Anna Clendening - That' Wasn't Me, That Was Patricia
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If you ever feel like it's too much, it's not. There will be better and brighter days my dear.
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"If you ever feel like it's too much, it's not. There will be better and brighter days my dear" - Anna Clendening
She is so amazing
babygirl, is everything ok? I feel like its not. its a beautiful song, but you've been doing so Much better and I would hate to see you going back to the past. remember we are all Here for you. we support you through everything. I love you, again, it might just be a misunderstanding, but we love you and stay strong.💕
my eyes are sweating
This reminds me of my friend Brenden. He recently killed himself. We could relate to eachother, he had depression and anxiety, PTSD, etc. And so did I. When we felt we needed to talk to someone, we'd turn to each other. Because none of our other friends did. We were both really inspiring to each other but we didn't follow our own advice. He only texted me the night he killed himself. I was busy. He said goodbye and I didn't answer, I didn't stop him. And I hate myself. So, so much. Brenden was the only person I was living for. But he also included in his text that he loved me, and to just try. It'd get better for me. I still text hi and chat with him on social media. He never answers but in a way it comforts me. I miss him. I'm doing worse now that he's gone. But I remember his words. It's so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember. He told me I was awesome and to never forget him. I never will. I just hope I can live up to what Brenden thought I was...
❤❤💯💯😓😓 Im a suicide attempt survivor, from more than once. I'm here for a reason and so are you. Yes I'm still fighting the fight from my past issues, but I'm not going to let it win!
Nicole Chapman Best wishes to you.
Nicole Chapman you're so strong
Nicole Chapman your so strong it will get better I promise x
Nicole Chapman stay strong and keep your head up princess your tiara will fall❤️💍👑
May God bless your soul
Its like she singing the words my heart feels, wow ive been numb for ages but this made me feel something
Ive been here since the start and i have you say you've grown immensely as a human and an artist. You music is not only relatable but it gives you mega feels. I love you so much Anna. Keep growing.
I don't know how you do it, but that perfectly describes anxiety and depression. That was beautiful. Thank you.
As someone who lost a best friend to suicide, this hit me hard.
Beautiful song Anna. Thank you for sharing a piece of yourself with us.
think about how she'll feel, would she want you to be sad? celebrate her life instead of mourning over her death
kloe crystal some days it is still really hard but you are so right 😊 thank you
its ok, stay strong :)
*Lyrics* (I'm not sure if it's entirely correct. It's the best I could hear :)
The scariest place that I've ever been
Is in my own head around 2am
The room it will spin and I'll feel sick
My chest it will heave and I cannot breathe
I'm panicking, frantically, so depressed, manically
Pop a few pills to maybe do the trick
Cause no amount of music can cover the screams
No television shows can hide the voices it seems
I’m sitting in my bed with my hands over my head
Wishing this was all just a dream (x2)
Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me ‘I should be dead’
Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
When’s it gonna stop?
‘Never’ they said
‘You’re better off dead’
If someone put a gun on my head
I’d gladly pull the trigger
Cause when you’re already dead inside
There’s nothing else to live for
You’d be doing me a favour
Literally blowing my mind
By showing me a piece of what's on the inside
A mess I must confess a little bit twisted
Yes I get it, I’ll admit it
I’m just a little bit weird
Oh dear but
In this day and age aren’t we all a little bit strange
And the voices we are all starting to hear (x2)
Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
The voices telling, yelling at me ‘I should be dead’
Silence is the loudest thing that’s ever filled my head
When’s it gonna stop?
‘Never’ they said
‘You’re better off dead’
They say jump from that window sill
We won’t catch you but the ground will
Jump from that window sill
We won't catch you but the ground will (x2)
Tiffany L thank you
Tiffany L its perfect, thank you
Tiffany L a piece of what's on the inside*
Taylor LaFriniere Thanks for correction c:
Tiffany L
"If someone placed a gun on my head"
"if someone put a gun on my head"
i could be wrong - English is not my first language (:
Thx for writing the lyrics down ! (:
Such a beautiful song! You're such an inspiration, I wish you the best of luck.
Dearest Anna,
It's going to be okay. Please take care of yourself. You are such a special and sweet young lady. You've inspired so many people with the music that you write. I love that music is so incredible that it can transfer the messages that we won't dare confess if it were just words with no melody. God is always with you girl. Never forget that. You are for one, not worthless. One day someone is going to collect all of your broken pieces and restore the ones that you think won't ever be restored. Never loose faith. We will never loose faith in you. Because you are still here. Because you still wake up every morning, because you hold yourself up when you walk. Because you still care for us. And because you never lost faith in us, we will never loose faith in you. I can't wait to hear good things from you. You are strong Anna, you're amazing. Please treasure this message in your heart. Please. We love you, Anna.
X's and O's,
Adriana
Anna, I hope you read this comment..
I JUST TODAY saw a video of your "got talentL performance. You are the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. You have a look about you that is just gorgeous. Not only that, but your voice sounds like a goddess.. that's says a lot coming from me because I don't even like this type of music (country boy).
I UNDERSTAND ANXIETY AND DEPRESSION:
1 year ago I had a gun pointed at my head, in my own hand. My best friend called me, and I answered. She knows me too well lol, she hear cracks in my voice even though I tried to hide it. I hung up, and she found me because she knows where I go to think (river near my home).
My best friend saved me. Best friends since we were 6...
I am telling you that to let you know that I understand anxiety and depression. You are incredible.
All of that said, you're voice is so unique. The way you sing is just- different. It's like you're KIND OF "rapping", but you're singing. It's so awesome! Plus, to add to that, your voice sounds like what I imagine an angel's would.
God you're beautiful. I just wanted to make your day, if you read this :)
god bless your soul
Honestly, I love this song so much. I can relate to a lot of this :(( But I really appreciate how you put suicide hotline in the description. one thing I find that helps me get through some really tough things is thinking about how I haven't lived the best days of my life. I will someday be married and have kids of my own and be happy and hopefully financially stable and right now is just a bad nightmare that I can't quite wake up from. ilysm and I hope you have an amazing day💕💕😘
Alexis Renton same
Alexis Renton hang in there guys. There are better days ahead. Its so good that more youtubers are speaking out about their struggles with things like depression and how they have now found the light at other end of the tunnel 💕
same
Same.
guys, everyone, I PROMISE it will get better.
I really wish this was on Spotify. It’s one of the most beautiful songs I’ve ever heard, so much truth. 💗
I know - I saw this when the video came out but I NEED IT on Apple Music rn
my ears have been blessed
I am 47 years old. I had a breakdown when I was 39. Listening to Anna is like having a big safe warm hug from a friend. Thank you, thank you Anna.
about 44 years ago satan lured me up onto a high place and told me to jump, "I'd be better off dead". in the silence I heard another voice saying I love you. that voice saved me, gave me life abundantly. I'm 60 now, since then I've lived the ups and downs and with each down that voice of love was there to save me. every time, never failing. this song gave pause to stop reflect and give thanks to Jesus for His voice of love. thank you for your song I needed to thank Him again.
How blessed are we to have such a beautiful human to inspire us everyday anna❤️
I keep on coming back to this song💔😥 I feel so sad
Same
I hope you are feeling a bit better now. This song was the only time i ever felt seen in my darkest moments in life. But it's gets easier.
Anna... For first: I'm very sorry for my english... i'm not perfect in this language... Please, forgive me... My dad is listening to you from 1-2 months... You have really sensational voice, you are very pretty girl, but I don't want to do something with you. I'm imagine you as my sister, you had similar problems like mine I'm really with you Anna.
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this song touches to close to home for me ive been dying for around 11 years now there isn't anything the doctors can do to save or take my pain away. I live every day in pure pain every day I have that voice in my head telling everyone would be better off if I dye already. I have fought to stay alive for so long but lately the depression has really hit me im tired of worry about the bill and who will take care of my family all the time and that voice is always was there I try to fight it off all the time but im not sure how much more I can take.
Ken Means how are you dying?
Liver failure
Ken Means wow that's sad.. I don't know how to respond to that, I hope you at least feel better and enjoy all the good in life 💘
Thank you
I have just sat here and listened to most of your songs and I can honestly say The songs you sing i can relate to and that i know I'm not the only one going through this, you've really helped me just by sitting here listening to your songs! It actually made me cry and i don't cry that often. I have OCD which is a form of anxiety my parents are disappointed in me and i can tell they are. I'm 19 still at home with no job. No matter how much i try to explain its hard for me my parents just shout, they talk about my brother more because he is the one who has moved out and is getting engaged and has a kid. But I'm here with nothing... They don't talk about me to there friends I just feel like a nobody sometimes. But your songs have made me feel like I'm not the only one going through this and it will get better so Thank you so much! Keep doing what you do because your amazing!
Update: I'm much better I have a job I have a lovely boyfriend I'm out of that dark place! So if anyone is reading this and you feel like I did it will get better! Just hold in there you can do it ♥️
I don't think lyrics have ever hit me so hard as these do right now.
Anna Clendening your voice is fantastic and your songs are fantastic too! you're the best!
Great song! Felt like this 10 years ago...thumbs up
You bring me to tears
I haven't left my house in 3months
I had to quite school at 13
I'm iscolated and questioning life
With severe social anxiety and depression
The anxiety is what kills me
Your story on the xfactor made me cry so much
You are a beautiful human being
I wish you could possibly save me
We've gone through the same thing
I hate myself for social anxiety
I never talk-I'm scared of people
Despite your achievements I feel your own heart pounding in your chest as mine does in a daily basis
I love you
I need to give you a hug
I need to talk to you some how
This song plays over and over in my head.
i love u girl , your music make me cry 😪
i need this on spotify!!!!!❤️❤️❤️
I feel like crying right now because This reminds me of my bestfriend who committed suicide 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔when I think about it how they saw her and found her I wanted to die right there she was only one who supported me and kept me going now I feel alone and broken in a way because I miss her 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Cyn Saddler I am so sorry for your loss. Hang in there, love.
Cyn Saddler It gets better darling . My best friend committed suicide in November 2015. It's been rough, but slowly gets better. I can say her name without crying, I can watch the last video she ever made. I still cry once a week, sometimes more, it'll get easier
Cyn Saddler so sorry..😭😇
think about how she'll feel, would she want you to be sad? celebrate her life instead of mourning over her death
Cyn Saddler
I'm so close to
Committing suicide too
How did she die?
It's so sad I have no self esteem nothing
I don't want to hurt people
I see how broken you are
Because she was your friend
But,No one is my friend,
Not many would miss me
this is hands down the best song you have released. thank you for sharing your beautiful soul with the world. you are truly a blessing to so many.
I swear half of these views are me.
same
Its just that I am patient of severe depression and on meds for 20 years or so since almost school days. You can never imagine how much pain is there associated with depression. But u r not alone in the fight. Be strong. I have a faith and i believe in AlMighty. I am blessed to be aliive and better than many #AnnasMoment #BeStrong
I am a suicide attempt survivor and I am so thankful for your music, I have always been insecure about myself and have never thought I was worth it. Now I am in counseling and working on myself. Anna Clendening, you have saved me and I will always remember and appreciate that. Thank You so much
"if someone puts a gun on my head, i gladly pull the trigger. Cause if u´re already dead inside there´s nothing else to live for.
U are doing me a favour, literally blowing my mind..."
Anna i love your Lyrics, they are true and i can totally agree with them in my current situation.
I think about going to a hospittal, or just life this live and hating myself :/
At 2:32 I felt your pain through the screen, this song speaks volumes!!! Stunning, just stunning!!
That was so damn powerful. Bravo.
_honestly_ *the. most. deepest.* song I've ever heard.
love this song! I can relate to the lyrics! you're amazing, Anna!
I cried when I heard this! Anna, You just continue to speak to me. Fantastic. Just amazing!!
It’s been 4 years 🥲 Please post this on Spotify, Apple Music or at least SoundCloud😩
I keep thinking, how is this beautiful girl with an outstanding voice not famous yet? Like, why haven't I heard her on the radio. I love your songs Anna!
Anna, you are biggest inspiration. Im 14 i have too many probelms and when i first found your music i was sitting on the floor of my room and cried. Your music moves me, its touches my heart and it speaks the truth. I love to sing, and i love to write songs but when i do it never comes out right. Thanks for being the voice i never had 💜
7 years on i still come back to this
I remember when this song first came out I couldn't stop listening to it💔
Ive listened to this song so many times💓😭 the sad part is I can relate😢😢❤️
Oh, I just found that Song, and I can relate so much.... Thank you Anna, for that beautiful song, and lots of greetings from germany.
This is definitely one of my favorites so far. I love how all of your songs are so relatable. very deep. I can't wait until I see you win Grammys on tv
Anna you have no idea how much you influence me to write more songs. I never knew what to write but the minute I hear your songs it just flows out of me. Thank you.❤️
this is beautiful
holy fuck, sad song, but this is so beautifully written, I wish she was writing the songs on the radio rather than what we have!
This song hit me hard... I try to keep myself strong, but sometimes I just can't handle all this s**t. But music keeps me here on the ground. You can listen to music whenever you want. And friends just don't want to listen to me. Thank you so much for this song Anna!
Without doubt a beautiful yet dark song. Awesome song Anna. Love and Hugs from England.xox
Anna you have given me some of the most important songs in my life, this now added to the list. So many of your songs I relate to so very well and you have helped by giving me your amazing music. Thank you, thank you, thank you.
That song made me remember my past..I'm so glad that I feel better now! wow!
amazing.
Unbelievably inspiring, touching...singing, healing. Thank you for your courage in your sharing through music; so much darkness misunderstood and so much beauty in the song. That is the light, you are a light, helping others to see and be. Grateful for you.
I think this is your best song! Pure emotion, pure truth, pure gold.
I just love her music!!!
Anna, You have saved so many people with your music, I love you so much. You are so strong, and i love your story. Your music strengthens me, and it touches my heart. Thank you so much for what you do. Please don't ever stop, your voice is pure, and your heart is amazing.
thank you Anna.🙁❤
I've now replayed this 4 times... it shakes me to my very core when I realised just how much I relate to this... Astonishing work Anna.
She has the most beautiful voice i've ever heard!
I'm in love with Anna's voice!
what a beautiful song ... you're touching my heart with your music ... yesterday i first listened to this song and had finally been able to let my tears flow ... thank you for creating such a beautiful song i love you for making me cry after such a long period of no feelings at all
The silence is the loudest thing thats inside my head some of da realest shit i hrd
I believe the integrity of communication resides in the emotive honesty of the artist. I, as one, would also acknowledge the inherent beauty of art is the medium of its deliverance. Anna, if I may be so bold, you achieve dominance of the more
chaotic aspects of existence with this composition
Oh my gosh, this really speaks to me. Anna Clendening you've done it again. Great song, love all your music.
Anna i love you so much i have been watching you for about a year now and i love your music. It relates so much to me.............
I can relate to this song so much! 🙁
I love your songs so much, thank you for your voice, it's a present
Oh Anna how I love you music. ❤ Always puts me in tears, and I'm not one to cry!
Thank you for continuously melting my heart!
Beautiful voice. Song hits deep
This brought tears to my eyes. Such a beautiful voice singing such a painful song😭💔
I just wanna say, your lyrics brought tears to my eyes. I've been dealing with GAD and MDD for the past couple years and I just got out of the Air Force last month after serving since I was 18, and just feel lost sometimes...
The worst part about seeing others struggle with these disorders is wanting to find the right words to make everything better, but knowing that there really isn't anything that can make it go away.
Just know that you are understood. Your feelings are valid. You have real value, and people (like me) have been affected in a positive way by your talent, your personality, and who you are as a person.
Keep making great music :-)
Anna thank you so much for sharing this as with all of your personal songs xx
Watching 13 reasons why and then listening to this sends you to a new place 😯😮truly amazing Anna 👌
I absolutely love this song
i legit just found this song and I have been listening to it for over an hour over and over again
2 years ago i felt this. right now i feel this.
Pleaseeeee we need this on spotify! I love it!
Truly inspiring. Beautiful. Thank you
Omg I accidentally clicked this and instantly got goosebumps
wow...thank you for releasing this. this is just...beautiful. i never related to a song as much as i have with this. beautiful job,thank you.
your such an amazing singer!!!! I love your voice!!!!
This is the most relatable song I’ve ever heard all my life.
This song explains my life at the moment. You're such a good writer and singer❤❤❤
Wow feels like this song goes straight through my soul. So super stunning ♥♥♥
I love your music, Anna! It really speaks to me. You are such an inspiration. Keep releasing music like this, it keeps people like me afloat.
@anna
Thank you for your beautiful words and strength. I struggled a long time and now I feel I’m getting better. I think your beautiful words have helped in some way. I will continue to support you keep up the good work
The messages in your songs is so deep and so true
Would be nice if this were on Spotify. It's a beautiful song on itself.
Silence is the loudest thing that's ever filled my head.
this is amazing!!! thank you so much!
love this song it is helping me thru this dark time in my life
This is so incredible. Thank you so much for sharing this. It and you are so beautiful and so inspiring.
I can relate to this song so much... I love it so much! Anna has a beautiful voice and this song makes me tear up every time I hear it.. It's a song that literally describes me a lot. Keep up the great work!
Excellent job! Congratulations!