Enkay47- Toxic

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  • @Enkay47
    @Enkay47  6 ปีที่แล้ว +407

    This is officially my second video to hit 500,000 views as of October, 2018 😎 THANK YOU!!!!!

    • @melanieschaeffer9786
      @melanieschaeffer9786 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      This song helps me with my depression so thank you dude👏

    • @tragiicrip9101
      @tragiicrip9101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Keep bangin out hits like this and they'll all break 500k

    • @aaroncarrie1217
      @aaroncarrie1217 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Bro u have no idea how much u help me, Your music stays on repeat daily. Daily life is such a struggle for me. A broken heart is never fixed and that 1 love i just cant get away from is my Baby Mom. No matter how bad she does me smacks me kicks me to street with no place to go.. I always run back to her and my friends be like ungo back this time dont cry to us we done we been tellimg u the last 10yrs let that bitch go i be tryna play it off like no its only for the kids.. lying to myself.. Its them too but damn i love this bitch..Now look at me we jus split up again here recently in july this was the worst tho and my banies seen it all. She jus wouldnt stop its horrible to actually be so mentally and physically abused over such a long period i dont even know how to love myself anymore

    • @JayJay0_420
      @JayJay0_420 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm probably 100k of the views on this video. It explains everything 🙁🙁... Keep pushing!
      #UndergroundOverMainsream
      #ChangeThisGeneration

    • @tennesseehennesseey9484
      @tennesseehennesseey9484 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Man it's almost as if you actually walked in my shoes for a few months

  • @getout7339
    @getout7339 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    Wow. My man of 16 years just played this for me. Incredibly toxic on both ends it will never be the same like the beginning. Never! Its time to let go. So much easier said then done. We are both broken in so many ways. Very codependent. There has to be a time when enough really is enough. Thank you for making a song so relatable on so many levels.

    • @getout7339
      @getout7339 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thanks for the thumbs up. I just sent him the lesson learned video and told him flip the script. Seriously your music is powerful. Thank you. The lyrics you speak say things we can't say face to face.

    • @johnalexandrellis987
      @johnalexandrellis987 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@getout7339 My love , my sweetpea, the other half of happiness, the mother of my 3 wonderful children and I parted after 22 years. I played toxic to her and she couldn't stand to hear the truth. The pain after such a load is the same for everyone. Enka47 is the voice for the broken( me).
      Hope you are well.

    • @zacarywolfe8893
      @zacarywolfe8893 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      The problem both sides need to sit down with" real talk" 100%chance feelings will be hurt,however is needed alot of ppl get the label for wrong reson

    • @theonlyonebribri
      @theonlyonebribri 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sadly true yet when is enough if it’s of heart from the very start

    • @theonlyonebribri
      @theonlyonebribri 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      How ? As got for no where to go my way as so to true way this what’s hope is that of ? No guy as ever. NOT WANTED WHAT OF WHAT RIGHT OF WHO OF WHATS TO YOU DID WHAT

  • @Frosty0762
    @Frosty0762 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It's crazy to listen to this again and knowing it's you. You've changed so much.

  • @arielschaub3531
    @arielschaub3531 5 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    This song helped me get out of a relationship with my abusive ex. The lyrics really resonated with everything I was going through and I finally got rid of his ass for good.

    • @v.c.447
      @v.c.447 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      3 years later hope you're doing good and found love from yourself

    • @TeannaArnold
      @TeannaArnold 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Same, never related to a song so much

  • @GothZombie97
    @GothZombie97 7 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    This guy is going to be BIG. This flow is phenomenal.. My mind is blow. My skin crawls at how powerful these lyrics are. I'm a die-hard fan. Please, rap on.

  • @setholson616
    @setholson616 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    This is exactly how I've felt the past year after my best relationship went up in flames. I want her back, but I know it wouldn't be the same. If anything, it'd be toxic. Thank you for voicing the pain I've been feeling. Now I know I'm not alone.

  • @leslieroberts1958
    @leslieroberts1958 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This song broke my heart because... 17 years... and now I am in a camper in the woods. This song made me see how bad things where and how far gone I was. Thank you for the painful look at my life... 😢

    • @davidlahay4997
      @davidlahay4997 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hope you found yourself again I did that to not the woods as I’m type one diabetic but I left my town & gave all my friends that keep her & my son I adopted after I died but god didn’t want me so he stuck me back in this bullshit purgatory.

    • @leslieroberts1958
      @leslieroberts1958 28 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @@davidlahay4997 I did find myself again! It took me getting help and admitting I needed help. But now 10 months later I am on my feet again. In a home and not looking back again.

  • @imcharizzma3674
    @imcharizzma3674 7 ปีที่แล้ว +155

    I’m not gonna act like I’ve been listening to enkay since he started but I can say that I’m gonna listen to him till he finishes music.🙏🏻

    • @steffaneyaniellasky7530
      @steffaneyaniellasky7530 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hell yea!

    • @KissingEmbers
      @KissingEmbers 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm gonna say It..... I have lied about stupider shit 🤷‍♂️

    • @dominikdalton7177
      @dominikdalton7177 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@KissingEmbers uhh ok lol

    • @KissingEmbers
      @KissingEmbers 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dominikdalton7177 fuck yeah okay.

    • @KissingEmbers
      @KissingEmbers 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@dominikdalton7177 I have been listening since the beginning😏

  • @Twisted-Manic
    @Twisted-Manic ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m still so in love with this song it’s toxic 😅 but after 5 years I’m now in love with Enkay47 and not the toxic narcissistic Junkie that I was with lol.
    To Enkay47 Thank you for all your music over the last several years 🙏
    ❤️love & respect from a grateful Aussie Mum & son
    🔥

  • @jollylee11
    @jollylee11 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song OMG never gets old , such a Fckn awesome reminder of reality and what I’ve already been thru and what I can get thru! Thank you xxx

  • @jollylee11
    @jollylee11 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My fave always. Thank u for this. U saved me

  • @kieranjones6504
    @kieranjones6504 7 ปีที่แล้ว +200

    Can't get enough of this... HAD to send it to my Ex (she wasn't happy about that)

    • @jmichaelhall7383
      @jmichaelhall7383 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Kieran Jones i done same thing she wont even answer me lol

    • @gloriaparrish2278
      @gloriaparrish2278 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      My ex blocked me after I sent her this but oh well I'm happy

    • @keliloyd4010
      @keliloyd4010 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Love this i can relate

    • @stevenhowe8676
      @stevenhowe8676 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Kieran Jones sounds like gd idea lol 😆

    • @papabearlang8740
      @papabearlang8740 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kieran Jones

  • @donnielaberge3195
    @donnielaberge3195 ปีที่แล้ว

    After 6 years I still find myself coming back to your music to calm myself 5 year marriage just ended so I thank you sir

  • @lancecurnutt8208
    @lancecurnutt8208 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I relate to your music so much; your music has kept me going at my lowest of lows. I can't tell you how much I appreciate you and your talent. Thank you so much!

  • @ashleyferranti8211
    @ashleyferranti8211 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Ok I am officially in love 😍 no joke I have never seen such raw talent since Marshall and god damn how handsome!

  • @starfire1374
    @starfire1374 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Your songs give me chills... You're amazing. Please, keep making music. I LOVE it. 😊

  • @DonaldSpears-ot2nm
    @DonaldSpears-ot2nm 14 วันที่ผ่านมา

    Me when dealing with a forced med-board from the army! Even though things were tough and sometimes unbearable, I didn't want it to end! I was so alive and felt so amazing! I'll never have a rush or feeling of accomplishment like that ever again. I know it's ( TOXIC ) however you won't know until you spend years and then forced to retire prematurely!

  • @allisiarichter1455
    @allisiarichter1455 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This really hit home. You have a gift young sir. You speak the truth and I can hear your pain and how much feeling you put into your work. ♥️

  • @JeremyBraunsMusic
    @JeremyBraunsMusic 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love that old school vibe, solid tune!

  • @chancesanger9910
    @chancesanger9910 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Can't lie man. This hit me right in the feels. Hella relate.. "Im not tearing up you are".

  • @trae610
    @trae610 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is every relationship I've ever been in. And I look back at everything Ive done and wish I would've just left sooner. But when you're in love you become blind to everything they do. You always hope they will change. You always hope something will be different. But in the end it's always the same thing. If they don't change when you talk about it they will never change. Been so broken because of my past it's so hard to trust anyone anymore. Never used to be hot headed till my ex came and it was just arguments every day. The days she would be happy I had hope. I thought things would work out. But as time went on it was always the same thing. Thank you for writing this song. I've listened to a lot of your music and each one hits hard. Keep up the great work and never lose sight of your goals. Stay real

  • @jollylee11
    @jollylee11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Still the greatest song ever! Then Lesson learned! Love the raw real ness of this. It’s sad but we all need to hear these down to the bone lyrics

  • @caseydrawbridge2497
    @caseydrawbridge2497 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Man still coming back to this song after 6 years so much to relate to this

  • @_C.E.Love_
    @_C.E.Love_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +149

    I can relate to this in so many ways right now... Sorry you had to go through this. Shit ain't fun. *good vibes*

    • @_C.E.Love_
      @_C.E.Love_ 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ps- been listening to you nonstop the past couple of days ❤❤

    • @IBreastPump
      @IBreastPump 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same my girl just fucking left me yesterday

    • @fsgpotato7760
      @fsgpotato7760 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kenny Ford not the comment to put that on dude

    • @Tjs_powersports
      @Tjs_powersports 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Literally i know how you feel literally what he says in this song is exactly how i feel not sure if this makes sense but its like all my thoughts in a song

    • @sammiatkins11.11
      @sammiatkins11.11 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tim Carlile I totally know the feels mate.......we all experience that toxic relationship

  • @ryanfowler3154
    @ryanfowler3154 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel like you dated my ex…I just discovered your music and it’s been helping me sort everything out. Appreciate what you do 🙏🏻

  • @lewlew1342
    @lewlew1342 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Again another great song to help through tough times. You work is absolutely amazing Enkay 47. Thank you for your music!!!!

  • @anthonytorres7481
    @anthonytorres7481 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is what happen now to me & my wife...
    Thanks 🙏 enkay47 cause of ur music u make me strong again...

  • @haliemeyer7055
    @haliemeyer7055 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I LOVE this! I can relate to this 100%. I listen to this daily! 💖💖

  • @mullilynn9707
    @mullilynn9707 ปีที่แล้ว

    The lyrics are so intricate. Listening to this again gave me chillz

  • @Frosty0762
    @Frosty0762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I feel every single track you've put out so far. I love that you keep it 100% authentic and give zero fucks what anyone thinks. Express yourself the way you know how to, I envy you. ❤️💪 Keep being you. 😊

  • @christmasw330
    @christmasw330 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Crazy how I came across this song this morning, this is literally every word what I'm going through as I'm sitting in the place I just moved from. I moved out and she already in a in love relationship..smh perfect for the moment. I never heard of you before but will be following for now on

  • @mokbeatz
    @mokbeatz 5 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    PRODUCED BY ME!
    CONGRATS ON 1MILL BROTHER! #ALLTHEWAYUP

  • @jakewoodruff101
    @jakewoodruff101 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song hits me so close to home. I was in a relationship like that for 2 years. Listening to this song makes me feel better about not taking her back. The relationship truely was toxic yet i stayed Because i thought she would change. Thank you enkay for opening my eyes to what she was doing to me.

  • @shenandoahrichardson13
    @shenandoahrichardson13 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Speechless, I've struggled to explain to my ex who left how I feel about her, along with having 3 kids together, it's been a struggle, but this one will be played on repeat

    • @nevaehharris9562
      @nevaehharris9562 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You got this man. Just be a good dad and take good care of your children there gonna need both mom and dad. I been in multiple toxic relationships and it tough to pick up all the piece and still hurting

  • @kaytosly6588
    @kaytosly6588 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey Enkay I'd like to say this song really has helped me alot i am getting out of a toxic relationship but I was with her for 5 years and married her

  • @matthall2534
    @matthall2534 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Love the fact in each one of his songs he put so much heart feelings into his words never been able to relate to a song as much as I do this one

    • @justanerd7252
      @justanerd7252 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      He sings, he "rages" like old Marshall...he sings, his beats are 🔥🔥🔥🔥 dude's boutta BLOWWWW the top off the current "game". ✌

  • @breekarecollet1642
    @breekarecollet1642 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Fist time I heard this song it hit home hard an bring tears eyes to my eyes. Had to play this song in front of my friends an everyone asked "what's this song called" . Here we goo now Enkay47 is finally known where I live.

  • @Badleo818
    @Badleo818 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m really glad I was up at 3 am and discovered your music. This song has helped me put words to how I feel. But I have hope still. It’s silly I know... but it’s there man. I fear either path will kill me inside.

  • @daylinfinney2586
    @daylinfinney2586 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love this. I got out of an abusive relationship earlier this year. I will probably never be able to see my son again and it hurts me every day. I tried to take my life a while back, that wasn't the answer. What would my son think after all. Now I just live everyday trying to be the best that I can, so that maybe someday I can have my son in my arms again

  • @chrONiCs_zard420
    @chrONiCs_zard420 7 ปีที่แล้ว +109

    finally a new rapper i can listen to. you are 100x better than the crap on the radio these day. keep this shit up bro, you gonna be big one day and hopefully soon. i like to see a song with Enkay47 and Ben Sommers. two rappers that need to be bigger than youtube.

    • @katiemitchell26
      @katiemitchell26 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      i second that rather listen to someone real than some crap eminem or drake pump out any day

    • @the_slow_s197
      @the_slow_s197 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      lil420fresh naw he wont. Cause the world rejects talent... which is why the radio music is garbage these days.

    • @reggibarnum1108
      @reggibarnum1108 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      lil420fresh lol this is real hip hop not rap rap and hip hop are totally different sounds

    • @robloz8866
      @robloz8866 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      listen to NF

    • @robloz8866
      @robloz8866 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      or wit lowery

  • @samanthaderry5157
    @samanthaderry5157 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Idk how your not on the radio yet like your amazing I love your music

  • @blakecope506
    @blakecope506 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Great artist kinda explains the realitionship im in but i love her and she loves me deep down we both deeply care its not necesserally toxic we just argue alot but we fix things 5 mins after
    BUT ENKAY47 keep up the good work!

  • @JamiaNicole1996
    @JamiaNicole1996 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    God your music helps me so much... this song explains my last relationship...

  • @craighardebeck5985
    @craighardebeck5985 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been listening to your songs for a couple of months. Toxic and my own lane are my favorites so far.

  • @rileykahm3579
    @rileykahm3579 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    SO TOXIC ! i can relate to this a lot. Music that people can relate to is the best. i made quite a bit of music similar. I stumbled upon this and now i cant stop playing it. keep it up man, wherever you are from.

  • @amyah6561
    @amyah6561 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Nathan Enkay47 man I just love your music everyone is going through some type of hurt and I always find my excape in listening to your misic

  • @MrDakada
    @MrDakada 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I love this shit! thank you for being real! Im an aspiring lyricist myself and i love hearing hearing amazing works of art that touch your feels! Mad respect bro, love what your doing keep touching the hearts of those who listen!

  • @Deathatorm66
    @Deathatorm66 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song has literally helped me through some of the bs that has been happening for a while now

  • @jennifersheats6953
    @jennifersheats6953 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love your songs! They are from the ♡ and relatable. This song is epic! You're killin' it, keep it up!

  • @soniamelrose325
    @soniamelrose325 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love that artist like you keep it real. Cos it truly does give alot of us hope and also comfort . Thank you and I can't wait to hear more.

  • @Neyonius
    @Neyonius 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Fucking raw and relatable.
    Lost the love of my life because I was deep in the bottle, wasn't abusive, just a drunk.
    3 months later I'm sober the whole time and relive my regret every day.

  • @sub_emo_femboy_hoff2315
    @sub_emo_femboy_hoff2315 ปีที่แล้ว

    Me and this guy go back over 18 years,and without him I would be here. Enkay.... thank you..... for everything, ya know?😎😎😁✌👌🤘🤙🤟👓🕶

  • @katelynherman4307
    @katelynherman4307 7 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    dammmm. now this hits home

    • @keatonhellewell5714
      @keatonhellewell5714 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes Dennis you absolute weapon

    • @MrDoom4plague
      @MrDoom4plague ปีที่แล้ว

      It is one of those "Speak from the soul" songs , Enkay 47 And Cryptic Wisdom have so many songs that hit close to home for damn sure ! C-mob and Sekond Chaynce both give me the same vibes as well . 🤘🔥🤟

  • @BrieWhitfield1991
    @BrieWhitfield1991 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been with my husband for 12 years and this song describes our relationship except the physical violence but everything else is EXACT! I don't know how to get away 😭😭😭 I LOVE HIM we have 5 kids together and have been together since we were 18. I'm just so sick of the lies and the pain. I always give him another chance we are going through it again now 🤦‍♀️i know I don't deserve any of this shit but my heart just can't let go. 😿 I wanna be happy but with him. I'm done this time though I've given so much of my self EVERYTHING friends family. Pray for us I really hope this is it and we can make it.. .

  • @ItsYourBoiScott
    @ItsYourBoiScott 7 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    I have been showing so meany people your music i have proply got like 30 people by now listening to you keep it up man

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mr. fackum that's amazing man, thank you

    • @JustafiedMusic
      @JustafiedMusic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Enkay47 Hip Hop I dont know why but people who also like rap, dont even like the rappers I listen to, so if I shared your music with other people they won't give a fuck, but I dont give a fuck, I like those rappers, you're the one I listen to the most.

    • @aubreyisaacs7537
      @aubreyisaacs7537 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are awesome. You are so real. Love ut.

    • @hippy4203
      @hippy4203 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Right

  • @codypool3933
    @codypool3933 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is my favorite song right now.. Bought Welcome to my mind. This music relates so much to me. I hope he tours in Midwest

  • @hxpee02
    @hxpee02 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Just came across this song n I felt this shit hard. Thanks for sharing your feelings for us to relate to❤️

  • @traptionvibesoffical
    @traptionvibesoffical 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is word for word my relationship rn. except it ended 3 weeks ago after 2 years... only thing you missed is my son. i dont want him to grow up without a father but what choice do i have. thank you for making this amazing song it hits me so hard how much it relates to my situation. you got another true fan bro

  • @kick_rocks_bitch7510
    @kick_rocks_bitch7510 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This was amazing. Going through this right now. Thank you.

    • @brandongravel
      @brandongravel ปีที่แล้ว

      Love your account name lmao 🤣

  • @briancline619
    @briancline619 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg you and Problematic are my two new best artist I’ve found by accident and I am glad I found it because I can relate to every one of your songs I lost my wife two years ago and she was 28 years old and now I’m raising our two year old IT can relate to your music and I love it

  • @Hotpinkandglitzzz
    @Hotpinkandglitzzz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Killin it... You are going to make it to the top!

    • @justanerd7252
      @justanerd7252 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      💯💯💯🙌🙌🙌 allll fucking day! Enkay!

  • @BaileyWhitehead-wd4hl
    @BaileyWhitehead-wd4hl 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I love all his songs, I wish he was single I would treat him right king 👑

  • @lovelypaige5501
    @lovelypaige5501 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My god I can just listen to this all damn day

  • @katelyn1066
    @katelyn1066 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I relate to your music in many ways, whenever I'm upset your music makes me feel better. You really are a blessing🤞💕

  • @PeskyTarzan
    @PeskyTarzan 7 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    bro your music is dope.
    I wanna see you and Merkules do a song together

    • @robertochoa1190
      @robertochoa1190 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      TarzanX91 omfg yasss

    • @kaylaann9168
      @kaylaann9168 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree!

    • @tyefarmer9941
      @tyefarmer9941 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      PeskyTarzan OMG YES!!! Merkules and him would really run this world. if they would team up, that would be a sick ass combo. they would definitely start climbing to the top faster. just imagine the things Merkules would add to this. just thinking ab it makes me fired up. i really wanna bear one if they would make one. it would be so freaking sweet🤘

  • @babecutshall2597
    @babecutshall2597 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I Love EVERY ONE of your songs on the real man, I could listen to you 24/7 just know you have my support... I love you Enkay47

  • @beerizzle1560
    @beerizzle1560 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Def did after a 10 year relationship she cheated for about a year gave her everything I could but as usual it's never enough the line I want you to love me like you used to in the first month hahahahahaha 💯 and your chorus is on point dood,, and yo you have a Facebook

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Bee Rizzle yes, look up "Enkay47" and "Nathan Kawaguchi" for my personal

    • @johnborrelli4463
      @johnborrelli4463 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      same thing here...11 years and she left me for my "best friend" of 15+ years. I literally took the shirt off my back for him when he got out from behind bars for him to me me so fucking dirty a year later I had to fall hard to get back up better than ever

    • @KyDaog
      @KyDaog 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Check out lesson learned by him bro, this dude never spits anything but fire, and its all relatable, certainly he has found his demographic.

    • @w0lfrunn
      @w0lfrunn 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Enkay47 Official hey, do you mind if I add those up too, rather ask even though it’s public

  • @lisabatty1473
    @lisabatty1473 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song is very relatable. Thanks for sharing ❤️

  • @TTHEREAPER
    @TTHEREAPER 7 ปีที่แล้ว +49

    This song I can relate to it after wasting 4 years of my life with a chick I was in love with but that was so toxic like she is

    • @codyunderwood2219
      @codyunderwood2219 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yea u think it was a waste of 4 years....but think of it as a learning curve....lol

  • @twolf_the_broken
    @twolf_the_broken 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hey enkay47 official I'm listening to your music even when I want to give up I really relate to your music and I like the music so much

  • @katiolesk6806
    @katiolesk6806 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    i usually don't listen rap, but hey man, this is lit🔥 keep it up. greetings from estonia🤘

    • @paul-henry4648
      @paul-henry4648 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      Est 🤘

    • @KyDaog
      @KyDaog 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lol one of my best friends lives in Estonia =D

  • @jasindiehl6525
    @jasindiehl6525 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Story of my life.. I feel you.. I'm stuck in the same situation.. I don't know what to do.. this so hits me so hard I relate to everything in your song... Amazing song

  • @anthonyclaffey1139
    @anthonyclaffey1139 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Keep up the music bro, I ain't gone lie but you kinda remind me of a mix between hopsin, eminem, and tech n9ne

  • @veronicarace311
    @veronicarace311 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This one!!! My heart is here from start to finish

  • @jimmywolbaum9905
    @jimmywolbaum9905 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I just found this guy after a break up where I got cheated on and kicked out of the place I was paying half for but this shit cheers me up and inspires me to fix my shit and prove everyone im better than anyone can think

    • @Judy-ln5di
      @Judy-ln5di 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Wow 👏music 🎶from the depth of the broken heart 💔

  • @MrFoleywc2006
    @MrFoleywc2006 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    How are you not signed yet. Bro you remind me of when Eminem was at his best. Telling stories that people can relate with and touch their lives. The best music comes from deep within and brother you make it sound like the wounds are deep. Keep up the good work. Hope to be buying your album soon.

  • @cheytomak1181
    @cheytomak1181 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    2020 and still blaring it even sent it to my ex

  • @SimpDaddyRon
    @SimpDaddyRon 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My mom showed me you Enkay47! I'm a huge Eminem fan but then I listen to your Lesson Learned, I think you are great! Keep up the work dude! I'll keep listening

  • @roberthaddix4350
    @roberthaddix4350 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Still jamming this along with others 🔥🔥 is all I've ever heard you put out. Glad you still gripping the mic. Don't let it go man we appreciate you.

  • @ghostsociety97
    @ghostsociety97 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you enkay this is the song that saved my life.🙏

  • @catherineflett5505
    @catherineflett5505 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Damn that's deep

  • @notmyname9191
    @notmyname9191 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow, been out of my toxic relationship for awhile now, but I still am fighting the feelings of wanting it back. I needed to hear that ending message

  • @ariannaramirez6513
    @ariannaramirez6513 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I legit support this dude so much. Dead ass. Ima start sharing all his shit cause I genuinely want him to blow tf uppp. 💕💕💕

  • @anthonycollinsworth7150
    @anthonycollinsworth7150 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel every word u sing...many times almost took my life to it...if it weren't for some form of hope I would of already

  • @iazhesi
    @iazhesi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I literally love this so fucking much.. And just discovered you on accident on Spotify. I was listening to this while in the room with my boyfriend.. and I was struggling so hard to not cry because your words are so relateable.. it hit me hard. You definitely have a new fan and I think I'm going to be listening to you a lot. Keep doing what you are doing, you are incredible.
    - Love, Your newest fan. :)

  • @dezireestiles9449
    @dezireestiles9449 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    favorite rapper by far. 💜💜💜 someone give this guy a label.

  • @AbigaleRice
    @AbigaleRice 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Hits me so hard I'm pretty sure I felt my heart break a little more. Literally.

  • @samanthalairson5352
    @samanthalairson5352 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great job, ive listened to this so much i know it word for word. Hits home lost 4 years sorry you lived this also

  • @AbigaleRice
    @AbigaleRice 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Ouch. This shit is so true on both ends of what used to be us. I fucking love you😕

  • @MrABCwherehouse
    @MrABCwherehouse 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You on your way to the top an I hope you make it your lyrically a genius an about every song of yours I can relate to in some way or another. love you brother

  • @SintelPutnam
    @SintelPutnam 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This needs more views and likes. You need more subscribers! I am going to post this everywhere! Keep going man!

  • @jollylee11
    @jollylee11 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Still gives me those feels years later! Thanks Nate

  • @matthewhitchcock7532
    @matthewhitchcock7532 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I know this pain my man, i just found out about you today and this song is amazing, i write shit like this all the time

  • @Silentlyinthecoments
    @Silentlyinthecoments ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Came back 5 years later 🫡

  • @ProblematicHipHop
    @ProblematicHipHop 7 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    That one dislike is toxic

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Problematic it was me

    • @ProblematicHipHop
      @ProblematicHipHop 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Enkay47 Hip Hop too funny 😂

    • @cordialpariat1368
      @cordialpariat1368 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Even u are a good rap
      Never change your style be real like you are now bro
      I need you ma favb song 😍

    • @alexanderripper9880
      @alexanderripper9880 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me

  • @JacksonPierce
    @JacksonPierce 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Man, it's like we lived the same life. Crazy.

  • @beerizzle1560
    @beerizzle1560 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Ayo my dude ✌ thank you......

    • @Enkay47
      @Enkay47  7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Bee Rizzle you're welcome. I hope this helped you.

    • @brandongravel
      @brandongravel ปีที่แล้ว

      Ty it does! Yo lol what up Bee Rizzle? I LOVE that name kinda reminds of someone in my fam that calls his cousin almost that 😂

  • @baileyjoy6416
    @baileyjoy6416 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I could listen to this on repeat everyday and never get tired of the lyrics and you're voice is amazing man, never give up please, this song and all your music is so damn relatable...

  • @ilovetosingx3
    @ilovetosingx3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My enemy is toxic and I’m not toxic God .

  • @benmallett4627
    @benmallett4627 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Look man I just went thru something like this literally a week ago and this has really opened my eyes and it was young verse that made me find your music this song and lesson learned completely opened my eyes to show me that she wasn't gonna change thank you Enkay47