just gonna leave this here: “We deny more than we confess. We hide more than we reveal. We assume because it makes us feel exposed if we have to ask. It's easier to say "I feel nothing" than to admit "I feel something." It takes no courage to say, "I hate you" but it takes a great deal of moxie to declare its opposite. Masks are elaborate and everyone has one. It takes a while to get to know people. This doesn't make them special, it makes them like everyone else. Sometimes our hearts scream yes while our heads say run; and only one can be obeyed.”― Donna Lynn Hope
To all the young teens here. 7 years ago when I was 12, I was here too. But I promise you, it will get better. The world seems unfair right now, but you will find yourself. Love yall x
For any teenager who is coming to this section, I listened to this song when I was 13 and I am now 22. I had such severe mental health issues I was hospitalized 10 times. Now, I couldn't be happier or in a better place compared to then. I graduated college with honor's and work as an ICU nurse. For a long while, I worked inpatient mental health and I cannot stress this enough, but hold on. We all have our trials for a reason and our insight from our pain can be someone else's saving grace. Never did I think I would be here, yet here I am flourishing like never before. Continue to fight and never let go.
bullied, family problems, friendship problems, school problems. I don't know what to do. I feel like I failed as a student, as a friend, as a daughter, I feel like I failed as a person. but I still believe that God prepared something better for me.
To all the young teenagers on this comment section. I used to listen to this song so much when I was 13/14 and cry thinking that my life wasn’t worth living... I’m 22 now and I can tell you, it is going to be ok. Keep going, open up to trusted people, know that you are so worthy and so loved! Don’t give up ❤️
Second that 💜 21, listened to this song religiously as a teen, I related to it so much. Hearing “she’ll be just fine” at the end of the song, it’s the truth. I relate to that line now more than ever, very proud of younger me
she's going threw so much awful pain just like me right right now, but I really want my old life when I was 7, I don't feel like my old self anymore 😢😔💔
I listened to this song on repeat when I was in middle school, like 11, convinced I wouldn’t make it through high school. I’m 21 now, I finally remembered this song. Everyone here just now discovering it, I promise you, you’ll get through whatever you’re going through.
i listened to this on my then cell in high school art class in grade 10 got lectured , verbally told my teacher to flipping leave me alone in front of the entire class and went home crying my eyes out and spending the day in my room being so broken and empty
Polarbeargirl his true is it though my so called bestfriends don’t know what I go through and they think I’m happy and i just want them to notice without me telling them
I discovered this song about two years ago. I was extremely depressed and suicidal and I felt hopeless and alone. This song was an accurate representation of my life, and I thought about it on my 16th birthday last year. Lately, I've been getting better and a few weeks ago I had some crazy revelation. A ray of hope (as cheesy as it sounds). And I did something that I should have done a while ago. *I gathered everything that I could use to hurt myself, and threw it all away.* That, I realized was one of the first steps to getting better. I used to want to die, but now all I want to do is live. Tomorrow is my 17th birthday. I made it, so can you. Stay alive. Keep fighting. I promise you'll be okay.
I absolutely relate to your story. A little over two years ago, I was in a very dark place and needed weekly sessions with my psychiatrist for my depression and suicidal tendencies. On my 15th birthday, I had an appointment and was feeling somewhat better yet felt like relapsing. Regardless, I stayed strong and today, two years later, I am celebrating my 17th birthday with my family. This song, as well as others, certainly helped. So stay strong everyone. Recovery isn't some bs cliche. It's something that can be obtained.
Everyone at my school thinks I joke when I make jokes about killing myself or self harm, but it's really a silent cry for someone to help me, to see that someone cares enough to help me through this dark thing called my life, I am fighting back tears typing this, I am tired of saying I am fine, when I am not, I am tired of hiding my scars from my parents and my friends and really just my self I hope I can live and fight long enough to be happy to be that happy little girl again...
@@kristiflener4382 Im not perfect Im not good enough Im not amazing Im not awesome Im not fantstic Im not cool Im not happy Im not nice Im not kind Im picky Im not clean Im broken So why should i go on? Ive been bullied for the past few years
I began listening to this song when I was 12, I'm now 22, I have my own daughter now, I take medication daily to get me through the struggles of life. But I suppose it gets easier. We learn to cope with what life throws at us. The school days become a blur. And soon enough you realise that the bad days come and go. Hold on to that little strand of hope.. someone will come along to pull you out with it at some point. I love you ❤
Jeremy Burchfield I'm sorry.. I hope things get better for you. I realized I had to wake up and change when I missed my nephews first birthday because I was in a mental hospital..
I used to listen to this 12 years ago..I was this girl...I still am...still fighting and pushing through though....find the beauty in life and keep faith 🙏❤️
I'm loving all the comments on this video. There's the ones that are expressing their life, and how they feel. There's the ones who are helping out, and trying to make sure the others are alright. Thank you.
I've lied to my therapist soooo many times. "Did you lose weight?" "Oh it's nothing I've just been working out." "Have you been feeling depressed,homicidal, or suicidal recently?" "Nope." Eating properly?" "Yep." "Nothing major going on?" "Nope. Same old,same old." "You sure?" "Yep." I'm pretty much a lost case to her. I don't want help any more so there's nothing she can do any way
@@thejackrabbit1582 Actually getting help from a therapist can lead to medicine that actually helps you. Depresion isn't JUST a feeling it's ACTUALLY a LEGIT chemical imbalance that can be medically fixed with the right effort and PROFESSIONAL help. So no, lying to your therapist is not a great idea, and if you lie why have one at all if you aren't going to do anything with the opportunity you've been givin? Some don't have the option to get a therapist and y'all have one just to LIE and not get help! Stop saying they can't do anything cause they CAN.
@@fredericksaxton9782 I think they meant that you have to find the right therapist, because it can be really hard to trust someone and open up. Your right you shouldn't lie to your therapist, and they can prescribe helpful medication.
To whomever is reading this, I was in your shoes once. I was 10 battling depression and I’m 19 now. For 7 years I’ve struggled and never thought I would make it past 18 and yet I did. Time really does heal. You have a purpose and you just need to find that within yourself❤ give yourself the chance to have a different life than the one you’re experiencing now. You’ll be so proud of yourself for how much progression you’ve made. Im doing so much better and I’m having a baby soon, younger me would be so shocked and so happy. You got this and keep living, you deserve to live❤️🩹
Here’s my story I always tried to cover that I am sad and depressed and that I think I am a disappointment to the world But I still keep strong even with everything that is bad in my life I keep positive, when I can. If you read to this know that you are beautiful. Your amazing. Your you. Be happy.
I met this girl in the beginning of highschool, she seemed so happy and energetic all the time, we became close friends quickly. For a while before highschool, I prayed for God to give me a depressed/hurt friend to help and support, and I thought, maybe the person God chose for me was this girl. One day, after a guest speaker spoke about her story with depression in class, my new friend shared that she had ADHD, which explained why she was so energetic all the time. Afterwards, she began to cry, and my friends and I hugged her. That night I called her and showed her some Christian songs like "You're Beautiful" by mercy me and others, she started telling me I was being too nice to her, but I could hear the crack in her voice and I could tell she was smiling through tears. Yep, this is definitely the person God chose to answer my prayer. I hope to be the best friend I can to her, and be the shoulder to lean on... That's what every depressed person needs, right? A friend, and God of course... I hope to be that friend. I learned last weekend, she cut herself again. Today, she took off her sweater, forgetting about her wounds, and I saw them all over her arms. It was like a knife in my heart. I should show her this song too soon... Please pray for my friend, who ever is reading this... Can anyone who's depressed or has been depressed tell me things I should say/do to make her feel special and loved? What do you want people to say/do for you when you feel like everything is wrong? What do you hate people doing/saying to you when you feel down? Any advice?
Brooklynn Carr Alright.. how? I only get to see her one class period a day, and I can't text her... only call, but it could be any one of her family members answering me if I do so. I don't want to call too often either lol... But yeah, I just pray she'll have the strength to fight her personal battles...
-Fantasy is my Reality- so my best friend and I have suffered from this for 4 years and it's still going lol but what we do to help us is we tell each other that if they do it then I do and we write each other paragraphs at least once a month Her and I are now realising how important we are and the real reason why we're here...try to help her
Brooklynn Carr But that's the thing.. I don't suffer from depression, I try my best not to think negative thoughts like that, and I succeed... All because, if I become depressed, then how will I be able to help others out of it? I mean, of course, It's not my job to save people from depression or anything, I'm not that powerful lol. But then that person would think it's okay to cut and it's okay to think negatively about themselves because they know I do to... do you get what I mean? Being a role model I guess idk XD I don't want to seem too annoying either, like constantly nagging her and telling her the same things over and over again... thats just annoying.. and yeah.
-Fantasy is my Reality- I'm not very good at explaining my ideas, but I want to help.. So I'll try. Just do your best to be there for her. Make her feel accepted, like her cuts and scars and ADHD don't define her. And when she needs help, always help. Show her she can trust you, that she can open up to you. Maybe she won't. I pray not. And I'm not sure if you've heard of this idea before, but I'll say it anyways.. tell her how much it hurts you to see her do this. Tell her it's not right she has been forced to do this, and that she can get help. From you, her family, her other friends. And if she's a fellow believer in God, tell her that God puts us all through difficulties and hardships to make us stronger. That God only is doing this because he knows she can handle it.. But if she's not, it's your choice to tell her. Well.. This is the longest comment I've ever made. I hope you can help her. I'll make sure to pray for you two.
I understand, my lil brother took his own life and I have also tried the same thing. I just want you to know that you're not alone and I personally care about you. I believe that you are strong and you can do this. I'm here for you. You're never alone as my heart beats fam
@@HemiLife713 Thank you and I truly appreciate your kind words. But I also want you to know that you got people in this world that cares about you, including me
Tw: I remember listing to this song at age 14. I was stuck in an endless self harm because I was being abused by my mom and her husbands. Well. This is for anyone who’s like 14 year old me. I’ll be 20 in two months. I still battle with depression everyday. But I’m finding my way. I moved away from the abuse. I’ve stopped the SH. All of that and I found the man I am going to marry. That’s more than I ever thought I would get done in life. I have goals and plans for my future and even now I want kids. Life is crazy like that. I pray you found hope in this comment. I love you. P❤️
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it..
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him; Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you. John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love. Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back. John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments. That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means? Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD. I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER. Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you. A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
The Schuyler sisters! Angelica Peggy Eliza WORK!!! daddy said to be home by sundown daddy doesn’t need to know daddy said not to go downtown like I said your free to go look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now history is happening in Manhattan and we just happen to be in the greatest city in the world *skips* I’ve been reading common sense by Thomas pain so men say that I’m intense or in sane you wanna revolution I want a revelation so listen to my declaration we hold these truths to be self evident that all men are created equal and when I meet Thomas Jefferson *uh* imma compel him to include women in 5he sequel work!!! (Sorry I had to break some of the tension)
Depression is a weight dragging you down inside this hole that is never ending. There's no way out of this hole and it doesn't take a few sessions of therapy to feel happy again. It takes months, years even. You know you're depressed when you try to find people in the world with the same feeling. That feeling of nothingness. But, if I can't help myself I'm going to help others. YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING YOU ARE LOVED LOVE YOURSELF! SUICIDE WONT HELP YOU, IT WILL JUST CONTINUE TO ANOTHER LIFETIME. YOU CAN SURVIVE!!!!
ღLizzy Loves Baldi OMG WTF if anything u sound like an ungreatful ass like a bunch of these other comments so do urself a favor and stop acting selfish if anything if u do have depression its probably for attention
I love this song, I relate so much... I feel the nothingness... when I first got depression, I thought mothing could hurt more than pain, I was wrong... so, so wrong... I will feel no pain after I die... so why stay alive... I made a promise that ide wouldn’t kill myself... and I don’t break promises but....why...
I've written horrible notes to myself all over my hands, had blood visibly staining one, and still, my best friend who sits right next to me, fails to notice. It makes you wonder who really cares.
I have listened to this song a lot when I was about 14/15 yo. I completely forgot about this song. Today youtube recommend it to me and all the memories came back.. I am 24 now and I can tell you guys, it gets better. It might seem hopless but every life is worth living and one day you will also look back and be proud of yourself. And for today, I am proud of you for still beeing here!
I’m that girl who talked her friend out of suicide last year. I’m also the girl cutting her wrists. I’m the girl whose pain is being ignored, because I’m “not depressed. I’m just making it up for attention.” I’m the girl who calls suicide hotlines, and they’re the only numbers in my recent calls because no one cares about me enough to want to talk to me. I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep. I’m the girl who stood at the edge of a cliff and thought that I’d be better off if I took one step further. I’m the girl who didn’t tell anyone about my pain for over a year because I didn’t want anyone to worry. I’m the girl who gets hit by her older brother. I’m the girl who is expected to be perfect, to ace every test, win every game, But is failing at it all because she’s spending all her energy trying to stay alive. Help me. Save me. Please.
LPSscarlet listen I have no idea who you are but I want you to know that I'm here and I'm a good listener. I've had friends who are suicidal and I've helped them through it. I can't say that I understand what you are going through and I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I do. but I will tell you that I do know people who have. so I'm here to listen if you need someone
You mentioned that you don't want anyone to worry.If they don't care about you getting worried or depressed or whatever,then why do you care?Tell everyone!And be patient!Sometimes this is difficult but tell yourself that you are strong and you will never let anyone upset you. And yes, some people won't hear you and won't even care about what you're passing through but sometime soon or late, those people will go away from your life. You will remember them and laugh!This just needs patience and persistence.
To everyone here, trust me, it sucks now but it will be okay. I've been clean for four months now, and even though it's very hard sometimes it's very worth it. There are days where it seems impossible to go any further, but there are also days where things are okay. Even if you haven't reached those yet, you will. Believe me. I realize I don't know exactly what you're going through, and I won't pretend I do. I just know that every storm has to end some day, and yours will too. Sorry this is so long, and I hope it helped. Even if it didn't, I'll be praying for all of you. I hope you start doing better.
I keep revisiting this song. I'm almost 18 and as much as I keep holding on it's a real struggle. I hope any of the teens out there, younger and older, find their sunshine on the cloudy days. I know it's hard but you'll find it someday.
im depressed.. and i made something up. my friend Lyric found it and she cried. it wasnt that sad but, its the truth.. She cuts to take the pain away She cries so they will say her name She screams because she's hurt inside She'll go to school and pretend to be alright. She cuts to take the pain away She lies and say she's fine. She is me. And im not fine. Die, because im not okay..
I met this girl in the beginning of highschool, she seemed so happy and energetic all the time, we became close friends quickly. A while before I went to highschool, I prayed for God to give me a depressed/hurt friend to help and support, and I thought, maybe the person God chose for me was this girl. One day, after a guest speaker spoke about her story with depression in class, my new friend shared that she had ADHD, which explained why she was so energetic all the time. Afterwards, she began to cry, and my friends and I hugged her. That night I called her and showed her some Christian songs like "You're Beautiful" by mercy me and others. She said that she gave her number to countless people, but I was the only one who ever called her(she has no mobile phone, only a home phone) she started telling me I was being too nice to her, but I could hear the crack in her voice and I could tell she was smiling through tears. Yep, this is definitely the person God chose to answer my prayer. I hope to be the best friend I can to her, and be the shoulder to lean on... That's what every depressed person needs, right? A friend, and God of course... I hope to be that friend. I learned last weekend, she cut herself again. Today, she took off her sweater, forgetting about her wounds, and I saw them all over her arms. It was like a knife in my heart. I should show her this song too soon... Please pray for my friend, who ever is reading this... Can anyone who's depressed or has been depressed tell me things I should say/do to make her feel special and loved? What do you want people to say/do for you when you feel like everything is going wrong ? What do you hate people doing/saying to you when you feel depressed? Any advice...?
It breaks my heart reading this, i hope she'll find happiness Don't let her be depressed for too long. Save her. Otherwise it will go deeper till faking a smile is hard. Trust me I've been to that point.
***** Hey, remember this, there's something very valuable inside you... it's called your "soul". The devil wants it. God wants it too. If the devil did NOT want your soul, he would leave you alone, and you would have NO anxiety and NO depression. Point being, you are worth it. If Anxiety and Depression and the frickin demons in your head are trying THIS HARD to get your attention? If social anxiety is trying it's hardest to keep you lonely, if depression is fighting to hold on to you and make sure you don't forget it's there, if the voices in your head are begging you to listen to them, then that means you have something valuable they want. Theives don't break into empty houses. You're stronger than all of them, but they don't want you to think that, so they tell you you're not good enough, as many times as they need to make you obedient enough to believe them. Don't let them win. The demons know you're in control. Darkness isn't as strong as you think. Just shine a flashlight, and it runs away. Do you get what I'm saying? If depression is trying to keep your attention, that means you have something valuable that it wants. You are strong enough. You are in control. You are valuable. You are FABULOUS. Most importantly, you are loved.
Tell her she's not alone, and that their are people out there with depression, I would know, some of my family has it, and that she shouldn't be afraid of things, the healing is with us everyday and God gives what we need to be alive. His undying love. ( ´_ゝ`)
Im fine (Im not fine) I ate (Id rather starve myself) Im beutiful (Im ugly) Im okay (Help me) This is things i go through in this place we call home/earth. People just go around and bullie people vecause they think its fun. Then people just get depressed. Boys and girls go through breakups and get depressed. My 8 year old sister desided to go to our aunts house that is 30 or 29 and she adopted her and now she goes around call8ng her mom and NEVER comes to visit me unless she has to stay here because there power is out or its to hot to stay up there. I keep asking her if she hates me and why she left and she keeps telling she dont hate me and because heather is her mom (hearher is our aunt and aperantly her mom). We were close until Heather said she would adopt her then it just changed my life and made sad. I loved her. She was my everything. The only person i can rely on now is my older sister crystal. She is 31 years old.
You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend to be happy, But you aren’t. 💔😫 Edit: a year later. I stopped eating again. Edit: hey guys, no I’m not ok and I don’t think I’m gonna be either, I seriously can’t eat no matter how hard I try and I’m starting to lose now.. Edit: stop asking if I’m ok, I’m not i can’t anymore I just want to be pretty
I feel that. I don't want to be here but I am. I've tried to commit suicide but it didn't work. I'm still trying to find a reason to want to live instead. Lot of good that's been.
I'm depressed. I used to date this guy and he meant everything to me. We broke up on April 14, 2017 over text. He broke up with me over text and I was heart broken. He took this prettier girl to the new carnival that opened up. They're not dating but I feel like they are. Today April 29th, 2017 I was at the park with a couple of my friends and he came with this girl and guy. He kept embarrassing me and I just wanted to run away then. My friend asked him if it was a good time dating me. His exact words were "No it wasn't a good time" which made me want to break down. I just felt useless. I got hit in the eye pretty bad today too. I started crying but I forced myself to stop. I went home and cried some more. I just feel that I'm not good enough for him anymore. I love him still...
DabbingGirly He is just one guy in a sea of guys. He surely is not worth your time nor tears. You will find a real man who will love you so don't worry :)
DabbingGirly I did the same I met a guy online he was my world and he suddenly just left with no explanation for 3 days I cried I started cutting because of that and some other issues I have and I spent 3 days trying to get a hold of him again but it was no use listen everything will get better he lost something he probably won't ever get back 😇😇😇 stay strong gods always there
When ever im depressed i listen to theese types of songs. i want to tell someone but i have no one. i thought. but anyone in this comment section is a family. your not alone
I used to be depressed. Used to think that I was worthless, thinking my urge to tell somebody was me being an attention seeker. Bruised by all my bullies, including me. I was bullying myself. That night; the night I heard about this song, I got a nightmare. A terrible one. And I realized I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to accept the love. Please, keep fighting. I know it's hard. Even in the little moments of happiness during your depression, I know you always come back to it. Don't. Remind yourself that you want to be happy. Even if you keep feeding yourself all these thoughts, your not an attention seeker. Because it's not your fault this world made you hate yourself. You're not willing to accept the love, not willing to let this paragraph help you. But I want to help you. The only way to get over depression is to want to get over it. You don't want to be sad. You want to be happy. Not just that short term happiness, real happiness that stays with you forever.
The sadness should be the one with the short term. Be willing to let your emotions switch. Even if you have a disease, and people are bullying you because of that, they don't understand. Don't focus on those thoughts. It's funny how its so easy to believe your ugly when it's so hard to believe you beautiful. If they don't hear you, here's the reason why. You're not letting them hear you. You have to want to be happy. Let them hear. Let them help. Let me hear. Let me help. Because you don't deserve this. You don't deserve the scars. You don't deserve the hatred. Let everybody know that. You know one thing you do deserve? Happiness. Even if you've done something bad in the past, the past was the past. You'll find new people to love you. If you've moved on from that bad deed, then you deserve happiness too. And all those christian depressed people, Jesus doesn't want you to commit suicide. He doesn't want you to do this. He's trying to help, but you're not letting him. The only person who
I'm so happy I'm not the only survivor.......real happiness I love it I don't ever call myself worthless I learned to be loved and love myself.... it's one of the best feelings ever. I survived thanx GOD.
thea whitaker thank you. i'm glad that you experience real long happiness. i'm glad that you fought against your depression and survived. :D as for the love part, that's a big deal too. i'm glad your able to accept love, and love others yourself. you're really an inspiration to others who have depression :)
Thank you. That's how I feel about everyone, whether they are sick, healthy, depressed, whatever. When I know someone killed themselves, it hurts to me as well. Someone cares even if you don't know them, even if you don't think anyone cares.
To all the teens out there feeling like this now, I was 12 when I started listening to this song. I was 14 when I made my first attempt. I was 17 when I plucked up the guts to try and run. I made so many mistakes, did things I’m not proud of, put myself in danger both accidentally and on purpose. Now, I’m 22, I’m married to the love of my life, and I still struggle, but my life isn’t nearly as dark as it felt ten years ago. There is light at the end of the tunnel, I promise, so please, for your friends, for your family, but most of all, for yourself, don’t give up. You are loved, you are valued and you are cherished, even if it doesn’t feel like it at times.
I'm the kid who everyone thinks I'm ok, I don't have fears and I am always happy, and I'm not, when I told my ''friend'' I was feeling depressed often she said ''Your not depressed, Rayne your ok..'' And I'm not ok, but no one seems to notice. I think I need new friends because the ones I thought I could lean on tell me to stand, the ones who I cry to, slap the tears off my face. Sometime I when I cry I wonder if someone can except it and comfort me.
Rayney_Dayz_Plays the longer you have friends the better becouse you feel safer showing them how you feel and you’ll know how they’ll react ...I can tell you that almost sertantly
From 14 years old in 9th grade so broken and lonely until now at 21. I never thought I could truly be happy and free but life is unbelievable now I'm grateful . High school was really a challenge for me but by God's grace I made it through. To anybody struggling just know it get better truly I know you've probably heard it a million times but it's true. YOU AREN'T ALONE - Reach out for help until someone helps, never give up - you are strong even when you feel weak 💪. Hold On - Life is a Journey
go get help then. go see a therapist, get medicine if you feel you need it, or just find a friend to confide in. if you cant do that, i suggest writing, drawing, coloring, music, you know, get your feelings out in a healthy way. cry if you need to as well, you'd be surprised how much better you could feel if you just let it all out. 0.0 thanks for being strong, you will get to a better place one day. xoxo
Ava Roe No, not at all. I feel like with your hope, you could help so many people suffering from depression or thinking about killing themselves. I've attempted suicide a couple of times, but I believed there was still hope for me, and that's why I couldn't go through with it.
There's nothing wrong with hearing about others depression or anxiety bc it helps you know that you are not alone there's billions of people going through so much shit and at least you know there's a group of people on this same song as you feeling the same thinking the same so we kinda are like a disfuctional family through TH-cam and this song
Today’s my sixteenth birthday and I used to listen to this song all the time because I thought I related a lot. Now that I’m sixteen, I can tell you that when everyone was singing happy birthday to me, I tried to smile but I couldn’t.
@angel dust not that you need to know this but my birthdays are always sad because my mom killed herself a couple days after my birthday. It’s not a therapist I need, I’m fine most of the time. So before you judge someone and tell them they need a therapist maybe you should think about why they commented on one of the most depressing songs like ever before you go around commenting rude things
i remember one of my friends from when i was 10. she was 13. she was always happy and smiling, and she always helped people. one day we were having a slumber party and her mum pulled her to the side and smacked her. i had never seen my friend so upset, she was crying and holding her cheek whilst her mother walked away, not giving one fuck. and i remember something i'll never forget: when we opened the window because it was really hot in her room, the wind suddenly blew really hard, making her sleeve go up, and i saw all her self-harm scars. i asked how she got them, she got really panicky and said "my cat gets a bit wild while playing with me." i'm 15 now and i wonder how she's doing. she moved away when i turned 11. i really want to get in contact with her. i heard that she's moving back soon so i'm pretty hopeful. i hope she sees me again and remembers me 🙏🙏🙏🙏
helianthus hobi i'm crying 😭😭 she such a strong girl , hides all the pain alone. I knew she's lonely , i know how it felt . She's lonely , please when u met her tell her that she's perfect just the way she is , she is adorable , pretty and cute . Tell something positive to her and please stay in her side , she such a strong girl :')
i've been depressed since 8th grade and now i'm 18...I know the pain...but please guys. reach out, get support from therapy, family, friends...or even draw, write, paint (doesn't matter if you think you cant because anyone can create) or watch your favorite show or hug pets anything not harmful that helps you cope, please keep going because the world wouldn't be the same with out you and you are unique and we need you... think of anything no matter how small it seems to keep going. one of my reasons is that i've got so many artistic ideas that i haven't gotten out there so i cant go yet. another is that i wouldnt be about to see my dog anymore. find anything. stay strong!
i dont really... i tried telling my mom she says im just putting on an act for attention and as an individual i dont really have the money for therapy....not to mention i am underage....so fuck me i guess
@..Gracie Felter ..i was there too sweet heart..dont worry for God counts your tears..every one of them is precious to him..He will heal you and restore you if you would but let him
I listened to this song constantly when I was in the darkest place, Ten years later I'm still here, it does get better stay strong you're doing fine you'll be okay
I have an older sister and she shows her feelings all the time so my mum is always worrying about her. I don’t show my feelings and I’m the girl who always says “I’m fine” and nobody thinks anything of it. I have eating disorder and I self harm and my friends are the only ones who know. Don’t worry though as I’m not going to do anything stupid it’s just every day is a battle.
same here I haven't cried in front of them or shown any feelings for 2 or 3 years and it personally hurts when they say I dont love them(since I was little I started to put my walls up) and think I don't have feelings
This gives me someone who's struggled on and off with self harm 34 years something beautiful to relate to. I've been clean but still struggle. Beautiful song
you think you want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved. Everyone has someone who cares and loves them, even if they don't know it yet. Never stop fighting and never give up. Everyone has a purpose in life. I know it may seem dark now, but along the way, a tunnel of light will appear. I promise. I was suffering from depression (and I still am). I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, but I do know that someone's out there waiting for me. And someone's waiting for you too. Just have to be patient and don't give up hope. Trust me.
Hiding my emotions with a smile I feel sorry everybody in my life even met me or had to know know me. I just dont agree with my life. I want to end it. But my amazing friends I have keep me alive. I dont know if its enough though.
Life will get better for you I promise... you can try to talk to people.... if you are and it aint enough try to get a therpist or someone experienced to help... if that doesn't work... I don't know what will but I promise life will get better...
I don't have all the answers, but i do know you're loved, more than you can imagine. When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I was here years ago, im now 16 and I’m glad i never pulled through the numerous attempts because life has gotten better. For all the young teens out there, it does get better. One day you’ll meet people and life gets better and without even knowing life’s gotten a whole lot better, years have passed, and the people around you become more and more❤
this video made me cry.... coz I do pray, I do fight , I do put on a face everyday, I'm trying to not die, but in this video this person has faith in that she'll pull thru & gods watching.... WHAT IF SHE DOESNT MAKE IT TO THE NEXT DAY? WHAT IF SHE THROWS IT AWAY???? Don't be so certain, thank you for the video....its beautiful!
Wanna hear a story?? A self-harming girl was walking in town,but she wasn't covering her scars.A little boy ran up to her and tugs at her tshirt.She looked at him "Yeah?".He replied "Mommy says that people with marks on their wrists are angles that want to go home."He lifted up her hand to look at her scars.The girl smiled."Then,your mom is a very smart woman.".The boy smiled back,and said "I know!She's an angle,too,but she decided to stay here because she loved me.".Then the boys mother comes over,her scars clearly visible,before smiling to the girl,and walking away with her son
this song could have been my anthem when I was 16. I was suffering from a behavioral addiction and extreme depression. To any teens in a bad place reading this: It gets better. It may get better with time, it may get better by leaving the harmful situation, it may get better with meds, it may get better with therapy, or a combination of any or all. But it does get better. You have to persevere.
this was a song I listened to so much last year because I really connected to the song. the first time I heard this song I cried. because I was alone. I found God. He saved me. I realize that now. God was the one that saved me no one else. I thought it was my last bf (we broke up and we haven't talked as much since) saved me. the truth is no one here on this planet could have saved me. only God. God has a plan for all of us and my story isn't over yet. not until He calls me home. When no one is here for me.... God always will be. I will remember this. No one else can judge me except God.
If god had that impact on you then that is incredible DarkSorceress234, I personally don't believe in a God but I also don't believe in pulling others down. If God helped you then that is such an incredible and amazing thing. :)
for fucks sake God doesn't exist! I told myself that he exists and will save me for years. I've prayed and read the bible and all of it but nothing. either he hates me or doesn't exist! if god exits he'd do something about this fucked up world, so why won't he do anything?
I have been listening to this song for years. I turned 16 today, and things have turned around and is making life easier for me. Never give up! Message me if you ever need anyone to talk to ❤ I care
Hey if your reading this then....i'm....happy....for you,you got out you escaped you found a shovel and dug yourself out.....my shovel is broken :( my new school is very cristen and my friends say ive done so so so many bad things....my older HECK all oh my friends say i yell to much i only yell because they never answer me so i told then these words "i try and i try but you never listen you wanna hang out with them (their other friends) I TRIED to ask you for help (bc im new)but you say you dont know when you DO you guys are so mean MIGHT AS WELL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS!!!" they just walked away after that i never said anything word to anyone. i started fights because i got called "freak" "loner" "loser" "goodie 2 shoes" and "devil girl" (the last one because i became emo) my 'friends' called me "ugly" and mostly "ugh" i dont wanna kill myself because i feel that wont solve ANYTHING and it dosent
Hey. Yes. You. I don't care who you are. What you look like. Where you're from. Hear me. And believe me. You are important I love you There are people who love you. You are wonderful You are special You are smart You are talented You are cool You are wanted You are you and You Matter. Don't say you aren't, because that's not true. Now. Keep going. Don't leave. Don't die. I love you so much.
thank you for saying that but the only problem is that I know no one cares about me I know no one loves me I'm just going to fade away and no one will remember
You don't understand, people with bad depression do this, or have a really bad life that is suicidal, I have depression, but im not suicidal, im just really fucking down.
+xDeeAnna x most people say a bad life is people saying kill urself over the internet well there is a easy fix close the fucking computer or turn off the phone itself not there fault for saying it's ur fault for doing anything to stop it
to the people who have real problems, reading the comments feeling bad for these people, when your disorders are most likely worse but you actually are trying to hide it, I'm sorry that you have to watch everyone feel bad for these people who are probably not even trying to get help by are complaining about their disorders on the internet, I'm sorry you feel bad for them, but find help, please, you are worth it, everyone is
T-Rae Rex aww that's so sad!! i try to help people who are dealing with things like that (because i'm going through some stuff too and i know how it feels) and if you need anyone to talk to about anything at all just text me on facebook or instagram. My instagram is kaydence_ivey i would be happy to help!! :)
I am that friend that puts a smile on my face at the beginning of the day and helps my friends with their problems but take my smile off when I get home as soon as I bring up my problems with my friends it is immediately stop being a drama queen or it doesn't matter so I put a brave face on. Please don't bottle up your feelings
I wouldn't if I could, but my parents would just laugh and say that because it's not causing my physical pain that I'll live, or they'll lecture me on why I shouldn't be torn up over it, then they get mad when I get snappy. Nothing changes, and I don't expect it to-so looks like it's time to bottle.
god I pray that you help these children to stay strong in you and not to stray away. lord we pray you help the other kids to see you inside of them and know you are what makes them different. amen
+babw16 More bully's that make me think about something but they bully me with these traits of me: -Has Anxiety -Scared -Has Back Condtition But Can Walk -Looks Into Knives -Uncles And Aunts Are Mean To Her -My Best Friend(My Dog)Is Gonna Die Soon -My Dad Has Almost Died 2 Times -Has Anger Issues -Depression Getting The Best Of Her -Used To Cry Every Night Before Going To Sleep.... I used to be so happy as a 4 year old now i'm about like 10 and i forgot how to smile and i'm mature and nice until i became rude and quiet just reading my book in the back of the room not looking at anyone if i smile or laugh it's under the band of my right eye and covering my face with the book........
When she cries? Well, this girl cries every night just life isn't something for me. Why was I even born? Is life better without me or would everyone cry like me now?
inge ottenss, you were born for a great purpose. You just haven't figured that out yet. There is this disgusting thing called the devil that is trying to think that you are worth something when you are worth the whole world. There is this guy i have known for my whole life his name is Jesus Christ, have you heard of him? He's been there for me through thick and thin. My parents got divorced I was really sad but God/jesus told me that he did that for a purpose. I thank God that he did because his plan of my parents getting divorced made my family stronger. I may not know what you are going through but I do know that you are here for a great purpose. You just need to open your ears And listen to the voice of God not the voice of the devil. GOD IS CALLING YOU
@@bluegiraffecreations9002 the response is more than"sure" and even more than a yes! You are here for a great purpose and I am more than sure that you are!
When she cries? Well, this girl cries every night, and every morning just life isn't something for me. Why was I even born? Is life better without me or would everyone cry like me now?
If you love this song and are struggling, go look up more of her music. You can literally listen to her overcome her battles! Now her music is full of hope and healing!!
I don't want to die. But I don't want to live. I don't see what's the point anymore. I feel constricted, stuck in life. No one supports me in what I want to be. My "best friend" makes my day worse whenever I see her. I stopped talking to my cousins and aunts years ago. every single day, I watch family channels (eg Bratayley) and wish that I could belong to that family. I read stories and pretend that Im in the story. But it all ends when the story is over. I don't know what to do.
NathaniaLimOfficial I promise you, that it will get better eventually. It may take some time, but you will find something that will make your life worth living again. You will find friends for whom you'd give anything and who would do anything for you and you WILL be happy. Just try to keep fighting as hard as you can, and if that means burying yourself in books and fiction, that is your way to cope and is totally ok, but don't forget to have contact to other people. Maybe look for people who have the same Hobbys or interests as you, I e.g. made most of my friends through my religion. I'm drifting, but I just want you to know, that it will get better eventually, it always does. If you want to talk to me, I'm here, because I care. You are a lovely person, don't forget that😚 (sorry if my english isn't the best, I'm from Germany)
nathanialyx I’ve been depressed and suicidal for five years. Now, I’m here. In and out of therapy, in-patient hospital visits, medication, it was all part of my journey. Life sucks sometimes, but I’m finally on the road to recovery. You have such a beautiful life ahead of you, darling. I don’t even know you, yet I support you. Instead of focusing on what you don’t have, focus on what you DO have. You’re breathing, though right now you may want it to stop. You’re speaking, though maybe right now you want to silence it. I promise you, there’s an end to your battle. And it’s not surrendering. I’m not saying to keep going and it’ll be okay; it won’t. Sometimes, you’ll be sad. But life is a long thing, and you’ll get no fulfillment from cutting it short. You’re worth life.
Next time I see my bully I'm gonna walk up to her and hug her Why you may ask because she showed me how strong I am and everything will be okay at the end Think of people as sandpaper you may get scratched and bruised during the process but at the end the other person is useless-Andy Beirsack
This hit so close to home. I had a really bad cutting addiction. Started later in life. Then had a triple overdose. Luckily a friend found me in time. I’m still here 4 months later. I’m also a teacher … Always looking for signs in my students. Life gets better. Medication helps. Therapy helps. EMDR trauma therapy helps a ton. GET THE HELP YOU NEED!!!!
I haven't heard this song in a long time.. it came on and it made me remember some stuff I never wanted to remember, but In a way maybe it's a good thing. I don't want to be one of those people who tell their whole life story on here, but I want to say I've gone through some shit in my life.. I self harmed, did drugs, alcohol and I'm only 16.. I haven't self harmed in over a year. I've pretty much stopped the drugs but I still have a lot of work to do... same thing with the Alchol... I'm hoping someone will read this and decide NOT do go down the path I did... I know you hear this all the time but things Do Get Better. Maybe not today or even next year but it will I PROMISE!! And i don't breake my promises... I love you all. -Kate(:
Joliee Calloway yes like my sis was hurting bc of bullies, family issues ,so on and she sent a note to her friend saying a bunch of sad stuff and no one noticed she was feeling this way till we got a call from her school saying my sister said she was going to try to hurt herself I am lucky now to have a sister who is happy and smiling bc her smile makes me smile
this song describes how I feel everyday but I always try to hide it because I don't want to be a burden I always try to look happy and act like everything is okay but it's not my friends see me has a happy person but on the inside I'm depressed, lonely, keeping it in is so hard because I just want to cry all the time and I get so depressed I sometimes think about suicide and I know I shouldn't but it's all so hard!!!!!!!!!!!
the worst kind of pain?
is you're smiling
just to stop the tears from falling...
yes
if you have problems talk to mr
anna ugh a smile only hurt if you're faking it... I feel you
anna ugh Hurts*
just gonna leave this here: “We deny more than we confess. We hide more than we reveal. We assume because it makes us feel exposed if we have to ask. It's easier to say "I feel nothing" than to admit "I feel something." It takes no courage to say, "I hate you" but it takes a great deal of moxie to declare its opposite. Masks are elaborate and everyone has one. It takes a while to get to know people. This doesn't make them special, it makes them like everyone else. Sometimes our hearts scream yes while our heads say run; and only one can be obeyed.”― Donna Lynn Hope
To all the young teens here. 7 years ago when I was 12, I was here too. But I promise you, it will get better. The world seems unfair right now, but you will find yourself. Love yall x
Ik that this supposed to be a meaningful comment but is that Colby I see?👀
ありがとう
Thank you
Thanks
Aww thanks i needed that
@@Sara-hj7en yes yes that is colby
For any teenager who is coming to this section, I listened to this song when I was 13 and I am now 22. I had such severe mental health issues I was hospitalized 10 times. Now, I couldn't be happier or in a better place compared to then. I graduated college with honor's and work as an ICU nurse. For a long while, I worked inpatient mental health and I cannot stress this enough, but hold on. We all have our trials for a reason and our insight from our pain can be someone else's saving grace. Never did I think I would be here, yet here I am flourishing like never before. Continue to fight and never let go.
"She is pulling down her long sleeves to cover up the memories the scars leave" that hit hard
Didn't it though
My grandma doesn't notice so I just don't wear hoodies
I think the comments are more depressing then the song
Destiney Creal Right?!
I agree and I almost cried just reading the ones that say that they almost took their life away
It always is
@i have crippling depression wizard : No u live
Me : haha that's wha....
Wizard : poof u can't hurt urself or get hurt
ME : ...... thanks i guess
Destiney Creal because we all have monsters in our head
bullied, family problems, friendship problems, school problems. I don't know what to do. I feel like I failed as a student, as a friend, as a daughter, I feel like I failed as a person. but I still believe that God prepared something better for me.
@Alina Cernolevschi you'll be better soon, dear. I know how hard your situation is💔
JustAysha What up ,how are u ,you be better ?
JustAysha I know what you mean. I had only one friend, but she’s always with at least 1 other person and ignores me when I try to talk to her.
Sounds like me, youre not alone
@@boulevardhip-hop7556 not really. but soon, I'll be better. :)
*sends virtual hug to suicidal people*
LiL ThOtTiE thanks. ☺️😊 *hugs back*
*Hugs back*
*sends hugs back*
*hugs back*
* accepts hug and hugs back
To all the young teenagers on this comment section. I used to listen to this song so much when I was 13/14 and cry thinking that my life wasn’t worth living... I’m 22 now and I can tell you, it is going to be ok. Keep going, open up to trusted people, know that you are so worthy and so loved! Don’t give up ❤️
Second that 💜 21, listened to this song religiously as a teen, I related to it so much. Hearing “she’ll be just fine” at the end of the song, it’s the truth. I relate to that line now more than ever, very proud of younger me
@@joyenchanted13 that’s awesome I hope I can see that too even when things seem to be torture it will be alright in the end
she's going threw so much awful pain just like me right right now, but I really want my old life when I was 7, I don't feel like my old self anymore 😢😔💔
thank you so much
same, i'm now 18 and i never thought i'd make it 🤍
me: IM READY FOR LIFE!
life: *inserts depression song*
Me: ...DAMN IT
lmfao cute
Well...get up
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My 16th birthday was two days ago. No one remembered but my mum, uncle and one friend. I hate growing up with depression
No one remembers my birthday unless I have a party or some type of get together family is great 👍🏾
I feel sorry for you. Turning 16 is a big deal, isn't it?
Hey my 16th birthday was a few weeks ago. I hate birthday's tbh, they give me so much anxiety for reasons that would take a while to explain
What date is it and I'll comment and put it in my calendar 💖💖
I'm sorry to hear that, but happy belated birthday. I hope next year is better for you
I listened to this song on repeat when I was in middle school, like 11, convinced I wouldn’t make it through high school. I’m 21 now, I finally remembered this song. Everyone here just now discovering it, I promise you, you’ll get through whatever you’re going through.
I am 11 and I have been listening to this song on repeat, life sucks I hate it I have no friends, a bad family and I have nobody to talk to
i listened to this on my then cell in high school art class in grade 10 got lectured , verbally told my teacher to flipping leave me alone in front of the entire class and went home crying my eyes out and spending the day in my room being so broken and empty
The moment you realize that on here people you don't even know care more about you then people you know in real life
Polarbeargirl ya it’s the worst thing, only the people who are going through the same thing are the ones who understand
It's sad how true that is
Polarbeargirl his true is it though my so called bestfriends don’t know what I go through and they think I’m happy and i just want them to notice without me telling them
Allanah Garay do you fake being happy? I did, but then I stopped, and no one really noticed
Fuck thats true
I discovered this song about two years ago. I was extremely depressed and suicidal and I felt hopeless and alone. This song was an accurate representation of my life, and I thought about it on my 16th birthday last year. Lately, I've been getting better and a few weeks ago I had some crazy revelation. A ray of hope (as cheesy as it sounds). And I did something that I should have done a while ago. *I gathered everything that I could use to hurt myself, and threw it all away.*
That, I realized was one of the first steps to getting better. I used to want to die, but now all I want to do is live.
Tomorrow is my 17th birthday. I made it, so can you.
Stay alive.
Keep fighting.
I promise you'll be okay.
I absolutely relate to your story. A little over two years ago, I was in a very dark place and needed weekly sessions with my psychiatrist for my depression and suicidal tendencies. On my 15th birthday, I had an appointment and was feeling somewhat better yet felt like relapsing. Regardless, I stayed strong and today, two years later, I am celebrating my 17th birthday with my family. This song, as well as others, certainly helped. So stay strong everyone. Recovery isn't some bs cliche. It's something that can be obtained.
Soul im proud of you hun ❤️
Your strong Person keep going Im now at the Same point What you was many years ago Meybe I will be as strong as you :,)
Thank u I'm actually in middle school I hate life I just hope it'll end soon
Sounds like a waste of money; why didn't you just put it in storage or something.
No one knows that when I joke about killing myself I'm actually hurting.
Same..
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James Ragan same
Everyone at my school thinks I joke when I make jokes about killing myself or self harm, but it's really a silent cry for someone to help me, to see that someone cares enough to help me through this dark thing called my life, I am fighting back tears typing this, I am tired of saying I am fine, when I am not, I am tired of hiding my scars from my parents and my friends and really just my self I hope I can live and fight long enough to be happy to be that happy little girl again...
I dont wanna live anymore. Noone understands how much i heart and noone cares they acr liek they fo but when i try to kill myself they are never there
Still love this song 10years later and finally 2 years clean from self harm.
I'm proud of you :)
I'm SO fcking proud of you! Stay strong!
AYYYY IK WE DONT KNOW EACHOTHER LIKE BUT Y ARE SO STRONG CLEARLY AND BRAVE SLAYYYY WELL DONE KEEP IT UP GIRL!!!!! SO PROUD!!!!!❤😊❤😊❤
@@MadisonWood-r7d Thank you so much guys! Still clean and am trying my best everyday to stay that way
I hope you are still clean from self harm...I'm a few months clean aswell❤
I smile at my friends, then turn around to let the real me be free.
itz_Gabby This is me 💔
GGabbyy your not alone xx 💔
GGabbyy I do the same...
I smile to my friends, family, I did it to my girlfriend, I do it to anyone who sees me. Than when the lights go out, I crumble beneath the weight.
@• IAILWZC • She knew about my issues but saying a few words and having a fake smile can deceive the person who says they love you.
8 years: *Listens dua lipa and sia songs*
9 years: *diss tracks*
10 years: *rap songs*
11 years: *Billie Ellish*
12 years: *depression songs*
omg lol same tho...kinda
Duckie Chicken Dang.. This is exactly me..
I have been all of these and I'm still only ten but I'm getting better but I still spiral down sometimes.
h-how did you know..
Duckie Chicken omg I am 12
This song makes me cry. I hope everyone that is struggling knows they are not alone. You are loved, you are perfect just the way you are💜
Moonchild you nice, keep going
Thank you im sitting behind my couch listening to this and cutting myself your very sweet never give up
@@kristiflener4382 Im not perfect
Im not good enough
Im not amazing
Im not awesome
Im not fantstic
Im not cool
Im not happy
Im not nice
Im not kind
Im picky
Im not clean
Im broken
So why should i go on?
Ive been bullied for the past few years
I began listening to this song when I was 12, I'm now 22, I have my own daughter now, I take medication daily to get me through the struggles of life. But I suppose it gets easier. We learn to cope with what life throws at us. The school days become a blur. And soon enough you realise that the bad days come and go. Hold on to that little strand of hope.. someone will come along to pull you out with it at some point. I love you ❤
This made me cry omg😭10 years. That’s so incredible
❤❤❤
Bloody wrists
Broken heart
Tears streaming down
Try to hide
But you can't hide from the truth
Dont commit its not worth it 💞
Your amazing the way you are 💞
Couldn't have said it better for myself
but you can try
*applause*
I go to school..
I go home...
I cry....
I hurt myself...
I barely sleep...
I go to school the next day and act fine...
same girl...Except hurting myself
Stay strong, everything is going to be ok.❤️
Can't say the same but sometimes it is ok to tell someone your not ok and if someone asks you if you're alright you don't always have to say yes
My daily routine right there except when im home i have to hear a war evey single day
Since 14. Now 19. I just want to end it all. I can't escape it . The feeling.
This song used to be my entire life.
Danielle Jewel same here just insert he instead of she and you equal me and here I am stuck in my rut that never ends
Jeremy Burchfield I'm sorry.. I hope things get better for you. I realized I had to wake up and change when I missed my nephews first birthday because I was in a mental hospital..
yeah its okay im getting better though, i went through a lot when i was little, i am now 16, and it got to me a couple of nights ago.
Jeremy Burchfield I'm sorry. I hope your feeling better!
Danielle Jewel it is my life atm
I used to listen to this 12 years ago..I was this girl...I still am...still fighting and pushing through though....find the beauty in life and keep faith 🙏❤️
I'm loving all the comments on this video.
There's the ones that are expressing their life, and how they feel.
There's the ones who are helping out, and trying to make sure the others are alright.
Thank you.
Yeah I love these replies and comments so much. They're truly amazing
Thank you 😭
... ive heard this song over a million Times and im still crying
You okay?
+Artsy_Judoka i have faith that i will be
_.selle._
Good to here
_.selle._
You're welcome :-)
I'm not this is a song technology about my life. hell this is my life
I've lied to my therapist soooo many times. "Did you lose weight?" "Oh it's nothing I've just been working out." "Have you been feeling depressed,homicidal, or suicidal recently?" "Nope." Eating properly?" "Yep." "Nothing major going on?" "Nope. Same old,same old." "You sure?" "Yep." I'm pretty much a lost case to her. I don't want help any more so there's nothing she can do any way
Am same
Therapy doesn't help it takes really great relationships to trust someone it takes the right person not just a person who has a job of it
@@thejackrabbit1582 Actually getting help from a therapist can lead to medicine that actually helps you. Depresion isn't JUST a feeling it's ACTUALLY a LEGIT chemical imbalance that can be medically fixed with the right effort and PROFESSIONAL help. So no, lying to your therapist is not a great idea, and if you lie why have one at all if you aren't going to do anything with the opportunity you've been givin? Some don't have the option to get a therapist and y'all have one just to LIE and not get help! Stop saying they can't do anything cause they CAN.
@@fredericksaxton9782 I think they meant that you have to find the right therapist, because it can be really hard to trust someone and open up. Your right you shouldn't lie to your therapist, and they can prescribe helpful medication.
Homicidal? Isn’t that a word for murderer or something?
when i was 15 i use to relate alot to this song and now i’m 18 and still relate.
Hope of being happy one day is keeping me going.
To whomever is reading this, I was in your shoes once. I was 10 battling depression and I’m 19 now. For 7 years I’ve struggled and never thought I would make it past 18 and yet I did. Time really does heal. You have a purpose and you just need to find that within yourself❤ give yourself the chance to have a different life than the one you’re experiencing now. You’ll be so proud of yourself for how much progression you’ve made. Im doing so much better and I’m having a baby soon, younger me would be so shocked and so happy. You got this and keep living, you deserve to live❤️🩹
Here’s my story
I always tried to cover that I am sad and depressed and that I think I am a disappointment to the world
But I still keep strong even with everything that is bad in my life
I keep positive, when I can.
If you read to this know that you are beautiful. Your amazing. Your you. Be happy.
Paintingcupcake z that was a nice story
LizzieVlog S I’m really not but I appreciate it G💗
I feel you...
💛💛💛
I met this girl in the beginning of highschool, she seemed so happy and energetic all the time, we became close friends quickly. For a while before highschool, I prayed for God to give me a depressed/hurt friend to help and support, and I thought, maybe the person God chose for me was this girl. One day, after a guest speaker spoke about her story with depression in class, my new friend shared that she had ADHD, which explained why she was so energetic all the time. Afterwards, she began to cry, and my friends and I hugged her. That night I called her and showed her some Christian songs like "You're Beautiful" by mercy me and others, she started telling me I was being too nice to her, but I could hear the crack in her voice and I could tell she was smiling through tears. Yep, this is definitely the person God chose to answer my prayer. I hope to be the best friend I can to her, and be the shoulder to lean on... That's what every depressed person needs, right? A friend, and God of course... I hope to be that friend. I learned last weekend, she cut herself again. Today, she took off her sweater, forgetting about her wounds, and I saw them all over her arms. It was like a knife in my heart. I should show her this song too soon... Please pray for my friend, who ever is reading this... Can anyone who's depressed or has been depressed tell me things I should say/do to make her feel special and loved? What do you want people to say/do for you when you feel like everything is wrong? What do you hate people doing/saying to you when you feel down? Any advice?
I wouldn't give her to much attention just make her feel like she belongs help her stop
Brooklynn Carr Alright.. how? I only get to see her one class period a day, and I can't text her... only call, but it could be any one of her family members answering me if I do so. I don't want to call too often either lol... But yeah, I just pray she'll have the strength to fight her personal battles...
-Fantasy is my Reality- so my best friend and I have suffered from this for 4 years and it's still going lol but what we do to help us is we tell each other that if they do it then I do and we write each other paragraphs at least once a month Her and I are now realising how important we are and the real reason why we're here...try to help her
Brooklynn Carr But that's the thing.. I don't suffer from depression, I try my best not to think negative thoughts like that, and I succeed... All because, if I become depressed, then how will I be able to help others out of it? I mean, of course, It's not my job to save people from depression or anything, I'm not that powerful lol. But then that person would think it's okay to cut and it's okay to think negatively about themselves because they know I do to... do you get what I mean? Being a role model I guess idk XD
I don't want to seem too annoying either, like constantly nagging her and telling her the same things over and over again... thats just annoying.. and yeah.
-Fantasy is my Reality- I'm not very good at explaining my ideas, but I want to help.. So I'll try.
Just do your best to be there for her. Make her feel accepted, like her cuts and scars and ADHD don't define her. And when she needs help, always help. Show her she can trust you, that she can open up to you. Maybe she won't. I pray not. And I'm not sure if you've heard of this idea before, but I'll say it anyways.. tell her how much it hurts you to see her do this. Tell her it's not right she has been forced to do this, and that she can get help. From you, her family, her other friends. And if she's a fellow believer in God, tell her that God puts us all through difficulties and hardships to make us stronger. That God only is doing this because he knows she can handle it.. But if she's not, it's your choice to tell her. Well.. This is the longest comment I've ever made. I hope you can help her. I'll make sure to pray for you two.
Been feeling depressed and its silenty trying to kill me im tired of crying
Me to...
@@The_straight_path55 All i need is a hug sometime 😭😭😭
I understand, my lil brother took his own life and I have also tried the same thing. I just want you to know that you're not alone and I personally care about you. I believe that you are strong and you can do this. I'm here for you. You're never alone as my heart beats fam
@@NGUNeverGiveUpBeautiful You are a strong minded person everything you went through and going through it will pass I believe in you
@@HemiLife713 Thank you and I truly appreciate your kind words. But I also want you to know that you got people in this world that cares about you, including me
Tw: I remember listing to this song at age 14. I was stuck in an endless self harm because I was being abused by my mom and her husbands. Well. This is for anyone who’s like 14 year old me.
I’ll be 20 in two months. I still battle with depression everyday. But I’m finding my way. I moved away from the abuse. I’ve stopped the SH. All of that and I found the man I am going to marry. That’s more than I ever thought I would get done in life. I have goals and plans for my future and even now I want kids. Life is crazy like that. I pray you found hope in this comment. I love you. P❤️
If you need help Go talk to your friends, family and People you Trust, Life can Be Great full of Good memories and experiences and Will get even better after the pandemic ends so dont waste it, If necessary call the suicide hotline, search for help in the internet like r/suicidewatch and if necessary call a therapist "suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem" we all have the dark chapter of our lives but you can pass through it..
@@alexdanieloliveira2294 Deuteronomy 11:22 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For if ye shall diligently keep all these commandments which I command you, to do them, to love the LORD your God, to walk in all his ways, and to cleave unto him;
Deuteronomy 4:2 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Ye shall not add unto the word which I command you, neither shall ye diminish ought from it, that ye may keep the commandments of the LORD your God which I command you.
John 15:10 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye keep my commandments, ye shall abide in my love; even as I have kept my Father's commandments, and abide in his love.
Know and understand the difference between working one`s way to heaven and Loving GOD back.
John 14:15 | View whole chapter | See verse in context If ye love me, keep my commandments.
That verse have the word "work" in it, what that means?
Philippians 2:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.
It means to build up and keep alive the once lost relationship between you and GOD.
I truly believe that none of you haven`t bother to start learning the BIBLE nor have any of you received the COMFORTER.
Ecclesiastes 4:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So I returned, and considered all the oppressions that are done under the sun: and behold the tears of such as were oppressed, and they had no comforter; and on the side of their oppressors there was power; but they had no comforter. Lamentations 1:9 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Her filthiness is in her skirts; she remembereth not her last end; therefore she came down wonderfully: she had no comforter. O LORD, behold my affliction: for the enemy hath magnified himself. John 15:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But when the Comforter is come, whom I will send unto you from the Father, even the Spirit of truth, which proceedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me: John 14:26 | View whole chapter | See verse in context But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you. John 16:7 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Nevertheless I tell you the truth; It is expedient for you that I go away: for if I go not away, the Comforter will not come unto you; but if I depart, I will send him unto you.
A wise soul, studies the BIBLE also not just read it. For we read a lot, yet understand little to none at all. It`s when we start studying - then the wisdom start taking place.
A beautiful fake smile will hide the depression and sadness in your heart.
it does...
i havent had a real smile in 2 1/2 years :-(
@@autumnrose4432 haven't had a real one in 4 years. I'm broken.
+and peggy. True.
The Schuyler sisters! Angelica Peggy Eliza WORK!!! daddy said to be home by sundown daddy doesn’t need to know daddy said not to go downtown like I said your free to go look around look around at how lucky we are to be alive right now history is happening in Manhattan and we just happen to be in the greatest city in the world *skips* I’ve been reading common sense by Thomas pain so men say that I’m intense or in sane you wanna revolution I want a revelation so listen to my declaration we hold these truths to be self evident that all men are created equal and when I meet Thomas Jefferson *uh* imma compel him to include women in 5he sequel work!!! (Sorry I had to break some of the tension)
Depression is a weight dragging you down inside this hole that is never ending. There's no way out of this hole and it doesn't take a few sessions of therapy to feel happy again. It takes months, years even. You know you're depressed when you try to find people in the world with the same feeling. That feeling of nothingness.
But, if I can't help myself I'm going to help others.
YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING
YOU ARE LOVED
LOVE YOURSELF!
SUICIDE WONT HELP YOU, IT WILL JUST CONTINUE TO ANOTHER LIFETIME.
YOU CAN SURVIVE!!!!
Thank you you are a really brave and strong person
Sucide will help because you will be dead so you can't feel the pain anymore
ღLizzy Loves Baldi OMG WTF if anything u sound like an ungreatful ass like a bunch of these other comments so do urself a favor and stop acting selfish if anything if u do have depression its probably for attention
Courtney Wyngaard Now who filled u what that bullcrap u must be STUPID AS HELL if u believe this crap
I love this song, I relate so much... I feel the nothingness... when I first got depression, I thought mothing could hurt more than pain, I was wrong... so, so wrong... I will feel no pain after I die... so why stay alive... I made a promise that ide wouldn’t kill myself... and I don’t break promises but....why...
it's bad when you don't even hide anything anymore hoping someone would come and save you but still everyone fails to notice
It's so painful but you mustn't do everything for others.Your health is the most important thing for you,isn't it?
I tried to tell my friends they told they don't want to hear it because I am always the "happy' one
Same.
I've written horrible notes to myself all over my hands, had blood visibly staining one, and still, my best friend who sits right next to me, fails to notice. It makes you wonder who really cares.
Jkl66710 Ikr
I have listened to this song a lot when I was about 14/15 yo. I completely forgot about this song. Today youtube recommend it to me and all the memories came back.. I am 24 now and I can tell you guys, it gets better. It might seem hopless but every life is worth living and one day you will also look back and be proud of yourself. And for today, I am proud of you for still beeing here!
Laughing to hide your cries.............................................
I know how you feel because I have to go through it every day.
I go through that everyday :/
Lost Girl true when I get hurt I’ll just laugh it out or talk to myself
Me...
That is what i also did or still do sometimes just so no one would see this
Sometimes i still struggle
I’m that girl who talked her friend out of suicide last year.
I’m also the girl cutting her wrists.
I’m the girl whose pain is being ignored, because I’m “not depressed. I’m just making it up for attention.”
I’m the girl who calls suicide hotlines, and they’re the only numbers in my recent calls because no one cares about me enough to want to talk to me.
I’m the girl who cries herself to sleep.
I’m the girl who stood at the edge of a cliff and thought that I’d be better off if I took one step further.
I’m the girl who didn’t tell anyone about my pain for over a year because I didn’t want anyone to worry.
I’m the girl who gets hit by her older brother.
I’m the girl who is expected to be perfect, to ace every test, win every game, But is failing at it all because she’s spending all her energy trying to stay alive.
Help me.
Save me.
Please.
LPSscarlet
You are worth more than Gold. Remember that.
i am the same but not complt=etly
LPSscarlet -this is me exactly (besides the brother abuse)
LPSscarlet listen I have no idea who you are but I want you to know that I'm here and I'm a good listener. I've had friends who are suicidal and I've helped them through it. I can't say that I understand what you are going through and I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that I do. but I will tell you that I do know people who have. so I'm here to listen if you need someone
You mentioned that you don't want anyone to worry.If they don't care about you getting worried or depressed or whatever,then why do you care?Tell everyone!And be patient!Sometimes this is difficult but tell yourself that you are strong and you will never let anyone upset you.
And yes, some people won't hear you and won't even care about what you're passing through but sometime soon or late, those people will go away from your life. You will remember them and laugh!This just needs patience and persistence.
When you haven’t cut in 3 months but then suicidal thoughts started appearing again
Yep.... Almost did it this morning...
Hey. How are you doing now?
@@e.n.6079 I haven't cut in a month so in the sense I'm better but...not big change, really.....especially with quarantine....
@@madsbeasley8080 What happened?💔
To everyone here, trust me, it sucks now but it will be okay. I've been clean for four months now, and even though it's very hard sometimes it's very worth it. There are days where it seems impossible to go any further, but there are also days where things are okay. Even if you haven't reached those yet, you will. Believe me. I realize I don't know exactly what you're going through, and I won't pretend I do. I just know that every storm has to end some day, and yours will too. Sorry this is so long, and I hope it helped. Even if it didn't, I'll be praying for all of you. I hope you start doing better.
I keep revisiting this song. I'm almost 18 and as much as I keep holding on it's a real struggle.
I hope any of the teens out there, younger and older, find their sunshine on the cloudy days. I know it's hard but you'll find it someday.
im depressed.. and i made something up. my friend Lyric found it and she cried. it wasnt that sad but, its the truth..
She cuts to take the pain away
She cries so they will say her name
She screams because she's hurt inside
She'll go to school and pretend to be alright.
She cuts to take the pain away
She lies and say she's fine.
She is me. And im not fine.
Die, because im not okay..
stay strong. pls talk. dont die
Poisonclaw The one eyed cat we feel the same way
Don't die we care about you!
I feel you there....ive always thought of bad thoughts if myself...
Okay don't die, but also, at the end you also couldve said, "Die. Because I'm not alright."
I met this girl in the beginning of highschool, she seemed so happy and energetic all the time, we became close friends quickly. A while before I went to highschool, I prayed for God to give me a depressed/hurt friend to help and support, and I thought, maybe the person God chose for me was this girl. One day, after a guest speaker spoke about her story with depression in class, my new friend shared that she had ADHD, which explained why she was so energetic all the time. Afterwards, she began to cry, and my friends and I hugged her. That night I called her and showed her some Christian songs like "You're Beautiful" by mercy me and others. She said that she gave her number to countless people, but I was the only one who ever called her(she has no mobile phone, only a home phone) she started telling me I was being too nice to her, but I could hear the crack in her voice and I could tell she was smiling through tears. Yep, this is definitely the person God chose to answer my prayer. I hope to be the best friend I can to her, and be the shoulder to lean on... That's what every depressed person needs, right? A friend, and God of course... I hope to be that friend. I learned last weekend, she cut herself again. Today, she took off her sweater, forgetting about her wounds, and I saw them all over her arms. It was like a knife in my heart. I should show her this song too soon... Please pray for my friend, who ever is reading this... Can anyone who's depressed or has been depressed tell me things I should say/do to make her feel special and loved? What do you want people to say/do for you when you feel like everything is going wrong ? What do you hate people doing/saying to you when you feel depressed? Any advice...?
It breaks my heart reading this, i hope she'll find happiness
Don't let her be depressed for too long. Save her. Otherwise it will go deeper till faking a smile is hard. Trust me I've been to that point.
***** . . . *just gives you a giant virtual hug*
***** Hey, remember this, there's something very valuable inside you... it's called your "soul". The devil wants it. God wants it too. If the devil did NOT want your soul, he would leave you alone, and you would have NO anxiety and NO depression. Point being, you are worth it. If Anxiety and Depression and the frickin demons in your head are trying THIS HARD to get your attention? If social anxiety is trying it's hardest to keep you lonely, if depression is fighting to hold on to you and make sure you don't forget it's there, if the voices in your head are begging you to listen to them, then that means you have something valuable they want. Theives don't break into empty houses. You're stronger than all of them, but they don't want you to think that, so they tell you you're not good enough, as many times as they need to make you obedient enough to believe them. Don't let them win. The demons know you're in control. Darkness isn't as strong as you think. Just shine a flashlight, and it runs away.
Do you get what I'm saying?
If depression is trying to keep your attention, that means you have something valuable that it wants.
You are strong enough.
You are in control.
You are valuable.
You are FABULOUS.
Most importantly, you are loved.
Tell her she's not alone, and that their are people out there with depression, I would know, some of my family has it, and that she shouldn't be afraid of things, the healing is with us everyday and God gives what we need to be alive. His undying love.
( ´_ゝ`)
-Fantasy is my Reality- make that person feel appreciated, always be there for her and tell her how much you care for her.
Im fine
(Im not fine)
I ate
(Id rather starve myself)
Im beutiful
(Im ugly)
Im okay
(Help me)
This is things i go through in this place we call home/earth. People just go around and bullie people vecause they think its fun. Then people just get depressed. Boys and girls go through breakups and get depressed. My 8 year old sister desided to go to our aunts house that is 30 or 29 and she adopted her and now she goes around call8ng her mom and NEVER comes to visit me unless she has to stay here because there power is out or its to hot to stay up there. I keep asking her if she hates me and why she left and she keeps telling she dont hate me and because heather is her mom (hearher is our aunt and aperantly her mom). We were close until Heather said she would adopt her then it just changed my life and made sad. I loved her. She was my everything. The only person i can rely on now is my older sister crystal. She is 31 years old.
This is the story of my life
sad
If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
Years later, and this came back into my head
You smile, but you wanna cry. You talk, but you wanna be quiet. You pretend to be happy, But you aren’t. 💔😫
Edit: a year later. I stopped eating again.
Edit: hey guys, no I’m not ok and I don’t think I’m gonna be either, I seriously can’t eat no matter how hard I try and I’m starting to lose now..
Edit: stop asking if I’m ok, I’m not i can’t anymore I just want to be pretty
Thats me
I feel that. I don't want to be here but I am. I've tried to commit suicide but it didn't work. I'm still trying to find a reason to want to live instead. Lot of good that's been.
My life story
This is basically me
This comment made me cry and I dont usually cry
I'm depressed. I used to date this guy and he meant everything to me. We broke up on April 14, 2017 over text. He broke up with me over text and I was heart broken. He took this prettier girl to the new carnival that opened up. They're not dating but I feel like they are. Today April 29th, 2017 I was at the park with a couple of my friends and he came with this girl and guy. He kept embarrassing me and I just wanted to run away then. My friend asked him if it was a good time dating me. His exact words were "No it wasn't a good time" which made me want to break down. I just felt useless. I got hit in the eye pretty bad today too. I started crying but I forced myself to stop. I went home and cried some more. I just feel that I'm not good enough for him anymore. I love him still...
DabbingGirly, you might feel depressed, but I don't think your depressed. maybe really very sad.
DabbingGirly He is just one guy in a sea of guys. He surely is not worth your time nor tears. You will find a real man who will love you so don't worry :)
DabbingGirly I did the same I met a guy online he was my world and he suddenly just left with no explanation for 3 days I cried I started cutting because of that and some other issues I have and I spent 3 days trying to get a hold of him again but it was no use listen everything will get better he lost something he probably won't ever get back 😇😇😇 stay strong gods always there
DabbingGirly he dont deserve your tears.
it doesn't matter what people like him think because they don't do it often
When ever im depressed i listen to theese types of songs. i want to tell someone but i have no one. i thought. but anyone in this comment section is a family. your not alone
You're not alone
girl im here for ya!! 100%
I am here if you ever want to talk! I will always listen to anyone about anything!
I feel like we're family, too! On TH-cam I feel like I can tell people anything, but in person it's really hard to do.
@@amandakristin Yeah
this is a very interesting song. this definitely coming with me in 2025 plz keep showing your talent don't ever give up
I used to be depressed. Used to think that I was worthless, thinking my urge to tell somebody was me being an attention seeker. Bruised by all my bullies, including me. I was bullying myself. That night; the night I heard about this song, I got a nightmare. A terrible one. And I realized I wanted to be happy. I wanted to be loved. I wanted to accept the love. Please, keep fighting. I know it's hard. Even in the little moments of happiness during your depression, I know you always come back to it. Don't. Remind yourself that you want to be happy. Even if you keep feeding yourself all these thoughts, your not an attention seeker. Because it's not your fault this world made you hate yourself. You're not willing to accept the love, not willing to let this paragraph help you. But I want to help you. The only way to get over depression is to want to get over it. You don't want to be sad. You want to be happy. Not just that short term happiness, real happiness that stays with you forever.
The sadness should be the one with the short term. Be willing to let your emotions switch. Even if you have a disease, and people are bullying you because of that, they don't understand. Don't focus on those thoughts. It's funny how its so easy to believe your ugly when it's so hard to believe you beautiful. If they don't hear you, here's the reason why. You're not letting them hear you. You have to want to be happy. Let them hear. Let them help. Let me hear. Let me help. Because you don't deserve this. You don't deserve the scars. You don't deserve the hatred. Let everybody know that. You know one thing you do deserve? Happiness. Even if you've done something bad in the past, the past was the past. You'll find new people to love you. If you've moved on from that bad deed, then you deserve happiness too. And all those christian depressed people, Jesus doesn't want you to commit suicide. He doesn't want you to do this. He's trying to help, but you're not letting him. The only person who
+jellythebeen is helping you is Satan. Let him help you.
I'm so happy I'm not the only survivor.......real happiness I love it I don't ever call myself worthless I learned to be loved and love myself.... it's one of the best feelings ever. I survived thanx GOD.
thea whitaker thank you. i'm glad that you experience real long happiness. i'm glad that you fought against your depression and survived. :D as for the love part, that's a big deal too. i'm glad your able to accept love, and love others yourself. you're really an inspiration to others who have depression :)
You are brave to post this.
I'm not exactly suicidal but if a truck came my way I wouldn't move.
Brianna Cruz right
same. i don't care.. if death comes ill accept it like accepting the most wonderful gift and if it doesn't than ill wait.
Brianna Cruz same.
dark side since no one really no what happens after death, it's probably less painful than life.
I feel the same way... I feel you
To anyone,
You're beautiful and your life has meaning.
- me
ღLizzy Loves Baldi That's a lie ~Me
Karlee Sian True ~Me
Thank you. That's how I feel about everyone, whether they are sick, healthy, depressed, whatever. When I know someone killed themselves, it hurts to me as well. Someone cares even if you don't know them, even if you don't think anyone cares.
Karlee Sian + biggest lie I’ve ever heard ~me~
Why u lying
To all the teens out there feeling like this now,
I was 12 when I started listening to this song. I was 14 when I made my first attempt. I was 17 when I plucked up the guts to try and run. I made so many mistakes, did things I’m not proud of, put myself in danger both accidentally and on purpose. Now, I’m 22, I’m married to the love of my life, and I still struggle, but my life isn’t nearly as dark as it felt ten years ago. There is light at the end of the tunnel, I promise, so please, for your friends, for your family, but most of all, for yourself, don’t give up. You are loved, you are valued and you are cherished, even if it doesn’t feel like it at times.
I can relate to this
I'm the kid who everyone thinks I'm ok, I don't have fears and I am always happy, and I'm not, when I told my ''friend'' I was feeling depressed often she said ''Your not depressed, Rayne your ok..'' And I'm not ok, but no one seems to notice. I think I need new friends because the ones I thought I could lean on tell me to stand, the ones who I cry to, slap the tears off my face. Sometime I when I cry I wonder if someone can except it and comfort me.
Ill be ur friend I'm here for u
Rayney_Dayz_Plays I'll comfort to you as long as I get it back
Rayney_Dayz_Plays I can be your friend and comfort you
Rayney_Dayz_Plays the longer you have friends the better becouse you feel safer showing them how you feel and you’ll know how they’ll react ...I can tell you that almost sertantly
Rayney_Dayz_Plays I'll be your friend and ik how you feel do you have an insta or Facebook
I need someone to hug
*hugs*
+Haritiny Giannakopoulou *hugz*
Hugs!!!!!! 💙
+Haritiny Giannakopoulou *beary hugs*
Same
The worst pain is when you try to smile to hide the pain and tears slide down your face
Katie Beasley silently 😕
From 14 years old in 9th grade so broken and lonely until now at 21. I never thought I could truly be happy and free but life is unbelievable now I'm grateful . High school was really a challenge for me but by God's grace I made it through. To anybody struggling just know it get better truly I know you've probably heard it a million times but it's true. YOU AREN'T ALONE - Reach out for help until someone helps, never give up - you are strong even when you feel weak 💪.
Hold On - Life is a Journey
People don't know how depressed I am. I hide it with a smile in the day but at night I cry myself to sleep. I need help.
go get help then. go see a therapist, get medicine if you feel you need it, or just find a friend to confide in. if you cant do that, i suggest writing, drawing, coloring, music, you know, get your feelings out in a healthy way. cry if you need to as well, you'd be surprised how much better you could feel if you just let it all out. 0.0 thanks for being strong, you will get to a better place one day. xoxo
Fake it till you make it......I understand. Try to make yourself happy. Look at the positive's
Raina Mermaid
I don't think faking it is a very good plan, it could just make you feel alone since nobody knows how you really feel.
Artsy_Judoka My mom will think I'm being dramatic. Nobody else cares anyways
same
Is it wrong that hearing about others people’s depression makes me feel like their is still hope
No, its because we are all the same.
Ava Roe No, not at all. I feel like with your hope, you could help so many people suffering from depression or thinking about killing themselves. I've attempted suicide a couple of times, but I believed there was still hope for me, and that's why I couldn't go through with it.
No
There's nothing wrong with hearing about others depression or anxiety bc it helps you know that you are not alone there's billions of people going through so much shit and at least you know there's a group of people on this same song as you feeling the same thinking the same so we kinda are like a disfuctional family through TH-cam and this song
Of course not
For whoever's going through all that pain, God is with you always, and he'll take care of you.
i wanna believe that...used to...
Just trust in him, he loves you, and he'll never abandon you. Have faith. :)
yea... ive been trying to but it never works ive given up
Never lose faith. Just because things don't happen straight away, that doesn't mean that they won't. God does things in his own time.
ive waited like 3-4 years......
Today’s my sixteenth birthday and I used to listen to this song all the time because I thought I related a lot. Now that I’m sixteen, I can tell you that when everyone was singing happy birthday to me, I tried to smile but I couldn’t.
angel dust have been for the past three years love
@angel dust not that you need to know this but my birthdays are always sad because my mom killed herself a couple days after my birthday. It’s not a therapist I need, I’m fine most of the time. So before you judge someone and tell them they need a therapist maybe you should think about why they commented on one of the most depressing songs like ever before you go around commenting rude things
@@emmafoxroberts i am so glad that you are still here with me ❤️
Laura Ortiz 🥺🥺🤧🤧
i remember one of my friends from when i was 10. she was 13. she was always happy and smiling, and she always helped people. one day we were having a slumber party and her mum pulled her to the side and smacked her. i had never seen my friend so upset, she was crying and holding her cheek whilst her mother walked away, not giving one fuck. and i remember something i'll never forget: when we opened the window because it was really hot in her room, the wind suddenly blew really hard, making her sleeve go up, and i saw all her self-harm scars. i asked how she got them, she got really panicky and said "my cat gets a bit wild while playing with me." i'm 15 now and i wonder how she's doing. she moved away when i turned 11. i really want to get in contact with her. i heard that she's moving back soon so i'm pretty hopeful. i hope she sees me again and remembers me 🙏🙏🙏🙏
helianthus hobi i'm crying 😭😭 she such a strong girl , hides all the pain alone. I knew she's lonely , i know how it felt . She's lonely , please when u met her tell her that she's perfect just the way she is , she is adorable , pretty and cute . Tell something positive to her and please stay in her side , she such a strong girl :')
Did you get in contact with her? Is she any better?
where is she now
if you did find her please look out for her. you sound like a great friend
i've been depressed since 8th grade and now i'm 18...I know the pain...but please guys. reach out, get support from therapy, family, friends...or even draw, write, paint (doesn't matter if you think you cant because anyone can create) or watch your favorite show or hug pets anything not harmful that helps you cope, please keep going because the world wouldn't be the same with out you and you are unique and we need you... think of anything no matter how small it seems to keep going. one of my reasons is that i've got so many artistic ideas that i haven't gotten out there so i cant go yet. another is that i wouldnt be about to see my dog anymore. find anything. stay strong!
Thank you RainSparks... this comments section really needs more comments like yours.
I've been depressed since 3rd grade and got diagnosed in 5th grade
i dont really... i tried telling my mom she says im just putting on an act for attention and as an individual i dont really have the money for therapy....not to mention i am underage....so fuck me i guess
It's sad that I'm sitting in my bathroom crying and covering my mouth so no one can hear me cry....
Gracie Felter same rn I can't breathe
Same
how are you doing now?
@..Gracie Felter ..i was there too sweet heart..dont worry for God counts your tears..every one of them is precious to him..He will heal you and restore you if you would but let him
Why are you watching this in the bathroom? Are you crying whilst taking a shit?
10 years ago I listened to this 😢🥺 just still hits the heart
Same
I listened to this song constantly when I was in the darkest place, Ten years later I'm still here, it does get better stay strong you're doing fine you'll be okay
💛💛
@@kjuhtrgefwjyhrtgefw4383 zek
when you want to keep your tears in so you smile then you realise you're only smiling to stop your pain so you burst out in tears..
I have an older sister and she shows her feelings all the time so my mum is always worrying about her. I don’t show my feelings and I’m the girl who always says “I’m fine” and nobody thinks anything of it. I have eating disorder and I self harm and my friends are the only ones who know.
Don’t worry though as I’m not going to do anything stupid it’s just every day is a battle.
That is exactly what I do and my dig sister also show her feelings so my mom always worries about her
A battle you can win.
i’m with you babe💞
Sadly, I must say that I am in a rather similar situation. The only difference is that it is my brother being open, and not myself.
same here I haven't cried in front of them or shown any feelings for 2 or 3 years and it personally hurts when they say I dont love them(since I was little I started to put my walls up) and think I don't have feelings
This gives me someone who's struggled on and off with self harm 34 years something beautiful to relate to. I've been clean but still struggle. Beautiful song
you think you want to die, but in reality, you just want to be saved. Everyone has someone who cares and loves them, even if they don't know it yet. Never stop fighting and never give up.
Everyone has a purpose in life. I know it may seem dark now, but along the way, a tunnel of light will appear. I promise.
I was suffering from depression (and I still am). I don't have a boyfriend or girlfriend, but I do know that someone's out there waiting for me. And someone's waiting for you too. Just have to be patient and don't give up hope. Trust me.
Amen.
Preach
so true that's me
That's, that's true...
Emily Wilson I guess that is the reason but I some what want to die cause I won't to die
OMG, I know how that feels so bad! I've had depression for years, and no one understands or cares! Thank you, so much for this song!!!
~Dagsong;)
Hiding my emotions with a smile
I feel sorry everybody in my life even met me or had to know know me.
I just dont agree with my life.
I want to end it.
But my amazing friends I have keep me alive.
I dont know if its enough though.
C'était une bonne chanson
Life will get better for you I promise... you can try to talk to people.... if you are and it aint enough try to get a therpist or someone experienced to help... if that doesn't work... I don't know what will but I promise life will get better...
I don't have all the answers, but i do know you're loved, more than you can imagine.
When you pass through the waters,
I will be with you;
and when you pass through the rivers,
they will not sweep over you.
When you walk through the fire,
you will not be burned;
the flames will not set you ablaze.
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
I was here years ago, im now 16 and I’m glad i never pulled through the numerous attempts because life has gotten better. For all the young teens out there, it does get better. One day you’ll meet people and life gets better and without even knowing life’s gotten a whole lot better, years have passed, and the people around you become more and more❤
This song made me cry because this describes me perfectly.
i under stand you :\ i guess
Kayla Bell Thanks Kayla. :)
Awe thanks :) im here for you too :)
No problem girly. :)
this video made me cry.... coz I do pray, I do fight , I do put on a face everyday, I'm trying to not die, but in this video this person has faith in that she'll pull thru & gods watching.... WHAT IF SHE DOESNT MAKE IT TO THE NEXT DAY? WHAT IF SHE THROWS IT AWAY???? Don't be so certain, thank you for the video....its beautiful!
Wanna hear a story?? A self-harming girl was walking in town,but she wasn't covering her scars.A little boy ran up to her and tugs at her tshirt.She looked at him "Yeah?".He replied "Mommy says that people with marks on their wrists are angles that want to go home."He lifted up her hand to look at her scars.The girl smiled."Then,your mom is a very smart woman.".The boy smiled back,and said "I know!She's an angle,too,but she decided to stay here because she loved me.".Then the boys mother comes over,her scars clearly visible,before smiling to the girl,and walking away with her son
FinDovahDoLovaas that's the cutest, and most awesome thing I've ever heard.
FinDovahDoLovaas ❤❤❤
First Name Last Name ikr? 😊❤
FinDovahDoLovaas thats so cute
Why does anyone waste their time posting this stupid shit? Also, learn how to use proper grammar.
this song could have been my anthem when I was 16. I was suffering from a behavioral addiction and extreme depression.
To any teens in a bad place reading this: It gets better. It may get better with time, it may get better by leaving the harmful situation, it may get better with meds, it may get better with therapy, or a combination of any or all. But it does get better. You have to persevere.
this was a song I listened to so much last year because I really connected to the song. the first time I heard this song I cried. because I was alone. I found God. He saved me. I realize that now. God was the one that saved me no one else. I thought it was my last bf (we broke up and we haven't talked as much since) saved me. the truth is no one here on this planet could have saved me. only God. God has a plan for all of us and my story isn't over yet. not until He calls me home. When no one is here for me.... God always will be. I will remember this. No one else can judge me except God.
PrincessofGIR yes He is amazing
Isabella Sixx my God is real. I'm not going to argue though. you'll find Him in time
have u ever heard of "life has its ups and downs but entually everything will get better
If god had that impact on you then that is incredible DarkSorceress234, I personally don't believe in a God but I also don't believe in pulling others down. If God helped you then that is such an incredible and amazing thing. :)
for fucks sake God doesn't exist! I told myself that he exists and will save me for years. I've prayed and read the bible and all of it but nothing. either he hates me or doesn't exist! if god exits he'd do something about this fucked up world, so why won't he do anything?
I have been listening to this song for years.
I turned 16 today, and things have turned around and is making life easier for me.
Never give up! Message me if you ever need anyone to talk to ❤ I care
Sarah Fangirl can u still talk
Yeah I need to talk
Pls help me im always so sad i always talk about killing myself but no one know how much i cry
Yes
Hey if your reading this then....i'm....happy....for you,you got out you escaped you found a shovel and dug yourself out.....my shovel is broken :(
my new school is very cristen and my friends say ive done so so so many bad things....my older HECK all oh my friends say i yell to much i only yell because they never answer me so i told then these words
"i try and i try but you never listen you wanna hang out with them (their other friends) I TRIED to ask you for help (bc im new)but you say you dont know when you DO you guys are so mean MIGHT AS WELL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS!!!" they just walked away after that i never said anything word to anyone.
i started fights because i got called
"freak"
"loner"
"loser"
"goodie 2 shoes"
and
"devil girl"
(the last one because i became emo)
my 'friends' called me "ugly" and mostly "ugh"
i dont wanna kill myself because i feel that wont solve ANYTHING and it dosent
Hey. Yes. You. I don't care who you are. What you look like. Where you're from. Hear me. And believe me.
You are important
I love you
There are people who love you.
You are wonderful
You are special
You are smart
You are talented
You are cool
You are wanted
You are you and
You Matter. Don't say you aren't, because that's not true. Now. Keep going. Don't leave. Don't die. I love you so much.
Only if my brother was here to see this. .
I hope he can though. .
I've been broken enough,
By being called "Murderer"
Like I'd kill my own *Brother*
Thanks that actually made me feel better! 😊😊
I'm sure I am.
thank you for saying that but the only problem is that I know no one cares about me
I know no one loves me
I'm just going to fade away and no one will remember
Thank you❤
I'm sorry to everyone I've hurt.
I'm sorry to that girl who's heart I broke.
I'm sorry for being blinded by my pain.
hey, can you reply to this so that we know you're okay?
Can you reply pls….it’s just that those are the kind of thoughts that go through my head when I get that feeling …
hey- can u reply..? we just wanna know if ur okay man…
Are you okay? :(
Hun are you okay?
I just don't understand why people think that people who are suicidal are crazy. I genuinely don't understand.
Ikr
Me neither.... I ask myself that everyday.....
You don't understand, people with bad depression do this, or have a really bad life that is suicidal, I have depression, but im not suicidal, im just really fucking down.
+xDeeAnna x most people say a bad life is people saying kill urself over the internet well there is a easy fix close the fucking computer or turn off the phone itself not there fault for saying it's ur fault for doing anything to stop it
+xDeeAnna x I feel you I be been there but he lord rescued me and set me free pray
''He hears her when she cries...'' Yeah I wish someone would hear me when I cry.
God does. I promise. And so do I. I'm praying for you.
How R and S see it Thank you :)
Your very welcome. I hope ur doing well.
How R and S see it I wish you the same :)
:) Keep smiling :D
to the people who have real problems, reading the comments feeling bad for these people, when your disorders are most likely worse but you actually are trying to hide it, I'm sorry that you have to watch everyone feel bad for these people who are probably not even trying to get help by are complaining about their disorders on the internet, I'm sorry you feel bad for them, but find help, please, you are worth it, everyone is
Miki_Mow 423 That was such a nice thing to say! But no one has asked you, how are you?
I'm fine IG 👌 I don't necessarily like stating my problems for every 1 to see but thanks for asking ❤
Well if you ever wanna talk privately just message me 😉
Thanks. Have a nice day/night
"God is watching over you... He hears you"
Amen
*Gets stood up by BFF*
*Feels Hurt and Angry*
*Wants to cry*
*Smiles*
*Wants to yell*
*Smiles*
*Smiles*
*Smiles*
*Smiles*
It's okay
It will be okay it gets better
The hardest thing is when I tell people I'm suicidal and they look at me and walk away
T-Rae Rex aww that's so sad!! i try to help people who are dealing with things like that (because i'm going through some stuff too and i know how it feels) and if you need anyone to talk to about anything at all just text me on facebook or instagram. My instagram is kaydence_ivey i would be happy to help!! :)
Baby Llama my facebook is Autumn Oickle. I might not be able to go on it for a while, (no soical media excpet utube)
You.Are.Worth.It
Or they say ' Yea, sure...'
Tessa Gibbs I know i don't know you but I am here for u
I am that friend that puts a smile on my face at the beginning of the day and helps my friends with their problems but take my smile off when I get home as soon as I bring up my problems with my friends it is immediately stop being a drama queen or it doesn't matter so I put a brave face on. Please don't bottle up your feelings
Same... I hurt go home and cut and try commit suicide
And hey I'm only 12
I wouldn't if I could, but my parents would just laugh and say that because it's not causing my physical pain that I'll live, or they'll lecture me on why I shouldn't be torn up over it, then they get mad when I get snappy. Nothing changes, and I don't expect it to-so looks like it's time to bottle.
❤❤
Sad? Yup
Comments? Sad
Song? Great!
Hotel? Trivago
Same here arcticegem Aj
@@kayleeanderson3416 popppoiypouytrewqasdghj?H
This is beyond cursed
Thank you, although for a moment, you made me smile.
LMAO 🤣
Back to school... Help me God
+babw16 help me too
+babw16 same problem
god I pray that you help these children to stay strong in you and not to stray away. lord we pray you help the other kids to see you inside of them and know you are what makes them different. amen
+babw16 More bully's that make me think about something but they bully me with these traits of me:
-Has Anxiety
-Scared
-Has Back Condtition But Can Walk
-Looks Into Knives
-Uncles And Aunts Are Mean To Her
-My Best Friend(My Dog)Is Gonna Die Soon
-My Dad Has Almost Died 2 Times
-Has Anger Issues
-Depression Getting The Best Of Her
-Used To Cry Every Night Before Going To Sleep....
I used to be so happy as a 4 year old now i'm about like 10 and i forgot how to smile and i'm mature and nice until i became rude and quiet just reading my book in the back of the room not looking at anyone if i smile or laugh it's under the band of my right eye and covering my face with the book........
I just had a 3 day break from school and now I go back tomorrow 😪😪😪 I don't want to
When she cries? Well, this girl cries every night just life isn't something for me. Why was I even born? Is life better without me or would everyone cry like me now?
inge ottenss, you were born for a great purpose. You just haven't figured that out yet. There is this disgusting thing called the devil that is trying to think that you are worth something when you are worth the whole world. There is this guy i have known for my whole life his name is Jesus Christ, have you heard of him? He's been there for me through thick and thin. My parents got divorced I was really sad but God/jesus told me that he did that for a purpose. I thank God that he did because his plan of my parents getting divorced made my family stronger. I may not know what you are going through but I do know that you are here for a great purpose. You just need to open your ears And listen to the voice of God not the voice of the devil. GOD IS CALLING YOU
I have friends tell me I was put in the world for a reason but my response was are you sure
Btw I'm using my sisters profile she is not this hurt
@@bluegiraffecreations9002 the response is more than"sure" and even more than a yes! You are here for a great purpose and I am more than sure that you are!
When she cries? Well, this girl cries every night, and every morning just life isn't something for me. Why was I even born? Is life better without me or would everyone cry like me now?
Same tbh...
If you love this song and are struggling, go look up more of her music. You can literally listen to her overcome her battles! Now her music is full of hope and healing!!
I don't want to die. But I don't want to live. I don't see what's the point anymore. I feel constricted, stuck in life. No one supports me in what I want to be. My "best friend" makes my day worse whenever I see her. I stopped talking to my cousins and aunts years ago. every single day, I watch family channels (eg Bratayley) and wish that I could belong to that family. I read stories and pretend that Im in the story. But it all ends when the story is over. I don't know what to do.
i know how you feel and I feel alone and wanting to die every day. nobody is going to care and I don't talk to anyone about it. you can talk to me
NathaniaLimOfficial I promise you, that it will get better eventually. It may take some time, but you will find something that will make your life worth living again. You will find friends for whom you'd give anything and who would do anything for you and you WILL be happy. Just try to keep fighting as hard as you can, and if that means burying yourself in books and fiction, that is your way to cope and is totally ok, but don't forget to have contact to other people. Maybe look for people who have the same Hobbys or interests as you, I e.g. made most of my friends through my religion. I'm drifting, but I just want you to know, that it will get better eventually, it always does. If you want to talk to me, I'm here, because I care. You are a lovely person, don't forget that😚 (sorry if my english isn't the best, I'm from Germany)
nathanialyx I’ve been depressed and suicidal for five years. Now, I’m here. In and out of therapy, in-patient hospital visits, medication, it was all part of my journey. Life sucks sometimes, but I’m finally on the road to recovery. You have such a beautiful life ahead of you, darling. I don’t even know you, yet I support you. Instead of focusing on what you don’t have, focus on what you DO have. You’re breathing, though right now you may want it to stop. You’re speaking, though maybe right now you want to silence it. I promise you, there’s an end to your battle. And it’s not surrendering. I’m not saying to keep going and it’ll be okay; it won’t. Sometimes, you’ll be sad. But life is a long thing, and you’ll get no fulfillment from cutting it short. You’re worth life.
Omfg this comment is so fucking relatable especially the first part about don’t wanna , live don’t wanna die and the best friend thing
Next time I see my bully I'm gonna walk up to her and hug her
Why you may ask because she showed me how strong I am and everything will be okay at the end
Think of people as sandpaper you may get scratched and bruised during the process but at the end the other person is useless-Andy Beirsack
❤
Amazing...
Maddiethe Weirdo WOW
Maddiethe Weirdo go girl or boy
Minnie 123 thx and girl
I wish everyone could understand that my smile is fake and that i'm slowly dying inside
Same here
same here don't worry.
same .
The best way is to tell them.
your not your living for real your realizing facts
This hit so close to home. I had a really bad cutting addiction. Started later in life. Then had a triple overdose. Luckily a friend found me in time.
I’m still here 4 months later.
I’m also a teacher …
Always looking for signs in my students.
Life gets better.
Medication helps.
Therapy helps.
EMDR trauma therapy helps a ton.
GET THE HELP YOU NEED!!!!
I haven't heard this song in a long time.. it came on and it made me remember some stuff I never wanted to remember, but In a way maybe it's a good thing. I don't want to be one of those people who tell their whole life story on here, but I want to say I've gone through some shit in my life.. I self harmed, did drugs, alcohol and I'm only 16.. I haven't self harmed in over a year. I've pretty much stopped the drugs but I still have a lot of work to do... same thing with the Alchol... I'm hoping someone will read this and decide NOT do go down the path I did... I know you hear this all the time but things Do Get Better. Maybe not today or even next year but it will I PROMISE!! And i don't breake my promises...
I love you all. -Kate(:
its funny how people start noticing things once u do what no expects of you...
Joliee Calloway yes like my sis was hurting bc of bullies, family issues ,so on and she sent a note to her friend saying a bunch of sad stuff and no one noticed she was feeling this way till we got a call from her school saying my sister said she was going to try to hurt herself I am lucky now to have a sister who is happy and smiling bc her smile makes me smile
Dang. That hand writing tho. It's so freaking beautiful. 👌👌👌
I really understand this! “Does anyone even hear her when she cries
this song describes how I feel everyday but I always try to hide it because I don't want to be a burden I always try to look happy and act like everything is okay but it's not my friends see me has a happy person but on the inside I'm depressed, lonely, keeping it in is so hard because I just want to cry all the time and I get so depressed I sometimes think about suicide and I know I shouldn't but it's all so hard!!!!!!!!!!!
Please look at my channel...life is worth so much... It might suck now but know there's a light at the end of the tunnel
Me too I feel all this that you wrote
same
I'm glad it's not just me, but I feel like that's wrong...
It’s hard being strong in front your friends when in reality you feel so lonely inside.. but we’ll get through it, I promise.