I have never been pregnant but my friend said she wouldn’t have survived her twin pregnancy (two girls, turning 3 later this month), without her belly band. She said her balance improved almost instantly when wearing it.
I heard the same. It distributes the weight over your hips instead of out in front, so other muscles can help support. Especially when we're talking twins here!
my sister was just pregnant with twins and got to a point probably around this time too where she had to where a belly band to support her belly and it helped her so much because it took a lot of the pressure off of her. Colleen, you should definitely look into getting one!
I dont even have twins but honestly I didnt wear mine and was in so much pain yesterday. Today I put it on and it's a million times better! There just comes a point it needs to be worn every day haha! Hope she sees this, maybe they have a heavy duty one for her!
@@Missglossy19 when did she ever say that? she just said she enjoys seeing colleens pregnancy journey cause she can’t have kids of her own. she never said she likes seeing her in pain, so pls don’t twist her words.
@@mythiitz same, I was literally going to use that exact wording too😂 I'm sorry you also can't get pregnant, it's so frustrating and upsetting but I think it's awesome that we can watch and be happy for her and interested in her pregnancy journey and not let it get us sad because we can't experience it
i love seeing people be completely honest about their pregnancy. I feel like it's really sugar coated by most but seeing her be open and honest about how painful and tiring it actually is makes me appreciate mothers so much more. Especially my own
I just wish I could hug you Colleen and take away all of the hard things about pregnancy for you. Remember rest is productive too, and resting is good for you and good for your precious lil bubbas. I know it must be so painful not being able to do all the things you would usually do with Flynn, and it's a hard transition for all of you, but he is such an amazing adapter and empathizer and he will be just fine. You are an AMAZING mumma, and Erik is an incredible partner and dadda. Flynn has been given such a supportive and attentive environment and he will be able to deal with these new changes well because of your great parenting. All of us who care about you and support you are cheering you on and happy chappies to hear about whatever you want to talk or vent about, negative, positive, or otherwise. SO MUCH AROHA (LOVE) FROM NEW ZEALAND xoxo Edit: thank you everyone who replied positively to this I was nervous to comment such a long essay but you all have made my week!! I hope Colleen sees all of these good loving caring vibes 💗 makes me feel so happy 🌞
I wish she would understand that most of us truly are okay with her being honest about how difficult this pregnancy is becoming for her. We 💖 you! Share whatever you want to, whatever helps make you feel better. Vent away darling!
Truee! And we can see how hard she’s trying to be positive, and how great full she is, so of course we know she’s not only complaining, her pregnancy looks soo hard
Colleen, do you have any rooms downstairs you could set up your office/bedroom in? If you don't have to go up and down the stairs so much, I think it will make your body feel better which will make your mind feel better.
I was thinking the same thing. I think the couch in their podcast room downstairs has a pull out sofabed in it. I worry about her going up and down the stairs without anyone there if she faints.
@@imjuliewaters the couch sofa bed might not be very comfortable but I agree about switching to a downstairs bedroom if possible would be awesome for her
flynn has absorbed every ounce of goodness that you’ve surrounded him with! i can’t wait to see how great of a big brother he will be :’) i’m already imagining him showing off his playhouse to the babies
As a chronic illness and pain sufferer,I really do understand a lot of the emotions she's going through and the mental toll it takes. It's so frustrating and tiring to be in constant war with your own body and feel like your body is failing you. Sending love and relief! ❤
Honestly, same! I'm so sick of my body being a burden to my life, and at the same time, my brain is beating me up for being in pain. I relate to Colleen so much right now.
You and Erik should try the TikTok pregnancy “hack” where he lifts up your belly from behind to relieve some of the weight and pressure off of you! I love your little family and look forward to watching your videos every day!
Colleen, it’s admirable to see you struggle during this pregnancy and hear you be 100% honest. Please, don’t apologize. You deserve to have a safe space to cry & express your feelings and that’s what your channel is. Continue to do that if that makes you feel better. We’re here to support you, always. Sending you a huge virtual hug. 💛
We really aren’t sick of seeing you cry. You’re in pain, hormonal and it’s scary. Just imagine all of us giving you big hugs. We are all besties here. We laugh together and are there for each other. You’re human and your feelings, physical or emotional are always valid. #GirlPower #StrongerTogether 🥰😘❤️
Midwifery student here! If anyone is confused about the whole nine/ten months thing, and how she says she's 6 months pregnant, I can explain. It's definitely confusing but here goes: Pregnancy due dates are counted out 40 weeks from the first day of your last period, so the first 2 weeks of "pregnancy" you haven't even ovulated and gotten pregnant yet. A month is actually about 4.5 weeks, so 38 weeks (if you take out the first two when you're not yet pregnant), it's 9 months. She's not actually yet 6 months pregnant, I think that app was wrong. If she's 23.5 weeks, that's a little past 5 months. That being said, I think she won't make it to the full 9 months/40 weeks, because she's carrying twins and she delivered a little early with Flynn. So, she's not yet 6 months, but I doubt that she will be pregnant for more than (at most) 3 more months 🙂 Hope that makes sense for anyone who was curious.
Your pregnancy sounds so hard. I literally can't imagine being that strong in order to endure all that pain in order to meet your kids. You're such an inspiration to me and yeah I guess I just wanted to tell you that you're feelings are valid and it helps me as a young woman see that it is possible. Thanks Colleen!
That actually sounds scrumptious😋💓💯, but I'm not pregnant, can't really get pregnant now that I'm 47 and have DVT😓😭 way too high risk‼️But a broccoli burrito sounds really nutritious for my blood clotting problems🥰. 👨👩👧👧🇺🇸🇯🇵🌏🗻🗾💓💓💓🙏🙏🙏
The Good News: crying and feeling that way during pregnancy is chemically good for your growing babies! 🤗✌️ We love you Colleen!! 💗 Yes, keep talking abt pregnancy and you just be you! We love hearing it all; just wish you felt better!! 🥺 It’ll all be worth it soon enough.
I feel like I haven’t run across people being honest about pregnancy, and this feels so real. It’s serious stuff. Thank you for sharing. You’re almost there
When I was on bedrest for my pregnancy, I learned how to crochet. There are so many cool stitches and things you can make. And I got so obsessed with it that I could sit in bed and crochet for hours before I realized it had been hours. It was a great distraction from how sick I was and how trapped I felt in my body. I made cardigans and blankets and it was so relaxing. Try it!
On the days when you are extremely out of breath and tired (Especially if you’re craving broccoli, greens, chocolate) means that it is a blood volume increase day for the babies. So the demand is being made of your heart and lungs to provide said oxygen and blood causing the extreme exhaustion and out of breath feeling. Things that of course can help is iron rich foods and vitamins Don’t forget your protein dense foods either *disclaimer: always tell and speak with your care provider about options.
@@tsurek I’m currently 35 weeks pregnant with a single baby. The days that I feel out of breath and exhausted I can tell are blood volume increase day. Your blood volume can increase by close to 50%, depending on genetics and your health. This does not happen all at once. It is cumulative throughout the pregnancy as the demand increases. I would imagine multiples would have an even higher demand.
When Colleen cries it’s so comforting. I hope that doesn’t come out wrong but it’s like we can all struggle with life just in general and cry together!
Who else cried with Colleen? I’m not even pregnant and I felt her sadness and fear… but like she said it will be all worth it when they are here. I always ask myself why so women get pregnant more than once? if the first time they give birth is painful and scary… but it’s because once the baby is here, all that is a distant memory… and so the joy of a human coming into the world… a human you carried, well let say you would do it all over again. Love you Colleen you are an amazing human!
My birth was terrifying for me and I was suppose to have counselling but it never happened. I'm now pregnant again and I've said since day 1 I want a c section just so I can preempt all the scary stuff that way I'm in some form of control
Don’t ever feel like we’re sick of hearing about what you’re willing to share during your pregnancy!!! It’s your channel!!! Babies are a MIRACLE!!! Share what you want however much you want!!
@@alamogirl2735 annnnddd your point for bringing that up? it’s a good thing she supports abortions. abortions aren’t a bad thing. look from a new perspective.
@@alamogirl2735 she supports a woman’s right to bodily autonomy and that’s fucking incredible and admirable. how much are you doing to help babies in the foster care system or homeless youth or refugee children in cages?
@@samanthametcalfeee Dissolving, poisoning, causing a heart attack, or ripping a baby apart by a f-ing vacuum is a GOOD THING TO YOU?!?!?!?!? I will never understand how a supposed kind woman would ever think this is a good thing. How very sad this world is.
@@samanthametcalfeee You want us to look from a new perspective. And what perspective is that? A sick disgusting murderer? Really. I would TRULY like to know your 'perspective'.
As a woman who is in a long term relationship and is terrified of being pregnant, i find your transparency and openness about your pregnancy experiences both fascinating and comforting. ♥️
same here. I've been terrified of it since I was little and only recently became more open to it after watching Colleen's vlogs through her pregnancies. it helps so much to hear someone talk about it the way she does
It's so weird because I know I want to have children eventually but the thought of becoming pregnant right now fills me with anxiety. And hearing about everything that could possibly occur in a pregnancy isn't exactly helping but it certainly does deter me from wanting to go through with it either. I think there should be a LOT more pregnancy info out there
therapy is so draining, I usually feel really down after having a session and it’s because it’s such HARD WORK. It feels weird to admit because you’re sitting down for an hour or so and “just talking”-but the mental work is just as draining emotionally and mentally than as if you went to the gym. Not to mention that you’re pregnant with twins!
Pregnancy is traumatic. Even if the symptoms are mild, it is still trauma being inflicted upon a woman's body and being honest about the nastier side of things is incredibly important. Please never stop sharing your journey. Love to you!
While I’m only a teenager I have a hard time with my cycle in terms of depression, pain, and feeling sick. So it’s nice to hear you be honest about your pregnancy because I want children in the future, and it is so inspiring to see you be so strong, because I know that pregnancy will be hard for me or not an option. Seeing you be authentic gives me hope that I can do it someday too.
Please get a belly band or one of those maternity braces. You need all the relief you can get, and we don’t mind hearing you talk about it being hard. Hell, we enjoy you talking about anything. A lot of your audience are here to validate that what you are experiencing is hard, and we understand, either from first hand experience or empathy from other hard things.
I was literally scrolling the comments looking for someone suggesting a belly band. I'm sitting here thinking, "How does she not have a belly band yet? She's having TWINS"
Pregnancy and birth is exactly why “this too shall pass” is my motto and tattooed on me. I hated it too and I just want to hug you and cheer you up. It’s not a long time now but you are in the thick of it. Please never feel you can’t verbalize how you feel!
I'm only 19, and do not plan and getting pregnant for many many MANY years. But watching you talk about pregnancy makes me feel a lot more educated on it and not as scared of it. I love you Colleen❤ such an amazing role model, you got this girl
Colleen is literally so strong and selfless! Even when she’s in pain and sad she is concerned about everyone else hearing her complaining and not just like LISTEN TO MEEE. I never get tired of hearing about her pregnancy. I’m so proud of you Colleen ❤️❤️. You can do it!
It’s nice to hear someone be honest about pregnancy - as someone who couldn’t carry there babies to full term because of hyperemesis gravidarum, your videos remind me I’m not the only one who struggles when pregnant. You got this Colleen!
We are def here for the pregnancy talk - it’s a finite period of your life, and eventually, this won’t be a thing you think or talk about. So we embrace the uniqueness of this moment 🥰
Colleen, never feel sorry or annoying by venting to us. That’s what we’re here for!!! I could listen to you vent all day. You make me feel like I’m not alone🥰
When you started crying, it really brought me back to when I was trying to organize my daughters clothes at 8 months pregnant and crying because I was in so much pain and all I wanted to do was put my baby’s clothes away. No one understands until you go through it. My heart reaches out to you 💗
Omg the priiiide on Flynn's face when he showed his little house😍 melts my heart❤ Also Colleen I'm literally so excited everytime you post a vlog so fear not, we love hearing you talk about your pregnancy, we know it helps you to share yoir experience with us and we're happy to be able to help in this tiny way❤ also we just care about you and what you go through 🥰
Hey colleen, I've been hearing a lot of people talking about belly bands and how they help distribute the weight of the belly. Original comment was Erica eaton, she mentioned it and I just wanted to comment to make sure you saw it 💕💕
I am 7 and a half months pregnant rn and 137lbs, I was 90 so my back is having a hard time adjusting and I feel the claustrophobia in my own body, I work on my feet and 100% belly bands are incredible for taking some weight off, not a cure but they help so much!
Girl you’ve got this. You’ve been rocking it for SIX MONTHS ARE YOU KIDDING ME? You are so strong!! There’s no shame in moments of vulnerability and realizing your fragility. Cry, complain, rant, but don’t forget how strong your body is! It’ll be over soon mama, take it day by day. Praying for lighter days for you! Stay safe❤️
I'm so glad she talks about how pregnancy is hard . Growing up i never was taught that some women go thru so much to get pregnant, or have very painful pregnancy . so to hear her talking about it brings more awareness to the situation . It's okay to not love being pregnant and i hope she realizes how good of a mom she is❤️
I think maybe carrying a tote bag with all your most used necessities (if you're able to) so that you don't have to get up and walk to other rooms as much would help
I think this is a lovely idea but Colleen has mentioned she’s pretty forgetful so I’m not sure if this would work for her 😂 but it’s a really sweet thought!
I love hearing about your pregnancy, especially the bad parts because it spreads a REAL message, women get caught up in the fantasy of pregnancy but its extremely hard and you keep it real and I love it
I never get sick of Colleen complaining. I'm really glad that she's honest with us so that we can try to be there for her or we can be someone she can vent to when she needs it. She brings us all so much joy and laughter. I'm just glad we can do something for her
One craft that’s good for sitting down is “diamond painting” can relax, zone out and chill! One of my favourite crafty hobbies 💕 Love and hugs to you and your family
colleen adapt to your pains for this pregnancy. don’t feel bad about sitting on the couch with your laptop or whatever you need. try to relax and work on the prospective of your situation. YOU ARE SO STRONG YOU GOT THIS WE ALL ARE ON YOUR SIDE❤️❤️ you’re almost there !! as a person with chronic pain you really need to adapt to your situation. it’s ok to feel the emotions!
Hello fellow spoonie! I do exactly this! I have sacral(tailbone) pain from Tarlov cyst disease and even though i had surgery, my pain might not improve. I can relate to her kind of grieving not being able to do things she is used to. Add in being a mom and yeah, it can make you feel like crap. I love your comment! 💗 Sending love from Texas to all struggling! 💗🎉🥰
I also think is about accepting and being okay with where she is day to day. Adapting feels like she has to change something or do more. But I think it’s important she accepts the limits of her body and what’s it doing so she can find grace and forgiveness for the anger and shame is feels about being miserable.
When you’re immobile in the last few months of your pregnancy, it would be funny if you did a Miranda bit where Miranda laid down and is now stuck like that and this is just her life now
I just want to say thank you so much for these videos. I’ve been regularly following along with your videos since the start of the pandemic which is also when I went into my second trimester of my first pregnancy. It was a weird experience and thank you for bringing me so much joy everyday through that time and ever since then.
May I suggest diamond painting? The craft stores have kits with everything included. No toxic fumes and easy to do. Pop on a podcast, radio, or audible and you're good to go. So easy Flynn can possibly do it.
I never get sick of hearing colleen talk about pregnancy because no one ever talks about the bad sides of pregnancy because they will just get shut up and told to be grateful. So it is interesting to here from a side that is not sugarcoated!!
Colleen I just want to thank you for being brutally honest about your pregnancy. I'm probably on the younger side of your viewers and have always wondered what it is like to be pregnant and have children, now that I know I honestly feel more prepared for that time in my life and more excited honestly. Thank you for teaching me what no one ever has. Can't wait to see the babies when they're born
When I was pregnant with my 3rd, I would make make this broccoli “pizza” almost everyday for lunch-just take the flour tortilla, spread a little olive oil, chopped garlic or garlic powder, mozzarella cheese and steamed broccoli onto it and bake open faced, so like a thin crust pizza until cheese is bubbly and perfect and it is-Ohhh my God, amazing ❤️
I personally don’t care when Colleen cry’s bc it just makes me and my family feel like humans to feel the same pain that she feels it’s like we are going though that same thing but in our different ways so I am not sick of seeing colleen cry bc it makes me feel not lonely in the world and feel like I am the only one crying.
oh Colleen I love you so much, you're soooo sooo strong and it is soooo so powerful to share your story. You're so honest and I am not pregnant but it feels so nice seeing you going through it because then I don't feel so alone in what I am going through. even though we are not going through specifically the same things, I still share similar feelings and watching you every week, sometimes every day makes me feel like we are hanging out and you're updating me on how you're doing mentally which helps me think about how I am doing mentally and you create a safe space to think about that. you create a space where its safe to cry and feel and rant and complain and it be okay and that you can be okay after and even though its okay after it still matters that it hurt and that you experienced that. you're so cool and im 21. it feels like you're my friend and I really appreciate that
When Colleen cries I just wanna give her a BIG hug! Because I feel so bad and I just want her to be happy!! I LOVE YOU COLLEEN ❤️❤️ Keep fighting this pregnancy!!!
Erik: “who you gonna call” Me: Ghostbusters! If you feel like you need to cry then cry. No one can or should tell you how to feel in your body. No one knows how it feels to be in your body but you.
I feel so appreciative to have found you on TH-cam for your vlogs I am 22 weeks pregnant with twins, I felt so alone with a huge bump and really bad symptoms when all my friends were feeling glorious, hearing you vent makes me feel less alone love you
Please don’t ever feel like you can’t talk about your pregnancy. I’m enjoying following your journey with twins and hope the coming months are not as bad as you are anticipating. You are an amazing mom!
I'm taking a horticulture class (I'm a junior in college) and today we had a lecture on botanical gardens around the globe. There is one in Arizona dedicated to cacti and succulents and it made me think of Erik and you!! And I love your vlogs, I look forward to them everyday!
I had a terrible pregnancy and traumatic birth in 2019 , youre videos are something i can relate to , dont ever apologize for showing a real raw pregnancy
I am so impressed by your mindset this time. Not being happy or sad, but just the fact that you are actively working towards being ok with things being crappy. That's hard so proud of you!
I’ve never been pregnant but I understand feeling like you can’t control your own body…. Since I was 3 I suffered from kidney failure…. I don’t remember a day growing up where I didn’t feel sick…. Than at 16 I got a transplant and for seven years I felt good…. Than my kidney ended up rejecting and I’m back to constantly feeling sick…. It sucks when your body something you should have control over fails you and there nothing you can do…. I really hope you start feeling better :(
@@slimlouis6441 omg… I don’t know what to say :( I’m really sorry that you have to go through that… I am very familiar with prednisone and the anti rejections. I remember all the changes my body went through on prednisone and it isn’t always fun. I remember recovery and the first year after transplant thinking some really dark thought because of all the side effects of the meds and it felt like people didn’t get it when I told them how I felt…. I’m sorry for what you have to go through… I wish people didn’t have to struggle, I wish chronic illness wasn’t a thing
@One Smart Kooky oh wow, I find we forget about our supporters when we go through something…. When I went through kidney failure I never fully thought about how it made my parents feel… it’s just as stressful and heartbreaking to watch someone you love struggle. Never forget how good of a person you are for standing by him through that !!!
I have really bad period cramps and I cried about that so I can’t imagine how you feel! I’m so proud about you!! Keep going you saved my life and probably a lot of others! You are still a QUEEN!
I love when you talk about pregnancy! I want to be a mom sometime soon, and its so cool to watch a beautiful pregnant woman going through it but still staying positive and funny and joyful and full of life while still keeping it so real. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
colleen honey, its your channel, were here to vent here and crying is 100% okay. its alright to feel not okay. but you’re so incredibly strong. seeing you go through the pregnancy reminds me everyday how strong you are. you can do this, do it for the twins, and flynn, and eric, and all of us. i love you colleen, you’re doing absolutely amazing.
Colleen! Your videos make me look forward to when I have kids one day, and even if my pregnancy ends up being horrible I know I can make it through because you've made it through (twice now!)! I love your honesty about everything. You're doing great mama!
Please don’t feel bad talking about your pregnancy! It helps me feel like I can get through hard things when you talk about how you’re going through hard things too! You’ve really encouraged me to keep pushing through even when it isn't easy❤️❤️
The fact that you are in so much pain yet your still able to stay so positive and have so much patience with Flynn is so amazing. I love you and your one of my idols!!
Colleen, it’s okay to feel all these emotions. Don’t worry about us not wanting to watch you going through these emotions. I watch these because I love you so much. Also you are so so strong going through this hard pregnancy. Please know that you are awesome and you are going to be a great mother to all of your kids. we love you so much.
Colleen “I feel like something changed” Lol yes girl your growing humans it’s changing everyday to get those babies nice and healthy. I’m so excited for your Christmas. Totally jelly lol
I dont think I could ever get sick of Colleen talking about her pregnancy. She makes me feel so supported, understood and relatable. Her pure honestly is exactly what I need. I cannot thank her enough for showing this side of pregnancy. She is so brave, inspirational and hard working. Those little twins are so lucky to be coming into the world to parents and a big brother as amazing as they have! They are very lucky little babies! Xx
i know i will never get tired of you talking about pregnancy. it makes me feel good knowing that you have the ability to get all of the things you are feeling off your chest. we all love and adore you and wish you the best
I'm so sorry you are hurting Colleen! Maybe a belly support band could help ease the pain? You are a superwoman and are doing the best in this difficult situation :)
Your feelings are so raw and real. Sharing the honest truth and being vulnerable is much harder to share than day to day life. You are helping so many people who share the same feelings and symptoms as you. I did not have an easy pregnancy either so although my symptoms didn’t mirror yours exactly I can relate and understand the pain of not having an easy and “glowing” pregnancy. Know you are loved by so many and we appreciate you sharing the real things you are experiencing. xoxo
Seeing you struggle today reminded me of my pregnancy and how painful it was to do day to day tasks. And if I did alot I would pay for it for the rest of the day. But it helped me as a health care provider. Because it put me in my paitents shoes. I mainly work with seniors. I couldn't imagine knowing the pain and struggles they go through but having a glimpse into their world increased my empathy for them. This also helped me to appreciate my post pardum body more. Because I can move more freely than I did when I was pregnant.
i will say that in this pregnancy, colleen is a lot more mentally strong. this is the first time she has talked about how she feels like her body isn't hers. my heart goes out to you colleen, I hope that when you are having a hard pregnancy days you remember things that make you feel better.
Thank you for sharing this. Claustrophobic in my body and it stretching so much and not being able to breathing is something I felt when I was pregnant this year. I felt so alone and useless because I have a toddler too and laying around didn’t feel like an option but I couldn’t help it. You are amazing for sharing this and I hope you know a momma is watching this now and feeling so validated and needed to hear that it’s not just in her mind, pregnancy struggle is real
I remember the terrified look on Korys face when you told him you were pregnant because maybe he was scared about what you would have to endure for the next 9 months...and I was even worried. I'm so sad these days cant be full of joy for you. Hugs sweetie. Suggestion..would floating in your pool or the hot tub (temp turned way down) for a half hour offer some relief? I think I heard you say a little bit ago you didnt like getting in the pool but maybe just try? Less pressure on your pelvic girdle area, less pain from the buoyancy could be wonderful!
Colleen I know how hard this is for you, I know you’re gonna get through this and get two more freakin adorable kids, I think you should rewatch your birth vlog, it’s so sweet and funny. One of my favorite videos of yours and I think it’ll make you feel better
Colleeen!!! Koryyy!! I heart you guys. I’m a flight attendant and it’s been sooo dang overwhelming out here the last few months. Watching your videos keeps my mind off of the craziness going on all around me. I can’t thank you enough for being so brave and posting your struggles. I’m not pregnant, but I can still relate to your emotions.
Since you haven’t been talking about your pregnancy as much, I find myself wishing you’d talk about it more 😆 Your vlogs are your life, and that’s your life right now!
It's honestly refreshing hearing you talk about the struggles in pregnancy because you're not just acting like everything is always amazing, which isn't realistic. It's nice to hear someone be realistic. Don't be so hard on yourself! ❤
You are doing a Public Service Announcement! I think that you are so brave and awesome for sharing your journey with everyone. You are showing pregnant people that pregnancy is not always a piece of cake. When I was growing up, (I am now 58) these sort of things were not discussed and you thought that something was wrong with you if your pregnancy wasn't all sunshine and rainbows, I grew up watching tv shows like "My Three Sons" and "Bewitched" where the pregnant moms wore cute little outfits and would be oh it is time and after the birth, they looked like they have just had the hair done by their hairdresser and look so beautiful and refreshed like they just woke up perfect. lol Just keep being you, we are all behind you. You are doing great!
I always hear you say “I’m trying not to cry” or something like that, but Colleen I always tell myself to cry if I have to, I’m human, your human, we are fine with you crying
The way you described pregnancy is how I feel sometimes about my chronic illnesses. You worded it so much better than I've ever been able to. It's frustrating and scary and upsetting but I am SO glad that you'll get two amazing babies at the end of it 💕
Colleen we love hearing you talk about your pregnancy, we’re not annoyed when you say what you’re going through. It’s OK to vent and we all love you. ❤️❤️
Flynn’ s voice inflection is life. “Do you want to go in my new house dada?” So precious. Just think about 3-4 months this will be a memory and you will have two more Fylnns.
I couldn't possibly get sick of the pregnancy talk. You and I have the same due date, I've been sick af, and my pregnancy hasn't been easy so far. You are not alone, I'm not alone, pleeeease vent to us. We're your internet fam!
Colleen I love hearing you be honest about how hard and honestly sometimes awful pregnancy can be! It's so refreshing to see. Especially because you love being a mom and are such an incredible one at that! I absolutely love being a mom, but my pregnancy was horrible. I remember crying on the bathroom floor because I was so miserable and felt like I was the only one that didn't love being pregnant. Thank you for being so raw and honest about your pregnancy journey! I appreciate so much and you will get through this!💪🥰
I would absolutely recommend getting a diamond art color by number. I absolutely love the one I’m currently doing, it’s cats in a garden, and it was 8 dollars off Amazon. I’ve done it for almost 2 months, with at least an hour a day almost every day, and it’s fun, relaxing, and lasts forever. I’ve seen your mom do them in Rachel’s vlogs, so I guess, just maybe look into that if you think it’s something you’d like. 😊
I have never been pregnant but my friend said she wouldn’t have survived her twin pregnancy (two girls, turning 3 later this month), without her belly band. She said her balance improved almost instantly when wearing it.
Like so she can see
I heard the same. It distributes the weight over your hips instead of out in front, so other muscles can help support. Especially when we're talking twins here!
Thank goodness for belly bands!
my sister was just pregnant with twins and got to a point probably around this time too where she had to where a belly band to support her belly and it helped her so much because it took a lot of the pressure off of her. Colleen, you should definitely look into getting one!
I dont even have twins but honestly I didnt wear mine and was in so much pain yesterday. Today I put it on and it's a million times better! There just comes a point it needs to be worn every day haha! Hope she sees this, maybe they have a heavy duty one for her!
As someone who unfortunately cannot have kids, watching your pregnancy journey makes me so happy. Keep talking to us about whatever you feel like!
I feel the same way, also unable to have kids. Living vicariously through Colleens vlogs is so comforting to me 🥺
It is ok and keep in going
@@Missglossy19 when did she ever say that? she just said she enjoys seeing colleens pregnancy journey cause she can’t have kids of her own. she never said she likes seeing her in pain, so pls don’t twist her words.
@@mythiitz same, I was literally going to use that exact wording too😂 I'm sorry you also can't get pregnant, it's so frustrating and upsetting but I think it's awesome that we can watch and be happy for her and interested in her pregnancy journey and not let it get us sad because we can't experience it
I’m sorry you can’t get pregnant. I’m glad that colleen’s videos give you that joy! ❤️
i love seeing people be completely honest about their pregnancy. I feel like it's really sugar coated by most but seeing her be open and honest about how painful and tiring it actually is makes me appreciate mothers so much more. Especially my own
I just wish I could hug you Colleen and take away all of the hard things about pregnancy for you. Remember rest is productive too, and resting is good for you and good for your precious lil bubbas. I know it must be so painful not being able to do all the things you would usually do with Flynn, and it's a hard transition for all of you, but he is such an amazing adapter and empathizer and he will be just fine. You are an AMAZING mumma, and Erik is an incredible partner and dadda. Flynn has been given such a supportive and attentive environment and he will be able to deal with these new changes well because of your great parenting. All of us who care about you and support you are cheering you on and happy chappies to hear about whatever you want to talk or vent about, negative, positive, or otherwise. SO MUCH AROHA (LOVE) FROM NEW ZEALAND xoxo
Edit: thank you everyone who replied positively to this I was nervous to comment such a long essay but you all have made my week!! I hope Colleen sees all of these good loving caring vibes 💗 makes me feel so happy 🌞
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Well said. Colleen is Amazing!
I totally agree!!!
@@SteffyRabbitheart Right? I wish she could see it! ❤️
@@BigThoughts.TinyTalks 💖 can't wait for her to meet her babies!!
I wish she would understand that most of us truly are okay with her being honest about how difficult this pregnancy is becoming for her. We 💖 you! Share whatever you want to, whatever helps make you feel better. Vent away darling!
So very very true
it's true. she keeps justifying herself but most of her followers seem totally fine with her complaining about how hard it is
And it's very educational for all of us
Truee! And we can see how hard she’s trying to be positive, and how great full she is, so of course we know she’s not only complaining, her pregnancy looks soo hard
Absolutely agree.
Colleen, do you have any rooms downstairs you could set up your office/bedroom in? If you don't have to go up and down the stairs so much, I think it will make your body feel better which will make your mind feel better.
I was thinking the same thing. I think the couch in their podcast room downstairs has a pull out sofabed in it. I worry about her going up and down the stairs without anyone there if she faints.
@@imjuliewaters the couch sofa bed might not be very comfortable but I agree about switching to a downstairs bedroom if possible would be awesome for her
flynn has absorbed every ounce of goodness that you’ve surrounded him with! i can’t wait to see how great of a big brother he will be :’) i’m already imagining him showing off his playhouse to the babies
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The little pictures hung up in the cabin are sooooo cute!!!!
As a chronic illness and pain sufferer,I really do understand a lot of the emotions she's going through and the mental toll it takes. It's so frustrating and tiring to be in constant war with your own body and feel like your body is failing you. Sending love and relief! ❤
Same! ❤️
Honestly, same! I'm so sick of my body being a burden to my life, and at the same time, my brain is beating me up for being in pain. I relate to Colleen so much right now.
@@ChristineRossman omg it's like why am I beating myself up mentally for feeling like crap physically? I'm working on it, but def not a pro 🤣
Same!
Same!
You and Erik should try the TikTok pregnancy “hack” where he lifts up your belly from behind to relieve some of the weight and pressure off of you!
I love your little family and look forward to watching your videos every day!
Colleen, it’s admirable to see you struggle during this pregnancy and hear you be 100% honest. Please, don’t apologize. You deserve to have a safe space to cry & express your feelings and that’s what your channel is. Continue to do that if that makes you feel better. We’re here to support you, always. Sending you a huge virtual hug. 💛
This comment is amazing. Colleen, ALL OF THIS. We are here to support
We really aren’t sick of seeing you cry. You’re in pain, hormonal and it’s scary. Just imagine all of us giving you big hugs. We are all besties here. We laugh together and are there for each other. You’re human and your feelings, physical or emotional are always valid. #GirlPower #StrongerTogether 🥰😘❤️
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The way Flynn looked so proud as you were walking towards his house and telling him how amazing it was.. was too stinkin cute!!
Midwifery student here! If anyone is confused about the whole nine/ten months thing, and how she says she's 6 months pregnant, I can explain. It's definitely confusing but here goes:
Pregnancy due dates are counted out 40 weeks from the first day of your last period, so the first 2 weeks of "pregnancy" you haven't even ovulated and gotten pregnant yet.
A month is actually about 4.5 weeks, so 38 weeks (if you take out the first two when you're not yet pregnant), it's 9 months.
She's not actually yet 6 months pregnant, I think that app was wrong. If she's 23.5 weeks, that's a little past 5 months.
That being said, I think she won't make it to the full 9 months/40 weeks, because she's carrying twins and she delivered a little early with Flynn. So, she's not yet 6 months, but I doubt that she will be pregnant for more than (at most) 3 more months 🙂
Hope that makes sense for anyone who was curious.
Ooh ty!! I've heard the 9 months but actually kinda 10 thing a lot and this explained it really well
Caitlin Oh wow that’s very interesting thank you so much for sharing😁😁😁
Thanks for sharing! It's funny that time when you're not pregnant is counted! Appreciate the insight. 😊
Well done!
Your pregnancy sounds so hard. I literally can't imagine being that strong in order to endure all that pain in order to meet your kids. You're such an inspiration to me and yeah I guess I just wanted to tell you that you're feelings are valid and it helps me as a young woman see that it is possible. Thanks Colleen!
Eric: “Are you ok”
Colleen: *biting a broccoli burrito* “Uh-uh.”
Yessss 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
This comment made my day 😂
That actually sounds scrumptious😋💓💯, but I'm not pregnant, can't really get pregnant now that I'm 47 and have DVT😓😭 way too high risk‼️But a broccoli burrito sounds really nutritious for my blood clotting problems🥰. 👨👩👧👧🇺🇸🇯🇵🌏🗻🗾💓💓💓🙏🙏🙏
The Good News: crying and feeling that way during pregnancy is chemically good for your growing babies! 🤗✌️ We love you Colleen!! 💗 Yes, keep talking abt pregnancy and you just be you! We love hearing it all; just wish you felt better!! 🥺 It’ll all be worth it soon enough.
I feel like I haven’t run across people being honest about pregnancy, and this feels so real. It’s serious stuff. Thank you for sharing. You’re almost there
You are so nice , you notice right 😊
@@diogovelho4625 ngl that felt kinda random
Most pregnancies don't make most women this miserable. Many women actually have really enjoyable pregnancies.
When I was on bedrest for my pregnancy, I learned how to crochet. There are so many cool stitches and things you can make. And I got so obsessed with it that I could sit in bed and crochet for hours before I realized it had been hours. It was a great distraction from how sick I was and how trapped I felt in my body. I made cardigans and blankets and it was so relaxing. Try it!
I love this idea! I totally have done that not pregnant lol I love crocheting
I rediscovered crochet when I was dealing with PPD. Now, six years later, I'm still crocheting to deal with general anxiety. 👍 It works.
On the days when you are extremely out of breath and tired (Especially if you’re craving broccoli, greens, chocolate) means that it is a blood volume increase day for the babies. So the demand is being made of your heart and lungs to provide said oxygen and blood causing the extreme exhaustion and out of breath feeling. Things that of course can help is iron rich foods and vitamins
Don’t forget your protein dense foods either
*disclaimer: always tell and speak with your care provider about options.
cool info!
Can you give examples?
Thats so cool! I hope colleen sees this!
That totally explains the broccoli and beans then - iron and protein in there! Super interesting info
@@tsurek I’m currently 35 weeks pregnant with a single baby. The days that I feel out of breath and exhausted I can tell are blood volume increase day. Your blood volume can increase by close to 50%, depending on genetics and your health. This does not happen all at once. It is cumulative throughout the pregnancy as the demand increases. I would imagine multiples would have an even higher demand.
When Colleen cries it’s so comforting. I hope that doesn’t come out wrong but it’s like we can all struggle with life just in general and cry together!
Totally relate
It’s literally so cathartic
Who else cried with Colleen? I’m not even pregnant and I felt her sadness and fear… but like she said it will be all worth it when they are here. I always ask myself why so women get pregnant more than once? if the first time they give birth is painful and scary… but it’s because once the baby is here, all that is a distant memory… and so the joy of a human coming into the world… a human you carried, well let say you would do it all over again. Love you Colleen you are an amazing human!
My birth was terrifying for me and I was suppose to have counselling but it never happened. I'm now pregnant again and I've said since day 1 I want a c section just so I can preempt all the scary stuff that way I'm in some form of control
Idk why Colleen thinks she is lame and boring. GIRL YOU THE QUEEN 👑👑👑👑👑👑
I mean Flynn even says she is..
St. Paul and I recently upl0aded a song that
"❌ *DONT READ MY NAME* ❌"
Really though
Don’t ever feel like we’re sick of hearing about what you’re willing to share during your pregnancy!!! It’s your channel!!! Babies are a MIRACLE!!! Share what you want however much you want!!
Babies are definitely a miracle. Too bad she supports abortion. :(
@@alamogirl2735 annnnddd your point for bringing that up? it’s a good thing she supports abortions. abortions aren’t a bad thing. look from a new perspective.
@@alamogirl2735 she supports a woman’s right to bodily autonomy and that’s fucking incredible and admirable. how much are you doing to help babies in the foster care system or homeless youth or refugee children in cages?
@@samanthametcalfeee Dissolving, poisoning, causing a heart attack, or ripping a baby apart by a f-ing vacuum is a GOOD THING TO YOU?!?!?!?!?
I will never understand how a supposed kind woman would ever think this is a good thing. How very sad this world is.
@@samanthametcalfeee You want us to look from a new perspective. And what perspective is that? A sick disgusting murderer? Really. I would TRULY like to know your 'perspective'.
As a woman who is in a long term relationship and is terrified of being pregnant, i find your transparency and openness about your pregnancy experiences both fascinating and comforting. ♥️
same here. I've been terrified of it since I was little and only recently became more open to it after watching Colleen's vlogs through her pregnancies. it helps so much to hear someone talk about it the way she does
It's so weird because I know I want to have children eventually but the thought of becoming pregnant right now fills me with anxiety. And hearing about everything that could possibly occur in a pregnancy isn't exactly helping but it certainly does deter me from wanting to go through with it either. I think there should be a LOT more pregnancy info out there
therapy is so draining, I usually feel really down after having a session and it’s because it’s such HARD WORK. It feels weird to admit because you’re sitting down for an hour or so and “just talking”-but the mental work is just as draining emotionally and mentally than as if you went to the gym. Not to mention that you’re pregnant with twins!
"existing is painful" never related to anything more than i relate to colleen crying and saying this 😭
Pregnancy is traumatic. Even if the symptoms are mild, it is still trauma being inflicted upon a woman's body and being honest about the nastier side of things is incredibly important. Please never stop sharing your journey. Love to you!
While I’m only a teenager I have a hard time with my cycle in terms of depression, pain, and feeling sick. So it’s nice to hear you be honest about your pregnancy because I want children in the future, and it is so inspiring to see you be so strong, because I know that pregnancy will be hard for me or not an option. Seeing you be authentic gives me hope that I can do it someday too.
Thank you so much for sharing. I love you ❤️
@@jesussavedme6260 who said she was gonna end her life tf..
Please get a belly band or one of those maternity braces. You need all the relief you can get, and we don’t mind hearing you talk about it being hard. Hell, we enjoy you talking about anything. A lot of your audience are here to validate that what you are experiencing is hard, and we understand, either from first hand experience or empathy from other hard things.
Boost this so Colleen sees
I was literally scrolling the comments looking for someone suggesting a belly band. I'm sitting here thinking, "How does she not have a belly band yet? She's having TWINS"
Yes!! She needs to try it at least!
Belly band!!!!!!
Belly band is great for pregnancy and after! Those things are gold!
Pregnancy and birth is exactly why “this too shall pass” is my motto and tattooed on me. I hated it too and I just want to hug you and cheer you up. It’s not a long time now but you are in the thick of it. Please never feel you can’t verbalize how you feel!
Danngggg!!! Go strong Mom!!!love youuuu 🥰🥰🙏🎶🎶
I'm only 19, and do not plan and getting pregnant for many many MANY years. But watching you talk about pregnancy makes me feel a lot more educated on it and not as scared of it. I love you Colleen❤ such an amazing role model, you got this girl
Colleen is literally so strong and selfless! Even when she’s in pain and sad she is concerned about everyone else hearing her complaining and not just like LISTEN TO MEEE. I never get tired of hearing about her pregnancy. I’m so proud of you Colleen ❤️❤️. You can do it!
It’s nice to hear someone be honest about pregnancy - as someone who couldn’t carry there babies to full term because of hyperemesis gravidarum, your videos remind me I’m not the only one who struggles when pregnant. You got this Colleen!
It’s in your name!!! Giving Hope 🥰✌🏼♥️🦋🦋🎶
@@mothermarie6057 aww thank you 😊
We are def here for the pregnancy talk - it’s a finite period of your life, and eventually, this won’t be a thing you think or talk about. So we embrace the uniqueness of this moment 🥰
Colleen, never feel sorry or annoying by venting to us. That’s what we’re here for!!! I could listen to you vent all day. You make me feel like I’m not alone🥰
PERIODT
literalllyy
Vick was the only person who was a joke on
"❌ *DONT READ MY NAME* ❌"
When you started crying, it really brought me back to when I was trying to organize my daughters clothes at 8 months pregnant and crying because I was in so much pain and all I wanted to do was put my baby’s clothes away. No one understands until you go through it. My heart reaches out to you 💗
Omg the priiiide on Flynn's face when he showed his little house😍 melts my heart❤ Also Colleen I'm literally so excited everytime you post a vlog so fear not, we love hearing you talk about your pregnancy, we know it helps you to share yoir experience with us and we're happy to be able to help in this tiny way❤ also we just care about you and what you go through 🥰
Yesss how he looks at her with his big eyes 🤩
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Hey colleen, I've been hearing a lot of people talking about belly bands and how they help distribute the weight of the belly.
Original comment was Erica eaton, she mentioned it and I just wanted to comment to make sure you saw it 💕💕
I am 7 and a half months pregnant rn and 137lbs, I was 90 so my back is having a hard time adjusting and I feel the claustrophobia in my own body, I work on my feet and 100% belly bands are incredible for taking some weight off, not a cure but they help so much!
@@oliviahaddock718 gl to you! almost there! hooray! 😀🤗
Colleen, don’t be afraid to cry on camera or share how you’re feeling. We’re all here for you and we support you.💗
Girl you’ve got this. You’ve been rocking it for SIX MONTHS ARE YOU KIDDING ME? You are so strong!! There’s no shame in moments of vulnerability and realizing your fragility. Cry, complain, rant, but don’t forget how strong your body is!
It’ll be over soon mama, take it day by day. Praying for lighter days for you! Stay safe❤️
I'm so glad she talks about how pregnancy is hard . Growing up i never was taught that some women go thru so much to get pregnant, or have very painful pregnancy . so to hear her talking about it brings more awareness to the situation . It's okay to not love being pregnant and i hope she realizes how good of a mom she is❤️
I love when you talk about your pregnancy and how you really feel in an honest way, I also love hearing about Flynn and his adventures
I think maybe carrying a tote bag with all your most used necessities (if you're able to) so that you don't have to get up and walk to other rooms as much would help
I think this is a lovely idea but Colleen has mentioned she’s pretty forgetful so I’m not sure if this would work for her 😂 but it’s a really sweet thought!
Some people get like roller carts for this too
@@connthebombcom hehe basically a walker. not a terrible idea!
Honestly my mom did that after her knee surgery and it helped her A LOT so it definitely is a good idea
I love hearing about your pregnancy, especially the bad parts because it spreads a REAL message, women get caught up in the fantasy of pregnancy but its extremely hard and you keep it real and I love it
I never get sick of Colleen complaining. I'm really glad that she's honest with us so that we can try to be there for her or we can be someone she can vent to when she needs it. She brings us all so much joy and laughter. I'm just glad we can do something for her
One craft that’s good for sitting down is “diamond painting” can relax, zone out and chill!
One of my favourite crafty hobbies 💕
Love and hugs to you and your family
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I love them
my 19 yo daughter loves doing those!!
colleen adapt to your pains for this pregnancy. don’t feel bad about sitting on the couch with your laptop or whatever you need. try to relax and work on the prospective of your situation. YOU ARE SO STRONG YOU GOT THIS WE ALL ARE ON YOUR SIDE❤️❤️ you’re almost there !! as a person with chronic pain you really need to adapt to your situation. it’s ok to feel the emotions!
Hello fellow spoonie! I do exactly this! I have sacral(tailbone) pain from Tarlov cyst disease and even though i had surgery, my pain might not improve. I can relate to her kind of grieving not being able to do things she is used to. Add in being a mom and yeah, it can make you feel like crap. I love your comment! 💗 Sending love from Texas to all struggling! 💗🎉🥰
Exactly, go down the stairs on your butt if you have to.
I also think is about accepting and being okay with where she is day to day. Adapting feels like she has to change something or do more. But I think it’s important she accepts the limits of her body and what’s it doing so she can find grace and forgiveness for the anger and shame is feels about being miserable.
NO, don't put the laptop near the babies, always have it at a distance, it emits microwave radiation.
@@ubdmarketing5273 Not enough to harm the babies, relax.
When you’re immobile in the last few months of your pregnancy, it would be funny if you did a Miranda bit where Miranda laid down and is now stuck like that and this is just her life now
That is such a good idea! 'Tales from the floor'
I love how proud Flynn was of his houses light- legit the most precious thing omg♥️
Colleen doesn’t realize this but she is making everyone’s day so much better. 💕
Hum and u will receive a good thing to do
"❌ *DONT READ MY NAME* ❌"
Yes!!!!
Ikr I’m so grateful for her 😊
That’s soo true
I just want to say thank you so much for these videos. I’ve been regularly following along with your videos since the start of the pandemic which is also when I went into my second trimester of my first pregnancy. It was a weird experience and thank you for bringing me so much joy everyday through that time and ever since then.
May I suggest diamond painting? The craft stores have kits with everything included. No toxic fumes and easy to do. Pop on a podcast, radio, or audible and you're good to go. So easy Flynn can possibly do it.
I never get sick of hearing colleen talk about pregnancy because no one ever talks about the bad sides of pregnancy because they will just get shut up and told to be grateful. So it is interesting to here from a side that is not sugarcoated!!
Colleen I just want to thank you for being brutally honest about your pregnancy. I'm probably on the younger side of your viewers and have always wondered what it is like to be pregnant and have children, now that I know I honestly feel more prepared for that time in my life and more excited honestly. Thank you for teaching me what no one ever has. Can't wait to see the babies when they're born
When I was pregnant with my 3rd, I would make make this broccoli “pizza” almost everyday for lunch-just take the flour tortilla, spread a little olive oil, chopped garlic or garlic powder, mozzarella cheese and steamed broccoli onto it and bake open faced, so like a thin crust pizza until cheese is bubbly and perfect and it is-Ohhh my God, amazing ❤️
oooh sounds so yummy
without tomato sauce?!?
I did like this exact recipe after my vaginal surgery!! What a coincidence lol!!
I personally don’t care when Colleen cry’s bc it just makes me and my family feel like humans to feel the same pain that she feels it’s like we are going though that same thing but in our different ways so I am not sick of seeing colleen cry bc it makes me feel not lonely in the world and feel like I am the only one crying.
Yasss👏🏻❤️
oh Colleen I love you so much, you're soooo sooo strong and it is soooo so powerful to share your story. You're so honest and I am not pregnant but it feels so nice seeing you going through it because then I don't feel so alone in what I am going through. even though we are not going through specifically the same things, I still share similar feelings and watching you every week, sometimes every day makes me feel like we are hanging out and you're updating me on how you're doing mentally which helps me think about how I am doing mentally and you create a safe space to think about that. you create a space where its safe to cry and feel and rant and complain and it be okay and that you can be okay after and even though its okay after it still matters that it hurt and that you experienced that. you're so cool and im 21. it feels like you're my friend and I really appreciate that
When Colleen cries I just wanna give her a BIG hug! Because I feel so bad and I just want her to be happy!! I LOVE YOU COLLEEN ❤️❤️ Keep fighting this pregnancy!!!
Peyton I know right? me too poor girl she’s such a fighter and a supermom/superaunt😁😁😁
😂😂 u feel bad for a pregnant woman being in pain come to damascus then comment
@@serlysworld1622 she wants to have the babies but she does not want the pain. But she goes through it to meet the babies.
@@lexb.5095 Exactly! Thank you
Erik: “who you gonna call”
Me: Ghostbusters!
If you feel like you need to cry then cry. No one can or should tell you how to feel in your body. No one knows how it feels to be in your body but you.
I feel so appreciative to have found you on TH-cam for your vlogs I am 22 weeks pregnant with twins, I felt so alone with a huge bump and really bad symptoms when all my friends were feeling glorious, hearing you vent makes me feel less alone love you
Please don’t ever feel like you can’t talk about your pregnancy. I’m enjoying following your journey with twins and hope the coming months are not as bad as you are anticipating. You are an amazing mom!
I'm taking a horticulture class (I'm a junior in college) and today we had a lecture on botanical gardens around the globe. There is one in Arizona dedicated to cacti and succulents and it made me think of Erik and you!! And I love your vlogs, I look forward to them everyday!
I had a terrible pregnancy and traumatic birth in 2019 , youre videos are something i can relate to , dont ever apologize for showing a real raw pregnancy
I am so impressed by your mindset this time. Not being happy or sad, but just the fact that you are actively working towards being ok with things being crappy. That's hard so proud of you!
I’ve never been pregnant but I understand feeling like you can’t control your own body…. Since I was 3 I suffered from kidney failure…. I don’t remember a day growing up where I didn’t feel sick…. Than at 16 I got a transplant and for seven years I felt good…. Than my kidney ended up rejecting and I’m back to constantly feeling sick…. It sucks when your body something you should have control over fails you and there nothing you can do…. I really hope you start feeling better :(
@@slimlouis6441 omg… I don’t know what to say :( I’m really sorry that you have to go through that… I am very familiar with prednisone and the anti rejections. I remember all the changes my body went through on prednisone and it isn’t always fun. I remember recovery and the first year after transplant thinking some really dark thought because of all the side effects of the meds and it felt like people didn’t get it when I told them how I felt…. I’m sorry for what you have to go through… I wish people didn’t have to struggle, I wish chronic illness wasn’t a thing
@One Smart Kooky oh wow, I find we forget about our supporters when we go through something…. When I went through kidney failure I never fully thought about how it made my parents feel… it’s just as stressful and heartbreaking to watch someone you love struggle. Never forget how good of a person you are for standing by him through that !!!
I love that colleen also shows her sad moments because sometimes i feel so alone. It just makes me feel better.
I have really bad period cramps and I cried about that so I can’t imagine how you feel! I’m so proud about you!! Keep going you saved my life and probably a lot of others! You are still a QUEEN!
That moment when Colleen’s vlogs are the only constant thing in your life: 👁👄👁
that moment when you realize this comment is copied 👄👁👄
LITERALLY 😅
Literally
@@moolihua ok? It’s hard to be original on the internet
Literally me
I love when you talk about pregnancy! I want to be a mom sometime soon, and its so cool to watch a beautiful pregnant woman going through it but still staying positive and funny and joyful and full of life while still keeping it so real. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!
colleen honey, its your channel, were here to vent here and crying is 100% okay. its alright to feel not okay. but you’re so incredibly strong. seeing you go through the pregnancy reminds me everyday how strong you are. you can do this, do it for the twins, and flynn, and eric, and all of us. i love you colleen, you’re doing absolutely amazing.
We are all proud of you Colleen, you are handling this like a champ even if you dont feel like it. Just 3 more months. You got this.
Colleen! Your videos make me look forward to when I have kids one day, and even if my pregnancy ends up being horrible I know I can make it through because you've made it through (twice now!)! I love your honesty about everything. You're doing great mama!
Please don’t feel bad talking about your pregnancy! It helps me feel like I can get through hard things when you talk about how you’re going through hard things too! You’ve really encouraged me to keep pushing through even when it isn't easy❤️❤️
The fact that you are in so much pain yet your still able to stay so positive and have so much patience with Flynn is so amazing. I love you and your one of my idols!!
Colleen, it’s okay to feel all these emotions. Don’t worry about us not wanting to watch you going through these emotions.
I watch these because I love you so much. Also you are so so strong going through this hard pregnancy.
Please know that you are awesome and you are going to be a great mother to all of your kids.
we love you so much.
Colleen “I feel like something changed”
Lol yes girl your growing humans it’s changing everyday to get those babies nice and healthy. I’m so excited for your Christmas. Totally jelly lol
I’m so proud of you. For everything you’ve been doing and how you’ve been handling all your obstacles. Keep goinggg!
I dont think I could ever get sick of Colleen talking about her pregnancy. She makes me feel so supported, understood and relatable. Her pure honestly is exactly what I need. I cannot thank her enough for showing this side of pregnancy. She is so brave, inspirational and hard working. Those little twins are so lucky to be coming into the world to parents and a big brother as amazing as they have! They are very lucky little babies! Xx
i know i will never get tired of you talking about pregnancy. it makes me feel good knowing that you have the ability to get all of the things you are feeling off your chest. we all love and adore you and wish you the best
I'm so sorry you are hurting Colleen! Maybe a belly support band could help ease the pain? You are a superwoman and are doing the best in this difficult situation :)
Your feelings are so raw and real. Sharing the honest truth and being vulnerable is much harder to share than day to day life. You are helping so many people who share the same feelings and symptoms as you. I did not have an easy pregnancy either so although my symptoms didn’t mirror yours exactly I can relate and understand the pain of not having an easy and “glowing” pregnancy. Know you are loved by so many and we appreciate you sharing the real things you are experiencing. xoxo
Seeing you struggle today reminded me of my pregnancy and how painful it was to do day to day tasks. And if I did alot I would pay for it for the rest of the day. But it helped me as a health care provider. Because it put me in my paitents shoes. I mainly work with seniors. I couldn't imagine knowing the pain and struggles they go through but having a glimpse into their world increased my empathy for them. This also helped me to appreciate my post pardum body more. Because I can move more freely than I did when I was pregnant.
i will say that in this pregnancy, colleen is a lot more mentally strong. this is the first time she has talked about how she feels like her body isn't hers.
my heart goes out to you colleen, I hope that when you are having a hard pregnancy days you remember things that make you feel better.
Thank you for sharing this. Claustrophobic in my body and it stretching so much and not being able to breathing is something I felt when I was pregnant this year. I felt so alone and useless because I have a toddler too and laying around didn’t feel like an option but I couldn’t help it. You are amazing for sharing this and I hope you know a momma is watching this now and feeling so validated and needed to hear that it’s not just in her mind, pregnancy struggle is real
I remember the terrified look on Korys face when you told him you were pregnant because maybe he was scared about what you would have to endure for the next 9 months...and I was even worried. I'm so sad these days cant be full of joy for you. Hugs sweetie. Suggestion..would floating in your pool or the hot tub (temp turned way down) for a half hour offer some relief? I think I heard you say a little bit ago you didnt like getting in the pool but maybe just try? Less pressure on your pelvic girdle area, less pain from the buoyancy could be wonderful!
Colleen I know how hard this is for you, I know you’re gonna get through this and get two more freakin adorable kids, I think you should rewatch your birth vlog, it’s so sweet and funny. One of my favorite videos of yours and I think it’ll make you feel better
Colleeen!!! Koryyy!! I heart you guys. I’m a flight attendant and it’s been sooo dang overwhelming out here the last few months. Watching your videos keeps my mind off of the craziness going on all around me. I can’t thank you enough for being so brave and posting your struggles. I’m not pregnant, but I can still relate to your emotions.
Since you haven’t been talking about your pregnancy as much, I find myself wishing you’d talk about it more 😆 Your vlogs are your life, and that’s your life right now!
It's honestly refreshing hearing you talk about the struggles in pregnancy because you're not just acting like everything is always amazing, which isn't realistic. It's nice to hear someone be realistic. Don't be so hard on yourself! ❤
You are doing a Public Service Announcement! I think that you are so brave and awesome for sharing your journey with everyone. You are showing pregnant people that pregnancy is not always a piece of cake. When I was growing up, (I am now 58) these sort of things were not discussed and you thought that something was wrong with you if your pregnancy wasn't all sunshine and rainbows, I grew up watching tv shows like "My Three Sons" and "Bewitched" where the pregnant moms wore cute little outfits and would be oh it is time and after the birth, they looked like they have just had the hair done by their hairdresser and look so beautiful and refreshed like they just woke up perfect. lol Just keep being you, we are all behind you. You are doing great!
I always hear you say “I’m trying not to cry” or something like that, but Colleen I always tell myself to cry if I have to, I’m human, your human, we are fine with you crying
The way you described pregnancy is how I feel sometimes about my chronic illnesses. You worded it so much better than I've ever been able to. It's frustrating and scary and upsetting but I am SO glad that you'll get two amazing babies at the end of it 💕
I was thinking the exact same thing!
broccoli has a lot of iron in it, maybe you’re a bit iron deficient? It would kind of match up with the lightheaded vibes
Colleen we love hearing you talk about your pregnancy, we’re not annoyed when you say what you’re going through. It’s OK to vent and we all love you. ❤️❤️
Why can’t we all have cheekbones like Colleen!? Like fr she’s gorgeous!
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I am so sorry you are going through this pain and I hope the best for the twins.
Flynn’ s voice inflection is life. “Do you want to go in my new house dada?” So precious. Just think about 3-4 months this will be a memory and you will have two more Fylnns.
I couldn't possibly get sick of the pregnancy talk. You and I have the same due date, I've been sick af, and my pregnancy hasn't been easy so far. You are not alone, I'm not alone, pleeeease vent to us. We're your internet fam!
Colleen I love hearing you be honest about how hard and honestly sometimes awful pregnancy can be! It's so refreshing to see. Especially because you love being a mom and are such an incredible one at that! I absolutely love being a mom, but my pregnancy was horrible. I remember crying on the bathroom floor because I was so miserable and felt like I was the only one that didn't love being pregnant. Thank you for being so raw and honest about your pregnancy journey! I appreciate so much and you will get through this!💪🥰
I’m not tired seeing you cry. All I want to do is hug you when you’re sad. I love you Colleen.
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I would absolutely recommend getting a diamond art color by number. I absolutely love the one I’m currently doing, it’s cats in a garden, and it was 8 dollars off Amazon. I’ve done it for almost 2 months, with at least an hour a day almost every day, and it’s fun, relaxing, and lasts forever. I’ve seen your mom do them in Rachel’s vlogs, so I guess, just maybe look into that if you think it’s something you’d like. 😊