5AM / Avanna (Original Song)

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Lyrics:
Crows remind me of 5AM
When the sky's dull blue
And the birds cry red
I don't know if I want this to end...
Crows remind my of 5AM
When your dull blue hue
Stains my world again
I don't want the morning to move again, again
When the morning came, I looked away
Too scared to face what you'd become
But in a way, you'd never changed
And all my worrying meant none
And so today, I'll walk away
And hide from the sun in my bed
And hope or pray that come one day I'll find my
5AM
Crows remind me of 5AM
When the world's subdued
And the heartless dead
I don't think that you really understand...
When tomorrow came, I couldn't stay
Or hide from your words in my bed
I choose to lay in nests of gray
Hidden ten feet above your head
And so today those clouds of gray
Have stolen every trace of dawn
But that's okay, 'cause there's remains of my own
5AM
You remind me of 5AM
With your hollow eyes
And your claws stained red
I don't know if I want to see you...
You remind me of 5AM
With your countless lies
And your bleached-white skin
I don't know if you were ever here...

[@PumpkinHead]

I seriously cannot believe that this song has surpassed 200k views.

[@premiumgarbage4284]

This song has got sort of a floaty, dreamlike sound to it. It's kind of surreal and I really like it.

[@potatoes__tomatoes__2993]

I’m astounded that this song captures exactly what 5 am feels like. Somber, haunting, yet tranquil. I really love how you mixed the drums to have this cushioned pulse that drives this piece forward! You have a very unique style in your music and I’m so excited to see what you’ll make next ♥️

[@eliaa4157]

I dont really know what the song is about but for me it reminds me of my relation between my brother and I, for me the "5 am" represents the connection between us, a calm and great place... and he destroyed it and it became a fearfull and sad place and now i cant see him without feeling bad and upset and I just want the "5am" to be back to normal... idk... but anyway i love this song so much !!a very few songs makes me emotional and its one of them, im really glad i discover your channel ! Keep going

[@amethyst4578]

why does everything go with portal 2

[@Lydia-Dreemurr]

I know for a fact 90% of y'all have no idea how frikin AMAZING this sounds on a TV. I legit feel like I'm at a concert.

[@jimmyjenkins1907]

...so... who else listenin to this at 5AM?

[@chalkish4855]

It's currently 5:03am and my town is flooded and it's raining more rn but the sound is kinda relaxing but my insomnia said "No ♥️" so I'm here and vibing out and it's a good time. Thank you for your music 💖💖

[@ferry2943]

dude DUDE this is so fucking beautiful!! the song is haunting in the best possible way

[@NasikaSakura]

I interpret this as "you" being depression, and the gray nest 10 feet up is literally clouds but figuratively heaven/Nirvana/the afterlife, meaning the person succumbed to suicide. It seems the singer expects this transition to lead them to their eternal 5AM, dawn, a new beginning, a quiet and peaceful time- the serenity of heaven by whatever name. But perhaps it is not. At the end, perhaps it is the devil that they see (the "you" of this new phase of existence) because commonly religion persecutes those who take their own lives. Additionally crows are symbols of misfortune and death. I love how this song makes you think about what it is saying.

[@MoonlitCaster]

This song is such a comfort for me, it's so peaceful and vaguely uncanny.

[@birdsarecool6973]

listens to this at 2 AM

[@natzthecatz5087]

heres a story diffrent than the crow 5am thingy:

[@honkandursun9402]

Who makes a song about 5AM?

[@boilingmeinoil]

this song is GORGEOUS everything about it from tuning to lyrics is so good

[@mikefr1ght]

5AM is now my favorite song because of the beauty and peacefulness of the lyrics and instrumental. My class mates may vocaloid sucks, and if the do one more time, this baby comes out.

[@user-ck5mb6vt1s]

this was one of those songs where i didn't really like it at first but it's grown on me

[@pineappleboidraws]

Also this song jas insipred two speedpaints and an actual canvas painting

[@missnobody8480]

God this song is so incredible! And also the associated symbolism of the crow....it’s amazing how you took the crow’s symbol of mystery and calm and twisted it into the crow’s other meaning...death, decay, and sorrow. Just...god this is so great. THIS song reminds me of 5 am with how calm it is :)

[@irl_Five]

I know this is an old song but listening to it brings back so much nostalgia. I found so much comfort from this song and it's helped me when I was sad back in 6th grade. I was looking at old google slides I shared w friends I had at the time and I saw this song being mentioned so I came back to it. The memories were really bittersweet. One of the friends I left because they had too many mental problems that were triggering me, my partner ran away from their house and we lost contact, and the other was a toxic bsf I still have today. It was nice looking at the unfinished conversations that were typed out on the slides, art, ocs we shared, memes, ect. It just really makes me sad that w can't go back to that ever again because life happened.