0:01 Are you confident in your vedif skills? 0:51 How long does it actually take to record videos? 1:29 if your resources aren't great, do you pick lighting, camera, or audio? 2:56 What's your feelings on your vlogs lately and before? What's your career goals or plans this year? 4:34 How do you deal with differing feelings of "i have something to say/create!" + "do i really have anything different to offer?"
hi tessa, i met you at the leeds show yesterday (i know you won't remember me but i was the girl with brown hair in a plait, black twenty one pilots tshirt and black hoodie) but i didn't get chance to thank you for what you've done for me. i just want to thank you for inspiring me and making me feel less alone in what i'm going through. you mean the world to me and i appreciate everything you do. you killed it last night and it was a dream come true meeting you and seeing you play live. thank you.
I really love the idea of make art just for yourself. I need to think less about whether other people will like what I create and whether I feel good for having created it
I completely AGREE! The more people that hear your sound the more people will love you. I share your music with friends all the time and their general reaction is "How have i not heard of her!?"
5:14 - 5:35 I ABSOLUTELY agree. I wish people would understand this concept of making art more. I had to struggle with 4 years of bullying myself into thinking that the art I made for myself was not good enough so I should make art that people liked instead. And lemme just say... I was not happy. It felt like I was dying on the inside just to get a few approvals from my seniors/superiors from time to time. It wasn't worth it. I only realized when I, alongside other artists, finally mustered up the courage to make art that makes us happy and that best reflects our views, instead of what the people expect us to do. This act of 'rebellion' (if you could even call it that) made me go "Huh. So this is what it's supposed to feel like. This is what not hating yourself or your art feels like. It feels nice! I should do it more often." And so, from then on I learnt to make art that makes me happy. Cause like you said, even though some people (or most people) won't like it, at least at the end of the day it's art YOU made, for yourself, and it feels like creation that came from YOU instead of a cheesy fabrication of what someone wants you to be. Anyways, that's just my two cents. Thanks again for another well thought out video, Tessa! :)
I think you're doing a great Vedif! I like that you include some of your stumbles, too- it makes you feel like more of a person, and it makes you feel like a friend as opposed to some youtubers which kind of just feel like someone whose constantly...selling me something. 😊 Also I need to get that Mic, your sound quality is amazing lol
I LOVE Q + A's LIKE THIS! They're actually pretty helpful and honest. I don't enjoy it so much when it's only like "what's your favorite color? food? waffles or pancakes?" you know? so yeah thank you for this
Omg yes if you did a headline tour in the UK it would be amazing ! like that would be my happy place because I feel so safe watching your performances both online and irl (one of my best life moments), hopefully your UK audience will grow soon as I can bet a lot of people will love your voice and your music and everything about you, I sure do !
I really appreciate the topics and the way that you present everything that you talk about on your videos. It feels like getting advice from an older sister about life and success and mental illness and it is really nice to be able to have that experience. Thank you.
i really enjoy your lyrics about yourself, it's such a unique perspective and i love it. the songs about romantic love, in general, have a harder time having an impact on me
I think it was noticeable that you didn't enjoy vlogging for a while and that you like it a lot again now! I think you have a really unique style and you don't just follow trends that will get a lot of views, which I really appreciate. You were one of the youtubers that originally got me into vlogging, so I personally am very happy that you found your joy in vlogging again - and it means we get to see more of you, which is awesome :)
You are such a beautiful person & I appreciate your thoughtfulness. The lovely qualities you show are what I look for in a good friend - so I hope you appreciate your kindness, your humour, your honesty & all the good things you bring to the world.
I really enjoy your vlogs and videos, they are so calming, plus in almost every video you say something that I find inspirational, I write it down on a sticky note and stick it to my bedroom wall where many many quotes, pictures and memories find their place. "[...] 'cause even if noone else likes it at least you've done something thats been beneficial for you." - that helps me seeing the conflict you adressed just before saying that, and with which I struggle daily aswell, with more consciousness. My art is creating clothes and fashion and the thought of "not being enough" or "my work/creation not being relevant to others" sometimes gets me doubting if I am succeeding with living the life I chose to live. I absolutely love my work and I don't do it to dress others in the first place to be honest, but to channel off my creative chaos in my head to something I really love doing. So it is beneficial for me, even if noone else likes it - thanks for reminding :) ♥
i really want to see you in a headline tour! i saw you perform at sitc but hadn't heard much of your music, so didn't truly appreciate how incredibly talented you are! i need another chance to absorb all the musical glory
that advice about vlogging & everyone having a unique experience (including yourself) is so true & that's something I've been working on this year! your music is amazing BTW, and I love your confidence 🙌💪
It definitely shows! To be honest I used to watch your videos ages ago and then I stopped and now that I started again I am OBSESSED with everything you do. I could listen to you talk all day long! And I am also obsessed with "Haze". Obsessed. My favorite song at the time! I wish I could have come to UK and hear you play live!
you're so intelligent and inspiring- i met you at the charlotte, nc, show and i was a complete mess and tried to tell you how much your music meant to me & you gave me multiple hugs and it made everything infinitely easier!!! you and dodie are huge inspirations for me & i'm so thankful for how amazing you are!!
Really great video! I really appreciate you connecting with your subscribers and viewers cause it's rare that we see musicians and or youtubers speak directly to us watchers
I just love you Tessa! Your creative and thoughtful mind is so refreshing and inspiring! Your words reminded me of a quote I've been trying to take to heart in my life...everyone else is just as good but no better. It's so easy to discredit ourselves but we each have so much to offer.
it definitely shows that you enjoy vlogging again :) I've been watching you since 2010 and I'd say your content has only gotten better over the years. Love you Tessa
4:34 In the past I had felt "do I really have anything different to offer" and now I've known we all do. Anything we do affects someone in someway. Keep it up!
Sometimes a person just needs to take a break and step away from something they love so they can recharge their batteries and come back strong. I've been there. People can tell when you're forcing yourself to create and be productive. And it's usually not good for anyone. Better to do it when you're feeling it.
I don't know if this is too much honesty (lol?) but I've certainly enjoyed your vlogs more recently - by recently, meaning in the last year or so. I've known about your channel for ages (circa 2008/9 days) but I never subscribed. I don't remember why, I just recall there not being that ~spark~ or whatever to make me want to engage. But! Like maybe two-ish years ago I finally subscribed and was bewildered at why I had somehow ever previously found your channel off-putting. You're certainly one of my favorite creators now, and very motivating/inspiring. tl;dr - I think the fact that you're happier with your own content definitely shows and I find it equally very enjoyable.
Will there be a chance to see you live in Germany sometime? I really really enjoy your music and I think you've such a nice personality. Keep going. :>
Good luck filming the rest of these. I really hope you can do most of Vedif just because I love your vlogs and I, as a human, am selfish. But, you know, take care of yourself first.
hi Tessa, I met you at the Galway gig, you probably dont remember me but I was the painfully awkward 12 year old with a pixie cut. I just want to say how happy your videos make me and how much joy I get listening to your music
I found out today that I'm coming to watch you guys at the Cardiff date of your tour on the 16th. I've been watching your videos since 2011 so I'm super excited to see you. Im sure you'll do great!
yes. yes tessa you have enough of an audience even if it's just me selling out every single one of your shows and bringing along three friends to scream every word. yes. pls come back soon. also see you tomorrow!! qeueing from 7.30am & so !! excited !!!!
I enjoy your noises of angst/uncertainty/frustration aha, if thats weird to say i dunno. Just such a quirky thing, but it totally works with your personality. Also, ive been listening to your song "haze" literally on repeat recently and its been great :) hope youre well
I've just recently bought the mic that you use and wow it makes a world of a difference and I don't know how I have been settling for my cameras built in mic for so long. Wow oh wow oh wow love your content Tessa
I am seeing you support bry next week! but really hope you get big enough one day for me to be able to say I'm coming to your own headline tour! but in the mean time can't wait for next week!
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0:01 Are you confident in your vedif skills?
0:51 How long does it actually take to record videos?
1:29 if your resources aren't great, do you pick lighting, camera, or audio?
2:56 What's your feelings on your vlogs lately and before? What's your career goals or plans this year?
4:34 How do you deal with differing feelings of "i have something to say/create!" + "do i really have anything different to offer?"
Tessa Violet Thanks bunches for the thoughtful response to my question. You're lovely.
Tessa Violet ❤❤I love ur music
wow. everyone should do this. this is really helpful!
thx!
are you going to do a west coast tour
I also like your music
doddleoddle :D
"Only me has lived my life"
tessa violet, everyone.
"wow. grammar."
illuster can we get this on a tshirt
G Bennet oh my god yes
hi tessa, i met you at the leeds show yesterday (i know you won't remember me but i was the girl with brown hair in a plait, black twenty one pilots tshirt and black hoodie) but i didn't get chance to thank you for what you've done for me. i just want to thank you for inspiring me and making me feel less alone in what i'm going through. you mean the world to me and i appreciate everything you do. you killed it last night and it was a dream come true meeting you and seeing you play live. thank you.
Twenty Øne Phans! at the Disco |-/
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I just wanna thank you for being lovely and a massive inspiration, well done for doing well on vedif so far!!
Thanks, Ashley!
I really love the idea of make art just for yourself. I need to think less about whether other people will like what I create and whether I feel good for having created it
Hi I have a post q&a question
Is that a real shirt collar or a bib
rude
but is it real
LOL
Your voice calms me down so much!! Thank you Tessa
I completely AGREE! The more people that hear your sound the more people will love you. I share your music with friends all the time and their general reaction is "How have i not heard of her!?"
THANK YOU FOR FIXING YOUR COLLAR OMG MY OCD
I spent the first minute internally screaming ....
"Your collar, Tessa. TESSA - FIX YOUR COLLAR!"
GOOD JOB ON VEDIF SO FAR!!
Thanks!
SOUND IS EVERYTHING
Ilysm Tessa, you really have inspired me and I hope I shall get to meet you soon. I love you and Dodie so much ❤👑
5:14 - 5:35 I ABSOLUTELY agree. I wish people would understand this concept of making art more. I had to struggle with 4 years of bullying myself into thinking that the art I made for myself was not good enough so I should make art that people liked instead. And lemme just say... I was not happy. It felt like I was dying on the inside just to get a few approvals from my seniors/superiors from time to time. It wasn't worth it. I only realized when I, alongside other artists, finally mustered up the courage to make art that makes us happy and that best reflects our views, instead of what the people expect us to do. This act of 'rebellion' (if you could even call it that) made me go "Huh. So this is what it's supposed to feel like. This is what not hating yourself or your art feels like. It feels nice! I should do it more often." And so, from then on I learnt to make art that makes me happy. Cause like you said, even though some people (or most people) won't like it, at least at the end of the day it's art YOU made, for yourself, and it feels like creation that came from YOU instead of a cheesy fabrication of what someone wants you to be. Anyways, that's just my two cents. Thanks again for another well thought out video, Tessa! :)
i really appreciate how authentic and honest you are.
I think you're doing a great Vedif! I like that you include some of your stumbles, too- it makes you feel like more of a person, and it makes you feel like a friend as opposed to some youtubers which kind of just feel like someone whose constantly...selling me something. 😊 Also I need to get that Mic, your sound quality is amazing lol
I'm so glad you sorted the collar
I LOVE Q + A's LIKE THIS! They're actually pretty helpful and honest. I don't enjoy it so much when it's only like "what's your favorite color? food? waffles or pancakes?" you know? so yeah thank you for this
THANK
You are like the cutest human omg
Omg yes if you did a headline tour in the UK it would be amazing ! like that would be my happy place because I feel so safe watching your performances both online and irl (one of my best life moments), hopefully your UK audience will grow soon as I can bet a lot of people will love your voice and your music and everything about you, I sure do !
I really appreciate the topics and the way that you present everything that you talk about on your videos. It feels like getting advice from an older sister about life and success and mental illness and it is really nice to be able to have that experience. Thank you.
LOVIN these daily videos. Also, thank you for the mic recommendation.
THE BRIGHTON SHOW'S SOLD OUT FOR AGES AND YOU MIGHT NEVER COME BACK TESSAAAAA
so proud of u -keep smiling making the world smile
i really enjoy your lyrics about yourself, it's such a unique perspective and i love it. the songs about romantic love, in general, have a harder time having an impact on me
was this day when dodie did your eyeliner?
I was wondering that too haha
I think it was noticeable that you didn't enjoy vlogging for a while and that you like it a lot again now!
I think you have a really unique style and you don't just follow trends that will get a lot of views, which I really appreciate. You were one of the youtubers that originally got me into vlogging, so I personally am very happy that you found your joy in vlogging again - and it means we get to see more of you, which is awesome :)
You are such a beautiful person & I appreciate your thoughtfulness. The lovely qualities you show are what I look for in a good friend - so I hope you appreciate your kindness, your humour, your honesty & all the good things you bring to the world.
I really enjoy your vlogs and videos, they are so calming, plus in almost every video you say something that I find inspirational, I write it down on a sticky note and stick it to my bedroom wall where many many quotes, pictures and memories find their place.
"[...] 'cause even if noone else likes it at least you've done something thats been beneficial for you." - that helps me seeing the conflict you adressed just before saying that, and with which I struggle daily aswell, with more consciousness. My art is creating clothes and fashion and the thought of "not being enough" or "my work/creation not being relevant to others" sometimes gets me doubting if I am succeeding with living the life I chose to live. I absolutely love my work and I don't do it to dress others in the first place to be honest, but to channel off my creative chaos in my head to something I really love doing. So it is beneficial for me, even if noone else likes it - thanks for reminding :) ♥
i really want to see you in a headline tour! i saw you perform at sitc but hadn't heard much of your music, so didn't truly appreciate how incredibly talented you are! i need another chance to absorb all the musical glory
that advice about vlogging & everyone having a unique experience (including yourself) is so true & that's something I've been working on this year! your music is amazing BTW, and I love your confidence 🙌💪
Oh my god that face distortion thing threw me off so much haha
I don't get to say I love you anymore is my favorite song. It''s constantly stuck in my head it prompts me to reminisce and reflect. :)
Love the warm tone of your videos. ( color, sound, and personality :)
It definitely shows! To be honest I used to watch your videos ages ago and then I stopped and now that I started again I am OBSESSED with everything you do. I could listen to you talk all day long! And I am also obsessed with "Haze". Obsessed. My favorite song at the time! I wish I could have come to UK and hear you play live!
yeahhh
Tessa at Dodie's, I mean, so cute and cool
It's not Dodie's microphone, but we do own the same one!
Oh well :D thanks for taking the time to answer, and happy vedif
you're so intelligent and inspiring- i met you at the charlotte, nc, show and i was a complete mess and tried to tell you how much your music meant to me & you gave me multiple hugs and it made everything infinitely easier!!! you and dodie are huge inspirations for me & i'm so thankful for how amazing you are!!
Really great video! I really appreciate you connecting with your subscribers and viewers cause it's rare that we see musicians and or youtubers speak directly to us watchers
i saw you live yesterday and it was amazing! i love you :)
Hey Tessa, I'm really enjoying your vedif. Keep doing what you love and dont let ANYONE stop you, good luck in life!
I'm a metalhead usually with music but even I enjoy your music from time to time. It's good!
I just love you Tessa! Your creative and thoughtful mind is so refreshing and inspiring! Your words reminded me of a quote I've been trying to take to heart in my life...everyone else is just as good but no better. It's so easy to discredit ourselves but we each have so much to offer.
I've only just started watching you Tessa, but you've literally became one of my favourite youtubers and musicians within a few days
vedif has been wonderful! you have nothing to worry about.
it definitely shows that you enjoy vlogging again :)
I've been watching you since 2010 and I'd say your content has only gotten better over the years. Love you Tessa
4:34 In the past I had felt "do I really have anything different to offer" and now I've known we all do. Anything we do affects someone in someway. Keep it up!
Sometimes a person just needs to take a break and step away from something they love so they can recharge their batteries and come back strong. I've been there. People can tell when you're forcing yourself to create and be productive. And it's usually not good for anyone. Better to do it when you're feeling it.
I love everything about this.
Oh god 😂 the eyes thing at the start got me hard
I thought i was having a stroke!
Woof! Ohhh that makes me so dang happy ^^
I love that your daily blogging for a month!!!!
can I just say; your eyeliner in this is BOMB
do a day in the life of yourself on tour??
I'd totally come see you on a headline tour! I mean you were absolutely incredible yesterday!🌸
Do you use the microphone you recommended for recording songs too or just vlogs
I don't know if this is too much honesty (lol?) but I've certainly enjoyed your vlogs more recently - by recently, meaning in the last year or so. I've known about your channel for ages (circa 2008/9 days) but I never subscribed. I don't remember why, I just recall there not being that ~spark~ or whatever to make me want to engage. But! Like maybe two-ish years ago I finally subscribed and was bewildered at why I had somehow ever previously found your channel off-putting. You're certainly one of my favorite creators now, and very motivating/inspiring. tl;dr - I think the fact that you're happier with your own content definitely shows and I find it equally very enjoyable.
can't wait to see you in Newcastle!!!! also I would definitely see you as a headline act! xX
yassssssssss girl! love your style, your message, your face and your sound! keep at it, pretty lady!
I'm enjoying your Vedif so much! I just love how insightful you are. I could listen to you speak or sing all day long :) xx
Can't believe you're in Norwich and I missed out on tickets!! :( Please come back soon! Love your videos and your beautiful music x
I've been watching you since the modeling in Asia days. I'm really glad you're still make videos.
"Realizing: I have a unique experience and everyone has a unique experience." Well said.
Aaaah, you're so cuteeee ❤️❤️❤️
your voice is so soothing
Will there be a chance to see you live in Germany sometime? I really really enjoy your music and I think you've such a nice personality. Keep going. :>
I second this!!
i love your style!
PLEAAASEEE do a lookbook
Good luck filming the rest of these. I really hope you can do most of Vedif just because I love your vlogs and I, as a human, am selfish. But, you know, take care of yourself first.
That was a great demo what how sound is important to your videos. Very clear and very effective!
hi Tessa, I met you at the Galway gig, you probably dont remember me but I was the painfully awkward 12 year old with a pixie cut. I just want to say how happy your videos make me and how much joy I get listening to your music
Newcastle tour date too excited :O only 2 days can't wait to see you perform live :)
Tessa your content is so great I look forward to your videos every day it's great
Tessa, I friggin love your style and my GOD PLEASE DO A LOOKBOOK🌻
A very thoughtful and thought provoking video Tessa. 😊
I absolutely LOVE your hair color!!!
Thank you for being such an inspiration! I met you in hull this week. You performed beautifully X
This is lovely, these were REALLY good questions.
is that a painting of dodie behind you?
I'm Confused she's staying with dodie so probably !
I'm Confused yeah it is she is staying with dodie if you want to see it being painted search scarf demon and you will find it there 💕
It's Dodie's bedroom
that focusing sound, wow
Loving the vedif! Also, I'm part of the UK audience, please come back more often!!!!
I found out today that I'm coming to watch you guys at the Cardiff date of your tour on the 16th. I've been watching your videos since 2011 so I'm super excited to see you. Im sure you'll do great!
its always so lovely to watch your vids! i appreciate you so much ✨✨
yes. yes tessa you have enough of an audience even if it's just me selling out every single one of your shows and bringing along three friends to scream every word. yes. pls come back soon. also see you tomorrow!! qeueing from 7.30am & so !! excited !!!!
Her Q&As have me week
Do you clap at the beginning of your videos to give you something to sync the audio from your mic to?
I can't believe I've been watching you for 10 years... Time flies man.
I'm glad I found your channel, your videos about mental health are really helpful.. defiantly subscribing
oooooh. that comment about taking/not taking self too seriously's a good'n thanks for this. Continued best wishes for tour!!
I am loving your new found style of attire 👌🏼
I enjoy your noises of angst/uncertainty/frustration aha, if thats weird to say i dunno. Just such a quirky thing, but it totally works with your personality. Also, ive been listening to your song "haze" literally on repeat recently and its been great :) hope youre well
your videos are great! thanks for making them
I've just recently bought the mic that you use and wow it makes a world of a difference and I don't know how I have been settling for my cameras built in mic for so long. Wow oh wow oh wow love your content Tessa
your videos are very insightful, good job!
I went to the Leeds show and it was amazing
I keep checking the tour date listings like I'm going to find one near me. I live in Massachusetts. (U.S.)
Hope the tour's going well!
lol! Yesssss! I'm not the only one who tries a new style and then doesn't know whether something should be tucked or untucked xD
Tessa you're so lovely :)
eye make up is on point tessa!
I am seeing you support bry next week! but really hope you get big enough one day for me to be able to say I'm coming to your own headline tour! but in the mean time can't wait for next week!
your hair is so pretty 😍
I love this video, such a good one!