"Developing on my own without prying eyes..." I resonate with you here. Even though I'm not biologically female, I do feel that the feminine aspects of myself have a much more quiet, subtle development. My aesthetic, for example, gestates behind closed doors. Makeup experimentation, clothing, etc...I don't "debut" something out in the world until it's been MINE for some time. Until I've seduced myself insofar as the choice comes to feel like a part of me, an authentic expression of identity and beauty.
i do the same! style evolution is also imo done by NOT purchasing instead of purchasing. once you own it, you will accept the piece and bias yourself simply due to it being in your closet amongst possessions. i like contemplating over fashion choices for long periods of time. doesn't always mean the aesthetic will be timeless vs. trendy but still the most authentic to my frequency.
I found a screenshot of when Kali called me beautiful, reading your comment and the video mentioned her, reminded me of that moment. I was down in the dumps earlier today but I feel much better🖤
You are always so on point! I'm realizing that people don't actually want truth, they crave being in a state of desperation and longing. When we try to be honest and transparent, we repel instead of attract. I love how you broke down the need for isolation and secrecy as a necessary aspect of femininity. The more time I spend alone and away from the eyes of others, the stronger the mythology and illusions that they create about me and what my life actually looks like. Now I just need to practice passivity and learn to resist the urge to correct their assumptions, lol. I really hope you do more videos about this!
Just try and tell yourself, that if you speak, you're only feeding your ego, like this silly urge to "correct" and "define" yourself. Keep the best of you well hidden. That urge should be tamed, I think.
Yes, quarantine really got me in touch with my "aloneness". It was only then I discovered my inner feminine. It was like this whole new world to discover asking myself, "How do these women do it? How are they the epitome of feminine allure and mangetism?" And secrecy, seduction, and the illusion of yourself is probably the biggest thing. The feminine keeps the world on it's toes. It brings meaning to everything meaningless. I've implemented some self-care habits from past videos and feel like a literal goddess. I really enjoyed this topic, might even check out that book.😅
even 2 years later , this video was really powerful for me in helping reframe the narrative of my life right now. to not think of isolation as a curse, but a time to tend my inner garden. thank you!
your take on femininity is so interesting! i've never hated aesthetic femininity but the behavioral and social side of it has always frustrated me. everything i'd been told about it was either out of my reach or against my personal nature. i haven't rejected femininity per se but i definitely feel out of touch with it. lately i've been exploring different perspectives of femininity and it's been amazing broadening my view of it beyond the typical traditional take. i love how you approach feminine energy in a way that's completely separate from men. i'm not attracted to men and everything i'd learned about being feminine up until now revolved around what they like and how to have relationships with them, so it just wasn't relatable. a lot of women talk about how their femininity is only for themselves but then all of their femininity is stuff that they do to be attractive to men-which isn't necessarily bad but again, i just can't relate to that. i'm really enjoying how personal and self-centric your idea of femininity is. i'm also loving how you emphasize the darkness and chaos of femininity because nothing is more fascinating than the wild woman imo. also have you heard of the blog women love power? the author has some great articles on feminine archetypes and i'm really curious about your take on feminine archetypes after finding out that you enjoy carl jung's work.
I read a bit of that blog the other morning. I'm not really the biggest fan of getting information from the internet, so I like to digest for a while what I read from it. The archetypes absolutely fascinate me, (though there are many "interpretations" of them and ones that others clearly made up) they accurately divulge the secrets to our behavioral patterns in a way that's almost uncanny. I think we need them, and should learn from them. I appreciate all of your praise by the way!
I just wathed self seduction vid so i came to watch this so i can comment,these vids are the best things i watched on youtube,i took notes in my journal thank you so much🥰you are so well and soft spoken ☺️
literally 0:07 seconds in and the description has me gagging and crying. thank you. someone get me a post it note, I have to add something to my bathroom mirror! IMMEDIATELY.
One thing I've been pondering is how to balance isolation & togetherness. I love spending time with myself behind closed doors but find some of my biggest leaps in creative insight come after bringing my ideas to light/being inspired by others...
So informative yet short please please make more video on the subject of femininity and its importance/relation to art as an artist and/ or subject , I am from middlest and you can see how our poets lilke Rumi And Hafiz ( both men lived in 13 , 14 ad) used femal and femininity to represent the divinity, like they have many poems which just describe the way that the dark eyes of their beloved moves and what they would do for one glance from her / him / it ( our grammer dosent have a gender : he/ she / it are all the same ) and this perspective find its way to our paintings :which we call miniatures and they are done with exaggerated details and most of time pictures womans that are otherworldly and divine as a symbol of paradise, kinde in rejectin of religious paradise , if in religious paradise you have no worries and every thing is easy , the poets and artist and philosophers paradise is infinite beauty , like our carpets you once mentioned you like : they try to create a piece or a picture of that heaven in your home , Anyway , my point is I like to know more about western view of divine femininity, because honestly a side from you I haven't find an informative content on the subject , sorry for the rant , you look stunning today , like old Hollywood and Madonna glamour.
I just want to say that was BEAUTIFUL. I LOVE hearing about other cultures and their ideas of beauty and divinity. Especially from the Middle East. Thank you so much for sharing that.
This just rang a bell in my head. In our country, we used to have Babaylans (priestesses) and they are the only ones who can communicate to the Gods and Goddesses, chosen maidens they were. If there was no maiden, few men dressed in women's clothing and executed the rituals the priestesses always did; regardless, there has to be feminity when communicating to the divine creators. It seems that feminity has a huge part to our history and cultures, and it was just not recognized and talked enough yet
Damn, this info is sooo juicy and right up my alley! ❤ I’m rediscovering the power of femininity currently after a long stint of being in a very masculine dominated landscape and this channel is a breath of fresh air!..and helping to reawaken the connection to the source within myself as a woman. Thank you so much for creating this kind of content. It’s not easy to find content so satisfying and relatable on an esoteric level. This stuff is my lifeblood. I don’t know how women can go through life and not devour every morsel of this divine knowledge. 🌙 This is soul food.
My mom told me (from a Russian perspective) you should not put your makeup on in front of anyone. Not even lipstick reapplication in front or anyone. No one can know where your beauty comes from.
this video and the value of secrecy remainded me of an old romanian movie, Ciuleandra, it's about a rich man that killed his beautiful wife exactly because of the secret part of her that he felt he could never touch (they had a kind of arrange marriage and the untouchable part was the love she still held for her first lover and she carried that love within her all her life, a veil so thick that it drove the husband mad)
Glad to find your channel. I feel like I have to take notes, I love a good class. Just finished the new Lyam Christopher video talking about the process of going inward and making oneself invisible. I'm currently in my cocoon too, you might find it interesting if you're unfamiliar. Happy gestation time. Thank you for the quality of your words 🌱
Today i have witnessed a real life human being, a female version of one heck of a good looking Pinhead-esque character. I am in awe of you for creating this look.
I love your videos so much! I just discovered your channel recently and have been learning a lot! Thank You! 😍💖 I was just wondering which books by Anais Nin do you recommend? I’m really interested in reading some of her books
I recommend House of Incest over everything, but I am partial to her fictional work more than her diaries. Most things she created are worth reading. But I'd start there, and with Henry & June or some of over earlier diaries.
I agree, especially about social media. I’ve stepped back for the first time in a while, so it’s interesting to see this now. As for being mysterious while married and living with a husband, lol, I don’t know quite how to apply this concept there.
Dear, I love your videos, and I also really appreciate all of your book references. I don't usually read that type of books and I was wondering if you had goodreads and if you could share it with us. I'm running a marathon now on your channel lol (I'm not a native english speaker so I apologize for any weird formulation).
I believe I don't know anybody (apart from myself) who not only enjoys solitude but lives accordingly..... also, I've been really enjoying your videos and I can def relate to them 💋
This is a very Pisces Scorpio cancer conversation and I love it. It is so good. A spoonful or two of Capricorn. A sprinkle of Aries, Taurus, and Leo. In my humble opinion. Definitely black moon Lilith energy c:. I am very personally familiar is Black Moon Lilith energy and all the other signs I mentioned and their patterns/manifestations. Thank you
Hello from Macedonia! I enjoy your videos and I wonder if you are familiar with Lacan in terms of psychoanalysis? I find that your way of looking at things fits within his framework so I would love to know! Much love 🍇
Do you follow astrology (Vedic in particular) at all? There is a guru on here named Claire Nakti, she has a female path course that perfectly encapsulates what you mention in this video her videos beautifully illustrate each Vedic nakshatra and how their feminine archetypes are linked to this “chaos” I think you’d really love it.
I'm going to be doing another video on reading material, but there is a video I have already done on my channel, it's called "Books That Changed My Life". That has a few recommendations for ya love.
Don’t hate on Anaiis’ life. She was raped by her father at a young age then ended up in a relationship with him as an adult. Talent like that comes with a cost.
I have never hated Anaïs. I adore her. I own two books from her press. I don’t know where you got such an idea. I am aware of her relationship with her father at a later date, but while she was certainly SA’d by him as a child, there is isn’t an evidence that proves there was a rape. So please be careful with what you say.
I'm a transgender mtf person who loves being a woman totally and I'm loving your channel. Please don't stop because for me what you are doing and sharing is why Jessica Mason Sonneborn is ME@!
"Developing on my own without prying eyes..." I resonate with you here. Even though I'm not biologically female, I do feel that the feminine aspects of myself have a much more quiet, subtle development. My aesthetic, for example, gestates behind closed doors. Makeup experimentation, clothing, etc...I don't "debut" something out in the world until it's been MINE for some time. Until I've seduced myself insofar as the choice comes to feel like a part of me, an authentic expression of identity and beauty.
I loved every word you said. You get it.
This is so beautiful!
i do the same! style evolution is also imo done by NOT purchasing instead of purchasing. once you own it, you will accept the piece and bias yourself simply due to it being in your closet amongst possessions. i like contemplating over fashion choices for long periods of time. doesn't always mean the aesthetic will be timeless vs. trendy but still the most authentic to my frequency.
I think the same thing about Kali Uchis and her art she just gets it!!!
Love Kali ☺️
I found a screenshot of when Kali called me beautiful, reading your comment and the video mentioned her, reminded me of that moment. I was down in the dumps earlier today but I feel much better🖤
You are changing my life.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Honestly, same
You are always so on point! I'm realizing that people don't actually want truth, they crave being in a state of desperation and longing. When we try to be honest and transparent, we repel instead of attract. I love how you broke down the need for isolation and secrecy as a necessary aspect of femininity. The more time I spend alone and away from the eyes of others, the stronger the mythology and illusions that they create about me and what my life actually looks like. Now I just need to practice passivity and learn to resist the urge to correct their assumptions, lol. I really hope you do more videos about this!
Just try and tell yourself, that if you speak, you're only feeding your ego, like this silly urge to "correct" and "define" yourself. Keep the best of you well hidden. That urge should be tamed, I think.
Yes, quarantine really got me in touch with my "aloneness". It was only then I discovered my inner feminine. It was like this whole new world to discover asking myself, "How do these women do it? How are they the epitome of feminine allure and mangetism?" And secrecy, seduction, and the illusion of yourself is probably the biggest thing. The feminine keeps the world on it's toes. It brings meaning to everything meaningless.
I've implemented some self-care habits from past videos and feel like a literal goddess. I really enjoyed this topic, might even check out that book.😅
Definitely check out the book, but read anaïs first.
Oh my god! Your hair style and makeup are gorgeous here!
even 2 years later , this video was really powerful for me in helping reframe the narrative of my life right now. to not think of isolation as a curse, but a time to tend my inner garden. thank you!
your take on femininity is so interesting! i've never hated aesthetic femininity but the behavioral and social side of it has always frustrated me. everything i'd been told about it was either out of my reach or against my personal nature. i haven't rejected femininity per se but i definitely feel out of touch with it. lately i've been exploring different perspectives of femininity and it's been amazing broadening my view of it beyond the typical traditional take. i love how you approach feminine energy in a way that's completely separate from men. i'm not attracted to men and everything i'd learned about being feminine up until now revolved around what they like and how to have relationships with them, so it just wasn't relatable. a lot of women talk about how their femininity is only for themselves but then all of their femininity is stuff that they do to be attractive to men-which isn't necessarily bad but again, i just can't relate to that. i'm really enjoying how personal and self-centric your idea of femininity is. i'm also loving how you emphasize the darkness and chaos of femininity because nothing is more fascinating than the wild woman imo.
also have you heard of the blog women love power? the author has some great articles on feminine archetypes and i'm really curious about your take on feminine archetypes after finding out that you enjoy carl jung's work.
I read a bit of that blog the other morning. I'm not really the biggest fan of getting information from the internet, so I like to digest for a while what I read from it. The archetypes absolutely fascinate me, (though there are many "interpretations" of them and ones that others clearly made up) they accurately divulge the secrets to our behavioral patterns in a way that's almost uncanny. I think we need them, and should learn from them.
I appreciate all of your praise by the way!
I just wathed self seduction vid so i came to watch this so i can comment,these vids are the best things i watched on youtube,i took notes in my journal thank you so much🥰you are so well and soft spoken ☺️
Serving 👏a 👏look👏right here.
I will be serving it often.
You look so beautiful, especially with this makeup ❤️
Thank you!!!
Those eyeshadows...The heaven sent you) Amazing 😍
literally 0:07 seconds in and the description has me gagging and crying. thank you. someone get me a post it note, I have to add something to my bathroom mirror! IMMEDIATELY.
One thing I've been pondering is how to balance isolation & togetherness. I love spending time with myself behind closed doors but find some of my biggest leaps in creative insight come after bringing my ideas to light/being inspired by others...
So informative yet short please please make more video on the subject of femininity and its importance/relation to art as an artist and/ or subject , I am from middlest and you can see how our poets lilke Rumi And Hafiz ( both men lived in 13 , 14 ad) used femal and femininity to represent the divinity, like they have many poems which just describe the way that the dark eyes of their beloved moves and what they would do for one glance from her / him / it ( our grammer dosent have a gender : he/ she / it are all the same ) and this perspective find its way to our paintings :which we call miniatures and they are done with exaggerated details and most of time pictures womans that are otherworldly and divine as a symbol of paradise, kinde in rejectin of religious paradise , if in religious paradise you have no worries and every thing is easy , the poets and artist and philosophers paradise is infinite beauty , like our carpets you once mentioned you like : they try to create a piece or a picture of that heaven in your home , Anyway , my point is I like to know more about western view of divine femininity, because honestly a side from you I haven't find an informative content on the subject , sorry for the rant , you look stunning today , like old Hollywood and Madonna glamour.
I just want to say that was BEAUTIFUL. I LOVE hearing about other cultures and their ideas of beauty and divinity. Especially from the Middle East. Thank you so much for sharing that.
This just rang a bell in my head. In our country, we used to have Babaylans (priestesses) and they are the only ones who can communicate to the Gods and Goddesses, chosen maidens they were. If there was no maiden, few men dressed in women's clothing and executed the rituals the priestesses always did; regardless, there has to be feminity when communicating to the divine creators. It seems that feminity has a huge part to our history and cultures, and it was just not recognized and talked enough yet
Damn, this info is sooo juicy and right up my alley! ❤ I’m rediscovering the power of femininity currently after a long stint of being in a very masculine dominated landscape and this channel is a breath of fresh air!..and helping to reawaken the connection to the source within myself as a woman. Thank you so much for creating this kind of content. It’s not easy to find content so satisfying and relatable on an esoteric level. This stuff is my lifeblood. I don’t know how women can go through life and not devour every morsel of this divine knowledge. 🌙 This is soul food.
the makeup look is stunning!✨
Appreciate the compliment darlin’. ❤️
yess me usually watching this @ 3am after sleeping all day and unemployed ahah
HAHA
Me right now in this moment
Me 2 lol
I love Kali Uchis too, warms my hearts 🥰
My mom told me (from a Russian perspective) you should not put your makeup on in front of anyone. Not even lipstick reapplication in front or anyone. No one can know where your beauty comes from.
You’re channel is everything I’ve been looking for! Can’t wait for the how to become ethereal sequel !
this is your best look yet
this video and the value of secrecy remainded me of an old romanian movie, Ciuleandra, it's about a rich man that killed his beautiful wife exactly because of the secret part of her that he felt he could never touch (they had a kind of arrange marriage and the untouchable part was the love she still held for her first lover and she carried that love within her all her life, a veil so thick that it drove the husband mad)
I love this genius creation of a channel
❤❤❤
Forever thankful for your channel☆
You’re the missing piece I was looking for. Thanks you for these videos.
I am so glad I found your channel! I have been feeling the same way with creating art! I have been in isolation and I love it
Isolation is sacred, especially for art, yes!
You look gorgeous! I love your videos!!you have such a way with words and explaining things in a truly beautiful perspective. Im so glad I found you💗
THIS LEWK IS AMAZINGGGG
Your hair, and makeup are so beautiful!!!🥰👍
Glad to find your channel. I feel like I have to take notes, I love a good class. Just finished the new Lyam Christopher video talking about the process of going inward and making oneself invisible. I'm currently in my cocoon too, you might find it interesting if you're unfamiliar. Happy gestation time. Thank you for the quality of your words 🌱
You are one of a kind
Catching up on all these videos at a late date. Thank you for putting out all this content on topics that is genuine to you.
ilove the enigma of your self.
Just realized you changed your hair color, perfectly tone
Thank you so much, I agree with you. Wouldn’t go dark for a long time, maybe never again.
Your makeup, eyeshadow, everything! wow
Today i have witnessed a real life human being, a female version of one heck of a good looking Pinhead-esque character. I am in awe of you for creating this look.
A real life icon ✨
I love your videos so much! I just discovered your channel recently and have been learning a lot! Thank You! 😍💖 I was just wondering which books by Anais Nin do you recommend? I’m really interested in reading some of her books
I recommend House of Incest over everything, but I am partial to her fictional work more than her diaries. Most things she created are worth reading. But I'd start there, and with Henry & June or some of over earlier diaries.
I love your videos! They are extremely in depth. I hope you continue to make these videos ❤️
I will love, thank you.
ok but can we get a makeup tutorial for this look???
I agree, especially about social media. I’ve stepped back for the first time in a while, so it’s interesting to see this now. As for being mysterious while married and living with a husband, lol, I don’t know quite how to apply this concept there.
lov ur content, we usually read the same books, thats crazy. I recomend we were just children by patty smith
Hmmm this was so important to understand myself and the way i live.. thank you ❤
i am absolutely captivated by your content. are there any other creators who inspire you?
While I am non binary, I love femininity, something about the beauty of the ancient abyss calls to me
Dear, I love your videos, and I also really appreciate all of your book references. I don't usually read that type of books and I was wondering if you had goodreads and if you could share it with us. I'm running a marathon now on your channel lol (I'm not a native english speaker so I apologize for any weird formulation).
Gosh, you are magnificent.
I believe I don't know anybody (apart from myself) who not only enjoys solitude but lives accordingly..... also, I've been really enjoying your videos and I can def relate to them 💋
love love as always
and yes i love Kali Uchis music
I love your look!! What eye makeup are you using? Also I love your channel!!❤❤
Oh its some purples and pinks from on old discarded Morphe palette. And some metallic blue from one of Pat McGrath's quads.
This is a very Pisces Scorpio cancer conversation and I love it. It is so good. A spoonful or two of Capricorn. A sprinkle of Aries, Taurus, and Leo. In my humble opinion. Definitely black moon Lilith energy c:. I am very personally familiar is Black Moon Lilith energy and all the other signs I mentioned and their patterns/manifestations. Thank you
Hello from Macedonia! I enjoy your videos and I wonder if you are familiar with Lacan in terms of psychoanalysis? I find that your way of looking at things fits within his framework so I would love to know! Much love 🍇
I just listened to Kali's Diosa acapella version and came to this video and didn't even know you were going to mention her 😂
🔥you came on my feed . Thank you 😊
❤️❤️
Fantastic video 💙💙💙
Do you follow astrology (Vedic in particular) at all? There is a guru on here named Claire Nakti, she has a female path course that perfectly encapsulates what you mention in this video her videos beautifully illustrate each Vedic nakshatra and how their feminine archetypes are linked to this “chaos” I think you’d really love it.
I believe this is a more feminine version of stoicism 🙂↕️❤👌🏼
Wow I’m glad I followed
This look!!!! I am gagged.
another great one
If Chef's Kiss was a person 🌻✨...please how do we give you offering
I love Kali Uchis
Who is the poet she talked about in the end? I can't make out the name
Anais Nin
you should write a book
I’m really intrigued, are you a projector in Human Design by any chance?
You look like you are from the future in this video ❤x
This is why it stinks how men had to swoop down and overtake obstetrics and gynecology. The actual worst disaster in history
So I love isolation .. I’m also single.
How to be maintain my space in a relationship
you could convince me to join a cult pretty easily
Do you have recommended book to read..or your favorite reading material?
I'm going to be doing another video on reading material, but there is a video I have already done on my channel, it's called "Books That Changed My Life". That has a few recommendations for ya love.
Don’t hate on Anaiis’ life. She was raped by her father at a young age then ended up in a relationship with him as an adult. Talent like that comes with a cost.
I have never hated Anaïs. I adore her. I own two books from her press. I don’t know where you got such an idea. I am aware of her relationship with her father at a later date, but while she was certainly SA’d by him as a child, there is isn’t an evidence that proves there was a rape. So please be careful with what you say.
@@HeavenSentHoney yeah SA and then as an adult consummated the relationship.. a violation at the deepest level, incest, aka rape.
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eyebrows 😍😍
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I'm a transgender mtf person who loves being a woman totally and I'm loving your channel. Please don't stop because for me what you are doing and sharing is why Jessica Mason Sonneborn is ME@!
Happy you're here babe ❤️❤️
Dope video. I’m gonna subscrib :)
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I’ve seen her Everything in some video
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I know who you’re talking bout
Alexa Demie
Orator.
Secrecy I wanna do this so bad but I'm married I'm a Virgo can u be so with a married
As a whimsical dandy, I stopped wearing jeans because of Dita 🩷