Supplements and Sleeping tips during Suboxone/Subutex withdrawal

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  • Sharing some of what has helped me through this process. I hope you hear at least 1 thing that helps.

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  • @thetankwithin3259
    @thetankwithin3259 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Hey guys checking back in, coming up on my 3 months off Suboxone. Feeling pretty good finally! Energy is not 100%, but everything is manageable at this point. There is light at the end of the tunnel, and you can do it if I can. Keep moving forward!

    • @HalfwayJac
      @HalfwayJac 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      thetank within That’s great to hear! You still doing good?

    • @herpaderpa7863
      @herpaderpa7863 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Fucking love it! I'm in on 60 hours after almost 3 months on 12/mg a day. Weaned down to 2mg/day

  • @zinkr5470
    @zinkr5470 4 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I'm on day 4 no sleep everything is very manageable except the no sleep

  • @angieirvin200
    @angieirvin200 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    No turning back... I love that! Hey those tips about using a cover instead a standard sheet and also the breathable top cover.... good stuff. I have met heard that before and will definitely be writing that down. Thanks for some awesome information. Glad to see you doing well. And very nice for your gf to allow you the space to recover on your own. She must be a very understanding woman.

  • @lanelilly3056
    @lanelilly3056 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    that sweating thing the smell has got to be supplement related..the first time i came off subs i supplemented and noticed it..the second time i literally took nothing for withdrawals and didnt notice it..but thanks man..about to do it for a third time starting tomorro..not lookin forward to it..but im not goin back this time..its good to hear other peoples stories

    • @catheedavid2288
      @catheedavid2288 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lane Lilly what r u talking about the smell

    • @catheedavid2288
      @catheedavid2288 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      what smell u mean on something soboxone or off

  • @meredithdriscoll3067
    @meredithdriscoll3067 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you so much, I’m coming of 14 years of subs🙏🏻👏🏻 congratulations to you and God bless you

  • @elishacoldwell4373
    @elishacoldwell4373 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Goodbye Suboxone, i have been coming off of methadone over the past five weeks am down to ten mgs going down another five tom an i have also notive the smell i think it must be the last of toxins purgeing from the body, this videos was very helpful im a 37 yr old homan been on methadone for eight years am in a really good place in my life right now and decided to take the plunge. So glad to see these videos it good so ppl do know you can get off methadone or suboxone....

    • @anotherangrynpc5014
      @anotherangrynpc5014 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh my goodness. I know that methadone withdrawal smell!! It literally smells like chemicals! It was driving me crazy!

  • @lindseygore5674
    @lindseygore5674 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The sweats/hot/cold is my worst!!

  • @lindseygore5674
    @lindseygore5674 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ty so much for this video! Save my life!

  • @rossrcfallacaro3422
    @rossrcfallacaro3422 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Yeah I don’t think any of this shite helps...day 21 and still feel like day 4-5.. your positive attitude might be what got you through.

  • @warriorprincess4662
    @warriorprincess4662 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Stay strong . Been there and it's the most difficult thing . Its so hard to explain this process to non addicts. People say get clean what's so difficult? But thank fck that they dnt knw . I Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy ✌✌✌

    • @JaredTG.
      @JaredTG. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      warrior princess I do wish they could understand though. If i could only out them in my body and mind for 15 minutes.

  • @Eddie_the_Husky
    @Eddie_the_Husky 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Raw food vitamins are key - these are the ones that have a whole label full of vegetables and fruits as their ingredients. They may cost a little more but it’s literally like eating a whole meal but better.

  • @CMoore8539
    @CMoore8539 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I can tell that your vitamins are working, Greatly!!!😊 I went to Vitamin Shoppe today, and bought some new vitamins. You may want to check them out. They have some very good vitamins! Organic.😊♥️✌️

  • @keithhamilton8201
    @keithhamilton8201 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I'm coming off suboxone right now I'm taking less than 1/3 rd a day and can not sleep it's like I'm having seizures in my sleep all night..... And to top that off I work Monday thru Friday ... so miserable

  • @MAGA33321
    @MAGA33321 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How do people sleep. I slept 3 hrs the first 7 days. I literally hallucinated. Started sleep walking into walls or falling on my coffee table

  • @mariyaa111
    @mariyaa111 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Today is day 4 for me, and it seems to be the worst so far. Your video is def the best one I've seen, I am going to the Vitamin Shop as soon as I take a bath ! I do have clonidine that my Dr. Prescribed for me, and it is helping somewhat , but I think the supplements may help ! Thanks for the info !

  • @jim.zuzukiz3583
    @jim.zuzukiz3583 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    How are you doing now in 2022?

  • @becky2235
    @becky2235 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    How long were you ill for after quitting subutex? Thank you

  • @cece3194
    @cece3194 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks for the info. I've never heard of caffeine in a vitamin pill.

    • @goodbyesuboxone4263
      @goodbyesuboxone4263  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      C E W Most don't label it well. The one I was taking just said multi with "energy blend". I had to read the fine print which listed their proprietary blend of this and that which included caffeine.

    • @cece3194
      @cece3194 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good to know, right!

  • @muhammadzulkarnaentaufik5505
    @muhammadzulkarnaentaufik5505 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I faced my withdrawal with strong will, enviroment change and taking no meds at all, keep telling myself i can, FYI i used sbxn for ten or more years with 8mg dose without pass even a day

  • @alexanderthegreat3674
    @alexanderthegreat3674 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Will the imodium help with sleep?

  • @heatherbartholomew8403
    @heatherbartholomew8403 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    That is so weird that ppl get so hot and sweat I just get cold! But I also have only lasted 2 1/2 weeks! Doing my 4th attempt now in the process!

    • @johnlynch4127
      @johnlynch4127 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Heather Bartholomew hello Heather how did you get on I'll be doing a detox soon but it's feels like it's got to be quick like I haven't got time to do it does that make sense

    • @pcolucch
      @pcolucch 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Cold doesn't really even begin to describe it ;)

    • @heatherbartholomew8403
      @heatherbartholomew8403 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      John Lynch I don't really understand your question! I am on 2mgs and getting ready to go down to nothing! This is my 4th attempt to get off of it for good!

    • @johnlynch4127
      @johnlynch4127 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Heather Bartholomew sorry what I was trying to say is I'm getting pressure from friends and family to detox and I'm not sure if I'm ready will you be making any videos about your detox

    • @johnlynch4127
      @johnlynch4127 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jennifer’s Story My story isn’t over yet! respect from the UK

  • @sweetiepie9503
    @sweetiepie9503 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can I use calm from cvs ? I’m on day 4

  • @CrazyQueen6yB
    @CrazyQueen6yB 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thé smell is opiate realated. When you withdrawl you get a weird smell and a weird taste

  • @dawgface898
    @dawgface898 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lol I guess growing up on Mexican food helped me as the diarrhea isn’t unbearable whatsoever. The pain and the cold sweats are what’s getting me. Day 5 CT off suboxone.

  • @SRowe1999
    @SRowe1999 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Tryn to remain in a top spot of a house and moving and rigging job.. day 2-3 coming off subs... Ughhh

  • @johndraford2871
    @johndraford2871 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm on day five I'm a mess I haven't slept until last night and I can not eat. I have had three baths a day just to soak in water, you are right I feel like I have a odd not stinky smell, maybe you are right it's just in my head you have been helpful

    • @veteransfortinyhouses6236
      @veteransfortinyhouses6236 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Self pleasure yourself to orgasm at least twice a day not only will they be more intense than you've ever had it helps build your receptors back to normal

    • @MissNicole19148
      @MissNicole19148 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I have it, too. I just think it's our toxins leaving our bodies.

    • @MissNicole19148
      @MissNicole19148 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@veteransfortinyhouses6236 Omg. You are right!

    • @veteransfortinyhouses6236
      @veteransfortinyhouses6236 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah unfortunately I've been there and it does help. No Lie it takes a long time depending on how much how long you've been on it but it can be done and your life will be so much better.

  • @Alexcision
    @Alexcision 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Im going to detox soon.atm im tapering.wanted to add some supplements that can help:passion flower,l-tyrosine(i havrnt found yet),valrian root,already taking multi V,milk thistle,calcium magnes., Kava & cannabis. Melatonin for sleep. Vit D3 also good for mood. Im sure theres more that help. Thanks i added fish oil,probiotics & loperamide to my list;cuz its not complete just yet.

  • @nancypayne9347
    @nancypayne9347 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Are you still clean? I'm off the subutex but seriously considering going back on it. I've been on it 7 years and I've been off for about 14 days now. I'm miserable. I was taking 8 MG a day.

    • @JaakkoJohannes
      @JaakkoJohannes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are you doing now? The person in the video is still clean. You can do it with out going back on the subs. It won't last forever.

    • @nancypayne9347
      @nancypayne9347 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@JaakkoJohannes I'm doing better, the only really lingering withdrawal symptoms I'm dealing with are Restless Leg Syndrome (which messes with my sleep tremendously) and almost zero energy. I'm still clean though. I've just never experienced such bad withdrawal on any other opiates but the subutex is no joke. Thanks for asking!!

    • @JaakkoJohannes
      @JaakkoJohannes 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nancypayne9347 i'm very happy to hear that. yeah subs are annoying because the withdrawal symptoms last so long. Try taking magnesium for the restless legs, it might help a bit. Take it before you go to sleep.
      You got this!

  • @enlightenedwarrior7119
    @enlightenedwarrior7119 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    How to stop kicking legs I'm going Insane ? I can't take it much longer

    • @coredadventure1
      @coredadventure1 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Gabapentin I know I'm late on this comment I just now saw it for the first time but yeah that stuff worksputting it out there for anybody else got to get it from a doctor or you can get it on the streets whatever it works

  • @filmowczynia
    @filmowczynia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I went for a detox and in 12 days I went from 2 mg to 0 with 0.2 pills. I came back 8 days ago and I still cannot sleep. Its so weird. Affects the life so much, and I dont even know how is it going to end. I just dont sleep for 11 days. It is the hardest part.

    • @AlifIyad1981
      @AlifIyad1981 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      How is the detox going.

  • @jessicareed5528
    @jessicareed5528 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank You

  • @absrout
    @absrout 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Prozac helped Big Time ‼️

  • @anthonyfletcher813
    @anthonyfletcher813 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Day or night 3 for me stopping sobutex COLD TURKEY an going thu Hell...
    Ty for your video an if I can get sumn 4 my anxiety and chills an insomnia the rest is HISTORY. ANY SUGGESTIONS R WELCOMED

    • @slayr0n410
      @slayr0n410 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Honestly I know people may disagree but Xanax or Ativan is helpful, maybe you can find a doctor that won’t profile you and be willing to help. Low dose and not for long but to help get some sleep and relieve the anxiety for a couple weeks.

    • @anthonyfletcher813
      @anthonyfletcher813 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for that advice. I appreciate that. It helps a lot

    • @cr-nd8qh
      @cr-nd8qh ปีที่แล้ว

      Kratom helps

  • @davidgiera3853
    @davidgiera3853 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The smell is probably the fish oil. Stop that for a couple days and see if it clears up. There are better versions that don’t smell.

  • @andthensome512
    @andthensome512 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Dude, nothing works for the restless limbs and insomnia. I'm on week 3 of being free of suboxone after a four month taper down to .125mg a day for the final 10 days of the taper. I was only taking 2mg a day for the last 10 years. I've been taking magnesium, potassium, vitamin c, hyland's restful legs. That stuff may help a little, but no matter what you take, you're stuck with a month or more of hardly sleeping.
    Fortunately, if you taper nice and slow, that's really the only bad symptom you have to go through.

    • @alexanderthegreat3674
      @alexanderthegreat3674 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did you ever find out what helped with sleep. In on day 10 and I've only gotten maybe 6 hours total in 10 days

    • @andthensome512
      @andthensome512 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@alexanderthegreat3674
      Unfortunately, no. Just brace yourself for about 6 weeks of trouble sleeping. It'll get better little by little. You're in the worst of it now. I'm a little over 2 months now and the rls stopped. Sleeping almost back to normal. Hang in there.

  • @jeremyhampton7656
    @jeremyhampton7656 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don’t understand i was on subutex for a year 6mg and i just stopped and its day 10 with no physical withdrawal

    • @keithhamilton8201
      @keithhamilton8201 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Just wait buddy

    • @winstonking417
      @winstonking417 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I took Suboxone for just 2 and a half weeks cause I was withdrawing from Dilaudid ... I was 2 weeks in and thought I'm in the clear .... Then that evening as I came home from work it hit ... Diarrhea ... Cramping .... Sweats ... Cold ... Aching bones .... No sleep ..... I'd say get ready man .... There's such a long half life in Suboxone ...... The longer you've been on it the worse it's going to be ... Like I said just 2 and a half weeks .... I couldn't believe it but it was more manageable than when I jumped off 32 mls of methadone 10 years ago ..... That was just horrendous ... I wish you all the best

  • @dudelaser4383
    @dudelaser4383 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Smell
    Could be the fish oil

  • @thetankwithin3259
    @thetankwithin3259 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Hey bro, I'm on day 20 after rapid detox under sedation. And I still feel like shit, no energy and insomnia being the main issues. Any advice on time frame of how long these symptoms lasted for you? Thanks man. And great work!

    • @goodbyesuboxone4263
      @goodbyesuboxone4263  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I started to sleep "normally" after about 25-30 days. It seems like it will never get better but it does. Very proud of you friend. Lets us know how you progress.

    • @rossrcfallacaro3422
      @rossrcfallacaro3422 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I’m day 21 after jumping off 2mg and still have restless legs and no sleep. Now all emotions are coming back and I have to deal with that stuff too. God, when the eff does this let up?

    • @newwavepressure6478
      @newwavepressure6478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I was looking that up like the Wiseman method I think it was called how much does that run

    • @rossrcfallacaro3422
      @rossrcfallacaro3422 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      JT 1200 you might as well go through CT or rapid taper...he is still experiencing all the symptoms on day 20. There is really no soft road unfortunately. It’s been a couple month for me and things are getting better, just wish I had some motivation and energy

    • @thetankwithin3259
      @thetankwithin3259 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ya guys I did the Weissman method, I jumped off 8mg of Suboxone, not a short acting opiate. I was able to sleep on my own at day 25ish. I'm almost three months out now, I've had a few good days. Also alot of very terrible days. If you aren't able to taper, which for me I never could Weissman method could be for you. It cost 8 grand. AdvancedRapidDetox In Pontiac, MI. There is no easy way out ladies and gentlemen. We have to be bad ass mfs but we all can do this. Don't let yourself become like alot of the people I knew and not make it out alive. Your life is worth it, we are all worth it.

  • @enlightenedwarrior7119
    @enlightenedwarrior7119 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can't even keep sheets on my bed

  • @jimmyjundy
    @jimmyjundy 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Just wondering, how are you feeling today?

  • @scottytoohotty8510
    @scottytoohotty8510 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I’m at day 4 of fentanyl withdraw, everything else is manageable, EXCEPT the no sleep, no sleep ugh it sucks.

    • @shannonobrien2572
      @shannonobrien2572 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m coming off Fentanyl too. The insomnia is the worst! Sending good wishes.

    • @DaYDreaMzDD
      @DaYDreaMzDD 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@shannonobrien2572 updates? Hope you are doing well, that shit is no joke

    • @RealD8
      @RealD8 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      How are you now? I'm currently battling fent myself

  • @matthewwillis7001
    @matthewwillis7001 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Were you having normal bowel movements on your 28th day?

    • @gitrattled1933
      @gitrattled1933 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well "normal" can be somewhat subjective but I certainly was having daily movements well before that.

    • @gitrattled1933
      @gitrattled1933 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Drink LOTS of water. Dehydration is the #1 reason why people become constipated in most instances.

    • @matthewwillis7001
      @matthewwillis7001 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      How would you consider the withdraw compared to an opiate withdrawal? I know everyone is different but just a rough idea. When in rehabs I would be tapered off of it only for a short amount of time. It seemed every time in rehab I was feeling pretty good by the middle or end of week 3. I’m just curious how your experience was compared to hard opiates. I never kicked long term suboxone use

    • @gitrattled1933
      @gitrattled1933 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@matthewwillis7001 The sub withdrawal will linger much longer than that unfortunately. I was always better by week 3 from regular opiods as well. This will be something much different. Get as much time off from work and responsiblities as you can. Keep your body nurished and hydrated. If you watch my videos from the beginning you will get a much better idea of how things went for me.

    • @matthewwillis7001
      @matthewwillis7001 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      George Lopez thank you

  • @jimmyjundy
    @jimmyjundy 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Not to be weird but can you call me or Text me whatever? I have a few questions about staying off Suboxison, I literally feel like im dying today.

    • @martabehr9976
      @martabehr9976 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      How r u doing..are u trying to get off r are u out of meds...its hard..i keep going back and forth on it...i cant stand the anxiety that i get

    • @jimmyjundy
      @jimmyjundy 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Well it hasn’t been easy for me this past week. Just want to feel Normal again and get me Engery back.

    • @martabehr9976
      @martabehr9976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jimmyjundy thats the worst is the energy part when u got stuff to do...i Also have questions about the withdrawal process and would like to find someone with experience to ask questions...i have been doing some reading on it..i have tried to quit a couple of times...with my old doctor he gave me withdrawal medication that i can say did help with sleeping and blood pressure rising...its just the anxiety i get that bothers me...

  • @najlamk6853
    @najlamk6853 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    And how are u today 😊?

  • @europhobia3306
    @europhobia3306 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sweat smell is from fish oil

  • @Jay1988k
    @Jay1988k 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    +Goodbye Suboxone I wasted my 20s on opioids anything just doctor shopping......i've been on 8mg suboxone films once/day for EIGHT years..... I'm freaking miserable today 5 days post my last 1/2 an 8 mg..... I can't sleep and I'm vomiting so badly :*(

    • @pj7919
      @pj7919 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jeannie McCarthy How are you doing now?

    • @cr-nd8qh
      @cr-nd8qh ปีที่แล้ว

      Yeah I was on subs 5 years this e. I swear I feel like a zombie. I'm getting off now Im using kratom

    • @Jay1988k
      @Jay1988k ปีที่แล้ว

      @@pj7919 thank you for asking. I can’t believe that was four years ago. It happened again recently when I ran out of my subs. I’m still taking 4 mg daily but now the doctor is helping me wean off … I tried so many times and it’s just too much with work and life … no time to be sick - I hope you’re feeling OK !!!!!

  • @cerisekarpinski9697
    @cerisekarpinski9697 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I don't get it??? What's the blue stuff??? You should have explained because I'm new to this ch & also brand new to Subutex? Why quit??? I do not get it?????????????????????????????????????????????????

    • @goodbyesuboxone4263
      @goodbyesuboxone4263  6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Cerise Karpinski The blue stuff is loperamide in liquid form. It is an anti diarhea otc drug. Can be found at any major food or drug store. A quick google search will tell you everything you need to know about it. I quit because it was time for me to quit.

    • @JaredTG.
      @JaredTG. 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Suboxone/tex is good to get you off of opiates. But long use of it puts you into that all too familiar hell of addiction. Most of us have the goal to take our life completely back from any drugs at some point. Everyone has a time when they are ready. Just listen to your body and do what benifits you the most.

    • @katieparsons1629
      @katieparsons1629 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Omg, please DO NOT LISTEN when your Dr might say, it's ok and you might need it the rest of your life.... sheww. Well. I'm now going on 16 years of suboxone before that 7 years of OXYCONTIN 80s, I wish I would had been told only stay on it no longer than a year if you go over that it's harder to get of than the regular opioid withdrawal. Ugh ugh. I've tried 12 times and i just feel too bad still even after I'm clean 6 months and I always go back

    • @shannonobrien2572
      @shannonobrien2572 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      katie parsons - I know...the doctors act like we should have known. How could we know if they didn’t tell us. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️. Certainly it was their job to tell us. Or admit that they didn’t know either. Ugh 😑.

    • @The_New_Abnormal_World_Order
      @The_New_Abnormal_World_Order 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@goodbyesuboxone4263 In England loperamide is only available as tablets. America is quite different to the UK when it comes to pharmaceutical products!!

  • @frankiek-mcpherson6907
    @frankiek-mcpherson6907 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I woke up sleep walking on suboxone.

  • @Polecat-qz5om
    @Polecat-qz5om 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Torture chamber lol

  • @Tonybmw1988
    @Tonybmw1988 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    How and why did I get here?
    How can I be this dumb?

    • @joelexline9
      @joelexline9 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Agreed guys^ tony do you have a bmw? I drive an 08 335xi FBO. N54 love hate relationship lol fuck... July will be 8 years on subs/occasionally pill/dope binge. I'm so ready to be done. Let's kick this shit and move on guys 🤙🤙

    • @joelexline9
      @joelexline9 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Gerard I wish I could go back and only have used it short term. I don't remember what it's like to not take anything. Scares me. We can do this tho. That's a fact. Positive vibes

    • @Tonybmw1988
      @Tonybmw1988 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Joel Exline yes I drive a 318i e46 year 2001 with the M package and I’m in the process of fixing it up where it really needs it (old cars right). I really hope you can kick the habit for good dude I’m getting ready to go for it this year as soon as my probation period at work is done and i get a doctor to help me with my sick leave forms. I just can’t do my job and withdrawal at the same time for weeks or months without it being a problem because I work in construction...

    • @joelexline9
      @joelexline9 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Tonybmw1988 thats what I'm worried about the most man. I'm in the union electrical apprenticeship local 26 and I know I'm going to miss some time. I want to aim for having the worst days 4-10 , off. Hoping to take only 1 week off. Quit next Wednesday. And have 2 weekends and a week to get over the worst of it. After almost 8 years im just so fucking ready to be done that I'm just going to suck it up. I've found a few youtube vlogs where people are positive and hopeful like this channel. Being negative and not wanting it 100000% then it's gunna be much harder. I plan on using kratom and I have like 12 clonidine to use when needed during the first couple weeks. Also going to change my diet. Start drinking fuck ton of water and atleast go for a nice long walk everyday if not get a little workout in. Some good pot will be used at times as well. At 26 y.o im scared that I don't remember what it feels like to be 'normal' but i know I'll get there and so will everyone after awhile

    • @joelexline9
      @joelexline9 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      And cool man! I just got in the bimmer world December and I love it. My 335 dyno'd 485hp 585hp on 22psi on 75% ethanol fuel mix. It's a beast! Stock turbos are.maxed out so until i upgrade turbos she is as fast as it's going to be lol