@@RedTopReactions Your fucked up Someone tells there story, something personal and you plug yourself? Blake I hope you were doing better with everthing. Much love to you and family.
Sad fact: When recording the song he had a bit of an emotional breakdown and asked everyone to step out. They just left it recording and NF vented is emotions. They picked a few bits and pieces from it and used it in the song (the end bit). So real and raw.. 😔 Edit: Changed "fun fact" to "sad fact". I'm aware it's not fun, but I just used "fun fact" as an expression. 👌
@@centaur3282 well that's news to me Edit all form two years back though I dont think he does it live anymore... I know I didn't make this up it was in an interview somewhere Edit two hmmm... maybe I just dont know anymore well whatever good song
Love Nurtures: Facts...I can relate...as my dad who live in the same town as me don't wanna see me or pickup the phone for me, STILL...it is tuff, but it is what it is...
My mom committed suicide May 19th 2019 I've been listening to this song Non-Stop and it has really helped cuz I feel the same way my mom OD'd on pain pills
I go through suicidal thoughts on the daily. I often wonder how my son's would grow up knowing their dad wouldn't be around anymore. So with that said, be strong. I'm doing my best to stay alive, too. & Though idk you, I love you for making it this far
Im so sorry for your loss stay strong loosing a mom is the worst feeling in life. I lost my mom as well and been listening to this song too and it helps me also
"In a room with a parent that I don't barely know. Some lady in the corner watching us, while shes taking notes." The parent is his mom acting like a responsible, caring parent trying to impress the social worker in the corner taking notes.
Justin Watson Yooo! Just going through these comments to see if anyone's genuinely interested in listening to some new music! I recently put out a track Champion Rising (Available on all platforms) and my debut album 'Far from Average' (also available on all platforms) including here on TH-cam!🙏🏻 Anytime you have the chance id love to hear your opinion, hmu on any social media 🙏🏻
the lady in the corner is his mom. he says sitting in a room with a parent that i dont barely know, some lady in the corner watching us while shes taking notes.
Lost my mom when I was 2 to drugs lost my dad when I was 15 to drugs n now I’m 16 I’ve overdosed n overcome everything that’s been thrown at me got job living on my own n staying strong
i cry whenever i hear this song - it hits my heart ... and NF cried for real in the studio when recording this and said he decided to keep it in the song.... thats fucking raw and real - love him
Well now his opinion is different. He said last year that it's the most emotional he's ever done. And he would not put out something like this today but back then he was younger and really angry but today he understands her pain n struggle with the drugs. What made me shock was how he talked abt his mom on stage n his childhood. He really opened up personally on stage with crowd of strangers. He went on to say "my mom decided to leave me n my sisters by overdosing.. "
@@elyse_was_here_ exactly.. but thats what makes him even greater.. he doesn't curse in his music and still has you tuned into what hes saying the whole time. {and obviously because hes such a good story teller" but yes, he most definitely deserves it.
Anthony Fiasco we need more artists like him for our youth to look up to! Not curing about drugs, bitches, money & cars🙄🙄🙄 real life experiences & u can feel his pain in his lyrics💔💔
@@elyse_was_here_ exactly! his music has gotten me through some pretty dark days. Idk if any other artist could have done that. I cant wait for another album. .😊
Damn, I got tears.... Wow. Emotional ass song. Tears still rolling. As I've lost both Parents, not even a Grandma or Grandpa on left on either side. This song hit hard for me
First time hearing this one... and it really hits home. Because I've been that parent many times. I've chose drugs over my kids and it's been many a times that it could have killed me. This really puts it into perspective of what I was risking my kids to possibly be going through. I'm thankful that I no longer do drugs. It's been a couple months now and I'm grateful I get to wake up to my baby girls everyday. And I'm glad they don't got to feel the pain of knowing that their dad overdosed. Thank God. This song had me crying for real
I am a pretty manly man, but Shaq is stronger about not crying than I am. Tears every time.. especially after I lost my little brother to pills this year. Too real for sure.
Lost my brother to an overdose 09/14/2014 and buried him on his birthday 09/18/2014. Lost my mom to suicide in 1993 and this song is every feeling I've ever had about both of them. It hits so hard everyrime I hear it I collapse into myself
Real men cry the weak ones hold it in so let it out my man and I’m sorry for your loss I know this was a year ago you posted this but this song got me good too.
James Kakayuk my uncle was my best friend and shot himself on july third, 40 years old and left behind a 16 month old son, from someone that’s fucking struggling with it, it’s a breath of fresh air knowing someone out there feels it too R.I.P.
My uncle died to cancer it was aggressive so I cherished every moment I had with him he was the only family member on my mums side because they didn't like her but my uncle stayed. He was there even when we didn't know he was coming because he had no one he had a flat (apartment) and was mistreated in his living conditions he had lots I mean lost of cats because my mum was allergic she couldn't visit him after he got cancer he has gone to hospital to hospice (a hospital for cancer patient.) He fought as hard as he could and died more than a year later just before Christmas. My only wish was for him to be there for Christmas but I know he was too ill and now is in a better place where he isn't sick and can work without assistance or a wheelchair. Life is cruel
I feel for NF.. I lost my mom to cancer when I was 17. She was a very caring mom and didn’t do drugs , different situation . But losing your mom is one of the toughest things you can go through especially if she is your best friend like mine was . I’m 26 now and that shit kills me everyday 9 years later ....
Kyle...yes ..but how you walk...for the rest of your life...if you listen hard...maybe..you know.. Your mother is not really gone...hope you believe in the soul...but if not..yes your loss is deep..no matter anyone's preaching wishing you well
my mom is a drug/addiction counselor. she works at an inpatient rehab facility. she played this song during one of their group therapies. while they were listening, they were told to write their own obituaries. she said this song/exercise touched the most people than any other before. that’s tuff!
Lost my mother December 27th, 2015 from Meth. Remember everything like it was yesterday. The last time I saw her she was wrapped up like a mummy with 75% of her body covered in 3rd degree burns from a meth explosion. Its a harsh last memory but I try to focus on the good. Never had a dad. It's ironic i clicked on this because I literally happen to be writing lyrics for a song dedicated to my mother as I type this. I feel NF's pain all to well. As always keep up the good work Shaq #datstuff
@Coach Chris not only was it my birthday but it was my 16th birthday and that particular year had been a pretty good one. Put's it into a different perspective. And happy birthday to you too for the 27th
This nf track is literally my life story...ive been trying to write a song like this for 10+ years and still havent been able to write something good enough to explain my emotions.. NF took whats in my head and what i have struggled to get out..and turned it into this beautiful masterpiece. my mum was 36 when she passed from an overdose..i was 12. i am now 38. I will forever be grateful for this song.
NF: -You reacted to Intro but not Intro 2 or Intro 3. Intro 3 is probably his coolest song concept wise where he rap battles his own fear trying to kill it. You still haven't reacted to Therapy Session which is an iconic song. For other songs, -Destiny -Oucast -Warm up -Know -Green Lights -Notepad
you legit just spoiled the whole song for him. one of the coolest parts of hearing nfs music is the surprise of not knowing or even understanding it at first. but then you listen again and get it.
@@HeadNose maybe. but you don't react to it twice. I've seen a couple people who reacted to it and didn't even get it and the video was terrible because of it. I'm sure he'd figure it out anyway. Any way you look at it he still doesn't know any of the lyrics to it. It doesn't degrade the quality of the song any, and who knows maybe now that he knows what a cool song it is he will react to it next 🤷♂️
Oh yes... NF can SANG baby...he’s so talented in the most unique ways. I love his heart and his power behind his words. Poetry in the truest form. He’s talking about CPS coming to the crib taking notes on how they livin in the home with a parent in and out of their lives. There hasn’t been a single time I haven’t cried listening to this track. I’m in tears now.
Bro your actually not lieing if I could give my heart for him to his mom one last time. I can't relate to him but I can Nf is the only rapper that speaks his life with emotional thought. All we can say to him is go on and still think about her that's what keeps her alive
I lost my mom from lung cancer in 2002 when I was 11 and my dad took a hard spiral to pills and alcohol and I came close to loosing him from over dose a couple times but after 17 years I can happily say my dads clean and is a great father and a great grandfather for my daughter. I relate to NF’s music so much and this song hit me hard the first time I herd it. Couch keep doing your thang and showing the world the true lyricist. Please do Ohlord or outcast by NF next...
Most people in the comments have family deaths. I am so sorry for yalls losses. I guess god was looking for my mom. She was addicted for 8 years. My momma almost OD'ed and was sent to the hospital. After that I connected with God. He saved my momma and I am very thankful. She has been sober for 8 years now. First time I heard this song I cried. This was the hardest song to listen to in my life. I hope all of you are doing great......
@chronicinOkla I agree with you, Children/families experience this way of life as we speak, in the millions. And it goes on Everyday, as I type. Heart-breaking? F**K Yes!
I lost my mom this past June. I held so much anger and hatred, in my life from my upbringing. It wasn't until it was too late, that I learned the love and respect she had for me. I will never get that time back. NF = REAL Much love Shaq keep doing what you are doing.
Dave Gross Yooo! Just going through these comments to see if anyone's genuinely interested in listening to some new music! I recently put out a track Champion Rising (Available on all platforms) and my debut album 'Far from Average' (also available on all platforms) including here on TH-cam!🙏🏻 Anytime you have the chance id love to hear your opinion, hmu on any social media 🙏🏻
Duuuuude, so glad you got to hear this one. This is one of his very best. NF Therapy Session, Motivated, on top of Outcast and Intro 3, you’ll freak out on them
100% honesty here, this song has straight up kept me from ending myself more times than I'm man enough to admit... anytime I'm in that mindset so I can just finally make myself face some things I bottle up, cry it out and deal with it instead of hurting my mom. Her dad was basically my father figure since my old man never took the time to so much as know my eye color... dont even know what he looks like. Pop taught me every thing about being a man but he passed from cancer back in 2012. Theres some stuff in my life I can't let go or deal with properly but straight up, Nate (NF) has rather often been the reason I kept going forward. I'm sorry if this is just tmi and all... just want to stress that Nate really inspires me and in a weird way encourages me to face things I've never been willing to face, through music. And as a deathcore musician, it came from a really unexpected place at a very convenient time when I was in a bad way.
The last time I was close to suicide I was listening to this song in the car, and I was hurting from the pain of my father being dead before we could really have a relationship, and watching my grandfather die too, and then my mother abandoning me because I argued with her once. I wanted to just end it and be free from the hurt, you know how that dark spiral goes. But then something clicked and hit me like a freight train; I stopped hearing “how could you leave us?” In the context of my hurt, but instead in the context of my family at my funeral, having no clue how bad things were for me then. I saw a vision of my sister screaming at my headstone and it shook me so hard I had to pull over and let the water works pour out. Something clicked and I’ve been living for myself ever since. I still have a lot of relationships with family to rebuild, but for the first time I’m actually happy, and I think I might actually be okay.
Every time I hear this song, its like a punch in the gut; his pain is so visceral, you cant help but feel it with him, whether you've lost a parent or not. Hell, even I relate to it, in a different way- mom's not gone, but she's not here and hadnt been for a long time, because of alcohol and pills. Damn, his music just *rips* the emotion out of you.
I lost my older brother just over a year ago in a car accident, he was 19. Every time I hear this song it reminds me how much I took him being here for granted, I just wish I could see him one more time. This song has changed my life in more way than one. Much love tho, great reaction❤️
@blake Robb.... I just lost my 23 year old baby brother on September 12th to a fatal car accident. He was my only sibling. Please tell me how you get through it, because I'm crumbling. This song gets me crying every time. I miss him so much.
Lauren Marguerite Kovit I hope you’re doing better which I’m sure you’re not but stay strong life is precious just know he’s watching over you as an angel until your path in life comes to an end.. love you stranger xoxo
This is the most touching song I think I’ve ever heard. I can never listen to this song without crying. Nate’s emotions are so real in this and he just poured it out.
When he says, “sometimes I wish I would’ve just called you” That part just gets me so hard. His mom wasn’t there for him at all, but he still has guilt from not calling her just to hear her voice and now he can never hear her voice again. Oh my goodness this video, the lyrics, all the emotion he put into it just breaks me down every time.
This is the first song I've heard in my 30+ years of life that had me teary-eyed that was NOT a country song. It had the same level of emotional connection as a country song to me. Just made me a fan for life.
@@derikroy6366 I went and watched Trauma. Its prose is hard hitting, but I couldn't connect to it like "How could you leave us". I'm probably out of the loop on the song, but I felt like he was talking to God in it. The personal level of it just wasn't there though. As far as a personal deific conversation goes, Ill Mind of Hopsin #7 still hits the hardest for me.
NF has had growth since dropping this heartbreaker. Go check out Mama, it’s a song released with serene forgiveness for his mom. I think you’d be proud to hear 🔥 🔥 🔥 ❤️
My mother died to me and my family in 2011. Not physically, but I'm not sure who she is anymore, went from making memories to taking them and replacing them with trauma. I can still remember the scene of my little brother on that hospital bed with no garuntee he'll make it. My heart goes out to all of you who wanna grow up and never want to be like either of your parents. "There's plenty of us JUST LIKE YOU."
I've heard this song many times, now I'm tearing up... Appreciate the honesty and the react man. So sorry you didn't have a father growing up, that ain't right at all. Much love
Like you Shaq, I don't know what it's like to not have a mom or to lose a mom. I don't know what it's like to be the child of a mother who was addicted to drugs and died from addictions. This song is mad authentic. NF expressed how he truly felt. It's really sad that his mother was not doing her job. It's terrible that his mother died from drug overdose. I respect NF so much for his genuineness on the mic. I lost one of my best friends too almost three years ago Shaq. I definitely feel what you mean. We performed spoken word together. He said that I was his favorite artist. I really was appreciative of that comment he made out of sincerity. I loved kicking it with him. He was a happy person. He brought forth mad energy. He was mad thoughtful too. He was so multitalented too as an artist. He played piano and all. He died in a car accident. I lost my grandfather last year. My grandma's companion died this year. We were mad close to each other. I cried heavily when they all died. I express my condolences to NF and the family for the tragic death of his OG. Word. I concur with you maximally with the fact that people should reconcile if a vendetta exists between two parties. It extends beyond family members. If people got grudges with their peers they should reconcile. We as humans have to appreciate each other to the fullest while we're alive. Like Master P said, we as humans must give other people their flowers while they're still here on Earth with us. That's straight up tho. @No Life Shaq
Bruh just like this man said every time that NF screams I get goosebumps bruh NF is such an underrated rapper bro he deserve so much more love then what he gettin rn and that’s facts
Oh gawd I never thought a song could actually make me that emotional and drive me crazy. Nf was already in my top 5 but that one song moves him to number 2
Cleaning out his closet was about him literally wanting to kill his mom because of the amount of pain his mom put him through while this song is how he wishes his mom did better for them and feels anger that he couldn't do anything about but watch his mom let the drugs take over
It is foster care, but the lady in the corner is the(child's) social worker. They will be there for visits until you are allowed unsupervised visits and will observe/take notes(make a report basically). Every child in foster care has a social worker
Yo bro you do great reactions on metal and hip hop, and I can see you do feel a lot...and in response to you saying you don't cry, I say LEARN TO CRY, it's ok to cry bro. It's normal. Sometimes you just gotta cry bro.
Your reaction was genuine gold. Raw emotion is invaluable. NF helped me through my mama’s drug addiction, I felt his pain & suffering. I felt alone. But this song hit home. Great vid 💎
This song tears me apart because the exact same thing happened to me when I was 4, and everytime I hear this I just cry, and my mom died of the same thing
And I heard this song for the 1st time today and was like wow 😮, the pain and passion in his voice just got me , made me wanna pick up the phone and call mom dukes up , Nf has my attention and will be waiting for album or anything by him
" It took everything not to scream at your funeral " I lost my Dad September 21st 2018... I felt every peice of those lyrics 💯 if you still got ya parents whether on good terms or not Cherish them before it's too late . R.I.P to my father n everybody's parents that are no longer on this earth
Yea, that's kinda the whole idea of the song. What's referenced in this line, "some lady in the corner watching us, while she's taking notes" refers to a social worker at a supervised visit taking notes on the interaction between parent and child.
I have the most amazing parents, and I’ve never had to deal with any of these fucking horrific struggles, and yet I cry every time I listen to this song.
This song makes me think of my older brother. He’s been on and off drugs since I was 8, 20 years since I’ve seen my real brother. I miss him every day and I’m so scared for the day I get that phone call 😞 this song kills my soul because it’s everything I wish I could scream to him
Shaq is the reactor GOAT!! NF is dope..ready for that DAYLYT!! Positive vibes 💯...don't like discussing it.but I relate to this song 💯. Why Em's music hits close as well. If you have kids,be there 100 and 20 percent!! You are their everything....felt that Shaq
@@bernard1352 there no way I could fully request a song without saying something about this...Shaq getting some good music with good messages. Need more of that 💯
Hate me but I like ZIAS just a tad more but for current rap. Shaq the goat for breaking bars down and reacting to lyrical rap. I like all rap. #ALLRAPMATTERS
I’m scrolling through old reactions and this just hits hard this song, he’s just unbelievable at putting an image and story into your head it’s unreal 😭 also very sad and prayers are with anyone who doesn’t have both parents ❤️
NF -Therapy Session next! Also, No Name, Warm up, Intro 2 and 3 ( intro 3 is my favorite of the intro's, it has a really cool concept). Outro is also amazing. All his music is.
I listened to this song while watching my infant son play on the floor and two days later I was on a plane headed for rehab. I'll never look back! Thank you, NF!
I lost my dad when I was 8 and he died bc his drinking went out of control and went swimming a drowned so I can relate so hard to this I'm 17 now and it still hurts I still have my mom but I can 100% relate to this
The reason this hit so many GLOBALLY.... Either we grew up, with a mum that was the same, or we love our mums so much that we feel for him! Or think of our own passing while he sings! ( and what a voice he has too ) He cried for the world to hear, asked all to leave the room so he could do that part alone in the booth. He put himself out there, were as many rappers wouldn't do this. Its relatable so it hit everyone, one of the best music videos and songs ever made right here!
Play NF Beautiful or Paralyzed.. When these two song can make a grown woman go down to her knees and cry like a baby uncontrollably. Because the lyrics hits home with her so much, you know it's a powerful song that hits your soul..
Shaq you missed that first part at 3:35 he said “ idk what it’s like to be addicted to pills” but “Ik as a witness it kills” “I think of you whenever I get a whiff of that cigarette smell”
When I was first born I was not wanted by both of my parents left at the hospital and grew up in the system got adopted years later they didn't want me either and threw me back in the system until I grew out and was homeless for 2 years.... No mom no dad to guide me through life teach me things... I was abandoned,negelected, and abused in about every way possible I can honestly say I've been through just about it all from childhood into adulthood
They found my mom on the couch slumped over, needle on floor. She was only 34. Song goes deep for those who lost parents due to drugs
@@RedTopReactions Your fucked up
Someone tells there story, something personal and you plug yourself?
Blake I hope you were doing better with everthing.
Much love to you and family.
That’s too much
😣😣💔 I fill bad that's sad💔😣
It hits way different your right
Zuni Blue thanks, my family don’t really talk to each other anymore, but I’m doin good just wish I could talk to her again. Thanks again for the love
It takes about 5 seconds for this song to hit me like a sledgehammer.....
Aaron Staley same. I haven’t had this sort of experience a lot of people have but damn. I’m sorry for anyone who’s had this experience
Bro same!!
Yrue
Military Jet
Song hit me like it was some kind of car crash. Its that strong that it reminded me of my late grandad who died when i was two.
Sad fact: When recording the song he had a bit of an emotional breakdown and asked everyone to step out. They just left it recording and NF vented is emotions. They picked a few bits and pieces from it and used it in the song (the end bit). So real and raw.. 😔
Edit: Changed "fun fact" to "sad fact". I'm aware it's not fun, but I just used "fun fact" as an expression. 👌
Yeah and he doesnt even sing this live... so deep
True
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@@nellax8314 no he did it a couple of times there are videos on TH-cam about the song live
@@centaur3282 well that's news to me
Edit all form two years back though I dont think he does it live anymore... I know I didn't make this up it was in an interview somewhere
Edit two hmmm... maybe I just dont know anymore well whatever good song
NF a grown man but inside a child with a broken heart...😢
@@Mango-nv7qi ??
You mean a child with a broken heart trapped in a mans body?
I feel like we all are in one way or another 😓
@@Mango-nv7qi that's not funny
Love Nurtures: Facts...I can relate...as my dad who live in the same town as me don't wanna see me or pickup the phone for me, STILL...it is tuff, but it is what it is...
I've never had a song completely crush and wreck my soul like this.
Famili portrait by pink , you should chek it
daddy by korn
I'm sorry Joyner lucas
Lady taking notes=child services
@@dossett1 yeah that shit hit me when I noticed I was like “shiiiiiiiiiittttt”
My mom committed suicide May 19th 2019 I've been listening to this song Non-Stop and it has really helped cuz I feel the same way my mom OD'd on pain pills
I go through suicidal thoughts on the daily. I often wonder how my son's would grow up knowing their dad wouldn't be around anymore. So with that said, be strong. I'm doing my best to stay alive, too. & Though idk you, I love you for making it this far
Official Skyskrape you are loved by many even if it doesn’t feel like it
Stay strong Danielle.
Stay strong bro ❤️
Im so sorry for your loss stay strong loosing a mom is the worst feeling in life. I lost my mom as well and been listening to this song too and it helps me also
"In a room with a parent that I don't barely know. Some lady in the corner watching us, while shes taking notes." The parent is his mom acting like a responsible, caring parent trying to impress the social worker in the corner taking notes.
The person taking notes was a social worker brah
I thought that when he said babysitter😂but yh a social worker
Yeah. Most definitely supervised visits from a social worker.
Justin Watson Yooo! Just going through these comments to see if anyone's genuinely interested in listening to some new music! I recently put out a track Champion Rising (Available on all platforms) and my debut album 'Far from Average' (also available on all platforms) including here on TH-cam!🙏🏻 Anytime you have the chance id love to hear your opinion, hmu on any social media 🙏🏻
the lady in the corner is his mom. he says sitting in a room with a parent that i dont barely know, some lady in the corner watching us while shes taking notes.
Watch the video. It clearly shows the mom playing with the kids on the floor while the social worker is in the corner taking notes
“My guy can sing too?” Hell yeah. LMAO
* he can sang XD
Sank ...
Sang
Thats nf?!
Alex MC .,. Yes
Lost my mom when I was 2 to drugs lost my dad when I was 15 to drugs n now I’m 16 I’ve overdosed n overcome everything that’s been thrown at me got job living on my own n staying strong
Hope you're doing good man. Stay strong and keep moving forward.
Sending many prayers to you stay strong bro!
What a king 👑
@@DrunkinDonuts97 thanks man alwyas do
@@iluvcatslol5714 thanks frfr
i cry whenever i hear this song - it hits my heart ... and NF cried for real in the studio when recording this and said he decided to keep it in the song.... thats fucking raw and real - love him
ikika wi very few artists if any are as real as him. Most just cuss and shout. He actually expresses his emotions
Well now his opinion is different. He said last year that it's the most emotional he's ever done. And he would not put out something like this today but back then he was younger and really angry but today he understands her pain n struggle with the drugs. What made me shock was how he talked abt his mom on stage n his childhood.
He really opened up personally on stage with crowd of strangers. He went on to say "my mom decided to leave me n my sisters by overdosing.. "
all these wackk rappers out here getting awards and songs/videos like this are getting slapped.. give this man a grammy.
Anthony Fiasco yessssss plz🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 he’s a Christian rapper so it will prolly never happen🙄 he is soooooo underrated
@@elyse_was_here_ exactly.. but thats what makes him even greater.. he doesn't curse in his music and still has you tuned into what hes saying the whole time. {and obviously because hes such a good story teller" but yes, he most definitely deserves it.
Anthony Fiasco we need more artists like him for our youth to look up to! Not curing about drugs, bitches, money & cars🙄🙄🙄 real life experiences & u can feel his pain in his lyrics💔💔
@@elyse_was_here_ exactly! his music has gotten me through some pretty dark days. Idk if any other artist could have done that. I cant wait for another album. .😊
Anthony Fiasco same here!!!! He’s been the light in my darkest days! We went thru a similar childhood💔 Sending love your way!
NF = REAL Music
No Life Shaq = REAL Reactions
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Shaq: When rappers yell they mean what they saying
Sixnine left the jail bars.
bro i fr thought bout Sixnine lmao
Yo Shaq man u trip me out homie 💪.. Glad u pick up N.F. motivation rap will be the next come up
Remove the mumble rappers and then he true.
Bruh don't call him a rapper
Yeah he was right he said RAPPERS
Damn, I got tears.... Wow.
Emotional ass song.
Tears still rolling.
As I've lost both Parents, not even a Grandma or Grandpa on left on either side.
This song hit hard for me
Stubby Taylor stay up man me too
Merry Christmas
Much love brother, stay strong
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That's Tuff!😢
Who the hell cutting these onions ... This song forever making me cry whenever I come across it especially the last part OMG 😩
😢😔🙁
👌👌😣😣😣😣
Feel yah ...I've turned ofg more times than have herd it....lil PEEPS r my weakness
You have to listen to NF doing this song live. Hella onions in the stage.
Every time I listen to it it still makes me sad.
First time hearing this one... and it really hits home. Because I've been that parent many times. I've chose drugs over my kids and it's been many a times that it could have killed me. This really puts it into perspective of what I was risking my kids to possibly be going through. I'm thankful that I no longer do drugs. It's been a couple months now and I'm grateful I get to wake up to my baby girls everyday. And I'm glad they don't got to feel the pain of knowing that their dad overdosed. Thank God. This song had me crying for real
your a champ! thanks for making good choices, we all benefit from it
Ryan Williams thanks man, i appreciate you saying that
hits you right there when you realize what they would go through
Good man
Keep looking forward, you got this!
One of the most heart felt, heart wrenching songs out there! Thanks Coach
True that💯..
Social worker was monitoring his mother at their visits
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He said a babysitter 😂
I am a pretty manly man, but Shaq is stronger about not crying than I am. Tears every time.. especially after I lost my little brother to pills this year. Too real for sure.
Sorry man, that sucks
🙏🙏
Lost my brother to an overdose 09/14/2014 and buried him on his birthday 09/18/2014. Lost my mom to suicide in 1993 and this song is every feeling I've ever had about both of them. It hits so hard everyrime I hear it I collapse into myself
Im so sorry 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼
Real men cry the weak ones hold it in so let it out my man and I’m sorry for your loss I know this was a year ago you posted this but this song got me good too.
“It took everything inside of me, not to scream at your funeral”
That touched me and made me cry 😔 cause I lost my uncle by suicide
James Kakayuk my uncle was my best friend and shot himself on july third, 40 years old and left behind a 16 month old son, from someone that’s fucking struggling with it, it’s a breath of fresh air knowing someone out there feels it too R.I.P.
U remember Lil peep's line from 'isn't life beautiful' : "Tryna keep your cool at your grandfather's" 😢
My uncle died to cancer it was aggressive so I cherished every moment I had with him he was the only family member on my mums side because they didn't like her but my uncle stayed. He was there even when we didn't know he was coming because he had no one he had a flat (apartment) and was mistreated in his living conditions he had lots I mean lost of cats because my mum was allergic she couldn't visit him after he got cancer he has gone to hospital to hospice (a hospital for cancer patient.) He fought as hard as he could and died more than a year later just before Christmas. My only wish was for him to be there for Christmas but I know he was too ill and now is in a better place where he isn't sick and can work without assistance or a wheelchair. Life is cruel
This comment hit me hard because that was the way I was feeling at my grandpas funeral, somehow held it together.
Man all of NF's songs punch you right in the heart!🙏😢💯
J.S. Crawford same with phora
I lost my mom to an overdose of pills and alcohol in 2010, this went deep =(
Chris Johnson lost my mom too an over dose on pills as well ..
Hope y’all two doing good y’all moms watching over y’all & protecting y’all 🙏❤️
I lost my mom to an overdose when I was 4. This hits hard
Sorry for your loss 😭
Almost lost mine to heroin at the age of 8
I feel for NF.. I lost my mom to cancer when I was 17. She was a very caring mom and didn’t do drugs , different situation . But losing your mom is one of the toughest things you can go through especially if she is your best friend like mine was . I’m 26 now and that shit kills me everyday 9 years later ....
Sorry for your loss brother stay strong for her
My dad killed himself in 2003 and it still Hurts.
Good vibes your way.
I'm sorry fam. I'm going through this too. It's hard.
kyle f facts man going on 5 years without my ma and it doesn’t get any easier
Kyle...yes ..but how you walk...for the rest of your life...if you listen hard...maybe..you know.. Your mother is not really gone...hope you believe in the soul...but if not..yes your loss is deep..no matter anyone's preaching wishing you well
my mom is a drug/addiction counselor. she works at an inpatient rehab facility. she played this song during one of their group therapies. while they were listening, they were told to write their own obituaries. she said this song/exercise touched the most people than any other before. that’s tuff!
That's so amazing!!
“Idek know this nigga’s mom and I’m cryin”
😂
Abdullah Habib what’s funny
@@cjedwards8931 you dont need to now someone . you need to know his/her history and the things he/she caused
You're laughing.
Abdullah Habib yeah it was funny the way he said it lol
Abdullah Habib that was hilarious😂😂
This song gives me chills every time I hear it! NF is a real one!
i have to be careful when i listen to this. Its the level of pain that gets to me. I lost my mom when i was 10. We were really close.
Even if you still have both parents. You can still have empathy for NF. THAT'S TUFF!!!
Yeah you can but you wont know the feeling of loosing them.
This1is4US 11 just gives you the feeling that we need to be grateful that you still have parents
Lost my mother December 27th, 2015 from Meth. Remember everything like it was yesterday. The last time I saw her she was wrapped up like a mummy with 75% of her body covered in 3rd degree burns from a meth explosion. Its a harsh last memory but I try to focus on the good. Never had a dad. It's ironic i clicked on this because I literally happen to be writing lyrics for a song dedicated to my mother as I type this. I feel NF's pain all to well.
As always keep up the good work Shaq #datstuff
@Coach Chris so is mine... wow
@Coach Chris not only was it my birthday but it was my 16th birthday and that particular year had been a pretty good one. Put's it into a different perspective. And happy birthday to you too for the 27th
This nf track is literally my life story...ive been trying to write a song like this for 10+ years and still havent been able to write something good enough to explain my emotions.. NF took whats in my head and what i have struggled to get out..and turned it into this beautiful masterpiece. my mum was 36 when she passed from an overdose..i was 12. i am now 38. I will forever be grateful for this song.
NF:
-You reacted to Intro but not Intro 2 or Intro 3. Intro 3 is probably his coolest song concept wise where he rap battles his own fear trying to kill it. You still haven't reacted to Therapy Session which is an iconic song. For other songs,
-Destiny
-Oucast
-Warm up
-Know
-Green Lights
-Notepad
Kyle Whitney I would love to see his reaction to intro 3 above all
Obscure me too. Intro 3 is my favorite NF song
you legit just spoiled the whole song for him. one of the coolest parts of hearing nfs music is the surprise of not knowing or even understanding it at first. but then you listen again and get it.
@@HeadNose maybe. but you don't react to it twice. I've seen a couple people who reacted to it and didn't even get it and the video was terrible because of it. I'm sure he'd figure it out anyway. Any way you look at it he still doesn't know any of the lyrics to it. It doesn't degrade the quality of the song any, and who knows maybe now that he knows what a cool song it is he will react to it next 🤷♂️
@@kylewhitney2890 the quality of the song isnt downgraded at all. but the initial hype is greater when its unexpected greatness.
Oh yes... NF can SANG baby...he’s so talented in the most unique ways. I love his heart and his power behind his words. Poetry in the truest form.
He’s talking about CPS coming to the crib taking notes on how they livin in the home with a parent in and out of their lives.
There hasn’t been a single time I haven’t cried listening to this track. I’m in tears now.
Bro your actually not lieing if I could give my heart for him to his mom one last time. I can't relate to him but I can Nf is the only rapper that speaks his life with emotional thought. All we can say to him is go on and still think about her that's what keeps her alive
Dennis Christian he's not the only lol
I lost my mom from lung cancer in 2002 when I was 11 and my dad took a hard spiral to pills and alcohol and I came close to loosing him from over dose a couple times but after 17 years I can happily say my dads clean and is a great father and a great grandfather for my daughter. I relate to NF’s music so much and this song hit me hard the first time I herd it. Couch keep doing your thang and showing the world the true lyricist.
Please do Ohlord or outcast by NF next...
I lost my mother a couple years ago too, very unexpectedly. I still feel this song hard. Everytime it plays.
Sorry for your loss, definitely the worst feeling in the world.
James Lamb it is and sorry for yours you just have to live in there memory everyday
🙏🏼
My mom reacts to this on my channel if you want to check it out! If not have a great day! :))
Most people in the comments have family deaths. I am so sorry for yalls losses. I guess god was looking for my mom. She was addicted for 8 years. My momma almost OD'ed and was sent to the hospital. After that I connected with God. He saved my momma and I am very thankful. She has been sober for 8 years now. First time I heard this song I cried. This was the hardest song to listen to in my life. I hope all of you are doing great......
Man is she doing know?
I cried 6 times watching this reaction never mind 7
This is my second reaction to this song and I cried both times
I've cried to this song every time I heard it
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I had one cry but it was continuous it never stopped
Watching reactions of this video doesn't get old.
Facts
react to NF Therapy session.
Yes please
My mom reacts to this on my channel if you want to check it out! If not have a great day! :))
Sad just heartbreaking. And it's happening to millions
chronicinOkla I grew up like this but my mom didn’t od
Been that way forever, too many broken adults raising broken children.
@chronicinOkla I agree with you, Children/families experience this way of life as we speak, in the millions. And it goes on Everyday, as I type. Heart-breaking? F**K Yes!
@@oodeezydeezy6629 Same. She OD'd on heroin but never died. And was addicted to pills since my earliest memories pretty much.
I lost my mom this past June. I held so much anger and hatred, in my life from my upbringing. It wasn't until it was too late, that I learned the love and respect she had for me. I will never get that time back. NF = REAL Much love Shaq keep doing what you are doing.
NF is one of the absolute BEST past or present. No violence no guns no cursing just real
NF 2019 one of the best rappers.. Eminem
NF
Period.
Dave Gross Fact bro
RampowerFerrari drag lol
Dave Gross Yooo! Just going through these comments to see if anyone's genuinely interested in listening to some new music! I recently put out a track Champion Rising (Available on all platforms) and my debut album 'Far from Average' (also available on all platforms) including here on TH-cam!🙏🏻 Anytime you have the chance id love to hear your opinion, hmu on any social media 🙏🏻
Nf is an Eminem clone
yeet yahh I hate how all the stolen stand are jerking him off all the time to , no respect for biters in hip hop, or an artist
Duuuuude, so glad you got to hear this one. This is one of his very best.
NF Therapy Session, Motivated, on top of Outcast and Intro 3, you’ll freak out on them
NF- Know and NF- Destiny
PLEASE!!!!
Please do these
100% honesty here, this song has straight up kept me from ending myself more times than I'm man enough to admit... anytime I'm in that mindset so I can just finally make myself face some things I bottle up, cry it out and deal with it instead of hurting my mom. Her dad was basically my father figure since my old man never took the time to so much as know my eye color... dont even know what he looks like. Pop taught me every thing about being a man but he passed from cancer back in 2012. Theres some stuff in my life I can't let go or deal with properly but straight up, Nate (NF) has rather often been the reason I kept going forward.
I'm sorry if this is just tmi and all... just want to stress that Nate really inspires me and in a weird way encourages me to face things I've never been willing to face, through music. And as a deathcore musician, it came from a really unexpected place at a very convenient time when I was in a bad way.
The last time I was close to suicide I was listening to this song in the car, and I was hurting from the pain of my father being dead before we could really have a relationship, and watching my grandfather die too, and then my mother abandoning me because I argued with her once. I wanted to just end it and be free from the hurt, you know how that dark spiral goes. But then something clicked and hit me like a freight train; I stopped hearing “how could you leave us?” In the context of my hurt, but instead in the context of my family at my funeral, having no clue how bad things were for me then. I saw a vision of my sister screaming at my headstone and it shook me so hard I had to pull over and let the water works pour out. Something clicked and I’ve been living for myself ever since. I still have a lot of relationships with family to rebuild, but for the first time I’m actually happy, and I think I might actually be okay.
Shaq I'm a 60 year old man and shaking from head to foot I feel his pain right through me. God bless you NF you a great artist
I was just thinking when you were going to do another nf reaction when I just watched your last video thanks
If you don’t get affected by this song your soul is dead man. Still tears me up. Shit is deep.
Every time I hear this song, its like a punch in the gut; his pain is so visceral, you cant help but feel it with him, whether you've lost a parent or not. Hell, even I relate to it, in a different way- mom's not gone, but she's not here and hadnt been for a long time, because of alcohol and pills. Damn, his music just *rips* the emotion out of you.
I lost my older brother just over a year ago in a car accident, he was 19. Every time I hear this song it reminds me how much I took him being here for granted, I just wish I could see him one more time. This song has changed my life in more way than one. Much love tho, great reaction❤️
Blake Robb keep being Strong
Love u bro stay strong
cant imagine what your going through. im sorry man. keep your head high.
@blake Robb....
I just lost my 23 year old baby brother on September 12th to a fatal car accident. He was my only sibling. Please tell me how you get through it, because I'm crumbling. This song gets me crying every time. I miss him so much.
Lauren Marguerite Kovit I hope you’re doing better which I’m sure you’re not but stay strong life is precious just know he’s watching over you as an angel until your path in life comes to an end.. love you stranger xoxo
This is the most touching song I think I’ve ever heard. I can never listen to this song without crying. Nate’s emotions are so real in this and he just poured it out.
When he says, “sometimes I wish I would’ve just called you” That part just gets me so hard. His mom wasn’t there for him at all, but he still has guilt from not calling her just to hear her voice and now he can never hear her voice again. Oh my goodness this video, the lyrics, all the emotion he put into it just breaks me down every time.
This is the first song I've heard in my 30+ years of life that had me teary-eyed that was NOT a country song. It had the same level of emotional connection as a country song to me. Just made me a fan for life.
Check out Trauma.
Have some tissues handy.
@@derikroy6366 I went and watched Trauma. Its prose is hard hitting, but I couldn't connect to it like "How could you leave us". I'm probably out of the loop on the song, but I felt like he was talking to God in it. The personal level of it just wasn't there though. As far as a personal deific conversation goes, Ill Mind of Hopsin #7 still hits the hardest for me.
biologymajor1 check his newest album, this rapper is amazing - what we all needed no matter what age you are
NF has had growth since dropping this heartbreaker. Go check out Mama, it’s a song released with serene forgiveness for his mom. I think you’d be proud to hear 🔥 🔥 🔥 ❤️
My mother died to me and my family in 2011. Not physically, but I'm not sure who she is anymore, went from making memories to taking them and replacing them with trauma. I can still remember the scene of my little brother on that hospital bed with no garuntee he'll make it. My heart goes out to all of you who wanna grow up and never want to be like either of your parents. "There's plenty of us JUST LIKE YOU."
I've heard this song many times, now I'm tearing up... Appreciate the honesty and the react man. So sorry you didn't have a father growing up, that ain't right at all. Much love
I get choked up everytime I hear this song🥺
Then don’t listen to the song
@@관죵반호우살인마 I really like the song, it just pulls on the heart strings
{살인마}관죵반[호우] If you don’t get emotional after hearing that song, there’s something wrong. Lol
I wasn’t serious for god sake
관죵반[호우]{살인마}
It’s hard to tell whether you’re joking or not over text, just letting you know (maybe clarify next time).
Like you Shaq, I don't know what it's like to not have a mom or to lose a mom. I don't know what it's like to be the child of a mother who was addicted to drugs and died from addictions. This song is mad authentic. NF expressed how he truly felt. It's really sad that his mother was not doing her job. It's terrible that his mother died from drug overdose. I respect NF so much for his genuineness on the mic. I lost one of my best friends too almost three years ago Shaq. I definitely feel what you mean. We performed spoken word together. He said that I was his favorite artist. I really was appreciative of that comment he made out of sincerity. I loved kicking it with him. He was a happy person. He brought forth mad energy. He was mad thoughtful too. He was so multitalented too as an artist. He played piano and all. He died in a car accident. I lost my grandfather last year. My grandma's companion died this year. We were mad close to each other. I cried heavily when they all died. I express my condolences to NF and the family for the tragic death of his OG. Word. I concur with you maximally with the fact that people should reconcile if a vendetta exists between two parties. It extends beyond family members. If people got grudges with their peers they should reconcile. We as humans have to appreciate each other to the fullest while we're alive. Like Master P said, we as humans must give other people their flowers while they're still here on Earth with us. That's straight up tho. @No Life Shaq
Devo The Ambivert I know I’m way late to your comment but keep your head up, things get better
This song made me cry because alot of us can relate to this. He is so spiritually talented. 🙏🏾💙💙💙💙👍🏾💕😥
Bruh just like this man said every time that NF screams I get goosebumps bruh NF is such an underrated rapper bro he deserve so much more love then what he gettin rn and that’s facts
Some people have to do supervised visits with their kids. The lady in the corner was supervising the visit and recording it in her notes.
When I heard this song for the first time I broke down in tears and so did my sisters. The song is literally an exact reflection of my life
Oh gawd I never thought a song could actually make me that emotional and drive me crazy. Nf was already in my top 5 but that one song moves him to number 2
This is like cleaning out my closet but with emotion
ZOOM TV Cleaning out my closet does have emotion just a different type of emotion.
Both are anger, but they just come from a different place of anger and reasons on why they're angry.
True bruv
Cleaning out his closet was about him literally wanting to kill his mom because of the amount of pain his mom put him through while this song is how he wishes his mom did better for them and feels anger that he couldn't do anything about but watch his mom let the drugs take over
Perfect
It is foster care, but the lady in the corner is the(child's) social worker. They will be there for visits until you are allowed unsupervised visits and will observe/take notes(make a report basically). Every child in foster care has a social worker
Your reviews are as honest and unpretentious as NF’s music. Continue the great work. Thank you.
Yo bro you do great reactions on metal and hip hop, and I can see you do feel a lot...and in response to you saying you don't cry, I say LEARN TO CRY, it's ok to cry bro. It's normal. Sometimes you just gotta cry bro.
“If you really care for me, then where you at then?”
That part hurts every time.
Brah when I first heard this. I had to pull over on the freeway and call my mom and dad to let it out and tell them I love them. Just from this song
10:56
I don't know his mom ?
And I'm about 2 cry 😢
Like you said Nobody is going to top this. That's why he's called
NF Real Music 🎶 🙏🏼
NF isn't music you can bump with your boys..you gotta be alone and the tears fall
Your reaction was genuine gold.
Raw emotion is invaluable. NF helped me through my mama’s drug addiction, I felt his pain & suffering. I felt alone. But this song hit home. Great vid 💎
NF is a great rapper many don't know... I didn't know him til last October... We're blessed to know him...🔺🔺🔺
I love how we live through music.
Shaq, you experience the music.
That's why I watch you bro. You got heart my guy.
This song tears me apart because the exact same thing happened to me when I was 4, and everytime I hear this I just cry, and my mom died of the same thing
True artist when you can feel the emotions of the song, lyrics & the artist meaning
And I heard this song for the 1st time today and was like wow 😮, the pain and passion in his voice just got me , made me wanna pick up the phone and call mom dukes up , Nf has my attention and will be waiting for album or anything by him
“Mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children” - Brandon Lee (the crow) 😢
Yesss
Nf no name or remember this
He already did Remember This
He already did Remember This
Very powerful and we can LEARN from it. Sad but real. Happy New Year 2022. Love is the key. Julie
" It took everything not to scream at your funeral " I lost my Dad September 21st 2018... I felt every peice of those lyrics 💯 if you still got ya parents whether on good terms or not Cherish them before it's too late . R.I.P to my father n everybody's parents that are no longer on this earth
That got me😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😥
NF got us in our feelings 🔥
The lady in the corner that he barely knows is a social worker, hence why she's "taking notes"
Russell Ford wrong. He’s talking about how he barely knows his mom because she isn’t ever there
Yea, that's kinda the whole idea of the song. What's referenced in this line, "some lady in the corner watching us, while she's taking notes" refers to a social worker at a supervised visit taking notes on the interaction between parent and child.
I have the most amazing parents, and I’ve never had to deal with any of these fucking horrific struggles, and yet I cry every time I listen to this song.
This song makes me think of my older brother. He’s been on and off drugs since I was 8, 20 years since I’ve seen my real brother. I miss him every day and I’m so scared for the day I get that phone call 😞 this song kills my soul because it’s everything I wish I could scream to him
Shaq is the reactor GOAT!! NF is dope..ready for that DAYLYT!! Positive vibes 💯...don't like discussing it.but I relate to this song 💯. Why Em's music hits close as well. If you have kids,be there 100 and 20 percent!! You are their everything....felt that Shaq
Finally sombody who is not requesting a song reaction.. And enjoying this reaction an actually giving feedback💯..
@@bernard1352 there no way I could fully request a song without saying something about this...Shaq getting some good music with good messages. Need more of that 💯
@@jvnbrk hell yeah👍💯.
Nf is an Eminem clone
Hate me but I like ZIAS just a tad more but for current rap. Shaq the goat for breaking bars down and reacting to lyrical rap. I like all rap. #ALLRAPMATTERS
I’m scrolling through old reactions and this just hits hard this song, he’s just unbelievable at putting an image and story into your head it’s unreal 😭 also very sad and prayers are with anyone who doesn’t have both parents ❤️
NF -Therapy Session next! Also, No Name, Warm up, Intro 2 and 3 ( intro 3 is my favorite of the intro's, it has a really cool concept). Outro is also amazing. All his music is.
I listened to this song while watching my infant son play on the floor and two days later I was on a plane headed for rehab. I'll never look back! Thank you, NF!
one of the rawest songs ive ever heard from an artist
The first time i heard this tract I had to take a min. You can just hear the emotion from soul coming through the speakers
I lost my dad when I was 8 and he died bc his drinking went out of control and went swimming a drowned so I can relate so hard to this I'm 17 now and it still hurts I still have my mom but I can 100% relate to this
Lady in the corner writing notes... Kids in foster care. DHS worker giving supervised visits, taking notes... :(
The reason this hit so many GLOBALLY.... Either we grew up, with a mum that was the same, or we love our mums so much that we feel for him! Or think of our own passing while he sings! ( and what a voice he has too )
He cried for the world to hear, asked all to leave the room so he could do that part alone in the booth.
He put himself out there, were as many rappers wouldn't do this.
Its relatable so it hit everyone, one of the best music videos and songs ever made right here!
I cry every time I hear this song. I lost her to pills when I was 10.
Every word….
The song, Nate, is a tear jerker too. We had a similar childhood
This song Touched my heart and got me thinking man that was a song
you can feel the emotions... NF is gold
Play NF Beautiful or Paralyzed.. When these two song can make a grown woman go down to her knees and cry like a baby uncontrollably. Because the lyrics hits home with her so much, you know it's a powerful song that hits your soul..
NF is pretty good at that soul-wrenching self-reflecting business for sure. Love those songs
Not down to my knees but he kin do it to a grown man too!
Shaq you missed that first part at 3:35 he said “ idk what it’s like to be addicted to pills” but “Ik as a witness it kills” “I think of you whenever I get a whiff of that cigarette smell”
When I was first born I was not wanted by both of my parents left at the hospital and grew up in the system got adopted years later they didn't want me either and threw me back in the system until I grew out and was homeless for 2 years.... No mom no dad to guide me through life teach me things... I was abandoned,negelected, and abused in about every way possible I can honestly say I've been through just about it all from childhood into adulthood