I had to get brain radiation done. My Life With Cancer 6
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 28 ก.ย. 2024
- Hey guys! I have totally been MIA because as you can probably tell I've had a lot going on. I will be posting a full update to what actually led me to this video.
But here it is for anyone who is looking for some kind of strength whether it be going through your own radiation or simply struggling with something else. I think everything seems a lot more scary when we don't have the full picture. But truly brain radiation was not as scary as it sounds.
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I just read that Tamara passed away at the age of 22 in October 2019. It's so very sad and I have mixed thoughts about watching this video knowing that the all the difficult treatments she went through in the hope of saving her life didn't work. Belated condolences to her family and friends and fond remembrance of this lovely, young girl.
People always die right after brain radiation it seems. It's practically to be expected. It just happened to Sarah of the 'POG Family' and Jenny Apple (both on TH-cam). I would never do brain radiation after seeing what it does time and time again.
From her very last blog post:
“Sometimes I think the universe tests us just to make sure we are committed. I’m here to say I’m fucking committed. Committed to living my life the best way I can with any cards I’m given.”
An absolute genius. Every time I feel down about my own health problems I read her post. Whatever your circumstances, you could do a lot worse then to follow her wise words to the utmost of your abilities.
RIP Tamara.
She lost her battle with cancer on October 15, 2019. How tragic. So young and amazing
Good souls dont wonder in the physical plane long 🤦🏿♂️ RIP
She gained her wings!♥️
Becca Cramer thank you for letting us know. I figured that since it’s been quite a while since this video was published. My first time here. 💔💔
she didnt lose, she won by not letting cancer dictate her life but just lived
@@ourcorrectopinions6824 Feel better now you've put someone down?
RIP sweet princess warrior. I hope we are the last generation of cancer patients and we find a cure.
I lost my sister last Jan 2 to cancer. I'd like to think that like Tammara, she was able to find the peace that she deserved. My heart goes out to Tammara's family and everyone else out there living through loss. Love and light.
What a beautiful, funny, smart, Extremely talented, strong and courageous girl. My condolences to your friends and family Tamara. Rest peacefully and eternally. 💐🌷
I am a totally blind 41-year-old Irish man, I’ve just came across this channel.I am waiting to go for my first CT scan to diagnose lung cancer. I have been running back and forward to the doctors and hospitals for five months, I knew in January this year something was not right with my body, I am very symptomatic and very scared, depressed and anxious. I am staggered at this young woman’s enthusiasm and optimism. It’s difficult for me because my family and friends are not in my body and therefore naturally until official diagnosis has given keep trying to get to reassure me to brush things off, but sadly I’ve been a smoker for over 20 years, and I’m also too bloody intelligent for my own good. My mental health isn’t helping things at all, but facing one’s mortality is an incredibly scary prospect, I’ve began losing weight in February this year, and in the last month I’ve noticed muscle wasting. As well as some weird skeletal things.I hate how selfish and resentful this whole thing has made me, and I haven’t even got my official diagnosis yet.This young woman is what I would love to be in terms of her attitude. I know I should be grateful that I’m still alive but I just miss my old life and being blind with mental health problems does not make any of us any easier
How are you doing Barry? I’m sorry you are going through this.
Dear Barry,
I read your comment today and went to God in prayer for you. I find Jesus Christ, Father God, Holy Spirit, the 3 in 1 to be faithful and true. I have prayed and asked for and believed them for everything good that is in there character for you. And my experience of them is they are very very very good.
I believe good for you Barry, because of the faithfulness of God and who God is. I know God will respond positively to the request. The Bible says God is love.
Much love for you Barry,
Amy
I found you last night I thought this was recent. My husband passed away from cancer. He had a brain met but had it removed...I do know when something is in your brain it causes swelling and puts pressure on your brain..depending on where it is depends on how it affects you. Melanoma is the worst it spreads so fast..so many of the drugs out there for treatment have been around since the 70s and 80s...why? I pray there is a cure for all types of cancer...my uncle passed from melanoma I didn't know he had it untill he was very very ill....he lived in Florida I New York...so many people have cancer here...RIP...you were a fantastic vlogger. Thankyou for sharing your story.
Our son passed away last month from brain cancer. Like all cancers it is nasty. He tried so many things, suffered so much but it wasn't meant to be. Our hearts.are broken
I just found this website and I hate that she went through so much. What a precious girl
@@lananicolas160 Truly Sorry for the Loss of Your Precious Son♡~Sending love & prayers from Arizona & asking Jesus to provide comfort & strength☆...
I m never going to complain ever again even my heath and emotional struggle has to be rationalised - so many younger kids and adults who on TH-cam share the stories so many gone I can’t stop crying with it but also reminding me to live for the moment
I am sorry but TH-cam as usual sended a video like this to me 6 months to late but i hope you have a nice time in your heaven.♥️💐
@Sharron needles dude..
Who couldn’t fall inlove with her amazing soul.
Rest In Peace you amazing soul. Fly free.
it's so beautiful that she filmed someone playing "send me on my way" in her last video...
Beautiful soul, Rest In Peace Tamara!
I am so saddened knowing that Tamara passed away. She was so brave + dealt with the tests + scan results in such a mature manner- I know I couldn’t have done it near so well.
She did amazing things in her young life-represented Canada in gymnastics + did so well.
I really wish that the treatments had of worked+ that Tamara could have did well with the treatment + lived a long happy life.
My condolences to Tamara’s family.
R.I.P Tamara 💐
Oh, I did not know she died. My God. You were so beautiful and courageous. 😢
Watching in 2020.....how very sad. SLEEP SWEET TAMARA💐
I didn't know she had passed either. I know she has Terminal cancer but overall she's seemed pretty healthy. I wonder how long after her last vlog she passed away?
@@jessicaribot2288 she passes in october 2019
Max Weber: Last Great Polyhistor
Same i couldn’t believe it. Life is so precious and fragile.
Jessica Ribot I'm not sure. This girl has my utmost respect for her absolutely incredible and positive attitude in the face of death. This is what I call courage ! And she was beautiful ...
So sorry to hear that Tamara losr her battle with cancer. Heaven gained a beautiful soul, but such a great loss to the world.
She was so optimistic. So many beautiful smiles.
She was amazing and will not be forgotten. Love and prayers to all.
What a beautiful girl. Very brave. My heart goes to her family. She 'is very inspiring. You can be so proud of what she's done with this video.
Life is unfair, she is so beautiful in every way
Rest in peace you beautiful girl 💖💛💖
May you flourish wherever you are... RIP
Tamara, I so admire your bravery, lightness and grace in your approach to battling this terrible disease. Finding a way to smile, even through the hardest days. Watching these videos makes me feel like taking a different look at my own life and all the insignificant stresses compared to what really matters. You are such a pure soul. Another angel fought hard and won her wings. Rest in peace.
Don’t be so hard on yourself! ! I think Everybody has a bad day or gets in a rut with Their life. She would most likely be thrilled to know she inspired you
I was recommended a similar video for some reason and wound up on this channel. Seeing this young lady go through this has broken my heart for her. It's a horrible thing to go through at any age but to miss out on your life like that is so awful. She seemed like such a sweet person, what a loss. What's even more heart-breaking is realizing she's one of many.
I still can’t believe you’re gone. I miss your insta stories and your funny sass. Cancer is the worst 😞
Her melanoma was discovered way to late. She had no chance, sadly. And when you start with brain radiation, you know you have only weeks/months left. Very unlucky girl. She basically lived only 3 months after this video. Unbeliavable.
The flower is the Chinese Peony (I didn't know it, I looked it up).
"One legend tells that the peony is named after Paeon, a physician to the gods. He received the flower on Mount Olympus from the mother of Apollo.
Another myth tells the story of that same physician who was saved from the fate of dying as other mortals. He was turned into the flower known as the peony."
🦋❤️ What a special human. An inspiration to me, she definitely lives on. I believe it.
A beautiful warrior
Beautiful girls...infectious laugh...true words...heartfelt story of her life...shares her truth...lived and shared her life...death is so unfair...I’m so sorry this happened to you...I hope your heaven is wonderful! 😔
she seems so healthy, outwardly, its kind of unbelievable she passed a few months after this vid. Her spirits are good, her weight looks normal, etc.
agreed...just so sad and unfair. what an awesme lady.
My aunt had stage 4 breast cancer for around 3 years and looked fine up until the last two months of her life. It happens very fast.
@@JT-zy2ft True- my mum too but still i can't get my head around it :(
My friend died of terminal breast cancer and she looked great. It did not spread to her brain but to organs. Then overnight she turned 180 degrees and was admitted to the hospital where she was taken off live support a week later. I miss her so much.
Watching in 2020. So sad to hear she passed. So young so much life. Rip
Rest In Peace beautiful angel♥️
Came across this amazing girls video, then noticed she had a vlog and wanted to see how she was doing, then I see she has not posted a new video in months. I was scared to scroll down and see the comments because I knew what I would find. I hate cancer so much and fear it even more, I honestly think we all will eventually get cancer and it’s just a matter of when and if you live long enough. I hope when we pass there is some form of an after life and we all live on in some form never having to fear death or cancer again.
There is an afterlife with Jesus honey
I know... it's so painful. I'm so sad that she didn't make it.
@@kandydewey1286 There is an after life with Jesus if you've asked Jesus to come inside of your heart, and follow his written word!
@@jessicaribot2288 Thank you for your wisdom!!! Following Jesus is so tough, I cannot do it!!! I will go to hell!!! Please reply to me.
@@gordanazakula4927 allah
You were so brave angel. You are missed. 👼🏼💞
I am grateful to stumble across this channel, like really.
It's the same for me TH-cam send this video to late Feb. 9, 2020, she was such a sweet young lady and brave, Goodnight sweet princess
same here
Same here
:)
R.I.P Tamara. YOU are very loved. :)
What a sweetie she was😪 God bless her family.
Rolling my naked eyes. Look at her channel. SHE'S GIVING YOU THE MIDDLE FINGER. NOT indicative of a "sweetie"
Omg Just found out. My tears are flowing I hope some make it to her and caress a super soft Hug for her. Such a Brave Young Lady. I came upon the viseos just by browsing then followed them My Prayers for Her Family
Just discovered this today...while watching it I somehow just knew it was her last video. It’s heart breaking for so many reasons, she is so hopeful and full of light...so full of life that many people take for granted... but most of all it’s heartbreaking thinking of her family. The glimpses of her family and friends, coming in and out ...guarding her at every step. Illness and death is often just as distractive on our loved ones as it is on us. I’m so sorry for her family’s loss. I hope it’s just a small comfort for them to know that in a way her legacy remains and a part of her stays alive with everyone of us. We are all just guests here, and life is this phenomenal gift that we forget to be grateful for until it’s often to late. Thank you for allowing for this channel to remain here as continuous inspiration.
So true and so beautifully written! 💛
Heavenly angel that you are now. I’m so sad you are not here but more than glad that you still live on. Your videos were brave and awesome and even funny.
What a lovely precious young woman we have lost here on this earth.
Much love to you on your eternal life!
Three months later she was dead. Im schocked. She looked so healthy.
This is just horrible. A very nice family from my home town the Bugg's. Kent was my coach and history teacher, Deb Bugg was my health teacher. They lost there daughter to cancer. So horrible. God bless your family and everyone who suffers from this horrible disease.
Damn it broke my heart to see she did brain radiation then silence.... no more videos...
Im happy she managed to see italy(my country) as the last trip she did, it's one the best countries in the world to see, and I've been in all continents except for some part of asia... truly heartbreaking, because it makes me think about my grandpa who went through the same thing
This is so sad. Both of these girls are no longer alive and anyone watching needs to just think about that for a minute. They just wanted to be healthy and happy and live their life and it was robbed from them by cancer. They were just young girls who wanted to go out and shop and do fun things like young people should. Life is very strange and this world is a odd place and nothing really makes any sense. Next time you are having a rough day just think of these two girls and it really wasn't fair for them. You will get over your bad day but these two did not have a chance.
Who was the other young lady?
Logan Lay
Logan is still alive, she posted on her Instagram 3 days ago
@@anac1555 What's her Instagram?
@@emilieloveskiwi loganlaay
Rest in peace Tamara.
Quote : " For every joy that passes, something beautiful remains.". I'd say that dear Tamara left a lot of beautiful here on earth. Blessings and comfort to her family, who were the best.
You are so strong. Hugs and kisses from Canada 🇨🇦
R.I.P.😢
You deserved a much longer life. RIP F cancer
Sorry to hear you passed to the next world on 15th october 2019. But im sure you are souring the beautiful skies and sailing a thousand seas . I absolutely love you philosophy of life. You are and will always be a wonderful inspiration to us all . You are so beautiful inside and out. 🧡🧡🧡🧡🧡
Rest in peace sweet angel!
Rest in Peace, I am sorry to everyone who has lost a loved one or more.
You've been brave... U must have become an angel..!
Rest easy beautiful angel 🙏❤
Rest in peace angel ♥️♥️
RIP lovely girl X
So sad how her last video ended. RIP angel.
This is redundant now but I think that flower is a peony.
RIP Tamara, hopefully in the next life surrounded by flowers.
I'm glad radiation was tolerable for you. Thanks for the view of the underneath of the mask. that was quite interesting. I hope you're feeling good and enjoying the summer.
God Blessed you straight to Heaven sweet girl!!! Such an amazing spirit!! Xoxo🌼🍄🌺🍄🌼✨✨✨✨
She was so pretty and amazing.
Rest in peace tamara
RIP beautiful soul 🤍
Fly High Angel 💕
She looks so fine.. God this hurts so so much!!
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, PEOPLE. STAY AWAY FROM TANNING BEDS AND LITERALLY APPLY LAYERS UPON LAYERS OF SUNSCREEN WHEN GOING OUT ON THE BEACH...
It’s more when they are removed and don’t get it all ... it’s like pouring gasoline on a flame. I have suspicions moles but I’m sure as hell not letting them biopsy them. Too bad if it is cancer it would then be spreading everywhere.
OMG you are brave and strong
Rest In Peace Tamara.
God bless you sweet angel
RIP You were my hero ❤️
when I watch this vid, I start thinking about how life is really unfair. Totally good souls like her and many many others die young due to random chance. I saw a nature vid recently that showed a baby animal (antelope) that literally got ate by a lion 1 second after it was born. WTF. It kind of pisses me off.
Love and wishes to your family thank you so much for taking the time to share your experience with people what a selfless thing to do in your time of need .....much respect x
Rest In Peace
Sending you prayers 🙏♥️
I usually never look at clips like this because i want to be blind, i want to tell myself that a day doesnt matter, that i will live forever. I am sorry you had to see the end comming before you could even pretend that it wasnt there.
I’m so sorry baby girl💝🌸RIP.. Fuck Cancer😡!
I love that T shirt “Fuck cancer”
You are a brave, sweet girl. Praying for you.🙏
Beautiful soul and girl 💓
God have mercy on her soul, bless her.
I am so sad about her passing
Rip dear tamara😭🥺💗🕊
Miss you
It’s a beautiful either large carnation or a small hydrangea my darling girl xx
Nope, it's a peony
Found your channel and following your story. You are so brave! Any updates?
Charlene Camire she passes away
She passed in 2019
Just found out she passed...rest in peace Tamara.
Heartbreaking, 💙
I found Tamara's story she was really brave RI P prayers for her friends and family and the other friend who died RI and Prayers for her family. 🙏🏻❤🙏🏻😢💔
ativan...the only van to arrive in for a procedure
I am admiring you! Fuck cancer
I hope you will be ok
You are beautful!
What symptoms did you get for cancer in your brain?
Fk, I so wish she could've come to the US to get immunotherapy, I really think she may be with us now if the Canadian govt approved it and also allowed her into some trials
I love you!
No fair..😥
Rest In Peace.
Who is the other girl? And is she still living or did they both pass? So sad praying God is still with the family
hi Tamara, I hope you doing well. God bless you
She sadly passed away Paul
@@kandydewey1286 Im so sorry for your lost.She is with god now.
@@hillcrinton1416 i didn't personally know her i just watched her videos and seen her compete but thank you though
I love you tamara❤❤❤❤❤
Rest In Peace beautiful soul
Who was the other young woman with the NG tube?
Logan lay
Who was the other ekg girl?