergent issues with and how often neurodiverse people get put in normal classes because of their ability to mask. Also because a lot of neurotypical people don’t have much empathy towards neurodivergent people because of lack of public education on the subject. I have learned more online than anywhere else and that comes with downsides with how the internet is a lot of the time.
Omg this is the most relatable thing I’ve ever heard.
I was diagnosed at 7 and expected to be a baby genius cuz I’m the “higher functioning” type, and it was A NIGHTMARE.
My dad did ZERO research, my mom was in denial, my grandma made it my whole personality, and I only had TWO teachers who were good to me in elementary school. And then it got worse by middle school until I was finally pulled out and homeschooled.
I was diagnosed with ADHD in 3rd grade, but NO ONE TOLD ME THAT. After elementary, I stopped taking meds and went from a straight A student to a B-C clinger. I only found out about my diagnosis in FREAHMAN YEAR of high school. It was only after I graduated high school that I finally got back on medication.
I can relate to this a lot with the level of procrastrination i need to constantly fight to get things done. Early good grades and all.
The meds I had certainly made me do better at school, but according to my parents, that shit turned me into a bot
I heard that can happen if the dose is too high
I hear you. Since a really early age, and still to this day, I have problems with spectrum autism. So no need to feel alone on that front.
as a person with adhd this has me dreading college
As someone who struggled a lot in highschool, I find college so much better. If you’re worried ,don’t be scared to accommodate yourself. Personally I can focus better with only 3 classes at a time and then just do summer classes as well. I Also recommended to go to your campus disabilities office to see what accommodations they offer for adhd, like a silent room for tests, headphone access, or different late policies etc. As an art major it is a little easier and kind of just naturally more integrated for adhd students, so I can’t speak for other majors, but college can be a great way to make connections with people who will help you get where you want to be and also just learn about things you love . As great as an an experience I’ve had with college , just know it is also far from the only option as well. My best advice I can give you is to work backwards. Look up job posting for what you want to be as if you were applying to it right now. Look at all the requirements in terms of education or experience and it’ll give a better insight to which path to take to get where you want to be. Take my advice with a grain of salt, these are just things I wish people had told me when I was scared about college and I wish you the best!
My own neurodivergency skews to the ASD side of things, so my whole "wait, this is what being more normal is like?!" experience came when I first started taking medication for anxiety and depression, because I ALSO have Generalized Anxiety Disorder and Dysthymia (aka Persistent Depressive Disorder) which are more common in people with ASD.
It's amazing how life is so much less difficult with better emotional stability and not getting constantly sick from stress. A shame I didn't even get any of those diagnoses until I was already in college and didn't even try medication until about a decade after that because I was scared of how the meds would affect me... mostly drowsiness it turns out.
The truest irony is watching a reaction video about adhd while procrastinating my a** off not doing the thing i really need to while i'm like 2 steps away from it.
15:30 , or like me, watching youtube while playing snow runner isntead of sending in the mail to progress my story irl
You might like Jaiden's coming out vid
I've had few issues with ADHD side effects compared to the advantages I've had. Ritalin and Adderall-based treatments worked well for me. The main issue I've encountered is my ability to build up a resistance to stimulants and feeling like crap if I skip a day. I had some suppressed appetite, but the ability to think straight was so much more significant.
Different people will react differently to different drugs. I have no personal experience with Xaggitin, but you might be able to try a different treatment if you ask. I'm not familiar with the English healthcare system, but they need to have a few options.
Doodling is like my partial stim cause like - If i'm bored. I draw. I'm trying to sleep. I wanna draw. I need to do painting/other art work? I wanna doodle. Wanna doodle? Dunno what
19:53 me trying to watch anime
I prefer watching things fully engaged, im constantly told that most anime need time to actually watch. So i made the excuse of, "wait until you have more free time", and in my head, free time is the time that you have where you have nothing else to do, which in a family as big as mine, thats not exactly possible. Hell i started watching Naruto last month on the bus to school and back because, at that point, I don't have anything else to do. And i cant enjoy it properly because there are other people on the bus and i don't know what they're thinking...
...This turned into a rant, im sorry about that. I really needed to get this of my chest
That's what free time is. Time where you're "free from your responsibilities" to do what you want.
If you're deadset on this whole "needing time to watch anime" thing, then just take a nap or something. Do your homework. Something that passes the time, I don't know.
@@abnormality3345 I physically can't sleep unless I'm completely tired and/or comfortable
And, surprisingly, I haven't had to do homework homework at all
Also school is out for the summer, and I'm planning to get a summer job
ADHD diagnosis in 4th grade, autism diagnosis in 6th. Been medicated since, and it's helped a lot.
I adore your avatar. Love the design and art style.
Also i really hope this video does well for you to react to more jayden videos. I recommend the video with " the glass of water with (A KNIFE!!!) " also known as "Jayden's issues with water".
5:50: So, what you just described is literally something I said yesterday. I had JUST made and posted a new video and came across another song I wanted to animate. My boyfriend made a joke about me 'having the animation itch' again, because the previous, aforementioned, video kept me up until a little past 2:30 am before I decided to turn it before I pulled an all nighter, only to wake up again 5 hours later and get right back to work. I laughed along and said 'yeah, it's been a while so I don't want to lose it'......and the moment I acknowledged that I lost it. I downloaded the song I wanted to animate, but the moment I opened my program to get to work, my brain was like. "Yyyyeeeeeeeaaah, nooooooooo."
Also, you used drawing to Stim, so when you weren't drawing, you felt the need to fidget. Been there.....not diagnosed yet cause the cost of seeing a doctor in the US is.......Yeeeeeahh, I'm a bit too low on the tax bracket for that, lol. But Tiktok seems to agree with me, and multiple friends and family members were not at ALL surprised when I told them my suspicions. Drawing was how I stimmed as a kid and that, combined with my habit of maladaptive daydreaming meant I didn't do well in school, but I was easily able to write MULTIPLE NOVELS WORTH of fanfics and original stories, that I would draw out starting at the age of 6. No joke, I drew my first 'picture book' with a fully plotted out backstory, powerset and appearence in mind for the main character. It wasn't good, obviously, but as I grew and learned I got better. To the point my freakin' PENMANSHIP improved because of how much I was drawing and writing. My own mother didn't recognize it at first when I had her read one of my stories.
Sorry, went off on a tanget there: TLDR, I used drawing and writing to stim when I was younger, that just grew up with me because I have an animation channel. Lol. My works aren't anything super amazing, but I am proud of them and I can only get better with time.....I'm gonna shut up now.
As a kid, I was diagnosed as just ADD. No hyperactivity, but I certainly have those hyperfixations. And the isolation thing is too relatable, along with everything else. I see that I'm doing the isolation, now. Though, that's because of one of those annoying time things. The "I have to do X at Y time, so Z may take too long" annoyance.
My adhd went off right when yours did, except I was looking for what to watch after this
how it feels to be called out i may have it ffs i laready have alot on my plate with medical and other stuff
Welcome to the League of neurodivergents. What flavor are you?
I felt like answering this question confidently but then realized it's more of an inconvenience than something to be glad about 💀
@abnormality3345 certainly feels like it sometimes.
ADHD and Autism are strongly linked with poor gut health, so I'm not surprised your identical twin has different or no symptoms. Although they may have the same genes, the epigenetics caused by differences in your gut bacteria may be activating those genes in you, and not in your twin.
litrally the first 10 mins of this video (minus the school stuff as i struggled in school) is me lol
0.02. Man that was fast
I’d like to see more Jaiden reactions. Her content is great and your reaction to this video was just, MWAA!
Amazing.
Holy sh-it I am the same. Anxiety is so crippling
I gotta say it, I was tested twice in my childhood for both adhd and anxiety, and both texts for each diagnosis was negative, the only reason I was tested is cause I was friends with adhd people more than "normal" people, doesn't mean I have symptoms of it, I do, it's just I didn't have enough for the doctors to say "you fukin have adhd and anxiety"
lol im procrastinating watching a video about someone playing a game by watching someone making a reaction about an animator being diagnosed..... isnt life grand
I lost my car keys for 3 weeks, I only found them when I looped back around to wearing the same dress pants and found them just sitting in my pocket. I have no idea how I managed to search my whole house every other day for 3 weeks without thinking to check the pocket of my pants I wore the day I lost my keys. also can confirm the Adderall thing, if it works, it works. for some people it does some crazy shit, for others it does basically nothing. I got both, it fucking sucks rn, adderall was a fucking magic pill for doing anything, until about a month ago when it just... stopped. I have spent a month falling back down to where I was, failing college again trying to salvage it by not sleeping for days so I can spend half my time adhd goofing off and still get a days worth of work in. My doc is also suddenly pulling a similar 180, being so gung ho about getting me meds immedieately, hes now like "try coping without meds" and adhd isnt something I need to refer you to a psychologist over. fucking dick gives me the "turn your life around meds" and then suddenly acts like he doesnt believe me.
Now I’m in this and I don’t like it
It took me like 2 hours to watch this video because i kept getting distracted...
I dont have adhd though
19:50 me fixing my cars taillight...
Yes
I am curious, how many times makari paused the video through the entire video 😂
Please, my Multiverse of Skibidi toilet there’s a lot more episodes that you need to catch up on
Also ouch
plz do a jaiden binge✌♥️
this video was so good
*The 3rd section has venting about serious topics with trauma and abuse*
19:45 ...Ooh fuck. This in particular is how my day is going right now. I don't think I really relate to the other stuff up to this time.
But heres what happens. So I want to start a TH-cam gaming channel. I have 1 video finished and am almost done with the 2nd. But it took me months to get to even this point. So I don't know how I'm going to do this. Its not even something I have to do so I try to tell myself "Do you want to be stuck working in the Amazon warehouse"?? But it doesn't work. Also, I always do everything really slow. I draw really slow, I edit really slow, I finish the glass art thing with the gout and gluing glass to the wooden board when I was in high school slow and had to stay after school to finish it because it was at the end of the school year and I did want it done because it looks cool.
Heres how my day goes:
I get up and either eat cereal right away or I get distracted looking at stuff on TH-cam. I eat cereal while watching TH-cam, usually end up watching random videos, or want to play Osu for a little bit, maybe play Tetris(side note: I get irritated at myself while playing. Because I see it as a failure if I'm not able to have a fast reaction time. I think I'm too slow and insult myself. Having a fast reaction time feels useful.). SO THEN, its been 1-2 hours and I think "Well, now I'm more likely to get hungry soon so I have to eat again before I start editing". Just take this: watch videos, sometimes play a game, I think its been too long since eating so i have to eat again before doing the task/editing, and repeat it for the whole day.
Its been really bad right now and its frustrating. I think its overwhelming thinking that doing TH-cam to me, is my only escape from being in a miserable job.
When I get up in the morning, it starts with me whispering insults either because I slept in, simply am annoyed about putting the blanket back in place, or it just feels like a habit.
I literally wake up annoyed. If I get toothpaste foam on my mouth and it doesn't stay in my mouth, it pisses me off and I insult myself. Instead of wiping it off, I scratch my nails across it to get it off and claw/scratch my nails against the towel to get it off my fingers. I'm irritated all the time. I can't get myself to do anything, I hate myself. Even though work at Amazon isn't stressful, I sometimes feels anxious about going. Maybe because the day goes by so slow and is 10 1/2 hours long and I rely on Uber for transportation.
I live with my Mom who is verbally abused by her "boyfriend" and she has trauma and her own problems. She has been venting her problems to me like I'm a therapist and asking me for advice about her childhood, family, and her boyfriend since I was 16. Its more stressful if its about her boyfriend since we live with him. I had a 6 month phase when I was 16 where I had these "sadistic" like urges of wanting to hurt people and it would've been bad if those feelings didn't fade. I'm sure those feelings could be provoked, theres no way its just gone.
You know how I react at the age of 24 when she vents to me? I just get annoyed. She'll be crying about whatever drama that happened when they went out to the bar and how her boyfriend is mad and locked her out the bedroom, said sleep on the couch, and called her a bitch. Or about how her Dad had a peep hole to watch them in the bathroom during her childhood.
But I've been hearing all these stories of her past and her venting about current problems for years so I mainly just get mad that I have to listen to it again.
But of course it stresses me out at the same time. But for some reason, I don't have the motivation to figure my shit out and move out.
I still don't drive, I have a hard time with it. I feel like I'm too stupid to drive.
I most likely have dermatillomania/skin picking disorder, blood gets on my clothes, I really like wearing bright clothes so I always have to spot clean them, I usually have a pile of 6-8 shirts and then I finally spot clean them.
My heart rate has been racing the whole time I've been writing this, but its not making me sad.
Thank you very much if anyone reads this.
Since you play Warcraft. i'm going to recommend Barny64. His warcraft videos are hilarious.
he has 10 videos. his 5 part 1-60 adventures. 4 part scarab lord adventures. and his latest End of Classic video
No actually you are pretty lucky
I had the pill ever since i was a kid
What happens is that over the years you need a bigger and bigger dose
Since the pill gets less and less effective
Im wanting to get off it by using caffeine but even that is temporary
Ah yes you and I have artism lol but yeah I had been told I have ADHD and bipolar disorder
Ya, but what happens if you were misdiagnosed with ADHD first and later found out you had Autism. "what a minute you said Artism, did you get distracted by randomly making art? (Other people: o no they are a artist they are not going to get any done.)" Any way, could you still have ADHD as well dispite that?
70% of people with autism get the nice package of adhd with it! Very fun but not all adhd havers obviously have autism
Neuro atypical is us not the normies big head
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What is going on here?
Well if all this problem started when you leaved your family... maybe it means that you need some one to choke you into obedience and motivation c: life doesn't have to be hard xD
Maybe when you grow up and mature you'll realize *just* how disrespectful this comment is.
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Fell off
Hi