In my restless dreams, I see that town. Silent Hill.

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  • A slightly slowed collection of Silent Hill 2 ambience composed by Akira Yamaoka and mixed by me.
    00:00 Heaven’s Night
    02:05 World Of Madness
    03:07 Peace & Serenity
    04:33 Mirrored Guilt
    07:01 Restless Dreams/Making Peace
    08:45 Laura Plays the Piano
    10:33 Pianissimo Epilogue
    14:07 Pizza & Bowling
    18:25 The Day Of Night
    21:32 Born from a Wish
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ความคิดเห็น • 331

  • @hxxvxnly
    @hxxvxnly 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2561

    Life would be such an unforgivable burden without music

    • @thomasgregson13
      @thomasgregson13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      Hell yeah dude

    • @user-cq6nc9to3i
      @user-cq6nc9to3i 2 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      Without silent Hill music!!! especially silent Hill 2

    • @Graffels
      @Graffels 2 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      @@user-cq6nc9to3i without Akira Yamaoka

    • @user-cq6nc9to3i
      @user-cq6nc9to3i 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Graffels 👍👍👍

    • @xignitioncrowx5061
      @xignitioncrowx5061 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Too true

  • @eatfugu
    @eatfugu  2 ปีที่แล้ว +975

    this was mixed around midnight during a violent thunderstorm. heavy rain was pelting the tin roof as tree branches knocked against the windows. listening to it will always take me back to that beautiful night.

    • @nickkohlmann
      @nickkohlmann ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Feels.

    • @jadespipboy
      @jadespipboy ปีที่แล้ว +31

      thank you for making this video, its been one of my favorite playlists for years and its gotten me through alot of tough times

    • @densandwitch1251
      @densandwitch1251 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      That sounds like a vibe on God

    • @TaskerMatt
      @TaskerMatt ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Perfect. : )

    • @johnnyMcSheep
      @johnnyMcSheep ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That background recorded and mixed in would've been a very spicy mix

  • @KabaL970
    @KabaL970 ปีที่แล้ว +123

    It looks like a lot of good people in these comments are fighting a tough battle. I hope everyone comes out it.

    • @elionaidgranados1005
      @elionaidgranados1005 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I can't even tell my dreams from reality anymore is like I'm dead awake but alive dreaming my life

  • @jeanyoung2795
    @jeanyoung2795 ปีที่แล้ว +336

    Never played Silent Hill. Seen pictures and videos of it.
    Couldn't even imagine that this would be its soundtrack. Outstanding.

    • @-_Jayden_-
      @-_Jayden_- ปีที่แล้ว +41

      What are you waiting for ? PLAY

    • @MyManJFKTV
      @MyManJFKTV ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Silent Hill 2 and 3 have two of the most amazing soundtracks in gaming. God tier for horror especially.

    • @esa3479
      @esa3479 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@-_Jayden_-I’ve not played it either im waiting for the silent hill 2 remake to come out on ps5🥲

    • @conor2046
      @conor2046 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

      @@esa3479 please dont, i urge you to play the original if possible. its a truly unique game that youll never forget playing

    • @esa3479
      @esa3479 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@conor2046 where can I play it, I only have a ps5😫

  • @user-hi1gd8zu8t
    @user-hi1gd8zu8t ปีที่แล้ว +81

    Occasionally, when I want to float adrift in an ocean of calm, I return to this sanctuary.

  • @kirstyperry9592
    @kirstyperry9592 3 ปีที่แล้ว +875

    I was recently sexually assualted and i have been living in a sink hole for 4 straight months and silent hill music and gameplay is the only thing that helps me to sleep or breathe deep enough to relax. Thank you.

    • @usedhalfcart
      @usedhalfcart 3 ปีที่แล้ว +144

      i'm so sorry :(. please take care of yourself and feel free to talk to me, you deserve the world.

    • @restinjade
      @restinjade 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      I am so sorry, i really hope you're doing ok. please make sure to take care of yourself and talk about your feelings to people you trust, you deserve so much love

    • @eddiekaspbrak4624
      @eddiekaspbrak4624 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      I hope you are alright and are doing well, you’re very brave to be going through what you are right now :( pls stay strong and know that people love and care about you deeply ❤️❤️❤️

    • @brothajack1993
      @brothajack1993 3 ปีที่แล้ว +92

      Kirsty sorry to hear of this event in your life. I met a woman whom was assaulted and she said she went into a 2 year 'hibernation.' But one day, she awoke with a confidence and boldness that was undeniable to any outsider; she "woke up" or transcended her own Silent Hill.

    • @kirstyperry9592
      @kirstyperry9592 3 ปีที่แล้ว +94

      @@brothajack1993 Thank you greatly for this comment I am in the same hibernation phase. I'm not sure who I am anymore, or my goals or dreams all days are just surviving the same loop over and over. I have an immense love for Silent Hill, and it still genuinely is the only thing that helps me slip out of the loop into my own safe world. I hope, like the woman you met, I can forever escape my loop and run free. Ps: I hope and PRAY for a Silent Hill title on the PS5.. but you guys know what Konami are like 🙄

  • @sonyslyer9946
    @sonyslyer9946 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    Everytime I wake up now, I feel like I hear Silent Hill music. I got through a terrible relationship and had to cut ties with someone that I loved (and love still) and it feels strange. Almost like when I look back on the memories, I hear this music and it makes me feel a sadness but also nostalgia. I hope that she finds her peace and I find mine. Its been rough for the past week. Maybe peace will come.

    • @ghostofwhereiwas
      @ghostofwhereiwas ปีที่แล้ว +11

      hope it went well for you man

    • @SOS1G_
      @SOS1G_ 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Time heals most wounds.
      You will surpass this

  • @crestfallenguy4387
    @crestfallenguy4387 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    i wish silent hill was a real place, at least we could go and face personified versions of our disturbed thoughts. hey we might even win and find peace.

  • @raaedk
    @raaedk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    its crazy that this video was uploaded over 2 years ago but finally now is showing up in people's recommended

    • @Graffels
      @Graffels 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      what better time to listen to Silent Hill 2 music than in the midst of a pandemic?

    • @SpaceWulf
      @SpaceWulf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Man i never played or watched any silent hill but i love the music from sh2 already. It gives me such a melancholic vibe i cant describe

    • @residentevil094
      @residentevil094 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@SpaceWulf I was a bit like you then I played this game and I was really surprised how good it was so I really recommend you to give a try

    • @194_SS
      @194_SS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lol it just showed up in mine

    • @thegreatpoo2electricboogal318
      @thegreatpoo2electricboogal318 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And then another 2 years here we are.

  • @jaycee-3035
    @jaycee-3035 2 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    "You know what I heard? This whole area used to be a sacred place...
    I think I can see why..."

  • @gusto2385
    @gusto2385 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    " James,if all what you said is true, why you look so sad?..."
    This game changed my way to see the life. Thank you, who upload this masterpiece and thank you , Silent Hill. Not only the second game, the entire franchise.

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +24

    I don't know if I'm weird but, hearing this type of dark ambience music during the late night hours brings me so much peace... like, is a type of peace of mind that I can't have on my day on day basis.

  • @bigstick4190
    @bigstick4190 ปีที่แล้ว +242

    This is why I love music, no matter what genre or where it was made, when sounds and melodies form it creates a magic that can't be justified with words, everyday im grateful I have the capability to experience such beautiful sound like this, without music the world would be greyer than our own imagination.

    • @elionaidgranados1005
      @elionaidgranados1005 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Amen

    • @BluebirdJay999
      @BluebirdJay999 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Minha imaginação fica mais colorida com música

    • @Freak80MC
      @Freak80MC ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree with this comment, but it just makes me sad that some people are literally born unable to enjoy music. (its a real thing, it's called musical anhedonia)

    • @jdcp8976
      @jdcp8976 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Freak80MC wtf is that? And why does it sound so terrorific?

  • @XAngelsNeverCryX
    @XAngelsNeverCryX ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I miss my mother.

    • @mondomiesposo425
      @mondomiesposo425 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Me too

    • @apinyadenton7236
      @apinyadenton7236 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hey are you okay

    • @XAngelsNeverCryX
      @XAngelsNeverCryX 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@apinyadenton7236 Not really.

    • @rookie1231000
      @rookie1231000 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You’ll see her again some day

  • @FlakonFraggs
    @FlakonFraggs 4 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    oh it's juuuust the right speed, I love it
    Falling to sleep to this mix I'm sure I'll see that town in my restless dreams

    • @F0gGrlDream
      @F0gGrlDream 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Erro Vorago oh man LOL I WISH

    • @drippinwet774
      @drippinwet774 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      u wanna get pumped from behind by Pyramid Head in your dreams or what

    • @SOS1G_
      @SOS1G_ 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Our dreams may very well be our own silent hill. We live out every single fantasy, repressed memories left untouched for so long, hidden meaning in things here and there, left for interpretation. To figure why all of this is happening.

  • @yamifresita7907
    @yamifresita7907 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    silent hill music always makes me forget everything, is like a escape of the real world, im in my own world without thinking anything, it just feels so chill

  • @Krondelo
    @Krondelo ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I am haunted yet entranced. Words escape me.

  • @90SFASHIONMODEL
    @90SFASHIONMODEL ปีที่แล้ว +46

    How many hours I spent in front of this game after school... Nolstagia... Silent hill 2 will always remain a masterpiece of video games, there will be no other games with a story like this, Akira's soundtracks and this setting.
    We hope that one day Konami will take over this great chapter and make it return to its maximum splendor.

  • @Calcx755
    @Calcx755 2 ปีที่แล้ว +202

    These last couple of days have been rough, and I’m certain that the next few days in front of me will be even more rough. Thank you for this mix, it’s been helping me a lot lately.

    • @erierierieri
      @erierierieri 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I hope you have both - better days and even when it's rough, good way of surviving it.

    • @nickkohlmann
      @nickkohlmann ปีที่แล้ว +7

      wish you the best.

  • @mirrta4598
    @mirrta4598 4 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    This is bliss

  • @TH0MASHAWK
    @TH0MASHAWK ปีที่แล้ว +20

    About a week ago, give or take, my (ex)girlfriend broke up with me, I didn't take it personally, and I completely understand her motives as I was a witness of (which I won't go into detail, you can imagine). I was in love with her, I cared for her, and her safety and happiness meant a lot to me, to say the least, I was there for her when she needed me, and she helped me a lot through my tough times as well. A month previous to breaking up she asked for a break for which I expected a breakup at the end of the tunnel, which well, now we're here.
    For that day I didn't feel anything 'negative' until everything kicked in, delayed, I felt lonely, I felt like I had no purpose, and it took me a while to process and accept; why must I lament for something I can't control, and so, after I told myself those words, whilst listening to Peace & Serenity, I got to work, I got to cleaning the whiteboard of mine with glue residue from love notes, love poems and norwegian words with deep meaning I stuck and felt to heart, I put away the pictures of me and her, and it was then that I faced reality, that I had begun moving on.
    I have never played Silent Hill or took any interest in the games until I found out about Akira's soothing ambience, which helped me through these times, which helped me soothe cortisol, and which helped me sleep peacefully (as I've had some health complications, making it difficult for me to sleep without a thought). I'm very grateful that though I may have gone through some not-so-preferable times, I've been given this ambience to pacify to, that helped me think clearly; this is not a punishment, but a lesson, and a time to reflect upon myself. Thank you Akira, and thank you JJJ for putting these beautiful tracks together.

    • @greggalvanek
      @greggalvanek ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are you now?

    • @TH0MASHAWK
      @TH0MASHAWK ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@greggalvanek I'm feeling fantastic and better than I was with her tbh lol, thank you for asking - I found that my girlfriends motives were different than the one she described to me, I was blinded by loyalty, but it taught me a lot of things and since then I've prioritised myself and my family over anyone else. How about you?

    • @greggalvanek
      @greggalvanek ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Cookie Im very glad to hear that. In life, bad things like that happen, but it teaches you things and shapes you, just as you described. So as much as it did hurt then, you're a whole lot better now. As for me though im doing great, I cant really complain about anything.

    • @TH0MASHAWK
      @TH0MASHAWK ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@greggalvanek Some wise words 🙏

    • @gt500dox8
      @gt500dox8 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@TH0MASHAWK your ex moved on Even before breaking up with You. She already got her mind set and pretty sure found someone else already.

  • @Tudser1
    @Tudser1 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I adore pizza & bowling. My fav

    • @NoVACorpsGaming
      @NoVACorpsGaming ปีที่แล้ว +4

      How can you sit there eating pizza?

    • @Tudser1
      @Tudser1 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@NoVACorpsGaming lmao best moment

  • @brandon_2k047
    @brandon_2k047 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    A month ago my uncle passed away from suicide and since then I haven’t cried or shown any emotion. Came across silent hill 2 and this soundtrack. I know for early players the influx of the masses into the community can be irritating but this game has helped me so much. I cried at Mary’s letter and born from a wish makes me feel again. I really understand the feeling of absence and it’s helped me come to terms with things. Even though I want to bleach my eyes of watching pyramid head I am grateful for this game.

    • @lesley1684
      @lesley1684 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      i'm really sorry for your loss. it's beautiful to know you've found some comfort in times of grief and distress with SH2, and i hope you're doing better now. always reach out to someone when you can

  • @tigerjia1157
    @tigerjia1157 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Heaven’s Night is legit perfect at this speed

  • @Turie44
    @Turie44 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I Imagine myself looking at the stars in the middle of a forest with fresh air and thinking about life

  • @lProjectZerol
    @lProjectZerol ปีที่แล้ว +11

    SH2 music is extremely moody. Soooo so so so so good

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +21

    This track makes me think of someone who just escaped something traumatic and they can now rest easy knowing they are finally free.

    • @ducky1016
      @ducky1016 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Real

  • @christiancook6061
    @christiancook6061 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    "peace and serenity" almost resembles skyrim at night.. so peaceful

  • @rxvenxx
    @rxvenxx ปีที่แล้ว +6

    silent hill music either puts me in a peaceful trance or shatters my soul completely

  • @Cretaker
    @Cretaker ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This does take me back to 2004, since those are almost the same tracks I usually chose to listen to on long trips and careless youth nights.

  • @SimfullMinds
    @SimfullMinds ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I never played Silent Hill and still I am here at 1am listening to this. Such a great soundtrack I'm definitely gonna play this game

    • @kivote2715
      @kivote2715 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i just recently did bro good game 10/10 cant get over it

    • @SimfullMinds
      @SimfullMinds ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm gonna get this for my ps2 can't wait to play

    • @daniel-ss1rk
      @daniel-ss1rk ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@SimfullMinds if you save up for a pc it doesnt even have to be a good one you can just emulate any ps2 game for free, and ps1

    • @SimfullMinds
      @SimfullMinds ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@daniel-ss1rk I have a decent pc but I dislike emulating. I want to own it really and not just a digital copy, but thank you for telling, someday this is gonna help someone :)

    • @daniel-ss1rk
      @daniel-ss1rk ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@SimfullMinds W opinion

  • @cyberiagenesis
    @cyberiagenesis ปีที่แล้ว +8

    My existence is slowly diluting.

    • @elionaidgranados1005
      @elionaidgranados1005 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Im staring to believe I am already a dilute ghost so not even a ghost at all nothing

  • @angelconner4959
    @angelconner4959 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I keep having reoccurring dreams in a setting quite like silent hill. Silent Hill will always resonate with me deep within. Thanks for giving us the privilege to escape our minds.

  • @restinjade
    @restinjade 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    man, i love this video with my whole heart

  • @rakun5991
    @rakun5991 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    this video is ironically saving my life

  • @NesliKWasTaken
    @NesliKWasTaken 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Didnt know I was looking for this, but I found it

  • @camotophat
    @camotophat 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    There are no words for how good this soundtrack is. And its so damn mellow, barely music at all.

  • @kuroe8678
    @kuroe8678 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    At the moment i am writing that, i feel at my lowest.. i feel so tired, so sad and tired.. i can't take the girl i was with out of my mind.. i don't know why.. she cheated on me, lied to me, make me feel so bad, crying night and night.. i have a car, a bunch of friends, good friends, a new girl too, a work, but.. i feel so sad..

    • @sniteldepui2624
      @sniteldepui2624 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Focus on your well-being. Allow yourself to grieve, lean on supportive friends, and consider professional help. Prioritize self-care, set boundaries with your ex, and reflect on the lessons for personal growth. Healing takes time; be patient with yourself.

    • @kuroe8678
      @kuroe8678 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @sniteldepui2624 thank you for your answer.. whoever you are, i love you and hope the best for you

  • @lisason613
    @lisason613 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This game is a masterpiece. Never get tired of playing it and listening to it’s soundtracks. Nostalgia man. Nostalgia is real.

  • @noahdigit430
    @noahdigit430 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Perfect Melancholy

  • @amiiientcastle
    @amiiientcastle ปีที่แล้ว +4

    was so high listening to this in my friends car, this whole mix is just the best to listen to

  • @lesley1684
    @lesley1684 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    i stumbled across the song “claw finger” on accident three weeks ago… now here I am, watching silent hill gameplays and listening to the soundtrack/fan edited versions like this vid… keep up the good work 🤍

  • @dougrattmann3554
    @dougrattmann3554 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I fell asleep to this twice in the same night

  • @ddqwf
    @ddqwf ปีที่แล้ว +10

    this is wonderful, i used to watch my older brother play silent hill and mgs 1 and 2 on his PS1 and PS2, the music and grainy graphics to me back then were so aesthetically pleasing and it really hits me in the nostalgia when i listen to these old vidya OST's :)

  • @nep1062
    @nep1062 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    These songs have always put my mind at ease

    • @MyManJFKTV
      @MyManJFKTV ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ironically as James plunged deeper into madness.

  • @gamblerofrats
    @gamblerofrats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Thank you for bringing serenity to those restless dreams

  • @SOS1G_
    @SOS1G_ 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    That heavens night mix is sooo good. As soon as I play it, I just feel like sinking down into my chair and letting go

  • @SANSYGAMES
    @SANSYGAMES ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Silent hill is back babysss

    • @noctsickversus9632
      @noctsickversus9632 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes , I'm curious.. but apart silent hill F the other is a remake and then I dunno series?
      Anyway maybe one day we will see a silent hill 5 , 5 with the number no homecoming or downpour. Like a gem. Like a dream

    • @s0daapoppin
      @s0daapoppin ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Let's just hope that the new games are actaully good, not expecting much from Konami, but let's just see.

  • @sniteldepui2624
    @sniteldepui2624 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I could listen to this songs all day long

  • @metalphantom4425
    @metalphantom4425 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Just lost a loved one .. grief sucks.

  • @metalgearobama
    @metalgearobama ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Dark, cold, but also warm, and bright at the same time.

  • @cesarac1083
    @cesarac1083 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You just put the Best tracks of the Game, great

  • @andrejangelov4934
    @andrejangelov4934 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Best playlist for naps

  • @zackjohnsonz
    @zackjohnsonz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Best music from silent hill 2

  • @Ddlcsbiggestfanlol
    @Ddlcsbiggestfanlol หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Silent hill changed my life bro

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    This playlist is absolutely magical. Makes me want to curl up on a cold winter day with a blanket and a cup of coffee and play through some old school PS1 horror games.
    Edit: You composed all of this yourself as well?! Fucking amazing man.

  • @SlurryNoises
    @SlurryNoises ปีที่แล้ว +4

    the perfect silent hill ambient mix. holy moly

  • @frenezia
    @frenezia ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Generally most of those videos the transition between the songs is not good, but you managed to do it perfectly, i loved every minute, and second of this video. Thank you.

  • @TheReygan
    @TheReygan ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The algorithm knows that I like so much this kind of peace in my ears

  • @arifbcr5121
    @arifbcr5121 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I first heard this mix in a very strange period of my life. It was the period in which I understood that I had grown into an adult. That now, I had responsibilities and expectations from other people. This mix, every time that I hear it, makes me feel so strange. In a way it’s kind of nostalgic but also kind of uncomfortable. It’s strange, but I keep coming back…

  • @mdl0032
    @mdl0032 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    listening to this while writing down in my notebook Mary's letter, heartbreaking.

  • @disgrief
    @disgrief ปีที่แล้ว +9

    thank you so much for making this

  • @finniganroverfield1753
    @finniganroverfield1753 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the entire playlist reminds me how there used to be a Playstation 2 at my Dentist office that me and my brother used to play when we were kids going there, of course the ps2 isnt really there anymore and was replaced with tablets and completely new attire while the rest of the office stayed the same, even though they didnt have any silent hill game for the console there this playlist still reminds me of those times.

  • @calliope3123
    @calliope3123 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    In my restless dream...
    I see that town... Silent Hill.
    You promised you'd take me there again someday
    But you never did...
    Well i'm alone now
    In our special place...
    Waiting for you

  • @Vandervazy
    @Vandervazy 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    In my restless dreams,
    I see that town.
    Silent Hill.
    You promised me you'd take me
    there again someday.
    But you never did.
    Well, I'm alone there now...
    In our 'special place'...
    Waiting for you...
    Waiting for you to
    come to see me.
    But you never do.
    And so I wait, wrapped in my
    cocoon of pain and loneliness.
    I know I've done a terrible
    thing to you. Something you'll
    never forgive me for.
    I wish I could change
    that, but I can't.
    I feel so pathetic and ugly
    laying here, waiting for you...
    Every day I stare up at the cracks
    in the ceiling and all I can think
    about is how unfair it all is...
    The doctor came today.
    He told me I could go
    home for a short stay.
    It’s not that I'm getting better.
    It’s just that this may be
    my last chance...
    I think you know what I mean...
    Even so, I'm glad to be coming
    home. I've missed you terribly.
    But I'm afraid, James.
    I'm afraid you don't really
    want me to come home.
    Whenever you come see me,
    I can tell how hard it is on you...
    I don't know if you
    hate me or pity me...
    Or maybe I just disgust you...
    I'm sorry about that.
    When I first learned that
    I was going to die, I just
    didn't want to accept it.
    I was so angry all the time and I
    struck out at everyone I loved most.
    Especially you, James.
    That's why I understand
    if you do hate me.
    But I want you to
    know this, James.
    I'll always love you.
    Even though our life together had
    to end like this, I still wouldn't
    trade it for the world. We had
    some wonderful years together.
    Well, this letter has gone on
    too long, so I'll say goodbye.
    I told the nurse to give
    this to you after I'm gone.
    That means that as you read
    this, I'm already dead.
    I can't tell you to remember me,
    but I can't bear for you to
    forget me.
    These last few years since I
    became ill... I'm so sorry for
    what I did to you, did to us...
    You've given me so much and
    I haven't been able to return
    a single thing.
    That's why I want you to live
    for yourself now.
    Do what's best for you, James.
    James...
    You made me happy.

  • @foxus-a113
    @foxus-a113 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Such a beautiful mix. Thank you :)

  • @assdeaddick
    @assdeaddick ปีที่แล้ว +1

    luv silent hill

  • @soupe17
    @soupe17 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    where was silent hill when I was severely mentally unwell :( Great mix, I'm able to write such detailed atmospheres in my novel with this video

  • @lolgio7731
    @lolgio7731 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this nostalgia masterpiece will be my sample magnum opus

  • @voidc4
    @voidc4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this has been easily my most replayed music in months

  • @inaudibleconfusioninajarofjam
    @inaudibleconfusioninajarofjam ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Sorry I’m making more than one comment but I just wanted to say that this is probably one of my favorite silent hill music edit/playlists. I can’t begin to describe what this feels like to me. Mysterious? Peaceful? Ominous? Foreboding? Morose? Idk anyways, great playlist, thanks for posting it ☺️

    • @ovekorn
      @ovekorn 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I feel the same things too.

  • @hive5123
    @hive5123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you

  • @psych0ruins
    @psych0ruins ปีที่แล้ว +1

    very relaxing to listen to while doing homework/studying

  • @sbewt
    @sbewt ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Best silent hill mix I’ve heard so far

  • @jackcatlin
    @jackcatlin ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This hits so hard, well done!

  • @inaudibleconfusioninajarofjam
    @inaudibleconfusioninajarofjam ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I’ve never even played Silent Hill (I’ll probably play the remake, but idk how to play the first and third game) but this has so much nostalgia and peace to me. Honestly I eagerly await the next foggy morning because my little brain will love it and it’s silent hill look

    • @mgsemers
      @mgsemers ปีที่แล้ว

      i can give you the easy youtube video on how to install a ps2 emulater for pc, they even show how to install games in the video too

    • @mgsemers
      @mgsemers ปีที่แล้ว

      PCSX2 | PS2 Emulator Full Set Up Guide 2022 by david gaming

  • @Buugzy
    @Buugzy ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful

  • @dreamsandmemories4807
    @dreamsandmemories4807 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I hope to play silent hill one day, even from just the movie I can feel the effort and emotion put into it

  • @Amorphith
    @Amorphith 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This is wonderful.

  • @sleebyrose
    @sleebyrose ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Fuck, I need to play this game.

  • @lunargeographer
    @lunargeographer ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is perfection!

  • @asimsaleem2022
    @asimsaleem2022 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Fooggy environment alone all over

  • @ken6517
    @ken6517 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    23:05 and onwards is something you never forget

  • @Tbaggrrr
    @Tbaggrrr ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Subbed because U got my favourite OST, cheers for the effort bro

  • @yourboy4025
    @yourboy4025 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    5 months ago, i watched rhis video "unsure of what my future would hold ❤ but I'll say now in the present was worth the wait. Try not to worry about the things you cant change. P.s. great mix

    • @SOS1G_
      @SOS1G_ 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Ty

  • @dead_fox
    @dead_fox ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nice mix!

  • @user-cq6nc9to3i
    @user-cq6nc9to3i 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This is the original soundtrack from the game (heavens night soundtrack)..not like the other versions with all that annoying sound effects..This is the best..A true masterpiece..Thank you so much..l ve been looking for this version over 10 years..

  • @HunnidMinds
    @HunnidMinds 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    i remember me and my homie were smoking heavily to this shit.

  • @Dakvwaqa
    @Dakvwaqa 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    beautifull

  • @CommissarDorothy
    @CommissarDorothy หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    More like this please :)

  • @froidw
    @froidw 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    the world would be sad without music

  • @agreen254
    @agreen254 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Illum oppidum, in somniis inrequietis meis, video. Mutus Collis.

  • @XRTVicious
    @XRTVicious 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    THANK YA

  • @SUPERTRASH_
    @SUPERTRASH_ ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i love us

  • @Daydy377
    @Daydy377 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I was shocked when at the end of the game, the letter was empty

  • @khakupuje5736
    @khakupuje5736 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I LUVV AKIRA YAMAOKA

  • @ovekorn
    @ovekorn ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love 💕 this soundtrack so sad ☹️

  • @Lemmestarve
    @Lemmestarve ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I wanna replay these games again lmao

  • @badgirlgigix3
    @badgirlgigix3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i miss just being a kid and being safe and worry-free.

  • @Mistic_eyes
    @Mistic_eyes 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I love this game