I can't put in words what Badflower and grandson mean to me and the way they shaped my future. What an absolutely amazing sources of inspiration! I want to thank both of you for your very high quality, well-thought and deep, emotional music. Listening to Badflower made me go "fuck it" and start writing my own, extremely personal stuff just few days back. Even though i'm currently not playing any melodic instrument (only been drumming for almost a year). Surprisingly, my first songs weren't as shit as I thought they would be - got positive feedback from my bandmates, so I'm super excited to work on it with them and bounce of ideas. Right now we're just amateur jam cover group, but i want to take step and start shaping up who we want to be. Thanks to Badflower i realized that my dream is to be in this darker-style rock band where priority is not just showing off, but instead, putting out those raw emotions out, creating an experience which would connect with other people. Even if it would mean playing small dirty club with little to no audience in future. As an amateur who started to delve into music just a year ago and currently, a bandleader, i'm super excited about the future, even though it will be thorny and we will most likely fail a lot and be shit for some time. For grandson, I stumbled upon him when I've read that he's very good friends with guys from Badflowers and it even further strenghten my resolve. Stuff like "thoughts and prayers" just cuts right into the heart. I want my music to have at least some of that impact and resonance. For Badflower, see you guys on 2 concerts in Prague, Czech republic! I'm so glad i got to know you thanks to Palaye Royale. Can't wait to see your amazing craft in person!
"Family", released on the 7th of July, 2021, was the first song written for the album "This Is How The World Ends". According to Josh Katz of Badflower, the song was written in real time. "The feelings and realizations I had were brought on while the song was being written," he explained, "I wasn't really telling a story, I was kind of finding the story and learning about myself." He also added, "I hope the song helps someone else with similar issues on either end, as a way to start the conversation or even just inspire people to be a little more mindful of the people we love and who love us, especially now in these insanely divided times, we could all use a reminder. Families and friendships are so important."
Josh is a prime example of a far too common occurrence. a sensitive and kind soul who has been through far too much. The idea that we're only given what we can handle is an absolute joke. So many people are broken inside yet smiling on the outside. But, we're in this world together. We CAN heal together. Thank you Badflower for always portraying such meaningful and honest lyrics. I'll always respect your music.
Hardest part of self-care for individuals with photographic memories is family. 36.5years 40+ concussions still hearing the same old stories, of what happened to this family. Even for me this song as me tripping. Bad flower is this generations Pink Floyd and this video is The Wall all in one song.
lyrics so powerful you instantly feel the pain. my family is all sorts of fucked up or gone. this song is just beautiful. this band continues to top itself.
I haven’t listened to every Badflower song but this seems to be the best lyrics I’ve heard of there’s by far… best lyrics I’ve heard just in general in a long run!
"My family is all sorts of fucked up or gone." I'm with ya there. Lots of my friends from childhood have committed suicide. Our family was pretty abusive and we were around a lot of other messed up kids. Drugs and booze destroyed most of em.
This is how you do it. If a musician feels everything, there can be nothing to regret. Honest. Raw. Though I can't relate to every aspect of this song, it doesn't matter. The experiences of an artist should never be denied, but felt deep in the listeners bones.
The reasons/feelings behind this song are why I'm in therapy. Trying to break generational curses, heal childhood trauma, and make sure I raise kids that don't need therapy the way I do. I listen to this song on repeat.
This song sums up anyone experiencing a broken family. I used to have an amazing little family, a wife and 2 adorable little boys. I miss you all so much, and love you so much and always will.
Family, Badflower: lyrics Taste bitter on the guilty tongue It's hard to see I'm the chosen one Fake friends with a camera phone Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home This home of mine I see it in my dreams Where everyone looks happy And everyone still likes me This home of mine I miss it all the time What happened to this family? What happened to this family? (Have I let you down?) Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards Being thoughtful can be so hard First fifteen years I'm the favorite son Last fifteen years I'm thе hated one This heart of minе Gets blacker all the time Affection makes me nauseous Believe me, I don't want this I hurt my blood tonight I made my sisters cry I never say, I love you Even though I want to I'm just my father's son My mother's kid A shitty brother I'm nobody's friend This is all my fault I only make you cry I don't deserve this family (You're better off without me) 'Cause I let you down And I lost my fucking mind Then everything got messy And everyone got angry I cursed my blood tonight It happens all the time Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me? What happened to this family? What happened to this family? What happened to this family? What happened to this family? Don't hate me Don't hate me Don't let me drown I hate goodbyes So cringey, I could die We only say, I love you 'Cause that's what we're supposed to And most families lie But I meant it every time Then treat you like you're worthless I never said I'm perfect
Mine too. Though wasn’t too long after F*ck the World I hopped on the bandwagon. Lol my supervisor at work got me into them and we’re both going crazy waiting for the new album.
I wish the whole world would know about Badflower. They’re honestly SO FUCKIN talented, the lyrics, music, the message, just everything about them deserve to be known by the whole world. I’m seeing them in may and I swear I’m not ready for this.
I don't think I have ever ugly cried listening to a song like I did with this one. The fact that I could relate to every single line on this song tells you everything you need to know. Josh managed to put in words a sort of scream I had muffled inside myself for a very long time and couldn't find the words to do it. Thank you, man.
You're not alone in that feeling. My dad and step mom introduced me to this songs and I couldn't stop the tears. This song is powerful beyond words. Hope you're having a good one. Cheers.
JOSH, SOAP AINT GOT SHIT ON THIS SONG! This is so emotional, soap is fun and feisty. Two incredible songs, but im definitely choosing this one right now!! Thanks for the early birthday gift,everything I needed right now♡
im 53, when i was 4 i was starved almost to death by my parents. went to foster homes, lived with my sister a bit then on my own. i learned to try and be a good person despite all that. everyday is a challenge, the only answer is be good to those you love. and i'm still here and every day i see the sun shine i'm happy cause i survived.
well, ummm, yea. Im speechless. This band has done nothing but give me chills since i i first heard promise me last year. Im a huge fan, and they have proven to be the band that deserves to be heard worldwide and respected. Congrats badflower, youve ripped my heard out again!!. Love it!
Dude 'Promise Me' is gut wrenchingly good. I listen to that song almost daily. First time I heard it was literally days after someone close to me passed away. Knot in my throat every time. Especially with that "Gaaave out..." at 3:24. 🤘
Holy fuck, dude... I felt every word of this. I didn't have to look up the lyrics. I _knew_ every word of this, like they were pouring out of my soul, like I wrote the song myself. At some point, when I stop crying, I'll listen to it again. Thank you. Also... the mics and production on those drums were _insane._ Intensely powerful yet breathtakingly intimate at the same time.
Been feeling this way for years now and could never figure out how to put it into words. This fits what I feel so perfectly. I’d be lying if I wasn’t about cry by the end of this song. Thank you for your music.
This is the first song ive ever heard that made me break down the first time I listened to it. It made me realize I have some repressed feelings I need to tackle. Thank you for this, seriously.
I need to sing the praises of: 1. The drummer. He is incredible on this track. Absolute beast. 2. The mix. This is one of the finest mixes I’ve ever heard. If you haven’t listened to this with good headphones, you absolutely must. Every second is full of sonic Easter eggs. Every note is crystal clear and played with purpose. It’s so hard as a songwriter to determine when a song is finished. Does it need more? Is it too much? This is just perfect.
All I can say is I wish I had this music in 2004-2006. Definetly has been what was needed for the hardest years of my life...even up till today. Speaks to all the volumes of what I was and have been going through for so many years.
I just caught this band in Burlington, Ontario, Canada. They are my new favorite band. They blew my mind and my 17-year old thought they were kicked ass. Well done.
A truly extraordinary band, I've been following them from their early years and they just got better and better every time, can't wait for the new album
This song is helping me,i suffered a lot of bullying and i dropped on a big depression. I almost commited suicide with my 14 years (Im actually 17 years old). I thought nobody was with me,not even my family. I was alone and was scary. Im still doing therapy,but at these days i feeling better,do not run from your problems,man. You'll still have a life in front,dont put all the blame on you,enjoy the life while you can.
This song also spoke to me, I'm gonna be 18 and I was put into foster care for no reason, my bio dad and bitch stepmom just said "they're not welcome home" and my and my twin at 15 were thrown into a new house where we didn't know anyone, and for the past 3 years I've been reliving basically what this song describes and looking back at it, I sometimes miss it but it was so so toxic, I'm going to therapy for the 4th time, I'm getting medicated for the second time. I was physically abused, emotionally/psychologically abused (like munchausen syndrome by proxy at some point) and I was sexually assulted multiple times. I tried to commit when I was 13 and almost did it again over quarantine. I have complex ptsd, anxiety, depression, and my therapist now is trying to diagnose me with other things like ADHD and mania. I got adopted in 2020, though, by my loving family, which is great. You can make it out, just hold on because it's all you have, remind yourself of the small things that are little victories because it's a hard battle. I'm here for you 💙 it's going to be okay, and it's easier said than done, and I'm typing this with tears in my eyes. Please please please don't give up 💙 You're stronger than you think
It's been a week, this is the only song i can listen to. It's been on repeat except for when I was at work. Something has not spoke to me in such a long time. Something hasnt hurt this bad and I just want to let everyone know, even in the dark, I will always love you. You got this! 💖
Damn, everything these guys do cuts right to the bone and just stays there grinding away. I keep waiting to come across a song I dont like & they just get better and more visceral with each one. Awesome band.
Right on point for those of us feel just like this and are still dealing with it. But remember? True love is not just in the blood. True love is in the Heart. That's much more powerful than blood. And if you have both then you better really watch out. Such a great and powerful song. So amazing You have a new fan here. 58 years old and still loving all forms of Rock. Especially Emo.
Josh i'm sorry for what you've gone through with Ghost Heroine and Family but im glad you wrote about it because not many have the guts to do so, so I Kallia Wall as a proud fan say Thank You and I Love You!!!
Sadly I found this band maybe 6 months ago and damn if they not in this 55 yr old man’s head it’s like every song is my life they are such a great band
I appreciate the honesty of this song. I wish I could relate more, but my family has been abusive and unwelcoming since birth. I wish I knew what it was like to look back fondly on childhood
I'm 16 years old, and in the past 11 years I was adopted and I've been to 23 funerals. losing family and friends and feeling guilty in so many different ways, makes this song hit hard.
Rémi Dogger oh Palaye is awesome too!! If you like Badflower I definitely recommend listening to Redeemer, Mr Doctor Man and Dying In A Hotub!! I can’t wait to see both bands in the UK
I’m 33 and this feels like a synopsis of my life of addiction and poor choices… thank you for this, even if u never see this comment I still needed to say thank you.
Lyrics: Taste bitter on a guilty tongue It's hard to see I'm the chosen one Fake friends with a camera phone Ugly, drunk, cold and missin' home This home of mine, I see it in my dreams But everyone looks happy, and everyone still likes me This home of mine, I miss it all the time What happened to this family? What happened to this family? I let you down Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards Being thoughtful can be so hard First 15 years I'm the favourite son Last 15 years I'm the hated one This heart of mine gets blacker all the time Affection makes me nauseous Believe me, I don't want this I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry I never say 'I love you' even though I want to I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend And this is all my fault, I only make you cry I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me 'Cause I let you down and I lost my fucking mind And everything got messy and everyone got angry I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me? What happened to this family? What happened to this family? What happened to this family? What happened to this family? Don't hate me, don't hate me Don't let me drown I hate goodbyes, so cringy I could die We only say 'I love you' 'cause that's what we're supposed to And most families lie, but I meant it every time And treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect
Hey, Josh, guys. We hold our fingers for you - we want you to become a world band, and - so it will be! This song is really beautiful and touching, and the chorus is so amazing - this is your "trick". Keep it up, Badflower!
I have never related more to a song than until now, I'm going so be singing those lyrics with the raw emotion of my past. This truly is a masterpiece 👏❤😢
This is a amazing song. I heard it on XM Octane today while driving home from work. I drove around an extra 40 minutes hitting replay over and over. So true and emotional, gave me a lump in my throat each time I listened. I went to prison in my early 20s, got out when I was almost 40. My family wants nothing to do with me. Luckily I got out and got a good job but all I have is a lot of money and a nice car, I have no family and the only friends I have are the superficial ones at work. I can't even talk about a big part of my life as it would likely cost me my job. Ghost was great but this is a masterpiece.
Hello me, is this you? I went to prison in late teens and again in mid twenties. Gave everything to my family, when I told them I had cancer, they bailed. Said I was too angry all the time. Once I finish treatment, I'll be starting my life again just like when I was 17 (moved out and hit the streets running). Lots of good people left in the world, as cliché as it sounds, like diamonds in the rough. Head up, move forward.
When I found Badflower, I was in some of the darkest times in my life. Was a very hard fight battling the darkness in my life, and the first song I heard was Ghost. Very strange note is, Listening to Ghost honestly saved my life during those very dark times, as it hits hard on a personal note, along with Family. Most of the lyrics i can relate to all to well, but, knowing i still have a lot of bad days, i just try to keep a smile on my face and keep on chugging. Finding Badflower honestly saved my life, knowing that some songs are very depressing, but, it's the personal connection(s) through the lyrics that can result impact someone.
It hurts me how much I relate to this song, all of it, every single line, every single word. But oh my god, my heart shattered hearing the line "First fifteen years I'm the favourite son, last fifteen years I'm the hated one." That is unfortunately exactly my story after coming out as a gay guy to my parents. Oh well... So let's play it on repeat! Thank you for this song, it helps a lot.
Hey, I'm sure you are aware, but let me remind you, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Sadly, a lot of times, coming out can mean that family will no longer be there for you. Blood doesn't make someone family. Their loss. Virtual hugs!
TJ, I am so sorry that your parent's couldn't accept you. I firmly believe a parent should love their child unconditionally and without fail. On behalf of those moms, we will be come your mom now. We will love and support you, regardless of sexual orientation. You have a purpose, your life has meaning and no one can take that away from you! Love, a mom to all who are lost, forgotten, pushed aside or neglected. I hear you. I see you. I love you.
The lyric video made me cry, but this music video absolutely destroyed me. Please never stop making music guys. The world needs you more than you know.💜
As my favorite musicians are in their 50s now still going strong but against the clock….badflower you give me hope that their will still be generationally talented new rock music for me to hear for the next 30 years.
I wonder if this is actually inspired by his life, or is it a story. Badflower are so good at telling stories, they transmit emotion through every song
@@GoreJess11 he said in the live stream this morning it was about his family; and now that this song is out and his family will see it he will have to talk to them and work things out
Everyone has had a fucked up family or does now. This video is excellent; Josh thank you for being so vulnerable and bearing your soul and telling the world your emotions and experiences. When you look into the camera I can feel your pain and mine too. Thanks to all of you!!! Badflower rocks. The scene where you are screaming with the white stuff behind you is just wow!
First time I saw this was on mushrooms. And it really was one of those times where I thought I was meant to see it at that time to get thru this season of my life. Thank you guys so much for this song, and thank you even more to the creative directors of this video.
I left home when I was 15 , some parents shouldn't be parents. No one ever asked me to come back and they all moved on without me. 18 years on my own and still better off. I don't regret it. It was hard but I'd do it again.
I heard the tail end of this song today in the car. I found the song. Listened to the whole thing. And it hit me like a ton of bricks. I thought I put my past behind me but I was wrong. I found happiness in this life but this song brought up some dark emotions that I thought I boxed up and threw away. I got home, put the AirPods in and just listened to it on repeat holding my 1 year old son and sang to him. Of course little man just smiled. And it made me feel better. Never knew of this band til today so I’m gonna look up some more of their stuff and listen to it. Great song!
Captjack91, nice comment. All I can say is grab a large glass of wine or what ever you enjoy, a box of tissues and prepare to get some deep feels. This band is truly one of a kind. Like all of us, you found a little jewel. The band, Badflower, released two albums "OK I'M SICK" and THIS IS HOW THE WORLD ENDS". Both are, in my option, masterpieces musically and lyrically. If I were your waitress at a music bar I would suggest, for starters, "Promise Me", "Ghost" "Move Me" and "Daddy" . I found that the more I dug into this band the better they got. Enjoy. . Lisa
This has been one of my favorites for over a decade, I just wish it was longer, yet starting it all over is still always amazing. It's so catchy, meaningful, enlightening and soothing, that it's always easy to enjoy.
This song cuts deep word for word I spiritually felt this because my family disowned me... Been homeless for a long time and was able to get somewhat of a base after everything. The moment he says, "what happened to this family" I broke into tears and almost felt like it was written for what I'm going through. Anyone going through the same thing must know you're worth it and don't listen to them and find your purpose and push through. Things are bad but never forever. Love yourself. People need to be doing that more than ever.
Thank you Badflower. Between this song and "Everyone's an ass hole" has been occasionally stuck in a loop since last month. Occasionally I listen to these songs to remind myself I'm not the only one whose going through tough times. The weight of the world, the weight of my family, and the weight of my job- it feels like it's not meant to be. Being this insightful as well- learning my family's downfalls- I intend to reflect and progress without making the same mistakes. All I want to do is make a decent living, be honest, be humble, and live with integrity. But sometimes peers make this incredibly difficult as I witness their dishonest ways. The way they earn wealth, the way they treat other people, showing me 'right way of doing it' although it benefits nobody at the end of the day and lastly taking the easy way out of situations. The blame game is incredibly outrageous and everyone is a doosh to other people. People can be mean for no reason it feels like. It sometimes amazes me really, how humanity treats itself. Meanwhile, I am having this dilemma where everything feels like a dream. My mind feels numb and I feel sudden confusion. When people talk to me, I feel like I'm not the one whose speaking. I'm also extremely forgetful; I'll do an action and turn right around and already forget what I just did a few minutes ago. Sometimes, this heightens to the point where I internally freak out because of the confusion feelings. Feeling alone, afraid, confused, extremely frustrated with this experience whilst trying to tell people who don't understand and don't know how to properly treat me. It wears off most of the time I sleep but typically I have to be awake. This feeling hits when it shouldn't, and to get rid of it is to rest. I also keep getting hit by random thoughts of wanting to see my family. I haven't seen them in years. We've had a rough start with each other and lately it seems like they've been falling apart with court and just non-stop mishaps. But ultimately who I wanna see, is my siblings. I miss them so much. I regret not hanging out with them as the big brother. I always drowned myself in my video games as my coping mechanism (and is still today, which has began to be problematic to some degrees... longevity wise, I think it hurt me). I recently saw pictures of them, and that's why it sparked; my siblings look completely different from what I last seen them. I was so- god damn shook after seeing them on messenger. After the random call my little sister gave me- I cried. I couldn't believe it. I don't know what I expected... but... I just know I need to see them. This lifestyle of solidarity has been killing me ever since.
I never in my life have felt something so strongly & I've never listened to a song that has made me cry like this before. Your guys' music makes me feel understood & less alone... like how I'm feeling is put into words.. I don't think you'll ever know the impact you've made on me. Thank you all so much for being here. You guys are amazing!
I am fortunate enough to be born into a loving family. A family which provided me with everything that I want and would support me in every alley that I choose to enter. But somehow this song resonate to me. I don't know if that is Josh's raw emotion, the lyrycism, the drumbeat,the visual or whatnot but this song is one hell of a masterpiece. Thank you Badflower for continuing the rock genre.
Sometimes it’s not what a parent did. It’s what they didn’t do. You may need to step outside of your life and look back in. You can’t find what was missing if you are recalling it emotionally through your eyes that told you that your childhood was what a childhood is. Even if we get upset we do not look at the parent in the end of missing out something important or desired by us, but always recorded as a young age of not getting something emotionally wise because we didn’t deserve it. support is great but some parents are supporting their own agenda. For the look to the outside world and to keep tabs on kids life to influence them. You can have this and all the latest clothes but if you didn’t feel that you as you is enough or acceptable then your not in a good mindset. Traumas in childhood are results of both deliberate and accidental occurrences. Emotionally neglected is a hard thing too grab when you can’t compare what’s not there or should be. Even seeing your neighbors getting it and you not, will always be filed in you that you weren’t worthy to get them things obviously if your friend Bobby’s parents are saying it to him. So there must be a reason why you don’t get it.
For all of you who feel this song is coming from within - as I do - there is nothing like family when it comes to feeling so completely diminished. Don't feel defined by it. x
Hits so close to home can’t believe what I just heard. Usually don’t comment on songs but this came on a random play list and I stopped literally in my tracks to write this.
You ever find a song that both fits amazingly for something in your head, but you can't listen to it too much in one sitting because of how it hits? I got that right now.
This song hits hard, especially for those of us that can never go back to that “home.” Just a cold reminder that we wished things were different. Truly a beautiful song.
I texted this to my 15-year-old son and told him that it sounds like he wrote this song because this is how he thinks of himself. I then told him that although this is how HE sees himself the rest of us do not view him like this. He sees himself as a curse and we see him as a blessing. I told him that we he needs a reminder to listen to the song and remember what I told him. He said that helped a lot. Thank you for writing this!
Josh, you and the band did it again! Every song, I relate to. This one tops it. IT'S ON REPEAT! Thank you for putting my feelings and so many others into a blunt, macabre yet beautifully done piece of art!! Your music has gotten me through so much!!!
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So good.
Hey there. Hope you’re doing well 💯
This song is grandson approved
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Yes! A man of taste and culture.
I can't put in words what Badflower and grandson mean to me and the way they shaped my future. What an absolutely amazing sources of inspiration! I want to thank both of you for your very high quality, well-thought and deep, emotional music.
Listening to Badflower made me go "fuck it" and start writing my own, extremely personal stuff just few days back. Even though i'm currently not playing any melodic instrument (only been drumming for almost a year). Surprisingly, my first songs weren't as shit as I thought they would be - got positive feedback from my bandmates, so I'm super excited to work on it with them and bounce of ideas. Right now we're just amateur jam cover group, but i want to take step and start shaping up who we want to be.
Thanks to Badflower i realized that my dream is to be in this darker-style rock band where priority is not just showing off, but instead, putting out those raw emotions out, creating an experience which would connect with other people. Even if it would mean playing small dirty club with little to no audience in future. As an amateur who started to delve into music just a year ago and currently, a bandleader, i'm super excited about the future, even though it will be thorny and we will most likely fail a lot and be shit for some time.
For grandson, I stumbled upon him when I've read that he's very good friends with guys from Badflowers and it even further strenghten my resolve. Stuff like "thoughts and prayers" just cuts right into the heart. I want my music to have at least some of that impact and resonance.
For Badflower, see you guys on 2 concerts in Prague, Czech republic! I'm so glad i got to know you thanks to Palaye Royale. Can't wait to see your amazing craft in person!
"Family", released on the 7th of July, 2021, was the first song written for the album "This Is How The World Ends". According to Josh Katz of Badflower, the song was written in real time. "The feelings and realizations I had were brought on while the song was being written," he explained, "I wasn't really telling a story, I was kind of finding the story and learning about myself." He also added, "I hope the song helps someone else with similar issues on either end, as a way to start the conversation or even just inspire people to be a little more mindful of the people we love and who love us, especially now in these insanely divided times, we could all use a reminder. Families and friendships are so important."
Was wondering on the back story of this. Thanks!
Amen
YOUR AWESOME !!! I SO LOVE YOU, THE BAND AND ALL THE MUSIC !!!!
Hiii
did someone say family?
The raw emotion behind this...... I'm just speechless.
Yes
I love this type of song. Strong, simple and clean drum driven with subtle harmonic guitars and deep deep lyrics sung with intense feeling.
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And i love this description
Josh is a prime example of a far too common occurrence. a sensitive and kind soul who has been through far too much. The idea that we're only given what we can handle is an absolute joke. So many people are broken inside yet smiling on the outside. But, we're in this world together. We CAN heal together.
Thank you Badflower for always portraying such meaningful and honest lyrics. I'll always respect your music.
Pretty sure he is handling it just fine.....
Hardest part of self-care for individuals with photographic memories is family. 36.5years 40+ concussions still hearing the same old stories, of what happened to this family. Even for me this song as me tripping. Bad flower is this generations Pink Floyd and this video is The Wall all in one song.
@@beastslayer9153 Yeah, just like Chris Cornell or Chester Bennington looked like they were handling it "just fine."
@@kronos911you should look into Harley Pasternak and his involvement with those guys
a year late, yeah, but well said, love. We only have so many years on this earth, and it's far too little to spend being hurt or sad or alone.
lyrics so powerful you instantly feel the pain. my family is all sorts of fucked up or gone. this song is just beautiful. this band continues to top itself.
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I haven’t listened to every Badflower song but this seems to be the best lyrics I’ve heard of there’s by far… best lyrics I’ve heard just in general in a long run!
Amen bro fn incredible should be huge they are the real deal for sure
"My family is all sorts of fucked up or gone."
I'm with ya there. Lots of my friends from childhood have committed suicide. Our family was pretty abusive and we were around a lot of other messed up kids. Drugs and booze destroyed most of em.
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god badflowers always so fuckin depressing but it always fuckin SLAPS
@Blacklisted and Proxy Stalked Ik the feeling
@Blacklisted and Proxy Stalked what father
THESE TRUTHS SHOUD BE YELLED FROM THE ROOFTOPS TILL FAMILIES FUCKING CHANGE
Exactly what I was thinking
Yes.
This is how you do it. If a musician feels everything, there can be nothing to regret. Honest. Raw. Though I can't relate to every aspect of this song, it doesn't matter. The experiences of an artist should never be denied, but felt deep in the listeners bones.
Well said. 👏
You should definatly check out nothing but thieves
lucky u for not being able to relate to everything he is singing about... lucky u
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The reasons/feelings behind this song are why I'm in therapy. Trying to break generational curses, heal childhood trauma, and make sure I raise kids that don't need therapy the way I do. I listen to this song on repeat.
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Keep up the good fight. It’s not easy waking with some of the demons we’ve got inside. You’re doing Gods work 🙇♂️
This song sums up anyone experiencing a broken family. I used to have an amazing little family, a wife and 2 adorable little boys. I miss you all so much, and love you so much and always will.
This is so good but you must hear “The Wave Acoustic” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘
I’m here now brother. Right before Christmas. Fuck my life
Powerful stuff, sadly relate to some of the themes Josh tackles here. Looking forward to this album!!
Bro.. I can't express how much I'm looking forward to your review
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The man himself!!! Loving the song myself too🙏🏻
Legit I just searched for your review and then I find this comment
i cant WAIT for your review!!
Family, Badflower: lyrics
Taste bitter on the guilty tongue
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Fake friends with a camera phone
Ugly, drunk, cold, and missing home
This home of mine
I see it in my dreams
Where everyone looks happy
And everyone still likes me
This home of mine
I miss it all the time
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
(Have I let you down?)
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Being thoughtful can be so hard
First fifteen years I'm the favorite son
Last fifteen years I'm thе hated one
This heart of minе
Gets blacker all the time
Affection makes me nauseous
Believe me, I don't want this
I hurt my blood tonight
I made my sisters cry
I never say, I love you
Even though I want to
I'm just my father's son
My mother's kid
A shitty brother
I'm nobody's friend
This is all my fault
I only make you cry
I don't deserve this family
(You're better off without me)
'Cause I let you down
And I lost my fucking mind
Then everything got messy
And everyone got angry
I cursed my blood tonight
It happens all the time
Is everyone against me?
Has everyone goddamned me?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
Don't hate me
Don't hate me
Don't let me drown
I hate goodbyes
So cringey, I could die
We only say, I love you
'Cause that's what we're supposed to
And most families lie
But I meant it every time
Then treat you like you're worthless
I never said I'm perfect
I think it's "Is everyone against me? Has everyone condemned me?"
@@gypsyfirestorm hey, I checked the official subtitles of the video and the lyrics of the song and it says “goddamned me”, but thanks :)
@@lola.3888 You're right. My bad :-)
@@gypsyfirestorm no worries :)
@@lola.3888 this is the most civil and wholesome conversation thread on TH-cam and I’m so proud of you and love you both 🥺
THIS IS MY FIRST BADFLOWER RELEASE IM SO EXCITED
Welcome! You won't regret it.
Mine too. Though wasn’t too long after F*ck the World I hopped on the bandwagon. Lol my supervisor at work got me into them and we’re both going crazy waiting for the new album.
Ayyyy
SAME
You just stumbled on a lifestyle fam
I wish the whole world would know about Badflower. They’re honestly SO FUCKIN talented, the lyrics, music, the message, just everything about them deserve to be known by the whole world. I’m seeing them in may and I swear I’m not ready for this.
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How was it?
Lol they have a couple good songs. It’s nothing crazy. Settle down.
@@Givemegymtips She committed the crime of finding enjoyment and meaning in something 5 months ago, I hope she is currently doing hard time 🚔
@@Walrus101 I’m sure those 3 decent songs are long forgotten.
I’ve never related so close to an entire album in my life. I love this guy and this band. He’s helping me heal my soul.
you don't need music to heal your soul all you need is Jesus Christ
@@steelnuts81 Yeah and I'm sure you'll convert someone on that idea on TH-cam bro with the name steel nuts
@@steelnuts81 💀
@@justawestern_rider7076😂
@@steelnuts81yeah cuz he’s helped me out so much lol
I don't think I have ever ugly cried listening to a song like I did with this one. The fact that I could relate to every single line on this song tells you everything you need to know. Josh managed to put in words a sort of scream I had muffled inside myself for a very long time and couldn't find the words to do it. Thank you, man.
You're not alone in that feeling. My dad and step mom introduced me to this songs and I couldn't stop the tears. This song is powerful beyond words. Hope you're having a good one. Cheers.
JOSH, SOAP AINT GOT SHIT ON THIS SONG! This is so emotional, soap is fun and feisty. Two incredible songs, but im definitely choosing this one right now!! Thanks for the early birthday gift,everything I needed right now♡
im 53, when i was 4 i was starved almost to death by my parents. went to foster homes, lived with my sister a bit then on my own. i learned to try and be a good person despite all that. everyday is a challenge, the only answer is be good to those you love. and i'm still here and every day i see the sun shine i'm happy cause i survived.
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Relate, Amen brother....
well, ummm, yea. Im speechless. This band has done nothing but give me chills since i i first heard promise me last year. Im a huge fan, and they have proven to be the band that deserves to be heard worldwide and respected. Congrats badflower, youve ripped my heard out again!!. Love it!
Dude 'Promise Me' is gut wrenchingly good. I listen to that song almost daily. First time I heard it was literally days after someone close to me passed away. Knot in my throat every time. Especially with that "Gaaave out..." at 3:24. 🤘
Holy fuck, dude...
I felt every word of this. I didn't have to look up the lyrics. I _knew_ every word of this, like they were pouring out of my soul, like I wrote the song myself.
At some point, when I stop crying, I'll listen to it again.
Thank you.
Also... the mics and production on those drums were _insane._ Intensely powerful yet breathtakingly intimate at the same time.
agreed
Yeah. Summed it up
Ur good with words, I agree
I totally FEEL you on this . Same here for me.
100% Agree
Been feeling this way for years now and could never figure out how to put it into words. This fits what I feel so perfectly. I’d be lying if I wasn’t about cry by the end of this song. Thank you for your music.
So u got a hybrid theory tattoo & ur also here.... U my friend know good music, 👌🏻
@@omartijerinavale thank you my good sir…if there’s real emotion in the lyrics along with good Instrumental, I’m a fan. 🤘🤘
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The whole family's here, guys. Just release it for us😘
This is the first song ive ever heard that made me break down the first time I listened to it. It made me realize I have some repressed feelings I need to tackle. Thank you for this, seriously.
I need to sing the praises of:
1. The drummer. He is incredible on this track. Absolute beast.
2. The mix. This is one of the finest mixes I’ve ever heard. If you haven’t listened to this with good headphones, you absolutely must. Every second is full of sonic Easter eggs. Every note is crystal clear and played with purpose.
It’s so hard as a songwriter to determine when a song is finished. Does it need more? Is it too much? This is just perfect.
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Thank you for commenting what we are all realizing. It truly is a masterpiece.
All I can say is I wish I had this music in 2004-2006. Definetly has been what was needed for the hardest years of my life...even up till today. Speaks to all the volumes of what I was and have been going through for so many years.
I hear you. I'm 42 now, but i feel this song as my 18 to 25yo self and can still relate today as well.
Once again you pack a punch of absolutely devastating, beautiful, raw emotion into one brilliant song.
This person wrote my inner monologue down and made it into a song...
😭😭😭💔💔💔
Oh, can't believe I'm seeing your comment here, I watch your jk videos
Exactly I was just talking to my wife about how it feels like he is singing my life back to me
Lol, such a poser
@@BreakzTerrorist wow pretty judgmental friend
I cannot wait to hear this song live. This one will be a banger with a crowd, just an absolute banger
im seeing them in two weeks im so excited
WOW! the cinematography/editing /effects in this video were amazing! Really interesting how they mixed in horror with such a dark and emotional song.
I just caught this band in Burlington, Ontario, Canada. They are my new favorite band. They blew my mind and my 17-year old thought they were kicked ass. Well done.
This is so good but you must hear “The Wave” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🐺🤘🎧
A truly extraordinary band, I've been following them from their early years and they just got better and better every time, can't wait for the new album
Same
This heart of mine gets blacker all the time...same mate, same
Same!
@@kristinlesesne if only we were all connected by something...wait ❤
Yes
My heart is so black that it will never see the light again. This song is my life to a tee.
This song is helping me,i suffered a lot of bullying and i dropped on a big depression. I almost commited suicide with my 14 years (Im actually 17 years old). I thought nobody was with me,not even my family. I was alone and was scary. Im still doing therapy,but at these days i feeling better,do not run from your problems,man. You'll still have a life in front,dont put all the blame on you,enjoy the life while you can.
I feel that too
This song also spoke to me, I'm gonna be 18 and I was put into foster care for no reason, my bio dad and bitch stepmom just said "they're not welcome home" and my and my twin at 15 were thrown into a new house where we didn't know anyone, and for the past 3 years I've been reliving basically what this song describes and looking back at it, I sometimes miss it but it was so so toxic, I'm going to therapy for the 4th time, I'm getting medicated for the second time. I was physically abused, emotionally/psychologically abused (like munchausen syndrome by proxy at some point) and I was sexually assulted multiple times. I tried to commit when I was 13 and almost did it again over quarantine. I have complex ptsd, anxiety, depression, and my therapist now is trying to diagnose me with other things like ADHD and mania. I got adopted in 2020, though, by my loving family, which is great. You can make it out, just hold on because it's all you have, remind yourself of the small things that are little victories because it's a hard battle. I'm here for you 💙 it's going to be okay, and it's easier said than done, and I'm typing this with tears in my eyes. Please please please don't give up 💙 You're stronger than you think
@@twinny_mi Thank you.
I'm a result of that, and I also suffered a lot from my divorce, but everything is fine now.
So please be fine too, I'll root for you, kid!
Stay strong, all it takes is one person to come in to our life and change everything.
It's been a week, this is the only song i can listen to. It's been on repeat except for when I was at work.
Something has not spoke to me in such a long time. Something hasnt hurt this bad and I just want to let everyone know, even in the dark, I will always love you. You got this! 💖
this is so good but you must hear “Live Not Survive” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘
@@beezybeez4207 I'll give it a listen! Love song recommendations!
Drummers don't get enough recognition. I hear you. I appreciate you. 2:07 3:10
Not ready to cry again, I already when I heard the song this morning. 😢 Going to need to jump into a pile of tissues and hugs, I can feel it
I heard ghost on the radio 2 years ago and have been hooked since. Cant wait to hear this
Damn, everything these guys do cuts right to the bone and just stays there grinding away. I keep waiting to come across a song I dont like & they just get better and more visceral with each one. Awesome band.
This is a jam🤘🎶but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🐺🔥🥁🎸🎵
@@beezybeez5971 cool song, like their sound. 👍
@@mjhill72 thx for listening 🤘🙏
60 years old and OMG just listened to about 6 and I mean dude you are nailing it, and the band is freaking on. Thanks for the breath of fresh air
Yup, cuts like butter with a warm knife. Badflower you complete me.
Well said
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Exactly! 💖
Right on point for those of us feel just like this and are still dealing with it.
But remember?
True love is not just in the blood.
True love is in the Heart.
That's much more powerful than blood.
And if you have both then you better really watch out.
Such a great and powerful song.
So amazing
You have a new fan here.
58 years old and still loving all forms of Rock.
Especially Emo.
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the way this band hits home in so many different ways...variety of sounds...they keep winning
Dope track!!
This shoots my my heart back to painful truths I've yet to understand. It's a soul's cry for love - a bloodletting I so often need. Very nice work!
This is so good but you must hear “The Wave” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🐺🤘🎧
palaye royale releasing a song on the 8th and badflower releasing one on the 7th. :))))🖤❤ i can't wait.
same I’m HYPED
Don't forget ice nine kills on the 9th!
So ready
Also, No Love In LA is getting released this week too!
@@skyeandicy OMG IKR I CAN'T BELIEVE THEIR ACTUALLY RELEASING TWO SONGS THIS WEEK
Makes me feel absolutely terrible, yet it's such a good song and I cannot stop listening. Such is the magic of Badflower!
Josh i'm sorry for what you've gone through with Ghost Heroine and Family but im glad you wrote about it because not many have the guts to do so, so I Kallia Wall as a proud fan say Thank You and I Love You!!!
follow my twitter @KalliaWall
What's scary is that this song describes my life exactly, I really understand every emotion he feels. This song is amazing!!
Wow thats so deep, so good, so emotional! This got all the feels, xoxo
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “The Wave” by SLT 🤘🔥🐺
Sadly I found this band maybe 6 months ago and damn if they not in this 55 yr old man’s head it’s like every song is my life they are such a great band
This is so good but you must hear “City” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🌃🎸
I appreciate the honesty of this song. I wish I could relate more, but my family has been abusive and unwelcoming since birth. I wish I knew what it was like to look back fondly on childhood
I'm 16 years old, and in the past 11 years I was adopted and I've been to 23 funerals. losing family and friends and feeling guilty in so many different ways, makes this song hit hard.
Badflower and Palaye Royale?? Soooo jealous. Wish you guys were touring in the US together
BIG time Badflower and Palaye Royale fan. That'd be sick if they toured together!🥰🥰
@@mikaylalynn7682 I'm going to see them both live in the Netherlands. Don't even know the other band, just going for Badflower
In the Netherlands next year LETS GOOOO
Rémi Dogger oh Palaye is awesome too!! If you like Badflower I definitely recommend listening to Redeemer, Mr Doctor Man and Dying In A Hotub!! I can’t wait to see both bands in the UK
They are I'm going to see them in october
I’m 33 and this feels like a synopsis of my life of addiction and poor choices… thank you for this, even if u never see this comment I still needed to say thank you.
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Lyrics:
Taste bitter on a guilty tongue
It's hard to see I'm the chosen one
Fake friends with a camera phone
Ugly, drunk, cold and missin' home
This home of mine, I see it in my dreams
But everyone looks happy, and everyone still likes me
This home of mine, I miss it all the time
What happened to this family? What happened to this family?
I let you down
Texts, calls, hugs, birthday cards
Being thoughtful can be so hard
First 15 years I'm the favourite son
Last 15 years I'm the hated one
This heart of mine gets blacker all the time
Affection makes me nauseous
Believe me, I don't want this
I hurt my blood tonight, I made my sisters cry
I never say 'I love you' even though I want to
I'm just my father's son, my mother's kid
A shitty brother, I'm nobody's friend
And this is all my fault, I only make you cry
I don't deserve this family, you're better off without me
'Cause I let you down and I lost my fucking mind
And everything got messy and everyone got angry
I cursed my blood tonight, it happens all the time
Is everyone against me? Has everyone goddamned me?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
What happened to this family?
Don't hate me, don't hate me
Don't let me drown
I hate goodbyes, so cringy I could die
We only say 'I love you' 'cause that's what we're supposed to
And most families lie, but I meant it every time
And treat you like you're worthless, I never said I'm perfect
All people have to do is click captions bro 😂 no need for the Novel in the comments
@@cassandrahughes2897all you have to do is keep your mouth shut and keep scrolling
@@cassandrahughes2897I like that XX did this 🤷🏼♀️
Hey, Josh, guys. We hold our fingers for you - we want you to become a world band, and - so it will be!
This song is really beautiful and touching, and the chorus is so amazing - this is your "trick".
Keep it up, Badflower!
I have never related more to a song than until now, I'm going so be singing those lyrics with the raw emotion of my past. This truly is a masterpiece 👏❤😢
This song made me cry for hours straight last week. It's so good!
This song... i can't see how anyone wouldn't cry
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This is a amazing song. I heard it on XM Octane today while driving home from work. I drove around an extra 40 minutes hitting replay over and over.
So true and emotional, gave me a lump in my throat each time I listened.
I went to prison in my early 20s, got out when I was almost 40. My family wants nothing to do with me. Luckily I got out and got a good job but all I have is a lot of money and a nice car, I have no family and the only friends I have are the superficial ones at work. I can't even talk about a big part of my life as it would likely cost me my job.
Ghost was great but this is a masterpiece.
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Imagine for once that you be you. Talented, honest, a hard worker, and able to exceed anybody’s expectations.
There's a repeat on Sirius?!?
I so understand that. Sounds like we live parallel lives.
Hello me, is this you?
I went to prison in late teens and again in mid twenties. Gave everything to my family, when I told them I had cancer, they bailed. Said I was too angry all the time.
Once I finish treatment, I'll be starting my life again just like when I was 17 (moved out and hit the streets running). Lots of good people left in the world, as cliché as it sounds, like diamonds in the rough. Head up, move forward.
When I found Badflower, I was in some of the darkest times in my life. Was a very hard fight battling the darkness in my life, and the first song I heard was Ghost. Very strange note is, Listening to Ghost honestly saved my life during those very dark times, as it hits hard on a personal note, along with Family. Most of the lyrics i can relate to all to well, but, knowing i still have a lot of bad days, i just try to keep a smile on my face and keep on chugging. Finding Badflower honestly saved my life, knowing that some songs are very depressing, but, it's the personal connection(s) through the lyrics that can result impact someone.
“you’re better off without me” i felt that a lot.
It hurts me how much I relate to this song, all of it, every single line, every single word. But oh my god, my heart shattered hearing the line "First fifteen years I'm the favourite son, last fifteen years I'm the hated one." That is unfortunately exactly my story after coming out as a gay guy to my parents. Oh well...
So let's play it on repeat!
Thank you for this song, it helps a lot.
Sorry to hear about their lack of acceptance, TJ. But just know that there are loads of people out there that support who you are!
First 15 years you were the favoirite son for having the louder voice, but next 15 years most hated for having so annoying prideful personality.
Hey, I'm sure you are aware, but let me remind you, YOU ARE NOT ALONE. Sadly, a lot of times, coming out can mean that family will no longer be there for you. Blood doesn't make someone family. Their loss. Virtual hugs!
❤🧡💛💚💙💜
TJ, I am so sorry that your parent's couldn't accept you. I firmly believe a parent should love their child unconditionally and without fail. On behalf of those moms, we will be come your mom now. We will love and support you, regardless of sexual orientation. You have a purpose, your life has meaning and no one can take that away from you! Love, a mom to all who are lost, forgotten, pushed aside or neglected. I hear you. I see you. I love you.
The lyric video made me cry, but this music video absolutely destroyed me. Please never stop making music guys. The world needs you more than you know.💜
As my favorite musicians are in their 50s now still going strong but against the clock….badflower you give me hope that their will still be generationally talented new rock music for me to hear for the next 30 years.
Just watched this at work and now I’m just trying to hold it together. What a fantastic song
This one hits hard. Emotionally and Musically. Thanks for the CHILLS...
Damn, this band constantly putting out pure emotion. I love Badflower.
I wonder if this is actually inspired by his life, or is it a story. Badflower are so good at telling stories, they transmit emotion through every song
I was wondering the exact same thing!
Most of his songs are based on his own life and emotions and mental struggles. I'm guessing this is too.
@@GoreJess11 he said in the live stream this morning it was about his family; and now that this song is out and his family will see it he will have to talk to them and work things out
@@StandbySM oh ok thanks! I didn’t catch the live.
@@StandbySM damn, what a way to start a conversation
If it wasn't for your pain we wouldn't have this music. It's honor to suffer here with you.
This is so good but you must hear “City” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🌃🎸
Everyone has had a fucked up family or does now. This video is excellent; Josh thank you for being so vulnerable and bearing your soul and telling the world your emotions and experiences. When you look into the camera I can feel your pain and mine too. Thanks to all of you!!! Badflower rocks. The scene where you are screaming with the white stuff behind you is just wow!
Family talk. Everybody sit down and listen!
We already know it’s going to be amazing. Immediately hit “thumbs up”
Can they just put out a bad song? I mean... Its creepy when a Band is that perfect
First time I saw this was on mushrooms. And it really was one of those times where I thought I was meant to see it at that time to get thru this season of my life. Thank you guys so much for this song, and thank you even more to the creative directors of this video.
I left home when I was 15 , some parents shouldn't be parents. No one ever asked me to come back and they all moved on without me. 18 years on my own and still better off. I don't regret it. It was hard but I'd do it again.
Props to the drummer! Fucking insane
His name's Anthony Sonetti!
Yeah Anthony's an artistic beast
@@StaleGrungeMusic :)
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Scrolled through the comments to find this one. Absolutely love the drums in this song. What a badass song overall.
I heard the tail end of this song today in the car. I found the song. Listened to the whole thing. And it hit me like a ton of bricks. I thought I put my past behind me but I was wrong. I found happiness in this life but this song brought up some dark emotions that I thought I boxed up and threw away. I got home, put the AirPods in and just listened to it on repeat holding my 1 year old son and sang to him. Of course little man just smiled. And it made me feel better. Never knew of this band til today so I’m gonna look up some more of their stuff and listen to it. Great song!
Captjack91, nice comment. All I can say is grab a large glass of wine or what ever you enjoy, a box of tissues and prepare to get some deep feels. This band is truly one of a kind. Like all of us, you found a little jewel. The band, Badflower, released two albums "OK I'M SICK" and THIS IS HOW THE WORLD ENDS". Both are, in my option, masterpieces musically and lyrically. If I were your waitress at a music bar I would suggest, for starters, "Promise Me", "Ghost" "Move Me" and "Daddy" . I found that the more I dug into this band the better they got. Enjoy. . Lisa
This has been one of my favorites for over a decade, I just wish it was longer, yet starting it all over is still always amazing. It's so catchy, meaningful, enlightening and soothing, that it's always easy to enjoy.
How has it been your favourite for over a decade if it was only released last year?
I love you guys..I'm 55..I appreciate all your songs..Move Me My One Time Favorite
This song cuts deep word for word I spiritually felt this because my family disowned me... Been homeless for a long time and was able to get somewhat of a base after everything. The moment he says, "what happened to this family" I broke into tears and almost felt like it was written for what I'm going through. Anyone going through the same thing must know you're worth it and don't listen to them and find your purpose and push through. Things are bad but never forever. Love yourself. People need to be doing that more than ever.
This is so good but you must hear "Whispering Wolf" or "The" Wave" by SLT 🤘🎸🐺
Thank you Badflower. Between this song and "Everyone's an ass hole" has been occasionally stuck in a loop since last month. Occasionally I listen to these songs to remind myself I'm not the only one whose going through tough times.
The weight of the world, the weight of my family, and the weight of my job- it feels like it's not meant to be.
Being this insightful as well- learning my family's downfalls- I intend to reflect and progress without making the same mistakes. All I want to do is make a decent living, be honest, be humble, and live with integrity. But sometimes peers make this incredibly difficult as I witness their dishonest ways. The way they earn wealth, the way they treat other people, showing me 'right way of doing it' although it benefits nobody at the end of the day and lastly taking the easy way out of situations. The blame game is incredibly outrageous and everyone is a doosh to other people. People can be mean for no reason it feels like. It sometimes amazes me really, how humanity treats itself.
Meanwhile, I am having this dilemma where everything feels like a dream. My mind feels numb and I feel sudden confusion. When people talk to me, I feel like I'm not the one whose speaking. I'm also extremely forgetful; I'll do an action and turn right around and already forget what I just did a few minutes ago. Sometimes, this heightens to the point where I internally freak out because of the confusion feelings. Feeling alone, afraid, confused, extremely frustrated with this experience whilst trying to tell people who don't understand and don't know how to properly treat me. It wears off most of the time I sleep but typically I have to be awake. This feeling hits when it shouldn't, and to get rid of it is to rest.
I also keep getting hit by random thoughts of wanting to see my family. I haven't seen them in years. We've had a rough start with each other and lately it seems like they've been falling apart with court and just non-stop mishaps. But ultimately who I wanna see, is my siblings. I miss them so much. I regret not hanging out with them as the big brother. I always drowned myself in my video games as my coping mechanism (and is still today, which has began to be problematic to some degrees... longevity wise, I think it hurt me). I recently saw pictures of them, and that's why it sparked; my siblings look completely different from what I last seen them. I was so- god damn shook after seeing them on messenger. After the random call my little sister gave me- I cried. I couldn't believe it. I don't know what I expected... but... I just know I need to see them. This lifestyle of solidarity has been killing me ever since.
I never in my life have felt something so strongly & I've never listened to a song that has made me cry like this before. Your guys' music makes me feel understood & less alone... like how I'm feeling is put into words.. I don't think you'll ever know the impact you've made on me. Thank you all so much for being here. You guys are amazing!
I am fortunate enough to be born into a loving family. A family which provided me with everything that I want and would support me in every alley that I choose to enter. But somehow this song resonate to me. I don't know if that is Josh's raw emotion, the lyrycism, the drumbeat,the visual or whatnot but this song is one hell of a masterpiece. Thank you Badflower for continuing the rock genre.
Sometimes it’s not what a parent did. It’s what they didn’t do. You may need to step outside of your life and look back in. You can’t find what was missing if you are recalling it emotionally through your eyes that told you that your childhood was what a childhood is. Even if we get upset we do not look at the parent in the end of missing out something important or desired by us, but always recorded as a young age of not getting something emotionally wise because we didn’t deserve it. support is great but some parents are supporting their own agenda. For the look to the outside world and to keep tabs on kids life to influence them. You can have this and all the latest clothes but if you didn’t feel that you as you is enough or acceptable then your not in a good mindset. Traumas in childhood are results of both deliberate and accidental occurrences. Emotionally neglected is a hard thing too grab
when you can’t compare what’s not there or should be. Even seeing your neighbors getting it and you not, will always be filed in you that you weren’t worthy to get them things obviously if your friend Bobby’s parents are saying it to him. So there must be a reason why you don’t get it.
Josh thank you you got me through some dark times 😔
This is so good but you must hear “The Wave Acoustic” or “Whispering Wolf” by SLT 🤘🎧🐺
This song is so relatable. I have a lot of experience being the family disappointment and this song brought me to tears.
i can already tell this is the kinda song that’ll hit me right in the feels no matter how many times i hear it 🥺😅
Today is the first time I heard this song, and I'm in tears. This speaks out from my soul, beautiful.
For all of you who feel this song is coming from within - as I do - there is nothing like family when it comes to feeling so completely diminished.
Don't feel defined by it. x
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u gotta hear this !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thank you for your support and good words🫂
WOW, really amazing song! Emotional, perfect melody...
This is so good but you must hear “City” or “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🌃🎸
Hits so close to home can’t believe what I just heard. Usually don’t comment on songs but this came on a random play list and I stopped literally in my tracks to write this.
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “The Wave” by SLT 🤘🎶🐺
You sitting on the floor like a child and screaming "don't hate me" gets me everytime.
"I never said I'm perfect" hits close to home
Me: No one could ever outdo the build up and climax of "Move Me"
Badflower: Hold my beer
I love y'all! You make me cry way too much, but please don't ever stop.
This is so good but you must hear “City” or “Live Not Survive” by SLT 🤘🌃🎹
Is expression on his face when he says don’t hate me is literally what my heart screams, but I refuse to let out verbally or any other way
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “The Wave” by SLT 🐺🎶🤘
You ever find a song that both fits amazingly for something in your head, but you can't listen to it too much in one sitting because of how it hits?
I got that right now.
This is so good but you must hear “Whispering Wolf” or “The Wave” by SLT 🐺🤘
Wow, this song is an absolute treat for the ears while simultaneously throat-punching the heart.
This song hits hard, especially for those of us that can never go back to that “home.” Just a cold reminder that we wished things were different. Truly a beautiful song.
Yeah :(
Every new song you guys drop just hit so hard with issues so many of us struggle with and keep buried down. Thank you for this masterpiece.
I texted this to my 15-year-old son and told him that it sounds like he wrote this song because this is how he thinks of himself. I then told him that although this is how HE sees himself the rest of us do not view him like this. He sees himself as a curse and we see him as a blessing. I told him that we he needs a reminder to listen to the song and remember what I told him. He said that helped a lot. Thank you for writing this!
Josh, you and the band did it again! Every song, I relate to. This one tops it. IT'S ON REPEAT! Thank you for putting my feelings and so many others into a blunt, macabre yet beautifully done piece of art!! Your music has gotten me through so much!!!
I can't listen to this without crying because I know so many families are like this