Skillet - Would It Matter (Lyrics)
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- The second song from deluxe edition of album Awake! Enjoy
Lyrics:
V1
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anybody care
if my time was up Id wanna know
You were happy I was there
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anyone lose sleep
if I wasnt hard and hollow
Then maybe you would miss me
Pre
I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that Id like better
I can never forget, so dont remind me of it forever
Chorus
What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all
What if I just tried not to remember
Would it matter at all
All the chances that have passed me by
Would it matter if I gave it one more try
Would it matter at all
V2
if I wasnt here tomorrow would anybody care
Still stuck inside this sorrow
I got nothin and going nowhere
Post bridge
I know Im a mess and I wanna be someone
Someone that Id like better
Can you help me forget, dont wanna feel like this forever
Outro
If I left tomorrow would anybody care
Stuck in this sorrow
Going nowhere
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*A rare sight of one of the only youtube comment sections that aren't divided or fighting, but comforting another*
I don't belong here.
Not in this atmosphere.
Goodbye...
Goodbye...
Goodbye...
Rosen Danailov you belong.
1. No, I don't.
2. He has the Human album cover as his profile picture and these are part of the lyrics of the song Human from that album.
Rosen Danailov well you still belong, even if I don’t listen to enough skillet to point out song references.
@@narwhals4550 i might be wrong but i think that song is 3 days grace.
Some of us are suicidal people telling other suicidal people that suicide isn't the answer.
I love this comment.
Exactly!
Luis Vera me
Luis Vera it isn't't the answer
I love that quotes ive seen it so many times
Depression doesn't mean you can't smile
The smile is just not real...
ik what you mean
A bitter truth
Either fake, forced, or fleeting... 😕
im living that hell
Yep😔 oops I mean🙂
I think music has given me more comforting then any one person in my whole life...
If you ever need to talk to someone I'm always there. My number is 7852485711
Same,i honestly made the biggest mistake i couldve made in my life,this song is my go to,even though the deed doesnt entirely deserve comforting,and no im not specifying what I did.
Well i care about you if that means anything
I'm with u 💯 life isn't easy at my age it should be its still messing with me I been thru hell and never made it out obviously
I never dreamed my #1 girl could hurt me so bad! For what I don't know? Money? Sex? Id never sale her out for either! Too late now!
People don't weep for those who need saving, they weep for those who didn't get saved
Are you saved?
The one's that aren't saved are the ones that no one knows
This quote is sadly very accurate
Did you come up with that yourself?
Anyone can be saved. Jesus saves!
You know it sucks when you actually do try harder and the people around still don't give a fricken shit. They just point out your flaws like you're a broken or scratched up object.
+Mori Starnip It does suck.
+Mori Starnip I know my depression is from being alone i need someone
***** Yes it is i'm at the point where Gaming is boring Anime does not work nothing works anymore
***** To bad Skyrim screwed my i lost a 188 hour character to the jophets folly glitch but i love walking in the woods it helps a little i just need someone irl
***** You lost a character
as a wise man once said, "All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never know how truely broken you are inside." *sigh* Story of my life.
Very true to my life. I hate myself for so many reasons like what you just said but I continue to lie.
+The Dungon Keepers Cave Robin williams :)
this is a true statement
So true. No one will understand
Damn…the real words of wisdom hit me for real💯
The sad part is, when you try so hard and people think you aren't trying at all😭
So true
I'm so happy you're trying! ❤️
I hate that. Well, here is your official recognition of your efforts. You've done so well to make it up to this point. I know you're trying and I know you're strong, so mind trying a little longer now that someone sees it? ^^'
when you go out of your way to do small things before someone cracks and breaks, and nobody notices, its a real heartbreak.. but its understandable to some, others its harder to keep a clear mind after
Yeah. It SUCKS
Burying my Baby Boy today who passed way to early at age 19. I found this song on a playlist he made called “Sad Vibes”. He is free now from his mental and emotional anguish. I wish I could have helped him better. We are playing this at his service today and encouraging those there who need help to seek it. Depression isn’t something you can fight on your own. Please get help if you need it. Zeke had so much to offer the world but he struggled to see that. Fly High, Sweet Zeke!
Condolences to your family. God Bless you.....
Sorry for that man
@@youwantmyname9208 got home from visiting his grave about 45 minutes ago. I miss him so much. One thing that kept running through my mind was that his life seemed so futile, so short. But if people who need help, get help due to his death and these messages that will help me know that his short life had a greater impact.
The comments are always sadder than the song...
Thing is in todays world people cant afford to get that kind of help or even see it as pointless. As someome who has depression and is struggling i can tell you we are sad more often than not and that most times when we seem happy we really arnt. The signs are hard to see but honestly the best advice i can give is just keep checking up on the people you care about and let them know and show them you love them. Dont just tell them. Show them. Its very important for people with depression. Hope this helps in some way and sorry for your loss. 🖤
Am I the only one who pretends to be happy so you don't have to waste anyone's time helping you? You're not the only one my friend...
〖JƗzz〗Ne0n mmm me too.
Same
I used to do that
That's just how it goes.. you know everyone would look at you so much differently if they knew
no i do it to
Im so tired. Tired of failing, tired of hurting, tired of not mattering. Tired of not being needed or loved. Tired of this pain
The word 'tired' really resonates with me. It's not even like I could care much about the pain. It's all just getting tiresome.
Luving Life Life is all about failing. Sometimes it’s not about the severity of your failures, but the way you respond to them.
Keller Holder I breathe the pain...
Me too. I hide my pain through smiles and jokes. But I'm slowly dying inside.
@FiveNights Guy are you Okay? We'll I mean I know you're not but still😢
Depression: just do it no body would care
Anxiety: will i go to heaven or hell?
True ugh
Finally someone said it
True tho Ik id go to hell but you know what I don’t care. Worth it
That's really the only thing keeping me from doing it tbh
@@AugustZephyr me too i lost my mother and my grandmother 1 week apart and my grandfather was buried on march the 4th my birthday
If I die, don't cry , just look at the sky and say goodbye..
Omg this would make such a great tattoo. Its so beautifull. You have such a beautifull mind to write a short poem like that. I hope youre still there. Please reply. I hope youre okay. Hold on. It gets easier i promise.
Please don’t leave..
so sad
SadDepressedBoy that's sad
We're all here for you
Sometimes I want to hope for a better day
Sometimes I want to give up
Sometimes I want the world to let me die alone
Sometimes I see no point in living
I want to be saved and don't know how to
I don't think it would matter anyway
Please save me and help me
Be the better person here
I'll be praying for you, there is always hope.
Ok, here you go buddy. Hope I'm not too late. You know that everyone has bad and sad moments. And sometimes these moments last for months or even years like mine. But even when it seems that no-one cares about you, nothing matters and all hope is lost, it isn't. You can fight through anything. Nothing lasts forever. Enjoy the good things in life and don't think about the bad things, because they will get fixed someday somehow. Life goes on. If you only look at the bad side of life, you will miss everything good. Please, tell me that it's not too late. Are you actually dead? There's no use in telling you that you're special and I love you, because that's not true. I'm a random stranger on the internet who does his best to help other people, even tho sometimes I can't even help myself.
-That depressed 13 year old.
If you're still alive, then I'm glad. I don't know you, and you don't know me, but I know the desire to end your own life. It has been almost five years since I last considered taking my life into my own hands, and I promise you, I made the right decision. I don't know how to convince you to live, but I have to try. God, family, unresolved ambitions, take your pick, but you have a reason to live. Even if you don't see it every day, it's still there, like gravity. I'm begging you, don't give up! I don't know if the better day is coming tomorrow, a week from now, or years down the road, but the moment you stop searching for it, this broken world wins. Don't let that happen. Please, with all my heart, I beseech you, live. I can't save you, but I'll try. I don't know if this will help you, but I'll write it anyway. I'm almost positive I can't be the better person you need me to be, but I'll do all I can to help you see tomorrow. I don't even know if you'll read this, but please don't give up.
You matter and that's why your still alive
If you ever need someone to talk to you can find me at lana.campbell.26687
Read this if you have ever felt alone, depressed, suicidal, lost, scared, worthless, abandoned, or anything of that nature, this is for you You Are Beautiful. You Are Wanted. You Are Wonderful. Don't quit on yourself. Don't hurt yourself. You are worth the world and nobody wants to see you suffering. This is not the end. The way you feel right now will pass. Peoples minds will change. Things WILL get better. We love you and are always here for you. Do NOT do something permanent over something temporary. You're better than that. All stars need to see darkness before the light. And always remember, Don't change so people will like you. Be yourself & the right people will find and love the real you. Your own unique Mindset always trys to engage in the right ways Now read the first letter of every word You Matter! no matter what other people may say. Always know this is true. It helps. You are worth my time to write this. I do care.
Wow that was really powerful
Thank you, may you continue to use your words to bless others.
I'm literally crying as I read this. Thank you so much for this message.
Thank you true deep inspiration great work
Thank u I needed to hear this
People always yell at suicidal people because "you'll hurt others, you'll hurt them because they love you and they'll miss you" but they don't know if that's the case. What if our parents decided to actually fully abandon us? And our siblings didn't care? What if we had no friends? If there's nobody there to love us, nobody will miss us. And they tell us to pick up right back where we left off like it's the next day and boom, we're no longer depressed and the scars vanished.
But we all know we just hide the scars one day longer. Its and endless cycle of people thinking there helping us, when really they hurt us. We all have scars, but most can't see the ones we can. Suicidal people need people who understand them, to better help them.
I wish people would stop forgetting that abuse can lead to suicide.
"But your family will be so upset!" Dude, they're already angry at me for existing.
@sparaxisblanc2473 yeah mine is too
The sad thing , Is that a song is more comforting to me then the words from others. Ohh wait that's , because there are no others. The only reason why I'm keeping myself alive is the fact that if I leave I will have done nothing to change the world. I wanna leave knowing I helped, and saved other people. I wanna burn out my flame to light other flames. I don't wanna die letting the fire burn out without giving that fire to some one else. That's why I'll fight in future wars like world war three. I wanna die as a burning flame for others so until that happens I'll take the second chance.
There's always someone, somewhere. I don't even know where are you from, but hey, I'm here for you! I've been taking burdens all my life and I know how important it is to have someone beside you. I'm here.
ResenPOWER thanks man! I'm here for you too.
I know how you fell I've tried killing myself before I can't tell if either option is worth it anymore. I'm Logan btw.
@@abbazabba5289 Thank you very much, it is very important to feel like that. If you ever want to talk, open up, something like that, just know that I'll be right here, although I don't know if we can do it through TH-cam lol
@@thebeastboy1833 I know you probably heard this a million times already, but putting an abrupt end to everything is not a good solution. There's always something worth fighting for, keep going, life can be a wonderful ride, stay strong Logan, and I'll be right here as well :)
I'm not suicidal or self harming, I'm just lonely.
Katou - Kun same
Zombie StrikerVids a lot of ppl love me but not as much as i love them. All my friend love me less than i love them, so I let go and end up alone
Don Drapper I did the same thing. Don't isolate yourself from the people who care about you. It gets worse the longer you leave it, I sit alone in my room drinking myself to sleep. Its not a good way to live. Embrace the people who care about you and look for the positives in life.
Alpa Chino no one rly cares and those who really know me decided to leavew that s why i dont share more secrets that s why i dont trust ppl anymore cuz they just hurt me when they leave , i live for myself, i drink too aswell to forget the bitch who broke my heart
Don Drapper People do care, but its not easy to realise that when you're still hurting. But don't let your self worth be determined by a girl leaving you. I'm guessing that you're still in the prime of your life, live it for yourself, not based on how others see you. I bet you'll find plenty of people wanting to get to know you. Stay strong.
wounds heal but scars remains. the past and the pain made me stronger today.
it's part of the past that's hollow and dark
I know what it's like to hurt I lost my cat called Fire she got hit by a car and had a broken leg and died of internal bleeding I used to self harm until my boyfriend and my support worker found out I was self harming and told me to let my family know so yeah I know what it's like to hurt my life's past is full of hurt, pain and scars
Sharnee Hogan im sorry about your cat. even though the past hurts, I hope that ur present and future are filled with happiness and love.
Yuno Gasai yes that is true and love ur profile pic and name 🖒
Midnight Galaxy how inspiring
I find it so sad that some of these comments could've been left by people that are no longer here with us.... it's hard, I've been in that dark place, I tried to take my life twice and thank God I didn't succeed because now I've met the love of my life who I'm marrying and having a child with. I know it's hard to see, but you're worth so much, your life doesn't seem like its worth much to you but to someone else you could mean everything. You just need to find that someone
Thank you, friend. It's because of pain i have (ptsd, all that jazz) and finally trying to be not self-focused, I think i've made some big advancements into being decent. I still fight these hard thoughts, but less so!
@Salym Reed Same.
@Salym Reed 😒💀😣
@Salym Reed 😮😳🆗
@Salym Reed welp honestly i would like to say thank you very much for being so kind and respectful to me.
I relate so much to this song, especially because I can’t seem to do a damn thing right. All I do is make mistakes it seems like.
Queen of Rock i feel the same way i do everything in my power to make everyone else happy and it always turns out worse i was listening to the song and reading the comments after loosing my family and your comment really is how i feel
I know that feeling.
It's my own fault to much of the time, I've always been the giver, the listening ear and lately I don't seem to have the gift anymore, but I still wanna help people.
Queen of Rock I feel you I always am disappointing people and I’m just f******* getting tired of trying
Kenzie Nunley yeah and always disappointing the ones you love most of all in life. It's changing for them that's soo hard to do.
One of my best friends had a TH-cam channel and this song was link in her about page. She passed away 6 years ago from cancer. I come here to re-watch and reminisce. I do care, I miss you so much Vixie. So often there isn't a day that goes by where I am not reminded of you in some way. You have had such an impacted in my life. We were only 15 when we met and not so long after you had to go. I never got to tell you how much you mean to me. I miss hearing your laugh so bad! You changed my life. To who ever is reading this, please tell those close to you that you love them. You might not get the change tomorrow to do so.
I'm gonna go call my grandma.... thank you
Damn. My condolanses.
I'm a 14 year old boy with depression and ptsd after what happened to me at a younger age... I can refer to this song every day.. And instead of making me sad it comforts me.. Even though I know my soul doesn't count as an actual life....
same
I am so sorry
I think i have similar pain, i have some diagnosies, but i am getting better. I found true friends, that is what matters. I am here too. You are not alone!
You have your life ahead of you so i do
Keep strong! I know. i gave up but they saved me. Let them save you too!
There are good people!
Sry for my bad english
Love from Hungary🇭🇺
Hey, this probably won't mean anything. But I have the same diagnosis. But you do count, we all count, even if it doesn't feel like it. We're all in this together, even if the ones around us aren't. Were here for you. Im here, and most times there are days I wish i weren't because my crap hits and I wish it would end. But I'm strong for people like you, So you can see its possible to keep fighting, even if you don't want to.
Your soul is your life homie stay strong solider 💪🏻
Your soul does count sweetheart we all have f*ed up past but that's what turns is into what we are today, even if we think we suck, someone somewhere thinks differently. But please remember you do count I promise you it might not always or ever be easy, but I promise it will be worth it babe don't give up
Almost 13 yrs later and it still hits deep. Figured I'd stop feeling like this by now.
Yah man 😔
Bro I been fighting my demons for 15 years. I was 8 years old thinking of suicide. I am now 23, and I still feel this way. There is purpose in the pain. God does everything for a reason. I’m sorry if you don’t believe in God.
Been a few years for me. Suicidal thoughts and depression have been a big issue. I started self harming over a year ago. I don’t know if the pain will ever go away.
@@bruce8238 I appreciate the apology, although not needed
@@therobot6826 I'm sorry hun, I started SH when I was a kid and didn't stop until I was 21. Reading books really helps me though in my escaping those demons. Is there anything you can do to help you cope that doesn't hurt you?
Therapist: So, is it anything you've been thinking about lately?
Me: *shows this video*
Ive done that
ShadowRainbow 37 I feel it all the time
Yup.
I'm about to do this at my next appointment. I really want too.
The one song that always makes me sad but it is so true.
If any of you are struggling with ANYTHING, please, do not hesitate to reach out to me. I will listen to everything you have to say, and be there for you, and help in any way I can. Life is beautiful, and I'd love to have as many people as possible living it and loving it. Thank you.
It MATTERS!!! My son committed suicide Three years ago and every again every day it matters. I miss him and I blame myself. So it matters matters matters always matters. Please give it one more try
Debbie Smith rip
I'm very sorry for you're loss, I can't begin to imagine what that's like.
Debbie Smith I'm so sorry to hear that I hope you feel better
Debbie Smith oh my gosh ,this comment made me cry so fucking much:( I'm so sorry about your loss
Debbie Smith im sorry
I found this song thinking I didn't belong or was wanted in this world and when I found these comments, they saved my life. Everyone thank you, you are life savers.
I must say the same- thank YOU for appreciating the art, and work, that others do for you and everyone. I... still have a hard time appreciating it.
death isn't sad the sad part is that most people don't really live at all
I'm surrounded by fake friends all around, I pretend not to notice because I don't wanna be completely alone. But in reality I know none of them care about me and that I'm already alone
you make friends on who you are, not what they want to see you
I'll be your friend i know how it feels having no one
If it's okay with you, I will be your friend. 💙
This is my situation. I have so many “friends” and not one of them really cares. I am not needed. They have other people that they rather spend their time with and talk to over me. Me... I have no one.
jennicalynn86 thats true for me too. I’ll can be your friend tho.
I just want the pain to go away
Cody Davidson me to 😭💔
That’s exactly what I said a few days ago. I really want it to go away.
Don't we all.
It will never go away, but you may get a respite.
jacob webb God loves you
I suffer from depression and anxiety and I have suicidal thoughts everyday . but i don't open up about it to anyone .
Cynthia 1983nunez that’s me constantly and I have spinobifida and Cerebraul paulsy and because it connects to my spine causes immense pain everyday so plus those I want to die
Cynthia 1983nunez me to
Xoxoxo love i understand. Prayers to you babvy
Same people wouldn't care if I died
Kaylee Baxter I would
“I know I’m a mess and I wanna be someone, someone that I like better. I can never forget so don’t remind me of it forever.”
These lyrics HIT. It’a like they’re reading what’s on my heart word for word :(
same
They call me easy to break but you can't break what is already broken
I so understand u🖤
do you need some flex seal
Couldn’t have said it better myself friend
Your words are so true from the heart
jake korpi how are you doing today?
Damn, listening to this now kills me inside. A year ago I was ready to die. I put the pedal to the floor, let go of the wheel, and closed my eyes as I waited to die. Thank God I snapped out of it before I died, but in that moment I felt absolutely nothing. No fear. I didn't care at all that my life could easily end in seconds.
Want to know why I am still alive? Because I finally broke down and walked into my local church's Bible study. I begged God to give me one reason to live if he were real, and he answered that prayer.
Today I am getting my engineering degree, and doing my best to live each day to the fullest. It is weird thinking about how only a year ago I was so ready to throw this all away.
Don't give up. Give it one more try. And don't waste that try on something stupid like a girl who will reject you or a job you will fail at. Spend that try on what really matters. And if you do that, It will matter.
Doom Carrot
Thanks for the advice and the kind words!.. hope your doing good..
Big cap
God will always with you .❤
I'm tired of trying
Of always crying
I may be smiling
But inside I'm dying
Shadow muffins thank you 😊
I stay dying inside
I understand how you feel I've been fighting depression for a long time every day is another struggle I wish I could find peace
@@Phoenix-sw3hg I know how u feel! I've been battling depression n suicidal tendencies since the age of 9 which means over 30 years we can make it through don't give up
@@Phoenix-sw3hg everyday is a struggle hun but we can make it!! I lost my dad when I was 9 n I was his world as much as he was mine so that's what set me up for disaster! Between then and now I've also lost many many loved ones 3 years ago I lost the world's greatest woman my mom my best friend my rock but I'm still here today because I know that's what they would want don't give up there are a lot of people who care some people have a hard time showing it but deep inside I'm sure actually I am positive the people in your life love you and care about you and want to see you well
It's feeling a darkness inside.... and feeling like if you tell anyone, they'll run away.
So you force yourself to bottle it up and put up a fake smile, pretending everything's ok.
When in reality you just want to cry and never stop until your heart gives out.
Same I tried talking to people about it but they wouldn’t listen I feel Trapt but I will never give up no matter what
this song is one of the many reasons why im going to make the world where everyone can live in peace and harmony where noone feels sad anymore thank you skillet for this beautiful song and another reason is i deal with bad depression so i understand completely the hopelessness and feeling like life isn't worth living so i know
That kind of place will never exsit
If no one would give a shit if you died, that's the exact reason you need to live.
+thevoicesarereal666 dang this is actually pretty powerful
that's deep
Thanks! Honestly, it was just some thought I had. But it's completely true. If no one would care, you need to live. You need to light up people's lives and give them a reason to remember you.
+thevoicesarereal666 Holy shit that's deep
+thevoicesarereal666 yeah you made a good point ...if they dont want me here ...I stay alive just to show them that it doesnt matter what they want me to ...:)
I'm in a very dark and depressing place so this is my life song
Hang in there gods with u he loves you
If you have Jesus in your heart, He will light up the darkness. Praying for you.
@The dragon child
That can offend people
😥🥺🙏💔
The service dog and me Foolishness the devil is a liar and has your heart in sin repent and believe truly that Jesus Christ is your lord and savior when you look at or hear this name Jesus Christ is must have meaning to you if not you need him.
When ur presences and absence doesn't make a difference.
I'm afraid I've tried pulling myself together but Everytime I try I take another hit and I can't keep taking blows it's got to the point I rarely socialize with others but Ill be here until something kills me because I don't have the guts to do it myself
same
Same
Same
Would it help if I said it does get better? I suck at understanding people, but what you're describing sounds familiar. Please, don't give up. Your lives are beautiful. Even if you aren't taking your own life, just waiting for it to end, please don't give up hope. There's more to all of this than just taking hits. I won't promise that things will look up, but if you stop looking for a better day, then you'll never find it. I've been there, and it sucked. I waited for a long time for my life to just end. It didn't. But it got better. I met people who helped. I met people who I still love more than my own life. There are people who will be hurt if they lose you. For their sake, please, don't give up. I don't know if this will help, but there's too much at risk for me to not do just this small thing. Words are cheap. All the same, please don't give up.
If u need someone I'm here if u get this
I used to listen to this song every single day. It related to me so much. Every single lyric seemed to be written for me. My life used to be a nightmare. Now, 4 years later, I came back to tell people that EVERY SINGLE problem can be solved. Something beautiful will come out of ANY difficult situation. Don't hesitate to LIVE. Stay strong because your life worths more than anything else. Have a great day. You are NOT alone. You are beautiful.
P.S. I hope my English are not so bad, it is not my mother language.
I mainly hold on to be there for everyone else but hopefully one day I will gain something from it
I wrote a story about this song a year ago.
The Nightmare Of His Curse
(Featuring the song “Would It Matter?" By Skillet)
🎶If I wasn't here tomorrow would anybody care? If my time was up I want to know, you were happy I was there. If I wasn't here tomorrow, would anyone lose sleep? If I wasn't so hard and hollow, then maybe you would miss me...🎶
Every night was the same. Every night to every morning. This was his curse. A nightmare he was forced to relive. It started once he fell asleep. First, there would be stars, then a maze. A maze that never ended. There was many dead ends, many paths, but no way out.
🎶I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone. Someone that I'd like better. I can never forget so don't remind me of it forever...🎶
He knew it was all in his head. He knew it wasn't real. Still, he continued to run right into the maze. Looking left and right, he ran through every way possible. In the end it matter not. All those who claimed to have cared for him turned him down, leaving him to find another way...
🎶What if I just pulled myself together? Would it matter at all? What if I just tried not to remember? Would it matter at all? All the chances that have passed me by... Would it matter if I gave it one more try!? Would it matter at all?🎶
He kept running, panting, looking. It seemed he had outran his curse for once. He knew it was too good to last. So, he went down a new path. The only path he hasn't tried yet. Sadly, this path was a trap set by his curse...
🎶If I wasn't here tomorrow, would anybody care? Still stuck inside this sorrow. I got nothing going nowhere. I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone. Someone that I'd like better. I can never forget so don't remind me of it forever...🎶
As he got to the end of the new path, he felt a dark force grabbing his arm. It was his curse. His curse that only took form of a shadow. A shadow that smiled from ear to ear. “There you are!" It said.
🎶What if I just pulled myself together? Would it matter at all? What if I just tried not to remember? Would it matter at all? All the chances that have passed me by... Would it matter if I gave it one more try?! Would it matter at all?🎶
It was a dead end. He couldn't run. He couldn't hide. The curse laughed at him and threw its chains. He quickly pushed his curse and tried running into another path. The chains wrapped around his legs, making him fall. He began crawling to get away. The chains started pulling him to his curse. He kept crawling, tears pouring from his eyes. He never wanted this...
🎶I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone. Someone that I'd like better. Can you help me forget? Don't want to feel like this forever... Forever!🎶
He just wanted friends. Friends who would consider him part of their family. He wanted people who would laugh with him, cherish him, and hold him when times were hard. He knew he could never have that. He couldn't have any peace or happiness as long as he had his curse...
🎶What if I just pulled myself together?! Would it matter at all? What if I just tried not to remember?! Would it matter at all? All the chances that have passed me by... Would it matter if I gave it one more try?!🎶
The chains pulled him closer and just when he thought he was done for, something happened. He felt soft hands grabbing his rough ones. He looked to see a few young women. These girls were people who saw him battle his cruse many times before. He had pushed them away in fear he would only do them harm. These girls were like sisters to him. “Don't be afraid, Brother. We are here for you." One of them said.
🎶If I left tomorrow, would anybody care?! Stuck in this sorrow, going nowhere!! All the chances that have passed me by... Would it matter if I gave it one more try?! Would it matter at all?🎶
With their love and concern for him, the chains turned into colors of light, breaking off the one they called brother. The curse howled as the colors of light overpowered its darkness. He opened his eyes and found himself in his bedroom. Beside him laid a beautiful young woman. She had been a friend of his sisters. Not to mention the love of his life. She curled up to him, her head on his chest. He smiled at her touch. His nightmare had ended. His curse was no more. He was finally free. Finally...
THE END TO A NEW BEGINNING
This is really good. I loved it so much. Really talanted.
This curse is the devil. Only God can free you from it.
Nice work
Wow
Well actually, the curse was a dark vision of the main character. His loved ones saved him. Anyway, thank you all for reading. I don't get feedback very often when writing a story.
This song kind of hurts. I used to be tempted to commit suicide. Only God kept me going. Now I'm glad I didn't kill myself. I still have those days, but God is good and He loves me. He loves you, too. If you are depressed or considering suicide, comment on this so I can pray for you. God bless, and don't give up.
Me too, my friend, and im still here fighting. God will help us
I'm so sorry to hear that. I'm glad u are feeling better. I used to be a pretty positive person until the life was sucked out of me. But u are right. God will take care of me. Thanks for sharing!
Never had suicidal thoughts or feelings but I like the part where he says "I know I'm a mess and I wanna be someone, someone that I'd like better." I kinda feel those lyrics there cause I honestly hate the person I allowed myself to become and I want to change
I'm the same way, fam. (sorry im a year late..)
I relate to this song on a personal level, for someone who struggles with depression.
•FurSoBadly• 2001 hope you get better soom. Love and greetings from germany❤
Jonathan Fischer thank you omg
I know what you mean because i feel the same way everyday because i hardly hear from my family or friends besides one person and that is Dan the guy i work for..And after my bestfriend bast away that was like a father to me it seems like there's nothing left to live for. .
I know the struggle brother. I have lost 7 friends to suicide (over the past 2 years) and everyday when I wake up it still hits me like they had just committed suicide.
Right there with you buddy- this is the song I come to when I'm at my worst.
Over 10 years later and I'm still here... This song hit hard in my life when I first heard it, but I had my family and friends there to help me through the rough times. I still suffer from depression and this song reminds me of how I overcame my thoughts of suicide . Things do get better, you just have to believe and have faith that life gets better.
“What if I just pulled myself together
Would it matter at all?”
I remember asking myself this all the time. When I struggled with suicidal thoughts it was like I knew exactly what I needed to do in order to stop them, think positively and all that, but in my mind I couldn’t make myself believe it would matter either way. I didn’t think I deserved to be alive. I never want to be in that place again. I wasn’t even me, and that’s the scariest part, I couldn’t tell the difference.
I must agree, i am the same.... but it makes me angry and that comes out at people... do you have any way to help?
@Salym Reed it DOES matter. Believe me, the those thoughts aren’t your own. It’s the sickness. You have to fight it, you do have the strength. I believe in you ♥️
@Salym Reed it might be irresponsible of me to tell you how to handle your depression. I can tell you what I did. For starters I prepared to end my life, but when it came to acting out the plan a flip switched and I realized that there actually isn’t a problem in my life that can’t be solved with some effort. Death wasn’t worth it, not as things were. So I started listening to audiobooks on psychology and personal development. I found a few that really helped change my perspective on things. Namely The Subtle Art of Not Giving A Fuck by Mark Manson, and Laws of Human Nature by Robert Greene. I applied the things I learned from these books, like focusing my sensitivity outward instead of inward, giving other people more attention than my problems. I started slowly grounding myself in the present world rather than living in my head. I’ve had to change a few toxic thinking patterns and self destructive behaviors, honestly I still have a long way to go. But I’ve grown to value myself in the process, at least way too much to take my precious life. Besides, I can’t die now. I have too much to learn. Self care is essential to keep my mind from getting back to that place. I don’t know where the source of your distress comes from, mine was family conflict and living in the past. What worked for me might not work for you, but there is something that will work for you. Please find it, your life is way too valuable to throw away. I mean that.
@Salym Reed the simplest piece of advice helped me- the want of a positive experience is itself a negative experience. Conversely, the acceptance of negative experiences is a positive experience. Find out what you can do about the family conflict. Do you need to schedule your day around seeing someone when they get in a mood? Is there anything you could change about your behavior to better avoid moments of conflict? That doesn’t mean it’s your fault, sometimes people are downright irrational, but you might be able to have more influence to change the events if your life as they come up if you think about it objectively.
@Salym Reed sometimes when you don’t know where to go, the best thing to do is to stay still. It hurts now but the pain won’t actually kill you and eventually something has to break. Will it be your depressive ideations? Or will it be you? You do get to decide. Take things day by day, trying to imagine a whole future for yourself might be overwhelming right now. But what can you do today that your future self might thank you for? Do that, even if you don’t want to. Keep your head above water as best as you can until you learn how to swim. Because let me tell you, the grass is so much greener on the other side.
I just want to sleep forever
Goblues1980 keep your self moving stay strong never let them take you alive xx💞
Goblues1980 I know that tired feeling it not like sleep it’s a need for rest , a need to do literally just be on your own do nothing and relax I have depression and literally doing nothing helps me the most
Nala you are amazing every time I see you on here you are being so kind and supporting people
DinosaurDad86 same
I feel u on that i just started losin myself 4 years after i lost the emotion to cry which was caused to past events of my life sometimes i wonder myself how it would feel to sleep forever
Oh my god..... These song can actually make me cry.... The message here conveys my feelings and thoughts.....😭😭
Nobody comments here anymore,but please everyone be strong, Don't waste your chance at life,Please.Trying to end it all isn't a good decision. Please be strong people believe in you.
justme it’s just so hard 💔
Kenzie Nunley I know....
Strength is absolute Strength forgives all I just don’t know what to do 😢💔
Like who no one cares
I read these cause it helps me
Whenever I have the house to myself, or I'm in my car by myself, or wherever, I feel an overwhelming sense of loneliness, failure, irrelevance, guilt, etc. wash over me like a tsunami. I know I have people who care who I can talk to, but I always end up thinking it's easier to make confessions like this to strangers on the internet, or to just do nothing and hope the feeling passes soon. I feel like I've done nothing important with my life, nor do I have the urge to. I feel like people don't really want me around, especially when a friend says they can't hang out, or I get interrupted or ignored.
No matter how much you try to keep your head held high, try to keep a smile, try to fight back the tears, there's always someone there to drag you down. Someone/something to point out your flaws, force you down, to make you want to give up. And you wonder if it really *would matter.* Who would care anyway? No one notices the cuts, the bruises, the blood, the tears. No one hears the cry for help.
Yet there's that little urge in the back of your mind. To get up again. To try to stop cutting, to try to fight back one more time, to wipe away the tears again, to cry out for help one last time as loud as you can. To give it one more try.
What's my point here? Well...i'm asking you this. Listen to that little urge. Because it *_DOES_* matter. Someone will hear you and your cry for help. I _promise._
(i cry for it everyday. And i hear those cries everyday, and go to their aid. Because i know what it's like)
thank you for this ive been going through alot recently and ive almost given up hope thank you
My urge is different. When I let it help me, it ends badly in the end. I seriously can't even trust my own mind. Eh, I've grown to not trust it.
SneakyhuntingHt well there are to ways of perceiving the power or "urge" of the mind which are mental/spiritual and then theres physical the m/s is what gives you the urge but it is good to follow that urge no matter if it may go wrong something right will happen to balance it out
This song describes how am feeling everyday....
sky same
sky. Same
Same
Full house I guess
Strange how you can have hundreds of people all feeling the same emptiness and yet all feel no one relates
Same
If only that one person cared.
The Gamer side bros I relate
The Gamer side bros, yes if only someone cared. But the sad truth is that those of us who are truly suffering are ignored. We are treated as defective humans. Our pain is never truly realized unless we end our pain by force. Now I'm not saying that suicide is answer, because it isn't, there's A lot worth living for. So just keep your head up and stay strong, you'll find someone who cares about you. Until then you must be strong by yourself.
The Gamer side bros I care get help
I care about you
@CAMILLE RIVAS I'm a Christian and this morning I was wrestling against depression. Not just this morning but for a while on and off. I often felt like no one cared about me and that I had to perform meaning get good grades for someone to love me but it's not true. It's a lie that no one cares about us, the living and only God (Yahweh) does and that alone is enough. I also care about you.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Jesus Christ died on the cross for you and rose on the 3rd day in a physical body for all of your sins. We are all sinners naturally so God had to sacrifice himself as a pure sacrifice because he is without sin, for us. You just have to accept Jesus Christ as the son of the living God of the Bible and as Lord meaning master of your life. He doesn't want us to worry about ourselves he will care for us to cleanse us of our sins and thoughts of despair. On the cross he traded his righteousness for are unrighteousness. Through him we can live a life full of hope and true love that is unconditional. So whenever you feel down you can say bible verses that deal with worry if someone loves you. If you have any questions feel free to ask. :)
10 years later and I'm still listening to this wondering the same things
I randomly found this song and how convenient for it to portray my emotions and thoughts from literally yesterday. I was holding it in and it sucks.
Did you find somebody to talk to?
+Artsy_Judoka I mentioned it to my sister. other than that, no one know for sure that I feel this way. music and going to the gym have been my saving grace, but it doesn't always help. thanks for the concern.
Sixto Salinas
I you ever need another outlet you can email me. (Artsy.Judoka@gmail.com)
Artsy_Judoka thanks, I'll add you for future keeping
Sixto Salinas That is exactly how I feel
I feel like this all of the time i love that this is a Christian band but they write songs like this keep the faith everybody keep striving for a better tomorrow
This song makes me sad. But, the comment section makes me even more sad...So many broken people..all these years of existence and we've been trying to find a cure for all this pain and grief. But, we've failed because maybe it doesn't need curing. Its okay to be sad I guess. Sadness is as much part of life as happiness...I'm sure everyone knows it already. Knowing that doesn't change anything though...It still hurts.. :(
Same here's a hug
\(•-•)/
If only we actually helped people when they’re not doing well instead just expecting them to be fine.
I've helped a lot of friends out of depression and they all turned there backs on me and are now tryna become part of the popular kids now they prefere as someone who broke em
I'm done trying and failing. I'm done wearing a smile just to cry when I'm alone. I'm tired of living when all I do is want to die. I'm tired of never being enough. I'm tired of society. Why can't God just take me up there with him yet?
If you're still here, then he has a good reason. Word of advice, don't question his judgement. If you feel like you're not enough, then don't ask him to try again. Ask him to help you. He'll say yes.
@@ianodell2516 I'm tired of it. I just wish there was a way I could go without hurting anyone. Ya'know?
@@giannadanser6427 I understand. I spent a long time going to sleep wishing I wouldn't wake up. But I'm still here. And I will be until God is ready for me to come home. The same goes for you. I get being tired of it all. I still get tired of it all. But life is precious. It is important. It is beautiful. Please don't give up. There's no way to die that won't hurt others. But that means that your life has value.
@@ianodell2516 Huh. I was so close to killing myself on Sunday. This was so weird just... thinking. H U H
@@giannadanser6427 well, I'm glad you're still here. For what it's worth, I hope things get better. Praying for you.
The first time I heard this song, I really felt it. So I showed it to my little sister. After she was done listening to it,.she turned to me, gave me a hug and said, "Yes, it WOULD matter."
Me: "Oh no! Now start this sad song."
Some one: "But don't listen to it!"
Me: "But it's freaking good!"
Red Moon me: “I don’t care”
You: :/
This reminds me of my school im 13 and have barely any friends, barely any humor, barely any smarts, and kinda pushed to the side, and left to never be seen again. This is a nobody like myself, so everyone like me, do this: pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and try again and show your true colors, this me was months ago. I took my own and have friends, humor, still no smarts yet, and became someone through words. Help yourself, dont wait for a hand to help, become more independent.
But how? I don't really have friends, I'm more like the clown girl: people like to make fun of me and look like they really like me, but they don't. I had friends, I even had a best friend who I thought would be my friend forever. But I can't explain why we aren't friends anymore. I dont see a real reason. We still talk, but it's not the same. We aren't friends. We are just people who know each other. I'm kinda boring, I can be funny, but only with great friends, they... kinda give me inspiration. Make me happy. But now, if you ask me about my friends, I'll say my dogs or my family. A real friend that isn't from family or isn't an animal, I don't quite remember. I knew a girl when I was younger, she was my best friend. But later we went to different schools, so we only went to each others birthdays. We barely talk, and she has lots of friends... and I don't wanna go to another school, because I learn well in mine. I don't see a way to change this...
***** Thanks for the advice! I'm not really bullied, the people in my class like to make fun in a funny way, although sometimes they are a bit too rude. Well, I have some disease that makes my hair fall, and it's been 8 years since I have it. It may sound a little futile to say I lost something important, but it's true. The girls like to talk about hair and stuff that I can't do, for example. They may give ideas of new haircuts to each other, but I will only be listening. If you call that bullying, some older guys like to try to take my cap (i usually use one) and thenm laugh. But well, what to do? I don't see anything that might stop stupid people. Only ignoring.
And, making friends... that is kinda hard. I've been in this school for years, and the girls on my class aren't my friends, just classmates. The girls of the same age but of other classes already have friends too, and you know, there is a moment when you already have enough friends and you kinda create a "no-more- friends" shell. So it won't be easy to make them my friends, specially being them in groups.
Older people usually feel superior. I don't thik they are a good choice.
And younger people actually is a good choice, I have some friends that are younger, but I usually meet them at the bus or something. And some younger kids like to make fun of me... Tell me, if they call me fat, will they feel offended if I call them spines or skinny? nah... Even if I try, I'm not a person who can easily become someone's friend. I used to play volleyball with a grouop of younger nad older people, but I left it because the older ones where incredibly stupid and just wanted me to get out. Better alone than with people who annoy you!... Now I just go to the school library. And, as I was saying, I'm not pretty or very talkative at the beggining, I don't have a lot of things to talk about, so I won't get friends like I get apples from a tree...
Okay here's a fucking tip. Get to studying so you can actually catch up and stop being a lazy shit and go play outside kid gtfo bye that's pathetic
It's the truth. He's passively complaining about things he can easily improve
I don't know if you're talking to me or to the one who posted the main comment, but if you're talking to me I'm everything except a lazy shit and I study the hardest, and lazy are the other guys in my class who never go to a gym and I'm the fatter one. If you were talking to someone else, then sorry.
Anyone still listening 2024.... Walked away from a 70mph suicide crash in my tahoe .... I lost it and hit a ditch and went air born... The was the last song playing and i only walked away with a mild concussion and bruised knee caps...
Skillet is great at understanding people's feelings, and putting them into music. I've seen many people with depression, and just remember: it always matters. Life is like mountains and valleys. There will always be bad times, but if you just push through, you will always get up to the mountain, and things will get better.
There're no words to decribe John's VOICE!
I have a few words. It possesses extreme awesomeness.
is true xD is brilliant, and beautifull..
Lost a good friend today this song makes me crying so much ! Miss u
I'm so sorry 4 your loss
So sad :(
Sorry😔😞
LeftCursor Sorry for your loss...2 months ago, a good friend of mine attempted suicide and last month my best friend took her own life...being an adult is not what I thought it would be like...
LeftCursor He is never lost, *puts hand on heart. He is always here
My grandmother passed away last week and since this summer everything has been going down hill... Ive been realizing the best people in my life are leaving and it scares me...she was a sweet lady. :(
I'm sorry to hear that :(
Be strong and be the kind of person who can have as much of an impact as she did
Also, dope penguin profile pic
My grandma died a few months ago and now everythings going down hill for me too
I have depression, and I don't want to live, but I shouldn't kill myself, because I'm already dead inside..
Granny's Girls ask god to help you
@@fire.777 doesn't help
I asked God if I should live no answer. Three days ago I took a bottle of pills and went to sleep hoping the pain would end. then woke up in the hospital and i said why am I still alive.
@@emogirlspee I don't know all that you're going through. I don't know you. But I know that there are people who care. Me, Your friends, Your Family, we all care about you and wish for you to live. If you perhaps need motivation to live I would get help. Therapy has helped me and my depression a lot. Sorry this is so long. But please do me a favor and promise me that you'll live!
Thanks, Lilly
Fire Uchiha "god" lmao
It’s 2018 still sitting here wondering if it would matter at all....
Matt Drazkowski it does
It matters, we love you!
True g! We care about you. Just like how God does. Look for him g. Look for him, he changed my life. He'll comfort you when you need it.
My best friend used to say that she wanted to die. When she said this I would tell her no you don't and she would tell me she did. April 24th of this year she was in a car accident that killed her and still to this day I look at her picture and think I care still. So yes people will care and yes I don't know who you are and I care for you.
Brianna Sparks Oh, sorry to hear that g. There are people who think like that unfortunately. I.. I always think of dying for some reason, it's not like I want to die but... idk. I hope you don't get to those points even though everything seems bad.
This is my new favorite song... It describes me so much
Right here with you. My fiancé is leaving me and my mom is on her death bed. When it rains it pours.
@@chaseainsworth6217holy god I hope you are doing good
Must be nice having so much attention, so much love around you, but for me having those things are just a dream, only time i even get the slightest bit of attention is when they need something, and im the only person that can fill that need😔
Yes they need you
Eh its nothing special, the most important thing is you have your own love. When you have that, attention of others becomes a ridiculously smaller asset. Take this from someone who lost his love for himself then regained it
It may be dream honestly but for me, it just takes one person or even a small group of people to show care for me. That is more then enough for me because then i know if i had died one day, they would be hurting for me and would miss me so much. I push through life not just for God but for my friends, my family, and church family. They all need me and my duty by God on Earth is not done.
Hey I actually felt a tear! I guess I have some feeling left! And reading all your lonely comments is very sad, but I understand. None of us are alone, because we all feel the same. Stick together and fight together. I'm doing my best, and I don't want to do it alone!
MARK Z NERD I have up crying a long time ago. I am past that point.
" you laugh because I'm different, I laugh because ur all the same" was a statement that my friend told me to keep in mind😭😭😭
I'll remember this one
Edwin Guinea I need to remember that.
Now that is a good quote.
Edwin Guinea my best friend told me this "don't cry because it happened, smile because it's over..." I cry every night I rember those words.... I love her but I won't tell her like I did before she rejected me... So I have to lie about loving others... But I think she may be falling for me...? IDK but I do love her so much..,..............😂
Edwin Guinea
That's from a song called Unbreakable by The City(Search of Symmetry)
This is the song I cry a lot to. I can't help it, because I feel like the lyrics are sadly true for me
Skillet is amazing, and to be honest, some of their songs have completely been attached to my heart for emotional readons
Yes!
I luv skillet cus off my relations to them. I also luv all the other bands I've said :)
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Yea there are a few for me as well, but this song, is the best to describe me
"If I wasn't hard and hollow - then maybe you would miss me". It hits different for me. I can compare this line to myself. But, anyway, thx Skillet for this beautiful song.
I do miss and love you too and past the moon and back always and forever is not enough time
You know even when you feel that no one would miss you there will be somebody who cares so never give up on your life.
Literally how I'm feeling right now
+Spies901 It would matter c:
+Spies901 same
+Spies901 me 2 :(
+Louise Bohm More people that feel this way everyday, myself included. This song is highly relatable and mixed with one day too late.. can make or break you. Its important to think about your future goals and dreams, and do what you can to make them happen, something to look forward to is just another reason to stay strong and live life the best you can :)
If I can't live Tommorw the only people that would miss me is my mom & bf who I love but we both get depressed Ijust. can't live without him He cuts so bad .i am. stressed out I feel bad idk Wat to do I feel like no one cares😞😞😞😞😞
Let's all be lonely together.
The Human if we are lonely together we are no longer lonley
Still in 2018 ..it hurts.but there's hope..somehow somewhere someway.🙏😇😢😟☝
"all the chances that have passed me by, would it matter if I gave it one more try" that part hit me so fucking hard. I had a talent. I could play the violin if I had just practiced a little more i could have gotten into an amazing school. I could have an amazing job. Maybe even be with someone right now that would love me no matter what... But none of that happened. My grandmother died before I could get to the hospital with my instrument to play for her. She had loved hearing me okay even when I wasn't good enough... When she died that part of me that loved to play so much died with her. Everytime I look at it I think of her... And how all I've do e is let her down by wasting my gift... Now I'm trying to do right, I got a job and I'm trying to save up for a car... But I fuck up little shit here and there that just keeps adding up .... It hurts so fucki g bad that no matter how hard I keep trying no matter how many times I get up I just keep getting knocked back down to the last step... The top just seems so far away shrouded by this darkness it would be so easy to just let it take me away too.... At least then I'd be where she is... Wherever she is.....
Ending your life doesn't end the pain, it passes it to someone else.
NF! Ayee
iCarlyKitty, trust me, even if it doesn't seem like it, you would be missed. The void you would leave behind would effect more people than you could know.
I don't really have a family my mom left and so did my dad my grandma raised me than she died and now my uncle is raising me and he doesn't care, so if I die, life would just be the same shitty world it is today or maybe better
thief girl666 i don’t know who you are, but i don’t think the world would be better. Whether you believe in God or not, I believe your here for a reason. I obviously don’t know you you, but I would be sad if you left. I think everyone has a purpose on this world, and deserves to live. You may not be happy now, but trust me, It gets better. Yes, It may take a while, but trust me, It does. Stay Alive |-/
Austin Church thx
I feel happier reading these comments. Not because of the hardships everyone's going through. But because I know I'm not fighting alone. None of us are truly alone, and that makes me feel better to know no one's truly alone, even when they are. And now I don't feel so alone.
So true. I've often reflected on this at my lowest moments.
None of us are truely ever alone. We all have one friend that will always be with us no matter what. And that is our Father Jesus Christ.
Daniel So oh, God! (no pun intended)
Daniel So Ya, we might have Jesus Christ, but we still need HUMAN friends. Duh! Life sucks without them...
Yuor right your not alone and remember we're all fighting our own battle
This brings tears to my eyes....
2019 and still thinking nothing matters anymore. I aint good enough. Just a waste of space and a forgetful name. Nothing worth a thought
Same
Stay strong
You're gonna be okay! 😭
Every time I listen to this sing I connect to it and let my emotions flow out
emotions pshaw
Although I am dealing with my own problems right now, I just want you all to know whoever is reading this comment... not sure if anyone will/is but I’m just gonna write this anyway to show I truly care.. Whoever you are.
Hi, I’m Rebecca. (I’m a girl). I just wanted to tell you to whoever is reading this or whoever is suicidal, please don’t leave. There are people to care about you more than you think, I promise you that, it may not seem like it but there is. I am thinking the same thing you guys are thinking right now that nobody cares about me, and that nobody cares. But that is not true, keep on saying you’re strong, because you are. You’re strong, beautiful, and special. You are, and so am I. Don’t waste your life focusing on all the bad stuff going on, but focus on the things that matter the most to you, because when they’re gone, they will never come back. I know life is hard, but whoever said it would be easy? Whoever told you that, I promise you they were lying. I have some suggestions to try and help your depression. Maybe try listening to NF, his music helps me so much, maybe his music will help you. NF is basically my pain killer. Also, if you’re a Christian, maybe try listening to some Worshipping music, that helps me as well. Those are just some things that help me through my depression, and if you consider listening to NF or worshipping music (I do both), I really hope they help. Always remember your life is way way WAY more precious than you think, I can promise you that. You’re strong, beautiful, and special. I can promise you that too.
My three promises to you whoever is reading this:
1. You’re strong, beautiful and special.
2. Whoever told you life would be easy, they lied.
3. Your life is way way WAY more precious than you think.
Hang in there, loves. 💙
Every time I have a suicidal thought, I have thoughts similar to this that keep me alive. Then instead of suicide, I just add a new stripe to my arm.
Same NF is my pain killer he helps with my feeling and depression Sooo hilly recommend him he raps about his feelings and stuff like that
I'm 2 years late, but sometimes try expressing your feelings by listening to songs that show how you feel?
@@dontknowdontcare9060 I'm a year late but jeez... i did that too, and it's not worth it. it's not worth feeling that. All it does is remind you later of what happened... I know it's not the best advice, but live and forget. if it was done by someone else don't forgive and forget, that lets them do it again.
This is how i felt once. It sucked and it was a hard time in my life. so i sent this song one night to a friend of mine as i was about to jump off a bridge. just as i was about to, i heard my phone ring. I answered it and all i heard was tears and these exact words. If you leave me now, i will never forgive myself for not stopping you. It was at that moment that i knew, people do care about me and someone will care about you. someone will care, someone will blame them selves for your death. No matter how much or how little it seems. someone is watching over you.
that awesome hope you are coming better. Life can be tough I know that for a fact but we just gotta keep on keeping on. and if the world slaps us in the face we hit back harder
thanks man, and yes i have come right now, it took a little bit of common sense and a punch. but i came right :)
I lost my mom march 1st and I feel what this song with says. Thank you for sharing this with us. Love your music and have been following you since you started. Keep up the good work. Thanks for this moment
I was okay for an year or two, but my depression has relapsed. And I can remember how I would question my existence everyday. Now it's just like going back a year or two just to have those thought freshened up in my mind .
my soul is so tired and I just want to sleep forever
Snuffles McGlovin that's me too.
Theodore F Don't. There's a chance staying awake will be worth it.
I know how you feel. I even tried to kill myself once. I took a bunch of pills in front of my dad..even started to swallow themm..my father prayed for me , and the pills choked me until I spit them up in the bathroom sink. That was when I was in my teens..then, in '96, when I moved back home, I got suicidal again..until my father broke down and wept in front of us all..and I know that wad the holy ghost weeping with him, pleading for me to choose life over death. It has not been an easy road every day since, yet every day is worth it! I will be praying for you, precious soul. Jesus loves you.
going through a really rough patch in life right now.financially and emotionally.glad i found this song again.pretty much describes my exact thoughts.
as a person who can't say or express her words ,feelings or emotions out loud this song says a lot about how i feel and what is going through my head .
This song describes how I feel a lot of the time
Da Reaper. I agree
Da Reaper yep I know how u feel
same
Literally all the time tbh
Da Reaper same
Dear everyone,
Really weird seeing a letter on here I suppose. Eheheh... I won't dance around this maypole anymore, I'll give it to you straight. I know things are hard. Life is hard. I know it, and you know/are going to know it. Please though, please for the love of every higher power up there... Don't keep letting your thoughts drift to that you are worthless, no one loves you, or anything like that. I know it's like an argument with yourself. I've had plenty as well, I've gone to a counselor, I've taken needles and thread and have sewn stitches into my skin.
I have seen a lot of different stories from people on here, and I've also seen a comment telling you not to ask help on the internet. I can at least say I can understand why you'd find more comfort in asking people who are possibly your age, and going through the same things as you, but you really should also try to find help with professionals.
From believing you are a disappointment to your parents, to being abandoned, to feeling like there is no one who loves you. We all share the same sky. There are many different emotions, and a million ways to end up feeling those emotions.
As an empath, I can feel a lot of your pain. I can feel for you all. And I want you to know that, even though I'm just a human being-I am here for you. And I care deeply for you all. Please take care everyone, stay strong. There's always the darkest before the dawn, they say that in a lot of songs. And if you're wondering,"Would it matter?"
It would.
+Nyletak Strobelight
I'm shocked nobody has replied to you.
Thank you for the words of encouragement.
Katherine DuMez De Rien UuU
omg... thank you so much...
i'm crying now.
i want to try to stay strong, even when it's very hard
Thank you so much!
+Nyletak Strobelight Very well composed. And full of emotion in itself. The same goes for you where ever you are,what ever you are doing,how ever you feel about yourself. I care and It matters not only to me but Jesus as well. I'm not going to get into a sermon with you but I felt led to tell you Jesus Love you and every single one of us.Seek his face and he will open the eyes of your heart as he has mine. God bless you all
Im a empath as well. And im tired of having to feel all of it. Their pain, and suffering when i have enough of my own to deal with. To me being one is a curse. Everybody feeling the need to come to you with their problems and wanting help. But when you need someone to talk to when all you take in is overflowing and you feel like a volcano thats fixing to erupt they all disappear. Everyone wants to talk but no one wants to listen.
Look guys your lives all matter. You are alive for a reason. Your alive because you have a gift. Honestly all your lives matter to me this world would be less of a place without you. I have bad depression but i dont let it get to me And so should you.
depression is not something you can put off you (or that is what i keep telling myself and maybe thanks to that i fall deeper into it everyday)
yeah I know man I strongly encourage people To seak help bc depression will tear you apart. Honeslty I use to be so depressed I thought about killing my self everyday. but I told my self that isnt the right answer theres to many things I wanna see and do before I go.
Tommy Villarreal True man I've been thinking about taking my own life like almost everyday I've tried numerous times but I back out because I'm alive for a reason for those I don't to disappoint if I do go.
MRLIMELOVER heck yeah I know. ive tried so many times in the past but im glad i failed everytime bc if I did die I wouldent be with the girl I love. just keep ur head up theres things in the future awaiting u.
Tommy Villarreal
Where do I belong?
Surely not in this world, because it tells me that it loves me, but its actions say otherwise.
My parents, they don't get me. My friends, they don't care about my problems. Heck, I don't even love myself, do why do I expect anyone to love me.
I had so much planned for the next few weeks, but the Coronavirus ruined it all. I was so excited to do everything, but now it's gone. I have absolutely nothing to look forward to.
The only thing that is keeping me alive is my microscopic grain of hope. This hope for the future is trying its very hardest to push away the negativity and depression, and its only succeeding to barely keep it from completely taking me over.
I have no one to talk to. My parents won't understand or care about my problems, nor will my friends or siblings. All I have are my thoughts and my empty soul.
I have no purpose on this earth. All I do is make people mad. I am stubborn and mean and ignorant and I only exist to disappoint everyone I meet.
Why was I ever born? Why can't I just be happy like a normal person? Why can't I accept myself? Why am I even still alive at this point? I'm not living, I'm existing. And I won't be able to take it much longer.
Maybe I would be perfectly okay with falling asleep tonight without ever waking up. Then I would be safe and happy in heaven, and I don't have to worry about being a burden to everyone.
That would be perfectly okay.
Honestly? This is typical. U see all the faults in u. U don't see anything gud abt urself. Everyone does that. Stop that. Consider the good u bring in this life. If ur parents didn't care, u probably wudnt even be with them. Trust me if ur still with them, they do. If ppl didn't care, they wudnt have bothered in the first place.
It seems we're together in this pit. I wish you to find the way out.
@@missilluminati3389 been fighting this for years! But you know what? We are fighters not losers! Keep on being a warrior
@A Wolf that loves to howl love your wolf loves to howl! I have a wolf in my soul
My husband and I were soulmates ! We were wolf mates also, he loved me with his last breath and I will love him with my last breath!
If you read this comment I just wanna say, you matter. You matter a lot you make the world a better place and there is always a person who cares about you. YOU matter
Sometimes I just feel like nobody would care if I would be here tomorrow.I feel useless and alone 😣
Don't worry I care =)
Emily destroyer thxs 😊
+Kaylyn Salgado I'd care.
Thxs guys☺
+Kaylyn Salgado I'd care cause I know how it feels to be completely worthless... 😔
This song is actually deeper than Adele rolling. And what's more depressive... I fully identified myself with it. :'(
I don't mind if I become a bad person to everyone's eyes anymore as long as I do what I feel is right, and that's kinda the reason that I don't want to give up anymore, I've already lost hope in people that I love to love me back and care for me, including my family, I've fought depression until I just started thinking it's stupid and unworthy of my feelings.
Surprisingly, people started caring as long as I don't seem like I care, it's really weird, I still can't understand why they do that.
I've also met people that will treat me better only if I treat them badly, which I also don't understand.
I still need someone to love me but I think I will bury that feeling until I find a friend worth opening up to.
I feel like im becoming mature lol
I do watch bts and cute animals to heal me tho lol
didn't write this to get likes or for attention ,but I hope this will be relatable to someone.