Well said! She went straight to my heart. I found it impossible to watch this, without crying! She deserves better than the life she is living now. I`m so hoping for something good to happen to her soon.
Please do a update ... I wish I could help her.... she had such a shit upbringing.... I'm a father and sexual abusing your own child is fucn sick.. murders and child sex offenders deserve a firing squad.
Meth is one hell of a drug. I noticed meth heads to be the most articulate when it comes to the gift of the gab and being sharp and witty. But meth will take u down. When ? Only God knows.
The words “my sister was raped” and “my son was beaten by her at 3” could never come out of my mouth. I don’t know how she’s still standing. I couldn’t do it. I applaud her for continuing on.
Same. And I want to jerk a knot in her mama's neck. That level of cruelty is astounding to me. Sonya, if you're reading this, God bless you. You're in my prayers, sweetheart.
I hope Sonya finds a way into a home, where she can rest her eyes, sleep in a warm bed, feel safe and protected. She is such a loving, kind person and selfless person.
Wow, she’s insightful, articulate, intelligent, respectful of her kids, her environment, other peoples issues. Such a sad beginning and story. She deserved better
“My sister beat my 3YO son to death” My God, THESE PEOPLE!!!! 😭😭😭😭 Sonya, I’m so sorry for the cards you’ve been dealt in life.. no one deserves this… Hugs 💔❤️
in principe i agree but this is still earth after the fall idk u believe in reincarnation? karma? working through generational karma as lesson and punishment? i do im doing it myself i´m sure there´s no other explanation yes doing it with a smile a grew-in baked-in smile for my own protection yes
Your answer to, “what would you change” was so beautiful and authentic. We believe in you, Sonya. You are capable of being the mother you want to be but you have to heal. Your mom did not take care of you since she was probably in her addiction. You need to forgive her and be the mother she wasn’t. You are powerful and capable of anything!
She didn't have one negative thing to say about anyone. For someone in her position, with her history, that is absolutely incredible. My heart hurts for her.
I feel so sorry for this woman.Her mother kicked her out on the street when she was 11. She was 11. I can understand that she doesn't want to meet her family.And I can also understand that she takes drugs.How should a young girl can take it all?I wish her all the best from the bottom of my heart.Love from germany
I was thrown our into the street at 15. It's a horrible thing to do to a child...little girls should be protected, when that doesn't happen ur feeling of self worth is crap. Like, if your own people reject you...🙁
@@marylougeorge9890 it was, terrifying, all the time. I ran myself ragged running from predators...thankfully some pimps protected me, giving me time to grow up. I was terribly naive...without their protection I would have torn to pieces.
She is doing the most unselfish thing a mom could do by giving her children to someone else. She knows they are better without her. That’s hard. I want to help her so much The pain in her body when she spoke of loosing her baby at 3, just heartbreaking. Please update us with her story
The most unselfish thing a mom could do is to get clean and be there for her kids. It’s quite easy to hand over your responsibilities to someone else and let them do your job, especially when you’re strung out on drugs. You know there’s a problem with our culture when actively choosing drugs over your own children is considered “unselfish.”
My heart really goes out to this woman. I wish someone could get her some help. This is the first video that really brings tears to the eyes. I think she's a genuinely good person and has been through more than most and is still surviving it. She deserves so much better.
Sonya, I hope you can prove your mom and dad wrong! My parents were mean to me. My mom even said she wished I’d never been born, too. And I hadn’t even done anything wrong. I won almost every award in high school because of my determination and being head strong. I graduated at 17, packed my car and my parents never even told me good bye or helped me pack. My 2 best friends and I rented an apartment together. I worked 2-3 jobs while I was in college. Received my 1st B. S. Degree. Married a great guy, had 2 sons, went back to college, received my nursing degree. Then had my 3rd child right after. I was 45 when my elderly mom finally told me she loved me because she finally heard me telling my children all the time I loved them. You can stop that the generational curse if that’s what it is. You don’t have to let those heart aches define your future! Many prayers and blessings for you! ❤️
Please do updates on her. I can't imagine her strength living a life of constant trauma since birth. She still lives with empathy and kindness. She's intelligent. It's just so sad to she that she never was given a chance in life. I mean imagine if she would have been born to middle or upper class loving patents and didn't go through what she has. She could have done anything she wanted with her life.
@@bryan123483 Heartbreaking that she had no chance. Did she even have any relatives to help take care of her? Doesn't sound like it as the mother and her dad's family went against her when he was sent to prison. How does anyone deal with that?😢💔
maybe she still will. Hopefully someone will give her a helping hand and she will get the chance to do something more rewarding for herself. I really feel for her and wish I could take her in myself. We really need to change the system and not make drug rehab and "for profit" business. Renab and counselling should be free to everyone who is need of these services
After all she’s been through her spirit is so strong. I wish her nothing but the best for the future I hope she is able to have peace to heal. The amount of love and empathy she has for others despite her upbringing is inspiring
So far out of all of these videos I have watched I feel the most compassion for Sonya. She is someone who truly deserves more in life. I sincerely hope things get better for her.
Wow! Are you a professional moron or just an incredibly talented amateur? Calling a drug addicted street hooker an incredible human being really is a sign of another level of stupid.
So selfless that she has given birth and perpetual the cycle of abused children that put her in this position? That's fking disgusting and you should be ashamed.
@@smurfylee all people have that potential. This is grinding poverty and abuse. Though, she's still white. She has a better outlook than rich black people. That's a given.
I feel so bad for her, my brother is a drug attic and my parents helped him out so much no matter how many times he would verbally abuse them. He took advantage of them and watching her story realize how blessed my brother is that my parents care for him and provide a good childhood for him.
Ma’am 24:21, same…I’m from Lame-caster- 10th W/Ave I was abused for 6 years, then sexually molested at 12…mom told me to “get over it” Keep going. Graduated from AVC-now working on a PhD in human services…swear you can do it.
This girl deserves allll the support, financial, etc, that that girl exotic /Asriah got and squandered! She deserves help.. She just needs a chance. I hope Mark reaches out and sees her regularly and she gets the support she needs!
Sonya, you're very smart. We all want you to know that you're not as alone as you feel right now. We are all connected - all one, and we are all rooting for you and cheering you on. Your past does not define you. Live in the moment and know that your intelligence and energy will lift you up and bring you the life you deserve. We are all with you.
Sending lots of love to Sonya. Surviving with PTSD is so hard - doing it on the streets - this girl is so strong. But she needs love - I hope she finds love and a way to be safe xx
Something about this woman is so wonderful. She’s compassionate and kind, and just so aching for a hug that means something deep. She is a deep-thinker, and can see both sides of the picture no matter how it hurts her. Her awareness is remarkable. I hope her life resolves in a joyful peace.
if i went through a slice of her pain, i'd be in the same place. i feel so much compassion for her. there is nothing like being alone in the world and to top it off, her sister beat her 3 year old baby to death. oh my heart just breaks for her. I hope she gets clean, gets therapy and gets her life back together. I know its hard but I hope she gets through it.
I wanna be friends with her honestly. It's rare you find people like her after being through so much trauma.... And turn out genuine and kind person. I don't know her but, I'm glad I've found someone I can finally relate to.
I discovered this channel a couple days ago and have been watching lots of videos. This one hurt the most. If all this is true, she’s had it the worst in terms of abuse and abandonment. Everything she says about herself and her kids are spot on. She’s truly a strong person. Wish her the best and that she finds some happiness soon.
Sonya, you're incredible for still being here despite how horrible life has been to you. You're clinging on while it feels like nothing can line up for you and that takes so much strength. You're well-spoken, compassionate, loving, intelligent. You deserve better and none of this was your fault. I hope you're not made to feel guilty for your drug use, that's to survive at this point. I also sincerely hope the system gets its shit together and picks you up because it's not your fault you're pinned under it, and you can't just get out on your own. It's built that way. If the system doesn't pick you up I hope humans around you do, you have long since earned an easier and safer future. I'd love to donate to a GFM if anyone knows of one.
All of my heart goes out to you. I grew up in the system and beat many statistics, but a lot of pain still stays with me. I know what it’s like to not have family, to have family abandon you and choose to live each day without you. I see you, I see your pain, you are not alone in this world. Stay strong. We see you, girl💜
This girl is so beautiful, intelligent, and thoughtful, despite every cruel, inhumane, sh*tty thing that has been done to her. She has not given up. If ever there was someone I want to succeed it is this girl. She is a glaring reminder that as a species we need to do better!
This was heartbreaking, Sonya is so unbelievably strong despite the atrocities she has endured. She has incredible potential and wish her well. Donated. If possible to add details on the Go Fund Me page regarding the type of aid that donations will provide, I think it would help drive more people to donate!
Sonya, you are so strong. You deserve so much more than what you’ve been through. As I’m listening to your story it humbles me so much, I want nothing but the best for you. It hurts not having that LOVE you wish you could. It hurts to have the one person you should’ve trusted betray & violate you in the worst way. Having everyone turn your back after your cries for help. Its damaging. What I admire about you most is your resilience. You are an intelligent & phenomenal woman with a heart of gold. I will pray for you. I can’t wait for your update.
I really hope that her life turns around for the better. She has such a great spirit and soul to continue on in life despite all of the obstacles she’s had to deal with. I will pray for you Sonya! You deserve happiness and peace in your life.
Wow. I can't believe it.ive been binge watching this series a good part of the day and this one really got to me . My son was watching this particular one with me and he was speechless. I can't believe all the sadness this poor woman has gone through. I'll hug my son a little tighter tonight.
The next time I'm feeling sorry for myself about the unfortunate events in my life, I will remember this person's story. I hope you get to take that deep breath one day and feel like everything is ok. Much love ❤
Perspective is good and can help us see things differently enough to make positive change. But no need to feel guilty about feeling sad about your own stuff. Emotions are a human inevitability and not a competition. Give yourself grace so you can better extend it to others. Peace and happiness to you both.
This is an example of why I feel college should be free. We need more people to become psychologists and social workers to help the homeless population.
That's not the problem. There many unemployed psychologists... Also that's not the solution, this people have big problems, they won't go to a psychologist. Therapy is useless for this kind of trauma.
A future is coming where people will have free access to powerful psychoactive plant medicines which will enable them to properly work through their traumas with or without the assistance of a trained practitioner!!!
@@maxmaxwell4211 Most present therapy isn't much help with PTSD. That doesn't mean there isn't some that help or their won't be more effective in the future.
From one survival of childhood rape of a father to another my heart goes out to Sonya. I used to be an atheist and at the moment sitting on my bathroom floor seconds from taking my life divine intervention happened something I can't explain but know divine intervention is real,listening to Sonya and knowing our childhood was similar I know that it's possible for her to live a better life she's still stuck inside reliving her childhood. If I could put anything out in the universe today I put out to the universe and manifest that divine intervention happens to Sonya as soon as possible she deserves better 💜
Men and women who endure such lives bring me back to reality very quickly. I'm not so naive that I think their are not horrible situations in our world, but I certainly did not think these situations were so abundant!! I hope these individuals realize the fact these people are breathing after surviving their childhoods is a miracle!! Today I'm going to choose to be grateful for my parents and my life.
Oh my god... Raped from 3yrs old and beaten till 13... Her sister beat her 3yr child to death... I wouldnt be here if I were her. Sooo that means you are strong just seek help and find even more strenght within yourself ❤️
I wish I lived in L.A. because without a doubt I would reach out to alot of these folks on here and try to help if only a meal or a week in a hotel. Something to try an get them started on the right track. All of them aren't snakes looking to screw someone over. They just need that stepping stone to get over the bump in life. Wish her the best and may that stepping stone come sooner than later...
@@amberadams2935 hello. Good morning. Yes the one comment is ugly and the other isn't. But the results are the same. Like the expert Mark says, the only way to fix this issue is to take care of the next generation. All these people have childhood issues.
@@amberadams2935 idk. I was wondering that myself. But when she spoke of her ptsd, bi polar and something else the mental fix is unknown. They know what's wrong, but still can't overcome. It kind of undermines the point of identifying these conditions.
She needs to know she is an amazing mother. She has sacrificed her own need and want to be with her children so that they can have a better childhood than she can provide. That is self-awareness and ultimate demonstration of maternal love.
I hope a huge blanket of love, care and compassion finds its way to this lady and she will find the path to a happy life. She sure as hell deserves a hell of a lot better than the nightmare she’s gone through so far. She is so strong to be able to say she wouldn’t change her past because, although she’s not happy with where she is, she’s happy with WHO she is. That shows a level of fortitude and wisdom that in any other walk of life would have her ranked amongst the best of humanity.
Sonya you deserve a second chance. You are intelligent and express yourself so well. I hear you. Your life has been tragic and still you seem so open, so willing to do good in this world. There is nothing crazy about you. Go wherever you can to try and put the pieces of your life together. With a diagnosis of bi-polar disorder you may be eligible for disability benefits. You are also eligible for SNAP benefits for food purchases. Try a rehab, there may be a waiting list but that's ok. Bless you, Sonya. You are good, strong and interesting.
@@marciabernard3820 I have been blessed to find people who loved me just as I am. Had to keep a safe distance from my mom because she was toxic. Don't give up. I read an excellent quote ...love is giving what you need to get. Remember, it's our responsibility to protect our own hearts. There Are people who deserve your time and friendship. You Have the Right to choose. Not everyone or just anyone gets the privilege of your friendship!👍❤️
Never have i been more affected watching a SWU video. This woman, bless her heart . She is one of those people in life where no matter which way she turns, shit hits her. There are so many things in this video that are hard to listen to, never mind have to live through 😥. Also being a parent i always find it hard to agree when parents give up their kids. In this case i respect her massively ,because she knew her life wasn't conducive to happy healthy safe kids , it clearly breaks her heart not being with them ! . I don't know when this was filmed , but i truly truly hope she has had some kind of good break in her life, she deserves it . I mean, how many times is life gonna keep kicking her down before she doesn't get back up . MUCH LOVE FROM THE UK SWEETHEART . I HOPE YOUR WORLD HAS TURNED FOR THE BETTER.❤️
@Soft White Underbelly I wish there was a way we could engage with these people 1:1. What these people need is connections, resources and a sense of community. Is there any way we could make this happen? Is there anywhere we could send actual mail to? I would love to send Sonya weekly or monthly letters of support. She needs to feel the love of this community.
so much beauty and humanity coming from someone who went through so much ugliness and inhumane treatment. wish you find physical, mental and emotional security one happy day, sonya. on a side note - people say "streets are nasty". but streets are just streets. people are nasty to other people and streets just make it easier and more obvious. loved the interview and hated it.
I genuinely wish this young woman peace at least some part of her life. She's been through so much. I cried when she said she's just numb at this point. Hang in there girl!
Sonya I want you to know you have an entire family out here praying for you, that loves you. Help is only a prayer away. The fact that you’re still here means God has BIG plans for you. I have faith in the transformative power of prayer! Love you girl! You have unlimited potential!
She’s awesome. Keep your strength. You could use your words and experiences to help people eventually. Working with the special needs is a great and fulfilling profession.
Make it make sense. If you want something better for your kids, but you don’t know how they live, how do you know they have it better than you did? When you want to give a good childhood to your kids, you don’t consume drugs and alcohol and take care of them. Drugs do mess up people’s brain…
One of the saddest and tragic story I think I have ever heard..she has so much to offer this world, she is amazing..I pray she can get out of this hell and get help soon..stay strong! Xxx
I can empathize. I was adopted quickly as an infant. Prior to 5 months, the house caught on fire and we lived under a bridge. My adoptive mother was emotionally abusive, cold, and narcissistic throughout my childhood. I don't have any contact with her now. It took a while and It made me upset, but I'm glad I made the choice when I did. It's still traumatic. I completely can relate to the loneliness and numbness. I didn't have a support system. I hope you can get some help and support. Screw the people who judge you. You DO matter. You HAVE worth. You CAN get out of this. Wishing you the best
Her emotional intelligence and self-awareness are incredible. It hurts to watch, and I’m so incredibly moved by the way in which she’s considering her children b
I wish I could get in touch with her. My heart genuinely wants to help her. I don’t have much at the moment but I can at least be of support and get her started in the right direction with outreach programs. To know that she wanted help, and wants to be stabilized in society but just has no one, is heart wrenching. My heart goes out to her and my sincerest condolences for the lost of her son. Her strength is impeccable… And I pray that God protects her, and keeps her through this horrid time. She is truly strong, level headed, and brave after all she’s endured. All my love to you Sonya. 🤍
It never seems to fail that when you scratch the surface of an addict, you find a beautiful person with horrific scarring in which drugs have proved to be a very inefficient bandage.
Well said. Being an alcoholic I sometimes I wonder if one of the reasons I was able to quit drinking is because I had a good childhood. Stable middle-class family. If my background was closer to Sonya's I have doubts that I'd still be alive.
Fucking hate all the idiot conservatives who blame everything on the homeless, addicts, minorities, etc... but never have the intellect to look at thr ruling class who have created this nightmare of a dystopia
@@user-rb7ns9yj5y Two wings on the same bird. Don't be too quick to assume someone as "the bad guys"...they're all doing damage, some unseen and some in the public eye. If you start digging you will see. 2 wings on the same bird.
@@user-rb7ns9yj5y Hates a strong word. Weird how all the Liberal cities have the worst homeless problems and drug issues? Yet you hate conservatives who literally only blame Government/Politicians and Corporations
This girl is an addict for survival. She didn't deserve any of the awful things that happened to her. Makes me realize, even with my "rough" childhood, just how privileged I am and how much worse it could have been. Really grateful for that. Don't judge a book on its cover. I wish her happiness
I mean there are bad childhoolds and then there are horrific childhoods. Always good to look on the brighter side of life and be thankful of what you have!
Dude, this one was too much... It's hard for me to imagine a person that has been exposed to heavy drugs, extreme violence, street life and abused in every way possible since birth, and even worse: not having a single person in this world to rely on, completely by herself, without any love and care. No wonder she's an addict. It's just hard to imagine, It's not fair. I hope at least she gets a break, getting out of the streets, and try to get her life back. Sonya: I hug you and wish you the very very best.
But she did have people...choices. We as mothers sometimes have to emotionally detach from our drug addicted children to save ourselves...and their children.
You can not say "it's not fair" when you have not seen this womans whole story, as It is still unfolding because she is alive. If you were able to see the beginning of time to the end, start to finish, I believe you would not say "it's not fair".
@@donnaradney2743 you really can't be saying that she had her mother looking out for her? What choice did she have when she was being raped by her father and being put into foster care? Her mother was an addict herself. She didn't have a childhood, she wasn't protected and nurtured by the very woman her birthed her. Do you actually think you could go it alone with nobody who cared for you? Maybe you should leave your judgements at the door until you have walked a day in her shoes
I don't think a person can be considered self-destructive if they've never even had a chance to do anything with their life from the start. She deserved and deserves so much more
The people judging her weren't raped as a child by their frigging father. I can't even imagine. My trauma is so much less and that shit screwed up my whole life
I'm a grown ass man and this damn near broke me. How could one person be forced to endure so much in such a short lifetime. That shit's not fair... What a strong human being.
And there are worse ways people endure the life forced on them just by chance Some are dead by 3 just from starvation And there government doesn't care. There are very cruel.places in this world
It affected me too she’s inspiring, too inspiring, sometimes people just finally need a break, period. And she keeps going, she isn’t entitled even though I believe her to be one of the most deserving people I’ve seen
When she said her biggest fear is dying and having nobody to notice and come find her, that broke my heart. Everybody deserves to be missed, even if it's just by one person.
She would be missed by her 4 kids. Ever notice no matter how bad your parents were you just wanted their love and attention, that's all her kids want, they would forgive everything she did if she said she was sorry and worked on changing for the better. Her kids may have family to take care of them but that will never fill the mom void, they will spend their entire life thinking they weren't good enough for their mom
It is a tall order for this woman to have a "normal" life when it seems she has never had a normal day. She doesn't know what normal is. Despite her tragic history her outlook and awareness is remarkable.
@@miked9466 "Normal" may represent something different to everyone, but whatever "normal" is.. it's definitely not being raped by your dad, or sister killing your baby..
I used know this woman we were friends both on living on the streets of Lancaster I'm happy to see she finally had a chance to tell her story there's still so much more can't wait to see the follow up .... keep pushing on beautiful ❤️
This poor little soul! Brought up in a meth trailer, brutalized by her 'father', mother in denial, then sister kills her little toddler??? She should have had a better life, poor thing. People should never ever judge others who are down on their luck, no one knows the background story. Glad that she got her chance to tell her story, and my prayers are that she finds inner peace and joy in life. She so deserves it.
And the dad only got 21 years. Child molesters need to get life in prison. Hopefully her sister got life in prison for killing the 3 year old boy as well.
This is the only interview I’ve cried over. When she spoke of her kids, letting them decide when to reach out to her.. She’s putting them first, and that’s a GOOD mom. I hope they’re having a good life with the family that has them.
This woman is so insanely emotionally intelligent. The fact that she was able to learn from her parents' mistakes in order to make her children's lives better is one of the largest aspects of emotional intelligence. There are far too many people who don't know how to break the cycle, yet this woman did it and has logical reasoning behind it. I hope she's able to find peace in her life.
dude seriously? thats the whole point of life. i was abused on a level at least as bad as her, probably worse, but i am 10 years clean, raise my kids and am an amazing father. ppl make excuses thats the problem. you step the fuck up and do whats right and dont beat and rape your kids, its easy. but all these ppl use past trauma as an excuse, and then we fucking treat em like a hero for nothing. this bitch has done nothing, accomplished nothing we should not praise her. as i said, i went through at least as bad of abuse as a child, i am 10 years sober have full custody own two cars, one sick ass challenger, and i beat fucking stage 3 cancer on top of it all. none of these ppl have been through close to what i been through, or accomplished a fraction of a percent of what i have, yet nobody out here praising me. we must just be built differemt in NY bc we dont praise addicts, even recovering ones. like you got kids your job now is to suck it the fuck up and stop crying about the paST
Something that troubles me... that everyone knows someone who was molested or raped...but you never really meet the rapists, they're not going to admit to it. They're just roaming the streets if they haven't been caught. Some mf raped their own daughter and nobody would know...That's terrifying
IF they arent left to rot in prison, IF they are returned to society, Im all for branding a big R on each cheek..let the world know who they are..rape is never accidental like a fist fight gone too far or a stupid drunk driving accident. It is ALWAYS intentional. No mercy should be shown but if a rapist is allowed to live they should be known to everyone.
Who would not be addicted to substances with an upbringing like that. The system completely failed this woman. Still, she is articulate and i am happy she recognises her own potential.
@@trashyraccoon2615 The system is and will always be trash no matter how much money is pumped into it. No one can show a child love like their own parents and a child craves love from their own parents. It's well documented that people who come from a two-parent household are far better off in life in comparison to those who do not. The system is just a backup plan and will always be a farcry in comparison. In this lady's case being raped by her dad beginning at age 3 will have already fucked her up for life. No system can fix that, only that flashy thing from Men In Black that deletes memory. The key is ending the cycle and the fact that this lady has had 5 kids is just perpetuating the problem. The system cannot fix a tidal wave of kids with horrible parents or no parents.
Everyone on hard drugs has some sort of sob story. It's funny how I grew up with a lot of these clowns. A lot of them grew up with middle class families. They use this BS as excuse to continue lying and stealing to get their drugs. It's called manipulation. They're con artists. And this is how these people interact on a daily basis.
As a social worker that has watched soooo many of your videos (love what you do!) This girl hit me the hardest thus far. She is absolutely a product of her environment. People think if someone doesnt have their kids they are scum. And sometimes I tend to agree I won't lie. But some people know that they arent whats best for their kids. And thats selfless. This woman could have been many things. A mom for sure. She still has a ton of potential. She needs one person to believe in her. She needs therapy and love and some self esteem. She appears intelligent, charismatic and kind despite all that's happened to her. I hope so much that she does turn her life around.
Yeah no excuse…we ALL have a choice, and to bring all those kids in the world, knowing damn well she’s scum..it’s disgusting and inexcusable. People really need to stop praising these people…smh
What she needs is rehab, subsidy, a roof over her head, a meal. Therapy can only come after necessities are met. Repair can only take place one she finds calmness and peace.
Absolutely a selfless act. I regularly think about how my life could have been different if my mom would have done that for me. I think I would have at least had a shot at a less traumatic life, had I been given up. It sounds crazy, but it’s true. That woman ruined me.
this one made me cry... her resilience is incredible. when she said "im not happy with where im at in life, but im happy with who i am" absolutely powerful. such a sad story, and such a strong beautiful woman.
Ma'am, you giving your children away in order for them to have a better future, is the strongest and most selfless thing you could do. My absolute respect.
Seeing this makes a person realize that even on your worst day, you still have it pretty good. Some people never have a chance from day one, sadly. But if there is a woman that will survive no matter what, it is her. Best of luck to this strong willed person!
I hope you do an update on her. She expresses herself clearly and intelligently and lives with the memories of such a brutal childhood.
Well said! She went straight to my heart. I found it impossible to watch this, without crying! She deserves better than the life she is living now. I`m so hoping for something good to happen to her soon.
All she needs is for support and someone to be there for her, she seems so sad but there's fire there too! She's going to be amazing
Please do a update ... I wish I could help her.... she had such a shit upbringing.... I'm a father and sexual abusing your own child is fucn sick.. murders and child sex offenders deserve a firing squad.
She died.
@@Xertazer Where is the proof ?
Damn this was one if the hardest ones yet. She has spent her entire life living in a nightmare, and explains it with such lucidity.
Meth is one hell of a drug. I noticed meth heads to be the most articulate when it comes to the gift of the gab and being sharp and witty. But meth will take u down. When ? Only God knows.
So stop being soft and start learning how to hold yourself down during bad times and be able to speak only with such "lucidity".
@@depletable yeah sounds good until you’ve walked in someone else’s shoes… humble yourself a little
@@wasabichopsticks518 I'm plenty humble, and expect you to be humble and strong. So get strong a little.
The words “my sister was raped” and “my son was beaten by her at 3” could never come out of my mouth. I don’t know how she’s still standing. I couldn’t do it. I applaud her for continuing on.
Man, I’ve never wanted to hug someone more then this girl in my entire life. Hope this girl finds some peace somehow.
Same. And I want to jerk a knot in her mama's neck. That level of cruelty is astounding to me. Sonya, if you're reading this, God bless you. You're in my prayers, sweetheart.
You’re just trying to fuck mike hahaha
100000000 percent
Damn, word? Hug your parents that took care of you with that same passion.
Mmmmm yeah I wanna hug her too. OHHH YEAH.
I hope Sonya finds a way into a home, where she can rest her eyes, sleep in a warm bed, feel safe and protected. She is such a loving, kind person and selfless person.
Wow, she’s insightful, articulate, intelligent, respectful of her kids, her environment, other peoples issues. Such a sad beginning and story. She deserved better
This
I wish I could take her home in Canada .I truly pray to God above
“My sister beat my 3YO son to death”
My God, THESE PEOPLE!!!! 😭😭😭😭
Sonya, I’m so sorry for the cards you’ve been dealt in life.. no one deserves this…
Hugs 💔❤️
in principe i agree but this is still earth after the fall
idk u believe in reincarnation? karma? working through generational karma as lesson
and punishment? i do im doing it myself i´m sure there´s no other explanation
yes doing it with a smile a grew-in baked-in smile for my own protection yes
Your answer to, “what would you change” was so beautiful and authentic. We believe in you, Sonya. You are capable of being the mother you want to be but you have to heal. Your mom did not take care of you since she was probably in her addiction. You need to forgive her and be the mother she wasn’t. You are powerful and capable of anything!
no, she does not need to forgive....othenr this thi you are right but forgiveness? no....
“I’m not happy with where I am but I’m happy with who I am” what a phrase. I admire her strength.
I read your comment at the exact time she said, I got chills!!!
She didn't have one negative thing to say about anyone. For someone in her position, with her history, that is absolutely incredible. My heart hurts for her.
I feel so sorry for this woman.Her mother kicked her out on the street when she was 11. She was 11. I can understand that she doesn't want to meet her family.And I can also understand that she takes drugs.How should a young girl can take it all?I wish her all the best from the bottom of my heart.Love from germany
Her sister beat her son to death I'm hoping she was charged for that
I was thrown our into the street at 15. It's a horrible thing to do to a child...little girls should be protected, when that doesn't happen ur feeling of self worth is crap. Like, if your own people reject you...🙁
@@thecrownoffusion8420 She has 2 sisters.
@@miapdx503 It's terrifying to imagine being a child thrown out into the streets. Having nobody and no place to go...💔💔
@@marylougeorge9890 it was, terrifying, all the time. I ran myself ragged running from predators...thankfully some pimps protected me, giving me time to grow up. I was terribly naive...without their protection I would have torn to pieces.
She is doing the most unselfish thing a mom could do by giving her children to someone else. She knows they are better without her. That’s hard. I want to help her so much
The pain in her body when she spoke of loosing her baby at 3, just heartbreaking.
Please update us with her story
I was thinking the same thing! I hope her kids find her one day so she feels like someone looked for her that loves her. I just want to hug her
Maybe now with her kids gone she'll have time to go to raves again!
Party time bitch!!!!!!
The most unselfish thing a mom could do is to get clean and be there for her kids. It’s quite easy to hand over your responsibilities to someone else and let them do your job, especially when you’re strung out on drugs. You know there’s a problem with our culture when actively choosing drugs over your own children is considered “unselfish.”
James- Quite easy!? Damn, she was raped and abused since she was a baby. Have a heart a-hole.
My heart really goes out to this woman. I wish someone could get her some help. This is the first video that really brings tears to the eyes. I think she's a genuinely good person and has been through more than most and is still surviving it. She deserves so much better.
Sonya, I hope you can prove your mom and dad wrong! My parents were mean to me. My mom even said she wished I’d never been born, too. And I hadn’t even done anything wrong. I won almost every award in high school because of my determination and being head strong. I graduated at 17, packed my car and my parents never even told me good bye or helped me pack. My 2 best friends and I rented an apartment together. I worked 2-3 jobs while I was in college. Received my 1st B. S. Degree. Married a great guy, had 2 sons, went back to college, received my nursing degree. Then had my 3rd child right after. I was 45 when my elderly mom finally told me she loved me because she finally heard me telling my children all the time I loved them. You can stop that the generational curse if that’s what it is. You don’t have to let those heart aches define your future! Many prayers and blessings for you! ❤️
Please do updates on her. I can't imagine her strength living a life of constant trauma since birth. She still lives with empathy and kindness. She's intelligent. It's just so sad to she that she never was given a chance in life. I mean imagine if she would have been born to middle or upper class loving patents and didn't go through what she has. She could have done anything she wanted with her life.
Even if she was poor with parents who loved and cared for her, she would have had an incredibly better start.👍
@@marylougeorge9890 Definitely. I was just thinking about how amazingly different the two outcomes could have been.
@@bryan123483 Heartbreaking that she had no chance. Did she even have any relatives to help take care of her? Doesn't sound like it as the mother and her dad's family went against her when he was sent to prison. How does anyone deal with that?😢💔
maybe she still will. Hopefully someone will give her a helping hand and she will get the chance to do something more rewarding for herself. I really feel for her and wish I could take her in myself. We really need to change the system and not make drug rehab and "for profit" business. Renab and counselling should be free to everyone who is need of these services
It takes a lot to make me cry, but what a wonderful, articulate, intelligent and compassionate women, she deserves so much better.
Sonya, if you ever glance at the comments know your not alone anymore. you got mark and the brothers and sisters on this channel.
After all she’s been through her spirit is so strong. I wish her nothing but the best for the future I hope she is able to have peace to heal. The amount of love and empathy she has for others despite her upbringing is inspiring
So far out of all of these videos I have watched I feel the most compassion for Sonya. She is someone who truly deserves more in life. I sincerely hope things get better for her.
What an incredible human. So selfless, aware, caring, and loving. Incredible how she finds this within herself after all she’s been through.
Wow! Are you a professional moron or just an incredibly talented amateur? Calling a drug addicted street hooker an incredible human being really is a sign of another level of stupid.
So selfless that she has given birth and perpetual the cycle of abused children that put her in this position?
That's fking disgusting and you should be ashamed.
Well, she's white. Didn't she know she is privileged. What an idiot.
Joey ,yeah I found that she is incredibly aware and quite articulate. She can dig herself out of the hole she is in, I see that potential in her..
@@smurfylee all people have that potential. This is grinding poverty and abuse.
Though, she's still white. She has a better outlook than rich black people. That's a given.
Hearing this, having my sleeping 3 year old in the other room definitely breaks my heart in every shape and form. I wish this woman the best.
I feel so bad for her, my brother is a drug attic and my parents helped him out so much no matter how many times he would verbally abuse them. He took advantage of them and watching her story realize how blessed my brother is that my parents care for him and provide a good childhood for him.
Ma’am 24:21, same…I’m from Lame-caster- 10th W/Ave I was abused for 6 years, then sexually molested at 12…mom told me to “get over it”
Keep going. Graduated from AVC-now working on a PhD in human services…swear you can do it.
I hope u can help.her
Good for you that u turned your life into something great!!!😊
Every time I watch one of these I say I’m not going to watch anymore for my own mental health sake but yet I keep coming back.
This girl deserves allll the support, financial, etc, that that girl exotic /Asriah got and squandered!
She deserves help.. She just needs a chance. I hope Mark reaches out and sees her regularly and she gets the support she needs!
More than Asriah! Asriah played Mark. Sonya is 100% sincere.
I feel so sorry for this woman. I can't imagine what it must be like to have parents who don't love you. Heartbreaking stuff.
Sonya, you're very smart. We all want you to know that you're not as alone as you feel right now. We are all connected - all one, and we are all rooting for you and cheering you on. Your past does not define you. Live in the moment and know that your intelligence and energy will lift you up and bring you the life you deserve. We are all with you.
Sending lots of love to Sonya. Surviving with PTSD is so hard - doing it on the streets - this girl is so strong. But she needs love - I hope she finds love and a way to be safe xx
Something about this woman is so wonderful. She’s compassionate and kind, and just so aching for a hug that means something deep. She is a deep-thinker, and can see both sides of the picture no matter how it hurts her. Her awareness is remarkable. I hope her life resolves in a joyful peace.
if i went through a slice of her pain, i'd be in the same place. i feel so much compassion for her. there is nothing like being alone in the world and to top it off, her sister beat her 3 year old baby to death. oh my heart just breaks for her. I hope she gets clean, gets therapy and gets her life back together. I know its hard but I hope she gets through it.
getting clean would probably be a cake walk compared to what she has been through - if only someone could give her this opportunity
I can't stop crying. Good on her for taking the shitty hand she was dealt and turning it into love. ❤ it's truly amazing.
I wanna be friends with her honestly. It's rare you find people like her after being through so much trauma.... And turn out genuine and kind person. I don't know her but, I'm glad I've found someone I can finally relate to.
The few videos I’ve seen, this one made me ACTUALLY cry. I really want her to prosper and be better.
I discovered this channel a couple days ago and have been watching lots of videos. This one hurt the most. If all this is true, she’s had it the worst in terms of abuse and abandonment. Everything she says about herself and her kids are spot on. She’s truly a strong person. Wish her the best and that she finds some happiness soon.
The world has failed you, Sonya, I wish you peace, happiness and safety, you more than deserve it. You're so strong.
shes so beautiful inside and out despite everything she’s been through. :( i pray she finds happiness and peace. 🥺❤️
Sonya, you're incredible for still being here despite how horrible life has been to you. You're clinging on while it feels like nothing can line up for you and that takes so much strength. You're well-spoken, compassionate, loving, intelligent. You deserve better and none of this was your fault. I hope you're not made to feel guilty for your drug use, that's to survive at this point. I also sincerely hope the system gets its shit together and picks you up because it's not your fault you're pinned under it, and you can't just get out on your own. It's built that way. If the system doesn't pick you up I hope humans around you do, you have long since earned an easier and safer future. I'd love to donate to a GFM if anyone knows of one.
All of my heart goes out to you. I grew up in the system and beat many statistics, but a lot of pain still stays with me. I know what it’s like to not have family, to have family abandon you and choose to live each day without you. I see you, I see your pain, you are not alone in this world. Stay strong. We see you, girl💜
This girl is so beautiful, intelligent, and thoughtful, despite every cruel, inhumane, sh*tty thing that has been done to her. She has not given up. If ever there was someone I want to succeed it is this girl. She is a glaring reminder that as a species we need to do better!
This was heartbreaking, Sonya is so unbelievably strong despite the atrocities she has endured. She has incredible potential and wish her well. Donated. If possible to add details on the Go Fund Me page regarding the type of aid that donations will provide, I think it would help drive more people to donate!
I think you are totally right💯💯
He wrote it, mainly food and place to stay etc.
Sonya, you are so strong. You deserve so much more than what you’ve been through. As I’m listening to your story it humbles me so much, I want nothing but the best for you. It hurts not having that LOVE you wish you could. It hurts to have the one person you should’ve trusted betray & violate you in the worst way. Having everyone turn your back after your cries for help. Its damaging. What I admire about you most is your resilience. You are an intelligent & phenomenal woman with a heart of gold. I will pray for you. I can’t wait for your update.
I really hope that her life turns around for the better. She has such a great spirit and soul to continue on in life despite all of the obstacles she’s had to deal with. I will pray for you Sonya! You deserve happiness and peace in your life.
This one is heartbreaking. She’s so sad. I want to hug her
My god, I have mad respect for her. I wish she would have had a better life, she seems like such a tender soul
Wow. I can't believe it.ive been binge watching this series a good part of the day and this one really got to me . My son was watching this particular one with me and he was speechless. I can't believe all the sadness this poor woman has gone through. I'll hug my son a little tighter tonight.
Every time I feel bad for myself. I need to watch this. God this broke my heart. Hope all the best for her.
Sis is strong. To be here after all her hardships takes a strength I know nothing about. Keep persevering sis
The next time I'm feeling sorry for myself about the unfortunate events in my life, I will remember this person's story. I hope you get to take that deep breath one day and feel like everything is ok. Much love ❤
Perspective is good and can help us see things differently enough to make positive change.
But no need to feel guilty about feeling sad about your own stuff. Emotions are a human inevitability and not a competition. Give yourself grace so you can better extend it to others.
Peace and happiness to you both.
@@barcodenosebleed5485 beautiful comment. Thank you
She is a liar, and for that matter is definitely a hooker.
Jk don’t really know but that is the vibe I get.
I just want to hug her. Prettyeyed girl, don’t give up. You are seen, heard, & understood💙
This interview brought tears to my eyes; I pray that she finds the peace and happiness she so deserves❤️
This is an example of why I feel college should be free. We need more people to become psychologists and social workers to help the homeless population.
That's not the problem. There many unemployed psychologists... Also that's not the solution, this people have big problems, they won't go to a psychologist. Therapy is useless for this kind of trauma.
A future is coming where people will have free access to powerful psychoactive plant medicines which will enable them to properly work through their traumas with or without the assistance of a trained practitioner!!!
@@maxmaxwell4211 Most present therapy isn't much help with PTSD. That doesn't mean there isn't some that help or their won't be more effective in the future.
@@marcusfoust5050 The military has done some work with PTSD and psychedelics.
@@maxmaxwell4211 Therapy is definitely n.o.t useless for this kind of trauma... 🤦🏿♂️
From one survival of childhood rape of a father to another my heart goes out to Sonya.
I used to be an atheist and at the moment sitting on my bathroom floor seconds from taking my life divine intervention happened something I can't explain but know divine intervention is real,listening to Sonya and knowing our childhood was similar I know that it's possible for her to live a better life she's still stuck inside reliving her childhood.
If I could put anything out in the universe today I put out to the universe and manifest that divine intervention happens to Sonya as soon as possible
she deserves better 💜
G-D BLESS YOU HONEY❤❤❤❤❤❤🙏
I pray the father would be with you.
@@dianelaliberte1878 Thank you Diane much appreciated, not a victim but a survivor sharing helps others know they're not alone 💜
@@malford9991 💜
Men and women who endure such lives bring me back to reality very quickly. I'm not so naive that I think their are not horrible situations in our world, but I certainly did not think these situations were so abundant!! I hope these individuals realize the fact these people are breathing after surviving their childhoods is a miracle!! Today I'm going to choose to be grateful for my parents and my life.
I don't think it happens that much. It's just that Mark gets these ppl from the same walk of life.
Sonya- the self love you have after everything you’ve gone through is astounding ❤️
She seems so sweet and kind. I really hope she can find her tribe and flourish.
Oh my god... Raped from 3yrs old and beaten till 13... Her sister beat her 3yr child to death... I wouldnt be here if I were her. Sooo that means you are strong just seek help and find even more strenght within yourself ❤️
I'm so sorry for all your pain. My prayers that you'll get past this suffering.
Mark how do you not break down in tears and just hug some of the people on camera right in the moment. This one was tough
I wish I lived in L.A. because without a doubt I would reach out to alot of these folks on here and try to help if only a meal or a week in a hotel. Something to try an get them started on the right track. All of them aren't snakes looking to screw someone over. They just need that stepping stone to get over the bump in life. Wish her the best and may that stepping stone come sooner than later...
I like comments like yours over the ppl in here who say grow up no excuses everybody needsa shot of mercy baby
@@amberadams2935 hello. Good morning. Yes the one comment is ugly and the other isn't. But the results are the same.
Like the expert Mark says, the only way to fix this issue is to take care of the next generation. All these people have childhood issues.
You don't have to move to LA to help. These people are in every city. Go to local homeless shelter and volunteer there.
@@imagoodlistener2730 how do u break generational curses? Mental health support idk..
@@amberadams2935 idk. I was wondering that myself. But when she spoke of her ptsd, bi polar and something else the mental fix is unknown. They know what's wrong, but still can't overcome. It kind of undermines the point of identifying these conditions.
Her whole life has been hell and she still has hope. I pray for you Sonya I wish that you escape the streets and get clean.
She needs to know she is an amazing mother. She has sacrificed her own need and want to be with her children so that they can have a better childhood than she can provide. That is self-awareness and ultimate demonstration of maternal love.
She just abandoned her children who then were taken in with family members.
One of the most coherent meth addicts I’ve ever seen. Wishing her well
I hope a huge blanket of love, care and compassion finds its way to this lady and she will find the path to a happy life. She sure as hell deserves a hell of a lot better than the nightmare she’s gone through so far. She is so strong to be able to say she wouldn’t change her past because, although she’s not happy with where she is, she’s happy with WHO she is. That shows a level of fortitude and wisdom that in any other walk of life would have her ranked amongst the best of humanity.
I just want to help her and hug her!!! She is a special person being in such a dark place with so much positivity
Out of ALL the videos I have watched; this one bothered me the most. I want to HELP her so bad! Her story has just broke my heart!
Sonya you deserve a second chance. You are intelligent and express yourself so well. I hear you. Your life has been tragic and still you seem so open, so willing to do good in this world. There is nothing crazy about you. Go wherever you can to try and put the pieces of your life together. With a diagnosis of bi-polar disorder you may be eligible for disability benefits. You are also eligible for SNAP benefits for food purchases. Try a rehab, there may be a waiting list but that's ok. Bless you, Sonya. You are good, strong and interesting.
Mark, your work ethic is unreal.
To feel like u have no one to love u is hard..stay strong
I agree
I felt a lot of pain and rejection because my mother didn't love me the way I wanted/needed. Can't imagine if I knew she didn't love me at all.😢💔
@@marylougeorge9890 rejection is a beast..that's all I know.
@@marciabernard3820 I have been blessed to find people who loved me just as I am. Had to keep a safe distance from my mom because she was toxic.
Don't give up. I read an excellent quote ...love is giving what you need to get. Remember, it's our responsibility to protect our own hearts. There Are people who deserve your time and friendship. You Have the Right to choose. Not everyone or just anyone gets the privilege of your friendship!👍❤️
@@marciabernard3820 It's heartbreaking and soul crushing. I hope you let some people who appreciate you become your family.❤️
Never have i been more affected watching a SWU video. This woman, bless her heart . She is one of those people in life where no matter which way she turns, shit hits her. There are so many things in this video that are hard to listen to, never mind have to live through 😥.
Also being a parent i always find it hard to agree when parents give up their kids. In this case i respect her massively ,because she knew her life wasn't conducive to happy healthy safe kids , it clearly breaks her heart not being with them ! .
I don't know when this was filmed , but i truly truly hope she has had some kind of good break in her life, she deserves it .
I mean, how many times is life gonna keep kicking her down before she doesn't get back up .
MUCH LOVE FROM THE UK SWEETHEART . I HOPE YOUR WORLD HAS TURNED FOR THE BETTER.❤️
@Soft White Underbelly I wish there was a way we could engage with these people 1:1. What these people need is connections, resources and a sense of community. Is there any way we could make this happen? Is there anywhere we could send actual mail to? I would love to send Sonya weekly or monthly letters of support. She needs to feel the love of this community.
This is a beautiful idea.
There is, she chooses not to access these services.
@@idiotbuster8662 what services are these?
so much beauty and humanity coming from someone who went through so much ugliness and inhumane treatment. wish you find physical, mental and emotional security one happy day, sonya.
on a side note - people say "streets are nasty". but streets are just streets. people are nasty to other people and streets just make it easier and more obvious. loved the interview and hated it.
The point in you being here is that you make this world a better place. Thank you. You are very brave, very good, and you matter. ❤
I genuinely wish this young woman peace at least some part of her life. She's been through so much. I cried when she said she's just numb at this point. Hang in there girl!
Sonya I want you to know you have an entire family out here praying for you, that loves you. Help is only a prayer away. The fact that you’re still here means God has BIG plans for you. I have faith in the transformative power of prayer! Love you girl! You have unlimited potential!
She’s awesome. Keep your strength. You could use your words and experiences to help people eventually. Working with the special needs is a great and fulfilling profession.
She seems like a nice girl, hope she finds happiness and settles down with someone who loves her
Wishing you the best sonya
Make it make sense. If you want something better for your kids, but you don’t know how they live, how do you know they have it better than you did? When you want to give a good childhood to your kids, you don’t consume drugs and alcohol and take care of them. Drugs do mess up people’s brain…
Her story is so heartbreaking. I can relate to her a lot. Is there any update for her? I really hope she finds peace and healing.
One of the saddest and tragic story I think I have ever heard..she has so much to offer this world, she is amazing..I pray she can get out of this hell and get help soon..stay strong! Xxx
I can empathize. I was adopted quickly as an infant. Prior to 5 months, the house caught on fire and we lived under a bridge.
My adoptive mother was emotionally abusive, cold, and narcissistic throughout my childhood. I don't have any contact with her now. It took a while and It made me upset, but I'm glad I made the choice when I did. It's still traumatic.
I completely can relate to the loneliness and numbness. I didn't have a support system. I hope you can get some help and support. Screw the people who judge you. You DO matter. You HAVE worth. You CAN get out of this. Wishing you the best
Her emotional intelligence and self-awareness are incredible. It hurts to watch, and I’m so incredibly moved by the way in which she’s considering her children b
I wish I could get in touch with her. My heart genuinely wants to help her. I don’t have much at the moment but I can at least be of support and get her started in the right direction with outreach programs. To know that she wanted help, and wants to be stabilized in society but just has no one, is heart wrenching. My heart goes out to her and my sincerest condolences for the lost of her son. Her strength is impeccable… And I pray that God protects her, and keeps her through this horrid time. She is truly strong, level headed, and brave after all she’s endured. All my love to you Sonya. 🤍
Sonya needs help and fast i wish i could help her get off the streets. i live in 😢Australia
It never seems to fail that when you scratch the surface of an addict, you find a beautiful person with horrific scarring in which drugs have proved to be a very inefficient bandage.
Well said. Being an alcoholic I sometimes I wonder if one of the reasons I was able to quit drinking is because I had a good childhood. Stable middle-class family. If my background was closer to Sonya's I have doubts that I'd still be alive.
Fucking hate all the idiot conservatives who blame everything on the homeless, addicts, minorities, etc... but never have the intellect to look at thr ruling class who have created this nightmare of a dystopia
Go.out start scratching and helping people not just watching commenting from your safe womb world
@@user-rb7ns9yj5y Two wings on the same bird. Don't be too quick to assume someone as "the bad guys"...they're all doing damage, some unseen and some in the public eye. If you start digging you will see. 2 wings on the same bird.
@@user-rb7ns9yj5y Hates a strong word. Weird how all the Liberal cities have the worst homeless problems and drug issues? Yet you hate conservatives who literally only blame Government/Politicians and Corporations
This girl is an addict for survival. She didn't deserve any of the awful things that happened to her. Makes me realize, even with my "rough" childhood, just how privileged I am and how much worse it could have been. Really grateful for that. Don't judge a book on its cover. I wish her happiness
Terrible
Perfect words ❤️
I was thinking the same thing rough child hood but not that bad she's been thru it
I mean there are bad childhoolds and then there are horrific childhoods. Always good to look on the brighter side of life and be thankful of what you have!
Her choice actions have consequences stop making excuses for these fucks
I would love to know how Sonya is doing. Please Mark give us an update if possible. All the best Sonya. You deserve the world. ❤
Dude, this one was too much... It's hard for me to imagine a person that has been exposed to heavy drugs, extreme violence, street life and abused in every way possible since birth, and even worse: not having a single person in this world to rely on, completely by herself, without any love and care. No wonder she's an addict. It's just hard to imagine, It's not fair. I hope at least she gets a break, getting out of the streets, and try to get her life back. Sonya: I hug you and wish you the very very best.
But she did have people...choices. We as mothers sometimes have to emotionally detach from our drug addicted children to save ourselves...and their children.
@@donnaradney2743 you must be the mother.
You can not say "it's not fair" when you have not seen this womans whole story, as It is still unfolding because she is alive. If you were able to see the beginning of time to the end, start to finish, I believe you would not say "it's not fair".
@@donnaradney2743 you really can't be saying that she had her mother looking out for her? What choice did she have when she was being raped by her father and being put into foster care? Her mother was an addict herself. She didn't have a childhood, she wasn't protected and nurtured by the very woman her birthed her. Do you actually think you could go it alone with nobody who cared for you? Maybe you should leave your judgements at the door until you have walked a day in her shoes
@@donnaradney2743what people that molested her🖕you piece of 💩 if u are her mother shame on you
I don't think a person can be considered self-destructive if they've never even had a chance to do anything with their life from the start. She deserved and deserves so much more
That is so true!! Well said!
The people judging her weren't raped as a child by their frigging father. I can't even imagine. My trauma is so much less and that shit screwed up my whole life
Ugh, so her father got 21 years and she's the one with the life sentence. God bless this lady.
Wow. So true.
There is no god. People must learn to help themselves and others.
So much damage have been done :(
That was my thoughts exactly.
That doesn’t negate her being a terrible mother. She should of had her womb taken out after the first child.
I'm a grown ass man and this damn near broke me. How could one person be forced to endure so much in such a short lifetime. That shit's not fair... What a strong human being.
And there are worse ways people endure the life forced on them just by chance
Some are dead by 3 just from starvation
And there government doesn't care.
There are very cruel.places in this world
It affected me too she’s inspiring, too inspiring, sometimes people just finally need a break, period. And she keeps going, she isn’t entitled even though I believe her to be one of the most deserving people I’ve seen
Didn’t you know? This was all god’s plan for his child he created. Remember, god never gives you more than you can handle 🤷🏻
@@ryanblanchard2508This is satans world. Read the Bible plz. Lots of stuff you could utilize.
Had me in tears for the first time after watching so many of these
When she said her biggest fear is dying and having nobody to notice and come find her, that broke my heart. Everybody deserves to be missed, even if it's just by one person.
Same here. I could and no one would notice for days.
She would be missed by her 4 kids. Ever notice no matter how bad your parents were you just wanted their love and attention, that's all her kids want, they would forgive everything she did if she said she was sorry and worked on changing for the better. Her kids may have family to take care of them but that will never fill the mom void, they will spend their entire life thinking they weren't good enough for their mom
@@Warmfireandtea same ... 😢❤️
Let me slide into the ocean when I’m done.
Broke my heart too.
It is a tall order for this woman to have a "normal" life when it seems she has never had a normal day. She doesn't know what normal is. Despite her tragic history her outlook and awareness is remarkable.
She still has strength, wisdom, and beauty. I really really have hope for this woman.
What’s normal
@@miked9466 "Normal" may represent something different to everyone, but whatever "normal" is.. it's definitely not being raped by your dad, or sister killing your baby..
Her wisdom was paid for by her suffering and all this time on the street.
You can tell a part of her is searching for a more normal life but like a lot of trauma survivors she's having a hard time getting there.
I used know this woman we were friends both on living on the streets of Lancaster I'm happy to see she finally had a chance to tell her story there's still so much more can't wait to see the follow up .... keep pushing on beautiful ❤️
This poor little soul!
Brought up in a meth trailer, brutalized by her 'father', mother in denial, then sister kills her little toddler??? She should have had a better life, poor thing.
People should never ever judge others who are down on their luck, no one knows the background story. Glad that she got her chance to tell her story, and my prayers are that she finds inner peace and joy in life. She so deserves it.
And the dad only got 21 years. Child molesters need to get life in prison. Hopefully her sister got life in prison for killing the 3 year old boy as well.
If you believe everything she said, you're a fool. Addicts lie.
This is the only interview I’ve cried over. When she spoke of her kids, letting them decide when to reach out to her.. She’s putting them first, and that’s a GOOD mom. I hope they’re having a good life with the family that has them.
Can empathize with her on all points. But just somewhere along the line she could have prevented those pregnancies.
@@rfor4737 I definitely agree with that.
Maybe she doesn't believe in abortion
Can’t help wondering how together the people are that are raising her kids. It might be a long way from good.
Eye roll
This woman is so insanely emotionally intelligent. The fact that she was able to learn from her parents' mistakes in order to make her children's lives better is one of the largest aspects of emotional intelligence. There are far too many people who don't know how to break the cycle, yet this woman did it and has logical reasoning behind it. I hope she's able to find peace in her life.
dude seriously? thats the whole point of life. i was abused on a level at least as bad as her, probably worse, but i am 10 years clean, raise my kids and am an amazing father. ppl make excuses thats the problem. you step the fuck up and do whats right and dont beat and rape your kids, its easy. but all these ppl use past trauma as an excuse, and then we fucking treat em like a hero for nothing. this bitch has done nothing, accomplished nothing we should not praise her. as i said, i went through at least as bad of abuse as a child, i am 10 years sober have full custody own two cars, one sick ass challenger, and i beat fucking stage 3 cancer on top of it all. none of these ppl have been through close to what i been through, or accomplished a fraction of a percent of what i have, yet nobody out here praising me. we must just be built differemt in NY bc we dont praise addicts, even recovering ones. like you got kids your job now is to suck it the fuck up and stop crying about the paST
She didnt learn shit... Intelligent? She cares about nobody but herself..Assholes are like excuses everybody has one...
Something that troubles me... that everyone knows someone who was molested or raped...but you never really meet the rapists, they're not going to admit to it. They're just roaming the streets if they haven't been caught. Some mf raped their own daughter and nobody would know...That's terrifying
You're absolutely right. Even if they know, they choose to look past it, to not upset family dynamics or what not
Yup--I am astounded how widespread it is and how there is so little justice and so little for these victims.
Also, what chance does someone like this have, growing up how she has. What a sick society we are turning our backs on the most vulnerable.
Yep, they're everywhere.
IF they arent left to rot in prison, IF they are returned to society, Im all for branding a big R on each cheek..let the world know who they are..rape is never accidental like a fist fight gone too far or a stupid drunk driving accident. It is ALWAYS intentional. No mercy should be shown but if a rapist is allowed to live they should be known to everyone.
Who would not be addicted to substances with an upbringing like that. The system completely failed this woman. Still, she is articulate and i am happy she recognises her own potential.
The parents failed this woman
@@dominobeauty Her parents, but also our country failed this woman. We have systems in place to keep this from happening. We failed her
@@trashyraccoon2615 The system is and will always be trash no matter how much money is pumped into it. No one can show a child love like their own parents and a child craves love from their own parents. It's well documented that people who come from a two-parent household are far better off in life in comparison to those who do not. The system is just a backup plan and will always be a farcry in comparison.
In this lady's case being raped by her dad beginning at age 3 will have already fucked her up for life. No system can fix that, only that flashy thing from Men In Black that deletes memory.
The key is ending the cycle and the fact that this lady has had 5 kids is just perpetuating the problem. The system cannot fix a tidal wave of kids with horrible parents or no parents.
Everyone on hard drugs has some sort of sob story. It's funny how I grew up with a lot of these clowns. A lot of them grew up with middle class families. They use this BS as excuse to continue lying and stealing to get their drugs. It's called manipulation. They're con artists. And this is how these people interact on a daily basis.
@@blessedjuggernaut this is true. I can’t believe a word that comes out of their mouth. Drug users are synonymous with habitual liars.
As a social worker that has watched soooo many of your videos (love what you do!) This girl hit me the hardest thus far. She is absolutely a product of her environment. People think if someone doesnt have their kids they are scum. And sometimes I tend to agree I won't lie. But some people know that they arent whats best for their kids. And thats selfless. This woman could have been many things. A mom for sure. She still has a ton of potential. She needs one person to believe in her. She needs therapy and love and some self esteem. She appears intelligent, charismatic and kind despite all that's happened to her. I hope so much that she does turn her life around.
Yeah no excuse…we ALL have a choice, and to bring all those kids in the world, knowing damn well she’s scum..it’s disgusting and inexcusable. People really need to stop praising these people…smh
What she needs is rehab, subsidy, a roof over her head, a meal. Therapy can only come after necessities are met. Repair can only take place one she finds calmness and peace.
I agree. She is stronger than a lot of people and yet she's shamed. It breaks my heart.
same RE: "watched soooo many of your videos (love what you do!) This girl hit me the hardest thus far."
Absolutely a selfless act. I regularly think about how my life could have been different if my mom would have done that for me. I think I would have at least had a shot at a less traumatic life, had I been given up. It sounds crazy, but it’s true. That woman ruined me.
this one made me cry... her resilience is incredible. when she said "im not happy with where im at in life, but im happy with who i am" absolutely powerful. such a sad story, and such a strong beautiful woman.
That touched me 😢
Ma'am, you giving your children away in order for them to have a better future, is the strongest and most selfless thing you could do. My absolute respect.
Then why did she keep having them?
You're ignorant af
@@crystalzalys4737 yeah, I'm the bad one. Uh huh
@@aaronwinfree8662 she was 12 years old when she became pregnant for the first time
You know they have procedures for that
Seeing this makes a person realize that even on your worst day, you still have it pretty good. Some people never have a chance from day one, sadly. But if there is a woman that will survive no matter what, it is her. Best of luck to this strong willed person!