losing my mom

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  • เผยแพร่เมื่อ 12 ส.ค. 2020
  • hi guys, i’m sorry this is so late at night. I was just nervous to post since this is the most raw i’ve ever been. but I was told that if sharing my story helps with even one person, then it’s worth it. I want to be real with you guys so here it is, me showing my thoughts and emotions and how i’m trying to cope I love y’all and can’t thank you enough for the support, especially now.
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  • @GretchenGeraghty7
    @GretchenGeraghty7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +545

    Love you so much Anna!! I know your momma & my dad are watching over us and so proud of us in heaven💛

    • @kendall8428
      @kendall8428 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      so true 💕

    • @nadiaproks3060
      @nadiaproks3060 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @nadiaproks3060
      @nadiaproks3060 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @tysonchonzena6809
      @tysonchonzena6809 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      My mom passed away this morning it hurts so much and it was unexpected my mentality was like mom was made iron I knew she had a weak body but I still thought I had alot of years left with her right now I'm torn apart

    • @djkreigline2760
      @djkreigline2760 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Djk34💖💝💘😍 are you single how old you are

  • @cambellhess3584
    @cambellhess3584 3 ปีที่แล้ว +545

    this brought me to tears. i’m so beyond sorry anna. sending endless prayers to you and your family. 💛💛💛💛

  • @avawhite9419
    @avawhite9419 3 ปีที่แล้ว +341

    you are so strong anna!! we all love u!!

    • @velinahawken658
      @velinahawken658 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Your so strong!! Sending my love and prayers for your family!!💕

  • @selcdf
    @selcdf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    My mom died one week ago. I’m scared and broken. I dont want to be alone.

    • @beckeytalamantes209
      @beckeytalamantes209 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @cove9791
      @cove9791 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      your not alone god is with you through every step of the way ! turn to god ! ask him to help you heal ! Pray to him he will help you ❤️ Stay Stronggg

    • @maddysmith1825
      @maddysmith1825 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Co Ve yessss and make sure you capitalize the g

    • @maddysmith1825
      @maddysmith1825 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i’m so sorry girl i can’t even imagine your pain wow turn to God and he will always be with youn

    • @mayaallison6275
      @mayaallison6275 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      you got this! you are so strong and you are not alone. god is good and there are many people in this world going through this with you! hoping the best for you💗

  • @KiaraMadisen
    @KiaraMadisen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +202

    Sending you and your family so much love. You can just tell your mom has such a beautiful light that shines through her smile. I know she must be so proud of you 💕

  • @lexicave9637
    @lexicave9637 3 ปีที่แล้ว +239

    my heart goes out to you and your family. praying for you and i know you’re strong enough to get through it. i hope you have a wonderful night beautiful ❤️❤️❤️

  • @elisenicole3713
    @elisenicole3713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    Losing a parent to any sickness or illness is one of the worst pain to ever go through. I pray grace, love and peace for your family Anna. I can tell your mother was a complete angel 🧡

  • @Woahitssierra06
    @Woahitssierra06 3 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    anna, i lost my dad 9 years ago tomorrow to liver cancer. it gets easier to grieve but that feeling will never go away. i’m 21 and to hear your story helps me find comfort in such a terrible situation. we are strong. we are fighters. and although neither of us know each other, we’ll get through this together❤️

    • @jennahrodriguez
      @jennahrodriguez 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I lost my dad to lymphoma cancer when I was in elementary and I’ll be graduating college next year. I still remember him everyday. It doesn’t get easier, you just learn to adapt to their absence. “God wouldn’t put you through something hard in your life if he thought you weren’t strong enough to get through it.” ♥️

    • @danielm5441
      @danielm5441 3 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @leighahbracken8402
    @leighahbracken8402 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    I lost my dad when I was 7 so Ik how u feel but he was rlly crappy and a horrible dad. I’m happy u got to have good memories with her and it rlly strong♥️♥️

  • @paigewarren2024
    @paigewarren2024 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I lost my mom suddenly in January 2019 so I understand how you feel. it’s been a year and a half and it still feels as raw as it did when I first found out she died. you’re so strong.

  • @xxdevonnn24xx
    @xxdevonnn24xx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I lost my mom to cancer when I was 19 & she was sick for a year and a half. Our stories are strangely so similar. I literally felt like I was listening to myself talk.

  • @torilaubach3338
    @torilaubach3338 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    aww anna im so sorry. this is so hard! But you are SO STRONG

  • @peytonray5040
    @peytonray5040 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Your positivity is inspiring. The words "there's nothing more we can do" are the most gut wrenching words you will ever hear. I am so sorry for your loss. It seems like the best people are always the ones to be taken too soon. Keep your head up and keep inspiring others. I will be praying for you.

  • @elliefoley4623
    @elliefoley4623 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I lost my mom when I was 10 years old to breast cancer the last few weeks were the hardest and she wasn’t able to speak. It’s been 7 years now and it gets better and makes you want to live your life for them ❤️❤️ So sorry this had to happen to you ❤️❤️

  • @Balonishell
    @Balonishell 3 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    My condolences. I'm so sorry for your loss.

  • @laurel9931
    @laurel9931 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    literally the strongest person ever. ur mom seemed like the best person out there:) i’m so sorry for your loss💗💗i love you anna:)

  • @LeilaOstria
    @LeilaOstria 3 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    I cried watching this - i'm SO incredibly sorry this happened. Sending you and your family every ounce of my condolences

  • @hopelorraine5337
    @hopelorraine5337 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Im so so sorry for you’re loss ❤️😢🙏🏽 sending prayers you’re way

  • @imsexyanduluvme09
    @imsexyanduluvme09 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Wow I’m so sorry that’s really sad 😔

  • @Celeste_Hernandez17
    @Celeste_Hernandez17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’re so strong! You will be in my prayers and I hope you and your family are doing well love you💞

  • @natalieboyd9028
    @natalieboyd9028 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awh I’m sorry for your loss 💜

  • @davidacer4291
    @davidacer4291 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    She’s forever in your heart. May God rest her soul...

  • @loulouisnard2996
    @loulouisnard2996 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m so sorry for your loss and I pray that you’ll get through this! You’re beautiful and strong!!❤️ ❤️❤️

  • @kaitlinjohnson6626
    @kaitlinjohnson6626 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    The fact that I cried for 28 minutes and 37 seconds... girl. You are so strong. Even tho I never knew you or your family personally, I KNOW just from hearing you talk about your mom that she is SO proud of you. Praying for you. 🧡

  • @NasreenK
    @NasreenK 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so so sorry for your loss, sending so much love your way❤️

  • @kkylieebrookee_
    @kkylieebrookee_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i’m so sorry, girl you got this 💗 we love you

  • @diannahughes2544
    @diannahughes2544 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    you are so strong!! sending prayers and love to your family❤️

  • @candelalara3239
    @candelalara3239 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm so sorry, praying for your whole familiy, I am going through a similar situation and It really helps to know that I am not alone and that other people feel sad too

  • @audreypayor5629
    @audreypayor5629 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    aw i’m so sorry 💞💞

  • @haileyshea293
    @haileyshea293 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg I feel so bad for you I can’t even imagine losing my mom. Stay strong.

  • @cierranicolenicholson
    @cierranicolenicholson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I am so sorry about your mom ,stay strong!!!

  • @TheKalea4
    @TheKalea4 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    you are oh so strong. I could not imagine the half. prayers and love being sent out to you

  • @brooklynluke9676
    @brooklynluke9676 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow this is so heartbreaking. i am so sorry for your loss. ur family is in my thoughts and prayers

  • @ashlynmclean4827
    @ashlynmclean4827 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    ily Ana! I’ll be keeping your mom and fam in my
    prayers! Loosing some one close to you is rlly hard you are so strong! Ily bby❤️✨

  • @haileyjones6250
    @haileyjones6250 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    you’re so so so strong❤️ i can hear the pain in your voice 🥺🥺jesus loves u and so do we, its gonna get better❤️

  • @marleighcouncill4626
    @marleighcouncill4626 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You are so strong! Keep pushing! You got it!

  • @peninabokobza1538
    @peninabokobza1538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im so sorry for you're loss, May she rest in peace. love you stay strong!

  • @mallorygreene8347
    @mallorygreene8347 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    girl i'm crying for you, you're so strong! always thinking of your family❤️

  • @Grace-eo1tn
    @Grace-eo1tn 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im so sorry! You are so kind and amazing! Im glad you got good memories with her! I LOVE U!❤

  • @taylorshumadine3661
    @taylorshumadine3661 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    your so strong and brave for posting this, sending you so much love

  • @jordantaylor2239
    @jordantaylor2239 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m so so sorry. You are so strong... I can’t even imagine. Makes everyone realize how blessed they are. You are such an amazing girl. Love you please stay strong ❤️

  • @ashleyrob1nson
    @ashleyrob1nson 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    you and your family are so strong. prayers to you all. love you!

  • @kcvlogs7023
    @kcvlogs7023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry this happened to you this made me realize that I should spend every lucky moment I have with my loved ones! I love you and sending prayers!

  • @shalomespinosa2172
    @shalomespinosa2172 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    sorry for ur loss! so strong, keeping u and ur family in prayers! 💕💗💖

  • @katiemeyer8768
    @katiemeyer8768 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i’m so sorry, i’m praying for you and your family. sending love your way❤️

  • @phoebefaulkner365
    @phoebefaulkner365 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending all my love to you and your family❣️

  • @amadabehappy1486
    @amadabehappy1486 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Prayers on this difficult time 🙏🏻 sweetie 🙏🏻 she’s your angel

  • @brooklyntapp
    @brooklyntapp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i’m so sorry for your loss. this video brought me to tears. i’ve been praying for you since the day you announced that she had cancer. you are so strong for this. stay strong and you will continue to be in my prayers💕

  • @aidenr208
    @aidenr208 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m sending you so much love and my condolences 🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @GardenOfGracebykayyy
    @GardenOfGracebykayyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for talking about this ...
    🥺✨ my condolences. It has taught me to appreciate the time I have with my family that is alive !

  • @brooklynluke9676
    @brooklynluke9676 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this made me so emotional, your mom seemed like a wonderful woman i am so sorry. god bless u and ur family

  • @kyliemott8600
    @kyliemott8600 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    you’re so strong❤️ i’m so sorry you have to go through this

  • @bayleeallen4793
    @bayleeallen4793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your mom is so beautiful ❤️ She is watching over you right now and is gonna be soo proud of you!

  • @rachelmbaker8344
    @rachelmbaker8344 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You and your family are so strong! You are so loved❤️ I’m so sorry

  • @jaynalebrasseur1445
    @jaynalebrasseur1445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Praying for you and sending you love. Stay strong Anna❤️❤️

  • @shaynafoster128
    @shaynafoster128 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Praying for you and your family, I’m so sorry for your loss💗🥺

  • @tea292
    @tea292 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m sorry❤️❤️ losing someone close to you is so hard but I promise it will get easier❤️

  • @taylorpegg___4790
    @taylorpegg___4790 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    It’s not fair for anyone to lose their life so young, my heart goes out to you and your family ❤️

  • @katherinejohnson2287
    @katherinejohnson2287 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can’t even begin to know how you feel. I’m sending all my love and prayers💗

  • @daniellaacosta6156
    @daniellaacosta6156 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You are unbelievably strong! I’m so sorry you’re going through this, my prayers are with you and the rest of your family❤️

  • @lillyl338
    @lillyl338 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    God bless you Anna! You are so strong you’ll get through it!❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @JennaJ12
    @JennaJ12 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Bless your heart, Anna. I can’t imagine your pain. I’m so sorry for your loss, you’re in my prayers❤️

  • @ivismesa6515
    @ivismesa6515 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    my heart goes out to you! you are so strong, praying for you & your family ❤️

  • @noellewatson614
    @noellewatson614 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    so sorry for your loss sending love and prayers your way🙏🏻❤️

  • @juicygirl38
    @juicygirl38 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    praying for your family!! breaks my heart to see this :(

  • @casicarawan85
    @casicarawan85 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    sending you so much love and prayers, you and your family and friends and are SO so strong💕💕💕

  • @EricaGuimbarda
    @EricaGuimbarda 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So so sorry for your loss❤️ praying for you & your family

  • @alexjblue1951
    @alexjblue1951 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    wow, you’re so strong anna!!! sending prayers, light, and so much love!!! i am so sorry!!! we love you!!! 🙏🏼❤️

  • @abbyleigh7693
    @abbyleigh7693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    you are so strong praying for you and your family

  • @razazdieu7301
    @razazdieu7301 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss 🙏 stay strong

  • @ashleyodell8226
    @ashleyodell8226 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    She sounds like such a beautiful soul may she rest in peace. Thanks for being brave & sharing your emotional experience it truly helps others.

  • @Bahdudiejehehe
    @Bahdudiejehehe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    your are so strong for making this video so soon 💕 prayers for you and your family

  • @anikam9589
    @anikam9589 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    im so sorry for your loss anna, you are very strong !!! we all love u !!!

  • @kb-hc2sm
    @kb-hc2sm 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Stay strong and keep pushing ✊ your mom watching from above would be nothing more than proud of you along with the rest of your family. Just stay focused and determined and good things will happen you helped me get more determined to do things that I thought I couldn’t do. You got this

  • @mars_7935
    @mars_7935 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You’re so strong,we are with u and we love u so much 🥺💞

  • @angienseliema3403
    @angienseliema3403 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    My condolences! You’re such a great and strong person, keep shining. God bless you and your family!

  • @isabeldima
    @isabeldima 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i'm so sorry for your loss. my heart goes out to you and your family.

  • @hannahk651
    @hannahk651 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh my gosh I love you and I’m so sorry I know it’s hard you are so strong I love youuuu!

  • @allysonhughes5868
    @allysonhughes5868 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending so many prayers & love your way! You are so strong, never forget that! We love you so much!

  • @diyabhakta1360
    @diyabhakta1360 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My heart completely goes out for u and ur family ❤️ I’m praying girl, I know how you feel ❤️❤️

  • @joycarney5689
    @joycarney5689 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg I’m so sorry I’m praying for you and your family girly 🙏🏾 🙏🏾🙏🏾 stay strong your is the sweet person and strong person

  • @jessicabailey333
    @jessicabailey333 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    so strong, this must be painful in ways i can’t imagine. praying for you and your family! ❤️

  • @lifewithcheryl
    @lifewithcheryl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I love you Anna!! hearing you talk about your mom, I see so much of her in you. You are so strong and such a light in the world. She will forever be your guardian angel and I know that she's so proud of you. Praying for you always.

  • @taylorhamilton9327
    @taylorhamilton9327 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    You’re so strong. You inspire me💗 you’re gonna do big things and your mom is so proud of you

  • @olivialeigh752
    @olivialeigh752 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    aww anna 🥺 i’m sorry that you’re going through this right now. you’re right that we never think it’ll happen so soon. i’m praying for you, your heart is so sweet and i know that each day is different. your story is going to help others! and it is impacting everyone who watches it. love u anna, thank u for being real and raw with us. 💗

  • @cove9791
    @cove9791 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so sorry this happened ! rip to your beautiful mother ! STAY Strong and Pray for Strength ❤️

  • @addisonjones12
    @addisonjones12 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    so sorry for the loss ❤️:)

  • @irelandrich7720
    @irelandrich7720 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    you are sosososo beyond strong anna!!!! i cant believe this has happened to you and your family. i’m sorry. your mom sounds like she was an amazing mom. stay strong. forever praying for you and your family. i love you sm. 🤍💓🥺🙏

  • @maddiecaherly847
    @maddiecaherly847 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    It means so much to hear your story, I hope you know we love and appreciate how strong you are!❤️

  • @hcshcsdazzle
    @hcshcsdazzle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Praying for you and your family! You are SO STRONG and can make it through this!! love you Anna ❤️

  • @lexilekander
    @lexilekander 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So so so sorry for your loss. your family is in my thoughts and prayers. Stay strong❤️

  • @livinlavidamama5845
    @livinlavidamama5845 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My chest hurts because I can literally feel the pain in this video. You are so strong and you can get through this ❤️

  • @amaiyazachery
    @amaiyazachery 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i can’t even imagine how difficult this is to go through. i’m so sorry you don’t deserve to go through this kind of pain ever. we’re constantly praying for you and your loved ones. we love you so much honey! i hope you’re doing okay. 🥺❤️

  • @jordanaweiss9452
    @jordanaweiss9452 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    this brought me to tears. I am so sorry for your loss. you are so strong!

  • @annierose6556
    @annierose6556 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m so sorry🤍 I can’t imagine going through that pain. No one can ever replace anyone, losing someone is so hard🤍💗

  • @sunniwiggs3482
    @sunniwiggs3482 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m keeping you and your family in my prayers ❤️

  • @jessy9484
    @jessy9484 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    You are so incredibly strong. I can't even imagine through how much pain you and your family have to go. Your mum sounded like the sweetest person ever. The world needs more people like her and God took the best of them to Him, because He couldn't stand the distance anymore. I just have the picture in my mind, how she sits on a cloud, is watching you and is yelling stuff like "You go, girl!" and God is sitting next to her and she is like the proudest mum ever and is like "Those are my kids. I raised them to be that kind, beautiful, intelligent, sweet people they are right now". I'm praying for you and your family and I'm so glad, you have that emotional support from your friends and family. Everyone copes different with such a loss. Be like your mum and give a sh*t about what anyone else is thinking. You decide, whose opinions matter to you. Only you!
    I wish, I could express better, what I wanted to say to you, but English isn't my first language. I just wanted to tell you, that I loved the stories about your mum and that everyone of us needs to be a little more like her and I want to start with it right now.

  • @lugallagher4791
    @lugallagher4791 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m so so sorry. It’s awful loosing a parent. You are so strong! Ur hole family is in my prayers

  • @aubssolutely
    @aubssolutely 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Continuous prayers for you and your family, Anna. I don’t know the feelings you’re going through but you are so strong for it!!! Your mom is looking down on you❤️

  • @rameeshanasir6777
    @rameeshanasir6777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’ve lost my mother too. Hoping you are fine and wishing you alot of power and strength throughout 😓❤️