Rapper Reacts to NF - How Could You Leave Us!! | I CAN'T DO THIS (First Reaction)

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  • Wow, this one really got to me. My full reaction and breakdown of rapper NF's "How Could You Leave Us" music video. The lyrics, the video detail, all of this is on another level. What other songs should we react to? Comment below!
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  • @KnoxHill
    @KnoxHill  4 ปีที่แล้ว +444

    What else do you want to see me react to? 🤔 Comment below! Also if you like the song in the intro listen to it here: th-cam.com/video/j2FSqyWRLzc/w-d-xo.html 🙌🙏

    • @Star-qp9oq
      @Star-qp9oq 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I love your reactions 🥰🥰🥰. I can't wait to another NF reaction. I can't waaaaaaaaitttttt😵😵😵😵. You should check out "You're special", " Like this ", "Thinking"

    • @truefrance
      @truefrance 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      Do outro but you need to react to all NFs music video from perception all the way to mansion to make outros make sense

    • @teoigi3247
      @teoigi3247 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Sending you a virtual hug. Much love bro, wish you were my friend.

    • @joergel8976
      @joergel8976 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I really enjoy watching your reactions. Actually you should check out every single song from him. But I'd really like to see "Mansion" or "Intro 3"

    • @whatthecookies43
      @whatthecookies43 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Give mason wav a listen he’s a new rapper has 3 songs out so far I think he’s got good flow. Even if you don’t keep up the good work love you reactions

  • @zoe-cw6sx
    @zoe-cw6sx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +874

    Nate had two sisters , his father and mother got divorced and his mom's boyfriend physically abused him (and sister i guess) and he writes about him (step-dad) in the song Mansion

    • @kittykat7654
      @kittykat7654 4 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      If my fiancé and I broke apart and I found out that her new man was physically abusing my children I’d go to jail for murder

    • @goblue7516
      @goblue7516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Great song

    • @goblue7516
      @goblue7516 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      @@kittykat7654 see thats why if I had kids I don't know what I'd do if I wasn't with their mom and some guy was abusing them when my mom walked out on me and my dad he said he never trusted a woman to treat me like I was their own son its hard when you have kids

    • @ethanrampergash9173
      @ethanrampergash9173 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      `zoe_wolfy` :p yea Nate and his sister were abused by their moms boyfriend and then his dad was able to take them away from all that.

    • @zoe-cw6sx
      @zoe-cw6sx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@ethanrampergash9173 yea thank god his dad was there to take them away

  • @taggveteto4346
    @taggveteto4346 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3146

    I heard that on the last bit when he talking he had to get everyone out of the studio. That’s how you know how emotional he really feels. 😢

    • @jamieharpur1727
      @jamieharpur1727 4 ปีที่แล้ว +133

      Tagg Veteto yea. it was originally a third verse but he just broke..

    • @angelas.g.9848
      @angelas.g.9848 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      YEP.. TRUE. 💯

    • @robbanningrb
      @robbanningrb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Tagg Veteto that’s true!!

    • @henleythehen4429
      @henleythehen4429 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Hi this made me think about my dad

    • @shadysumoyt
      @shadysumoyt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I believe it that part hits hard

  • @probablyprodigy
    @probablyprodigy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    The emotion behind his voice is incredibly powerful. You can feel it in every single word. I've never heard anything quite like it.

    • @KnoxHill
      @KnoxHill  3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      It is one of my favorite songs of all time. Thanks for commenting & supporting!

  • @haydenwhittinghill5967
    @haydenwhittinghill5967 4 ปีที่แล้ว +779

    Knox. A lot of people will say that reactions are just Capitalizing on others work. But you always bring a new light. Keep up the work man. Lots of love

    • @sir.stayton6269
      @sir.stayton6269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Another very good breakdown channel Is TheThirdErnest

    • @aimangupta9778
      @aimangupta9778 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      He's not a reaction channel , he's more of an analysis channel

    • @jasan_o3633
      @jasan_o3633 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@aimangupta9778 breakdown channel is like the same thing pretty much

  • @happygolucky8449
    @happygolucky8449 4 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    My husband came home awhile ago and showed this song to me. I have never met my birth mom. I love the woman who adopted me but my birth mom was an addict when I lived with her. She gave me to my dad and signed her rights away and has never met me. Broke my heart to hear this song. My reaction was like urs I have three kids and it's an influential memory that's turned me into the parent I am today. I will learn from her mistakes and will never let my babies think anything comes before them. This song has made me cry everytime I've heard it

    • @elliott7282
      @elliott7282 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      you say you never met ur birth mom but u say you lived with her

    • @stephaniemaris4878
      @stephaniemaris4878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm assuming the living with her was when she was a baby, before she could really remember her.
      Thank you for sharing your story. My mama gave up parental rights before I was even a year old. She came back ten years later, but I never trusted her or believed she really cared. She gave too much proof otherwise.

    • @fatherofcovidxijingping516
      @fatherofcovidxijingping516 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm so sorry, life is hard for me too 💔💔💔

    • @pandasanding7036
      @pandasanding7036 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Think she means her mom was an addict when she lived with the adopted mom and the adopted mom told her your mom is an addict which is why you live with me?? Maybe??

  • @laserstorm7135
    @laserstorm7135 4 ปีที่แล้ว +255

    Finally!!!!!!! took ya long enough knox
    I reckon everyone here watching is crying or has cried over this song and its message at least once

    • @williamstrimp1792
      @williamstrimp1792 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i've listed to this song over a 100 times and i cry every time

    • @phantompuma5673
      @phantompuma5673 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yep

    • @ermidk321
      @ermidk321 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Y-yeah...this song really hit my hard cause I love my mom and dad so much....but I know that I'll eventually lose them to their drug and alcohol addiction...I almost never get to see them In person...I almost died because of my mom driving drunk...

    • @tylerwhite768
      @tylerwhite768 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yup

    • @nayelitaveras23
      @nayelitaveras23 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Laser Storm multiple times it never gets old because the pain I feel doesn’t

  • @joelharris363
    @joelharris363 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I don't think I've ever come across an artist to NF's degree where his listeners simultaneously want to applaud the brilliance of his work and curse him for the emotion he evokes.

    • @anitaschoonover2488
      @anitaschoonover2488 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Joel Harris isn’t that what makes NF exceptional? He is revealing his raw pain & suffering to help us face our own.

  • @BEternity17
    @BEternity17 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Lot of people started with "How could you leave us" thinking if this music is real or not. Are those real tears ? Real crying noises we hear in the background ? What about the end ?
    You did not. Because you know that NF is real. And we are ALWAYS having emotions, even good or bad, or sad. Because we know it.
    I love your work, keep it up.

    • @otakuvibes2949
      @otakuvibes2949 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know im late but, #realmusicuntilwedie

  • @coreylockaton913
    @coreylockaton913 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    this song gets me going i lost my mom to a intoxicated car accident so this song reminds me of her

    • @gabrielriegel4018
      @gabrielriegel4018 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Im so sorry to hear that... i have not lost my mom or dad..but when I listen to this it makes me think about what would be if she were gone... im already depressive and start crying everytime i hear this song...im 18 years old btw

    • @coreylockaton913
      @coreylockaton913 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@gabrielriegel4018 im 18 as well

    • @mbkeyboard4169
      @mbkeyboard4169 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m sorry but my mom and dad are addicted to drugs my mom lives 3 hours away and I live with my dads mom and dad my mawmaw and pawpaw

  • @whoisjoeyy
    @whoisjoeyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song makes me appreciate my mum getting sober and being able to work on a relationship with her, I could listen to it all day. I was about 22 and 26 now, there were a lot of memories we could've had but also so many still to make! Our relationship is far from good but the fact that she's trying and actually cares now make the struggles worth it!

  • @anastasisbobbyg7821
    @anastasisbobbyg7821 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I get tears every time I listen to this song. It feels like a classic to be honest.

  • @Astro-fj3ud
    @Astro-fj3ud 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i always get chills at the 3rd verse...

  • @jimcarriesa1911
    @jimcarriesa1911 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Good luck. As a parent this is a tough one.

  • @zoe-cw6sx
    @zoe-cw6sx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    nice reaction!!
    now at last that you did this...now do MANSION - NF

  • @charitygoza5457
    @charitygoza5457 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this is one of the first five songs I listened to of Nate's, he was recommended to me from a friend, and I literally bawled my eyes out listening because you can just feel how absolutely raw his pain is and its so amazing how much power that song has!

  • @mckaylalee4769
    @mckaylalee4769 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is a beautiful video so much meaning and what a great reaction ❤️

  • @joshseymour3910
    @joshseymour3910 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't believe I didn't see this reaction, Knox you're so strong man this is actually incredible, thank you ♡

  • @dakotaarrowyt6718
    @dakotaarrowyt6718 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Every time I hear this song, I can't help but cry.

  • @xeroclan9595
    @xeroclan9595 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When I come to watch an NF song, this is the stuff I come for. Nate raps so passionately about things that other rappers would never rap about.

  • @Kath_klclouds
    @Kath_klclouds 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    It kills me inside to listen to this song and watch reactions, but this was really worth it. There are video elements that I hadn't noticed before, and more double meanings. The white hat symbolism idea is so deep.

  • @I_Stay_4_SKZ
    @I_Stay_4_SKZ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m just here for the millionth time just rewatching your ИҒ playlist all over again. Thank You for sharing your musical knowledge ६ taking the time to explain certain things that most casual listeners might not notice.

  • @TheItsjakeyoShow
    @TheItsjakeyoShow 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I went to nates show where he preformed this song and I seriously couldn’t stop crying. There’s so much of a different feeling seeing him live than in a video. Seeing him live, he bring such a powerful energy and his presence is so strong. And seeing him live, you could feel the bass, and piano just hit you and you could feel it all around you. It was such a surreal experience

    • @nadja9055
      @nadja9055 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Was he crying?

    • @nadja9055
      @nadja9055 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Cause all the other videos i have seen he was crying.

  • @Fabi982
    @Fabi982 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This song made me work on my relationship with my mom. My mom was absent for the first 7 years of my life. She migrated to the US from Mexico to work on a better future for me and my sister and left us at the hands of a loving aunt but an uncle as a predator. I was sexually abused when I was little and when she finally had enough she brought us to the US. When I heard this song when it came out it hit me when he says "why would you leave us?" Because A part of me wanted to blame her for what happened to me and ask her the same thing. It opened up wounds to the things that happened but it also helped clean my wounds. Our relationship has gotten better and I cannot even imagine what I would do when she leaves.
    Yes I know the song has to do with addiction and his moms death but to me certain verses he said helped me in my situation. Since then I have been his fan and wish he was more recognized for his powerful music 🎶 ❣

  • @tddup657
    @tddup657 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As a kid who grew up in foster care and now as a parent this song makes me cry every time. Thankfully my parents are still alive, although I don't have a "normal" relationship with them. So sad

  • @Pbandjacob87
    @Pbandjacob87 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I recently lost my father. He had a food addiction and never really took care himself health wise. My father was someone I leaned on heavily. Towards the end we finally got him to confront his issue. He took charge and lost 97 lbs. I'd never seen him so happy. Then February 17th he had a massive heart attack in his sleep. I lost him right after his birthday. I feel so cheated. I don't know if I'll ever be the same. All I can feel these days is pain and anger. This song is a lifeline in a way. It makes me feel less alone during this storm. I appreciate you reacting to this. With this being father's day today, I'm empty and alone. This is helped. So thank you

  • @AlexanderBuren1
    @AlexanderBuren1 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Already cried 5 times today to other NF tracks. Not only this Goddamn trauma but mansion f.ex, I see how hard it hits you.
    ❤️

  • @burtonboard44
    @burtonboard44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    A lot of the time it isn't about chasing the "buzz' or the "rush" as much as it is chasing something that dulls the emotional pain...
    Great reaction! :)

  • @mechanic2367
    @mechanic2367 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love that you did this knoxhill. Hits home for me except I was the addict. I am clean 2 years and 3 months now and to have my kids full time now and a job and love life again. Sobriety is a powerful thing. And I pray that everyone who has an addiction can beat that demon. Powerful son thanks for the emotion you put in your videos also you awesome.

  • @ChrisPark1997
    @ChrisPark1997 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cry every single time I hear this song without fail.

  • @martynelson3013
    @martynelson3013 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    LOVE NF! And love you too. Keep doing what you do. Thanks so very much for keeping that NF🔥burnin!

  • @supersmashbros8597
    @supersmashbros8597 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Yeah I cry like EVERY TIME I hear this

  • @Alex-ed8tq
    @Alex-ed8tq 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song means so much to me. I lost my mother shortly after my 16 birthday to cancer. If she died because of the sickness or the medication against it is unknown. This song shows some struggles. It’s really hard to listen to it.

  • @westonkenyonmusic
    @westonkenyonmusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Invisible, which I believe is a pretty old song, is one of my favorites. It's pretty emotional and is also about his mother.

  • @Skytairy
    @Skytairy 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't listen to this song without crying. This song is so meaningful.

  • @sansgeek456
    @sansgeek456 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    this song hit me hard. Thanks for an in depth analysis on this

  • @nolbertolopez1128
    @nolbertolopez1128 ปีที่แล้ว

    the crying you hear throughout the song in the background was Nate actually crying during the recording session. The end of the song where nate is talking, he told the studio to leave for a few minutes but to keep the song rolling. this song was so heavy for everyone in the studio, they had to call it a day right after recording finished.

  • @MichaelMeleWriter
    @MichaelMeleWriter 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Such a great reaction to such a powerful song/message. Thank you for this.

  • @wolffrost7104
    @wolffrost7104 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song in a lot of ways hits home. I'm 14 and my dads and alcoholic and drug addict. He's been in and out of my life for as long as I remember. He always tells me how he's proud of me, but he doesn't know me. He doesn't try to know me. Most of my memories of him is him yelling, him drunk, stuff like that. He texts me every couple of months, but doesn't really seems like he cares. I've found myself hoping at night that my dad would just love me. I find myself wondering if he's going to be there for all the important things in life. My graduation, my wedding, meeting my kids. He's put my life and my brothers life in danger so many times. I just wish he loved me, and wanted to know me.

  • @tijsbouchet4356
    @tijsbouchet4356 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love this song but everytime I listen to it I get chills

  • @youngmac6777
    @youngmac6777 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm so happy that you did a reaction to this song. This is probably the most emotional song with lyrics I ever saw and I cried again while watching your reaction. Every time I see this video, I cry, and I'm so thankful that you reacted to it. I love your work and if you could carry on reacting to NF, I would be so thankful.
    If I was go give you any suggestion, maybe "Breathe" or "Remember this"
    Edit : "Let me go" is also an incredible song ;)

  • @HeWhoSlayethCain
    @HeWhoSlayethCain 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I can't listen to this song without tearing up. I dont know what I'd do without my mother.

  • @edcwb3353
    @edcwb3353 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    9 months later and I still come back for this reaction. It’s real, this was my mommas life and it’s hard to understand but realization you can’t stop it! Jelly Roll “Echos” explains it “the sound of an empty soul as it cries”!

  • @Alphadarkphoenix7673
    @Alphadarkphoenix7673 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I lost my mum so it's hard... But I love this song!

  • @txic5806
    @txic5806 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I've heard this song like 100 times but this whole video i had goosebumps...

  • @hazzardks4954
    @hazzardks4954 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You should react to Ivan B. My fav is no pressure. Love your reactions they make fall in love with NF’s songs all over again.

  • @pattisrock3756
    @pattisrock3756 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The one song that can make a grown man cry😢🙏

  • @dusman7
    @dusman7 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Great reaction bro. That part at the end he kicked everyone out of the studio and just purged his thoughts and feelings.

  • @alinaham1710
    @alinaham1710 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This will always makes me cry

  • @jeremydavis8256
    @jeremydavis8256 ปีที่แล้ว

    i think the image of the perfect family we see in the video is his mom trying her best to be the best mother to her children and trying not let her addiction win. I believe his mom was a single mother as well, it was a lot for her to shoulder alone

  • @GaMeR_26549
    @GaMeR_26549 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can so so relate to Nate on this one... I grew up the same way sadly... And now I'm forever , damage, lost, and abandoned... 😷💀🔫😭😭😴💔💔💔💔💔💔

    • @KnoxHill
      @KnoxHill  4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sorry to hear that. Best wishes and keep your head up. You’re not alone 🙏🙏🙌

    • @GaMeR_26549
      @GaMeR_26549 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@KnoxHill thank you.😊 Yeah I been through so so much crap in my 22 years that could fill a few life times sadly... 😭💔

  • @gavinallman2011
    @gavinallman2011 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    This literally hit this to my mom. I cried as you did this. I can’t explain how to express how I feel other than to just play this song. You don’t understand how much I love you. Knox you really help me. I’ll never forget the noise of her passing just in the other room. Her gasping for air and the yelling and the cursing and screaming. My just laying in bed to scared to get up and see what’s going on. But I sat there and listened to her die. Knox I was 8 years old man. This hurts. I’m so glad that you did this because you broke it down better than any other person. The lady in the corner was child protective service as she tried to prove she was a fit mom. The outfit of lighter colors was to contradict the feelings of the song. I think the white hat was to symbolize a halo 👼 in the sense of her being in heaven and it hurts. You might not see this but I hope you do. “The single line the kills me every time I play this is “you gon keep popin thill them pills kill you” I really can’t explain how much this hurts. But I really thank you for doing this. I love you man. ❤️

  • @mariie98nugget
    @mariie98nugget 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Paralyzed and Mansion, pleaaase
    My dad died last month and this song is describing his our relationship really good. And I'm mad I only saw him 3 times in my life, one when he was dying and I'm just like... I am mad because he left me and I didn't get to have a childhood with him, but at the same time I know I can't be mad that he died, but I miss him so much and everything keeps going and I have to too, but I can't

    • @anitaschoonover2488
      @anitaschoonover2488 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marie Jacqueline So sorry to hear about you losing your father. I’m glad meeting him was at least possible for you. It must hurt not having him in your life but certainly there were reasons he was not. I hope you have a good relationship with your mother & other people that can help in your healing.

  • @tommorgenshtern4609
    @tommorgenshtern4609 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    nf just making a huge impact on the rap indestry without trying

  • @GaMeR_26549
    @GaMeR_26549 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can sadly relate to alot of his music sadly....💔💔💔💔💀💀💀

  • @sethwatkins5909
    @sethwatkins5909 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is the only song that tears me up because even though my mom hasn't died yet this was my childhood only exception being different drug of choice

  • @lilwnady
    @lilwnady 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Addiction is like a requiem for a dream.

  • @BabyBorGorl
    @BabyBorGorl 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is the most real song to me. I relate to it on such a close note that it's honestly scary. I'm 18 now, but when I was about 9 my mom got addicted to pills, and had my 3 brothers. I had to raise them and watching her slowly destroy herself was one of the worst things I've ever seen. She isn't gone, but she's still addicted, and its so hard

  • @troyforkin2694
    @troyforkin2694 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    NF- ANOTHER LEVEL

    • @KnoxHill
      @KnoxHill  4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Will check it out 🙌

  • @greennike23
    @greennike23 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    idk how many times I've heard that exhale from reactors once he starts singing

  • @erinreese9809
    @erinreese9809 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    "you started crying, telling me this isn't you, couple weeks later, guess you were singing a different tune" I think he was talking about his mother referring to herself in his lyrics because the lyrics are confronting, no parent wants to read how their issues have affected their kids. Imagine them sitting together in a room, she hears what he's written and how difficult life has been because of her actions and she doesn't want to hear it, so she starts to cry telling Nate that what he's written about her, isn't her.

  • @davidterry6155
    @davidterry6155 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    In Foster Care parents are either allowed supervised visits or unsupervised visits. His mom had supervised visitations that’s why his caseworker was sitting on the corner taking notes of her behavior and the reactions from the kids. If this happened early enough in his life the memories of her playing with them would have only through the CPS visitations.

  • @kevintan5436
    @kevintan5436 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Why are you making me so emotional

  • @rcook7839
    @rcook7839 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Not a MAN to tear, this fuged me. Damn. I felt this for a few reasons.

    • @KnoxHill
      @KnoxHill  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just shows your human. This song hits us all I think 🙏 Amazing track

  • @stichlover6766
    @stichlover6766 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I heard your voice crack and then that just got me crying a river of tears

  • @cliffordsawyer2994
    @cliffordsawyer2994 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can tell you know music, how you can decipher everything he’s saying,
    This song hits me EVERYTIME I hear it

  • @derekg5345
    @derekg5345 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Every time nate (nf) starts raising his voice talking about his mom, I get the chills
    Edit: 2nd day, I cry to it now, and I don't cry

  • @BubbleGoose0613
    @BubbleGoose0613 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I lost my mom to the same thing. She was addicted to pain killers. She took them so often that she was basically numb. I was just a kid so I didn't understand then. It made her so numb that she didn't feel the pain from her cancer. By the time she felt the pain from her cancer it was already at stage 4. She died a few months later. She passed away August 12, 2007, only 2 days before my 6th birthday. Her funeral was the day after my birthday. That's why every year when my birthday comes around I never celebrate or tell anyone that it's my birthday. Instead of a celebration it's more of a mourning period for me because it just reminds me of my mom. I remember her every time I smell cigarette smoke because she used to smoke. My grandpa actually died from lung cancer a few years later and then my grandmother overdosed on painkillers because she had lost her daughter and husband in a few year period. That's why I refuse to take painkillers no matter how much pain I'm in. Life really is tough. That's why I like NF, his music really is relatable.

  • @katherinezeerip3737
    @katherinezeerip3737 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please reactions for: Remember This, Intro 3, and Real!!! NF rocks man!

  • @lethalityrush105
    @lethalityrush105 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    let them tears out, it makes you human

  • @genesiscantu2834
    @genesiscantu2834 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This hit way to close to home because my step dad was addicted to pills and crack and he killed himself this made me cry so bad at this video because I felt so close to this song

  • @foxy2007b
    @foxy2007b 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    cry everytime

  • @WSHBEAST
    @WSHBEAST 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love the reaction next know

    • @WSHBEAST
      @WSHBEAST 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The song know

  • @hansperfect8476
    @hansperfect8476 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    He is crying. Nate is crying. I am crying

  • @t.r.luxx1311
    @t.r.luxx1311 ปีที่แล้ว

    As someone who was raised by an abusive drug addicted mother who died after overdosing, this song hits me on such a deep level because this was my life. My mother was the best mother until she became addicted and then she became a complete stranger to me. By the time she died, I had already mourned who she used to be. It still broke me when she died because I was the one who found her, I was the one who did CPR and got her conscious for a few precious seconds where she reached out to grab my hand with the eyes she used to look at me with before she became addicted, she gave me that look one last time before she once again became unresponsive. I was the one who had to keep up with the CPR while my grandparents called 911. Then, I was the first one who realized she wasn't going to survive this time. She died en route to the ER, and I had to go in and identify her body and confirm that this shell of a human being was my mother. I had to look at her body with her dead eyes wide open and beg for the doctors to close them because I couldn't stand to see them like that. I both love and hate my mother, and I don't think I could ever forgive her what she did to me.

  • @realwestcoast
    @realwestcoast ปีที่แล้ว

    something that was not mentioned was that Nate told everyone to leave the studio when he started crying at the end

  • @RoQuEr93
    @RoQuEr93 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This hits me hard, not about my mother, but my dad. He was addicted to drinking, and recently my brother sent me a photo of me and my dad, and literally i dont have any memories, besides him being intoxicated and my mom getting hit on by one of my dads friends and he suspects she was egging it on and attacked her. I intervened and he switched up and whipped that belt so fast at me and wouldn't stop. Like a fucking lion tamer. I blamed myself for his addiction because my siblings would spout good memories with him and me nothing but the constant memory of finding him with blood pouring out, i put so much blame on myself i wish that it was me instead of him like it was my fault he was addicted because i was born

  • @ncommino
    @ncommino 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This song broke my heart. This is my father he’s an alcoholic and he broken.

  • @xxmintyxx7616
    @xxmintyxx7616 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The color white symbolizes death. Just to let you know that's why there's normally white flowers at a funeral home.😊

  • @lokie_koki3339
    @lokie_koki3339 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Nate's songs just hit differently 😞

  • @moistmossyroc
    @moistmossyroc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    The line 'this isnt you', i interpreted it as his mom viewing the things he is doing as contradictory to the way she views him and in more of a disconnected type of way, a negative statement. Connecting back to earlier in the song where she says she is proud of him but never once taking the time to understand him. more of false words without any real meaning behind them. In hopes to make the person feel good. without that substance, and neglect to never truly know the person. the statement falls even more into a 'i know i should care but cant find the reason to' but then the false view she has come to is now broken when he shows her something he is passionate about but she neglects its entirely making the pain all the worse. followed by her further slipping where the pills finally take her away, never getting to share a personal bond between.
    I get a strong image of him trying his entire life to live up to her view of him but the internal conflict of trying to show her that her view is wrong and when he finally does show her the real him he is shot down then she takes her life by overdose. things left unsaid and undone, never able to finish, furthering the hurt and pain.

  • @unknowncreatures13
    @unknowncreatures13 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    nates songs get on your feels

    • @KnoxHill
      @KnoxHill  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hits you hard this one 🙌

  • @KalebPayton-jm9bh
    @KalebPayton-jm9bh 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    My mom died during Covid and mom she would’ve been the only reason that I love and I was 13 when she passed away and now I’m 16 and it’s hard this song hits so hard and I wish she was here and I would blame it on myself because I treated her like shit but I know it wasn’t my fault it was something unexpected 😢I wish you were here mom I need you
    😭😭😭😭😭

  • @abhijithmohan1154
    @abhijithmohan1154 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im sure you've watched this before this is a Powerful song and i know you'd tear up everytime you watch this I don't blame you .

  • @nate9696
    @nate9696 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    new to the page, love your reaction to this song. Not sure if you have done this song or not but you should react to Johnny Cash: Hurt........it was a cover a trent resnor (NIN) song and after johnny covered it trent called him and said johnny "its your song man, u owned it" Little back story, that was the last video/song johnny did b4 he passed and 6 months or so after he lost his wife and was heart broken. Some say he did the song for/to his wife and he passed so shortly after because he was heartbroken and missed her!!!

  • @sporkslit2124
    @sporkslit2124 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I have something to say..
    It hurts most when both of you don’t know you’re pretending to have the perfect world

  • @kyoka1528
    @kyoka1528 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Maybe the light coloured clothes is to represent how he felt before her death. Maybe it's to represent how much of a difference her death had made.

  • @weaponsquad8084
    @weaponsquad8084 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Brother of Chance Morris (Sodapoppin)

  • @kriozgaming9904
    @kriozgaming9904 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    i have big NF vibes with ur music ngl

  • @robertkocev941
    @robertkocev941 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Remember this NEXT, PLEASE :)

  • @mara_sly2011
    @mara_sly2011 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ooff Here we go !!

  • @joshfreeman5488
    @joshfreeman5488 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    5:24
    It was at this moment... you knew.

  • @volzkinngaming7771
    @volzkinngaming7771 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    AYO I HEARD THAT KID PLAYING BLACK OPS ZOMBIES IN THE BACKGROUND, I HEARD THE MYSTERY BOX

  • @jerimypollard5468
    @jerimypollard5468 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you

  • @AleksandrRudiak
    @AleksandrRudiak 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    The one more thing about NF not a lot of people who speak English as their mother tongue understand... I'm Russian and I get everything first time listening.

  • @zenitsu5765
    @zenitsu5765 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    It hits different when your the addict🙁

  • @Llamassu218
    @Llamassu218 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I can Change..have been. Thats your mandela effects. Its when a major unseen possibility happens. Creation

  • @awesomeenbyperson714
    @awesomeenbyperson714 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    You should do Let Me Go and Trauma

    • @KnoxHill
      @KnoxHill  4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Will definitely check those out! I think I’m doing trauma next

  • @elliotzaychik
    @elliotzaychik 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    How do ppl can listen to this without crying-

  • @ddjthemultimusicalrapper
    @ddjthemultimusicalrapper 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Hugs Knox Hill