I Wrote A Song About Dealing With Depression & Anxiety

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  • Gremlin - I Don't Feel Anymore
    Connect with Gremlin:
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    Official Clothing Available At: www.gremlinraps.com/
    Directed by: Edwin Cruz
    Follow Edwin on Instagram: @bfthestorm
    Mix/Mastered by: @prodbypria
    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1: Gremlin]
    Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/
    Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/
    I dont wanna sink into it tonight/
    So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/
    I dont understand who I'm even becomin/
    Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/
    Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/
    Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/
    Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/
    If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/
    I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/
    Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
    [Verse 2: Gremlin]
    Feels like I dont fit in with society/
    They may not like who I am but I am me/
    I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/
    But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/
    I have always felt like I dont belong here/
    It's been a long year, it's been a long life/
    Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/
    Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/
    Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/
    I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
    I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/
    But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
    [Verse 3: Gremlin]
    I dont wanna be like this forever though/
    I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/
    But it's harder than I'd like to show/
    I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/
    Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/
    Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/
    I know that I can change every day I am praying/
    Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
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  • @Gremlinmusic24
    @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว +2492

    I share my story with you in hopes that you don't feel so alone when you go through tough times.. Please be sure to share this with everyone you know and let's make the world hear us! Also, I'll leave the lyrics below for you. #BrokenPeople
    [Verse 1: Gremlin]
    Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/
    Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/
    I dont wanna sink into it tonight/
    So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/
    I dont understand who I'm even becomin/
    Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/
    Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/
    Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/
    Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/
    If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/
    I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/
    Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
    [Verse 2: Gremlin]
    Feels like I dont fit in with society/
    They may not like who I am but I am me/
    I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/
    But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/
    I have always felt like I dont belong here/
    It's been a long year, it's been a long life/
    Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/
    Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/
    Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/
    I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
    I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/
    But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
    [Verse 3: Gremlin]
    I dont wanna be like this forever though/
    I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/
    But it's harder than I'd like to show/
    I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/
    Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/
    Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/
    I know that I can change every day I am praying/
    Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more

    • @wendicopenhaver8550
      @wendicopenhaver8550 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      I'm going through a really hard time right now. I have bipolar disorder and right now my depression and anxiety is higher than ever. Thank you for making this song. It couldn't have come at a better time.

    • @yvonnelavato1096
      @yvonnelavato1096 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Thank you...

    • @tristesacerezo4307
      @tristesacerezo4307 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Love it!!! 💛 Perfect timing when I'm currently going through both 💔 #Gremlinthebest! #smokedablunttothis!! 💛 #IREALLYLOVEDIT

    • @tufftony6604
      @tufftony6604 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I need to get me one of those shirts bro

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      @@wendicopenhaver8550 hope it helped! I know youll get through it.

  • @__awe_dree__1485
    @__awe_dree__1485 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2629

    “Sick of everyone saying ‘its gonna be alright’ little do they know I had tears dropping all night.”
    I felt that. Hard.
    👏🏼🖤😭

  • @alejandromontoya701
    @alejandromontoya701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +722

    “Talk to your parents about it”
    I don’t wanna tell the woman who gave me this life that i don’t want it anymore

    • @gabbypollard8795
      @gabbypollard8795 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      How would I even do it is the question

    • @alejandromontoya701
      @alejandromontoya701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Doingitwithnay that’s the thing

    • @jacksonmicheals3654
      @jacksonmicheals3654 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Same. She’s the reason why I’m the way I am

    • @Arasie_Saros
      @Arasie_Saros 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      If you need someone to talk to, there are some people on Instagram that have support groups. And if you need someone to talk to, I'm here. 💜

    • @Casey_videography
      @Casey_videography 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      I have anxiety and i never tell anyone about my feelings but my best freind cause i only feel myself around her

  • @Jennifer-bw7ku
    @Jennifer-bw7ku 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +187

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

    • @steceymorgan814
      @steceymorgan814 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.

    • @elizabethwilliams6651
      @elizabethwilliams6651 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes, dr.sporesss

    • @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
      @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Dr.sporesss is the best, he's been my go to for anything psychedelics.

    • @twinfred3160
      @twinfred3160 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Is he on instagram?

    • @elizabethwilliams6651
      @elizabethwilliams6651 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes he is. dr.sporesss

  • @beccabreathedeep3
    @beccabreathedeep3 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I know people always say they can relate, or it sounds like you're telling there story...but damn. I could have co-wrote this. ❤

  • @Nathan-qn4pc
    @Nathan-qn4pc 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1026

    He reminds me of NF. He's definitely going to blow up.

  • @thecristinashow9102
    @thecristinashow9102 4 ปีที่แล้ว +551

    1. I cried
    2. This song is fire
    3. You spoke my depression and anxiety
    4. I love this song
    Thanks for this video!!

    • @blankblank897
      @blankblank897 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same it's crazy asf

    • @seangsovanthado3789
      @seangsovanthado3789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same as you

    • @ricknear2096
      @ricknear2096 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yow it is my first time to love rap
      Its because of you dude ,I hope I got youre attention
      #from the philippines
      Subscribing for more of your music

    • @chrislawrence7573
      @chrislawrence7573 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He spoke my depression and anxiety

  • @HappilyAnonymousGirl
    @HappilyAnonymousGirl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    “Everyone is who I need to stay away from” Dang. I felt that.

    • @SpikioMegvatron
      @SpikioMegvatron 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      My current situation staying away from everyone

  • @brandonbarker4654
    @brandonbarker4654 3 ปีที่แล้ว +395

    I'm a musician and heavy rap critic and I just don't know if anyone has ever hit the nail on the head for so many people soooo underrated

    • @dominikdavisscheidegger3855
      @dominikdavisscheidegger3855 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I agree

    • @beki2958
      @beki2958 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Maybe you should feel how some of us feel before you just say something like that why dont you feel the pain some people feel. Now days its some "wanna be rap" dont talk about other peoples music if you don't know the meaning behind it. You dont know the pain..And too the people im not meaning bad things..

    • @vaporz7282
      @vaporz7282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @@beki2958 he was complimenting Gremlin and his song. Giving him props. You just interpreted the "underrated" incorrectly.

    • @stephenwrobel4282
      @stephenwrobel4282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@beki2958 yeah. He's saying the song is underrated because more people should be listening and it should be more mainstream. Nothing bad 👍🏼🤙🏼

    • @og7890
      @og7890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This song hits hard period

  • @christopherstolfi1532
    @christopherstolfi1532 4 ปีที่แล้ว +578

    50 days clean and sober. I needed this Brother. God bless

  • @zabiker8858
    @zabiker8858 4 ปีที่แล้ว +354

    When he said "I dont feel like I fit in with society" I felt that

  • @thelostsock3169
    @thelostsock3169 2 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    Anyone battling depression or anxiety, read the comments on this song, you’re not alone 💯

    • @joycasey4503
      @joycasey4503 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel the same we need help that's all not hate or haters

    • @shelbyalice7840
      @shelbyalice7840 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel this song

    • @Vampirewitch-ss2xf
      @Vampirewitch-ss2xf 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I feel this cuz I have both boarder line anxiety and depression

    • @Vampirewitch-ss2xf
      @Vampirewitch-ss2xf 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      On top of anger issues, PTSD,odd,slow learning disability and mentally younger than my physical age, impulsive discord,ADHD.

    • @Vampirewitch-ss2xf
      @Vampirewitch-ss2xf 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Bonus sensory issues.
      Questionably OCD

  • @robertcinnamon4678
    @robertcinnamon4678 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I'm an old guy of 61 and I have to say these words are profound and must be spoken out of experience. Keep it up, young man. Your work is inspiring to us all...Peace

  • @vamshikishan7822
    @vamshikishan7822 4 ปีที่แล้ว +226

    This will be the best medicine to the people with depression and anxiety

  • @Kayy722
    @Kayy722 4 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    “I don’t want to feel shit, I just want to stay numb”🥺🥺🥺

  • @cynthiafuentes5351
    @cynthiafuentes5351 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    You wrote this 4 years ago and i came across it because at this point in my life im at the bottom of the barrel but im gonna keep moving and not let the devil win..because God got me no he got Us ..thanks it helped me alot just now

  • @cheyk3297
    @cheyk3297 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    ''I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb''
    frl tho 😭✋

  • @yaniraportillo2688
    @yaniraportillo2688 4 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    "Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night" 😭, some people have no clue what happens behind closed doors and you're by yourself. It's nice to have someone to relate to.

  • @sharonacosta2951
    @sharonacosta2951 4 ปีที่แล้ว +492

    Who ever didn’t like this song and left a “👎🏻” y’all tripping he’s the best if you don’t like it just leave don’t leave hate 🙄 that’s really sick

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      agreed

    • @stevenvialpando8365
      @stevenvialpando8365 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Gremlinmusic24 for real

    • @marybethsmith2124
      @marybethsmith2124 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Agree 1000% Gremlin is the real deal and is by far my favorite artist💯 Speaks nothing but real life everyday struggles. Like always this was pure 🔥🔥🔥

    • @ShayNashiv
      @ShayNashiv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So right but many got used to bad shit and dont press the right buttons no more...

    • @LoneKingMuzik
      @LoneKingMuzik 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      True

  • @krystalBaby01
    @krystalBaby01 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    28, started using heavy drugs to escape reality and everyone keeps thinking it changed me, drugs didn't change me what I went through did, all I went through in just the last 3 years changed me more than anything

  • @dylancolt225
    @dylancolt225 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "Why do I drink till I'm numb, why do I smoke till its done, till I dont feel anything no more, I don't feel anything no more." Never heard truer and more relatable words

  • @rohitshakya1168
    @rohitshakya1168 4 ปีที่แล้ว +364

    "I stayed in the darkness even when I found light."

    • @stacyovington6127
      @stacyovington6127 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I relate so much

    • @christinafrazer4752
      @christinafrazer4752 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      The dark feels safer. As in if it’s too dark for me to see you, you won’t see me

    • @2.....................
      @2..................... 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stacy Ovington true

    • @DE_shen
      @DE_shen 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Cus sometimes it burns

    • @candc101
      @candc101 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same

  • @aaronlorenzenzaaron6783
    @aaronlorenzenzaaron6783 4 ปีที่แล้ว +269

    “Feels like I don’t fit in with
    Society
    They may not like who I am but I am
    Me
    I don’t ever talk I’m sitting
    Quietly
    But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the Anxiety”

    • @norru12
      @norru12 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      same🎧💜✔

    • @ashleygarcia4443
      @ashleygarcia4443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aaron LorenzenZAaron sane ❤️😭

    • @lisab116
      @lisab116 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That part got me

  • @rickysamuels8201
    @rickysamuels8201 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    2024 and I barely found this man. Thank you Yeshua!

  • @jayplowman8149
    @jayplowman8149 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Yo as a rapper and a rocker who struggles with multiple forms of depression, you just gave me my life story without even knowing me. Man, you just spit a direct line to my soul bro. You ain't just killin it, you as real as they come. Stay real homie. I'm a fan.

  • @EMiitchell
    @EMiitchell 4 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    This is absolutely deep. A lot of broken people feel this... including me ... thanks I needed this. We’re not alone for sure.

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Much love brother

    • @artcruz5603
      @artcruz5603 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I lost my mom yesterday i can't stop saying crying 😭🥺😔

    • @FH_83_02
      @FH_83_02 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@artcruz5603 I'm sorry for your loss.

    • @EMiitchell
      @EMiitchell 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Gremlin like wise bro.

  • @rominagonzalez5901
    @rominagonzalez5901 4 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    You speak the unspoken words of us broken people ❤️ Never stop writing music. You are our voice.

  • @Fluffyballz
    @Fluffyballz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I Just kept overdosisng myself. I legit died and came back . But is it weird that those 2 minutes i was gone were probably the best 2 minutes of my life.

    • @linarodriguez812
      @linarodriguez812 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Feel

    • @jennifermusick3077
      @jennifermusick3077 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That's probably the most saddest thing I ever heard...

    • @jord6658
      @jord6658 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I told myself that for so long,

  • @robertdutton7277
    @robertdutton7277 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Dude... Get out of my head. My life is torture with anxiety and u nailed it. U gained a new subscriber. Ty

  • @countryside_guy
    @countryside_guy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    I'm a 49 year old man. I'm homeless. Oh my god those words, I can relate to some of it, especially not fitting in with society, it's like I don't exist. I have tears rolling down my face as I type this and my throat is all tight. I don't drink or smoke or do drugs, nothing like that but yeah, tough words to hear.

    • @lanabogdanova9672
      @lanabogdanova9672 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      chilliman07 sometimes the truth hurts and sometimes you have to except it for what it is You will be alright

    • @alejandromontoya701
      @alejandromontoya701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Stay strong you’ll make it one day I wish I could help you but I can’t drive and I don’t have money 😔

    • @grammaroffherrockerreacts1122
      @grammaroffherrockerreacts1122 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Good luck to you sir!❤❤🕇🕇💯💯

    • @Kai-mx3tw
      @Kai-mx3tw 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Hey man are you ok

    • @hollyc6425
      @hollyc6425 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      ❤️

  • @Vagasoul
    @Vagasoul 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    'Good music doesn't come from the mind it comes from the soul' ~Juice

  • @frenchie7777
    @frenchie7777 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Bro the line “I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying” should make all of us reflect on who we are. We can only become a different person by changing the path we are on right now. If we don’t change, we will be who we are today 60 years from now 💯

  • @bijaybhandari1545
    @bijaybhandari1545 4 ปีที่แล้ว +207

    I just wanna wear my headphone put this song on a repeat and walk to nowhere till i'm numb i don't wanna look back till i'm done.

  • @enrobotics
    @enrobotics 4 ปีที่แล้ว +180

    Please Gremlin should quit hiding his abilities on TH-cam. He should go sign to a record label.

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      We will get there brother

    • @clintonwansink3052
      @clintonwansink3052 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Feeling you gremlin love you bro god bless

    • @Ben-rr3gr
      @Ben-rr3gr 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Gremlinmusic24 Keep it about the music, you have a lot of time, let the talent shine and the process will work for itself

    • @tdub2399
      @tdub2399 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Don't sign shit keep doing u and u will make it on ur own!!!

    • @sassyleo7821
      @sassyleo7821 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your music is real! You remind me of my son. When my son was 13 he asked me for a DJ set and he had been doing music since 3 rd grade. I believed in him and encouraged him to do what he loves. I bought him that set and he never looked back. Today at age 24 he DJs at some of popular clubs downtown in Denver! He makes music that people love to hear. His concerts get sold out every time! I see you in the future becoming this huge talented rap artist! I’ll be looking for that album!

  • @DieHardzHD
    @DieHardzHD 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This song is so relatable. Anxiety sucks been dealing with social anxiety for years & cannot control it.

  • @flakowitdadrako
    @flakowitdadrako ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "Don't know what I run from, but I keep on running" gave me chills.

  • @hope0972
    @hope0972 4 ปีที่แล้ว +90

    I pray for my friend who is going through depression and anxiety as she was diagnosed bearly this week 🙏

    • @stevenvialpando8365
      @stevenvialpando8365 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      *Barely*

    • @stevenvialpando8365
      @stevenvialpando8365 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I hope your friend gets better

    • @gloriaramos6443
      @gloriaramos6443 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sorry to hear about your friend. May our heavenly father heal her and bless her with a good life

    • @clintonwansink3052
      @clintonwansink3052 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Believe in God he will lead her to the right way my friend didn't believe in god and tried to kill her self and then i prayed for her and talked to her prayed and now she is the most powerful girl i ever met God bless everything will get better just BELIEVE !

    • @isisteaukura1475
      @isisteaukura1475 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Tell her to start a spirtual journey

  • @chancedonald8708
    @chancedonald8708 4 ปีที่แล้ว +112

    "why do i drink till im numb" i felt that hard

    • @juanyo5647
      @juanyo5647 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Chance Donald I felt that hard!! 🙏🏾

    • @dlara1986dl
      @dlara1986dl 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Stay strong ya'll🙏

  • @darkmyth4848
    @darkmyth4848 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    THIS IS HOW MY DEPRESSION AND ANXIETY AND IT SUCKS I WISH IT CAN STOP AND THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SEE THAT I AM NOT THE ONLY PERSON DEALING WITH IT

  • @rustyvr1656
    @rustyvr1656 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Wow, this hits me hard.... I'm deionized with anxiety, depression, dyslexia, ADHD, and bipolar. I'm only 11, but that doesn't matter what matters is that I am beating it. I am stronger than it. So as everyone that has any deionized.

    • @nicholas3620
      @nicholas3620 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      That’s nice to hear, keep it up.

    • @rustyvr1656
      @rustyvr1656 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Idk thank you so much, I have been working on life, hard work pays oof

  • @joshuahunnicutt8105
    @joshuahunnicutt8105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Gremlin
    Don’t stop this.
    It doesn’t matter whether rich or poor.
    Stand left or right or somewhere in between.
    Grew up on either side of the railroad tracks,
    Was handed everything in life, or had to fight to survive since you were a small but unfairly forced into childhood maturity human being.
    Black, white, Christian or Jew. Hispanic, middle eastern Muslim or Hindu.
    Struggles come in all forms.
    I don’t know your story exactly, but you have chosen to overcome.
    We all can.
    Currently my struggles are real. For myself and my 4 year old daughter.
    Every day that goes by I just want it to be fixed or be over.
    But I know as long as I fight I will win in the end.
    Not only will I give my daughter the life she deserves, but I will help guide others to have the lives they deserve.
    No matter the bad decisions we make and the holes we dig ourselves in, they will always be a light at the end of the tunnel.
    We just have to run to it. Even if it takes our whole lives.
    Failure is not an option.
    I will get out of this motel. I will put my child through the very best school possible. I will be successful in my view and I will leave a legacy that the people dear to me will be proud of.
    Rock bottom isn’t the end. There is still a way up, and I can still be buried further.
    The choice is mine.
    Poor people have it, rich people want it. If you eat it, you may die. What is it?
    The answer is... nothing...
    Even homeless and without work, the world is yours. You can never have nothing.
    Take every opportunity that may help you thrive and attempt to dismiss every opportunity that will pull you down.
    Just my thoughts from this emotional masterpiece of a song.
    Thank you Gremlin, for showing the world we are the same, just wanting something more, even if it feels impossible.

  • @williambrandt3564
    @williambrandt3564 4 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    "Don't even know why my Demons keep getting summoned!!!!" I feel that big time!!!!

  • @vaporz7282
    @vaporz7282 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just wanted to say thank you Gremlin. You are not alone.

  • @Smorgellep
    @Smorgellep 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song is absolutely life changing, I played this song to my dad and he just started to cry and hug me
    Cause he has no idea what to do with me being an alcoholic and smoker and prescribed alprazolam and when you use drugs you lose control of your frontal cortex and then you just drink and drink and drink and then it’s only emotions that come out , big respect
    This song means a lot to me

  • @alexmobile7538
    @alexmobile7538 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    This hits hard cause it's true
    Gremlin keep the songs coming we need more people like you

  • @evangeleetafoya9004
    @evangeleetafoya9004 4 ปีที่แล้ว +80

    The only thing that gets me from taking my own life at this moment is this song

    • @narcisozamorajr.9007
      @narcisozamorajr.9007 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Know that there are people that are willing to offer their support. You don't have to through this alone. I'm hear if you need someone to talk to or just to vent. I at times feel the same way. Feeling trapped in my mind with no way out.

    • @CraftYourBukkit
      @CraftYourBukkit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Remember you are one of a kind, there's no one like you. You're special and that's what makes you amazing. Everyone has their flaws, but those are the reason you are living. It's your purpose to make the best out of what you have and keep pushing yourself to your best, so you become a better person.
      I know you're going through rough times and it's probably been way too long since you've felt good, but it'll come. And when it will come, it will come big.
      Stay strong and keep in touch with people. Don't try to do this on your own. There are so many people who would help you fight your demons.
      I hope you're feeling better soon.

    • @joannaly5246
      @joannaly5246 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are special ♥️

    • @cheyennemartin2211
      @cheyennemartin2211 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I'm not going to give you a long drawn out message about this or that, all I'm going to say is I love you. I don't even know you but I love you and if you need to vent about shit going on in your head, in your heart, or in your life, then I'm always here to listen.
      You can reply to this comment or if you don't want it to be publicly posted then you can message me on Instagram @c.m.art_official anytime. 🖤

    • @cynthiag9193
      @cynthiag9193 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      GOD DOESN’T GIVE THE HARDEST BATTLES TO HIS TOUGHEST SOLDIERS, HE CREATES THE TOUGHEST SOLDIERS THROUGH LIFE’S HARDEST BATTLES!
      Stay strong! I’ve been there myself many many times, but every battle/hardship made me stronger without even realizing it.
      Keep your head up no matter what other people say or think about you.
      Just know you are loved!❤️

  • @MaddyLuvz04
    @MaddyLuvz04 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Lyrics:
    [Verse 1: Gremlin]
    Heart broken and I'm starin at the moon light/
    Nothings helping so I'm hopin that this vew might/
    I dont wanna sink into it tonight/
    So I crack a brew cause that's just what I have to do to get my mood right/
    I dont understand who I'm even becomin/
    Dont know why my demons are always getting summoned/
    Man they make it so hard, for me to let love in/
    Dont know what I run from, but I keep on runnin/
    Wish that I could slow down but I've never known how/
    If you give me your heart it's gonna get thrown out/
    I stayed in the darkness even when I found light/
    Fuckin hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/ like
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
    [Verse 2: Gremlin]
    Feels like I dont fit in with society/
    They may not like who I am but I am me/
    I dont talk ever talk I'm sitting quietly/
    But my head is loud dont know how to settle down all the anxiety/
    I have always felt like I dont belong here/
    It's been a long year, it's been a long life/
    Sick of everybody sayin its gonna be alright/
    Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night/
    Everyone is who the fuck I need to stay away from/
    I dont wanna feel shit, I just wanna stay numb
    I know that it's not right, needa get my mind right/
    But for now I'm drunk, high & crying to the sky like/ like
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more
    [Verse 3: Gremlin]
    I dont wanna be like this forever though/
    I hold onto a lot of shit I need to let it go/
    But it's harder than I'd like to show/
    I make the small things seem bigger like I'm lookin through a microscope/
    Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls/
    Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world/
    I know that I can change every day I am praying/
    Cause I dont wanna be a 80 year old man sayin/ sayin
    [Hook x2: Gremlin]
    Why do I drink till I'm numb?
    Why do I smoke till it's done?
    Till I dont feel anything no more
    I dont feel anything no more yup whole mood

  • @blazingsalads3386
    @blazingsalads3386 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A song like this is a hidden treasure that had has saved my life. Living with anxiety and depression has been a struggle that never loses strength. So its honestly this type of music that can save the world. Please don't let let your voice fade. You've saved more lifes that you could imagine. You are an angel among mortals. Keep it up!

  • @Mallbia
    @Mallbia 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Ive never found an artist who speaks to my soul like gremlin does. It has the exact effect he’s looking for. Knowing someone feels the same emotions is really reassuring when Im stressed.

  • @joannatapia1703
    @joannatapia1703 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Thank you for this song. Most people take anxiety as a joke not knowing the demons we're going up against.

  • @mirandalee4546
    @mirandalee4546 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "I stayed in the darkness even when i found light"💔💜

  • @jessicaestes683
    @jessicaestes683 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My boyfriend and I are both into music. Hes the rapper though not me. But my words can not describe to you how much this means to me. Bro I shed tears as I write this. You saved my life. I mean that 💯. For that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.

  • @74bigv
    @74bigv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    My oldest son told me about this kid that's how I started listening to him I myself am going on 10 yrs Clean from meth .I was a addict for 17 yrs .It took for my lady to leave me and take my kids to open my eyes , long story short now they all live with me again . I drink my beers but that's it, I did it cold turkey 10 years ago never touched it again....Gracias...for ur music GREMLIN 👍

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      thats amazing!! Very happy for you and your family!

    • @jessicachurch3850
      @jessicachurch3850 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aveganueve I give you major props because my stepdad has been an addict to meth going on 8 years and my mom won’t fucking leave him... he needs a HUGE eye opener cause I don’t think he will ever stop and it’s hurting all of us kids :/

    • @Nvrpro888
      @Nvrpro888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      jessica church Sorry for your situation :(

    • @74bigv
      @74bigv 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jessicachurch3850 I'm so sorry that you're in that situation ,your mom needs to realize that her kids are her number one priority ,she needs to put her foot down and tell him either you get clean or we walk

    • @jessicachurch3850
      @jessicachurch3850 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aveganueve yeah I know I’ve tried telling her that but her thing is if she kicks him out he WILL be homeless and he will go off the rails and she doesn’t want my 2 younger siblings going w out him because they adore him and look up to him.

  • @yallacttry4945
    @yallacttry4945 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    “I don’t want to be an 80 year old man saying, saying why do I drink until I’m num” man I feel u I have severe anxiety keep it up man

  • @ditzleralicia4583
    @ditzleralicia4583 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    You know what; 90% of this new f'd up world is depressed, pissed off, anger, gossip, addiction. etc. Thanks for sharing

  • @pzykoziz8908
    @pzykoziz8908 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you so much Gremlin for doing this, the song described my whole personality, after thousands of comments in this video I now feel not alone.

  • @sovirakteppanhareachvong7363
    @sovirakteppanhareachvong7363 3 ปีที่แล้ว +287

    im 13 years old and i'm fighting so hard while the people around me keep on putting pressure on me .

    • @aquaflow1264
      @aquaflow1264 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I just turned 40 and life doesn’t get easier U gota fight to live anthr day I pray I die every day smh I’m going thru serious depression ovr a break up in March2020

    • @shubham.pandey
      @shubham.pandey 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Remember life=struggle+happiness

    • @brunobrunosjourney9944
      @brunobrunosjourney9944 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I’ve been that age feeling that same way. I’m 42 now. I’m here to tell you the journey is long but it’s worth it in the end. Hold on tight to the people who truly care about you.

    • @the_holly_cells3729
      @the_holly_cells3729 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@brunobrunosjourney9944 you'r so right, but the things we don't all have this chance (having someone who cares), God dam It's hard I'm 17, now and being almost major will not help me. (Hypocrisis mode activited : ) Stay strong little fellow it's gonna be fine, I believe you gonna make it until you find a purpose in life !!

    • @ivaninfante9828
      @ivaninfante9828 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I just want to say that our differences are what make us unique and seperate us from the rest were human and have souls of our own even some one whos been through something similar will not fully understand and cant appreciate you for who you are. Love you and be the best you. Life os tough trust me. But the day people see you coincidently be you for some reason they'll want to be you. So no matter how you slice it this is one fd up place. Even if it doesnt seem like it just find one rhing each day that makes you happy and something that you can feel grateful for. Weather you believe it or not there are people out there who respect and have compassion for you. God loves you and I only speak from experience

  • @ibrxkenmarilyn_gmln8044
    @ibrxkenmarilyn_gmln8044 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    "I have always Felt Like, I don't Belong Here."
    That Hit me Hard.
    and That Is Me Too.

  • @Oracle_real
    @Oracle_real 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    As someone who deals with ptsd I feel this so much. Thank you. This song has helped me express the truth of what I deal with.

  • @liamlynch2115
    @liamlynch2115 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I don’t think there’s any one “answer” out there, but finding things (like this song) and people who are experiencing similar issues seems to be the most helpful.

  • @abyzz4589
    @abyzz4589 4 ปีที่แล้ว +169

    I'm 17 years, dealing with some stuff ans i felt the lyrics i'm addicted to drugs, this reality sucks and i just wanna escape, i dont want no attention i just want some people to know that they are not alone❤

    • @abeeromar1388
      @abeeromar1388 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You are not man I know this might sound dumb but there is a lot of people out there ready to help you out you need to seek help I am on the other side of the globe so I can’t do anything but talk so if you need anything text me on my ig : mazen.m.o.h.a.m.e.d

    • @mellville2136
      @mellville2136 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm sorry your going through this but there is help

    • @sweetienmd
      @sweetienmd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im battling some demons myself, I hope you're doing ok! Stay strong!

    • @angee_p
      @angee_p 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know that ull get over it one day

    • @OPUS_ONER
      @OPUS_ONER 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Your not alone

  • @jordanvalladores4933
    @jordanvalladores4933 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    " They may not like who I am but I am me " Dang, dude. You're so good.

  • @t.jcanfield5794
    @t.jcanfield5794 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I came across you're music a few days ago, I has allowed me to hold on a little bit longer with what I am feeling deep inside. All the lies, and betrayal has grown and cut so deep that I can't trust people now. Thank you for you're music!!!

  • @anthonycontreras7095
    @anthonycontreras7095 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I wish I heard this 2 year ago. In and out of rehab to stop the pain I was going through. This song just made the tears stop. Thank you so much

  • @mannysanchez2402
    @mannysanchez2402 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    "Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright." "Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night." MAN!!! that right their hit home and got me in my feels!! Love your channel my dude!! Thank you for this depression is tough cuz some ppl dont understand but hearing your song helps me 💙💙

  • @MysteriousFella
    @MysteriousFella 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    “The ones who feel like they don’t belong here, you are lucky I’m lucky to be apart of the “I don’t fit in group” we are more wiser then most people, because of the things we went through we see life differently and we act mature, because of the trauma, and heart break we go through..”

  • @zynisch67
    @zynisch67 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've been dealing with depression for a couple months now.. i dont know how to get through it. But little songs like these make me feel happy about myself. Its amazing how so many people like you understand my/others feelings.

  • @TyranusSpam
    @TyranusSpam ปีที่แล้ว

    "I don't know what I run from but I keep running" "I don't feel anything no more" "feels like I don't fit in society. They may not like who I am but I am me. I don't ever talk, I sit quietly. But my head is loud... I feel like I don't belong here." Powerful!

  • @Mrs.2k13
    @Mrs.2k13 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I have been dealing with so much within and I can NOT thank you enough for this song. To know I'm not alone brings a little peace. 🌻

  • @user-fo6fq9cl3u
    @user-fo6fq9cl3u 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    “dont know what im running from but i keep on running“ Relateble

    • @rach2264
      @rach2264 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel the same way I keep running but I don't know what I'm running from

  • @lisababyg4754
    @lisababyg4754 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for making this. This has been me for as long as I can remember. Finally got help w substance abuse ab 3yrs ago but I'm still fighting for everyday. I just keep trying, eventually shit has to turn around if I keep on. But it's so comforting to not feel like I'm not alone. I'm getting more and more exhausted everyday,...just wish someone could tap in for me for just a lil while. Anyways, just thank you sincerely.

  • @lilywl4100
    @lilywl4100 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your lyrics are right on it, I’m tired of people thinking that we hurt of like trying to get attention….you have said exactly what I feel…. THANK YOU

  • @samcarley1760
    @samcarley1760 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    This helped me so so so so much because i have depression and anxiety

  • @ITZGIJS
    @ITZGIJS 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    i can just feel this guy if like we share a story that we are telling each other....

  • @KayeFannin-jt5xs
    @KayeFannin-jt5xs 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Almost 2 years clean from meth. Still drinking but I'm fighting for my life because of this song. I have 3 babies to live and love for! Thank you so much for this song! It's gotten me through suicide attempts and thinking I'm nothing! Everyone has a purpose and I believe mine is to give my children a better environment! I'm still working on it! God help me! You got this Gremlin

  • @drebuetow2770
    @drebuetow2770 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Gremlin your music has helped me through a dark time. Many times I came close to giving up. I'm living in my van with my dog. Wife left me after I battled cancer. Can't have kids , so she left and hurt me as much as she could on the way out. You have helped me to realize I want more, and not to fall into bad ways. Much thanks and love. I won't give up. You're a wonderful person that the world needs

  • @fabianmueller7883
    @fabianmueller7883 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This guy deserves success in the music business.. real... talented... humble... get him where he belongs...

  • @jasongammie6985
    @jasongammie6985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    I can relate to this song about the crap going on in my life being homeless

    • @luigilsperu
      @luigilsperu 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jason Gammie You can change that, it’s up to You.

    • @jasongammie6985
      @jasongammie6985 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@luigilsperu I'm working with an organization to help me get off the street it will take time God is on my side

    • @jasongammie6985
      @jasongammie6985 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Unayah Vanhamme I will pray for you

    • @audreygrandchamp392
      @audreygrandchamp392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hang in there Jason I know it's hard I've been homeless with my little boy for two years now and shit keeps hitting me one thing after another but we gotta hold our heads high and keep going.

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hang in there brother

  • @markoconnor4829
    @markoconnor4829 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Words of a sober man. This is the 3rd song by you I've listed to... The heart and soul you put into your music is a rare quality

  • @chrischavez6888
    @chrischavez6888 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I rarely comment on things like this. But honestly me myself I have been going through some tough issues. Dealt with problems I feel I can't over come or push to get through. But listening to this song along with many others. Gives me a push to better myself and do what's better for me and son. Single dad living day by day wondering. Thank you God bless

  • @ericamcadams7918
    @ericamcadams7918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    This hit me hard in the feels. This is how I have felt since losing my son in May.
    #RIPNoah

    • @taelorandjazz7102
      @taelorandjazz7102 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Erica McAdams God Bless And God Loves You, You will See Your Son Again Just Seek God✝️🙌🏾❤️🙏🏽

    • @Mommy2anAngelbaby
      @Mommy2anAngelbaby 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I understand your pain 💔 so sorry for your loss as well.

    • @Eliitheone
      @Eliitheone 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      God bless hope you feeling way better🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @dawnw4968
      @dawnw4968 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m sorry for your loss I hope it get a better.

    • @user-ek2ms4om7p
      @user-ek2ms4om7p 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@taelorandjazz7102 STOP. I'm so tired of this "God loves you" 😒
      i'm born Again Christian and i defend GOD JESUS almost every day, but HE do NOT give a Fuc. for HIS elect sheep😔😞, imagine how He will threat unbelievers...😳😟
      YHWH YESHUA is a KILLER, bring CURSES to 3 and 4 generations, bring FAMINE, bring POVERTY...etc...
      It is all in HIS Word - the Bible🧐
      JESUS is more EVIL than the demons 😞
      Even the demons are Trembling before Him and His Name😳
      Worst: Humans/more Worst: fallen angels/the WORST: the LORD👎
      I will curse my Savior in the Eternity every day, no joy after living in this Satanic world👎😔😞🤬🤬
      WHY YOU HATE US SO MUCH O LORD JESUS???????💔😞😫😢😢😟😔
      Send me to the Hell i do Not fear this place the Earth is WORST, BUT HEAL my mom - Your daughter immediately 🥺😡
      F.ck YOU JESUS.👎💔😞😭

  • @travisvaudrin7832
    @travisvaudrin7832 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    It's truly heart breaking to hear that somebody is going through the mental hell I go through. I wouldn't wish this on anyone. But thank you making me feel not alone in this journey!!!

  • @justmesue52
    @justmesue52 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your music always hits the spot...
    I don't even understand what's wrong with me...... A few hours ago everything was just fine and now I'm sitting on my couch and just break down...
    But your music always helps me... So again... Thank you 🙏

  • @dominiquejohnson126
    @dominiquejohnson126 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love it ...he's SPITTIN truth...that takes courage!! Mad respect and blessing!!

  • @noemi1768
    @noemi1768 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Man this is crazy... i bet a lot of people can relate to this and are really thankful for the song.

  • @4R05T
    @4R05T 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "Everyone is who the f*ck i need to stay away from. I dont wanna feel sh*t, i just wanna stay numb." i felt that hard😔💔

  • @caylafielding1463
    @caylafielding1463 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    All of your music is helping me through a break up after six years with the love of my life. Everything you rap is related to what I am going through.
    Thank you dude ✌💕

  • @johnsantos2.044
    @johnsantos2.044 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    "I had tears dropping all night" that's me most nights with my depression and anxiety I just want to drink my life away

    • @alaelouizi3215
      @alaelouizi3215 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Stay strong, shit will pass

  • @antoinelefebvre3947
    @antoinelefebvre3947 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    "I make the small things look bigger like I looking through a microscope"
    Hit me hard

    • @jessicachurch3850
      @jessicachurch3850 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      FOR REAL!! I was like damnnn he’s attacking me in this song 😂😂 I love it

  • @javiersierra4943
    @javiersierra4943 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    “Feels like I don’t fit in with society ... Sick of everybody saying everything is gonna be alright little did they know I had tears dropping all night ... Everyone is who tf I need to stay away from... why do I drink till I’m numb” 🔊🔊🔊💯

  • @alhi1167
    @alhi1167 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This song speaks to me cause I've been going through major depression, I feel like nobody cares about me. Every since I was born nobody wanted me going house to house, parents were drug attacks and alcoholics so they didn't care about me, I was adopted at like 6 got molested at that age nobody cared, im in school and got held back, got no freinds, and honestly nowadays I just feel like staying in my bed cause I'm to depressed to do anything.

  • @zachkeene5957
    @zachkeene5957 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love you my brother. Have followed you for awhile. You're words are so true. This song hit me hard. Lost my best friend about 2 yrs ago now. Feels like yesterday. I'm deep in my demons since I lost my boy..my head is barely above water in depression but in still duckin n weevin punches..tryin to last the full fight. I hope you make it big man. You deserve it because each song hits any and everyone compared to this now a days crap that's out. Please keep goin man... I've played this song non stop and tears just stream down my face...

  • @johndixon5307
    @johndixon5307 4 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    This song helps me alot through the holidays thanks gremlin

  • @marc_tha_420_pyro
    @marc_tha_420_pyro 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow... the timing of this video is perfect. I'm sitting outside smoking, trying to numb my pain right now. This song is hella deep.

    • @Gremlinmusic24
      @Gremlinmusic24  4 ปีที่แล้ว

      youll get through it brother

    • @marc_tha_420_pyro
      @marc_tha_420_pyro 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Gremlinmusic24 thanks man. Amazing song, btw. You're very talented. I'm sharing it everywhere I can.

  • @efsevia6075
    @efsevia6075 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I was crying the whole time listening to this... thank you I needed to hear this

  • @thelifeoftravisferrell8238
    @thelifeoftravisferrell8238 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song hit me hard so many people are depressed and are scared of what to say thanks gremlin u help me get through even my darkest moments

  • @yeseniasanchez9409
    @yeseniasanchez9409 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    “So I crack a brew, that’s just what I have to do to get my mood rite. “ I’ve been so stressed, anxiety gets worse by the day, venting to friends is not what I like to do bc nothing will help remove the pain I have. I push people away bc I’m not happy with me. I’ve found myself drinking , smoking more bc that’s when I’m in a happy mood. ITS TRUE. I need to let it go... currently blowing up your stuff bc I’ve spent the last two hours playing your stuff. You’re amazing. ❣️ I found you at the perfect time.

    • @paris1292
      @paris1292 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      This song hit me so hard.... I went thru a Mental Breakdown 2 years ago. This song is deep and real. I cant get enough of his music. He is real and his music is so real... keep it up Gremlin.

    • @stephanietagliere6016
      @stephanietagliere6016 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Perfectly said exactly how I feel it sucks that others feel like this but it’s good to know we aren’t alone in this feeling wish you well

    • @bradhughes4806
      @bradhughes4806 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey beautiful

    • @bradhughes4806
      @bradhughes4806 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey

  • @KW6T9817
    @KW6T9817 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    "I make the small things seem bigger like I'm looking through a microscope"
    My Life 😪

  • @bobparry5900
    @bobparry5900 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank u so much for coming out with this song and just letting ppl feel like their not alone I been drinking since I was a kid and was in foster care since I was 10 I have fasd (fetal alcohol syndrome disorder) and it been really hard for me the last couple of years I am 23 now and still think about wether I want this life or not and both my parents passed away sadly so I just been hating life alot and just have so much depression and anxiety so I use drinking as self mechanism to try and hide my pain inside but this song reminds me that no matter how hard u try or how much u drink u can never run away from your thoughts and drinking most days just masks the pain till the next day just hate being sober nowadays. Music is the only thing I find that helps usually wringing songs to my parents and how my life is helps me get through my pain everyday Im writing songs hope one day I can be like u man your amazing keep doing what u do ur music is incredible and so relatable

  • @pydepiperproductionsllcjon7585
    @pydepiperproductionsllcjon7585 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Man, speaking of pain. You remind me of a young me. Had my ex cheat while I'm dying of cancer. Wipe me out of cash and sell all my belongings. But God showed me it can get worst with throat cancer that almost took me out. I now smile every day knowing it can always get worst. Be happy with what you have is my lession. God Bless you to keep smiling.