that girl crying kind of got to me too, and I think i know why. imagine that smashing pumpkins are one of your favourite bands, and disarm is your favourite song. you've listened to this song throughout your teenage years, and it's helped you through some really tough times, or you listened to it during some really happy times. this song has been a big part of the soundtrack of your life, but you're resigned to the fact that you probably won't see it performed live ever again. then SP announces a reunion. you get tickets, and they open with this song. there he is, this guy that wrote a song that's so important to you, and he's singing it in front of you, and like a light switch, all those memories of listening to this song and the emotions of those moments all hit you at once. idk, it'd be pretty heavy. i get why she's crying.
Very well said! A different perspective for you... If you don't know the story behind Corgan's lyrics in disarm... The adults in his life were quite abusive, especially when really little. When he would cross paths with them at home, he'd immediately smile at them to try minimizing the chances of them beating him. Hence, disarm you with a smile. The song has a profoundly different effect once we learn of the fear And pain behind it.
I was at this concert. Disarm was the opening song (technically the instrumental Mellon Collie led into it), and I started crying just like that woman did. It’s good to know now that others felt the same way at the time.
the anticipation, the imagery, the nostalgia, and finally Billy opening with one of their most iconic songs...it was a lot to contain. i had tears too, and it felt great. it had been so long since i’ve felt that way.
At 40 years old at the beginning of this year and hearing this song many times before, I was at work when it came on my pandora. I literally listened to it for 4 days strait, quit my job, and then started my own business. I don't even know why it hit me so hard at that time but it literally changed the entire course of my life. Thank you for that!
I am 53-years-old. This song still hits me in the gut even though my childhood was fantastic. My heart hurts for Billy Corgan and everyone who endured everything this song addresses.
If there was a scale that measured great songs, and astounding was towards the upper end of that scale, this song would be a thousand miles north of it. And this performance, unmeasurable.
Don't give a fuck ain't even up for debate. The ones who know know this is one of the best songs that ever came out of the 90's. Love seeing real talent perform. Even after all the trials and tribulations they went thru it's still being celebrated. 💯🙏
@@yyz125 what billy korgan ? I thought it was smashing pumpkins .. You do know that billie korgan bullied his bass player so bad she got on drugs and became homeless .the hot bass player in the video .. look it up .. he is an asshole ..
What do you think happened to him? I''m not putting him down in anyway, but he's dressed like a female as a child. Perhaps a castrato; his pictures and lyrics indicate extreme childhood trauma. They did something terrible to him. I can't watch/listen to this without feeling his pain, makes me sad.
@user name taken We were capable of expressing sorrow long before the liberal media taught you the word 'snowflake'. That trend is over, gone the way of emo. Dig it, dont be a dick.
I had waited since i was 16 to see this band. When they opened with this song I cried at almost 40 years old the emotions of all those years escaped me and I couldn't believe I was finally there to see them live.
I also have to cry ... what a message ... this song has so much depth ... you can feel it as a love song, as a political song, or in that sense of Billy as a song about a broken boy's childhood ... And in all cases, it's about responding with love to hatred and violence
I'm in rehab now. I've been taking drugs for 22 years, listening to this song and crying like a baby. What have I done with my life? People, never start use drugs!!!
@@hawkboy1792 He doesn't have the orchestra behind him, his real talent is composing and writing. He's never had a classically great voice. The burning question is what happened to him as a child?
Nice to see, he still can sing this song with real feeling. In the most of live versions from last 15 years he looks, like he didn't remember what was he was singing about...
Excelente cancion, descarnada, un himno para todos aquellos que crecimos en dolor, dolor profundo que nunca sanara, solo aquellos que sobrevivimos a eso podrian entenderlo, gracias Billy Corgan, the killer in me is the killer in you
I was blessed to see Smashing Pumkins many years ago at the Rose Garden Arena in Portland, Oregon. I finally understand why that song somehow has always called me. Thank you Dad
The absolute raw emotion of this song gets me for sure. I never fully understood it when I heard them in my early teenage years, but now I definitely do. At the end of the day, we are ALL broken in some way and it takes time to start the healing. Great song, great message, amazing performance.
Saw them in concert for the first time in the summer w/ Green Day. My boyfriend got free tickets from local radio station. Never really paid attention to them growing up. I was so impressed when I heard & saw them in concert! One of my favorite bands now. Almost cried when I heard Disarm and. So good.
Pure lyrical genius, absolute powerful delivery and a timeless message about conquering pain. I remember this album when it was released, and in my opinion one of the best albums......ever. 😎🙏🏾✌🏾❤️👊🏾
I can’t believe I’m in my 40’s and only of late have I found the Smashing Pumpkins, better late than never though, just wish the songs were easier to play....🎼🎼🎼🎼
well I'm sobbing. thank you for being a voice for the silent, billy. I see you. Melhor música da melhor banda ♥ Melhor música da melhor banda ♥ Can't believe he's in his fifties. Melhor música da melhor banda ♥ Can't believe he's in his fifties.
It's quite emotional listening to this, remembering all the day past.. Toward the end, suddenly all that feeling gone because of that TH-cam's ads... WHAT A BUMMER😠
Amiga del minuto 1:10,te acompaño y abrazo en sentimiento......RECIEN veo este vídeo 📹........y claro,siempre llego tarde a todo.....pero aquí estoy....❤"MÁGICA"Esta 🎶 canción es Mágica.....❤(pero debo ser honesta,lloré por las imagenes de video que ví de fondo mientras trascurria el vivo)....nostalgia,vida,y sensibilidad ,AMOR...no estuve alli,en el vivo, pero estoy segura que fue ÚNICO........como cada paso que dan❤.....que hermosa la humanidad....ahyyyy.......que MILAGRO....❤
I have no words to describe how talented Billy Corgan is and what a great nosltalgia he brought me back in my adolescence in Brazil, I have lived in Europe for 20 years, and nothing can compare when I lived in Brazil at the time of excellent music like this , thanks smashing pumpkins for providing golden times in my country, thanks again!
The tour that began here (Camden NJ) on Thursday is the BEST the band has ever been. Only 16 dates so DO NOT miss it. Phenomenal show. Opened by AFI and High Flying Birds! Must see it to believe it!
I've been putting off writing a book that I really don't want to but have to. Once I've wiped away these tears I will start it. I hope so much my kids never look back on me the way I do at my parents.
i was so fortunate to attend this tour when it came through Houston, I was holding in the tears. This song just hits so hard live and in person. Keep Rocking Smashing Pumpkins!
this song resonates to me in a way bc i just feel nostalgic. mayb the true meaning is different i interpret it to myself after losing my mom last year when she got sick i pushed away all my sadness and put in a mental box and locked it. but i just started to thinkabout her alot and this song just makes me feel about my childhood and the good days but also my shaky house hold. alot of problems growing up that are just pent up in me .
damn that girl crying gets me right in the feels
@@GRT-py7bs hahahaha
Same
GRT 2000 LOL
Snowflake
@@GRT-py7bs such a fool
that girl crying kind of got to me too, and I think i know why. imagine that smashing pumpkins are one of your favourite bands, and disarm is your favourite song. you've listened to this song throughout your teenage years, and it's helped you through some really tough times, or you listened to it during some really happy times. this song has been a big part of the soundtrack of your life, but you're resigned to the fact that you probably won't see it performed live ever again. then SP announces a reunion. you get tickets, and they open with this song. there he is, this guy that wrote a song that's so important to you, and he's singing it in front of you, and like a light switch, all those memories of listening to this song and the emotions of those moments all hit you at once. idk, it'd be pretty heavy. i get why she's crying.
Yeah man 😢❤
Very well said!
A different perspective for you...
If you don't know the story behind Corgan's lyrics in disarm...
The adults in his life were quite abusive, especially when really little. When he would cross paths with them at home, he'd immediately smile at them to try minimizing the chances of them beating him. Hence, disarm you with a smile.
The song has a profoundly different effect once we learn of the fear And pain behind it.
i was like it at wembley when they played tonight tonight, wnet somewhere different that night
Yeah also disarm has a double meaning. It is also meant literally. As a victim of childhood abuse this song has alot of meaning for me.
I was at this concert. Disarm was the opening song (technically the instrumental Mellon Collie led into it), and I started crying just like that woman did. It’s good to know now that others felt the same way at the time.
Where was this at?
🎃😢😢😢😢
Same
@@conanjon why Do u want to relevate the Feelings behind
Went to this reunion tour as well. Saw it in St. Paul, MN though. Such a good show.
damn, I FELT IT when that girl started crying at the beginning. I DON'T KNO WHY.
I almost cried when they opened like this in Vegas. And I'm a 33 yrs old dude lol
@R W Yep x
the anticipation, the imagery, the nostalgia, and finally Billy opening with one of their most iconic songs...it was a lot to contain.
i had tears too, and it felt great. it had been so long since i’ve felt that way.
Me too
I go back to this clip and this girl everytime i need to cry and it hits me everytime
At 40 years old at the beginning of this year and hearing this song many times before, I was at work when it came on my pandora. I literally listened to it for 4 days strait, quit my job, and then started my own business. I don't even know why it hit me so hard at that time but it literally changed the entire course of my life. Thank you for that!
I am 53-years-old. This song still hits me in the gut even though my childhood was fantastic. My heart hurts for Billy Corgan and everyone who endured everything this song addresses.
Always some asshole who thinks anyone cares how old he is. What a dickweed.
If there was a scale that measured great songs, and astounding was towards the upper end of that scale, this song would be a thousand miles north of it. And this performance, unmeasurable.
jam yeap !!!
Amen❤
Agreed one million percent
The entire crowd just watching and enjoying the moment. No singing along, no phones. So beautiful. And of course, Billy just amazing!
I automatically have to cry when I see this young woman crying.
Don't give a fuck ain't even up for debate. The ones who know know this is one of the best songs that ever came out of the 90's. Love seeing real talent perform. Even after all the trials and tribulations they went thru it's still being celebrated. 💯🙏
One of the most emotionally moving songs
@@yyz125 what billy korgan ? I thought it was smashing pumpkins .. You do know that billie korgan bullied his bass player so bad she got on drugs and became homeless .the hot bass player in the video .. look it up .. he is an asshole ..
Damn he still sounds amazing live.
well I'm sobbing. thank you for being a voice for the silent, billy. I see you.
What do you think happened to him? I''m not putting him down in anyway, but he's dressed like a female as a child. Perhaps a castrato; his pictures and lyrics indicate extreme childhood trauma. They did something terrible to him. I can't watch/listen to this without feeling his pain, makes me sad.
@user name taken we live in a generation of snowflakes....its getting out of control
Calm down rambo. We all get it, you're real tough and manly.
@user name taken
We were capable of expressing sorrow long before the liberal media taught you the word 'snowflake'. That trend is over, gone the way of emo. Dig it, dont be a dick.
@user name taken do you just go around showing people how you're a ignorant little 12 year old fuck head? that's what you're doing right now
I had waited since i was 16 to see this band. When they opened with this song I cried at almost 40 years old the emotions of all those years escaped me and I couldn't believe I was finally there to see them live.
I also have to cry ... what a message ... this song has so much depth ... you can feel it as a love song, as a political song, or in that sense of Billy as a song about a broken boy's childhood ... And in all cases, it's about responding with love to hatred and violence
"I send this smile over to you.."
Its not about love at all. Disarm…then leave them like they left you.
@@jeffhostleir3845 It's about sending the parents who neglected you a smile in lieu of your anger. He gave an interview about it.
We'll never see this again. 90s kids, we were lucky to have this soundtrack to our lives. It never got better.
I'm in rehab now. I've been taking drugs for 22 years, listening to this song and crying like a baby. What have I done with my life? People, never start use drugs!!!
22 years of drug taking be proud your getting help your strong and amazing believe in yourself. I love your strenght u will succeed i believe in you
Keep going strong man
Edzio trzymaj się.
I quit pot last week and am done forever
Proud of you man 💪🏻
Billy might be a Sith Lord
He's definitely strong in the force.
I'm really confused about his current looks.
HAHAHAHA!!! This comment made my day
I clicked into the comments because that is an epic thought
Lol
Well done. What a song. Billy, you are pure genius.
This song means more then we can ever imagine long live the people
I can’t believe this band is not listed on one of the best bands of all time
I can, considering they haven't done anything good in over 20 years
I would trade this masterpiece of a song for one less abused child in the world in a heartbeat. But since it can't be done, thank you William.
His voice hasn’t aged a day! To this day I rank this as my favorite single the Pumpkins put out and this just makes it that much better
It doesnt sound the same at all lol what are you on?
@@hawkboy1792
He doesn't have the orchestra behind him, his real talent is composing and writing. He's never had a classically great voice. The burning question is what happened to him as a child?
@The One That Killed U
The lyrics are telling, most aren't really listening. Smashing Pumpkins.
Da fuck are you on? He sounds terrible
@@qfinch1985 shut up tf
Nice to see, he still can sing this song with real feeling. In the most of live versions from last 15 years he looks, like he didn't remember what was he was singing about...
Excelente cancion, descarnada, un himno para todos aquellos que crecimos en dolor, dolor profundo que nunca sanara, solo aquellos que sobrevivimos a eso podrian entenderlo, gracias Billy Corgan, the killer in me is the killer in you
esta canción siempre me ha gustado desde que tenía 17 años,aunque algo deprimente su música me sigue gustando a mis 40 años...😢💙
Rous A A crei que era el unico que le sucedia eso ,siento algo raro dentro de mi que duele , desde la primera vez que la escuche
Me pasa exactamente lo mismo !!!
Can someone translate
Esta es la joya máxima y más elevada de Corgan..
..el dolor por medio de la música, es un hermoso lugar.
@@mariomoran6214 por qué tenemos inclinación por la música con tono deprimente?...no es sano 😕
Can't believe he's in his fifties.
The years burn
He looks in his 60s with stage makeup.
Never can Billy. 😆
Forever unforgotten,......😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤One of the best Songs ever!!!!!
As soon as he started playing the guitar, I got the chills
I Love his MUSIC. Billy is so great…
One of the nest songs ever written with out a shadow of a doubt.
This song is me, is everyone. I’ve never felt a song so deeply and never will.
I was blessed to see Smashing Pumkins many years ago at the Rose Garden Arena in Portland, Oregon. I finally understand why that song somehow has always called me. Thank you Dad
Seen them few times and there is nothing like hearing and seeing this song live... goose bumps everytime.
This song touches the heart and that's why Billy is a legend
The absolute raw emotion of this song gets me for sure. I never fully understood it when I heard them in my early teenage years, but now I definitely do. At the end of the day, we are ALL broken in some way and it takes time to start the healing. Great song, great message, amazing performance.
the years really do burn...
I welcome the tears and the pain. Love you forever, Billy, James, Jimmy and Darcy ! 🔥💘
These times were the Greatest Tymes I ever known the Golden Years how the Tyme just fades and you awake to Disarm
Beautiful, Powerful, Haunting, Genius
I'm a crying pumpkin .
I got chills immediately
Billy brings such emotion with his performances. You really feel it
Saw them in concert for the first time in the summer w/ Green Day. My boyfriend got free tickets from local radio station. Never really paid attention to them growing up. I was so impressed when I heard & saw them in concert! One of my favorite bands now. Almost cried when I heard Disarm and. So good.
Such a beautiful song…. ❤
I need to see this band in concert
This song always hits me hard, then I noticed 1:10. Its a fact, this song hits hard. Love.
Pure lyrical genius, absolute powerful delivery and a timeless message about conquering pain. I remember this album when it was released, and in my opinion one of the best albums......ever. 😎🙏🏾✌🏾❤️👊🏾
@1:09 you can tell at one point in her life she listened to this song while going through some kind of emotional pain/distress. Been there..
Disarm you with a smile What a powerful lyric.
I can’t believe I’m in my 40’s and only of late have I found the Smashing Pumpkins, better late than never though, just wish the songs were easier to play....🎼🎼🎼🎼
This is beyond music....what a genius Billy Corgan
Emotional real song..
Billy is one unique and true artist
well I'm sobbing. thank you for being a voice for the silent, billy. I see you.
Melhor música da melhor banda ♥
Melhor música da melhor banda ♥
Can't believe he's in his fifties.
Melhor música da melhor banda ♥
Can't believe he's in his fifties.
It's quite emotional listening to this, remembering all the day past.. Toward the end, suddenly all that feeling gone because of that TH-cam's ads... WHAT A BUMMER😠
Premium is 11$ a month.....no ads
TH-cam premium will set your feellings free. Totally worth it.
Your the best Billy. A true legend.
Amiga del minuto 1:10,te acompaño y abrazo en sentimiento......RECIEN veo este vídeo 📹........y claro,siempre llego tarde a todo.....pero aquí estoy....❤"MÁGICA"Esta 🎶 canción es Mágica.....❤(pero debo ser honesta,lloré por las imagenes de video que ví de fondo mientras trascurria el vivo)....nostalgia,vida,y sensibilidad ,AMOR...no estuve alli,en el vivo, pero estoy segura que fue ÚNICO........como cada paso que dan❤.....que hermosa la humanidad....ahyyyy.......que MILAGRO....❤
My favorite song of all time
I have no words to describe how talented Billy Corgan is and what a great nosltalgia he brought me back in my adolescence in Brazil, I have lived in Europe for 20 years, and nothing can compare when I lived in Brazil at the time of excellent music like this , thanks smashing pumpkins for providing golden times in my country, thanks again!
quando ele deu a primeira nota no violão eu me arrepiei, quando vi a garota chorar eu chorei com ela.
Gloomy Doomy eu tb cara
Caiu um cisco no olho aqui tb rs
Melhor música da melhor banda ♥
I started crying when I seen that woman crying, unheard stories about this song for her..... this song will always remind of my mother.
you made me cry again 😢 billy corgan..
Well done. What a song. Billy, you are pure genius.
Can't believe he's in his fifties.
damn that girl crying gets me right in the feels
Fxxxing Genius!!! the best song ever
I’d wish he didn’t have to suffer the abuse .....such a powerful song with raw emotions that’s ...the power of music !
taken dickhead
What kind of abuse did he suffer?
@@dormin2749 emotional and physical from one or both parents my understanding
The tour that began here (Camden NJ) on Thursday is the BEST the band has ever been. Only 16 dates so DO NOT miss it. Phenomenal show. Opened by AFI and High Flying Birds! Must see it to believe it!
I was at the Cleveland show
Did Corgan walk-off without an encore after a sensational show, Larry?
I don't know. I started heading out after tonight tonight
Damn what a great performance!
This is just amazing
0:44 song starts
I've been putting off writing a book that I really don't want to but have to. Once I've wiped away these tears I will start it. I hope so much my kids never look back on me the way I do at my parents.
I would speak with Fester if that were Fester, but that is not. That's an impostor. An impostore! A charlatan! A sham! A counterfeit!
- Gomez Addams
So emotional... damn
Goosebumps.
i was so fortunate to attend this tour when it came through Houston, I was holding in the tears. This song just hits so hard live and in person. Keep Rocking Smashing Pumpkins!
Great song
I saw this tour in AZ and I sobbed my eyes out.
Awesome concert. This was great. Gave me chills. Miss the Freaking 90's. : (
This song reminds me to be a good dad to my kids. Thanks BP Corgan.
Real music
That crying woman got me feeling some type of way 😣😢😭
i will cry too
3 years later, still makin' me goosebumps...
One of the great songs of the last 30 years in rock
2 seconds of a scene of a girl crying is making other people cry !!! I am one of them !!!
I wish I had such a happy childhood pictures and videos😮💨
Stupenda con la chitarra con la stella di Robert🖤🎶🎵
Damn I want to give that lady a big hug
say what you want about him but he's honest and the music speaks for itself
I can't help but cry
Siamese Dream has to be on my top 10 favorite albums ever, spiritual experience from start to finish.
Just the first cords almost made me cry
The girl crying destroys me
this song resonates to me in a way bc i just feel nostalgic. mayb the true meaning is different i interpret it to myself after losing my mom last year when she got sick i pushed away all my sadness and put in a mental box and locked it. but i just started to thinkabout her alot and this song just makes me feel about my childhood and the good days but also my shaky house hold. alot of problems growing up that are just pent up in me .
I saw them on this tour in Montreal. When he walked out and opened the show with this song, I almost cried.
i wanted to hate this. as soon as he started strumming: goose bumps.
The bitternes of all who’s left alone...
I bet he is the best father a child could have...
Brilliant
This is the best
Billy Corgan è un DIO!
Love you Billy!!!!