I DON'T LIKE THIS FEELING...😩😟 | NF - "HOW COULD YOU LEAVE US" [Flawd Reacts]
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Great vid Bruv. That outro was pure fire. AWESOME
There was supposed to be a third verse at the end and he couldn’t bring himself to do it in the studio and he had everyone leave for about 15 minutes so he could just talk to his mom for a minute and I have mad respect for that.
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Yeah there was a rapzilla article when this came out describing what was going on in the booth. I boohoo cried at this song
@@eliseomolina1742 tocayo!
Glad you finally did this one. It's heavy...but speaks to so many people. He made a song about a heavy subject and made it fire!
There’s currently millions of people in this country that have went through or are going through exactly what he went through with his mom and these damn opioids, he definitely spoke to a lot of people.
I have never heard an artist from any genre or decade, be so relatable to anybody and put so much raw emotion in so many songs and stories like NF does!
I think JuiceWRLD had the same type of relatability and raw emotion. Especially when I was deep in my addiction. Also, older music from The Weeknd. Older Kanye as well.
Everytime I listen to this song it makes me feel like a bad parent yet my kids are happy, warm, fed, clothed, smart and loved in a home with both parents, it just goes to show that NF'S music is honest, deep, real and gets you in your feelings right away!
I feel that way about Let You Down, like it's a cautionary tale for me as a parent, I see little bits and pieces of myself in that song.
Well, how about you both are great parents. I have 3. I have some bad days though.
I want to say it’s because no matter how much you do as a father you feel like it’s never enough you always feel like you’re lacking somewhere and you just don’t know where
@@garymorel1882 that is a perfect way to think about it. No matter how much u do for ur kids u feel it's never enough and it gets to the point ur spoiling ur child and u did to much and ur child thinks that everything should just be handed to them on a silver platter. Not doing enough and doing to much are both bad for the child and it's hard to find the perfect balance
wow you hit it on the head, thats exactly what i thought listening to this. great comment
I've that lump everytime I hear it... and I don't even have a story anywhere close to his... but as you said... he is gifted in putting emotions into words 💔
Right, like I don't relate at all but listening to it I feel like I relate.
NF. Real Music. A Real Reaction. Well done bro.
Reasons his voice is so good in this song is he put a whole 100% of his heart into this song. First time I heard it my cousin passed off fetanyl. Real emotional and well put song
Him forgiving his mom in Hope brings even more tears
it was only one line and I lost it 😭
It's a necessary song to listen to at least once in my opinion. My wife's mother is an addict and this really kinda helped me understand her feelings better. My own mother is amazing... I have no way to empathize with these feelings, but this song helps me sympathize. On a different note- As a father, it helps me keep my priorities in perspective. The most important thing I can do is make damn sure I'm there for my son now and in the future.
Great reaction, I appreciate the effort and respect put into it. It's not an easy listen.
I've heard this song since it came out and I've cried every single time I've heard it. It's such a deep real song and shows that music really is an outlet. In that last portion of him crying and just talking to his mom through the music
My dude, I've spent about an hour. Thinking about my comment to you. Im 50 years old. I believe people should be judged on the way they carry themselves. You are definitely a " Don't judge a book by its cover ". I have watched all the reactors until you. Lot of the others could really learn from you. You do reaction videos 100% justice. You are now my go to dude. I just lost my mom Dec 2nd. We went through a lot of what this song is saying. The past 16 years we finally had that bond. Now I've lost her all over again. This song and another by NF called Paralyzed. Have been on a loop since Dec 3rd. Keep cranking the reactions out. God bless young man.
Thank you for sharing parts of your life. This is why I love emotional music. 🌻 It brings people to a place of vulnerability that is not easy to get to.
Fun fact he kicked everyone out of the studio and sang his heart out. I love how emotional his song is. He’s the best of this generation.
This song absolutely pulls at the heart strings everytime.
love your reactions man. no one ever gets into depth and actually tries to decipher things like you
"I ain't gonna say that I forgive you 'cause it hasn't happened" ... damn.
You gained a new sub. Love this break down. You were real with it.
YYEEESSSS he's back on NF, y'all 🔥🔥
Smells & how they relate to PTSD have been studied extensively and confirmed to be one of, if not the most, significant trigger of symptoms. I can attest to this, having been diagnosed with Complex-PTSD for the first time at 10 years old and twice again in adulthood. PTSD literally changes the way your brain functions. Certain smells can send me into an involuntary tailspin. I have aromatherapy in every single room of my house.
What's the best smell for when you need to destress in your opinion?
It took everything in ME to not scream at my father's funaral. Love this song SO POWERFUL
❤️ this song.. as someone who can relate & as a single mother of 4 it break's my heart also how anyone could leave there kid's but addiction is strong. The standing at the window waiting makes me cry, again can relate 💔🥺
I've read comments of parents who sobered up because of this song. His art, his pain, is helping people.
This song just hurts different. Thanks for sharing your open and honest reaction.
This is one of the saddest songs I've heard. You hear songs about glorifying drugs or artists dealing with addiction but never about what a kid went through with an addicted parent like this one. This one hits me every time I hear it.
This song is crazy cause it’s about a different persons problems but it makes you feel and think about your own issues.
Before this video starts, I like the New glasses man! I'm an optician... so I like glasses lololol!! now for the reaction, got my tissues,
Every time I hear this it gets me in my feels 🥺. It’s therapeutic to be uneasy and cry and release. Your reacts are 🔥 bro glad u found your channel
I seen him preform this in Cleveland and he was so overwhelmed he actually sat in the back of the stage and cried while trying to get through this song. It was heartbreaking. I can relate. I had a parent who was taken away due to addiction.
You are underrated man I would’ve expected you to have at least 500k subscribers or 1 million. You keep doing what you’re doing man, keep that vibe
I've never seen your reactions before but you a real one for this one right here. This is one of the hardest song to listen to as far as emotions go.
I can’t relate to a terrible childhood but I can relate to grief. I lost my mother to cancer at 30. It took me 15 years before I could even talk about her without crying. She was my best friend in the whole world. After all the teenage fights, when I had children, I understood her on another level. I’m crying now. I miss her so badly. I’m a grandmother now, and wish with all my heart she could have seen her grandchildren grow up.
I have parents that weren't ready to be parents. They made terrible choices that are long lasting. This song is so relatable because I have terrible memories of my own childhood. NF's choices of words are so flawless that its jaw dropping. I relate to his music so well that it just blows my mind.
Tears every time. NF is a pure artist. Great reaction and video, I appreciate that honesty.
I’m sorry for your loss bro, my father passed away when he was 59, you’re a smart, intelligent and articulate individual, for that you should be proud of yourself, keep building
Damn this is heavy. Losing my mom to the bottle in 2013 she is missing out on so much! My life was a mess back then and now it’s amazing and getting better everyday!!! This right here hit home!!! I’d never herd of NF before much love !❤️
I just recently lost my mama, not to drugs, but to a liver disease, and it hits me hard what NF says at the end of the song about his mom not getting to be there to see him start a family. There is so much she won’t be able to be here for and it just crushes me.
We can all agree that NF is the one who never misses...he is a rapper that can make you feel how he feels without him wanting to.
This man speaks to me, and so many people. I nearly lost my mom 3 times. 2 from drug/alc and one from a double brain aneurysm. She is still around but 12 years ago I nearly lost her and I had these thoughts. This song is heavy
smelling an unlit Winston cigarette give me a very strong memory of my father. he always had a pack in his front pocket and every time i hugged him as a child i smelled them. i LOVE the smell of fresh tobacco but HATE the smell of lit cigarettes. i always think about stopping at the store and buying a pack of winstons just to keep around to smell when i miss my father.
That’s not strange at all. I have the last pack of cigarettes my grandfather smoked. I take them out every now and then and the smell brings me right back to my childhood.
My dad smoked Winston's too....miss him terribly!
I’m so glad to see you reacting to this song! My wife introduced me to this song because it had reminded her of my mother. I lost her at a young age to alcoholism and it had effected me my entire life. Being raised by an addict was the loneliest thing but yet you love them regardless of their mental and physical absence. It took a very long time to mend the wounds from my childhood. As great as this song is, to this day it’s not a song I like to put onto my radio. As flawd said “I don’t like to feel this”. It’s true.
Going back and watching this is fun. You have come along way. I love how much more open to your emotions and the human experience you are now. You were much more hesitant back then. We change and evolve as we age and learn.
I hadn’t heard this yet, both my parents were addicts and I was one, but man I just loved my kids enough to stop, I love your reaction and lives
I really cant understand how you can have the mental strength to go through this song, you are inspirational ...I feel you bro, I really do. Another dope reaction, we are growing brother.
My birthmum was a coke addict, i was born with RAS and she was only 16
I grew up in abusive foster homes, and yea, this song hits hard. Will cry every time. Mad respect to NF for being able to channel his emotions into a song like this for us
He's a really great singer! I saw him in concert Sept. 22nd. It was amazing!!
Thank you for doing this song/video. Yes it hurts the soul but I feel it is necessary to fully understand NF and even to understand ourselves. God Bless!
Love you bro, my mother passed from addiction and this song resonates with me so much. Thank you for doing this reaction and thank you for sharing some of your personal story. It's not easy to talk about. But we in the community that have lost our parents one way or another at an early age can all support eachother. Much love.
Straight up anguish, definitely marks a whole generation of kids!
I respect that you said no parent chooses to be a "bad" parent. We don't know how his mother grew up and her pains. However his pain is 100% valid. Its a tough song to listen to. Anyone struggling there is hope and help. ✌❤
Thank you for the honest reaction. I got into NF initially after losing my daughter in 2018. Although it is hard listening to this track, I have found his journey - as referenced in the sequence of his albums - cathartic. Thanks for the great review.
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My prayers go out to you and your family for your loss!
@@chrisk9911 Thank you Chris. Much appreciated
ive listened to this song more times then i can count but this is the first time ive ever seen the video that goes with it and ive avoided watching the video strictly cause the way it makes me feel just hearing it through my speakers NF's a crazy good storyteller his music you can feel all the way down to your core, his music hits me in a way that does make it hard to listen to him but at the same time his words can be comforting he has figured out a way to properly express what me and countless others feel in a way that can be understood clearly
This one couldn’t have been an easy one for you dude. There is something cool about you Flawd. Keep the victories over sorrow coming!!
I can't listen to this song without tears. This was me as a child till my new mom adopted me. This song brings back memories you wouldn't think kids would remember at 2 or 3 yrs old.
Crazy thing here, I live in Gladwin, Michigan. Same place NF lived for a few years before he graduated and took off and launched his career. My son said he was one of the nicest guys, was always positive, constantly jotting down lines in his notebook. The sad thing about such a small town like Gladwin, and just about everywhere else these days, is that this story repeats itself way too often. Meth, heroin, etc.. So many people get left behind because of this epidemic. It starts small and becomes the biggest and ugliest monster you’ve ever seen, consuming not only the addict, but their loved ones as well. Great review / reaction. Thank you.
Empathy, not a bad trait in humankind. Wish more of us had it.
As much as I love this song! I've listened to this less than 20 times. And I saw it preformed in concert. NF couldn't finish the song. He broke down and let the song play via DJ
My mom was a rx drug addict for 27 years before she died. I miss her every day! This song is so hard to listen to but needs to be heard
One of the best reactions I've ever seen. Thank you. Mark
This one had me tearing up! I love you bruh we grew up in the struggle but it made us special in many ways! Luv you bruh! Both our mom's would be so proud of you right now!
I love NF for quiet a few years, it resonates so much with so many people from different walks of life. Thank you for your honest and real review.
You are the real deal. Thank you for doing this. You truly get what a reaction video is. Sorry about your loss - not easy to share. How you didn’t cry blows my mind... I sob profusely every time. Love you man.
He knows it cuz he's been through it. These songs tell his life story
genuine reactions are always the best. thanks for posting this!
The end was so emotional, I'm not afraid to say tears were going down my face. I feel for him
Dude's middle earth deep...flawless
Honestly I genuinely think that this song was the first one I ever cried to, I’m so glad to see you reacting to NF and this song
🔥🔥🔥REACTION!! I’d been waiting for u to do this 1…I cried my eyes out the 1st time I heard this song…. I relate to it too much! But this song helped me start wanting to get off pills cuz I don’t want my kids to have to go thru this! NF is so amazing the way he express’s his feelings Is such a beautiful talent cuz not a lot of ppl can do that.
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oh boy, you're in for a fun surprise! Boy can SING SING
NF is one of the few artists that can really make me feel emotions like this. Love his music. Its as real as it gets.
Wheni first heard this song I broke down in tears bc I can relate so well
Really dig you bro. This reaction got me to subscribe. You fought so hard to hold back your own triggers from your life. Like you said, he exposes the human condition that we all can relate to in our own way.
You gotta a good heart. Felt it in your first reaction video I saw.
And I like the you were a rapper too, helping deciphering the words are nice
When NF talks about monitored visitation? Man ive been through it. I don't listen to this very often because I still have unresolved issues but man this song is powerful. Mad respect
He has me over here crying and I didn't even have that life. Powerful!
Same here , everytime I hear this it gets me
Thanks flawd, I’ve been waiting for this even though the song is so depressing but great at the same time.
Nate is a great singer! This song is tough but needed. I can only imagine how many people this has helped who may have dealt with something similar.
This song is so necessary,one guy say that listen to this song make him leave his addiction, because he don't want to make his son suffered like he saw in the music video
I always get a lump in my throat when I hear this song.
Thank you for reacting to this. It's very clear you've been through hard things in life and thanks for opening up to us about them. Keep it fire bro. Respect
My mom is still with me. I've already heard/seen this video. Still messed me up 😭😭! Thanks for doing this one Flawd. I love, admire, and respect people that can be vulnerable in front of strangers and people you will never meet. Hope life is treating you well man! Keep grinding, keep moving! Can't wait for the next one!
For a lot of people who have gone through this much love life does go on one foot in front of another
You got the hard part out of the way. Can't wait for more NF reactions.
I think anyone who lost a parent (or anyone really) way too soon, we all felt that “it took everything inside of me not to scream at your funeral” line. My dad was my best friend and when I sat there listening to the pastor (who never even met my dad) speaking at his funeral I just wanted to scream. I wanted to scream at the fact he was gone, I wanted to scream at the pastor, I wanted to scream just to scream. But I sat there silent and numb. So when I hear that line in this song it hits me like a freight train
None of us like that feeling, but any thing that can make you feel something, whether it's poetry , a movie, or a song is usually brilliant! Great reaction...
Powerful song thanks for the reaction bro 🙏🏼
that's the reason he is so good, he can really get his emotions through the music. I never had a parent who used drugs but they have disappointed me in other ways so i can still relate a bit. But i love songs like this. I have mental health and these songs really help me through the rough times, because i dont feel lonely in my feelings.
I know his pain...when I had my children I didn't have my dad for support or him to get to hold or see his Grandkids......It was a lonely process for me during my pregnancies..... I feel NF since he had his first child in Aug.....I am so glad that NF is a parent now!!!!! I know he will be a great dad! and I understand him when he said he hasn't forgive her, because I am in the same boat.
Ive watched it 100 times. and it still gets me...
The scent of cigarettes reminds me of my mom as well. She died last year and now I actually miss the scent
"Even if you hate it, I make you feel like you're in it, though."
You're a brave one. Peace & thanx for that.
🔥 SONG BY NF 💯
This is the single most emotional song I've ever encountered. I watch reactions to this song because I wonder how others feel about it. You are a dope reactor. Subscribed
Already tearing up only seconds into the reaction
You just keep doing you my man. Lots of love from Canada
I used to think about my mom a lot listening to this song. She was an alcoholic and did cocaine. I used to always wonder why I wasn’t enough, why she didn’t love me more than those things? I knew she was hurting, but I could never understand why she would choose those things over me and it used to tear me apart, gave me such bad depression and anxiety. Once I moved out she started getting her life on track slowly.. Then a couple years ago she tried to commit suicide with pills and alcohol, was in icu for weeks and thankfully survived. She got the help she needed and she’s a year + alcohol and drug free and I could not be prouder of her. It can be so hard to realize that our parents problems aren’t a reflection of us, but that they are damaged and aren’t getting the proper help and support. My heart goes out to everyone who’s parents didn’t survive their struggle, you alone sadly couldn’t fix their pain even though they love you. When I listen to this song it now makes me feel and think about a few years ago when I was going through that with her.
So happy to see this mans Channel and vibe glow up, gives me hope
This hits home a little too much for many.
Feel like this is me talking to my dad in a few years, god I feel like I needed to hear this and experience it with you Flawd for the first time. Thanks for bearing to react to it, that was brave
At least you had warning before listening to this, I decided to listen to this album on a road trip.
I appreciate you. Thanks for the NF video.