you’ve given a lot of yourself over the years... nothing wrong with wanting to keep some for yourself for a moment, for a season, or going forward 🙃🕊 thank you for all the inspiration for living out loud to date 🙏🏼💜🙏🏼
You were the first TH-cam I subscribed to. Now I get excited anytime I see an update. You are a delight to journey with. Thank you for sharing your adventures (and silliness) with everyone. Praying you and your family and for a cheerful bright 2023 for you Rebecca 💜
The TH-cam community (and social media in general) is extremely toxic as far as people thinking they are owed EVERYTHING about someone’s life. I would love to hear about your experience with neurodivergence as an aspie myself, but I don’t feel like I am OWED that information. I’m just happy to have you back and hear your voice! I missed your videos!
It feels good to hear your voice. I've been listening to your videos for years, it was very comforting when i was an exchange student abroad, and it is very sweet to me to have some news from your side. Wishing you a joyful year full of life then!!!
hello!!! happy to see your face 😊 I’ve been watching you for nearly a decade, and seeing you in my sub box feels like reuniting with a cousin I haven’t seen in ages - immediately warm and familiar, like no time at all has passed 💕
Sounds like you're living a 'normal' kind of life. Just work, and family, and relationships, struggling to find time to do much else. Plus doing a sport which is cool and abit different 🙂 and owning your own home, amazing! I think is a very normal thing to not necessarily want to share your life online. Am happy to tune in to see whatever u do choose to share
Yeah, lots of factors contribute. I know when I worked four jobs at once I earned far less than I do now with one. So working solidly doesn't always result in savings to have a live come rest time, if there is any. Sometimes, we don't want to stop working as it makes work harder to come back to. Big question is, do we live to work or work to live? I work to live, my life is not my job but what I will do outside it.
Your perspective is so refreshing and I'm happy to see you feeling empowered and defining yourself on your own terms. You deserve a lot of happiness and joy. I hope this is the year it comes to you! Thank you for sharing.
Welcome! I started following because my oldest daughter also struggles with Trich. I continue to enjoy your content because my other two daughters suffer from anxiety and depression (family trait I guess). I hope you post as you feel good but know that your followers are behind you lifting you up. Be good to yourself.
You were one of the OG's of TH-cam and you deserve more subs. I remember you as the selfie time lapse pioneer and found out about trich through that. Every once in a while I would look at how it's going
Good for you Rebecca. You keep on doing what good for YOU. I'm playing Skyrim for the first time as well. Loving it but I'm slow and pokey but going at my own pace and getting distracted by whatever is around me at any given time and space.
Hi Becky!!! It was lovely to hear from you! Glad to hear that life seems pretty good at the moment and that you've got some fun goals and dreams to look forward to! Much love from a long time follower 💕💕
It's nice seeing you post I haven't really been following your content closely since the first lockdown (Wasn't conscious, just didn't happen) A rement of old TH-cam, not just you've been posting for awhile, but in the sense, it is almost a video diary to and for yourself. Always very reflective for me personally as well I know it can be tough out there, but take a friendly internet wave!
I missed your videos so much!! I was so excited to see this come up on my feed. I hope to see more videos again but totally understand you need to do what's best for you!
It's been 15 years since I've started watching your videos and it is really good to have you back. I like how you are always dealing with something similar to what I am, as we are the same age. Great to see you here 30 yo Rebecca!
Welcome back!! Your personal health and well being is more important than making videos. You look great & so does your hair. You've come a long way, and look forward to future videos. I started watching your videos in 2008-2009 and watched them for years but then work got in the way so I didn't watch TH-cam videos for a few years. But I hope to catch up on the ones that I missed.
@@beckiejbrownthankyou for replying to my comment 🙂 yes I know you've changed over the years but sometimes I like to reminisce to see what I've missed over the years.. There really is a lot online. So much so that it is hard to keep track of what is going on. I used to watch many TH-camrs but like I said life happened.
Rebecca. I've known your channel for a few years now; Since 2015. I'd just like to say that I am very proud of you, and how far you've come. You'll always have my respect, as a fan. Keep doing your best, and be yourself. :-)
Thank you. I really hate my 2015 year old self... 2015-2016 was an odd time internally, visually and lifewise... So thank you for sticking with me during that bizarre period. Things so much better now.
I've missed that lovely voice of yours. Welcome back! You come across as having changed quite a bit in the last couple of years. There's a calmness there now. The kind that says "Yes, I know now that life is tough, and doesn't follow the plan, but I can deal with it now". I hope you get a lot of happiness this year! Good luck!
I've really missed your new years resolution videos and the end to this video felt like a small version of it, haha. Made me really happy to hear from you again!
It's so good to see you doing well Beckie! I too am about to turn 30, and have watched your videos for several years now. Can I also say I'm loving the colour scheme today. Red lippy, frames, jumper and nails. Very cute. I've missed your voice. I am looking forward to whatever content you make it the future. (=
It's been about 15 years for me watching your channel. The way I see it we are just people living life at the same time. It's nice to have something to have seen through time occasionally. What's more nice is the concept that we are out here trying to make our life feel fulfilled. To that effect, the only thing that matters is that what you do is what you want, if one even knows what that is. Your glasses are amazing btw. Hmm... for ideas, I have none, but since you love Skyrim maybe something creative to do with that? I'm down for whatever.
Why hello hello helloooooooo :D. Amazing what we forget over time. Every now and then, TH-cam keeps recommending me content from the 2000's. Videos it knows I watched as a child. It's mind blowing!
Really good to see you posting and knowing you're doing well! The internet can be such a dark and toxic place so it's good that you gave yourself a (well-deserved) break! Continue to do so when you need it, your mental health and happiness is the most important. I've been a subscriber since maybe 2012 or 2013? You have been a consisent favorite when it comes to my taste in TH-cam creators.
Separating yourself from social media and keeping more things to yourself seems to have been a positive step in your life, and I'm happy for you. I've always enjoyed your content and appreciated you putting yourself out there to advocate and share and offer your perspective on things, but I'm also glad you're putting yourself first. ❤ Even if the future content you're planning is far less personal, I'm still excited to see what you come up with, and even if you're not nearly as active on here as you once were, I appreciate you checking in every once in a while. As another commenter said, it feels kind of like catching up with a distant relative, at least from our end.
I'm so late I'm even late to the "sorry I'm late" party, but I hope you'll accept another latecomer. I'm ever so happy to see you back. I've been terribly fond of you and your work for years. You keep it real, you're kind, your voice is beautiful, and as you say, you, "keep evolving." As ever, I'm all for you being protective and putting barriers up. I'm glad you're alive and I'm glad you're here. Honestly, seeing you always makes things feel more complete, a little more right, than my lovely life already does. I'm just used to seeing you and being calmed by your charming presence, you belong and that gives me a sense of belonging in return. It's been delightful and I'm sure it will continue to be delightful.
It's great to hear from you. I guess on the subject of growing and moving forward, it would be good to hear what ideas you have for leaving the UK? Also, I personally, would love to hear how your walk in faith is progressing?
I still believe, though my faith is rather simply nowadays. Found it impossible to settle with a church that ticks all the boxes - so reliant to the online world for connection there. Iceland is a huge one, but I think that can wait. I think a warmer fun experience is needed after so many years of work.
im sure you hear this a lot, but i discovered you when i was in high school - i ended up watching a lot of your videos - your creativity, the way you composed yourself, and just your whole personality reaaally reminded me of myself and my friends from childhood through to uni (when i got there), so in a way it really feels like i grew up with you, like youre a childhood friend. so i love to 'catch up' in this way, as one sided as it has to be, but just wanted to write something to indicate how much i appreciate you
Hello there! I am so glad to see your "wiser self" back to TH-cam. I look forward to watching new contents of yours. Whatever they'll be I am sure I'll like them 🌺
I hope you are doing the best you can be! It is nice to hear your voice (as others have said, and as odd as that may be). Whether you have a presence on the internet or not, I wish you the best in life (whatever that happens to look like for you) 💖
Yay you return. Kefalonia / good holiday location… Apple airpod pro 2’s stunning noise cancelling, quite discreet, good for removing daily sounds, which in itself can be severely overwhelming. Nice to see you back, but you are awesome - you do you and forget what others think. Peace ✌️
I bought some airpods end of 2021, they are the pro ones and fabulous! Just can't always just have noise cancelling on as I start to hear my body and blood too much - I'm odd haha! :D
@@beckiejbrown not odd at all! I hear it in my ears, especially when I’m in bed trying to sleep, for many years I thought it normal until someone pointed out that wasn’t 🤦🏻♂️ pre diagnosis though, I can hear Road works 7 floors up in sound proof booths though, so I know I have hypersensitivity to noise 😅 it’s what makes us cool and unique Beckie 👍🏻😊
Im glad you are here again. Maybe you can talk about goals for the future, what you want to do to feel more like you are living. I am so bad at that. Trying to actually do lots more of the things i like and not just trying to find a job and recover from bad days/cronic stuff.
As a 31 year old singleton. I feel like this is unchartered territory that TV and media did not prepare me for. But adventures await! And I hope you hav emany amazing positive adventures in the near future!
I have an exceptionally good memory. Haven’t watched myself back in a while. Those two videos I don’t remember the last time I watched but I remember the light at the time. I know there is another clip, but I spoke around the dialogue too much to use. Memory isn’t as good as I get older. I remember periods or videos rather than the time codes like I used to :)
It's great to see you but fully understand you stepping away. You have to come first. You look and sound great though, you seem to be in a good place and this has made me smile today. Thank you for saying hi and have a great year ahead.
Great to hear from you again. If you want to see more of the world, I hope you'll consider Australia! We'd love to see you down here! (I freely admit, we're suckers for most kinds of English accent.)
It's lovely to see your face again on TH-cam! I've been following you on Instagram, but it is nice to see you're comfortable uploading again. I have been watching you from the start, and it's amazing to see how much you've grown and have started to accept yourself for your neurodivergence. I was diagnosed last year at the age of 25, it was a game changer for me as I finally had a reason for the way I am, and it's actually improved my mental health. I hope you continue to upload as long as you are comfortable, and you do not need to share so much if you do not want to, we enjoy you for you! If you do decide to share more in the future then we are all here for you regardless
Hello! I recognise your name! :D. Any yeah, I understand that feeling as I've experienced it too with people online I've watched over time. Digital companions in a way
I think it's important to keep some of you for yourself. As for the 'video ideas' - I would love a hair care update on what products you've been using now that it's long, and also another 'Beckie cooks'!
I've started with a few things I used to do as it's been hard just talking aloud I suppose. There are other things on my brain than repeats. Products would be interesting, taps into progression on the eco-journey. My whole view on that has shifted again it seems. I tried to be super-good and obsessive when I was 23. That was impossible to maintain and please others looking in. Brains gone through alot there since 2018
Pretty good for being out of practice! An elbow, LOL! Like Gene Wilder & Madeline Kahn in the train station scene of Young Frankenstein. :) Your Essex accent really comes out when you say "nine". Even though you had stepped away from TH-cam I'm really grateful you kept posting on Instagram and occasionally on your tumblr. You've been one of my favorites for many years now and I wouldn't want to lose track of you. On the art side of things, have you ever tried selling your paintings through eBay? I've done quite well with that for years now and their International Shipping option makes things pretty simple for the buyers & sellers. I live in Michigan, U.S.A. and a fellow from Switzerland just purchased a portrait painting I did of Bela Lugosi as Dracula!
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you’ve given a lot of yourself over the years... nothing wrong with wanting to keep some for yourself for a moment, for a season, or going forward 🙃🕊 thank you for all the inspiration for living out loud to date 🙏🏼💜🙏🏼
Thank you, also noticed lots of people have liked this too. Thank you again.
Welcome back! Do whatever you need to do for you. Your vlogs have an interesting news caster vibe to them, making them easy to watch and listen to.
It's actually really nice to hear from you once in a while, I was just thinking about you a few days ago. Wishing you health and growth 💕
Thank you, you too
I didn't realize how much I've missed you until I heard your voice! I'm glad you're doing well!
Oh thank you! X
You were the first TH-cam I subscribed to. Now I get excited anytime I see an update. You are a delight to journey with. Thank you for sharing your adventures (and silliness) with everyone. Praying you and your family and for a cheerful bright 2023 for you Rebecca 💜
The TH-cam community (and social media in general) is extremely toxic as far as people thinking they are owed EVERYTHING about someone’s life. I would love to hear about your experience with neurodivergence as an aspie myself, but I don’t feel like I am OWED that information. I’m just happy to have you back and hear your voice! I missed your videos!
I was going to say the same. Id Love to hear more about your neurodivergence but only if you are okay with talking about it
It feels good to hear your voice. I've been listening to your videos for years, it was very comforting when i was an exchange student abroad, and it is very sweet to me to have some news from your side. Wishing you a joyful year full of life then!!!
My voice is much lower and less harsh t;s.... hope thats okay haha!
Oooh, where are you from?
@@beckiejbrown it's still you! :)
I'm from France and used to study in Japan!
I was a huge consumer of your content when I was in high school; I think about you from time to time and am glad to see you are well. :)
hello!!! happy to see your face 😊 I’ve been watching you for nearly a decade, and seeing you in my sub box feels like reuniting with a cousin I haven’t seen in ages - immediately warm and familiar, like no time at all has passed 💕
Why hello hello, what a decade or so it's been. Voices are much lower now haha :D
Sounds like you're living a 'normal' kind of life. Just work, and family, and relationships, struggling to find time to do much else. Plus doing a sport which is cool and abit different 🙂 and owning your own home, amazing! I think is a very normal thing to not necessarily want to share your life online. Am happy to tune in to see whatever u do choose to share
Can relate to working and working and working.... I'd also love to live a bit of a life outside work but it's difficult
Yeah, lots of factors contribute. I know when I worked four jobs at once I earned far less than I do now with one. So working solidly doesn't always result in savings to have a live come rest time, if there is any. Sometimes, we don't want to stop working as it makes work harder to come back to. Big question is, do we live to work or work to live? I work to live, my life is not my job but what I will do outside it.
Lovely to see you randomly, sounds like youre winning at life. keep it up
Good to see you well. I randomly remembered your videos last week and came along to check in!
Welcome back! It’s nice to see you happy, and I’m glad the year is going well for you so far.
Your perspective is so refreshing and I'm happy to see you feeling empowered and defining yourself on your own terms. You deserve a lot of happiness and joy. I hope this is the year it comes to you! Thank you for sharing.
Welcome! I started following because my oldest daughter also struggles with Trich. I continue to enjoy your content because my other two daughters suffer from anxiety and depression (family trait I guess).
I hope you post as you feel good but know that your followers are behind you lifting you up. Be good to yourself.
Hope they are doing well? Especially the fellow Tricher.
Thank you again... x
You were one of the OG's of TH-cam and you deserve more subs. I remember you as the selfie time lapse pioneer and found out about trich through that. Every once in a while I would look at how it's going
Good for you Rebecca. You keep on doing what good for YOU. I'm playing Skyrim for the first time as well. Loving it but I'm slow and pokey but going at my own pace and getting distracted by whatever is around me at any given time and space.
So good to see you uploaded! I love the color scheme of this video 😊
Hi Becky!!! It was lovely to hear from you! Glad to hear that life seems pretty good at the moment and that you've got some fun goals and dreams to look forward to!
Much love from a long time follower 💕💕
It's nice seeing you post
I haven't really been following your content closely since the first lockdown (Wasn't conscious, just didn't happen)
A rement of old TH-cam, not just you've been posting for awhile, but in the sense, it is almost a video diary to and for yourself.
Always very reflective for me personally as well
I know it can be tough out there, but take a friendly internet wave!
It is great to have you back 💕 feels nostalgic and new at the same time to hear your voice. I hope you find joy in whatever your plans are for us ✨
I missed your videos so much!! I was so excited to see this come up on my feed. I hope to see more videos again but totally understand you need to do what's best for you!
It's been 15 years since I've started watching your videos and it is really good to have you back. I like how you are always dealing with something similar to what I am, as we are the same age. Great to see you here 30 yo Rebecca!
I’m so happy your back ! I’ve missed your videos and just you in general!
Lovely to see you back. Whatever you decide to do, just be kind to yourself and only explore and share what you feel is right for you xx
Welcome back!! Your personal health and well being is more important than making videos. You look great & so does your hair. You've come a long way, and look forward to future videos. I started watching your videos in 2008-2009 and watched them for years but then work got in the way so I didn't watch TH-cam videos for a few years. But I hope to catch up on the ones that I missed.
Thank you
@@beckiejbrownthankyou for replying to my comment 🙂 yes I know you've changed over the years but sometimes I like to reminisce to see what I've missed over the years.. There really is a lot online. So much so that it is hard to keep track of what is going on. I used to watch many TH-camrs but like I said life happened.
I love seeing that you've uploaded! There's something very calming and relatable about your videos 🥰
Rebecca. I've known your channel for a few years now; Since 2015. I'd just like to say that I am very proud of you, and how far you've come. You'll always have my respect, as a fan. Keep doing your best, and be yourself. :-)
Thank you. I really hate my 2015 year old self... 2015-2016 was an odd time internally, visually and lifewise... So thank you for sticking with me during that bizarre period. Things so much better now.
LOVE THE GLASSES
THANK YOUUUUU
I've missed that lovely voice of yours. Welcome back!
You come across as having changed quite a bit in the last couple of years. There's a calmness there now. The kind that says "Yes, I know now that life is tough, and doesn't follow the plan, but I can deal with it now".
I hope you get a lot of happiness this year! Good luck!
Love your presence and company! Thank you for sharing just that
Thank you again
I've really missed your new years resolution videos and the end to this video felt like a small version of it, haha. Made me really happy to hear from you again!
It's lovely to see you again and even lovelier to see you well and caring for yourself
Always nice to hear from you, Ms. Brown. Joy to you and your family.
It's so good to see you doing well Beckie! I too am about to turn 30, and have watched your videos for several years now.
Can I also say I'm loving the colour scheme today. Red lippy, frames, jumper and nails. Very cute.
I've missed your voice. I am looking forward to whatever content you make it the future. (=
I always used to love watching your videos, and I'm so happy to hear your voice again ❤
It's been about 15 years for me watching your channel. The way I see it we are just people living life at the same time. It's nice to have something to have seen through time occasionally. What's more nice is the concept that we are out here trying to make our life feel fulfilled. To that effect, the only thing that matters is that what you do is what you want, if one even knows what that is. Your glasses are amazing btw. Hmm... for ideas, I have none, but since you love Skyrim maybe something creative to do with that? I'm down for whatever.
I get distracted by noise too haha but according to my hearing test I have extraordinary hearing !
It was so nice to see you had uploaded. I'm glad that you're doing alright.
Ello ello ello!
Aw it was lovely to watch a video of yours again and hear how things are treating you now!
Happy to see your face :) I’m also planning to leave the UK but in 2024! Not sure where I’ll go but I’m saving for a move abroad
Good luck to you, it's a huge plan and don't worry if it takes time!
Took me a while to find your channel/your name again after almost 10 years. But i found the right keywords. fascinating
A warm welcome back Beckie :) a complication of your favourite twitch moments would be fun! 😊
0:40 felt like a hug, it was nice!
Oh my, made my heart flutter, so good to see Becky Back. I missed you girl!
Me? Heart flutter? Why thank you!! :D
I am glad you are back! I started watching you about eight years ago and am happy whenever you are posting! ☺️
Thank you for the video! It's good to hear from you from time to time. I'm glad things are mostly well for you! Take care!
It's lovely to catch a glimpse of you and see you like this! All the best with maneuvering the uncharted territory :)
I can't believe I forgot about your videos, but it made me smile to see you on my feed again
Why hello hello helloooooooo :D. Amazing what we forget over time. Every now and then, TH-cam keeps recommending me content from the 2000's. Videos it knows I watched as a child. It's mind blowing!
I’m so happy to see a video from you.
Hoorah!!!
Hello and hoorah to you too
We ve missed you Beckie!
And we love you 🤗
Looking more and more gorgeous 😊
Good lord I’ve never seen you so comfortable in your skin. It is so good to see. Keep doing what you’re doing xxx love to you
I'm much better than I have been. Still lots of room. Feel like I need continuous therapy for a few areas of my life at once to get through
Bloody buzzing your back! I missed your videos x
Really good to see you posting and knowing you're doing well! The internet can be such a dark and toxic place so it's good that you gave yourself a (well-deserved) break! Continue to do so when you need it, your mental health and happiness is the most important. I've been a subscriber since maybe 2012 or 2013? You have been a consisent favorite when it comes to my taste in TH-cam creators.
Separating yourself from social media and keeping more things to yourself seems to have been a positive step in your life, and I'm happy for you. I've always enjoyed your content and appreciated you putting yourself out there to advocate and share and offer your perspective on things, but I'm also glad you're putting yourself first. ❤ Even if the future content you're planning is far less personal, I'm still excited to see what you come up with, and even if you're not nearly as active on here as you once were, I appreciate you checking in every once in a while. As another commenter said, it feels kind of like catching up with a distant relative, at least from our end.
This is such an aesthetically pleasing video; I *love* your glasses 🥰
Welcome back! You look amazing
It's the glasses I swear haha :D
Yay you're back! I loved your videos for so long. I found you because of the trichotillomania videos 💛
✨It's wonderful to see you again! Glad to hear your voice ✨
Thank you!! 😊🎉🔈🔈🔈🔈
I'm so late I'm even late to the "sorry I'm late" party, but I hope you'll accept another latecomer. I'm ever so happy to see you back. I've been terribly fond of you and your work for years. You keep it real, you're kind, your voice is beautiful, and as you say, you, "keep evolving." As ever, I'm all for you being protective and putting barriers up. I'm glad you're alive and I'm glad you're here. Honestly, seeing you always makes things feel more complete, a little more right, than my lovely life already does. I'm just used to seeing you and being calmed by your charming presence, you belong and that gives me a sense of belonging in return. It's been delightful and I'm sure it will continue to be delightful.
It's great to hear from you. I guess on the subject of growing and moving forward, it would be good to hear what ideas you have for leaving the UK? Also, I personally, would love to hear how your walk in faith is progressing?
I still believe, though my faith is rather simply nowadays. Found it impossible to settle with a church that ticks all the boxes - so reliant to the online world for connection there.
Iceland is a huge one, but I think that can wait. I think a warmer fun experience is needed after so many years of work.
I just want to say I like your glasses! They are a cool shape!
It's really nice to see and hear from you again!
im sure you hear this a lot, but i discovered you when i was in high school - i ended up watching a lot of your videos - your creativity, the way you composed yourself, and just your whole personality reaaally reminded me of myself and my friends from childhood through to uni (when i got there), so in a way it really feels like i grew up with you, like youre a childhood friend. so i love to 'catch up' in this way, as one sided as it has to be, but just wanted to write something to indicate how much i appreciate you
So proud of you for posting again, it makes me happy :)
I am happy about that, yay!
Hello there! I am so glad to see your "wiser self" back to TH-cam. I look forward to watching new contents of yours. Whatever they'll be I am sure I'll like them 🌺
Your hair looks lovely, and I love your glasses!
It's so lovely to see you back ☺️
oh dear I missed your videos. I could watch you watch paint dry, I find your voice/digital presence so calming
It’s soooo good to see you again here Beckie 💙
I hope you are doing the best you can be! It is nice to hear your voice (as others have said, and as odd as that may be). Whether you have a presence on the internet or not, I wish you the best in life (whatever that happens to look like for you) 💖
Don't understand how u can get hate ur lovely, open, honest and real 🙁 love these videos ur very articulate!
I'm happy for your growth, truly. Don't have to share what you don't want to
Yay you return. Kefalonia / good holiday location… Apple airpod pro 2’s stunning noise cancelling, quite discreet, good for removing daily sounds, which in itself can be severely overwhelming. Nice to see you back, but you are awesome - you do you and forget what others think. Peace ✌️
I bought some airpods end of 2021, they are the pro ones and fabulous! Just can't always just have noise cancelling on as I start to hear my body and blood too much - I'm odd haha! :D
@@beckiejbrown not odd at all! I hear it in my ears, especially when I’m in bed trying to sleep, for many years I thought it normal until someone pointed out that wasn’t 🤦🏻♂️ pre diagnosis though, I can hear Road works 7 floors up in sound proof booths though, so I know I have hypersensitivity to noise 😅 it’s what makes us cool and unique Beckie 👍🏻😊
Good to see you on your feet and doing well, Beckie.
Im glad you are here again.
Maybe you can talk about goals for the future, what you want to do to feel more like you are living. I am so bad at that. Trying to actually do lots more of the things i like and not just trying to find a job and recover from bad days/cronic stuff.
Proud of you! Keep being amazing :-)
It's always nice to hear your voice. You can still vlog and mantain your privacy, just share what you're comfortable with. We'll be here for you 💕
Thank you - talking my comment aloud here so you can read and hear it haha
Rebecca; thank you for all your vid’s over the years. Please be safe and try and be happy
❤️ from 🇨🇦
As a 31 year old singleton. I feel like this is unchartered territory that TV and media did not prepare me for. But adventures await!
And I hope you hav emany amazing positive adventures in the near future!
Welcome Back Becks! Love those glasses! ♥♥
I'm SO happy you're back.
Hello! Welcome back
Boo and thank you, doing okay :D
Good to see that you are still alive and doing well.
Thank you
I always like how you edit in old material. How do you find the right old stuff? This seems so much work to me XD Good to see you again!
I have an exceptionally good memory. Haven’t watched myself back in a while. Those two videos I don’t remember the last time I watched but I remember the light at the time. I know there is another clip, but I spoke around the dialogue too much to use.
Memory isn’t as good as I get older. I remember periods or videos rather than the time codes like I used to :)
It's great to see you but fully understand you stepping away. You have to come first. You look and sound great though, you seem to be in a good place and this has made me smile today. Thank you for saying hi and have a great year ahead.
Nice seeing you again ❤
Love your glasses btw
Thank you! 😁
Hi, your journey is similar to mine, I love how you express yourself , its like seeing my self speaking in the mirror!
Yay, so lovely to see a notification from you ❤️
Thank you!
missed you on here and beautiful cat as well xx
She's so fluffy
Great to hear from you again. If you want to see more of the world, I hope you'll consider Australia! We'd love to see you down here! (I freely admit, we're suckers for most kinds of English accent.)
It's lovely to see your face again on TH-cam! I've been following you on Instagram, but it is nice to see you're comfortable uploading again. I have been watching you from the start, and it's amazing to see how much you've grown and have started to accept yourself for your neurodivergence. I was diagnosed last year at the age of 25, it was a game changer for me as I finally had a reason for the way I am, and it's actually improved my mental health. I hope you continue to upload as long as you are comfortable, and you do not need to share so much if you do not want to, we enjoy you for you! If you do decide to share more in the future then we are all here for you regardless
Hello old friend! Because that's what you feel like, in a way, to me. I think I was there from almost the beginning. It's so good to see you :)
Hello! I recognise your name! :D. Any yeah, I understand that feeling as I've experienced it too with people online I've watched over time. Digital companions in a way
I think it's important to keep some of you for yourself. As for the 'video ideas' - I would love a hair care update on what products you've been using now that it's long, and also another 'Beckie cooks'!
I've started with a few things I used to do as it's been hard just talking aloud I suppose. There are other things on my brain than repeats. Products would be interesting, taps into progression on the eco-journey. My whole view on that has shifted again it seems. I tried to be super-good and obsessive when I was 23. That was impossible to maintain and please others looking in. Brains gone through alot there since 2018
i missed you so much!!! yaaaay! ❤
Good to see you. Hope you are well.
Welcome back sister! 🤗 😊
I love your glasses. Need those too 🤓
Pretty good for being out of practice! An elbow, LOL! Like Gene Wilder & Madeline Kahn in the train station scene of Young Frankenstein. :) Your Essex accent really comes out when you say "nine". Even though you had stepped away from TH-cam I'm really grateful you kept posting on Instagram and occasionally on your tumblr. You've been one of my favorites for many years now and I wouldn't want to lose track of you. On the art side of things, have you ever tried selling your paintings through eBay? I've done quite well with that for years now and their International Shipping option makes things pretty simple for the buyers & sellers. I live in Michigan, U.S.A. and a fellow from Switzerland just purchased a portrait painting I did of Bela Lugosi as Dracula!