Bmike - Anxiety [Official Music Video]
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- Download/Stream Anxiety here:
iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/anx...
Spotify: open.spotify.com/track/1YMPy7...
Apple Music: itunes.apple.com/us/album/anx...
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Produced by tunnA Beatz
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Cast
Psychiatrist Actress: Katya Schekaturova
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Video Production: Frezh Editing
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This video was created to spread awareness around mental illness and the reality of it. Mental illness is a real thing and therefore needs to be treated as such. This song was written to highlight the many factors and the stigmas that surround it to show the other perspective of it. - เพลง
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YO WTF! I did not expect this at all...90k views in 2 days! Thank you so much! Let's spread the movement and keep sharing it EVERYWHERE!! Make sure to follow me on Instagram @itsbmike... HERE ARE THE LYRICS FOR EVERYONE ASKING...
(Verse 1)
Every single day it breaks me to pieces
I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons
I’m such a fucking waste of achievement
I should put this trigger to my brain and just squeeze it
Cause Lord I know I aint been no saint
But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first
And how does that make you feel?
These days I Just don’t feel shit
I don’t feel a thing at all, I don’t feel like I exist
Thats why I need my fix, so I can just feel something
How do you describe the word empty?
Try describe the word nothing
Wait, fuck that use my face as the definition
Write it on my forehead, defective out of commission
I’m sick of it, losing myself I’m sick of it
Check my fingerprints, you’ll see how little the percentage is
(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough
(Verse 2)
The sleeping pills don’t work, the healing pills don’t work
I still feel pain with the pain pills now those same pills don’t work
If I don’t get a couple percs im bout to go berserk
I swear to god nobody can fix this shit not even the church
now tell me what good would a pastor do? Except be mad at you
Then tell you that “you’ve sinned a bunch of times but I’ve forgiven you”
You know they won’t admit it and god himself has forbid it but it’s probably still just half of all the shit the priest committed
And how does that mak-
Ask me one more fucking time how the fuck I feel
Imma fucking lose my mind, step aside I need the pills
Step aside I need the xannies
Step aside I need the vicodin
And I’ll be on my way so I can just get back my life again
You do not give a shit...stop pretending stop lying
Cause to you I’m just a check, bitch just a dollar sign...
Another vacay with the kids, hubby couldn’t be prouder...
And all you had to was ask me how I feel for an hour
See that’s the problem with pretentious technicalities
Your preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?
So tell me who’s the crazy person now bitch...
And yet you think you’re qualified to treat me? Shit
(Chorus)
I’ve given it my all
I’ve given it my all and so much more
But everybody’s still walking out that door
I’ve given it my all
It’s getting to the point where it’s sad as fuck
I’ve given it my all but it’s not enough...
It’s not enough
Outro
Man I came up a long way
Just a young Jozi nigga
Bullet at my temple
Afraid I might pull this trigger
This fucking anxiety
Fucking anxiety
My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever's inside of me...
Imma give it to em, (Hell yeah) Imma give em’ all of it
Use to be a smooth operator...
Now it's the opposite
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety yeah
I feel it swimming thru my veins, I’m afraid I might get the blade, make a slit and let the blood spill out
Anxiety...
Oh big time
Anxiety
good song ;)
Thank you bmike
You're amazing. This is so real. Like too real. I almost want this to be the only song I ever listen to again. That's how real this is. You're a blessing. I'm going to be looking for your CD's in stores.
BMIKEMUSIC this should have millions of views
BMIKEMUSIC I saw this video on my homepage 2 days ago & “I was like ‘Anxiety’ 🤔 yeah, yeah, I got that” lol so I played it & was like damn 🤟🏻, was the first I had heard of you as well, keep it up man!
Anxiety is no joke. I hate having anxiety and depression. I hate feeling like I'm never good enough and feeling like a failure all the time. Feeling like I can't breathe most days.
Totally understand, the jittery-ness and chest tightness of my anxiety is terrible. Ive been in and out of mental facilities my whole life. Trust me when I say that suicide leads to nothing good. Its a very negative and lazy approach to your issues and itll just make everything worse. You're here for a reason and you need to remember that. Nobody is a mistake and Nothing that happens is a mistake. It all happens for a reason and serves a genuine purpose.
@@reported1782 I never said I was suicidal. I'm not.
Bambi Cline I hate anxiety because I just started college and I almost had a meltdown in front of everyone.
@@Black_viking1082 I totally understand. I am also in college so I feel ya there. Very stressful
Something that helps against anxiety is deleting social media. Whenever we feel like we don't have anything to do we open some app to takr up our time. Your mind needs time to process things, so you need to be alone with your thoughts every so often.
“Tell me what i did to deserve this pain, tell me what i did to deserve this hurt when all i ever did was put everyone first”. 😓😔
same tho it fucking sucks
Stay strong... I’m going through it and I say daily the only reason I deal with it is my child. Time heals people. Please stay strong. You have meaning even if it doesn’t feel like it at this moment
I feel you same with me bro
vicente navarrete so relatable, all I’ve done through my life was put everyone else first and it all comes back as negativity and hate
I felt dat
2024 is almost here and I keep coming back to this song because I feel like BMike is the only one who understands our pain.. wish you guys who suffer everyday to feel better one day. My prayers are with you all
I just want the pain to go away, I don't want my intrusive thoughts to win this battle, I'm dying inside
its a war inside my head.@@user-vo6dj9bb2k
It's gonna be ok if we try to stay strong guys. Don't lose hope I'm here for you❤❤❤
Bondell love your comment we are fighting the same fight we can find strength in numbers. God bless you and bring your heart peace
@@user-vo6dj9bb2k I feel the same please stay strong have Faith in god its hard been praying for almost 40 years sometimes swearing at god while I'm praying crying what did I do to deserve this pain or to be forsaken
Who is still listening 2024
Me
Me
Me fs
I do ❤❤❤❤
Me
2 years ago I announced I was writing a song called Anxiety. I rewrote this over and over and over again. I didn't wanna put it out until I was certain about it cause of how much raw emotion I wanted in it. Mental illness is a real thing, and some people still fail to treat it like its real. Lets move forward and make the world a better place by treating it with the respect it deserves and giving credit to those who battle with it every day. In saying that, hope everybody enjoys the song! - Mike
This is the song I’ve been waiting for. 2017 big year for bmike!
BMIKEMUSIC thank you for this mike. I appreciate you. 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜
BMIKEMUSIC Thank you for making something that people can relate to, and understanding that mental illness is not a joke. Thanks BMIKE.❤
BMIKEMUSIC I love all your shit dude
BMIKEMUSIC
Damn, this hit me hard😳
I clicked on this vid so quick when i seen the name, I knew i would be able to relate.
Honestly, people and rappers like u, are the only reason i am where i am right now, im doing way better than i used to be! And a huge part of my progression was because a lot of (talented) music artists!
So i just wanna give a huge thank you to u! U deserve it ! U are so fricking talented man! Keep up the raps, songs, and music. Cant wait to see u get bigger and grow!!
Living with Anxiety and depression is hard
*"I wanna die but what happens when I do"*
This is the 1 million Dollar question
I'm fucking scared
Me 2. What if we all have to Start over and over again?
This runs through my mind at least 10 times a day...
Your problems will over but your family n close friends will be just beginning
Endless peace or hell from these people
Anxiety ,depression, bipolar disorder and alot alot of stress. But my go to music is always bmike. Blackhearted for life.🖤💫
5 years later, still hits hard tho 😢
Facts
Yeaa
God dammit, it feels like this song just came out and its been 5 years
Factz
"But tell me what I did to deserve this pain
Tell me what I did to deserve this hurt
When all I ever did was put everybody first"
...
Blank Hi Aiden
That's exactly what he did
I feel your pain thats how i am too
Same
Same
"i dont feel anything at all, i dont feel like i exist"
That hit me.
facts
That's the story of my life
Same bro😞
Same
I’m the same
This song hits me n it hits hard. Went thru everything u spoke on and still suffer from anxiety daily. I appreciate YOU AND YOUR MUSIC!!!! THANK YOU FR! ❤❤
whos still here going i to 2025 with depression nd anxiety..
Me 😢
Me.
I've been on anxiety medicine volume for 24 years.And xanax it's been a rough road
"Tell me what i did to derseve this pain if everything i did was put people first" EXACTLYYY EXACTLYYY
I ask my self everyday
Same
Its why I put myself 1st no matter what. Eveyone else is a stepping stone or sacrafice so I can move forward. I'm still mentally fucked, but at least I'm moving out of this hell.
If you don't do drugs or smoking you dissverd to be happy
maybe you deserved it because you put other people first and not yourself?
have you thought about that.
“The worst part about hell is not the flames it’s the hopelessness”
I relate to this line soooo fucking much
Hope is the most dangerous emotion 💯
So true
Earth is hell
@kerZm Yes it is
Who’s going into 2024 with depression and anxiety 🤚🏻🫶🏻
It's mental hell, me
@@KronicDude282 focus on good and good will come. Focus on negative and negative will come. I know that’s cliche and you’ve prolly been told that before. But the end of the day surround yourself around people you love or enjoy being around. The evil, anxiety and fake friends will go away like a snake in the grass. Much love 🤙🏻
A feature with NFrealmusic would be dope
This song hits diff when you have anxiety and are depressed
That is me
yes especially with pure ocd 🙃
100% 👍
Mannnnn.
fr tho
Song is literally lyrical reality about true anxiety
Trying to read this out loud gave me an aneurism thank you
Yh
Depression*
This song legit makes me cry every time I hear it because it's literally one of the best representations of anxiety
More about depression & suicide than anxiety at all
🔥🔥🔥🔥
Here for it in 2024
Who going into 2024 with anxiety and depression
Dude, this song speaks to me in ways only those who have anxiety could understand. You have a new fan. Thank you for blessing me with this song
Same!
You are still going to have anxiety, get yourself checked out. I wish you well. This song is just a song created to sell to people who actually have anxiety... it's industry plays to make money out of the sick.
@@xxxsugoitacion it's true, today it's almost impossible to become famous or even just generally well known in the music industry without selling yourself to an industry. However, those who make music (especially this kind, where it's very personal) hate to use the industry but don't have a choice. If they want to make a living they must do it the industry way. So that fact that this guy was willing to to compromise what he originally had in mind in order to pursue his passion, giv9ng up a lot of the rights and money he could make for security in his job.... I can respect that. No-one likes selling their dream to a company, but to those who do, they either become the industry, and make generic music, or they fight for what they want to make, a song that only a minority of people will relate to. I can still appreciate this song.
fr bro
I totally agree
When you watch this at your lowest 2 years ago and here you are back to it right now..
Brother I've had the worst tradigys/ horrible things happen to me that you wouldn't believe I'm like a walking robot I just brush the craziest worst things off it ain't worth being sad seriously gods got us jesus they got us no need to be sad. Just be happy forget all that sad stuff ! Foreal happiness is everywhere I never get depressed ever I know gods up there so that's what makes me do good and Im happy I hope everything goes awesome for you Godbless you and everyone here and everyone everywhere lol. It took me some time to figure out how to not get upset at anything because the moment I had a cloud of jesus appear with him smiling at me that's what changed me I couldn't believe seeing him. After that I feel a strong connection to life everything makes sense. I know right from wrong everything clicked I pray you can see what I seen or believe me and be just as happy from this! and Im here.to let you know that I seen the cloud I hope my energy from the cloud goes to you and you are fullfiled in this world with happiness!
@@lmaodav308 this is so wholesome! And very needed right now so thank you so much
Watching this rn cause this Is how I feel
Man this comment hits so different
We shall conquer the demons. Whichever route that goes, we will never know in this moment. But we will conquer them fckers somehow.
Who's going into 2024 with anxiety and depression?
I've struggled wit social anxiety an now 8 yrs of being homebound agoraphobic wit no support system at all! So ty for this song. Hope it opens people's eyes
I also understand where you are coming from. I have had terrible Anxiety for years now and nobody or any medication works. 💊. I really feel for you. Take care of yourself
Thankfully I clawed my way through working on myself and I have a LONG ways to go to where I feel comfortable out in public but thankfully I'm not bound to being inside my house 24/7. I was diagnosed with agoraphobia and the only reason I bring that up is I hope it helps because it doesn't have to be forever. Life sucks still but it definitely doesn't suck as bad.
I know how you feel. God bless.
“My demons are calling and saying that they want whatever’s inside of me”
Damn this hit me hard
Having anxiety is like, living in hell, because you cant control it, it controls you. Belive me when I say this its come to the point where, dont love anyone, cant talk to anyone because of anxiety, and pushed me to the edge of suffering
My wife and I were military and she got 100 percent and turned it into a competition saying there's nothing wrong with me and keeps saying she's sick of my complaining and talking to therapists doesn't help and neither do drugs it sucks
So very true it gets harder everyday to keep myself
To people who wonder how it is with anxiety let me just say I'd rather have cancer.
Don't mean to offend anyone with cancer it's just simple fact.
Now it sounds stupid but if had/having anxiety you would feel the same way.
everyone without anxiety just don't get it.
PremiumWater 35 I know to me it gets to the point we're I just start crying a lot. And I hate it
I understand, I went through serious anxiety and depression I'm 50 and last year I had a hemaragic stroke I felt so alone nobody seems to care but I found Jesus and now my depression and anxiety is gone and I have joy from God ,not man or meds. just speaking to someone if you know what I'm saying then I hope it helps.
Bro this song Anxiety is speaking literally from my soul, I mean it's speaking what I've been trying to say how I feel man. My bad if I said to much keep it up man. Got my prayers
I finally get why he sings in so much rage. I finally get it.
And why is that?
@@bretthastings2707 anxiety man anxiety
You and me both girl. That feeling sucks!!
@@kaylalove871 it does 💔 and worst part is while your screaming inside you smile outside to show everyone you've got your shit together for everyone not to leave
@Mehmood Adam things get better man, what seems like a big issue now will be a distant memory in the near future. Feel how you feel now it’s needed to accept the sadness don’t hide away from the feelings but know it’s just a lull and things will get better. Feel free to message me if you need to talk
This actually helps cause I can’t talk to people about my problems, it’s difficult for me to.
Why is your name jinxed for life?
Can you relate it is hard to say how you feel like it is like they won't understand what your feeling are what your going threw..
No one will believe the pain we have
Jinxxed For_life the problem is not knowing where to begin. And also how they might take it. It’s horrible bro
Mariah G because I felt like I’ve jinxxed myself.
2023 and this is just as true as ever.... Damn anxiety, depression, PTSD, bipolar, possible BPD..
Who’s going into 2024 with depression
🙋🏽♀️
Me
Yupp to think I almost forgot about B-Mike...
My friend from 4th grade almost shot himself
Heading to 2025 with it. If I even make it that far lol
Social anxiety. Anxiety. Which in turn adds depression. Constant Racing heart, nausea ,chest pain, overthinking, afraid to go out events, people get togethers, drive, apply to that job, confused, don't find life to be all that, often times ambition goes out the door. Those closest to you see you as a failure, Sh**, a nobody. They think I can choose or have strength of my own to cure my mental illnesses, fears or issues. Boyyy if it was up to me would I have been long past this mess. Bcus it ain't easy to go through life like this. Not enjoying life to the fullest. You're not alone. I understand. I understand .
Thank you! This explains everything about me.
Yeah, if it were all up to me I bet I wouldn't even be here in the Beginning.
Wow this is 2 real! I feel like I'm the one who wrote this comment ! everything you wrote feels like it's coming from me it's insane! I relate to everything you said...
I've never been able to explain this to anyone. Thank you for this.
I can relate to this.I suffer from anxiety too and it's so hard.I can't live my life to the fullest,I can't be myself.I would stay home all my life to avoid social interactions.It's not a way to live,it's a way to die 😢😢
who’s going into 2024 with anxiety and depression??
Aidaninho stop looking for likes dick head
@@donnysouthwell9616 chill
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✋
Me
Thank you so much for saving my life with this song. I feel like I was the only one dealing with severe anxiety and depression. And listening to this showed me that I’m not the only one. 😢
This sounds like the story of my life to the fullest! Great song, great artistic expression! For anyone dealing with anxiety and drug use, stay strong and we”ll beat this together! Love to all! ❤
People saying their worst year is 2020 have no idea what it means to deal with depression and anxiety for years
James Troisi very good point I agree with you
But 2020 is like the bonus part of it
@RAPHAEL CASSANG ANTOINE-Alumno I know that feeling and 2020 has been good on a personal level but suck overrall. I casted those demons out but the wounds still exist from the 21-year war.
exactly ive been dealing with anxiety for about 10 years
Charlotte 샬럿 - same smh
Man, even after like 4 years of hearing this bro, it still hits me hard for real, it felt deep.. and very VERY FEW have felt deep like this, I love this song bro
Depression and anxiety is killing me every day.
We need a song with NF and Bmike asap
palm trees 4 life yes. Please
NF and Witt Lowry or Sik world would work better.
palm trees 4 life that would be awesome I hope bmike sees this that's a great idea
Yesss!!
Fuck yeah!
'I taste defeat at the feet of my demons, I'm such a fcking waste of achievement' hits too close 💔
You got this fight them till they can stay in the backgroud ☺
I have felt that way for nearly 20 years. These meds help some but it never truly goes away 100%.
That's the truth
Man the song hits so close like I cannot express how many people feel the same way.
"I've given it my all and so much more"
And when you said
"Ask me one more time how the fk i feel I'm gonna fking lose my mind"
It hits close bro, sometimes stress is overwhelming, and sometimes people try to fill that void with pills, and it numbs them to the pain of their life.
Everybody needs that somebody they can talk to and relieve their stress vent to that person and hopefully get some perspective sometimes.
Ironically i dont really do this, I'll listen to my friends issues and stuff going on with them, but i don't talk about what's going on with myself, sometimes i do though.
I love this song ❣️ why am I just hearing this????????????? Keep pushing this music 🎶🎵🎶
Who came into 2020 with depression and anxiety?Who's leaving 2020 with depression,anxiety,trust issues and sm more?
i came into 2020 with a little bit of anxiety, but the whole world just got me down and i sat inside the whole summer and the news scared me and now i have really bad anxiety and idk about depression but it feels like it.
At my lowest tried to kill myself last week drinking my meds... Now I still have depression and no meds.
Edit: 12/31/2020 its been almost a month after my last suicide attempt. I'm waaaayyy better now. I have taken some actions against my depression.
February lost my grandfather watched my mother die of brain cancer till November fell behind in my classes because of it and at the same time got protective of my girlfriend because I didn't want to loose the most important thing in my life. One of her guy friends tried to hit on her I told him straight up he better back the fuck off and I'm the bad guy now
@@driftingking5186 that's fukd up you were in the right. I feel you. I lost my moms 2 months ago. My pops was on a respirator with covid. I caught it too and my sis. Had to drive to Colorado sic on covid when I got there the room was full of bed bugs.Got into a verbal altercation with my brother now we ain't talking etc ....What a poop year. I'm sorry about your moms and grandpa RIP
What helped me a lot is Exercising daily, completely changing my diet to a healthy diet cutting out all crap. Trust me, try it. It helps your mental well-being as well as your physical. I've suffered with anxiety and depression for over 10 years.
Who else is listening to this song now dealing with anxiety and all of the problems that come with it. Let's say, nausea, light headed, scared, suicidal, or just possibly thinking too much.. anxiety is tough..I feel absolutely crazy.. I just want it gone.. I just want to be gone.....
Same
Colten Grothe I feel the same way
I’m really young too I don’t want it for my whole life :(
Nothing last forever. Anxiety is a bitch, depression is a bitch. Can y’all describe what’s going on and what’s making you feel this way..? It’s good to release. Sometimes though, there isn’t a reason and we just feel this way and I completely understand. Chemicals in our brains fuck everything up sometimes. I hope I can help... stay strong and keep moving on, life has a certain way of working things out. Please chat if you must!!
Listen to NF songs. He at least sings about anxiety and rage and grief, yet he has the answer..the anchor for his soul to deal with life. Life here is imperfect, yet temporal. Eternity is a real world that is limitless without any anxiety or sadistic evil shit that goes on in this one because those people will not be there and the ones who are there will be fully who they were created to be without worrying about bills, pain, disease, loss, grief, or getting old or dying. That is a place where you want to be and will if you believe the price has been paid for you. You get free admission. You just have to accept the invitation and RSVP. He died cuz He wants you there. He didn't do it for shits and giggles.
You matter and you have purpose here and hereafter. It is only lies that we believe that send us spiraling into dark thoughts and crippling anxiety. Truth is the only thing that sets you free. Not a pill or psychiatrist although that isn't to say they aren't helpful. They just aren't your permanent solution to what you really need and desire deep down inside of you.
Rose ☝️👌 ♥️ 🌹
I just love how so many ppl just think your not depressed just cause your so good at covering it up that they just think your fine. And if you say something they play it off as just a bad day or something. Im really tired of ppl saying itll get better but when?
"See, that's the problem with pretentious technicalities. You preach insanity and then expect my weekly salary?!" 💯
You became the voice to those who can't express how its feel the anxiety and depression with this song. we are not alone
Thanks bmike
Hell yeah! I'm crying everytime i listen to this awesome song.. i could never ever express my feelings like bmike does in this song.. its just amazing.
Yup
I feel like an outsider. This world and I aren't compatible.
Ace Que Amen brother!! 🤜🤛
Facts
You just have to find the connection
Ace Que literally my same thought. 😔
Feel the same bro💔
Wow made me cry this is how I feel... People telling me to get help from people who don't know me or know what I've been through
Who's still going through anxiety and depression everyday, feeling like nothing you do or say is ever enough for those whom love you? You see them happy, you're happy, until, they blame the smallest shit wrong and you literally collapse in the fits and rage. Almost losing everything in a few moments.
Bmike,Nf,and hopsin are the real deal
truuuuueee'
add phora into the mix and god dang 🔥
sadboyprolific too
Nah bmike, joyner lucas, and Hopson are
Adam Armstrong And lil pump too
Imagine NF, Bmike, Sik World and Witt Lowry make a collab together like AAAHHH😭❣❣❣
C.C. Style I was trying to comment this nf and bmike show would be lit
C.C. Style Oml yes
Token and jaytekz
NF don’t work with other artists
I’m extremely late to this hype, but I couldn’t like your comment more than one time. This is the greatest thing I’ve ever seen in any comment section. I 999999999% agree.
Show some love bmike.. Lotta people use your words as meds brotha 💯
I got anxiety and depression, for the longest time I felt like no one understood, I found the love of my life and she understands it better than anyone I know
Only people who have been through this know the real depth of this song and the reality some of us fight with every day, right on Mike absolutely loved this its so nice knowing that I'm not alone, bulls eye brother!!!
Yes definitely love this song
Agreed I have severe anxiety this song definitely hit me hard
Ya
Anxiety is a disorder that is not taken to seriously and this song sums up my life I wake up in the morning with it I go to bed with it I battle depression with it it's only a matter of time before it wins and I'm gone
I look in the mirror every morning and think about it being my last... But then I tell myself "Fuck you, you're a pussy, show them how it's done." And I walk out my house like a boss even though I don't feel like one.
Don't let it win. In the end when you wake up realize that a feeling or thought has no weight physically. Don't let a notion or thought or negative idea lay hands on you physically. Take your power back. Don't allow something that is not tangible to push you physically or control you. The only one who gets to decide your fate is you and the only one who gets to make you unhappy is you. Don't give anyone or anything else that ability @Dr Flamingo
@@1oabbyo1 for you and the OP. Bc I don't know you but I give a shit about you both. Keep fighting your demons. Fighting them makes you a boss. Give yourself a promotion mentally and put fire under the ass of every negative thought.
@@MAYHEMSCO Thanks Michael 🌸 I am stronger than people think I am. I am not a quitter.
Stay strong
This song just showed up on my suggested videos, and you nailed it...... you put into words what makes other people feel alone. 💯
I don't know if I found this song (more like it found me) at the right time or wrong time...I feel this 💯 to my core!!
Anybody listening to this in 2020
Yep air day... this song helps me cope with my anxiety and panic attacks...
Me
Yep
No
wow a 12 year old's comment nice
Just found you, felt like your music spoke to me directly
We can i see you x
Guess who it is :)
😭😭😭😭
This is so nostalgic, i feel like my 13 year old self again. I used to listen to this song, & be obssesed with it in middle school. I HATED going to school sooo much & would listen to this song when I was 13, & i would scream the lyrics. I'm 15 now, & wanted to hear this again. I dont go to school anymore, im homeschooled.
Bro you're homeschooled? You lucky mf. I still go to school with social anxiety and I think it's safe to say that I'm repeating this school year. Fuck my life.
Ive been on medication since i was 11yrs old for personality disorder severe anxiety and PTSD. And funny enough i ask the same questions. What did i do to deserve to be like this. Why did god make me like this. Why must i depend on medication to keep me what society calls normal yet i dont feel normal. I hope Bmike actually has these struggles and isnt clout chasing. Because this track is fire and relates very well to most issues
"these days I don't feel shit, I don't feel a thing at all"
I rather be numb then feeling everything at once.
I hope you get well soon ❤️
vicky flores well said, ive been on both sides at opposite times and it’s just nothingness. having to pretend/act like you aren’t hollow and feel happy in front of others is honestly the worst.
Right? Id give anything to feel numb. I cant stand the pain my body goes through
Anybody listening in 2019?😓💔🔥
Yeah⚠️
I just discovered this song!
of course
Yh
Yep
2023 and still this song is a must!! ❤❤😢😢
The most beautiful girl I've ever met told me to listen to this song and now all I want to do is hold and hug her until she doesn't feel like this anymore.. 🥺
This is exactly how anxiety feels like, people think of anxiety as being overly excited, but it aint. You think everyone is mad at you for how you are, you think everyone who cares is lying to you. They get mad at me for not getting help, they dont know how hard it to do that! The entire world is against me, and you want to hide, then when that doesnt work, you are ready to die! I suffer with this EVERY single day!
@Cay Marie it is hard and if you need to talk about things I'm here cause I know exactly what it's like
I run some groups on facebook for anxiety depression and other mental health issues living with this is not easy I know first hand have suffered so long and tried several times to end my life even with a son now its not easier its harder to hide and it seem like even with therapy its never gonna get better
I myself have an anxiety disorder and damn, this is relatable, this says it all basically. The song is also exactly how i feel. I feel like no one gets me and that im alone in this battle
Everyone i know thinks of it more as “well stop overthinking things and you wouldn’t make yourself so anxious”.
Like, that’s not the fucking problem, I can’t just tell the oxygen not to leave my body even though I’m breathing, can’t just tell my heart not to beat with the feeling of dread, I do my best not to show it but people really need to understand this shit better
I was always afraid theyd lock me away for good then i finally got help because i damned near died the night i tried
If Eminem and NF had a baby i think it would be this guy
_tmi_ tbh hol up 😂
fax tho
Where would that put ivan b?🤔
_tmi_ tbh he gives me NF and phora vibes
They all are Eminem Protégés
Who's fighting everyday like it's your last. Sitting here everyday wondering if anyone would miss you.
Me!
This song still hits hard to this day explaining everything we cant put into words stuff not even our family's can or will try to understand I've been through every kind of therapy for under 18's personally since they wouldn't prescribe anti-depressants even though they deemed me a self danger due to how bad my thoughts and past was😅 to a therapist its just a job nothing more at least the ones i received "help" from
This song hits different when u have anxiety and depression at the same time...
Yup
Agree going through it now seems like i help people but when they can see me I put on a smile when really im screaming so loud inside.
Yeah for sure
20+ years of anxiety/depression and currently dealing with childhood trauma of molestation, abuse, and abandonment..
Lyrics are often my way to freedom.
Yo I’m going through it all right now and the worst part is I can’t talk to anyone about anything I feel like I’m all on my own
"I've given it my all but its not enough" yeah this is the story of my life😕
Same here 🖐🏻
Same same
Pretty much
Same
It s Because you guys are better but you guys can t find that power. It s about your mind. I understand your problems but keep calm this is gonna pe a part of your past. And you will laugh thinking about: why i was so stupid before?🤣🤣🤣
I need this song right now feel like my life is derailing and you’re a pure talent
"Every single day it breaks me to pieces. I tasted defeat at the feet of my demons. I'm such a fucking waste of achievement."
hits different when you can relate to these bars.
A lot of people can relate to this song, love you
Vizaal love your lucky pic! 🤣
Montserath fulgencio Thank youuu
Vizaal touched
Vizaal i am one of them
When your an over thinker, mixed w depression and anxiety. This song makes you think and I can totally relate and not wanting to open up about how I feel.
Same
Exactly!
Right!
Agreed
OML ME ASF. i overthink everything and i sit in the bathroom at night w the lights off, music in my ears, door locked. seriously im scared of myself sometimes. i feel like im gonna disappear from my own self.
Thats how it feels no matter wtf u do nothing is enough
One of the most realistic perceptions. This tracks is straight f****** 🔥🔥🔥
Never gets old. It's like words inside myself coming out through someone else's voice.
Agreed
I know you probably won't see this but I just wanted to let you know that this was one of the last songs my brother showed me. He lost his battle with depression and severe anxiety last night, and I still don't want to believe it's real. He said that this was exactly how he felt, he appreciated how real you are and thanked you for helping me and others understand. Even though I suffer from depression and anxiety; it wasn't the same, more people need to understand that people who go through this don't all think the same. Same war, different battles. I hope I can meet you in person one day to say thank you 😔❤
Oh my heart hurts for you and what happened to your brother 💔 😢 My fiancee brother did the same thing . I give you my complete condolences.
I'm sorry for your loss
@@paranormalsoulcircle3176 I'm sorry for your loss
Awful to hear what happened i can imagine the hurt youre going through ☹ my condolences :(
I see u... understood
My great nephew who is 15 sent this to me 🥺🥺😞😞 I can do relate to his feelings, just can't help in no way🙄🙏🙏👋👋 Great lyrics and music 🔊🎵🎼🎶😢...Prayers for everyone🙏💜
This song speaks to me in ways you don't understand. I think about ending it almost weekly and this song really sums up everything I'm feeling in such a perfect way. So much shit has gone wrong in my life and there hasn't been, and probably never will be, enough to make up for it. Hanging on to the "hope that it'll eventually get better" seems meaningless. Just cause you exist doesn't mean you're alive.
fr bro lit like everyday you never know how youre gunna feel and youre so worked up abt getting through today that you dont realise tomorrow is gonna be the exactly the same as today
does anybody else find comfort in his voice or just me
I love all his different style of voices he tends tobuse all 4 he uses on the track alone make this song even million times harder and more real
I find comfort in his voice as well
@Kaylie Holbrook they're meant to be emotional that's why the songs called anxiety
I feel it. His voice is beautiful ❤️
@@gonebananas777 he sounds a lot like NF sometimes to the point I thought NF did come on
Now a days everyone claims to be depressed but for the people really going through it hopefully life gets better
My granddaughter Emily suffers from Anxiety
it's not that everyone claims to be depressed, it is that everyone *is* depressed.
Do you wanna know what deppresion and anxiety combine together equals bad thoughts which those bad thoughts turn into action which lead to death i beat it tho and still have my old suicide note from 3 years ago I'm not sure why have it still but i do
deadman lol thats the most ignorant comment Ive seen on youtube so far
Thanks!
2 years this March 2024! Slaps like this, gave me the why. I would scream that word until I literally lost my voice. Pain, pain, pain. When I found the answer, I set that pipe down for good. Created a life that I didn't have to escape from. Praise God for artists like this! Your saving souls! Can begin to express this other side! Never imagined I would be so beautifully broken. If your lost right now, reach out! Those of us that found our way back to the light, will be honored to sit with you in the dark. When your ready, we will help you to find the light! It's so worth the fight! Be blessed!
I just got diagnosed with blood cancer…
I feel so much it’s making me numb…. Sensory overload…
This song explains how I feel well.
Holy shit man. How did it take me this long to find this song. Crushed it and I felt the lyrics the moment you started rhyming. Great work Mike!
Yeah no shit those first 2 lines hit so damn hard
On this shit
Same!!!!
This comment hits it right on the spot✊
Same man. A friend of mine just showed me this track and I’m in awe I didn’t hear about this man sooner
0:55 your voice in the beginning is insane!
The pain in his voice
King Reinhold 😞😞😞😞
hehehehe 🎉❤krw!
this song is everything i go through and i listen to this song daily. its the first time i have ever felt someone feels the same way.thanks for the hit
Lately I realized that we don't get depression because of people that we hate but those whom we love,and am sure y'all can admit that 😢💯😒
Everyone: whats the longest relationship you been in?
Me: Depression and anxiety!
amy K sucks eh! Keep that chin up, we got this!
Mild or severe depression ?
And why ? As in what causes the depression ?
Same here
All my life and still going strong.
It's the only memory i have
From childhood i was different
I feel to much 😔
I love to much ❤️
And end up in pain too much😞
i have suffered from depression and anxiety for over 10 years but music helps me and bmike thanks for this song it's really amazing
You are not alone, sometimes i sit there and wonder how did this all begin and why :(.
Young A i get you man and even though i know im not alone sometimes it still feels like it you know when im in my room just listening to music and if i try to text someone they never respond but when they are feeling down i suddenly become their therapist you know 😂😂😂
I feel you man
super jona same
If that doesn't relate to me then i don't know what does. Man i don't even remember the last time i was just happy.
This is how I feel my teacher was no help yell at me when I said I was stressed yelled at me but everyone remember good things go to people that wait and if you keep having bad days just look at the bright side ☺️☺️☺️
Me an it suks fr plus I've been a homebound agoraphobic for 8 yrs now. Can't even open my front door to go outside!! I can relate to Bmike keep doing ur rap it helps us who r depressed an have mental illnesses
U and nf should make a song together
Trenyce Galvin 💯
yes
Yea no bs
Holy shit I never thought of that
Hell yes
lord I know I aint no saint but tell me what I did to deserve this pain. I feel you man
Me too broke down at this point
you held a grudge agains the people who did evil toward you, thats why u suffer and cant see. forgive them and God will forgive you, and you will be free.
@@flemishbear9658 No offense, but do you really think a god that claims to love you, but then watch his children suffer through an emotional/physical hell while sitting on a throne exist? If so when I die I hope I go to hell
Mocking x Exactly, if god exists we shouldn’t be praising him we should be petrified to go to where ever god is. He gives us pain more than he gives me happiness.
@@cristianbolanos9641 he is inside of you, be still and know God. pain is good, anger is evil
So right I keep getting condemned from someone I deeply loved and he can't understand he's just the same
Bro your music saves lives believe it or not!!!
Truth ..!! Saved Mine