ALONE IN NYC AT 19 (reality of growing up)

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  • My last week in New York City... it has been quite the journey
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  • @DilsJourney
    @DilsJourney ปีที่แล้ว +250

    The point about believing in confidence is so true. Naturally I am a bit awkward when meeting new people but moving to London and being surrounded by so many new people every single day kinda forces you to adapt. Like you said, believing you're super interesting and affirming to yourself that you're confident really does help when speaking to new people. Love that you're sharing your experiences, great video as always.

  • @juicynugget_
    @juicynugget_ ปีที่แล้ว +355

    Girl you need a Netflix show. Such a sublime storyteller!

  • @TaifAlharthi
    @TaifAlharthi ปีที่แล้ว +125

    You don’t understand how much I really needed to hear and feel those feelings today

  • @waureennaranja8138
    @waureennaranja8138 ปีที่แล้ว +253

    I always find your ending narratives as something fresh from the books. I love it its like im watching a movie ending. Your vlogs are always refreshing ❤️

  • @kathemoro7837
    @kathemoro7837 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    first time watching u & gosh i needed that, just turn 18, move to a whole new country without my family, currely living by myself and at the same time feels like im living my 10yo biggest dream but im scared as hell abt being an adult. always was that social butterfly but man, no one tells you how hard is to make an group of friends out of nowhere, so as well im enjoying my time alone sometimes i miss the life i once was desperate to scape from. so yeah, growing up sucks but its necessary.

    • @nanicrash
      @nanicrash ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I experienced the same when I moved to a big city after graduating. Just wanted to say..
      Girl, you got it. It will be tough sometimes, but this way you'll have a lot of stories to tell later and learn to appreciate happy moments more💛

    • @kathemoro7837
      @kathemoro7837 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@nanicrash tks for the kind words sis.
      Just found out that recording the process (either through jornaling or videos) makes it easier, cause I know that looking back to it its gonna feel less intense.

  • @nayonikakapdi6662
    @nayonikakapdi6662 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    this is the first video I've watched of yours, im absolutely in love. you're a born storyteller. loved loved loved the vibe of the video, its like you're journaling and we're getting to read it but with a video too! 💗💗

  • @cess5880
    @cess5880 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Love how you says every word, and how express your thoughts and yourself in your every vlog. Loving every content of yours♥️

  • @mina1lust
    @mina1lust ปีที่แล้ว +6

    looved this video. i just found your chanel and its seriously my absolute favorite! you and your mindset is truly inspiring ♡

  • @annnajx
    @annnajx ปีที่แล้ว +4

    LOVE YOUR MONOLOGUES SO MUCH. u are so articulate it’s beautiful ty for sharing 💌

  • @lovevallerie3687
    @lovevallerie3687 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I really appreciate your videos 🥺 They’re very relatable and the way your words mean so much to me because I’ve been struggling with self doubt, confidence, and growth. I love you girl 🥺💗

  • @aura6618
    @aura6618 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I feel like I’ve just watched one of these movies that inspires you and encourages you to take action for your own life. This is the fist video I’ve watched from you and I loved it from the beginning to end ❤️

  • @MrMichael007mc
    @MrMichael007mc ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thank you so much for the living alone series. I have live alone for over 4 years now. Taking trips, eating alone and resting at home by yourself is so underrated.

  • @isaacgonzalez2852
    @isaacgonzalez2852 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    The happiness of pursuit is so true; I always feel the most awake and good about myself when I’m working towards some goal; I can always go to bed thinking about the hard work I put in that day and the hard work I will put in tomorrow.

  • @rosemaryansay4511
    @rosemaryansay4511 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    this is the first time i came by and watch your video and every bit of it is what i needed to hear atm. thanking the universe to have across your video to me

  • @LeBeautiful
    @LeBeautiful ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such a strong individual. L, we are supporting you!

  • @nizhonin1073
    @nizhonin1073 ปีที่แล้ว

    wow. nice reset this video created for me. The confidence of growth; it’s so grounding. I can’t wait for where your vlogs go! I luv’em 🤲🏼💚

  • @TochiUdeh
    @TochiUdeh ปีที่แล้ว

    Your literally an inspiration..ur videos are just so satisfying aesthetic calming

  • @dumjnxr
    @dumjnxr ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the way u explain and feel many problems that i usually have it's so direct and clear, i'm sorprised and relieved as well. it's the first time i see u, but in casei don't see you again, thank u for having such an spontaneous and precious personality, really. you're such a nice person, love u.

  • @iamsyd4170
    @iamsyd4170 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Yes that’s a thing I had to accept😭😭😭😭, it be so awkward but it’s just apart of life until you really start to get to know them.

  • @mmiakim
    @mmiakim ปีที่แล้ว +7

    i really admire how, throughout your videos, you mention the things that you struggle with and feel nervous or uncomfortable about, yet you still decide to push or go for. it's really inspirational and tells a lot of amazing things about your character

  • @yuh1052
    @yuh1052 ปีที่แล้ว

    “not about the pursuit of happiness, but the happiness of pursuit” EXACTLY! EXACTLY! WOW.

  • @yellowisthehappiestcolor544
    @yellowisthehappiestcolor544 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just love your view on the happiness of the pursuit.

  • @hbl6378
    @hbl6378 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Watching your video is like reading a good book, very satisfying!

  • @dinsun1111
    @dinsun1111 ปีที่แล้ว

    Gurllll the hairstyle did an amazing job good lord sooooo freaking pretty.also I love you !!! You will heal !! Sending you warm hug

  • @kawaiibbyindahouse
    @kawaiibbyindahouse ปีที่แล้ว

    Awww your closing was so beautiful. I hope you’re doing well and wish you a great day!

  • @komaltariq3334
    @komaltariq3334 ปีที่แล้ว

    Lindsiannn you're such an inspiration .....I always feel so good after watching your videos .......you deserve more love .....you're love Queeeeeennn......keep going❤❤

  • @malkiadebbie
    @malkiadebbie ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The fact that we’re the same age and I was thinking about most of the things you said in this video today🥹🥹felt it to the core!!
    Thank you so much for this!🦋🦋

    • @aura6618
      @aura6618 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      samee

  • @aalecccciaa
    @aalecccciaa ปีที่แล้ว

    im 3 min in & im in love with the vlog!!!!! the style feels like home

  • @imgjfam
    @imgjfam ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Loveee the way you start your vloggg!!

  • @malia2556
    @malia2556 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    ur vlogs r so inspiring, i relate to a lot of what u say

  • @mjlleniuma2252
    @mjlleniuma2252 ปีที่แล้ว

    i literally don't know why am i crying but words of yours truly affected me keep what ur doing

  • @jonathanaguirre9077
    @jonathanaguirre9077 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel like people experience confidence varies of different ways and sometimes is okay to be a bit of awkward when meeting new people because I know that I am very awkward. what I have learn is you have to be comfortable to start the convocation at least once and people will feel comfortable with you, and I love this video so much and thank you for sharing this.

  • @Sakurtaa
    @Sakurtaa ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Watching this while crying because my heart hurts so much from preparing myself for a long-distance and possible break-up. I really want to get better and honestly "just existing" summarised so much of my doubts and my life recently so thank you. I hope I get to a stage in life where I can live again and I'll take this video as a sign and a slap in the face

    • @Sakurtaa
      @Sakurtaa ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You also sound so much like the person I look up to so much so this is so comforting

  • @clairem5164
    @clairem5164 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow, first 30 seconds hit. I feel the exact same way. My breakup just completely changed (for the worse) everything about how my days have gone for the past 7 months. Idk how to go about it. I guess I’ll get used to it.

  • @michelleguevara9057
    @michelleguevara9057 ปีที่แล้ว

    The cross eyed part was just sublime!! I was laughing with tears in my eyes. That sentence alone made my day ❤️

  • @farizasflowers
    @farizasflowers ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It stressed me out at the part where she got back to her dorm and had to leave within 24 hours and still had so much of her stuff still in the room 😬
    Congrats on the photo shoot btw!!! Super cool of you to get opportunities like that!!!

  • @JonCach
    @JonCach ปีที่แล้ว +2

    im living for these types of videos !!

  • @danielleennis3427
    @danielleennis3427 ปีที่แล้ว

    I enjoyed your New York content so much! Your videos are so effortlessly captivating. I hope New York was great for your healing. I can't wait to continue to see you grow! I feel like a big sis watching you lol.

  • @Vennelaa
    @Vennelaa ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omggg this iss sooo goodd !!!!! this inspiress me soo muchh !! loved this video !!!

  • @Aoifeee
    @Aoifeee ปีที่แล้ว +117

    I’m from Ireland and have had a dream since a little girl to move to NYC. Lately I’ve experienced a huge shift in life and everything came at me so fast and I just have an urge more than ever to keep saving to move to New York. It’s my one of my long term goals I’m focusing on. It’s crazy how this only happened to me in the last week and then I stumble upon this video and it’s like I’m hearing my thoughts word for word in this video. Amazing story telling & sooooo relatable! You’re so strong for doing all of this so young and you should be so proud of yourself and happy that you’re doing it at such a young age , some people only get to do this at 25+. 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤

    • @_SincerelyEden
      @_SincerelyEden ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You can do it!!! Update us if you're able to move 🤗

    • @mia-dr2rw
      @mia-dr2rw ปีที่แล้ว +5

      with the insane inflation i dont think its worth it...

    • @keeptaiwanfree
      @keeptaiwanfree ปีที่แล้ว +1

      really? I lived in NYC and I have a dream of going to Ireland and Scotland... I know it depends on what type of lifestyle you like best

    • @alexajm8463
      @alexajm8463 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      don't come here we don't have health care

    • @ChrisannaKemp
      @ChrisannaKemp ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm over here trying to leave NY asap 😭😭

  • @shaylacatalinaa
    @shaylacatalinaa ปีที่แล้ว +2

    this is so comforting

  • @bellateaa
    @bellateaa ปีที่แล้ว

    the transition into ykwim was so incredible and made me feel like i was literally with u
    just found ur channel btw and i love the music choice :)

  • @qemma.c2436
    @qemma.c2436 ปีที่แล้ว

    my new favorite comfort TH-camr, thank you for being here:)

  • @juliastrzodka3972
    @juliastrzodka3972 ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh, wow! I loved that beginning!!!!!!

  • @jane_aboabo
    @jane_aboabo ปีที่แล้ว

    I love your vids, it's giving me chill

  • @kandizeeroned1624
    @kandizeeroned1624 ปีที่แล้ว

    I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE UR VIDEOS KEEP MAKING THEM!!!

  • @sofia-jf8xm
    @sofia-jf8xm ปีที่แล้ว +6

    holy shit !!!! This is incredible!!!! Ive been struggling with thinking im awkward so your speech was mindblowing because that’s everything I’ve been thinking lately. Also have been wondering for a while now what does it mean to truly live

  • @katiemichele
    @katiemichele ปีที่แล้ว

    my first time coming across one of her videos and oh my gosh!!! I literally love her!! she is so cute!! 💗💗💗

  • @EgleGilyte
    @EgleGilyte ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The guy probably gave you the ND filter which is amazing when filming during the bright days - it’s a neutral density filter that cuts the amount of light that enters your camera's lens and you don’t need to do anything with the internal exposure and ruin the colors:) I use sony ZV-1 for vlogging, it has that filter already in the camera and it’s honestly the best thing! 😎

  • @GlobalMiles
    @GlobalMiles ปีที่แล้ว

    Don’t worry L, everything will be ok. And don’t forget...how much your dad loves you! ❤

  • @sudarshanajha2786
    @sudarshanajha2786 ปีที่แล้ว

    Absolutely hooked with your storytelling looking forward to more of your videos:)

  • @almahuertaa
    @almahuertaa ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are amazing at storytelling 🥰 love your videos

  • @kimberlyramos9789
    @kimberlyramos9789 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is literally what i needed, tysm for this

  • @winglambs5883
    @winglambs5883 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    the new camera looks amazing!!

  • @briturner3798
    @briturner3798 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    you never ever miss.

  • @90sstargirl
    @90sstargirl ปีที่แล้ว

    Gurlll may I say you look drop dead gorgeous in that brown strapless dress🤍and the makeup was so dreamy🤍

  • @kaaay9302
    @kaaay9302 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    comfort person 💌

  • @oli3641
    @oli3641 ปีที่แล้ว

    this video is literally therapy

  • @chaengdubz8220
    @chaengdubz8220 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Omg NYC is such a great city. I live in the Mott Haven section of the Bronx. Probably one of the better neighborhoods in NYC period. If you wanna experience culture, diversity and great people, Mott Haven is where it’s at. Plus there’s always something going on, so it’s never boring.

  • @dilansl1194
    @dilansl1194 ปีที่แล้ว

    omg i love this you are an amazing story teller

  • @raevyn1216
    @raevyn1216 ปีที่แล้ว

    Everything you say i have gone though myself, same thought process i love how were all so similar and that is another reason ive become so much less awkward and introverted bc we all go through it i know i should'nt feel so isolated bc i know almost everyone else might feel the same so why not knock that wall down first.

  • @AshleyChen
    @AshleyChen ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m actually so obsessed with your intro

  • @Sakura-zu4rz
    @Sakura-zu4rz ปีที่แล้ว

    ❤Your channel is literally my comfort place. You make me so happy. Love you❤😁❤Visit nature make themselves aware of various environments including life through actual experience work in the sun play get hungry and eat sleep well… I believe that a motivated and lovely look comes from this positive cycle.

  • @syafiqahzamri1164
    @syafiqahzamri1164 ปีที่แล้ว

    Omg you look so good with beachy waves!!

  • @tobiasbjerkesjogeijer8400
    @tobiasbjerkesjogeijer8400 ปีที่แล้ว

    Life lessons left and right, this is a really nice video

  • @javiera6360
    @javiera6360 ปีที่แล้ว

    this was so beautiful to watch, I might cry

  • @sadeiofficial
    @sadeiofficial ปีที่แล้ว

    I just had a dream last night that I was visiting NYC and then I see this video .. haha love the signs and can’t wait!! Love the video! Big Aloha 🤙🏽 from Hawai’i 🧘🏽‍♀️🪄🧋

  • @jossielrodz
    @jossielrodz ปีที่แล้ว +3

    New camera looks dope , keep it up !

  • @NandiniGupta26
    @NandiniGupta26 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    love your editing skills!

  • @irat11
    @irat11 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is cool. it feels like a documentary with all the camera angles and stuff. nice.

  • @Zoe-hi1no
    @Zoe-hi1no ปีที่แล้ว

    Loving you’re background music

  • @MrzBadaBing
    @MrzBadaBing ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I lived i. Colombia for 5 months and it was life changing i actually want to move there . Let’s just say there’s a big difference living in the USA where people live to work and people in Colombia work to live. People there don’t have a lot, they can’t make a lot, but they make enough to get by but still able to have time to live their lives and be with their family . People there don’t understand why we work so much . We may have a lot of things and live in a nice home but how much time do you have to put in in order to maintain that life . Also we need to think about what if we lose it all in a day . What if you lose your lifestyle living . We need to lesrn to survive and not panic just because we’re losing out on something.

  • @hellosophia
    @hellosophia ปีที่แล้ว

    omg i never been so related on ur intro in my life.... i am about to make a video about me discovering myself too, and i want you and your video to be my inspo!!! aaahhh

  • @pe3634
    @pe3634 ปีที่แล้ว

    this intro is everything .....

  • @AlisonChin
    @AlisonChin ปีที่แล้ว

    just stumbled across your video, but omg this is so inspiring!

  • @manuelranghetto5040
    @manuelranghetto5040 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    first 10 seconds already made me stay!

  • @TTWandaPurplePanda
    @TTWandaPurplePanda ปีที่แล้ว +1

    the filter protects your lens from scratches, it's like buying a protective layer for your phone's screen :) I have one for each one of my lenses.

  • @overheat1488
    @overheat1488 ปีที่แล้ว

    this is inspirational to me personally thanks!

  • @sehamsultan1940
    @sehamsultan1940 ปีที่แล้ว

    this video in my heart

  • @nastypoopylos3r371
    @nastypoopylos3r371 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’m planning to go to New York next year for my birthday. I’m so excited and nervous at the same time

  • @aaliyah4845
    @aaliyah4845 ปีที่แล้ว

    i needed to hear this, thank you

  • @expertimran9933
    @expertimran9933 ปีที่แล้ว

    How Knowledgeable girl 🥺❤️

  • @mariela574
    @mariela574 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im with you on the ice cubes!! it makes such a difference in my drink😂

  • @zoeyheiney8815
    @zoeyheiney8815 ปีที่แล้ว

    I took my first trip alone to nyc a week ago and I’m 19 as well. I hope I can move there in the future :)

  • @ad1ea
    @ad1ea ปีที่แล้ว

    GIRL I LOVE YOU

  • @marccolomayt82094
    @marccolomayt82094 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    enjoy NYC!

  • @jungwon8381
    @jungwon8381 ปีที่แล้ว

    same here! alone in NYC at 19!

  • @lanakhan3180
    @lanakhan3180 ปีที่แล้ว

    omg why is everything u do always so slay

  • @kristinhasiana
    @kristinhasiana ปีที่แล้ว

    i find your videooo sooo goooddddd omg

  • @jujo2401
    @jujo2401 ปีที่แล้ว

    i loved this!

  • @jonorth7896
    @jonorth7896 ปีที่แล้ว

    that BH haul ✨

  • @kingketurah
    @kingketurah ปีที่แล้ว

    love ittttt❤️

  • @aeireu775
    @aeireu775 ปีที่แล้ว

    SO GLAD I FOUND YOUR CHANNEL

  • @azhariarif
    @azhariarif ปีที่แล้ว

    F2.8 24mm is pretty good enough, good for filming and still images.
    Edit: that filter is too darkened your lens so if you’re outdoor taking pics, and if it’s too bright. You can use the filter to make your images less blinding bright. Your lens have 2.8 aperture, ideal for bokeh type pictures.

  • @robertruhiu559
    @robertruhiu559 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is like Home alone NYC Style

  • @cheskalove
    @cheskalove ปีที่แล้ว

    niceee vid!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @rotienoxoxo
    @rotienoxoxo ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow - I'm 10 years older than you and just moved to the NYC area. I learned so much from you in this video. I really love your outlook and your thoughts around living as growing. You are so wise and really inspired me to keep going/exploring. NYC kicks my butt but it definately helps me learn more about myself!

  • @dariofkxv6829
    @dariofkxv6829 ปีที่แล้ว

    "it's not about the pursuit of happiness but the happiness of pursuit, damn I needed that"

  • @JuankaVlogs
    @JuankaVlogs ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your vlogs, I see you from Guanajuato, México

  • @iamsyd4170
    @iamsyd4170 ปีที่แล้ว +504

    I’m 20 now and I can’t believe I’m gonna be 112 in 2122, that’s if I make☹️☹️☹️. Guys please put God first and stop stressing, don’t let no one stress you and do what you love. Don’t be unhappy try to heal from things, love everyone and be your authentic self. Earth is not our home but heaven.

    • @isaiahbrown3045
      @isaiahbrown3045 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      In Jesus name Amen

    • @hannahmclemore71
      @hannahmclemore71 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      “But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”
      ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭6:33‬ ‭KJV‬‬

    • @iamsyd4170
      @iamsyd4170 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@hannahmclemore71 amen, always 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️

    • @iamsyd4170
      @iamsyd4170 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      @E K cause I wanna live to see that long🥲.

    • @iamsyd4170
      @iamsyd4170 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@isaiahbrown3045 amen🙏🏽❤️