Okay, I'm sixty one years old, a child of the fifties and I've heard a lot of music in my time, but this sound, the music of the Indigo generation, is like NOTHING I've heard before!! Guys like Highly Suspect and this Badflower, these artists are showing more passion, LIFE, in their music than any before! I am so excited to be hearing this wonderfully charged music and can't wait to hear what's in the future! Thank you all!!! Peace out : )
Debbie im 43 and i couldnt agree with you more the passion in some that you mentioned, landon tewers from the plot in you, highly suspect, im LITERALLY IN LOVE WITH YUMSTERS...RAW PASSION!!!
I am 50 and could not agree with you more. Both bands are highly underrated and amazing in concert. Badflower did an acoustic set after their regular show at Sonic Temple this year and I was moved to tears. His voice is pure, raw emotion.
I love that you said that! This guy puts so much into it that...wow. It's like listening to CCR or something, just on a different level or a different version of music. And Highly Suspect, man, those guys make social statements like no other.
You should do a cover of this on your chanel, i just commented on your "ghost" cover that you should do a cover to this. You have a good voice and the way you sang ghost was bad ass bro
They would have fit perfectly 25 to years ago when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin
I know this song is 7 years old, but I just came across it. This song completely wrecked me... 25 years ago, I lost the love of my life, and 25 years later, I'm still alone and struggling with that loss... This song come touch me so deeply....
I’m here with you, also crying. Just sad about everything - The whole world, possibly imminent death from world war 3, and just sad how we may never be able to embrace our loved ones again.
A really strong song, I heard it for the first time a month ago and it is in my soul. And to you BRO strength and do not be sad, life is a difficult thing!
@@geoffdb8118 (First sorry for my english im french Québécois...) I wish I could, but she destroyed me. She was the perfect girl: super smart, incredibly beautiful, and so kind. She was truly the perfect person, no exaggeration. We were together for a little over 4 years. Imagine: discovering the love of your life in bed with another man, twice in two days. The next day, I swallowed 90 5mg morphine tablets, and fell into a coma for three days. When I woke up, I left her, and she immediately started a relationship with this guy. Two weeks later, in less than an hour, I took 14 grams of PCP (a drug I had never taken), added a bottle of vodka, a bottle of port, and sleeping pills all in one hour. I fell into a coma again, this time for six days. I had to spend two weeks in rehabilitation to learn how to walk again, in a psychiatric hospital where I stayed for three weeks. When I got out of the hospital, she started cheating on this guy with me again for 10 months, she also cheated on the guy with four of my friends before leaving him for my best friend. Then, she started working in a bar and slept with men almost every day. I distanced myself from her so as not to go crazy, she destroyed my life, I lost all my friends. To get out of it, I went to an isolated cabin, 1200 km from home in a cabin lost in the woods. The worst thing was not so much losing her, but seeing what she had become. She who was an angel became a H..., and that is what destroyed me the most. Twenty-five years later, it still destroys me. But hey it hurts less but the wound is still there and will remain so until the end of my life, but hey that's life. Thanks for your comment it touches me, and sorry for this long story lol
Lyrics Shame, blame Words like these fester and I pray For no change in seasons I hate rain Don't let me drown in this room Lie, cheat Don't tell me secrets I can't keep Your fictions are putrid and so sweet I'll be so naive for you If you loved me, why couldn't you find a way If you love me, why shouldn't I beg for you to stay Like your jewelry, oh haven't I lost my shine How you used me, how you moved me So go, stay Something so moving as time waits You'll come to your senses my blind faith Keeps me so honest and true If you loved me, then why couldn't I change your mind If you loved me, then why couldn't we try a second time You thought you knew me, but I'll never be fake like you How you used me, how you moved me So go, fly Find what you've longed for your whole life Maybe you'll come back a new bride Or maybe you'll come back to me I see you I don't wanna know where you've been I don't want to rush you, I just wanna have a life again Start a family Oh what about yours, my kids If you love me, oh if you loved me If you love me
Amen. If you loved me you wouldn't lie like that. If you loved me you'd show up as the guy that the other women get, so when my heart gave out waiting on you to tell the truth. I went for a sweet fun one who can sing as good as you, he makes me laugh a lot, and acts like he cares too. So delusional disorder can go fly a kite, cuz I'm tired of being lonely at night.
Saw them live a few weeks back and they did an instrumental cut on the word fake. So it was just him and the audience screaming 'fake like you!' Very cool and very powerful moment.
You can tell he is totally spent emotionally after singing this even if it is a video performance-he put his whole heart and soul into it and the results are phenomenal.
I just found this band through my random youtube feed. Good lord bless my youtube feed. This is beautiful, raw, and real combination of things that are hard to find right now.
I said the same thing when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin ...opioid crisis in full effect bring 90s grunge back! Im going and throwing on my flannel now!
My wife left me 16 years ago and it still haunts me everyday. This song is the closest representation I've seen to the way I've felt all these years. Thank you Badflower for letting me know I'm not the only one going through this.
Man, these lyrics hit home for me right now. Badflower is so underrated. Their music is amazing! Saw them live opening for Pop Evil, and I fell in love! The passion and commitment they put into their sound is truly amazing!
Found this song via Spotify like a day ago. I fell in love with and yet I cried so hard because it reminds me of someone I’d rather forget lmao. Honestly, I couldn’t have said it better myself.
I am exactly in this situation. Gf of 3.5 years left without trying anything to work for it while also saying she still loved me and we still clicked, we always respected eachother and had laughs like we had when we met. Then why?! She was never able to give me a clear reason... She was the reason I changed my views on a marriage, she was the reason for me to get up every morning at 06:30 to go to work and do my very best. She was the reason I was studying so we could eventually buy a house. She was my reason for everything and to even be willing to think about the future... The future we talked about, why did you throw everything out of the window so easily?! This song came by on one of my old playlists on shuffle and I've always loved it before... Little did I realize that the whole situation depicted in the lyrics is my situation the past weeks and when I did realize, I was already in tears. Phuck man. I've decided to take distance and send her a letter on her birthday in 6 months with just "congratulations" and my initials to show that I still think about her. I feel like she's making a mistake she's going to be regretting down the line soon enough and I've got a gut feeling I'm not gonna leave this life before we're having our hands at a part 2. I don't feel like having to go through all the little things with someone else again, I don't want the love of someone else, I don't want someone else to love. I don't want to try to love anyone but her. N, I know I once sent this song to you, if you happen to return and read this, please be careful with yourself.
I listened to this song over and over when my husband and I we're fighting and he attempted suicide. And then my beautiful daughter was murdered. And then so many neighbors died a couple of months ago. (Hurricane Helene, I lived on the Doe River) And I guess I'm having survivors guilt, I watched my next door neighbor's house get washed away, I couldn't save my daughter's urn before jumping off the porch, I just am so damn tired and sad
I had no clue you guys existed, until I heard "Ghost". I love the guitar in this song, as well as how everybody else is building to the same...release.
twenty paphønies fun fact actually! Josh, the lead singer of Badflower, said in a post when he released this song a couple of years ago, that he will never record this for any platform other than TH-cam. He said he doesn’t want to pitch it and edit it and layer it, because this song is his raw emotions and he doesn’t want to change anything about it for some guy in a suit.
Tears roll every time I sing along with this song. You can see the raw emotion in his eyes and hear the true pain in his voice. A true masterpiece of melancholy.
I'm craving heroin so bad right now which I've been clean for over 1 year. But I'll always love her no matter how much pain & hurt she put me through. Heroin will ALWAYS be my one true love..... Dudes I'm trying so hard to NOT go back to how I was. If ANYONE can give me some words of encouragement, it really would mean the world to me because I'm barely hanging on.......my hands are getting tired & raw.....
Still remember the first time I came across this gem. Was at the gym and it popped up and started playing. It literally stopped me in my tracks. I just ended my marriage for a second time after trying to fix it for 2 years. This song describes how I felt for so long. They literally said everything that I didn't know how too
This song, specifically this recording of this song, is so intense that you can f*cking feel it each & every time you hear it. The significance Josh puts on lyrics, is how I too have always connected the most with music. Lyrics can be so unbelieveably powerful & they can make you feel emotions that you sometimes forget you ever have. & Josh has a love for lyrics specifically that I absolutely adore & can relate to 100%. Your lyrics are certainly very powerful, Josh. Please, never let go of your passion behind the lyrics of your music❤ they're absolutely flawless & so beautiful. I've never respected an artist's lyrical ability as much as I do yours. thank you. ❤
THIS SONG WAS NOT WRITTEN BY JOSH!!! IT WAS WRITTEN BY A 16 YEAR OLD BOY HAPPENS TO BE MY BEST FRIEND...THAT 16 YEAR OLD BEY HAS NEVER GOTTEN ANY CREDIT FOR WRITING THE SONG!!!
@@raiderrules785 and is there anyway that can be proven other than word of mouth? Who knows, maybe your friend was lying to you & you're just gullible? Either way, I still love the lyrics... so hell, if your friend did actually write this, than I send him my kudos! 👏👍
Amber Rose...thank you but I have proof. He is one of the best ppl I know he’s been writing songs for awhile and this is one he actually had the courage to send in. He isn’t I liar he never has been that not the kind of person he is. And yes I know I’m hotheaded but it’s just hard to see all of his work and him not being commended for his talent. He went through a lot to which gave him the motivation to write this song. I’m sorry if anything I said was rude or inappropriate, I’ll rake my responsibility on that. But I stand by my friend. Don’t get me wrong the way the band did the song is great but all I want is for my friend to get credit for His part of the song for everything he did to make it happen.
This song is not written by them...it’s written by a 16 year old boy. The band then took the song... and he never got credit! That 16 year old boy happens to be my best friend. I have proof and I want the credit to be given to the original owner of the song
This song reminds me of the toxic relationship I was in over 10 years ago. Back then, we poisoned each other with our behavior. Love is like a drug. Too much of it and the relationship becomes toxic. Fear of loss. Jealousy. secrets. The behavior towards the partner. To this day I still have deep wounds from this relationship.
You can watch all the TH-cam videos, study all the greats, learn all the theory....you can't....teach....SOUL. The lyrics and emotion/writing on this record are fucking amazing.
This band found me in a hole. Sat with me in it, comforted me in it, cried with me in it, listened to me in it, and then pulled me out of it. And I am so grateful
Holy shit. Of all those heartbreaking comments I’ve read today, the songs I’ve listened to, just everything lately.. this is the song that did me in and hit me like a truck. Idk how I missed listening to this until now..
Nishant Bahri ikr this band is so underrated, I love there music and so do everyone I force to listen to it. Though most people don't listen to it if I ask because " there name is to weird ", in my opinion there name is the second best part of this band after the music of course because it unique and special
It's so relatable to so many people out there. I've got a friend currently going through a divorce and made me think of them. So raw and that wall of sound really homes in on that chaos and turmoil. Well written, well performed, simply beautiful!
Why is this not on the Radio in constant rotation? Why is this not their hit song? This song for me at least encapsulates 2020 and 2021. Great song !!!
This song shook me to the core. The raw emotions that scream from every pore, every word, and every move just forced themselves inside and let loose. This is what a great song is about. Thank you for sharing you. ❤
this song describes perfectly how im feeling right now. if you loved me, why couldn't you find a way? 💔 i dont want u to go... why can't u see i need you?
Shame, blame Words like these fester And I pray For no change in seasons I hate rain Don't let me drown in this room Lie, cheat Don't tell me secrets I can't keep Your fictions are putrid and so sweet I'll be so naive for you If you loved me Why couldn't you find a way? If you love me Why shouldn't I beg for you to stay Like you jewelry Oh, haven't I lost my shine How you used me Oh, how you moved me So go, stay Something so moving As time waits You'll come to your senses My blind faith keeps me so honest and true If you loved me Then why couldn't I change your mind? If you loved me Then why couldn't we try a second time? You thought you knew me But I'll never be fake like you How you used me How you moved me So go, fly Find what you've longed for your whole life Maybe you'll come back a new bride Or maybe you'll come back to me I see you I don't wanna know where you've been I don't want to rush you I just wanna have a life again Start a family Oh, what about yours, my kids If you love me Oh, if you loved me If you love me
His words, facial expressions, and the intense way he sings makes me feel like his emotions are my own, like my husband left me instead of remaining happily married to me like he has. This song "moves me." Powerful. I weep for this man's pain.
Man....Badflower, not sure if you're listening, but this song had me hooked from day one. Just the raw emotion, the lyrics, the passion. I knew you would become more than you are. This song in particular had and still has me, holds me......moves me.
Nathanial, when I read your comment . . . .it was like you could read my mind. I guess we share the same thoughts about this very special unique band :)
I said the same thing when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin ...opioid crisis in full effect bring 90s grunge back! Im going and throwing on my flannel now!
@@lindseygentry7565 this....this is exactly what is needed. Everyone thinks it's an era. It's not just grunge. It's not just rock. It's expression. And I don't care who, or when, or how.....the pure release; that ability to vent where others can relate. When you create something you don't realize you're not the only one that's going through similar or particular situations....there's a connection. That's what brilliant music, whoa, I'm sorry.....that's what being a brilliant artist is all about. So sorry you relate this to the 90s just because grunge started then but it's 2018...the feeling never changes. Every generation needs expression. Not saying those bands weren't great by any means....but maybe this is something that's been built off of from the past and is an absolute necessity for the present.
Girlfriend broke up with me last week… one of those “amicable” breakups, but of course it still hurts like hell (worse in some ways I think)… I guess I’m in the “anger stage” of grieving cause this song is REALLY speaking to my soul right now. 💔thank you Badflower
This song and it's whole sound sounds like something Chris Cornell would have writen. Truly this song is my new favorite thing, I just broke up with my girlfriend and I really feel the lyrics of this song. Really, really great job guys!!!! Please keep up the good work!!!!
Nicole Bay i miss chester bennington more. linkin park was the core of my childhood. even now, knowing someone can feel what i feel and still get through the day makes me feel like I can too.. the fact it turned out they couldnt makes me question myself
Brad Haines dont ever give up hope! He didn't get enough help. I'm sorry you feel stuck. But as Dumbledore says "light can be found even in the darkest of times, when one only remembers to turn on the light".
I said the same thing when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin
Amen sister! Im 54 and this music touches my soul. Music is a universal good thing and should be shared with all people of all ages because it unites us.
Just got broken up with today and most of the lyrics are exactly how I feel. Almost 3.5 years and it’s gone. It burns and stings, because it wasn’t sudden, it was over several months. I wanted to fight, with all of my heart, but she’s done. So Move Me will be on repeat for quite awhile.
WTF!! Each new track keeps getting better and better. I hope "The Hideout" is their new album, because there are at least four tracks with that monomer that I am wanting.
Agree with the passion there is actual pain in this song cat listen to it with the wife around tho she’s not “into music like this” and it’s a literal mood and it says so much within the lyrics it’s speaks and that my friends is the best type of music.
Who knows he was hurt many times I can tell but he explains his pain though music. I know this is not what you asked but he made a video saying hi to me I cried.....
I've loved this song for a long time. Used to make me sad thinking about my divorce from 16 yrs ago. This morning I cried tears of joy as my 15 month old belted it out. He can't form words but he screams along like he feels it too. Damn. Just a new way for it to hit me. This is what about the kids we didn't have, because I moved on, and met his mother, and had his sister 7 years ago. Kid has pipes!
Just saw the band on Friday at the Aztec theater in San Antonio, Tx. I've never heard of them before and I'm happy to say I'm now a fan. This song was one of my favorites ❤ he sang in a spot light solo and it was one of those songs you felt he was just singing it to you. Great song! Great band and a great performance! ✌
He is in a lot of pain and he puts it out there for everyone. I hope he finds someone to treat him right. It's hard to see a child in pain . In I'm 52 and a mom of three sons.
This song is so emotional and so raw. It is really refreshing in a world where everything and everyone is so numb. It makes you feel and it makes you think and I love that about this band.
Okay, I'm sixty one years old, a child of the fifties and I've heard a lot of music in my time, but this sound, the music of the Indigo generation, is like NOTHING I've heard before!! Guys like Highly Suspect and this Badflower, these artists are showing more passion, LIFE, in their music than any before! I am so excited to be hearing this wonderfully charged music and can't wait to hear what's in the future! Thank you all!!! Peace out : )
Debbie im 43 and i couldnt agree with you more the passion in some that you mentioned, landon tewers from the plot in you, highly suspect, im LITERALLY IN LOVE WITH YUMSTERS...RAW PASSION!!!
Same ( and I am 60 years young myself )
I am 50 and could not agree with you more. Both bands are highly underrated and amazing in concert. Badflower did an acoustic set after their regular show at Sonic Temple this year and I was moved to tears. His voice is pure, raw emotion.
I love that you said that! This guy puts so much into it that...wow. It's like listening to CCR or something, just on a different level or a different version of music. And Highly Suspect, man, those guys make social statements like no other.
Music, the bridge between generations, the highway of life that we drive, forever will it need a soundtrack, so relax and enjoy the ride.
Man, these guys have a way of expressing raw emotion in their music that so many artists are lacking.
It is pure, raw, emotion! That's why I Love this band!
A ton of artists lack this. Many others don't. I'm glad these guys don't...
The fact that their music isn’t overproduced as shit like most mainstream rock is helps too
Crispin Wellburn Ya Think!
I would have to agree!!!
Wow I thought Ghost was powerful... not saying it isn’t, but I’m blown away by the emotion seen and heard here. So happy this band exists.
Amen
I can relate with ghost allot more but I get what you mean
Agreed, he sings with such emotion and feeling.he sounds hurt
You should do a cover of this on your chanel, i just commented on your "ghost" cover that you should do a cover to this. You have a good voice and the way you sang ghost was bad ass bro
Couple of songs and they will fall off... Like all the other bands
This song makes me want to rip my heart out. I miss you :'(
I feel like whoever he wrote this about didn't deserve anything this good.
He didn’t write this my best friend did and I have proof my best friend never even got any credit for writing it
She's kicking herself now tho
@@raiderrules785 ahhh. No
@@raiderrules785 wheres this proof
@@raiderrules785 yeah and my uncle works at Nintendo kid
these guys deserve more recognition
They would have fit perfectly 25 to years ago when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin
@@lindseygentry7565 the fact the nineties was that long ago😭
Not his song
5.1 million. He did it 🎉❤
I know this song is 7 years old, but I just came across it. This song completely wrecked me... 25 years ago, I lost the love of my life, and 25 years later, I'm still alone and struggling with that loss... This song come touch me so deeply....
25 years .. damn :( , that's horrible.. hope you finally heal.
I’m here with you, also crying. Just sad about everything - The whole world, possibly imminent death from world war 3, and just sad how we may never be able to embrace our loved ones again.
A really strong song, I heard it for the first time a month ago and it is in my soul. And to you BRO strength and do not be sad, life is a difficult thing!
@@geoffdb8118 (First sorry for my english im french Québécois...) I wish I could, but she destroyed me. She was the perfect girl: super smart, incredibly beautiful, and so kind. She was truly the perfect person, no exaggeration. We were together for a little over 4 years. Imagine: discovering the love of your life in bed with another man, twice in two days.
The next day, I swallowed 90 5mg morphine tablets, and fell into a coma for three days. When I woke up, I left her, and she immediately started a relationship with this guy. Two weeks later, in less than an hour, I took 14 grams of PCP (a drug I had never taken), added a bottle of vodka, a bottle of port, and sleeping pills all in one hour. I fell into a coma again, this time for six days. I had to spend two weeks in rehabilitation to learn how to walk again, in a psychiatric hospital where I stayed for three weeks.
When I got out of the hospital, she started cheating on this guy with me again for 10 months, she also cheated on the guy with four of my friends before leaving him for my best friend. Then, she started working in a bar and slept with men almost every day. I distanced myself from her so as not to go crazy, she destroyed my life, I lost all my friends. To get out of it, I went to an isolated cabin, 1200 km from home in a cabin lost in the woods.
The worst thing was not so much losing her, but seeing what she had become. She who was an angel became a H..., and that is what destroyed me the most. Twenty-five years later, it still destroys me. But hey it hurts less but the wound is still there and will remain so until the end of my life, but hey that's life.
Thanks for your comment it touches me, and sorry for this long story lol
The pain in his voice alone is enough to make a grown man weep
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🎸🎧🤘🎸🎧
Lyrics
Shame, blame
Words like these fester and I pray
For no change in seasons I hate rain
Don't let me drown in this room
Lie, cheat
Don't tell me secrets I can't keep
Your fictions are putrid and so sweet
I'll be so naive for you
If you loved me, why couldn't you find a way
If you love me, why shouldn't I beg for you to stay
Like your jewelry, oh haven't I lost my shine
How you used me, how you moved me
So go, stay
Something so moving as time waits
You'll come to your senses my blind faith
Keeps me so honest and true
If you loved me, then why couldn't I change your mind
If you loved me, then why couldn't we try a second time
You thought you knew me, but I'll never be fake like you
How you used me, how you moved me
So go, fly
Find what you've longed for your whole life
Maybe you'll come back a new bride
Or maybe you'll come back to me
I see you
I don't wanna know where you've been
I don't want to rush you, I just wanna have a life again
Start a family
Oh what about yours, my kids
If you love me, oh if you loved me
If you love me
“You thought you knew me, but I’ll never be fake like you.”
The way he delivers this line...
Wow. Just wow.
Ian Gillies better when he does it live. Stops playin guitar and screams into the mic. Seen them twice is actually haunting.
My favorite part of the song
@PlaguedMomma They are my 2 favourite Badflowers , love the lyrics too and the passion in his voice
Amen. If you loved me you wouldn't lie like that. If you loved me you'd show up as the guy that the other women get, so when my heart gave out waiting on you to tell the truth. I went for a sweet fun one who can sing as good as you, he makes me laugh a lot, and acts like he cares too. So delusional disorder can go fly a kite, cuz I'm tired of being lonely at night.
Saw them live a few weeks back and they did an instrumental cut on the word fake. So it was just him and the audience screaming 'fake like you!' Very cool and very powerful moment.
You can tell he is totally spent emotionally after singing this even if it is a video performance-he put his whole heart and soul into it and the results are phenomenal.
It's live though. So it's very real.
Yea... josh said that he would never release it because it was a very personal song but since it blew up he had to
Whats crazy is this is a live performance. One of the best i think.
fun fact. the band refuses to record this in studio or rerecord it in any way. stating any subsequent studio version would remove the emotion
I just found this band through my random youtube feed. Good lord bless my youtube feed. This is beautiful, raw, and real combination of things that are hard to find right now.
I said the same thing when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin
...opioid crisis in full effect bring 90s grunge back! Im going and throwing on my flannel now!
Wow, TH-cam did something right for once yay
Same :0
Such an amazing emotional band brings out my feels LOL
My wife left me 16 years ago and it still haunts me everyday. This song is the closest representation I've seen to the way I've felt all these years. Thank you Badflower for letting me know I'm not the only one going through this.
❤Love Hate Love💔. . . It doesn't matter who u are or how much money you have, Every guy must learn about women the hard way.😢 💯🤷♂️
I love this guy, he has a beautiful voice.
Man, these lyrics hit home for me right now. Badflower is so underrated. Their music is amazing! Saw them live opening for Pop Evil, and I fell in love! The passion and commitment they put into their sound is truly amazing!
sammy gagnon I saw the open for pop evil too and I've been hooked ever since lol
This song and one of highly suspect called Lydia both deep as hell
Listen to them on acid, it's crazy insane
that's how i felt when i saw nothing more open for chevelle. Now they are touring together! sounds like a double win for me.
Wow.... what a time to find this song...been here twice with my man...were still going....
If you can listen to this and not tear up a little bit, you're soulless. The raw, pure, emotion he puts into this is absolutely beautiful!
Found this song via Spotify like a day ago. I fell in love with and yet I cried so hard because it reminds me of someone I’d rather forget lmao. Honestly, I couldn’t have said it better myself.
Now imagine singing along
@@miachrst I just found it on Spotify
I mean after listening to it every day it lost it's feel
@@imirregular i can relate
I am exactly in this situation.
Gf of 3.5 years left without trying anything to work for it while also saying she still loved me and we still clicked, we always respected eachother and had laughs like we had when we met. Then why?!
She was never able to give me a clear reason...
She was the reason I changed my views on a marriage, she was the reason for me to get up every morning at 06:30 to go to work and do my very best. She was the reason I was studying so we could eventually buy a house. She was my reason for everything and to even be willing to think about the future... The future we talked about, why did you throw everything out of the window so easily?!
This song came by on one of my old playlists on shuffle and I've always loved it before... Little did I realize that the whole situation depicted in the lyrics is my situation the past weeks and when I did realize, I was already in tears. Phuck man.
I've decided to take distance and send her a letter on her birthday in 6 months with just "congratulations" and my initials to show that I still think about her. I feel like she's making a mistake she's going to be regretting down the line soon enough and I've got a gut feeling I'm not gonna leave this life before we're having our hands at a part 2. I don't feel like having to go through all the little things with someone else again, I don't want the love of someone else, I don't want someone else to love. I don't want to try to love anyone but her.
N, I know I once sent this song to you, if you happen to return and read this, please be careful with yourself.
I listened to this song over and over when my husband and I we're fighting and he attempted suicide. And then my beautiful daughter was murdered. And then so many neighbors died a couple of months ago. (Hurricane Helene, I lived on the Doe River) And I guess I'm having survivors guilt, I watched my next door neighbor's house get washed away, I couldn't save my daughter's urn before jumping off the porch, I just am so damn tired and sad
Don't be alone, find someone to talk to.
I had no clue you guys existed, until I heard "Ghost". I love the guitar in this song, as well as how everybody else is building to the same...release.
Same... I discovered them through Ghost, too... and it was just yesterday...
I third that.
I first heard heroine when I was dealing with a heroine addiction, anyways I found ghost second :(
Same here but I still love ghost
I heard em thru jester
WHY IS THIS NOT ON SPOTIFY
twenty paphønies fun fact actually! Josh, the lead singer of Badflower, said in a post when he released this song a couple of years ago, that he will never record this for any platform other than TH-cam. He said he doesn’t want to pitch it and edit it and layer it, because this song is his raw emotions and he doesn’t want to change anything about it for some guy in a suit.
Felicity Bailey wow. That’s deep. But I love it
+ I think it hurts to much it’s very personal and not something you would want to relieve often
This is on spotify (álbum (ok, i'm sick))
@@armando_ll2327 No, it's not.
You have no idea how long I've been looking for this song.
Sing THIS IN THE MIRROR, AND then….. tell me what you feel. What I thought I knew before was an ex. Now I know I was missing more within myself.
Tears roll every time I sing along with this song. You can see the raw emotion in his eyes and hear the true pain in his voice. A true masterpiece of melancholy.
I feel ya...can't believe this only has 61K hits!
“You thought you knew me but I’ll never be fake like you” 1:52
The emotion in that line sends chills to my bones every time 🤍
Yeahh, i can never be fake !!
Same!!! The emotion is raw and real!
I'm craving heroin so bad right now which I've been clean for over 1 year. But I'll always love her no matter how much pain & hurt she put me through. Heroin will ALWAYS be my one true love.....
Dudes I'm trying so hard to NOT go back to how I was. If ANYONE can give me some words of encouragement, it really would mean the world to me because I'm barely hanging on.......my hands are getting tired & raw.....
Bro it's been a week,since this post. Are you still with us , hope so.
Still remember the first time I came across this gem. Was at the gym and it popped up and started playing. It literally stopped me in my tracks. I just ended my marriage for a second time after trying to fix it for 2 years. This song describes how I felt for so long. They literally said everything that I didn't know how too
Katie I have karaoke this song so many times to the public. u broke me . U choose him after sixteen years
Thanks josh that song hit a lot people
"If you loved me why couldn't I change your mind?
If you loved me why couldn't we give it a second try?"
Hit me like a damn truck, man
Yeah me too... Why won't she come back? I'm better now... I promise
I used that line on my ex the other day.
She didn't know how to respond.
score 1 for me
Me too
@@one_tricky_boi my girlfriend dumped me on tuesday it was so unexpected i was in shock maybe one day i will send this to her
Pulled the questions straight from my head.
This song, specifically this recording of this song, is so intense that you can f*cking feel it each & every time you hear it. The significance Josh puts on lyrics, is how I too have always connected the most with music. Lyrics can be so unbelieveably powerful & they can make you feel emotions that you sometimes forget you ever have. & Josh has a love for lyrics specifically that I absolutely adore & can relate to 100%. Your lyrics are certainly very powerful, Josh. Please, never let go of your passion behind the lyrics of your music❤ they're absolutely flawless & so beautiful. I've never respected an artist's lyrical ability as much as I do yours. thank you. ❤
Your completely right!
Amen!
THIS SONG WAS NOT WRITTEN BY JOSH!!! IT WAS WRITTEN BY A 16 YEAR OLD BOY HAPPENS TO BE MY BEST FRIEND...THAT 16 YEAR OLD BEY HAS NEVER GOTTEN ANY CREDIT FOR WRITING THE SONG!!!
@@raiderrules785 and is there anyway that can be proven other than word of mouth? Who knows, maybe your friend was lying to you & you're just gullible? Either way, I still love the lyrics... so hell, if your friend did actually write this, than I send him my kudos! 👏👍
Amber Rose...thank you but I have proof. He is one of the best ppl I know he’s been writing songs for awhile and this is one he actually had the courage to send in. He isn’t I liar he never has been that not the kind of person he is. And yes I know I’m hotheaded but it’s just hard to see all of his work and him not being commended for his talent. He went through a lot to which gave him the motivation to write this song. I’m sorry if anything I said was rude or inappropriate, I’ll rake my responsibility on that. But I stand by my friend. Don’t get me wrong the way the band did the song is great but all I want is for my friend to get credit for His part of the song for everything he did to make it happen.
Wow this song is beautifully written I just get goosebumps when I hear Josh sing and when they all kick in at the end wow just amazing
As close to perfection as they come.
This song is not written by them...it’s written by a 16 year old boy. The band then took the song... and he never got credit! That 16 year old boy happens to be my best friend. I have proof and I want the credit to be given to the original owner of the song
This song. One song explains my last relationship and the heartbreak of it. Forever grateful for this song.
This song reminds me of the toxic relationship I was in over 10 years ago. Back then, we poisoned each other with our behavior. Love is like a drug. Too much of it and the relationship becomes toxic. Fear of loss. Jealousy. secrets. The behavior towards the partner. To this day I still have deep wounds from this relationship.
Honestly this song makes me drown in my tears.. you guys are amazing 🤍
You can watch all the TH-cam videos, study all the greats, learn all the theory....you can't....teach....SOUL. The lyrics and emotion/writing on this record are fucking amazing.
Agreed
You are absolutely correct.
You can physically feel the passion these guys put into their music. It’s like they are completely absorbed in the music, really fascinating
I know nothing about this band but I love this song to death.
U should check out some other songs like family, ghost, Johnny wants to fight (some of my favs)
The passion in this dudes voice drives me wild. These lyrics and music just go so well together. This song is ironically very moving!❤
Sounds like a girl
This band found me in a hole. Sat with me in it, comforted me in it, cried with me in it, listened to me in it, and then pulled me out of it. And I am so grateful
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🎸🎧🤘🎸🎧
Beautiful words
Holy shit.
Of all those heartbreaking comments I’ve read today, the songs I’ve listened to, just everything lately.. this is the song that did me in and hit me like a truck.
Idk how I missed listening to this until now..
It has just 22k views till not. It's just criminal. This guys speaks emotions from bottom of his heart.
Nishant Bahri ikr this band is so underrated, I love there music and so do everyone I force to listen to it. Though most people don't listen to it if I ask because " there name is to weird ", in my opinion there name is the second best part of this band after the music of course because it unique and special
They're final getting some recognition a year after this post
Well now it’s at a million. I’m happy with the view count now.
They totally exploded and good for them! But I kinda liked it when I had them all to myself lol
2M now -- :)
It's so relatable to so many people out there. I've got a friend currently going through a divorce and made me think of them. So raw and that wall of sound really homes in on that chaos and turmoil. Well written, well performed, simply beautiful!
Why is this not on the Radio in constant rotation? Why is this not their hit song? This song for me at least encapsulates 2020 and 2021. Great song !!!
This song gave me chills whooo this song is amazing 🥲 it reminds me of my life and childhood
Almost 3 million views
Should be 3 billion
one of the best songs ever written
This man could make a 10min track of just him singing, “if you loved me.” And I would still listen to it 5x a day.
This song shook me to the core. The raw emotions that scream from every pore, every word, and every move just forced themselves inside and let loose. This is what a great song is about. Thank you for sharing you. ❤
this song is kinda just it honestly. that breakdown at the end just goosebumbs.
this song describes perfectly how im feeling right now. if you loved me, why couldn't you find a way? 💔
i dont want u to go... why can't u see i need you?
Shame, blame
Words like these fester
And I pray
For no change in seasons
I hate rain
Don't let me drown in this room
Lie, cheat
Don't tell me secrets I can't keep
Your fictions are putrid and so sweet
I'll be so naive for you
If you loved me
Why couldn't you find a way?
If you love me
Why shouldn't I beg for you to stay
Like you jewelry
Oh, haven't I lost my shine
How you used me
Oh, how you moved me
So go, stay
Something so moving
As time waits
You'll come to your senses
My blind faith keeps me so honest and true
If you loved me
Then why couldn't I change your mind?
If you loved me
Then why couldn't we try a second time?
You thought you knew me
But I'll never be fake like you
How you used me
How you moved me
So go, fly
Find what you've longed for your whole life
Maybe you'll come back a new bride
Or maybe you'll come back to me
I see you
I don't wanna know where you've been
I don't want to rush you
I just wanna have a life again
Start a family
Oh, what about yours, my kids
If you love me
Oh, if you loved me
If you love me
It's almost 2023 & just now discovered this song! I'm disappointed with myself for not knowing this earlier
almost 2024 now and I'm just now discovering it 😭
I just want to give him a big hug!!!
This is legit my fav song
This is a jam 🤘 but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🐺🎸🎹
Man I wish Badflower would come to my province and city :(
His words, facial expressions, and the intense way he sings makes me feel like his emotions are my own, like my husband left me instead of remaining happily married to me like he has. This song "moves me." Powerful. I weep for this man's pain.
The guitar man is awesome
@@hermanolovo3088 Indeed. I reckon the band in it's entirety is pretty darn awesome. Thank God or whatever powers that be for good music.
This band saved me from killing myself and helped me heal.
That's great to hear. I'm happy You're still with us
Man....Badflower, not sure if you're listening, but this song had me hooked from day one. Just the raw emotion, the lyrics, the passion. I knew you would become more than you are. This song in particular had and still has me, holds me......moves me.
Nathanial, when I read your comment . . . .it was like you could read my mind. I guess we share the same thoughts about this very special unique band :)
I said the same thing when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin
...opioid crisis in full effect bring 90s grunge back! Im going and throwing on my flannel now!
@@lindseygentry7565 this....this is exactly what is needed. Everyone thinks it's an era. It's not just grunge. It's not just rock. It's expression. And I don't care who, or when, or how.....the pure release; that ability to vent where others can relate. When you create something you don't realize you're not the only one that's going through similar or particular situations....there's a connection. That's what brilliant music, whoa, I'm sorry.....that's what being a brilliant artist is all about. So sorry you relate this to the 90s just because grunge started then but it's 2018...the feeling never changes. Every generation needs expression. Not saying those bands weren't great by any means....but maybe this is something that's been built off of from the past and is an absolute necessity for the present.
Girlfriend broke up with me last week… one of those “amicable” breakups, but of course it still hurts like hell (worse in some ways I think)… I guess I’m in the “anger stage” of grieving cause this song is REALLY speaking to my soul right now. 💔thank you Badflower
This is a jam 🤘 but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🐺🎸🎹
just came back to the jewel had 5000 views when i first watched so glad you got the recognition you deserved!
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🎸🎧🤘🎸🎧
Just saw them live for the first time. They killed. Sound just like the video.
Thank you for this song. Helped me just realize she's not the one.
Same brother she’s out there for all of us just need to keep looking
This song and it's whole sound sounds like something Chris Cornell would have writen. Truly this song is my new favorite thing, I just broke up with my girlfriend and I really feel the lyrics of this song. Really, really great job guys!!!! Please keep up the good work!!!!
Damn. I miss Chris Cornell. :(
Nicole Bay i miss chester bennington more. linkin park was the core of my childhood. even now, knowing someone can feel what i feel and still get through the day makes me feel like I can too..
the fact it turned out they couldnt makes me question myself
Brad Haines dont ever give up hope! He didn't get enough help. I'm sorry you feel stuck. But as Dumbledore says "light can be found even in the darkest of times, when one only remembers to turn on the light".
me too,
I said the same thing when talking Them up to a friend the other day I said they had a very nineties grunge sort of vibe and would have fit right in i compared them to chris cornell ,sound garden, nirvana, fuel , alice in chains, smashing pumpkins, filter, solo dax riggs/deadboy/agentsofoblivion/ scream of the butterfly dead girl acid bath although the majority of acid bath had a harder metal sound....why is it that the same pains that can lead to such beautiful art and expression led at least 3-5 of those artists i listed to heroin
Badflower's music is so Emotional. Awesome!
It hurts so much.
This is not performance, its so very real. Amazing.
Amen sister! Im 54 and this music touches my soul. Music is a universal good thing and should be shared with all people of all ages because it unites us.
54 as well
Just got broken up with today and most of the lyrics are exactly how I feel. Almost 3.5 years and it’s gone. It burns and stings, because it wasn’t sudden, it was over several months. I wanted to fight, with all of my heart, but she’s done.
So Move Me will be on repeat for quite awhile.
Vicki Driver you posted this six months ago, I hope you’re in a better place now than you were then ❤️
WTF!! Each new track keeps getting better and better. I hope "The Hideout" is their new album, because there are at least four tracks with that monomer that I am wanting.
Well i bet your pretty damn dissapointed then xD
Michael Roberts hahahahahahhahaha
the hideout is a recording studio in las vegas, i’ve toured it, they’ve recorded various bands like five finger death punch
The intense full body chills I get every time I watch this video..
Not every day I find a music video that moves me like this one.
"I just wanna have a life again" ...hits in the deepest part of my soul
this is so good but you must hear “Live Not Survive” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🎹
The pain in the lyrics...damn.
I watched these guys perform with Shinedown and I haven't stopped listening. Really enjoy them.
Wow wow wow amazing love it ❤️❤️❤️
Agree with the passion there is actual pain in this song cat listen to it with the wife around tho she’s not “into music like this” and it’s a literal mood and it says so much within the lyrics it’s speaks and that my friends is the best type of music.
One of the most beautiful songs I know.
Who else had to spend a day basically keeping it on repeat lol absolutely love this song the pure trembling emotion in his voice. 🌹
Wow.. just found this band. So much raw emotion and incredibly relatable. Honestly speechless
David Fox they actually stole this writting from my friend the real creator of this song and never got credit from it
@@lizethmenjivar348 does your friend have an original version? I'd love to see it
This band is massively underrated.
this is such a beautiful song, a powerful song a foocking amazing song. It`s heavy, It`s deep. Can`t understand why it`s not nr 1 everywhere
this is so good but you must hear “Live Not Survive” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🎹🐺
Normally im into heavy music but these guys are amazing keep up the good work
Who hurt this man?
life hurt him
hntpoetryrocks 😟😢😟
I love you man !!! 😁😄
Who knows he was hurt many times I can tell but he explains his pain though music. I know this is not what you asked but he made a video saying hi to me I cried.....
Bad breakup
Josh the raw emotion in this song is unreal. Whoever hurt you didnt deserve you.
Wow. So this was the song I was looking for when she left me.
It's 10 months late, but I'll take it.
Guess I'll be taking another look at those feels.
I've loved this song for a long time. Used to make me sad thinking about my divorce from 16 yrs ago. This morning I cried tears of joy as my 15 month old belted it out. He can't form words but he screams along like he feels it too. Damn. Just a new way for it to hit me. This is what about the kids we didn't have, because I moved on, and met his mother, and had his sister 7 years ago. Kid has pipes!
Not his sister, haven't had the heart to tell her, but she wants to be a rapper, so she doesn't have to sing that well anyway.
Put this on Spotify. Jeez
Done
Amazing, you can feel the pain, in his voice, his face! The best, wow !!!! 👍💕
This may be the greatest song I've ever heard
This song is great , very emotional, so as Wolf , Highly Suspect ! 😢❤😊If you are suffering, heartbroken,remember it will pass! Sending love to all!
Not necessarily thinking of anybody in particular but this brings a tear to my eye every fn time. Damn....thought I knew u
this is so good but you must hear “Live Not Survive” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🎹🐺
@@beezybeez4207 omg thank u🖤🖤
@@brittanybinion1147 🤘🙏
this song is heartbreaking and I'm now in love with the singer
Yeah, Josh is fantastic
This song is a rollercoaster of emotions. God damn...
Holy shit!!!! How am I JUST finding this band??!!!
I just found them recently too! It's not Just you!
Same!
i just found them today lol
Ryan Browning Welcome!!!
EXACTLY
Just saw the band on Friday at the Aztec theater in San Antonio, Tx. I've never heard of them before and I'm happy to say I'm now a fan. This song was one of my favorites ❤ he sang in a spot light solo and it was one of those songs you felt he was just singing it to you. Great song! Great band and a great performance! ✌
He is in a lot of pain and he puts it out there for everyone. I hope he finds someone to treat him right. It's hard to see a child in pain . In I'm 52 and a mom of three sons.
His emotions and words "moved me." This band is so talented. I just wish others would give them the praise and publicity they deserved
This song is so emotional and so raw. It is really refreshing in a world where everything and everyone is so numb. It makes you feel and it makes you think and I love that about this band.
Oh my gosh I love badflower so much there's so much power an emotion and Beauty any of these songs
What can you say, not since Layne has been gone. I am totally amazed.
Exactly the right song