If you wonder why some comments are missing: I delete comments where the thread goes out of hand and people start to attack each other on many different levels. Here's not the place to mass-attack some people- no matter how stupid you think they are. I will also delete slurs- especially the homophobic or racial ones. If you can't keep up basic manners don't complain when your comment is gone. Considering the topic of the song it's amazing how many people literally attack each other for no reason. You'd think there was a common sense of "let's stick together", so please try to be a bit more considerate.
Thanks for making this awesome song :) everytime when i listen at i feedl me better and not the only one :D i don't get why there are people who act like that and bein racist whats wrong wuth being 'differend'?
Hi Anna 😀 thaks to you and all people who help you to get out such an amaaaaazing😁 song .. Thaaaaanks to you all . words are unable to explain how much i thank you 🙆, i love this song 💖and i love your manners 🙈 you're a respectable person ✒ wish you the best of all the world could give 🍭. sorry I'm talktive 😅😶
This is the song we’re it all started for me my whole life changed after this song this song means a lot to me this was the first song I ever found by myself
brownie, you know you can talk to us as well. as you always say that we're not alone, and that we should vent in your comments, you try your best to comfort everyone, but you're forgetting we are here for you as well. you can talk to us as well, we'll listen and understand you. because I might just understand how much it sucks to feel alone, I may not know your past, or your pain or what you're going through. but I know one thing for sure. that you're here for us, and we're here for you. so talk to us if you're also feeling down.
@Ahmed malaki They don't exactly want her to stop acting like one, rather give up her personality and force her into something she ain't it nor want to be.
It’s not only brings back memories, this pretty much how I felt as Foster child who wants to connect so bad, but my foster parents were...they weren’t always there for me: they would jump to conclusions when something goes awry, stick to their stubbornness-I couldn’t properly cope as the once hurt me so bad as a child that our relationship was dysfunctional since than Not to mention they find ways to “manipulate” me to keep me in their family when I wanted to know more about my biological family -which with the information they knew, they mostly talk sh** about them. It wasn’t until recently I found out it wasn’t true, it was the extended family that screwed up one way or another
0:35 when i was 10 and watched this for the first time, i didn't understand the bandages. i'm 16 now with a past in sh and i think its crazy how i'm back watching this video except i actually understand it now. but anyways i'm good now and glad i'm still here
I know that feeling. I always assumed then that they were an odd fashion choice, now i know better. Kinda wish i didn't, but we don't live backwards, eh?
Dang, I remember this song back when I was a depressed and suicidal teen at ages 13-16. I’ve definitely come a long way since then and I’m really happy that I can finally listen to this, enjoy it and not feel like I relate to almost all the lyrics.
This song has me in tears. It reminded me of the first real friend I made who took her own life 14 years ago at the young age of 14 years old. She struggled with depression, and wanting to be loved and was relentlessly bullied. I miss her dearly and she is the reason I got my first phone, and job. I never got to say goodbye to her, and it has been tearing me apart for years. Kaeley will forever be in my head and in my heart. Love you Kales, and I hope we see each other again.
5 years later and this hits so different. i feel like i actually understand it now and that makes me happy, but at the same time it's kinda sad that after years and years of listening to this absolute jam i only now actually cry because of it. growing up is weird.
I remember being in a bad place back when I first listened to this song at 13, I'm 19 now and feeling much better. If you are a teen, just know you are not alone. Growing up can be difficult and confusing at times but you'll be just fine. Work hard, take care of yourself and don't forget to have some fun along the way!
I'm turning 19 tomorrow, and I'm feeling worse than ever, I'm completely lost with no direction, and I don't have anyone to help me, and my mom just pushes me more and more, but she doesn't see that I won't I will be able to do this without understanding and help.
@@karolineakhyra.3292 Heya I'm alot older. Life is a struggle. Be yourself and aim for what you want to be. Keep genuine people in your life and do what makes you happy. It does seem like a struggle but everything will make sense one day .the main thing enjoy yourself .have fun and enjoy what you like doing. Keep people around you who have a great and posertive vibe around. True friends will be there for you. Just remember your not on your own and please don't let life get you down. One day life will click and you will be like wow ,but until then enjoy yourself. Parents really never understand what Wego through at all. They want the best for us but it sometimes doesn't feel like that to us. You will find later in life or even round the corner there are some people who are genuine and awsome it's random how they come into our lives but they do .your not on your own .hope you had a fantastic bday and it will get better for you
@@drewpearce7773 Thank you so much for the comforting words of support, it really made me feel better, you are a good person and will definitely be rewarded for it.
Hello, how are you all? If you need someone to listen, someone to talk to, or a friend. I am here to talk, listen, and be a friend. I hope you are safe and well. I am very sorry for anything that seems bad that may have happened in your life. Know that you are amazing and have rights as a human. I want you to know that you are incredible and are capable of wonders. What matters is your inside, not your exterior. Love yourself and cherish yourself. Words cannot explain how astonishing you are. You deserve care, love, and happiness, don't let anything make you feel otherwise. You may or you may not think that you are a failure but you are not, we are humans and we are bound to make mistakes so failures will come but that will give you the prize of what you have learned. Even if it may be a very small prize, it is very significant and important because you are amazing and deserving to learn and grow just as everyone else is. Please have appropriate action for anything that you know is wrong. Try and find professional or trusted help. Anything that seems bad or wrong in your life right now will get better. Please don't do what is wrong, fighting back and harming others will not solve the problem. Please understand that and do the good thing. It will one day come back to you. The people in the world are so much more than what we know about them, not everyone opens up about the beautiful things and acts they have witnessed, not all those amazing doings are acknowledged. There is more to people than it seems. Please understand that and know that. If you feel like no one cares about you, know that I care about you. Keep your head up high and never give up. Together, we can be a better community. Stay safe, healthy, happy, kind, understanding, positive and strong. Have a great day.
its 2024 and im listening to this, in 2017 i loved this mv when I was 7 and would always watch and listen to the song now I'm 14 realising how much I related to the song knowing I cant speak up and always have to live under my strict toxic parents rules knowing I cant be myself.
@@ace_of_cups4096 I know. I painted the sky pink in kindergarten & because I have ODD (oppositional defiant disorder), she decided I must have been purposefully defying her (I'm partially deaf and I couldn't hear her tell me to paint with cold colors), so she marched me to the Principal and demanded that I either be suspended or expelled.
omg i found this song when i was 12 and it pulled me thru bullying in sch during my final year in primary sch. i occasionally come by here and listen to this to pull thru my hard times. thank you for creating such a masterpiece annablue. this pulled me thru for 5 years right now. im 17 right now and wow. this is my fav song
This song sounds like it’s giving a moral listen: Respect your children’s individual choices, even if it’s something you don’t like or you consider dangerous.
40 year old woman, sitting back and wishing it was just a song and not how I felt most of my life. Yet, here I am, listening to it again and knowing that there's parts that shaped me into who I am now. So many feelings, thoughts, and memories here.
I discovered this song when I was like 12 😅 and now I’m 18 and I started randomly singing this song in my head in the middle of the night after not listening to it for 6 years
I remember listening to this song when I was little and related to it... But now I'm 18 and it feels more relatable now. My family won't let me do anything or even be myself. My friends have been with me by side trying to help me out as much as they can, and I thank them for always sticking by me. But all I hope now is that I can escape this hell and start my new life as myself.
I discovered this song at like 9-10, I was going thru it and the lyrics were just perfectly describing what I felt because I felt like even if I screamed it wouldn't matter or it would make things worse, this is something I couldn't describe then, but now as a 15 year old finding it again it gave me a flashback of those years and I'm just smiling at my screen realizing just how far I've gone
I don't know what to say but I love you so much I really do....when I first saw your comment....I had feelings that you're special and also a kind person ....Idk why but this is what first thing my heart said ..love you and i hope that your day will be better with my comment 🤧😢🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@@mythmage8231deseo rencarnar como una emo que sabe hacer de todo tiene las mejores notas pero aún así le hace bullying solo por como se ve por tener un frequillo por vestir de esa forma con Roma negra morada rosa o por diseñar ropa
can we stop insulting young people who feel identified to this and instead try to help? saying stuff like ''you are probably a 14 year old seeking for attention'' makes you part of the problem, don't invalidate people's feeling for something like age. You don't know them so you don't know if they are lying, instead of insulting try to help, they may be telling the truth and you wouldn't know.
I played this song for my little 8 year old sister. She vibed to the music, enjoying. Now, in a few years, she will understand the meaning behind the words, and learn the pains. I hope for the best for her and everyone out there ❤
@@mjaides8642 Sorry to hear you've been exposed to lot of stuff at such a young age. I wish you luck and hope things are better for you now/know how to better manage
As an experienced adult, this song heals. We all experience a pain no one will understand, and it is unfair to expect anyone to do as much. That is human. But what is equally human, is knowing there is at least an acknowledgment that the pain is valid. That it exists.
I remember hearing this for the first time at age 12 a little after it came out. I was going through some stuff and this song really helped. I'm 19 now and now going through different more complicated stuff and this song is still helping me. So I just want to say that things do get better, it may seem like they don't and that you're just lost. But it does get better and time truly does heal. I hope this song helps you the way it helped me.
@@jsas2047 yeah it has.. this song has been here for us. i love all of anna blue's songs but i'm most fond and connected this one as a whole.. it really helped.
It been 9 years, just open TH-cam and your song in the recommendation. This is totally bring back my memory the first time i heard this. This is so lovely
31 yr old me: still depressed, that tends to happen though when all your friends you had vanish from your life, and when you try to make new ones they are nice to start then just ignore you. You start to realize you don’t need them but at the end of the day the depression doesn’t go away,
I'm just gonna take a moment to be thankful of how accepting my parents always were while I was a teen. They gave me space, never criticised the way I dressed (unless we were going out somewhere nice and they wanted to me tidy up, but then the style was still my choice, as long as I was clean and presentable) let me follow my own passions, listened when I had issues, and never questioned it if I just came home from school and wanted a hug. They didn't push me to talk if I didn't want to, they didn't say I had bad friends, and they didn't force me to be like them. They did all this, because they know that if they tried to force their own ideals onto me, I would only push back. They would have only severed our connection, and left me stranded and without any support. My dad had a very hypocritical father, and inevitably my dad pushed back, and now his relationship with his parents and siblings is very strained. So, they gave me room to work my own things out, but always kept a close eye if I was going too far in a bad direction, and were always there when I wanted to talk. My mum helped me overcome bullying in grade 8, and encouraged me to be confident in myself. She encouraged any interest I had, be it music, art, any sort of sports, whatever. She let me draw skulls to my hearts content, because it was something I found fascinating and she didn't want to make it any big taboo thing. It was just a drawing. It didn't have to define me. When I went vegetarian at 14, they never questioned it, and even changed their lifestyle to include more vegetarian or vegan meals, so that I could join family dinners still. I'm sorry that so many of you had bad parents, but I think we can all learn from their bad example, and make the lives of the future generations so much better.
I agree i a have a toxic mom and no longer have a father. And once i turn 18 i do plan on getting a stable job and moving out so maybe i can fullfil my dreams and make the world a better place. And as bad as my mom is ive learnt what not to be when i get older.
Lyrics : I'm caught up in your expectations You're trying to make me live your dream But I'm causing you so much frustration And you only want the best for me You wanted me to show more interests To always keep a big bright smile Be that pinky little perfect princess But I'm not that type of child And this storm is rising inside of me Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide? It's getting harder to breathe It hurts deep inside Just let me be Who I am It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me But I can't break free So I cry and cry but just won't get it out The Silent Scream Tell me why you're putting pressure on me And everyday you cause me harm That's the reason why I feel so lonely Even though you hold me in your arms Wanna put me in a box of glitter But I'm just trying to get right out And now you're feeling so so bitter Because I let you down And this storm is rising inside of me Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide? It's getting harder to breathe It hurts deep inside Just let me be Who I am It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me But I can't break free So I cry and cry but just won't get it out The Silent Scream Can't you see how I cry for help Cause you should love me just for being myself I'll drown in an ocean Of pain and emotion If you don't save me right away Just let me be Who I am It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me But I can't break free So I cry and cry but just won't get it out The Silent Scream My Silent Scream
I discovered Anna Blue in my late 20's her music spoke to my soul of teen angst and a fellow soul in pain 8 years later I rediscovered her music I am older and wiser now but I still love how her music takes me back to fun memories
When I first heard this song I was I like oh it talks about parents wanted to make they children prefect. But they don't understand not everyone can be perfect. But now I listen back this song. I understand it very clearly now. Parents wanting they children to fulfill they want not caring about what the child is feeling if the child is liking it or not. And it making the child feel very sad and lonely. The only thing child want is for they parent to see for who they are and let them do what makes them happy. I am going though a situation like this right now.......
I was 19 when this came out. Now I'm 27. It's been on my quick-access songs list ever since. I love this song, (and Damiens' version, too!) because it reminds me that others feel like this too, so I'm not alone in that and I CAN get rolling again no matter what. Truly beautiful music.
I'm glad to hear I'm not the only soon to be 27 y. old who was 19 when this song got out 🥲 felt lonely in this sea of very young adults in the comments
The last time I listened to this was years ago, when I related a bit too much. I'm happy to report that I've come back and that era of my life has ended...it's therapeutic to be listening to this song again and not feeling the same sting like when I was in that bad place. I've come really far. I hope the same for all of you
Hello, how are you all? If you need someone to listen, someone to talk to, or a friend. I am here to talk, listen, and be a friend. I hope you are safe and well. I am very sorry for anything that seems bad that may have happened in your life. Know that you are amazing and have rights as a human. I want you to know that you are incredible and are capable of wonders. What matters is your inside, not your exterior. Love yourself and cherish yourself. Words cannot explain how astonishing you are. You deserve care, love, and happiness, don't let anything make you feel otherwise. You may or you may not think that you are a failure but you are not, we are humans and we are bound to make mistakes so failures will come but that will give you the prize of what you have learned. Even if it may be a very small prize, it is very significant and important because you are amazing and deserving to learn and grow just as everyone else is. Please have appropriate action for anything that you know is wrong. Try and find professional or trusted help. Anything that seems bad or wrong in your life right now will get better. Please don't do what is wrong, fighting back and harming others will not solve the problem. Please understand that and do the good thing. It will one day come back to you. The people in the world are so much more than what we know about them, not everyone opens up about the beautiful things and acts they have witnessed, not all those amazing doings are acknowledged. There is more to people than it seems. Please understand that and know that. If you feel like no one cares about you, know that I care about you. Keep your head up high and never give up. Together, we can be a better community. Stay safe, healthy, happy, kind, understanding, positive and strong. Have a great day.
I started listening to this song this year, and It's so relatable. "Silent Scream" describes the way I've felt for years. The first time I heard it, I wanted to cry. Thank you for making this song.
I just realized I have ever said it and u made me realize I was getting bullied in my head.. no wonder why I cried at night hiding it ,no one ever knows that I cried at night sometimes...
Or when you got bullied in every possible way, and your parents don't even listen. I was kind of traumatized from when I was like 7 and they said "They stopped right? What is the problem then?!"
I remember finding this song when I was around 13. It really spoke to me back then because I was just acting for my family that I was fine and just trying to be their perfect little princess fearing all the concequenses (and rightfully so since everything I did that wasn't like they wanted I would get yelled at or punished). Now in a couple of months I'll be 20 and am in college but am failing my classes due to not having enough time to be able to really make my assignments (I've always been slower than the average human) which I absolutely hate cause I really feel at home there since there are people there who are more like me and for the first time in my life I felt like I wasn't always alone and that people understood me. I noticed that when I was away from home I also had a lot less sad feelings and not having the fear of being judged of how I am and dress. Suddely having this song in my for you page was quite a nostalgia trip since well it's been almost 7 years ago since I found it and I still love it a lot 💜
10 y.o. me🤝15 y.o. me Vibing and living my emotions through the lyrics of this song Thank you for keeping my 10 y.o. self alive,i REALLY appreciate this
@@windcrystal1349 "Live through everything that I've been through then try to judge me" would be the right translation (not trying to be rude or anything your translation was amazing too just tryna correct it a lil bit
yeah i once dreamed of having a normal life. dreams exist to be shatered in my case and it doesnt matter how much you try to push through. even if you dont want it you do need help
I'm 15. I used to be bullied at school by my classmates and teachers. I am the least favorite child. I never had anybody to talk. I prayed to die ever since I was six. I have anxiety issues and I flinch/ cry alot. Sometimes I have extreme breakdowns just because of my father. He may not realise it but his words are tearing me apart and I hate him for that. I don't want to appear weak infront of him but I can't help it. I hate my mom for always taking his side
@@syyedabareem1394 i understand you, i was bullied too. I have both mom and dad issues. It's been hard keeping everything inside and cry ourselves to sleep. But the willingness to change is all yours. Right now even when i'm changing, my hatred for those who have hurt me in the past still tortured me. It's a long journey about healing ourselves. Don' t give up ok and you can talk to me if you want.
@@16tranhuynhbaongoc29 Thank you so much. It truly means alot. Your life is alot more harder then mine you are the most strongest person I've ever talked to.
@@miui_burrito9203 I'm convinced you'll get there! What's the problem? Are you scared what people will think and say about you? I used to be too. Sometimes people tell me how brave I am for dressing how I want. "I could never do that", they say, and "I'm not confident enough." But actually, dressing this way MAKES me confident. When you really like yourself, nothing gets to you. Yes, assholes may yell "EMO" and "VAMPIRE" after you, but if you love yourself like this, why care? What I'm trying to say is: Get to the point where you're just 100% okay with yourself. (Drastically changing your hair is a good start, at least it was for me) Your body is just a vessel and you can design it however you like it. And if money's the problem: I'm not rich either. No goth bought a whole new wardrobe one day. You kind of start collecting stuff over the years. I learned that with the right shoes, accessories and hairstyle, the most simple T-shirt looks hella punk rock :) Also, thrift stores!! I once bought a gothic coat that originally costed more than 100$ for only 20$. No joke. I hope you'll find your path. Sending love 💕 (And sorry for writing so much)
Min Racha wow thx your text really gave me boost and had good arguments. Yes I’ll try to be more confident. I was always a bit shy but I really feel like myself when I’m dressed like that. It’s like I’m really myself and not acting like a different person. I just always thought that those 100% would never come so I didn’t try to change a lot. And no it’s totally fine your text was so long. It shows that you also went through a lot and had a lot to say. Thank that really made my day and that was something I needed today 💕 :)
@@miui_burrito9203 I'm so happy I could help a little! Learning how to love ourselves really is a journey, and it might never end. I'll think of you the next time I'm unsure if I should put on my platform boots ;)
"I drown in an ocean, of pain and emotion" In other words, the comment section? In all seriousness, this song explains my relationship with my parents pretty well. I love it so much, and whenever we get in a fight and it leaves me crying, this is always the song I go to. You're an amazing artist, Anna, keep up the incredible work!!
Same this song explains when I was with my parents but my bff was around the corner one day I ran to her house and when they called the cops I told them what happened so now I'm with my bff
x random panda x I'm so happy to hear that you got out of there! It really sucks that your parents treated you like that :/ I'm glad you're in a better situation
@@chaoticconfusion8759deseo rencarnar en esta animación como una emo que sabe hacer de todo tiene las mejores notas es la mejor amiga de Zoe tiene múltiples habilidades entre ellas viajar por mundos
I know it's not the intended message, but I've started to go nonverbal with increasing frequency, and this song has become really special to me. I found it years ago and loved it but now it's becoming so much more special to me, thank you.
2 years ago, I always listen to this song everyday. I stopped because I get tired of something so easily. Now I decided to check this out again I literally am crying inside now. This is such a beautiful song ❤
The “That’s the reason why I feel so lonely, even though you hold me in your arms” really hits hard and is probably the most relatable line in this song for me even though I can relate to the whole song
Same. I love my mom to death and she loves me too I know that for sure, but she just doesn’t understand me at all. She always tells me “you can always talk to me” or “tell me if I’m not being very nice I’ll try and be better” but wherever I try and tell her something she down plays it, gets upset with me and it turns into a lecture, or anything that makes me feel worse. I have never met anyone in my life who understands me so I feel you
everybody is talking about their highschool feels or their depression. But can we please talk about the amazing artwork, character design and story? and also the amazing singing edit: HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T REALIZE ALL THE LIKES TYSM GUYS!
I felt so alone in my middle school days but when this song dropped it was so comforting to hear. Now I’m 19 and I can safely say I still love it and it hits home 💚
There are a lot of people like you in the world, lonely (in school days), and hmm, it turns out that thanks to such a statement, you are a force that everyone takes into account. Generally, there is always someone in school who likes you but is too shy.
5 year old me not understanding what they're talking about even tho now's English:🤪 Me now a 7 year old and understanding everything:What? make the world a better place!
This song has never described me before. But... today, I realized that I'll never be enough. Most parents would be proud of a B+ student. At least, that's what I've heard. This is the lowest that my grades have ever dropped. In my school, the days are flexible. You can take your two weekend days whenever you want. I took mine Wednesday and Thursday, this week. I reached my halfway point in my classes, and wanted to take a break. We had just gotten a new season of my favorite show, so I went up to ask my dad if we could watch an episode during my break. He asked if I had any classes that should have been done before today. I didn't know how to answer, so I said "technically, yes." He started asking me (again) why I suddenly had lower expectations for myself. Why suddenly the "bare minimum" was enough for me, now. I didn't know how to respond. I had told him already that it was only because I had already taken my weekend days. I was only _technically behind._ But I couldn't explain. I turned away, and started to head back to my room. I tried to say that I should never have come up and asked. I should have stuck to the plan, even though I was an hour ahead of schedule. it came out as the tiniest of whimpers. I started to cry. I called my dog, but that meant that I had to look back over in his direction. He sounded... almost disgusted that I was crying over this. Mom tried to explain to him. We both calmed down. We watched a couple of episodes. I went back to my room. In between episodes, when I had brought the subject back up, he had told me that it was in the past, and that i should stay in the present. I can't do that. I don't know if it's just the fact that I'm a teenager, or my mental disorder(s), but I can't do that. If I'm not doing something else right then, then I am thinking - either I'm in my head movie, or I'm dwelling on the past. I started up my playlist. When it got to _Wanderer's Lullaby,"_ I decided knew that that wasn't what I needed right then. I started searching my playlist for _something_ that would feel... _right_ for me then. I landed on this. Thank you, whoever wrote this, and whoever put it on TH-cam. I don't know if they're the same person or not, but _thank you._ I needed this.
I understand what you said because I have the same problem!!! This is his sister saying this!! I'm glad I'm not the only one who is dealing with this same problem!!!! I am so grateful that you said that!!! I couldn't put all of that in my own words because I don't want people at my school seeing what I post because I don't want them to laugh at me because I don't say what I think in my head. I am afraid that they would bully me and make me feel like I don't belong in the world. But, I feel relieved when I listen to this song!!! I can listen to this song for hours on end!!!
Honestly, most parents would prefer to have an A+ student, but some kids who have straight A's their whole life have more strict rules, because that is the only grade the parent had ever known from their kid. Like, maybe if you were straight A student and your parents thought you were giving up on school. I hope your dad isn't yelling at you or anything though, because usually parents don't do that. But if he isn't yelling maybe he just thought you were giving up, and I think he probably cares for you and your future. If this is not the case though, and he lost his emotional control or something, you should see someone about it. I myself gave up for my grades on like 2nd-6th grade because I didn't think school was worth it. My parents never cared because they didn't really expect any better from me, though now that I have been keeping my grades up, they get worried when they drop. Though, good job with your grades! I have a hard time keeping my grade at an A because well, I didn't really pay attention for 2nd through 6th grade, so... what do you expect? I'm trying to keep my grades up though. Dont really know what I'm commenting on this for, I was just listening to this ringtone song thing that Anna made when I was like 6 and I ended up here so..
Parents should be proud, but I can unfortunately relate. My mom not only got disapppinted when my grades dropped, she would take away privileges and try to make me listen to lectures about why it was ok. She pushed me to cheat, into depression, and eventually insane, and I mean that more literally than I care to describe. I associated my entire worth as a person to those little a's, b's, and c's. It was a dark time...
I just found this song and it really hit me. None of my family is aware that I am suicidal. If they knew, they would only say that I am seeking attention. They would never ask me why I feel this way. I can never let out the silent scream no matter how hard I try. Listening to the song just now, I found that I am not alone in how I am feeling. Thank you for writing and performing this song. It's amazing
Don't worry there are probably thousands of people you can talk to on the internet that will help you get through this.Always remember you are your own person and you are a legend and you are not alone.Keep fighting!🙏
Holy crap dude, I am so sorry. I know it probably sounds cliché and overused but I really do mean it. I am not trying to pity you but I just always have a need to hug people who are going through depression. It's a weird habit I know and I'm trying to drop it. I see that this comment was a few months ago so I hope you are doing better. Stay safe and remember that you are not alone. There is always at least one other person in the world who is going through a similar problem. Stay safe during these lasting times ♥♥
I knoe this comment was 2 months ago but i feel the same they think that. Im seeking attention when im really not i really want to be freee from the pain im just a child im just so hurt because they dont understand how much pain i am in im trying to be myself i really hide the pain and it just hurts so bad
This song fit me a lot as a teen. Now, my screams aren't silent anymore. They've been forced to listen. And they finally understood the pain I had to endure as a gifted child who gave up on myself after years of abuse. Doesn't mean the pain has stopped, but now at least their ears have been opened. Maybe some day their hearts will too.
School: your not gonna pass just give up parents: how do you have stress and depression when you don’t even do anything but be on that phone?! Friends: you don’t have it bad as i do music: i understand, we’ll get through life together
Childhood song, though sadly now I can relate to it. I feel like no one understands me, but I don’t have any friends whom I can rely on. “So I cry and I cry- but just won’t get it out”- those lines hit home for me. I’m constantly being put to be someone I don’t want to be, and get my feelings dismissed as a joke or “dramatic”, so I started dismissing them too by crying every night and faking a smile. ((Not venting, just sharing my views on how this song can really get to people))
Sorry to hear that you should be able to be who you want to be and express your feelings and be understood. Someone out there will enter into your life as a friend that you can rely on and stand by you
Teacher: The task was a flower painting.. Zoe: There is a flower! Teacher: Yes, but.. ITS TOO GREATLY DRAWN! I demand for your parents to see this amazing art! Zoe: *surprised pikachu meme*
ive been listening to this song for years and have never watched this music video and to me it just completly allowed me to understand what this song was actually about in a sense.
This song is pure gold no matter how many time passes, Anna's voice is super sweet and fits perfect to the calm/sad tone of the song. Love it and I usually return to hear it.
Although this comment might be lost in thousands, I just wanted to let you know that this song made me smile when I wanted to cry so many times. It’s not exactly the same situation, but it says everything I’m not able to
Sarah Samlali Yeah, I just saw 😊 I’m glad she saw my comment, but I didn’t expect this to get so many likes, nor for this to be seen and liked by her as well. So thank you
Thank you for this song Anna it always makes me feel better when nobody understands me, when I'm feeling suicidal, or when I get called "disgusting" for being Bisexual, this song always helps me get through hard times no matter what, thanks for helping me through this journey called life, through homophobism, family problems, suicidal intentions/thoughts, and alot more
Dental Hygiene MSP I hate when people call Bi or gay people disgusting and I'm sorry that people have called you that... I was once bullied in the 3rd grade by someone in my class and the teacher sided with the bully and called me weak for not standing up for myself.. but I've always been kinda shy and lack confidence.. and now I'm 18 and nothing has changed.. my only friends are those that live to far away and I rarely leave the house by myself..
If you wonder why some comments are missing: I delete comments where the thread goes out of hand and people start to attack each other on many different levels. Here's not the place to mass-attack some people- no matter how stupid you think they are. I will also delete slurs- especially the homophobic or racial ones. If you can't keep up basic manners don't complain when your comment is gone.
Considering the topic of the song it's amazing how many people literally attack each other for no reason. You'd think there was a common sense of "let's stick together", so please try to be a bit more considerate.
Thanks for making this awesome song :) everytime when i listen at i feedl me better and not the only one :D i don't get why there are people who act like that and bein racist whats wrong wuth being 'differend'?
Yes, Izera is right, and i like the voice .
Hi Anna 😀 thaks to you and all people who help you to get out such an amaaaaazing😁
song .. Thaaaaanks to you all . words are unable to explain how much i thank you 🙆, i love this song 💖and i love your manners 🙈 you're a respectable person ✒ wish you the best of all the world could give 🍭. sorry I'm talktive 😅😶
+Alshaymaa gamal Hamad you have totally right 😊 lots of respect for anna ☺
sad to say this but this is my life 😢😢😢
Im currently 16 years old. I found this song 5 years ago when i was 11. This was such a nostalgia kickback im literally in tears
+++((
@@masori06 tf
Yeah I remember finding this when I was 13 also five years ago and listening to this at after-school lol
@@BimberlyBubanne yo tambien me siento de esta manera
@strlet deseo rencarnar como una emo que siempre es la emjor en todo jamas se quita su parche
these song randomly coming back in my home page after years
I searched for it😎
YESSSS
same here
Me too?
Real
This is the song we’re it all started for me my whole life changed after this song this song means a lot to me this was the first song I ever found by myself
Omg brownie did not expect to see you here!!!
Hi brownie! :D 💕💕
Hiii
This song means a lot too me too
brownie, you know you can talk to us as well. as you always say that we're not alone, and that we should vent in your comments, you try your best to comfort everyone, but you're forgetting we are here for you as well. you can talk to us as well, we'll listen and understand you. because I might just understand how much it sucks to feel alone, I may not know your past, or your pain or what you're going through. but I know one thing for sure. that you're here for us, and we're here for you. so talk to us if you're also feeling down.
As a child, whenever I would listen to this song, I would always cry anf think about how much I wanted to at least have friends, like she has.
I love how this was posted 10 minutes ago 😭
yes! like i love the song but it makes me feel so lonly
Sometimes, it's _literally_ impossible to find people like yourself😭
@@MusicInthMaking49 nah my friend and i have so much in commonits creepy
@sonjacole4688 Ugh, that compatibility 😭
This song just unlocked my childhood memories, oh my god
Omg same
Frr
Well this song is related to my life
OMG YES
Oh my god me too😭😭
At least she has amazing friends that loves her for who she is ♡
Ya your right
Lucky her.
Some people don't even have this...
@Ahmed malaki They don't exactly want her to stop acting like one, rather give up her personality and force her into something she ain't it nor want to be.
Ya ,real life friends are the worst enemies you'll ever have , can't even trust your own shadow these days
This song: **exists**
Me, a 27 year old grown woman: **high school feels intensify**
It’s not only brings back memories, this pretty much how I felt as Foster child who wants to connect so bad, but my foster parents were...they weren’t always there for me: they would jump to conclusions when something goes awry, stick to their stubbornness-I couldn’t properly cope as the once hurt me so bad as a child that our relationship was dysfunctional since than
Not to mention they find ways to “manipulate” me to keep me in their family when I wanted to know more about my biological family -which with the information they knew, they mostly talk sh** about them. It wasn’t until recently I found out it wasn’t true, it was the extended family that screwed up one way or another
Same! Also a 27 year old women here , heard this song for the first time and sooo many high school feelings came back
28 year old man. Yep....
Just like that
I’m 20 but same
8 years later and it’s still popping up in my recommended
I just found this song and I now wanna enter my emo era faster than usual
Bu şarkı çok şey ifade ediyor bana 😢
I discovered this song when I was 10 (yes I was so young) , now I'm 17 and I'm still vibing on it , my heart still beats like drum
SAME FR
SAME LMAOO
i was 16 when i discovered this. Now im 16
SAME, it had me in a total choke hold. 17 now and I've become reobsessed with this song
BRO SAME OML
It's a new year and this song is still making me cry no matter what😭
Try try but never cry
i cant even feel anymore after this song, i lost all emotions
:(
God Bless! ✝️ (Lord Jesus is coming back soon, be ready!) - IL SIGNORE GESÙ STA PER ARRIVARE, SIATE PRONTI!
same
5 years ago: cried with this song
Today: Still crying :)
same here lol
haha, same
Respect your RM profile 😫
Your cries for 5 years straight?? O-O Props my dude
Bahaha I can't
0:35 when i was 10 and watched this for the first time, i didn't understand the bandages. i'm 16 now with a past in sh and i think its crazy how i'm back watching this video except i actually understand it now. but anyways i'm good now and glad i'm still here
I know that feeling. I always assumed then that they were an odd fashion choice, now i know better. Kinda wish i didn't, but we don't live backwards, eh?
@@jeromefrew9619 what do they mean?
@@emeraldherobrine1464self injury
Dang, I remember this song back when I was a depressed and suicidal teen at ages 13-16. I’ve definitely come a long way since then and I’m really happy that I can finally listen to this, enjoy it and not feel like I relate to almost all the lyrics.
I’m so glad life’s gotten better for you now, and I’m proud and happy that you stayed here on Earth
So happy for you! it’s so amazing that you’ve moved on from that part of your life
I started listening to this when I was I wanna say 8- I'm 14 now and I'm trying but its not getting better... but comment like yours give me hope
Congrats!
I am going through depression and i wish to have a same day as you one day.
“She seems fine, she’s always cracking jokes.”
The kid inside:
I relate to this in my soul.😖
cu
Me, someone who uses humor to hide my emotions: 👾
👀
👄
Every cell of my body relates to this right now I am just tranna control my tears sitting near my family
Relate.
This song has me in tears. It reminded me of the first real friend I made who took her own life 14 years ago at the young age of 14 years old. She struggled with depression, and wanting to be loved and was relentlessly bullied. I miss her dearly and she is the reason I got my first phone, and job. I never got to say goodbye to her, and it has been tearing me apart for years. Kaeley will forever be in my head and in my heart. Love you Kales, and I hope we see each other again.
That is so sad. I'm soooo sorry for your loss. Rest In Peace to your friend and I'm hoping you're doing alright
Don't worry you'll see them again
Sending you lots of love ❤️❤️❤️
i'm sooo soorryyy for your loss
may she rest in peace
I'm sorry for your loss, May God bless her a good life in heaven 🙏🏾
Sorry to hear that, God be with you.
Who still watching and hearing this in 2024? 🥺 (It's really makes me feel nostalgic!)
I am
Yep
Right there with ya
Join the club
Me! I was playing ever after high dress up games and heard this song it brought me back
5 years later and this hits so different. i feel like i actually understand it now and that makes me happy, but at the same time it's kinda sad that after years and years of listening to this absolute jam i only now actually cry because of it. growing up is weird.
Cringe lol
@@whut6144 why tho?
It matches up to my feelings at this point which is what makes an even greater song than I originally thought
@@nikkiediangelo5854 yea exactly
Felt the same way
I remember being in a bad place back when I first listened to this song at 13, I'm 19 now and feeling much better. If you are a teen, just know you are not alone. Growing up can be difficult and confusing at times but you'll be just fine. Work hard, take care of yourself and don't forget to have some fun along the way!
I'm turning 19 tomorrow, and I'm feeling worse than ever, I'm completely lost with no direction, and I don't have anyone to help me, and my mom just pushes me more and more, but she doesn't see that I won't I will be able to do this without understanding and help.
@@karolineakhyra.3292 Heya I'm alot older. Life is a struggle. Be yourself and aim for what you want to be. Keep genuine people in your life and do what makes you happy. It does seem like a struggle but everything will make sense one day .the main thing enjoy yourself .have fun and enjoy what you like doing. Keep people around you who have a great and posertive vibe around. True friends will be there for you. Just remember your not on your own and please don't let life get you down. One day life will click and you will be like wow ,but until then enjoy yourself. Parents really never understand what Wego through at all. They want the best for us but it sometimes doesn't feel like that to us. You will find later in life or even round the corner there are some people who are genuine and awsome it's random how they come into our lives but they do .your not on your own .hope you had a fantastic bday and it will get better for you
@@drewpearce7773 Thank you so much for the comforting words of support, it really made me feel better, you are a good person and will definitely be rewarded for it.
Hello, how are you all? If you need someone to listen, someone to talk to, or a friend. I am here to talk, listen, and be a friend. I hope you are safe and well. I am very sorry for anything that seems bad that may have happened in your life. Know that you are amazing and have rights as a human. I want you to know that you are incredible and are capable of wonders. What matters is your inside, not your exterior. Love yourself and cherish yourself. Words cannot explain how astonishing you are. You deserve care, love, and happiness, don't let anything make you feel otherwise. You may or you may not think that you are a failure but you are not, we are humans and we are bound to make mistakes so failures will come but that will give you the prize of what you have learned. Even if it may be a very small prize, it is very significant and important because you are amazing and deserving to learn and grow just as everyone else is. Please have appropriate action for anything that you know is wrong. Try and find professional or trusted help. Anything that seems bad or wrong in your life right now will get better. Please don't do what is wrong, fighting back and harming others will not solve the problem. Please understand that and do the good thing. It will one day come back to you. The people in the world are so much more than what we know about them, not everyone opens up about the beautiful things and acts they have witnessed, not all those amazing doings are acknowledged. There is more to people than it seems. Please understand that and know that. If you feel like no one cares about you, know that I care about you. Keep your head up high and never give up. Together, we can be a better community. Stay safe, healthy, happy, kind, understanding, positive and strong. Have a great day.
Omg thank you this made me tear up and suspect about taking over dose
Everyone listened to this when they were younger and vibed to the music. Now we’ve grown up and understand the words
IKRR
Ikk I first listened to this 5 years ago and just relate to it now
@@CookieCat-gp9cq i know2right
The Theme song of Puberty and the self-discovery phase.
FRRRR
its 2024 and im listening to this, in 2017 i loved this mv when I was 7 and would always watch and listen to the song now I'm 14 realising how much I related to the song knowing I cant speak up and always have to live under my strict toxic parents rules knowing I cant be myself.
Your parents love you, don't misunderstand
I'm really sorry I didn't know @@Hasna_kohestani
This is so Real 😭😭
@@Toomy- ??
The teacher in this: gets mad because its not just a flower
My high school art teacher: cries in happiness when anyone goes beyond expectation
B.V. Hale amen
And then there's my kindergarten teacher who tried to suspend me, because I painted the sky pink
@@rachelradloff4079 wtf...!?!?!?
@@ace_of_cups4096 I know. I painted the sky pink in kindergarten & because I have ODD (oppositional defiant disorder), she decided I must have been purposefully defying her (I'm partially deaf and I couldn't hear her tell me to paint with cold colors), so she marched me to the Principal and demanded that I either be suspended or expelled.
I made sure to make a Kindergarten cult after that incident just to spite her.
omg i found this song when i was 12 and it pulled me thru bullying in sch during my final year in primary sch. i occasionally come by here and listen to this to pull thru my hard times. thank you for creating such a masterpiece annablue. this pulled me thru for 5 years right now. im 17 right now and wow. this is my fav song
The same thing for me
It helped me through me being bullied
Hope you are better away from the bullies 💛💛
This is wholesome
Yes is so real
Same thing happened to me
Same thing happened to me
This song sounds like it’s giving a moral listen: Respect your children’s individual choices, even if it’s something you don’t like or you consider dangerous.
Second moral listen : Parents aren't friends. :)
Koneg ! Parents can be your friend lmao. It depends.
wait what would be considered dangerous by parents that is actually okay to do?
@@OnyxAmadeus Most likely things like exploring abandoned places or stuff
But if you have five years and you are playing with matches, I think your parents will obviously freak out
40 year old woman, sitting back and wishing it was just a song and not how I felt most of my life. Yet, here I am, listening to it again and knowing that there's parts that shaped me into who I am now.
So many feelings, thoughts, and memories here.
13 years old me: I don't understand this song, but the video is nice
18 years old me: Oh...
Well same...cuz Idk english but I love the song
I'm 13 and ......
WTF SAMEE
im just 13 maybe ..im too young :D
Same
I discovered this song when I was like 12 😅 and now I’m 18 and I started randomly singing this song in my head in the middle of the night after not listening to it for 6 years
27 now and still listening since 2016
i missed my emo eraaa mannnn😭😭😭
So real 😭 2024 February 28 im bck
@@Thasnessaong I come back to that song every once in a while to go back to my childhood self
Me and I’m now 21
I loved this as an emo 15 year old, I'm 22 and still love it now!
me too
i'm 24 and me too
Omg me too 😆 i'm 19
I still love this too!
Never been an emo, but have liked this since my teens and like it in my twenties. Also, nice Mew icon, God be with you.
I remember listening to this song when I was little and related to it... But now I'm 18 and it feels more relatable now. My family won't let me do anything or even be myself. My friends have been with me by side trying to help me out as much as they can, and I thank them for always sticking by me. But all I hope now is that I can escape this hell and start my new life as myself.
Umarım kendin olursun
I discovered this song at like 9-10, I was going thru it and the lyrics were just perfectly describing what I felt because I felt like even if I screamed it wouldn't matter or it would make things worse, this is something I couldn't describe then, but now as a 15 year old finding it again it gave me a flashback of those years and I'm just smiling at my screen realizing just how far I've gone
im happy youve made it so far :D even if im just an internet stranger LOL
@@cloudbrooks desearía ser como ella si me fuera posible rencarnar pido ser ella la chica a la cual le jure lealtad eterna y jure vengar
same
@@tsukino_TenTen también quisieras rencarnar
@@tsukino_TenTen si te preguntas quien es esa chica pues es uruka chan si se que no tiene nada que ver con esta cancion
"and it's torturing me, but I can't break free" God I felt that.
🍦
me too right now, i just want to cry, but luckyfuly i met some online friends who know how i feels and supported me
@@karinariupassa5416 same here, so i guess we both felt the same way
Let’s have some gurgers
me to
it's crazy to think i used to think i was depressed listening to this when i was in grade 5 but now I'm actually depressed LMAO
Yyup it do be like that
shhhh. We're the same. Up until now. :)
I don't know what to say but I love you so much I really do....when I first saw your comment....I had feelings that you're special and also a kind person ....Idk why but this is what first thing my heart said ..love you and i hope that your day will be better with my comment 🤧😢🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Shhhhhh same here
SAME OMG
This song still hits me like back on 2015. Ana's voice is precious and too sweet 🖤🖤🖤
At the end somehow I heard
"my silence cream" lol
:0 hello my bias.
oh hey KIMK
omg KiMi_RO ur here:v
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Omg hi KiMi_RO :D
This hit hard in middle school, and now it hits even harder lowkey 😔✌
Forreal.
@@mythmage8231deseo rencarnar como una emo que sabe hacer de todo tiene las mejores notas pero aún así le hace bullying solo por como se ve por tener un frequillo por vestir de esa forma con Roma negra morada rosa o por diseñar ropa
remember
can we stop insulting young people who feel identified to this and instead try to help? saying stuff like ''you are probably a 14 year old seeking for attention'' makes you part of the problem, don't invalidate people's feeling for something like age. You don't know them so you don't know if they are lying, instead of insulting try to help, they may be telling the truth and you wouldn't know.
Exactly you don't even know their age if people identify with this and need help just give them help
AGREED
It sucks that you have to say this. People are so rude
Agreed
I've always hated when people did that
Im currently 11. I found this when I was 3. My parents were constantly fighting so I found peace in this song. Thank u ❤
I played this song for my little 8 year old sister. She vibed to the music, enjoying. Now, in a few years, she will understand the meaning behind the words, and learn the pains. I hope for the best for her and everyone out there ❤
Same thing happened with my little brother. I really hope them both the best. (Love the pfp btw)
I understood this song ever since I listened to it. I had had some messed up stuff happen to me when I was 7 all I feel is pain
@@mjaides8642 Sorry to hear you've been exposed to lot of stuff at such a young age. I wish you luck and hope things are better for you now/know how to better manage
it’s not that deep… it’s a cringe song like she’ll turn 18 look back and cringe
Your comment made me think you were preparing her for teenage depression 😭
The even worse part is, that Zoe actually has friends, who understand her. I wish i had a bunch of alternative kids to hang out with like she has.
ikr
Yup, same
Yeh but I have older cousins and sisters that are alt
How’s that the worse part?
I’ll be your friend 😸
Who remembers listening to this 3 years ago and came back here😂
Mee
it's 3 am and I wanna *FEELS*
5 years
Meee lmao💀😂😂
ME 😳
As an experienced adult, this song heals. We all experience a pain no one will understand, and it is unfair to expect anyone to do as much. That is human. But what is equally human, is knowing there is at least an acknowledgment that the pain is valid. That it exists.
Thanks everybody for the TONS OF SUBTITLES I could add. You are AWESOME!
I saw the angel video and I love the book you wrote, Zoe and Anna are just like my sisters😛☺
+annablutube thank you so much for making this video thank you thank you thank you thank you
Wow this is awesome it really show the world how many people have problems in there lives keep it up 😄
G love you ANNY👍
what's your commic book app I w Ana try it
“Why can’t you be more like them”
*Acts more like them*
“Ew why are you copying them”
Edit: yall this comment was like almost 2 years ago..
So true...
facts
or "are you them??"
And "ugh stop copyingggg" :(
That's why I stopped trying to satisfy people.
I remember hearing this for the first time at age 12 a little after it came out. I was going through some stuff and this song really helped. I'm 19 now and now going through different more complicated stuff and this song is still helping me. So I just want to say that things do get better, it may seem like they don't and that you're just lost. But it does get better and time truly does heal. I hope this song helps you the way it helped me.
@Emoboy hey i hear ya and your right, if you ever need to talk you got a whole family here.
I'm almost 19 now too and still remember when it came out. Crazy how far we've come..
@@jsas2047 yeah it has.. this song has been here for us. i love all of anna blue's songs but i'm most fond and connected this one as a whole.. it really helped.
1:35 all the high school girls make fun or Front of her
On god going through some shit myself
It been 9 years, just open TH-cam and your song in the recommendation. This is totally bring back my memory the first time i heard this. This is so lovely
Mom: frick you my child’s completely fine
The child:
@@yukinayuri353 that song is just...it makes me cry my heart and soul out
LMAO STOP THIS USED TO BE MY FAV SONG
@@htshehe463 HAHAHAHS
Karen
@@dianasmile2518 Whos the Karen? If it is me I’m sorry but I was making a joke on how my mom says I’m fine but I listened to this song.
12 yr old me: *Jamming*
17 yr old me: *Depressed but still jammin*
When everything else fails, you be jammin through life. It really works 😌👌 And it'll be okay in time.
Its been 20 years, I'm 20 yrs old and I'm still depressed like what is wrong with me. 😞
@@BlackRosePasSeul thank you I really do appreciate and I hope you're too.
hope you get better, I pray for you Jesus loves you all and I do to😊
31 yr old me: still depressed, that tends to happen though when all your friends you had vanish from your life, and when you try to make new ones they are nice to start then just ignore you. You start to realize you don’t need them but at the end of the day the depression doesn’t go away,
I'm just gonna take a moment to be thankful of how accepting my parents always were while I was a teen. They gave me space, never criticised the way I dressed (unless we were going out somewhere nice and they wanted to me tidy up, but then the style was still my choice, as long as I was clean and presentable) let me follow my own passions, listened when I had issues, and never questioned it if I just came home from school and wanted a hug. They didn't push me to talk if I didn't want to, they didn't say I had bad friends, and they didn't force me to be like them.
They did all this, because they know that if they tried to force their own ideals onto me, I would only push back. They would have only severed our connection, and left me stranded and without any support. My dad had a very hypocritical father, and inevitably my dad pushed back, and now his relationship with his parents and siblings is very strained. So, they gave me room to work my own things out, but always kept a close eye if I was going too far in a bad direction, and were always there when I wanted to talk. My mum helped me overcome bullying in grade 8, and encouraged me to be confident in myself. She encouraged any interest I had, be it music, art, any sort of sports, whatever. She let me draw skulls to my hearts content, because it was something I found fascinating and she didn't want to make it any big taboo thing. It was just a drawing. It didn't have to define me. When I went vegetarian at 14, they never questioned it, and even changed their lifestyle to include more vegetarian or vegan meals, so that I could join family dinners still.
I'm sorry that so many of you had bad parents, but I think we can all learn from their bad example, and make the lives of the future generations so much better.
I wish I could relate 😭 But I'm glad you had a good upbringing.
I agree i a have a toxic mom and no longer have a father. And once i turn 18 i do plan on getting a stable job and moving out so maybe i can fullfil my dreams and make the world a better place. And as bad as my mom is ive learnt what not to be when i get older.
Bless you and your parents, you're comment made me cry a bit tho, idk why hehe
Oh yo this randomly got recommended to me again 💀 its been like 8 years now
1:51 when your just too good at drawing that you added so much detail that the main thing could not be seen
CloudEagle d
CloudEagle lol true
CloudEagle
si #porquepobre
CloudEagle
that very true i hate when they do that even tho. it was really good but do they care? no
CloudEagle I drew that and now it hangs proudly on my wall
Lyrics :
I'm caught up in your expectations
You're trying to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me
You wanted me to show more interests
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child
And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream
Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And everyday you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms
Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I let you down
And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream
Can't you see how I cry for help
Cause you should love me just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream
My Silent Scream
Thank you
The Lyrics Are In The Video.. But Yk What Idc I sometimes Don't Even Watch The Video I JUST STRAIGHT UP GO INTO THE COMMENTS LMAO
Thx!
thanks 😊
The lyrics are literally on the screen LMFAO
I’m pretty sure everyone here has listened to this song more than once.
HAHHA SAME.
Yes I have heard this song More than 10 times
Your right..
Yeah
i play it on loop
I discovered Anna Blue in my late 20's her music spoke to my soul of teen angst and a fellow soul in pain 8 years later I rediscovered her music I am older and wiser now but I still love how her music takes me back to fun memories
When I first heard this song I was I like oh it talks about parents wanted to make they children prefect. But they don't understand not everyone can be perfect.
But now I listen back this song. I understand it very clearly now. Parents wanting they children to fulfill they want not caring about what the child is feeling if the child is liking it or not. And it making the child feel very sad and lonely. The only thing child want is for they parent to see for who they are and let them do what makes them happy.
I am going though a situation like this right now.......
then hang in there, you're not alone
I think most teens are involved in the same.
More like no one is perfect.
Same. I’ve kinda given up tryna explain how I feel to my mum ngl
me too i want to be myself but my mom dont let me she is very...
I haven’t listened to this song in three years!
Person AAA same 😭 the memories came back so fast omg-
Angeł oof lol
ik it bringd back straight memories
same ;;;;;;; i still remember all the lyrics (ps: kokichi kin :0)
me too! i wasnt able to even find the song because i forgot the lyrics/song name
I was 19 when this came out. Now I'm 27. It's been on my quick-access songs list ever since. I love this song, (and Damiens' version, too!) because it reminds me that others feel like this too, so I'm not alone in that and I CAN get rolling again no matter what. Truly beautiful music.
I'm glad to hear I'm not the only soon to be 27 y. old who was 19 when this song got out 🥲 felt lonely in this sea of very young adults in the comments
@@Wolfen__almost 27 too and this song repeatedly played in my playlist during my early 20’s depression era 💔 you’re not alone
@@rinawinston815 e mi tambien de echo hasta me corto
@@rinawinston815quisiera ser Zoe cuando reviva
@@Wolfen__pronto cumpliré 18 y aún la seguiré escuchando
2:34 Can't you see how i cry for help 😢 can't imagine it's been 9 years
12 years old me doesnt even understand what this song is about.
Now I understand, I'm 16 this year.
I already understood it when I was 12
im 13 and i understand
im 12 and i understand it.....
@@miaherlina8203 im 13 now but if i heard this song a year ago i would also understand. i heard this song a week after my 13th birthday
what does it mean lmao
The last time I listened to this was years ago, when I related a bit too much. I'm happy to report that I've come back and that era of my life has ended...it's therapeutic to be listening to this song again and not feeling the same sting like when I was in that bad place. I've come really far. I hope the same for all of you
I hope years later, i will be out of this stage too. And I'm so happy for you 💜
Thank you so much
Hello, how are you all? If you need someone to listen, someone to talk to, or a friend. I am here to talk, listen, and be a friend. I hope you are safe and well. I am very sorry for anything that seems bad that may have happened in your life. Know that you are amazing and have rights as a human. I want you to know that you are incredible and are capable of wonders. What matters is your inside, not your exterior. Love yourself and cherish yourself. Words cannot explain how astonishing you are. You deserve care, love, and happiness, don't let anything make you feel otherwise. You may or you may not think that you are a failure but you are not, we are humans and we are bound to make mistakes so failures will come but that will give you the prize of what you have learned. Even if it may be a very small prize, it is very significant and important because you are amazing and deserving to learn and grow just as everyone else is. Please have appropriate action for anything that you know is wrong. Try and find professional or trusted help. Anything that seems bad or wrong in your life right now will get better. Please don't do what is wrong, fighting back and harming others will not solve the problem. Please understand that and do the good thing. It will one day come back to you. The people in the world are so much more than what we know about them, not everyone opens up about the beautiful things and acts they have witnessed, not all those amazing doings are acknowledged. There is more to people than it seems. Please understand that and know that. If you feel like no one cares about you, know that I care about you. Keep your head up high and never give up. Together, we can be a better community. Stay safe, healthy, happy, kind, understanding, positive and strong. Have a great day.
Yup thats just the way it is. You just need be who you really are. What will be, let it be. The storm not gonna last forever.
People preach individuality but judge you for the things you do to stand out.
Society: "Just be yourself!"
Also society: "No not like that."
But doesn’t that make them hypocritical in a way? Sounds that way to me anyway.
@Ethan the savage it means everybody in the world
Some people go on which side which is more popular or “better” so they don’t get attacked
True
Society:Be yourself!
Also society:Well yes, but actually no
I started listening to this song this year, and It's so relatable. "Silent Scream" describes the way I've felt for years. The first time I heard it, I wanted to cry. Thank you for making this song.
*- You laugh at me because I'm different, but I laugh at you because you're all the same.*
_- Kaneki Ken._
I used to be a huge Tokyo Ghoul stan back in the day... When the fuck has he said that ?
Yesssssssssssssss
except Hide. He's too special :'3
y e s
I Love this comment God bless you sister this is the truth💗💗💗
Lol i never heard that from Kaneki wtf
Y'know, the worst part is when you can say "I've never been bullied in my life" but the bully is inside of your head. And it never leaves
I just realized I have ever said it and u made me realize I was getting bullied in my head.. no wonder why I cried at night hiding it ,no one ever knows that I cried at night sometimes...
i can relate in a spiritual level that it hurts
Or when you got bullied in every
possible way, and your
parents don't even listen.
I was kind of traumatized from when
I was like 7 and they said
"They stopped right? What is the
problem then?!"
I didn't realize how much I actually could relate to this ;v;
cut
I remember finding this song when I was around 13. It really spoke to me back then because I was just acting for my family that I was fine and just trying to be their perfect little princess fearing all the concequenses (and rightfully so since everything I did that wasn't like they wanted I would get yelled at or punished). Now in a couple of months I'll be 20 and am in college but am failing my classes due to not having enough time to be able to really make my assignments (I've always been slower than the average human) which I absolutely hate cause I really feel at home there since there are people there who are more like me and for the first time in my life I felt like I wasn't always alone and that people understood me. I noticed that when I was away from home I also had a lot less sad feelings and not having the fear of being judged of how I am and dress. Suddely having this song in my for you page was quite a nostalgia trip since well it's been almost 7 years ago since I found it and I still love it a lot 💜
10 y.o. me🤝15 y.o. me
Vibing and living my emotions through the lyrics of this song
Thank you for keeping my 10 y.o. self alive,i REALLY appreciate this
just like me fr
I feel ya bro
"Before you judge me. Make sure you're perfect"
@No one 😂😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
''Live everything I passed through, then maybe you'll be able to judge me''
(My english isn't perfect, I know, I'm a bad transalator XD)
Ok
@@windcrystal1349 "Live through everything that I've been through then try to judge me" would be the right translation (not trying to be rude or anything your translation was amazing too just tryna correct it a lil bit
@@naziahasan5429 okay thanks you ! And you aren't rude ! It's okay to correct the others for heping ^^
10 years old: dreaming abt high school days.
16 years old: having the worst memories, anger issue, depression and listen to Anna Blue everyday.
yeah i once dreamed of having a normal life. dreams exist to be shatered in my case and it doesnt matter how much you try to push through. even if you dont want it you do need help
Same...I really thought after moving everything will stay the same...i was just 10 years old...
I'm 15. I used to be bullied at school by my classmates and teachers. I am the least favorite child. I never had anybody to talk. I prayed to die ever since I was six. I have anxiety issues and I flinch/ cry alot. Sometimes I have extreme breakdowns just because of my father. He may not realise it but his words are tearing me apart and I hate him for that. I don't want to appear weak infront of him but I can't help it. I hate my mom for always taking his side
@@syyedabareem1394 i understand you, i was bullied too. I have both mom and dad issues. It's been hard keeping everything inside and cry ourselves to sleep. But the willingness to change is all yours. Right now even when i'm changing, my hatred for those who have hurt me in the past still tortured me. It's a long journey about healing ourselves. Don' t give up ok and you can talk to me if you want.
@@16tranhuynhbaongoc29 Thank you so much. It truly means alot.
Your life is alot more harder then mine you are the most strongest person I've ever talked to.
9 years and I still relate to this.
Me when I was twelve: They're so cool I wish I could dress like that! Ugh, but sadly, that's an unachievable daydream
Me at 17:
Man It’s still unachievable for me and will probably always be
@@miui_burrito9203 I'm convinced you'll get there! What's the problem? Are you scared what people will think and say about you?
I used to be too. Sometimes people tell me how brave I am for dressing how I want. "I could never do that", they say, and "I'm not confident enough." But actually, dressing this way MAKES me confident. When you really like yourself, nothing gets to you. Yes, assholes may yell "EMO" and "VAMPIRE" after you, but if you love yourself like this, why care?
What I'm trying to say is: Get to the point where you're just 100% okay with yourself. (Drastically changing your hair is a good start, at least it was for me) Your body is just a vessel and you can design it however you like it.
And if money's the problem: I'm not rich either. No goth bought a whole new wardrobe one day. You kind of start collecting stuff over the years. I learned that with the right shoes, accessories and hairstyle, the most simple T-shirt looks hella punk rock :)
Also, thrift stores!! I once bought a gothic coat that originally costed more than 100$ for only 20$. No joke.
I hope you'll find your path. Sending love 💕
(And sorry for writing so much)
Min Racha wow thx your text really gave me boost and had good arguments. Yes I’ll try to be more confident. I was always a bit shy but I really feel like myself when I’m dressed like that. It’s like I’m really myself and not acting like a different person. I just always thought that those 100% would never come so I didn’t try to change a lot. And no it’s totally fine your text was so long. It shows that you also went through a lot and had a lot to say. Thank that really made my day and that was something I needed today 💕 :)
@@miui_burrito9203 I'm so happy I could help a little! Learning how to love ourselves really is a journey, and it might never end. I'll think of you the next time I'm unsure if I should put on my platform boots ;)
This is my style now 😝😊
"I drown in an ocean, of pain and emotion"
In other words, the comment section?
In all seriousness, this song explains my relationship with my parents pretty well. I love it so much, and whenever we get in a fight and it leaves me crying, this is always the song I go to.
You're an amazing artist, Anna, keep up the incredible work!!
Same this song explains when I was with my parents but my bff was around the corner one day I ran to her house and when they called the cops I told them what happened so now I'm with my bff
x random panda x I'm so happy to hear that you got out of there! It really sucks that your parents treated you like that :/ I'm glad you're in a better situation
@@chaoticconfusion8759deseo rencarnar en esta animación como una emo que sabe hacer de todo tiene las mejores notas es la mejor amiga de Zoe tiene múltiples habilidades entre ellas viajar por mundos
@@chaoticconfusion8759 quisiera ser zie cuando recarne tu que quieres see cuando rencarnes
My twelve year old self had pretty good taste...
Who else here for the nostalgia?
Me :(
Lmao i listend to this when i was like 8
meee TwT
My 8 year old self had taste tooxD
My ten year old has good taste
I know it's not the intended message, but I've started to go nonverbal with increasing frequency, and this song has become really special to me. I found it years ago and loved it but now it's becoming so much more special to me, thank you.
I just realized.. This can be also used for a toxic relationship :0.
Holy shit it does
Yea.
Thats how I saw it.
it certainly fits for mine.
@@addisonmoontaisho9921 bro are u okay?
Desocupada haha... i’m coping.
Okay so
Song: Perfect
Art: Beautiful
Transition: Fluid
Story: Relatable
Characters: Cinnamon Rolls
Me: addicted
Hotel: Trivago
James Madison: Wrote 29 *-(im sorry)-*
@@aggie5668 Hamilton: Wrote the other 51 (Sorry not sorry)
@@iyyapotlol I was waiting for this, and if no one else done it I would have done it myself.
@@spaceiswack3385 ah yes. The hamilton fans. Hello my peoples.
2 years ago, I always listen to this song everyday. I stopped because I get tired of something so easily. Now I decided to check this out again I literally am crying inside now. This is such a beautiful song ❤
*Suga Nics* lol me to
*Suga Nics* yep
me too :')
Yup
Agreed😪😢
Omg i just unlock a childhood memories, I have to never forget this song again
The “That’s the reason why I feel so lonely, even though you hold me in your arms” really hits hard and is probably the most relatable line in this song for me even though I can relate to the whole song
Stay strong, I wish you all the best
Same. I love my mom to death and she loves me too I know that for sure, but she just doesn’t understand me at all. She always tells me “you can always talk to me” or “tell me if I’m not being very nice I’ll try and be better” but wherever I try and tell her something she down plays it, gets upset with me and it turns into a lecture, or anything that makes me feel worse. I have never met anyone in my life who understands me so I feel you
0:41 his family look up to her
everybody is talking about their highschool feels or their depression. But can we please talk about the amazing artwork, character design and story? and also the amazing singing
edit: HOLY SHIT I DIDN'T REALIZE ALL THE LIKES TYSM GUYS!
all true i love the art
ikr! i was thinking the same thing! her drawings look sooo real!
What an artist ^^
@Ahmed malaki same!
I know right, the arts gorgeous
I felt so alone in my middle school days but when this song dropped it was so comforting to hear. Now I’m 19 and I can safely say I still love it and it hits home 💚
maybe your fat?
There are a lot of people like you in the world, lonely (in school days), and hmm, it turns out that thanks to such a statement, you are a force that everyone takes into account. Generally, there is always someone in school who likes you but is too shy.
@@GuardianW1 desearia ser como ella
Other 19 year old who also discovered this in middle school!! Hoping you're doing alright friend
@@danivee8572 I’m doing good, thank you for asking I forgot I even made a comment 8 months ago. I hope you’re doing good as well. 🍃
Found this at age 10. 7 years later still crying and listening to it
Me when I was 10 years old listening to this not understanding English
*Me now 14 understanding everything:* ohhh I can related ;)
Me in 10 years when I was listening this and understand it:
Holy sh*t world is so sad place.
u obvi dont understand english yet HAHAHHA
@@lunaaa6652 I know 😅 that was a joke, I still don't know some words 🤣
5 year old me not understanding what they're talking about even tho now's English:🤪
Me now a 7 year old and understanding everything:What? make the world a better place!
@@shavingmypiano 9..
This song has never described me before.
But...
today, I realized that I'll never be enough. Most parents would be proud of a B+ student. At least, that's what I've heard. This is the lowest that my grades have ever dropped.
In my school, the days are flexible. You can take your two weekend days whenever you want. I took mine Wednesday and Thursday, this week. I reached my halfway point in my classes, and wanted to take a break. We had just gotten a new season of my favorite show, so I went up to ask my dad if we could watch an episode during my break. He asked if I had any classes that should have been done before today. I didn't know how to answer, so I said "technically, yes."
He started asking me (again) why I suddenly had lower expectations for myself. Why suddenly the "bare minimum" was enough for me, now. I didn't know how to respond. I had told him already that it was only because I had already taken my weekend days. I was only _technically behind._
But I couldn't explain. I turned away, and started to head back to my room. I tried to say that I should never have come up and asked. I should have stuck to the plan, even though I was an hour ahead of schedule. it came out as the tiniest of whimpers. I started to cry. I called my dog, but that meant that I had to look back over in his direction. He sounded... almost disgusted that I was crying over this.
Mom tried to explain to him. We both calmed down. We watched a couple of episodes. I went back to my room. In between episodes, when I had brought the subject back up, he had told me that it was in the past, and that i should stay in the present. I can't do that. I don't know if it's just the fact that I'm a teenager, or my mental disorder(s), but I can't do that. If I'm not doing something else right then, then I am thinking - either I'm in my head movie, or I'm dwelling on the past.
I started up my playlist. When it got to _Wanderer's Lullaby,"_ I decided knew that that wasn't what I needed right then. I started searching my playlist for _something_ that would feel... _right_ for me then. I landed on this.
Thank you, whoever wrote this, and whoever put it on TH-cam. I don't know if they're the same person or not, but _thank you._
I needed this.
I understand what you said because I have the same problem!!! This is his sister saying this!! I'm glad I'm not the only one who is dealing with this same problem!!!! I am so grateful that you said that!!! I couldn't put all of that in my own words because I don't want people at my school seeing what I post because I don't want them to laugh at me because I don't say what I think in my head. I am afraid that they would bully me and make me feel like I don't belong in the world. But, I feel relieved when I listen to this song!!! I can listen to this song for hours on end!!!
@@braxtonbollig2448 I am glad that I could express what you wished you could say!
Honestly, most parents would prefer to have an A+ student, but some kids who have straight A's their whole life have more strict rules, because that is the only grade the parent had ever known from their kid. Like, maybe if you were straight A student and your parents thought you were giving up on school.
I hope your dad isn't yelling at you or anything though, because usually parents don't do that. But if he isn't yelling maybe he just thought you were giving up, and I think he probably cares for you and your future. If this is not the case though, and he lost his emotional control or something, you should see someone about it.
I myself gave up for my grades on like 2nd-6th grade because I didn't think school was worth it. My parents never cared because they didn't really expect any better from me, though now that I have been keeping my grades up, they get worried when they drop. Though, good job with your grades! I have a hard time keeping my grade at an A because well, I didn't really pay attention for 2nd through 6th grade, so... what do you expect? I'm trying to keep my grades up though.
Dont really know what I'm commenting on this for, I was just listening to this ringtone song thing that Anna made when I was like 6 and I ended up here so..
Parents should be proud, but I can unfortunately relate. My mom not only got disapppinted when my grades dropped, she would take away privileges and try to make me listen to lectures about why it was ok. She pushed me to cheat, into depression, and eventually insane, and I mean that more literally than I care to describe. I associated my entire worth as a person to those little a's, b's, and c's. It was a dark time...
@@caileyrookids Thanks
I just found this song and it really hit me. None of my family is aware that I am suicidal. If they knew, they would only say that I am seeking attention. They would never ask me why I feel this way. I can never let out the silent scream no matter how hard I try. Listening to the song just now, I found that I am not alone in how I am feeling.
Thank you for writing and performing this song. It's amazing
Don't worry there are probably thousands of people you can talk to on the internet that will help you get through this.Always remember you are your own person and you are a legend and you are not alone.Keep fighting!🙏
Holy crap dude, I am so sorry. I know it probably sounds cliché and overused but I really do mean it. I am not trying to pity you but I just always have a need to hug people who are going through depression. It's a weird habit I know and I'm trying to drop it. I see that this comment was a few months ago so I hope you are doing better. Stay safe and remember that you are not alone. There is always at least one other person in the world who is going through a similar problem. Stay safe during these lasting times ♥♥
Same, I always question whether they loved me or not.
I’m giving hints to family members I can trust, hopefully they’ll know soon to stop this pain.
Bah dis le bouffon
I knoe this comment was 2 months ago but i feel the same they think that. Im seeking attention when im really not i really want to be freee from the pain im just a child im just so hurt because they dont understand how much pain i am in im trying to be myself i really hide the pain and it just hurts so bad
miss you anna I love your songs still....I hope you stay well and remember you made a huge positive impact knowing your songs kept me alive this long
Ugh, I was trying so hard not to cry
ITS JUST TO PERFECT AAAAA
Tbh same here
This song fit me a lot as a teen. Now, my screams aren't silent anymore. They've been forced to listen. And they finally understood the pain I had to endure as a gifted child who gave up on myself after years of abuse. Doesn't mean the pain has stopped, but now at least their ears have been opened. Maybe some day their hearts will too.
School: your not gonna pass just give up
parents: how do you have stress and depression when you don’t even do anything but be on that phone?!
Friends: you don’t have it bad as i do
music: i understand, we’ll get through life together
Sadly yes...
Yessss
average bts stan.
@@celiaisdead719 🧍♂️
@Vicki Zhang I only be on the phone for music...most of the time I’m stressing myself out to do homework...
this just came up on my recommended nearly a decade later, just unlocked memories i didn't know i had
Childhood song, though sadly now I can relate to it. I feel like no one understands me, but I don’t have any friends whom I can rely on.
“So I cry and I cry- but just won’t get it out”- those lines hit home for me. I’m constantly being put to be someone I don’t want to be, and get my feelings dismissed as a joke or “dramatic”, so I started dismissing them too by crying every night and faking a smile.
((Not venting, just sharing my views on how this song can really get to people))
Sorry to hear that you should be able to be who you want to be and express your feelings and be understood. Someone out there will enter into your life as a friend that you can rely on and stand by you
yea I kinda relate too :(
I also relate to you but this song helps me go through it so I am glad I find this song
I don't even know who i am anymore not that it matters
I feel that same way tho
13 year old me I wish my friend group is like that
18 year old me I wish I had friends
I can relate to this.
Me being 17:
....I wish I didn't feel left out-
How did you read my mind?
when i was 12 all my friends are toxic :/
24 yr old me wishes i had friends to
Teacher: The task was a flower painting..
Zoe: There is a flower!
Teacher: Yes, but.. ITS TOO GREATLY DRAWN! I demand for your parents to see this amazing art!
Zoe: *surprised pikachu meme*
This is what would happen in a perfect world... but this is not a perfect world.
(silent scream intensifies)
Lol
Zoe: I'm the next Leonardo Devinci
@@jamesterstull yes
Beautyful song
ive been listening to this song for years and have never watched this music video and to me it just completly allowed me to understand what this song was actually about in a sense.
This song is pure gold no matter how many time passes, Anna's voice is super sweet and fits perfect to the calm/sad tone of the song. Love it and I usually return to hear it.
It's 1:13 am and I just remembered that exists out of nowhere
I heard this for the first time few years ago when someone used it in their Wattpad story and I looked it up cuz I liked it.
same
Same dude
Magdalena _ sane
It.s 1.17 AM and i cant sleep
Although this comment might be lost in thousands, I just wanted to let you know that this song made me smile when I wanted to cry so many times. It’s not exactly the same situation, but it says everything I’m not able to
You got I liked by her so u good 😊 you are found
...
I am in the same place!!!! This is his sister saying this!!!!
Sarah Samlali
Yeah, I just saw 😊 I’m glad she saw my comment, but I didn’t expect this to get so many likes, nor for this to be seen and liked by her as well. So thank you
Sarah Samlali I like how there is a song called you will be found it’s rlly good
Man, this was part of my childhood and I went back to it this year
FREE HUGS FOR PEOPLES THAT NEED SOME
thx
@@khansazahira7627 same take one from me too
*I need a hug, please‐*
Thanks, I really need it.^^
Thanks
Thank you for this song Anna it always makes me feel better when nobody understands me, when I'm feeling suicidal, or when I get called "disgusting" for being Bisexual, this song always helps me get through hard times no matter what, thanks for helping me through this journey called life, through homophobism, family problems, suicidal intentions/thoughts, and alot more
Dental Hygiene MSP me too
Dental Hygiene MSP same...how i feel being gender fluid and pansexual...
Dental Hygiene MSP I hate when people call Bi or gay people disgusting and I'm sorry that people have called you that... I was once bullied in the 3rd grade by someone in my class and the teacher sided with the bully and called me weak for not standing up for myself.. but I've always been kinda shy and lack confidence.. and now I'm 18 and nothing has changed.. my only friends are those that live to far away and I rarely leave the house by myself..
Dental Hygiene MSP dont let people judge you remember your special in your own way
Dental Hygiene MSP remember that us people in the comment thread and others care and that we're here for u :)
how many time i watch this and cry
1st time :cry
2nd time:cry a little harder
3rd time: cry harder
4th time: none stop cry
Selo aja bro sama kok berasal dari indonesia
Same makes me cry everytime
i used to hear this a lot as a kid, hearing it again heals me