I RAN OVER MY DAUGHTER | AND THE WORD THAT FOREVER CHANGED HER.
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 5 ก.ย. 2024
- I admire Angela so much. This cannot be an easy topic to talk about and she did it with so much grace and self-love and compassion. She lost her beautiful 2 year old to a tragic accident and in this episode you'll find out why one word in a blessing she received changed her life forever. It's one I want to incorporate into my own life forever. She left an imprint on me and I know she will on you too. She has courage, and a tremendous amount of bravery to talk about something so traumatic. I am so proud to be her friend.
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That’s my momma! I am so proud of her every single day 🤍
She’s a strong lady❤ I too would be proud of her❤hugs
Take good care of her 🥰
You got a very kind, strong, awesome Momma ! She's a warrior for Christ !! Amen!
She is a treasure and it’s so clear how much she loves you all. :-)
So sorry, many prayers for all 😢
When I was a kid a bunch of us were outside playing when our friend’s mom pulled up to unload groceries. Somewhere in the chaos, she ended up backing over her son (our friend) right in front of all of us! Both tires back over him but there wasn’t any blood. We had to be around 7 or so, it’s hard to remember because we were just playing one minute, then we saw our friend get run over and his mom was a MESS! The paramedics and the fire department showed up, took him away, and by some miracle from God, he only ended up with broken legs and made a full physical recovery.
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Wow. Keep it up.
Praise the Lord
❤wow. So traumatic 😮
Praise the Lord.🙏❤️
22 years ago I lost my husband in an automobile accident leaving me with 3 children. People asked how did you make it and I can only say it was by God’s grace and friends, family and church. There was a peace that I could not understand or explain. I too was on Zoloft but had started it prior to his death and am still on it and I feel that maybe it helped me cope better. There is one thing that I wish that I had done differently and realized this from conversations with my daughter, and that would have been to cry more
In front of my children. I thought that I was protecting them from my grief and that made them think that I was not sad that their dad was gone. Oh but I did cry. In the car especially, in the closet as I smelt and wrapped myself in his clothes. When I thought I was protecting them, I now realize I should have shared my feelings and grief with them more. Hospice grief counseling was a wonderful resource for my daughter who was almost 10 at the time with art therapy. You are a brave, gritty and great person to share your story. You will touch so many lives by sharing. May God continue to bless you and your family. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your story.
My dad ran over me when I was 18 months old, I had a broken leg and arm crushed side and 2 collasped lungs. Hospital staff didnt think I was going to make it, they had a preacher come in and talk to my parents. I was in a body cast for 6 months. When I was a teen I asked him about it and he refused to talk about it and with tears in his eyes, he told me to never bring it up again. My aunt gave me the newspaper article about the accident. 😢 the accident affected him even years later, and I lived. ❤
Glad to hear your story ended this way. I hope your dad has found healing. 😔
Praise the Lord for you ! God's mercy.
Your precious Dad...
I’m sorry you both went through that! ❤ I feel like you deserved to know your story, but parents were so different back in the day. Especially dads. They were raised not to show too much emotion. I was adopted and tried to get my dad to tell me about it, but he refused. It made me so frustrated.
Praise God! You are a miracle ❤
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I am a paramedic and have had several calls like this. It's the worst call you will ever have, the sounds of parents screaming over your shoulder never get out of my head. I hope the first responders that were there that day can see this, and see that you are able to talk about it. It is comforting to me that you can survive after a devastating loss like this. I may not be saying any of this right, but you are also helping the helpers by talking and posting this.
I wish nobody ever has to go through this kind of hell. You are a kind and beautiful soul, I pray for healing peace in your heart and your family's. ❤
God bless you 🙌 thank you for answering the calls and helping people in their most desperate hour 🙏 very few people are capable of this 🙌
Our eldest son graduated from college during the height of Covid and decided on a whim to apply to the fire academy. He was accepted and where he lives fire fighters are also EMT’s. After graduation and becoming a firefighter-EMT he became an intermediate EMT and then a paramedic. So he’s a firefighter/paramedic. He and and I spent a few weeks in Europe in January. He hadn’t taken vacation in 3 years and he desperately needed a emotional health break. He never shares details but his children cases and elderly cases really get to him. He had a little one backed over, SIDS babies, kids finding guns, kids finding their parents drugs just horrible things. He never shares details or breaks confidentiality and thankfully the senior guys are there for the younger guys. My husband is a retired Marine so he can speak to his dad too. The job he does and you all do is harrowing. Stay safe. ❤️💙
I just can't imagine the things you've seen and heard. Thank you for being there to do what you can.❤
Thank you for doing what you do and all the sacrifices you make to take those calls. As some with wpw prolonged qt and chf
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Thank you for your service to the community.
God bless you
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My best friend's sister ran over her 18 month old little girl 5 yrs ago. The baby didn't survive.
Mom is now an addict living on the streets. 😢
She can't live with what she did sober. So sad.
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I’m so sorry prayers ❤❤
I am praying for the devastated mother 🙌 absolutely heartbreaking 💔
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How awful, I can definitely understand her numbing the pain. I truly hope she gets to a point where she can accept help. I believe some just cannot get past losing a child, and to lose them in a tragic accident that is their "fault". Horrific. Worst nightmare imaginable. My heart is broken for her.
This happened near me last January almost identical...he arrested 3 times and was on life support for months .they said he would never survive and if he did he would have severe brain damage but as some sort of miracle he survived and is 100 % fine .a complete miracle. God bless this mother ❤
Praise Jesus 💓
God is good 🙌🏻
@@SamIAmBbro he let it happen didnt he?!? 🤦♀️
@@FlackinA2would you like us all to be like robots set to a script? If you have no faith, that is up to you. I hope you do someday. But in the meantime, try leaving people to the comfort of their own faith.
@@reneeb.2702 if God prevented all hardship, we would know to love and need him.
I'm actually not super religious, but I love our lord & the baby OP described surviving was an absolute miracle.
I also can't fathom walking through life like were ants in a celestial ant farm with an overlord to blame for everything going either right or wrong in my life.
Free will is a beautiful thing for most of us.
You telling your story will stick in people's minds and make them double check before moving their car. You've probably saved many children because of telling your story. Stay strong for you and for your baby girl.
Truly. It’s the second story like this I’ve seen and I’m so heart broken for these mothers. But also trying to learn through their tribulation. My daughter is also “lady bug” 😭😭
To send a woman messages years later to tell her how horrible a mother she is? That’s sickening. Absolutely disgraceful. Gross. My heart goes out to her, even after all these years ❤ it was so obviously an accident💔the guilt she lives with is prison enough. She’ll live with that forever.
Yes I cine that disgraceful and disrespectful. As a mother two daughters in heaven two yes one only just last year she was 7 had epilepsy one bad seizure took her. My ex family some blame me for this I am like no my ex was abuser I left why before this happend. One baby who just lungs wasn't strong enough so she passed at 3 months old almost 16 years ago. I was young mama. My other kids keep me going . Worse nightmare I had my son who has autism came running into me saying mama sissy blue. Them words cut me up
It's an evil thing to do. There are people who hurt and kill kids on purpose... those are the horrible parents. This was an accident.
@@katielouisecunninghamsmith4312I'm so so sorry. My daughter had epilepsy and had to have a hemispherectomy because nothing would stop the seizures. It's terrifying to watch.. you're just so helpless.
Exactly 😢
Sick thing to do to someone! These accidents happen more than you would expect. It's so tragic.
What happened to your daughter that day was an accident and I hope you still till today don’t blame yourself. It was an accident you didn’t do it on purpose. Thank you for having the courage to share your story.🙏
Angela was a blessing for my family after we had lost our second child after birth. Angela was my visiting teacher and shared her story with us only 18 months after her tragedy. She was the shoulder to cry on. Angela! We love you so much. Thank you for sharing your story with the world.
@@Skatejock21 don't forget me, I live in Utah I'm a Latter-day Saint
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I was visiting my parents with our sweet little 2 1/2- 3 year old. We were busy packing up the car after staying the night in an unfamiliar house. There were several exits from the house and as we were ready to leave and buckle her up, we couldn't find her. I toured the entire house calling her name, and then one more time checking closets, and then in more of a panic, getting the family involved. And then we spread out and all I could do was pray for her safety- please let her be safe, please protect her. I was frantic running through the home and then we all went outside and stared looking through the whole yard and then the kids started running down the sidewalks and neighbors got involved. It was the longest 10 minutes. Finally way down the road we saw a kind stranger walking with a little girl to the house. Thank goodness!! But little did we know what occurred. So as we buckled her up- still shaking from what could've happened. The Garbage man in his big truck pulled up next to the house. He asked if that little girl was ours and then he proceeded to tell us something that I consider a miracle. His garbage can lifter arm would lift the cans and then place them back. However, if the cans fell over- he would get out of the truck and set them back up. It just so happened that one garbage can fell over, so he got out and walked in front of his truck- where my little girl was standing- right in front of his truck, too little to see from his dash window. And he was shocked to see her there. If he had not gotten out and put the garbage can upright, my life would've drastically changed!! I thank God and whatever angel that knocked that garbage can down almost everyday and yes I was still shaking from the experience for well over a year. It's hard being a mom. My heart goes out to anyone going through these experiences. Thank you for sharing ❤
This breaks me as a mother. This poor woman 😢
This could happen to any of us. So sad
My landlord's daughter and son-in-law worked so hard to have a baby and finally were graced with a beautiful little boy. My landlord was a doting gram, held him and sat him all the time (he was a little preemie). He was healthy, happy, and loved. Grew into an intrepid, curious little toddler. His father was leaving in his pickup truck (this was several years ago, before backup cams) and didn't know his little guy had come around the side of the house with his bike and rode behind the truck as it was backing up. The little boy didn't survive and unfortunately, neither did the marriage. My landlord's daughter couldn't handle that her husband had been the one in the truck, couldn't handle the loss of the baby, couldn't handle looking at her husband anymore. My landlord begged her to not shut him out, that he was grieving too, blaming himself when in reality, it was a horrible accident. He had a daughter from a previous marriage that thought of her step-mom as her real mom, but unfortunately, she didn't couldn't overcome her feelings and shut the little girl out, too. It was an awful situation that was no one's fault. That accident had more than one victim when it was all said and done. Just sad all around.
This is absolutely heartbreaking 💔😭😞 I am praying for the mom , dad and the entire family 🙌🙌🙌
Parents please learn from this and install a cheap tall flimsy bike pole with orange flag at the top. It helps you see them!
It’s so easy to feel sorry for myself with all of my problems, but these interviews make me realize that I don’t really have any real trials. My heart goes out to these women.
Our neighbor’s daughter was ran over by a livestock trailer after falling out of the back of a truck. She was three years-old and oddly enough, her nickname was also “Ladybug”. Such a horrendous situation for the whole community. Those little Ladybugs are playing in heaven now 😇❤
I backed out of my sister's driveway, not realizing my 3yr old niece was behind me, I thought I hit a trash can, my car windows were closed, it was Thanksgiving n cold. I than heard someone yelled 🛑 n saw everyone's face expression! Than I knew, I didn't hit a trash can, but amazinly felt an overwhelming peace come over me, she was fine, just a little bruised, nothing major, thank goodness.... she's now a beautiful 20yr old young lady.... actually as I'm writing this, just realized today is her birthday, she's a St Patrick's day baby....
Wow!! Thank God she was okay!! I feel like our lives are such chaos and angels are always watching out! Sometimes God takes lil ones early.
I'm so sorry the little baby died in this horrible accident and so proud of how Angela is helping others. Hearing Angela's story made me tear up because something similar almost happened to me.
From the moment my child could crawl, we always followed one strict rule in our family - "Never start the car before you have made sure another family member knows you're going to drive and is actually holding the little one." We always followed that rule, no exceptions; it was about awareness. We also brought our boy up to know the danger of being run over.
Then, he was about seven or eight and in primary school already, he went with his grandma to some kind of storage room to "help" her sort things out and I followed a little later in our van. I stopped the van, said hello to them both and my mom asked me to park closer to the wall which meant I would have to drive forward another metre. I had just seen my boy run in with granny and was about to start the car again when the thought of "our rule" crossed my head. I had assumed he was with my mom, but I hadn't made sure. On the other hand, he wasn't a toddler anymore.
Nevertheless, just to be on the safe side, I stopped, got out of the van again to call my mom and saw that my boy was playfully hiding in front of my left front wheel!!! To this day I can see him crouching there and the situation still gives me goosebumps. I was in shock, mad at him, but so relieved at the same time. It reminded me that he was just a little boy, after all. Sometimes children are unpredictable, they do the stupidest things, forget what they know and then bad accidents happen so easily.
So glad you listened to your gut instinct 🙏 We sometimes try to dismiss it, but it's always right! 💕
Wow! Thankful you checked.
This sounds like something my little would do- very good rule to have and stick to! So glad you listened to your gut.
Omg… thank god you listened to your instincts!! God was protecting you that day!
Way to gut the mom with every graphic curiosity. Bless her heart
exactly what i was thinking. you don't probe a traumatized person, you let them share what they are comfortable sharing. further more it seemed like she was answering some questions before the mother got to share her answer.
Yh she isn’t over it she just got so many other kids that she can’t help but push forward. May she find peace
Yeah the questions are INVASIVE. Shut. Up. Let. Her. Speak!!!!
She WANTED to tell her story. Her friend is guiding her in telling her story.
I don’t think it was necessary to ask such probing questions about the accident. Seemed like morbid curiosity.
Oh sweet lady you are a very strong person 💜 I lost my 2 1/2 year old granddaughter a cattle gate fail on her in front of me. She past on the helicopter also. I have always blamed myself she would have been 17 this year. It’s so very hard. I miss my little angel so much. Love too you and your family. ♥️
As a grandmother this hit me hard. My heart aches for you. I’m going to pray for your broken heart. I’m so sorry this happened to you 💔🙏🏼
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@NayNay4life175 Unfortunately, accidents happen and because we want to make sense of these senseless things we think there is something we could have done. There’s not. It was not your fault. Please give yourself grace and let the guilt go. Sending you peace and love
I’m so sorry prayers for you all❤❤❤❤
My deepest condolences 🙌 big hugs and sending prayers for peace for you ❤️
My heart breaks for this Family. Loosing a child is the most painful thing to ever experience.. You never get over that pain.
I hope to never feel that pain
I feel your pain at a very personal level. I to have an angel son. He was 2 years and 3 months old. He went to heaven July 18,1996. Life has never been the same but God carries me every single day. Hugs to you sweet mama.
Yes I feel you too I have angel daughters one age 7 last June and 3 months almost 16 years ago. Greive never Goes I know
I lost a son when he was 7 1/2 months old to sids it will be 25 years next month and I still blame myself and try to figure out what I could have done to keep him with me
@@jenniferporter7355 it not your fault I know my two daughters one 3 month old and one 7 years old I wasn't to blame. Though was blamed by my ex and few his family members epilepsy and lungs that was bad nothing i could do.
@@katielouisecunninghamsmith4312 I'm so sorry
If anyone ever gets hit or ran over by a vehicle NEVER EVER EVER pick them up or move them u can seriously cause so much extra damage to the individual. Just don't do it no matter how hard it is as ur wanting to hold them and comfort them or bring them to the hospital ur best bet is waiting for properly trained medics to arrive its extremely important that u do not move them no matter what.. be strong and patient u don't want to be the reason that they couldn't possibly be saved 😞 this is such a sad story 😭❤️
You have such sound advice Everyone needs to read this. Thank you for voicing the importance of your statement.
@@peacelovejoyandhappiness your welcome and thank you .. I have had a friend who was picked up after an accident and well by that happening part of his broken ribbed pierced his lungs as they picked him up and ran with him and he died before he could get any kind of help he would have survived if he was just left alone but his parents didn't have that important knowledge unfortunately
Oh my goodness! Every parents nightmare came true for this beautiful lady and she is a trooper because she came on here and talked about what happened and that makes her a very strong woman. I will keep her in my prayers
This story is so heartbreaking and so intense.
I just lost my son and seeing this woman s strength- her family s strength is a powerful testimony
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Omg, I am so sorry.
Praying for you and your family…in Jesus there is new life and resurrection!!
Thank you so much for sharing. I am coming upon the 2nd year anniversary of my daughter's suicide and I still have so much guilt. That last comment you made about guilt speaking about the love we have for our kids. I relive the day of finding her. I wish that day I had done so many other things...so many regrets...so much guilt...but you are right, I have that guilt because I love her so much.
Oh God, I am so sorry... I was 3 when Me & Mom witnessed My Dads Suicide & Thank God, My Mom stayed strong for Us Kids, 3 & 7 yrs old Brother... I blocked it out & can only remember My Mom screaming & running while holding Me... I only remember Him laying on the floor but can't remember past that Day ...
My brother was hit by a truck killed. My dad was turning in our driveway and my brother 7 years old flew over top of my dads truck. We all witnessed and our lives forever changed that day
I'm SO sorry. ❤️🙏🏻
I can't comprehend the lack of compassion that it would take for someone to further injure someone with such a great loss, by blaming them. Those people need to live life with great caution. Because one day they could have a tragic accident and get blamed. And then they would know how they made that person feel. This woman has amazing strength. She will always have days she will struggle with the memory, but her faith in God will get her through ❤ She will see her daughter in heaven. Nothing will have been lost. She will experience her at every stage of life that she would have lived on earth. God is gracious, loving and kind.
Well said! ❤️
Out of such a tragedy, this beautiful woman rose out of the ashes. Thank you for the example you are. I am so sorry for your loss and will remember your family in my prayers.
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Lost a son two years ago, I can’t move on, I have to be on meds.fir depression.losing a child is the worst pain ever.
I'm so very sorry. I pray Jesus is able to help you through this. 🕊
My heart goes out to you as a mother Angela. I will think of your beautiful baby girl every time I see a ladybug now. God bless you. You have a beautiful Angel in Heaven watching over you and your family now.🤍🕊️🤍🕊️🤍
She was a beautiful child! She is with her Devine Creator now.
What happened to your daughter was a pure accident. You're strong women. I lost two kid's my daughter who would be 16 this year at 3 month's old. And my daughter who just had bad seizure stopped breathing age 7 last june. Having do cpr was bad for me lucky i am trained but have almost 10 year old seeing his sister blue he autistic come running in saying sissy blue. Truama of that i can't never forget. Grive never goes but you learn to carry on .
So very sorry ❤
I had a friend in middle school and I remember she told me about how her grandfather ran her over when she was 18 months old on Christmas. We live where there is a lot of snow in the winter so when he ran her over she smooshed down into the the snow which helped they said. She didn’t have anything wrong with her except that she had tire marks on her. Her grandfather was very distraught. I thought she made this up until her mom verified it to me. I couldn’t imagine what parents or anyone that this happens to is going through. The guilt must be immense. I am so sorry for this lady. You can see the pain in her eyes
Thank you ladies… This tragic story will save more than one two year old.
I appreciate you bringing her on, but I don't think it was necessary to try and get all the gruesome details, such as asking about the tires going over her and talking about the bleeding. That adds to the trauma she is trying to heal from.
Agree.
Julie loves that kind of stuff. I’m not joking. Her ‘family’ page shows all the kids accidents, blood, sickness you name it. It’s awful for those kids.
Agree. Use your
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@@lisaflesher if that’s true… That’s awful. I turned this off and didn’t even finish it. I will not follow her if she focuses on gruesome details. Is she qualified to be asking all these details?
@@joanrichter1891 all you have to do is look at her thumbnails on her page. Plus, I followed her awhile back and YT demonetized her page for a bit because she was showing blood, injuries, sicknesses etc..
This happens more often than people realize. In the town we used to live in, a precious baby boy passed under almost the exact same circumstances. No ones fault, just a tragic accident.
My heart goes out to you, Angela. ❤ Know that the sharing of your story is helping others. I am so impressed at your perseverance to keep your head above the water by serving others. ❤ God bless you and your family. ❤❤❤
This is like every parents worst nightmare. I appreciate sharing your story with us. It is inspiring. If you can overcome this in one way or another, then everything is possible. There is light at the end of the tunnel. The light of love. That is what kept you going.
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My husband and I were at the local auto repair shop. He got into his truck and started to back it up. I was standing to the left of it and saw the auto mechanic's son kneel down behind our truck to tie his shoe. Our truck does not have the warning audio beeping when in reverse, nor did it have a backup camera, so I quickly shouted "STOP" to get my husband's attention. Luckily, he did stop and did not run over the boy. The boy was maybe 9 or 10 years old. Old enough that he should have known not to kneel down behind a vehicle. The boy and my husband were very lucky, but accidents can and do happen. I'm very sorry that your little daughter was not as lucky.
He may have been old enough to know, but having raised a boy myself I can tell you that they lack common sense during certain ages. I'm sure not all, but most of them do.
Your story encouraged me while Im on bed rest for borderline adrenal failure. Im a single mom with three special needs children (two are young adults and a teenager). I need hope that I can heal from trauma
How are you now?
I’m so sorry for the loss of your daughter and the way you were treated. I don’t have children myself and am very heartbroken for you , not being given the chance to hold your baby and say goodbye. You are a strong lady and your children are blessed to have you.
Oh my word! All of our worst nightmares! Thank you Heavenly Father for bringing this Gritty Mama through this and her beautiful family ♥️
This happen to a sweet, young Mother that I worked with..her & her husband had their truck in the driveway to make repairs, when done my friend went to pull it forward into the garage, her daughter was on the porch blowing bubbles, that quick she had followed her Mom & walked in front of the truck as she pulled forward, killed her instantly, it was awful! That was 2014...now she has a 5 yr old son, still married, and has been able to move forward.🙏I always admired her strength.❤
The definition of strength! She’s truly a strong woman. Prayers for her❤
THIS is a Holy podcast...Jesus is ALL OVER YOU LADIES.. HE'S REDEEMING THIS NIGHTMARE ..so much love to you both. Thank you for sharing❤❤❤❤
Resting in love is her precious baby girl.
My mom lost 2 children and now I lost my son 3 months ago. It’s so painful! Words cannot express the way it changes you forever.
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My parents are friends with a family who accidentally ran over their toddler as well, he didn't make it but they set up a charity in his name and that family went on to adopt around 20 unclaimed deceased baby remains and had a big funeral for all of them together
I am so sorry for your loss.
There is no loss more profound than the loss of a child. To lose a child in this manner adds another layer of loss and my heart breaks for her and for this family. This can happen to ANY parent. God does have a Plan, His plan. I learned through the loss of our son, for me, sobriety worked for me, including any medications. Everyone needs to do what works for them however for me working through the journey of grief and loss I could not seek comfort in "something" because I was afraid that would become an issue. God has a way of allowing us to be so profoundly broken and them use that brokenness to share Him with others. His promise is that we will be together in heaven for all eternity and that this life is temporary for all of us. I prayed for you and your family.
Remember tho God has plan a which is the ideal - but we don’t comply at times so there are other plans . God wishes all of us be saved but even He won’t get what he wants 😢
The Apple River kiling was far more gruesome than this video. Julie your compassion and understanding to let this poor woman on to share her story is astounding. I pray Angela forgives herself because her baby would want that so she can move on. God gives, God takes. HIS love is unconditional and beyond our understanding.
It has been 3 years since my mom passed. Through these years I have had issues dealing with the loss. I like the word” nevertheless”. It does make me think there is a purpose. I am not sure what is is but thank you for sharing your story and the word nevertheless!
Angie is such a beautiful woman inside and out. I remember this day and my heart has always gone out to Angie ❤❤❤
I'm a mom of 2 and hearing this just made me go through all kind or emotions. Thank you for sharing this, I may not know fully how you feel but I know the Saviour does, he's always there and he loves us and carries our burdens. I've been struggling to reconnect with Jesus but hearing you and your story just made me want to reconnect. You are one strong momma. You should write your story and make it a book.
Lost my stepson 2012 and still have waves come and it'll still get harder at times specially holidays and when you lose another person or somebody close to you loses somebody sometimes it feels like you're really living it but the Lord it has kept me in my husband together angels of the strength to keep moving are other five kids that adult now and the Lord giving us the strength to keep moving each step each day again God bless you
What a sad, sad story. I lost my 27 year old daughter and it about destroyed me. I ended up being placed in a treatment center due to a nervous breakdown and was there for about a month for therapy and grief counseling and now even 10 years later I still have my rough days. I’m still on Prozac to this day. Stay strong momma and rely on your faith.❤️
God bless you. I pray that you find some comfort. ❤
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My deepest condolences 🙌🙌🙌🙌 I'm sending up prayers for you 💗 May you feel immense peace soon 💗💗💗
I just wanted to reach through the screen and hug her ❤ When she said she couldn’t hold her daughter’s hand, my Momma heart broke for her.
What an amazing strong woman. Never blame yourself as it was an accident that could of happened to anyone. May God shelter you and your family under his wings on those tough days. God Bless.
She IS helping a lot of people. What an amazing woman.
Julie, something you said struck a note with me. I too have depression, and have had it now for 42 years. They have tried numerous times to wean me off of the antidepressant drugs. From this, I have learned that people do not like me when I am not on my antidepressant medications. I am an atypical sufferer...meaning that rarely do I feel down and blue. But my body manifests the depression in physical symptoms and I hurt non-stop from my neck/shoulders all the way down to my very low in my back. The other thing that happens is I become snappish and snarlly with people. It does not take much for me to bite somebody's head off. This is SO UNLIKE my normal personality. I most of the time have the patience to explain to people what it is that is causing me aggravation and can diplomatically say something, and if things don't change I can ride it out for a long while. However, even when I am not in a depressive exacerbation, I have a limit and once I cross that limit, a human bomb goes off. So I do my best to take my meds faithfully and watch for signs that things might be getting overwhelming. Even though pain is a symptom of mine, because I have a spinal problem anyways, sometimes it is the easily being agitated that is my first clue and then speak to the doctor about adding some medication to help tame the beast until my body can take control of itself.
Angela, the one thing I will say first and foremost, we are always our worst critics and harder on ourselves than anybody else. Julie complimented you on your abilities and you downplayed them thinking they were not true. You have an amazing faith that has helped you through this horrible time in your life. I have not gone through the same things as you have, but I have had many trials, situations, lifestyle changes, heartbreaks, and losses that the Holy Trinity (yes it takes all three parts of God to help us sometimes) help me through. I thank God that I gave my heart to the Lord, I believe at the age of 13. I always thought that I had a good walk with my God. Little did I know, that God had a much closer walk with him in store for me, that I could not have possibly conceived before it happened. In 2014 I lost my job as an RN, and that was basically all I wanted to be since I was knee high to a grasshopper. I became an RN when I was 32 years old despite being told by the school counselor that my grades would not hold up under nursing school admission requirements. But nobody informed God of that, I was admitted and graduated while working full time and sometimes OT, carrying a full credit load at school, and also helping to raise two young sons under the age of 5. Sorry, my train got derailed, back to the main story. So I was dismissed from my position and was unable to find employment as an RN after 600 job applications (on know this because I saved them on my computer). In the meantime, I started having gallbladder problems but did not have insurance, so I just bit the bullet so to speak. The pain went on for 2 or 3 days, and I finally could not take it anymore and presented at the ER. After working me up I was admitted. When everything was said and done, my gallbladder had ruptured, I developed pancreatitis, and when they started to do surgery, they discovered that I had developed gangrene in my abdominal cavity. So we went from doing the surgery laparoscopically to being opened up for the surgery. When I was back on the floor and the surgeon came in to talk to me, he said, young man (being 56 y/o at the time I didn't think of myself being a young man, but it was his opinion, LOL!) you are lucky to be alive. This was not the first time I had come close to death. But God came to me and said, "I have a change for you that will make you much happier than you have ever been before. I invite you to put all of your trust in me." Up to that point, I thought that I had been putting all of my trust in him. But with the worrying about things, doubting how things were going to work out, etc, I was doing a poor job of totally trusting him. From that point on, no matter what was happening in my life, I kept reassuring myself, that no matter how messy things looked through my eyes, that I was in God's plan, and all things work towards the good to he who Loves the Lord. I have had so doozy incidents and still immediately stood up, thanked God that I was not severely hurt, and thought this was all in the plans for my life that God was watching over. Each thing that happens, happens for a reason. Sometimes it takes us a while to recognize what the reason was/is. But then it will come to you...Oh yeah, I went through that the be prepared for this. I have witnessed this to so many people and wished that could help them arrive at the point that I am at so they could have the undoubting walk that I have. May the Trinity continue to be with you and your family, and in your continued witness to his grace.
Goodness you have been put through the mill,
@@LilyprincesstiggerThings happen and you just have to put all of your faith and trust in the Trinity's hands that they will get you through it. Overall, I have not had too bad of a life as compared to some others, but worse the some others too. We just have to deal with what we are dealt!
I’m so sorry this happened, Your little Angel is home safe in the arms with Heavenly Father 😇 Sending hugs to you from one mommy to another ❤ after I made this comment I had to edit this because I kept watching and then heard you say you got a blessing and Ward , I realized that you are LDS and so am I ❤ I needed to hear this as I recently lost my husband and I have been having such a hard time, tonight I know that he is home with our Heavenly Father ❤.
God, this is gut-wrenching. I've heard stories like that growing up, so I am absolutely paranoid. I rarely go anywhere without my kids, but when I leave them with my husband, i make sure he has eyes on the kids (like insistent he has them in arms reach), i lock the door behind me, and i literally watch the door as i start pulling out. When i move the car so the kids can draw chalk in the driveway, i put them all in the car because i don't trust them to stand in a safe place while i back up. Not because I'm a better mom than this woman, but because moms like this have told their stories and they have embedded in my brain. You would be surprised how quickly a 2 year old can bolt out the door. And my 2 year old can open the door, so it's really scary. But there is also a million other ways tragedy can happen, so I would never feel anything but sympathy for these parents.
I'm so sorry this happened, but thank you for sharing and educating us all.
Thank you for sharing one of the most difficult times in your life. I had a knot in my stomach while hearing your experience. I know the feeling because I was in the yard when our 18 month old grandson was ran over. My husband was so very upset because he knew what the “bump” was. We ran him into the emergency room and had people praying right away. He was ran over across his groin area (you could see the tire mark). He was air lifted to a larger city just in case internal injuries were found. His hips and a foot were really bruised and it took a while before he walked again.
God is faithful no matter the outcome. You have a testimony to tell so never give up in telling what God has done for you during this and other times. Many, many hugs for you and your family…….
So heartbreaking. I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to the mom and whole family. 😢
I appreciate the transparency.... I tragically lost my 8 month old and having a hard time living with myself
Im so sorry, saying some prayers for you 🙏❤️
Prayers for your loss and for your angel to have wings of love to protect and look after you as you journey through this life without your precious child. x
So very sorry ❤ I can't imagine your pain. Sending you light, hope, and healing. We just will never understand why these things happen, it's not fair. Man I'm just so sorry 😢
I can't imagine how difficult this trial has been in your life, but I appreciate your willingness to share your story! You are stronger than you realize, and your story of perseverance will bless so many lives!
❤I really feel for her. I have 2 daughters aged 9 & 7. I can’t imagine losing them that way. I love ❤️ how she owns it. She doesn’t try to trivialize it, she just owns it. Rest In Peace Isa.
I'm sorry for your loss!! 😢 R.i.p little one!! 😭
Thank you for sharing your story. I have to believe that anyone who knew you knew it was accident. We know we want the police to investigate to make sure it was an accident, but I can imagine how much harder it made it. It’s very brave to be this vulnerable like this, but I know you’re helping lots of people in doing so. ❤❤❤
I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story so others can know it is possible to cope with loss.
What a beautiful and strong mumma, this was so heartfelt to watch, bless you and your family xxx
I am so sorry for your loss. It was an accident people that were hateful and sent messages that were hurtful have to answer to the Lord for that. A famous christian artist Steven Curtis Chapman went through the same thing they lost their adopted young daughter the same way. I have a friend where her son drowned when she was right by him. She couldn't see him at the bottom of the pool because of the design of the pool and he had dark swim trunks on. She advocates for swim safety, never have your kids wear dark swimming trunks in pools ect...
All of us can never say it will never happen to us because it can. She is a beautiful little girl. She is an Angel your mom will be so happy to enter heaven's gates because she will be there waiting for her.. Your daughter below is so proud of you! As a mom I can see the love you have for her. You will see her again what a beautiful day that will be. May the Lord Bless you and your family. Much love from a mom of 3 and a grandma of 4.. God Bless!!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Such a wonderful woman. Because of what you went through you do even more for others. Your heart knows more of what others do. Thank you for sharing your story.
This happened to me but with a cat that I had rescued. I commend her for accepting it looking to God, her daughter is blessed to have such a kind mother who still knows that through God's love, it's already taken care of. ❤❤❤
You are comparing this baby to cat
So sorry to hear about that! Pets are family members, too. Hope you're doing okay ❤
Sending you so much love. You are unbelievably strong to tell your story and honor your daughter. My grandfather also ran over my uncle as toddler, it really does change you forever.
So sad and painful....Sending much Love and Prayers for God's comforting Hands to touch you everyday of your life... So strong of you to share! ❤
I couldn’t imagine and there’s nothing I can say but my heart goes out to you and others that have traumatizing loss. No one should be attacking this poor mom that has to suffer for the rest of her life only compassion needs to be shown to her. HUGS to all especially the moms 😢❤
Angela thanks for sharing your story. You have a beautiful family and I know your ladybug is watching and so proud of you.
I lost my adult son about 3 mos ago. He served in two ministries and was super fit and healthy. He and I were very close all his life (became a single Mom).
This lovely woman and her story actually helps me, even though my story is different.
It helps me;
•Remember that so many others have pain
•How the pain comes and goes
•How the best remedy is helping others
•Mom guilt is always real
•Letting out the pain appropriately isn’t always easy
•Those special people that don’t judge (even from a biblical standpoint)
The biggest standout for me after her sharing her story of pain and continuing on, is the Hostess sharing how she doesn’t want to snap at her children, but doesn’t want to be numb either.
I used to be exceptionally compassionate, prayer intercessor, helping others, but I have experienced the numbness and wondered what is wrong with me, if I’ll even go back to “normal”. Perhaps it’s a process..
And so much more
Blessings upon blessing to you all 💝💐
@GodsSparrowSpeaks Sorry you lost your son. Your loss is so new. Prayers for your future peace & happiness.
@@reneeb.2702 Thank you so much 💐
My heart just sank hearing this story. It sounded so familar i live in ohio and in the early 2000 my girlfriend sold her house to a family with young child the mother also tragicly backed over her then two year old child. I think that is why the back-up car Camera was placed in cars so that less of these types of accidents
This happened to my Uncle. It was so horrible and he was never the same after that.
Praying for this precious lady and her family. 🐞
Angela - I truly admire your strength and determination to move forward from this tragic loss. I can’t imagine experiencing something like. My youngest almost got hit by a car (going about 35-45 mph) but, thankfully, the driver was paying attention and swerved. My son ran into the side of his van and got knocked down. He was banged up but okay. This was over 30 years ago and I still get choked up whenever I talk about it.
What a beautiful human. Thank you for reliving this for people who need to develop, through no fault of their own, perspective and empathy. We buried our seven month old, I am so sorry that you suffered this loss.
Girl you are absolutely gritty!! You completely inspired me. I have tended to isolate some my daughter passed. I know I need to find my village. Thank you for sharing your experience.
Turn to Jesus Christ 💪🏽 he has a village of Help, love, support and fellowship 🙏🏽. Pastor Kevin la Ewing is a great teacher of the word, when you hear it, and speak it, and know you will see your child again and that they are with the Lord🥰, wow, just an amazing feeling, I pray for your continued strength and perseverance ❤, They were truly blessed to have you as a mother 💕.
I am praying for you ❤️ may you find peace and comfort 🙌🙌🙌🙌 Jesus is your Lord and Savior 🙌 just accept him & he'll be your refuge 💕 it's an indescribable feeling 🙌big hugs and much love 💗
Being strong for her other children. Peace to you. 🐞
I’m so sorry for your loss. May God give you peace and healing. You’ve had to be strong all these years for your family. Sharing this message will help so many people. You’re a beautiful person and have so much wisdom. I hope on your hard days you know you are lifted up in prayers and sheltered in his care. ❤
I remember being in school in a nursing class and the teacher showed us autopsy photos of a 3 year old whose mom backed over him. It was very graphic. The damage to his head. I still remember that all these years later. I can’t even imagine the pain this mother feels having actually lived through this nightmare.
I pray for u hold on to ur faith that is all u can do I've lost 3 grandbabies all around 2years old and I am on depression meds u are God's child
I do agree with you Julie, this story is going to help so many people!
I'm so sorry for your loss of your sweet angel 😇 Don't blame yourself. You didn't see her it's not your fault. My friend had her triple s girls outside and a drunk neighbor ran over one of them. She passed away 😭 it's heartbreaking 😭 I'm so sorry ❤
I’m so sorry for your loss. I’m glad your sharing, it surely help another family! And I’m grateful you have the people and the Lord! I never said that if you follow him that he would give you an easy life, but h did promise to be there when it’s bad!
What a brave strong inspiring woman! God bless her.
That is amazing that you and your husband never blamed each other. It was a tragic accident and I am thankful you are sharing your story. Prayers for continued hope, love and mercy.
Strength shines through this woman, what a beautiful strong soul. The strength she must have had to muster not only for herself but her children
I’m so sorry for your loss of your beautiful daughter. I remember a little girl that went to our school got ran over by her Dad with a trailer full of hay she was riding on the front and fell off. That was a very hard funeral to go to when you are a kid,I will never forget that. May your beautiful daughter Rest In Peace 💕💐🌸🧸
You are such a beautiful person, what happened does not make you who you are. The world sees you as the one that makes the most out of everything you are given after you are challenged in a difficult situation.
This happened to someone i know. I had a rule when my kids were little. Husband and I never drove unless he pyshically held the kids or I. Also we walked around our cars to double check or we sit them in the car. But our eyes never left sight of them when we drove out of our driveway etc. I was too scared. Prayers for your family & ty for awareness ❤
IM not sure why this lady interviewed this woman. This is insane horrific.
thank you!!! i cannot believe the raw details she was asking about! Very inappropriate and disturbing, imo!
Well, while I agree with what you are saying on the other hand I do not. If even one life is saved by the interview with the two ladies then the story shared is one hundred percent worth telling others.
“You take on your kids’ grief and guilt.” I held it together until she said that. How horrific. I have two children and my brain won’t even allow me to even imagine that. What a STRONG PERSON this woman is. I wish I had the faith that she has ❤ 🙏🏻.
There’s no way I could stay living after that. That is beyond tragic
Bless you ladies, and never forget it is okay to cry.
I can,t begin to imagine how traumatic that was for her.This is something that happens more than people realize. When my grands were little and would be at our home we tried to make sure they stayed upstairs when we left in the car but little ones are still able to somehow get outside.We had a family from our state whose son drowned in their pool and everyone was down stairs while mom showered.All the doors were locked but little one got it opened and fell in pool.Prayers the God will continue to give her strength and peace as well.🙏🙏❤