When you give it a name, like "depersonalization or derealization", you almost bring it to life, like Santa Claus. It's all just anxiety. Any psychologist will tell you that, and it's true. It'll fade away once your anxiety is under control, and it'll be like you totally forgot what it felt like. It's all an illusion caused by anxiety. Your brain is not messed up, and you're not crazy. Just anxious... as us humans tend to be. :)
Does anyone feel like their loved ones are strangers, that they feel and look different to you? And that your home feels different and looks different. I have that feeling and it's really scaring me. I hope I'm not the only one who feels this.
The existential fears you list off at the beginning; "Almost in a state of panic at the universe". I've been there for 3 months now. It's been terrifying. But I'm getting used to the feelings now. I'm amazed at how common this is but no one ever talks about it. Surely the existential fears are only going to get more prominent in society the more educated and scientifically advanced humanity becomes.
How are you doing now? I'm going through this atm and I'm terrified. I think about this before and after I sleep and even during the day. What helped you get over these thoughts?
@@bhakchoder I'm much MUCH better these days. Now and then I still get that overwhelmed feeling. My legs will go to jelly and reality just feels alien. But since then, I've improved with the existential fears so much that I returned to university to study physics. 3 years ago just thinking about physics related topics would send me in to a panic attack. I'm actually grateful for the existential fears because they make me feel fully alive. It's terrifying when it hits but I feel that it gives me a deep appreciation for life. I still struggle with some things, but overall I'm much better. Are you experiencing similar things?
@@FriedEggSarnie it’s really good to know that your are doing well now. I deal with Pure O, it comes and goes, and changes themes, I have felt with HOCD, Harm OCD, POCD and what not! But recently I am struggling with this whole Existential OCD which makes me question my most fundamental beliefs about myself and world
For me: Is life fake? Am I already dead? Am I dreaming? What if dreams are reality? How am I here? Why does no one seem to care that life makes no sense? What is the point in life? How do I figure out the things that humans can't comprehend? Why do people believe in religions? What happens after you die? Does everyone know something that I don't know? Do I know something that no one else knows? Why should I live such a boring life ill just die in the end? Why do I have to do what other people tell me to do? Etc etc.
Kai Is a Wombat Hey, i know i am late replying but i was vey similar to you. I had a big anxiety attack a few months ago and got depressed and depersonalised badly. I had many of the thoughts you said. I felt trapped and that i would never get better or back to normal. However a few months down the line i am almost normal again. I feel great and the reason is that i 'float' this means whenever u get one of these bad thoughts which usually lead onto more thoughts in my case, you allow them to happen!🙂When my uncle told me this i felt as if its the oposite of what i should do but it isn't. If you keep running away from the thoights, you start to fear them more. whereas if you relax your body and let them happen and just 'float' you become used to the thoughts and then stop fearing them. Honestly i fully understand and you just need to know that i was like that and now whenever i have any thoughts which isn't that common. I just forget about them while thinking😂 With the existence side of it. Although it's hard to, accept that you are here, and others are going though this! The reason you become depersonalised is because the brain has that much stress that it cuts out the outside world to relive itself! although this is terrifying to expirience, it is simply the brain's defence system against stress!
Exactly those are the same thoughts going through my head everyday you hit the nail on the head with this one! Have you ever been misdiagnosed with a disorder I know this comment was a long time ago but if you can please message back!!
YOU HELP ME SO MUCH. IM SO SCARED. YOU DESCRIBED ALL MY FEARS. I feel like I'm dying already and I'm so scared that I'll be trapped in this world forever
You hit the nail on the head with the existential questions and what I'm going through. I've been so obsessed with these thoughts that they cause me to become very anxious. It's like I know we're here living but can't grasp why or how or anything about existence/reality.
Harris you truly helped me and i m 13 and have depersonalization from smoking weed and i smoked because of peer pressure and i had a panic attack the 2nd or 3rd time i smoked the first time i felt nothing i didnt even feel high ive had it for a couple of months and its bad ive had good days and bad days but i am so afraid of getting schizophrenia but i dont have delusions or hallucinations and i still fear it till the point where i stay up all night and search for things like becoming schizophrenic but im going to keep fighting because i want to have a good life!
Zay DaBoss hang in there bro i know how you feel. I went through the same thing my first time smoking weed. Just don't look up anything or self diagnose your self youre fine. Just accept what youre going through and just keep going with your life. Ignore it. Dont read any more blogs about it.
Mike_Eternal I’ve been having this for almost 5 months and I jut feel lost in this feeling of losing my sense of identity and just being disconnected from myself and I’ve gotten anxiety and I got it by smoking wax and I’m just terrified of what my life will be after this is over. Will I be the same? What if i get this again in the future? Please help me
You basically said what my therapist said to me - holy shit. Now I understand I was trying to control everything. Basically my main fear is that im dead or in other dimension etc etc
I understand completely man but keep fighting and you will make it through.Just remember everything is real,you are real,you are not dead or in a different dimension.Keep fighting man much love
ballon fly I feared my anxiety and i feared what it'd be like in the future. But dont worry! a few months down the line of my panic attack breakdown and i am doing so well mentally! i no longer fear it because whenever u get a bad thought, accept it and relax the body and let it happen
This video describes what I am going through TO A T!!! It's so comforting to hear that someone knows what I'm going through. Harris I've purchased your program. it's been very helpful
How i overcame this was by analyzing my fears and thoughts, i began thinking about what i love and the ppl i love, at the same time i went on with my daily life even though i was struggling bad, i received therapy as well, talked to people i trust.. Just keep reminding yourself that you'll be ok at the end of the day 🖤 and let the feeling take you .. You shouldn't run from it just let it take you 💖
I've had the EXACT obsessions that he goes over. I obsessively researched about free will, if we are in control of our thoughts, if consciousness is real.. I think I might have this..
I don't think you do, you would know if you had this.. Obsessing about health and things is normal. this is so intense that you would think that you are going crazy (literally), it was so intense for me that I didn't communicate with anyone or go outside for like a month, I almost failed the 10th grade because of it.. But I got several doctors notes saying I had anxiety and most of them passed me.
I'd say more or less I'm over it. Every now and then I'll still have weird thoughts about reality but it's definitely not a constant paranoia and obsession that I once had. I read somewhere that when people are having anxiety about such grandiose things, it's often something very simple and practical that is off, be it relationship trouble or not doing things they enjoy, etc.
I have never ONCE heard about this. Normally I highly discourage self diagnosing, I feel like being able to comprehend this kind of thinking and relate to everything about it is an exception.
Has anyone else been triggered by TH-cam's recommended videos on the nature of "reality" or of the "universe" and other topics relating to philosophy and theoretical physics? Presumably some people find these topics interesting, but I would imagine they grate on the nerves of people with DPDR.
A HUGE YES. In fact, words such as as "universe","world", "life","society" "galaxy", and those related to existance are a big trigger to me. I mean,whenever I hear,say or read them, I get symptoms of DP/DR :(
I've been multiple times to the emergency room. I've told all doctors that there's a tumor or something wrong with my brain. they checked me multiple times and I passed each test my brain is working fine and my blood is fine no high cholesterol or blood cell problem or heart problems. I've been to a psychiatrist and got Generalized Anxiety Disorder. then all that high anxiety got me stuck in this Derealization mode. I've told my psychiatrist how I felt and she came to the conclusion that I have Derealization. I told her that options and places get small or big, closer or farther. my time perception got distorted minute turned into literal hours and days seem super long. I explained to her how I feel as if my memories got screwed up like if i was downstairs then went upstairs it feels as if I was never downstairs or it would feel like between the minute of me going upstairs from downstairs feel like 10 minutes. I feel like I can't read as well as I used to do or spell correctly, sometimes I just can't remember how to spell this word that I used to know how to spell.
I had a real strong Panic attack after a lot of private stress with smoking pot 5 years ago. I thought the depersonalization was a result of an ongoing psychotic disorder. I developed a real strong phobia about psychotic mental disorders. After some time where i recovered , I had real strong panic attacks again a few months ago and everything looks strange and i think all the fucking time about existence, the realness of the world and was so fearful and depressed what is happening right now. Thank you for your video
@@lukamilutinovic3468 it was a bumpy road, but i am very good right now. I was diagnosed with OCD and did therapy in combination with antidepressants and stand very well in life. Keep holding through! I know it can be frightening but try to ignore the feeling and thoughts. If you have trouble with this try out some medication to ease your anxiety. :)
Please take courage on day things must get better. I too have had my share of anxiety and panic attacks and it's not pretty. I just pray and I also take magnesium citrate in the powered form Half teaspoon 2 times a day ALONG with 5000mg of B12 vitamins in the liquid form. And that's seem to be working pretty well me lately. I do hope u give it a try . Good bless
Very good man love your videos. you really hit a nerve when you talked about control. I had my first panick attack this year was working a lot not sleeping much had a redbull and a mountain dew before work on an empty stomach and the caffeine triggered my panic attack. i was always very confident about my health and now i just can't cope how i lost control of my body and mind that day and now its fucking with me day in and day out. crazy anxiety dp/dr crazy physical symptoms that i never had,but like you said not having that control is what is messing with my head i'm use to controlling everything and the more i want to control this fucking anxiety the worse it gets. keep the videos coming.
had this for 5-6 months after smoking some weed, I always thought there was just something wrong with me (because a psychiatrist just told me I was depressed, and didn't know what she was talking about) and never knew there was youtube related to it. in those 5-6 months, I didn't feel real and felt like I was living in a confusing massive paranoia world where I feared just random things that didn't make sense. it was so intense, indescribable.. I finally got over it myself (but still feel like that some days). one weird thing.. is that I would always just imagine myself as being not a person anymore, but rather just a clump of cells walking around communicating with other clumps of cells, in an infinite universe that didn't make sense. . It was really weird and freaked me out.
yeah.. well it happened to me march of 2016, It seemed like it kept getting worse and I was getting really scared and paranoid. I ended up telling some people and I got sent to a mental health doctor and they put me on meds for anxiety, it helped me.. luckily around that time summer break also started for me, I just stayed inside for those 3 months and slowly got over it by trying not to think about it.
Boots me too!!! It seems to me most people get this after smoking weed. I used to smoke a lot but after I had this really bad trip I got depersonalization and I just found out today what this was called. Im so scared. I feel trapped
I have ocd shadow disorder but I’ve been doing so well by accepting it and making myself realize that no matter what my life will continue so why be stuck on something that isn’t beneficial
So glad I found this channel. I had never heard of this and I have a MA in clinical psychology. You have raised so many good points and actually make me feel hopeful again.
I know it's such an under studied condition, my hope is that most people DO get past it or learn to deal with it and live alongside it, and we probably don't hear from those people they just go onto live happy lives and dont comment on youtube videos ❤🙏
Hey, i'm 15 and recently had a big anxiety breakdown and expirienced being depersonalised. I have had all the thoughts you said at the start and i just want to let other people know. Every day it gets better! When you have a bad thought coming on, allow it to. relax everything and this will decrease adrenaline release and then mean not as much anxiety response. It can be really hard but i never thought i would overcome and i have!
I'm really thankful for sharing your thougths about DP/DR( I had DR) helped me to come over my fears and stuff at hard times. This was my way of coming over it, listening to someone who had the same issue helped me not to feel alone and brought me back to my "normal" life ,slowly ( patience everyone). Thank you! We're together in this...
The fear can creep in ways you couldn't imagine. I'll be thinking about "how I'm alive, where did this power generate from?" Even if I shrug it off and try to focus on something like studying, the next question is, "how does anything I do matters, this will all be forgotten in a few years time, why do it then?" It's tough living like this.
That comment about the thoughts being there to distract from the real issue - which is your emotions, never really stuck with me before I heard you say it.
Is very simple. This is a smart person condition. Point blank. My best friend would never even understand me talking about this because she doesnt think she just exists...
tracy 12345 This is happened to me. I had minor surgery when I was nine years old and I have had problems with DP sent. I cannot sleep without fear of being unconscious
Everytime i look at things i have to remind myself what it is.... my thoughts become so instrusive i can't think clearly as much as i used to anymore.i feel like i'll end up hurting someone or something i love. And i don't value the things i love anymore, like everything has no definition. Not even love, or hate, or anything around me. But i know it does. Because it has always been there right? Like i know where i am, but i feel as if i wasn't fully there. Sometimes i wouldn't be able to concentrate on one thing and read( i can read, just can't concentrate on it because of my thoughts probably ) . I was diagnosed with A.D.D when i was young. And i feel as if it was coming back. More worse than it was. When i'm somewhere doing something in that moment, then go somewhere else and do something, I will have an image of myself as if i was there doing whatever i did before ( this has never really happened before i started experiencing dpdr.)I mean it's kind of scary. I still have nostalgia.. which means good thoughts good feelings, going through memories. But it just feels as if i was living my past , not even making new memories at all. I'm aware this could be just cuz i'm depressed or going through this thing called dpdr. i can say that at night i would lucid dream alot. Sometimes when i'm in an area or a place , i would imagine something happening that wouldn't actually be happening. Sometimes i can't get my mind off those things. It just keeps happening. I also feel as if i'm going insane, and will have no future at all, and will end up being some psychopath. Probably because i think my family thinks i'm one ( Only because they have seen me at my worse ) Anyways, i still have to remind myself that i'm real, and that i have memories , a past. I just have that weird , crazy , unexplainable feeling , as if i was never here in the first place. And i would feel like i hate myself because of all i've been through because i would question why it was happening. Example:Why am i even here? Why am i thinking that? Just weird thoughts that suddenly pop up. I would be so zoned out i wouldn't even understand it either.
I thought I was a sociopath too. I haven't felt emotions for four months now... including love and guilt. I was hospitalized, however, and they said it has to be a pervasive pattern that interferes with your whole life. You can't just develope aspd out of nowhere. I was actually diagnosed with bpd. Also, sociopaths don't experience nostalgia! and they wouldn't ponder about being a sociopath because they usually have some god complex and aren't introspective about their condition. Most of them like being the way that they are, because they don't know any other way.
@@geri2793 I am stronger and more in control of my thoughts, thank you, though I still can feel this way at times with my thoughts and emotions but I’m just getting through it day by day things really did change and I don’t get as many instructive thoughts or dissociative even thought yes we can have our depressive lows and stress and anxiety can cause this so much but I’m getting through it better than I was but when i experience that kinda thing we almost all do go through an existential crisis in our life but it will get better it’s just your mindset and you just have to overcome it and keep staying positive and things will be easier even though you can feel like everything doesn’t make sense it eventually will and I believe in you
I'm a 16 year old girl who has this after some major anxiety and depression. I was already in a psych ward once ,I don't want to back again but I I feel like they can help me. I want help the is disorder is really ruining my life. In class it'll happen where my brains logical side shuts off on me, an then I just cant understand or realize anything. Then I feel and act very weird. I'm unco-ordinated and get headaches, head pressure head tingles or other wierd head sensations. My classmates or teachers don't understand and are a little uncomfortable around me. My mom and only parent doesn't understand that I'm mentally ill and unable to function. She ignores what I have to say, and stays ignorant. I love her so much but i wish she'd be understanding and get me help. Ugh just writing this brings on stress and worries. I just want my life back before all these mental ilnesses. I was just an average teen up until this point. I'm hoping and praying for me to get help and get rid of this disorder. Also wigs the best for my fellow dpdr/drdr people.
I wanna know if this is DP/DR someone help me. First I want ya'll to know how I got to this point. about a year and a half ago I fainted and went to the doctor to check it out. They said I was completely fine and like the next two months I kept worrying that I had some serious condition. I kept worrying that I would get a heart attack and that I had some heart condition (I even felt the heart palpitations). Then month after that I went to the doctor again and they checked my brain and and blood and said I was fine. I worry a lot about my health and think I have health anxiety or I'm a hypochondriac (just a little though). Then about a month and a half ago I had a mental breakdown. I started fearing if this world wasn't real and i'm living in a simulation, that all of this is fake, and then I was hit with a wave of depression. It was horrible. I felt so hopeless. I was always generally a chill and happy person and ever since I started worrying about how I fainted I started getting anxiety and depression and now I fear crazy things like aliens and that this reality is fake. And I worry if i'll ever get back to normal. Idk which is worse, the anxiety the depression or the derealization. I also had a semi existential crisis. And wonder about God and if this reality is just a program. And I started thinking about "what's the point of life" I feared I was losing my mind. I'm pretty sure I have anxiety and depression but i'm not sure about the DP/DR. Can anyone tell me if I have it? This is my theory: I believe that this all happened because I fainted that day. I started worrying to much and it caused anxiety and usually depression is tied with anxiety. At one point I even feared I had schizophrenia (It was so horrible). And I also hear that DP/DR is common with anxiety. Is what I am experiencing DP/DR? Is it? And if it is, is there a cure? Will I get over it? Will I ever be fine and back to my old self again? I've heard of DP/DR coming back after people "healed" and that's what i'm worried about which raises my anxiety. I fear that this reality is fake and that I'll lose everything. I just wanna be sure that this is what I have so that I know how to beat it. Has anyone ever permanently got rid of it? I need help. I have bad days and less bad days. But I've had this for about a month now and it's bothering me. Please help.
OMFG you just answered one of my biggest questions I have been wondering about for 2-3 years exactly the same happened to me I fainted felt really weird and that feeling was not going away. But I am starting to heal I feel it. But for almost a year ago me and my friend smoked weed sometimes and after a while I couldn't handle it I got extreme derilization. And I have had those extreme derilization moments 2 times after I was done with weed but they only lasted for a minute. But yeah don't smoke weed and try to focus on good stuff in your life I hated when I got that answer but it's true. Hang out with friends, family play football or whatever that make you forget that you have derilization/depersonalization good luck❤️
I can’t breathe properly for shit, and its like just being a human became tough for me.. talking to people is my biggest fear. I feel like the words will never come out properly
In the beginning, replace the word universe with making dinner and that describes how I feel every night now when I have to figure out what to prepare for our meal every night.
for me it's thoughts I guess...example. I somewhat think I am loosing my mortality or loosing control and doing something violent. I would rather kill myself than hurt or kill anyone. but my fear is what if I loos control and do something I'm not aware of, or what if my morality gets fucked over and I don't react the same way when reacting to a violent thought. please tell me I'm not the only one with dp Dr that went through this? cause I didn't think or feel this way before the day I hot dpdr
Another great video Harris. Just commenting on what you believe to be the root cause.. do you think its necessarily always the parents fault? Couldnt it be other sorts of trauma? Self induced trauma.. or just throwing another random one out there, sexual abuse by a stranger, for example? Is it always the parents? This is not an emotional question by the way.
PLEASE REPLY!!!!!I am constantly tired, stressed about my health, questioning everything about my body... I get very sharp pains (headache like) in my head. I get so caught up in phobias of my physical health. I was scared about a brain tumour, cancer, heart problems, ect. I feel crazy because i know how it must sound but it scares the living heck out of me and i truly do get scared and then obsess over that, on top of DP/DR. I also get very dizzy and feel very uneasy, is this normal with DPD? Almost like i feel faint. and i get super foggy. I have derealization way worse then dp. Furthermore, I'll be sitting and feel so much anxiety over nothing, I won't even know what towards but i'll just feel a huge wave of general fear. Did you/anybody else have any of this & is it normal for this disorder? I don't want to keep living my life afraid of each day and how i am going to feel and what i am going to stress over, i feel like crap everyday and i am so jealous of everybody around me. I am 16 and can't keep doing this forever
Jaden Vis I have had the same exact symptoms you are explaining with my dr/dp . I got mine right after having a very bad panic attack . The first thing you have to do is break that wave of fear that looms over you and stops you from wanting to do anything
You have GAD. I felt exactly like this. Every symptom you mentioned, I felt too. It was very intense and scary. The only thing that helped me was finally realising that what I was feeling was nothing more than anxiety. The fear was causing more fear and manifesting into physical symptoms. Once you realise that you are healthy, you will start feeling better.
Hi Harris! Do you have any personal views on death and the afterlife? I would be happy to forget my worries but I find the one thing that drags me back to the worrying loop is the thought that consciousness is a universal thing and I will come back in some form somehow even if only trillions of years after I die, which from my perspective would be instant. After suffering with anxiety and panic in this life, I've grown a fear of reality and consciousness, and fear just existing out of my control throughout time :/ I have this feeling that it makes no sense that "base reality" is not stable, happy, and free of pain and suffering. Thanks!
I developed depersonalization in February a couple months after moving out and starting studies in a new city with new people. my therapist said I'm highly sensitive. Could this all have kind of triggered it?
What if everyone having depersonalization is due to existential ocd? 👀 I wanna hear you guys opinions. Just a thought that came to mind. Because personally im a deep thinker about philosophy and stuff in general of how things work.
+Fallout3ProHunter You may have experienced subtle emotional and psychological abuse which could have resulted in trauma. Maybe? You have to really take a look at your life honestly. I didn't think I did, but I did.
***** His program has given me tremendous insight into my own life and has helped a lot. There have been factors in my own life that have slowed down my journey of recovery so I wouldn't say I have recovered completely. But working through things and always getting better!
Yeah I still experience visual snow like symptoms. Some days I don't notice it, some days it is really noticeable. The days I've been the most relaxed and calm are the days it seems to go away.
Stress put upon me got to the point i became anti social in certian places environments times got upset tummy galore ...no drug caused this for I don't abuse drugs.....childhood this dtarted
Hhhbv Vghty can u help me I feel like I’m stuck in a loop and my life is all fake because I smoked weed and I’m having a lot of deja vu when I sleep my body feels numb when I wake up my body feels numb I don’t wanna get stuck in a loop you have anything to help me ?
The better thing to do than testing yourself if you're worried about a specific condition, is being rational first. I got my DP/DR the morning after smoking a lot of weed, so that's what triggered it for me. However, when I became obsessed of finding causes of DP/DR, one of the things that really stuck with me was Lyme disease, and I was thinking so hard if this could be it, when was the last time I was exposed to a tick, maybe I was bitten, but was never aware of it? So I got really anxious about this, until I just tried to be rational for a second; I smoked weed - got DP'd the morning after. How would a tick be related in all this? If you're looking for medical causes of DP/DR, you're always going to find some new condition to obsess over if you get tested for the first thing. Just my 2 cents.
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I can't believe how many people have this disorder and the majority have never heard of it.
tracy 12345 I HAVE THIS AND I JUST FOUND OUT. IM SO SCARED
Giavonna Marie it’s only anxiety. Once the anxiety is controlled, the feelings you’re experiencing go away. Don’t worry :)
Dani Johnson hey ive been experiencing this
When you give it a name, like "depersonalization or derealization", you almost bring it to life, like Santa Claus. It's all just anxiety. Any psychologist will tell you that, and it's true. It'll fade away once your anxiety is under control, and it'll be like you totally forgot what it felt like. It's all an illusion caused by anxiety. Your brain is not messed up, and you're not crazy. Just anxious... as us humans tend to be. :)
Dani Johnson ty ive also been feeling dizzy later though the day everyday
Does anyone feel like their loved ones are strangers, that they feel and look different to you? And that your home feels different and looks different. I have that feeling and it's really scaring me. I hope I'm not the only one who feels this.
xxMisterJxx I feel like this too:/ it's so scary and confusing
How long have you had this for?
xxMisterJxx since the beginning of this Month and you?
Elizabeth Solorio I've had it for four months. Since Christmas night.
xxMisterJxx how do you deal with it? I've only had it for a month and I feel like I'm going crazy
My biggest thing is that I feel like everything has just been developed in my imagination. But I know that isn't true.
same
xxMisterJxx dude that's like the main thing that bothers me. Sometimes it makes me feel uncomfortable around people that I love
How do u feel now and what did ur doctor said..
Having a huge fear about this
The existential fears you list off at the beginning; "Almost in a state of panic at the universe". I've been there for 3 months now. It's been terrifying. But I'm getting used to the feelings now. I'm amazed at how common this is but no one ever talks about it. Surely the existential fears are only going to get more prominent in society the more educated and scientifically advanced humanity becomes.
How are you doing now? I'm going through this atm and I'm terrified. I think about this before and after I sleep and even during the day. What helped you get over these thoughts?
How are you now?
@@leoluis43 are you fine now
@@bhakchoder I'm much MUCH better these days. Now and then I still get that overwhelmed feeling. My legs will go to jelly and reality just feels alien. But since then, I've improved with the existential fears so much that I returned to university to study physics. 3 years ago just thinking about physics related topics would send me in to a panic attack. I'm actually grateful for the existential fears because they make me feel fully alive. It's terrifying when it hits but I feel that it gives me a deep appreciation for life. I still struggle with some things, but overall I'm much better. Are you experiencing similar things?
@@FriedEggSarnie it’s really good to know that your are doing well now. I deal with Pure O, it comes and goes, and changes themes, I have felt with HOCD, Harm OCD, POCD and what not!
But recently I am struggling with this whole Existential OCD which makes me question my most fundamental beliefs about myself and world
For me:
Is life fake? Am I already dead? Am I dreaming? What if dreams are reality? How am I here? Why does no one seem to care that life makes no sense? What is the point in life? How do I figure out the things that humans can't comprehend? Why do people believe in religions? What happens after you die? Does everyone know something that I don't know? Do I know something that no one else knows? Why should I live such a boring life ill just die in the end? Why do I have to do what other people tell me to do? Etc etc.
Kai Is a Wombat Hey, i know i am late replying but i was vey similar to you. I had a big anxiety attack a few months ago and got depressed and depersonalised badly. I had many of the thoughts you said. I felt trapped and that i would never get better or back to normal. However a few months down the line i am almost normal again. I feel great and the reason is that i 'float' this means whenever u get one of these bad thoughts which usually lead onto more thoughts in my case, you allow them to happen!🙂When my uncle told me this i felt as if its the oposite of what i should do but it isn't. If you keep running away from the thoights, you start to fear them more. whereas if you relax your body and let them happen and just 'float' you become used to the thoughts and then stop fearing them. Honestly i fully understand and you just need to know that i was like that and now whenever i have any thoughts which isn't that common. I just forget about them while thinking😂 With the existence side of it. Although it's hard to, accept that you are here, and others are going though this! The reason you become depersonalised is because the brain has that much stress that it cuts out the outside world to relive itself! although this is terrifying to expirience, it is simply the brain's defence system against stress!
Exactly those are the same thoughts going through my head everyday you hit the nail on the head with this one! Have you ever been misdiagnosed with a disorder I know this comment was a long time ago but if you can please message back!!
YOU HELP ME SO MUCH. IM SO SCARED. YOU DESCRIBED ALL MY FEARS. I feel like I'm dying already and I'm so scared that I'll be trapped in this world forever
Giavonna Marie right he’s helped me through a lot I’m so thankful
Are you also so afraid of growing old and dying? like this crazy fear of death?
Hey Giovanna I know this comment is old but how are you now
Christ! This is me. I feel like I panic just realizing I exist. I dont know what to do!
Gorilla Dash me too have you got better
Me too
Me also.. its horrible. Did you get bettet?
The same here
Scary when someone states everything you have ever thought and felt :/
You hit the nail on the head with the existential questions and what I'm going through. I've been so obsessed with these thoughts that they cause me to become very anxious. It's like I know we're here living but can't grasp why or how or anything about existence/reality.
Leo Luis ayeee same 🥺
Harris you truly helped me and i m 13 and have depersonalization from smoking weed and i smoked because of peer pressure and i had a panic attack the 2nd or 3rd time i smoked the first time i felt nothing i didnt even feel high ive had it for a couple of months and its bad ive had good days and bad days but i am so afraid of getting schizophrenia but i dont have delusions or hallucinations and i still fear it till the point where i stay up all night and search for things like becoming schizophrenic but im going to keep fighting because i want to have a good life!
Zay DaBoss hang in there bro i know how you feel. I went through the same thing my first time smoking weed. Just don't look up anything or self diagnose your self youre fine. Just accept what youre going through and just keep going with your life. Ignore it. Dont read any more blogs about it.
Same exact story as me, I'm still suffering though and terrified I am going insane
Mike_Eternal I’ve been having this for almost 5 months and I jut feel lost in this feeling of losing my sense of identity and just being disconnected from myself and I’ve gotten anxiety and I got it by smoking wax and I’m just terrified of what my life will be after this is over. Will I be the same? What if i get this again in the future? Please help me
Zay DaBoss have you recovered ??
h2gkma lol I’m doing better
“Ur not going to get over the feelings of depersonalization by getting answers to ur questions” i love this
You basically said what my therapist said to me - holy shit. Now I understand I was trying to control everything. Basically my main fear is that im dead or in other dimension etc etc
I understand completely man but keep fighting and you will make it through.Just remember everything is real,you are real,you are not dead or in a different dimension.Keep fighting man much love
I'm scared of anxiety itself or 'losing control', I'm scared of getting trapped in it.
ballon fly I feared my anxiety and i feared what it'd be like in the future. But dont worry! a few months down the line of my panic attack breakdown and i am doing so well mentally! i no longer fear it because whenever u get a bad thought, accept it and relax the body and let it happen
This video describes what I am going through TO A T!!! It's so comforting to hear that someone knows what I'm going through. Harris I've purchased your program. it's been very helpful
DP sometimes feel like we just dont give a F about our lives as such.
Just finally finding out that I'm not the only one who feels this way makes me even more scared for some reason.
Don't be afraid
How i overcame this was by analyzing my fears and thoughts, i began thinking about what i love and the ppl i love, at the same time i went on with my daily life even though i was struggling bad, i received therapy as well, talked to people i trust.. Just keep reminding yourself that you'll be ok at the end of the day 🖤 and let the feeling take you .. You shouldn't run from it just let it take you 💖
I've had the EXACT obsessions that he goes over. I obsessively researched about free will, if we are in control of our thoughts, if consciousness is real.. I think I might have this..
I don't think you do, you would know if you had this.. Obsessing about health and things is normal.
this is so intense that you would think that you are going crazy (literally), it was so intense for me that I didn't communicate with anyone or go outside for like a month, I almost failed the 10th grade because of it.. But I got several doctors notes saying I had anxiety and most of them passed me.
I was at this point too. I'm better now, so I'm sure it was just situation and had to do with stress or where I was at my life at the time.
Pheer777 so you're completely over the feeling now?
I'd say more or less I'm over it. Every now and then I'll still have weird thoughts about reality but it's definitely not a constant paranoia and obsession that I once had. I read somewhere that when people are having anxiety about such grandiose things, it's often something very simple and practical that is off, be it relationship trouble or not doing things they enjoy, etc.
Wow I had to write down some of your explanations because I have trouble explaining it to others. " Thinking about life but not living it"
I have never ONCE heard about this. Normally I highly discourage self diagnosing, I feel like being able to comprehend this kind of thinking and relate to everything about it is an exception.
Has anyone else been triggered by TH-cam's recommended videos on the nature of "reality" or of the "universe" and other topics relating to philosophy and theoretical physics? Presumably some people find these topics interesting, but I would imagine they grate on the nerves of people with DPDR.
ANON0061 omg yes
A HUGE YES. In fact, words such as as "universe","world", "life","society" "galaxy", and those related to existance are a big trigger to me. I mean,whenever I hear,say or read them, I get symptoms of DP/DR :(
I've been multiple times to the emergency room. I've told all doctors that there's a tumor or something wrong with my brain. they checked me multiple times and I passed each test my brain is working fine and my blood is fine no high cholesterol or blood cell problem or heart problems. I've been to a psychiatrist and got Generalized Anxiety Disorder. then all that high anxiety got me stuck in this Derealization mode. I've told my psychiatrist how I felt and she came to the conclusion that I have Derealization. I told her that options and places get small or big, closer or farther. my time perception got distorted minute turned into literal hours and days seem super long. I explained to her how I feel as if my memories got screwed up like if i was downstairs then went upstairs it feels as if I was never downstairs or it would feel like between the minute of me going upstairs from downstairs feel like 10 minutes. I feel like I can't read as well as I used to do or spell correctly, sometimes I just can't remember how to spell this word that I used to know how to spell.
wow hey i feel the same 😭
Holy hell man, just one video, ONE video by you and I feel 100% better... I could cry, what the hell.....
I had a real strong Panic attack after a lot of private stress with smoking pot 5 years ago. I thought the depersonalization was a result of an ongoing psychotic disorder. I developed a real strong phobia about psychotic mental disorders. After some time where i recovered , I had real strong panic attacks again a few months ago and everything looks strange and i think all the fucking time about existence, the realness of the world and was so fearful and depressed what is happening right now. Thank you for your video
Same... How are you now? Going through it at the moment although Its not as bad as before. Any advice?
@@lukamilutinovic3468 it was a bumpy road, but i am very good right now. I was diagnosed with OCD and did therapy in combination with antidepressants and stand very well in life. Keep holding through! I know it can be frightening but try to ignore the feeling and thoughts. If you have trouble with this try out some medication to ease your anxiety. :)
@@majorfluff8389 thanks for the reply. Ill look into it. Best wishes and I am very glad that you are doing well 😊
Life has become absolute hell since this started happening to me
Please take courage on day things must get better. I too have had my share of anxiety and panic attacks and it's not pretty. I just pray and I also take magnesium citrate in the powered form Half teaspoon 2 times a day ALONG with 5000mg of B12 vitamins in the liquid form. And that's seem to be working pretty well me lately. I do hope u give it a try . Good bless
Very good man love your videos. you really hit a nerve when you talked about control. I had my first panick attack this year was working a lot not sleeping much had a redbull and a mountain dew before work on an empty stomach and the caffeine triggered my panic attack. i was always very confident about my health and now i just can't cope how i lost control of my body and mind that day and now its fucking with me day in and day out. crazy anxiety dp/dr crazy physical symptoms that i never had,but like you said not having that control is what is messing with my head i'm use to controlling everything and the more i want to control this fucking anxiety the worse it gets. keep the videos coming.
had this for 5-6 months after smoking some weed, I always thought there was just something wrong with me (because a psychiatrist just told me I was depressed, and didn't know what she was talking about) and never knew there was youtube related to it.
in those 5-6 months, I didn't feel real and felt like I was living in a confusing massive paranoia world where I feared just random things that didn't make sense. it was so intense, indescribable.. I finally got over it myself (but still feel like that some days).
one weird thing.. is that I would always just imagine myself as being not a person anymore, but rather just a clump of cells walking around communicating with other clumps of cells, in an infinite universe that didn't make sense.
. It was really weird and freaked me out.
How did you get over it cuz I also got it from smoking weed? Did you just live life and not think about it?
yeah.. well it happened to me march of 2016, It seemed like it kept getting worse and I was getting really scared and paranoid. I ended up telling some people and I got sent to a mental health doctor and they put me on meds for anxiety, it helped me..
luckily around that time summer break also started for me, I just stayed inside for those 3 months and slowly got over it by trying not to think about it.
but to answer your question.. yeah, it goes away if it's the same thing I had.
Boots me too!!! It seems to me most people get this after smoking weed. I used to smoke a lot but after I had this really bad trip I got depersonalization and I just found out today what this was called. Im so scared. I feel trapped
BC any tips on how it goes away
I have ocd shadow disorder but I’ve been doing so well by accepting it and making myself realize that no matter what my life will continue so why be stuck on something that isn’t beneficial
So glad I found this channel. I had never heard of this and I have a MA in clinical psychology. You have raised so many good points and actually make me feel hopeful again.
I've never heard it explained like this. I agree with this 100000%
I know it's such an under studied condition, my hope is that most people DO get past it or learn to deal with it and live alongside it, and we probably don't hear from those people they just go onto live happy lives and dont comment on youtube videos ❤🙏
I love you, thanks for saving my life. Especially the last part about family really hit me
happy holidays mate, definitely agree with you. family systems totes play a big part in DPDR. Feeling is healing ^_^
Hey, i'm 15 and recently had a big anxiety breakdown and expirienced being depersonalised. I have had all the thoughts you said at the start and i just want to let other people know. Every day it gets better! When you have a bad thought coming on, allow it to. relax everything and this will decrease adrenaline release and then mean not as much anxiety response. It can be really hard but i never thought i would overcome and i have!
I'm really thankful for sharing your thougths about DP/DR( I had DR) helped me to come over my fears and stuff at hard times. This was my way of coming over it, listening to someone who had the same issue helped me not to feel alone and brought me back to my "normal" life ,slowly ( patience everyone). Thank you! We're together in this...
That's exactly what I feel, I feel like I've heart or lung problem even though medically I don't have anything at all !
The fear can creep in ways you couldn't imagine.
I'll be thinking about "how I'm alive, where did this power generate from?" Even if I shrug it off and try to focus on something like studying, the next question is, "how does anything I do matters, this will all be forgotten in a few years time, why do it then?" It's tough living like this.
That comment about the thoughts being there to distract from the real issue - which is your emotions, never really stuck with me before I heard you say it.
Is very simple. This is a smart person condition. Point blank.
My best friend would never even understand me talking about this because she doesnt think she just exists...
Have you ever heard of someone getting DP after they had been put to sleep for a minor surgery? That's what happened to me.
That's been my question for awhile! That's crazy!
tracy 12345 This is happened to me. I had minor surgery when I was nine years old and I have had problems with DP sent. I cannot sleep without fear of being unconscious
thank you so much for these videos! they make me feel so much better and like i am secure in my own head... so relatable, thank you so so so much!
you've helped me so much harris, god bless you
Happy Holiday Harris ! watching your video is one thing that I am grateful for this year, thank you :)
Everytime i look at things i have to remind myself what it is.... my thoughts become so instrusive i can't think clearly as much as i used to anymore.i feel like i'll end up hurting someone or something i love. And i don't value the things i love anymore, like everything has no definition. Not even love, or hate, or anything around me. But i know it does. Because it has always been there right? Like i know where i am, but i feel as if i wasn't fully there. Sometimes i wouldn't be able to concentrate on one thing and read( i can read, just can't concentrate on it because of my thoughts probably ) . I was diagnosed with A.D.D when i was young. And i feel as if it was coming back. More worse than it was. When i'm somewhere doing something in that moment, then go somewhere else and do something, I will have an image of myself as if i was there doing whatever i did before ( this has never really happened before i started experiencing dpdr.)I mean it's kind of scary. I still have nostalgia.. which means good thoughts good feelings, going through memories. But it just feels as if i was living my past , not even making new memories at all. I'm aware this could be just cuz i'm depressed or going through this thing called dpdr. i can say that at night i would lucid dream alot. Sometimes when i'm in an area or a place , i would imagine something happening that wouldn't actually be happening. Sometimes i can't get my mind off those things. It just keeps happening. I also feel as if i'm going insane, and will have no future at all, and will end up being some psychopath. Probably because i think my family thinks i'm one ( Only because they have seen me at my worse ) Anyways, i still have to remind myself that i'm real, and that i have memories , a past. I just have that weird , crazy , unexplainable feeling , as if i was never here in the first place. And i would feel like i hate myself because of all i've been through because i would question why it was happening. Example:Why am i even here? Why am i thinking that? Just weird thoughts that suddenly pop up. I would be so zoned out i wouldn't even understand it either.
I thought I was a sociopath too. I haven't felt emotions for four months now... including love and guilt. I was hospitalized, however, and they said it has to be a pervasive pattern that interferes with your whole life. You can't just develope aspd out of nowhere. I was actually diagnosed with bpd.
Also, sociopaths don't experience nostalgia! and they wouldn't ponder about being a sociopath because they usually have some god complex and aren't introspective about their condition. Most of them like being the way that they are, because they don't know any other way.
I understand 100% what you're going through. I believe in you man.
how are you now ? i experience the same thing
@@geri2793 I am stronger and more in control of my thoughts, thank you, though I still can feel this way at times with my thoughts and emotions but I’m just getting through it day by day things really did change and I don’t get as many instructive thoughts or dissociative even thought yes we can have our depressive lows and stress and anxiety can cause this so much but I’m getting through it better than I was but when i experience that kinda thing we almost all do go through an existential crisis in our life but it will get better it’s just your mindset and you just have to overcome it and keep staying positive and things will be easier even though you can feel like everything doesn’t make sense it eventually will and I believe in you
I never used to have these thoughts man
A fidget spinner helps as a lil distraction but only lil bit to put feeling into existence
Great video, man.
I'm a 16 year old girl who has this after some major anxiety and depression. I was already in a psych ward once ,I don't want to back again but I I feel like they can help me. I want help the is disorder is really ruining my life. In class it'll happen where my brains logical side shuts off on me, an then I just cant understand or realize anything. Then I feel and act very weird. I'm unco-ordinated and get headaches, head pressure head tingles or other wierd head sensations. My classmates or teachers don't understand and are a little uncomfortable around me. My mom and only parent doesn't understand that I'm mentally ill and unable to function. She ignores what I have to say, and stays ignorant. I love her so much but i wish she'd be understanding and get me help. Ugh just writing this brings on stress and worries. I just want my life back before all these mental ilnesses. I was just an average teen up until this point. I'm hoping and praying for me to get help and get rid of this disorder. Also wigs the best for my fellow dpdr/drdr people.
Wish the best for us all!*
I feel like there is no way that I can not think like this....
I wanna know if this is DP/DR someone help me.
First I want ya'll to know how I got to this point. about a year and a half ago I fainted and went to the doctor to check it out. They said I was completely fine and like the next two months I kept worrying that I had some serious condition. I kept worrying that I would get a heart attack and that I had some heart condition (I even felt the heart palpitations). Then month after that I went to the doctor again and they checked my brain and and blood and said I was fine. I worry a lot about my health and think I have health anxiety or I'm a hypochondriac (just a little though). Then about a month and a half ago I had a mental breakdown. I started fearing if this world wasn't real and i'm living in a simulation, that all of this is fake, and then I was hit with a wave of depression. It was horrible. I felt so hopeless. I was always generally a chill and happy person and ever since I started worrying about how I fainted I started getting anxiety and depression and now I fear crazy things like aliens and that this reality is fake. And I worry if i'll ever get back to normal. Idk which is worse, the anxiety the depression or the derealization. I also had a semi existential crisis. And wonder about God and if this reality is just a program. And I started thinking about "what's the point of life" I feared I was losing my mind. I'm pretty sure I have anxiety and depression but i'm not sure about the DP/DR. Can anyone tell me if I have it?
This is my theory: I believe that this all happened because I fainted that day. I started worrying to much and it caused anxiety and usually depression is tied with anxiety. At one point I even feared I had schizophrenia (It was so horrible). And I also hear that DP/DR is common with anxiety. Is what I am experiencing DP/DR? Is it? And if it is, is there a cure? Will I get over it? Will I ever be fine and back to my old self again? I've heard of DP/DR coming back after people "healed" and that's what i'm worried about which raises my anxiety. I fear that this reality is fake and that I'll lose everything. I just wanna be sure that this is what I have so that I know how to beat it. Has anyone ever permanently got rid of it?
I need help. I have bad days and less bad days. But I've had this for about a month now and it's bothering me. Please help.
Alex Majin this comment as made me feel so much better this is how I felt and yeah it sound like derealization
OMFG you just answered one of my biggest questions I have been wondering about for 2-3 years exactly the same happened to me I fainted felt really weird and that feeling was not going away. But I am starting to heal I feel it. But for almost a year ago me and my friend smoked weed sometimes and after a while I couldn't handle it I got extreme derilization. And I have had those extreme derilization moments 2 times after I was done with weed but they only lasted for a minute. But yeah don't smoke weed and try to focus on good stuff in your life I hated when I got that answer but it's true. Hang out with friends, family play football or whatever that make you forget that you have derilization/depersonalization good luck❤️
@@shawnacollins8079 wow same here 😭😭😭😭❤️❤️
I can’t breathe properly for shit, and its like just being a human became tough for me.. talking to people is my biggest fear. I feel like the words will never come out properly
your videos are very good harris. thanks alot and merry x-mas
Isn't DP when you don't focus on what you KNOW for SURE, but your mind is somewhere out of them. Facts. I know I don't make much sense.
just saved my life
In the beginning, replace the word universe with making dinner and that describes how I feel every night now when I have to figure out what to prepare for our meal every night.
for me it's thoughts I guess...example. I somewhat think I am loosing my mortality or loosing control and doing something violent. I would rather kill myself than hurt or kill anyone. but my fear is what if I loos control and do something I'm not aware of, or what if my morality gets fucked over and I don't react the same way when reacting to a violent thought. please tell me I'm not the only one with dp Dr that went through this? cause I didn't think or feel this way before the day I hot dpdr
Disconnection has happened then connect again. Wim Hof methode could change your life
Another great video Harris. Just commenting on what you believe to be the root cause.. do you think its necessarily always the parents fault? Couldnt it be other sorts of trauma? Self induced trauma.. or just throwing another random one out there, sexual abuse by a stranger, for example? Is it always the parents? This is not an emotional question by the way.
Harris you have my FULL Respect!!!
You're the only person that knows what they say about the DP and DR!!
can you give me a mail for contact?
Angel Kristofer Andovski do u still have it?
Thank you so much for your channel
Harris, are you still selling your program? I paid for it last week and haven't got any notification. Please let me know.
Its like my mind works perfectly but my vision is faded and dark to the world around me.. my biggest fear is hangovers and talking to people.
Thanks for getting to know me!
does anyone with dr/dp ever feel like they look different in certain places maybe like your hair is short or weird. or u look feel shorter?
thank you. thank you for everything you do.
This was so reassuring thank you
PLEASE REPLY!!!!!I am constantly tired, stressed about my health, questioning everything about my body... I get very sharp pains (headache like) in my head. I get so caught up in phobias of my physical health. I was scared about a brain tumour, cancer, heart problems, ect. I feel crazy because i know how it must sound but it scares the living heck out of me and i truly do get scared and then obsess over that, on top of DP/DR. I also get very dizzy and feel very uneasy, is this normal with DPD? Almost like i feel faint. and i get super foggy. I have derealization way worse then dp. Furthermore, I'll be sitting and feel so much anxiety over nothing, I won't even know what towards but i'll just feel a huge wave of general fear. Did you/anybody else have any of this & is it normal for this disorder? I don't want to keep living my life afraid of each day and how i am going to feel and what i am going to stress over, i feel like crap everyday and i am so jealous of everybody around me. I am 16 and can't keep doing this forever
+Jay Phoenix look into niacin supplementation to start with (helps against anxiety at high dosages)
Holly shit ! I feel exacly the same way !
Jaden Vis I have had the same exact symptoms you are explaining with my dr/dp . I got mine right after having a very bad panic attack . The first thing you have to do is break that wave of fear that looms over you and stops you from wanting to do anything
You have GAD. I felt exactly like this. Every symptom you mentioned, I felt too. It was very intense and scary. The only thing that helped me was finally realising that what I was feeling was nothing more than anxiety. The fear was causing more fear and manifesting into physical symptoms. Once you realise that you are healthy, you will start feeling better.
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Damn bro just watching ur videos I can get a normal high from weed finally I just gotta think positive an get used to thinking positive not negative
Hi Harris! Do you have any personal views on death and the afterlife?
I would be happy to forget my worries but I find the one thing that drags me back to the worrying loop is the thought that consciousness is a universal thing and I will come back in some form somehow even if only trillions of years after I die, which from my perspective would be instant.
After suffering with anxiety and panic in this life, I've grown a fear of reality and consciousness, and fear just existing out of my control throughout time :/
I have this feeling that it makes no sense that "base reality" is not stable, happy, and free of pain and suffering.
Thanks!
Marcos Pereira hey. I just had this exact same fear this past week. Exactly the same. I hope you have found some peace or resolution.
Obsessions also occured very depressed but parent don't believe ......
i had tinnitus for 8 months and now i hear wind and rumbling sounds
I'm afraid to be schizophrenic
is there a reason why i felt very physicaly vunerable when you mentioned my problem? (the belief i have a lung problem)
I developed depersonalization in February a couple months after moving out and starting studies in a new city with new people. my therapist said I'm highly sensitive. Could this all have kind of triggered it?
Emma Lengel same month as me been having it since febeuary too😩 what are your sympthoms
Thanks but how can icgo get tested or diagnosed to see whats wrong with me do i have to go yo doctors
Yup that's exactly how I feel
What if everyone having depersonalization is due to existential ocd? 👀 I wanna hear you guys opinions. Just a thought that came to mind. Because personally im a deep thinker about philosophy and stuff in general of how things work.
SSRIs make me tired. But I've never actually taken them for the recommended 6-8 weeks
hey mannnnn is visual snow normal ??? i smoked weed 2 months ago !!! now my vision is so blurry
What you think of celexa
Harris can you help me? I don't really have any trauma yet my dp/dr won't go away
+Fallout3ProHunter You may have experienced subtle emotional and psychological abuse which could have resulted in trauma. Maybe? You have to really take a look at your life honestly. I didn't think I did, but I did.
***** His program has given me tremendous insight into my own life and has helped a lot. There have been factors in my own life that have slowed down my journey of recovery so I wouldn't say I have recovered completely. But working through things and always getting better!
Yeah I still experience visual snow like symptoms. Some days I don't notice it, some days it is really noticeable. The days I've been the most relaxed and calm are the days it seems to go away.
yeah sometimes.
Fallout3ProHunter try to bible, yoga and exercise
I can't get over how pretty you are!
Pliz fear of imagination is it normale with depersonalization plz answer
Yeah sucks im fearing mine now
Dude, you got it. Damn.
Stress put upon me got to the point i became anti social in certian places environments times got upset tummy galore ...no drug caused this for I don't abuse drugs.....childhood this dtarted
Ty harris
Does anyone have this fear of developing multiple personalities?
i feel like i have schizophrenia
Is it a withdrawal symptoms
I wish I saw this 4 months ago God fuckin damnit
I feel so fucking crazy
Me too.
How ya now
OG Olster not anymore I'm good now
efl8o98 Oh nice, you mean no longer feeling crazy or no more dp
I fear that it will trigger schizophrenia. My family has history of schizophrenia especially my grandpa
jaime macias how you feeling now
Hhhbv Vghty can u help me I feel like I’m stuck in a loop and my life is all fake because I smoked weed and I’m having a lot of deja vu when I sleep my body feels numb when I wake up my body feels numb I don’t wanna get stuck in a loop you have anything to help me ?
Wow this video was made for me ..
And me :P
I got it after I quit weed
The better thing to do than testing yourself if you're worried about a specific condition, is being rational first. I got my DP/DR the morning after smoking a lot of weed, so that's what triggered it for me. However, when I became obsessed of finding causes of DP/DR, one of the things that really stuck with me was Lyme disease, and I was thinking so hard if this could be it, when was the last time I was exposed to a tick, maybe I was bitten, but was never aware of it? So I got really anxious about this, until I just tried to be rational for a second; I smoked weed - got DP'd the morning after. How would a tick be related in all this?
If you're looking for medical causes of DP/DR, you're always going to find some new condition to obsess over if you get tested for the first thing.
Just my 2 cents.
Sullivan me too from weed for the first time I smoked it it got me into panic attacks then instantly dpdr.
cAn anaemia cause this awful affliction
I'm going brain dead
12:31 the solution!!!
My biggest fear is DID man, can someone help me
Zayni Pie lol
Live you now u good now bro?
Logic has derealization 😂
I saw that too xD
I know I recently found this out I was Like MY LIFES COMPLETE SOMEONE FAMOUS HAS IT
Your handsome. Haha
You’re gay...