Awakening From the Matrix
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- Do you feel like something is OFF about what's going on in the world?
This video connects the dots between the patterns on a micro level (interpersonal and familial) with the macro level (society).
You'll learn about the tactics that cults use so you can see how it relates to what is going on. You will gain new clarity and understanding about the events of last year. You'll also get some tips for what you can do now to empower yourself despite the increasing chaos in the world.
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I love this video and the word 'demon'itized came to my mind. It could not have been better timing. Its so frustrating the control, and restrictions.. I'm glad to see you. Meridith.
hola Meredith, a donde te puedo escribir? , me gustaría comentarte algunas ideas.
I just tried to sign up for your newsletter but the confirmation email did not come.
Glad to see you back, I signed up. This video brought tears to my eyes. So few people can articulate the big (societal) picture along side the individual experience, thank you for your efforts to end the confusion.
Thankyou I loved that video. Oh so true. Every word. Love from England xxx
The collapse after I woke up to my mother’s and family’s abuse is real and it literally felt like the floor falling beneath me. It was the worst experience, I thought I was going to die. 6 months no contact. Had to lose my dad to see it all connect. I also cannot believe the kind of people I let in my life. There really ever was and thankfully is only a couple of good people left in my life.
Same. My life is changing in ways I wouldn't have dreamed of if someone had asked me 5 years ago. Not even DREAMED of.
Those of us who are Awake are called "Crazy". We are Not going crazy...WE ARE GOING *SANE*
Crazy is the narcs most favourite word. It's reflection but it's true that is not wise to go around speaking your truth; it makes you a target.
Take care
TRUE THAT
WELL PUT
Well stated
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I’ve wondered where you’ve been. I’ve been thinking the same things for many months now. I’ve said to friends that I feel like we are going through narcissistic abuse on a grand scale - society wide. Only those of us who have been through it, and understood what we’ve been through, are seeing issues with many aspects of what’s been going on in the world. Thank you for this! Now to finish watching.
Finished and you did not disappoint. Thank you ❤️
djravenblack I’ve been saying the exact same thing for months now. It’s like Groundhog Day for me as I am sure it is for many Survivors of Narcissistic Abuse. Hold the line, maintain strong boundaries and do not react. It works. Thank you Merredith for such a great video.
I’ve been saying the exact same thing. I went 100% no contact with my entire family in Oct 2019. I had to do no contact with longtime friends also because they were still in contact with some of my “family”. Anyway, it was the best thing I ever did for me. I wish I could go no contact with this entire crazy world, but I’m not going to go live isolated in a cabin in the woods. I’m still trying to figure it out.
@@ErikaLaGrande good on you for looking after your mental health - that is wonderful! I must say though, a cabin in the woods actually sounds dreamy to me 😆❤️
So true! I've been feeling and talking about the same thing. I feel this whole "parafernalia" is not only about a virus , it's a spiritual war. People who are more afraid and cautious about the virus, get sick. Probably, they're just suffering from collective hysteria and they trully feel the symptoms, cause their minds make the virus and the symptoms real. The more afraid they are, the worst the symptoms. This is war! My intuition has gotten better away from my ex narcissistic husband. My attorney ended up making "mistakes" for the benefit of the ex instead of me, and I'm the client. I feel there's collective gaslighting. The system is, in many ways, narcissistic. And nobody seems to do anything about it except us, empaths. And when we try to warn others we're treated like we're crazy. After I woke up from the nightmare with the ex, I started recognizing a lot of narcissistic "friends". I'm still going no contact with them, protecting myself and have become practically isolated.
You are so right. The gaslighting is unbelievable. Waking up is not Woke.
A year ago I thought the problem was the narcssist in my life, now I realize that the whole society has been abused. Congratulations on this video, it was about time for us to get a valid opinion for this matter
Our society is openly run by narcs. Not talkin' your average politician even here. We're talkin shadow governments, and all but super openly advertised social engineering. (It's just another loud and proud and "righteous" race to the bottom.)
But society is now abusers too .
Amazing video, feels like people who come out of psychological and emotional abuse can really see what’s happening around them
I absolutely agree. Because we've been through the brain washer mangle and have come out the other side, we actually can 'see' what's going on in more situations than others.
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The ones who came out of abuse AND did the healing work!
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Aka the path of the wounded healer
Agree!
Here’s what will keep me awake tonight. If I hadn’t gone through my own private hell with my covert narc, I wouldn’t have had my awakening. I’d be one of the sheep right now. So in a weird way I’m thankful for the experience.
Same!💚
Sofamob 7 This is exactly what I have thought this entire time. I don't know if I would have been able to withstand the brainwashing if I hadn't already been in recovery for narcissistic abuse these past 4 years. And it also helped that I quit watching the news and most TV 5 years ago. I'm so thankful!
@@christinelamb1167 my timeline is similar, it will be 5 years of recovery this June. I think it would be very difficult to be just starting a personal road to recovery while simultaneously trying to wrap your head around what’s going on in society. Good luck on your journey.
Yes! I'm actually grateful for my experience too, I'm so happy Meredith sees it and obviously a lot of us can. I've often wondered if what I experienced with my ex narc played a role in that. Major psychological operation at hand. Joanna Kujath(channel) also made a few videos along these lines awhile back, makes my respect for these women grow. Somehow we were meant to be alive now to witness it and were given the spiritual eyes to see it with. I say so many lack discernment right now with everything being done, it's so blatantly evident to me but others just don't seem to see it at all! Anyway much love and blessings to all who read this! 💖
@@crystaljean522 Agreed 100% 👍
This is the first time that I feel grateful for having a toxic narcissistic family of origin. I got the best practice and I know what's going on in the world thank you Meredith you're awesome
Telling the truth is a revolutionary act. Thank you for this, Meredith.
It’s really good to hear you articulate my thoughts. My despair over what they have done to us is so intense. They are so far along with dehumanizing us that it is hard to see a way out. I have completely stopped watching and reading all “news”. My 5 senses and good sense tell me all I need to know about what is really happening. Sadly, my family are completely brainwashed and I can’t really even speak to them anymore, which only makes me feel more isolated. Thank you for making me feel less alone and crazy.
Ignore those that defend their enslavement.
@InfoJunkie Who do you think "they" is?
Alana, there are good and kind people in the world. Don't take the worlds burdens on your shoulders. Just take the tiny steps to be aware and take care of yourself.
I'm at that point with my family too. Solidarity, sister. You're not alone or crazy.
@InfoJunkie "The Answer" by David Icke has helped me to understand what is going on behind the scenes. There is an ag3nda going on - it has been planned for decades. Read the book if you´re interested.
I’ve personally witnessed severe workaholism going on as a coping mechanism to deal with current times. People working night, weekends and holidays to avoid feeling and dealing with this trauma.
So refreshing to hear one of the more respected contributors within this community speak out. Hopefully others will follow. Respect to you Meredith.
Omg wow. Thank you so much for your bravery and for speaking out!!!! You're 100% on point!
Yes. Thanks so much for this vid.
YES!!!!
YES!!!!
i am a survivor i want call meself a victim becasue i am awake at first i didnt understand why people i love was going against me in every way then my neighborhood my mother all these people have all called me crazy but im not crazy i got smarter wiser in now my eyes are open i pray to GOD I READ THE BIBLE THANKS FOR THE VIDEO IT HELPS ALOT IT HELPS ME UNDERSTAND
Oh my goodness I'm so pleased to see you upload on here!!!Really missed your amaizing videos. Welcome back its great to have you back!!
I agree! I missed Merediths' uploads. She is wise and brave.
So good to see you
🌻Truth. Thank you. Smart. Brave. "Stay Safe" is my favorite of the maddening terminology. Terrifying. I WILL share this. I'm not one to do this, but your approach is intense and required ❤️. I think having been through narcissist abuse, and finding you years ago, has given me the tools I needed to "see" much of what's been escalating in the world. I am so grateful that I am not a sheep. 💜
Yes! I have seen that coming out of and healing from a narcissistically abusive marriage made me very alert to the tactics being used in the “divoc” plan. Hardly anyone has listened when I spoke warnings. And even if they appeared to be listening, they soon dismissed what I said and returned to the old/normal mindset.
@@thepringler100 Amazing, isn’t it?
I have always said (once I began my awakening and healing) that "saying it out loud makes it real!" (Mainly real for MYSELF!!!) Because the abuse was "shhhhhh, secret!!" -- first I denied it ("we had a LOVELY childhood, my sisters and I!")(and, to a large extent, that ALSO is true!); then I found 'ways and words' to semi-brag about it: "yes, of the three sisters, *I* was the one who got hit the most, but I was the one who provoked it most!" (Feel/hear the bravado? Hear the bragging that *I* caused the hitting? NO 6-yr-old child is EVER "responsible" for an adult losing his temper!! Or worse, for PREVENTING that adult losing his temper! Only realized / recognized THAT in my 30s!!)
Then, "yeah, I got hit a lot. {shrug} It is what it is." Then, "yeah in fact, we kids GREW UP on tiptoe, afraid of setting daddy off!" (These revelations were over YEARS!)
Decades later, I understand -- and empathize -- with my dad, while still not in any way EXCUSING what was done and how it affected us. I decided early on that I would NOT have kids, 'because I would be a batterer like my dad.' I empathize with is short-temper (I describe myself, as I'd describe him, as having all my nerve endings on the outside. SUPER sensitive to everything (moderated a great deal when I treated my adrenals in my 40s!)... Discovered in my late 50s / early 60s that my ENTIRE life pattern was and is Asperger's. (Who knew!?)
The liberation from: "I'm not hypersensitive because I'm BAD -- I'm trying as HARD as I can (and not always gracefully) to protect myself from overstimulation and pain!" "Suddenly" every damned thing that has happened -- that reinforced my "badness" -- is, if not entirely normal, explainable by brain structure -- and, likely, CPTSD.
It's long hard work -- but KEEP WORKING! It's SO worth it. Am I fixed? No, certainly not entirely (who ever is?), BUT -- everything I've been through has led to me where and who I am today.... And I would not give up ANY of it to lose parts of who I am!
Your videos were the first "rope" I found to pull myself out of the pits of hell. Tears of gratitude thinking back on it. So glad you're back! You were missed.
great to see you Meredith, we been missing your light 💖🌞
I’ve had this feeling since I was a child, then knew something wasn’t right growing up. Then it hit me recently and I completely ostracised myself from everyone only to be able to see if from the outside. I really want to help them, but recognise my own codependency issues. So now is the time to heal, let go, let be and heal myself.
Well said, I completely relate to your journey Ida. Take care ❤️
You are not crazy but one of the enlightened that have been persecuted...Welcome back
Meredith killing it covertly with this one 😉 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
TRUTH
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I'm so glad you are talking about our new sick reality. I'm glad I'm not the only crazy. I don't believe what the news is telling. I can see how all this is not normal. Thank you for sharing your opinion.
This is spiritual warfare and psychological warfare for sure.
johnscottconsciousness.com/spiritual-war/
Exactly.
Amen! 💯 🙌❤ Time to Armour up and be vigilant.
Yes indeed!!!!
"We need a revolution of values," Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., quoted in "The Three Evils of Society".
Cf. Lumpenproletariat.org
I come back to this video & her brilliant words often. So much truth. I listen over & over again as reminder & because her words are almost poetic they're so real & beautiful!
And now 2023 the comtrol continues
I adore you. Clarity, cleanliness, structure, confidence behind each word of yours. Your videos and podcasts were helping me. I was a pawn in a game between 3 narcissists: my mother, my partner and my father, becoming homeless, losing all friends and even far family members because of smear campaign. It was a tough 6 years and actually all life. It was so hard to accept that so many close people around are smart but devilish narcs. I was very well aware of the psychopathic black magicians ruling the world since adolescence. Probably I was seeing so clearly this because I had so much similarity around me, just denied. Now I see the gift of narcissistic abuse: we, the abused who recovered are more than anyone aware of the global game that is being played upon the whole humanity. We can help people to get out of the matrix illusion, back to divine reality.
Exactly. So well said.
The most important video you will watch on the American Psyche. Transformational insights on where we all are right now and what we can do right now. We must remain individuals with individual thought. Pay attention to what she says.
@InfoJunkie You have not understood anything. The "joke" consists of each one believing that the problem is at the national level, in each one's country where the plandemic has been installed. Although on the other hand, we all know that the problem is global. The virus does not even exist in China, which is where they have invented the best ever so-called Chinese tale. There is no virus. It only exists in the news, social networks and in the mind of the indoctrinated and scared sheep.
@InfoJunkie No. All countries know that it "exists" all over the world. But each country believes that the idiotic measures of their psychopathic governments have taken, they are worse in each of their countries.
@InfoJunkie Are you kidding me? What is for you a "successful response"? The fact that they have fewer fake deaths? What part of the "virus" does not exist you have not understood? Do you know how they are in the countries you mention? In some of them there are "concentration camps" for people in quarantine. In most of those countries, people are on the streets in droves, protesting. Turn off the television and you will discover the truth.
Completely agree with every word. Thank you!
@@angelessantamariablanco gosh, when my entire household had covid I guess we should've just told it it doesn't exist! 😒
You are so brave for posting this! I 100% agree with everything you are saying. I had the same exact thought process throughout all of 2020. I felt like the world was falling victim to covert narcissism. I see it clearly but so many others I talk to do not and they think I'm crazy. I hope this message resonates with many people and I applaud you for being brave enough to speak about and share what so many of us are thinking.
Who do you view as the narcissist in this situation
@@Aphrodite_ErosLuvChild214-80 Two off the top of my head - Billy Goat Gates and Ouchie Fowchie
This just happened to me. I never thought I would be the type capable of denial.
Edit; I also think when people say that one is a conspiracy theorist just because they question something, is gaslighting.
Yes, my sister is a narc and she gaslights me all the time.
You're absolutely right, it is gaslighting.
I agree, it's gaslighting. However, I believe there is a form of gaslighting that is intended from an innocent place, from people that may truly care for us, but they simply don't know any better, and they're acting from their own deficiencies of a greater awareness.
Most of us are blinded by our own ignorance, perpetuated by our arrogance. I've been called a conspiracy theorist a handful of times, and it feels horrible every time. But now, if I see it, I understand that what they say and think about that doesn't matter. Just a thought I felt like throwing in. But again, your point is true - that is gaslighting.
My dear God!!!!!!! You're back!!!!!! I'm so, so happy to see you again. You got my like before i see the video 😉✌🏼🙂🇲🇽🇲🇽🇲🇽❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤
Merideth,
Thank you for articulating exactly what I have been thinking all along- you have shared your voice of reason in the midst of insanity, mass delusion, and shared psychosis. Many people think I am crazy too... this has served to toughen me up! I love how you have shown us how we have been gaslighted on a mass level- and connected the microcosm of narcissistic abuse (personal level) to the macrocosm (collective conscious level). And also, I realize how right you are about being compassionate with those who are still under the mass hypnotic programming. They will not wake up if we browbeat them, but will wake up with our love, and the more of us who awaken, the more others will awaken. I have always loved your videos, and now love you all the more because of what you have just said here. I have subscribed to your newsletter to stay in touch. I’m glad I found your channel quite a while ago- glad I clicked my subscriptions and saw your new video- you gave me hope that I’m not the only one who knows, and that there are others who understand what the dark energies are attempting to accomplish. I’m humbled that I never bought into this shared fantasy- humbled that I could see through it, and still wonder why God allows some of us see... must be that because of Him, we’ve been given sight- the eyes to see... and hearing- the ears to hear, and discernment - knowing truth from error. You are a beautiful soul- the world is a better place because people like you take the time out to say these things.❤️- Susan
This is for sure the hard hitting and unpleasant truth. Hats off to you for saying it crisp and clear. And yes, I prefer this truth to the lies that are sold.
I love your videos. It’s very true what you’re saying, I was with a wicked covert narcissist. I’m at 90% past it now, but I was in the dark and lost for two or three years, it was really rough. But I am grateful for it now, I was able to see things inside of me and I have a PhD in Custer B personality disorders now LOL It’s definitely initiation by fire, someone who has an experienced it doesn’t understand. About six months after I did a lot of healing, I was activated as a Starseed, everything changed after that. huge love to you!q
This is is one of the most powerful and grounded videos I've ever watched, a real symphony of truth to the ears. Thank you, with much gratitude.
Covert..to overt.. maybe?.. bringing light in the covert.. is my thought..
You are CORRECT!!!! truth hits to the core. I told my husband that this is a spiritual warfare. We need to stand in our sovereignty. Thank you 🙏🏻 for sharing. Love ❤️ you
'For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.' Ephesians 6:12. All a disease can do is take your mortal life. Evil people can break your spirit, destroy your faith and take you away from God.
The best video you have ever done . Welcome to TEXAS , unfortunately the lone star state is not Narc free . Thank you for you expert help . You helped save my life . How can " thank you " really express my gratitude ? I'm Narc free & living my true life 👏🎉🙏🎊✝️❤️
I live in Austin..
I'm trying so hard to remain kind,amongst the insanity. Maybe the experience I had with the narc was the training I needed to deal with this. Glad to see you. Thank you for this.
I love you so much ...explains everything I has gone through and everything I has been trying to say but couldn't get out right ...im autistic so I just could never communicate it right ...you said everything so perfectly...💖💖💖💖
I also have autism 🧩❤️
You said it perfectly!♥️
@@InnerIntegration can you or have you done a video talking about your experiences with autism and how this has helped or hindered you in your recovery?
@@InnerIntegration That's why society devalues us - because we can see through its constructs. But there are too many of us to ignore by now!
I have autism too x
I defended my abuser for so long. I was totally convinced NOBODY knew him like I did.. Because of YOU Meredith, I started to wake up. You started me on that journey to the truth the day my psychiatrist suggested I was in a relationship with a narcissist. I entered-relationship with a narcissist, and you popped up. Every post from you mirrored my life. I’m FREE NOW! Healing is not easy, but I’d rather be here than back living in the twilight zone of that relationship. God bless you
Thank you, Meredith! Your messages have been priceless to my healing journey. 💗
I can't even get my dogs hair cut. I'm suppost to buy supplies for this from these big companies instead of supporting a local human.
@InfoJunkie 😂 perfect example of the phrases used to guilt and shame.
Some people have real problems. Let your dogs be happy with nature cut and donate for the haircutter voluntarily.
@@Sueloves888 it's just an example of how money and power are being funnelled into these big companies and away from small business. It's Purposeful.
@@Sueloves888 Also the fact that closing these shops etc makes no sense as there is NO HUMAN CONTACT to spread anything. It's one human working with ONE animal. 🖕 Good luck with your problems tho
@@Sueloves888 just front your alter who has "no problems" 😜🦋💝
That first conversation you're talking about is me talking to myself for the last three months. I literally feel like there are two people inside me having an argument and I can't decide which of them is sane enough to listen to so I can understand if I'm being abused or not, and take the right action 😩 is that normal?... I'm a reasonably intelligent person, but I feel like I'm stuck in two matrixes at once!
That’s the cognitive dissonance. And yes it’s very normal after abuse.
@@InnerIntegration I told a doctor once the exact same thing. Instead of acknowledging that it was a human response instead I was reminded that some people can go through the same experiences and not respond that way. Then he went on to say that I will be destined because of it to experience 1 nervous breakdown after another unless I kept on taking his experimental drugs. Instead of going along with that after being discharged I slowly weaned myself off of all those drugs and then one day when visiting another doctor who was put in charge of my care when he asked me why I looked, sounded and seemed so much better then I told him why.
I have been there! Thank you, Meredith. 🙏 For me it was your video about the "Stockholm Syndrome" that woke me up in April 2017. Since then I have been wide awake. The manipulation which is going right now is so obvious to me that I can only wonder how someone else cannot see it. As you said: "Denial"! The hymn "Amazing Grace" comes to my mind: "I was blind, but now I see." We are the awoken ones. The false matrix cannot stick to us anymore. It just feels weird and disgusting, wrong. No, thank you. I have been there. I feel so blessed and grateful to be a "chosen one". "My part is essential for God's plan for salvation" (ACIM). So let's stay calm, "non responsive", strong and wise. Amen.
I know lots of people loved my quote from last year: "When the Devil can't reach you, he sends a narcissist." This year's quote with all that is happening is this: "Think of chaos in your life not as a pit but as a ladder to climb out of." Happy New Year everyone and please give me credit for these quotes.
I love you quotes. I took a picture of them and I’m going to reread them from time to time. Thank you for sharing♥️🌹
You are not that special. Hang ‘em on your fridge and marvel at yourself.
Great video!!!! You nailed it!! Great to see you again AND Welcome to Texas! I am grateful that I live here. This video is amazing. You are an insightful person and I've missed seeing your videos but what a way to make a come back. I felt like you were speaking directly to me. Thank you so much for putting this out there. Your research is impeccable.
But Texas is like the 3 rd world , highest kill rates of dogs at the corrupt shelters, tons of strays and abused and half dead dogs on the streets. That’s VERY telling on what type of society it is.
Excellent presentation. Your breakdown of the elite practice of mind control is 100% correct.
Makes sense. I’ve been wondering how so many couldn’t see through it. I do hope many more awaken now that true colors are showing. 🙏❤️
Missed you! You look gorgeous and radiant! Thank you so much! Your videos are so helpful.
I knew when you came back it would be a good one, but I had no idea it would be this good! Global Diabolical Narcissism. What a clear and clever explanation of the depths of narcissistic abuse. Namaste beautiful Meredith 🙏
Been there, lived it, nearly got lost. Now I know what happened to me. I made it only to have a ringside seat watching my loved ones going through similar things but not willing to take advice from me. Very frightening.
It's kinda weird how my life these days just keeps getting better. The social distancing has helped me to see things more clearly. I somehow got a job, and I moved out of a toxic relationship, and I am thrilled to be distanced from my family, which I have realized is also highly toxic. The virus of my mind started in childhood, and I am finally given the spacetime I need to heal. I am practically unaware of all the shit going on in the world. It's out of my scope. I don't need more fear and anxiety and cognitive dissonance. I'm full up and sick of it. I just want to be well. It's time to purge.
You've played such an important role in my recovery throughout these years. Thank you, Meredith, for everything you've done and continue to do. Good luck in TX.
Meredith!!! Do you have any idea how much you are adored, appreciated, and missed? Always brilliant and beautiful... Thank you for making such a difference. XO
Well said. I’ve followed you and others for a few years now and have somewhat re- centered myself from a childhood of narcissist abuse ( father) and enabling( mom) them on to a marriage to a woman who is narcissistic. I endured that as ‘normal’ for about 20 years. I’ve rescued my kids from that as much as I can. I work on that every day. Now with your instruction and help I’ve seen this mass manipulation and gaslighting event that’s going on. It’s easy to see from my ‘recovered’ perspective. All that you put down here was true and clear. I feel like you are a friend who has a clear picture. I have several others who see it all too. Your perspective is as mine. You come from a lifetime of narcissist abuse and you’ve brought yourself up as best as you can. So have I. Thanks for your consideration and thoughts. Jon Lovett
I've left many comments over the past few years & I'll say it again because I'm so grateful you did wake me up from the abuse matrix I haven't fallen back asleep yet gained a sense of peace in my life. I am awed by potential future abusers because escaping the last situation has now given me an almost supernatural weapon against narcissistic people & find their tactics quite absurd & obvious ,when before I would beg for validation & plead fir plead acceptance I would never receive. Thank you Meredith you are a actual real life super hero. It's real everything you say.
"What I experienced for myself is what's real." So true. My trauma is real but only I can heal my pain. I cannot get well in an unhealthy environment. Best wishes 💜
Oh thank you!!! Thank you for making this video. This NEEDS to be seen by everyone! I haven't heard anyone break it down quite as good as this yet. I so appreciate you doing this. 💓💓💓
Thank you! In this time, it is so important for us all to speak out.. not only confined to some speciality we have (this seems a sort of form of social control too - like only the experts can speak).. thank you for your courage to speak of this bridge into the crazy world cult.. I too quickly saw the collective abuse having gone through an individual relationship with a narcissist...
GIRL, YOU JUST BLEW MY MIND!!! THIS VIDEO NEEDS TO GO VIRAL!
WORD. Yes. Thank you Meredith for your courage.
Wow. Very true. This is crazy but i believe it. I feel in my intuition that something is definitly wrong with what i see going on in this world today.
Cannot LIKE this enough! An absolutely essential discussion for humanity. We all must focus daily to keep minds open and discern truth for ourselves, must resist the pressure to succumb to false narratives and illusions.
Very Powerful Message! I think and feel the same. I have been called crazy for speaking truth, lost my brother and so called “friends” for speaking out. The collective is divided, they are experiencing cognitive dissonance while in a state of denial of the extreme tyranny taking place. The best I can do, is gather with like minded people like you and others. Much love. 🙏🏻
So glad to see you are back!!! Your channel is one of the best! Your work has helped me during my initial recovery with narc abuse...🙌🏾
You are absolutely amazing Meredith. Keep shining the way you do 😘✨✨
Where have you been? So excited to see your post🙏🏽🙏🏽
Nice to have you back! You helped me so much. So grateful.
Thank you for having the courage Meredith to speak up .. I see the narcissistic abuse in the world .. evil is dancing in front of our eyes .. I know this because I have dealt with a covert narcissistic ex ..
You're back! happy to see you, you've been missed. Hope you've been well.
Excellent video, Meredith. I have been following you for a long time and your guidance in dealing with narcissistic abuse helped me in more ways than I can explain. Thank you !
I am so glad for you Meredith and for you being back in circulation. I am also heartened by your huge increase in subscribers. Thank goodness for TH-cam, it’s not perfect but it’s the best there is for now. It’s the only media I digest these days.
1 complete year into my healing and I still am not done. So much hurts, but I know I must keep moving forward. This is the generation that will make a difference in this world. Those that are waking up to the truth & taking the time to heal.
Welcome back Meredith. Appreciating the evolution of your work!
There is no going back to normal
Thank you Meredith. May God bless you and keep you. THIS is what we must do now. Stand for truth with no compromise. Compromising truth is how freedom and liberty is lost. WE turn our lives over to those who want to control and we surrender when we go along with the narratives of people that use guilt and shame when we refuse and say no. Keep standing! Thank you Meredith.
I’ve missed you very much Meredith! I always looked forward to my notification bell ringing on a Saturday morning and having you inject your dose of sanity into my life. Your message now is much more intense and profound to those of us who understand it , as the “vampiric” elements of society continue to chip away at our existence, looking for weaknesses in our compassion and kindness as a way to become dominant. You, yourself had mentioned a crisis of conscience and a need to step away for awhile and analyze yourself. I hope your time away has brought you strength and peace, as you have brought the same to us in your previous videos. Godspeed Meredith, and I hope to see more messages of strength soon! 😇❤️🤗🙏
I’m so glad you’re back ! What an awesome video ! Thank you
SO happy to see your face again. I was lost in a world of crazy making behavior and did not understand, your videos made it all clear and helped me find my voice. I am 1 year post separation. Healthy, happy and free. Email subscription completed, looking forward to more content and watching this 2021 journey unfold. Welcome back
Never thought I'd be adding your email address to my Proton Mail account - now done. I've used some of your teachings to help me identify and recover from narcissistic abuse at a family level. So thank you for putting out this amazingly revealing and instructive video. It's eye opening, balanced and fair and is a VERY bright beacon of light in a world becoming darker by the day. Thank you for your integrity and wisdom Meredith. Take care.
Spelling a word or making a spell, are both magic. I love your compassionate fierceness and I share your perspective and sharing your video.
Tactics were many against me for sure in a narc family.
so thankful that i chose to watch this video and listen
this video also explains why I started seeking cults online after narc abuse and denial and minimizing of it
Wow this was so awesome! I can hardly put into words how grateful and inspiring it is for me to see someone use their voice like this. Thank you for expressing so many things I have thought of and connecting them all. Perfect harmony here.
I love your mention of repetition compulsion. It is a concept I heard several years ago and I have been low level obsessed with it since. It explains so much... I have been healing social anxiety, then I flew into a narc relationship ship... now I am out and healing codependency on top of that. I am so proud of myself for doing all of this more or less alone and I am slowly feeling like myself again and finding my values and boundaries etc. I will follow your channel as I am really loving so many concepts you are putting together (governmental abuse, cult like structures, 1984! (I started reading last year) so fascinating.
Must also mention you look amazing... I saw an older video it is good to see you look brighter now, not that you looked bad at all before!
Thank you for this looking forward to following your updates and words. Much love
What is the point if I am living like a slave is a good question.
Excited to watch your new video. Really well said. This is your best video so far. I love that you mentioned this because it reminds me it's so important to keep a positive outlook on what creative humans can accomplish. The original inventor of the internet is working on a project that would store all of our data as our own and can connect open source created apps to access our own data - no Big Tech and technocracy to have access and control. It's already happening. It's so obvious to me that people often need a wake up call, however I also know that Spirit and energy follow natural, mystical and universal laws and miracles of awakening are possible and happening.
Wow Meredith!! :) Totally spot on... thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and feelings as I'm sure there are many who think and feel exactly the same xx
Good to see you again. Thank you forever, and for everything. Stay test free, destruction free.
Thanks for this! I hope this reaches a lot of people, so many people need it, especially right now. it's like everyone has lost their collective minds and the people who question it are "crazy". You broke down what is going on in society so well. I worry about my kids growing up with what society is trying to make the "new norm". I try to let them know it is better to stand alone for what you know in your heart is right, then to go with what is wrong just because the majority tells you it's right. Again thank you for this and reinforcing what some of us are definity feeling, observing, and questioning.
You are very right about the matrix we live in and our loved ones not wanting to wake up to their abusers; they support through politics. Thank you @innerintegration. I will take the red pill over and over again. I always knew something was seriously off inside my soul.
Beautiful, radiant soul Meredith, thank you from my heart to yours for your pivotal work! I admire you greatly for many reasons and have been watching and listening for years. I am truly grateful for the immense help you have given to me. This is absolutely brilliant! I have been aware of the changes for a long time and I appreciate you putting this together. Wishing you abundant blessings always. Que Dios te bendiga. 🙏🏽💜🍀🌺✨🌟✨🌟✨❤️
Welcome to Texas Meredith! I came here from MA when I was 28. I think you’ll like it here. People are kind, the pace is slower and the cost of living is good. Thanks for what you do.
FANTASTIC! The dark night of the soul - leads no question to liberation! BLESS YOU! Keep going clever brave marvellous healer - soul soldier x
Meredith I think this is your most powerful video ever. Thank you~
I agree. This video deserves MILLIONS of views. So many need to watch this video
So happy to see you Meredith! Hope all is well!
Meredith you have to keep making these videos. This is your next calling. Keep em coming. I have forwarded this to two friends saying “This chick gets it!”
Bless you Meredith. I am so grateful for your presence in my life. Big hug to you too!!!
Thank you thank you thank you!!!! Yes 💯. It’s like a nightmare that won’t stop. I’m so grateful I went through narcissist abuse so I can see this. I thought I was alone or crazy. God bless you Meredith. I’d rather see than not see. As awful as what I see is going on it’s better than the alternative.
You are 100% right in everything you said and I just needed to hear another human being say it to me. Thank you! Thank you for taking the time off to ground yourself so that you can help others.
Welcome back! 😊 I'm happy to see you again and glad you're doing well. ❤
I admire the way you connect the personal and societal levels - abuse is always the same.
Wishing you all the best in your new home and with your new start!
Thanks meredith, always had you in the back of my mind, and you where there just when i needed you thank you for this awesome speech