Fi's journey to understanding her anorexia and autism | Christine McGuinness: Unmasking My Autism

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    Fi explains how her autism allowed her to finally make sense of her 10 year battle with anorexia ❤️ #ChristineMcGuinness #UnmaskingMyAutism #iPlayer #Autism #AutismAwareness
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    In this heartfelt journey of self-discovery, Christine McGuinness uncovers a hidden world of thousands of autistic women who, like her, have been ignored by science and society.
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  • @gemmi1
    @gemmi1 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    Been following Fi since she came out of hospital on her last admission and I'm so so proud of her ❤️❤️❤️

    • @djenne514
      @djenne514 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same, she is zo amazing and strong. Learning while she learned how her autism and ed are related is so inspiring. So proud of her!

  • @linden5165
    @linden5165 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Christine is just so kind and sensitive in this documentary. I found it so relatable being a late-diagnosed autistic woman who also went through eating disorder, misdiagnosis, and so many challenges as we all tend to. Life is much better now I know my needs. I work supporting other autistic people now. It's a hard path for so many of us.
    (Also self-diagnosis is 100% valid! 🥰)

  • @leahbaer11
    @leahbaer11 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    I have followed Fi’s journey since the beginning. She’s incredibly strong and inspiring. She’s doing really really well in recovery. For anyone interested, her channel is Fi’s Fight Back

  • @dotexe6415
    @dotexe6415 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I already had an ED, but I had been eating excessively. At 14, I restricted hard for 6 weeks, and I think that cemented it for me. I feel you, Fi. I see you.
    I just kind of caved in. I was bullied at school for my weight; they said I was 'eating too much.' At home, I was yelled at for having severe issues with food texture (which we now know is another eating disorder, ARFID). i didn't have a break, and all the bullying was all about food and weight. No wonder I am the way I am.

  • @sarahreid9206
    @sarahreid9206 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I start having panic attacks when I couldn’t do my maths work or English and I keep moving my legs and I was scared up to age 18 I rather not eat and I’m proud of you coming out it make me want to do this 😂😭😭😭😭

  • @kasunibieber7683
    @kasunibieber7683 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I have never ever heard something so relateable. Thank you so much for your bravery and your story❤️

  • @christinaweems
    @christinaweems ปีที่แล้ว +1

    In my prayers with love.

  • @nadinebentel2362
    @nadinebentel2362 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I can so relate to you and I am in my 40s. It's a killer disease and I wish with allmy heart it would take me.

    • @laurenkochan960
      @laurenkochan960 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Nadine, you are fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God! Please, don’t lose hope! You are a bright and intelligent and beautiful woman! This world needs you and your light! ⭐️ I’m praying for you right now, girlfriend! 🤗

    • @nadinebentel2362
      @nadinebentel2362 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@laurenkochan960 Thank you for your support, Lauren but I fear it is too late. Also, my psychiatrist is closing shop after knowing me for 30 years, I have no friends or family and so theer is no point. I wish I had the courage to do you know what. Take care.

  • @vynedvyne59
    @vynedvyne59 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Brilliance ❤

  • @aidencarey1551
    @aidencarey1551 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Well I have Autism too so I believe what she is saying is true and plus I’ve been through isolation at which has not been easy for my 3 years in my life since covid because sometimes I always tell myself why was I here in the first place or how do I have a purpose of life and mostly people do the same repetitive thing everything for there whole life so I also say to myself Why can’t people realize that their not the only ones who also have issues like can’t we ever get along, I’m just worried how the worlds going to become everyday I just want things in life to change

  • @tashaimpressions
    @tashaimpressions หลายเดือนก่อน

    I'm also Autistic and diagnosed. Also previously had an E.D.

  • @soniczforever5470
    @soniczforever5470 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Im in a noisy and smelly environment and this has led to me undereating i have lost 2.5 stone and most muscle and body fat im at a dangerous low level of 8 percent and have bmi of 15.8 as i walked excessively to cope with the noise, i also suffer from restrictive eating. I have Arfid and autism and am very ill at present. Bmi is dangerously low and body fat less than essential levels so organ at risk of failing had to give up running and boxing. Im unable to eat enough calories to start putting on weight. Im probably a few weeks away from inpatient and at risk of refeeding. The possibility is high enough i might not survive. Id warned my case manager my health would suffer in a noisy environment. Make sure your looked after Fi.

  • @JustMe-zx6ub
    @JustMe-zx6ub 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Promoting recovery is one thing and trying to promote MH illness as life style by having every single diagnosis is another. As someone who knows this woman from few years ago and her blog I don’t understand one thing. She never mentioned psychosis and hearing voices any longer, no mentioning bipolar or BPD any longer, is like every year new diagnosis, let’s see how long this autism diagnosis will last. I wish her best but I really hope that at some point in her life she realise that her family loves her and always will even if she is well, independent and just living her life. I really hope her sister is ok x

    • @makaylasmith1844
      @makaylasmith1844 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      fun fact, for women those are very common diagnoses before they finally get diagnosed with autism. She literally said after this diagnosis, and with the changes implemented, she is on route to a better life already.

  • @Easylive438Tv
    @Easylive438Tv ปีที่แล้ว +2

    💕❤️💕❤️💕❤️

  • @corrigana1
    @corrigana1 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I have a learning disability partially sighted and autism

  • @riotman4350
    @riotman4350 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I just with the UK had good treatment and health care for free. It's either a two year waiting list or five grand

  • @nevillepass
    @nevillepass ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Normal everyday people find it hard to understand some people are not good at socialising or fitting in,that it's a different wiring of the brain because to me normal is excessively social ,also a lot of autistic people find themselves unemployed because they find it hard to fit in and this government sanctions them.

  • @smashleymcbashley6250
    @smashleymcbashley6250 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Why are all of these e-famous ana girls from Instagram getting documentaries

  • @yuripiIIed
    @yuripiIIed ปีที่แล้ว +3

    omg its the lolcow girl

  • @Infamous_ayaan
    @Infamous_ayaan ปีที่แล้ว +2

    First 1

  • @CarolsDream0423
    @CarolsDream0423 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    For me its no longer an eating disorder. Its suicide.

    • @laurenkochan960
      @laurenkochan960 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I’m praying for you right now, dear Carol! We NEED your beautiful light and life in this world! Don’t you ever give up hope! Love you!! 😘

  • @vengarlof7033
    @vengarlof7033 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    It’s things like this that promote autism as a “ superpower”
    I think it’s important to stop giving attention seekers a platform to propagate these self diagnosed mental illness influencers
    (Although eating disorders of all kinds are important to educate people about health and fitness)

    • @mossyteef
      @mossyteef ปีที่แล้ว +1

      In what way does this promise autism as a “superpower”? She spoke clearly about how autism symptoms made her struggle through life and develop an eating disorder.

    • @nousernamefound.7
      @nousernamefound.7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I agree. This self diagnosing needs to stop.

    • @rabiez_luvr6910
      @rabiez_luvr6910 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Who in this video is self diagnosing? I’m just confused

    • @DM-it1qf
      @DM-it1qf ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nousernamefound.7 diagnosis is very difficult for many people. It shouldn’t be a diagnosis since it isn’t a disease. Society is the disease, not autism.

    • @DM-it1qf
      @DM-it1qf ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Autism isn’t an illness, it’s a difference, it shouldn’t be something people are diagnosed with. Society causing us microtraumas is the problem. It’s our superpower because we make it one. I’m very curious as to how you think you have the right to speak over actual autistic people’s experiences. We didn’t ask you.

  • @ozicryptoG
    @ozicryptoG ปีที่แล้ว +7

    She looks normal to me.

    • @rainebowdoe
      @rainebowdoe ปีที่แล้ว +59

      You clearly have no idea

    • @michellel9595
      @michellel9595 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Autism isnt looking "normal" its a battle in your head of being overstimulated, overwhelmed and trying to manage your own brain. It doesnt have physical signs all the time

    • @user-tz3zy3bu4x
      @user-tz3zy3bu4x ปีที่แล้ว +18

      what do you expect her to do? get up & do a song and dance?

    • @abigailmitchell2198
      @abigailmitchell2198 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      🙄

    • @ozicryptoG
      @ozicryptoG 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      People need to harden up. There is nothing wrong with her whatsoever except that she's bored.
      Get a job.

  • @markdowse3572
    @markdowse3572 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Her eyes look clear, but she's well underweight still.
    I hope she'll be OK.
    M 🦘🏏😎

    • @michellel9595
      @michellel9595 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      she is doing really well in recovery and is a lot healthier i follow her on tiktok

    • @katex2467
      @katex2467 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@michellel9595What is her TikTok? 😊