Wow. Seeing this as a 18 year old pre testosterone male, makes me so so happy to see this. You genuinely look so amazing and attractive dude. I hope to start T soon. My parents insurance allows me to if i wanted but im terrified of what they may think. Anyways. I love seeing a dude with long hair and i love ur shirt, as i also have long hair n love wearing metal band tees and such so i totally lov ur style lol🧝🏻♂️🖤
Aahh thank you so much ☺️🖤 I know it's scary, but remember that at the end of the day it's your well-being that matters! If starting T is the right choice for you, your parents should respect that! And greetings fellow long-haired metal-shirt wearing dude! Skálmöld, the band on my shirt, is very supportive of queer people so I wear their merch proudly :)
@@TheQueerVikingBromhm you are so right dude. God seeing you’re videos really has helped me feel more confident and stuff if that makes sense,, i think im going to try and talk to them about my plans and probably it will all be okay :3. And dude thats so sick! Wow im definitely going to check that band out, i really love the metal guys that support lgbtq stuff its really amazing and comforting. It was really nice getting to hear your response!🫂 thank you, hope you are having a great day/night :)
@@ImLazz I'm so happy to hear that my video has helped you boost your confidence! Yay! I really hope it goes well for you :) if you ever need more support feel free to reach out on instagram @tisdawid ! And I know right, it's so awesome whenever bands are supportive, especially in the metal scene where some artists are just... shit
@@TheQueerVikingBroi just followed you on insta 🖤 ur so cool xD!! And yes dude your videos have helped me tremendously within the past few days of finding you. Im happy to say that i am going to start testosterone next week, i talked to my parents about it and they were totally with it so yay:). And yess dude.. literally its rare in the metal scene for them to be supportive of that stuff… XD its absolutely crazy some of those guys
@@ImLazz that's amazing! And you're very cool yourself, followed you back! I'm again so happy to hear that my videos helped you so much and I'm very excited to see how everything will work out for you!! And yeah, it's indeed very rare to find some supportive artists in the metal scene but they're there! Lots of queer metal fans too!
You're gorgeous either way. I'm also in a body I dont feel right in, and am not comfortable or confident in. It doesn't let me to be the person I really am, nor do the things I love and want to do (and am good at, which is the most frustrating part). It prevents me from dressing how I want and going to the places/events I long to. But worst of all, it doesn't allow me to work toward my goals. Unfortunately there's not much i can do to change it, unlike people like him. It's quite devastating, and life-limiting. I try so hard to remain upbeat, even tho this body means I'm stuck at home, isolated. But it's getting harder and harder to not cry all the time.
Sending all the love to you ❤️ It must be hard to exist in a body that doesn't feel right. I get that. But there is hope for everyone, I am sure there's some hope for you too. Life can be amazing if you learn how to work with what you've got :)
Let me try to dry some of your tears! It's all a matter of have and take opportunities and surely often a cultural thing about tolerance/acceptance to the region and community you live in. From a Western country perspective I can say freedoms are already hard-earned. If you're inside, the barrier which limits you is your courage. If one like to do the gender opposite stuff, it doesn't mean somebody is trans at all. But OK, you said, you're not comfortable. Got it. You don't need to hop on the "I-go-full-trans-train" right away. You could do this a while later if it's your way. You have thing you love and want to to and you're good at. This is your advantage. Girls and boys are worth any toys. Let them mix! It's fine. "Yes Harry, the hammer is also for Susan!" Let kids being kids! If somebody don't allow adolescent girls to do horse-riding or even cycling because of their hymen, they're gonna have to get over it. Girls bodies are their bodies. They're not born to marriage a chauvinist. It's 2024, not the age of clergy instructions anymore. Women fix cars, men do ballet. So what? Go on! Start to gain experience with experimental trials first! It's kinda psychological training like "learning by doing" (without knowing the right translation). I don't know your sex or age. Can't imagine intensity of your suffering. I only struggled with complexity of my sexuality back in the day. Well, gender bender FTM might be easier then a grown man try to feminize himself for desired efforts. _Hypothetical:_ You want to try some crossdresser/sissy stuff in public and it's uncomfortable near home, try it in another town guarded by good friends! Enjoy, sleep home, repeat. If you're like FTM and wanna have e.g. more muscles, do the sports stuff! If you want to withstand some aggressive morons afterwards. Good for you after months of sports. Learn essential SD like Krav Maga and show them who they met! Stay strong! Life is not an I-get-all-the-cookies-without-hassle-game. *Before* you start, make sure having friendly support! If so called friends leave you after coming out, their were not friends. Try to leave regressive ignorant people behind! I hope I wasn't a know-it-all too much! May the beauty of your soul write some poems about your current situations and spit them into the world. Hugs and kisses!
Hey Honey! I don't recommend breast implants for beauty, but that's my POV about attraction even to females. At your path I prefer the hormone way of increase too. I bet you'll take hormones for feminization anyway. You're pretty young and thereby it's enough time to evolve into a nice looking trans woman. Wish you that! Transitional you could handle with prosthesis instead of taking big physical invasion right away. Maybe you'll think once more. I hope so. Life will not be mastered without patience. Lifelong issue. Tried the femboy/crossdresser games in public already? Do that for your mental experiences regular! Don't shave face, epilate it! Good luck! H+K
Thanks for this! I know there’s probably a ton of these online but I like you and seeing your takes and experiences. I’m 3 months on T and only dreaming about top surgery right now. I might need to lose some weight first 😭
Thank you so much! I watched so many of these videos before I got surgery myself so I know how important it is to see different results and experiences :) 3 months on T is already something! I hope you get to take the next steps in your transition soon ❤️
Well I do have nice pecs if I might say so myself dhdbdh but I just don't like how uneven it looks, especially when I want to wear a tight shirt or something. It's not terrible tho, it still passes as a mascine chest and that's all that matters really!
im having top surgery on the 29 and now binging everything, i wish i knew how tog get silaurum and sutricon in sweden . Did u get them prescribed from a polish doctor ?
Hii! Good luck with your surgery! I didn't need a prescription for them, just bought them at the pharmacy. If you're looking for swedish alternatives, check out CicaMed scar gel, it's pretty much the same thing! Silicon tape is also available to buy without prescription! But maybe it could be cheaper if you got them through your health insurance honestly, definitely make sure to ask your doctor/surgeon about your options!
@@TheQueerVikingBro thanks bro will do. Great video as well, I love your vibe and even tho u dont want a queer focused channel your content around it is very good just gotta say. Thanks for replying btw
@@xladder3972 thank you so much for the positivity! Although I don't want my channel to be queer only, it is, and will always be part of my identity, so I will definitely keep making content around that! I'm glad you enjoy it ❤️
Thank you for making this video! I'm having top surgery at gender clinic the 29th, so it was funny to stumble upon someone else who got theirs done there a few days ahead of time. I'm getting a different procedure than you did though, batwing, so I will be having horizontal scars originating from my nipples without getting grafts. I'm not familiar with your channel but also thought it cool that youre a fellow dutch pagan 👌 dont see too many of those on the web.
Wow, a fellow pagan from the Netherlands also getting top surgery at Genderclinic? What are the odds 😅 Gotta love binging top surgery content before you get yours done, very relatable. Good luck with your surgery and recovery! Not getting nipple grafts probably means you'll have better feeling in your nipples, yay!
Im mtf looking into bottom surgery. Im moving to norway from america in a few months. Do you know any resources for finding trustworthy clinics/surgeons?
I have no experience with trans healthcare in Norway but I suggest checking out subreddits like r/transnorden or checking out general internet sites that offer information for trans people in a counry, they generally have links to surgeons or clinics! I know it's more difficult to find proof/result pictures when it comes to bottom surgery so that's always difficult but sometimes there are private communities to join like Facebook groups where you can talk to people who underwent the surgeries and are willing to share their experiences! Good luck with your journey, idk which state you're from but seeking medical care in Europe is probably a safe choice!
Hi David and thx for courageous sharing! You sound like you have sung on a death metal concert the day before yesterday. Especially nipple surgery pushed my knowledge up. About the swelling I assume it takes time for physical recovery. If the buildups are not pus but only blood, fat or kinda "body water" under the skin your body might do the job, but consult a medic for that. Stay patient dude! Bodies don't grow overnight. Spare invasions if not necessary! For the breast forms I would consult a sports professional for proper exercises to form the chest muscles you like. "Überzüge" is German called one which impacts in stomach, chest, upper arms, shoulders and neck at the same time. Nasser El Sonbaty perfected those once into excess You work out, you might know some. LOL, I advice about sports but don't do simple things like push-ups regular. I'm silent. Ever heard the parole "mosh"? :) Wish you the best on further steps!
Seek Jesus..dont lose who you are to a agenda, spiritually based. Emotions taught from outside, have convinced you you werent good enough. This is known as an abomination. CIA actually studied how to use ideas and media images to open you up spiritually to allow a desecrated spirit in..then it begens to make you think you are thinking for yourself. The most hidden CIA experiment is code named.. Mind Virus. This has you. Jesus was the only way i finally seen what they told me i was..when i wasnt. Reverse yourself. Find whats real. God bless you and may Jesus find your heart.
I feel that these surgeries with all of the complications and issues should be done as a LAST resort. Especially with the bottom end surgeries. I hope people try other options to deal with their dysphoria first.
@@karimah8687 this is literally something people do after years of dealing with dysphoria tho. I got top surgery after almost 5 years of wearing a binder (constant chest compression is less healthy than getting your breast tissue removed).
It is difficult to see the issues through a camera, as it distorts it. I will get a revision because I do not feel fully satisfied with my results yet. It doesn't have to be a full surgery again, just removing the buildup. While I appreciate you liking the results, at the end of the day it's my body :)
... It's like cutting off your husband dick, forcing him to undergo a vaginoplastia, and then wondering why he doesn't like it and accusing him of being misogynistic
18 is too young for such permanent and radical changes to one's (otherwise healthy) body. So unethical for the doctors to do the surgery. (and yes, in case anyone's wondering, I also think it's unethical to perform breast augmentations in 18 yrs old girls, as it's also popular in some circles...)
@@joane24 whether you like it or not 18 is the age where you become a consenting adult in most countries. You have no right to tell someone that their informed decision on alterations to their own body is “unethical”.
Wow. Seeing this as a 18 year old pre testosterone male, makes me so so happy to see this. You genuinely look so amazing and attractive dude. I hope to start T soon. My parents insurance allows me to if i wanted but im terrified of what they may think. Anyways. I love seeing a dude with long hair and i love ur shirt, as i also have long hair n love wearing metal band tees and such so i totally lov ur style lol🧝🏻♂️🖤
Aahh thank you so much ☺️🖤 I know it's scary, but remember that at the end of the day it's your well-being that matters! If starting T is the right choice for you, your parents should respect that! And greetings fellow long-haired metal-shirt wearing dude! Skálmöld, the band on my shirt, is very supportive of queer people so I wear their merch proudly :)
@@TheQueerVikingBromhm you are so right dude. God seeing you’re videos really has helped me feel more confident and stuff if that makes sense,, i think im going to try and talk to them about my plans and probably it will all be okay :3. And dude thats so sick! Wow im definitely going to check that band out, i really love the metal guys that support lgbtq stuff its really amazing and comforting. It was really nice getting to hear your response!🫂 thank you, hope you are having a great day/night :)
@@ImLazz I'm so happy to hear that my video has helped you boost your confidence! Yay! I really hope it goes well for you :) if you ever need more support feel free to reach out on instagram @tisdawid !
And I know right, it's so awesome whenever bands are supportive, especially in the metal scene where some artists are just... shit
@@TheQueerVikingBroi just followed you on insta 🖤 ur so cool xD!! And yes dude your videos have helped me tremendously within the past few days of finding you. Im happy to say that i am going to start testosterone next week, i talked to my parents about it and they were totally with it so yay:).
And yess dude.. literally its rare in the metal scene for them to be supportive of that stuff… XD its absolutely crazy some of those guys
@@ImLazz that's amazing! And you're very cool yourself, followed you back! I'm again so happy to hear that my videos helped you so much and I'm very excited to see how everything will work out for you!!
And yeah, it's indeed very rare to find some supportive artists in the metal scene but they're there! Lots of queer metal fans too!
You're gorgeous either way.
I'm also in a body I dont feel right in, and am not comfortable or confident in. It doesn't let me to be the person I really am, nor do the things I love and want to do (and am good at, which is the most frustrating part).
It prevents me from dressing how I want and going to the places/events I long to. But worst of all, it doesn't allow me to work toward my goals.
Unfortunately there's not much i can do to change it, unlike people like him. It's quite devastating, and life-limiting. I try so hard to remain upbeat, even tho this body means I'm stuck at home, isolated. But it's getting harder and harder to not cry all the time.
Sending all the love to you ❤️ It must be hard to exist in a body that doesn't feel right. I get that. But there is hope for everyone, I am sure there's some hope for you too. Life can be amazing if you learn how to work with what you've got :)
Let me try to dry some of your tears!
It's all a matter of have and take opportunities and surely often a cultural thing about tolerance/acceptance to the region and community you live in.
From a Western country perspective I can say freedoms are already hard-earned. If you're inside, the barrier which limits you is your courage. If one like to do the gender opposite stuff, it doesn't mean somebody is trans at all. But OK, you said, you're not comfortable. Got it. You don't need to hop on the "I-go-full-trans-train" right away. You could do this a while later if it's your way. You have thing you love and want to to and you're good at. This is your advantage.
Girls and boys are worth any toys. Let them mix! It's fine. "Yes Harry, the hammer is also for Susan!" Let kids being kids! If somebody don't allow adolescent girls to do horse-riding or even cycling because of their hymen, they're gonna have to get over it. Girls bodies are their bodies. They're not born to marriage a chauvinist. It's 2024, not the age of clergy instructions anymore.
Women fix cars, men do ballet. So what? Go on!
Start to gain experience with experimental trials first! It's kinda psychological training like "learning by doing" (without knowing the right translation).
I don't know your sex or age. Can't imagine intensity of your suffering. I only struggled with complexity of my sexuality back in the day. Well, gender bender FTM might be easier then a grown man try to feminize himself for desired efforts. _Hypothetical:_ You want to try some crossdresser/sissy stuff in public and it's uncomfortable near home, try it in another town guarded by good friends! Enjoy, sleep home, repeat. If you're like FTM and wanna have e.g. more muscles, do the sports stuff! If you want to withstand some aggressive morons afterwards. Good for you after months of sports. Learn essential SD like Krav Maga and show them who they met! Stay strong! Life is not an I-get-all-the-cookies-without-hassle-game. *Before* you start, make sure having friendly support! If so called friends leave you after coming out, their were not friends.
Try to leave regressive ignorant people behind!
I hope I wasn't a know-it-all too much!
May the beauty of your soul write some poems about your current situations and spit them into the world.
Hugs and kisses!
Im about to be 17 and Im mtf I wanna get breast implants so bad btw your chest looks perfect and your voice is super attractive 😭
Omg thank you so much ♥️♥️ I really hope you'll be able to get your breast implants soon! Wish I could have donated my boobs to a trans girl in need 😭
@@TheQueerVikingBro I wish it was possible 😂
Please do not do this to youself
Hey Honey!
I don't recommend breast implants for beauty, but that's my POV about attraction even to females. At your path I prefer the hormone way of increase too. I bet you'll take hormones for feminization anyway. You're pretty young and thereby it's enough time to evolve into a nice looking trans woman. Wish you that!
Transitional you could handle with prosthesis instead of taking big physical invasion right away. Maybe you'll think once more. I hope so. Life will not be mastered without patience. Lifelong issue.
Tried the femboy/crossdresser games in public already? Do that for your mental experiences regular! Don't shave face, epilate it!
Good luck! H+K
Thanks for this! I know there’s probably a ton of these online but I like you and seeing your takes and experiences. I’m 3 months on T and only dreaming about top surgery right now. I might need to lose some weight first 😭
Thank you so much! I watched so many of these videos before I got surgery myself so I know how important it is to see different results and experiences :) 3 months on T is already something! I hope you get to take the next steps in your transition soon ❤️
i love the way you talk and carry yourself!!
Really? Thank you so much!!!
I love seeing videos like this, makes me think about how happy I’ll be in the future when I’m allowed to go through these changes!!
Yes yes yes! You'll get there! When you know it's the right choice for you it really is soo great to finally experience it for yourself!
Please do not do this to yourself.
its looking super good! congrats (also love your tatoos). im 3 weeks post op now. cant wait to be allowed to work out again lol
Thank youuu! (I need to get more tattoos soon) good luck with your recovery! Not being able to work out was the worst for me 😭
When I saw the thumbnail I thought of the SpongeBob meme “Just picture him in his underwear. Oh no! He’s hot!!!” 😂
looks REALLY good, seriously
Really? Thank you so much!
I´m proud of you, you are wonderfull, amaizing, I love your way of being!
Ahh thank you so much! That means a lot! ❤️
@@TheQueerVikingBro You're welcome, it's always a pleasure to meet people with your energy, thank you for existing!
For what it’s worth those little leftover pockets make it just look like you have nice pecs from the front though lol
Well I do have nice pecs if I might say so myself dhdbdh but I just don't like how uneven it looks, especially when I want to wear a tight shirt or something. It's not terrible tho, it still passes as a mascine chest and that's all that matters really!
@@TheQueerVikingBro yes! You look great and are doing well for yourself. Makes me happy to see trans guys like you, gives me hope :)
@@ReeseGegax that's great to hear! Good to have hope!
im having top surgery on the 29 and now binging everything, i wish i knew how tog get silaurum and sutricon in sweden . Did u get them prescribed from a polish doctor ?
Hii! Good luck with your surgery! I didn't need a prescription for them, just bought them at the pharmacy. If you're looking for swedish alternatives, check out CicaMed scar gel, it's pretty much the same thing! Silicon tape is also available to buy without prescription! But maybe it could be cheaper if you got them through your health insurance honestly, definitely make sure to ask your doctor/surgeon about your options!
@@TheQueerVikingBro thanks bro will do. Great video as well, I love your vibe and even tho u dont want a queer focused channel your content around it is very good just gotta say. Thanks for replying btw
@@xladder3972 thank you so much for the positivity! Although I don't want my channel to be queer only, it is, and will always be part of my identity, so I will definitely keep making content around that! I'm glad you enjoy it ❤️
Hey! We will be surgery siblings, my top surgery is also the 29th! Wish you the best of luck with your recovery process!
@@ThePathOfAshes thank you:D too bad the pushed it to the 30th instead. But one day difference isnt so shabby! goodluck
Thank you for making this video! I'm having top surgery at gender clinic the 29th, so it was funny to stumble upon someone else who got theirs done there a few days ahead of time. I'm getting a different procedure than you did though, batwing, so I will be having horizontal scars originating from my nipples without getting grafts. I'm not familiar with your channel but also thought it cool that youre a fellow dutch pagan 👌 dont see too many of those on the web.
Wow, a fellow pagan from the Netherlands also getting top surgery at Genderclinic? What are the odds 😅 Gotta love binging top surgery content before you get yours done, very relatable. Good luck with your surgery and recovery! Not getting nipple grafts probably means you'll have better feeling in your nipples, yay!
Im mtf looking into bottom surgery. Im moving to norway from america in a few months. Do you know any resources for finding trustworthy clinics/surgeons?
I have no experience with trans healthcare in Norway but I suggest checking out subreddits like r/transnorden or checking out general internet sites that offer information for trans people in a counry, they generally have links to surgeons or clinics! I know it's more difficult to find proof/result pictures when it comes to bottom surgery so that's always difficult but sometimes there are private communities to join like Facebook groups where you can talk to people who underwent the surgeries and are willing to share their experiences!
Good luck with your journey, idk which state you're from but seeking medical care in Europe is probably a safe choice!
stay in norway, america is an unfortunately transphobic country
don't do a bottom surgery. you will never achieve an erection.
@@declanfleming7400 she said she's moving From america, To norway 💜
Looking mighty hot, dude 🔥❤️
Congratulations 🎉❤
Thank you!!
Hi David and thx for courageous sharing!
You sound like you have sung on a death metal concert the day before yesterday.
Especially nipple surgery pushed my knowledge up. About the swelling I assume it takes time for physical recovery. If the buildups are not pus but only blood, fat or kinda "body water" under the skin your body might do the job, but consult a medic for that. Stay patient dude! Bodies don't grow overnight. Spare invasions if not necessary!
For the breast forms I would consult a sports professional for proper exercises to form the chest muscles you like. "Überzüge" is German called one which impacts in stomach, chest, upper arms, shoulders and neck at the same time. Nasser El Sonbaty perfected those once into excess You work out, you might know some.
LOL, I advice about sports but don't do simple things like push-ups regular. I'm silent.
Ever heard the parole "mosh"? :)
Wish you the best on further steps!
Didn’t they put a drain in you at the beginning after your surgery?
You don't have to, some people get a drainless surgery. I personally diid have drains, but only for the 24 hrs after my surgery!
I like ur tattoo congratulations on ur surgery
@@victoriagonzalez6289 Thanks!
I'm a trans girl and you're really cute i want a cute bf like you someday wtf
I'm already taken, but I hope you find the right one for you ❤️
Seek Jesus..dont lose who you are to a agenda, spiritually based. Emotions taught from outside, have convinced you you werent good enough. This is known as an abomination. CIA actually studied how to use ideas and media images to open you up spiritually to allow a desecrated spirit in..then it begens to make you think you are thinking for yourself. The most hidden CIA experiment is code named.. Mind Virus. This has you. Jesus was the only way i finally seen what they told me i was..when i wasnt. Reverse yourself. Find whats real. God bless you and may Jesus find your heart.
I feel that these surgeries with all of the complications and issues should be done as a LAST resort. Especially with the bottom end surgeries. I hope people try other options to deal with their dysphoria first.
@@karimah8687 this is literally something people do after years of dealing with dysphoria tho. I got top surgery after almost 5 years of wearing a binder (constant chest compression is less healthy than getting your breast tissue removed).
Think you for being honest ❤
I think it looks better than most and masculine and I wouldn't get a revision if I were you z it can ruin it, plus it's unoticible.
It is difficult to see the issues through a camera, as it distorts it. I will get a revision because I do not feel fully satisfied with my results yet. It doesn't have to be a full surgery again, just removing the buildup. While I appreciate you liking the results, at the end of the day it's my body :)
With all due respect but what is so wrong about being a woman and loving the body we were born with? Help me to understand please.
@@julieredmond8271 There is absolutely nothing wrong with that! Unfortunately, that was not for me :)
... It's like cutting off your husband dick, forcing him to undergo a vaginoplastia, and then wondering why he doesn't like it and accusing him of being misogynistic
@@Αλέξανδρος-ω9β literally the best way to describe it
Imagine you got your breasts cut off... You'd feel horrible, so imagine if boy randomly had tits plastered to his chest...
@@imrandom5340also a good way to explain it
Nothings up !!!!
18 is too young for such permanent and radical changes to one's (otherwise healthy) body. So unethical for the doctors to do the surgery. (and yes, in case anyone's wondering, I also think it's unethical to perform breast augmentations in 18 yrs old girls, as it's also popular in some circles...)
@@joane24 whether you like it or not 18 is the age where you become a consenting adult in most countries. You have no right to tell someone that their informed decision on alterations to their own body is “unethical”.
I know damm well you have gotten braces as a teenager, you pipe down about other people's bodies
FREAK
Ok normie, why would that be a bad thing
Your hatred will eat you up inside
shut up shit for brains. he looks very handsome!
Human*
Anyone has a new preserving jar for haters tears?