I've been writing bits and pieces for 11 years, it's a great way of getting things off your chest and out your head. even if it's got nothing to do with what you are thinking/worried about.
So glad to hear and see that you are doing so well, Finn. Thanks, as always, for sharing your incredible journey with Us. Your light spirit is a gift to everyone.
You look wonderful Finn. I wish you well in all decisions you have to make. Hoping you will make the best choices for yourself. My positive energy goes your way to sustain good Mental Health. Most of all I wish you and Nat the best on this new journey together. Take Care Buddy
Haha.. Your vids always make my day, more so when your rambling all over the place XD Good to hear the updates and glad things are going well. I still gotta wait for my Local GP to find someone commissioned write prescriptions for T.. such a palaver trying to chase things up (I'm only the 280 bus away from Oxford across the border). Hopefully will be on T soon.. If a get a decent camera i might join in the vlogging since i know watching you and many of the other Guys on YT has kept me sane during hard times.
Hey mate! Glad to cause you hilarity :) My brain is slightly frazzled at the moment ! Ah would be good to see you on T and vlogging!!!! Making vids keeps me sane too....though sometimes its hard to tell..... ;)
Omg your face has changed a lot. You are looking a lot like your brother now and your facial expressions are very similar there's something different that I can't put my finger on your whole demeanour (in a good way of course) I'm glad everything is going well in your career path and that is coming a long. It makes such a difference to your wellbeing knowing your moving forward and making positive steps towards your goals. I'm really pleased for you. I hope that you & your sponsor are getting on. Sorry to hear about your other sponsor. It definitely brings home how careful you have to be not to fall into the trap of relapsing & how easy it can be. So pleased everything in your life is going well.
Cheers Chris. I think the bit of extra weight has changed my face, but i also think Im beginning to lose the baby face and getting a more manly look now....growing up a bit lol! And I know what you mean, I see it too, think its comfort and confidence to be honest, its just increasing everyday, no matter how scary it is that my life is bigger, I bloody love it too! And yes, new sponsor is ace, he was my sponsos's sponsor so I already knew him which makes it easier. My ex sponsor makes me sad, it just shows that it only works if you work it.
oh and I thought of something, friend, as for the "backne"...I have found that coconut oil is helpful. Sounds weird, but a bit of coconut oil (not a ton) puts some oil back in the skin that is stripped from washing with soap, and skin needs oil, and when it is stripped it produces too much oil which causes acne. So adding some anti-bacterial oil back in (coconut oil, has great properties, google it!) actually lessens acne! It's really helped me but of course, hair growing will still make zits, no doubt. I have them, they are not gone at all but such is the price for HAIR! (ps sounds weird that your surgeon would tell you to put on weight so your arms will get fat. That makes no sense actually...when I weighed 260, I did NOT have fat forearms and in fact the rest of my arms weren't much fatter than they are now at a weight of 180. FYI! Your forearms are not going to get fat so I would lose the weight if I were you (unless you like the extra fat in your stomach). You'd have to gain at least 100 lbs in order to get fat forearms!
Ah thank you, l will try that. It's my shoulders more than anything, have some nasty pimples on there :-/ and l agree with you about the weight. I've put weight but it's all on my gut. That doesn't feel right for surgery at all!!!
You look good, and don't worry, physical changes will occur for many more years and you will be able to sing again I'm sure of it. And I don't think you sound monotone at all my friend, you sound great! As for hair, just be patient, first of all it relies on genetics, so you may or may not get a lot more hair but you are early in T and not nearly done with changes my friend. It took me two years to get an actual 'stache that is very visible, and I'm hairy as shit everywhere else. Wait another few years, you may yet be a hairy beast!
I couldn't really sing beforehand to be fair!!! And yes, changes still happening, I am as hairy as hell everywhere else....except my tash lol! Cheers fella!
Lol I was a but screwy in this vlog!!! Its blooming annoying this lack of tash init!! But then we are only wee young boys....maybe in a year or two will have a tash warenting of L'oreal sponsorship...
Chocolate hu,......maybe you need to try some spinach bud so you can get arms like Popeye :/ Good to see you looking so well even with the man flu Wishing you all the best.
I've been writing bits and pieces for 11 years, it's a great way of getting things off your chest and out your head. even if it's got nothing to do with what you are thinking/worried about.
I agree. I write a journal and thats always helped me. I now want to try and put everything together in a book format....or at least give it a go!
So glad to hear and see that you are doing so well, Finn. Thanks, as always, for sharing your incredible journey with Us. Your light spirit is a gift to everyone.
such a lovely thing to say. thank you so much
You look wonderful Finn. I wish you well in all decisions you have to make. Hoping you will make the best choices for yourself. My positive energy goes your way to sustain good Mental Health. Most of all I wish you and Nat the best on this new journey together. Take Care Buddy
Bless you Ethan, thank you so very much
Haha.. Your vids always make my day, more so when your rambling all over the place XD Good to hear the updates and glad things are going well.
I still gotta wait for my Local GP to find someone commissioned write prescriptions for T.. such a palaver trying to chase things up (I'm only the 280 bus away from Oxford across the border). Hopefully will be on T soon.. If a get a decent camera i might join in the vlogging since i know watching you and many of the other Guys on YT has kept me sane during hard times.
Hey mate! Glad to cause you hilarity :) My brain is slightly frazzled at the moment ! Ah would be good to see you on T and vlogging!!!! Making vids keeps me sane too....though sometimes its hard to tell..... ;)
Omg your face has changed a lot. You are looking a lot like your brother now and your facial expressions are very similar there's something different that I can't put my finger on your whole demeanour (in a good way of course) I'm glad everything is going well in your career path and that is coming a long. It makes such a difference to your wellbeing knowing your moving forward and making positive steps towards your goals. I'm really pleased for you. I hope that you & your sponsor are getting on. Sorry to hear about your other sponsor. It definitely brings home how careful you have to be not to fall into the trap of relapsing & how easy it can be. So pleased everything in your life is going well.
Cheers Chris. I think the bit of extra weight has changed my face, but i also think Im beginning to lose the baby face and getting a more manly look now....growing up a bit lol! And I know what you mean, I see it too, think its comfort and confidence to be honest, its just increasing everyday, no matter how scary it is that my life is bigger, I bloody love it too! And yes, new sponsor is ace, he was my sponsos's sponsor so I already knew him which makes it easier. My ex sponsor makes me sad, it just shows that it only works if you work it.
Love your gerbilarium :-)
Brilliant video as always, looking forward to following your surgery.
Thanks my friend :) Its lovley to have 6 furry paws back in my life!!!
oh and I thought of something, friend, as for the "backne"...I have found that coconut oil is helpful. Sounds weird, but a bit of coconut oil (not a ton) puts some oil back in the skin that is stripped from washing with soap, and skin needs oil, and when it is stripped it produces too much oil which causes acne. So adding some anti-bacterial oil back in (coconut oil, has great properties, google it!) actually lessens acne! It's really helped me but of course, hair growing will still make zits, no doubt. I have them, they are not gone at all but such is the price for HAIR! (ps sounds weird that your surgeon would tell you to put on weight so your arms will get fat. That makes no sense actually...when I weighed 260, I did NOT have fat forearms and in fact the rest of my arms weren't much fatter than they are now at a weight of 180. FYI! Your forearms are not going to get fat so I would lose the weight if I were you (unless you like the extra fat in your stomach). You'd have to gain at least 100 lbs in order to get fat forearms!
organic fair trade virgin unbleached coconut oil, btw
Ah thank you, l will try that. It's my shoulders more than anything, have some nasty pimples on there :-/ and l agree with you about the weight. I've put weight but it's all on my gut. That doesn't feel right for surgery at all!!!
You're looking great, Finn :)
Thanks mate! Hope you are healing well?
all healed now :) might be getting revision next year, though.
You look good, and don't worry, physical changes will occur for many more years and you will be able to sing again I'm sure of it. And I don't think you sound monotone at all my friend, you sound great! As for hair, just be patient, first of all it relies on genetics, so you may or may not get a lot more hair but you are early in T and not nearly done with changes my friend. It took me two years to get an actual 'stache that is very visible, and I'm hairy as shit everywhere else. Wait another few years, you may yet be a hairy beast!
I couldn't really sing beforehand to be fair!!! And yes, changes still happening, I am as hairy as hell everywhere else....except my tash lol! Cheers fella!
oh I thought maybe you were a singer beforehand! well all I know is you look, sound and seem very great and happy and I am ecstatic for you!
Kim Dogluv Bless you! :D
"That was my phone.. sorry about that" hahaha! MATE my facial hair is the exa ct same cannot grow a decent tash!!
Lol I was a but screwy in this vlog!!! Its blooming annoying this lack of tash init!! But then we are only wee young boys....maybe in a year or two will have a tash warenting of L'oreal sponsorship...
you crack me up! :)
Why thank you sir ;)
Chocolate hu,......maybe you need to try some spinach bud so you can get arms like Popeye :/
Good to see you looking so well even with the man flu
Wishing you all the best.
But Choclate tastes better ;) Cheers budstar