I just had to say goodbye to mine. 1 month later, visited Atlanta Animal Control. So many great dogs...I adopted a very sweet girl who was there sitting in her poop. Too many dogs with not enough homes.
I absolutely agree! When my Ryder died i was absolutely heartbroken and bereaft! The silence was deafening. I decided to honor Ryder by saving my Calli! Best decision ever! She immediately helped to heal my heart! I noticed that Calli needed a companion and saved yet another pup...my Sylvie! Sylvie really needed me! She needed a mommy and mommy needed Sylvie. We are all a happy pack!
I agree. You need another companion that doesn't resemble Capone. You aren't yourself right now, another will keep you going and still provide healing time. Whatever you do, don't get a puppy. It requires way too much diligence, and you are distracted right now.
Having company to share your life with is always better than being alone. Please think about rescuing another furbaby, there are SO many sweet, loveable pets on death row in nearly every state. You could save a life! And give a sweet baby a chance at a wonderful life with you instead if being put down. 😢🐱😢🐕
O so true, one is not missing a dog, one is missing Capone. It takes what it takes to heal. Adding another canine is the wrong medicine for what ails her now, in THIS season. I honor your grief .
Death IS weird. It's been 7 years since my mom died and it's still SO hard. I used to tell my doctor I thought I was having a heart attack and he would tell me it was not cardiac arrest, it's a broken heart. I wish I had words...all I know is you are loved. By soo many people❤
I know the same misery but it's starting to lift, proving I suppose that it does indeed fade some in time. Now I think I'll have to acknowledge the fact that I spent a long time immersed in a narcissistic endeavor. It was all about me... I'm hurting, I'm missing her, I'm wanting her back, I miss her smile, I, I, I....very self absorbed, grief can be. In my case I was stealing moments in the here and now from myself. Did I go for a walk with my doggies or volunteer at a soup kitchen every time I felt the weight of grief, or do crafts, go bowling, movies, take a class? No. Should I have, and is that what my Mom would have wanted me to do (forcibly distract myself from miserable self-absorbed grief thoughts)? Yup, she would have. Have faith and persevere, the grief will fade. Take it from me, who thought I would be perpetually stuck in it. Now when I think of her there is more joy and less pain. I didn't have the joy of the memories when I was grieving so hard, only the pain. Stay strong, and know that the grief will fade. Our thoughts are with you. 🐞
Ahhhh, I'm feeling your pain!!!! When you have done your grieving, go out and save another beautiful dog that will appreciate you as much as you appreciate him/her. God bless Capone !
I agree! I always tell people who are hurting over the loss of a furbaby that the best thing to do is to open their heart to another. I understand it takes time though. I have three dogs and I dread the day that they have to cross into the spirit world. With love comes heartache. 😢
I still cry over a missed pet. Mind you not all the time. Sometimes I think it happens because it is time for a cleansing. I think it's going to be rough for her for a while. My husband got me another dog a year after my Bear died and I couldn't bond with him. There is a season for all things isn't there :)
I think feeling the pain is part of remembering the love. Tears flowed as I watched you because I understand this hurt, the broken heart, how it literally feels broken into a million pieces..but how lucky we were to be able to love something so much. I wish for you a new normal that brings you so much joy and happiness. We will all be learning a new normal with you. xoxo
When I lost my last dog I was so broken I couldn't think about another dog. It was three years before I got another one. It made me so happy I shouldn't of waited so long. But no one could of told me that at the time. ALL my pets have left a hole in my heart. But what I have learned is there are others waiting for our love we just need to love them back.
Yes I've had some heart breaking situations .one I particular a horse 🐎 of 31yrs .I had him 27yrs and done most things with him .he was a remarkable soul never to be replaced but others have come along now and even though different personalities but special I. Other ways this includes a puppy who replaced a 17yr old dog .she's doing a good job and I urge you to get another .they will find you .as a RV I would think a dog is an essential part of personal safety good luck 🎉 uk 🇬🇧 🙏
Lady there are so many dogs needing mom’s that are good. You don’t need to be dogless. You need a dog to be with you for many reasons. Another dog will not diminish your love of Capone.
I guess she is not missing having a dog,- she is missing Capone. 🙂 But I Agree about that we should choose rescuedogs when we are thinking about getting a dog❤
donna martin yes there are ,but what I'm finding out that since I've lost mine I simply can't afford the high price everyone is asking including the $400 at shelters. I'm on disability now due to an injury at work and don't have that extra money that they are charging yet I sit at home and cry being alone.
I lost my Mom last month September 14th. and the only family I have left is my dog and cat. I am grieving for my Mom and Capone! My Mom watched your videos and loved Capone too. I’m sure she will take him under her wing in Heaven! God bless you Carolyn and I’ve been having left chest pain too since my Mom passed. Here’s a poem I find comforting: Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there; I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow, I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the gentle autumn rain. When you awaken in the morning’s hush I am the swift uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft stars that shine at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there; I did not die.
I lost my mom three years ago.I still miss her and think about her and the memories are still fresh in my heart and soul. I remember this poem in fact I found my copy of it a couple of days ago. I know there is another stage of life waiting for us. A friend of mine said his father died in the hospital and they brought him back using the paddles. He was (the father) angry that they brought him back. He said that he was loving it on the other side and just getting to explore and visit everyone when he felt a sharp awful pain. They had brought him back and he said it was very painful. He told the family the next time to let him go. Don't bring me back He lived for many years. And when he passed he was left to go on his next journey. Love and Peace to all
A few years ago I suffered from heart failure a few months after receiving news of my son's terminal illness. The cardiologist told me there was definitely a medical condition called "broken heart" and he suspected I had it. My little dog is 13 and I know when i lose her it will be every bit as painful as losing my son. We who have lost our fur kids in the past know and accept this. You have many fans who loved Capone and fully understand your grief. Turn to us to help you heal. RIP video buddy, we miss you a lot.
Grief is weird. You can be going along feeling pretty good. Then, BAM!! Something or nothing can hit you like a tidal wave. And you’re right back to when the grief was fresh and immediate. But eventually, those moments happen less. And the recovery from the tidal wave is easier. Breathing just happens. You can guess thatI I’m speaking from experience. Later edit: remember that there is no right way or wrong way to grieve...there is no statute of limitations. It just is. Don’t forget to breathe.
What a remarkable woman you are Carolyn! Thank you for sharing the depth of your grief. Thank you for the love you gave so freely to Capone. I am so glad everything checked out normal. You don't know me, but I offer a hug and pray for your protection.
Carolyn, I am still crying too. I have had a lot of dogs in my long life and each one was special. Each one's death devastated me. Even now, when I think of some of them I cry. But there is something that helped me through each time. After a couple months, I visited the local shelter and found sad lonely stray or abandoned or lost doggie and adopted them. It helped them. It helped me. Of course each one is special. Each one has their very own personality. Each one will be grateful to be a part of your life. It's OK to just cry.
My dog who was 12 died days before yours.... I'm so sorry, the grief is so hard. He was my closed friend and protector...I have felt lost without him. Big hugs
Reliving my losses as I feel your pain, it brings it all back. I will say the hurting heart shows our great love and that is amazing to have known. Big Hugs!
Carolyn to realize that you have become a friend and family member to us who watch you regularly? Big hugs back to you and you are in my prayers every night! We love you be safe and be you
Awe Carolyn I’m so deeply sorry you lost your love, adorable Capone! In a small way, because you share your life with us & also his, we feel the loss too so I think we can truly mourn & then heal with you! ❤️Hugs❤️
Animals are a huge comfort and company for us. My Husband is Dieing and I am so thankful for Charlie my Maltese. He is staying with with me right by my side
I can so understand your pain. I miss my Molly so much! She passed in July 11th. She was almost 17. In fact yesterday she would have been 17. I will say it again...I miss her so much. I have no children and she was like my child. She was my fur baby. Sending you love, hugs, prayers and kindness! 💗💗💗
I identify with your words so much its not even funny, I just lost my daughter in law less than 2 weeks ago, she was only 41, I lost 3 people in the last 6 months to death they were all so young, so my head is spinning. I am 61 and still going after 12 heart surgeries flatlined 2 times , lived to tell about it. . I love doing what you are doing. hugs to you Carolyn...It definately will be different not seeing Capone with you.
You are so strong. I admire your courage hugs to you from both of us. I know how hard it is to lose a dog and it is one of the worst things ever. But I promise it gets easier in time. A lot of time but it happens. ♡
Watching 4/19/19. Love your videos. I am so so very SORRY that Capone is gone. He is beautiful. I’m still suffering from the lost of a loved one. Your hurt is being felt, please know audience cares. Sending special love during your grief.
Hello there beautiful, I'm so sorry for your loss. Capone was blessed to have such a caring Angel. He I'm sure loved you as much as you loved him. He was cool. Hang in there you will get better soon I'm very sure of it. 🙂🙂😊😊😘😘
I lost my Fur Baby in 2001, not a day goes by without him in my thoughts, I can still smell him, ya know, that doggy smell that they have. You never ever forget them but trust me , the pain does eventually dissipate & then the healing starts. Been there, done that, know exactly what your feeling now but it WILL get better , then all you have are wonderful memories. Stay Strong xx
It took me awhile to figure out my way after I lost my ' Kobe ' it comforts me knowing I loved him and gave him a good life for 10 years, it made me a better man. I send you healing vibes Carolyn
Carolyn you are such a strong woman, I know it's feel like you lost your way, but slowly you'll find it again . Don't feel guilty, Capone watching over you now and wants to see you happy!!! 💕😙
It is incredible just how much the loss of a pet can affect us. I can say that losing certain Pets had a greater impact on me than losing certain family members... That is so strange to say.... Maybe part of it was that I expected my very ill family to pass but the pet was unexpected or something of that nature.... But Death, no matter how it happens is VERY tough!! It gives us "pause" to realize our own lives are SHORT and can end anytime. I am SO sad for your loss! There is some healing on the other side of this. But we will always hold warm thoughts for many Pets we have lost Blessings Carolyn!
I’m sorry that you lost your fur baby, Capone. They certainly take a piece of our hearts when they pass. My dog passed at 17 Y.O. two years ago. He was very special to me and I still miss him every day. Condolences on your loss. Hugs and love to you.
😢 So sorry Carolyn. Sending you comforting hugs. Capone was sweet, loving dog. Hang in there. You were a wonderful doggie mother. He'll always be with you in your heart.
Carolyn - You look beautiful today - your hair is so pretty - love the colors of gray. I am sitting here with my little one (dog) on my lap. I here your sadness. I hear your sadness. Capone just loved you too! He is looking down on you, hoping you are able to heal and continue. You may consider getting another little one soon. Please take care......heal, heal. I really enjoy your travels, Thank you so much for sharing! Take care and know that others care about you!
Thanks for the update. You do seem better this week but it is OK to still be sad about your buddy. I know you miss him tremendously. Stay safe and know you are not alone. We care!
I learned a long time ago we all need a buddy and many dogs at the Shelters need us. If you get a young dog he or she will love to go with you and have the Strength and Stamina for all you want to do. It’s some of the Hardest thing to loose your 4 Footed buddy am so so sorry I know how hard it is. I still miss my Akita’s they have been gone 10 Years I showed them at the Dog shows.
I have not written on your videos. It is so painful for me and I cannot imagine how you are feeling. I have lost my husband, several fur babies, one that I adopted after my husband passed which was very very tough because it was just her and I. I went from having a husband, son and fur babies to having no one. Your story is breaking my heart. God bless
I was worried about how you have been dealing with all the stress. We are all here, with you and Capone in our thoughts and prayers 🌸 Healing does take time and your heart will heal. Seeing him rolling in the grass made me smile. He lived such a happy and free blessed life. Safe & happy travels :)
I too lost my best friend & companion for 15 yrs! I am crying with you now as you speak about CAPONE! He was your protector! So be careful out there without him by yourside..I am searching for a Blacklab to rescue, so when your ready ill help you find your next best friend & protector! (I'm new to your channel) & enjoy the scenery & CAPONE exploring his world!
My heart goes out to you Carolyn, my girl was 10 1/2 and I lost her to the exact same thing. It is sudden and it is out of nowhere regardless of their age. It does ease with time but it never goes away, that's the love. Nurture yourself and keep doing all the things Capone loved to do with you. Sending love and light and keeping you in my thoughts.
Carolyn, so many people care about you and also miss Capone. You have many friends, more than you even know. You are getting better. You even smiled a little. It just takes time but you are making a start.💕
We send our love to you. Capone we miss you, love you and will always remember you.... Carolyn, may you be blessed with much comfort, peace, strength, great health and success.... Much love and hugs.. much love and hugs to you, Carolyn!
Hay Caroline. It's Dave in Raleigh. I viewed the video of you telling of your trip home with Capone from Alaska, the emergency room visit and all the tire trouble and mechanical problems and it was sad all over again. I think I first watched it right when you first made it and then it popped up on You Tube tonight out of nowhere so I watched it one more time. When I originally watched it I responded by telling you how sorry I was (of course) and telling you about my boxer, Jax passing away November before this last and now it's been roughly a year and a half and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of him still. The advantage I had in my case was that my little pit bull, Bella, who at the time was only about five years old and survived him. Though I still had the one dog we were both at a loss, I because he was my buddy and I love him (still), and her because she's never known a time when he wasn't there. He was with her when as a puppy her eyes first opened. She loves everyone, but she's never been social twords other dogs but but it was obvious that she really loved Jax and he was the only other dog she ever tolerated. I think we both went through a time where we were both sort of down in the dumps. That lasted a while and I felt like we kind of commencerated together but those five years while I had both dogs were awesome. You see, I've had dogs pretty much my whole life, but never two simeltainously and interacting with them as individuals and also as a pair was different. Recently though I've thought I'd like to get another dog, because I enjoyed the two together and I think it was good for Bella to have another dog here in the motor home to knock around with but I don't know how that'd go over with her. I could handle it but if she couldn't there'd be hell to pay. If it was an adult she might fight with it and if it was a puppy who knows what she might do. The point is though, in less then a year and a half I'm already thinking about another dog, not to replace Jax because there would never be a dog that could replace him, but a whole new personality, a new friend altogether because two work out so well for me and her, too. Anyway, I have a feeling that I may know how you felt when you lost Capone. I've lost other dogs over the years, as well. Have you given thought to getting another partner? I know it's been only six months or so but from all I can tell from watching your videos for the last couple of years you really seem to be a dog person. If you get one it wouldn't be Capone, but I feel certain there's one out there that could bring a lot of pleasure into your life, who's life would be made better by being with you. It's true, Capone was a stellar companion and a handsome fellow. Never having met him personally it'd be hard to say, but I got that impression from watching him and the two of you seemed to have a great relationship. It would seem a shame for someone who is as much a dog lover as you being dogless for very long. It would do my heart good to find you in an upcoming video, at some point in the future anyway making an announcement that you have another furry friend that you'll be rambling around with. Let us know! Happy trails, Caroline!
Your buddy will always be just behind the next tree Behind that hill over there. Running past you on the breeze.. watching you lying in the grass. Visiting your day dreams Happily eating treats he finds along the way. He wil truly never be far away. He is but a memory away .
Hey friend, haven't been watching much in the way of videos in a few week and now this. It's Dave in Raleigh in the 32 year old Bounder, living (stuck?)in the parking for the last three years. Remember me? I've been checking in on you and sort of vicariously doing a travel thing through your videos probably almost since you started doing them, and though I've only commented a few times one thing I've tried to get across was how exciting they've been and how greatfull I've been to you for sharing them with everyone. I wanted to tell you that I'm a dog person, too and that to me Capone was the other star of your videos for me and that I'm truly sorry he's gone. On November 11th of this last year (in about two weeks) it'll be a year to the day that my boxer, Jax died, and I understand how you feel presently having gone through that. Fortunately I still have Bella, my little pit bull. I've only had her about six years and got both dogs the same day, directly from the people who were abusing them, so they were both rescue dogs. I've had dogs all my life and I've only raised one from a puppy and I've only made the conscious decision before adopting a dog once, but instead took on dogs all my life just to get them out of a lousy situation and make their lives better. That was the story in Jax and Bella's case. I had my motor home parked down the road from the house where they lived and one day while driving by I witnessed Bella's abuser (the 23 yr. old boy friend of the 45 yr. old prostitute who actually owned the dogs) in action, kicking the s#!t out of her out in the yard. I pulled over and confronted him, we wound up going to fisticuffs, and old and tired as I am, he wound up horizontal until the police arrived. In order to avoid a charge of felony animal cruelty the dogs were surrendered to me and we began our new lives together. They had been beaten and starved on white rice from local food banks (because it was free) and neither had ever been to a vet. I was able to get them healthy again and they were most greatfull and became my loyal, loving best friends. Jax was (approx.) nine years old and Bella was barely a year old at that time. Boxers, I'm told don't go much more then ten or eleven and, near as I can figure he was about thirteen or better at the end, but I was happy that he got to live out the last of his time with me being a happy, comfortable dog without all the suffering he was experiencing before. Now it's just me and Bella and I think of Jax every day and there are times when I or someone mentions Jax' name and Bella appears to be looking around for him, but we both miss him. I'm certain of it. Bella is happy and in great shape, but it's I who have a problem now. I have a mass in my right lung that can't be biopsied so they're going to take the upper lobe of my right lung out. Weird as it sounds, my major concern right now is figuring out where Bella will go while I go in for this procedure and what she'll do if I don't survive. I'm pretty sure I will but after getting Jax to where he was going now I feel being there to help Bella finish out her life is the last of a couple of obligations I took on that I suppose became sort of sacred, if you know what I mean. Dogs really do become our family and they love limitlessly and if we're worth a happy rat's ass and we choose them the way they choose us we return that love. I'm sure, just as my dog Bella does, Capone slept in the bed every night and just as I have, I'm sure there was some point when, like me, your bucks got all screwed up and you missed some meals so he could eat. They don't go as long as we do, but if you're a true dog person and derive your greatest pleasure from that relationship with your friend, Caroline before it's all over the hurt will subside (almost entirely) and Capone will continue to make your life better, even in his absence. And who knows, at some point you may strike up a new partnership. Peace.
I didn’t realize when I clicked on this that it was from 5 years ago! My heart is breaking for you! I lost my boy Rascal to cancer years ago. I got him when he was 8 weeks old and he helped me get through taking care of my Gramma for 12 years. I lost him right before I lost my Gramma. That was a very hard time for me. So I know that pain and it’s crushing. Fast forward to now: I’m so glad that you found Sadie. I hope she stays around for a long time! Since I lost my Rascal, I’ve lost 2 more of my babies 2- rescued toy Poodles. One from a puppy mill, one from a rescue group that found him in the street. It’s so hard to open your heart, knowing that one day it will be broken again, but it’s worth it. I now have 2 toy/mini poodles- Lily Grace and Toby. She’s 8, he’s 6. I still fear they will have heart problems, that’s why my other two passed. But I just can’t help myself, I have so much love to give. And there are too many unwanted fur babies in need. I’ve had dogs all my life. I can’t imagine life without them!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️🐶🐶
It's great you can do 'sorry camp' here on youtube with us all. Many people don't realise what big souls our animal companions can have. I've conducted funeral for people's pets - along with wonderful euologies and stories in nicely printed memento books/brochures. So beautiful. Would love to show you some. Take it slowly. Do it at your own speed. Talk when you need to - cry when you need too. Ya can even wail. Lots of people loved Capone - he had a big fan club. Thanks for being with us all Capone. PS - you might want to consider getting onto some high grade/dose turmeric!
Oh Sweetheart. As they say, "time heals all wounds". Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you realize that you are giving OTHERS a safe space to share their hearts. Bless you...and Capone.
Time heal all wounds, but memories stay and eventually are easier to deal with, we find the way to cherish and appreciate them, then we can go on with the new normal...
true ! I still feel hurt from the loss of people from decades ago. if I think on it enough easily 100% of the original pain is still there....interesting to consider. we really never do heal we just cope and stack up new good stuff in our lives but a loss is a loss and it is forever
You're right, the thing is that I don't pretend that it doesn't hurt, I say that it is like a wound, you still have the scar but it did heal, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt doh... :(
I’m sorry for the pain your feeling lady. I lost my Fatboy February this year. He was 13 years and 4 months old. My full time companion during that time. We traveled the roads in my camper since January 2015. He was a champ on the road. I tried to go on a road trip right after losing him. I have been making many crazy decisions since then. Still going nuts as this year comes to a close. I lost my purpose. I truly hope you heal.
It’s amazing how our griefs have common ground.I lost my precious wife 6 weeks ago to a sudden illness that came out of nowhere. When everything is settled I will join all of you in a nomadic and free lifestyle. It will be my “ new normal “. Thank you so much for sharing ( I cried through the whole video ). God bless. Rick Doyle.🙏
So very sorry for your loss of Capone. We lost our golden retriever about 5 years ago - shortly after we had driven to Tennessee to be near family. It was a very hard thing. I had a hard time with losing Duke as well. Be kind to yourself. Know that those moments of tears will come to your eyes. Your new normal is going to be different and yes, you will have those moments when you miss him. I’m glad that you are getting to hike more.
I agree I’ve lost both a human and pet companion! It hurt more too lose a pet companion because they love you unconditionally! You see that love right in their eyes.
Probably all of us have lost a dog. I love my dog more than most people. Quit whining like a little puppy. The only thing that will heal you is to get a new dog. Time to put your big girl pants on or quit doing these things. Nothing is going to bring back your puppy, yours or mine, get a new one n go employer for us who can not. Or tell me how to delete you and I will.
Probably all of us have lost a dog. I love my dog more than most people. Quit whining like a little puppy. The only thing that will heal you is to get a new dog. Time to put your big girl pants on or quit doing these things. Nothing is going to bring back your puppy, yours or mine, get a new one n go employer for us who can not. Or tell me how to delete you and I will.
I'm thinking about you and know that your heart is broken. I understand. I'm still grieving my precious pawbaby that left me a couple months ago after 12 years. It's as raw today as it was then. We are all praying for you. I am so proud of you as you find your way . I'm still mourning from my couch. Take care of you and one of these days the next pawbaby will find its way to your heart and traveling with you. ❤️ 🐶
Maybe some people mark it thumbs down because it feels wrong for them to like a video where someone is so sad and hurting. At least I have heard other friends say that.
Sometimes a thumbs-down is more like a I'm sad you're sad. Not a I don't like this video. More like empathizing. Thankfully a thumbs-down doesn't affect anything really. I know some people that click the same button whether it's a thumbs-up or thumbs-down or smile or whatever no matter what the video just to acknowledge that they seen it. So don't take a thumbs down too serious
I'm so sorry for your loss. My beautiful cat just died a few weeks ago and it was a very similar situation. My cat was fine - playing, eating, totally normal and then it seemed like all of a sudden he stopped eating. Two vets later and $1000, he was diagnosed with lymphoma and had to be put to sleep. So heartbreaking. At least they didn't suffer. I'm so glad about that. Hang in there!
In the words of a wise woman be kind be happy be free. I know you are going to be ok and i know from my own experience time does ease the pain. I find myself realizing just how much Mr. Cuddles eased my broken heart and comforts me. When Lilac passed. Your story has made me so much more appreciative of his presence. Losing loved ones sucks. I am so glad you have friends around to comfort your soul. And that you are stopping and letting mother nature sooth your soul. Hugs and comforting thoughts are sent your way.
So sorry for the loss of your sweet dog Capone, I loss my dog my Sweet Oreo January 29 2019 and just about two weeks later I loss my Daddy, I feel like my heart may never be whole again, but I know they have found each other in Heaven, again I’m so sorry for your loss, prayers and blessings to you. Rest In Peace Capone you will be missed, but never forgotten.
Carolyn, Here's a little something I've told my own kids over the years: "It's hard to say good bye, but we have help learning how: First we have pets that we love and love us. We learn responsibility from them, and get great joy. The last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... Then it's grand parents: We receive great love from them, but all too often it's short lived. The last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... And eventually it's our parents, who taught us basically everything we know. And if we're lucky, they gave us unconditional love. Finally, the last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... My kids lost their mother to cancer 12 years ago, when they were very young, so that happened waaay too soon, and out of order... I too watched her die, while I also watched my children watch their mom die. All I can say is I don't recommend it. But it's all part of life. It'll take a while, but you'll be ok. Take care.
All I know is Capone had a good life with you and I am glade you were there for him. He was blessed to have you and now he is running free with no pain in doggy heaven☺
Awwwww I'm so sorry for your loss of Capone. You'll never replace him, but it's alright to get a new buddy. Death sucks and it rips your heart into pieces. Take care, hugs! ❤😔
My heart breaks for you I know it's hard I still have not gotten over a dog I lost 20 years ago. I have had others but that one just loses me. It will get better but you will have days that hurt a lot. Take care Suzanne
I lost my dog not to long ago I get better everyday but I still bust into tears everyday at odd times he was my kid I miss him so much mine was taken from me by a car hang in there and cry it out as often as you want its okay sending you lots of hugs and prayers 😇
I happened upon you by accident and just WOW!! I can’t express how impressed I am with your adventures. I am living vicariously through you! As a youngster I dreamt of traveling across America and beyond. Like you, I followed another path. I’ve never given up hope but it looks like I’ll not see the roads from an RV anytime soon. What I found myself doing while watching this.... CRYING.... for you and Capone. I think you’re awesome. Capone was blessed as were you. Someday another dog may wander into your life... or not. Just as long as you have your time to grieve... so be it. Happy Trails! I can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m looking forward to your future travels. Stop making me cry!! I’d much rather laugh at all the moments he made your day! BTW .... Let the haters hate. There’s always going to be a few
I've watched this year's ago, but I can across it just now. My heart just clenched in pain as I watched the pain you were going thru after losing Capone and how lost you looked, trying to find your new normal. I lost my chihuahua, Louie 2 years ago. He was almost 13 and I still grieve for him. I miss him in my bed or in my chair on my lap. Watching you brought back so many emotions I have buried. I may be married but that dog was my soul mate. He gave me more love than any human could or has ever given me. I love you Carolyn and always pray for you and Sadie's safety in your travels. ❤️🙏❤️
The best way to get over a dog and keep his memory alive is to save another. There are so many dogs out there that need your love and you need theirs.
I just had to say goodbye to mine. 1 month later, visited Atlanta Animal Control. So many great dogs...I adopted a very sweet girl who was there sitting in her poop. Too many dogs with not enough homes.
Karin Morris yes yes. The new dog is not a replacement, she is “in addition to” with her own personality, needs and her version of companionship
I absolutely agree! When my Ryder died i was absolutely heartbroken and bereaft! The silence was deafening. I decided to honor Ryder by saving my Calli! Best decision ever! She immediately helped to heal my heart! I noticed that Calli needed a companion and saved yet another pup...my Sylvie!
Sylvie really needed me! She needed a mommy and mommy needed Sylvie. We are all a happy pack!
Somewhere out there is another fur baby that needs you as much as you need him or her even if you don’t see it now.
I totally agree!
It was an animal. It was Capone by your side letting you know he's ok Mommy.
I agree. You need another companion that doesn't resemble Capone. You aren't yourself right now, another will keep you going and still provide healing time.
Whatever you do, don't get a puppy. It requires way too much diligence, and you are distracted right now.
Having company to share your life with is always better than being alone. Please think about rescuing another furbaby, there are SO many sweet, loveable pets on death row in nearly every state. You could save a life! And give a sweet baby a chance at a wonderful life with you instead if being put down. 😢🐱😢🐕
O so true, one is not missing a dog, one is missing Capone. It takes what it takes to heal. Adding another canine is the wrong medicine for what ails her now, in THIS season. I honor your grief .
Death IS weird. It's been 7 years since my mom died and it's still SO hard. I used to tell my doctor I thought I was having a heart attack and he would tell me it was not cardiac arrest, it's a broken heart. I wish I had words...all I know is you are loved. By soo many people❤
CoolCat Carolena that breaks my heart ❤️
I know the same misery but it's starting to lift, proving I suppose that it does indeed fade some in time. Now I think I'll have to acknowledge the fact that I spent a long time immersed in a narcissistic endeavor. It was all about me... I'm hurting, I'm missing her, I'm wanting her back, I miss her smile, I, I, I....very self absorbed, grief can be. In my case I was stealing moments in the here and now from myself. Did I go for a walk with my doggies or volunteer at a soup kitchen every time I felt the weight of grief, or do crafts, go bowling, movies, take a class? No. Should I have, and is that what my Mom would have wanted me to do (forcibly distract myself from miserable self-absorbed grief thoughts)? Yup, she would have. Have faith and persevere, the grief will fade. Take it from me, who thought I would be perpetually stuck in it. Now when I think of her there is more joy and less pain. I didn't have the joy of the memories when I was grieving so hard, only the pain. Stay strong, and know that the grief will fade. Our thoughts are with you. 🐞
My Mom's been gone 5 years - an ache that doesn't ease. 💗
Ahhhh, I'm feeling your pain!!!! When you have done your grieving, go out and save another beautiful dog that will appreciate you as much as you appreciate him/her. God bless Capone !
I agree! I always tell people who are hurting over the loss of a furbaby that the best thing to do is to open their heart to another. I understand it takes time though. I have three dogs and I dread the day that they have to cross into the spirit world. With love comes heartache. 😢
Capone was family and grief is normal. I cried over pets like family. It is normal.
I still cry over a missed pet. Mind you not all the time. Sometimes I think it happens because it is time for a cleansing. I think it's going to be rough for her for a while. My husband got me another dog a year after my Bear died and I couldn't bond with him. There is a season for all things isn't there :)
I still do...
It's hard for me to watch your past couple videos because of Capone...so I can only imagine how hard it is for you. It will all take time. Take care.
I think feeling the pain is part of remembering the love. Tears flowed as I watched you because I understand this hurt, the broken heart, how it literally feels broken into a million pieces..but how lucky we were to be able to love something so much. I wish for you a new normal that brings you so much joy and happiness. We will all be learning a new normal with you. xoxo
When I lost my last dog I was so broken I couldn't think about another dog. It was three years before I got another one. It made me so happy I shouldn't of waited so long. But no one could of told me that at the time. ALL my pets have left a hole in my heart. But what I have learned is there are others waiting for our love we just need to love them back.
Yes I've had some heart breaking situations .one I particular a horse 🐎 of 31yrs .I had him 27yrs and done most things with him .he was a remarkable soul never to be replaced but others have come along now and even though different personalities but special I. Other ways this includes a puppy who replaced a 17yr old dog .she's doing a good job and I urge you to get another .they will find you .as a RV I would think a dog is an essential part of personal safety good luck 🎉 uk 🇬🇧 🙏
God bless you girl. I feel your pain. One day at a time.
I love your outlook
And how you do look at life one day at a time☮️❤️🙏🏼🌈
Lady there are so many dogs needing mom’s that are good. You don’t need to be dogless. You need a dog to be with you for many reasons. Another dog will not diminish your love of Capone.
If and when the time is right to get another dog, she will know. It may never happen. Or a new fur baby may find her.
Get a rescue dog.you rescue them they rescue you and they are so appreciative!!
I guess she is not missing having a dog,- she is missing Capone. 🙂 But I Agree about that we should choose rescuedogs when we are thinking about getting a dog❤
donna martin yes there are ,but what I'm finding out that since I've lost mine I simply can't afford the high price everyone is asking including the $400 at shelters. I'm on disability now due to an injury at work and don't have that extra money that they are charging yet I sit at home and cry being alone.
it can actually be an endorsement....
I lost my Mom last month September 14th. and the only family I have left is my dog and cat. I am grieving for my Mom and Capone! My Mom watched your videos and loved Capone too. I’m sure she will take him under her wing in Heaven! God bless you Carolyn and I’ve been having left chest pain too since my Mom passed. Here’s a poem I find comforting:
Do not stand at my grave and weep,
I am not there; I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning’s hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there; I did not die.
So sorry for your loss.
I lost my mom three years ago.I still miss her and think about her and the memories are still fresh in my heart and soul. I remember this poem in fact I found my copy of it a couple of days ago. I know there is another stage of life waiting for us. A friend of mine said his father died in the hospital and they brought him back using the paddles. He was (the father) angry that they brought him back. He said that he was loving it on the other side and just getting to explore and visit everyone when he felt a sharp awful pain. They had brought him back and he said it was very painful. He told the family the next time to let him go. Don't bring me back He lived for many years. And when he passed he was left to go on his next journey. Love and Peace to all
My condolences and prayers
A few years ago I suffered from heart failure a few months after receiving news of my son's terminal illness. The cardiologist told me there was definitely a medical condition called "broken heart" and he suspected I had it. My little dog is 13 and I know when i lose her it will be every bit as painful as losing my son. We who have lost our fur kids in the past know and accept this. You have many fans who loved Capone and fully understand your grief. Turn to us to help you heal. RIP video buddy, we miss you a lot.
Grief is weird. You can be going along feeling pretty good. Then, BAM!! Something or nothing can hit you like a tidal wave. And you’re right back to when the grief was fresh and immediate. But eventually, those moments happen less. And the recovery from the tidal wave is easier. Breathing just happens. You can guess thatI I’m speaking from experience. Later edit: remember that there is no right way or wrong way to grieve...there is no statute of limitations. It just is. Don’t forget to breathe.
Leslie O'Brien This is exactly it. ❤️
What a remarkable woman you are Carolyn! Thank you for sharing the depth of your grief. Thank you for the love you gave so freely to Capone. I am so glad everything checked out normal. You don't know me, but I offer a hug and pray for your protection.
Carolyn, I am still crying too. I have had a lot of dogs in my long life and each one was special. Each one's death devastated me. Even now, when I think of some of them I cry. But there is something that helped me through each time. After a couple months, I visited the local shelter and found sad lonely stray or abandoned or lost doggie and adopted them. It helped them. It helped me.
Of course each one is special. Each one has their very own personality. Each one will be grateful to be a part of your life. It's OK to just cry.
Broken Heart Syndrome is a real thing. And the lose of such a loved one is a great stresser.
the irony of life that although you can never own anything and yet still experience the gut wrenching feeling of loss
entropy Profound... simply said but so profound
My dog who was 12 died days before yours.... I'm so sorry, the grief is so hard. He was my closed friend and protector...I have felt lost without him. Big hugs
I’m so sorry😘💖
So sorry for your loss
I hope you heal up. Maybe a dog that needs rescued would be good for you!
I'm sorry too. =*(
🕊🐶🕊 Rest in Peace Capone.. I feel your pain Carolyn.🐾🐾
Reliving my losses as I feel your pain, it brings it all back. I will say the hurting heart shows our great love and that is amazing to have known. Big Hugs!
Carolyn to realize that you have become a friend and family member to us who watch you regularly? Big hugs back to you and you are in my prayers every night! We love you be safe and be you
You gave him a great free life and he was happy with you. I could see the look in his face, he had a full and better life than most people.
Debra Costley &
The music choices and the video was so beautiful. I think of you everyday. And I am sending you so many healing wishes. ❤
Awe Carolyn I’m so deeply sorry you lost your love, adorable Capone! In a small way, because you share your life with us & also his, we feel the loss too so I think we can truly mourn & then heal with you! ❤️Hugs❤️
Animals are a huge comfort and company for us. My Husband is Dieing and I am so thankful for Charlie my Maltese. He is staying with with me right by my side
I can so understand your pain. I miss my Molly so much! She passed in July 11th. She was almost 17. In fact yesterday she would have been 17. I will say it again...I miss her so much. I have no children and she was like my child. She was my fur baby. Sending you love, hugs, prayers and kindness! 💗💗💗
So sorry about Molly. Hugs and much love to you.
I identify with your words so much its not even funny, I just lost my daughter in law less than 2 weeks ago, she was only 41, I lost 3 people in the last 6 months to death they were all so young, so my head is spinning. I am 61 and still going after 12 heart surgeries flatlined 2 times , lived to tell about it. . I love doing what you are doing. hugs to you Carolyn...It definately will be different not seeing Capone with you.
You are so strong. I admire your courage hugs to you from both of us. I know how hard it is to lose a dog and it is one of the worst things ever. But I promise it gets easier in time. A lot of time but it happens. ♡
Watching 4/19/19. Love your videos. I am so so very SORRY that Capone is gone. He is beautiful. I’m still suffering from the lost of a loved one. Your hurt is being felt, please know audience cares. Sending special love during your grief.
Hello there beautiful, I'm so sorry for your loss. Capone was blessed to have such a caring Angel. He I'm sure loved you as much as you loved him. He was cool. Hang in there you will get better soon I'm very sure of it. 🙂🙂😊😊😘😘
I lost my Fur Baby in 2001, not a day goes by without him in my thoughts, I can still smell him, ya know, that doggy smell that they have. You never ever forget them but trust me , the pain does eventually dissipate & then the healing starts. Been there, done that, know exactly what your feeling now but it WILL get better , then all you have are wonderful memories. Stay Strong xx
I'm so sorry for the grief and hurting still. Hugs... So many hugs... Broken heart.... Hugs! Glad you're ok!
Capone is beside you every step of the way.
I know that is true!
Yes, yes!! I was thinking the very same thing.
It took me awhile to figure out my way after I lost my ' Kobe ' it comforts me knowing I loved him and gave him a good life for 10 years, it made me a better man. I send you healing vibes Carolyn
Hugs my friend, I'm so sorry for your loss.
Listen for Capone. He will guide you through to your new normal!! His spirit is still with you!
With great love, comes great grief. 💕 sending hugs, take care. Everything will be well.
Carolyn you are such a strong woman, I know it's feel like you lost your way, but slowly you'll find it again . Don't feel guilty, Capone watching over you now and wants to see you happy!!! 💕😙
It is incredible just how much the loss of a pet can affect us. I can say that losing certain Pets had a greater impact on me than losing certain family members... That is so strange to say.... Maybe part of it was that I expected my very ill family to pass but the pet was unexpected or something of that nature.... But Death, no matter how it happens is VERY tough!! It gives us "pause" to realize our own lives are SHORT and can end anytime. I am SO sad for your loss! There is some healing on the other side of this. But we will always hold warm thoughts for many Pets we have lost Blessings Carolyn!
I’m sorry that you lost your fur baby, Capone. They certainly take a piece of our hearts when they pass. My dog passed at 17 Y.O. two years ago. He was very special to me and I still miss him every day. Condolences on your loss. Hugs and love to you.
😢 So sorry Carolyn. Sending you comforting hugs. Capone was sweet, loving dog. Hang in there. You were a wonderful doggie mother. He'll always be with you in your heart.
Carolyn - You look beautiful today - your hair is so pretty - love the colors of gray. I am sitting here with my little one (dog) on my lap. I here your sadness. I hear your sadness. Capone just loved you too! He is looking down on you, hoping you are able to heal and continue. You may consider getting another little one soon. Please take care......heal, heal. I really enjoy your travels, Thank you so much for sharing! Take care and know that others care about you!
Thanks for the update. You do seem better this week but it is OK to still be sad about your buddy. I know you miss him tremendously. Stay safe and know you are not alone. We care!
I learned a long time ago we all need a buddy and many dogs at the Shelters need us.
If you get a young dog he or she will love to go with you and have the Strength and Stamina for all you want to do.
It’s some of the Hardest thing to loose your 4 Footed buddy am so so sorry I know how hard it is. I still miss my Akita’s they have been gone 10
Years I showed them at the Dog shows.
My heart goes out to you!! Sending love.
I have not written on your videos. It is so painful for me and I cannot imagine how you are feeling. I have lost my husband, several fur babies, one that I adopted after my husband passed which was very very tough because it was just her and I. I went from having a husband, son and fur babies to having no one. Your story is breaking my heart. God bless
I was worried about how you have been dealing with all the stress. We are all here, with you and Capone in our thoughts and prayers 🌸 Healing does take time and your heart will heal.
Seeing him rolling in the grass made me smile. He lived such a happy and free blessed life. Safe & happy travels :)
HUGS dear lady! Our pets are so much a part of our lives. Time... your heart will heal.
My motto has always been Live, Love, Laugh. Thanks to you, I have added Be Kind.
I too lost my best friend & companion for 15 yrs! I am crying with you now as you speak about CAPONE! He was your protector! So be careful out there without him by yourside..I am searching for a Blacklab to rescue, so when your ready ill help you find your next best friend & protector! (I'm new to your channel) & enjoy the scenery & CAPONE exploring his world!
My heart goes out to you Carolyn, my girl was 10 1/2 and I lost her to the exact same thing. It is sudden and it is out of nowhere regardless of their age. It does ease with time but it never goes away, that's the love. Nurture yourself and keep doing all the things Capone loved to do with you. Sending love and light and keeping you in my thoughts.
Martha Stewart.. Said .. If you want to be happy for one year... Get married.. If you want to be happy for 15 years.. Get a dog..
I agree.
Not entirely. I've been married more than 50 happy years.
Hahahahaha! She used to be the maven of domestic bliss... I like her better already.
My grandmother said if you want security, get a job.
How true & they don't stress you like a man will
Janne King If you want to be happy on your all life look for Jesus he can give you the peace and the love that you need
Carolyn, so many people care about you and also miss Capone. You have many friends, more than you even know. You are getting better. You even smiled a little. It just takes time but you are making a start.💕
We send our love to you.
Capone we miss you, love you and will always remember you....
Carolyn, may you be blessed with much comfort, peace, strength, great health and success.... Much love and hugs.. much love and hugs to you, Carolyn!
Hay Caroline. It's Dave in Raleigh. I viewed the video of you telling of your trip home with Capone from Alaska, the emergency room visit and all the tire trouble and mechanical problems and it was sad all over again. I think I first watched it right when you first made it and then it popped up on You Tube tonight out of nowhere so I watched it one more time. When I originally watched it I responded by telling you how sorry I was (of course) and telling you about my boxer, Jax passing away November before this last and now it's been roughly a year and a half and there's not a day that goes by that I don't think of him still. The advantage I had in my case was that my little pit bull, Bella, who at the time was only about five years old and survived him. Though I still had the one dog we were both at a loss, I because he was my buddy and I love him (still), and her because she's never known a time when he wasn't there. He was with her when as a puppy her eyes first opened. She loves everyone, but she's never been social twords other dogs but but it was obvious that she really loved Jax and he was the only other dog she ever tolerated. I think we both went through a time where we were both sort of down in the dumps. That lasted a while and I felt like we kind of commencerated together but those five years while I had both dogs were awesome. You see, I've had dogs pretty much my whole life, but never two simeltainously and interacting with them as individuals and also as a pair was different. Recently though I've thought I'd like to get another dog, because I enjoyed the two together and I think it was good for Bella to have another dog here in the motor home to knock around with but I don't know how that'd go over with her. I could handle it but if she couldn't there'd be hell to pay. If it was an adult she might fight with it and if it was a puppy who knows what she might do. The point is though, in less then a year and a half I'm already thinking about another dog, not to replace Jax because there would never be a dog that could replace him, but a whole new personality, a new friend altogether because two work out so well for me and her, too. Anyway, I have a feeling that I may know how you felt when you lost Capone. I've lost other dogs over the years, as well. Have you given thought to getting another partner? I know it's been only six months or so but from all I can tell from watching your videos for the last couple of years you really seem to be a dog person. If you get one it wouldn't be Capone, but I feel certain there's one out there that could bring a lot of pleasure into your life, who's life would be made better by being with you. It's true, Capone was a stellar companion and a handsome fellow. Never having met him personally it'd be hard to say, but I got that impression from watching him and the two of you seemed to have a great relationship. It would seem a shame for someone who is as much a dog lover as you being dogless for very long. It would do my heart good to find you in an upcoming video, at some point in the future anyway making an announcement that you have another furry friend that you'll be rambling around with. Let us know! Happy trails, Caroline!
Your buddy will always be just behind the next tree Behind that hill over there. Running past you on the breeze.. watching you lying in the grass. Visiting your day dreams Happily eating treats he finds along the way. He wil truly never be far away. He is but a memory away .
I'm I know that feeling. A loss is never easy. Take time to heal. Stay healthy. Blessings. God be with you 🙏.
Praying for you, Carolyn. We miss Capone so much, too. 😓 Take care of yourself. 💜
You have a huge Heart and I am sorry you lost Him.
Hey friend, haven't been watching much in the way of videos in a few week and now this. It's Dave in Raleigh in the 32 year old Bounder, living (stuck?)in the parking for the last three years. Remember me? I've been checking in on you and sort of vicariously doing a travel thing through your videos probably almost since you started doing them, and though I've only commented a few times one thing I've tried to get across was how exciting they've been and how greatfull I've been to you for sharing them with everyone. I wanted to tell you that I'm a dog person, too and that to me Capone was the other star of your videos for me and that I'm truly sorry he's gone. On November 11th of this last year (in about two weeks) it'll be a year to the day that my boxer, Jax died, and I understand how you feel presently having gone through that. Fortunately I still have Bella, my little pit bull. I've only had her about six years and got both dogs the same day, directly from the people who were abusing them, so they were both rescue dogs. I've had dogs all my life and I've only raised one from a puppy and I've only made the conscious decision before adopting a dog once, but instead took on dogs all my life just to get them out of a lousy situation and make their lives better. That was the story in Jax and Bella's case. I had my motor home parked down the road from the house where they lived and one day while driving by I witnessed Bella's abuser (the 23 yr. old boy friend of the 45 yr. old prostitute who actually owned the dogs) in action, kicking the s#!t out of her out in the yard. I pulled over and confronted him, we wound up going to fisticuffs, and old and tired as I am, he wound up horizontal until the police arrived. In order to avoid a charge of felony animal cruelty the dogs were surrendered to me and we began our new lives together. They had been beaten and starved on white rice from local food banks (because it was free) and neither had ever been to a vet. I was able to get them healthy again and they were most greatfull and became my loyal, loving best friends. Jax was (approx.) nine years old and Bella was barely a year old at that time. Boxers, I'm told don't go much more then ten or eleven and, near as I can figure he was about thirteen or better at the end, but I was happy that he got to live out the last of his time with me being a happy, comfortable dog without all the suffering he was experiencing before. Now it's just me and Bella and I think of Jax every day and there are times when I or someone mentions Jax' name and Bella appears to be looking around for him, but we both miss him. I'm certain of it. Bella is happy and in great shape, but it's I who have a problem now. I have a mass in my right lung that can't be biopsied so they're going to take the upper lobe of my right lung out. Weird as it sounds, my major concern right now is figuring out where Bella will go while I go in for this procedure and what she'll do if I don't survive. I'm pretty sure I will but after getting Jax to where he was going now I feel being there to help Bella finish out her life is the last of a couple of obligations I took on that I suppose became sort of sacred, if you know what I mean. Dogs really do become our family and they love limitlessly and if we're worth a happy rat's ass and we choose them the way they choose us we return that love. I'm sure, just as my dog Bella does, Capone slept in the bed every night and just as I have, I'm sure there was some point when, like me, your bucks got all screwed up and you missed some meals so he could eat. They don't go as long as we do, but if you're a true dog person and derive your greatest pleasure from that relationship with your friend, Caroline before it's all over the hurt will subside (almost entirely) and Capone will continue to make your life better, even in his absence. And who knows, at some point you may strike up a new partnership. Peace.
Only time heals, but you never forget them.......there is always a place in your heart for them.
*Thanks I'm in tears... I'm glad we can be here for you.*
I am so sorry for your pain. Capone and you really shared a BIG LOVE. So hard :(
I didn’t realize when I clicked on this that it was from 5 years ago! My heart is breaking for you! I lost my boy Rascal to cancer years ago. I got him when he was 8 weeks old and he helped me get through taking care of my Gramma for 12 years. I lost him right before I lost my Gramma. That was a very hard time for me. So I know that pain and it’s crushing. Fast forward to now: I’m so glad that you found Sadie. I hope she stays around for a long time! Since I lost my Rascal, I’ve lost 2 more of my babies 2- rescued toy Poodles. One from a puppy mill, one from a rescue group that found him in the street. It’s so hard to open your heart, knowing that one day it will be broken again, but it’s worth it. I now have 2 toy/mini poodles- Lily Grace and Toby. She’s 8, he’s 6. I still fear they will have heart problems, that’s why my other two passed. But I just can’t help myself, I have so much love to give. And there are too many unwanted fur babies in need. I’ve had dogs all my life. I can’t imagine life without them!! 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️❤️🐶🐶
Aw...I am still so sad for you Carolyn. I know you will always grieve for Capone.
It's great you can do 'sorry camp' here on youtube with us all. Many people don't realise what big souls our animal companions can have. I've conducted funeral for people's pets - along with wonderful euologies and stories in nicely printed memento books/brochures. So beautiful. Would love to show you some. Take it slowly. Do it at your own speed. Talk when you need to - cry when you need too. Ya can even wail. Lots of people loved Capone - he had a big fan club. Thanks for being with us all Capone.
PS - you might want to consider getting onto some high grade/dose turmeric!
Oh Sweetheart. As they say, "time heals all wounds".
Thank you for sharing your story. I hope you realize that you are giving OTHERS a safe space to share their hearts. Bless you...and Capone.
Time heal all wounds, but memories stay and eventually are easier to deal with, we find the way to cherish and appreciate them, then we can go on with the new normal...
Time heals nothing, just makes it a bit easier.
true ! I still feel hurt from the loss of people from decades ago. if I think on it enough easily 100% of the original pain is still there....interesting to consider. we really never do heal we just cope and stack up new good stuff in our lives but a loss is a loss and it is forever
You're right, the thing is that I don't pretend that it doesn't hurt, I say that it is like a wound, you still have the scar but it did heal, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt doh... :(
I’m sorry for the pain your feeling lady. I lost my Fatboy February this year. He was 13 years and 4 months old. My full time companion during that time. We traveled the roads in my camper since January 2015. He was a champ on the road. I tried to go on a road trip right after losing him. I have been making many crazy decisions since then. Still going nuts as this year comes to a close. I lost my purpose. I truly hope you heal.
Proud of you.❤
It’s amazing how our griefs have common ground.I lost my precious wife 6 weeks ago to a sudden illness that came out of nowhere. When everything is settled I will join all of you in a nomadic and free lifestyle. It will be my “ new normal “. Thank you so much for sharing ( I cried through the whole video ). God bless.
Rick Doyle.🙏
I hear you about doctors! I feel the same way. I try to stay away from meds as much as possible and try to treat things naturally whenever possible.
So very sorry for your loss of Capone. We lost our golden retriever about 5 years ago - shortly after we had driven to Tennessee to be near family. It was a very hard thing. I had a hard time with losing Duke as well. Be kind to yourself. Know that those moments of tears will come to your eyes. Your new normal is going to be different and yes, you will have those moments when you miss him. I’m glad that you are getting to hike more.
Most People who do not have a pet can not understand the pain of losing a pet. It’s as bad or worse than losing a family member.
I agree
I agree I’ve lost both a human and pet companion! It hurt more too lose a pet companion because they love you unconditionally! You see that love right in their eyes.
Probably all of us have lost a dog. I love my dog more than most people. Quit whining like a little puppy. The only thing that will heal you is to get a new dog. Time to put your big girl pants on or quit doing these things. Nothing is going to bring back your puppy, yours or mine, get a new one n go employer for us who can not. Or tell me how to delete you and I will.
Probably all of us have lost a dog. I love my dog more than most people. Quit whining like a little puppy. The only thing that will heal you is to get a new dog. Time to put your big girl pants on or quit doing these things. Nothing is going to bring back your puppy, yours or mine, get a new one n go employer for us who can not. Or tell me how to delete you and I will.
I'm thinking about you and know that your heart is broken. I understand. I'm still grieving my precious pawbaby that left me a couple months ago after 12 years. It's as raw today as it was then. We are all praying for you. I am so proud of you as you find your way . I'm still mourning from my couch. Take care of you and one of these days the next pawbaby will find its way to your heart and traveling with you. ❤️ 🐶
And, he is with you still. You’ll feel his presence when you’re ready.❤️
It's hard to lose who we love. My prayers are with you.
How can anyone give this a thumbs down? He was a beautiful beautiful boy and he is missed. I cried with you.
Because some people just revel in making others miserable.
Maybe some people mark it thumbs down because it feels wrong for them to like a video where someone is so sad and hurting. At least I have heard other friends say that.
Sometimes a thumbs-down is more like a I'm sad you're sad. Not a I don't like this video. More like empathizing. Thankfully a thumbs-down doesn't affect anything really. I know some people that click the same button whether it's a thumbs-up or thumbs-down or smile or whatever no matter what the video just to acknowledge that they seen it. So don't take a thumbs down too serious
Don’t go chasing dislikes, waste of human precious time.
When my niece died walking was my healing. It will get easier
I want to tell you we are with you in spirit
I just discovered your videos. So sorry for the loss of your best friend. Thank you for sharing, you are a beautiful person, inside and out!
I'm so sorry for your loss. My beautiful cat just died a few weeks ago and it was a very similar situation. My cat was fine - playing, eating, totally normal and then it seemed like all of a sudden he stopped eating. Two vets later and $1000, he was diagnosed with lymphoma and had to be put to sleep. So heartbreaking. At least they didn't suffer. I'm so glad about that. Hang in there!
girl d boro I’m so sorry. When my cat died a few years ago I thought my heart would
Break.
In the words of a wise woman be kind be happy be free. I know you are going to be ok and i know from my own experience time does ease the pain. I find myself realizing just how much Mr. Cuddles eased my broken heart and comforts me. When Lilac passed. Your story has made me so much more appreciative of his presence. Losing loved ones sucks. I am so glad you have friends around to comfort your soul. And that you are stopping and letting mother nature sooth your soul. Hugs and comforting thoughts are sent your way.
People do die from broken hearts so always treat yourself well and I bet your dog is beside you in spirit.
So sorry for the loss of your sweet dog Capone, I loss my dog my Sweet Oreo January 29 2019 and just about two weeks later I loss my Daddy, I feel like my heart may never be whole again, but I know they have found each other in Heaven, again I’m so sorry for your loss, prayers and blessings to you. Rest In Peace Capone you will be missed, but never forgotten.
Carolyn, Here's a little something I've told my own kids over the years: "It's hard to say good bye, but we have help learning how: First we have pets that we love and love us. We learn responsibility from them, and get great joy. The last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... Then it's grand parents: We receive great love from them, but all too often it's short lived. The last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... And eventually it's our parents, who taught us basically everything we know. And if we're lucky, they gave us unconditional love. Finally, the last thing they do is teach us to say good bye... My kids lost their mother to cancer 12 years ago, when they were very young, so that happened waaay too soon, and out of order... I too watched her die, while I also watched my children watch their mom die. All I can say is I don't recommend it. But it's all part of life. It'll take a while, but you'll be ok. Take care.
Hi Carolyn, I always have you in my thoughts and prayers,
🌸Capone was a special dog Carolyn.🌸
Carolyn, so glad you are feeling better. Loved seeing the video of Capone playing : ) xoxo
Oh No!! Sorry to hear about Capone, Blessings to you and may your heart be comforted by God.
You are just the sweetest person with such a heart of gold ❤️ I just want to give you the biggest hug .
I am crying with you and for you. I don't know many dogs that was loved by a great mom like you were to Capone.
All I know is Capone had a good life with you and I am glade you were there for him. He was blessed to have you and now he is running free with no pain in doggy heaven☺
It does take time to heal, but you can do it, you are strong sending love and prayers your way
Awwwww I'm so sorry for your loss of Capone. You'll never replace him, but it's alright to get a new buddy. Death sucks and it rips your heart into pieces. Take care, hugs! ❤😔
My heart breaks for you I know it's hard I still have not gotten over a dog I lost 20 years ago. I have had others but that one just loses me. It will get better but you will have days that hurt a lot. Take care Suzanne
Yes, you can experience a 'broken heart'....its real it happens with grief! ❣❣❣❣❣
I lost my dog not to long ago I get better everyday but I still bust into tears everyday at odd times he was my kid I miss him so much mine was taken from me by a car hang in there and cry it out as often as you want its okay sending you lots of hugs and prayers 😇
My heart breaks for you. Please be well. It's so hard to loose a beloved pet.
I happened upon you by accident and just WOW!!
I can’t express how impressed I am with your adventures. I am living vicariously through you! As a youngster I dreamt of traveling across America and beyond. Like you, I followed another path.
I’ve never given up hope but it looks like I’ll not see the roads from an RV anytime soon. What I found myself doing while watching this.... CRYING.... for you and Capone. I think you’re awesome. Capone was blessed as were you. Someday another dog may wander into your life... or not. Just as long as you have your time to grieve... so be it.
Happy Trails! I can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m looking forward to your future travels. Stop making me cry!! I’d much rather laugh at all the moments he made your day!
BTW .... Let the haters hate. There’s always going to be a few
I've watched this year's ago, but I can across it just now. My heart just clenched in pain as I watched the pain you were going thru after losing Capone and how lost you looked, trying to find your new normal. I lost my chihuahua, Louie 2 years ago. He was almost 13 and I still grieve for him. I miss him in my bed or in my chair on my lap. Watching you brought back so many emotions I have buried. I may be married but that dog was my soul mate. He gave me more love than any human could or has ever given me. I love you Carolyn and always pray for you and Sadie's safety in your travels. ❤️🙏❤️