My Testimony- Toxic Relationship To Meeting Jesus

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  • ‘My Testimony- Toxic Relationship To Meeting Jesus‘
    It took me 3 1/2 years in a relationship where God was pushed to the back to finally realize, that’s not how it’s meant to be! Stepping out of a toxic relationship and meeting Jesus in a way I never imagined... saved my life and introduced me to a new way of living. 😊💃🏻
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  • @PaulandMorgan
    @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +293

    Hey Fam! Let’s use our testimonies to help others overcome! Comment with some encouragement and let’s support each other😊

    • @joannalambright738
      @joannalambright738 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Paul and Morgan they overcame by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimonys!! Sorry not sure where that verse is in the bible😆🧡🧡

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Hey Joanna! Amen! Love that verse❤️

    • @chrisdupree9685
      @chrisdupree9685 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      God bless in the name of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ!!!

    • @IfyouBelleve
      @IfyouBelleve 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Paul and Morgan thanks for sharing this

    • @daniamani2799
      @daniamani2799 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This blessed me so much! Oh my goodness. This is SO similar to my testimony!!!!! I was in a 3 year relationship where I always felt that I had to lead it and push for God to be the center, and push for him to keep going to church and get help for his pornography addiction. We were also living in sin and I battled pornography addiction and anxiety. It was destroying me on the inside and part of me knew it was because of my toxic relationship. One day I felt God tell me to just end it. There was nothing really leading up to our breakup. But it was the most FREEING decision I've ever made. One week later the Lord brought someone into my life who is my now husband (we've been married for 6 months now) and he is seriously my hearts desire. I too was a mess when the Lord brought Jahrell in my life, who was also such a strong man of God with SUCH a pure heart. Being obedient to God is not easy at all, but is always worth it. I still can't believe how much we have in common about this. I don't know how I found your channel, but I am enjoying your videos so much being a newly wed myself! Much love from California! - Daniele (Dani) Amani

  • @keniamaydali2885
    @keniamaydali2885 6 ปีที่แล้ว +522

    when you looked at the camera and said “YOU ARE WORTHY”, I cried because that is what I needed to hear.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Kenia Maydali wow!! Praise the Lord!! 💜💜

    • @BrittanyKellie
      @BrittanyKellie 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Kenia Maydali As soon as she spoke those words I heard the voice of the Lord speak the same through her! How incredible.

    • @anthonyfernandez6851
      @anthonyfernandez6851 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Kenia Maydali honestly same! I cried too

    • @Tann_Solo
      @Tann_Solo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      That’s the thing though... We are not worthy. We are sinners and don’t deserve anything. By God’s Grace are we saved, but that doesn’t mean we deserve it. The people He puts in our lives, we don’t deserve them. Our shelter, sustenance, necessities, we don’t deserve them. The money we make at our jobs, we don’t deserve it. We as Christians need to stop believing that we are worthy of anything, and start knowing that HE is worth EVERYTHING! Our purpose is to glorify God, and we can only do that if we know the gospel, and we can only know the gospel if we realize our true worth. I don’t mean to sound harsh, just speaking as a brother in Christ! What I would say instead of being worthy is something like, “unworthy but blessed.” =)

    • @kathleenbennett5106
      @kathleenbennett5106 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I felt the exact same, it felt like you were talking to my heart !
      God Bless

  • @kiahnaw.7443
    @kiahnaw.7443 6 ปีที่แล้ว +315

    Your testimony sounds A LOT like mine, thank you so much for sharing, I feel as if i can stop beating myself up for my past sins. You are so right, that it's freeing to be done with a toxic relationship and I feel like I have to find who I am in Jesus before I can get into a serious relationship (if that makes sense), I almost married my ex, and my life would not be what it is today if I had continued down that path. I thank Jesus for those past experiences because now I know the red flags of a toxic person, whether it's a boyfriend or a friend. I'm no longer a naive girl that believes anything a guy tells her, I'm a strong young woman of Christ who for the first time in years can look in the mirror and not hate whom she sees . I graduate college this fall and I cry every time I think of how far God has brought me and where he will take me.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      RogueArtist 2880 this is absolutely amazing and I love, love, love reading it! Thank you so much for sharing, girl! I’m so happy to hear how far you’ve come. And you absolutely don’t need to beat yourself up any longer! God forgives AND He forgets. So you have to let go and move forward. 😊 continue to get to know who you are in Christ and your man will come soon enough. 💜

    • @kiahnaw.7443
      @kiahnaw.7443 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Paul and Morgan Thank you so much I really appreciate that. 😀

    • @madisonmclendon7191
      @madisonmclendon7191 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      RogueArtist 2880 so proud of you.

    • @Derriann9705
      @Derriann9705 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I love this! I can relate. God be praised!

  • @ionesoriano4752
    @ionesoriano4752 5 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    When you were talking about when you met Paul, I just cried. 😭❤ God really makes things happen in His beautiful time. 💕

  • @daynastout1450
    @daynastout1450 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Man, this hit me. I was with someone for three years, living in sin, pushing for a relationship, leading my relationship when I shouldn’t. We broke up a few months ago and I’ve never been happier. Now I can’t wait to meet the man god has for me.
    I’m glad I’m not the only one!

  • @samsmusichub
    @samsmusichub 6 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    "...another part of my testimony is the day that I met Jesus...and that just so happens to be the day that I met Paul." I am crying that's probably the best compliment there is to a man!

  • @2billionseconds494
    @2billionseconds494 6 ปีที่แล้ว +157

    I hope it's not weird that I'm a 43 year old dude and watching this. I started watching you guys recently. Oh man... love it that you guys are so young and transparent. Hope there's hope for an old fart as well. Pray for me, guys as I journey with Jesus. Thank you.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      2billionseconds hahaha! That’s hilarious. There’s always Hope!! You rock! Thanks for your support! 😄

    • @sharoncrawford3042
      @sharoncrawford3042 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      There is hope no matter what age you are. That's what is so great. Its never to late.

    • @spetrenko7149
      @spetrenko7149 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      He’s with you man. He got you🙌

    • @andreasmith1951
      @andreasmith1951 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Your in my prayers

    • @sarahschoonmaker4057
      @sarahschoonmaker4057 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey I’m 36 and still watching. 🤣🤣 You are fine I never Really thought about an age gap. We just Need JESUS and we Need friends n encouragement

  • @hopegill8408
    @hopegill8408 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I was in a similar situation.. crazy how when we are unequally yoked we don’t bring them up to our level they will always bring us down to theirs... so glad you finally listened to God I’m trying to do the same!

  • @heavenlygracemusic
    @heavenlygracemusic 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    "You are worthy, you've repented, and you are forgiven. You are worthy of his love and you are worthy of My love." This hit home. It's as if God was speaking to me when you said this. Thank you so much and God bless you; very much needed! 💕

  • @jessimitchell2051
    @jessimitchell2051 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Morgan you are so strong! I appreciate your vulnerability and honesty with us. When you shared that meeting Paul was like meeting Jesus and that you told him everything, it made me tear up! I have been through similar things as you and I worry sometimes about sharing too much on a first date, when that comes around. But your testimony helps me to see that God has perfect timing and a perfect plan for me :)

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Awe praise God Jessi. Amen

  • @taryndanae1701
    @taryndanae1701 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your testimony, SERIOUSLY, sounds a lot like mine!! It's crazy!! I was also bullied in middle school and I was also in a really, really toxic relationship and God totally healed me and restored me. For the first time in my life, I feel COMPLETELY free! Thank you, thank you for sharing your testimony. It is encouraging to know that there are far more people out there, than I realize, that have gone through almost the same exact things that I have gone through. Thank you!

  • @annaleeh.3454
    @annaleeh.3454 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Girl we have SUCH similar testimonies! I too was in a toxic relationship where Christ was not the center and we became eachother's idols, if that makes sense. I cried when you said you seemed to have met Jesus when you met Paul and felt unworthy to recieve his love and Jesus' Love. I totally feel that way right now, like I am too dirty and weird to recieve someone's love (I am still single). Anyone who sees this, please pray that I would get rid of those beliefs and recieve the Love Jesus and my future husband have for me!

  • @amazinggrace5696
    @amazinggrace5696 5 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    I cried when you talked about your first date, and how you saw Jesus through Paul. I want to marry a man like that exactly. God bless you, Morgan ❤

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes! Thank you for supporting us :)

    • @treesaroshnic.j.3663
      @treesaroshnic.j.3663 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me tooo
      And m 16 now!

    • @neimafogel139
      @neimafogel139 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Please don’t, he’s super manipulative and controlling!

    • @joelucas3562
      @joelucas3562 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@neimafogel139 He married withpit considering the past , still you complain about controlling ? Christian life is not doing whatever you are feeling , it's the way of life for God...!!

    • @kat0732
      @kat0732 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@joelucas3562 wtf. So you’re saying that Morgan should put up with his controlling behaviour because she has a past. Thats messed up

  • @melodyhuebschman4126
    @melodyhuebschman4126 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    This was so great! I have looked at past relationships and/or crushes as learning lessons. That God does bring these people into our lives to bring us closer to him and to help us realize what life is like without him. Christ made you new and what you and Paul have is such a testament to what God can do!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Melody Huebschman amen girl!! Learn from our mistakes and move forward! Thank you so much! 💜🙏🏼

  • @yanelluviano
    @yanelluviano 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    I love you guys!! You encourage me to strengthen my relationship with God and as a worship leader and the Pastors daughter it can be hard for me. I am constantly in the public eye but I use that to talk about the gospel. Keep on doing what you’re doing. I pray Corinthians 16:58 over your lives. God Bless and love you guys!!❤️

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      yanelluviano you’ve got this girl! Thank you so much for your prayers. You rock! Trust in the Lord and He will make you stronger than ever!

    • @andreasmith1951
      @andreasmith1951 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Don’t give up, it’s worth it!!👏🏾👏🏾

  • @kristyparsons1505
    @kristyparsons1505 6 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    I literally cried while watching this...thank you so much...I really really needed this. God bless you girl, you're real.

  • @sarahburton9624
    @sarahburton9624 6 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm so thankful for your story. I had chills and emotions while watching this video because your testimony is so similar to mine. A toxic relationship for 3 years, meeting the Lord and understanding I am forgiven for the sin in me and from that relationship. My relationship with Jesus has grown immensely since that relationship ended two years ago, and I can now clearly see all the things that I was missing during those three years. I often struggle with the thought of telling the man I will one day marry, of all the sin from my past relationship and the things I didn't save. But I know that just like Jesus, He will call me new and clean from past sin. Your story gives me hope and encourages me in knowing that I will never fall out of grace! Thank you Morgan! Your video was an answered prayer to me.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sarah Burton wow! That’s so awesome. God is so great. Seriously! 🙌🏼 you just keep on walking with the Lord, girl. He’ll take care of you 💜

  • @hannahdare4350
    @hannahdare4350 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Morgan thank you so much for sharing this video and being vulnerable with us. I had a very similar experience to yours and hearing you share really encourages my heart. So happy I recently found your and Paul's channel you guys are a blessing 🙏🏼

  • @crystalrose580
    @crystalrose580 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you Morgan for sharing your testimony with us! The whole time you were talking I could relate. I have a relationship that I was in where I had a very very similar story. I got to the point that I barely had any self-worth and also went into a depression. It was just an overall unhealthy relationship, but I didn't want to let go until one day the Lord spoke to me to let this guy go because the relationship was harming me mentally, physically, and spiritually. Thank you for sharing because it showed me that these kind of relationships happen to other Christian girls too. Your story is an encouragement and hope that God has a Godly man out there for me who will be the leader in the home.

  • @GraceUponGraceProductions
    @GraceUponGraceProductions 6 ปีที่แล้ว +100

    Thank you for sharing this Morgan. God can turn anything that once was dark and sinful into something so beautiful and powerful. You talking about Paul on your first date got me all teary-eyed. WE NEED MORE MEN LIKE YOU PAULIE! Stay awesome you two💙🤗

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Evelina Lemon you’re so sweet! Thank you so much! Yes and amen to more men like Paul! He’s the best! 😄 and I get teary eyed even thinking about it. Phew! 💁🏻‍♀️

    • @briannenoonan2870
      @briannenoonan2870 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Your name is beautiful and unique😍

  • @SydneyAnchoredintheSouth
    @SydneyAnchoredintheSouth 6 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I love the community you have on your channel! So happy to join y'all, loved hearing your testimony!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey Sydney! Awe thanks, welcome!!

  • @claubit32
    @claubit32 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I totally understand what it’s like to see Jesus in another person.❤️

  • @brittneynichole3400
    @brittneynichole3400 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’re testimony is soooooo close to mine it’s unreal!! When you said “you are worthy” I started bawling because I don’t feel worthy from my past. And I need constant reminders that I am! Thank you so much for choosing to be vulnerable and sharing your story! God is doing amazing things through you and Paul! ❤️

  • @Book_Dragon2562
    @Book_Dragon2562 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I know you guys posted this video a year ago but I just found it today. Just wanted you to know it isn’t only Paul. The spirit speaks through you too Morgan. Listening to your testimony moved me and helped me realize why I have been struggling so much to feel close with God lately, and some changes that I need to make. So thank you for putting yourself out there and sharing such an intimate part of yourself. May God continue to bless you both 🙏🏻💕

  • @MatandEst
    @MatandEst 6 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    😂😂😂 You guys are so funny! You're the best! Loved hearing your testimony Morgan, so beautiful!!! xxx

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mat & Est - ChristianVloggers hahah! Thank you guyssss! What’s ridiculous is this is just who we are 😂💜

  • @forsocialpurposes
    @forsocialpurposes 6 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Ugh wow I don’t usually comment on things, but your testimony is exactly what I’m going through right now. And it’s EXTREMELY weird because even the times and months are similar too. God has been speaking to me for awhile about breaking off this toxic relationship & I’ve been so reluctant because I don’t want to hurt his feelings, but honestly, Jesus is speaking to me through your channel and I’m just so glad I found you guys. It’s such a wonderful reminder that us as women are worthy and do deserve to be treated with respect and real love 💓
    You guys are amazing!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ivana Nanthavong Aww wow! Well thank you for commenting!! And girl, take care of yourself and trust that the Lord will take care of the guy through the breakup, etc. I’m so happy you found us too! We are worthy and Jesus loves us! :D

  • @KM-bw8ve
    @KM-bw8ve 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing your life's testimony Morgan! I am indeed blessed knowing that my story same as yours would also bless other people's lives. I am so amazed of how God works for letting me see your video out of nowhere and for letting me listen to my own testimony mirrored through you. Let's keep going! God bless you a thousandfold! 💖

  • @sierraslater281
    @sierraslater281 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Morgan, I would just like to thank you for this video. This has been super relatable. I've been full of shame and regret that I have been trying to let go. It is so good to hear that Godly woman in healthy God leading lives can have that past of an unhealthy toxic physical relationship and I don't need to be so ashamed of my past and what I was in. Thank you. Thank you.

  • @romaamorfeliciano5645
    @romaamorfeliciano5645 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Im crying as you share your testimony.. 💕 especially when you mentioned how you met Jesus through Paul.. i would love to have that too, soon. ❤

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Roma Amor Feliciano aww! God will bring you your man at the perfect time. Just trust Him! 💜🙏🏼

  • @marinal.1736
    @marinal.1736 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Morgan, this brought me to tears. I went through a very similar relationship which ended around this time of 2018. I thought he was the man I was supposed to marry, but turned out he was nowhere near the person I had fallen in love with. In a stubborn attempt to make the relationship work I put all of my love, time and energy into him until I finally realized that I would never make him happy and I had no idea who I was anymore. Being with him pulled me so far away from God. Only a few weeks ago did I finally breakout of that darkness and truly see who I was again, and now seeing this video today brings me so much hope that I’ll find and that I am worthy of being loved by someone with such a deep love for God. The Lord’s timing never fails to amaze me, thank you for so much for sharing!❤️

  • @esthergodsdochter7031
    @esthergodsdochter7031 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Sweetheart, beautiful daughter of The Lord! I just want to thank you so so so much for sharing this. I have a kind of same experience in relationships... just with a lot of different guys and I also suffered from depression and all. FINALLY I am now since about one year doing well, I just really understand your story and it helps me so much to hear you share this. Thank you! I'm so happy for you that you are doing well now. Love!

  • @kristafaith5472
    @kristafaith5472 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have followed you two for a long time and this is the first time I came across your testimony! WOW, so beautiful and powerful! My favorite part was "Paul was Jesus to me". Such a beautiful picture how we are supposed to be like Jesus to others and show them the same love and mercy. We have been given the ministry of reconciliation! To reconcile people to Jesus. Love you guys!

  • @sandlotgurl
    @sandlotgurl 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Morgan, your testimony is absolutely amazing! The same thing happened to me with my ex. I allowed the enemy to just come in turn all my standards that I had about Godly relationships and sex upside down. It took me 2 years to get over my mistakes from that relationship and during that time he sent me my bestfriend. It's funny when you said that on your first date with Paul, that it felt like you were sitting with Jesus because that's exactly how I felt. I saw Jesus in him, I saw him in the way he talked, in the way he treated people, in the way he truly loved. I'm so thankful that God knew how much of a sinner I was and still sent me godly man. Your testimony is powerful Morgan! Keep letting your light shine. 😊

  • @kgbarrett1521
    @kgbarrett1521 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Man...Morgan this is so relatable ....you ROCK!!!!! The Lord had a special plan for u and because you chose to put Jesus first,He took care of you! Praise God

  • @oliviahartwell4518
    @oliviahartwell4518 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much for sharing this. It is so brave and strong of you to be this vulnerable, and so important for individuals who have felt similarly to hear. Your vulnerability and strength in sharing this speaks beautifully to the power of God and Jesus Christ. Bless you both

  • @MsMeditatingPanda
    @MsMeditatingPanda 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This was great. I'm 35 and got so much out of it. I so want to be free of depression. Tears of honesty and prayer. Testimonies are powerful.

  • @tabbyrh978
    @tabbyrh978 6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    Amen and amen!!! I was just talking to a friend today who's getting closer to God, I believe, but hasn't been saved yet and I was just reminding her that God uses our struggles to bless others and He wants us to do the same; to use the dark things we've been through to give others the courage and strength to face their own darkness with His help. Your testimony was beautiful, Morgan, and thank you muchly for sharing it with us! I've tried to force things that weren't necessarily God's will for me at that moment (like you, a relationship with a guy) but I've learned that idols don't have to be wood and stone; they can be people and things and any time we begin to place our happiness in something other than Christ or begin to think that we don't need Christ because we have something else, we've built an idol. I've been reading Idols of Heart by Elyse Fitzpatrick and I highly recommend it! She's so spot on and challenging and encouraging and God's been using her to teach me some serious life lessons. Love you guys and keep shining!! God's growing your channel for a glorious purpose and He's got smashing adventures planned for you guys, I just know it!!!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tabby RH aww! Love you Tabby! You’re so sweet and encouraging. Thank you so much! We’re so happy we have you on this journey with us. And that’s definitely right about the idols. You are spot on. Way to go girl! 💜

  • @isabellastrauss4216
    @isabellastrauss4216 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    so thankful for your testimony. I was so moved. I've felt unworthy my whole life from lack of father figures to living in sin with men I shouldn't be with. Thank you for your testimony and being a light and freedom of my bondage. I hope to find a pure man like you but everytime I think of it the devil tells me I'm not worthy I have nothing to offer. I gave away my myself to another man and a Godly man will never want damaged goods like me. I believe God will give me strength to overcome those thoughts. God is using yl u and your husband to help his people

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amen girl! Lean on the Lord, trust that God is stronger than any negative thought. You have the authority to tell those thoughts to leave and never come back. Go to scripture and read all about how God loves you. How He equips you to fight battles. What He says about you. One of my favorites is Psalm 18. You are absolutely worthy and God is fighting for and with you.

  • @samanthagrace2168
    @samanthagrace2168 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Waw! This testimony, this video literally had my eyes tearing up because it's touching how God can use any one of us and how he used Paul into you're life is so incredible. x

  • @cionellefabiana7300
    @cionellefabiana7300 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    I got so much from this! I’ve been through some things you have been through. It was encouraging to hear that I’m not the only one who has been in a relationship where I was leading and not the male... or where I was encouraging the walk with God in our relationship and not him. I also think it’s BEAUTIFUL that you started to cry when talking about your first date with Paul and his love for God 😭😍

  • @acapellaash1275
    @acapellaash1275 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This is my favorite video yet!! Thank you so much for sharing. You definitely gave me hope here. I am where you've been. God bless your ministry!!!

  • @nancypong2741
    @nancypong2741 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    Hey Morgan. I never do this so not sure if you'll see this, but I really appreciate your honesty. I lost my virginity this year and I needed to hear this. Thank you so much. God bless

  • @chrissylong6001
    @chrissylong6001 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I recently discovered your channel, so I was just letting your videos play, while I was doing laundry. I wasn’t expecting this video to touch me so much, but it really did. Thanks for being so vulnerable and real.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Chrissy Long That is SO cool! :D

  • @elenipapamihail9530
    @elenipapamihail9530 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so very much Morgan for your testimony, I'm still crying as I write. I did an exact same thing trying to get the guy to become a Christian. Now I'm heartbroken and in anguish every day. Please pray for me for the right person to come to my life, a person who is free of judgment and condemnation, walks in Holy Spirit and listens to The Lord like Paul does.
    I completely agree with both of you that courtships should be brief. Thank you for your ministry.

  • @unpoeticxpoems5676
    @unpoeticxpoems5676 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I literally broke up with my boyfriend last night and I'm so sad! I knew we weren't aren't right for each other but I wanted (and honestly still want it to work). I let it go on for a year God kept tugging on my heart and I was like no, no, it's okay it'll change....and nothing. Yesterday was the final straw. He's an AMAZING guy just not "my" guy. I need to get closer to God before anything but it hurts so bad!! I'm far from home (moved to another state for school) I just want my mom...she's actually the one that sent me this video. I know I put myself through this because I love being stubborn, I just don't understand why I am like this? I wanted it to work so bad but it was always just me trying. I always take men on that I need to "fix" or help out and I always come up second best to something else in their life. I don't know why I always do this to myself.

  • @beulaho
    @beulaho 6 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I love you so much sister Morgan! Thank you for sharing your testimony 💗

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aweee you’re welcome❤️

  • @drealu22
    @drealu22 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    This means so much! Thank you for sharing all you did. I had to pause it a few times just to be in awe of God's beauty and mercy to me too through your story! You don't even have to try. Keep going sister, Morgan! God's got your story!

  • @victoriacnoble1
    @victoriacnoble1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lit when you started saying “you are worthy” I felt like God was saying it to me. I started crying, it was something I needed to hear

  • @monieksoepboer
    @monieksoepboer 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wauw this was a really encouraging and good testimony! Loved that part when Paul came in the picture! You are beautiful Morgan!❤

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      moniek aww thank you so much! 💜
      Ahahah i got so embarrassed 🙈

  • @JH-yg5oo
    @JH-yg5oo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your testimony was just why I needed to hear. The toxic relationship you were in was the toxic relationship I was about to go into. Honestly the only reason I didn't has to be bc God shut that door. Even knowing that, I always wondered what would have come of that relationship. Your ex sounds just like that guy I briefly started to date. I needed to hear your story. Thank you for being open and honest.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      J H wow! Praise God for closing doors! I’m so happy you are free of that. 💜🙏🏼

  • @sb_3
    @sb_3 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for posting this and being so genuine. As someone who has really struggled with depression in her life, I definitely appreciate hearing your testimony. Love y’all channel. ♥️

  • @marijnejanse3377
    @marijnejanse3377 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so encouraging!! When you teared up it just hit me so hard. I just got out of a relationship that wasn't right. We didn't do any wrong stuff and I don't regret anything thankfully. But I've only very recently started watching your videos and I've come to realize that so many things were not right and I was not in it for any of the right reasons. And it is so encouraging to see how far you've come and how GOOD God has been to you!! Thank you for sharing!

  • @isabelamoore337
    @isabelamoore337 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I have a similar testimony but mines slightly different. It’s amazing how God can deliver us and how he provides for us. He’s told me that I’m not worthless. I know he will provide a guy for me to marry when the time comes. He’s helped me conquer some fears (and praying for more!) I’ve also learned that forgiving also means letting go in a sense that we can’t be bound by those grudges anymore. God is amazing.
    Also I like in KY and have been to Frankfort several times 😃

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Isabela Moore praise God! Yes girl, just keep leaning on the Lord 💜
      Oh so cool! Yeah, we love Frankfort!

  • @bayleefechter4438
    @bayleefechter4438 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    wow that was super powerful I'm so glad you found Jesus again and way to be vulnerable!

  • @jesuschristisfatheroflight2645
    @jesuschristisfatheroflight2645 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Morgan, thank you so, so much for sharing your testimony. I don't usually write here but I really appreciate your love for Jesus. You are beautiful and have such a beautiful love for the Lord, and I too would say that I have overcome much with poor decisions on my part and mental anguish along with depression through Jesus Christ. You guys are such an encouragement. I watched several of your videos already, and enjoy them very much. My husband and I don't know too many married couples our age, but we enjoy meeting and making good friends, and I pray for more godly friends. I hope I could meet you and Paul one day or even meet more people like yourselves. I'm from Jersey. :) Please take care!

  • @therandomstation335
    @therandomstation335 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Morgan, one of your newest subscribers here👋🏽 I just recently started watching your videos and love them all, but this one was by far my favorite! I’m so touched by your testimony. I appreciate all the honesty and godly advice. Thank you for sharing of yourself with us and Christ here on your channel. He is definitely getting glorified and using you in more ways than you probably realize. Also, thanks for all the laughter. You and Paul crack me up! Stay blessed

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Aww hi there! Welcome to the P&M Fam! We're so happy to have you. Thank you for your encouragement. You're so sweet. I'm so happy that the Lord is speaking to you through out channel!

  • @Flower-yc7hr
    @Flower-yc7hr 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    This is so cute that she’s embarrassed for him to hear her, like omg I can’t

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Tor Genn hahaha... so embarrassing 🙈🙈

  • @livingunashamed4869
    @livingunashamed4869 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Thanks for sharing Morgan! God has you and isn't done writing your story.

  • @angelymmartinez3845
    @angelymmartinez3845 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your testimony has helped me a lot I also was raised in a Christian home and my connection with Jesus was really a relationship till I met this guy and happened exactly the same even the time. I never wanted to failed God and told him but well... We're no longer together but I had the same feelings like you... I just needed to hear that thank you so much ❤️❤️

  • @suzydye1836
    @suzydye1836 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is really awesome. It’s so cool to see how God brought you from darkness to light. That’s what He does and it’s beautiful. It’s so encouraging to hear about redemption. And it’s good to hear about the the uglies and how those came about. Sometimes I feel like, as a believer for 3+ years, that I’m safe and I’ll never fall like that buuuut it could happen. Super good to hear to have this reminder to be watchful and to keep coming back to Jesus. There is redemption!!! Love your openness! God is using you to touch so many lives. Thank you Morgan!

  • @amandavargas2057
    @amandavargas2057 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Teary eyed! So hard to believe that we are worthy of the gifts God has in store for us.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Amanda Vargas Isn’t it amazing?! I love it! :D

  • @spanisherizo
    @spanisherizo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    That's a beautiful story. Thanks for sharing!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey Josh! Thanks for watching 😊

  • @sarahbeauvais8573
    @sarahbeauvais8573 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much for sharing with us Morgan. As a person that came out of relationship that could have gone the same direction as yours it is comforting to hear that I made the right choice and didn't let this person lead me into sin. Your channel has given me so much hope to hold out for God's best. Thank you for sharing truth and and the freedom that comes with it.
    Thank you for showing us how to have hope and be free!

  • @kellymary2444
    @kellymary2444 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are so amazing for being so open with the world!!! As your sister in Christ, I am so happy for you to have found Paul (and most importantly Jesus!)!
    I was completely lost when my husband first found me, I had been into drugs, heavy drinking, casually dating around, and just really hating my life for 5 whole years!! The Lord had him come get me (we started dating) and we began praying together and then going to church, I fell in love with him and Jesus and have never looked back! Now in return he has a goodly wife to come home to who's raising his kids to love The Lord also 🙏💙😇💙🙏
    My husband was the only guy who's ever seen what I could be, not what I was and I'll forever love him for that!!!
    I thank The Lord for redemption and I really do know that I am an entire different person and I am a new creation in Christ!
    Your story is beautiful and The Lord is using it for sure!!!!!
    ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
    P.s. sharing this story has made me like you even more, I know it wasn't easy, but thank you!!

  • @Emily-um1yc
    @Emily-um1yc 6 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    We have basically the same testimony. This is so so helpful. Thank you.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      So cool Emily! God bless❤️

  • @bluegrasssisters6753
    @bluegrasssisters6753 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    The vids you guys make have actually helped me a lot w a little bit of everything in life✌🏻

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bluegrass Sisters that’s really awesome! We love hearing that. Thanks girl! 😄💜

  • @goatgrl1987
    @goatgrl1987 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for blessing me with this Morgan!
    This had me almost in tears. A lot of what you said, hit home SO much. I just this past year has been a learning experience with realizing that I am worth loving, that Jesus thinks I am worth loving, I have have worth in His eyes.
    I can't exactly put fully into words how this blessed me but it did. I resonated so much with what you said, from toxic relationship to not feeling worthy of a good godly man and that they would deserve someone better. I struggle with anxiety, depression (at times) and self-worth. And like I said above God has been doing a great work in my heart this past year and hearing/seeing how He did the same thing in someone else's life, seeing how you have let God blossom and grow you gives me hope that I too will someday be where you are in your walk with God ♡.
    Thank youA

  • @RachelRoseEstrebilla
    @RachelRoseEstrebilla 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    You guys are just adorable together. Praying your relationship will grow stronger as you put God at the center of it all. Love your videos, by the way! Keep 'em coming 😊

  • @carlymendheim9740
    @carlymendheim9740 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I just came back to watch this video again after watching it for the first time 3 years ago to tell you thank you 💕 at 14:05, you spoke directly to me 3 years ago. I cried out to the Lord during this video after growing up in the church then living in sin with my ex boyfriend and feeling so unworthy of a godly mans love after we broke up. I had just met my now husband and felt so undeserving, so unworthy of his pure love because I felt so damaged and dirty. But at 14:05 in this video, I realized I had already repented and I did not need to listen to the enemy anymore. I was worthy of his love, and we’ve now been married almost a year 💗 the Lord used your video to speak to me and tell me it was okay to pursue my husband and not push him away, that I was deserving of his love. Thank you.

    • @RadiantPursuit
      @RadiantPursuit 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you so much for speaking into Carly's life! She was my girlfriend then, and is now my wonderful wife whom I wouldn't trade for anything the universe has to offer.
      Thank you for speaking truth into her life when she needed it so badly.
      God bless you guys! Keep doing what you guys are doing. Follow the Holy Spirits lead and take the hateful comments and backlash as gain! The Word says that if anyone of us suffers/is persecuted for His (Jesus') namesake, we are blessed!! Amen! 🔥

  • @whenitscoldoutside29
    @whenitscoldoutside29 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for this. This was everything I needed to hear.

  • @kc.videodiary
    @kc.videodiary 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You’re such a blessing! You go girl! I was praying about something like this and I wasn’t sure about how to go about it and just watching this ensures me that I made the right decision because I’m following God’s plan and not my own.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kristen Warner Yes! Praise God! I am so happy this video could help you! :D

  • @1Cor1614
    @1Cor1614 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for this! Im currently at the part where I just ended my own 3.5 yr relationship. Hes a really good guy which is why I tried to make it work. But i can honestly say that the Lord was not in our relationship. Your story sounds 90% like mine. I feel super awful for having strayed away from God during the latter 2.5 yrs and I still feel shame and guilt for the sins ive committed. I pray that the Lord forgives me and that He heals me. Your testimony makes me hopeful ♡

  • @Jackie8923
    @Jackie8923 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Thank you for sharing I struggle with a lot of worry, fear depression and anxiety and as a cause of that I also throw up a lot. It’s not fun but thank you again for sharing.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jackie8923 trust in the Lord and He will set you free! You’ve got this girl! 💜

  • @hellefreude5086
    @hellefreude5086 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Beautiful! Thanks for your transparency! What an awesome God we have!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bettina Friesen amen!! Thank you so much! 💜🙏🏼

  • @renaemaglott3606
    @renaemaglott3606 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Girl! I know I don't know you, but watching this? It is literally exactly how I am feeling, unworthy and so broken! The Holy Spirit was definitely speaking through you💕 thank you!

  • @e_layne97
    @e_layne97 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for being so open and vulnerable in telling us your testimony. I have had some similar experiences in relationships and dealing with depression. It’s been hard to get past the sin I’ve lived in and remember that God’s love is unconditional. We are worthy; we can live in the freedom and hope that God provides!

  • @BradenLewie
    @BradenLewie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Savannah littlerly makes me do the same thing when she’s filming that was great!! 😂😂 You guys are so great!!

    • @BradenLewie
      @BradenLewie 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I didn’t mean to say great twice.. so my bad..

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hahaha! It’s just awkward okay?! 😛😛 thanks Braden. 😊 and I won’t hold that against you. You guys are great great too.

  • @hannahk938
    @hannahk938 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My story is so similar that I got chills while watching this. I know how you felt! May I ask if you have any videos on how to heal from a toxic relationship like that and learn to love myself despite the image I see myself as? (failure). I know it's a lie! But it's so easy to believe. Thank you! God bless!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey Hannah, thanks for watching and commenting. I’m sorry you had to go through that and hope you can find healing and strength in Jesus. I’m not sure how deeply I dive into the healing process in other videos. But that would be a great topic for a future vid. God bless

  • @InaYefimov
    @InaYefimov 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Oh my goodness! I cried like like crazy when you’d said “You are Worthy”

  • @makaylajoyy
    @makaylajoyy 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just finished watching this video...what a beautiful and inspiring testimony Morgan!! Thank you for sharing this! I can’t imagine how hard it was to talk about these things. You’re a blessing!! Keep posting more videos!! I’m in a courtship relationship right now and you guys are constantly encouraging me with these topics! Thank you!!! God bless!!
    -Kayla

  • @mostreal907
    @mostreal907 6 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This is so encouraging. So good!

  • @CrazyBeautyBaby1
    @CrazyBeautyBaby1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +156

    Just found your guys’ channel and I love it! Thanks so much for sharing your testimony and keep shining God’s light! 💛💛

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Awe yay! Thanks for watching, Alex!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You have a really cool channel too! Watching rt now😊

    • @CrazyBeautyBaby1
      @CrazyBeautyBaby1 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Paul and Morgan oh thanks so much! ☺️

    • @edensdraw
      @edensdraw 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If the god you describe is real, fuck Jesus. He’s an immoral prick

  • @saradalila12
    @saradalila12 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you so much for sharing this! ❤️ It truly touched my heart and I really needed to hear this! Keep using your platform here on TH-cam for God’s glory!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sara Dalila Arguelles praise God! Thank you so much! 💜🙏🏼

  • @greyhah
    @greyhah 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What a beautiful soul you have Morgan. Cannot understand why you had no friends and were bullied - you are a wonderful girl, Paul is a very blest man!

  • @LindieBotes
    @LindieBotes 6 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    I also told the Lord I want the next guy who's my boyfriend to be my husband and I realized that was a big mistake - I went into the relationship thinking he was the one and when things disappointed me and I realized he was toxic and manipulative, I was so confused cause I thought he was the one... but I was the one who decided that, not God. So glad I broke up, and now I'm focusing on God and not "finding" anyone right now.
    We didn't have a really long relationship (thank goodness) and the whole time, I was also sick. Really interesting to hear you were sick too. I'm skinny and find it hard to gain OR lose weight, and during our relationship, I lost 3 kilograms!

    • @yousriouanes64
      @yousriouanes64 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Brava ! Hai fatto bene hai fatto !

    • @aalyyy.
      @aalyyy. 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      the devil masks himself as an angel of light

    • @ruecasti7999
      @ruecasti7999 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love ur channel I didn’t know u were Christian! Subscribed automatically because I also want to learn languages

  • @crumbleya
    @crumbleya 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I love your transparency Thank you for sharing your story ❤️

  • @137Stepha
    @137Stepha 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    I don't usually comment but I just wanted to say THANK YOU! Thank you so much for having the courage and love to share your testimony. Is beautiful how the Lord can make a master piece from the ashes and we ALL are a work in progress. As long as we follow Jesus and let Him lead the way, we know we are in the best of hands. His timing is perfect. Thank you again and I am so glad I found your channel! You guys are amazing! Much love and encouragement!

  • @megalopolis2015
    @megalopolis2015 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is a great testimony. All too often we find ourselves feeling unworthy of God's Love, so we shy away from it and end up in a dark place far longer than anyone ever should. I am glad you have your happy ending, Morgan. Many blessings to you both.

  • @nickc1010
    @nickc1010 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Aww beautiful testimony. Glory to God 🙌 Revelation 12:11

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nick C thank you! All glory to God! 🙌🏼

  • @yuliyalyube
    @yuliyalyube 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow that's beautiful! God is so good!!

  • @kristendeflorencas4862
    @kristendeflorencas4862 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Morgan, your story is truly inspiring and is going to help so many people overcome similar situations, you are beautiful inside and out and God is using you to speak life into so many broken peoples lives ❤️ Your story is going to help so many lost Christian’s find their way back to God ❤️

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you for your encouraging words! :) You are so sweet!

  • @MKoo_malo
    @MKoo_malo 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you so much, Morgan. You are so open and honest, and it's beautiful because God's glory shines through.
    Thank you for sharing your testimony. I have been thinking of sharing mine since last year, but I have sort of put it on the back
    burner, perhaps out of fear, I'm not sure. After watching yours, I am more encouraged to share mine, so that somebody else may
    know that indeed there is hope, and it has a name - Jesus. God bless you, Paul and Morgan.

  • @NatalieDiamond
    @NatalieDiamond 6 ปีที่แล้ว +187

    That guy was something the enemy was using you to keep you away from the good Lord. So happy that changed

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Natalie Diamond absolutely! I’m very happy too! Thanks girl 😊

    • @Dale65378
      @Dale65378 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      A must watch a must listen to a Real True Testimony of how my True Almighty God the eternal Abba Father the Lord Jesus Christ hath saved me from dying on 1/08/2016 right here th-cam.com/video/Qi2zQztjgHE/w-d-xo.html Amen.

    • @sharoncrawford3042
      @sharoncrawford3042 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I agree!

  • @sarahpainter6907
    @sarahpainter6907 6 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    So brave& wonderful of you to share your testimony. ❤️

  • @stephwolfe2439
    @stephwolfe2439 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I know this was posted two years ago, but I only came across you guys this year! I've been watching your videos for a few months now, not long after I went through a horrible break up. You guys have given me hope and helped me discover where I stand on my views on relationships etc. Anyway, this testimony hit home so much for me. After the video ended, I literally just broke down in tears and had the most real conversation with God I've had in a while! So thank you so much for sharing your story!! :)

  • @emmyhouk825
    @emmyhouk825 6 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you, Morgan. This was exactly what I needed to hear today. I've been dealing with feelings of unworthiness, and God totally used your words to remind me of His love for me.

  • @averyrenee5865
    @averyrenee5865 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Your testimony is so so similar to mine!! Except I am still single and embracing the simple life in Christ!!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Avery Renee yes girl! Embrace where the Lord has you. It’s for a reason! 💜🙏🏼

  • @Jordan-Vanderloo
    @Jordan-Vanderloo 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    I have a similar story. God bless you sweetie.

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jord C thank you so much! 💜

  • @seanchesser4817
    @seanchesser4817 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Morgan, I just wanna say your testimony really touched me not the fact about dating or relationships but the fact of how you said you were so unpure and unworthy before you meet Jesus. That part of your testimony really made me think of my own like i have never before, I never really understood my testimony until now. I'll be saved for 2 years in January or February of next year and Jesus is the best thing that has ever happened to me and i just want more of him!

    • @PaulandMorgan
      @PaulandMorgan  5 ปีที่แล้ว

      That's so awesome Sean! God is so worthy of our love and He makes us pure with His love. He will never leave you! Keep running after Him and diving deeper into His desires for your life! :)

  • @sarahrzewnicki7292
    @sarahrzewnicki7292 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sharing your testimony was so worth it. Thank you! God is awesome! ♥️