Heath Ledger | Life & Death | Mental Health & Personality

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  • @jamesw17
    @jamesw17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +577

    Heath Ledger was a year older than me and went to school 10 mins down the road from my school. We weren't friends or anything, but I knew him a little - he was a really nice guy, even after he became famous. He and I used to go to the same pub and I played pool with him a couple of times when he was in Perth. Whenever I saw him he was dressed 'incognito' - you wouldn't have realised who he was unless you looked closely. He was a genuine, down-to-earth guy. Very sad death.

    • @jamesw17
      @jamesw17 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@pedrosilva1218 he went there, yes

    • @dub2536
      @dub2536 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      He did the best joker portrayal IMO! RIP!

    • @paiiininthebuttt2477
      @paiiininthebuttt2477 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      He comes across that way too. Rip

    • @dawrath57
      @dawrath57 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Was he as shy as he is in interviews ?

    • @spencerwong4464
      @spencerwong4464 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@pedrosilva1218 Are you in Perth?

  • @NakedUnderMyClothes
    @NakedUnderMyClothes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +522

    You're literally posting videos faster than I can watch them. I'm not complaining but blink twice if youtube is holding you hostage.

    • @Swnsasy
      @Swnsasy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      ROFLOL 😆😆😆

    • @kdelka81
      @kdelka81 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      😂

    • @moxievintage1390
      @moxievintage1390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Now THIS is a funny comment! 😉

    • @demmimorelle4654
      @demmimorelle4654 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      No doubt he is making them a lot of money!💵

    • @jyothsnak3679
      @jyothsnak3679 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ahahah😂😂😂😂

  • @djVania08
    @djVania08 3 ปีที่แล้ว +132

    Insomnia is really really cruel. At my worst, I really thought I was going mental - absolutely unable to withstand any type stress, exhausted, couldn't think straight and solve problems. This thing can break you apart.

    • @alghuraba7218
      @alghuraba7218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Just remember you are not alone me too is suffering

    • @519djw6
      @519djw6 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I've had chronic insomnia since I was about 20 years old--and I have never been in show business. When I first got married, my wife misunderstood my problem: For her, not getting enough sleep just meant that one was "tired" the next day--but in my case I get headaches that are so severe that I can only compare them to what people say migraines are like. I hope that you've found some relief since you posted your comment about one year ago.

    • @alghuraba7218
      @alghuraba7218 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@519djw6 do you feel weak immune system?

    • @519djw6
      @519djw6 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@alghuraba7218 No, I don't catch colds very much. In fact, the only major medical problem I have is this insomnia.

    • @sarahjaye4117
      @sarahjaye4117 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yep, on my a few hours a night, if any . For so many years.

  • @skyofthelivingdead
    @skyofthelivingdead 3 ปีที่แล้ว +116

    It’s such a shame he passed so young, I think he would’ve been the greatest living actors today if he were still alive.

    • @RB01.10
      @RB01.10 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Agreed
      Especially after his phenomenal performance as the Joker, which makes it all the more unfortunate he died before the film released
      Can’t believe it’s been 15 years now.

    • @StrangeDayz2024
      @StrangeDayz2024 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Watch the movie ..Candy.. such a great movie

  • @chaisepomme4070
    @chaisepomme4070 3 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    Please do an anlysis on the life and death of celebrity food and travel personality Anthony Bourdain whom many thought had it all only to die by suicide in France.

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sloan Bella did a reading on him. I don't believe he killed himself. Junkies would use, that's just the truth.

    • @florenciabalori3625
      @florenciabalori3625 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Totally! I was so shocked when he died, he seemed to love life so much...

    • @marieconforti4708
      @marieconforti4708 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@lorimiller4301 Love Sloan and her readings are excellent. She tells it like it is! 😊❤️

    • @teresas8173
      @teresas8173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Lori Miller Anthony Bourdain had NO drugs in his system when he died. He suffered from depression his whole life. Stop spreading rumors.

    • @teresas8173
      @teresas8173 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Lori Miller Sloan Bella is a psychic! Gimme a break, you are awful making such an untrue statement about Anthony Bourdain, based on some ridiculous psychic. It says a lot about you.

  • @afaegfsgsdef
    @afaegfsgsdef 3 ปีที่แล้ว +121

    I had severe, suicidal depression at home, but was more manic at work. Nobody had a clue I was depressed

    • @natchii1542
      @natchii1542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      @King Emi some people can't leave the bed, and others tend to overwork themselves when they're depressed.

    • @boogiemcsploogie
      @boogiemcsploogie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Same, I used my work to hide from reality. For me, it resulted in a complete mental breakdown, which ruined work as an escape, forcing me to check in somewhere to get help. Much better now.

    • @sadhu7191
      @sadhu7191 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Grow shrooms

    • @ihazmethodz7806
      @ihazmethodz7806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Octavia stop guilt tripping depressed people.

    • @lynncrf
      @lynncrf 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @Octavia That is an absolutely heartbreaking story. That poor man.

  • @mostafaphotography2371
    @mostafaphotography2371 3 ปีที่แล้ว +203

    "He seemed intent on burning brightly even only if for a short time... Maybe he understood something about his own personality". Great perspective on an acting genius, the BEST joker ever. Thanks Dr. Grande.

    • @icturner23
      @icturner23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Well, the second best, but 'Brokeback Mountain' is my favourite film of all time so you are right about the acting genius.

    • @fallyneprinciotta9058
      @fallyneprinciotta9058 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I'd have to say Jack Nicholson is the best but he came in right in 2nd.

    • @icturner23
      @icturner23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@fallyneprinciotta9058 Jack Nicholson is third or fourth.

    • @fallyneprinciotta9058
      @fallyneprinciotta9058 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@icturner23 oh no. I respectfully disagree. Idk but all the Michael Keaton ones are my fave. Old school I guess

    • @KattReen
      @KattReen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@icturner23 I hate brokeback mountain so much lol. Mostly because it makes me so sad and angry, but I recognise that this is a movie experience that a lot of people enjoy. ;P Would be nice with a high-budget romantic movie featuring a gay couple that didn't end in tears, tragedy, murder etc once in a blue moon lol.

  • @SDsearcher
    @SDsearcher 3 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    Oh my gosh. I loved Heath Ledger. I cried when he left.

    • @notanotherone1835
      @notanotherone1835 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      I don’t know why, but I really like how you said “he left” instead of “he died” or “passed.” Idk. It just sounds nice.

    • @chelseac2190
      @chelseac2190 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I cried too.

  • @kayhoover6530
    @kayhoover6530 3 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    You are so fair minded, Dr. Grande. At first I thought, "stupid masseuse!!!", but then you gave such a plausible explanation as to why she did not call 911 immediately.....this is one of the many reasons why I watch you, to hopefully learn to be less reactive and prone to assumptions......thanks. (make no mistake though, she should have called right away....)

    • @deltafay1981
      @deltafay1981 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes...... i too , by nature, am prone to assumptions and am terribly judegemental....i really hope to change this....it's so wrong

    • @rosewhite259
      @rosewhite259 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I always thought from day one that it was obvious why she did not call 911. Why would a masseuse and a housekeeper even know to call Olsen? They knew because they were directed to do that in the event he needed help.

    • @horseman684
      @horseman684 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes and there is nothing more to contemplate, and my attorney would like to advise everyone that any further investigation will require I be granted total immunity from prosecution

    • @DDios-ih9de
      @DDios-ih9de 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      She should of call 911
      Imedietly
      He'd be Alive now

    • @frankpaya690
      @frankpaya690 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Not mentioned here, I believe at the time, it was reported he was found face down and naked by his masseur.

  • @maeahem
    @maeahem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +139

    I loved that Heath just always did what he wanted in the film industry. His roles were so different yet still suited to him. Tragic that he was suffering so much with his mental health.

  • @johnc7385
    @johnc7385 3 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    Satisfying to see that subscriber count creeping up.

    • @9000Dogs
      @9000Dogs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I didn’t know this channel existed until a few weeks ago when TH-cam randomly recommended a video to me. I think a lot of people are finding him this way too.

  • @lukesnard4082
    @lukesnard4082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    No matter how hard I try to see Heath in his portrayal of the joker, I just can't, even when they show the joker without makeup I still don't recognize him. The man was a one of a kind and transcended his art to heights that even a full 80 years of life can rarely achieve. I'm always reminded of that saying "A star that shines twice as bright lives half as long".

  • @neonnightr1der
    @neonnightr1der 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I would be very interested in a Philip Seymour Hoffman analysis, he was a very interesting person and an incredible actor. Thank you dr. Grande

    • @jkgent4087
      @jkgent4087 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes, plrase. He was an amazing actor!

  • @markcarey67
    @markcarey67 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    His sister said he seemed to be having the time of his life playing Joker and loved the role. Opiates + benzos most likely means he just stopped breathing.

    • @spa-peggymeatballs4861
      @spa-peggymeatballs4861 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      If he took them regularly then his tolerance would be something to keep in mind. The amount of each in his system is relevant to his tolerance, which is very important to remember. I do wonder if he was adding more meds to sleep and maybe one of those didn’t mix well.

    • @sarahgraves4601
      @sarahgraves4601 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That’s what depression looks like my friend

    • @megsley
      @megsley 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@spa-peggymeatballs4861 multiple drug intoxication is real - taking multiple cns depressants just stack the effects 😔

  • @jenniferbailey5914
    @jenniferbailey5914 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I live in Perth Western Australia. Heath was the same age as my son. He was pure talent and we miss him terribly. Gone too soon.

    • @user-lp9ou1hf4e
      @user-lp9ou1hf4e 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      why is that someone on tv is missed? miss people in the flesh. They do not care about us. mj

  • @MagentaDreams70
    @MagentaDreams70 3 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    Side note: Doc, you got any blooper, outtakes to throw our way someday? 😉🧐😅

    • @teslaandhumanity7383
      @teslaandhumanity7383 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Yes I’d love to see

    • @55shocked55
      @55shocked55 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Yes!!
      Hes put them on one that I seen. I don't remember what one it was but it made me laugh

    • @ImKurono
      @ImKurono 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      He's had them at the end of the episodes sometimes.

    • @littlebutterfly9439
      @littlebutterfly9439 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this is what we need 🤩🤩

    • @dianamarie5663
      @dianamarie5663 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Watch the time when Dr. Grande wraps up the video. When there is time to spare he is usually adding outtakes.

  • @aragon988
    @aragon988 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    " like a dog chasing cars, and wouldn't know what to do even if he catches them" this line in the movie sums it all up.
    The analysis of Heath ledger matches the analysis of the joker video you made.
    It's almost like he achieved fame just to show that it's nothing.

  • @Estelle-Maureen
    @Estelle-Maureen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +174

    Chronic insomnia is wicked.

    • @charliebrown3082
      @charliebrown3082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Its awful.

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      You'll do or take just about any and everything trying to get some sleep. It's tough for most people to function without decent sleep. I feel for anyone who's going through this.

    • @keepinitkawaii
      @keepinitkawaii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Its the worst thing. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone.

    • @Estelle-Maureen
      @Estelle-Maureen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lorimiller4301 I agree.

    • @Estelle-Maureen
      @Estelle-Maureen 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@keepinitkawaii it really is.

  • @moxievintage1390
    @moxievintage1390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I found him to be a very interesting actor, very sad he died so tragically. So many artistic and creative people suffer....unable to accept success.....thanks for another great study! ❤️💯

    • @clodie8297
      @clodie8297 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey Moxie , how are you?

    • @rosequartz7841
      @rosequartz7841 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think more that they can't deal and or cope with the Hollywood system once you're in it.

  • @janesmith8676
    @janesmith8676 3 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    Will you do Brittany murphy? She also died young with prescription drugs in her system.

    • @jaimereynolds258
      @jaimereynolds258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Loved her 🙁

    • @MechaJutaro
      @MechaJutaro 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Wouldn't count on Dr. Grande doing Brittany Murphy. The good doctor has never so much as implied that he's a necrophiliac

    • @pjspov647
      @pjspov647 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I thought he did.

    • @helpyourcattodrive
      @helpyourcattodrive 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yes! She is heart breaking.

    • @ilikeyoutube836
      @ilikeyoutube836 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Her husband died as well. Her mother thinks they died from mold inhalation

  • @m3rrys0ngstr3ss
    @m3rrys0ngstr3ss 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    It's strange to think I'm close to outliving him - he was 28, I turn 29 in December. I forget sometimes how short his career was in the long run.

    • @Lizzypoohxo
      @Lizzypoohxo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      He did so much in his short life. He could've been one of the greats of our generation!

    • @HansSilver
      @HansSilver 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      It is mental illness, you thought he is well but inside not

    • @omarstefanini6258
      @omarstefanini6258 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think he was actually part of the 27 club . Error by Grande

    • @ARBLACKx
      @ARBLACKx 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@omarstefanini6258he's not part of the 27 club. He died at 28

    • @user-lp9ou1hf4e
      @user-lp9ou1hf4e 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      wow this is about Ledger. The ego and selfishness of people continues.

  • @playsaboutmycat
    @playsaboutmycat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I loved “10 Things I Hate About You” very loosely based on “The Taming of the Shrew”. The scene of “Can’t Take My Eyes Off You” was so good!

  • @MrMarbles77
    @MrMarbles77 3 ปีที่แล้ว +73

    The line about him not expecting to live to an old age reminds me that John Candy had a similar attitude about his life. A profile of Candy would be very interesting I think, he was such a talented actor that made a lot of people laugh, but apparently he felt very insecure about anyone liking him. There's a great story by Roger Ebert about this in his Planes, Trains & Automobiles review: "One night a few years after "Planes, Trains and Automobiles" was released, I came upon John Candy (1950-1994) sitting all by himself in a hotel bar in New York, smoking and drinking, and we talked for a while. We were going to be on the same TV show the next day. He was depressed. People loved him, but he didn't seem to know that, or it wasn't enough. He was a sweet guy and nobody had a word to say against him, but he was down on himself. All he wanted to do was make people laugh, but sometimes he tried too hard, and he hated himself for doing that in some of his movies."

    • @DH-dl3ll
      @DH-dl3ll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      One of my favorite movies... And Uncle Buck. He was so funny. 🥺

    • @BrisLS1
      @BrisLS1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Chet Ripley! Yes, Candy was a good comic character. But just that, and I think they said that was the issue. Too many failures outside of being just a hilarious buffoon. His weight and consumption habits probably had a big input in his ending. Anything even approaching serious acting from him, or just being the lead in a role was terrible, impossible to watch.

    • @lynncrf
      @lynncrf 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@BrisLS1 What consumption habits?

    • @ferociousgumby
      @ferociousgumby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lynncrf Drank and smoked heavily, was on constant diets and re-gaining, and may have used other substances as well. A highly sensitive soul who sometimes found reality harsh, if not unbearable, so transformed it into humour, not unlike Robin Williams. So he left us with this enormous gift, while he himself was not able to be saved by it.

    • @frankpaya690
      @frankpaya690 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I believe he's done a profile of John Candy.

  • @elisamastromarino7123
    @elisamastromarino7123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +137

    He was brilliant in a little movie called _Monster's Ball."_ It was a really wounding flick though. He played an unloved, depressed correctional officer. It was a hard watch.
    I never considered that the call was put through to the Olsen woman because he'd done it before. Thank you for the gentle analysis Dr. Grande. 🌹👍

    • @sensiblecrime7699
      @sensiblecrime7699 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Some people forget that celebrities are people and they are cruel when they discuss issues like this. One of the reasons I follow Dr. Grande is that he shows compassion.

    • @icturner23
      @icturner23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      How's that 'a little movie'?

    • @SvenStadt
      @SvenStadt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      That movie, Monster's Ball, was practically an autobiography of my own childhood!! I kid you not!!

    • @elisamastromarino7123
      @elisamastromarino7123 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@icturner23 Not many people have even heard of it, much less seen it. Ask around.

    • @icturner23
      @icturner23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Elisa Mastromarino I haven’t seen it myself, but it’s a well-known film. Halle Berry famously won an Oscar for it.

  • @browniehendricks3726
    @browniehendricks3726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    The bad effects of insomnia are real. Appreciate your stressing them and bringing them to light. Thanks.

  • @RaysDad
    @RaysDad 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I think Dr. Grande is absolutely correct in concluding that Heath Ledger's modest drug use was meant to control his energy level. I did the same thing for a few years due to insomnia and feelings of chronic fatigue. I feel fatigued whenever I live alone, but having others living with me helps to set my internal clock so that I get more regular sleep.

  • @contemporaryfilmreviews5583
    @contemporaryfilmreviews5583 3 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    You inspire me to go to psychology college ;)

    • @melodieperkins7080
      @melodieperkins7080 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too. I learned so much from Dr. Grande.

  • @e_b_
    @e_b_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Thank you for covering Heath Ledger. I remember the day he died. I don't have any special interest in celebrities, but there was always something about him that made me feel something. Almost as if you could his vulnerability. He was bursting with talent and energy and even through the movie screen, appeared special.

  • @girlextasy
    @girlextasy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    His death was so weird having in mind his last roles. If you haven't seen Candy (2006) I highly recommend it. Heath was brilliant in it, he had a role of heroin addict.. Very artistic and beautiful film

  • @Jaksi-a
    @Jaksi-a 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    I would still argue that the role of the joker and the way he went into that affected him. I've seen pages of his note/scrapbook he made during that to prepare and get into the mindset, the content would affect anyone. On top of that the substance use, the breakup and depressive thoughts, well. A shame. He was great and too young. I was also in Australia when he died. Nationwide tragedy.

    • @julesmbc
      @julesmbc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Think while that was a heavy role, still think it makes the most sense, that it stemmed from his separation from his daughter/wife, due* to the divorce 😥

    • @Jimmymatthewb
      @Jimmymatthewb 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      The family is very explicit about not wanting people to think that, for some reason. They deny it with a confident gusto.

    • @nichobee
      @nichobee 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Jimmymatthewb because it probably wasn't true. It's not like the Joker is the only emotionally draining acting role out there.

    • @darlenelawson1255
      @darlenelawson1255 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I thing with insomnia and depression; then getting into that movie could have pushed him over the edge

    • @jkgent4087
      @jkgent4087 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@darlenelawson1255 COULD have, but we will never know.

  • @CB-ke9rs
    @CB-ke9rs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    He was a a brilliant actor with immense talent. It was almost as if he expressed his alter ego through many of his roles as they were a contradiction to the essence of who he was. Brokeback Mountain was a groundbreaking movie in many ways. The two characters had breathtaking chemistry and the way in which the film explored feelings of love, loneliness, yearning, separation and passion etc. was evocative and achingly beautiful.
    I was drawn into their complex sexual and romantic relationship that seemed to exist on a soul level.
    Although the context was a homosexual relationship, it transcended that on many levels. I'm reminded of a quote when I reflect on this movie: "Our souls already know each other, don't they?" he whispered. "It's our bodies that are new." (author?) As always, thank you Dr Grande for your thought-provoking analysis on this amazing actor!

    • @kennyshortcake999
      @kennyshortcake999 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Excellent comment.

    • @CB-ke9rs
      @CB-ke9rs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@casualsweater Thank you!

    • @CB-ke9rs
      @CB-ke9rs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kennyshortcake999 Thank you!

    • @AihtnycCyN
      @AihtnycCyN 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Found author--Karen Ross.

    • @CB-ke9rs
      @CB-ke9rs 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@AihtnycCyN Ah yes, thanks Cynthia!

  • @Gigibaby88
    @Gigibaby88 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    My heart just completely goes out to him. I've struggled with sleep issues my entire life and wouldn't wish not being able to sleep on my worst enemy. I also am a recovering addict, my primary addiction being opioids and although my sleep issues were not the only reason that I used, they absolutely played a big factor. That is a crazy list of drugs found in his system, esp mixing so many different types of opioids & benzos. Such a sad end for such an enormously talented young actor, but at least we have his work to remember him by.

    • @animula6908
      @animula6908 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I hope your recovery and sleep are both going well.

  • @burntorangefan23
    @burntorangefan23 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    Dr. Grande - check out the death penalty case of Robert Fratta from Houston, Texas. Very interesting character with plenty of mental health aspects mentioned before, during, and after his trial. I’m sure all of us would love to hear your thoughts on it.

  • @nicholassiple7838
    @nicholassiple7838 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    A incredibly talented actor who tragically passed so young.
    Its always best to contact one of the Olson twins seeking medical advice instead of calling 911.
    Great content Dr Grande ❤

  • @Ron4885
    @Ron4885 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Hummmm, He was an interesting guy. Sorry he's gone. Opioids can do that. Thanks for putting this one up.

  • @petakucas7389
    @petakucas7389 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Heath Ledger was on the BRINK of major STARDOM.
    Why why why ? 😢😢😢😢😢 RIP.
    I loved you so much

  • @marsukarhu9477
    @marsukarhu9477 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Oh my, depression is the easiest to hide even for a regular Jane, and he was a great actor...

    • @ferociousgumby
      @ferociousgumby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Do you know what I hate hearing the most? "You seem fine to me" (usually said in a judgemental tone with a doubtful facial expression). Sometimes people just don't want to see your pain.

  • @marjieremole3004
    @marjieremole3004 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I loved Heath Ledger! Grabbing my tissues. This was fantastic Dr. Grande! Thank you so much for covering this.

  • @bunnymad5049
    @bunnymad5049 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Spot on. He was massively talented and decent. Totally understand insomnia and racing thoughts. Miss his acting and am so sorry for his family and Michelle and his daughter.

  • @salliegallegos918
    @salliegallegos918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    He was one of the best. Millions were heartbroken when he died. So very tragic. “The Four Feathers” was one of my favorite. Everything you said about his personality brings it all home and helps us understand all of the factors combined can cause a personal to spiral out of control.

    • @paulcrist7285
      @paulcrist7285 ปีที่แล้ว

      Four feathers was a great movie,Heath was good at noticing good characters in scripted writing..🕊️

  • @zachcraig3028
    @zachcraig3028 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Really appreciate your videos.
    My family watched Dr. Phil for so many years, but they’re now hooked on your channel and aren’t looking back.

  • @Deanhughes5707
    @Deanhughes5707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +96

    The best jokers.
    Heath Ledger and Joaquin Phoenix.

    • @pjspov647
      @pjspov647 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I wish Dr. Grande would do Mr. Phoenix!

    • @adrianaandrade8809
      @adrianaandrade8809 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Agree

    • @michasengotta2295
      @michasengotta2295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@pjspov647 but what would he analyze? Phoenix is alive and well so you could only estimate his personality.

    • @pjspov647
      @pjspov647 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Micha Sengotta his interviews have caused quite a scene. I’d be curious to know if they are an act or if he has a personality disorder.

    • @protohass
      @protohass 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      River Phoenix plz

  • @elenimaria1111
    @elenimaria1111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Watched this all the way from Heath's hometown - Perth, Australia. Heaths death was such an unexpected shock Thank you for the analysis Dr Grande - you are working tirelessly to provide really interesting content. 😃👍🙏

    • @steveguzman6141
      @steveguzman6141 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Heard you guys in Perth have a big ice (meth) problem is it true?

  • @jackedkerouac4414
    @jackedkerouac4414 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I didn't know he had artistic integrity so early on in his career. We definitely got a glimpse into greatness so in that sense he achieved his hopes and dreams

  • @LifeDIY
    @LifeDIY 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Dr. G, another excellent summary of a person's life and untimely death. I remember him from several movies I really liked when growing up. And, I know I heard of his death, but I kind of forgot until now. It was interesting to hear about his personality traits that seemed to oppose one another and I can relate to it. Are you familiar with the Jung Personality types - I am sure you are - just hearing about how you described Heath, it reminds me of an INFJ. I could be totally wrong, but that's what it reminds me of. It sounds like he had a lot of things going for him and really struggled with sleep issues and possible anxiety or whatever the racing thoughts were. I would imagine it would be very difficult to be in such an industry if you are a kind, sensitive soul. Sad to hear of his accidental death but appreciate your analysis, as usual. Thank you!

    • @daedricdragon5976
      @daedricdragon5976 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think jusdging by the Big Five model it may seem like he was an INFJ, but if we go by mbti or cognitive functions, he is an INFP. Also, one thing I've come to understand in terms of personality psychology is that P/J in the mbti system does not seem correlate that much with the industriousness (hard-working, or productivity) aspect of the big five but rather with the orderliness facet. In mbti, it is not necessary the case that Ps are lazier or less productive or hard working than Js, although they are much more likely to be so (that's where correlation comes in).

    • @martcichocki5571
      @martcichocki5571 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Agree, INFJ all the way. Only .05 or half of 1 percent of males are so typified, it is Very estranging. I know too well! INFJ-T.

    • @HansSilver
      @HansSilver 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Heath was Bipolar disorder called manic depressive , it is mostly lead to suicide

  • @skyro222
    @skyro222 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I appreciate your objectivity and even-handed delivery of phycological perspectives. Also noticed your dry, sharp wit in other videos which is enjoyed. Thanks for posting 👍

  • @Diss_hearten
    @Diss_hearten 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Out of any celebrity early death, Heath ledger was the most devastating for me. He seemed like such a selfless, exceptionally talented, and loving person. As a young man, he is someone I look up to as a role model, even after his death, in that sense his spirit lives on.

  • @nancymcgowan3433
    @nancymcgowan3433 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Heath, a beautiful shining star ... Never to be forgotten

  • @CharlotEYUT
    @CharlotEYUT 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Dr Grande these days I keep evaluating people base on the OCEAN acronym, my internal voice is pretty much yours these days 😅
    Thanks for the great work!

  • @ingridspinknitlove1192
    @ingridspinknitlove1192 3 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    Other ideas:
    Kate Spade
    Eminem

  • @mellel1797
    @mellel1797 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I clicked on this so quick when I saw the subject of the video! Brokeback Mountain is one of my favourite films, ever! Heath Ledger was absolutely fantastic. His final scene in the film caused me to ball my eyes out! Without him doing too much, the sentiment of that particular scene was so moving. As a method actor, I don't know how he prepared himself for that role, but whatever he did...it was very effective and convincing. You could tell that he put himself entirely into his work. When he passed away, I was truly saddened because there was a very young, talented life snuffed out at a high point in his career, with so much more life to experience. Thank you for this analysis, Dr. Grande.

  • @jackieniemiera5052
    @jackieniemiera5052 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I really miss Hearh Ledger. I was 24 years old when he died. I remember how A Knights Tale changed my life in high school when my life was in turmoil and I was thinking long and hard about committing suicide. But I didn't because Heath Ledger influenced me to always fight to change the stars. Just like he did in A Knights Tale.
    When he left us in 2008, I spent the rest of the whole year secretly crying and secretly depressed he was gone. I never cried so hard over someone I never actually met.
    A year ago, my best friend from childhood....who took me to see A Knights Tale and was the only person who cared about me when I was contemplating suicide in high school..... was killed by a drunk driver while living in Florida.
    Now both Heath and my childhood best friend are gone. But I keep fighting to change the stars, for myself and for others, because I know that's what they both would have wanted me to do.🌠🌌✨
    Karen, tell Heath Ledger I still really miss him. I miss both of you and love you both very much.
    I'll come Home to both of you someday. Now go be guardian angels to someone else who needs you, and I will join you in the stars when I come Home. 👼👼👼

  • @gabbysenger4237
    @gabbysenger4237 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    you should do a video on Lauri Vallow. i’ve been following the case and cannot wrap my head around this woman. would love to hear the insight you have regarding someone similar to her. Love your videos💜

    • @mrooz9065
      @mrooz9065 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      He’s already done one early when the case broke. I expect a follow up as it unfolds.

    • @gabbysenger4237
      @gabbysenger4237 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      MRooz thanks! i checked his channel to see if he already did a video on her but i clearly over looked it🤦🏻‍♀️😂 but yes a follow up would be great because this case is insane

    • @Mary10538
      @Mary10538 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Did he do one on Chad?

  • @jamiehoover9348
    @jamiehoover9348 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Just his role alone, portraying the JOKER was some of the best acting I've ever seen in my life! I'm 51 years old now and an avid movie guy, and there's really nothing that can touch how the man went about playing that part!! Such talent gone too soon,. Fuckin drugs 😠😠😠grrrrrrr. Pisses me off. R.i.P Heath!!!

  • @swerve361
    @swerve361 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Can you do Marlon Brando?

  • @RikiNewtonMusicianSongwriter
    @RikiNewtonMusicianSongwriter 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    He was so compelling in Candy 🍭 - a brilliant portrayal and a very fine actor taken long before his time. Such a huge tragedy and loss to us all. Thanx for the analysis Dr Grande. Cheers 🍻

  • @maeahem
    @maeahem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    So excited for this one Dr. Grande! I followed this since I was 18 all those years ago and just starting psychology. I’d watched so many of his movies and was excited to see where he was going.

  • @charliebrown3082
    @charliebrown3082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    Whitney Houston please.

  • @cosimavonliebenau8317
    @cosimavonliebenau8317 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Very interesting, as always. I find that the more I learn and understand from your videos, the more tolerant it makes me of my own personality quirks and those of others. So many of us struggle..,... I had never realised what good company I’m in. Off topic, I have just discovered ‘Liar’ by the Rollins Band - a narcissist’s anthem par excellence. I would not have understood the lyrics a couple of years ago. Thank you for your fascinating work.

  • @carolmartin6719
    @carolmartin6719 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love Heath Ledger he was an awesome actor. R.I.P Heath Ledger you will always be one of the best actors. You will NEVER be forgotten

  • @You_can_do_itt
    @You_can_do_itt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Anthony Bourdain It will be great to hear about his case.

    • @justine8387
      @justine8387 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh Bourdain it's just so sad.

    • @You_can_do_itt
      @You_can_do_itt 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@justine8387 It is...but want know from proffesional perspective why he made this decision...

  • @monicasainz3212
    @monicasainz3212 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Dr. Grande knows when to keep the jokes out. 🥰

    • @stza16
      @stza16 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @ Man Of The Dark Aka Darkman You are mad awkward.

    • @monicasainz3212
      @monicasainz3212 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Man Of The Dark Aka Darkman is this your thing? Being disgusting to strangers. It’s sad.

  • @mdaddy775
    @mdaddy775 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Heath gave one of the great acting performances ever...while in his late-20s!
    Imagine what he would've done when he was older :(

  • @alinadavis496
    @alinadavis496 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Would be interested in seeing a video on Ethan Couch - the “affluenza teen” who killed four people while driving under the influence. His attorneys argued that he did not know the consequences of his actions due to growing up wealthy with parents who didn’t discipline him. Only time he served was two years for a probation violation years later.

  • @robinmarberry7198
    @robinmarberry7198 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm back in school working toward a Master's in Counseling Psychology. I find the way you interpret personality through OCEAN helps me grasp the nuances of the scale. Thank you for that.

  • @helpyourcattodrive
    @helpyourcattodrive 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Shia lebouf bc he is such an artist and interesting and he went off the deep end but now is back and has done interesting things to reconnect like a bunch of off the wall performance pieces and now he teaches a free dram class in south Los Angeles and literally anyone is allowed to attend. He is unique and compelling and interesting. You could put some clinical counseling aspects regarding how he got back to health.

    • @annierose2872
      @annierose2872 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hasn’t Dr Grande done him?

    • @helpyourcattodrive
      @helpyourcattodrive 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      He did him after I wrote this and after I wrote this Shia has been charged and gotten into more trouble. I hope Shia gets well.

    • @annierose2872
      @annierose2872 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@helpyourcattodrive ah right, sorry I didn’t pay attention to when you posted. I agree, let’s hope things improve for him.

    • @helpyourcattodrive
      @helpyourcattodrive 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hopefully, Shia gets the help he needs.

  • @flaviusstilicho1239
    @flaviusstilicho1239 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What I like about Dr. Grande is that he is respectful and no nonsense

  • @M4s7eRSeven
    @M4s7eRSeven 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is amazing! Thank you so much for putting this video together.

  • @cindyrhodes
    @cindyrhodes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I did NOT know all those facts about HL. He had so much promise. It is too bad that he felt his sleep solution lay in numerous substances; substances always distort one's true self, and, as in this case, they can truly work against us. Thank you, Dr. Grande, for the always-classy summary and analysis! Your list of incongruences is awesome, too!

  • @juliemay9295
    @juliemay9295 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I really loved this.
    I found myself thinking a lot about Joaquin Phoenix who played the next joker after seeing ther film.
    I think he and Ledger were friends? But anyway, what struck me was the fact that they both played the role of the joker in a much darker portrayal than in previous films. Method acting seems dangerous to me.
    If they were friends I wonder if that sadness impacted on the role played by Phoenix. I think his joker was additionally, so very sad.
    There was also another of their band of friends that died young but I think that was drug abuse. Not sure though they were all friends. Phoenix, his brother? And Ledger? And Johnny Depp? I might be imagining that.
    Anyway, another excellent study.
    Thank you

  • @therealhousewifeofballtown
    @therealhousewifeofballtown 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I so enjoy your videos . You have such a calm , soothing voice and you are so thorough . I love hearing your perspective . You are always so respectful of everyone you discuss . Thank you , I appreciate all the effort you put into your videos .

  • @lf9341
    @lf9341 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Not sleeping makes you panic. Especially when you have to be up for work in the morning. I can't even imagine having to play a part. Dr. Grandre, you are brilliant for not jumping to the racing thoughts being bi polar. At the time of Heath's death I had psychophysiological insomnia. When you are desperate for sleep you will try anything. :(

  • @julesmbc
    @julesmbc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Haven't even watched this yet, but know, it is going to enlighten, and break my heart simultaneously 😭
    Heath, and Chris (Cornell), were two of the more recent, tragic losses... In my opinion...

  • @jjohnsengraciesmom
    @jjohnsengraciesmom 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I would like to point out, he was essentially working ,' midnight shift" when working on the Dark Knight. It's hard adjustment to make, you feel tired but wired when awake, it's hard to sleep during the day,ore noise, and even in a dark room the light comes in, and your body is made to be awake during the day and sleep at night. This may have caused some depression. Or aggravated depression. It's a tough shift. There may be more to it, but it's something to be considered. It took me over a year to adjust to midnight s.

    • @lorimiller4301
      @lorimiller4301 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree, I got sick after a year of it. I just couldn't keep going like that. We are meant to sleep at night except when hormones get involved. The Doctor said it was normal for Teenagers and the Elderly to stay up late into the night and then sleeping until lunchtime.

    • @lulabell34
      @lulabell34 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I worked grave shift for one summer and it almost broke me. Never again.

    • @HansSilver
      @HansSilver 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Did you know him , how did u know he was working in night or afternoon shifts , actually my old job caused my mental illness now depression and psychosis you never live just to work only

  • @jesurenbnb
    @jesurenbnb ปีที่แล้ว +1

    His perfomance as the joker was amazing! he is and will always be my ideal actor to play the crown prince!

  • @susieqsevenable
    @susieqsevenable 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for taking this one on. Never realized how complex a personality he was. Again, fascinating. ❤💔

  • @stephaniekanoun4409
    @stephaniekanoun4409 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Dr. Grande, would you consider doing a video about Robert Downey Jr? He had multiple ACEs, substance abuse, prison time, and was still able to turn his life around. I'd love to see an analysis of a positive story! 🙂

  • @hatchok6324
    @hatchok6324 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thanks for another great one Dr.

  • @anitacathrine8942
    @anitacathrine8942 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ahhhhh... another treasure from you.
    Thank you so very much for another video.

  • @willieboy8798
    @willieboy8798 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dr Grande you never let me down, i learn so much from you each time...TY

  • @xxzcuzxmex
    @xxzcuzxmex 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Absolutely loving the content as of late. Not a single video I haven't enjoyed. Could you do Chester Bennington?

  • @SweetChild019860
    @SweetChild019860 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I know you already did a video on Michael Jackson but I would love to hear your thoughts regarding his childhood and how that affected him. The way he was almost stuck in a childlike state, like he wanted to hold on to his childhood. Breaks my heart.

  • @moniquevandeplas5210
    @moniquevandeplas5210 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Man Dr. Grande is impressive. I just saw the comment that people wanted him to review Heath Ledger and he listened and has made a video. I am so grateful for Dr. Grande

  • @katarinatomic6085
    @katarinatomic6085 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Great analysis, thank You! He was an outstanding actor, it was obvious that he lived all those characters while playing them. I loved him, I always had some weird sense of him being a good and kind soul. Maybe he really wasn't made for Hollywood-style "Per aspera ad astra", although he did climb quickly. The costs were too high.

  • @camilobastidas6176
    @camilobastidas6176 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Dr. Grande I think there's something missing on this analysis, any sort of gender identity of sexual orientation issues or fears he may have kept secret and lead him to depression and other issues. With due respect to his name and audience reading this comment, this would have played a big defining factor on his life and also something to further explore on this analysis.

  • @Richard-qu5vi
    @Richard-qu5vi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your videos just keep getting better and better.

  • @edwardharris7235
    @edwardharris7235 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I’ve been waiting for this one, thanks dr grande

  • @behindyou6427
    @behindyou6427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Video ideas
    Adam Lanza
    Nikolas Cruz
    Dylann Roof
    Nicocado Avocado
    But thanks for the heath ledger

    • @Adulting_Sucks
      @Adulting_Sucks 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mr. Avocado would be a good one for sure!

    • @Deanhughes5707
      @Deanhughes5707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      No. Peter Scully would be the best choice to do a video on.

    • @carolgibson-wilson4354
      @carolgibson-wilson4354 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tiny Tim

    • @andriaknobel5241
      @andriaknobel5241 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kip kinkle would also be interesting.

    • @marissaflores712
      @marissaflores712 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Please no Nikokado Avocado. I can only sleep at night because my favorite TH-cam educator doesn’t know what OnlyFans is.

  • @cindyrhodes
    @cindyrhodes 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you so much, Dr. Grande!

  • @ChristineBroughton
    @ChristineBroughton 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such a talented young actor. So sad he passed away so young Great Video Thank You

  • @sycamoresally6303
    @sycamoresally6303 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    A very sad case. Thank you for another compassionate analysis, Dr. Grande.💚

  • @owenr89
    @owenr89 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Beautiful guy! It’s been 13 years and I still don’t believe it. From time to time a celebrity death will have a big impact on me, it actually feels like a personal loss, there’s no rhyme or reason to it, but Heath was everything! He always came across as a very humble guy, a fantastic actor, and he had the best smile! Looking back now, it was brave of him to take on the role of a gay cowboy in 2005. Heath and Jake will always be appreciated by the LGBT community for that!

  • @sandraw8588
    @sandraw8588 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Please do a video on Elliott Smith! He was such a underrated singer for the great musician he was. Sadly he struggled with lots of mental health problems. Enjoying your content, keeping up everyday.

  • @adrianaandrade8809
    @adrianaandrade8809 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My notification is so delayed... but I am here for Dr. Grande... Great actor!

  • @joelstudyboy672
    @joelstudyboy672 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Incredible analysis and summary of a great actor with an untimely death. Keep doing the good work Dr. Grande, much appreciated from Angola, Africa.

  • @pauliewalsh6875
    @pauliewalsh6875 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Dr Grande- could you please consider doing a video on the Motivational speaker and ex navy seal/marine David Goggins. I understand that you may be besieged with requests on the psyche of unique or interesting individuals, however I think a slot dedicated to a man with such an indomitable spirit would perhaps gather a rather large audience given the global respect he commands for his super human ability to master mind over matter. Thank you for your wonderful videos! Keep up the great work.

  • @Zeldarw104
    @Zeldarw104 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Ira Einhorn's personalities traits would make a fascinating video.🤔
    Excellent video, much of this information, I did not know about Heath ledger's life, very interesting and sad.😑

  • @jennj2049
    @jennj2049 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So glad you talked about this 💕 you've been picking just the right topics to talk about and I'm here for it! Another YTer talked about the case of Cindy James from Canada I believe. Once I heard it today I thought that would be an interesting one for you to cover. Also have you looked into the case of John Lang? They both were going through things that people had a hard time believing as their mental health was going consistently down. Another great video thank you so much for your hard work hope you had a great day ❤️

  • @morriganwitch
    @morriganwitch 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Great actor and his last film was so sweet . Sometimes the candle burns brightly and quickly . Thank you as always intelligent and respectful xxx

  • @Astra_Dystopium
    @Astra_Dystopium 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I identify with Heath. I have the same problems. No sleep. It’s awful. I feel for him. I also struggle with substance abuse simply to sleep....

    • @lilafeldman8630
      @lilafeldman8630 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I pray you can find help.

    • @merricat3025
      @merricat3025 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I work nights 3 days a week. At times I can have a really difficult time sleeping in the day. I have ended up taking ZzzQuil. Otherwise I'm totally exhausted.