"But the [conspiracy theories] are not worth mentioning here." AND mental health lines & sites to visit. You, sir, are an absolute gem and a credit to the genre. Thank you.
I always remember how I first learned to draw cartoon eyes by following Mark's instruction on the show. I went on to LOVE drawing purely because I felt so proud of what I could achieve, all thanks to his simple tip. Now, at 25, I have been commissioned to illustrate for personalised gifts and children's books, and I'm currently working on my own illustrated story series. Simple perhaps, but he had a big impact on my life from an early age. Thank you, Mark. Rest easy.
Thank you so much for this Mark was a friend of mine and I loved him. He was the most generous, caring, outrageously funny and lovely person. His death was a result of the hounding of the press. They have blood on their hands. Mark would never have harmed a fly. I did a photoshoot with Mark and Tash a few months before this tragedy - nobody has ever seen the photos - they were never used. I also designed the Speight of The Art logo for him for free to help him (I’m a graphic designer and photographer) because he was trying to make a little cash at his meet and greets because he was having severe money troubles. His father (I won’t say anything about him!!) was ‘looking after’ his finances. This artwork was then stolen (inbox me if you want the story). Anyway. Mark was a fabulous guy, Tash was so sweet. They were perfect together. Thank you again for the video.
This made me teary eyed. Thank you for being such a great friend to Mark, whom I sure was very fond of you. I cannot believe the press had something to do with his death. Of course, losing a loved one is unimaginable grief, I can understand how tough this was for him. I agree, Mark was incredible - a role model, a huge inspiration to a lot of our lives. He may be gone but he certainly isn't forgotten ❤️
@@markspeighttribute5509 a lovely reply. Thank you. The absolute truth is, Mark was (and in my heart always will be) that mate that always made you laugh. He was outrageously silly and giving. I miss him. X
hello ,sorry for your loss even after all this time im sure it hurts ,would be interesting to know what he told the police that day for them to turn it on him and make him a suspect only to drop it ,im assuming he named the dealer but i doubt it will come out ,so sad.
As a 90s kid who loved all things artistic, Smart was a big part of my childhood (along with Art Attack) I was absolutely gutted to hear of his passing and the circumstances around it. This video was very respectfully done, thank you.
He was a junkie, a pathetic loser who couldn't handle his life. Have you ever experienced the tantrams of a paranoid cocaine user at work? Still, nobody here mentioning the terrible effects of recreational drug abuse as if it's just a normal thing everybody should accept as part of life.
@@powerplay8355 Yeah whatever. I've seen smackheads have their kids taken away from them and literally done anything for their next hit including robbing and stabbing, so nothing you say matters to me.
I'd been abroad and when I came Back to England I picked up a newspaper , on the front page was an article about his funeral , I was so shocked as I hadn't even heard he'd died , I live in Tettenhall where he's from , I found it all very upsetting , like a piece of my childhood innocence died with him.
@@powerplay8355 you could say similar about a shopaholic or scratchcard/gambling addict. I lived with an alcoholic who kept it hidden for our first few weeks. ALL OF THEM are totally legal and two actively encouraged with advertising. He had an addiction but considering that he would feel responsible for what happened with her, it was probably likely he put the whole weight of it on his shoulders.....
I loved Mark Speight so much. I couldn't wait to watch SMart after school every week, I was so gutted when I found out about his death. The way he was treated when Natasha died was horrendous. He didn't deserve what he got. RIP Mark & Natasha. 🕊🤍🤍
I applaud your refusal to entertain the rumors and risk sullying this man's reputation. I've never heard of him although I grew up in the 90s but in the US, but I wish I had. They both sound like they inspired thousands of youngsters. Peace be to them and their loved ones.
I was about to comment the same thing. I find it so irritating that some channels would rather focus on sensationalism than tragic reality. So nice that for once, a true-crime presenter just stuck to what matters.
Following mark as a child taught me to let go and enjoy colour when my art teacher said it (mixed media) wasn't art, thanks to him I'm now an artist. He lives on in others talents and creativity
He was a huge influence to my little brother who has now won Awards for his technical painting and now my brothers little boy loves to paint. What a sad but awesome legacy he has left behind. Rest in peace Mark!
No parent should keep the spectre of death hidden from their children, no matter how young they are, especially when it comes for someone they look up to. They have a right to know, and are stronger than many give them credit for, so for some parents to complain when the news of Marks death was made known to their children is incredibly disappointing.
As someone who was a child who watched this being announced on smart, I'm glad they did announce it, as it was done very well, and was a great teaching tool for a topic that is not often talked about
I lost my father very unexpectedly at 12… that was my first real encounter with death. I’ve since made it my mission to normalise death in my household!
I completely agree. over the last few years I have lost 3 family members and due to not being able to travel I had to watch their funerals online. my kids each time saw me upset and I fully explained to them why. kids are not stupid and if anything my kids helped me so much as they understood and hugged me and kept checking with me to make sure I was ok.
Mark Speight was a legend. He was a huge part of my childhood and one of the reasons I’m now a professional artist. Man this video hit me harder than I expected. thanks for this video, and your kind respectful words. It’s what he deserves.
I like the way this channel always shows compassion for victims of crimes and people whom tragedies have befallen, and treats even violent criminals with a certain dignity. Nobody is demonized or belittled here.
I like the way this channel always shows compassion for victims of crimes and people whom tragedies have befallen, and treats even violent criminals with a certain dignity. Nobody is demonized or belittled here.
I met Mark shortly before he passed away, he was doing a panto near me and I was one of the kids that got to go on stage and create a drawing with him (I still have it and treasure it) I got to meet him properly after the show finished and he was so lovely and kind and he gave me the drawing that we'd made on stage and signed it for me. Mark had a huge influence on me and my artistic expression growing up and I'm still filled with profound grief and sadness for the loss of Mark and Natasha and I'm sorry for the loss of these two beautiful souls for all of their family, friends and fans. I can only hope you're both at peace, together.
I have lost three friends to suicide and it is totally devastating. I just want to thank you for the added links at the end of your video. Bless you, and I hope that anyone watching this with thoughts of suicide is able to get in contact! Keep up the good work!
I remember this when I was a teenager, it was very sad news. He was always one of the most talented, interesting and genuine personalities on TV growing up as a kid. RIP.
He was to children’s art programmes what Chris Packham was to children’s wildlife shows of the 1990’s. I absolutely loved watching Mark and was truly saddened by what happened to him and Natasha. Thank you so much for such thoughtful and compassionate content. I will be subscribing to your channel.
When you said in the years since marks death conspiracy theories have surrounded the circumstances of marks death, I thought oh no here we go, I'm so glad you followed it up by saying they're not worth airing here a subtle way of saying do not entertain such nonsense not on my channel, just discovered your channel my friend an I'm really liking it... From further up north in Glasgow.
It’s a little known fact that the following high-profile names were all killed because they had knowledge of the child-raping ways of the BBC: Jill Dando Kristian Digby Natasha Collins Mark Speight Kevin Greening Paula Yates Rik Mayall Peaches Geldof Well that's what someone said on a website anyway.🤔😮
@@Weird.Dreams 'It's a little known fact' 'well that's what someone said on a website anyway' 🤣🤔 brilliant. It's a 'fact' because someone said it online 🤦♂️ incredible.
@@Weird.Dreams What a guy. I agree. I think it is very plausible they were bumped off. People are too quick to believe everything they are told by the mainstream media.
What a touching and tastefully done video this was. It brought up a lot of old feelings. They both seemed such genuinely lovely people. Quite simply, I wish it had never happened. I wish Mark and Natasha were both still here, doing videos on TH-cam (or wherever) so I could show them to my children who would no doubt be as entertained by them as I was when I was their age.
I was in a dark place once and called a help hotline. I was about 6 sentences in when the woman interrupted me to ask "are you suicidal or not?" I said no, but I really needed to talk to someone because I was horribly depressed and had lost the will to live but would not actively kill myself. She then berated me for wasting her time and informed me these hotlines we're only for suicidal people. She then said she had another call and it was probably from someone who "actually needed" her and she hung up on me. After that, I called another hotline. They refused to talk to me because I was in the wrong county and told me to call the number I had just called. Needless to say, I will not be making anymore phonecalls, no matter what.
That is horrible! What a terrible way to handle a call! Disgusting. You do not “help” anyone in that manner. Respect is called for, contact a trusted health professional, please. Do you have a close friend or family member?
That's dreadful. I'm not sure if you're in the UK or not but Samaritans run an email as well as a phone line which is helpful. If you're not in the UK you'd still be able to access that and they're very good at Samaritans.
Sorry you went through that... I phoned the hotline around the same time as you, I was lonely aswell. Talked to an old man, we talked about doctor who and other things. He said that he must go because we wasn't talking about suicide and that he hopes the best for me. Trust me there is better people out there.
SMart was my childhood and I remember hearing of all that was going on with him with his fiancée's death and everything afterwards. When I heard he went missing I begged he would turn up alright. I was 17, at work, when I found out he had been found dead. I cried at work. His work was and still is an inspiration for me to this day and he is part of the reason why I kept at this hobby of mine. What he went through is truly crushing. He is most certainly not forgotten :'(
i remember sitting in the living room watching CBBC when the headline dropped of mark's death in 2008 on newsround which took me by surprise and hit like a tonne of bricks, i was and still am i massive fan of his and he'll never be forgotten
As others have said this was respectfully done, thank you. Mark was one of my favourite presenters growing up, I remember when Kirsten made the announcement, it was such a sad moment.
I remember seeing Mark and Natasha at Lulworth Cove one time. They were such a lovely couple and loved talking to all the kids who recognised him. I was heartbroken when I heard about what happened to them.
"A tragic series of events" should include Natasha and Mark's choice to do drugs and alcohol. That is the one reason Natasha's death happened. I bet no one told the children and adults who watched Natasha's shows about that detail. I wonder how many people (especially children) might have never taken drugs and alcohol if they had known about this.
True, hard to imagine when life is so short and precious, had a mate who ended his life aged 36 because his evil ex stopped him from seeing his daughter on his birthday, have another mate who lost his son aged 16, he considered it shortly after but fortunately is still around, he said until you have been there you cant imagine what it's like.
I just found your channel and I love it! You’re so easy to listen to. It’s smashing to find a fellow Brit to watch. It’s strangely comforting hearing your voice and seeing your kind face on TH-cam. 🥰
My husband met and worked with Mark , we had a young child at the time and Mark was lovely enough to sign a book for him. Big Picture/Little Picture in Smarteenies on CBeebies was a huge favourite in our house, Mark was every bit as lovely as we knew he would be. So so sad when he died. May he RIP
This is the first video I've seen on this channel and I hugely appreciate the comment about not going into the conspiracy theories as they're not worth it. Good job man!
So sad, just shows you how mental health was treated even just a few years ago. A couple both truly troubled, but now reunited. Rest in peace ❤️💙 Thank you for giving the helplines as well. ❤️💙
Sharon Legg- How was mental health issues treated just a few years ago? I’m sure you’re implying there’s not enough help, or some sort of stigma attached. Feelings aren’t facts. Back up your statement with proof. Sounds like everyone they spoke of in this video were loving kind & helpful. In the US all u have to do is make a phone call & help will come to you- insured or not. Programs & treatment centers, therapists are everywhere. And any kind pill u want is available. Facts
Thank you for not enumerating the conspiracy theories, sometimes it's neither needed or appropriate. This is one of those times. Good show, best of everything to you!!
My mate who used to work around Paddington Station at the time, SWEARS that he saw a bloke climbing up the fire escape several days before mark was announced as missing.
I remember when this happened, this was the first time I ever encountered suicide, at 9 years old, and I was devastated as he was my favourite presenter on the show
I was in sixth form when he died and remember lots of people at school talking about how much they loved watching Smart and how he inspired them by making art look so fun. I very much like the intro as Speight's death was the first incident that made me realise that kids TV presenters are people too and they are, sadly, as easily capable of falling into dark times.
May Mark and Natasha rest in peace, it’s really sad what happened to them both, absolutely loved Mark growing up, may they both find peace in the afterlife
I’m one of the young artists who grew up watching SmArt. Mark was always so full of energy, and lots of fun. I was a teenager when I heard about his death, and it was heartbreaking. Even more so because I was also in a very dark place at the time. I feel so bad for the family and friends of Mark and Natasha, they shouldn’t have gone the way they did. Thank you for this video, and thank you also for making sure to include the helpline numbers. If anyone is feeling suicidal, PLEASE remember: you are loved and someone will be there to listen 💖
The loss of Mark and Natasha was heartbreaking. This is such a sensitively handled video, and the resources mentioned at the end reveal your empathic nature.
Thank you for handling this painful story with such sensitivity. As someone who has lost one person to suicide and loved another who tried it twice it's very good to see the lack of judgement and the kindness with which you handled the story.
This is the first video of yours I’ve seen and it certainly won’t be the last. Your soothing voice, pacing and intonation washed over me in waves of warmth and comfort, and was a beautiful dedication to Mark and Natasha. Not from the UK, I wasn’t familiar with them or their story, but you so beautifully captured their youthful spirit and love for one another. The worst thing adults can do when it comes to the topic of death with children is attempt to shield them from it, and assume they don’t understand or can’t cope. If it is forced to be unspoken, it develops a life of its own, and becomes something much greater to fear. Only last night I was having dinner with family including an extremely bright 3 year old. They’re obsessed with dinosaurs and fossils currently. Somehow during dinner they brought up the topic of death and dying in relation to animals. We all took a quiet breath and leant into that moment. Firstly we all said in a calm positive voice “yes, that does happen, you’re right”. One parent, a doctor, explained that the body doesn’t work anymore. Their other parent explained that once their body stops working we don’t see them anymore, but they become stars in the sky like Mufassa in the Lion King. I said that it’s just like with the dinosaurs, and their bodies stopped working, so we don’t see dinosaurs anymore, only their bones and fossils. It was a beautiful conversation and the child was extremely happy at the end of it and proud to have connected their knowledge of dinosaurs and fossils to the idea. The sooner we can introduce children to life’s cycle, including the uncomfortable parts, in a safe and loving way, it means that when they are exposed to death (for most children their first experience with death will be with a pet) they won’t be suddenly needing to learn the concept. They already have those foundations and instead can be helped through their grief and allowed to feel and express their feelings surrounding their loss. Finally, I want to applaud you on your ending piece regarding seeking help. It was the most supportive, non-judgemental, understanding, gentle and encouraging manner that I’ve ever heard, and I will be taking a lot away from how you expressed this. Thank you, a new subscriber. Rest in all the colours Mark and Natasha.
thank you for presenting this in a beautiful way. i never watched the shows the pair were on, as i grew up in america, but i can tell they were wonderful people. i'm glad you didn't let the conspiracies and their occasional drug use have any impact on your storytelling, as i know a lot of people would think less of them for that. thank you💕 i found your channel recently and it's marvelous!
Damn this video brought up a lot of feelings. I remember loving this guy as a kid, I was sad and confused when I found out he'd died. Seemed like a lot of grown up stuff I didn't understand and no one would really explain to me why bad things were happening. He was probably one of the reasons I went on to love art so much. I can't quite remember, but I remember his face and I feel like he had a big impact.
Sadly, Oliver Speight passed away last year - I checked in every so often on Speight of the Art as it was a local charity that'd occasionally come up on the radar. Mark Speight personified the 90s arts-and-crafts era for me. He had such chemistry and energy with any other presenter he was put with, but the trio of Mark, Kirsten and Jay just made SMart what it was. For a wee Staffordshire lass, to see this fellow Midlandsy person being unashamedly wacky and creative, it was just a joy - but also, the sadness I felt when he was in the news following Natasha Collins's death (and then his own) was very personal considering I'd never met him. I wish I could have. Thank you for the respectful video.
Really well put together video. I grew up in that era and always changed the channel when any art programs came on tv Wish I hadn’t now I’ve heard marks story. Anyway really good video add one new sub
thank you for making this. like many here I was born in the 90s in the UK and at the perfect age to watch shows like Smart and Art attack. I went to college and Uni studying Art and Design and it was Mark and other Artists that helped fuel my creativity and desire to pursue Art. I was heartbroken when he died. its great to see their story told here. without the rumor's that plagued them
Such a sad story. How many people watching this have done the same thing...partied with little thought of the possible outcome beyond just having a good time. You take a risk every time you do drugs. No time to be judgemental, people make their own choices regardless of past experiences or risks. RIP
I already hit the subscribe button a few videos ago in this binge, and now I wish I could double-subscribe. Despite this factual presentation, the bits of your own feelings on the case that you've slipped in warmed my heart. Thank you for telling us this story.
Found your channel today, I love how respectful you are towards the victims. I especially like that you don't pay any mind to the conspiracy theories, and instead choose to focus on the story and the facts.
I was a big fan of Mark Speight, I remember how much fun he made art and he was a great art show presenter. I was so saddened and upset when I heard he had died. Thank you for an informative video focusing on him and not the stupid conspiracy theories!! A really great video befitting a larger than life presenter!!
I remember this guy. I didn't know he's story ended so sadly. He was great on screen, bright and vibrant. Such a shame what happened. RIP to the both of you.
Nah, Ballin just embellishes the shit out of stories. Look it up. This guy is true to the source material and completely unbiased. Ballin is a joke who like to hear himself talk.
Poor Mark. He died so sad and alone. He must have felt so lost and scared. It really saddened me when he died. A vibrant, talented man who brought smiles to so many faces would leave this planet so abruptly. I hope he and Natasha are both resting easy x
"But the [conspiracy theories] are not worth mentioning here." AND mental health lines & sites to visit. You, sir, are an absolute gem and a credit to the genre. Thank you.
Honestly, I don’t think conspiracy theories are *ever* worth mentioning in serious videos.
Yes 🥹
I concur
@Yorkie8 There's some truth to that. I don't think there is a perfect way to address these things, though.
Exactly ❤
I always remember how I first learned to draw cartoon eyes by following Mark's instruction on the show. I went on to LOVE drawing purely because I felt so proud of what I could achieve, all thanks to his simple tip. Now, at 25, I have been commissioned to illustrate for personalised gifts and children's books, and I'm currently working on my own illustrated story series. Simple perhaps, but he had a big impact on my life from an early age. Thank you, Mark. Rest easy.
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Best to you for your bright future! 💓
Aww! That’s awesome and congratulations on your career.
That’s amazing xxx well done and thanks for sharing. He would of been happy to know this I’m sure.
@Scotty* Bucks thank you so much ❤️ I was so upset when I heard he'd passed away
Thank you so much for this
Mark was a friend of mine and I loved him. He was the most generous, caring, outrageously funny and lovely person.
His death was a result of the hounding of the press. They have blood on their hands.
Mark would never have harmed a fly.
I did a photoshoot with Mark and Tash a few months before this tragedy - nobody has ever seen the photos - they were never used.
I also designed the Speight of The Art logo for him for free to help him (I’m a graphic designer and photographer) because he was trying to make a little cash at his meet and greets because he was having severe money troubles. His father (I won’t say anything about him!!) was ‘looking after’ his finances. This artwork was then stolen (inbox me if you want the story).
Anyway. Mark was a fabulous guy, Tash was so sweet. They were perfect together.
Thank you again for the video.
This made me teary eyed.
Thank you for being such a great friend to Mark, whom I sure was very fond of you.
I cannot believe the press had something to do with his death. Of course, losing a loved one is unimaginable grief, I can understand how tough this was for him.
I agree, Mark was incredible - a role model, a huge inspiration to a lot of our lives.
He may be gone but he certainly isn't forgotten ❤️
@@markspeighttribute5509 a lovely reply. Thank you. The absolute truth is, Mark was (and in my heart always will be) that mate that always made you laugh.
He was outrageously silly and giving.
I miss him. X
@@ZosoHacker I bet he was, I can believe it.
I wish I could’ve got the opportunity to meet him and thank him for everything 🥺
Sending love ❤️
U r a great friend. 🙏🏻🥂
hello ,sorry for your loss even after all this time im sure it hurts ,would be interesting to know what he told the police that day for them to turn it on him and make him a suspect only to drop it ,im assuming he named the dealer but i doubt it will come out ,so sad.
Im 34 years old and I remember the joys of saturday morning tv waking up to scratchy and co and Mark and his cloud suit. May he rest in eternal peace.
As a 90s kid who loved all things artistic, Smart was a big part of my childhood (along with Art Attack) I was absolutely gutted to hear of his passing and the circumstances around it. This video was very respectfully done, thank you.
He was a junkie, a pathetic loser who couldn't handle his life. Have you ever experienced the tantrams of a paranoid cocaine user at work? Still, nobody here mentioning the terrible effects of recreational drug abuse as if it's just a normal thing everybody should accept as part of life.
@@powerplay8355 Yeah whatever. I've seen smackheads have their kids taken away from them and literally done anything for their next hit including robbing and stabbing, so nothing you say matters to me.
I'd been abroad and when I came Back to England I picked up a newspaper , on the front page was an article about his funeral , I was so shocked as I hadn't even heard he'd died , I live in Tettenhall where he's from , I found it all very upsetting , like a piece of my childhood innocence died with him.
@@powerplay8355 you seem like a really good guy. Try getting your self some empathy, and try finding your self. Your a bit rotten inside
@@powerplay8355 you could say similar about a shopaholic or scratchcard/gambling addict. I lived with an alcoholic who kept it hidden for our first few weeks.
ALL OF THEM are totally legal and two actively encouraged with advertising.
He had an addiction but considering that he would feel responsible for what happened with her, it was probably likely he put the whole weight of it on his shoulders.....
I loved Mark Speight so much. I couldn't wait to watch SMart after school every week, I was so gutted when I found out about his death. The way he was treated when Natasha died was horrendous. He didn't deserve what he got. RIP Mark & Natasha. 🕊🤍🤍
I loved watching Mark on SMart, he was my favorite, I was so shocked to hear about what happened as a kid. I think about him now and then. R.I.P
Amen 🙏🙏🙏
Times were different then, but in some ways, the way people treat each other hasn’t softened in recent years at all.
I applaud your refusal to entertain the rumors and risk sullying this man's reputation. I've never heard of him although I grew up in the 90s but in the US, but I wish I had. They both sound like they inspired thousands of youngsters. Peace be to them and their loved ones.
So do I. 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
I remember when this happened. My children were still young and we watched him on children's TV here in the UK... so so sad
I agree, wonderfully presented, and heartfelt ❤❤
He always seemed like a nice bloke, sometimes bad things happen to nice people. My kids loved him and his programs. Sad.
I was about to comment the same thing. I find it so irritating that some channels would rather focus on sensationalism than tragic reality. So nice that for once, a true-crime presenter just stuck to what matters.
Following mark as a child taught me to let go and enjoy colour when my art teacher said it (mixed media) wasn't art, thanks to him I'm now an artist. He lives on in others talents and creativity
He was a huge influence to my little brother who has now won Awards for his technical painting and now my brothers little boy loves to paint. What a sad but awesome legacy he has left behind. Rest in peace Mark!
What a wonderful legacy ♥️
That's so awesome that Mark played a huge role in inspiring your little brother!
Conspiracy theories. "They’re not worth airing here." I really love that.
No parent should keep the spectre of death hidden from their children, no matter how young they are, especially when it comes for someone they look up to. They have a right to know, and are stronger than many give them credit for, so for some parents to complain when the news of Marks death was made known to their children is incredibly disappointing.
As someone who was a child who watched this being announced on smart, I'm glad they did announce it, as it was done very well, and was a great teaching tool for a topic that is not often talked about
I can see both sides but you make a great point
I lost my father very unexpectedly at 12… that was my first real encounter with death.
I’ve since made it my mission to normalise death in my household!
I agree with you.
I completely agree. over the last few years I have lost 3 family members and due to not being able to travel I had to watch their funerals online. my kids each time saw me upset and I fully explained to them why. kids are not stupid and if anything my kids helped me so much as they understood and hugged me and kept checking with me to make sure I was ok.
Mark Speight was a legend. He was a huge part of my childhood and one of the reasons I’m now a professional artist.
Man this video hit me harder than I expected. thanks for this video, and your kind respectful words. It’s what he deserves.
Don't dilute the word, 'legend'.
So refreshing to see a tragedy handled with respect and dignity.
I like the way this channel always shows compassion for victims of crimes and people whom tragedies have befallen, and treats even violent criminals with a certain dignity. Nobody is demonized or belittled here.
I like the way this channel always shows compassion for victims of crimes and people whom tragedies have befallen, and treats even violent criminals with a certain dignity. Nobody is demonized or belittled here.
I met Mark shortly before he passed away, he was doing a panto near me and I was one of the kids that got to go on stage and create a drawing with him (I still have it and treasure it) I got to meet him properly after the show finished and he was so lovely and kind and he gave me the drawing that we'd made on stage and signed it for me. Mark had a huge influence on me and my artistic expression growing up and I'm still filled with profound grief and sadness for the loss of Mark and Natasha and I'm sorry for the loss of these two beautiful souls for all of their family, friends and fans. I can only hope you're both at peace, together.
An utter tragedy and proof that bad things can happen to good people. This video told the story with sensitivity and respect - thank you.
I have lost three friends to suicide and it is totally devastating. I just want to thank you for the added links at the end of your video. Bless you, and I hope that anyone watching this with thoughts of suicide is able to get in contact! Keep up the good work!
I remember this when I was a teenager, it was very sad news. He was always one of the most talented, interesting and genuine personalities on TV growing up as a kid. RIP.
Agreed.
He was to children’s art programmes what Chris Packham was to children’s wildlife shows of the 1990’s. I absolutely loved watching Mark and was truly saddened by what happened to him and Natasha. Thank you so much for such thoughtful and compassionate content. I will be subscribing to your channel.
When you said in the years since marks death conspiracy theories have surrounded the circumstances of marks death, I thought oh no here we go, I'm so glad you followed it up by saying they're not worth airing here a subtle way of saying do not entertain such nonsense not on my channel, just discovered your channel my friend an I'm really liking it... From further up north in Glasgow.
It’s a little known fact that the following high-profile names were all killed because they had knowledge of the child-raping ways of the BBC:
Jill Dando
Kristian Digby
Natasha Collins
Mark Speight
Kevin Greening
Paula Yates
Rik Mayall
Peaches Geldof
Well that's what someone said on a website anyway.🤔😮
@@Weird.Dreams 'It's a little known fact' 'well that's what someone said on a website anyway' 🤣🤔 brilliant. It's a 'fact' because someone said it online 🤦♂️ incredible.
Don't be so quick to dismiss these other theories. It is very possible there was foul play involved.
@@Weird.Dreams What a guy. I agree. I think it is very plausible they were bumped off. People are too quick to believe everything they are told by the mainstream media.
@@Weird.Dreams the only one I would agree that that is the case is Jill Dando. All the others highly unlikely
Don't ever think you can't pull through. I've been there myself, there is help and things will get better.
What a touching and tastefully done video this was. It brought up a lot of old feelings. They both seemed such genuinely lovely people. Quite simply, I wish it had never happened. I wish Mark and Natasha were both still here, doing videos on TH-cam (or wherever) so I could show them to my children who would no doubt be as entertained by them as I was when I was their age.
I wholeheartedly agree - very tasteful, and the comment at the end about support services was gently done too.
As a 34 year old, I dont think I'll ever be over the passing of Mark 💔
What's your age got to do with it? 🤔
@@Sheriff_GrimLaw it was our generation
Me either :(
30 here and same 😔
I was in a dark place once and called a help hotline. I was about 6 sentences in when the woman interrupted me to ask "are you suicidal or not?" I said no, but I really needed to talk to someone because I was horribly depressed and had lost the will to live but would not actively kill myself. She then berated me for wasting her time and informed me these hotlines we're only for suicidal people. She then said she had another call and it was probably from someone who "actually needed" her and she hung up on me. After that, I called another hotline. They refused to talk to me because I was in the wrong county and told me to call the number I had just called. Needless to say, I will not be making anymore phonecalls, no matter what.
I’m so sorry that happened to you.
That is horrible! What a terrible way to handle a call! Disgusting. You do not “help” anyone in that manner. Respect is called for, contact a trusted health professional, please. Do you have a close friend or family member?
Kandreas world,sorry that happened to you,they need to learn respect
That's dreadful. I'm not sure if you're in the UK or not but Samaritans run an email as well as a phone line which is helpful. If you're not in the UK you'd still be able to access that and they're very good at Samaritans.
Sorry you went through that... I phoned the hotline around the same time as you, I was lonely aswell. Talked to an old man, we talked about doctor who and other things. He said that he must go because we wasn't talking about suicide and that he hopes the best for me. Trust me there is better people out there.
SMart was my childhood and I remember hearing of all that was going on with him with his fiancée's death and everything afterwards. When I heard he went missing I begged he would turn up alright. I was 17, at work, when I found out he had been found dead. I cried at work.
His work was and still is an inspiration for me to this day and he is part of the reason why I kept at this hobby of mine. What he went through is truly crushing. He is most certainly not forgotten :'(
i remember sitting in the living room watching CBBC when the headline dropped of mark's death in 2008 on newsround which took me by surprise and hit like a tonne of bricks, i was and still am i massive fan of his and he'll never be forgotten
I grew up watching Mark on Scratchy & Co. and SMart. A really talented man, the series of events at the end of his life were so so sad. ♥
Wow that is a literal flash back ... scratchy... SMart 😔☺️.
See it .. saw it... was I program they was on also.
So sad my friends
As others have said this was respectfully done, thank you. Mark was one of my favourite presenters growing up, I remember when Kirsten made the announcement, it was such a sad moment.
I admire the respect and brevity you made the focus of your story. Class act my friend. You deserve all the success you are receiving. Take care.
Wholeheartedly agree...a class act indeed. Well said 👏
A very respectful and balanced account of what happened. This story is a reminder of the power of substance abuse.
I remember seeing Mark and Natasha at Lulworth Cove one time.
They were such a lovely couple and loved talking to all the kids who recognised him.
I was heartbroken when I heard about what happened to them.
"A tragic series of events" should include Natasha and Mark's choice to do drugs and alcohol.
That is the one reason Natasha's death happened.
I bet no one told the children and adults who watched Natasha's shows about that detail. I wonder how many people (especially children) might have never taken drugs and alcohol if they had known about this.
Thank you, sir. Your compassion means more than you know.
How tragic that anyone feels the need to take their own life.
You can’t begin to imagine what goes through people’s heads
True, hard to imagine when life is so short and precious, had a mate who ended his life aged 36 because his evil ex stopped him from seeing his daughter on his birthday, have another mate who lost his son aged 16, he considered it shortly after but fortunately is still around, he said until you have been there you cant imagine what it's like.
Great that you gave contact informations for those who struggle in the outro. :)
I'm Aussie, never heard of them until now 💔 how heartbreaking for everyone including their fans.
( 3:42 ) Mark’s mum also passed away due to the stress of the situation in the same year too! 😢
I just found your channel and I love it! You’re so easy to listen to. It’s smashing to find a fellow Brit to watch. It’s strangely comforting hearing your voice and seeing your kind face on TH-cam. 🥰
Same here - but, I'm american
My husband met and worked with Mark , we had a young child at the time and Mark was lovely enough to sign a book for him.
Big Picture/Little Picture in Smarteenies on CBeebies was a huge favourite in our house,
Mark was every bit as lovely as we knew he would be.
So so sad when he died. May he RIP
I kindly thank you for not covering the same cases as many other channels. Another excellent video sir.
I love that!
Thank you for the sensitive way this was presented.
This channel should have a million subscribers, it is awesome and the host has such a nice voice to listen to ❤️
I appreciate the resources listed at the end of the video.
This is the first video I've seen on this channel and I hugely appreciate the comment about not going into the conspiracy theories as they're not worth it. Good job man!
Thank you for the kind and sensitive end to this video. You're a decent man with a lovely soul. Bless you.
So sad, just shows you how mental health was treated even just a few years ago. A couple both truly troubled, but now reunited.
Rest in peace ❤️💙
Thank you for giving the helplines as well. ❤️💙
Sharon Legg- How was mental health issues treated just a few years ago? I’m sure you’re implying there’s not enough help, or some sort of stigma attached. Feelings aren’t facts. Back up your statement with proof. Sounds like everyone they spoke of in this video were loving kind & helpful. In the US all u have to do is make a phone call & help will come to you- insured or not. Programs & treatment centers, therapists are everywhere. And any kind pill u want is available. Facts
Thank you for not enumerating the conspiracy theories, sometimes it's neither needed or appropriate. This is one of those times. Good show, best of everything to you!!
Mark was my childhood hero this was sad but a loving tribute to a great man
My mate who used to work around Paddington Station at the time, SWEARS that he saw a bloke climbing up the fire escape several days before mark was announced as missing.
We’ll Mark was missing for 6 days before being found so maybe true. 👍🏻
Thank you for this extremely sensitive and well made short documentary into this lovely mans life.
Thank you for covering this Mark was such a great artist not just a kids TV presenter but an accomplished artist. Such shame he went too soon
I remember when this happened, this was the first time I ever encountered suicide, at 9 years old, and I was devastated as he was my favourite presenter on the show
He was a bit after my time, but I remember him and the tragedy. Thank you very much for the respectful and compassionate way you did the video.
I was in sixth form when he died and remember lots of people at school talking about how much they loved watching Smart and how he inspired them by making art look so fun. I very much like the intro as Speight's death was the first incident that made me realise that kids TV presenters are people too and they are, sadly, as easily capable of falling into dark times.
May Mark and Natasha rest in peace, it’s really sad what happened to them both, absolutely loved Mark growing up, may they both find peace in the afterlife
I’m one of the young artists who grew up watching SmArt. Mark was always so full of energy, and lots of fun. I was a teenager when I heard about his death, and it was heartbreaking. Even more so because I was also in a very dark place at the time.
I feel so bad for the family and friends of Mark and Natasha, they shouldn’t have gone the way they did. Thank you for this video, and thank you also for making sure to include the helpline numbers. If anyone is feeling suicidal, PLEASE remember: you are loved and someone will be there to listen 💖
Your channels subject matter notwithstanding you do a great job and are a pleasure to listen to. Cheers
Quickly this has become one of my favourite channels. Your compassionate and well informed delivery is laudable.
Beautifully and respectfully delivered. So very tragic.
I adore the host. His voice is fantastic.
Thank you very much for this film. Very tastefully done. R.I.P Mark and Natasha.
I am so glad I have stumbled across your channel. You are a wonderful storyteller and I have truly enjoyed each one of your videos!
The loss of Mark and Natasha was heartbreaking. This is such a sensitively handled video, and the resources mentioned at the end reveal your empathic nature.
Such a tragedy both had so much and seemed so happy 😢🥺
I loved watching his programme,he was a great presenter.He brightened my childhood.
Thank you for handling this painful story with such sensitivity. As someone who has lost one person to suicide and loved another who tried it twice it's very good to see the lack of judgement and the kindness with which you handled the story.
I love the wall paper you got in your settings ♥️
This is the first video of yours I’ve seen and it certainly won’t be the last. Your soothing voice, pacing and intonation washed over me in waves of warmth and comfort, and was a beautiful dedication to Mark and Natasha. Not from the UK, I wasn’t familiar with them or their story, but you so beautifully captured their youthful spirit and love for one another.
The worst thing adults can do when it comes to the topic of death with children is attempt to shield them from it, and assume they don’t understand or can’t cope. If it is forced to be unspoken, it develops a life of its own, and becomes something much greater to fear.
Only last night I was having dinner with family including an extremely bright 3 year old. They’re obsessed with dinosaurs and fossils currently. Somehow during dinner they brought up the topic of death and dying in relation to animals. We all took a quiet breath and leant into that moment.
Firstly we all said in a calm positive voice “yes, that does happen, you’re right”. One parent, a doctor, explained that the body doesn’t work anymore. Their other parent explained that once their body stops working we don’t see them anymore, but they become stars in the sky like Mufassa in the Lion King.
I said that it’s just like with the dinosaurs, and their bodies stopped working, so we don’t see dinosaurs anymore, only their bones and fossils.
It was a beautiful conversation and the child was extremely happy at the end of it and proud to have connected their knowledge of dinosaurs and fossils to the idea.
The sooner we can introduce children to life’s cycle, including the uncomfortable parts, in a safe and loving way, it means that when they are exposed to death (for most children their first experience with death will be with a pet) they won’t be suddenly needing to learn the concept. They already have those foundations and instead can be helped through their grief and allowed to feel and express their feelings surrounding their loss.
Finally, I want to applaud you on your ending piece regarding seeking help. It was the most supportive, non-judgemental, understanding, gentle and encouraging manner that I’ve ever heard, and I will be taking a lot away from how you expressed this. Thank you, a new subscriber.
Rest in all the colours Mark and Natasha.
Thanks for adding the helplines at the end.
Not enough people do that here on TH-cam.
That literally left me teary-eyed!
thank you for presenting this in a beautiful way. i never watched the shows the pair were on, as i grew up in america, but i can tell they were wonderful people. i'm glad you didn't let the conspiracies and their occasional drug use have any impact on your storytelling, as i know a lot of people would think less of them for that. thank you💕 i found your channel recently and it's marvelous!
He loved her. Pure heartbreak all of this.
This video unlocked a whole bunch of memories I hadn't thought about in years. I used to love Smart. Such a sad story
Thank you for including the end message
Damn this video brought up a lot of feelings. I remember loving this guy as a kid, I was sad and confused when I found out he'd died. Seemed like a lot of grown up stuff I didn't understand and no one would really explain to me why bad things were happening. He was probably one of the reasons I went on to love art so much. I can't quite remember, but I remember his face and I feel like he had a big impact.
I so appreciate your calm yet compassionate demeanour in this article.
Life can be so ruthless sometimes. Thank you for this respectful video sir, you do good work.
Thank you!!! , What a lovely job , well done, will look out for more, 👍
I forgot about this. You did a brilliant job telling a difficult and sad story. 💜
I am sad that he could not find help but I appreciate you not going into conspiracy theories, because two lives lost is very tragic for everyone.
Sadly, Oliver Speight passed away last year - I checked in every so often on Speight of the Art as it was a local charity that'd occasionally come up on the radar.
Mark Speight personified the 90s arts-and-crafts era for me. He had such chemistry and energy with any other presenter he was put with, but the trio of Mark, Kirsten and Jay just made SMart what it was. For a wee Staffordshire lass, to see this fellow Midlandsy person being unashamedly wacky and creative, it was just a joy - but also, the sadness I felt when he was in the news following Natasha Collins's death (and then his own) was very personal considering I'd never met him. I wish I could have.
Thank you for the respectful video.
Another excellent episode. Thankyou.
I applaud you for telling this story in the manner that you have and the way that it should have been so they both rest in peace
Really well put together video.
I grew up in that era and always changed the channel when any art programs came on tv
Wish I hadn’t now I’ve heard marks story.
Anyway really good video add one new sub
I absolutely loved Mark on sMart, he and Kirsten were a huge part of my childhood. This is a really sensitive and well done video
thank you for making this. like many here I was born in the 90s in the UK and at the perfect age to watch shows like Smart and Art attack. I went to college and Uni studying Art and Design and it was Mark and other Artists that helped fuel my creativity and desire to pursue Art. I was heartbroken when he died. its great to see their story told here. without the rumor's that plagued them
Thanks for a great video. I would also like to thank you for not talking about "rolf harris" more that you had too.
Brilliant x thank you for the help organisations at the end. We'll done
Such a sad story. How many people watching this have done the same thing...partied with little thought of the possible outcome beyond just having a good time. You take a risk every time you do drugs. No time to be judgemental, people make their own choices regardless of past experiences or risks. RIP
Excellent and very touching video.
I already hit the subscribe button a few videos ago in this binge, and now I wish I could double-subscribe. Despite this factual presentation, the bits of your own feelings on the case that you've slipped in warmed my heart. Thank you for telling us this story.
Found your channel today, I love how respectful you are towards the victims.
I especially like that you don't pay any mind to the conspiracy theories, and instead choose to focus on the story and the facts.
This was sad he would have fitted in great on youtube 😢 doing drawing tutorials
great point, its true
At least his old shows are on TH-cam! 👍🏻
Absolutely beautifully done, with dignity and respect to Mark & Natasha, May they rest easy ♥️
I was a big fan of Mark Speight, I remember how much fun he made art and he was a great art show presenter. I was so saddened and upset when I heard he had died. Thank you for an informative video focusing on him and not the stupid conspiracy theories!! A really great video befitting a larger than life presenter!!
( 1:56 ) thank you for blurring out a certain watermark, a lot of these people think they own these clips.
I remember this guy. I didn't know he's story ended so sadly. He was great on screen, bright and vibrant. Such a shame what happened. RIP to the both of you.
I love how respectful you are for the dead. Its what puts this channel above the rest.
This channel and Mr.Ballen should do some episodes together. They are both absolutely great talented story tellers.
Nah, Ballin just embellishes the shit out of stories. Look it up. This guy is true to the source material and completely unbiased. Ballin is a joke who like to hear himself talk.
That was very touching. Thank you.
I remember this when I was 9, I can't believe its been so long. Still very sad to think about.
Poor Mark. He died so sad and alone. He must have felt so lost and scared. It really saddened me when he died. A vibrant, talented man who brought smiles to so many faces would leave this planet so abruptly.
I hope he and Natasha are both resting easy x