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I know one young russian guy living in Prague. And he suffer from the same thing as you. Also (very early) divorced. He is good and kind guy. But trying to find in Prague "soulmate" is really naive and futile. There only money matters.
We are ready in the USA, we have guns honey...we also have good people that are willing to fight, this is a global war I think however it is more spiritual as in good vs evil war....and I think we will be okay. The global elites want to throw out our constitution, however they forget that we have many many vets here and many that are willing to fight for the good of it all.
I think you made a wonderful and good choice in going home to your motherland. Russia is a wonderful country, be proud of its incredible history, I believe Russia has a great future, and you are a strong, beautiful lady! 🇷🇺❤️
I am so sorry for your heartache. God is Reaching Out to you & to all with a broken heart 💔 This is what I found out: For God so loved ❤️ the World 🗺 that He gave His only Begotten Son that Whosever Believes In Him shall not perish but have Everlasting Life! ->Believe on the Lord Jesus & you will Be Saved. ->Jesus died for all of our sins. He wants to be your Savior & have a friendship with you. ->Romans 3:16 Says all have sinned. Romans 6:16 says the wages of sin is death but the free gift of God is eternal life. Romans 10:13 says Everyone who calls upon the Lord Jesus Christ will Be Saved. Pray this: “Heavenly Father, I believe that Jesus died on the cross for me & rose again. You know the way I have been living...I ask Jesus Christ to come into my life and Be the Boss of my life. Thank you for helping me to live for You until You come to take me back to Heaven. In Jesus Name Amen 🙏🏼
Found your channel today! I watched the video showing your newly renovated apartment and then found this one. You have been through a lot. I admire your courage and empathize with your personal struggles. People around the world are more alike than different. We dream, struggle, love and live, you know? Content creators like you offer insight, empathy, and compassion by sharing personal stories that illustrate how much we all have in common. ❤
I wasn’t happy in my marriage and so for my sanity and my 3 children’s happiness, I called it a day. It was the best decision ever. I came out my depression, my children blossomed with happiness and started doing really well in school. I was in my 30’s. My children have their own families and it’s wonderful to see how they have grown. I’m now 70 and still don’t regret my decision. You have done what’s best for you and your children and that’s all you can ask for. You are a strong brave woman, you just don’t realise it yet. You now have a new life ahead. 💖💖💖💖
You are a good person with a good heart! I am American and I don't hate Russians. I hate the conflicts caused by senseless politics! I believe there are good people everywhere. Thanks for the video. With love from Minnesota, USA.
Senseless politics 🤷...an authoritarian with imperialist fantasies has invaded a peaceful nation, causing injury and death to over 700,000 human beings.
@@blossompure US is like so and this never will change. But when I watch at their president that is completely out of order, I have to laugh a lot all the time. It's simply unbelievable how this man is out of all.
Nastya, one thing you said in your video stood out to me, that you felt almost instantly better when you got home to your family and country. That tells you that you have absolutely done the right thing, for yourself and your boys. Also, thanks to your videos, I am seeing my first glimpse of the real Russia and its people, which is so beautifully different to what I imagined. You are beautiful and strong.
Thank you for having the courage to share your story. As a single dad living with PTSD I completely empathise with you. Stay strong and know that you are never alone.
I’m Czech, I live in Prague and listening to you now, I feel like you’re the kind of person I would like to build a friendship if I had met you in person 😊
I’m impressed with your ability to communicate your thoughts so beautifully given that English is not your native language. I am so happy you decided to return to your homeland especially given the troubling times we are all experiencing. I do understand how challenging dealing with anxiety and panic attacks can be (I’ve struggled with them for many years). You, unlike so many of us, are blessed to have a loving family. May you find comfort in their presence.
Just started following you.. I'm 73 living in UK , I am suffering with depression and anxiety due to the political climate here... I no longer have a supportive family, they are all grown and living their own lives, I have always been the strong one, I must have been a good actress then.. not now, life has become a chore for me now, but I have changed my diet, changed my whole life style too..I walk my dog and stop and take note of nature again, my health suffered for the last couple of years, but I am slowly getting back on track. Your Videos and the beautiful country that is Russia have brought a new peace to me..I see women of my age holding their heads high, out in public and living their own life, even if that is just dhopping cooking cleaning and crafts.. I wish so much to be able to bring my life back to things that once made me happy.. Watching you will help me so much to calm and claim my mind and health back.. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing. I know exactly what you're talking about. You are a very brave girl. Talking and sharing will help to heal. Thanks for all the videos!
My cousin married a Russian 25 years ago. She's from St. Petersburg. He passed away a few years ago. She's still here in the States, has a job as an ultrasound tech, and still part of our family. We love her. I'm glad she didn't leave after my cousin passed. Thanks for sharing your story.
@@isabelmarias.s.quelhasribe3121 im guessing you have a good intention but maybe you shouldn't reply to this comment like that. This could be a real story and bringing politics into something that could've caused despair and sadness might not be great
I'm pursuing Sonography (ultra sound) too!! I'd always wanted to learn a technical trade as opposed to my college degrees. I think everyone should have a skill regardless of their education. I found this girls channel because I watch cooking video's and noticed she looks just like my Grandma who was from Czechoslovakia. She is right, they are not warm people or very nice but I adored my Babi. I'm doing the program at a community college and my region desperately needs sonographers. My neighbor who has breast cancer couldn't get tests due to the shortage. Anyways, happy holidays and yours is a heart warming & loving story. I am sorry for your loss, but his wife was a blessed gain to your lives it sounds like. ❤️
Thanks for your heartfelt story, trials & tribulations abroad as well as the reasons why you came home. It looks like a lovely peaceful area, nice house and gardens which will help with your kids too as well as being with family! Take care, stay safe & get well Nastya. 🙂🤗🌻
Hello sweet heart, I am a 63 year old grandmother, born in and living in New Zealand. I am so touched by your story. I was living in Sweden with my Swedish partner from Dec 2018- May 2021. By the grace of God and through many difficulties and obstacles, we re-entered NZ in the plague year (impossible for most NZ expatriates). Through 3 layers of applications, my partner now has his Residency Visa... all miracles. We understand your struggle. I am so glad you got home and are starting to rebuild a beautiful life for yourself and your two sons. It is wonderful to see. Thank you for making those videos. You are a voice of sanity in a mad world. Ironic 😊 God bless you xxx
So true. We all need to understand, we all need one another and it cost nothing just to be kind and care. Blessings love and light tou you and your family.
Being back home with your Mom and family is the best medicine. You are a strong person and everything will work out for you. Things take time. I know I’ve had panic attacks myself and it’s hard to describe how terrifying they are. Take it one step at a time.
I love how you said how connections with people is important to you…I feel same way. You’re doing such amazing things and I am so sorry the world is the way it is…we are all human beings and deserve to live happy peaceful lives. I’m so happy you are with your family and have that feeling of home. Wishing you blessings and peace throughout your journey! Thank you for sharing with us!!
Случайно натолкнулся на это видео и имею, что сказать: Анастасия, вы сделали правильный выбор. В свое время я тоже вернулся из эмиграции и обрел счастье дома. Пусть у вас все будет хорошо. И не рвите душу, вам больше не надо никуда уезжать, вы на своем месте. Дома и стены помогают.
You are so strong! Don't feel that everyone judges you. You did what was good for you and your children. I am an American Black woman, and I admire strong mothers no matter where they are on the planet. Keep up the good work. You are awesome.
Dear Nastya You eyes and complexion at 9:05 tell everyone and yourself that you made the best decision. Life is always full of work one way or another - and by that I do not mean employment work. I mean work of life. I hope the boys have adapted well. A new country, a happy mama, a happy gran mama, I think they will be happy boys as well. Besides, boys always like an adventure! Live well Nastya, older son, younger son and families
I'm exactly where you were. Alone in the US with the kid desperately wanting to go back home to Russia. My kid is 11, and I'm planning to go as soon as she graduates high school. Happy for you that you made it home.
Thank you for sharing your experiences. I think it’s so important for people to learn about people from other countries and how we basically are the same. I wish we could all find peace and unity for the future of our children. I am so happy that you were able to get home and start healing.
You definitely did the right thing. When you said you had returned back to Russia after traveling through Kazakhstan your eyes lit up. I think the fathers of your boys were very understanding and it's good you were all very mature about the situation for the sake of the boys. Please keep that relationship up with their fathers and let the boys keep in touch, they'll thank you in the future. ❤
Thank you for sharing your story. You have been so brave getting back home with your boys. My own children are in their late 20s and have their homes in different states in the United States. Hearing your story made me think of them and want to give you a big "mommy hug." I look forward to watching your videos of your life in Russia.
As Judy Garland said in The Wizard of Oz, "There's no place like home". Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You have courage, and an open heart. May you continue to heal and gain nourishment from those who love you, and your countrymen! As others here have said, we are more alike than different. I hope we move towards having peace in our crazy world. I look forward to more posts from you!
So much love to you. I am an American who lived in Prague for two years, and despite having a very lovely Czech boyfriend, I found the culture difficult to navigate, too. But I really loved the people I knew, and I will miss Praha forever. I now live in the Netherlands with my Dutch partner and two children, and while I am happy, it will never be the center of my universe: my grandma's house in Iowa. She still lives there.I really understand why you so love your grandmother's house. There is no place like home! I am happy you have your family close to you as you heal. ❤
I just returned from my vlogging time in Mongolia. I was so surprised being the only black that a Russian family approached me and offered me a South Siberia gift. Good people. I am glad you found your way and started a new life. I wish those kids a better future life.
You made the right call, and it’s so brave of you to share your story. Thank you. This can definitely help others going through the same thing. I’m really happy you could take your kids. God bless you and your family.
Hi Nastya! I clicked on your video, because just like you, I’ve been away from home for the past 16 years (Russian from Moscow, living in the US), and these past couple of years the urge to go home is getting stronger and stronger. I am “stuck” here in a way, long story, but as soon as I can, I am going to move back to Moscow and be with my family. When you said you felt better instantly upon reuniting with your family, it almost brought tears to my eyes. It seems like 16 years should be long enough to start feeling at home in a foreign land, but for some reason, my heart has been with Russia the entire time and I just can’t call America my home despite having the citizenship and knowing life here very well. Thankfully, unlike you, I have never experienced any bias here because of the current situation and the tension between the US and Russia. I know it’s worse in Europe, but here regular American people continue to be friendly and almost lack curiosity about what’s happening outside of their country. I wish you all the very best, your video is very reassuring and even pacifying. I am glad you made it back home!
My situation is unique because for me " the current situation " started in 2014, the people I adore were already heavily involved on the Donbass Reb side so the FBI kind of made my choice for me when they started harassing me the minute I said, " No, I will not throw my Tsarev and Gubarev under the bus! ". I am head over heels in love with SF and the Peninsula so if certain people do manage to drive me out of the country it's gonna be Vladivostok- not Oleg's Yalta.
I don know what the hack these politicians are doing. Iḿ in London and i can tell you, noone on the ground, us working people, don wnt all this stupid wars. We the ordinary people have no problems with Russia, Palastine or any of these places. In Ireland we love the Russian people very much, so don;t listen to all the nagative news they are trying to put fear in people. I feel sad for the ordinary people caught up in all this power grabbing, and bullying nations. Keep strong and know billions of people on this planet care about other people.
@@tatianalyulkin410 Don let the land robbies move you. Ukraine has a lot of very precious minerals, gas and oil, thats what they want, also poor Palastine has 50 billion gas and oil reserves that someone wants to get their hand on. War is so disgusting and WE all know who is the greedy powers.
Thank you for sharing. I just found your channel the other day and find it fascinating. I, too, suffer from panic attacks. It has been a long journey to get them under control. You are doing an excellent job and are an inspiration.
I have extreme compassion for you. My daughter also has panic attacks and anxiety. Thank goodness you have a welcoming family and a home where you can heal. I wish you the best- From an American viewer.
I’m from the USA, and I find your videos very interesting, and informative. I commend you for your decision to leave and come home to your family. Nothing compares to the love of your family. My prayer for you is that you and your countrymen will be in peace, love, comfort, and harmony. Keep on inspiring those around you. Hugs from North Carolina, USA.
Your honnest comment is an eye opening testimony of the times we're living in. Thank you for opening your heart to the world. Yes others are going through a lot also and yes your comment help. Thank you.
U are a dear, brave, beautiful & kind soul. The universe will support you. We all need ur voice from deep inside Russia as we forget how we are exactly the same. Keep being your authentic self on your channel. If anyone criticizes you, it is their loss. The vast majority of us are cheering you on. I thot we Introverts were the only ones who required only a few deep meaningful relationships. So it’s a Russian thing too! No wondered I adored Russian music from a little girl onward thru life. Am proud of you! From San Francisco Bay Area
Thats correct, don let noone intrude on your peace of mind. What people think is their problem to deal with. Your responsible for your own brain health, stop people in their tracks with nagative comments.
Well done Nastya! That is quite a back story, you did the right thing going home. It is always best to be around family so that you have a support network that can help you. I wish you well I hope the panic attacks will subside so you can live a normal life! Best Wishes from London England
Nastya, you have a beautiful soul💖 Thank you for being so transparent with your online community. I pray that loves surrounds you during your healing journey💖
Thank you so much for sharing your story 💓 As someone who suffers from depression and panic attacks, I really emphasise with you. You are incredibly strong and brave 💗 I'm so happy the father's of your children found the compassion to let you take them with you. Wishing you love, happiness and healing 💓✨ xxxx
Thank you for being so vulnerable. You are blessed to have a loving family. I’m glad for you that you were able to find a way to get home. Many, many people are encountering similar problems all over the world for many of the same reasons and your situation is so relatable. I would enjoy seeing more videos about the part of Russia you are living in. Virtually the only things I know about Siberia are its harsh climate and its use as a place to send dissidents during the Soviet era. It would be interesting to know what daily life is like for ordinary citizens.
You sound like such a good person. It's difficult enough going through life with anxiety and having to worry about two children. I pray you find peace in your life and someone to share your life experiences and problems with. You have many friends watching your videos, so you will never be alone. Stay strong.❤
Copy-pasting my comment. Dude, she is the war supporter. Because of people like her - millions of Ukrainians have lost their homes due to Russian aggression. Where do you see a "good person" here?
Hello, Anastasia! Your channel was in recommendation and when i oppened i was surprised because i'm also from Novosibirsk 😊 You are very strong person to pass all those troubles in immigration. I'm living in Europe 9 years and i know how it could be difficult. About friends you're right it's not easy to find them in our days. You was very lucky to live counrty with your kids! Wishing you to find yourself in new life and total emotional recovery ❤ Siberians are strong 💪
You’re an inspiration to many people. It took a lot of courage and fortitude to do what you needed to do for yourself and your children. I also suffer from depression and anxiety and I know how debilitating it can be. Panic attacks make you feel like you’re going to die; luckily I haven’t had an attack in years. I love the renovation of your apartment. A job well done! I will put you in my prayers for continued healing, peace and happiness. His bless you and your entire family. Sincerely, Robin From Oregon US
Your story is so sad. What a courageous woman and mother you are. RESPECT! As a single mother of 2, better happy in Russia than depressed in Europe. Wishing you strength and happiness ❤❤
Ich glaube auch, dass du die richtige Entscheidung getroffen hast. Der Schritt wieder heimzukehren, fällt einem sicherlich nicht so schwer wie in ein fremdes Land zu gehen. Du hast beides getan, Respekt dafür. Deine Kinder brauchen Luft und Liebe, genauso wie eine gesunde Mutter. Daher musst du auf dich achten und in dich hineinhorchen, damit du deine eigenen Wünsche nicht außer Acht lässt.
Brauchen die Kinder ihre Väter, die sie vermutlich nie wieder sehen? Brauchen sie ihre Heimat, in der sie geboren und aufgewachsen sind, oder ist das nebensächlich, weil sie sich unwohl fühlte und deshalb nicht nur nach Russland, sondern direkt nach Sibirien verschleppt hat? Denkst du die Kinder waren, wenn überhaupt, bisher häufiger dort als mal in einigen Schulferien?
You are a vary brave woman! A story could be written about your life! Please keep up the good work! God bless your family and your children! I saw your story on the net. So good luck from Denver Colorado!
You sound very sweet, strong and an amazing mom, who went through a lot to be close with your kids. Hope you have a nice new year and a fresh start in your home country. There is no place like home!
Anxiety sucks...especially as a single father. Raised my son completly on my own with my son being autistic. I've always had depression and anxiety but got diagnosed while in the Army. Loneliness got the better and ended up rushing into a loveless marriage with the first woman to tell me she liked me. Best thing from that was my kids. Getting back into the Bible and closer to Jesus has helped me a Lot...I don't go anywhere, for one can't get my son to want to leave the house off his electronics. I gave up on trying to find love
NEVER SAY NEVER. Things can change in a moment. Give yourself that positive pepe talk. Your doing a great jon and caring for your child. Not many men go down that road, so give yourself that credit. Blessings, and light surounded you.
Hello Nastya, First time viewer. Very happy that you returned home to Novosibirsk, I have visited there once and came away very impressed and appreciated the natural beauty of the area. It was wonderful that your ex-husbands permitted you to return with the children. You deserve some happiness and I think returning to your roots will help you find it. I lost my wife of 32 years two years ago and now spend 3 to 4 months traveling the world. God Bless, TimE
I’ve recently made a big move in my late sixties. It is hard! My eating, depression, health got worse after the move even though I knew I made the right decision. I’m now eating better. I wish you well.
So many single mothers have found themselves in the same situation. I hope you will consider this a blessing in the long run because if you were my daughter or granddaughter I would be so happy that you were able to come back home to spend time with your family and for your boys to get to know all their Russian relatives. Sounds like a terrible calamity was averted just in the nick of time.
Came to this video after watching your apartment renovation video, you r so humble and sweet, i have experienced anxiety and panic attacks last year during my pregnancy and after delivery.. it was horrifying.. luv your videos 👍🏻.keep posting... luv from India ❤
Thank you for being so open about your personal life and feelings. I too have had panick attacks - they are not very kind. I have subscribed and will be hoping for a smooth healing for yourself.
Твои ноги на русской земле- the best thing for your your spirit and your health, Nastya. Make sure that you spend a lot of time outside in your bare feet, 'grounding' your body on the earth and taking in the sunshine. This will do wonders for your body and soul... You are not alone- so many of us have similar stories in these troubled times, especially in the West. Thank you for sharing and I wish you and your family all the best! You are on the right track.
Yes...this is true. Mostly she will feel better with The Lord who made the earth as He wants to heal her and she needs to forgive herself and others to gain peace. Self reflection is always a start to healing and peace. Let the awesome God of all creation guide you. His name is Yahweh. His son is Jesus.❤🙏
Thank you for sharing your life and thoughts. You're very strong and amazing by just being honest and talking with the fathers so you could bring your sons along. Good for you and here's to many happy years ahead.
What a brave person you are to tell your story this way.I am happy for you that you are in your old home with the people you love and who love you.I too suffer from panic attacks.As you know they are overwhelming so it makes your story especially important to me.May you be blessed with good health and happiness.
You are an inspiration to those of us who have gone through difficult times and have had to make difficult decisions. You are brave and courageous! You go girl!
I am so sorry to hear that you didn't have any support in Czech Republic. I am from that country but became a single mother living in Canada now. So I really understand and feel with you ! You are an amazing human being. This was just one chapter of your life and I believe that now it's time for great and happy life for you! Wishing you many blessings and strong protection from God !
A few days before her belowed motherland started full scale murdering of the people they call “brothers”, she released a video on how perverted “the West” is, how only russsia has the real values, how we all are homosexuals etc. and russia “will save us”. Good she is back where she is. Too bad there are still people like here around here in CZ and EU in general… You know what they say: “You can get a girl out of russia, but you’ll never get russia out of a girl”…
Thank you for your video. I think your're fortunate to have been able to return to your homeland and I congratulate you very much. Sadly many millions of people who were forced to migrate don't have the option to return to their homelands, due to insecurity, etc. I left Colombia for good 20 years and I would love to return. However sadly crime, insecurity and poverty reign down there.
You are a human being of extraordinary human qualities. Thanks for sharing such a personal experiences in this brave way. All the best and stay strong!
Nastaya, you are a strong woman and a great mother. I know what anxiety and depression feel like and panic attacks as well. I am glad that you and your sons are back with your family. Being with family and knowing that you are loved and supported are so important. Right now, the world is in a scary place with so much uncertainty and military activity in many places. Governments may disagree with each other, but I think all people in all countries just want a peaceful life to raise their children. Sending you and your children peace and love ❤🙏🏻
I totally understand what you’re talking about. Same here-I moved to Canada five years ago. It’s a great and beautiful country, but the local mentality is so different. I feel sort of isolated and depressed. I’m also dealing with anxiety about my health, and overall, my mental state isn’t the healthiest. Not thinking of going back to my home country though (at least now).
Yes, the 40 year old lady is now at home with her mother, for the small sacrifice of her little children now not being able to be at home with their fathers. Very selfless.
When I felt the need to move home - back to the state I was raised in, I mean - my mom told me not to worry - as the Bible says, "To everything there is a season" ... This is just a different season in your life - embrace it. Always take care of yourself - only then can you take care of those around you (I too was a single mom). Hugs from a 63 y/o grandma' here in the US.
Sweet girl, sadly we often have no control over the political choices of our leaders. I think you made the right choice for yourself and your sons. Nothing is as good as your family surrounding you with love. Looking forward to your future vlogs, and hoping for the very best. Hugs from America. Peace to all of us. Judy
Despite any situation, nothing is better than being home. At home with your family and with yourself. Praying that your life is better. Just came across your videos and subscribed.
Blessings to you Nastya - congratulations on making a very interesting, authentic video about your journey from Russia and back home! You overcame some massive challenges. Thank you for sharing your story and I enjoy seeing what life is like over there too.
Hello from New Zealand! Your story touched me as we have things in common even though I'm on the other side of the world and I'm now 49yrs old with adult children. My marriage also didn't work out, and subsequent relationships were disastrous. I really focused too much on keeping other people happy and didn't focus on myself or creating friendships. So each time my relationship failed I was alone with my two children. And I was stuck in a town away from my family for the same reason that you were stuck. It was such a hard, hard time. I worried so much for my children that they didn't have the perfect childhood that I wanted to give them. But there is a silver lining....my children and I are very close and I'm so proud of the adults they have become. Now I'm finally in a loving, stable relationship that I thought was only for other people. I'm telling you my story which I don't often share, to try to give you some encouragement. It's going to be okay. Really. And you will find your joy again. I'm sure of it.
Wow. Nastya, you are an absolute gem. What a beautiful soul. What a beautiful woman. I'll repeat what I said in a comment on another of your videos: you are like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. Even with all your own struggles, you recognize and empathize with other people's difficulties, sharing what you have endured as well as actions that have helped you. You also recognized your children's fathers for helping you in a time of your need when it would have been easy for them not to do so, especially since it makes it more difficult for them to see their children. These are signs of a good, generous soul. You should feel very good about yourself -- at least satisfied in that you are trying to do the right thing, not just for yourself, but because it is the right thing to do. Disclaimer: Having done a fair amount of research, myself, a diabetic who made misinformed dietary choices for many years, happen to agree with your dietary decisions. I, an American, also happen to believe -- based on ample evidence -- that Russia has been maligned over events started by non-Russian subversive agencies and warmongers. It is such a shame that so many good people end up paying the ultimate price so that a few power- and profit-seeking people get their wishes. Most people are more alike than different. Keep being yourself and showing those bonds that we all share. Eventually, I think, we can overcome the forces that divide us. Thank you for sharing.
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I know one young russian guy living in Prague. And he suffer from the same thing as you.
Also (very early) divorced. He is good and kind guy. But trying to find in Prague "soulmate" is really naive and futile.
There only money matters.
We are ready in the USA, we have guns honey...we also have good people that are willing to fight, this is a global war I think however it is more spiritual as in good vs evil war....and I think we will be okay. The global elites want to throw out our constitution, however they forget that we have many many vets here and many that are willing to fight for the good of it all.
By being with your country in chalanging time you mean supporting your psycho presidents gonocidical war agaisnt Ukrainian people?
I think you made a wonderful and good choice in going home to your motherland. Russia is a wonderful country, be proud of its incredible history, I believe Russia has a great future, and you are a strong, beautiful lady! 🇷🇺❤️
I am so sorry for your heartache. God is Reaching Out to you & to all with a broken heart 💔 This is what I found out:
For God so loved ❤️ the World 🗺 that He gave His only Begotten Son that Whosever Believes In Him shall not perish but have Everlasting Life!
->Believe on the Lord Jesus & you will Be Saved. ->Jesus died for all of our sins. He wants to be your Savior & have a friendship with you.
->Romans 3:16 Says all have sinned. Romans 6:16 says the wages of sin is death but the free gift of God is eternal life. Romans 10:13 says Everyone who calls upon the Lord Jesus Christ will Be Saved. Pray this: “Heavenly Father, I believe that Jesus died on the cross for me & rose again. You know the way I have been living...I ask Jesus Christ to come into my life and Be the Boss of my life. Thank you for helping me to live for You until You come to take me back to Heaven. In Jesus Name Amen 🙏🏼
Found your channel today! I watched the video showing your newly renovated apartment and then found this one. You have been through a lot. I admire your courage and empathize with your personal struggles. People around the world are more alike than different. We dream, struggle, love and live, you know? Content creators like you offer insight, empathy, and compassion by sharing personal stories that illustrate how much we all have in common. ❤
Totally agree ❤. God bless you all.
I wasn’t happy in my marriage and so for my sanity and my 3 children’s happiness, I called it a day. It was the best decision ever. I came out my depression, my children blossomed with happiness and started doing really well in school. I was in my 30’s. My children have their own families and it’s wonderful to see how they have grown. I’m now 70 and still don’t regret my decision. You have done what’s best for you and your children and that’s all you can ask for. You are a strong brave woman, you just don’t realise it yet. You now have a new life ahead. 💖💖💖💖
You are a good person with a good heart! I am American and I don't hate Russians. I hate the conflicts caused by senseless politics! I believe there are good people everywhere. Thanks for the video. With love from Minnesota, USA.
Lascia fare.
Senseless politics 🤷...an authoritarian with imperialist fantasies has invaded a peaceful nation, causing injury and death to over 700,000 human beings.
Oh remind me how many wars America raged? And still do !
Infact for me USA doesn't count something and doesn't exist.
@@blossompure US is like so and this never will change. But when I watch at their president that is completely out of order, I have to laugh a lot all the time. It's simply unbelievable how this man is out of all.
Nastya, one thing you said in your video stood out to me, that you felt almost instantly better when you got home to your family and country. That tells you that you have absolutely done the right thing, for yourself and your boys. Also, thanks to your videos, I am seeing my first glimpse of the real Russia and its people, which is so beautifully different to what I imagined. You are beautiful and strong.
Thank you for having the courage to share your story. As a single dad living with PTSD I completely empathise with you. Stay strong and know that you are never alone.
I’m Czech, I live in Prague and listening to you now, I feel like you’re the kind of person I would like to build a friendship if I had met you in person 😊
You absolutely did the right thing!
Speaking about it is away to heal.
God bless your journey!
I’m impressed with your ability to communicate your thoughts so beautifully given that English is not your native language. I am so happy you decided to return to your homeland especially given the troubling times we are all experiencing. I do understand how challenging dealing with anxiety and panic attacks can be (I’ve struggled with them for many years). You, unlike so many of us, are blessed to have a loving family. May you find comfort in their presence.
there's no place like home. thank you for sharing it takes a lot of courage to share such very personal experiences 😊
Dude, she is the war supporter. Because of people like her - millions of Ukrainians have lost their homes due to Russian aggression.
Just started following you.. I'm 73 living in UK , I am suffering with depression and anxiety due to the political climate here... I no longer have a supportive family, they are all grown and living their own lives, I have always been the strong one, I must have been a good actress then.. not now, life has become a chore for me now, but I have changed my diet, changed my whole life style too..I walk my dog and stop and take note of nature again, my health suffered for the last couple of years, but I am slowly getting back on track. Your Videos and the beautiful country that is Russia have brought a new peace to me..I see women of my age holding their heads high, out in public and living their own life, even if that is just dhopping cooking cleaning and crafts.. I wish so much to be able to bring my life back to things that once made me happy.. Watching you will help me so much to calm and claim my mind and health back.. Thank you.
Thank you for sharing. I know exactly what you're talking about. You are a very brave girl. Talking and sharing will help to heal. Thanks for all the videos!
Thank you for your honesty and bravery. You are no doubt helping people.
I absolutely love your calmness and gentle way of being.
My cousin married a Russian 25 years ago. She's from St. Petersburg. He passed away a few years ago. She's still here in the States, has a job as an ultrasound tech, and still part of our family. We love her. I'm glad she didn't leave after my cousin passed. Thanks for sharing your story.
In what ‘states’? Is there only one set of ‘states’ in the world? The rest of the planet lives in jungle tribes?
@@isabelmarias.s.quelhasribe3121 im guessing you have a good intention but maybe you shouldn't reply to this comment like that. This could be a real story and bringing politics into something that could've caused despair and sadness might not be great
@@isabelmarias.s.quelhasribe3121В составе России🚩
Неудивительно, что вы ее любите! В Петербурге живут очень особенные, добрые люди!
I'm pursuing Sonography (ultra sound) too!! I'd always wanted to learn a technical trade as opposed to my college degrees. I think everyone should have a skill regardless of their education. I found this girls channel because I watch cooking video's and noticed she looks just like my Grandma who was from Czechoslovakia. She is right, they are not warm people or very nice but I adored my Babi. I'm doing the program at a community college and my region desperately needs sonographers. My neighbor who has breast cancer couldn't get tests due to the shortage. Anyways, happy holidays and yours is a heart warming & loving story. I am sorry for your loss, but his wife was a blessed gain to your lives it sounds like. ❤️
Nastya, there is absolutely nothing better than family. God bless you and your children.
Thanks for your heartfelt story, trials & tribulations abroad as well as the reasons why you came home.
It looks like a lovely peaceful area, nice house and gardens which will help with your kids too as well as being with family!
Take care, stay safe & get well Nastya. 🙂🤗🌻
Thank you for your support 🧡🌸
You have struggled a lot, You came back to Russia, it was your best decision. I pray to God that the coming time will be very happy.👍👍
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Hello sweet heart, I am a 63 year old grandmother, born in and living in New Zealand. I am so touched by your story. I was living in Sweden with my Swedish partner from Dec 2018- May 2021. By the grace of God and through many difficulties and obstacles, we re-entered NZ in the plague year (impossible for most NZ expatriates). Through 3 layers of applications, my partner now has his Residency Visa... all miracles. We understand your struggle. I am so glad you got home and are starting to rebuild a beautiful life for yourself and your two sons. It is wonderful to see. Thank you for making those videos. You are a voice of sanity in a mad world. Ironic 😊 God bless you xxx
So true. We all need to understand, we all need one another and it cost nothing just to be kind and care. Blessings love and light tou you and your family.
Being back home with your Mom and family is the best medicine. You are a strong person and everything will work out for you. Things take time. I know I’ve had panic attacks myself and it’s hard to describe how terrifying they are. Take it one step at a time.
I love how you said how connections with people is important to you…I feel same way. You’re doing such amazing things and I am so sorry the world is the way it is…we are all human beings and deserve to live happy peaceful lives. I’m so happy you are with your family and have that feeling of home. Wishing you blessings and peace throughout your journey! Thank you for sharing with us!!
Случайно натолкнулся на это видео и имею, что сказать: Анастасия, вы сделали правильный выбор. В свое время я тоже вернулся из эмиграции и обрел счастье дома. Пусть у вас все будет хорошо. И не рвите душу, вам больше не надо никуда уезжать, вы на своем месте. Дома и стены помогают.
You are so strong! Don't feel that everyone judges you. You did what was good for you and your children. I am an American Black woman, and I admire strong mothers no matter where they are on the planet. Keep up the good work. You are awesome.
You speak very well and so frank about your life experience. I wish you well in your homeland and lots of happiness and good health
Dear Nastya
You eyes and complexion at 9:05 tell everyone and yourself that you made the best decision.
Life is always full of work one way or another - and by that I do not mean employment work. I mean work of life.
I hope the boys have adapted well. A new country, a happy mama, a happy gran mama, I think they will be happy boys as well.
Besides, boys always like an adventure!
Live well Nastya, older son, younger son and families
I'm exactly where you were. Alone in the US with the kid desperately wanting to go back home to Russia. My kid is 11, and I'm planning to go as soon as she graduates high school. Happy for you that you made it home.
Thank you for sharing your experiences. I think it’s so important for people to learn about people from other countries and how we basically are the same. I wish we could all find peace and unity for the future of our children. I am so happy that you were able to get home and start healing.
You definitely did the right thing. When you said you had returned back to Russia after traveling through Kazakhstan your eyes lit up. I think the fathers of your boys were very understanding and it's good you were all very mature about the situation for the sake of the boys. Please keep that relationship up with their fathers and let the boys keep in touch, they'll thank you in the future. ❤
That is soooooo true. Definatly let they boys have contact, write letters, send gifts whatever. Later in life they will indeed thank you.
Thank you for sharing your story. You have been so brave getting back home with your boys. My own children are in their late 20s and have their homes in different states in the United States. Hearing your story made me think of them and want to give you a big "mommy hug." I look forward to watching your videos of your life in Russia.
As Judy Garland said in The Wizard of Oz, "There's no place like home". Thank you for sharing your journey with us. You have courage, and an open heart. May you continue to heal and gain nourishment from those who love you, and your countrymen! As others here have said, we are more alike than different. I hope we move towards having peace in our crazy world. I look forward to more posts from you!
Nothing but kindness for you.
So much love to you. I am an American who lived in Prague for two years, and despite having a very lovely Czech boyfriend, I found the culture difficult to navigate, too. But I really loved the people I knew, and I will miss Praha forever. I now live in the Netherlands with my Dutch partner and two children, and while I am happy, it will never be the center of my universe: my grandma's house in Iowa. She still lives there.I really understand why you so love your grandmother's house. There is no place like home! I am happy you have your family close to you as you heal. ❤
I'm so glad I found your channel. I was a depressed, single dad back when that was unusual, but me and my kids made it! I now have 4 grandchildren.
I just returned from my vlogging time in Mongolia. I was so surprised being the only black that a Russian family approached me and offered me a South Siberia gift. Good people. I am glad you found your way and started a new life. I wish those kids a better future life.
You made the right call, and it’s so brave of you to share your story. Thank you. This can definitely help others going through the same thing. I’m really happy you could take your kids. God bless you and your family.
Thank you 🌸💛
Hi Nastya! I clicked on your video, because just like you, I’ve been away from home for the past 16 years (Russian from Moscow, living in the US), and these past couple of years the urge to go home is getting stronger and stronger. I am “stuck” here in a way, long story, but as soon as I can, I am going to move back to Moscow and be with my family.
When you said you felt better instantly upon reuniting with your family, it almost brought tears to my eyes.
It seems like 16 years should be long enough to start feeling at home in a foreign land, but for some reason, my heart has been with Russia the entire time and I just can’t call America my home despite having the citizenship and knowing life here very well. Thankfully, unlike you, I have never experienced any bias here because of the current situation and the tension between the US and Russia. I know it’s worse in Europe, but here regular American people continue to be friendly and almost lack curiosity about what’s happening outside of their country.
I wish you all the very best, your video is very reassuring and even pacifying. I am glad you made it back home!
Same situation with me! I feel you:)
My situation is unique because for me " the current situation " started in 2014, the people I adore were already heavily involved on the Donbass Reb side so the FBI kind of made my choice for me when they started harassing me the minute I said, " No, I will not throw my Tsarev and Gubarev under the bus! ". I am head over heels in love with SF and the Peninsula so if certain people do manage to drive me out of the country it's gonna be Vladivostok- not Oleg's Yalta.
I don know what the hack these politicians are doing. Iḿ in London and i can tell you, noone on the ground, us working people, don wnt all this stupid wars. We the ordinary people have no problems with Russia, Palastine or any of these places. In Ireland we love the Russian people very much, so don;t listen to all the nagative news they are trying to put fear in people. I feel sad for the ordinary people caught up in all this power grabbing, and bullying nations. Keep strong and know billions of people on this planet care about other people.
@@tatianalyulkin410 Don let the land robbies move you. Ukraine has a lot of very precious minerals, gas and oil, thats what they want, also poor Palastine has 50 billion gas and oil reserves that someone wants to get their hand on. War is so disgusting and WE all know who is the greedy powers.
Thank you for sharing. I just found your channel the other day and find it fascinating.
I, too, suffer from panic attacks. It has been a long journey to get them under control. You are doing an excellent job and are an inspiration.
I have extreme compassion for you. My daughter also has panic attacks and anxiety. Thank goodness you have a welcoming family and a home where you can heal. I wish you the best- From an American viewer.
I’m from the USA, and I find your videos very interesting, and informative. I commend you for your decision to leave and come home to your family. Nothing compares to the love of your family. My prayer for you is that you and your countrymen will be in peace, love, comfort, and harmony. Keep on inspiring those around you. Hugs from North Carolina, USA.
Your honnest comment is an eye opening testimony of the times we're living in. Thank you for opening your heart to the world. Yes others are going through a lot also and yes your comment help. Thank you.
U are a dear, brave, beautiful & kind soul. The universe will support you. We all need ur voice from deep inside Russia as we forget how we are exactly the same. Keep being your authentic self on your channel. If anyone criticizes you, it is their loss. The vast majority of us are cheering you on. I thot we Introverts were the only ones who required only a few deep meaningful relationships. So it’s a Russian thing too! No wondered I adored Russian music from a little girl onward thru life. Am proud of you! From San Francisco Bay Area
Slava Ukraine 🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦
Thats correct, don let noone intrude on your peace of mind. What people think is their problem to deal with. Your responsible for your own brain health, stop people in their tracks with nagative comments.
Well done Nastya! That is quite a back story, you did the right thing going home. It is always best to be around family so that you have a support network that can help you. I wish you well I hope the panic attacks will subside so you can live a normal life! Best Wishes from London England
Nastya, you have a beautiful soul💖 Thank you for being so transparent with your online community. I pray that loves surrounds you during your healing journey💖
Thank you so much for sharing your story 💓 As someone who suffers from depression and panic attacks, I really emphasise with you. You are incredibly strong and brave 💗 I'm so happy the father's of your children found the compassion to let you take them with you. Wishing you love, happiness and healing 💓✨ xxxx
Thank you and sending you love 🌸🤍
@@jessebrettjames How do you know ? You do not.
@@lauren6889she literally said it in the video
I am an American dad. You’re love of you children and your compassion is so beautiful. You have given me so much strength…and insight. Thank You!!
Admire your strength.. from USA California.. blessings to you 😇😇😇
Thank you for being so vulnerable. You are blessed to have a loving family. I’m glad for you that you were able to find a way to get home.
Many, many people are encountering similar problems all over the world for many of the same reasons and your situation is so relatable. I would enjoy seeing more videos about the part of Russia you are living in. Virtually the only things I know about Siberia are its harsh climate and its use as a place to send dissidents during the Soviet era. It would be interesting to know what daily life is like for ordinary citizens.
Sometimes you just need your mama. Thank you for sharing your story. I wish for you to find peace and healing ❤️
Hello from Alabama, USA. The world is watching you! Stay strong we are rooting for you and your children.
Slava Ukraine 🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦🇺🇦
America IS on Russias side. Media is not trustworthy as we have all seen. Bama here too.
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You sound like such a good person. It's difficult enough going through life with anxiety and having to worry about two children. I pray you find peace in your life and someone to share your life experiences and problems with. You have many friends watching your videos, so you will never be alone. Stay strong.❤
Thank you for your kind words 🌸🤍
Copy-pasting my comment. Dude, she is the war supporter. Because of people like her - millions of Ukrainians have lost their homes due to Russian aggression. Where do you see a "good person" here?
Hello, Anastasia! Your channel was in recommendation and when i oppened i was surprised because i'm also from Novosibirsk 😊
You are very strong person to pass all those troubles in immigration. I'm living in Europe 9 years and i know how it could be difficult. About friends you're right it's not easy to find them in our days. You was very lucky to live counrty with your kids! Wishing you to find yourself in new life and total emotional recovery ❤ Siberians are strong 💪
You are a brave lady. You were smart to go with your gut. It never lies to you. I wish you happiness and calm. Take care of you and yours.
Thank you for your story and your courage. Be well and may God bless you
You made the right decision!
Your health is everything!!
Thanks!
That was so moving to watch Nastya, very brave.
I feel strongly that things will work out for you in time.
Much love, Lauren in UK x.
You’re an inspiration to many people. It took a lot of courage and fortitude to do what you needed to do for yourself and your children.
I also suffer from depression and anxiety and I know how debilitating it can be. Panic attacks make you feel like you’re going to die; luckily I haven’t had an attack in years.
I love the renovation of your apartment. A job well done!
I will put you in my prayers for continued healing, peace and happiness.
His bless you and your entire family.
Sincerely,
Robin
From Oregon US
Your story is so sad. What a courageous woman and mother you are. RESPECT! As a single mother of 2, better happy in Russia than depressed in Europe. Wishing you strength and happiness ❤❤
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You have such a gentle and kind spirit. How brave you are! I hope you make positive connections again. We need each other.
Ich glaube auch, dass du die richtige Entscheidung getroffen hast. Der Schritt wieder heimzukehren, fällt einem sicherlich nicht so schwer wie in ein fremdes Land zu gehen. Du hast beides getan, Respekt dafür. Deine Kinder brauchen Luft und Liebe, genauso wie eine gesunde Mutter. Daher musst du auf dich achten und in dich hineinhorchen, damit du deine eigenen Wünsche nicht außer Acht lässt.
Brauchen die Kinder ihre Väter, die sie vermutlich nie wieder sehen? Brauchen sie ihre Heimat, in der sie geboren und aufgewachsen sind, oder ist das nebensächlich, weil sie sich unwohl fühlte und deshalb nicht nur nach Russland, sondern direkt nach Sibirien verschleppt hat? Denkst du die Kinder waren, wenn überhaupt, bisher häufiger dort als mal in einigen Schulferien?
You're such a lovely young lady, Nastya and I'm so glad you were able to get back to your homeland and the comfort of your family.
Brave sweet girl. I am watching 👀 from Brazil 🇧🇷. All the best to you !
You are a vary brave woman! A story could be written about your life! Please keep up the good work! God bless your family and your children! I saw your story on the net. So good luck from Denver Colorado!
Much love to you and your boys new journey
You sound very sweet, strong and an amazing mom, who went through a lot to be close with your kids. Hope you have a nice new year and a fresh start in your home country. There is no place like home!
Anxiety sucks...especially as a single father. Raised my son completly on my own with my son being autistic. I've always had depression and anxiety but got diagnosed while in the Army. Loneliness got the better and ended up rushing into a loveless marriage with the first woman to tell me she liked me. Best thing from that was my kids. Getting back into the Bible and closer to Jesus has helped me a Lot...I don't go anywhere, for one can't get my son to want to leave the house off his electronics. I gave up on trying to find love
i hope u find it
GOD bless u
NEVER SAY NEVER. Things can change in a moment. Give yourself that positive pepe talk. Your doing a great jon and caring for your child. Not many men go down that road, so give yourself that credit. Blessings, and light surounded you.
You are such a inspiration, so beautiful inside and out making a new life for yourself. Prayers for you, your family and your country.
Hello Nastya, First time viewer. Very happy that you returned home to Novosibirsk, I have visited there once and came away very impressed and appreciated the natural beauty of the area. It was wonderful that your ex-husbands permitted you to return with the children. You deserve some happiness and I think returning to your roots will help you find it. I lost my wife of 32 years two years ago and now spend 3 to 4 months traveling the world. God Bless, TimE
I’ve recently made a big move in my late sixties. It is hard! My eating, depression, health got worse after the move even though I knew I made the right decision. I’m now eating better. I wish you well.
You made the right decision! Thank you for sharing your story! It does give all of us hope!
So many single mothers have found themselves in the same situation. I hope you will consider this a blessing in the long run because if you were my daughter or granddaughter I would be so happy that you were able to come back home to spend time with your family and for your boys to get to know all their Russian relatives. Sounds like a terrible calamity was averted just in the nick of time.
Came to this video after watching your apartment renovation video, you r so humble and sweet, i have experienced anxiety and panic attacks last year during my pregnancy and after delivery.. it was horrifying.. luv your videos 👍🏻.keep posting... luv from India ❤
Thank you for being so open about your personal life and feelings. I too have had panick attacks - they are not very kind. I have subscribed and will be hoping for a smooth healing for yourself.
Твои ноги на русской земле- the best thing for your your spirit and your health, Nastya. Make sure that you spend a lot of time outside in your bare feet, 'grounding' your body on the earth and taking in the sunshine. This will do wonders for your body and soul... You are not alone- so many of us have similar stories in these troubled times, especially in the West. Thank you for sharing and I wish you and your family all the best! You are on the right track.
Thank you for your kind words 🤍
@@nastya_in_siberiaчерез впн сидишь?
Yes...this is true. Mostly she will feel better with The Lord who made the earth as He wants to heal her and she needs to forgive herself and others to gain peace. Self reflection is always a start to healing and peace. Let the awesome God of all creation guide you. His name is Yahweh. His son is Jesus.❤🙏
Thank you for sharing your life and thoughts. You're very strong and amazing by just being honest and talking with the fathers so you could bring your sons along. Good for you and here's to many happy years ahead.
What a brave person you are to tell your story this way.I am happy for you that you are in your old home with the people you love and who love you.I too suffer from panic attacks.As you know they are overwhelming so it makes your story especially important to me.May you be blessed with good health and happiness.
Thank you and I wish you healing and happiness 🧡
You are an inspiration to those of us who have gone through difficult times and have had to make difficult decisions. You are brave and courageous! You go girl!
I understand every inch of your body and soul❤ Your reasons moved me very much❤
Nastya you are a beautiful, courageous young woman. I wish you everything good. I enjoy your videos. I live in Canada.❤
I am so sorry to hear that you didn't have any support in Czech Republic. I am from that country but became a single mother living in Canada now. So I really understand and feel with you ! You are an amazing human being. This was just one chapter of your life and I believe that now it's time for great and happy life for you! Wishing you many blessings and strong protection from God !
A few days before her belowed motherland started full scale murdering of the people they call “brothers”, she released a video on how perverted “the West” is, how only russsia has the real values, how we all are homosexuals etc. and russia “will save us”. Good she is back where she is. Too bad there are still people like here around here in CZ and EU in general… You know what they say: “You can get a girl out of russia, but you’ll never get russia out of a girl”…
Thank you for your video. I think your're fortunate to have been able to return to your homeland and I congratulate you very much.
Sadly many millions of people who were forced to migrate don't have the option to return to their homelands, due to insecurity, etc.
I left Colombia for good 20 years and I would love to return. However sadly crime, insecurity and poverty reign down there.
Glad you made it back to your home country safely. Sounds like you made the right decision. God Bless you.
You are a human being of extraordinary human qualities. Thanks for sharing such a personal experiences in this brave way. All the best and stay strong!
Nastaya, you are a strong woman and a great mother. I know what anxiety and depression feel like and panic attacks as well. I am glad that you and your sons are back with your family. Being with family and knowing that you are loved and supported are so important. Right now, the world is in a scary place with so much uncertainty and military activity in many places. Governments may disagree with each other, but I think all people in all countries just want a peaceful life to raise their children. Sending you and your children peace and love ❤🙏🏻
Thanks!
Thank you 🧡
I totally understand what you’re talking about. Same here-I moved to Canada five years ago. It’s a great and beautiful country, but the local mentality is so different. I feel sort of isolated and depressed. I’m also dealing with anxiety about my health, and overall, my mental state isn’t the healthiest. Not thinking of going back to my home country though (at least now).
It's a blessing to have a place to call home.
Be blessed I’m praying for you from Illinois in America. Being home with your mother was the best decision. You are a good mother.
Yes, the 40 year old lady is now at home with her mother, for the small sacrifice of her little children now not being able to be at home with their fathers. Very selfless.
Your are very brave lady I'm pleased you are with your family 🎉❤
May the God bless you!
such an interesting journey mentally, physically, spiritually and your so young! glad you are finding your way!
We live in a tragic time. I’m glad you can be with family and can heal and move on.
When I felt the need to move home - back to the state I was raised in, I mean - my mom told me not to worry - as the Bible says, "To everything there is a season" ... This is just a different season in your life - embrace it. Always take care of yourself - only then can you take care of those around you (I too was a single mom). Hugs from a 63 y/o grandma' here in the US.
the body speaks loudly until we listen. been on a similar journey. wishing you luck and healing
Thank you for sharing your journey and healing process. No one has a right to judge you. We are all in this world trying to survive each day.
Sweet girl, sadly we often have no control over the political choices of our leaders. I think you made the right choice for yourself and your sons. Nothing is as good as your family surrounding you with love. Looking forward to your future vlogs, and hoping for the very best. Hugs from America. Peace to all of us. Judy
Despite any situation, nothing is better than being home. At home with your family and with yourself. Praying that your life is better. Just came across your videos and subscribed.
Blessings to you Nastya - congratulations on making a very interesting, authentic video about your journey from Russia and back home! You overcame some massive challenges. Thank you for sharing your story and I enjoy seeing what life is like over there too.
Hello from New Zealand! Your story touched me as we have things in common even though I'm on the other side of the world and I'm now 49yrs old with adult children. My marriage also didn't work out, and subsequent relationships were disastrous. I really focused too much on keeping other people happy and didn't focus on myself or creating friendships. So each time my relationship failed I was alone with my two children. And I was stuck in a town away from my family for the same reason that you were stuck. It was such a hard, hard time. I worried so much for my children that they didn't have the perfect childhood that I wanted to give them. But there is a silver lining....my children and I are very close and I'm so proud of the adults they have become. Now I'm finally in a loving, stable relationship that I thought was only for other people. I'm telling you my story which I don't often share, to try to give you some encouragement. It's going to be okay. Really. And you will find your joy again. I'm sure of it.
Thank you for sharing 🧡 I’m glad things worked out for you 🌸
Well said, and so very very true.
Wow. Nastya, you are an absolute gem. What a beautiful soul. What a beautiful woman. I'll repeat what I said in a comment on another of your videos: you are like a ray of sunshine on a cloudy day. Even with all your own struggles, you recognize and empathize with other people's difficulties, sharing what you have endured as well as actions that have helped you. You also recognized your children's fathers for helping you in a time of your need when it would have been easy for them not to do so, especially since it makes it more difficult for them to see their children. These are signs of a good, generous soul. You should feel very good about yourself -- at least satisfied in that you are trying to do the right thing, not just for yourself, but because it is the right thing to do.
Disclaimer: Having done a fair amount of research, myself, a diabetic who made misinformed dietary choices for many years, happen to agree with your dietary decisions. I, an American, also happen to believe -- based on ample evidence -- that Russia has been maligned over events started by non-Russian subversive agencies and warmongers. It is such a shame that so many good people end up paying the ultimate price so that a few power- and profit-seeking people get their wishes. Most people are more alike than different. Keep being yourself and showing those bonds that we all share. Eventually, I think, we can overcome the forces that divide us.
Thank you for sharing.