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Emily talking about going out with men and feeling those positive vibes but then getting to a point where you realise that it's really Not Doing It For You is such a mood and it was just articulated so well!! Felt like a warm hug
My "makeover" story is when I was like seven and my neighbor had this costume chest full of wigs and shit, so we decided to create "alter egos". I put on a short wig, my brother's clothes, and dark shades and became Bruce, manliest man I could possibly conjure (I'm ftm trans). It felt so taboo because I only wore dresses then, but I loved it. We went back to my house and tried to convince my family that we were total strangers. We thought we were so clever. I'm pretty sure I had other characters too, such as Dr. Finklestein the mad scientist (who had no real reason to be a man, but I insisted on wearing a paper mustache anyway), but none of them were ever female.
MJ Wise for me I was at a party and I was still in the closet (pan cis male) but the girls asked if I would let them braid my hair (I have super long black hair) and put makeup on me. But yeah it was pretty great funny enough years before this I would paint my nails and wear liner to school but I fit in with the loner goth/scene crowd at the time so no one suspected.
I think that my mom thinks I'm gay or trans. Now, she might be right, I'm not certain, but the thing is, I think, for her, it's more wishful thinking than a good guess, because I'm her favorite, but despite that, we haven't really connected at all, and I think she's hoping for some emotional moment where I come out to her or something. Like, she keeps dropping hints that she'd be completely accepting if I was gay or trans, but I'm still hesitant to come out to her for some reason. Like, something her and I have in common is a distaste for Caitlyn Jenner, but for different reasons, I dislike her because she's against marriage equality and my mom dislikes her because she's a very masculine-looking trans woman, and while my mom was complaining about how ugly Jenner looks, she commented that I'd be much more passable because of my lack of a prominent Adam's apple. She's, in general, opposed to trans people, but seems to make me an exception, despite not being certain that I am trans. There's also been several instances where she thought I was coming out to her about something, and she got all smiling and joking, and I'd have to quickly explain that it's not what's happening.
That's a really shit situation. I really struggle when people say they support you, but they express the opposite and the support is reliant on a bunch of conditions. Idk how to help, but fwiw I don't think you're in any way obliged to come out to any specific person, especially if they're going to use it against you. Sorry abt what you're going through :(
as soon as Emily was shown my brain was struggling to find the place where i knew her from but then it clicked, it's from the Your girlfriend song written by Her and Ally
I'm so happy i was born when i was to the parents i was, i came out at 10 and everyone was fine with it, bar one set of grandparents who still don't know 8 years later but i'm so gay they can't not know
Wow, so much of this conversation resonated with me. I am a late-bloomer lesbian who used to be married to a man and I had a child (now grown). While I have been out for 20 years now, I still don't talk much about it with my son, or with other family. It's almost like it doesn't exist to them and I'm not sure that's a good thing. And I still decide when and if to share that information with others I meet. Maybe this never goes away...
omg Bare minerals. I used to work there and they told us to do half faces. I would and then ask if people wanted to try the other side and Id help them but if they didnt I always finished up the other side for them! It would blow your mind how many people used to come in just to dick around and ruin products tho.
For me, after I came out to my mom on a whim when I was not at all ready, I kind of panicked and wrote an 8 page letter, printed it out, and had to wait like week to give it to her because I was so nervous.
As a straight white cis man I’ll have you know I waited till I was 21. Sure they were “friendly” girls that offered... but I didn’t jump at every chance.
begging your friends to give you makeovers is the ultimate repressed lesbian experience
How to come out: play this video on full volume where they can hear you
The "they" in this is very ominous
"the face of late capitalism is half-contoured"
I'm dying
Definitely thought “vodcast” meant vodka was involved.
McKaya Pugh hilarious asf :))
Probably Vodkast
I came out to my friend over text and even though I knew she’d accept me, I was so nervous I chucked my phone across the room and went for a walk lmao
okay mEE
Emily talking about going out with men and feeling those positive vibes but then getting to a point where you realise that it's really Not Doing It For You is such a mood and it was just articulated so well!! Felt like a warm hug
The "Corn Fed Ohio Bitches" line is killing me, I can't stop laughing i LOVE this
My "makeover" story is when I was like seven and my neighbor had this costume chest full of wigs and shit, so we decided to create "alter egos". I put on a short wig, my brother's clothes, and dark shades and became Bruce, manliest man I could possibly conjure (I'm ftm trans). It felt so taboo because I only wore dresses then, but I loved it. We went back to my house and tried to convince my family that we were total strangers. We thought we were so clever. I'm pretty sure I had other characters too, such as Dr. Finklestein the mad scientist (who had no real reason to be a man, but I insisted on wearing a paper mustache anyway), but none of them were ever female.
MJ Wise for me I was at a party and I was still in the closet (pan cis male) but the girls asked if I would let them braid my hair (I have super long black hair) and put makeup on me. But yeah it was pretty great funny enough years before this I would paint my nails and wear liner to school but I fit in with the loner goth/scene crowd at the time so no one suspected.
Emily Fightmaster is gay version Hila Klein from H3H3
I was thinking the same thing!
I think that my mom thinks I'm gay or trans. Now, she might be right, I'm not certain, but the thing is, I think, for her, it's more wishful thinking than a good guess, because I'm her favorite, but despite that, we haven't really connected at all, and I think she's hoping for some emotional moment where I come out to her or something. Like, she keeps dropping hints that she'd be completely accepting if I was gay or trans, but I'm still hesitant to come out to her for some reason. Like, something her and I have in common is a distaste for Caitlyn Jenner, but for different reasons, I dislike her because she's against marriage equality and my mom dislikes her because she's a very masculine-looking trans woman, and while my mom was complaining about how ugly Jenner looks, she commented that I'd be much more passable because of my lack of a prominent Adam's apple. She's, in general, opposed to trans people, but seems to make me an exception, despite not being certain that I am trans. There's also been several instances where she thought I was coming out to her about something, and she got all smiling and joking, and I'd have to quickly explain that it's not what's happening.
That's a really shit situation. I really struggle when people say they support you, but they express the opposite and the support is reliant on a bunch of conditions. Idk how to help, but fwiw I don't think you're in any way obliged to come out to any specific person, especially if they're going to use it against you. Sorry abt what you're going through :(
I like this. Also Katie should host every other podcast other than this one.
You can't believe how much I waited for this.
as soon as Emily was shown my brain was struggling to find the place where i knew her from but then it clicked, it's from the Your girlfriend song written by Her and Ally
Ally talking about Veggie Tales. I can't... I love it too much
13:10 "corn-fed ohio bitches" lmao
I'm so happy i was born when i was to the parents i was, i came out at 10 and everyone was fine with it, bar one set of grandparents who still don't know 8 years later but i'm so gay they can't not know
Why did noone laugh at the physical closet joke it was the best
oh boy... sleepover memoriesss... ehhhhh
Did you guys get title from Small Beans’ podcast Tales from the Pit about mental health?? Love the content btw!!
Y'all need pop filters
I am so in love with this series please don't ever make it Dropout exclusive because I can never afford it (I live in SEA) and this is so important
Wow, so much of this conversation resonated with me. I am a late-bloomer lesbian who used to be married to a man and I had a child (now grown). While I have been out for 20 years now, I still don't talk much about it with my son, or with other family. It's almost like it doesn't exist to them and I'm not sure that's a good thing. And I still decide when and if to share that information with others I meet. Maybe this never goes away...
this vidcast is fire
You guys can probably read *both* of my comments
Please keep making these! I'm subscribed on dropout as well :D
omg Bare minerals. I used to work there and they told us to do half faces. I would and then ask if people wanted to try the other side and Id help them but if they didnt I always finished up the other side for them! It would blow your mind how many people used to come in just to dick around and ruin products tho.
Oooo kill me
I represent like an entire 5% of the comments.
is the poll link only available to Dropout members?
I love this podcast sm
When she said vodcast at the beginning i got so excited about the thaught of them getting blasted
I love ER 😭
the ohio aau basketball story...Resonated
Thank you so much! I really love your podcast. I just can't get enough, I identify with so much. Thank you
For me, after I came out to my mom on a whim when I was not at all ready, I kind of panicked and wrote an 8 page letter, printed it out, and had to wait like week to give it to her because I was so nervous.
o where is my hairbrush
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
Ally mentioning Veggie Tales flashes me WAY back.
I'm so hyped 😱
2:10 😱 daryljim died in a car accident
does someone have the survey link???
arcticrutherford ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Dungeon huh
First like
As a straight white cis man I’ll have you know I waited till I was 21. Sure they were “friendly” girls that offered... but I didn’t jump at every chance.
Good for you dude. not the point though
You completely missed the point of what they were talking about