I think so! Even tho he had many fans who loved him, he still felt like that! It’s hard to believe! Tbh every time I listen this song I wanna cry, not bc I’m dealing with anxiety, it’s because I’m sure he felt like that and the lyrics behind! Jonghyun you did a great job as a human being and as an artist! we still love you!
ARE YOU STILL ALIVE GUYS ? Tbh I'm hurt as well and it's been a trigger for me since I suffer from depression and anxiety myself, my chest feels tight and I'm feeling numb but I hope we can get through this together let's remember his smile :)
For everyone watching this, I have only one request. Please don't remember our jonghyunie as someone who was always depressed, sad and lonely. Those who knew him feom the beginning knew he was not that way. He was our sunshine, shinee's sunshine and everybody's happy pill who's smile could and did heal the world. He was funny, dorky, cheeky and even earned the legendary title 'gay legend' due to his extensive skinship with his members. Much like everybody, he had happy times and sad times since life is always a rollercoaster. But it doesn't mean he was always depressed and down. In fact he was the opposite. So please don't remember him in a sad way, it'll be disrespectful for him as he did everything possible to comfort the ones around him. Remember him as a funny person, a genious lyricist, a legendary vocalist and most of all, A Brave Man who left only after comforting and healing millions of hearts.
He was depressed since he was very young. Of course he found moments of happiness but unless you have experienced depression, you have no clue how much energy it takes to be happy. It is ok to remember him as both because that was the reality. No one should see things as black and white only but it would be a lie to pretend he had not suffered so long and did not give so much of himself despite his own suffering.
@@janvdb9258 couldn't agree more. Some of his works also came from a place of pain, sadness, and hopelessness, that's what artists do. And some, if not most, of art's greatest works show the rawest emotions of their creators.
Putri N21 yes. And its so heartbreaking to think that this song could have been a cry out fpr someone to be at his side and just breathe no words needed. Im huge fan of his lyrics in this song and hearing him sing them brought out so much sadness. I pray for all his fans that they understand and deliver his light into the world that he was beautiful soul that wanted people to be theree for eachother in dark times R.I.P. JongHyun 😢🌹
"The one that saved millions couldn't save himself." We live in a cruel cold world, an unfair world. Sometimes, taking a step back and breathe, may be the best gift to yourself. We miss you Jonghyun. 🥺😭
How beautiful he sing his own self written song..Sometimes we just saw his happy voice and smile without pay attention to his problem..He need someone to accompany him most of his time cuz we he got home at midnight, the loneliness wil come and made him more suffer..Jong d, You are irreplaceble
이거 읽고 있는 분들 오늘 정말 수고했어요... 잘했어요! 자신 믿고 힘내세요. To everyone who is reading this and came here because you were tired, you've worked really hard today... You did very well! Believe in yourself and stay strong!!
im here with you. i have been coming here too💖 we miss him...but i hope hes happy wherever he is now. i hate he had to go through so much...사랑해요 종현 오빠💜
If you feel sad or depressed always remember that there's an angel that wants you to breathe. If you can't survive for yourself, you can survive for an angel until the reason of your survival eventually becomes yourself. Always look for someone whom you can talk to. I care and I love you. You're valid.
Thank you that means a lot for me and thank you for being alive ✨🙏 and if one day you think you are worthless remember me please you brighten my day thank you🙏❤️
All he wanted was for someone to tell him "he did a good job" and "it's ok to rest now"...he was basically comforting himself with this song because noone else was. His will be the saddest death in kpop history in my opinion.. Kim Jonghyun you will be missed, rest in peace now, YOU did an amazing job. 😌🤗❤👏👏👏👏
@@littlefever9410 this isn't the place to be negative, do that somewhere else, not in a place where people are still trying to heal over this tragic loss.
Yep. He did well. He did good. He was enough and he deserves all the happiness he has now, away from those who threw rocks at him instead of seeing and sending him love. You are enough Jonghyun. You did very well.
It's so sad that he wrote this song to comfort those who are having a hard time when he couldn't comfort himself it's just so sad that he was so lonely and didn't find anyone who was able to notice the pain he wad in. Jonghyun-ah i wasn't a fan of shinee but i was really sad to hear the news. You worked so hard and definitely did a great job at giving people happiness. It must've been very hard but you endured it well. R.I.P
K Wonderland tbh those in great pain are too good at comforting others but can't comfort themselves i am too that kind of person even with lots of people loving u dearly and trully you see nothing and even if u acknowledge that fact it doesn't change the pain that kills u inside so ....
Its Kila Let me educate you with the fact that Jonghyun written and composed this song for Lee Hi....please research a little before comment under jonghyun´s video
+Its Kila yes honey,Lee Hi sung this song...and the amazing composer of this song is Kim Jonghyun of SHINee...he composed a lot of amazing song for other artist too like "gloomy clock/sung by IU", "play boy/ Exo", "pretty boy/ Taemin feat. Exo Kai", "already/ Taemin", "no more/ lim kim", "red candle/SonDam bi" and a lot song for SHINee including View... just a little info honey...
K Wonderland i can just talk from my experiences, the things that comfort others that you do do not really confront you.. i always like to save but im never saved
+Smile More soo true...different people have different issue about deppression.Hope you endured more and be ok on near future...keepsafe always... =) ♥♥♥
난 성인이 되면 너의 콘서트를 내가 갈 거라고 당연히 생각했었어. 너무 안일했던 것 같아. 아니, 정확히는 상황 탓이었을 거야. 그 때 난 미성년자였고, 또 상황이 너무 안 좋았었으니까. 지금도 종종 그게 많이 한이 돼. 난 정말 네 노래를 한 번이라도 직접 라이브로 듣고 싶었는데, 상황이 어떻던 어떻게든 갈 걸 싶더라. 종현아, 너는 내 마음 안에서 여전히 반짝 빛나는 한 사람이야. 그런 네가 어디서든 자유롭게 반짝이며 행복하길 바라. 정말 많이 애정하고 좋아했어. 그리고 언제나, 고마워.
My angel, i just left social media for 2 months and focused to my real life. And i passed my big exam. I just want to thank you. Your songs and YOU gave me power. Everybody remember you. I won't let them to forget your name. Love you♡
What's even more heartbreaking is that Jonghyun wrote the song Breathe to comfort people, saying its ok if youre having a hard time when he was the one who probably needed someone comforting him :( my heart is truly broken You worked hard. edited 26 aug 2021: i hope all of you are doing well, fine and happy.
i think he also made this song for himself, so that he gave the song to lee hi, to make it like someone has really said those words to him. but i think he needed a real person to say that, so, song only is not enough.. #RIPJonghyun #종현아수고했어요
유학 생활을 시작할 무렵, 처음 종현의 푸른밤을 알게됐다. 2014년 쯤이었으니까, 아마 초창기부터 애청자였던거 같다. 시차 때문에 매일 라이브를 들을 수는 없었지만, 항상 다시듣기로 들으며 유학생활의 추운 날 힘든 날 행복한 날 모두 함께했다. 가장 힘든 시절 베게를 눈물로 적시며 들었고, 처음 과제를 할 때도, 혼자 있는 밤이 무서울 때도 항상 푸른 밤 종현을 찾았다. 그가 하는 말 하나하나 나에게 큰 위로였고 그의 도움으로 나는 오늘 기나 긴 유학 생활을 끝냈다. 공항에 짐을 찾으며 이 비보를 들었다. 처음엔 너무도 당황해서 말이 나오지 않았다. 그 다음엔 눈에 눈물이 고였다. 한숨과 우울시계를 그렇게 자주 듣던 난데, 누군가 나에게 한숨이 종현 작사 작곡이었어? 라고 물으면 자랑스럽게 어!라고 대답하던 난데, 그가 이 노래들을 통해 정말로 하고 싶었던 말들은 한번도 생각해본 적이 없었다. 푸른 밤 마지막 방송 때 꼭 다시 만나자던 당신의 말을 기억하고 있다. 하지만 이제 우리 사이를 갈라 놓는 것이 바다가 아니라 하늘이라는 것에 너무도 가슴이 아프다. 당신으로 인해 정말 행복했어요.
this is the fact, but nobody is able to help you with life issues... he decided to finish and all of you must respect his decision...he left so much to all of you!
Jonghyun singing like this is like he's comforting himself while he's on stage. The tears that flow now are the ones when he was about to lay to rest. 😭😭
i’m here again. it’s july 2020 now and still crying. july, august, september, october, november, december and finally its 2021! yes, shinee is back. let's support them 🖤 and jjong, we miss you.
종현아 안녕 난 너의 오래된 팬이야. 넌 내가 살아있는지도 이름도 어디사는지도 모르겠지만 넌 나한테 굉장히 특별한 사람이야 너는 내가 태어나서 처음으로 좋아한 연예인이거든. 너무 좋아서 앨범도 처음으로 사보고 노래도 매일듣고 마트가서 재료사서 정성스레 플랜카드도 처음으로 만들어보고 실제로 무대도 멀리서 본적있어. 이니셜도 나랑 같아서 종이에 좋아서 끄적여보기도 했었는데 나도 사는게 너무 힘들다보니 나 살기에 바빠서 항상밝은 종현이가 잘사는줄만 알고 뒤에서나마 응원했는데.. 정말 힘들었지 종현아 지금까지 수고했어 좋은노래 알려줘서 고마워 너무 마음이 찢어질듯 아프지만 너의 아픔을 안아주지못한거같아서 더 미안해 다 미안해 나도 요즘 매일 극단적인 생각을 하는데 죽는게 두려워서 하루하루 버텨왔는데 종현아 너가 얼마나 힘들었을지 가늠이 안돼 그래서 안아주지못해서 그아픔 다 헤아리지 못해서 미안해 너란 가수를 알게되서 너란 사람의 목소리를 알게되서 너무 특별했고 행복했어 나도 길지않는 삶속 살아있는동안 너를 기억하고 너의목소리를 항상 생각하고 마음에 간직하고있을게 그곳에서는 정말 행복하기만했으면 좋겠어. 사랑해 종현아.
우울시계, 한숨, 론리.... 다 자신의 외로움을 표현했던 곡인데 얼마나 힘들었을까 정작 위로받고싶었을 본인이였을텐데 고생했어요... 몇년을 끙끙앓고 수없이 죽고싶다고 생각했을텐데 부디 거기선 행복해야해요 종종 샤이니 노래 혹은 종현분 노래를 들으면서 또 울컥하겠지만... 잊지않을게요
Take a deep breath Until both sides of your heart get numb Until it hurts a little Let out your breath even more Until you feel like there’s nothing left inside It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you Even if others think your sigh Takes out energy and strength I already know That you had a day that’s hard enough To let out even a small sigh Now don’t think of anything else Let out a deep sigh Just let it out like that Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you You really did a good job
It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words THIS PART .. he already hint something
carat soup Please stay strong! I get you. Sometimes I'm goign along with my day and it suddenly hits me, and I feel like I just want to stay in bed... But then I remember how The last thing he wanted was to give us this "burden" and I tell him in my heart "You did well Honey, Please rest. I promise I Will be strong so don't you worry about me and rest". Please stay strong for both you and him. I'm sending you all of my love and care.
bunnythief I live the same things for days. The pain never decreased, contrary I am suffering more now. Because i miss him, this is really hard to stand this i can't stand this anymore
Cemre Dinçer Please don't give up! I know it hurts, you Will never stop missing him, but I can promise you that if you keep going you will find a way to honor his soul. He Loves you and as Onew said "No matter who you are or what you do there's always someone that Loves you More than you can imagine" I love you.
Jonghyun wrote the lyrics. It says its okay to make mistake, no one will blame you, i'll hug you. This is what I want to tell him, or maybe this is what he wants to hear the most. Its alright Jonghyun-ah, you are in a better place now.
When i first heard that he past i couldn't cry... I just felt emptiness and this terrible pain when i thought of him. Then the following week i did nothing but cry and i couldn't listen to his songs. But now I come back to one of his performances.. I love to see his face again and voice but it still hurts alot.
I came here after reading his death news 😭😭😭😭😭 listening to this song, it hurts sooo much. Im not a shawol but we all love him so much. May he rest in peace 😢😢😢
it's like he's comforting himself.. maybe these are the words he wants to hear before he can't take it any more.. I'm really so sorry for jonghyun.. he did his very best tho.. can't get over it so I'm still here
종현아~~~ 잘 지내~? 어쩌다 알고리즘을 타 잊어버린 널 다시 기억하게 되었는데, 첫소절 듣자마자 눈물이 핑 돌아서 어떻게 마음을 달래볼 수도 없이 펑펑 울고 있어! 너의 목소리를 이젠 더이상 들을 수 없다는 것도 그동안 웃고울게 해주던 니가 없다는 게 아직도 믿기지 않고 너무 가슴을 아려와... 요즘 행복하게 지내고 있어. 종현아... 진짜 내가 너무 사랑해. 더 이상 힘들어하지말고 행복했으면 좋겠어.
팬으로서 위로만 받아서 무기력하다고 올렸을때부터 오빠는 힘들었을텐데 몰라줘서 미안해요.. 수능끝나고 콘서트가겠다는 그거 하나로 열심히 공부했는데... 너무 보고싶어요.. 부디 위에서는 아픔없이 힘들지말고 여린 가슴 잘 달래면서 지내요... 고마웠어요 평생 잊지 못할거에요.
샤이니팬도 아니었고 종현님에게 관심이 없던..아이돌에게 관심이 없던 사람이었어요. 종현님이 가시고..이노래는 늘 저를 맘편히 울게 해주는 노래가 되었습니다. 저도 우울증을 꽤 오래 앓아서 그런지 종현님의 마음을 아주 조금이나마 알 것 같아요. 종현님 그대가 남긴 노래는 누군가의 눈물과 위로와 힘이 되고 있습니다. 고맙고 미안합니다.
종현아.. 보고싶다.. 진짜 명곡을 만들었구나.. 오늘 비긴어게인에 이하이씨와 정승환씨가 한숨을 불러줬어. 생각이 많이났어.. 그렇게 듣고싶어하던 말. 수고했어요....로 끝맺은 곡을.. 종현아 샤이니와 팬들 그리고 많은 사람들이 너의 곡을 들으면서 기억하고있어. 고마웠어. ^^
Jonghyun you did more than enough, you worked hard, you did good and your efforts and accomplishments will not go unnoticed. You will continue to be a big part in the kpop world and you won't be forgotten. You inspired many to pursue their passions and seek their true selves. Unfortunately, you were the only one who understood why you did what you did and what you were going through. I don't blame you, and hopefully you didn't feel guilty. Sorry we couldn't help you or save you. We love you Jonghyun, hope your suffering has ended and you're resting peacefull now. 🙏 #RIPJonghyun1218
Imagine what he felt knowing he had more yesterdays than tomorrow’s. It hurts thinking about whatever is out in the internet is all we’ll ever see and nothing more. Wondering what were his last thoughts and words. If he was hoping for someone to find out and stop him from proceeding with this plan. Wondering if he was crying out for someone that will never know. Knowing that such a pure person had such thoughts that ruined him so badly that he thought the answer was suicide. And what hurts is knowing that there are probably other celebrities feeling exactly what he was feeling. I can’t imagine what I would feel if someone else did this. It hurt so much when I learnt what had happened. I cried for hours and I cried myself to sleep. I had no energy to do anything. I wanted to stay in bed and sleep so I can forget the pain I felt at that moment. I stay up at night wondering if there was something I as a person could do to stop this. Watching this video makes me sob.watching him sing this song reminds me of the pain that he kept hidden. He did so much. He did so well. He made millions of people happy. He worked so hard that I’m going to remember everything he’s done. Good or bad. He did well. So well. He made me proud. He made us all proud. It hurts not having you here. But, I love you jonghyun. I always will. I will never forget you. Rest In Peace my shining star
unwanted stars :,( similar thoughts have gone through my mind and it feels like someone slicing through my heart with a knife. I feel selfish wanting him here again with us...but it is too painful. Things could have been different. But I try to comfort myself just a little thinking one day we will see him again. I just hope so💔😔
whenever i go to bed i just can't stop thinking about him.i can't stop thinking whether he actually hoped for someone to appear at that moment.i can't stop wondering if he ever regretted doing that right before he can't breathe anymore. i wonder whether he tried to save himself.i just can't stop thinking about him every night and i can't help but to cry every night . Im trying my best to not think about him so oftenly . but everywhere i go some things will remind me of him and i just breakdown. sometimes i feel like i can't breathe. that day my teacher talked about suicide and i was already trying really hard to hold it in. but i couldn't stop sobbing once she talked about how many celebrities have depression bcoz of all the pressure. i hated my classmates for laughing n making it sound like its smog funny. and they started talking about what they were going to do before they died. i just couldn't control myself.i hid myself under a book n start sobbing without making a single sound. I couldn't tell any of my friends about this bcoz whenever i talked about they look annoyed n they said I'm crazy for crying over a celebrity . nobody around me understands how i feel . I'm just rly sad . this is suffocating .i just wished someone could turn back time and bring him back. i just wish someone could stop him.i just wish he wasn't depressed.
Yii Yien Leong don't worry, people are stupid and many times forget that celebrities are people too, that they feel just like everyone else, and that their deaths are equally important, sometimes they're even more painful cause they're working hard to pursue their dreams and are succeeding. I wish he was totally sure of his decision and that he's happier now, in his own paradise, receiving all he lacked in life.
종현아, 종현아.. 내가 너무 좋아했던 종현아. 문득 문득 생각나서 자주 보러왔지만 이렇게 글을 남기는건 처음이네. 벌써 추운 겨울도 다 지나고 이제 봄이야. 시간 정말 빠르다 그렇지. 지금 거긴 어때 종현아, 거기도 찬 바람이 가시고 따뜻한 봄이 찾아오고 있겠지? 항상 우리 앞에서 밝은 모습만 보여주려 노력하던 그 모든것들이 난 너무 감사하고 미안해 종현아. 넌 정말 좋은 사람이었고, 덕분에 나도 잘 버텨올 수 있었던 것 같아. 아직도 많은 사람들의 마음 한 켠에 네가 자리잡고 있어. 뒤늦게 쓰는 이 글이, 네게 전해질 수 있을까. 그래 전해지는 것 까지 바라진 않을게 종현아. 부디 그곳에서라도 행복하게, 네 모든 짐은 버려둔 채 즐겁게 생활하고 있길. 고생했어 종현아. 너무 수고했어. 고마워.
zackitachi1 people who have depression and saw someone struggling with the same thing they are experiencing that person has the will to let the people be happy and remind them that they are more to life and they are strong enough because they don't want that person to feel alone like the person with depression has. And I am one of those people who feel depress. I did not end my life because I was so scared of God. I truly understand Jonghyun on what he meant of being exhausted or tired. I can truly relate. I'm just sad that no one was there to stop him. No one....
Now I know how he could write such masterpiece.... Rest in peace, I'm so sorry that I didn't know what you were going through. I know you are in a better place now so please be happy. I will always remember you :)
i keep thinking.. if somebody finally just comforted him and hugged him and congratulated him for every thing he did... *would he still be alive?* if we just opened our eyes.. and saw what was right in front of our face... *would he smile again?* that last wish... if we helped him just once... *did it have to be the last?* if we repaid him with every smile, every hug, every comforting line, every laugh out loud moment... *would he do the same?* if we just stopped thinking about him like our bias, somebody who can sing well and is kind, and finally thought of him like our best friend and somebody to keep safe... *could we have saved him?*
People noticed shit going on with Jonghyun but they decided to let him be. Some people continued to throw hate to Jonghyun. Let's be honest now.. there were many signs. People didn't appreciate or notice Jonghyun when he was alive. Now, that he's dead ,people recognise him for the great idol that he once was?
@@thirstyforbeom3977 That is probably one of the most disgusting things I've heard someone say. People appreciated and noticed Jjong a lot when he was alive. He was doing really well. Some people did not know about him, it's okay to be informed about him after the incident. Unless you're going to lie about being a fan from earlier years, it's fine to be a fan from after it happened. I admit around when the incident occurred my mentality was the same as yours. It's not okay to say that he was great only due to his sufferings, rather a person should say that about his music, his personality, his fight and him as a musician and a human
I am really sick of people thinking that if jonghyun was hugged or something then he'd be alive??? Do you not think he was loved?? He was extremely loved. Loved by shawols, by his friends, by his family, by shinee, he was LOVED okay, and we will all continue to love him till our last breathe.
u jnow it could change everything, my brother is still fighting against depression, he got professional help but it doesn't help, it's a uear and he is still here, we cried a lot and we laugh and we just promise to be there, he moved to england for a while, now he feels better, a lot better, not fine but better and he is alive, if someone need help, let's be there, they need more than our 100% I know it well because I use to feel like that, my kids save me and gave me so much, I love them with all my heart and this love was my medicine, any kind of love any way to love.. love is what we need, true love, a huge amount of love.
When you are going through depression, sometimes even with support from loved ones, therapy and medication, you would still feel alone and isolated. There’s only pain and numbness. And you just want it to stop.
진짜 자기 이야기가 녹아 들어서 인지 듣는 내내 마음이 아프다. 서럽고 슬픈 감정이 잘 표현되어 있는 거 같아요. 또 그 감정에 공감했다고 해야할까.... 사실 저는 공황발작을 앓고 있어요. 발작할 때마다 너무 무섭고 답답하고 힘들어요. 정말로 무거운 숨을 들이키는 느낌이였는데 이렇게 발작하고 숨 하나 제대로 쉬지 못하는 나라도, 매번 숨을 들이키는 게 너무나도 무거운 나라도 지금의 나 그대로 괜찮다고 말해주시는 거 같아서 정말 위로가 되었어요. 종현님 노래 만들어주셔서 감사해요. 너무 늦어버려서 못 들으실지도 모르겠지만요, 그래도 정말 감사합니다. 제대로 숨을 쉬지 못하는 저에게 이런 위로가 된 것은 처음이였어요. 감사합니다....
삶의 끝자락에 섰을때 얼마나 두렵고 무서웠을까 생각하면 가슴이 찢어질듯이 아프다 너의 아픔을 알고 깨닫기엔 너무 많이 늦은거같아 미안하다 너는 너 자신이 제일 힘들었으면서 다른사람을 먼저 생각하고 위로해주었다니 정말 대단한 사람이야 다신 널 못본다 생각하면 눈물이 눈에 맺힌다. 정말 수고했어 종현아 너의 20대의 청춘을 바쳐가면서 행복하게해주어서 고마워 편히 쉬어 사랑해 진심을 다해서
Who's going to sing like you again? Who's going to carry the same emotion that you bring out in your singing? Who else is going to shake up the walls that we hold up for ourselves through your songs? No one, no one but you, jonghyun-ah. I regret not paying you enough attention these past few years; you were my first bias when I was first introduced to kpop. I wish i paid more attention, I wish we could returned the same happiness that you bring to us through everything that you do. I miss you jonghyun, i miss you so much. Jonghyun-ah, you did so well. I love you forever.
독서실에서 공부하다 밤 늦게 집에 돌아갈때 하늘에 떠 있는 달과 별들을 보며 널 매일 떠올려 집에 가는 길이 어두워 두려울때도 있었는데 달이 환하게 비춰줘서 그게 너라고 생각하니 두렵지 않더라 나 그렇게 널 그리워해도 되는거지? 가끔은 이렇게 찾아와 너에게 편지 남길게 종현아 내가 많이 사랑해
종현아 너를 알게 된 2008년부터 빠짐없이 너를 사랑하고 사랑했어 너를 너무 사랑한 나머지 너의 우울한 감정의 깊이마저도 사랑했던 날 원망해 언제나 올곧은 눈으로 사람들에게 자신을 노래했던 나의 아름다운 사람아 벌써 네가 반짝이는 별이 된지 8개월이라는 시간이 흘렀어 부정하고 부정해봤자 달라지는게 없음에도 불구하고 나는 지난 8개월동안 별이 된 너를 인정하지 않으려 했던 것 같아 몇 백 번은 찾아봤던 이 영상을 오늘 다시한번 꺼내고서야 이제야 사실을 인정하기로 했어 너를 알게된 10년동안 너는 빠짐없이 항상 빛나는 사람이었고 앞으로도 그럴 거야 세상 사람들이 다 너를 잊는다 해도 나는 절대 너를 잊지 않을게 수고했고 고생했어 내 소중한 별아 너는 영원히 우리들의 마음 속에서 빛이 날거야 사랑하고 또 사랑해 너무너무 좋아해 종현아
"The sadest people have the brightest smiles "
The problem is u cant see that bright smile bc they stopped smiling
There is a great quote by Nietzsche: All people with a deep soul live their lives behind a mask. (I am paraphrasing)
True.
Save me
Not true but okay
I feel like he wrote these lyrics because he wished someone could tell him that. May you rest in peace Jonghyun.
I think so! Even tho he had many fans who loved him, he still felt like that! It’s hard to believe! Tbh every time I listen this song I wanna cry, not bc I’m dealing with anxiety, it’s because I’m sure he felt like that and the lyrics behind! Jonghyun you did a great job as a human being and as an artist! we still love you!
He did his best more then enough I hope he's happy
"If i cannot sustain my breathe it's better not to breathe at all."
We miss you Jonghyun💕😭
this is lee hi's song, not his
@@joellelee7769 he wrote it
The saddest part was when he sang this song it was with his true feelings and he was the one who felt it.
ARE YOU STILL ALIVE GUYS ? He did great I'm proud of him, my precious angel Kim Jonghyun rest in peace 😔❤
ARE YOU STILL ALIVE GUYS ? TT
Guys let's try to stay strong this hurts so much..but it shall pass
Ghaya Ben M'barek Im trying dear its really hurt here , my heart.
ARE YOU STILL ALIVE GUYS ? Tbh I'm hurt as well and it's been a trigger for me since I suffer from depression and anxiety myself, my chest feels tight and I'm feeling numb but I hope we can get through this together let's remember his smile :)
For everyone watching this, I have only one request.
Please don't remember our jonghyunie as someone who was always depressed, sad and lonely. Those who knew him feom the beginning knew he was not that way.
He was our sunshine, shinee's sunshine and everybody's happy pill who's smile could and did heal the world. He was funny, dorky, cheeky and even earned the legendary title 'gay legend' due to his extensive skinship with his members.
Much like everybody, he had happy times and sad times since life is always a rollercoaster. But it doesn't mean he was always depressed and down. In fact he was the opposite.
So please don't remember him in a sad way, it'll be disrespectful for him as he did everything possible to comfort the ones around him.
Remember him as a funny person, a genious lyricist, a legendary vocalist and most of all, A Brave Man who left only after comforting and healing millions of hearts.
thank you for saying this i am crying and smiling at the same time thank you
He was depressed since he was very young. Of course he found moments of happiness but unless you have experienced depression, you have no clue how much energy it takes to be happy. It is ok to remember him as both because that was the reality. No one should see things as black and white only but it would be a lie to pretend he had not suffered so long and did not give so much of himself despite his own suffering.
@@janvdb9258 couldn't agree more. Some of his works also came from a place of pain, sadness, and hopelessness, that's what artists do. And some, if not most, of art's greatest works show the rawest emotions of their creators.
Thank you for describing it so nicely. Many fans can find reassurance in this post
thank you for this from a fellow shawol
He made this song to soothe and comfort people, while he had hard times and kept it by himself. This is so heart breaking 😭
Putri N21 and now he is dead
Putri N21 so true
Wait...... was this written by him or Lee hi and whose song is this?
Yewong Penjor it is written by jonghyun, sing by lee hi
Putri N21 yes. And its so heartbreaking to think that this song could have been a cry out fpr someone to be at his side and just breathe no words needed. Im huge fan of his lyrics in this song and hearing him sing them brought out so much sadness. I pray for all his fans that they understand and deliver his light into the world that he was beautiful soul that wanted people to be theree for eachother in dark times R.I.P. JongHyun 😢🌹
본인이 본인에게 말하며 본인이 본인을 헤아려주고 안아주다 결국 혼자라는 허무함에 떠났다
너무나공감이되어서 아무글도못남기겠네요
호날두 그래서 더 고통이 보여서 먹먹합니다...
간절한 목소리 ..
간절한 표정들..
종현의 자작곡은 그래서 더 애절하고 맘이 아파요
ㅠㅠ
"The one that saved millions couldn't save himself." We live in a cruel cold world, an unfair world. Sometimes, taking a step back and breathe, may be the best gift to yourself.
We miss you Jonghyun. 🥺😭
How beautiful he sing his own self written song..Sometimes we just saw his happy voice and smile without pay attention to his problem..He need someone to accompany him most of his time cuz we he got home at midnight, the loneliness wil come and made him more suffer..Jong d, You are irreplaceble
보고싶다 종현아.. 오늘따라 이 노래가 생각나서 듣고 위로가 됐어. 시간이 지나도 넌 여전히 많은 사람들에게 위로가 되어주는구나. 고맙고 사랑하고 너무 그립다.
이거 읽고 있는 분들 오늘 정말 수고했어요... 잘했어요! 자신 믿고 힘내세요.
To everyone who is reading this and came here because you were tired, you've worked really hard today... You did very well! Believe in yourself and stay strong!!
Thankyou
Gamsahabnida
Amethyst Su the way I broke down even more after reading your message, I’m just :(
@@mayred0101 fighting!!!!!
Amethyst Su thank u
I’m going to come here every April 8th and every December 18th.
I promise:
2018: 🤍 🤍
2019: 🤍🤍
2020: 🤍🤍
2021: 🤍 i came ;) still miss you
Aw 💞
im here with you. i have been coming here too💖 we miss him...but i hope hes happy wherever he is now. i hate he had to go through so much...사랑해요 종현 오빠💜
I appreciated it
SHINee is having a comeback :3 this year
❤️
Here after 3 years. This is so heartbreaking knowing he sang those lyrics while feeling them
I miss him😔💔
@@khushimoneea2198 me too
He wrote Breathe lyric & it's so heartbreaking
I know he wrote this song for Lee Hi, but I didn't think he actually got a chance to sing it himself. Glad I found this!!.
네가 얼마나 힘들었을까. 네 한숨의 깊이를 내가 감히 가늠할 수 있을까. 얼마나 힘든 하루들을 살아 갔을까. 네가 부디 아프지 않고 편히 쉴 수 있기를.
수고했어, 고생했어. 나의 우상이었고 꿈이었던 사람아.
June 1, 2019 and still crying 😭💔
Arch Atienza 💔💔
I just miss him out of nowhere now, like.... shit im crying
Dead inside
Watching back jonghyun's version after watching lee hi perform the GDA. They both have work hard. Tears again and again 😢
shawol 5 😭😭😭😭 I’m sobbing came here right after GDA performance too.
Mee to 😢😢😢
😭😭😭😭😭
Perhaps he also wrote this to comfort himself.
same here.....I starting crying seeing her up there and am still going on.............................
It's already 6 years Jonghyun! You did more than well my dear. May your soul rest in peace
이 노래로 정말 많은 사람들이 위로를 받았는데 정작 본인은 더이상 버틸 수 없어 그런 선택을 했다는게 너무 안타깝다 많은 이들의 위로이자, 별이자, 삶의 부분이었던 종현의 명복을 빕니다.. 그 곳에선 꼭 행복하세요
If you feel sad or depressed always remember that there's an angel that wants you to breathe. If you can't survive for yourself, you can survive for an angel until the reason of your survival eventually becomes yourself. Always look for someone whom you can talk to. I care and I love you. You're valid.
What happened to him. .??
This is beautiful. Thank you for leaving this comment here 💖
@@nardzcuztodz601 unfortunately, our JongHyun couldn't take it anymore and was taken away from us on a cold December a couple of years back.
@@biancafeaulait You deserve to know that you're valid and your emotions are valid!
Thank you that means a lot for me and thank you for being alive ✨🙏 and if one day you think you are worthless remember me please you brighten my day thank you🙏❤️
All he wanted was for someone to tell him "he did a good job" and "it's ok to rest now"...he was basically comforting himself with this song because noone else was. His will be the saddest death in kpop history in my opinion.. Kim Jonghyun you will be missed, rest in peace now, YOU did an amazing job. 😌🤗❤👏👏👏👏
You're disgusting for reducing his death as "kpop death"
elloiisnana So true.
@@littlefever9410 this isn't the place to be negative, do that somewhere else, not in a place where people are still trying to heal over this tragic loss.
Konton Sei the part where you said “it’s ok to rest now” made me cry goodness
Yep. He did well. He did good. He was enough and he deserves all the happiness he has now, away from those who threw rocks at him instead of seeing and sending him love. You are enough Jonghyun. You did very well.
시간이 흘렀지만 아직도 너를 통해 위로를 받는 사람들이 많단다
고마워
It's so sad that he wrote this song to comfort those who are having a hard time when he couldn't comfort himself it's just so sad that he was so lonely and didn't find anyone who was able to notice the pain he wad in.
Jonghyun-ah i wasn't a fan of shinee but i was really sad to hear the news. You worked so hard and definitely did a great job at giving people happiness. It must've been very hard but you endured it well.
R.I.P
K Wonderland tbh those in great pain are too good at comforting others but can't comfort themselves i am too that kind of person even with lots of people loving u dearly and trully you see nothing and even if u acknowledge that fact it doesn't change the pain that kills u inside so ....
Its Kila Let me educate you with the fact that Jonghyun written and composed this song for Lee Hi....please research a little before comment under jonghyun´s video
+Its Kila yes honey,Lee Hi sung this song...and the amazing composer of this song is Kim Jonghyun of SHINee...he composed a lot of amazing song for other artist too like "gloomy clock/sung by IU", "play boy/ Exo", "pretty boy/ Taemin feat. Exo Kai", "already/ Taemin", "no more/ lim kim", "red candle/SonDam bi" and a lot song for SHINee including View... just a little info honey...
K Wonderland i can just talk from my experiences, the things that comfort others that you do do not really confront you.. i always like to save but im never saved
+Smile More soo true...different people have different issue about deppression.Hope you endured more and be ok on near future...keepsafe always... =) ♥♥♥
i´m hurt in so many ways.
Blanchard - we are in this pain together. stay strong baby 💕
Blanchard - me too.
Me too..
Me too. I can't stop 😭😭😭😰😰😰
I feel sorry...
Sorry Jonghyun...
Today i miss him so much, im started to cry again. It's hurting
I MISS HIM SO MUCH TOO
dying tangerine s 7 now.. I’m not ready this week Is going to be very hard
난 성인이 되면 너의 콘서트를 내가 갈 거라고 당연히 생각했었어. 너무 안일했던 것 같아. 아니, 정확히는 상황 탓이었을 거야. 그 때 난 미성년자였고, 또 상황이 너무 안 좋았었으니까. 지금도 종종 그게 많이 한이 돼. 난 정말 네 노래를 한 번이라도 직접 라이브로 듣고 싶었는데, 상황이 어떻던 어떻게든 갈 걸 싶더라. 종현아, 너는 내 마음 안에서 여전히 반짝 빛나는 한 사람이야. 그런 네가 어디서든 자유롭게 반짝이며 행복하길 바라. 정말 많이 애정하고 좋아했어. 그리고 언제나, 고마워.
My angel, i just left social media for 2 months and focused to my real life. And i passed my big exam. I just want to thank you. Your songs and YOU gave me power. Everybody remember you. I won't let them to forget your name. Love you♡
Cansu Q stay strong ❤️❤️❤️
so pround of u
Awesome !
He is always a big inspiration
jonghyun should be so proud of you♡
안녕 종현아. 너를 오빠라고 부를 수 있는 날이 얼마 안 남았어. 너는 그대로인데 나만 이렇게 늙어가네. 이제 얼마 안 있으면 우린 친구가 되겠고 언젠가 넌 나의 동생으로 영원히 남겠지? 너무 사랑하고, 고맙고, 언젠가 꼭 만나.
E.S. Hong 추모하는건 좋은데 본인보다 나이 많은 사람 돌아가셨다고 나중이 되면 친구가 되고 동생이 됩니까..
@@박진우-k9g 답답
흑우 뭐가 답답하다는거죠?
이가은 저 아직 학생인데요?
박진우 걍 아닥해
당신의 한숨, 그 무거운 숨을.
내가 어떻게 헤아릴 수가 있을까요.
작은 한숨 내뱉기도 어려운, 당신의 하루를.
늦게나마 위로해봅니다.
정말 수고했어요
-삼가 고인의 명복을 빕니다
어쩌면 자신에게 해주고 싶은말이 아니였을까..
한숨들으며 많은 힘을 얻었는데 정작 종현이에게 힘을 못줬던거에 대해 미안하다. 아직 너를 그리워하는 사람들이 많아. 거기선 행복하기만 했으면 해. 보고싶다
안녕 종현아!
요즘 너무 힘들어서
너 보러 왔어.
너가 위로해주는 말 들으면
힘이 날 것 같아서 왔어.
잘했지?ㅎ
보고싶다.
너무 보고싶다!
왜죽은거에요?.. 자살한거아니에요?
왜요
위로 받지 못한 시간 속에 사는 것이 너무 힘들어서요. 나서서 위로해달라고 말하지 못하는 본인의 환경이 숨에 붙여서요. 그리고 긴 여행을 떠난 거예요. 그렇게 생각해주세요.
꼬북이 말 이쁘게 잘하네 ㅠㅠ
What's even more heartbreaking is that Jonghyun wrote the song Breathe to comfort people, saying its ok if youre having a hard time when he was the one who probably needed someone comforting him :( my heart is truly broken
You worked hard.
edited 26 aug 2021: i hope all of you are doing well, fine and happy.
Joyii Virus I wish he had someone who told him so before it was too late 😢😢😢
I think he also was trying to say "it's ok" to himself, but at the end...he wasn't ok 😔
Joyii Virus that's right😭😭😭😭😭😭
i think he also made this song for himself, so that he gave the song to lee hi, to make it like someone has really said those words to him.
but i think he needed a real person to say that, so, song only is not enough.. #RIPJonghyun #종현아수고했어요
Joyii Virus im so sad right.. i still cant move on.. 😭😭
I will miss today forever, JongHyun ah...
Small Turtle me too JongHyun don't forget...
Jonghyun dont't forget...🙏❤
Small Turtle i
Jonghyune dont vorget ;)
종현이형 얼마 전에 형 생일이였는데 행복하게 보냈어? 여기선 많은 사람들이 축하해줬어 다들 여전히 형 많이 보고싶어해. 그곳에선 그래도 행복하게 지내고 있지? 그래야해 오늘도 위로해줘서 고맙고 사랑해 형
내년에 또 올게
He was not just singing in this perf. Jonghyun was talking about himself.
유학 생활을 시작할 무렵, 처음 종현의 푸른밤을 알게됐다. 2014년 쯤이었으니까, 아마 초창기부터 애청자였던거 같다. 시차 때문에 매일 라이브를 들을 수는 없었지만, 항상 다시듣기로 들으며 유학생활의 추운 날 힘든 날 행복한 날 모두 함께했다. 가장 힘든 시절 베게를 눈물로 적시며 들었고, 처음 과제를 할 때도, 혼자 있는 밤이 무서울 때도 항상 푸른 밤 종현을 찾았다. 그가 하는 말 하나하나 나에게 큰 위로였고 그의 도움으로 나는 오늘 기나 긴 유학 생활을 끝냈다. 공항에 짐을 찾으며 이 비보를 들었다. 처음엔 너무도 당황해서 말이 나오지 않았다. 그 다음엔 눈에 눈물이 고였다. 한숨과 우울시계를 그렇게 자주 듣던 난데, 누군가 나에게 한숨이 종현 작사 작곡이었어? 라고 물으면 자랑스럽게 어!라고 대답하던 난데, 그가 이 노래들을 통해 정말로 하고 싶었던 말들은 한번도 생각해본 적이 없었다. 푸른 밤 마지막 방송 때 꼭 다시 만나자던 당신의 말을 기억하고 있다. 하지만 이제 우리 사이를 갈라 놓는 것이 바다가 아니라 하늘이라는 것에 너무도 가슴이 아프다. 당신으로 인해 정말 행복했어요.
스물아홉의 네가 너무너무 보고싶어 종현아
박초원 스물여덟의 종현이형두 보고싶네요..진심으로
보고싶어 종현 네 덕에 겨우 숨을 쉬었는데
He comforted so many people with his songs but none was able to comforts him. I feel so sorry.
You worked hard.
this is the fact, but nobody is able to help you with life issues... he decided to finish and all of you must respect his decision...he left so much to all of you!
Thats right
ㅠㅠ
Jonghyun the best💙
당신이 만든 음악을 듣고 정말 많은 위로가 되었습니다.해줄 것이 없어서 죄송하였고 지금 또한 그렇습니다. 그곳에선, 지금보다 평화롭고 행복한 그곳에선 행복하게 즐겁게 지내셨으면 좋겠습니다 ..
제가부른노래듣고가세용 너무 슬펑....ㅠㅠ
순대13남 아니 여기 좋아요2500개 받은 사람 닉이 "제가부른노래듣고가세용" 잖아요 ㅋㅋ 댓글 남긴사람이 이분한테 댓글남긴다고 그런거임 ㅋㅋ
ㅔ
너무 좋은 말인 것 같아요ㅠ
Jonghyun singing like this is like he's comforting himself while he's on stage. The tears that flow now are the ones when he was about to lay to rest. 😭😭
everyonesdj디지 omg im crying thiss hit me so much
😭😭
종현아 내가 이젠 더 나이가 많아졌어 너무 보고싶다 종현이가 따뜻하고 편안한 숨을 쉬면서 많이 웃고 있기를 바라
March?? 2019???? Im crying 😭
Me 😔
Me here
miss him :"
I miss him so much
I'm cried, miss him
i’m here again. it’s july 2020 now and still crying.
july, august, september, october, november, december and finally its 2021! yes, shinee is back. let's support them 🖤 and jjong, we miss you.
Same here 😢
same here
me too 😢😢😢
Me too..😢
It's August 2020 and I am still crying too and I am still missing him so much 😭
One year ago...
Rest in peace angel...
Always loving you💜
오늘따라 하늘이 너무 예뻐서 생각나서 왔어요 여전히 그립고 보고 싶네요 사랑해요 여전히
종현아 안녕
난 너의 오래된 팬이야.
넌 내가 살아있는지도 이름도 어디사는지도 모르겠지만
넌 나한테 굉장히 특별한 사람이야
너는 내가 태어나서 처음으로 좋아한 연예인이거든. 너무 좋아서 앨범도 처음으로 사보고 노래도 매일듣고 마트가서 재료사서 정성스레 플랜카드도 처음으로 만들어보고 실제로 무대도 멀리서 본적있어.
이니셜도 나랑 같아서 종이에 좋아서 끄적여보기도 했었는데 나도 사는게 너무 힘들다보니 나 살기에 바빠서 항상밝은 종현이가 잘사는줄만 알고 뒤에서나마 응원했는데.. 정말 힘들었지 종현아 지금까지 수고했어 좋은노래 알려줘서 고마워 너무 마음이 찢어질듯 아프지만 너의 아픔을 안아주지못한거같아서 더 미안해
다 미안해 나도 요즘 매일 극단적인 생각을 하는데 죽는게 두려워서 하루하루 버텨왔는데 종현아 너가 얼마나 힘들었을지 가늠이 안돼
그래서 안아주지못해서 그아픔 다 헤아리지 못해서 미안해
너란 가수를 알게되서 너란 사람의 목소리를 알게되서 너무 특별했고 행복했어
나도 길지않는 삶속 살아있는동안 너를 기억하고 너의목소리를 항상 생각하고 마음에 간직하고있을게 그곳에서는 정말 행복하기만했으면 좋겠어. 사랑해 종현아.
하트 멋지십니다ㅠ
힘내시길 ...
힘내세요.. 저도 하루의끝 수험생활동안 들으먼서 울고 그랬는데.. 이렇게 힘들어할줄은 꿈에도 몰랐네요. 보고싶습니다..
하트 맘이아파요..누구나 힘들고 그 무게도 모양도 다르겠지만.. 우리 행복합시다
멋잇다
이 땅에 없지만 천국에 있을종현이에게 하고싶은말은
절대 혼자가 아니였다고.. 널 정말로 많은사람들이 사랑하고 좋아했다고 말해주고싶다..
이 가사를 보면서 나만 위로받았다. 어쩌면 이 가사는 자신에게 하고싶은말을 썼을지도 모르는데, 위로해주지 못하고 그저 가사에 감탄만 했던 내가 미안합니다. 부디 좋은곳으로 가셔서 편히 쉬시길 바랄게요.
이때 콘서트에서 오리지널 버전을 들고 와줘서 좀 더 직접적인 느낌의 한숨을 들어서 기뻤어 보고싶고 사랑해 종현아 수고했어 고생했어 넌 언제나 나의 자랑이야
anyone in september 1, 2019??? Give me a tissue y’all I’m crying :((
honestly me too :(
Me too
I'm crying too
💔
:/
정말 믿고싶지않지만..이젠 좋은곳에서 편히 쉬세요. 그동안 좋은노래 불러주셔서 고맙습니다. 눈물나네요
우울시계, 한숨, 론리.... 다 자신의 외로움을 표현했던 곡인데 얼마나 힘들었을까 정작 위로받고싶었을 본인이였을텐데 고생했어요... 몇년을 끙끙앓고 수없이 죽고싶다고 생각했을텐데 부디 거기선 행복해야해요 종종 샤이니 노래 혹은 종현분 노래를 들으면서 또 울컥하겠지만... 잊지않을게요
부를때 얼마나...가슴이 찢어졌을까...제발 내마음을 알아줘..날 살려줘...
Take a deep breath
Until both sides of your heart get numb
Until it hurts a little
Let out your breath even more
Until you feel
like there’s nothing left inside
It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it’s alright
Are just words
Someone’s breath. That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can’t understand your breath
It’s alright I’ll hold you
Even if others think your sigh
Takes out energy and strength
I already know
That you had a day that’s hard enough
To let out even a small sigh
Now don’t think of anything else
Let out a deep sigh
Just let it out like that
Someone’s breath. That heavy breath
How can I see through that?
Though I can’t understand your breath
It’s alright I’ll hold you
You really did a good job
💗😢
It’s alright if you run out of breath
No one will blame you
It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes
Because anyone can do so
Although comforting by saying it’s alright
Are just words
THIS PART .. he already hint something
😭😭😭
Thanks for the trans...
We miss you a lot, Jjong hyung~
who's watching this after lee hi performed this song in GDA.... so much feels. I miss you jonghyun
생각나서 들으러왔어 종현아 미안해
"People Will Only Appreciate You When You Are Already Gone"
😭😭😭😭
Sad but true😭
Memory last forever
항상 넌 나한테 위로가 되어줬는데 난 너한테 아무것도 못해줬어 수고했어 고생했어 넌 항상 내자랑이였어 오늘 입관이였잖아 12시에 너보러갔는데 청심환 먹고가도 쿵쿵떨리고 너랑 가까워질수록 떨리더라 콘서트에서 네가 다가올때도 떨렸는데 그 떨림이랑은 다르더라 울음소리가 가까워질수록 너한테 내가 가까워져가는게 느껴졌어 눈오는날 네가 따뜻하게 떠났는지 그게 제일걱정이된다 난 지방살아서 눈도 3년만에 본다 김종현 10년동안 너무 사랑했어 너무 고맙고 또 미안해 네가 너무 보고싶다
반설리 이런일이 있을 줄 알았으면 단콘할때 종현의 무대 하나하나 더욱더 느끼고 눈에 담아갈껄. 이젠 너무 울어서 숨도 안쉬어 지는 것 같아요,, 오늘 잠시나마 학교에서 웃었던 제 자신에게 화가나고 미워요.
As much as I want to watch this. I really cannot. My tears will rush in and drop. My pain is still here. Basically half of my heart is gone now
carat soup I feel the same :/
carat soup same feelings
carat soup Please stay strong! I get you. Sometimes I'm goign along with my day and it suddenly hits me, and I feel like I just want to stay in bed... But then I remember how The last thing he wanted was to give us this "burden" and I tell him in my heart "You did well Honey, Please rest. I promise I Will be strong so don't you worry about me and rest". Please stay strong for both you and him. I'm sending you all of my love and care.
bunnythief I live the same things for days. The pain never decreased, contrary I am suffering more now. Because i miss him, this is really hard to stand this i can't stand this anymore
Cemre Dinçer Please don't give up! I know it hurts, you Will never stop missing him, but I can promise you that if you keep going you will find a way to honor his soul. He Loves you and as Onew said "No matter who you are or what you do there's always someone that Loves you More than you can imagine" I love you.
Jonghyun wrote the lyrics. It says its okay to make mistake, no one will blame you, i'll hug you. This is what I want to tell him, or maybe this is what he wants to hear the most. Its alright Jonghyun-ah, you are in a better place now.
이 노래로 위로를 받고 싶은게
듣는 이가 아닌 부르는 너였구나
이노래 들으니까 너무 슬프네요 ㅠㅠㅠ 다른곳에도 말했지만 부디 위에서는 행복하고 걱정없는 하루 하루를 사시길바래요
When i first heard that he past i couldn't cry... I just felt emptiness and this terrible pain when i thought of him.
Then the following week i did nothing but cry and i couldn't listen to his songs. But now I come back to one of his performances.. I love to see his face again and voice but it still hurts alot.
same:'(
omg.. same.
Saaaaaame
*Tongue Technology* same for me even now it’s still hard not to cry
Same here
1:15
친구 현근아. 너무 그립다. 저 별에서는 아프지말고 행복하렴...
I came here again after Hi comeback.. u will be proud of ur bestfriend right now
I came here after reading his death news 😭😭😭😭😭 listening to this song, it hurts sooo much. Im not a shawol but we all love him so much. May he rest in peace 😢😢😢
Tisha Azli same
오늘따라 더 보고싶네요... 잘 지내고 있죠? 요즘 하루하루 버티기가 점점 더 힘들어요. 위로해줘서 고마워요
다른생각말고 우리 누구몫까지 살아보자구요 인아짱님늘 영상보며 행복하구있어요 오늘도 정말수고했어요☺
힘내세요
힘내세요!!..
저도 구래요 우리 힘내요
Sad😭
국민가수 보고 처음 곡을 알게되어 찾아왔어요. 가사 한절한절 가슴에 콕 박히듯 아려오네요. 종현씨 참 따뜻하고 멋진 사람이었구나 싶어요. 그댄 너무 일찍 져버린 별이 되었지만 남은 자들에게 깊은 위로와 울림을 주네요.
I guess TH-cam recommendations wants me to cry today.
I searched it everyday l watch it wasn't on my recommendation lol
Yes, uncontrollably.
it's like he's comforting himself.. maybe these are the words he wants to hear before he can't take it any more.. I'm really so sorry for jonghyun.. he did his very best tho..
can't get over it so I'm still here
Jonghyun can finally breath. He has been set free...
종현아~~~ 잘 지내~? 어쩌다 알고리즘을 타 잊어버린 널 다시 기억하게 되었는데, 첫소절 듣자마자 눈물이 핑 돌아서 어떻게 마음을 달래볼 수도 없이 펑펑 울고 있어! 너의 목소리를 이젠 더이상 들을 수 없다는 것도 그동안 웃고울게 해주던 니가 없다는 게 아직도 믿기지 않고 너무 가슴을 아려와... 요즘 행복하게 지내고 있어. 종현아... 진짜 내가 너무 사랑해. 더 이상 힘들어하지말고 행복했으면 좋겠어.
팬으로서 위로만 받아서 무기력하다고 올렸을때부터 오빠는 힘들었을텐데 몰라줘서 미안해요.. 수능끝나고 콘서트가겠다는 그거 하나로 열심히 공부했는데... 너무 보고싶어요.. 부디 위에서는 아픔없이 힘들지말고 여린 가슴 잘 달래면서 지내요... 고마웠어요 평생 잊지 못할거에요.
와 종현버전 처음들어보는데 원곡자라 그런가 감정선 최고네..마음이 아프다 하늘에선 행복하길
인기의 파도가 다 지난 뒤
작은 소극장에서 노래를 부를 때에도
나는 너를 찾아갈게
파도 속에 침몰하지 않도록 중심을 잘 잡고 힘내렴
이 댓글을 보고 진짜 눈물이 계속.. ㅠㅠ 잘지내지 종현아
guma go 말을 뭔 그딴식으로 합니까? 죽은거 모르고 하는 소리가 아니잖아요.
@@이은수-d6c6y 죽은거 아시면 고인 모독하지 마시길 바랍니다
guma go 어느부분이 고인을 모독하는 건지 알려주실수 있나요? 아무리 생각해도 위 댓글에서 말하는 잘 지내라는 말이 천국에서는 힘들어하지말고 편하게 있었으면 좋겠다는 말 같은데...
종현아.너의노래는 항상 나의쉼터가 되어준다.고맙고 여전히 많이사랑해❤
샤이니팬도 아니었고 종현님에게 관심이 없던..아이돌에게 관심이 없던 사람이었어요.
종현님이 가시고..이노래는 늘 저를 맘편히 울게 해주는 노래가 되었습니다.
저도 우울증을 꽤 오래 앓아서 그런지 종현님의 마음을 아주 조금이나마 알 것 같아요.
종현님 그대가 남긴 노래는 누군가의 눈물과 위로와 힘이 되고 있습니다.
고맙고 미안합니다.
우울증 극복하셨기를 .. 힘내세요!
우울증 괜찮아질거에요
나는 힘든 너에게 해준게 없는데..
너는 힘든 나를 항상 위로해주네..
너 덕분에 지금까지 나 잘버텼어
정말 고마워
종현아.. 보고싶다.. 진짜 명곡을 만들었구나.. 오늘 비긴어게인에 이하이씨와 정승환씨가 한숨을 불러줬어. 생각이 많이났어.. 그렇게 듣고싶어하던 말. 수고했어요....로 끝맺은 곡을.. 종현아 샤이니와 팬들 그리고 많은 사람들이 너의 곡을 들으면서 기억하고있어. 고마웠어. ^^
Now became 2022, i'll always remember that SHINee have 5 members. Its hurt when hear this song and makes me feel really sad. I'm miss you, Jonghyun!
수많은 사람을 위로해줬지만 정작 자신은 위로받을 수 없었던.. 2008-2017 10년 넘게 정말 수고했어요 그곳에선 행복해야해요ㅜㅜ 눈길 조심히 가요..
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잉뀨
Correction 1990-2017
Jonghyun you did more than enough, you worked hard, you did good and your efforts and accomplishments will not go unnoticed. You will continue to be a big part in the kpop world and you won't be forgotten. You inspired many to pursue their passions and seek their true selves. Unfortunately, you were the only one who understood why you did what you did and what you were going through. I don't blame you, and hopefully you didn't feel guilty. Sorry we couldn't help you or save you. We love you Jonghyun, hope your suffering has ended and you're resting peacefull now. 🙏 #RIPJonghyun1218
LC i cried reading your comment 😭😭😭
Well said 😢😭
Imagine what he felt knowing he had more yesterdays than tomorrow’s. It hurts thinking about whatever is out in the internet is all we’ll ever see and nothing more. Wondering what were his last thoughts and words. If he was hoping for someone to find out and stop him from proceeding with this plan. Wondering if he was crying out for someone that will never know. Knowing that such a pure person had such thoughts that ruined him so badly that he thought the answer was suicide. And what hurts is knowing that there are probably other celebrities feeling exactly what he was feeling. I can’t imagine what I would feel if someone else did this. It hurt so much when I learnt what had happened. I cried for hours and I cried myself to sleep. I had no energy to do anything. I wanted to stay in bed and sleep so I can forget the pain I felt at that moment. I stay up at night wondering if there was something I as a person could do to stop this. Watching this video makes me sob.watching him sing this song reminds me of the pain that he kept hidden. He did so much. He did so well. He made millions of people happy. He worked so hard that I’m going to remember everything he’s done. Good or bad. He did well. So well. He made me proud. He made us all proud. It hurts not having you here. But, I love you jonghyun. I always will. I will never forget you. Rest In Peace my shining star
unwanted stars :,( similar thoughts have gone through my mind and it feels like someone slicing through my heart with a knife. I feel selfish wanting him here again with us...but it is too painful. Things could have been different. But I try to comfort myself just a little thinking one day we will see him again. I just hope so💔😔
whenever i go to bed i just can't stop thinking about him.i can't stop thinking whether he actually hoped for someone to appear at that moment.i can't stop wondering if he ever regretted doing that right before he can't breathe anymore. i wonder whether he tried to save himself.i just can't stop thinking about him every night and i can't help but to cry every night . Im trying my best to not think about him so oftenly . but everywhere i go some things will remind me of him and i just breakdown. sometimes i feel like i can't breathe. that day my teacher talked about suicide and i was already trying really hard to hold it in. but i couldn't stop sobbing once she talked about how many celebrities have depression bcoz of all the pressure. i hated my classmates for laughing n making it sound like its smog funny. and they started talking about what they were going to do before they died. i just couldn't control myself.i hid myself under a book n start sobbing without making a single sound. I couldn't tell any of my friends about this bcoz whenever i talked about they look annoyed n they said I'm crazy for crying over a celebrity . nobody around me understands how i feel . I'm just rly sad . this is suffocating .i just wished someone could turn back time and bring him back. i just wish someone could stop him.i just wish he wasn't depressed.
Yii Yien Leong don't worry, people are stupid and many times forget that celebrities are people too, that they feel just like everyone else, and that their deaths are equally important, sometimes they're even more painful cause they're working hard to pursue their dreams and are succeeding. I wish he was totally sure of his decision and that he's happier now, in his own paradise, receiving all he lacked in life.
Marce Rieti i really hope he is at peace now❤️
unwanted stars it is.. he did so well
종현아, 종현아.. 내가 너무 좋아했던 종현아. 문득 문득 생각나서 자주 보러왔지만 이렇게 글을 남기는건 처음이네.
벌써 추운 겨울도 다 지나고 이제 봄이야. 시간 정말 빠르다 그렇지. 지금 거긴 어때 종현아, 거기도 찬 바람이 가시고 따뜻한 봄이 찾아오고 있겠지? 항상 우리 앞에서 밝은 모습만 보여주려 노력하던 그 모든것들이 난 너무 감사하고 미안해 종현아. 넌 정말 좋은 사람이었고, 덕분에 나도 잘 버텨올 수 있었던 것 같아.
아직도 많은 사람들의 마음 한 켠에 네가 자리잡고 있어. 뒤늦게 쓰는 이 글이, 네게 전해질 수 있을까.
그래 전해지는 것 까지 바라진 않을게 종현아. 부디 그곳에서라도 행복하게, 네 모든 짐은 버려둔 채 즐겁게 생활하고 있길.
고생했어 종현아.
너무 수고했어.
고마워.
This is so entirely different than how Lee hi sung it, yet both sounds equally as beautiful. That's the mark or good song writing!!!
zackitachi1 this is the original version, the demo he gave..
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zackitachi1 people who have depression and saw someone struggling with the same thing they are experiencing that person has the will to let the people be happy and remind them that they are more to life and they are strong enough because they don't want that person to feel alone like the person with depression has. And I am one of those people who feel depress. I did not end my life because I was so scared of God. I truly understand Jonghyun on what he meant of being exhausted or tired. I can truly relate. I'm just sad that no one was there to stop him. No one....
Hoshie Tenma please be strong. He left behind this beautiful song to encourage people even though he lived such a though life himself. RIP jonghyun
Yirou Voon thank you.
Now I know how he could write such masterpiece.... Rest in peace, I'm so sorry that I didn't know what you were going through. I know you are in a better place now so please be happy. I will always remember you :)
종현이의 노래가 다 본인 얘기었네... 우울증은 견디기 힘든 병이라고 했는데... 얼마나 힘들었을까.. 그동안 고생했어...수고했어...너의 목소리 평생 잊지않을께.. 정말 고마웠어...
김종현. 너무 보고싶어.
있잖아 이제 하도 너의 영상을 봐서 이제 볼 영상이 없어. 그래서 너의 노래도, 너의 얼굴도, 너의 목소리 그리고 너의 모든 생각을 아주 아끼고 아끼면서 보고 듣고 생각해.
크리스마스에 선물이 있다면, 너의 존재함을 느끼고 싶어. 사랑해 종현아
진짜 저 가사를 누군가에게 듣고 싶었을텐데. 오죽했으면 그랬을까...뭐라 할 수가 없다. 수고했다 그 곳에선 편히 쉬기를...
this is still so painful to watch
i keep thinking.. if somebody finally just comforted him and hugged him and congratulated him for every thing he did... *would he still be alive?*
if we just opened our eyes.. and saw what was right in front of our face... *would he smile again?*
that last wish... if we helped him just once... *did it have to be the last?* if we repaid him with every smile, every hug, every comforting line, every laugh out loud moment... *would he do the same?*
if we just stopped thinking about him like our bias, somebody who can sing well and is kind, and finally thought of him like our best friend and somebody to keep safe... *could we have saved him?*
People noticed shit going on with Jonghyun but they decided to let him be. Some people continued to throw hate to Jonghyun. Let's be honest now.. there were many signs. People didn't appreciate or notice Jonghyun when he was alive. Now, that he's dead ,people recognise him for the great idol that he once was?
@@thirstyforbeom3977 That is probably one of the most disgusting things I've heard someone say. People appreciated and noticed Jjong a lot when he was alive. He was doing really well. Some people did not know about him, it's okay to be informed about him after the incident. Unless you're going to lie about being a fan from earlier years, it's fine to be a fan from after it happened. I admit around when the incident occurred my mentality was the same as yours. It's not okay to say that he was great only due to his sufferings, rather a person should say that about his music, his personality, his fight and him as a musician and a human
I am really sick of people thinking that if jonghyun was hugged or something then he'd be alive??? Do you not think he was loved?? He was extremely loved. Loved by shawols, by his friends, by his family, by shinee, he was LOVED okay, and we will all continue to love him till our last breathe.
u jnow it could change everything, my brother is still fighting against depression, he got professional help but it doesn't help, it's a uear and he is still here, we cried a lot and we laugh and we just promise to be there, he moved to england for a while, now he feels better, a lot better, not fine but better and he is alive, if someone need help, let's be there, they need more than our 100% I know it well because I use to feel like that, my kids save me and gave me so much, I love them with all my heart and this love was my medicine, any kind of love any way to love.. love is what we need, true love, a huge amount of love.
When you are going through depression, sometimes even with support from loved ones, therapy and medication, you would still feel alone and isolated. There’s only pain and numbness. And you just want it to stop.
진짜 자기 이야기가 녹아 들어서 인지 듣는 내내 마음이 아프다. 서럽고 슬픈 감정이 잘 표현되어 있는 거 같아요.
또 그 감정에 공감했다고 해야할까.... 사실 저는 공황발작을 앓고 있어요. 발작할 때마다 너무 무섭고 답답하고 힘들어요. 정말로 무거운 숨을 들이키는 느낌이였는데 이렇게 발작하고 숨 하나 제대로 쉬지 못하는 나라도, 매번 숨을 들이키는 게 너무나도 무거운 나라도 지금의 나 그대로 괜찮다고 말해주시는 거 같아서 정말 위로가 되었어요. 종현님 노래 만들어주셔서 감사해요. 너무 늦어버려서 못 들으실지도 모르겠지만요, 그래도 정말 감사합니다. 제대로 숨을 쉬지 못하는 저에게 이런 위로가 된 것은 처음이였어요. 감사합니다....
저도 힘들때 이 노래 자주들어요 .. 종현이형 정말 힘들었을텐데 고생하셨고 좋은곳으로 가셨길 바래요 거기서는 힘들어하지 마시고 쫌더 나은삶 사세요.
수고했어요 ..
삶의 끝자락에 섰을때 얼마나 두렵고 무서웠을까 생각하면 가슴이 찢어질듯이 아프다 너의 아픔을 알고 깨닫기엔 너무 많이 늦은거같아 미안하다 너는 너 자신이 제일 힘들었으면서 다른사람을 먼저 생각하고 위로해주었다니 정말 대단한 사람이야 다신 널 못본다 생각하면 눈물이 눈에 맺힌다. 정말 수고했어 종현아 너의 20대의 청춘을 바쳐가면서 행복하게해주어서 고마워 편히 쉬어 사랑해 진심을 다해서
Who's going to sing like you again? Who's going to carry the same emotion that you bring out in your singing? Who else is going to shake up the walls that we hold up for ourselves through your songs? No one, no one but you, jonghyun-ah. I regret not paying you enough attention these past few years; you were my first bias when I was first introduced to kpop. I wish i paid more attention, I wish we could returned the same happiness that you bring to us through everything that you do. I miss you jonghyun, i miss you so much. Jonghyun-ah, you did so well. I love you forever.
Della Hasbi omg, u made me crying right now.... I'm not Shallow, but I understand....
I feel you TT
He died, but he has saved a lot of people lives with his song. Thank him for this song…🌹❤️🌈
독서실에서 공부하다 밤 늦게 집에 돌아갈때 하늘에 떠 있는 달과 별들을 보며 널 매일 떠올려
집에 가는 길이 어두워 두려울때도 있었는데 달이 환하게 비춰줘서 그게 너라고 생각하니 두렵지 않더라
나 그렇게 널 그리워해도 되는거지?
가끔은 이렇게 찾아와 너에게 편지 남길게
종현아 내가 많이 사랑해
he sings as if he's not performing in front of audience ... he really feels the song inside ... a REAL singer ...
종현아 너를 알게 된 2008년부터 빠짐없이 너를 사랑하고 사랑했어 너를 너무 사랑한 나머지 너의 우울한 감정의 깊이마저도 사랑했던 날 원망해 언제나 올곧은 눈으로 사람들에게 자신을 노래했던 나의 아름다운 사람아 벌써 네가 반짝이는 별이 된지 8개월이라는 시간이 흘렀어 부정하고 부정해봤자 달라지는게 없음에도 불구하고 나는 지난 8개월동안 별이 된 너를 인정하지 않으려 했던 것 같아 몇 백 번은 찾아봤던 이 영상을 오늘 다시한번 꺼내고서야 이제야 사실을 인정하기로 했어 너를 알게된 10년동안 너는 빠짐없이 항상 빛나는 사람이었고 앞으로도 그럴 거야 세상 사람들이 다 너를 잊는다 해도 나는 절대 너를 잊지 않을게 수고했고 고생했어 내 소중한 별아 너는 영원히 우리들의 마음 속에서 빛이 날거야 사랑하고 또 사랑해 너무너무 좋아해 종현아
가슴이 아리네요~~
꼭 그렇게 ....
가슴에 남은 한숨 하늘을 날으며 날려버리고 평화롭기를 ....
귀한 아티스트여~~
종현아 보고싶다
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