Fentanyl Addict interview-Jenny
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- Soft White underbelly interview and portrait of Jenny, a fentanyl addict in Hollywood, California.
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JENNY!!! Please call your mom!! Tell her the truth, tell her you love her, be honest with your children, tell them you love them!! You can beat this!! I’m praying for you!!❤️🙏
Well said. Prayers going up.🙏💖
Jenny, I’ve seen so many of these interviews. I’ve cried, I’ve laughed and with yours, I did neither. I just sat here in awe of you. In awe of your strength and intelligence. You are a different kind of smart. Mixed with your personality, it’s the “change the world” type of smart. Im sincerely rooting for you, and I’m proud of the woman you are and the woman you are going to become.
Cassandra, Amen to that.
Id couldnt have said it better cassy my love
Totally agree with everything you have said. A formidable woman! I hope you get the opportunity to escape this life if addiction Jenny. Know your worth. 🙏
@@MSDA0224 sweet jesus you are beautiful denise 🤗❤, forgive me farther i want to sin
@@Redneck3610 many thanks for your kind words 🙏
it’s all about perspective. i really enjoyed hearing Jenny’s story and hope she has joy in her life despite the horrible things she’s been through
Nope
Without therapy for the damage and trauma she suffered as a child, proper sustained help for her addiction and a safe place to live how can Jenny move forward?
The root of her problems lie in the dreadful abuse she suffered as a child. That happened because her mum had to work all hours, forced to leave her child with increasingly unsuitable people because there’s no safety net of support for families in poverty. There’s no value given to so called unskilled jobs and people are treated like cattle. Meanwhile not many miles away from Jenny live people drowning in wealth and privilege where the most ridiculous examples of this type ie the Kardashians, utter phrases such as “women should just get off their f…ing asses and work”. because “ no body wants to work today”. It makes me want to scream.
The question also that needs to be asked is how did the men who inflict violence on children and women get to this place where they feel entitled to hurt others? . The common thread in these stories are abusive, intolerant men and their utter disregard for the dignity or well being of others. Jenny is an amazing articulate woman who deserves better.
There is no social justice.
This breaks my heart. She's clearly a lovely human being, very articulate, passionate, and honest. I've known addicts. They are as various in nature as all people on this planet, good, bad and otherwise. But this woman was lovely to listen to. Thank you Jenny for sharing your story. I honestly hope you find your way back to your family in some capacity. It's clearly something that would bring some joy into your life. All the best.
Jenny, I’m from Illinois, I know where you were brought up and I’m sorry for the conditions and for the things that happened to you.
As someone who could be your mother at 59 can I ask you, please call your mother she worries constantly about you.
You said your worst fear was to die alone.
What if your mom died and you called her one last time to talk and she was gone?
Call to tell her, I love you Mom.
I’ll call you back next week, time doesn’t wait.
You’re so fortunate to have family.
I have one person in my immediate family so as a mother yourself, please call your own mom she’s deadly worried.
Jenny, you are worthy. I'm 52 and 7 years sober. There is Hope. Sending so much your way
Congratulations💪🎉
Congratulations.
Way to go Kat! I'm also 52 and I will be 4 years sober next month.
It's never too late, all the best to you.
@@laurie2968 Way to go, So proud of you.✋
Congrats Kat, that is so awesome! These testaments give addicts hope ❤️
Jenny, i hope you‘re reading this… please call your family! Call your mother and call your kids! They love you! There‘s still hope you can turn your life around! 💪🏻❤️
Jenny, you got this. You really, really do.
My fave interview so far. She really needs to be prioritized. She's genuine and honest and hopeful. I'm observing her intelligence amidst a very raw deal.
This women just seems so likeable and she’s definitely intelligent I pray she finds the strength to get off the drugs and has a healthy happy life ,I believe in you Jenny you can do it
She has been through so much. I really feel like she can turn her life around and be there with her kids. I wish her the best truly. Most importantly, call your mother, even if you don't know what to say.
Her mother might turn against her!! Stay AWAY
Thank you Mr. Laita, again for the insight. It's so damn important for people to watch these videos. A lot of good people that get into bad situations can be quick to judge on the outside. Your videos simply bring out the truth.
Ms. Jenny, I hope you all the best in this choatic universe that produces unfortunate circumstances. Thank you for your story and having the courage to relive it now with us!
Yes this is exactly how I feel. I always revisit this page when I’m stressed or find myself upset about someone close to me that battled mental illness or other life issues including “using”!
So much love and respect. I went off fentanyl after being on it for over 4years for medical reasons but the terrible process (Oregon is the worst for getting help) of going off of it was so unbelievably hard. You love are worth it, your peace of mind, strength and love of your family. It's never too late.
The thing that jumps out at me about Jenny is that she even though she's been victimized throughout her life she doesn't seem bitter. I hope she can find treatment, she has a lot of years left if she does
Jenny, I hope you watch your episode and look at yourself and know your smart , look fit, honest , pretty, and have integrity.
To search inside of your heart and know your children will live a healthy life with someone else for the time being, takes courage.
I hope you find yourself to know you deserve better .
You still have time to move your life in a new direction..
Love Australia
This is one of the most real interviews I've seen. Sometimes you wonder what is real and what isn't when listening to the stories. There was no doubt about this one. I see so much potential in Jenny!!! Please do a follow up here. I truly believe she can do amazing things in this life and in this world! Jenny is So incredibly well spoken and genuine. My heart goes out to her
Jenny hearing your story was difficult. Im 37 and it sounds like we have been through very similar things and i can remember feeling the same way when i was using. The hardest conversation i have ever had was when i told my mom i was pregnant and a herion addict. I was so ashamed. But it was the best thing i ever did. We are so close now because of it. Im now 4 years clean. We do recover and you can too. With love and support you can achieve sobriety and recovery. I will pray for you. You deserve a life you can be proud of and your girls deserve u. Be honest with your mom and your kids. Once you heal and forgive yourself they will too.
Such a warm soul despite her circumstance. Beautiful inside and out. I could listen to her tell stories all day! I hope she gets the leace she deserves.
This has to be one of the best interviews thus far. I really wish her the best and will add her into my prayers.
I had shame too that kept me away from my family for years.
But I finally swallowed my pride and faced what I thought would be anger and 'disowning' me.
They were so loving and glad I came back, surprise!.
There's no worse thing then not knowing how or where your child is, if u are a loving parent at all...
I hope her mom sees this.
Hurry home!
A very sobering interview. What a human tragedy. I want so badly for her to succeed. The ball is in her court. I sincerely hope she has the strength and the courage to pull herself out of this death spiral she is in.
Jenny call your mom and stepdad. Call your kids! Say what you can and please don’t give up. Sending love !
I've just listened to some tapes I recorded back in the 80s after going on one of his courses, the Man was Paul Solomon and the 3 tapes were called Prosperity 1,2 and 3. All on TH-cam. He covers everything I've ever heard from people on this channel. 'The Chain Much Be Broken' before any healing can take place , which includes Loving Yourself.
Well said .
I had to make a decision, in relation to family and it was hard but the chain needed to be broken
Really like your comment .
Love Australia
Her sad smile is heartbreaking.
Dear Jenny. Call your mom. She will be so happy to hear from you. Try to let the shame go. SOOO much healing can happen when you two speak again. Wishing you all the best. You can do it.
Whoa I am stunned she’s only 37. Amazing how drugs can age a person so rapidly. Jenny is very intelligent. Praying she will overcome her addiction. She has so much to offer.
White folks age heavy especially when they're on drugs
I thought she was actually than 37
She's really well spoken. I hope things turn around for you, Jenny.
Your story is so heartbreaking I started crying and tears are still in my eyes cause I relate so much you’re so strong you have the power to change your life I believe in you
This poor woman is really hurting. It's not her fault all this happened.
Some of it could have been prevented, like choosing the men she stays with. She knew they were bad men and even one got her pregnant on purpose. Then she felt forced to give up her kid bc she couldn't take care of it.
After childhood we do have a choice not to keep making horrible decisions.
@@randymarsh9488 you sound like a lovely person
All the people that blame her for her bad choices can't imagine an early life like she's had.
@@katie8325 no I sound like a pragmatic person I don't live in a fantasy world like you do. I know the truth hurts some people but it's the reality of life. Like Mop pet said below me, we all have the choice to make our own decision when being adults. One of my good friends got out of a long abusive relationship and hasn't dated those types of men again. I do commend he woman for giving up her children because that's not usually what happens. Hopefully her kids are being properly taken care of, I would hate to see the same cycle repeat.
How could I send her a few bucks Mark?? This one hits hard. Thanks for what you do ……this channel is amazing
He has go find me on his site
Fund
@@kellietaylor9913 you can edit a comment by touching the 3 dots to the right, kellie
Do not send her money! Wanna send someone money? How about her kids that myself, my wife, and her parents are helping raise. Half the stuff she said in this video is a lie.
Jenny, if you see this, your children need you! I just lost my sister to a fentanyl overdose last week and she left behind two beautiful children, who will now grow up without their mother. I know you don't want that for your children and your family. You seem very smart and intelligent, change for YOU and your children. We're all rooting for you
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Dear Jenny - IT IS NOT TOO LATE. As someone who has been a runner and has my heart broken over and over by a runner - my hope is that you find a way to contact your Mom and Step-Dad while you can. ❤️
I love your interviews - they are important human stories you film but this interview with Jenny has got to me the most … she is intelligent and articulate and I feel her pain - I really hope she can get some help and be with her children again
Jenny, you’re beautiful. Your family would be happy to hear from you, that call to your mom could help lift a little of the shame you’re feeling. If you could connect with her and heal some trauma through coming together and getting counseling. If your mother could acknowledge what happened to you as a child and you both move through it, life could be different. I believe in you.
My brother Is a heroin addict & he lives In self pity & I can’t abide It. He’s done some bad things over the years to feed his habit. Jenny Is an addict yes but behind that I see a very Intelligent kind hearted person
When ever you think your life was bad watch this
Jenny really seems like a nice woman. I hope the housing situation finally comes through for her.
A nice woman that’s 8 months pregnant during this video and doing drugs. She’s a POS and half the stuff she says is a lie.
We do recover!!!! All encompassing addict!! Sober for almost 3 years! I have had sobriety before! This time I pray it will be for good! I have become a marathon runner! I have done so much work on myself, my self esteem! We are worthy! Good luck and I truly mean that!!!
Jenny you are incredible. I hope you can get yourself up and out of this situation as there is so much you could do with your intelligence and communication skills. ❤️
Sending ❤️ Jenny, get well, call you mum. Your mum and step dad will show you unconditional love.
Jenny!!! You're wonderful! Call your mom. Call your kids. Be honest. 100 percent honesty will get you so much more in life than shame and guilt. You're important. You have a purpose here. You're going to get clean and help others with your wisdom❤
Jenny ❤ you've got it to come out of your current situation. Having the strength to go into the unknown is hard, but it's worth it!
Hi Laurie, I'm Krish!🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧
I too am from Illinois.
She can do this!!
Be accountable and tell your family the truth....they love you and will be happy to hear from you imo...you are still alive and so are those you care about.. . It is the holiday season. ..get to a phone and contact your mom and be open with her... Just my suggestion.. .
Best to Jenny...
THIS WOMEN NEEDS SOME GRACE!! SHE DOESN'T WANNA HURT HER FAMILY BUT THE DRUGS AND LIFE STYLE HAVE HER HOSTAGE... I HAVE ALMOST 7 YRS CLEAN GRL IF I CAN DO IT I PROMISE YOU CAN !! DAMN I REALLY HOPE SHE MAKES IT OUT MAN !!!
Poor girl I grew up 10 minutes from her and we're the same age... Please get better girl ❤
✝️✝️ She's been through so much trauma. Sweetie I'm sending you so much love & the biggest hugs from
🇨🇦Alberta, Canada🇨🇦 ♥️♥️
I live about 20 minutes away from where she lived. And she is correct. Gary is a very bad area now. It used to be many years ago a nice place, now it's the Getto.
I hope she can get help. 🙏🙏
She could be my child. I'm trying to save my daughter she looks just like mine.
Jenny hasn't hit rock bottom yet because she is a fighter. She has so many talents she will never uncover unless she gets help. She must first want it for herself.
I pray she can earn her family's trust back. She wants family and repeats it over and over. Please Jenny if you see this, please get help. It's not too late and you have a lifetime to get back. You look like my daughter and this Mother knows you can do it. Just like my Brandy. You have to want it. Good luck Jenny.
I can’t even stop smoking I couldn’t imagine how hard it is to stop something like this
Thank you for sharing your story. Thank you Mark for giving her the opportunity to do so. I wish i could help her and anyone who is facing life alone, lonely, broken and the ones who as intelligent as jenny who has self sentenced their own life as a "failure". Be kind the souls on your left, right, front and back. Their life could've easily been yours... love and light to anyone who needs it right now. 💜
Bless this lady she hurts so much. I pray she is able to get clean and move forward and be happy. You can tell she's a very smart lady.
*Her kids, 13 and 16 years old 😥That hurts her so much, also the relationship with her mom. She's been through a lot **21:16** There is hope. Don't give up.*
Jenny, love your beautiful self enough to get out of this lifestyle and get back to your family. On top of all your problems, you will have deep regret not seeing your mom or kids. You can do this. I see a smart caring and beautiful soul within you. Please Jenny, do this for yourself first and your family. I'm praying for you Jenny. Hugs!!
The one thing she said that resonated with me was that, 'everyone is afraid of change.' The truth is, not everyone is. I can remember being afraid of change at one point. I just wanted to continue doing what was familiar to me. Until the pain got severe enough. And then I knew something had to change. I was very fortunate to have been in a place where I had opportunities to be exposed to folks who had already gone through enormous change and they were willing to help me find the change that I needed and wanted. I suppose that was key. At that point I truly wanted to change. Pain is a great motivator but shame is a great disabler. I hope that one day Jenny finds it inside of herself to seek the help she needs and find the motivation to change her life. ✌❤🙏
Every human being is valuable and deserves to be treated with dignity and love . These interviews show the human being and not the addict. Thanks to all of you
I really hope she calls her mother. As a mom of an addict, which we haven’t spoken to in almost 6 years, I can tell you that I’d give anything to hear from her. There is no shame in wanting to talk to your mom, she loves you… even through the good, bad and ugly of this disease. I’m praying for you sweetheart 💜
Stigma and Shame are as damaging as the drugs themselves!!! Please don't judge yourself this way..you are a beautiful intelligent lady.. with survival skills most people could never fathom! Call your family and accept the love you so deserve.
This lady looks so sad, I really feel for her. I hope she manages to get better. Best of luck to you Jenny.
Oh Jenny my heart aches for you. Please reach out to your family. I'm certain your step-father will understand. Do it for you, and for them. It's not too late. Be as honest with your family as with this interview. Tell them you were ashamed and you didn't want to interrupt their lives. CALL YOUR FAMILY!!! If they will take you back they will forgive you. Don't let your children continue to wonder about their mama. Your have a GREAT MOM!!! Eventually the haunt of what happened to my child? Was there anything I could have done? Your children are reaching out to you!!! PLEASE JENNY REACH OUT to YOUR FAMILY. Start with a text. Phone call. YOU CAN DO THIS.. The best of luck to you.
breaks my heart when these people always only cry or break down when talking about their kids 😢❤
This Jenny is so intelligent and sensitive. She is not like any female I’ve seen here. I just hope she can defeat this drug and get the good life she deserves. God bless her.
Oh baby girl! I hope you are clean by now. You so rightly deserve a beautiful and better life. Rooting for you! 🙏🏻💕🙏🏻
23:14 "What emotions do you go through now ... are you depressed?"
Jenny's answer of "very" doesn't surprise me, simply based on (my assumption) that she doesn't:
1) eat healthy, and
2) probably doesn't eat *enough*
And if she has genetic SNPs on top of that (like MTHFR), she needs specific types of B vitamins, which are critical for energy production and for the brain to work properly.
Even though she has been through absolute crap, you can see the angel within ,she is lovely
Jenny is so well spoken. Hope she can get herself out of that lifestyle a.d reunite with her daughters and family...
Jenny you are so worthy,you are intelligent and self aware. I cried listening to you. Please call your family and try to get help.I wish you the best,you can overcome this.
Jenny, please call your mom and talk to your kids. They just want to hear from you and you’ll feel so much better. I’m so sorry this happened to you, you have to work through your trauma. I’m a recovering alcoholic/addict and I’m trying so hard to be a good mom and person. There is always hope just believe. You’re a beautiful woman.
Get it together girl. Lost nephew to addiction. It's never to late to be clean. For yourself, your kids family, help is there. You are worth it.
It can be done. My partner of 19 years is a recovering heroin addict. He's fallen off the wagon twice during our years together. Once for 3 months, once for 9 months. Suboxone recovery after...tough to get to zero/clean but it CAN be done. He's 63 this year. Clean, and we are happy. We keep chickens, walk our dog, grow veg. It really can be done. Not often, but it IS possible with a loving non- using person ( lover, parent, friend, support home) and a suboxone support clinic and, for him, N.A.
Oh Jenny I would so love to see you break free of your addiction to drugs. You strike me as an authentic soul and I could imagine being your friend. You are trying to be self sufficient even as you try to exist on the street. I think if you got the right support you could break free of that which burdens you. You have already proved to be a survivor. Iam sorry you have suffered such horrendous abuse in your life. You deserve to thrive, you deserve to have loving support, you deserve peace on this earth. For what it is worth I will pray for you from this day forward. Bless you.
Loved Jenny! She has all the potential to leave this lifestyle just needs a little push. (like the rest of us in dif ways)
When she said she got accepted into the art institute, I burst into tears. Girl, you have god inside of you, there is so much more. I love you. Follow your dreams.
Jenny you are loved. You are inspirational. May Jesus capture you and may you be blessed
I realized watching this interview, that I watch these to search for reasons why someone I loved deeply just walked away..I thought they just wanted the streets more than our family. Jenny explained alot. I pray she finds the strength to love herself again
Just curious how being predominantly black has to do with it?? Maybe I missed something
I’m not a very emotional person but as a mother, I shed a tear right along with Jenny when she spoke about her children 💔
I Love these videos! There so REAL! Thank you for that! It shows the side of things that everyone else assumes they know... but it's more clear.. pure hearing it directly like this! It's important for people to hear this!
I am really touched by this interview. She seems so genuine and wants to change. Mark please 🙏 help her.
As a woman from middle east i think American society is falling apart struggling with addiction child abuse and homelessness.. Actually i appreciate the fact that i have conservative family that takes care of me
Yeah be a slave to the islamic patriatchy. That's a good plan...
@@MrKorton what you know? Just being Eslamophobic and egnorant.. I speak two different languages and work as a CEO in a great trading multinational company.. We dont drink or kick our childrens out untill tgey are ready and strong and our parents are the best!!!
@@moonwhispers36 dream on 🤣😂
You have absolutely no compassion, go back to your country and see how great you have it!
Extremely intelligent women!! She's the type of women that would've been a CEO had she not gone through the shit she did or suffered from addiction. She's a smart cookie.
Jenny we have a lot in common I never thought I could get sober today I have 18 yrs sober and I’m married to a brilliant man who is a very talented Doctor ..You too can get clean but you must take the first step call your family and agree to go to rehab the rehab will ween you off slow ..Your Mom sister n children need you !! Our family isn’t here forever .Don’t waste any more time
Jenny,you’re so beautiful and smart!You could still and you must change you life!For God
sake J K Rowling wrote Harry Potter when she was 44 so please don’t give up!Call your family and ask for help and do your best!
I’m Milena from Bulgaria and i wish i could be your friend!Love❤️
Also me
Dear heart, thank you for sharing your life experiences. I'm gutted to hear yet another avoidable tragic story. You are a victim of your childhood perpetuated by an ignorant, incompassionate society. I'm praying you get the help you so deserve. You are smart, strong, beautiful....you can do it even though it's so hard due to a lack of services and the freaking roadblocks and strings to get it. Ty Mark, please keep these testimonials coming to open peoples eyes and change the systems. Child advocacy, drug education/ prevention and treatment, mental health services, parenting education, and reconcilliation programs for parents in recovery to reunite with their kids and families. I'm 52 sober 25 yrs. I had support, resources, the desire to get clean. I'm lucky, blessed and pray the same for ALL.
Jenny, if you are reading this I want to say how brave and strong you are and Im so so sorry for all the pain and trauma you have gone through in your life. It is understandable that you turned to drugs in an effort to feel better and escape your pain, and now it seems it only led to more pain and you are feeling stuck in this terribly painful place w no way out. But you have a good heart and want good things for your family and for yourself too. I will be praying for you and whatever you believe or dont believe I have been surprised many times at the power of prayer and I hope you might just experiment w it and ask for help, and see what happens. I understand how you feel shame to contact your mom and your girls but i hope that you will and let them know you love them and tell them where you are, let them know how you are, from the heart just like you shared here. I know they will be so happy to hear from you. You need help to get to a better place and i hope and pray you find a way to turn things in a better direction for yourself. Just find that one little thing you can do each day to turn things around or to make your life just a little bit better. Reach out for help. You deserve it! and you can do it! You are very strong. Be brave and get well soon. 💗 much love to you!
Please talk to your mom and kids. It's breaking their hearts. Time is passing. Time is lost and never comes back.
I was raised in Gary IN…….keep your head up,,,, keep striving to live well
I hope she gets better, I am recovery addict 33 years old, since I got better and sober, I could not imagine how hard it would be to repair all that is broken. And lonelines in sometimes so hard. I hope she gets better. She is beautifull person.
You are A smart and smooth Soul ❤️🙏 good Bless you
Instead of giving panhandlers money I always give them my prayer… I’ve been an attic myself and I cannot by any means find myself nor can I find the will to enable. God bless and I hope she finds help.
Jenny -
You have such an amazing energy radiating from within. You are the definition of a survivor. You've made it through some truly shocking circumstances. Keep fighting.
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Girl, you are a beautiful soul. I am hoping you have spoken to your mom. I think you are tired of running. Put the abuse and molestation behind you and be kind to yourself. Get you and your boyfriend off drugs …I think you are ready now. Please don’t risk yourself anymore. I could just put my arms around you watching you. I wish you every success in your journey ….who wouldn’t want you in their life, you are a special, beautiful girl. Make the rest of your life a life you want to live. Get off the streets asap. Be happy. Love you 💞
Jenny, you are loved. Such a beautiful and truthful person. It takes such bravery to be open, raw and honest. I completely understand addiction, "functioning".
My heart is with you. You are a highly intelligent woman. In my experience doing these things is an effort to quiet the brain, then everything that seems golden turn to shit :((
Keep loving yourself and your family. There is no formula for "better", do the best you can every moment, every day. 💞
She is absolutely beautiful. Inside and out. Her soul....God I felt this so deep. I pray you get clean. You deserve it. Blessings to you. ❤🙏🏼
Jenny you are so intelligent and well spoken. You deserve so much better. Get away from men, do it on your own. Lots of love and prayers to you!
Courageous lady. Bless you for giving your girls good life. Not easy to do.
Jenny, have you ever thought about trying a methadone clinic? There are a lot of addicts who are able to transition to methadone replacement therapy and can function so much better. I don't know if California has help with paying for it, but it's really helped a lot of people who haven't been successful quitting cold turkey. Then eventually you can taper down off that slowly. Once you are stable.
I wish you all the luck!
You are an absolute PILLAR! It’s never too late to talk to your moms, “Clean or NOT” It might give her the opportunity to at least love you how she can. It sounds like you’ll really regret denying your Mother‘s chance to have a relationship with you - regardless if it’s awkward at first. It’s never as bad as what we build it up to be. That’s why we laugh at ourselves after - how scared were for much less than it was worth. You’re a very articulate person and I would love to bump into someone as pleasant as you. We’re all not perfect specimens. I wish you so much continued strength and healing. ❤️
Wow...she is your best friend, your sister, your cousin, your mom. You are too wise for this girl! Hoping you can break free! You deserve it and you're worthy!!! 💖
Mental and verbal abuse can b worse than physical abuse. I grew up with mental and verbal abuse and I’ve seen about eight therapists, tried lots of anti depressants and still suffer from anxiety, depression and ptsd, but life is better now
Jenny, you deserve so much more than what you are accepting in your life. You have to own it, no one can do it for you.
Sad she has no good memories as a kid. Couldn't imagine. Lord guide her in the right direction 🙏
Ok....silence of the.lamb to the shearing...( eyewitness) c.gw p
I hate seeing how puffy and inflamed their hands get from using!!
She seems like a lovely lady