A title as beautiful as the ambience itself. Wonderfully done. *"I'm not the same person I used to be... If only she had taken a chance and wanted to find out, she'd have known in her heart's depths that there's a lot of truth to those words..." - M .J. Jenkins* 🙃
My family fell apart and I have been cast into a fairly secluded journey of uncomfortable reflection. I miss the past and everything there but I know I will never know anything like it again.
Don't give up. If you're going through hell, keep going. No tunnel exists without an exit. Find it. Once you make it out, you'll be so much stronger and you'll appreciate the difficulty you went through. Believe it.
😂Believe in the gospel Jesus Christ for Jesus Christ shed his blood and died for the sins of the world and he was buried and rose again from the dead three days later. For Jesus Christ God almighty and the flesh and if you believe in the gospel you are spiritually reborn into the family of God.
Hey bro, translate this to english. Vive con fe de que algún día, quizás mañana, quizás hoy todo va a mejorar, de verdad. Si te esfuerzas todo puede volver a ser como antes o mejor que antes. Siempre hay una razón para vivir. Vive
I’m lost and empty inside and lost within myself and feel a sorrow soul and broken cold dark heart that is filled with nothing but my self pitty and despair and deep desire for temptations and don’t understand why our beloved beautiful world is filled with lies and emptiness of no love towards each other has one global precious special species of a creation that our father God has made and crafted in the best possible way of an evolutionary species that were supposed to protect one another and prosper very big evolution of our planet and race and due to our self downfalls as our minds evolved and desperately desire our own entelic amd genomic minds of self evolving and wanting to be our own desired outcome off a God which there is only one and that’s our creative creator God which developed one and each person in our own unique way of doing things and knowing things and experiencing things that we can’t control or comprehend deeply depending on how each person sees the world and how we choose to see things and how to want them to be or how we feel to be or how we perceive ourselves to be in our own endless thoughts and possibilities in our unique brain and it’s up to each SOUL to understand and choose there path and sometimes myself I’m talking now for as a unique individual I am drown my self inn pain with multiple drugs and let myself go into dark deceiveing thoughs of evil which wasent meant to be but evil is always in the dark Conner of an old wooden decade of a dark cabin home in the woods covered in mold and slime and in the Conner of that dust roach infested room in the cracks awaits a terrifying very dark and evil presence of an unknown entity and energy that waits for our downfall and due to our self infected dark thoughts in the back of the Conner of our minds we give our self inn to a dark contagious disease that’s filled with darkness and evil and that what makes our demons conquer our soul and fill us as humans with evil and depression and emptiness of self worth and empty space and feel no responsibility or respect or remorse for ourselves we feel as if we have nothing to gain in this sorrow universe that’s beautiful but very dark due to self love in the world and now it’s on the way to destroying itself and filled with evil and choas of our souls will melt and descend and those of these feelings shall come to an end due to there self love and faith and not forgiven one another or there self they will desovle into a place of darkness and fire that will eat there minds of thoughts on how that they come to such an endless darkness and external Damm nation of forever extreme tourture and endless pain and and extreme suffering it’s a strong and terrible feeling in such a place and due to our souls and heart not either wanting to understand or either not choossing to believe or just wanting evil or becoming upsseed with our own self and mind and intentions that can lead to down fall but like I said each individual is completely different and GOD HAS Giving purpose and knowledge and vision and understanding of views of what’s around our surroundings and I think I just let myself down a lot and it’s been like this for years ide say since I was a child in my early 10s n I’m 28 still proced my down fall with bad choices and bad habits and bad company amd done terrible acts of sin that’s isn’t acceptable by our God but due to the so. He shall forgive and I’m 28 and I’ve been through a lot and I also understand the importance and power of my self knowledge and understanding and how I see things differently than others and this is truly a gift from GOD I presume has to be because my words are very different and unique from other souls my VOICE IS MEANT FOR A GREAT PURPOSE THAT MYST BE USED TROUGH THE HOLY SPIRT AND PERMISSION WITH OUR GOD but I always get caught by evil lurking in the cracks of my dark past and dark Conner in that room he awaits my arrival and knows what my soul craves which is my own desire of wanting to just feel good and painless with my drugs knowing that if he keeps me at that state of mind he will endure and continue to suck in my soul until the end times and will tell me lies then in the end my soul and destiny whould be broken and be of no good use to the left of the souls that are good and my soul whould parish into enternal dammnation of an endless void of tourtue and pain in the dark Abby’s of the devils HELL so I must confess this to all who are in a great mission and has been gifted a mindset of very outspoken people like me whoever is out there feel free to reach out and all this came from my inner self and my soul and no dought iit is a great and powerful guft from the one and only creater our God and must reach to those who feel my presence and pain that I ensure in this Sad universe that was once loving and peaceful and now filled with deceiving temptation and bad intentions and evil people and wanting to destroy us and our will we just not give inn and im reaching out and saying this because tonight at 3 Am currently felt a deep feeling I must communicate and comment on this channel and had too I was siting and thinking about life n. Gid and the world and why this n that and love ur channel by the way good for realsing thoughs and all this came from my soul and truth I am not ashamed to tell others about my self pitiful life if 28 years nothing actually achieved in this world and nothing but selling drugs and partying and staying at moms due to my own self failure and not wanting to do something and falling into that same dark hole of evil but also knowing that I must do something and knowing of my soul that was blessed with an abundance of wisdom in my voice and words but never actually reached out and used this power of my tounge never let my heart and soul give inn into this was focused on failure 😞 but now I feel that it’s been many years that’s Gods been reaching out in a mysterious way I can’t understand but can somewhat say I feel it in myself because of these wise words of my heart and soul that’s pouring into all this information I’ve unlocked is not ordinary it’s something ide say from another dimension and it’s Him guide Ing these wise words and telling me help others as you help yourself on an emotional and spiritual and understanding journey that I must accomplish but it’s also the gift that I’ve goten of understanding how things really work for each individual and how the world works and how humans have failed there self due to the lack of faith and through generations of teaching that we’ve. Been laid and endured to force to kno but it’s our free will and free choose of intelligent mind that gid has giving us that he can let certain individuals conquer due to there faith and he understands my faith is strong but my hope is a little so I must have the courage and power to preach and give strength to those who feel and are angry at everyone and everything in existence and have lost there faith in all things and I think I’ve been out through a rough journey and being able to show and give faith to others as I also conquer my demons and must try to help as many souls as possible and myself and this was a very important and strong message I had to put out tonight it was just something that came out of my heart and soul out of something bigger than me something bigger than humans thank you if you’ve enjoyed my experience of a message I just put out and just experienced through such lil time and so much to read but you will be blessed and endured through my precise words and will understand me and will want to know more Amen 🙏 to the all might God and bless everyone amen to his son Jesus Christ and I kno I will get much feedback trough this blessing of a message that has come to me to give to you the people that understand such strong and powerful words and feel what I’ve been trough and understand the pain and evil that has lead through my soul and situation of being in a such miserable situation thank you 🙏 good night my dear brother and sister all love
Its good im not that child, that horrid thing, who went only on his own desires, who only understood pleasure and temporary thoughts and not eternal love and life through Jesus Christ, give your life to Jesus, and that old you, is dead, the rebirth of our souls is unmatched in happiness, my family ❤
A title as beautiful as the ambience itself. Wonderfully done.
*"I'm not the same person I used to be... If only she had taken a chance and wanted to find out, she'd have known in her heart's depths that there's a lot of truth to those words..." - M .J. Jenkins* 🙃
I love the titles you give to these
Dont give up it always change,have faith
love the music and the video titles, keep up the great work
My family fell apart and I have been cast into a fairly secluded journey of uncomfortable reflection. I miss the past and everything there but I know I will never know anything like it again.
You're coming to heaven with Me
Don't give up. If you're going through hell, keep going. No tunnel exists without an exit. Find it. Once you make it out, you'll be so much stronger and you'll appreciate the difficulty you went through. Believe it.
Wanna be friends?
I love this music
I'm asking for your prayers and support. Please send healing vibes my way.
😂Believe in the gospel Jesus Christ for Jesus Christ shed his blood and died for the sins of the world and he was buried and rose again from the dead three days later. For Jesus Christ God almighty and the flesh and if you believe in the gospel you are spiritually reborn into the family of God.
@@ryanosborn3252 why did you put the laughing emoji then
another banger
Can you make a silent hill 2 ambience next?😊
That's right, you're even better!
This is your best one. By far.
Love these
Your channel is a pure masterpiece. Can I somehow support your wonderful content and yourself?
@@ИльяДронов-ш1э thanks I really appreciate it. Just a like on the video would be great ❤️
Ever since cat left I haven’t been myself. I miss the love of my life man :(
Jesus loves you.
You mean your cat? Your pet?
Hey bro, translate this to english. Vive con fe de que algún día, quizás mañana, quizás hoy todo va a mejorar, de verdad. Si te esfuerzas todo puede volver a ser como antes o mejor que antes. Siempre hay una razón para vivir. Vive
Losing a furry freind is difficult.
They forever leave paw prints In our hearts.
I'm sorry for you're loss :(
Make Jesus Christ the love of your life and that life will be restored, who knows, even more than that My brother
❤❤
Good shit mane
Pre rendered door sits silent.
very rare
Thought about SH 2 or 3 any?
I’m lost and empty inside and lost within myself and feel a sorrow soul and broken cold dark heart that is filled with nothing but my self pitty and despair and deep desire for temptations and don’t understand why our beloved beautiful world is filled with lies and emptiness of no love towards each other has one global precious special species of a creation that our father God has made and crafted in the best possible way of an evolutionary species that were supposed to protect one another and prosper very big evolution of our planet and race and due to our self downfalls as our minds evolved and desperately desire our own entelic amd genomic minds of self evolving and wanting to be our own desired outcome off a God which there is only one and that’s our creative creator God which developed one and each person in our own unique way of doing things and knowing things and experiencing things that we can’t control or comprehend deeply depending on how each person sees the world and how we choose to see things and how to want them to be or how we feel to be or how we perceive ourselves to be in our own endless thoughts and possibilities in our unique brain and it’s up to each SOUL to understand and choose there path and sometimes myself I’m talking now for as a unique individual I am drown my self inn pain with multiple drugs and let myself go into dark deceiveing thoughs of evil which wasent meant to be but evil is always in the dark Conner of an old wooden decade of a dark cabin home in the woods covered in mold and slime and in the Conner of that dust roach infested room in the cracks awaits a terrifying very dark and evil presence of an unknown entity and energy that waits for our downfall and due to our self infected dark thoughts in the back of the Conner of our minds we give our self inn to a dark contagious disease that’s filled with darkness and evil and that what makes our demons conquer our soul and fill us as humans with evil and depression and emptiness of self worth and empty space and feel no responsibility or respect or remorse for ourselves we feel as if we have nothing to gain in this sorrow universe that’s beautiful but very dark due to self love in the world and now it’s on the way to destroying itself and filled with evil and choas of our souls will melt and descend and those of these feelings shall come to an end due to there self love and faith and not forgiven one another or there self they will desovle into a place of darkness and fire that will eat there minds of thoughts on how that they come to such an endless darkness and external Damm nation of forever extreme tourture and endless pain and and extreme suffering it’s a strong and terrible feeling in such a place and due to our souls and heart not either wanting to understand or either not choossing to believe or just wanting evil or becoming upsseed with our own self and mind and intentions that can lead to down fall but like I said each individual is completely different and GOD HAS Giving purpose and knowledge and vision and understanding of views of what’s around our surroundings and I think I just let myself down a lot and it’s been like this for years ide say since I was a child in my early 10s n I’m 28 still proced my down fall with bad choices and bad habits and bad company amd done terrible acts of sin that’s isn’t acceptable by our God but due to the so. He shall forgive and I’m 28 and I’ve been through a lot and I also understand the importance and power of my self knowledge and understanding and how I see things differently than others and this is truly a gift from GOD I presume has to be because my words are very different and unique from other souls my VOICE IS MEANT FOR A GREAT PURPOSE THAT MYST BE USED TROUGH THE HOLY SPIRT AND PERMISSION WITH OUR GOD but I always get caught by evil lurking in the cracks of my dark past and dark Conner in that room he awaits my arrival and knows what my soul craves which is my own desire of wanting to just feel good and painless with my drugs knowing that if he keeps me at that state of mind he will endure and continue to suck in my soul until the end times and will tell me lies then in the end my soul and destiny whould be broken and be of no good use to the left of the souls that are good and my soul whould parish into enternal dammnation of an endless void of tourtue and pain in the dark Abby’s of the devils HELL so I must confess this to all who are in a great mission and has been gifted a mindset of very outspoken people like me whoever is out there feel free to reach out and all this came from my inner self and my soul and no dought iit is a great and powerful guft from the one and only creater our God and must reach to those who feel my presence and pain that I ensure in this Sad universe that was once loving and peaceful and now filled with deceiving temptation and bad intentions and evil people and wanting to destroy us and our will we just not give inn and im reaching out and saying this because tonight at 3 Am currently felt a deep feeling I must communicate and comment on this channel and had too I was siting and thinking about life n. Gid and the world and why this n that and love ur channel by the way good for realsing thoughs and all this came from my soul and truth I am not ashamed to tell others about my self pitiful life if 28 years nothing actually achieved in this world and nothing but selling drugs and partying and staying at moms due to my own self failure and not wanting to do something and falling into that same dark hole of evil but also knowing that I must do something and knowing of my soul that was blessed with an abundance of wisdom in my voice and words but never actually reached out and used this power of my tounge never let my heart and soul give inn into this was focused on failure 😞 but now I feel that it’s been many years that’s Gods been reaching out in a mysterious way I can’t understand but can somewhat say I feel it in myself because of these wise words of my heart and soul that’s pouring into all this information I’ve unlocked is not ordinary it’s something ide say from another dimension and it’s Him guide Ing these wise words and telling me help others as you help yourself on an emotional and spiritual and understanding journey that I must accomplish but it’s also the gift that I’ve goten of understanding how things really work for each individual and how the world works and how humans have failed there self due to the lack of faith and through generations of teaching that we’ve. Been laid and endured to force to kno but it’s our free will and free choose of intelligent mind that gid has giving us that he can let certain individuals conquer due to there faith and he understands my faith is strong but my hope is a little so I must have the courage and power to preach and give strength to those who feel and are angry at everyone and everything in existence and have lost there faith in all things and I think I’ve been out through a rough journey and being able to show and give faith to others as I also conquer my demons and must try to help as many souls as possible and myself and this was a very important and strong message I had to put out tonight it was just something that came out of my heart and soul out of something bigger than me something bigger than humans thank you if you’ve enjoyed my experience of a message I just put out and just experienced through such lil time and so much to read but you will be blessed and endured through my precise words and will understand me and will want to know more Amen 🙏 to the all might God and bless everyone amen to his son Jesus Christ and I kno I will get much feedback trough this blessing of a message that has come to me to give to you the people that understand such strong and powerful words and feel what I’ve been trough and understand the pain and evil that has lead through my soul and situation of being in a such miserable situation thank you 🙏 good night my dear brother and sister all love
Ohh bro.
Its good im not that child, that horrid thing, who went only on his own desires, who only understood pleasure and temporary thoughts and not eternal love and life through Jesus Christ, give your life to Jesus, and that old you, is dead, the rebirth of our souls is unmatched in happiness, my family ❤
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