Re- Evaluating My Boat Life
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 16 ก.ย. 2024
- My life has been turned upside down recently and my heart feels heavy with sadness. It doesn't feel right to return to my boat life and carry on as normal. This video shows how I try to come to terms with my grief. Sit back, relax and enjoy.
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It's always lovely to hear from you and I will try my best to get back to you.
I know this is your personal grief and time of reflection Vanessa but thank you for sharing your poignant moments with us, it is an honour to be allowed to share these moments in the video and think kind thoughts for you ❤
You are so welcome. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
That wasn't just a seed. It arrived to bring you peace, love, beauty and reflection. It patiently stayed dancing and shining in its moment until your were ready to take its leave. You are not alone, and you are loved ❤
That is such a kind and lovely comment. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
When my beautiful sister Sandy passed away very young, I saw the brightest of stars in the night sky. I kept going out into the garden to catch a glimpse of her. That was 25 years ago, and I still see her in the night sky. I miss her dearly.
Your friend will be in your heart for ever and ever. My deepest condolences to you. ❤️
I am so, so sorry to hear that you lost your beautiful sister so young. That is utterly heart breaking, Peter, but what a wonderful and powerful way to find her- in the night sky like that. Thank you so much for sharing this with me.Take care 🦋🌻
The sky always answers. When my sister lost her dog, three days later I lost my beautiful old spaniel too. I was so used to the routine of walking my old boy every morning that two days later I had to just go and walk at the same time that we used to. Just around the corner from my house, I looked up. In the sky, clear as you like, the clouds had formed into the heads of our two dogs, ears flying, mouths open, playing. I didn’t have my phone with me to capture it. But I can recall it to mind whenever I think of it, because it was so clear. It made me cry but I was so happy to see it - the sky was showing me that they were together again and watching over me. 💙
They come to us when we need them most. She was giving you a beautiful sunset to let you know you she is always with you.
I believe that too. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
Thank you so much for sharing in such a beautiful way your very personal journey. Particularly loved your poem.
Beautiful, wonderfully beautiful.
Our loved ones never leave us, we just have to watch for them. Their love never ends.
Your friend is reminding you of how important your work with nature is to everyone. You are a blessing.
That is such a kind comment. Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻
Beautifully put and I wholeheartedly agree.
Dear Vanessa, I think your video is the most moving and beautiful I have ever seen. Your drawing and poem… I haven’t the words to tell you how much I was moved. I am so sorry that you have lost your dear friend. That wonderful day you shared with us will always be a comfort to you. Bless you. 🌷💕
Thank you so much, Marjorie for such thoughtfulness and kindness.Take care 🦋🌻
Vanessa thank you so much for sharing what your friend meant to you.❤. I know it cannot be easy carrying on, filming and doing what you had promised yourself to do. You found some very beautiful moments to share, and as always thank you for your care and attention to the wide world. A blessing, as always
I am a believer in signs to show of a passed loved ones presence. The stunning sunset was Francesca's gift to you. After my dad passed away, mom and I saw the most vibrant rainbow we had ever seen and figured that it was his gift to us. Some people will think that this is strange.
The seed was like an ethereal being floating through the duck hatch and then exploring your home.
Thank you for sharing the beautiful villages you visit and the nature that surrounds you.
I have been looking for rainbows too because whenever the sun gave way to the rain, Francesca would always say "ooh, we might see a rainbow!" Your rainbow sounds like it was a special one and definitely a gift from your dad. Thank you so much for your lovely comment.Take care 🦋🌻
I’m so sorry for your loss. My daughter passed away last summer and just when I need her most one of her fave songs plays, or dragonflies and butterflies appear once in a while. I’ll even have a feather. It’s just been a year and I need those signs. Believe in them as they will help you because each day they are gone is one day. We are closer to being with them again.❤
I am so, so sorry to hear that your daughter passed away. There must surely be no greater pain than losing your child. Francesca lost her son when he was just a toddler and she set up a garden called Butterfly Meadow for other bereaved parents to visit in order to find some comfort in nature. She has helped so many to try and come to terms with their grief. The way that your daughter is still there for you in music, dragonflies, butterflies and feathers is truly beautiful.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
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Cemetery reflections for those who deserve to be remembered...
(Greenwich Catholic Newsletter)
British funerary monuments have always fascinated me. They tell us in part, both of the progress and failure of Christianity in the UK. By the early Victorian period, burials in London and all the major cities had become a significant health hazard and a public scandal. The historic church yards could no longer cope with the demands brought by the industrial revolution. Seven Magnificent Cemeteries were established on what was then the outskirts of London.
First came Kensal Green (above) in 1833 then shortly; West Norwood, Highgate, Abney Park, Brompton, Nunhead & Tower Hamlets. They are still lovely contemplative places to visit.
My own family has burials at Nunhead (on Dad’s side) & Highgate (on Mum’s side). I remember my Father’s Mother had a photograph above the fireplace, of a monument. It was an image of her first husband’s grave. Charles Ryan had a pub along the Old Kent Road called “The Magnet”. Long since gone, he died prematurely for uncertain reasons related to the “Great War”. It showed a grand stone column with a square capital on a pedestal beside a main thoroughfare. Sometime around 1992 my father and I went to find it. The image seemed so imposing it would surely be easy to find, but no sign of it. Only by applying to the office were we later able to discover the location. The column had disappeared but the kerbstones & inscription were still visible. It was concealed under decades of bramble & soil deposits. With garden tools we cleared the site, gradually revealing that all the fallen parts remained, embedded in the soil. That “great column" was little more than 5’ tall. Between us we were just about able to re-erect it complete with the capital. We scrubbed it down & cleaned it up and proudly stood to say a prayer for Charles & first wife Caroline: “God’s Finger touched her and she slept”. Years later I returned to investigate our handiwork… the entire thing had been removed. Perhaps it was deemed unsafe.
At Kensal Green as a student I used to meander marvelling at the macabre mausoleums, for the once rich & famous but now long forgotten. IK Brunel is buried here. Having died a pauper, he lies under a simple stone in the grave of his father. Can you believe there is still a dividing wall between Catholic & Protestant burials? The division is broken down now but the contrast of images either side seems to betray some uncertainty across the way: Mary, Saints, Sacred Hearts, Crucifixes, Angels, Celtic Crosses abound on one side whereas, Broken Columns (a life cut short) Doused Flaming Torches (life extinguished) Draped Urns (Greek Antiquity) Egyptology (? - popular at the time) hopeless weeping figurines draped over the Rocks of Ages, very occasional plain crosses, strange fat Cherubs, Shaking Hands (farewell or reunions?) & Masonic symbols.
Soon the outer parts of London had their own municipal cemeteries: Along Enfield Highway this poignant image cannot be avoided. It says more about whoever erected it than it does about the deceased. Somebody must have loved this woman very much… Olive Nora ZALA (a Slavic name) died on the day she gave birth aged 44 in Oct 1930; her Son Anthony followed 3 days later. There is no further inscription. 8’ tall, she has stood here serenely with her baby for 94 years.
But who meanwhile will remember the mother’s, babies & children who are dying right now in Gaza 100 years from today? Maybe that’s Olive’s job or so she seems to say!
“Rest Eternal Grant unto her O Lord…”
Bazalgette
And fill her soul with splendor, Amen🙏
That was so beautiful and I loved your words: "new life only starts to grow when you are ready to let go"
Thank you so much, Cathy. It suddenly made sense to me just as I released the seed and saw the beautiful display of birds in the sky; that if I wallowed in my sadness and kept looking inward, I wouldn't notice the beauty in the world and that beauty reminded me of my friend too. I will need to keep trying to let go of the sadness because that it going to take me a very long time, but letting go of the sadness won't mean that I let go of Francesca as there are so many wonderful reminders of her everywhere. Take care 🦋🌻
@@themindfulnarrowboat So beautifully stated…You are our gift and your friend was yours…
It is such a relief that you are back, if you will pardon my selfishness, Vanessa. Your videos, filming, voice,, drawings, poems, observations & presence are such a balm to my soul & spirit, always calming me & reminding me of what is sacred & beautiful. Im so sorry for your deep loss & sadness. Thankyou for your bravery & authenticity, as well as the beauty , peace & gifts you bring. Be gentle & extra kind with yourself.
Thank you for such a beautiful comment. I am so pleased that you enjoy the videos like that.Take care 🦋🌻
Your poem about grief helped me with my own grief. Understanding the importance of cherishing, acknowledging the loss and pain and then coming to that place of realising you need to let it go.
It’s so hard though isn’t it? I am sorry for your loss too. Take care 🌻🦋🤗
@@themindfulnarrowboat yes it is hard. Mine is the loss of my health due to Long-covid, which has affected my dreams and relationships. A different reason for grief, but still grief. There has to come a point where you feel it ie the loss, acknowledge the blessing of what was, but to continue living you need to let go. Grief comes in waves, but slowly I am finding a way of emotionally moving forward.
My mum died last year, I feel her through many things most of all nature. It can be such a comfort. The scene with the seed head was stunning. Thank you x
I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your mum. I hope you are ok? I feel so lucky, like you, to be so close to nature because I think I am going to find Francesca and Jenny there a lot. Thank you for your lovely comment.Take care 🦋🌻
The smallest thing can give us comfort when we most need it. When my grandmother died, one of my aunts was understandably very upset. She was talking to us about a butterfly broach that my grandmother used to wear, and as she was doing so, a live butterfly flew along and landed on her coat. It only stayed a few seconds before continuing on, but the sense of comfort and consolation it gave my aunt was palpable. Take care. xox
Oh my goodness, your story gave me goosebumps, how special that must have been and what a beautiful sign too!Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Being back on your narrow boat gently cruising down the beautiful waterways in amongst the wildlife, and a huge mushroom in your kitchen is what your dear friend Francesca would have wanted for you Vanessa. Take care. 🌼♥️
Thank you so much. Francesca was so supportive about my narrowboat life.Take care 🦋🌻
I’m so sorry for your loss Vanessa. It’s hard to put into words the beauty, creativity of this vlog. You have the gift of captivating our hearts and minds providing us with escapism . You are so gifted in so many ways. Thankyou for sharing your journey. 🌅🤗❤
Thank you so much for such a kind comment, Scott. I really appreciate it. Take care 🦋🌻
Ah, as soon as I saw that magnificent sunset I felt it was Francesca, letting you know she's with you always, and to continue to do the things which being you great joy. It just felt like love.
It really felt like love, Kat. It just made the tears tumble and my heart swell. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
Sharing grief is harder than joy.
Thank you for the gift of your sharing
Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋
I love the synchronicities of life. Today I saw the largest flock of Swifts I'd ever seen, flying all around a tree and my head, feeding up for their flight back to Africa. I love'em they are troopers with their journey they take. I also loved seeing the magical seed and whatever that intuitively means to you is true. I'm loving your content. xxx
Swifts are such incredible birds aren't they? They are non-stop. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Have a super weekend. Take care 🌻🦋
Mother Gaia has a way of reaching out to us when we need her the most. Time stood still for you when that seed entered your life, you were caught in the perfect moment. Our loved ones never truly leave us, whilst we hold them in our hearts and minds, they are always with us..pax et lux dear lady…Peter. Bristol. UK🙏🕉️🙏
Thank you so much, Peter for such a beautiful comment.Take care 🦋🌻
Dear Vanessa I want you to know that was the first vlog of yours that made me cry. I mean that in a good way. When you lose someone you love you can only hope they have gone to a better place. Thank you for making the world a better place to live. Steve
Thank you so much for your kindness, Steve. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋
I’m so glad I’m
not the only on in tears 😢
Thankyou for continuing to give us beautiful vlogs.I Will stand with you in yet another bereavement...we must all share each other's grief, in order to get through it all.Thankyou.Thinking of you.❤
Thank you so much for your kindness.Take care 🦋🌻
So Soothing. Five minutes admiring a sunset, five minutes watching a thistle seed floating in the air! The loss of a friend can be painful - but - in time the memories will bring joy. Hold on to the joy.
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🦋🌻
Grieving is perhaps the most difficult journey we humans undertake. It is possible, necessary even, to live and experience beauty whilst knowing our life will never be the same again. We walk with ghosts and honour them. My condolences. Friendship, however cruelly abbreviated sometimes, is a true gift. Travel well.
Thank you so much for your kindness, Ian. Take care 🌻🦋
I also lost a very dear friend , way before her time , you have to live and enjoy every day because you owe it too your friend to do it in their memory , thank you for sharing and reminding us of the beauty and peace in simple things.❤️
I am so sorry to hear about your friend too. It is so hard to bear when it is so premature and unexpected like that isn't it? I hope you are ok? Thank you for your kind message. Take care 🦋🌻
Vanessa often times the key to healing, be it from a physical condition or a mental challenge, is to continue doing what you enjoy doing the best. Only you can make that choice, nobody else.
Be well, for the dusk always turns back to dawn.
Allan, Columbia, South Carolina USA
Thank you for such a thoughtful and wise comment, Allan.Take care 🦋🌻
Thanks Vanessa for such a lovely film. I'm so sorry you've lost a dear friend. I lost my best friend of over 40 years a few years ago, just potter about on my motorcycle on my own now. Folk say you'll get over it in time, I'm not so sure about that. All you can do is hold on to happy memories and carry on. You have your family, the lovely Zeph, Mr. Mindful and majestic Alice Grace.......and, of course, all of us armchair cruisers thinking of you.
I'm so sorry for the loss of your friend, Chris. It sounds like you made some great motorcycle memories together. I don't think I will ever get over losing Francesca either, but I will hold on to all of the special times that we shared.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🦋🌻
The thistle seed was a sign from your departed friend that all is well. Beautiful sunset. Cheer up, take care and safe travels! 🦮🐛
Thank you so much, John.Take care 🦋🌻
Oh I TRULY believe in 'Signs' & 'Messages sent to guide us. All friendships should be treasured but Girl Friendships are magical. Follow your heart, your dreams and your intuition. Embrace every day and just know that .........Francesca is with you, always. Much love & Best Wishes from Canada 🇨🇦
That is such a kind comment. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
Thank you Vanessa I needed that . Very sorry for your loss 😢🙏💋and a hug for you and a pat for Zephyr 🤌🏻
You are so welcome, Colette. Thank you so much for watching.Take care 🦋🌻
Nature and Francesca in perfect harmony showing you in many ways how love always is. So beautiful to see your knowing. Look at all you do in oneness, nature, and vibes, it all leaned back in to hold you 🫂 much love fellow soul wishing you soothing peace.
You’re a beautiful light, thank you for sharing it 🙏🏼
That is such a kind comment. Thank you so much 😊 Take care 🦋🌻
I would just like to say I agree with other comments . It's nice to be somewhere quiet to reflect and recover from the loss of your best friend. Always in our hearts.
Take care and stay safe.
ATB to you and Zeph. 😊 X
Thank you so much, Yvonne.Take care 🦋🌻
Dear Vanessa,
Watching the thistle seed took me back to a time when my family and I went to watch the play Peter Pan. The thistle seed reminded me of Tinker Bell, in that play, and how she danced through the air. Thank you for bringing that memory back to me.
Vanessa you have a beautiful spirit and you deserve all the happiness that you come into. Wishing you much peace and joy in the weeks to follow.
Mark
Alberta, Canada
It sounds like that was a special memory with your family, Mark. Thank you for your lovely comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Losing someone special is very difficult but as long as they are in your heart and thoughts they are still with you. I find your channel very serene and calming. Thank you
That is very true.Thank you so much.Take care 🌻🦋
How wonderful, the seed floating into your boat. It felt like it was a special and personal message just for you. Love your poem.
I will never forget it. Thank you so much for watching and for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻
It's not just a sunset, it's a reminder that humans shouldn't be tied down to what society expects us to be. We are born free, we should remain free forever,
Beautifully put. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻
As you say, every day is a gift. Thank you for what you do. Welcome back.
It really is. Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻
I have been watching all your older videos and here you are in my present morning- I feel like you are right next door! I am so sorry for your loss - you have lost many friends - it isn’t right. The thistle was magical - thank you for including us and giving us such a lesson in letting go❤❤❤
Thank you so much for watching my older videos and still being here watching! Some of them require lots of patience with my editing and filming back then. I am so grateful to you for your kind words too.Take care 🦋🌻
I’m so very sorry for your loss…Your journey is our journey and your friend is leaving so many messages in nature for you to see and we then see them also…which makes all our lives richer…Thank you for sharing all this beautiful nature and history with us…Your friend enriched your life…You enrich so many so thank you for that ❤🌞👌🏻🙏🏻😇🥰
That is such a heartfelt comment. Thank you so much 😊 Have a super week. Take care 🌻🦋
My heart goes out to you as you deal with life's cruel losses. But you have no idea how your simple, yet profound words and photography heal our souls and inspire gratitude and lessons about nature and the soul. Zephyr helps so much. Thank you for sharing. That puff thing was a gift that so much was spiritual. Much love. Take care
Oh ! Vanessa. Your grieving and it can turn us upside down and inside out. Please give yourself time and take strength from your loved ones, including the lovely, perceptive Zeph, stood patiently watching in your hatchway ❤️
Thank you for such a kind and beautiful comment, Joanne.Take care 🦋🌻
What a beautiful vlog, the spectacular sunset, the swallows, the seed (spirit). It never occurred to me that Christleton pond was an old quarry pit, but of course it is! I am so sorry for your loss of your lovely friend, and I am sending you a big virtual hug.
Oh Vanessa. This was beyond beautiful. Signs to show you how loved you are if even from beyond our mortal realm❤❤
Thank you for your kindness, Jayne. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋
This video brought tears to my eyes. Your friend's love of sunsets reminds me so much of a friend of mine. We went to High School together, but seldom spoke. She already had a boyfriend, and I was a loner. We reconnected on our 40 High School reunion. She is still married to her High School boyfriend, and I am still married to the woman that made the mistake of dating me twice. I now live 500 miles away from my friend, and she regularly sends me sunset photos from the walks she takes on her farm and trips she takes with her husband. Seeing the films of the sunset on your way back to the boat, and knowing why you were away from the boat, affected my tear ducts more than it should have for a 63 year old man. While we have never met, I hope that you can find some comfort in those that follow your programs. You have come close enough via your mindful program that, in an unusual way, you are closer than just a picture on the TV screen. In a small way, I could feel that you were hurting; and that brought up some emotions in me. I know that you will never completely get over the loss of your friends. But I hope that you realize that they may still be with you, only in a dimension that you cannot see. True love and friendship are not easily defeated by death.
What a beautiful comment, Kenneth- thank you so much for your kind words. I really do find comfort in reading comments like yours. Your wife didn't make a mistake in dating you as you sound so kind and in touch with your emotions.Take care 🦋🌻
This video is sad, beautiful, poignant, touching, emotional, spiritual & healing! Your friend, through the sunset, was confirming that you should return to where you belong to embrace what makes you happy in body , mind & soul!
My hugs & prayers are with you. Allow yourself time to feel fragile & slowly re build! ❤
That is so kind of you. Thank you so much, Jean; I really appreciate it. Take care 🦋🌻
In a world that's losing it's collective mind, your videos are such a blessing. All the things you show us, in nature, the quaint villages, things you spot on your walks... all of it is special. Whether you realize it or not Vanessa, you are a gift to all of us. The birds, the thistle seed, everything you saw around you... God is speaking to you, and letting you know... you have a purpose, and that's to show us the wonder and beauty of God's works, in the special way that only you can. That's priceless really, when you think about it. The beautiful sunset you featured at the beginning of this video was God's way of letting you know he has your friend, and all is well. Carry on.
Mark, you write so beautifully and I am so grateful to you for such a kind and heartfelt comment. The thought of God looking after Francesca is such a comfort. Thank you so, so much.Take care 🦋🌻
Watching this lovely video brings back memories of my mother. She died when I was in my 20's - I am now in my 60's, but still think about her. Her dream was to take a canal boat holiday, as she loved watching the narrowboats when she was evacuated during the war, and was near Leamington Spa. Unfortunately she could never quite afford it - but I still think about narrowboats, and want to have a holiday on one some day! Try not to be too sad for the loss of your friend - those that have moved on would want us to be happy for the time we spent together, and for the love and laughter we shared with each other! But I do know that we will shed the occasional unseen tear for them when we are alone... 😢
That must have been so hard losing your Mum at such a young age. I hope you get to have a narrowboat holiday one day so that you can live out your mum's dream for her.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
#204. The best episode I have ever seen.
Full of stunning images and wonderful facts.
A truly beautiful dedication to your friend Francesca .
"Just moor up and go for an evening walk into the village."
Perfect!.....take care as always.
That is so kind of you, Grant. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
I’m sure your friend would have wanted you to carry on, what better setting to remember her in. Keep your head up x
I think so too. Thank you so much, Ben. Take care 🦋🌻
I've been thinking of you all week...and missed your regular video.... lovely to have you back....be brave.. Francesca will never be far away,look at how she sent you the stunning sunset.Love and hugs from Walter cat and me xx
That is so kind of you. Please give Walter a hug from me. Thank you for your kindness.Take care 🦋🌻
An addition to what I said the other day - I can never see a thistle seed ever the same way! Thank you for slowing us down❤️
Francesca’s daughter told me she used to always call them ‘wishes’ Thank you for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻
Condolences dear. A time of deeper reflection. Do and be you, what makes you happy. Life will continue... :)
Thank you so much for your kind words.Take care 🦋🌻
A moving episode of a tragic time in your life. Thanks for sharing your experience. A fitting episode to celebrate the life of a dear friend of your. Your clips of those beautiful skies, the birds, your beautiful Lab, and the floating seed, all a memory of your dear friend. Captured in your stunning book for ever. Blessings.
That is so kind of you. Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻
So moved by your introduction. I cried, for your friend Francesca and for you ...and maybe for my own lost beloveds ❤ thank you for inspiring and reviving connection with compassion and love and feelings in these times 🙏❤️
Thank you so much for your kind words, Carol.Take care 🦋🌻
One of your most beautiful poems, lovingly inspired by Francesca. And a magical sunset.
That is so kind of you. Francesca was completely behind that poem wasn't she? Have a lovely week. Take care 🌻🦋
So So Sorry about your loss and your heavy heart. Praying for you. And your
in my thoughts every day.
Thank you so much for your kindness, Leanne. Take care 🦋🌻
Thank you for sharing your Thistle Seed with us. It was wonderfully delightful.
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Thanks Vanessa, for taking us along on the sunset car trip back to Alice Grace and the lovely cruise along the "Shroppie" to see the magic that is nature with the seed holding station in front of you. It was lovely to see all the Swallows and the very mighty but frustrated Buzzard that wasn't lucky enough to get a Swallow supper. I am so very sorry for your loss of your beautiful best friend. Take care and all the best. Stevie ❤
Hi Stevie, thank you for joining us on the cruise and for your kind words. Take care 🌻🦋
I had to watch this again, it’s such a moving serial. In so many ways it sparks for me those memories. The mere sound of your tea time kettle on the whistle, takes me back to the many camping days I spent in France. There, discoveries were much like what you find. Time well spent. Gpx
I am so pleased that this video sparks memories like that for you. That is so special to know.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Dear Vanessa, My condolences for your loss. May Francesca be of Blessed Memory. Thank you for sharing this heart-felt video with us. May your wisdom carry you through the days ahead. Thank you for sharing this peaceful way of living with us. May you be blessed as you continue along the waterways with Alice Grace and your faithful, beautiful Zephyr. 🌻♥
That is so kind of you. Thank you so much. ☺️ Take care 🦋🌻
I lost two of my closest friends in their 50's - it is awful and you have my deepest sympathies. That sunset was meant for you, I am so glad you got to see it. Take her with you on your adventures, as you say she is always in your heart. xx
Oh Jacqueline, I’m so sorry to hear about your loss. It’s so young to go isn’t it? I keep thinking there’s still so much that I wanted to do and see with Francesca and I’m sure you feel exactly the same about your friends too. I’m so grateful to have enjoyed such a beautiful friendship though and I feel blessed that I had that in my life for so long. Thank you for reaching out. Take care 🦋🌻
Oh Vanessa that was so beautiful. I think the sunset and the seed was Francesca telling you that everything is okay and nature helping you heal xx
That is such a beautiful thought.Thank you so much.Take care 🌻🦋
🙏🏼❤️✨beautiful happenings, beautiful illustrations, wonder filled poems. Let magic and love surround your journey ! 🦋
That is so kind of you, Jon! Thank you so much 😊 Have a super week. Take care 🦋🌻
A beautiful poem and a beautiful drawing... for a beautiful friend. My thoughts are with you Mrs M.
Thank you so much.Take care 🌻🦋
I have followed you for years ..absolutely love your vlogs and you love of nature ...truly sorry for your loss.....but your last entry.....made me cry....it was spot in .....congratulations...and condolences xxxxx
Thank you so much for such a kind comment, Lorraine. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋
No words❤
Sometimes words are not needed. Thank you so much for watching. Take care 🦋🌻
Oh my! What a delightful visit with you! It seems like an immersion in the most beautiful, the most gentle of places! Thank you for sharing your life and creativity.
I am so pleased that you enjoyed it.Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋
Hello Mindful Narrowboater: I thought the long sequence showing the thistle seed was mesmerising; truly magical. People think that miracles don't exist but in truth we are surrounded by them; the thistle seed, the butterfly emerging from the chrysalis, the tadpole changing into a frog before our eyes. There are none so blind as they who cannot see; beautiful close-up photography. Pete Glyde.
That is so true, Pete.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
I love all your blogs but this one is especially special as it shows you coming to terms with your loss, this blog and many others have helped me get through the loss of my dear wife of 46 years. Even our dog Alfie (westie) watches the wildlife and of course Zeph’s adventures.
Keep up the good work Gerald and Alfie
I am a good friend of Michael and India
Oh Gerald, I’m so, so sorry for your loss and the pain you must be feeling. There are no words that will make you feel better but I am pleased that you are finding some comfort in the vlogs. The messages that fill the comments section of this particular video are so helpful too. Alfie will be experiencing the loss in his own way so the fact you have each other is so special. I am thinking about you both. Take care x🌻🦋
In so sorry to hear of your loss Vanessa, that was such a beautiful poem and drawing. The sunset and the floating seed were certainly your friend letting you know that she will always be there for you in spirit. Take care and look after yourself, nature can truly help to heal our broken hearts xx😢
That is so kind of you. It really felt like she was there. Thank you for your thoughtfulness. Take care 🌻🦋
That is so kind of you. It really felt like she was there. Thank you for your thoughtfulness. Take care 🌻🦋
What a poignant, moving and beautiful video. I am so very sorry for your loss. Your honesty, openness and beautiful filming is so touching. You have a lovely soul. The sunset and dandelion seed I believe were no coincidence but reassurance that your loved one is at peace. Thank you so much for all your videos, which provide such sustanace to the soul. 🌻
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. I really appreciate it. Take care 🦋🌻
It’s clear your dear friend is with you, magical sunset and time stood still when the seed fairy visited No Words can describe. Take care.
I really believe that too. Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
What a lovely tribute to your friend! I’m so sorry for your loss. The seed was so beautiful and delicate and I loved how it stayed and danced around. I was thinking how you could keep it, but was so happy when you let it go to do what it was meant to do. The poem was so lovely and moving. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you so much for your kind comment- Monica. I wanted to keep the seed too, but then I thought- how will it germinate? Take care 🦋🌻
A beautiful video Vanessa. Thanks for sharing everything with us. The beautiful suset, the thistle seed, the swallows - all bringing you some peace and comfort as you grieve for the loss of Francesca. My thoughts and heartfelt condolences go to you.
That is so kind of you, Ruth. Thank you so much. Take care 🌻🦋
Dearest Vanessa, thank you so much for this latest video, I lost my beautiful wife this past March, your insightful feelings and outlook on life has given me new hope. Thank you
I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your wife, John. I really hope that you are finding comfort in the beautiful memories that you shared?Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Nature has put up its best show to help you in these difficult times! Stay strong and heal well.
It really has.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
That was an amazing sunset. Enjoyed the old photos. The seed just hanging there like a spirit saying I'm still here. Your poem, esp the last line has made me very thoughtful about something weighing heavily on my mind. Thank you. Love from Oregon US.
I hope that you resolve whatever it is that is weighing on your mind.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Francesca was lucky to have a friend like you x
That is so kind of you. I was so blessed to have had her in my life. Take care 🦋🌻
Beautiful. Welcome back and thank you. Take good care.
Thank you so much. Take care 🌻🦋
Vanessa, that was so moving i have tears flooding down my face. Whilst watching your vlog and reading the comments from over people. What can I say so sad and the music was so so beautiful and peaceful to. it’s very sad when you lose someone very close to your heart. ❤
Thank you so much for your kind comment, Robert. I was so comforted by people’s comments and I would urge anyone suffering with grief to read some of them too as I’m sure they would find reading the stories of others such a help. Take care 🦋🌻
What a beautiful video in memory of your beautiful friend, Francesco. The thistle seed that didn’t seem to want to leave Alice Grace I believe to be a visitation of sorts. Take good care Vanessa and I’m glad you’ve returned to narrowboat life and your journals.❤
Thank you so much for your kindness, Karen. Take care 🌻🦋
Sorry for your loss, dear Vanessa. Much love to you💞💞💞💞 That sunset is beautiful!! Such bright colors! No wonder it ends up in your book😍😍😍The dandelion fluff was very special indeed!! 😘😘😘😘
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
It’s true, the Universe is full of significant events of which we have no understanding. The poem was wonderful.
That is so kind of you- thank you so much, Stephen. Take care 🦋🌻
Surrounded by the things and places you love…..
Thank you so much. Take care 🌻🦋
Thank you as well and I truly enjoy your book, especially on the weekend morning with a cup of tea, listening to the birds❤
I am so pleased that you enjoy my book when you are listening to the birds with a cup of tea. That makes me so happy to know that. Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻
Such peaceful settings, we had a house in France with a swimming pool and we regularly got entertained by 30 or so swallows diving into the water for a drink, we have it on video and watch now and again
That must have been wonderful to share the pool with so many swallows! Thank you so much for your lovely comment. Take care 🦋🌻
I agree Vanessa, this was more than just a seed, it was a sign from spirit sending you love and light, that your on the right path.
The birds were the encore. Much love 💕🐦🐦💕
That is such a wonderful way of putting it.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
I really think all those moments , the sunset; the fluffy seed and the birds were all for you to remind you that you are never truly alone and thoses we loved are always amongst us. Xxxx
Hi Lydia, thank you so much for such a beautiful comment. I really felt so comforted by those signs in nature and I am so grateful that I experienced them.Take care 🦋🌻
Finally, your poetry is so meaningful, it's peace brought a tear to my eye...
Thank you so much. Take care 🦋🌻
That was a very special thistle seed and such a beautiful poem Vanessa - thank you for sharing Sending you love and hugs Hold the memories close in your heart and take care of yourself 🙏🔆
Thank you so much, Margaret.Take care 🦋🌻
I just found your channel. What a beautiful gift to find. I'm sorry to hear of your loss. It was so lovely to see the seed floating there, and how you took time to be present to it and take us into that space with you. Really loved seeing your journal, slowed the speed down to watch. Love from Australia. 💕💐🐕
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Welcome to the channel! Take care 🦋🌻
Vanessa,
So sorry for your loss of Francesca. Celebrate her life, remember all of the good times and Francesca will live in your mind.
There is so much about her life worth celebrating, John.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
So sorry to hear your loss Vanessa. Life doesn’t make any sense sometimes. Time is short but memories are for a lifetime. The sunset was truly amazing and a sign for you I’m sure. Your friend wouldn’t want to stop living your amazing m life and she’ll be with you every step of your journey. Take care 🙏
Thank you for your kindness, Caz. I really appreciate it. Take care 🌻🦋
That was the most beautiful and magical thing that I have seen in a long while. Bless you ❤ Thank you for sharing
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
So very sorry to learn of your friend's passing. My deepest and sincere condolences 💕
Thank you so much for your kindness, Stephen. Take care 🌻🦋
Beautiful Vanessa. We have all lost loved ones this last four years, unexpectedly. Like you, I also hold on to these seemingly mundane acts of nature. For me, it's a pure white feather of down, drifting in front of me. Reminding me that life is so fleeting and delicate. Your vlog this week was the fastest 23 minutes of my week so far. Beautiful, just beautiful, thank you. X
The white feathers are very special aren't they? I am sorry that you have suffered losses of loved ones too recently.Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Vanessa what a beautiful poem lovely words on life stay safe and take care see you next week ✌️🌹x
Thank you so much for such a kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Sending loads of hugs and love your way, a heavy heart is tough. That sunset was so very special, may memories of your friend be close to your heart as you walk your journey.
Thank you as always for a special visit, your words and art always inspire. An incredible talent, thank you for sharing.
Thank you so much for your kind comment, Isabel.Take care 🦋🌻
beautiful Vanessa, beautiful. I'm close to tears.
Thank you so much for your kind comment. Take care 🌻🦋
Your message from the seed and your poem in return was just so beautiful. Tears in my eyes and appreciation for all life ... and the letting go. Thank you for sharing, Vanessa. Even when you are in a deep transition, you express so much love. X
That is such a kind thing to say- thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
A really beautiful tribute to your friend. A time to reflect. Once again, thank you so much for sharing with us your loyal viewers, all of the aspects of life on a narrowboat, and your beautiful Sketches.
Take care.
That is so kind of you, Paul. Thank you so much.Take care 🦋🌻
Thanks for sharing Vanessa...You're very special indeed 🎉
Thank you so much for your kindness. Take care 🌻🦋
It is always such a pleasure to welcome you into my day ❤😊
Thank you so much.Take care 🌻🦋