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I know what you going because being a adult suck and life hit you everyday every second of the days

Hope for the best sending good vibes!

good luck! i like your vlog style videos. i hope you get through everything that is difficult!

I understand you so well ❤ stay strong

This is normal friend. This too shall pass. You will be fine ❤

6:34 try this: "I'm gonna say No for now" it leaves the door open. I don't have any strategy on cleaning/organizing my place as I'm a hoarder, but money motivates me so I will put all the stuff I'm ready to let go in a corner and put it on Facebook marketplace. If it doesn't sell after a month or more then I still have a hard time letting things go but eventually 80% of the time I will finally throw it out or donate it. I think routines are a powerful thing so give yourself the grace to develop habits over a span of 21 days (apparently the scientific # of days to develop a new habit).

Look into "long covid" Get better friend.

little does kaki know people watching this video are in the same situation she is feeling right now. 😂👍 Thank you for sharing I hope whatever you are searching for be it purpose or direction be meaningful to you.

God loves you and he wants a relationship with you he wants to give you peace even in hard times and his love that surpasses all understanding he cares about you and wants to free you from sin and he wants to save you if you would let him and accept his Son the Lord Jesus Christ who died on the cross for us Eternal life is getting to know the one true God and whom he sent the Lord Jesus Christ who loves you to give you his Holy Spirit and he died on the cross so that you can be saved from your sins if you accept

Feel better soon~

You have a weak immune system.

Vielen Dank for the in-depth ride into the way your Brain works and the Introspective way of dissecting your 20s. It was good to observe how you managed to get to a level of Meta-Awareness of how you choosed and will choose to interact with your environment. The example with your Family and your early tendency when it comes to behaviours related to your Relationships are very good and bold from you to share them with basically every thinking and perceiving living and non living thing on earth through the Internet. One Question i have to ask you just because I am very curious about this is: Did you ever have gotten into the MBTI? And if yes what is your MBTI type? And if not I highly recommend you (based on the Introspective Nature you showcase in your Video(s) The probability that this is something that could Interest and aid you a lot, as you could learn a lot from this about yourself is extremely high) to inform yourself about the topic and if you did the test and know the results, bitte lass mich dein Ergebnis wissen

can try prozac for one day half quart of pill if feel better thats what you need l guess..lifts me out of depression .

Please read: "Why Zebras Don't Get Ulcers" Book by Robert Sapolsky I also think you are longing to start your own family and this is normal.

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I can help. During this depression you have to take the focus off yourself. You have to focus on someone less fortunate than you. Maybe a homeless person, or someone sicker than you, or a senior. Start small. By helping someone else not only will you assist that person by showing kindness and lending a hand with a chore or donation, but you will forget your problems for a while. This positive cycle will grow as you do more for others and soon you will not dwell most of the day on your problems. Also follow the teachings of Jesus.

This was amazing, thank you for sharing! I think this video was a step in the right direction-fully feeling!! I would simply say that you focusing on what’s outside of you (money, job, people’s judgements, thoughts, emotions, health, etc) is a distraction of what’s within you. Therefore we must fully feel to process these distractions that are manipulations of life itself.

Kaki, I didn't listen to the entire speech. I'm 11 minutes in. I will say this, it sounds like your colds may be anxiety / stress related and the reason it feels worse is because you've been unhappy. Look, life is very hard, and it may not be the best time to be alive. However, this is the only time we have to be alive. Overthinking, analyzing, what does it get you? Do you feel less stressed? It really seems like you're making things harder on yourself. I say this as someone who battled like you for years and now I feel good. We cant control the world around us but we can control how we react and how we feel. Something which helped me was asking myself WHY does this matter so much, WHY is this a big deal. For the most part, id over analyze or id let the expectations of others dictate how i felt instead of asking myself what matters to me. Something that may help you in reshaping how you think is TheDailyStoic. It's a bit preachy but its mostly about the teaching of Marcus Aurelius and other stoic philosophers. Helped me conquer a lot. Regardless, what you decide, what path you go on, it is your choice. You can either choose to see the world in gray or let it be in color.

Desire creates suffering

reminds me of old youtube

your not alone hon.

🫂 feel hugged, I wish you all the best!

Your current situation is not your final destination, hold on to hope, and know that you have the strength to overcome this feeling.

idk why this came up on my front page but maybe stop crying to the camera and act like an adult human being jfc, 30 minutes of this whining??

Its okay to not be okay! ❤

Have you looked up long covid? Sounds kinda like that?

Have you considered the choice just to be child free just hope you feel encourage to not be pressured to do anything you’re not sure of. Also talk therapy is really helpful.

For health, 6 healing sounds and 5 animal sports. It helped me.

I will say this, I don't know if you are religious or not but I feel the answer to all your problems is Jesus Christ. When you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior all the things of the world that are evil have been conquered by Jesus Christ, when he died on the cross for all of our sins He conquered sin and he also conquered death when he arose from the dead 3 days later. You mentioned how you are sick and feeling depressed aswell as weak and lonely, When you call upon the Lord Jesus Christ he will comfort you with a comfort you have never felt ever in your life, Your depression, weakness, unhealthiness, lonlieness, Jesus can take all of these things away he just ask's one thing of you. To Believe in him, That he has the power to take away these negative things in your life. I hope you read this and take this into consideration Jesus Loves you, I also Love you as you are made in the perfect image of God as well as every other human being on this earth. God Bless sister! ❤

Topics quite deep this time around. There is nothing in particular I can say that would completely help because it has a lot to do with perspective. I could say a lot of things about whether you should do something in particular or even just take time to think about it. It's not always the same for everyone. I feel it's something internally you need to figure out. Since this is something sensitive I don't wish to misguide you in anyway so I'm not going to give a concrete answer. All I can say is it will come down to a decisions you make rather than it being what it is you feel when it comes to the outcome of anything. Whatever it is that you decide to do, it will influence your feelings in someway. Also as far as the meaning of things go, unless it's a word with a definition, you yourself should be the one to give it meaning whether that's just for you and maybe others as well. Even if someone says otherwise at the end of the day it's you that makes the final decision for that. You will make it through this one for sure though. Also get well soon.

I hope you feel better soon going out in the sun helps and if you ever need someone to talk to I am always willing to lend an ear

It's all in the mind. This is the dream my friend 😊❤

This was good to listen to. Felt like a therapeutic poem, thank you😌

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bruu idk you but you just make this feel so reaal keep it up gang

Your right social media companies should have a option or page too allow people to see random things or pages with low views so people can get out of their echo chamber.

the title is so real

Odd that she would ask that of you and not make any attempt to get it. I completely understand the feelings. I don't think you're being petty. Sounds like you're just trying to figure out the best direction for the relationship that is best for both of you. Just figure out what kind of relationship you can have with this person and try to let go of any other ideals you would like from the relationship. After I got married with children and moved away and had little time for my friends, I realized almost all my relationships were one sided. I was always the one to go visit them. So for many years there was a tension among my friends and family to get my attention when I would visit home. Ultimately it was no competition and my wife and kids win every time. It was just a new season of life and all my friendships adapted to a healthy state. I never let them guilt me as they would try to do. Some I visit, some I call, some I txt and some I only interact with on FB, and that's okay. No need to guilt, force or destroy a relationship because it changes. All your relationships will change and have seasons. Good luck!

i feel you, i have been trying to organize my space for months and still trying to figure out how to make it cozy and personal.

If it's still something that you feel is relevant to you, I would say you should address it. When it comes to something being petty I believe the individual should take time to considor what is that might be considered petty. Because their perspective will most likely just not 100% align with everyone elses thoughts. Then again, it won't matter how petty something is if it keeps digging at you or just piles up. You should aim to address it, because even if it is something petty then it should be something that can be worked out. As for your concern with how your friend may react, even if someone isn't your friend it should be addressed anyways if your going to be conversing. If things don't work out the option to move on is always there. You can't force others to change their ways but if you yourself is even capable of thinking about these things, you can continue to grow and improve as a person. Usually when it comes to having a broad way of thinking you need a little guidance, otherwise you can end up getting too hyper fixated on something and break that down into more then it is, or it can get out of hand and you end up overthinking. Hope this helps in some capacity.

When it comes to my thoughts on confrontation, I think it ties in with beliefs and the desire to make change happen. Put forth your thoughts and just make things happen or at the very least let them be known. I feel like you should speak your mind while being respectful and watching what you say. But sometimes you gotta be a little more blunt because that's what confrontation. Those that hold back on there thoughts for too long could end up remaining bottled up or in some cases they can end up explosive and that would end poorly. Nonetheless you gonna learn something by confonting others. So whatever it is you wanna say, just be honest. Everyone as an invidual has something they want to say. My mom is quite confrontational herself in and out of work and she is highly regarded. Let the truth be known. Also wasn't planning on being this early to one of your videos lol.

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I definitely understand what you mean. Just keep pushing out content you enjoy making. Keep it authentic and all that. You will get better over time as long as you keep at it and push a little to improve at what it is you are doing already. And maybe you decide you want to add a little something to that. As far as success goes it ain't mean nothing when you gotta warp your own persona and even possibly twist the way you view things to get that. At the end of the day it's you that has the final say in what you choose to do. Just glad you keep it real here though. Look forward to how things will be in the future.

How tf did this reached me? A moment ago I was watching a commentary video. It’s a good video though, I thoroughly enjoyed, keep up the good work!

I'm proud of you Kaki 🎉❤😊

Love your diaries ,i think you should'nt put so much pressure on yourself ,wish you the best 👌

all very true things I would also like to mention that it's okay if you're not the best/ideal all of the time. everyone wants to progress themselves, and progress takes time. sometimes it can feel very frustrating/painful to actually think about how much pain and suffering you may be causing yourself within your life/past. thoughts like 'oh I keep getting depressed', 'oh I keep overthinking, etc.' however, that only leads to more guilt and negative ruminations. the cycle continues. while it's important to recognize the power we all have within our lives to make better choices, it's also important not to forget that we love ourselves through thick and thin. or, at least, we should make it our best and top priority to. within each person is a small seed of growth that is blessed to see the sun each day and grow just a little bit more with every new day. don't be rude/ungrateful to that seed!! okkbyee

Exactly, don't over think things. Sometimes you begin to doubt, then you begin to question. Keep it simple 👍⭐❤️

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