Treatment highs and lows, my brother visits, and chemo on my birthday!

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  • @julienolke
    @julienolke ปีที่แล้ว +943

    An uncomfortable Grace is the most relatable Grace. Thank you for sharing your journey. Your body is doing superhero things right now

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +78

      Thank you Julie!!!

    • @mrpbody7646
      @mrpbody7646 ปีที่แล้ว +22

      Possibly the best video you have ever created. All the emotions, all the feels, all the character.

    • @dannydanny9875
      @dannydanny9875 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    • @CatLover-g7j
      @CatLover-g7j ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Hey Grace....I truly HOPE you read this...My mother had the big C as you do in the exact same areas....We tried everything the Doctors recommended. NOTHING worked....UNTIL...We introduced RSO OIL into her daily regimen. She is now 1000000% C FREE!!!! Its called RICK SIMPSON OIL and the testimonials are all over YT and the internet!!!!!! It is EASILY obtained and the braaaand my Mom used was WONDER OIL....Full spectrum. Do your research...but IT WORKS!~!!!!! WE LOVE YOU AND WANT TO SEE YOU LIVE!!! =) @@itsgrace

  • @AeileonNOTW
    @AeileonNOTW ปีที่แล้ว +395

    Grace saying the phrases “you know what that means” and “can you see it?” Is just like a warm blanket reminder of classic grace mixed with the vulnerability of this grace is so delightful to be able to see

    • @georgiaredman190
      @georgiaredman190 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      omg she unlocked a long lost teenage version me when she said 'It's Tuesday and you know what that means' and of course 'can you see it' - DailyGrace brought me up and feels the least I can do is virtually go through this experience with her. Keeping updated through every step of her journey/progress. If you're reading this Grace - we've got you. Thank you for being you. Sending so much love and strength xx

    • @laurenchalmers405
      @laurenchalmers405 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I agree, my face couldn't hold my smile when she said 'Can you see it!?' ❤

    • @jessie-1968
      @jessie-1968 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      New viewers alert new viewers alert

    • @suitebabygurl1979
      @suitebabygurl1979 ปีที่แล้ว

      I love it! Nostalgic 😂😊

    • @bluejadeblue
      @bluejadeblue ปีที่แล้ว

      but could you see it? (i also loved that part :,))

  • @SarahELynchDesigns
    @SarahELynchDesigns ปีที่แล้ว +247

    I have MISSED the 'Can you see it, can you see it, can you see it.' I say it ALL the time 😊

    • @susanhartman1718
      @susanhartman1718 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Same! I had to explain the whole reference to my husband, since I say it so often.

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +60

      It’s a classic!

    • @AbbyKuusisto-wp7bc
      @AbbyKuusisto-wp7bc ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@itsgraceHappy Birthday!!

    • @milkshakebananaz
      @milkshakebananaz ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same same. It’s not even words when I do it anymore 😂

    • @shekill24
      @shekill24 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I say it all the time to my kids lol they have no idea where it came from

  • @ShannyInSaNiTy
    @ShannyInSaNiTy ปีที่แล้ว +467

    Really appreciate you keeping the crying scenes in & letting the world see you vulnerable. Like you said it’s unrealistic to pretend like everything is fine & dandy through this process. You’re half way there, you’ve got this!

    • @alyxtora4534
      @alyxtora4534 ปีที่แล้ว

      Happy belated birthday!!! How is it I've watched you for so many years and I never knew we had the same birthday??? Crazy. Anyway, I'm glad to hear you're doing well. Do not be afraid to be a couch potato. Lots of rest and relaxation feels great when fatigued

  • @charleythemush
    @charleythemush ปีที่แล้ว +243

    I saw Elliot's birthday post about how you are the kind of person to bring the nurses cookies on your birthday. Keep it up Grace. Your kindness and generosity has inspired millions.

  • @emonroe26
    @emonroe26 ปีที่แล้ว +205

    I'm 27 and deal with an chronic autoimmune condition that is treated with infusions and chemo and it is SO REFRESHING to see another young woman actually discussing the highs and lows of treatment, sending so much love!! (Also, you introduced me to the joy of sweatshirts with zips on the arm for IVs and I'm obsessed).

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +39

      Yesss the zip access is amazing!

    • @queens6583
      @queens6583 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Where do you buy them please?

    • @nolaray1062
      @nolaray1062 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@queens6583she talked about it in her first chemo vlog. I don’t think she said a brand (although I could be wrong) but I believe she said it came from Amazon.

  • @SilliestLittleGoose
    @SilliestLittleGoose ปีที่แล้ว +143

    Grace. You’ve given us SO many laughs over the years. The least we could do in return is take your tears. We’ve got you.

    • @AnnaJ55
      @AnnaJ55 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      This is such a nice comment

  • @christyfigg3548
    @christyfigg3548 ปีที่แล้ว +101

    As the sibling of someone with cancer, you don’t have to entertain us. We just want to be with you. I saw her “I really am sick” moment and I (and your brother, I promise) just want you to be comfortable when we’re there. ❤❤❤

    • @rafieldcorn1385
      @rafieldcorn1385 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Best love to you and your sibling ❤

  • @RebekahFinley
    @RebekahFinley ปีที่แล้ว +57

    This is mighty parasocial of me, but when you started tearing up I started crying! I think because I’ve been a big fan since 2011, and 12 years is a long time. Thank you for being emotionally vulnerable in this video, I’m sure that was scary to share. You have cultivated a beautiful, weird community over the years and we got your back.

    • @Atlasintokyo
      @Atlasintokyo ปีที่แล้ว +2

      It's not parasocial to feel close to another soul, you're doing everything right and this was a lovely moment to share ❤

    • @Orblinkluv
      @Orblinkluv ปีที่แล้ว

      Don't worry, it's not parasocial, it's just you showing compassion, empathy, & sympathy! I'm sure even if it was someone else you saw struggling that you would feel something for them. That's just human nature. That being said, of course it's gonna hit even harder & you are gonna care when someone you've been looking up to/supporting for years is the one going through it.
      Also the definition of parasocial is as follows: "Parasocial relationships are one-sided relationships, where one person extends emotional energy, interest and time, and the other party, the persona, is completely unaware of the other's existence"
      Ik Grace isn't aware of each one of us as individuals but she does say she reads the comments & she responds to some when she can....on top of that these vlogs are very personal & she's talking directly to us. She's definitely not completely unaware of our existence lol. I think there are truly unhealthy parasocial relationships out there but this one doesn't fit that description 🙂

  • @Amyuncharted2.0
    @Amyuncharted2.0 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    The personal growth in this video is so inspiring Grace! No fart noises edited in over the tears!? Beautiful! Thank you for sharing this journey and your vulnerability with the internet ❤

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +54

      lol the urge to fart noise was always calling

  • @TinyTub
    @TinyTub ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Awww I've really missed seeing Tim. So glad y'all got to spend time together! Also wondering if anyone else had a Daily Grace flashback when you said, "It's Tuesday and you know what that means." Happy belated birthday!! Continuing to send you all the love and healing vibes.

  • @azbutterfield2026
    @azbutterfield2026 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Isn't it incredible that you've been on the internet for 12 years and all these years later we get to see the very best version of you that's ever existed? It's so inspiring.

  • @katlyn6518
    @katlyn6518 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    “Body tired, brain biiiiiinnngggg” resonates so completely. May you have less butt vomit and more good days coming.

    • @Khugo1221
      @Khugo1221 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello Greetings from Austin Texas, how are you doing 😊😊😊

  • @staceyv5121
    @staceyv5121 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I had cancer when I was 14 and pretty much blacked out that whole year of my life because it was too hard for me to process. Now as a 27 year old adult I’m seeing you go through treatment and seeing so many similarities and I’m so thankful for you recording and expressing how you’re feeling in these uncomfortable moments. 14 year old me doesn’t feel alone anymore so thank you.

  • @shortyisdead555
    @shortyisdead555 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    seeing elliott pull out a birthday banner during your treatment literally brought tears to my eyes. you deserve the world, grace

    • @Khugo1221
      @Khugo1221 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello Greetings from Austin Texas, how are you doing 😊😊😊

  • @curtiscook5059
    @curtiscook5059 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    This might be the most honest video ever posted on TH-cam. As someone that lost a brother in law to cancer in his late 20’s, it’s probably impossible to comprehend how many other cancer survivors will watch this video and appreciate that you took the time to make it. I know that had this been around during his battle, he would have appreciated it and it would have made him feel just a little better. Thank you.

  • @SGInnerstrength
    @SGInnerstrength ปีที่แล้ว +129

    Thank you for being so generous of yourself, humanity, and vulnerability, Grace! My mom had cancer before I was born and doesn’t like to talk about it much, so I feel like I’m learning more about pieces of her through you. Rooting for you always!

  • @briansgirl81598
    @briansgirl81598 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    When you started to cry, Grace, I wanted to hug you… but then I thought that you’d hate that attention, so I’ve decided instead that I’m going to not hug you, but do it with all the admiration and affection I can summon. Keep pushing through, you beautiful human!

  • @KAiiT89
    @KAiiT89 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    I really appreciate seeing all of the good, bad and ugly of your journey. Thank you for being vulnerable with all of us Grace.

    • @Khugo1221
      @Khugo1221 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello Greetings from Austin Texas, how are you doing 😊😊😊

  • @stephaniebookish
    @stephaniebookish ปีที่แล้ว +61

    I’ve been following you since what feels like the dawn of time, but wow this has been so emotional and wonderful. As someone who lost 4 of my closest family members to cancer and was a primary caretaker for 2 of them, I just really really appreciate and admire your vulnerability and this whole process. Sending you so much love, Grace 💕

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Wow you’re amazing! 💓

    • @SkittlesMafia
      @SkittlesMafia ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can relate with you cancer runs in my family and have taken care of my grandma and my great aunt till they both passed. Unfortunately this has left me feeling so empty because I dropped everything (college,work,life) to help that I don't know how to pick everything back up now. I also have a looming doom that I will also have cancer 😢 sorry stranger I need therapy 🙃

  • @corinnewelter1144
    @corinnewelter1144 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Been following you since like 2011 or 12 and it’s really amazing to see how much you’re allowing yourself to be vulnerable. I was a college kid masking my own vulnerability when I found your channel and recognized you crafting a persona to mask yours. I’m 31 now and have done a lot of work to pull down the walls I made and it’s neat to see that reflected back. Fucking blows that it’s being forced upon you due to illness. Not gonna lie, the universe served you up some diarrhea big time. I appreciate you being vulnerable and showing your experience through treatment. You’ve been putting in a lot of work on yourself and it shows.

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +2

      THANK YOU! working on taking down or pulling back the persona has been a lot of the journey leading up to the cancer diagnosis - what timing for everything! Not easy work so good on you too!

  • @kengelina
    @kengelina ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Oh man, that “CAN YOU SEE IT” sent me back in tiiiiime 😂 Thank you for being so open and vulnerable with us about your journey - you is brave 💜

  • @ashleyneedstogeta
    @ashleyneedstogeta ปีที่แล้ว +62

    We love you so much, Grace!
    And I too have missed the “It’s [insert weekday]” and “Can you see it” slogans. You and Tim are such internet gems. 💎

  • @sawyertuttle812
    @sawyertuttle812 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    Wiping tears from my eyes Grace, thank you so much for this vlog. You are so strong and your ability feel your emotions while simultaneously walking us and yourself through it logically and gracefully (no pun intended) is so so inspiring. Congratulations on being halfway done and weve got your back the whole way!

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +10

      💓💪🏻

  • @Jessica-nl4gp
    @Jessica-nl4gp ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I am 41 and just finished TCHP for breast cancer at the end of July. I remember being where you are in treatment and feeling the same way. I cried many tears and it's true-- one of the hardest things was having my friends see me when I was really sick. Your video reminds me that I am not alone on this difficult path.

    • @itsgrace
      @itsgrace  ปีที่แล้ว +18

      💓congrats! Can’t wait to join you on the other side of treatment!

  • @marinagarza7228
    @marinagarza7228 ปีที่แล้ว +21

    “It’s Tuesday and you know what that means” and “CAN YOU SEE IT, CAN YOU SEE IT” takes me baaaaack! I love you, Grace ❤️ I hope these vlogs are as fun for you as it is for me, a Grace/DailyGrace fan.

  • @PfreshLim
    @PfreshLim ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Thank you for sharing all the parts of this journey. (Wipes tears from eyes) You are truly inspiring. So happy to see Tim. Happy nesting and resting. Always rooting for you.

  • @sarshares03
    @sarshares03 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    this feels like catching up with someone i haven't seen in 5 years but before we were young teens and now we are in our 30s. i feel grateful watching this Grace

  • @jasonhunter2819
    @jasonhunter2819 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    A messy kitchen is a kitchen that gets regular use in my opinion! (and life lol) Thank you for sharing your vulnerability and life and joy with us Grace, much love and good vibes!!!

  • @raigenhuss7030
    @raigenhuss7030 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Wow, I don’t normally cry with people when they cry in videos, but this got me. You’re doing so great and thank you for sharing with us. You don’t have to tell us anything, and you’ve chosen to be vulnerable.
    Also “Can you see it” really brought me back! I fell away from your channel for a few years unintentionally and recently started catching back up. It’s nice to see you again Grace

    • @Khugo1221
      @Khugo1221 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello Greetings from Austin Texas, how are you doing 😊😊😊

  • @TheAndrews89
    @TheAndrews89 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    Never has a runny poos update made me smile, laugh but also get teary eyed so much. You're an inspiration. Sending all the Love and good vibes Grace 🙌

  • @katiematson6416
    @katiematson6416 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    One of the most amazing qualities in a human being is the ability to make others feel good when they're not feeling great. You're AMAZING SWEETIE!!

  • @jessicahatcher4183
    @jessicahatcher4183 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I love how real and vulnerable this is. You don’t own anyone any of this, but know it is appreciated. Prayers for your journey and happy birthday!

  • @s.hinzman7728
    @s.hinzman7728 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I appreciate how honest this video has been. I know how much you want to protect your privacy but as someone who has struggled so much with an autoimmune condition and the extreme depression that has come with it - the honesty of this video really hit me

  • @LadyAurian
    @LadyAurian ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I can't say how happy that thrown in "CAN YOU SEE IT" made me. Needed that little bit of nostalgia today, thank you

  • @RLelling
    @RLelling ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Tim hasn't aged a day since Sibling Rivarly and his lil channel he used to do! It's so awesome that you're sharing this, growing up I feel like the only cancer patients we saw in media were sad, barely conscious people just waiting for the end (which to be fair, is a mood, I often do that and I don't even have cancer). I don't know how you feel about us in the comments basically turning your cancer experience into a public service, but just scrolling through, I think you're helping a lot of people.

  • @Yumyumsyruphasfun
    @Yumyumsyruphasfun ปีที่แล้ว +3

    in addition to the physical toll illness and treatments take, there's also the mental load from external circumstances. your feelings are real true and valid, and never stupid. i really appreciate you sharing your experience

  • @amyreynolds27
    @amyreynolds27 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Happy birthday Grace! My grandma was diagnosed with breast cancer a few weeks ago, and even though it's scary, the fact that I've been keeping up with your videos made it so much easier to process the news. I've followed you since 2011, and to me, you will always be the internet's big sister. I've spent most of my adult life trying to figure out how to separate the performance I put on around others from who I actually am - I am so grateful for all that you've shared both now and for your entire time on TH-cam 💛

  • @wanderingcrowe
    @wanderingcrowe ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I commented on your IG post, and I just want to thank you again, for posting your journey. I am sure there are fans here who have gone through this, in some capacity, and appreciate you sharing the real sh** that you are going through. Again, I will send those birthday sparkly wishes for kicking cancer's butt. Forever a fan.

  • @alexmaylef
    @alexmaylef ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i love siblings, theyre one of the few house guests that are always ready to meet you where you’re at, and if its the couch, even better!

  • @werewolf1301
    @werewolf1301 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Although I am younger than you by a bit, it feels in some ways that I have grown up alongisde you. You are never obligated to be vulnerable with us, but know that it is seen and appreciated.

  • @Illyriamars
    @Illyriamars ปีที่แล้ว

    I cannot express how grateful I am that you are choosing to share all of this. Vulnerability comes a lot easier for some folks than it does for others, and the fact that you are pushing through your feelings of discomfort and inclination toward privacy in order to share a wide spectrum of experiences related to your sickness is just so fucking incredible and meaningful. You're not obligated to do any of this, and you don't owe anything to those of us who have been watching your comedy over the past decade+. So the fact that you're doing it anyway fucking rocks. Thank you.

  • @elainesamuels4804
    @elainesamuels4804 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I am so thankful you are willing to share this part of your life with the internet. I have so much respect for you!! You've been crushing it, even if it doesn't feel like it sometimes.

    • @Khugo1221
      @Khugo1221 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hello Greetings from Austin Texas, how are you doing 😊😊😊

  • @BendiFaguette
    @BendiFaguette ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Wow. This vlog had everything! Really rich Connecticut WASP-lady intro. Trader Joe’s slander. Jumbo magnums of wine. TimWillDestroyYou. Womb rooms. Tears. Banana toast. Chemo. Chic birthday headwear. Husband goals. Hurricane Sandy lung capacity. Hydration. You sooo got this, Grace! ❤

  • @kimscott9252
    @kimscott9252 ปีที่แล้ว

    I am touched by your honesty and vulnerability. Let the tears happen when they must … they help wash the bad away so you can awake refreshed and stronger the next day. You are stronger than you realize, Grace. You will kick cancer’s butt!

  • @courtney2836
    @courtney2836 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    As a fellow chemo girlie I totally get the ‘giving your body over to science’ thing. 22 months in and I have no shame anymore. I was sat in my hospital bed, boobs out getting ECG stickers attached by one person while talking about my diarrhea with another :)

  • @MoWhales
    @MoWhales ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Oh Grace. I have to comment again because I want to say I see you and understand so much being confronted with being sick. I can go long periods of feeling "normal" and then wham, I absolutely am not normal. It is so devastating in this, death by a thousand paper-cuts kind of way. I am in awe of your vulnerability. Know as much as I see you, you are making me feel seen. So much love and healing to you.

  • @JessTK22
    @JessTK22 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I literally rarely comment on TH-cam videos, but I wanted to say I'm so thankful for you sharing your experiences. I'm a pharmaceutical engineering PhD student, and my thesis work actually is on developing things that can protect your heart from chemo. So to hear from someone who is getting their echo done and making sure their heart is healthy is really special, and I'm thankful to see you still kicking. I've been a fan of yours since I was in high school!

  • @jessicaseverns6578
    @jessicaseverns6578 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I have MS. Which, while not as intense as Cancer, it is a big deal in that it is a lifelong thing, so i get it. You are sooo not alone in that massively uncomfortable place of being confronted by looking and feeling SICK. About not being able to "keep up". About feeling like you want to hide yourself away so you dont make anyone uncomfortable with your sickness. I GET IT. You are very not alone, Grace. If no one else has told you today, you are a warrior, and you are allowed to do WHATEVER THE F you want or need to do to. Wanna cry all day, do it. Sleep all day, heck yes. Talk to no one except your dog, get it. You make the rules, and you dont have to explain yourself or apologize for prioritizing yourself. period.

  • @KariannGillis
    @KariannGillis ปีที่แล้ว

    My dad has leukemia and the one thing we would do is call each day a “good day” or a “bad day” and when it’s good, take advantage. When it’s bad, it’s okay and okay to sit in the sadness or the uncomfortableness. I’m really proud of you Grace for being vulnerable and sharing your journey. You have an army of people who are cheering you on! Take on the good days and bad days! You got this!

  • @briahwelch7256
    @briahwelch7256 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i cried with you grace when you said you felt sick. you will get through this. and don’t apologize for your emotions. we all love you and we will go through this with you. not to get “too deep” but i’ve watched you since i was 10, i’ve grown with you and love you and you have built an amazing community. love you grace literally so much

  • @spookyfish24
    @spookyfish24 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    We love a queen who acknowledges growth. I know it's less than ideal, but I'm glad you had a semi-okay, maybe not completely crappy birthday. Take care of yourself Grace. We love you!

  • @Brianna-Jax16
    @Brianna-Jax16 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've watched you from the beginning and I feel like we've been friends for years in that totally normal, "never met internet friend" type of way, lol. And seeing you cry, made me cry, and just made me realize how much I care about this lovely stranger on the internet. We love you Grace!!!! Thank you for your vulnerability. Always sending you good energy ❤️❤️❤️

  • @NoteToLoser
    @NoteToLoser ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Grace's emotional maturity is so incredibly inspiring. I'm so glad I was here along the way as we both grew from silly young people into adults, and got to see her become such a great woman. All of this makes me want to cry too, for good and bad (and I do understand this is a one-sided parasocial thing). Keep it up Grace! We want to see how we all grow in the *next* 15 years

  • @2201rafaela
    @2201rafaela ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Caught myself smiling watching you go through all these moments, especially after blowing your birthday candles all in one go! Thank you for being so genuine and open! Wishing you all the best. :)

    • @lorenabpv
      @lorenabpv ปีที่แล้ว +1

      oi rafa ❤

    • @2201rafaela
      @2201rafaela ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lorenabpv Oi, amiga! 💛✨

  • @rach2883
    @rach2883 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your brother is such a mensch. So cute to see him doing things to make you feel better.

  • @lparrish89
    @lparrish89 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you Grace, for sharing this personal experience with the world - I have no doubt that these will be helpful to so many viewers

  • @SailorYen89
    @SailorYen89 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I've watched you since Gracie H in a box, and this the first time I've ever seen you cry and its honestly so nice to see you open up. My mom was emotional through chemo too and she was someone that never really showed it. You got this! I know we only see a portion of it but from what you've shown you're doing great.

  • @Dainaar
    @Dainaar ปีที่แล้ว

    Oh Grace, I’ve been following you for about 15 years and have always loved your content and attitude. Thank you for sharing this with us, I think it’s important for people to see. Please be easy on yourself. ❤

  • @jordins1000
    @jordins1000 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’ve been watching you on TH-cam for years now and I gotta say..I love the new videos. I know cancer sucks but the new era of grace is wonderful. Being vulnerable on camera is scary but I’m so happy to see you show us that. You inspire so many people!

  • @VegasIsHome
    @VegasIsHome ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You are so loved Grace! You inspire humor, kindness and love through your videos and have for so many years. Even through the hardest time of your life you radiate so much positive energy and life into the world. I appreciate you and all that you do.

  • @sorenbruns5541
    @sorenbruns5541 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Happy belated birthday! You might feel weak sometimes, but you certainly aren't. It's great that you're still trying to do things like having your brother over. Thank you for being so open about your journey and the emotions that come with it. Sending all the positive vibes I have!

  • @sadiesmom10
    @sadiesmom10 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’ve loved your videos for the better part of ten years now. My fav sleeping tee is the “Currently Introverting” merch from back in the day. I think I’ve just always felt like I could relate so much to you. The way you think and deal with the world, for some reason your videos have felt comforting and nostalgic. This video is no different. You got this, Grace! Thank you for sharing your journey here with us.

  • @acacm12
    @acacm12 ปีที่แล้ว

    Grace, we truly love you. So many of us have been with you for years and we will continue to support and love you for years to come. We got you!!!! Your amazing

  • @kayleenvanderhorst
    @kayleenvanderhorst ปีที่แล้ว +2

    HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE! sending you all of the love and positivity! You are so strong and going to kick Breast Cancers ass!

  • @lindsaycordova91
    @lindsaycordova91 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So nice that you brother came to visit! I am sure he loved just hanging out with his big sister. Also Elliot is the sweetest and seems to really just adore you. I love that for you both. As always, I really appreciate you sharing your journey. Keep being awesome Grace!!! You’ve got this

  • @somivlogs
    @somivlogs ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm in awe at how strong and brave you are, thank you so much for sharing this process with us. It has been a long time following, and to see you fight with such integrity and heart (and humor!)… from the bottom of my heart, thank you. Take good care!!! Love you Grace!!!

  • @queens6583
    @queens6583 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Happy Birthday Grace! I'm rooting for you and hoping this round isn't too bad. Thank you for showing the ups and downs, it's helping lots of people. I agree with you about vomiting vs diarrhea. As a retired nurse I can tell you that the nurses probably devoured the cookies with help from the interns and residents. Lots of times donuts and cookies were lunch.

  • @CassidyQuinn
    @CassidyQuinn ปีที่แล้ว +13

    OMG the anxiety of been SEEN while shopping... YES! Thank you for putting words to this, i feel it. I recently moved to a smaller town, and now, the people who work in basically EVERY shop remember me?!? I'm like, wait, I thought I was anonymous and invisible and no one would ever remember what I look like or how I act in this store? 🤣🤣🤣
    Also sending you so much love!! Thank you for sharing this journey with us, you're amazing and the vulnerability is SO appreciated ❤❤❤

  • @ericasacre
    @ericasacre ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Always praying for you! Thank you for being honest and vulnerable. I know that must be hard to share but it's the reality of your journey and we all support you!

  • @JaredBuretta
    @JaredBuretta ปีที่แล้ว +1

    These videos help me. I don't have cancer but I do have emotional and mood stability issues. You talk a lot about be kind/gentle/nice to yourself. It's such a amazing reminder for me. I cry with you. Thanks for posting these!!!

  • @chesterfield123654
    @chesterfield123654 ปีที่แล้ว

    Grace…I’ve followed since forever. When you started to cry…I was full one balling my eyes out with you.
    You’ve got this shit! Get healthy girl!! Love you

  • @llamas1355
    @llamas1355 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    In the most non attention way-we love you. You’ve done so much work to entertain us over the years. Thanks for keeping me company when in times I felt really alone.

  • @allentowngal4769
    @allentowngal4769 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your skin looks wonderful! You are amazing to share this all with us. Wishing you a quick, complete recovery.

  • @kaileyford8080
    @kaileyford8080 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Grace, thank you for sharing so much of this phase in your life. The good bits and especially the bad bits. You're helping so many people going through something similar just by knowing they're not alone. You're not alone either.

  • @tigerlily004
    @tigerlily004 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’ve been watching you for over a decade and seeing you get absolutely vulnerable and sharing it with the world both destroyed me and made me admire you even more. Thank you for being so open about the tough parts, because I can only imagine how this is and will help others dealing with this ❤

  • @natashabugarin140
    @natashabugarin140 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sooooooo relieved to hear Grace FREAKING Helbig say “cahnyuhseeit”. It is one of my favorite sounds. ❤

  • @pamelaaranzazu
    @pamelaaranzazu ปีที่แล้ว

    as someone who finds being vulnerable with strangers extremely uncomfortable this was such an amazing example of connecting with everyone going through a difficult moment such as processing trauma or grief. Thank you for leaving that in, I loved connecting with you in that way Grace. I am a day 1 watcher and almost cried when you said "can ya see it" its the little things.

  • @mkr0590
    @mkr0590 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Happy belated birthday Grace !
    Omg the “can you see it” brought back memories . Every time you show something I say it in my head 😅 .

  • @Iamtheartists
    @Iamtheartists ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’ve been following you since the “daily grace” days! I appreciate you being so raw and real through this journey , especially in this video. Congrats on being 1/2 way done !!! You got this !

  • @ahmedwijanarko8861
    @ahmedwijanarko8861 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    10:19 is so relatable. Thank you for sharing your moments with Tim, miss yall both

  • @kitkat508
    @kitkat508 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love you, Grace. You got this. Sending so much love and positivity to you and Elliott through this!

  • @rachaels2122
    @rachaels2122 ปีที่แล้ว

    Sending healing energy and vibes to you Grace! Keep kicking ass, but not too much, just the amount of Ass kicking that is needed but don’t over do it! Stay strong girl!

  • @jamiepaszek
    @jamiepaszek ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for your transparency Grace. Everything you said here resonates with my little chronically ill and autistic self. Being perceived is SO uncomfortable, and even more so when you are struggling and can't hide it.

  • @rahjahknows
    @rahjahknows ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Great work Elliott, the happy birthday tiara on top of the cold cap was such a nice touch.

  • @RebeccaNoyes
    @RebeccaNoyes ปีที่แล้ว

    anybody else have DEEP DEEP nostalgia at 7:57?!? Love you Grace!!

  • @seafx
    @seafx ปีที่แล้ว +1

    As someone who has watched you for over a decade, it pains me to see you have to go through this but I'm glad you have the support to fight this.

  • @minabumbina
    @minabumbina ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love you Grace! You've got this!! My mom fought and beat breast cancer twice. She's sending you lots of love as well!

  • @sebert20051
    @sebert20051 ปีที่แล้ว

    Grace, I've watched you from before the my music days and have enjoyed your work immensely.
    On 9/26 I was diagnosed with esophageal cancer. I will get a pet scan on 9/3 and my journey will begin.
    I found this video when I awoke in the middle of the night with a fear and dread that I have never felt in my life and you sharing your journey
    Calmed my fright.
    So thank you kind lady and know that your sharing helped someone see a better day.
    Peace, Jim

  • @nickcerezo8162
    @nickcerezo8162 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just love her so much. Your journey with this is making it a lot less scary for those of us who worry about getting sick.

  • @meggh517
    @meggh517 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    So proud of you Grace, you are doing amazing and to be so open along the way is truly a gift to so many others. Hope the side effects are more manageable and the immodium is doing it’s business xxx

  • @lauwoo
    @lauwoo ปีที่แล้ว +15

    Love you Grace!! Thank you for sharing your journey ❤️

  • @paged5092
    @paged5092 ปีที่แล้ว

    Can you see it? x3 got me all choked up. You are so, so loved, Grace, both by your life people and also by all of us. We’ll be with you every step of the way.

  • @samanthatorppa3396
    @samanthatorppa3396 ปีที่แล้ว

    "CAN YOU SEE IT?!" Oh man, that made my day. Took me allllll the way back! Glad to still be with you here on this journey. ❤

  • @alanruppelt1019
    @alanruppelt1019 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thanks for sharing your journey of challenges. During my battle, I developed a great deal of respect and admiration for the infusion nurses - they are a rare breed!

  • @kanderson6739
    @kanderson6739 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    P.s. I absolutely love these vlogs. Thank you for sharing your journey in all the ups and downs. It reminds me of time I spent with my dad during his cancer battle. Although, the circumstances were not good, we spent a lot of time together and bonded a lot during his chemo treatments.

  • @yepok899
    @yepok899 ปีที่แล้ว

    I cried a lot through this but then when the CAN YOU SEE IT came through it made me smile so hard. You’ve got this girl!! You are so strong and amazing!

  • @MeganCamp-t2k
    @MeganCamp-t2k ปีที่แล้ว

    I have been watching your videos since I was a teenager. I am in my late 20’s now and just finished my first round of chemo for lymphoma. Thank you for sharing your journey. It is so incredibly comforting to see your honesty but also your kindness in the midst of it all. Your videos are a beautiful reminder that none of us are alone in our cancer battles.❤

  • @gaflor44
    @gaflor44 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    3:44 I love that book! It is life changing!

  • @jesswarsh
    @jesswarsh ปีที่แล้ว

    This is my favourite video so far Grace. To see and hear you process the discomfort with such kindness & realistic expectations of yourself, was really beautiful. Thank you for the glimpse into what is an inherently private experience. You've got this 💫