This story reminds me of how my mom died. My dad had prostate cancer, he was on stage 3. He literally couldn't do anything. My mom was the one helping him. Dad woke up to my dead mom. Most painful thing is that he couldn't even touch his wife. He asked my sister to turn her so that he can see that she's really dead. He head to spend an HR plus next to his dead wife waiting for avbob to come get her. He followed his wife a 4weeks later. My mom died From heart attack. She couldn't accept that her husband was going to die.
Sus Diana ,you are blessed having your mother during the toughest moment. My husband passed away on 22 June 2021 and mind you, I was alone due to Covid-19, and my mother died in 2014, so it was rough without a mothers love 😢but the grace of God keeps me strong this year we are celebrating his third year in heaven. To God be the glory the Lord take and the Lord gives. After his deaths, many good things happened to me and my children 💔 😢Yohhh. ...the pain of death is unbearable as a young widow at the age of 37 years 💔 😢... Prayers and hugs 🫂 from Namibia 🇳🇦
She speak so good abt her husband .men who knows how to treat the woman they married .mhsrip its men like him that we need. Men that can make 2important women in heir lives loves 1another . Continue to b strong for your kids mommy ❤
I shared a tear after watching and listening to this brave woman,it remines me when i lost my dearest mum,the pain its unbearable,i couldnt cope,i definatly want a copy of that book
This was eye opener I always complain how my husband not giving money while he does everything in the house and me working and never ask what I do with my money but Wow when she say his debit orders and him doing grocery part I just realized I am ungrateful thank you
😭😭This story is very painful it reminds me of losing my partner of 46 years within 3 days during covid in 2021and last year during Good Friday my son was killed. At present i don't want visitors 'cause they will ask you questions like what happened and so on.Diana my child i feel for u but God is always with u and has given u some strength.Be Blessed.
So true my dear! when your husband puts you first. Its so easy for you n mamazala to get a long. His boundaries must be very clear n the rest just falls into place.
I really appreciate coming accross this podcast,i resonate with so many things that Cc Diana said.I became a widow at 37 and i never saw it coming,it hit me hard and i ended up being depressed.I consequently lost my job due to depression.My life took a turn left the day he died,nothing was ever the same.The heartache i went through was too much and i never healed.Today i am back working on contract and i still have the trauma of loosing someone i love,i do not date becoz i am protecting myself from the heartbreak.This loss affected me and my children's lives,i was unemployed for six years with no source of income and deep in depression.I missed out on my chidren's milestones coz i was forever alone in my bedroom,no lights and hardly ate.Attempted suicide several times but i am still here.I thank God for keeping me safe to date.Loosing a partner is not a joke.
This really touched me. I am a Kenyan, I am a new window. I lost my husband last October 2023. I am still in disbelieve that my husband is no more. I really need to get that book. I will appreciate it. Thanks
Felt like she’s talking about my husband, the only thing I enjoy doing is cooking for my family but going to the mall, doing shopping it’s not my portion. Have to up my game in appreciating my husband hey, I remember getting shocked just a few months ago when I wanted to buy nappies, the price shocked me coz my husband is the one who always buy things in the house. I learned a lot from this episode, thank you Diana and thank you Promise for always bringing best guests 🙏🏾🫶🏽
This interview is powerful 😊 So relatable nje... My husband is that discription. My husband is an awesome guy, buys groceries and shops and just sorts us out. I must appreciate my husband more. 😊
Mmmm my story 😢😢😢, even though i spoke with him on the phone a few hours before he was shot i kept singing praises untill that faithful moment i was told openly like it was nothing ❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢
When she said " one thing's my husband never thought me , is to live without him" 😭😭😭😭😭 It's been a year since my Hubby passed and I've been struggling with many things Sis Diana mentioned, groceries, buying clothes specially undies for my daughter and how he never thought me how to live without him.... 2days without eachother felt like a lifetime, now that I'm doing this life thing without him feels like a bad dream everyday and I praise myself everyday for doing my kids laundry, washing dishes and cook for them because WOOOOW it's a struggle 😢😢😢😢 But I thank God everyday for strength to look at my kids without crying 🙌🙌🙌
Yo Promise, this was such a relatable interview. My prayers to Sesi Diana and her family, may she find peace and healing. I would like to know if she has an audio book in Xitsonga, we recently lost our father and I would like to get it for my mother.
Presenter please control yourself and be careful with the words you use. She did not go to sleep with a dead husband! He died on their matrimonial bed in his sleep. May his soul RIPP ✝️
....."walking into that house" its been 13 months since my mum passed...but its still very very hard for me...the past 2 months have been very hard i dont know why...its like i shut down all over again....its been a roller coaster...sorry Ma..God will see u thru..🇧🇼🇧🇼 pls have an ebook for us across the boarders🙏
As soon as she mentioned my home town Modimolle where the book is being couriered the most 😭😭😭our friends are loosing the husband’s at a very young age..this is very painful to watch..#love and light to you mommy…
The question about "how the banks knew that the hubby had passed on"? Hayi, sengathi akuhambanga kahle kwi Presenter/ Host. Anyways, thanks to Sis'D, she answered it so well, in a very mature way.
Very brave sis'Diana, yhoooo 😮, the line about realising that he was no more! Anyways, your life was well lived with him, may his soul continue to rest in peace.
The host is so rough😰 “He died inside your bed!” Aybo gal kanti wena ubufuna afe under the bed? Also it was their bed not her bed. “You slept with your dead husband until five?” You seem to be highlighting crazy stuff and not how sweet it was that he died in her arms❤ akere he was the love of her life.
Leadership belongs to sis Diana. 😂😂You just do it yourself mogirl as long as you are an independent woman. Young girls must learn to push his independence. 🎉🎉❤
I lost my husband and the father of my 2 boys in 2021 and I am still struggling to navigate life. Loosing a husband when you are still young and will small kids is no child's play
I can relate so much to this, lost the father of my child 10 years ago, gets harder each year because the older I get the more cognisant I am of who and what i have lost. It's a journey, a long lonely one. Hai, nna re bo kedibone 😅 Shuuuu
I think I will need it as I’m still struggling with the loss of my sister who passed on 19/3/2023 just 4days after she accompanied me to airport when I was going back to work in Saudi Arabia!😔😔I had to go back home after just working 1 shift for her burial! I felt robbed because she was everything to us as our sister and aunt to our kids!! My mom passed away in 2020 during lockdown and I couldn’t go home to bury her due to lockdown and unavailability of flights between Mzanzi and Saudi Arabia😢😢😢
Iyoooooo😢 am so sorry u have been thru worse I can't imagine the pain of not being able to bury mi own momy lockdown was so hard mi mom passed 💔 in 2022 am still grieving her can't imagine ur pain of ur sista and not being able to bury ur dear mom
This episode was very emotional, Sis Diana may God give you strength to keep your family together.My father denied me a relationship with him last year May(i am born and breed in Botswana,he lives in South Africa with his other family).....I just can't heal from all his words,i wish i could eraser it all in my head. All i want is to have a relationship with him and most importantly be able to accept the way things are Love and light to everyone going through a tough time 😢❤
Eish .my fears all along.... when I divorced...I had in me that I dodged the bullet I was always afraid of...losing a partner by death.i thought of that pain and it always felt paralysed...Im soo afraid to get married again...just because of the pain i imagine💔
Why is she called a "YOUNG WIDOW" - in lieu of just a "WIDOW"? She's not young - and 3 or so years ago (when her husband unfortunately passed away, in 2022) she still was not young.
binge watching these episodes cause I love Promise but her lack of emotional intelligence and sympathy is so off putting. A dog dies bathong a human being passes on!!
Toooo Promise need serious coaching, she has great interviewee's but her line of questioning and lack of emotional remorse bathing aaai She puts me off honestly
Ya my son once ask me that meaning they will never go to their house or use their couch again 😢😢😢, i really cried that night and had to empty my account to get them one
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This story reminds me of how my mom died. My dad had prostate cancer, he was on stage 3. He literally couldn't do anything. My mom was the one helping him. Dad woke up to my dead mom. Most painful thing is that he couldn't even touch his wife. He asked my sister to turn her so that he can see that she's really dead. He head to spend an HR plus next to his dead wife waiting for avbob to come get her. He followed his wife a 4weeks later. My mom died From heart attack. She couldn't accept that her husband was going to die.
Iyooo....this is so sad hey....am so sorry
@@dieketsoarcilia63 it's okay, It happened in 2011 so we got used to it.
Sorry to hear u story to bury 2 parent same yr was painful prostate Canser is dangerous u
Sorry to hear your pain
😢
Sus Diana ,you are blessed having your mother during the toughest moment. My husband passed away on 22 June 2021 and mind you, I was alone due to Covid-19, and my mother died in 2014, so it was rough without a mothers love 😢but the grace of God keeps me strong this year we are celebrating his third year in heaven. To God be the glory the Lord take and the Lord gives. After his deaths, many good things happened to me and my children 💔 😢Yohhh. ...the pain of death is unbearable as a young widow at the age of 37 years 💔 😢... Prayers and hugs 🫂 from Namibia 🇳🇦
Diana is a natural story teller. I'm laughing yet I tuned in set to listen to a very sad story. Keep growing stronger, girl!!❤
I love her gracious poise. Her storytelling is so captivating. She is a healer ❤❤❤ I wish to become like her when I polish myself. Thank you
I like this lady mahn ❤❤❤ so well poised, calm natured, articulate and gracious.
She speak so good abt her husband .men who knows how to treat the woman they married .mhsrip its men like him that we need. Men that can make 2important women in heir lives loves 1another . Continue to b strong for your kids mommy ❤
Not a long of things scare me. But the thought of losing my husband shakes me to the core😢 Strength to the lady😢😢
Not only loosing him, but leaving you with young children 😢😢😢😢yohhhh
I still ask my self that what would I have done without God❤❤
I admire this brave woman, may God keep you and your children. Love and light! 🙌🏼🤎
I am proud of sis Diana. Your journey will bring healing to many. All glory be to God
For me, it's about the entire family worshiping together! Be well Sis'Diana❤
I shared a tear after watching and listening to this brave woman,it remines me when i lost my dearest mum,the pain its unbearable,i couldnt cope,i definatly want a copy of that book
She fell in love with his character and values as well as the way he treated her. She did not care about his looks or his money.❤❤
She is so calm and tells her story in such detail, I really enjoyed the episode. Strength to Sis Diana and her kids
This was eye opener I always complain how my husband not giving money while he does everything in the house and me working and never ask what I do with my money but Wow when she say his debit orders and him doing grocery part I just realized I am ungrateful thank you
😭😭This story is very painful it reminds me of losing my partner of 46 years within 3 days during covid in 2021and last year during Good Friday my son was killed. At present i don't want visitors 'cause they will ask you questions like what happened and so on.Diana my child i feel for u but God is always with u and has given u some strength.Be Blessed.
My heart goes out to you. Sending you much love and hugs from Uganda❤
May you be comforted and strengthened. PS. Talking about it time and again is part of the healing process.
Aww man❤❤❤. Im just happy her husband loved her until his last days. Also the words of wisdom from her dad? She has been surrounded with so much love❤
A very powerful woman in real life too.Sooo blessed and anointed .💞
So true my dear! when your husband puts you first. Its so easy for you n mamazala to get a long. His boundaries must be very clear n the rest just falls into place.
Absolutely
True
I really appreciate coming accross this podcast,i resonate with so many things that Cc Diana said.I became a widow at 37 and i never saw it coming,it hit me hard and i ended up being depressed.I consequently lost my job due to depression.My life took a turn left the day he died,nothing was ever the same.The heartache i went through was too much and i never healed.Today i am back working on contract and i still have the trauma of loosing someone i love,i do not date becoz i am protecting myself from the heartbreak.This loss affected me and my children's lives,i was unemployed for six years with no source of income and deep in depression.I missed out on my chidren's milestones coz i was forever alone in my bedroom,no lights and hardly ate.Attempted suicide several times but i am still here.I thank God for keeping me safe to date.Loosing a partner is not a joke.
God comforts ♥️
Life neh. Im shutted....im loving the fact that you are now strong... id ont want to say you have healed but you are strong....sending love and light
Thank you Promise I got my copy.thank you so much for your kindness and to Diana I'm looking forward to the healing journey through this book
This really touched me. I am a Kenyan, I am a new window. I lost my husband last October 2023. I am still in disbelieve that my husband is no more. I really need to get that book. I will appreciate it. Thanks
Hugs mama 🫂 frm 🇰🇪.
You are nor alone sis. Hugs n comfort sending you from 🇳🇬
Heal my sister🎉🎉🎉🎉
Whoow this is amazing,thanks nwana papa may God continue revealing Himself through you proud of you gal❤️❤️❤️
❤all I can say wow.
And thank you for sharing
The amount of times she referred to her father ☺️ ❤️
Felt like she’s talking about my husband, the only thing I enjoy doing is cooking for my family but going to the mall, doing shopping it’s not my portion. Have to up my game in appreciating my husband hey, I remember getting shocked just a few months ago when I wanted to buy nappies, the price shocked me coz my husband is the one who always buy things in the house.
I learned a lot from this episode, thank you Diana and thank you Promise for always bringing best guests 🙏🏾🫶🏽
This interview is powerful 😊
So relatable nje... My husband is that discription. My husband is an awesome guy, buys groceries and shops and just sorts us out.
I must appreciate my husband more. 😊
I love comments like this❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Please appreciate that guy
@@ntokotoPM absolutely, I'm blessed to be honest ❤️
Mmmm my story 😢😢😢, even though i spoke with him on the phone a few hours before he was shot i kept singing praises untill that faithful moment i was told openly like it was nothing ❤❤❤❤❤😢😢😢😢😢
thank you Diana very insightful and you are very intelligent
This is so informative and scary at the time...my sister you are strong...thank you for the book❤❤❤
Thank you for this podcast. This is the reason i subscribed.
Thankful for the book, can't wait to read it.
Great interview, well spoken Sis Diana ❤
❤❤❤A man of his word.
My husband is just like that 🙏🏾🙏🏾
Yoh Diana's story is sooo sad .stay strong my girl. Woman OF strength I salute you ❤
When she said " one thing's my husband never thought me , is to live without him" 😭😭😭😭😭
It's been a year since my Hubby passed and I've been struggling with many things Sis Diana mentioned, groceries, buying clothes specially undies for my daughter and how he never thought me how to live without him.... 2days without eachother felt like a lifetime, now that I'm doing this life thing without him feels like a bad dream everyday and I praise myself everyday for doing my kids laundry, washing dishes and cook for them because WOOOOW it's a struggle 😢😢😢😢
But I thank God everyday for strength to look at my kids without crying 🙌🙌🙌
I think I need this book,I lost my grandma in November and I am really struggling to get over her death
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Yo Promise, this was such a relatable interview. My prayers to Sesi Diana and her family, may she find peace and healing. I would like to know if she has an audio book in Xitsonga, we recently lost our father and I would like to get it for my mother.
Presenter please control yourself and be careful with the words you use. She did not go to sleep with a dead husband! He died on their matrimonial bed in his sleep. May his soul RIPP ✝️
Well said 🎉🎉
😢😢😢😢This is traumatic she's a strong lady 💪 ❤❤❤❤
Wow wow. What an emotional & impactful episode. Very deep
....."walking into that house" its been 13 months since my mum passed...but its still very very hard for me...the past 2 months have been very hard i dont know why...its like i shut down all over again....its been a roller coaster...sorry Ma..God will see u thru..🇧🇼🇧🇼 pls have an ebook for us across the boarders🙏
Love and light mothers 🥰😍🥰
As soon as she mentioned my home town Modimolle where the book is being couriered the most 😭😭😭our friends are loosing the husband’s at a very young age..this is very painful to watch..#love and light to you mommy…
We love you, Mam Diana ❤❤❤
The question about "how the banks knew that the hubby had passed on"? Hayi, sengathi akuhambanga kahle kwi Presenter/ Host. Anyways, thanks to Sis'D, she answered it so well, in a very mature way.
😅 😅 😅 😅 😅 😅 😅
😂😂😂😂I was heee ngathi akuhqmbanga kahle
Her husband's passing was exactly how my dad passed... Just when she thought he was well, he passes
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Good. morning ladies, will you please tell me the name of your books& also others same like yours. Thanks for every things:
God bless you u❤❤❤
Hello
Diary of a young widow by Diana Makwarela
Very brave sis'Diana, yhoooo 😮, the line about realising that he was no more! Anyways, your life was well lived with him, may his soul continue to rest in peace.
This took me bck, loosing my husband wasn't easy,I was also depressed after my husband's passing
Yoh lefu lona, aowa hle!
The host is so rough😰
“He died inside your bed!” Aybo gal kanti wena ubufuna afe under the bed? Also it was their bed not her bed.
“You slept with your dead husband until five?” You seem to be highlighting crazy stuff and not how sweet it was that he died in her arms❤ akere he was the love of her life.
Yoh! She looks bored and rude!😢
Exactly, aaai Promise sometimes her reaction and questioning 👎
The husband died next to the love of his life
The way I cried watching this video. Death is painful.
Leadership belongs to sis Diana. 😂😂You just do it yourself mogirl as long as you are an independent woman. Young girls must learn to push his independence. 🎉🎉❤
I lost my husband and the father of my 2 boys in 2021 and I am still struggling to navigate life. Loosing a husband when you are still young and will small kids is no child's play
Sis you are not alone. Comfort n hugs your way.
Sesi Promise❤ you never disappoint
I can relate so much to this, lost the father of my child 10 years ago, gets harder each year because the older I get the more cognisant I am of who and what i have lost.
It's a journey, a long lonely one.
Hai, nna re bo kedibone 😅
Shuuuu
I think I will need it as I’m still struggling with the loss of my sister who passed on 19/3/2023 just 4days after she accompanied me to airport when I was going back to work in Saudi Arabia!😔😔I had to go back home after just working 1 shift for her burial! I felt robbed because she was everything to us as our sister and aunt to our kids!! My mom passed away in 2020 during lockdown and I couldn’t go home to bury her due to lockdown and unavailability of flights between Mzanzi and Saudi Arabia😢😢😢
Iyoooooo😢 am so sorry u have been thru worse I can't imagine the pain of not being able to bury mi own momy lockdown was so hard mi mom passed 💔 in 2022 am still grieving her can't imagine ur pain of ur sista and not being able to bury ur dear mom
Yhooh this journey is painful I don't wish it to anyone I lost my husband 28 July 2023 because of cancer 💔💔
❤ love and strength
Love this ! I almost gave up coz story started in the middle without intro 😅 glad I stuck it out 😊
Death shouldn't be a scary process..I guess she did see that death was peaceful
I’m in Durban where can I buy the book
Mama Diana I ❤ u💐
I am in Namibia 🇳🇦 how to get the book 📖 ...
Well spoken sis Diana❤
This episode was very emotional, Sis Diana may God give you strength to keep your family together.My father denied me a relationship with him last year May(i am born and breed in Botswana,he lives in South Africa with his other family).....I just can't heal from all his words,i wish i could eraser it all in my head.
All i want is to have a relationship with him and most importantly be able to accept the way things are
Love and light to everyone going through a tough time 😢❤
ohhhh askies nana😢❤
Let him go.
My son's name is also Soso. And that's the advice I will tell him when he's of age.
May God keep on healing you
Will I ever meet a partner I speak so passionately about?
Hi, thanks for the caurage, in Uganda
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Eish .my fears all along.... when I divorced...I had in me that I dodged the bullet I was always afraid of...losing a partner by death.i thought of that pain and it always felt paralysed...Im soo afraid to get married again...just because of the pain i imagine💔
You can’t live in fear mama, you need God’s intervention, he is a wonderful counsellor 🙏
Why is she called a "YOUNG WIDOW" - in lieu of just a "WIDOW"?
She's not young - and 3 or so years ago (when her husband unfortunately passed away, in 2022) she still was not young.
Mindfulness to the “eh, eh, eh, eh”
My best friend lost her husband after being married for 1 year six months, she must get this book
Yazi one kwavele kwahamba kahle emshadwen kuvele kushone oyedwa
binge watching these episodes cause I love Promise but her lack of emotional intelligence and sympathy is so off putting. A dog dies bathong a human being passes on!!
Toooo Promise need serious coaching, she has great interviewee's but her line of questioning and lack of emotional remorse bathing aaai
She puts me off honestly
Ya my son once ask me that meaning they will never go to their house or use their couch again 😢😢😢, i really cried that night and had to empty my account to get them one
I need this book
❤
😢 very deep
This host always has the same story with the greater it's me?
When did he get cold…
Miss babe is listening to you..
Presenter need to refrain from personalising others person story this is not about her. But shes so good though 🎉
I need it for my niece, I'm un Kempton Park West
Circling around
I need the book
Aus Promise you definitely a Jeanette Jackson look alike🎉
Promise I love your hair girl. Plug?
Mom Diana's story wanted the giants like Relebogile Mabotja and Madam Speaker for me Promise is still in grade RR not yet uhuru
LOL sadly the giants are not really giants in Gods eyes and thats why Grade RRs like myself are having these conversations
i would react exactly like Promise if someone told me their husband passed next to them.😭yooh!
I am definitely buying myself a copy. Ke u ratile.❤
presenter give the interviewee time to explain not to sound like Diana. Diana has her story let her tell it out. presenter asks questions
No offense; when you listen carefully you will “hear it”
I wonder hear what absential.
I wonder hear what absential.
Yes 😂
When did he get cold…
He was running his mouth
Presenter plis be careful of ua words.as Africans we respect polelo.wena wa barsa.stop tuu
Hi 👋
Hallo❤
Plz let's not worship husband like if is God if it ws you he would have replaced you wth another woman 😢😢
As if she is not listening to you..
Limpopo men are not romantic wena des one where does he come from😮
Dry….