so many comments about how “vague” she was, and that she left details out. There is an expectation by people who follow this channel that people are going to describe every single detail of their trauma. Voyeurism at it’s finest. The best way to respect these people is to not question how much they are willing to share. No one is entitled to details about somebody else’s life.
Rose i know its hard, but stay strong. We who have been sexually abused as children never forget the emotional and physical trauma. We have to stay strong and never let anyone take our power of self worth away again!! God Bless You
If I’ve learners nothing from these stories it’s keeping loving your child no matter what. Keep them close. Support them fiercely. It matters. Even as young adults!!!!
It’s so hard to find a place you can afford. It’s hard to stay clean and move forward when everything is ready to knock you on your ass again. Stay strong!!❤
I would love to see a part 2 or an update on Rose. She seems like a kind heart. One thing that I hope she remembers is all parents have moments or periods in their life that they are "not there" for the kids. Sometimes it's drugs or alcohol, but sometimes it's emotional issues internally. All adults are human and have their own traumas and issues. Nobody is a perfect parent. I hope she keeps moving forward and continues on the road to the best life that she can❤
100%. I let an older man do the same to me, and from that moment it was OVER. Was never the same after.. i was 17, addicted, using needles, dating a man 10 years older, and had hepatitis C by the time i was 18. Lost my ex boyfriend (the love of my life), and my mom (my bestfriend) to overdoses right before i turned 20 and i am.SO grateful i was clean at that time because i 100% wouldnt be alive right now. That was too painful and till this day im still not the same..i probably never will be. Im 7 years clean now, im a mom myself, and it's still super hard to heal and get over all that trauma but i do anything i can to be a good mama.. my baby will never go through what i did
She's such a nice woman, really nice to hear her... Light face despite the stories... Dear Rose, so common that sexual abuse on young women... everywhere in the world. And after the rebellion, the anger, the black sheep but ... somehow still make mistakes and carvin' for love... in the other. Pfft... again wrong choices, rotten finger... But glad you're here. Maturity, Quantum Leaps and Evolution. People healing their trauma are the best transformers to shape a new paradigm. Keep it in full light. A beautiful soul. Grace.
Rose, you're beautiful! You deserve so much better than an addict of a partner. Work on yourself and get the self esteem you need to chose a good man. Until that, please stay single. Let your son become the man and love of your life ❤️ I wish you the best, stay strong and courageous! You've already been through so much and you're still standing. Still sane! That means you can do the work needed to become what you're ment to be. You've got this, sweetheart!
You don’t know. You don’t know her and you don’t know how amazing it is to hear her speak HONESTLY about her life! Hiding behind that computer screen makes people speak on things they have absolutely no insight on!
Thanks for sharing with us,Rose.I agree,that its extraordinary how sometimes a memory...doesnt even have to be traumatic, is etched into our minds.Im glad you've come this far.Tough lessons ,eh? I wish you and your son only the best.Go well.Thanks Mark.I wish you peace too.🙏🕊️♥️👋🐨🌏🌏xx
Never waste an opportunity to be kind. We don’t know these people. We can either support and encourage or compound their trauma and disempower them even more. Just be KIND. Rose, it’s hard to be strong. It’s hard to do what is the best for you and your son. Every choice matters. Be kind to yourself. I pray that the angels you need, appear. I hope you will return and update us so we can celebrate your happiness and wellbeing. Mark, you are truly GOD-SENT. Thank you.
I agree. Imagine how re-traumatizing it would be to bare your soul on the internet??! She shared plenty!! What do they want, creepy details about grandpa?? That’s sick.
Find something you love to do so much you dont ever wanna stop doing it. Take that and surround yourself with supportive friends & family and live life to the fullest.
My dear u are so legit and i get your story 100% . I think it's also feeling like a person has no one they can trust or will be there for them no matter how well they "show up" I am only speaking from my Toxic experience but so much of your story is part of my own experience. We will all look for that brighter day 😽
I get that there are consequences for every action but i do not get how this is natures way of dealing with it and what benefit comes from it. @@thematriarchy2075
IT'S COMPLETELY DEMONIC & UNFORTUNATELY PEOPLE HV BEEN INFECTED WITH THIS HORRIFIC ATROCITIES SINCE THE BEGINNING😢😢😢😢😢..... DISGUSTING HOW THIS SICK, DEVOID MINDSET EVEN EXISTS!!!!
I know this life . Its very much like my own. Self sabatoge and so many layers of chaos . Flight fight and freeze . Wow this hit on the mark ! Its not bullshit about the memories so early in life and the ramifications of incest . Everything in life is a fight that can lead to wins and lessons of survival
hey rose, from the other side of the world, i could really connect to some of what you said. Thank you. I feel less alone. I hope youre safe and figure this all out.
I definitely won't ever put corresponding with an inmate on my bucket list lol . Rose kind of looks like Madonna before all her plastic alterations and she is fierce and has a good sense of humor !
he didn't abuse her mom? Odd but I suspect he did. There was a girl ( 14ish) in our n'hood. She never came inside our home but would play or talk out front w/other n'hood kids. There was sthing about her, I didn't know what but I wasn't comfortable with my daughter spending much time w/her. My daughter asked if she could stay the night w/her. I said absolutely not. She lived on the corner of the nxt street, so only 4 houses separating us. Eitherway I said no. A few yrs later my daughter told me this girl now 16/17 confessed her grandfather which she lived had been sexually abusing her. I remember thinking they may explain why I had an uneasy feeling. Her behavior wasn't bad, she didnt behave hypersexual like many abused girls. I do wished I'd known. Perhaps she could hv been removed from the home. Im relatively positive her mother lived in the same home. I was super protective over my children. They each had a friend who I felt comfortable letting them stay over. 1 was a little girl around 8ish,who lived w/her grandparents. Older grandparents. They g'dad was our neighborhood president, they'd sit on the porch in the evening like we'll see much older couples do. Yrs later after home computers came out I searched the sex offender registry. Their address ( straight across the street came up, they had passed away by this time) the father to my daughters friend was a sex offender. Explains why grandparents had custody. When I told my daughter this she said oh I know I can remember him being there sometimes! I'm livid. I would bet my life he wasnt suppose to be around his daughter yet the little old grandparents allowed it. Not only allowed it but allowed her to hv company. Watch your babies like hawks. Sometimes that isn't good enough.
There is definitely more to her story. I feel like she went through it so fast. I can relate to a few things she said however she definitely left out a lot. Mark as always thank you, your an amazing soul and Rose thank you for sharing your story
@@londarayray6503 I don't think so, nothing about her gives away an ungenuine feeling, quite the opposite. To me her story is actually believable because it's straightforward, cutting through the bs, and not being so overly detailed.
I visited family last year in Inglewood and California is almost too much. So much to see and I talk a lot so coming from Pittsburgh I talked to A LOT of people. I met a pimp who wore way too much cologne. I woman who lived in a RV just parked on the street, lots of ladies of the night...and dont get me started on alllllll the liquor store owners.I was drained at the end of each day but I cant wait to go back. It really feels like after meeting someone you take a little piece of them with you.
idk I really resonated with Rose, Even though it’s like not the same circumstances im in, but her strength reminds me so much of my dearest cousin (whose a lot like a big sister to me). Mad respect to this woman, I see the demons she’s battling & i’m rooting for you, Rose!!
very photogenic... the black and white was beautiful... I bet Mark started in photography...my daddy was a professional photographer with a store named Photique... I love the black and whites...
Oh lady it’s from not feeling worthy of love and protection as a child, we grow up thinking that treatment is all we deserve and it’s also familiar and easy to fall back in that pattern. That’s been my lesson. And at times god knocks us down to our knees until we are forced to look up to the sky and find him for our soul again. When you find your place that comfort security and safety will become the new addiction. I also decided my son is the love of my life. That safe unconditional accepting love is with our kids. So we heal so they don’t have to. Good job lady keep going
I am weeping listening to you my Rosebud! I have never been more proud of you and I am so excited to be able to watch you pick yourself up and dust yourself off time and time again! I love you and your FACE! Keep speaking the truth! I’m always here for you! ALWAYS
Incest is such a horrible epidemic in this country. It’s more common that people realize too. Which is very sad. For those that aren’t aware- grandfathers and uncles are actually the most common perpetrators of sexual abuse in families. Also, I’m hardly into the video, so I apologize if she says this later, but her brother was likely sexually abused by the grandfather as well. Sexual abuse is typically generational and happens within and to, multiple family members. Most young adults/kids who abuse, are victims themselves…
Yup! She's being vague but I eventually pieced it together with her timeline. And all I have to say is, I hope her son doesn't go down that road as well. Sounds like he's been through a lot just from her telling her story.
I hope you really do find a good place in Santa Monica and have a moment to catch your breath. I moved east and would give so much to somehow get back to Santa Cruz. It blows me away the cost of living back at “home” again. Thoughts literally spin out of control. Wish I had the guts you have.
I still don't know her story. I would have like to hear more about the former inmate and how he impacted her life. I'd also like to know more about her future dreams.
I had to get out of a truck one day where my best mate suicides and his son thought I was his Dad once he seen the truck so telling a kid "I'm sorry I'm not your Dad" yet holding him like I was as he was only 8 and our families were close. That was hard. Telling my 2 kids at the ages of 8 and 10 their Mother isn't going to make the weekend from Cancer, worst conversations I've ever had in my entire life
Lets do a poll , If you had a perfect childhood put a 1 , if you had trauma and abuse in your childhood put a 2 . My #2 . Sending healing light and love to all . Remember you are strong, beautiful and worthy.
#1 for me , I'm legit shocked at the amount of adults that were sexually abused and abused as a kid..it's so sad 😢 I thank God I didn't have to endure that, but I feel so sad for the people who did,it's heartbreaking
I cant imagine speaking about personal trauma in a such a public way where you open yourself up to possible even probable unkindness. Ya know the old saying. If you cant say something nice dont say anything? Its a pretty good standard to live by. People share what they can, when they can, how they can. For someone to complain about that, even critique that is insane to me.
So sorry sweetie! Thank you for sharing your pain. I can relate so much. Incest is a really dusgusting event. Yes fondlers do not just appear. The supposed mother, father, bro and extended fondlers upon me suoer duper early.
I am so sad because of how much I love this person, ROSE/AMANDA, and yet it wasn’t enough to keep her sober and away from using. She chose the needle over me and I wish she gets clean so that she can be the person who everyone here believes in & wishes her the best. Drugs will make u turn on those who love u the most and will make u lie about anything especially to save face and make u look good in to everyone who believes your lies. I WILL MISS YOU AND WILL PRAY FOR US TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN, WHEN U R READY TO GET CLEAN AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE WITH SOMEONE WHO TRULY LOVES YOU IN SPITE OF ALL THE PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED.
I've known people in my past that weren't drug addicts when they were young and would judge all of the addicts in the circle and we would warn them not to judge! Then the tides turn, kids grow up and drop habits and low and behold i run into these people and at 40-50's they decide to pick up drugs late in their life and are going as hard or harder than the people they judged!!!
Here I am never smoked , never used drug , dont drink alcohol last 15 years , dont drink coffee and have multiple health problems . How these people manage to live after all of this stress and addictions
So her maternal grandfather was her abuser. What are the odds that he sexually molested his own daughter as well as his daughter’s daughter. Who molested the older brother from the previous marriage - we can only guess. Did her mother give up cocaine and is she remarried? In other words, if her son is staying with “her parents,” is he in a safe environment? It’s SO complex - and we are left with so many unanswered questions.
I think that's the one thing I wish people would understand - it changes you forever.... and in every way. Your life takes on this sort of journey of discovery as you really work to understand those different ways- every new interaction, new relationship you learn the way YOU do those things is different than others..... the struggle is really the race against time: will you figure out WHY ......before you do something destructive while just trying to cope.. . . . the proverbial emotional streetrace occurring internally ALWAYS. Our two halves. As you get older, you get better and "destruction" wins a lot less ......but it's a life long race. Those of us who make it- us Victors.... . know these truths: the two halves of ourselves forever changed, and how long the road is.
I feel sorry for Rose. There's a certain amount of sadness that lives within her. I'd like to think she does the best she can??? She's not well but not great either. I wish her luck.
The problem with interviews with people still battling problems is that they tend to have little perspective. What she went through as a kid was horrible, but she is still shattered by the experiences and has made bad decisions to make it all worse. It was good to hear that she is aware of her shortcomings, but she still has too much work to do to talk about it right now.
Trauma is a s.o.b. , it Re wires your brain and then the addiction to soothe the pain ,only to eventually feel like you’ve been hit by a train. Best wishes on your healing ❤️🩹
You're what my gen wld call 'a smart cookie.' Despite everything you've been thru, you're keeping it together. You'mentioned you work, you got a car and you're going to look until you find a place - hard as it may be. It's never easy. Sometimes I think the system wants to shake as many of us off the tree as possible. Hold on! You can.
So many woman get involved with the wrong guy. Remove her from that guy and anyone who knows him and she will see her worth and find a better way to spend her time.
Mark, I'm enjoying your channel - VERY much. Your views on forgiveness provoke a question: How is your stamina about forgiveness when the violation continues to/in your present (now), and doesn't seem to have an end in site, the violation being unethical and continuous even at your best effort to stop and correct it (and not self inflicted)? How do you handle that? I NEED to know. Thank you.
🤔I think Rose kind of missed the opportunity to tell her story. Everything was so vague, I'm wondering if all she said was even the truth. Don't know, maybe it was just me that thinks this.
@@izzydeadyet7336ikr. Just skimmed over important facts that would have made a difference in her "story." And maybe even helped in healing for herself or help for another that went thru similar
I'm not sure what she was talking about half the time. I'm not even sure if she is even clean. The first thing I look at is a person's hands. Hers were very red. That's usually a good sign someone is using a needle. Who knows. She talked a lot but didn't say much....
Mark ✌️ ❤️. I love you work. I often find myself wondering quite often. When these peoples birthdays are. 😊 What's their Sign Here's to a Blessed weekend
You are so easily charmed I can tell Mark. She reminds me of that cop who got busted having a relationship with an inmate.. they both have sadness about them for sure, but oh the charm.... You both are the type of people wo go looking for love, in all the wrong places. Don't realize what you deserve. ( this is just what my intuition says I am not a psychic not do I think I know everything. So I could be way wrong.. But my intuition likes to piece people/places/together & in general aren't we alike all over?.. Just my" random "observation I guess you could say)
Omg you guys, I’m not saying crack is gross and meth isn’t. They’re both gross. I just never tried crack. You crackheads need to stop letting a total stranger trigger you so hard. Sheesh
I always find it strange when people create a hierarchy of drugs..." oh no .never crack...but crystal thats ok" ..you are generally screwed no matter which habit you pick up...but wish her the best
Omg you guys, I’m not saying crack is gross and meth isn’t. They’re both gross. I just never tried crack. You crackheads need to stop letting a total stranger trigger you so hard. Sheesh
This is probably a weird comment, but the entire time I was super irritated by the smacking sound while she was talking. It sounded like she had a dry, sticky mouth or something. Maybe I was the only one that noticed the sound but I figured I’d see if anyone else noticed and was put off my it. Other than that sound I enjoyed the video and I hope she stays strong and I will pray for her and her son.
goes to prove, that divorce can be a very devastating effect on young children. it is not what you do to your spouse,but what you do to your children. it can be tragic, leaves long lasting scars, it can lead to poor self-esteem crime, drug use, drug addiction. a life of dire consequences. i know ,for t my children suffered greatly. i was a father not involved in any use or illegal activity. go figure.I thank God that my two children finally did well. marriage,work,children.. i have great children...
so many comments about how “vague” she was, and that she left details out. There is an expectation by people who follow this channel that people are going to describe every single detail of their trauma. Voyeurism at it’s finest. The best way to respect these people is to not question how much they are willing to share. No one is entitled to details about somebody else’s life.
Exactly
Agree
Isn’t that the point of these interviews?
@@kriscole9009 No. The point is to share personal experiences at a level that the person sharing feels comfortable doing. Not more than that.
Thank you!
Mental and emotional scars are far worse than physical. I'm 58 and still deal with struggles over sexual abuse. Stay strong dear lady, stay strong!
Me too exhausted by trying to cope
My heart goes out to you Rose. I admire you for your courage in every step to recovery. So many things resonated with me. You are not alone.
"It changes your life forever, doesn't it?". Said with so much truly healing compassion. Thank you so very much @softwhiteunderbelly Mark Laita
He's doing more for them than you ever will.
Rose i know its hard, but stay strong.
We who have been sexually abused as children never forget the emotional and physical trauma. We have to stay strong and never let anyone take our power of self worth away again!!
God Bless You
That is a strong human being right there.❤Thank you, Mark
If I’ve learners nothing from these stories it’s keeping loving your child no matter what. Keep them close. Support them fiercely. It matters. Even as young adults!!!!
That’s what I take from these videos. They have definitely made me a better parent
It’s so hard to find a place you can afford. It’s hard to stay clean and move forward when everything is ready to knock you on your ass again. Stay strong!!❤
Thank you Mark, and Thank you for speaking out Rose
I would love to see a part 2 or an update on Rose. She seems like a kind heart. One thing that I hope she remembers is all parents have moments or periods in their life that they are "not there" for the kids. Sometimes it's drugs or alcohol, but sometimes it's emotional issues internally. All adults are human and have their own traumas and issues. Nobody is a perfect parent. I hope she keeps moving forward and continues on the road to the best life that she can❤
I hope her son doesn't get addicted to Anything. Sending prayers to him.
100%. I let an older man do the same to me, and from that moment it was OVER. Was never the same after.. i was 17, addicted, using needles, dating a man 10 years older, and had hepatitis C by the time i was 18. Lost my ex boyfriend (the love of my life), and my mom (my bestfriend) to overdoses right before i turned 20 and i am.SO grateful i was clean at that time because i 100% wouldnt be alive right now. That was too painful and till this day im still not the same..i probably never will be. Im 7 years clean now, im a mom myself, and it's still super hard to heal and get over all that trauma but i do anything i can to be a good mama.. my baby will never go through what i did
She's such a nice woman, really nice to hear her... Light face despite the stories... Dear Rose, so common that sexual abuse on young women... everywhere in the world. And after the rebellion, the anger, the black sheep but ... somehow still make mistakes and carvin' for love... in the other. Pfft... again wrong choices, rotten finger... But glad you're here. Maturity, Quantum Leaps and Evolution. People healing their trauma are the best transformers to shape a new paradigm. Keep it in full light.
A beautiful soul. Grace.
Thank you so much for this ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
I resonate so much with her and her story. I love her self awareness and the way she talks. I just want to hug her!! I hope her and her son are well☮️
Rose, you're beautiful!
You deserve so much better than an addict of a partner.
Work on yourself and get the self esteem you need to chose a good man.
Until that, please stay single.
Let your son become the man and love of your life ❤️
I wish you the best, stay strong and courageous!
You've already been through so much and you're still standing.
Still sane!
That means you can do the work needed to become what you're ment to be.
You've got this, sweetheart!
Rose, you're a survivor. You're a champion. You're an inspiration. Keep kicking ass.
I dunno she kindof sounds like shes lying
Umm I’m not but ok
She’s STILL KICKING ASS!!!
You don’t know. You don’t know her and you don’t know how amazing it is to hear her speak HONESTLY about her life! Hiding behind that computer screen makes people speak on things they have absolutely no insight on!
@@freebee8221she’s not it’s my moms
As a Brit I can’t help but love her self deprecating humour. I really like this lady. I wish she’d talked for longer.
Yes! My self-deprecating humor turns so many people off! 😂😂
Thank you for sharing your story, Rose. You seem like a very sweet person. You remind me of my sons fiancés mother.
Thanks, Mark, have a great day💜🙏
Thanks for sharing with us,Rose.I agree,that its extraordinary how sometimes a memory...doesnt even have to be traumatic, is etched into our minds.Im glad you've come this far.Tough lessons ,eh? I wish you and your son only the best.Go well.Thanks Mark.I wish you peace too.🙏🕊️♥️👋🐨🌏🌏xx
Never waste an opportunity to be kind. We don’t know these people. We can either support and encourage or compound their trauma and disempower them even more. Just be KIND.
Rose, it’s hard to be strong. It’s hard to do what is the best for you and your son. Every choice matters. Be kind to yourself. I pray that the angels you need, appear. I hope you will return and update us so we can celebrate your happiness and wellbeing.
Mark, you are truly GOD-SENT. Thank you.
I agree. Imagine how re-traumatizing it would be to bare your soul on the internet??! She shared plenty!! What do they want, creepy details about grandpa?? That’s sick.
I like this lady bug She is a fukn warrior Keep doing good hunny I’m 68 and still fighting
Find something you love to do so much you dont ever wanna stop doing it. Take that and surround yourself with supportive friends & family and live life to the fullest.
Always be teachable, fantastic on so many levels!! Go girl!!
This girl is gonna make it.She’s connecting her problems to her childhood.
My dear u are so legit and i get your story 100% . I think it's also feeling like a person has no one they can trust or will be there for them no matter how well they "show up" I am only speaking from my Toxic experience but so much of your story is part of my own experience. We will all look for that brighter day 😽
It makes me sick to my stomach to know that many of the people who do this to kids had it done to themselves, i cannot wrap my head around it.
Of course you can, it's the cycle. From chaos doesn't come tranquility.
I get that there are consequences for every action but i do not get how this is natures way of dealing with it and what benefit comes from it. @@thematriarchy2075
IT'S COMPLETELY DEMONIC & UNFORTUNATELY PEOPLE HV BEEN INFECTED WITH THIS HORRIFIC ATROCITIES SINCE THE BEGINNING😢😢😢😢😢..... DISGUSTING HOW THIS SICK, DEVOID MINDSET EVEN EXISTS!!!!
I know this life . Its very much like my own. Self sabatoge and so many layers of chaos . Flight fight and freeze . Wow this hit on the mark ! Its not bullshit about the memories so early in life and the ramifications of incest . Everything in life is a fight that can lead to wins and lessons of survival
I relate to your story so much, rose. Thank you for sharing.
hey rose, from the other side of the world, i could really connect to some of what you said. Thank you. I feel less alone. I hope youre safe and figure this all out.
Good morning mark ! You are amazing ! Your voice is so soothing
shss so artickulut
😣Imagine having to decide between being bullied or being molested….
And the bullying is the worst choice. Stay strong Rose.
Imagine not having a choice. You just have to tolerate both, along with much worse things.
I definitely won't ever put corresponding with an inmate on my bucket list lol . Rose kind of looks like Madonna before all her plastic alterations and she is fierce and has a good sense of humor !
How can your grandfather sexually abuse his granddaughter, that’s so messed up,
It happens quite often actually.
More common than we realize. They did it to their kids, then grandkids. Sickos.
Unfortunately mine did!!! Really fkd me up!! Very traumatic!!!😢
he didn't abuse her mom? Odd but I suspect he did.
There was a girl ( 14ish) in our n'hood. She never came inside our home but would play or talk out front w/other n'hood kids. There was sthing about her, I didn't know what but I wasn't comfortable with my daughter spending much time w/her. My daughter asked if she could stay the night w/her. I said absolutely not. She lived on the corner of the nxt street, so only 4 houses separating us. Eitherway I said no. A few yrs later my daughter told me this girl now 16/17 confessed her grandfather which she lived had been sexually abusing her. I remember thinking they may explain why I had an uneasy feeling. Her behavior wasn't bad, she didnt behave hypersexual like many abused girls. I do wished I'd known. Perhaps she could hv been removed from the home. Im relatively positive her mother lived in the same home.
I was super protective over my children. They each had a friend who I felt comfortable letting them stay over. 1 was a little girl around 8ish,who lived w/her grandparents. Older grandparents. They g'dad was our neighborhood president, they'd sit on the porch in the evening like we'll see much older couples do. Yrs later after home computers came out I searched the sex offender registry. Their address ( straight across the street came up, they had passed away by this time) the father to my daughters friend was a sex offender. Explains why grandparents had custody. When I told my daughter this she said oh I know I can remember him being there sometimes! I'm livid. I would bet my life he wasnt suppose to be around his daughter yet the little old grandparents allowed it. Not only allowed it but allowed her to hv company. Watch your babies like hawks. Sometimes that isn't good enough.
You are awesome. Keep it up... you are worthy and deserve greatness
I'm so sorry 😞 😔 I am happy that you are currently doing well.
Thanks for sharing your story Rose, I hope you figure things out for your sons sake ❤
Great interview…thank you for sharing your story with us…🙏😘❤️
There is definitely more to her story. I feel like she went through it so fast. I can relate to a few things she said however she definitely left out a lot. Mark as always thank you, your an amazing soul and Rose thank you for sharing your story
I feel like she's Makin it up while she goes like some people like sympathy
@@londarayray6503 I don't think so, nothing about her gives away an ungenuine feeling, quite the opposite. To me her story is actually believable because it's straightforward, cutting through the bs, and not being so overly detailed.
@@londarayray6503 I have to agree with you 💯
@@londarayray6503 I have to agree with you 💯
@@londarayray6503 I have to agree with you 💯
Rose, I see your truth and hear you. I believe you, your story is important.
always be teachable, very good lesson. we can always learn from every person and event
Gm Mark be safe, storm is hitting hard!
I visited family last year in Inglewood and California is almost too much. So much to see and I talk a lot so coming from Pittsburgh I talked to A LOT of people. I met a pimp who wore way too much cologne. I woman who lived in a RV just parked on the street, lots of ladies of the night...and dont get me started on alllllll the liquor store owners.I was drained at the end of each day but I cant wait to go back. It really feels like after meeting someone you take a little piece of them with you.
idk I really resonated with Rose,
Even though it’s like not the same circumstances im in, but her strength reminds me so much of my dearest cousin (whose a lot like a big sister to me).
Mad respect to this woman, I see the demons she’s battling & i’m rooting for you, Rose!!
🎉Mark n fam, thanks for ALL you do for the human species 💓 its greatly appreciated by some❤ safe travels❤
very photogenic... the black and white was beautiful... I bet Mark started in photography...my daddy was a professional photographer with a store named Photique... I love the black and whites...
You never looked Mark up, his work i mean?
@@thematriarchy2075oh, I'd say not! Lol!
@@thematriarchy2075 omg I just looked it up… lol… I had no idea…
@@semmavilleNo offence, at all, but to me that's strange, to not check who's "house" you are in. Anyway, enjoy all his work
@@thematriarchy2075 no offense taken because its not strange at all. I view tons of youtubes daily and don't research the creators. That's normal...
That would be a great title for a book. It definitely catches your attention.
It really would!
Oh lady it’s from not feeling worthy of love and protection as a child, we grow up thinking that treatment is all we deserve and it’s also familiar and easy to fall back in that pattern. That’s been my lesson. And at times god knocks us down to our knees until we are forced to look up to the sky and find him for our soul again. When you find your place that comfort security and safety will become the new addiction. I also decided my son is the love of my life. That safe unconditional accepting love is with our kids. So we heal so they don’t have to. Good job lady keep going
Love and respect to the Sis! 🫡
She puts on a good interview
Good luck Rose 🌹
I am weeping listening to you my Rosebud! I have never been more proud of you and I am so excited to be able to watch you pick yourself up and dust yourself off time and time again! I love you and your FACE! Keep speaking the truth! I’m always here for you! ALWAYS
She now into smoking BLUES/M30’s. So wish her luck with FETTY right around the corner.
This is yet another one where the comment section will be creepier than the person interviewed.
Incest is such a horrible epidemic in this country. It’s more common that people realize too. Which is very sad.
For those that aren’t aware- grandfathers and uncles are actually the most common perpetrators of sexual abuse in families. Also, I’m hardly into the video, so I apologize if she says this later, but her brother was likely sexually abused by the grandfather as well. Sexual abuse is typically generational and happens within and to, multiple family members. Most young adults/kids who abuse, are victims themselves…
Good morning, Mark!😊
Have a safe trip mark. God speed 😊
She's is very beautiful. I hope things work out for her and her chilld.
Thanks Mark.
Her child stays with her parents? Wow. The cycle continues
Yup! She's being vague but I eventually pieced it together with her timeline. And all I have to say is, I hope her son doesn't go down that road as well. Sounds like he's been through a lot just from her telling her story.
How many times have we seen that on SWU? Very common
deadbeat mom
I hope you really do find a good place in Santa Monica and have a moment to catch your breath. I moved east and would give so much to somehow get back to Santa Cruz. It blows me away the cost of living back at “home” again. Thoughts literally spin out of control. Wish I had the guts you have.
I still don't know her story. I would have like to hear more about the former inmate and how he impacted her life. I'd also like to know more about her future dreams.
I had to get out of a truck one day where my best mate suicides and his son thought I was his Dad once he seen the truck so telling a kid "I'm sorry I'm not your Dad" yet holding him like I was as he was only 8 and our families were close. That was hard. Telling my 2 kids at the ages of 8 and 10 their Mother isn't going to make the weekend from Cancer, worst conversations I've ever had in my entire life
Lets do a poll , If you had a perfect childhood put a 1 , if you had trauma and abuse in your childhood put a 2 . My #2 . Sending healing light and love to all . Remember you are strong, beautiful and worthy.
#1 for me , I'm legit shocked at the amount of adults that were sexually abused and abused as a kid..it's so sad 😢 I thank God I didn't have to endure that, but I feel so sad for the people who did,it's heartbreaking
#1 for me too. I was lucky to have a great childhood, raised in beautiful New Zealand. Sending love and healing vibes to all those who need it.
#2 Trauma forsure. Evil adults in my childhood who took that innocence away from me.
I cant imagine speaking about personal trauma in a such a public way where you open yourself up to possible even probable unkindness. Ya know the old saying. If you cant say something nice dont say anything? Its a pretty good standard to live by. People share what they can, when they can, how they can. For someone to complain about that, even critique that is insane to me.
So sorry sweetie! Thank you for sharing your pain. I can relate so much. Incest is a really dusgusting event. Yes fondlers do not just appear. The supposed mother, father, bro and extended fondlers upon me suoer duper early.
I am so sad because of how much I love this person, ROSE/AMANDA, and yet it wasn’t enough to keep her sober and away from using. She chose the needle over me and I wish she gets clean so that she can be the person who everyone here believes in & wishes her the best. Drugs will make u turn on those who love u the most and will make u lie about anything especially to save face and make u look good in to everyone who believes your lies. I WILL MISS YOU AND WILL PRAY FOR US TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN, WHEN U R READY TO GET CLEAN AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE WITH SOMEONE WHO TRULY LOVES YOU IN SPITE OF ALL THE PAIN YOU HAVE CAUSED.
I've known people in my past that weren't drug addicts when they were young and would judge all of the addicts in the circle and we would warn them not to judge! Then the tides turn, kids grow up and drop habits and low and behold i run into these people and at 40-50's they decide to pick up drugs late in their life and are going as hard or harder than the people they judged!!!
I love the most valuable lesson, always be teachable. That is something I have learned with age lol.
I really wonder what Johnny Casper has been up to? I'd love to see him here again
Here I am never smoked , never used drug , dont drink alcohol last 15 years , dont drink coffee and have multiple health problems . How these people manage to live after all of this stress and addictions
There’s help for bpd. Don’t be afraid to get the help that you really need to feel better.
Mark, help her get a 2br apartment for her and her kid in Santa Monica! She deserves some selfless attention after what she's been through!
Yes! Not Rebecca!! Thanks Laita
Rebecca is human, let’s not forget 😔
I like watching Rebecca, Mark did say in a recent video of Rebecca, that he was only going to post her videos on Sunday afternoons from now on
@jaepcam cut that shit out and grow tf up, Rebecca is human like we all are.
So her maternal grandfather was her abuser. What are the odds that he sexually molested his own daughter as well as his daughter’s daughter. Who molested the older brother from the previous marriage - we can only guess. Did her mother give up cocaine and is she remarried? In other words, if her son is staying with “her parents,” is he in a safe environment? It’s SO complex - and we are left with so many unanswered questions.
Going for the jugular is a BPD trait for sure.
She is so smart and articulate. I'm rooting for you Rose!! ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
Trauma changes us all, Then when u live to tell your story its amazing when ur still living thru it. It's hard to live with it, what to do now
I think that's the one thing I wish people would understand - it changes you forever.... and in every way. Your life takes on this sort of journey of discovery as you really work to understand those different ways- every new interaction, new relationship you learn the way YOU do those things is different than others..... the struggle is really the race against time: will you figure out WHY ......before you do something destructive while just trying to cope.. . . . the proverbial emotional streetrace occurring internally ALWAYS. Our two halves. As you get older, you get better and "destruction" wins a lot less ......but it's a life long race. Those of us who make it- us Victors.... . know these truths: the two halves of ourselves forever changed, and how long the road is.
I feel sorry for Rose. There's a certain amount of sadness that lives within her. I'd like to think she does the best she can??? She's not well but not great either. I wish her luck.
The problem with interviews with people still battling problems is that they tend to have little perspective. What she went through as a kid was horrible, but she is still shattered by the experiences and has made bad decisions to make it all worse. It was good to hear that she is aware of her shortcomings, but she still has too much work to do to talk about it right now.
Bless her heart! 🙏
Always be teachable
Rose... stop while you still have a beautiful face and smile. I am almost six months clean. You can do it girlie.
I am clean but thank you so much for the care
Unfortunately she isn’t nor hasn’t been clean. Super sad. I’m sure she will be one day. God Bless her.
Trauma is a s.o.b. , it Re wires your brain and then the addiction to soothe the pain ,only to eventually feel like you’ve been hit by a train.
Best wishes on your healing ❤️🩹
You're what my gen wld call 'a smart cookie.' Despite everything you've been thru, you're keeping it together. You'mentioned you work, you got a car and you're going to look until you find a place - hard as it may be. It's never easy. Sometimes I think the system wants to shake as many of us off the tree as possible. Hold on! You can.
Would be informative if family and friends were interviewed.
So many woman get involved with the wrong guy. Remove her from that guy and anyone who knows him and she will see her worth and find a better way to spend her time.
Beautiful lady ❤ ‼️
Mark, I'm enjoying your channel - VERY much. Your views on forgiveness provoke a question: How is your stamina about forgiveness when the violation continues to/in your present (now), and doesn't seem to have an end in site, the violation being unethical and continuous even at your best effort to stop and correct it (and not self inflicted)? How do you handle that? I NEED to know. Thank you.
She’s the kind we need to help get into an apartment, not Rebecca
Rebecca loves the audience
🤔I think Rose kind of missed the opportunity to tell her story. Everything was so vague, I'm wondering if all she said was even the truth. Don't know, maybe it was just me that thinks this.
There wasnt much to the story at all
@@izzydeadyet7336ikr. Just skimmed over important facts that would have made a difference in her "story." And maybe even helped in healing for herself or help for another that went thru similar
No I agree with you 💯 and made a similar comment
I'm not sure what she was talking about half the time. I'm not even sure if she is even clean. The first thing I look at is a person's hands. Hers were very red. That's usually a good sign someone is using a needle. Who knows. She talked a lot but didn't say much....
Do you know why it makes a person's hands turn red?@@jenniferthacker4231
Rose you are having such a loveable and wonderful aura! Stay strong. Lots of love from Eva
Mark ✌️ ❤️. I love you work. I often find myself wondering quite often. When these peoples birthdays are. 😊 What's their Sign
Here's to a Blessed weekend
Gemini
You are so easily charmed I can tell Mark. She reminds me of that cop who got busted having a relationship with an inmate.. they both have sadness about them for sure, but oh the charm.... You both are the type of people wo go looking for love, in all the wrong places. Don't realize what you deserve. ( this is just what my intuition says I am not a psychic not do I think I know everything. So I could be way wrong.. But my intuition likes to piece people/places/together & in general aren't we alike all over?.. Just my" random "observation I guess you could say)
The disdain for crack but the affinity for crystal meth is...interesting.
Omg you guys, I’m not saying crack is gross and meth isn’t. They’re both gross. I just never tried crack. You crackheads need to stop letting a total stranger trigger you so hard. Sheesh
I always find it strange when people create a hierarchy of drugs..." oh no .never crack...but crystal thats ok" ..you are generally screwed no matter which habit you pick up...but wish her the best
Omg you guys, I’m not saying crack is gross and meth isn’t. They’re both gross. I just never tried crack. You crackheads need to stop letting a total stranger trigger you so hard. Sheesh
I can't resist clicking vague titles😅
This is probably a weird comment, but the entire time I was super irritated by the smacking sound while she was talking. It sounded like she had a dry, sticky mouth or something. Maybe I was the only one that noticed the sound but I figured I’d see if anyone else noticed and was put off my it. Other than that sound I enjoyed the video and I hope she stays strong and I will pray for her and her son.
It seems alot of these people just really need to get there story off there chests and out of there heads, sad story.
Can`t hear her half of the time.
goes to prove, that divorce can be a very devastating effect on young children. it is not what you do to your spouse,but what you do to your children. it can be tragic, leaves long lasting scars, it can lead to poor self-esteem crime, drug use, drug addiction. a life of dire consequences. i know ,for t my children suffered greatly. i was a father not involved in any use or illegal activity. go figure.I thank God that my two children finally did well. marriage,work,children.. i have great children...
Oh and No U are probably not the Problem! At least not the full of it Babe! STAY STRONG! coming at u from Coastal Maryland!!