So you're saying I didn't need to bounce that hoard of filth into the air and then shoot a rocket into them so that they explode in a wonderful gorey mess, and all I had to do was pull out the Knickelblaster? (Yes this video makes me sad)
The lethargic unenergetic movements, general unengagement with your enemies and the environment, not doing any cool tricks which would invoke joy and instead feeling trapped in this perpetual mental cage of uselessness alongside giving up at the first instance of vocal resistance and obeying instruction. This is what depression turned into gameplay looks like
i like how at 15:11 V1 was somewhat enjoying his time in clair de lune and then saw V2 slide by him and just mentally went "cant have a second of peace here in the underworld"
this is just a clearcut definition of "when your feelings affect your gameplay" this literally conveys the "sigh... alright, lets get it over with.." type of behaviour
my type of gameplay when i start playing: railcoinslab+nail gun overheat+shotgun quick swap my type of gameplay when -2938392983 RESTARTS: bro ima just run up to this guy and 2 pump charge him
he's there, he has the skills necessary to get him to the top where he belongs, where he needs to be, but he's lost the drive to actually strive for perfection, he's lost that fire that kept him going, he feels like it's not worth it because every day he does the same thing, wake up, P-rank, repeat. his life has grown stale and he's lost all meaning, everything feels dull compared to what it used to be.
25:13 I like how you can just feel the sheer annoyance whenever V1 starts sliding or just going slightly faster, he's just like "just get this over with"
@@thejesterbox4096 I forgot I could slide until I saw v2 doing it so much and I realized I went faster if I slid more I also did not realize I could shoot the power boxes on 2-2 (death at 20k volts) and just punched them
@@literalcorpse2037like how in portal 2 wheatley tells you to come back when you're supposed to be fleeing him and is surprised if you do come back (the jump into the pit scene)
@@literalcorpse2037 update apparently there's a file gab_Coward2.ogg where he says "you're actually doing it? i didn't plan an easter egg for this.." but it never plays
@@mixmenmix it's like you enter a party with 1 friend and shortly after entering the friend finds their friends and goes off to do things with them and leaves you alone when you know no one else in the party so you just sit in the corner and sigh.
This reminds me of those moments when playing videogames while depressed, where i just slowly stop caring about dodging enemies, until i end up standing still and dying while looking at my screen with no emotion
I think it could be the opposite, trying to min-max my day by making everything easy for my depressed self can sometimes feel like effort too and because of that going out of my way to treat myself is sometimes a pain too. So I avoid even getting myself little treats like V1 does because I'm too depressed to try to cheer myself up. This is unironically so relatable.
Real talk though, as someone who is soon (hopefully if it works out) starts going to therapy, and has been gradually recovering from the past and depression and has had a better outlook and perspective of life as a whole, watching this really is, for lack of a better word, accurate to the dark places you can be in. Just seeing things pass and doing the bare minimum, feeling trapped in your own body when you know you can do better and thrive and be out there yet you just *don't.* Seeing the glass empty when it's full really is a burden on your inner self and anyone can get through it and be *wiser* and improved further then you could ever imagine. even you. you got this.
i like to think that on a daily basis, v1 goes in, defeats every enemy, kills every boss, leaves hell, goes home, and repeats the cycle the next day like it's his job or something
This is unironically how I play, not because I'm a depressed husk of a scaffold imprisoned by my meaty confines, but because my dumbass is incredibly incompetent at navigating a fucking keyboard in tandem with a mouse. For me, this is invigorating.
"Machine, I noticed you weren't playing on Violent today. You didn't challenge the Flesh Prison either. And you actually... Turned back. Is something the matter?"
This video makes you realize how useful red arm actually is, everyone works on their parry skills but being able to hold down swarms while gaining health is pretty good.
I love how in 1-1 when v1 tossed the coin into the fountain, instead of going through the secret exit, he just blankly stares at the abyss, and then walks away
"Machine, turn back now. The layers of this palace are not for your kind. Turn back or--" "ok" "I didn't even get to finish my monologue, Machine. Are you okay?" "I have never been okay."
This is an entire mood of a video, casually just killing things off instead of doing all the funky tech switching and speed shit, no, just a "Another monday, huh." he's had enough, but yet he still manages to obliterate everything Love it lmao
"Machi-" [YEAH, YEAH, JUST GET THIS OVER WITH. I WANT TO GO HOME RIGHT NOW.] "... You're not gonna railcoin me?" [WHAT, IT'S EASY. YOU THINK I CAN'T SPEEDRUN THIS PLACE?] "Nnnooo...? You're supposed to speedrun Hell, you're-" [I DON'T CARE, FUCK OFF ALREADY.] "Okay, Jesus!"
@@chosen_undeadd544 1: Ayyy fellow DD fan! 2: I just edited an image in photo shop and replace the text with “Upload Schedule” (I’m horrible at uploading things consistently.)
prozac is fuel
oh hey it's the real spunklord5000
love your anims, bud
v1 is dead (inside)
YOUUUUUU
@@chosen_undeadd544 thanks dude! :] always a nice surprise to run into someone who enjoys my stuff
@@spunklord5000 i like your animations too then
I didn't even know it was possible to convey depression through gameplay. Makes me want to Ultrakill myself.
damn
you should PRESS [R] TO RESTART, now!!1!1!
@@buddielol and give somebody else a piece of that oxygen from the limbo layer
@@buddielol "Ha- ha- ha- ha-"
-☠️
Bro was NOT feeling the ultrakill
this is no ultrakill, this is mildmurder at best
Yea this looks alot like lowhurt to me honestly
maybecide
SighSlaughter
smallinjury
OrdinaryManslaughter
It feels so weird to see v1 just angrily walk forward rather than doing it’s slamstorage-ultrajump-rocketsurf-slideshift-movement tech
dont forget slide jumps and dives :)
It’s like he’s Simon Belmont in the original Castlevania. No fancy movement, just push forward
i think it's just depressed
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V1 is getting bored at waiting for act 3
>wake up
>see funny ULTRAKILL video
>mfw he's literally just playing like I do
>mfw my gameplay is if V1 was depressed
>day ruined
absolute ultrakillian moment
This is literally how i felt
>i ultrakill myself
Its even worse if your movement was different before and slowly became this.
maybe you are too
"Machine? Are you ok? You haven't even done your slabrailcoin combo to any of the other bosses!"
"that damn, yellowed, circle, rage guy wannabe, fucking ruined my day."
"Fuck off, red mother fucker ruined my day, cant even enjoy shit in good places."
"Yeah I'm fine Gabe, not feeling like doing any cool shit today, maybe next time"
"Just not feeling like it today."
@@justine2028"god damn the sun"
people who got over 100 hours in this game feel how depressing this is
So you're saying I didn't need to bounce that hoard of filth into the air and then shoot a rocket into them so that they explode in a wonderful gorey mess, and all I had to do was pull out the Knickelblaster? (Yes this video makes me sad)
Me with 200h:
I have 367 hours and this just feels empty
@@TheDarkinSalad was mayo right
1200 hours. This video radiates deppression.
The lethargic unenergetic movements, general unengagement with your enemies and the environment, not doing any cool tricks which would invoke joy and instead feeling trapped in this perpetual mental cage of uselessness alongside giving up at the first instance of vocal resistance and obeying instruction.
This is what depression turned into gameplay looks like
Yo, didn't expect to see my psychiatrist here
Lmao
you described that perfectly.
Mirage?
You've described grinding
"Machine, are you- are you feeling alright?"
"I DON'T FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE."
"GABRIEL, I HAVE DIED SO MANY TIMES THAT I DO NOT FEEL ANYTHING ANYMORE. NOT WHILE ALIVE, NOT WHILE DYING, THERE'S NO LONGER A RUSH."
@@SunshowerWonderlab is that a fucking Lythero reference?
@@MisterLG08of course it is
@@whatsausername1200 YEAHHHHHH!!!!
We need Gianni to voice this
i like how at 15:11 V1 was somewhat enjoying his time in clair de lune and then saw V2 slide by him and just mentally went "cant have a second of peace here in the underworld"
that is exactly what was going on
I can't help it but reading in Gianni's concerned voice
@@chosen_undeadd544 *sigh...* he ruined it, might as well leave. do I really have to jump that high? whatever.
10 seconds later: let's this end mf so I can live in peace
WHAT THE HELL? IVE NEVER SEEN THIS HAPPEN BEFORE
I was like "yeah, that's depressing, but it's not that depressing" but then the 2-4 minimum speed cart hit...
holy shit
that part made me have instant brain aneurysm
i hate that this actually looks like how i play games during depressive episodes
takes one to know one, friend, if thats the right saying for it
I was just about to say that.
why does everyone have depression 💀
myself included
@@DOG_EATER_1887 human starter pack
@@aspodermousstoplight100 thank you for making my nose do that rocket thingy it does
im just imagining the pause at 4:33 where v1 forgets the railgun isn’t charged yet and sighs in disappointment
I'd imagine it's more of "oh, right, yeah."
"oh . . . *Sigh* fuck . . ."
13:43 Okay, you've hit me hard here. You know someone is having a bad day when they go for the soap.
Dude i just grabed it for saving my friend (he has skill issue AND supered me too many) and for a funny idea, pass all of the level with only soap
I am embodiment of skill issue that somehow managed to kill Minos so I see no problem with soap
I didn't know the soap existed :D
@@MindlessEssence Neither do most smash players
@@Saint-8Or Genshin Players.
this is just a clearcut definition of "when your feelings affect your gameplay"
this literally conveys the "sigh... alright, lets get it over with.." type of behaviour
my type of gameplay when i start playing: railcoinslab+nail gun overheat+shotgun quick swap
my type of gameplay when -2938392983 RESTARTS:
bro ima just run up to this guy and 2 pump charge him
It works, but it's nothing special or interesting. Story of my life!
14:23 a nod of approval for V1's depressed ass
After V1 found out that blue Filth and size 2 fish is not real, this is what have he become, truly a saddening tale.
Thought* blue filth and size 2 fish is real :)
blue filth is real
blue filth is real
blue filth real
please dont gaslight people. blue filth is real as i sent one to your house its on its way rn
"I don't get the joke, this just looks like regular gameplay to m-"
....
"Uh oh."
Yeah?
Don't worry, I always was more of the Oxygen Not Included kind too.
What kills me here is how often he's at SSStorm level but never reaching Ultrakill.
he's there, he has the skills necessary to get him to the top where he belongs, where he needs to be, but he's lost the drive to actually strive for perfection, he's lost that fire that kept him going, he feels like it's not worth it because every day he does the same thing, wake up, P-rank, repeat. his life has grown stale and he's lost all meaning, everything feels dull compared to what it used to be.
And with that he keeps reaching adequate performance that hides any possible issue.
@@NyxyShark quite literally The Fire Is Gone
@@NyxyShark ❤
@@NyxySharkthe fire is gone
25:13 I like how you can just feel the sheer annoyance whenever V1 starts sliding or just going slightly faster, he's just like "just get this over with"
Literal stone grinding noises
Trying to play 1-4 as intended just to see if it’ll be more fun and then giving up when you realise it isn’t is too fucking real
From what I've seen of the other comments, this whole video is too hecking real. I really outdid myself this time, did I?
Yes you did, you conveyed something that alot of people experience, basically showed ous that "yeah this is how it be sometimes"
“Why can’t I p-rank??”
My play style:
my play style is made for p-ranks so i guess i’m lucky
same
My first run through I didn’t parry… at all…. I lowkey just forgot it existed…. Yk one of the key elements of the game
@@thejesterbox4096 I forgot I could slide until I saw v2 doing it so much and I realized I went faster if I slid more
I also did not realize I could shoot the power boxes on 2-2 (death at 20k volts) and just punched them
32:37 I like how V1 literally did what Gabriel said
He wasn't feeling it today.
bro didn't want to prepare thyself
there should be special dialogue if you actually do just go back
@@literalcorpse2037like how in portal 2 wheatley tells you to come back when you're supposed to be fleeing him and is surprised if you do come back (the jump into the pit scene)
@@literalcorpse2037 update apparently there's a file gab_Coward2.ogg where he says "you're actually doing it? i didn't plan an easter egg for this.." but it never plays
the stare into the intense headroll at 8:57 was easily my favorite part
the sheer hatred at the nail gun :skull:
"ughhhh... do i... i really have to... do i have to fight the fucking maurice again..."
With the whole "hell is alive" lore, I can just imagine hell being super annoyed and bored
Terminals too
@@questionot_my_stopidiomord2715 yeah
this paired with the super fast paced metal music and intended gameplay makes me feel really sad for some reason
Because it’s like watching someone not having fun despite a party going on all around them. (I’ve felt this feeling).
@@Dr.Oofers it’s like being left alone in a party.
@@mixmenmix it's like you enter a party with 1 friend and shortly after entering the friend finds their friends and goes off to do things with them and leaves you alone when you know no one else in the party so you just sit in the corner and sigh.
Is like watching a band playing the day after their vocalist caught a fever and couldnt assist to the concert.
@@gabrielhenson5751this is me like every day at school
16:23 i love how they just immediately switch back to the feedbacker after getting the knuckleblaster like "ah. mm. whatever."
god the way v1 just slowly approaches enemies instead of fuck shit slam storage 360 ball twister 5000ing into them like usual is terrifying
When you´ve beaten the entire game and don´t know what to do now, this is how this feels
when the kill isn't ultraing anymore
When the only Thing you want to ultrakill is yourself
@@Hiraeth-0X I want to ULTRAKILL myself too
@@Hiraeth-0Xit won’t even be an ultrakill, more an SSShitstorm
im absolutely baffled at the concept of good acting in ultrakill gameplay. how. why. when did we reach this many layers.
i love this community
14:17 there is something about that moment that really gives me the feeling that V1 is having a tough day
It's the feeling of finally having some peace an quiet in a level, and then realizing you have to fight V2.
How it feels knowing that the people who created you are either long gone or hate you for being part of the group that killed them off.
The moment you found the nail gun it felt like you gave an eyeroll
"Machine, turn back now. The layers of- wait, what? Stop the organ music, you're actually turning back?"
Machine turn back now
V1: ight bet i wasn't feeling to fight any way
17:11 V1 is just the perfect way of showing "dude i could literally care less about you right now fuck off"
I can’t Ultrakill it anymore
I love him taking a good long look at the 1-S entrance and going "...yeah I'd rather play through the level"
That shit is going to take away all depression and turn it into fear
@@Vector123 isn't that more so 0-S?
@@SkippyZii bruh. My bad
V1 don't wanna move it move it anymore.
You know V2 is a well designed boss when even in this type of video his encounter was chaotic as hell
:)
32:19 "Ah fuck it I'll walk."
Fun fact: I wasn't actually trying to fail the slam storages, this was my pure unfiltered reaction
I love the frustration portrayed at 4:55 when V1 turns around
the "o_o"
The “Oh, for fuck’s sake, do I *HAVE* to?”
This is literally how under the mayo plays ultrakill
under the mid lmao
i did not expect in any way to see a md fan in such a video
@@lvmane_da1. is that the real flesh panopticon ??!!!!!![11!!!
@@ekris5072 yes, i am the real flesh panopticon
Under the mayo wouldn't even switch weapons, nevermind parry or shoot coins
Imagine this being used as learning material for medical students. It'd be a unique demonstration, that's for sure.
What would it demonstrate? Clinical depression?
@@xanosghoul Indeed
Ultrakill without wild jumping and sliding really is depressing
I felt every single sigh of dissapointment, along side eyes widening a little, and thinking "should I..?" Followed by a "no"...
This reminds me of those moments when playing videogames while depressed, where i just slowly stop caring about dodging enemies, until i end up standing still and dying while looking at my screen with no emotion
...
you good g?
Ultrakill but V1 has erectile dysfunction
*M1 Garand ping*
Too low bro too low
projectile dysfunction
14:54 I like to imagine V1 has a happy expression here, even if as little as possible. Hank cheers us all up, even for a millisecond
this video should be linked in the wikipedia article about depression. this is literally how it feels
v1 going on a walk after failing p2 p rank for the 174758th time
Ultrakill but V1 discovers what having a hangover is like
they made that drink using tarocco
V1 accidentally absorbed demoman tf2's blood
I love the long stare at the 1-S entrance before moving on to the rest of 1-1 like V1 is just thinking “ok I’m not THAT depressed”
I think it could be the opposite, trying to min-max my day by making everything easy for my depressed self can sometimes feel like effort too and because of that going out of my way to treat myself is sometimes a pain too. So I avoid even getting myself little treats like V1 does because I'm too depressed to try to cheer myself up. This is unironically so relatable.
I love how the parry at 2:41 perfectly conveys the feeling of "im having a bad day, get that shit out of here"
i love how even tho he’s doing the bare minimum, you can still tell he’s a skilled player
I-
I am?
@@chosen_undeadd544 are you saying that in the “i didn’t think i’m that good” way or the “yeah no shit dumbass” way?
@@chosen_undeadd544 Yep, you are man
@@chosen_undeadd544y-
yes you are
@@gatto_furrywhat in the roleplay is this
something about 2-2 gameplay is really unsetling,he skips most enemies and also requiem,
something dosent fell right
it's even more unsettling because it's my favorite level in ultrakill
"Babe what's wrong? You've barely touched your 20,000 volts!"
It's not even Ultrafucking Ultrafast
this is what years of burnout feels like in gameplay form
7:44 dude holy shit. I should have seen it coming but what the fuck. this video was really well acted in some parts and this is one of them
"MACHINE YOU---whoa wait what are---where are you going??"
"---I've lost control of my life, Gabe."
love the fact that corpse of king minos was finished with DOWN TO SIZE
Considering that I’m going through mood swings and having a depressive episode, this is very relatable and somehow fascinating to watch.
As a tired man myself, I very much can relate to this
Real talk though, as someone who is soon (hopefully if it works out) starts going to therapy, and has been gradually recovering from the past and depression and has had a better outlook and perspective of life as a whole, watching this really is, for lack of a better word, accurate to the dark places you can be in. Just seeing things pass and doing the bare minimum, feeling trapped in your own body when you know you can do better and thrive and be out there yet you just *don't.* Seeing the glass empty when it's full really is a burden on your inner self and anyone can get through it and be *wiser* and improved further then you could ever imagine. even you. you got this.
Thank you
Ultrakill but V1 realizes that with the respawn he's pretty much inmortal and by else, collecting blood is pointless
i love how easy it is to just look so bored out of ur mind in this game
i like to think that on a daily basis, v1 goes in, defeats every enemy, kills every boss, leaves hell, goes home, and repeats the cycle the next day like it's his job or something
2:48 why is this so funny
Some dumbass stray being strays
I half expected him to walk between the two crushers and let them crush him
they weren't feeling it today
This is unironically how I play, not because I'm a depressed husk of a scaffold imprisoned by my meaty confines, but because my dumbass is incredibly incompetent at navigating a fucking keyboard in tandem with a mouse.
For me, this is invigorating.
use a controller
I can feel the depression from his gameplay
This feels like im watching someone who is playing Ultrakill as their first fps game
It was my first so... no, there are way too little deaths and moments of confusion hahah
that MAY have been me
Should have played on harmless for the complete D E P R E S S I O N D A Y
almost all the filth groups in the prelude being solved with knuckleblaster shockwaves, without even reacting, is honestly kinda hilarious
"Machine, I noticed you weren't playing on Violent today. You didn't challenge the Flesh Prison either.
And you actually... Turned back.
Is something the matter?"
"Machine I miss being railed harder than when I railed minos"
[I don't feel too great, if anything, at all.]
9:58 the way you conveyed the
"Ugh, fine, I'll do it."
is just perfect
This video makes you realize how useful red arm actually is, everyone works on their parry skills but being able to hold down swarms while gaining health is pretty good.
just, its so mundane, the cool things have managed to become mundane through moving less
No wonder V2 was so pissed off about losing his arm, it was his crutch for the entire prelude
I love how in 1-1 when v1 tossed the coin into the fountain, instead of going through the secret exit, he just blankly stares at the abyss, and then walks away
This dude plays better in depressed V1 mode than I do normally -_-
I'm 7 months late but
You'll get better
Lazykill, featuring A4 the blood robot
"Machine, turn back now. The layers of this palace are not for your kind. Turn back or--"
"ok"
"I didn't even get to finish my monologue, Machine. Are you okay?"
"I have never been okay."
Pretty much how it went down. Nice grub PFP by the way
@@chosen_undeadd544 thanks (finally someone who plays hollow knight...)
@@crispyq364Awwww it's so adorabl- never fucking mind
29:38 that pyr- i mean streetcleaner is dancing, and V1 fr said: "if i can't have fun, no one can"
This is an entire mood of a video, casually just killing things off instead of doing all the funky tech switching and speed shit, no, just a "Another monday, huh." he's had enough, but yet he still manages to obliterate everything
Love it lmao
the way he just skips past 2-2 basically entirely
My favorite level ):
1:47 this just hits different, he's like "not today..."
3:45 "Just to feel something..."
It's crazy how ultrakill can be played as slowly-paced as this
my favorite part is the desicion of "damn do i really wanna go through 1-S again"
I didn't know it was possible that watching ultrakill can make me tired, but this did just that.
V1 hasn't been the same since Mirage left him.
"Machi-"
[YEAH, YEAH, JUST GET THIS OVER WITH. I WANT TO GO HOME RIGHT NOW.]
"... You're not gonna railcoin me?"
[WHAT, IT'S EASY. YOU THINK I CAN'T SPEEDRUN THIS PLACE?]
"Nnnooo...? You're supposed to speedrun Hell, you're-"
[I DON'T CARE, FUCK OFF ALREADY.]
"Okay, Jesus!"
V1 is not feeling it, it needs some time.
gabriel would never say jesus
@@thymecrafter v1 sounds kinda pissed rn, dont you think?
i cant wait for the thrilling sequel
2:13 I like how V1 obliterated him and continues walking like "fuck out my way fool"
he didnt even, straight up just punched him and left
I can just imagine the little 360 at 6:10 being accompanied by a very unenthusiastic robotic "wheee."
It was most definitely accompanied by a very unenthusiastic robotic weee, Tower Knight from the hit FromSoftware game Demon's Souls
feeling depressed through gameplay is easy to feel through their movement
That claire de lune gameplay is an accurate representation of how a refreshing change of pace feels
now imagine this without any enemies
Ultrakill but V1 has dementia
@@seatray_realits just a burning memory
i did this for the entire game, i even turned the music off, and i walked for the most part of the game, damn it felt depressing as hell
this is just depressing
I don't really watch gameplay videos, but I'd watch you play probably dozens of games with this roleplay. Subbed.
This makes me want to give V1 (and by extension, you) a hug.
I don't think I've ever seen the affliction in your pfp before, must be a mod
@@chosen_undeadd544 1: Ayyy fellow DD fan!
2: I just edited an image in photo shop and replace the text with “Upload Schedule” (I’m horrible at uploading things consistently.)
"Mankind is gone...
Hell is all there is left...
Drink blood to maybe just live enough find something..."